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Currently Thinking About

The book Tweak by NIc Sheff, it is an absolute masterpiece like it is actual gold I love it so so much

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Fake Dating

I kinda wish people did that thing we all posted on Snapchat in middle school; fake dating. I want to pretend I am madly in love with someone and we "have been dating for so long" and all that jazz. Then I want to actually start to love them and blah blah blah it gets too real and our fake dating needs to end for a dumb reason but we discover we want to be together for real... Yeah, that's all.

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Currently thinking about

Sid Vicious

like omg, a love like that? The thrill the lows the tunnel vision the infatuation...

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<3

aise

<3

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A series

(photos by me)

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blue blue electric blue thats the color of my room where i will stay blue blue

hmmm hmmm hmhmhmhm hmhmhmhm hmm hm hmmm

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Can't really get over this song

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Please don't avoid me. It kills me. I can't stand thinking you hate me. Your silence is killing me. I'd sooner die than know you hate me. I am such a pussy. Can't stand the silence. I need to speak to you.

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Hi, I'm Back!

School is almost out, got two summer jobs lined up (nannying and staying with my RCA job), feeling tired. Been pretty depressed but its ok, I'm ok. Just watched Call Me By Your Name for the first time (get ready for cmbyn shit posts), been really into Tweak by Nic Sheff recently, back in my reader era?? I took the AP Lang test and am predicting a 3 but PRAYING for a 4. I got a 26 on my ACT, but am retaking in June (expecting a 28, hoping for a 30). I want to start blogging again; we'll see.

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until i can inject the front bottoms music into my blood i won’t ever be truly alive

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Mania

Hey so idk if ive ever talked about this before but i do have manic-depression/bipolar type II (do ur own research im not explaining it all rn LMAO) and i am currently manic. i made a realization today that i only like to blog when i am manic which kinda makes sense but also sucks bc i want to like it all the time. 

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Emotional baby boy Emotional man

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forensics!

OMG at sub-districts I needed at least all 16s to move on and I got a 21, 22, and a 24 (out of 25!!!) We did amazing imo and i cant wait for districts!

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me fr

marauders but it’s just random shit my friends and i have said: part four

james: *giggles*

sirius: …he just insulted you

james: *twirls hair and kicks feet*

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