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[tanpoponohana]

I can't hope my words will fill this void with their sadness,

although it's better to feel down than nothing, I guess.

I keep spitting out lines that are meaningless

knowing they'll never improve all this emptiness.

please erase them and remove me

[tanpoponohana]

temper

there's this thing inside of me. it has plenty of bitter, none of it sweet.

it's warped and ugly (they'll say, "it's human, which makes it quite charming").

still, I show it to no one, (though they might be right). they're friends, undeserving of that kind of fright.

but I have learnt, recently that the shadows of my heart weren't made for the enemy.

it's indeed not very smart to cage the sorrow of my soul until I am torn apart

still, I see myself as foul, and that's how I've always felt. it does not depend on people--- it's the card that I've been dealt.

https://itllpass.blogspot.com/2023/05/temper.html

[tanpoponohana]

I have zero interactions over here, but I wanted to try this.

I made this blog where I kind of rant poetically (i.e. I make things rhyme. they might be corny, but they are mine... yeah you get it).

https://itllpass.blogspot.com/ 

it’s totally a self-plug, but it would make me very happy to share this with whoever may come across this post. 

[tanpoponohana]

cheers

for all we’ve been through together. for all the belly-aching laughter. for the countless times you’ve tried your best in spite of everything.

and sorry

for being sick of your endless problems. for suddenly dreading your presence. for changing unwittingly. for longing to leave you behind.

but thanks

for learning with me. for sharing with me. for knowing me.

for having been my friend.

[tanpoponohana]

lately I cry all the time. I dread going back to what was once my favourite place. I dread seeing the people that mean the world to me. I dread the feeling of loneliness, and still that’s all i’ve been feeling. I procrastinate being left alone with my thoughts by working on exams, assignments; everything I would postpone just to spend more time with the people I love and the things I enjoy.