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I just thought of Ana ruining some fancy frock or another and saying, "Mother will have my head for this." And now I'm sad AND mad at myself.

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DRAGON AGE 2 (2011) — developed by bioware.

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DRAGON AGE 2 (2011) — developed by bioware.

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Oops. I made Ana in BG3.

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A Meditation on Grief

They say grief is a knife. Sharp. Painful. Immediate.

But grief isn't a knife.

It's a stone. Choked down and kept down.

It erodes. Time makes it smaller, lesser.

You forget about it. It passes into memory. Where you used to feel its pain, now you feel nothing.

But sometimes it turns. A note. A flower. A smell.

The smoothly worn edges, retreat. Twist away.

What comes now is as sharp and jagged as ever.

It cuts a new. It's worn anew.

Then it all happens again.

And unlike a stone, there's always another jagged edge.

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Who said they were gonna write today but caught up on sleep and played Veilguard instead?

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Ask about my muse's parents

Send '🙋‍♀️' + a question about my muse's mother for my muse to answer.

Send '🙋‍♂️' + a question about my muse's father for my muse to answer.

Send '💑' + a question about both of my muse's parents for my muse to answer.

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↪ 𝑽𝑨𝑵 𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑺𝑰𝑵𝑮 . ( a collection of sentence starters from the 2004 film . adjust phrasing as necessary . mature themes present . )

oh , [ name ] . it's just you .

where are you going to run , [ name ] ?

what are you saying ?

why do you think i brought you here ?

you said you believed in my work .

i would kill myself before helping in such a task .

you've been so kind to me , [ name ] .

you can't kill me , [ name ] .

so , you're the great [ name ] .

we all have our little problems .

let's make it your decision , shall we ?

i wish you a week in hell .

why don't you do something about it ?

this is all a test of faith .

i can curse all i want , dammit .

you . turn around .

strangers don't last long here .

the laws of men mean little to me .

i don't need your help .

you stay here . they're trying to kill me .

nice to see you too , [ name ] .

did i do something to you in a past life ?

i hope you do have a heart , [ name ] . because someday i'd like to drive a stake through it .

your reputation precedes you .

i am hollow ! and i will live ... forever .

please , say you will not try again .

do not fear me ... everybody else fears me .

i was unprepared . it won't happen again .

do you understand forgiveness ?

i would rather die than help you .

don't be boring , everyone who says that always dies .

may he rest in peace .

how long has it been , 300 , 400 years ?

you don't remember , do you ?

what exactly is it i am to be remembering ?

it's no surprise you would know all about me .

we have such history , you and i .

have you ever wondered why you have such horrific nightmares ?

[ name ] , it's alright , i'm taking you home .

what , did you think we haven't tried everything before ?

no one knows how to kill [ name ] .

i could have used that information earlier .

would you like me to refresh your memory a little ?

allow me to ... reintroduce myself .

i think we've overstayed our welcome .

don't give me that look .

you were right . i'm sorry .

monster ? who's the monster here ? i have done nothing wrong !

look , there's still time .

you were right . i'm sorry .

do you have any family , [ name ] ?

if you value your lives , and the lives of your kin , you will kill me .

evil may have created it , may have left its mark on it , but evil does not rule it .

now you know why they call me a murderer .

oh my god ... you've been bitten .

so much trouble ... so much trouble .

now you will become that which you hunted so passionately . may others be as passionate in their hunting of you .

don't worry , god will forgive us .

how many commandments can we break in one day ?

oh my god , you should be terrified .

how does it feel to be a puppet on my string ?

neither of us has ever settled for half .

you make my skin crawl .

i'm not gonna like this , am i ?

one brief moment of pain , and we can be together forever .

you have no heartbeat .

you are nothing but damned bones , and damned souls .

well , that doesn't sound like a good thing .

we don't have a choice . just don't get killed .

you don't understand , it doesn't matter what happens to me .

god is not the only one that can create life .

you can't go until i say you can go , and i say you can go when you're dead !

you're supposed to die .

we are both part of the same great game , [ name ] , we just find ourselves on opposite sides of the board .

you are being used , [ name ] , as was i . but i escaped , so can you .

if you're going to kill someone , kill them . don't stand there talking about it .

all i want is life . the continuation of my kind .

some things are better left forgotten .

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My fave DA fanarts i've made :D

ALSO i am back on instagram so please feel free to follow me there as well :3

Insta: thee_steppenwolf

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Day 27 of #Veiltober - Wraith! If there's an excuse to draw Fenris you better believe it I'll draw Fenris

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Veiltober - day 27, Wraith

The blue wraith!!! My first Dragon Age love. Still adore him sm 😭😭 Fav character for sure. I am convinced he's gonna be in the Veilguard and I know my heart is gonna break 😭

Still having internet issues which is why this is being posted so late. Also wasn't able to upload to Redbubble, ughhh 😭😭

Prompts for Veiltober by @lynnerdo !!

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There's a bottle of alcohol in Minrathous that "survived the Kirkwall Rebellion" labeled "Kirkwall Select 9:36," and I'm feeling weirdly emotional about it.

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Minor Shadow Dragons Spoiler

Lorelei is from the Denerim alienage and therefore could, conceivably, have known a Tabris Warden (like my @blightedhero). Neither here nor there, really, just interesting.

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da2 my beloved come back </3

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"I don't know, I think he's on a Walk of Blame. It's like a Walk of Shame, but it's your fault. Does that make sense?"

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Ana misses flowers. There aren't many around Kirkwall, but she remembers Amaranthine and Lothering in the spring. She and Bethany would make flower crowns for everyone, including Father, who would gladly wear them. Everyone except Carver, at least, but they'd put it by his bed so he wouldn't forget about it. It was like a springtime uniform, and the neighbors always made sure to comment on how lovely the flowers were and how nicely woven the crowns seemed.

Sometimes, when there are flowers at the market, Ana wonders if she could still make one. But they're never the right kind of flowers.

So, she remembers Amaranthine and Lothering in the spring.

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There are, in my drafts, some WIPs that I'm like... really impressed by? Who were you when you wrote those, and where did she go from? Might finish them off and post them, might not... I just keep going back in and looking at them...