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hi guys i'm being medicated now! i'm having sertraline and it feels like an airbag on my chest and i haven't felt any emotions since starting, good or bad. which in a way is great! i don't feel like kms or cms!!! but i liiitterally can't feel anything at all!!!! i'm having a checkup soon to see how i'm going with the medicine and tbh i'd like to ask to change it? but like.. will any medicine have this effect? it pains me to feel myself fading away just to not feel the urge to destroy myself...

please someone give me healthy coping mechanisms!!

tl;dr: i'm trying to not relapse on $h, i need healthy ways to cope with loneliness and sadness (detailed vent below)

i just feel super alone, my best friend has been super busy with work and spending all his free time with his {stupid} boyfriend and i really feel super alone.

my bf is busy with uni stuff and i have no friends at my school and i just don't know how to make friends at all

i don't feel like this stupid thing is like. "bad enough" to reach for help, i don't want to take help from peopl who need more than me lol

it really just feels hopeless, i have been having strong suicidal ideations too, it feels so easy to just vanish from everyone's life.

it just bothers me how much i need to interact to people to actually feel like i'm alive. when i'm alone or doing my own stuff it feels like i'm somehow procrastinating just waiting for people to talk to me and then i can "actually do something". i can't take the feeling of just being a tool to everyone out of me.

i do try to make friends but i just can't fucking talk to people, most of spaces of things i'm interested are full of minors and it makes me feel super uncomfortable (i'm 20 in oct) and i can't seem to find any adult focused spaces that aren't just nsfw focused. i'd love to make new friends but i just don't know how to. _sighs_

anyways i need something healthy to take the edge off!!! i want to live for my boyfriend and for my family but it's hard to not think it would be easier for me to just die lol

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please someone give me healthy coping mechanisms!!

tl;dr: i'm trying to not relapse on $h, i need healthy ways to cope with loneliness and sadness (detailed vent below)

i just feel super alone, my best friend has been super busy with work and spending all his free time with his {stupid} boyfriend and i really feel super alone.

my bf is busy with uni stuff and i have no friends at my school and i just don't know how to make friends at all

i don't feel like this stupid thing is like. "bad enough" to reach for help, i don't want to take help from peopl who need more than me lol

it really just feels hopeless, i have been having strong suicidal ideations too, it feels so easy to just vanish from everyone's life.

it just bothers me how much i need to interact to people to actually feel like i'm alive. when i'm alone or doing my own stuff it feels like i'm somehow procrastinating just waiting for people to talk to me and then i can "actually do something". i can't take the feeling of just being a tool to everyone out of me.

i do try to make friends but i just can't fucking talk to people, most of spaces of things i'm interested are full of minors and it makes me feel super uncomfortable (i'm 20 in oct) and i can't seem to find any adult focused spaces that aren't just nsfw focused. i'd love to make new friends but i just don't know how to. _sighs_

anyways i need something healthy to take the edge off!!! i want to live for my boyfriend and for my family but it's hard to not think it would be easier for me to just die lol

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me as the pokemiku my friends assigned for me on priv :] NORMAL-type boy who's also a girl with his three porygons

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TOXIC MIKU ⚠️☠️🧪

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Anonymous asked: "hai!! could i rq transmasc ena shinonome icons in style 12 ? :-)"

Style 12 transmasc Ena icons for anon! LMK if you'd like any changes!

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To be seen, to be noticed.

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Russian Cursive Letters!

Almost every Russian writes in cursive which in some cases differs from Cyrillic print letters a lot! Even if we write in print letters, we almost never use some of them, like б (b) or square д (d). @momotastic27 asked me to show her the way we write Russian letters, so I decided to make a post about it with the help of my friends. It includes the whole alphabet and handwriting examples that are related to YoI, as well as some figure skating vocab, since most of my followers are into YoI!

Let’s take a look at the Russian alphabet. Even though this writing system developed on the basis of the Greek alphabet, it has a lot in common with the Roman script, especially the cursive style! 

I found this pic in Google search, and it made me laugh so hard. ЫЫЫЫ!! *jabbed in the stomach* xD But we’re not talking about the sounds now, only the letters.

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reading the anti takes about AO3 feels exactly like this

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if everything goes right, i'll be able to eat snacks and drink myself dummy tomorrow

and also get some important stuff done... i need to schedule to add my name oficially (in a way) to my documents, if i have to be deadnamed again in the hospital i'll snap fr

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From my Instagram

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finally i’ll become a real fairy- a butterfly, shining so bright

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