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My Christian Grey

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FLMBSIBSN

10- 07- 13

I've been a muse, PRO, auditor, treasurer, secretary, vice- president, president, chairperson and hey! there was also a time that I became the class' sergeant  at arms. YES! I've been a lot. And yes it feels good whenever others call me boss, ma'am, chair, pres or even chief but just yesterday I realized, those titles mean nothing, I will always be Vinz no matter what position I'm holding. Vinz is the reason why I've became those personas. Vinz might not always be the best, might not always be the smartest but she will always be the one who is always trying to live honestly and happy of course as long as she doesn't step on others happiness, maybe that's why Vinz was the one entrusted with those positions *or maybe the ones in authority were bias to her. Hahaha.*.

No matter what I have become, I will always be just Vinz. The title, it's not important, what's important are the lessons that I've learned while I'm on those positions.

Feelng like a monday but someday I'll be saturday night, Vinci *pen name. hahaha.*

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F•R•I•E•N•D•S

09-24-13

I only have a few friends. I'm not a friendly type of person, yeah sometimes I'm aloof. Well, that's fine by me. Fast forward. I'm very lucky to have those few friends. Whenever, I'm feeling not so good... they be like "o, anong meron? Kain natin yan!" [Hey! What's up, let's just eat!] My friends always lift my sprit up. Whenever, I feel like the world's gonna crush me, my friends would come to the rescue, make me feel that I can do everything... that I'am important.

Listening to: Hold on We're Going Home * not a Drake fan tho. This song juss reminds me of Vice City

In corny mode, Vinci

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I AM A FILIPINO

04-03-13

A recorded conversation of me and a friend...

Friend: Are you proud of being a Filipino?

Me: But of course, Jessica Sanchez, Manny Pacquiao etc... hahaha. Kidding aside. Those who gain fame... it's theirs, they made it because they strive hard not because they are Filipino.

Friend: Hey! Filipinos are good singers.

Me: Hah! Not true.

Friend: why?

Me: How come I'm not good at singing if Pinoys are good at singing?

Friend: (laughs) Ok ok. Got your point.

Me: Going back. I'am proud of being a Filipino because a Pinoy knows how to bounce back in times of trials,  tribulations and despair. *trying to lighten up the mood* Nakatawa pa yun ah! Though it takes a lot of courage to be a Filipino.

Friend: Right. We are dubbed as underdogs. Courage to face the world is what we need.

There I started laughing...

Friend: What are you laughing at?

Me: Boy! We've been friends for 8 years. This is out first serious talk. In english pa!

Friend: (laughs) Ownganoh?

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07-17-13

I've never been bullied. Try lang nila... XD You know why? Because I never let it happen. Whenever people try to annoy me, I just laugh it off... well, sometimes I lash back. *spell BATA* 

Pero what hits me the most, ung gender jokes. I act like a man, I even dress like a man. But NO, I'm girl, babae ako. I was never in doubt of my gender. I'm comfortable with wearing baggy clothes e. So what? Kesa naman magskimpy clothes ako diba? Lalo na sa school at sa church, eh di hindi ko na-enjoy dahil hirap na hirap ako sa paggalaw.

LIFE!

Ganto lang naman yan e, first, they'll try to irritate you with non-sense stuffs *madalas ung mga hindi totoo... don't mind them, just grin. Don't ever ever show them that it hit you. Remember: Vivir vien es la mejor venganza. Then, syempre pag hindi ka padin naasar, they'll go personal but of you really know and love yourself, hindi ka maiinis. Kaya learn those two things, magreflect ka, kung may mali... change!

The crux of the matter: It's all in your hands kapatid!

Hope this helps, Vinci

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M oh Whaaaat?

Back to tuesdays na naman ung Methods of Research...The most ah..uhm, rather not say :) Group reporting kanina, as usual... wala na naman akong nagets. Nagpaquiz pa, sana ibalik ni Ma'am T ung paper with corrections *ui!* 

Pero this one's the my favorite part of the day. Sumakay ako ng MRT kanina, may nakasakay ako, mag-ama. Ung anak naka stroller. The first thing that came in to my mind: my sakit siguro tong bata. Then maya-maya ung ale sa side ko nag-abot ng P100.00, then chinika nila ung tatay, ung bata pala mag-na-9 na sa August, nagkaron sya ng hydrocephalus *tama spelling?* nung bata kaya nagkacelebral palsy. Grabe, kitang-kita talaga dun sa tatay na mahal na mahal nya ung anak nya, nilalaro-laro nya, hinahalikan nya. Bigla tuloy akong nagsisi.

Nagsisi kasi yung pera ko sa walang kwenta ko ginagamit, kaninang may totoong nangagailangan, wala akong naiabot, hindi naman nanghihingi si manong, pero gusto ko lang talaga, kaya lang ung allowance ko hindi pa naibibigay. Sana pala ung pera ko hindi ko ginastos sa walang kwenta, para naitabi ko. Enough of regrets, eto promise ko... kapag binigay ung allowance ko, susubukan kong magtabi ng emergency fund... lagi din kasi akong nashoshort dahil sa lakas ko gumastos. Keri ko to, kaya lang bibili ko ng AF1 ee, haay. Basta, kaya yan! Tiwala lang! Sayang lang, hindi ko natanong si Kuya kung anong contact number nya para makapaghanap ng pwedeng tumulong... nahiya kasi ako :( saka ayaw kong umasa sya.

*sigh*

Pero eto naman ung pinakapanigit sa lahat. Nakasakay ako sa bus kanina, aba si Kuyang katabi ko... iniinvade ung space ko... nakabukaka  ba naman. Eh nako nakakairita kasi ung binti nya nakadikit sakin. First 10 mins., "LORD PAHINGI NG PATIENCE. PATIENCE. PATIENCE." pero maya-maya biglang... pak! "Bossing, pwede bang paki-usog" *pointing to his legs*. Then nung inayos, "Thank you." Sabay irap. Hindi ako pinalaking bastos ng magulang ko... pero may times talagang hindi ko na talaga mapigilan kasi kelangan malaman nila na mali.. katulad ni kuya LRT. 

Wala akong ganang magsulat, gusto ko lang talaga ishare ung sa MRT, hindi na din ako nag-proofread,

Vinci.

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Shutting Down For A Night

07-12-13

*updated

Today, I learned a lot of things.

PATIENCE- *Eto medyo nagtataka ako bat ngayon ko lang narealize.* We can’t have everything in life. There will always be trials. Pero sabi nga nila diba, wala namang ibibigay si God na hindi mo malalampasan.

SELF-RESPECT- Minsan kasi sa sobrang pagpapaka-mabait natin na-cocompromise na ung self-respect natin e, nagmumukha na tayong tanga. Dapat matuto tayo kung kelan dapat pumreno. FOR OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU, LEARN FIRST HOW TO RESPECT YOURSELF.

GOOD FOUNDATION= GOOD RELATIONSHIP *GOOD FOUNDATION= GOD*- This one inspired me the most. Sabi nga nung friend ko *paraphrased na to* “Single girls, lagi nyong tatandaan ung triangle. Si God ung nasa itaas, kayong dalawa ung nasa bases sa baba. Pano kayo magkikita kung hindi kayo lumalapit kay God?" I admit it, may mga times naman talaga na namiss ko magboyfriend. *minsan lang un* Lalo na ung mga times na pagod ka ng magpaka-brave. Sabi nga nung isa ko pang friend “Syempre babae ako, gusto ng babae ing pinapamper." *Bat hindi nalang tayo magbata- bataan at bumili ng diaper. Whaaaat?!* Gusto ko ung tipong may yayakap sayo from the back, nasa rooftop kayo ng building, then he’ll say “Kaya mo yan. Ikaw pa, natagalan mo nga ako e." Alam mo ba un? Korny ko diba? Oo na! Meron namang mga “nanligaw" pero, wala talaga kong matipuhan e. Pagpepray ko na sana ung susunod ung matatagalan ako, at sana dumating sya sa tamang panahon. Kahit hindi na pogi, pero sabagay kahit hindi kapogian ngayon feelinggero na din e. Hahaha. Gusto ko lang naman ung madiskarte sa buhay at marespeto. Un lang masaya na ko.

RESPECT YOUR EX/EXES- Eto medyo naalala ko lang. Hindi naman porke hindi nagworkout ung e ibig sabihin wala na syang kwenta. You loved that person *o baka nga mahal mo parin sya*, remember: pagnagmahal ka, kasama na din ung bad side nya. Tinanggap mo un dati, Bat nagbago? Kasi bitter ka? Respeto men!

WE ARE NOT REALLY FREE- Ang daming nagpopost ng, “Wala akong pakialam sainyo, magalit man kayo sakin ok lang. Buhay ko to, hindi ako pinanganak para iplease kayo." Eshushmi! Why not try to be smart first? Angas mo ha. Hello, kung ganyan ng ganyan kala mo ba may lalapit sayo? Freak! Mamaya akalain pa ng ibang tao war freak ka e.  Syempre may mga times na kelangan natin iplease ung ibang tao, tulad ng mga boss natin. *alam na!

Hindi ko napanood si Jo In Sung my new crush pero ok lang. Had a good time with friends.

May tanong ka? tanong mo na!

Nagtagalog na ko, pagod na ko mag-isip, Vinci

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Amen to this!

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Tumblr Update

This new update *parang redundant* on Tumblr for Android is so nakakainis, keeps on freezing. Argh.  Tumblr! Android! Google Play! Fix this! *Makautos wagas.

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07-10-13 Hooded tall tee + shirt tied around the waist. Feeling street goth. :) I now have an ash blonde hair! *slightly confused if it’s really AS because it’s browny. Then, it is ash brown. Medyo magulo diba? Yan ako! I like the outcome though.* Cannot find blue so I moved to plan C. Enough of the hair story. When I arrived to school I learned that our organization’s requirements for re-accreditation are not yet complete. *pina-init ulo ko nito*. Maybe I’m also at fault, I didn’t remind the new set of officers BUT is there a need for us *seniors* to remind them if they were already told what to do? If they don’t know something, why didn’t they ask? *sigh* Maybe I should just give them the benefit of the doubt, maybe it’s because they are still adjusting. *The chutzpah! GANYAN DIN NAMAN AKO DATI. |:* Tomorrow is another day, Scarlett… ay Vinci pala. (:

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07-09-13 YEZZ! I love nail polish! I love coloring my nails! Bakit? KASI MAGANDA LANG. Feeling ko hindi ko kamay ung kamay ko pag walang kulay. So, I regurly go to the salon to have my nails done. Anyway it only costs 60 pesos plus tip *I don’t want to spend much on manicure. Pare-pareho lang naman yan e, mahal man or hindi, pag pangit ang kamay, pangit din tignan kahit may polish. And also, chummy chums na kami nung manicurista* compared to what will cost me if I accidentally cut my self with a nipper. Hahaha. *oo na, takot ako.* Yesterday, I went to 3 branches of Hortaleza *HBC* to buy a blue hair dye. Sadly, those three branches don’t have anything in the shade of blue. So, bumili nalang ako ng “kyuteks". Destiny: Me and Blue Velvet. Nag-iisa nalang syang shade of blue kaya un nalang ung binili ko. Then I went to the salon. Now this is the result. ((:

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07-08-13 This morning I went to my former school *H.S.* to get a copy of my F-137. After filling a request, I passed by this hallway. As the sign clearly states, students are not allowed to cross this portion of this hallway. Bakit? KASI UNG NASA RIGHT PRINCIPAL’S OFFICE. When I was still in high school, wapakels ako dito. *Eh hindi naman ako huhulihin nung sign. Hahaha.* Kasi naman, kapagod kayang umakyat baba ng hagdan. Lucky, I was never caught. Hihihi. I so miss my high school days, my friends, classmates, teachers and syempre crushes. ((=

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Kakaalala ko lang nito kagabi.

I WANT ONE. *Can't remember if I owned one... Barbie girl kasi ako. Hahaha.

Box of Trolls.

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Kung maganda sya, eh di wala ng pangit

Tita C.

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Why Now? Why?

07-06-13 I, Alcapone, Avocado Dicaprio met for merienda earlier. Sadly, my sense of taste isn’t working because of colds *since yesterday. :| Anyway, Happy International Kiss Day! X, Vinci

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07-05-13 Hairspiration: Lea Seydoux 12 palang ako gusto ko ng mag-blue ng buhok. Yan, yang nasa picture, ganyan talaga... even the cut. But then, school doesn’t allow colored hair. So now that I’m in college and that I’m exempted from the uniform policy, yo! magbublue na ko. The idea may sound ridiculous but hey! gusto ko e! plus the fact that it’s my last year in college why not make the most out of it. (: After my Rizal class earlier I went to the salon near the school. I ask how much would it cost me to “make my dream come true." and eff! It’s so expensive. I saw the label of the dye that they use for coloring, sadly, I forgot what it is, but I believe it’s cheap. I don’t know what I’ve been smoking but I ended up having my shorty short hair trimmed. Which I shouldn’t have done because it turned out uhm, bad but not so. Hihihi. Plus a friend and I have already agreed that she will accompany me the next time I’ll have a haircut *another hair story* Then, I ask my sister abroad who usally does her own hair if bleaching is easy, she said yes but she advised me to just go to a salon since it will be my first time to have my hair bleached. So here’s the plan. Since, a friend told me that HBC hair dyes work well, I would just buy a blue one then ask the salon where I usually go to have my nails done to bleach my hair then apply the color. I am sure that this will cost me much less. Hoping that this will work out well, Vinci