#좋아해

[beingadult]

치열하게 쓰기

치열하다는 단어를 입에 올릴 수 있을거란 생각을 해보지 못했다. 나는 그 어떤 것에도 치열하지 않다고 생각한다. 그리고 그런 나 자신을 늘 부끄럽다고 생각했다. 하지만 그 부끄러운 마음이라든지 하는 것들이 정말 나의 것인지 모르겠다. 정말로 부끄럽다면 이렇게 살았을까? 적당히 퉁치고, 안주하고, 만족한다는 듯이 밀어내며 살아왔던 시간을 부정하면서까지 나는 내가 가고자 했던 삶의 방향은 사실은 온전히 나의 것이 아니었다는 걸 인정하는 것이 어려웠다. 어려움이 분명히 있다고 생각한다. 그 어려움들이 대단하지 않은 수준으로 꽤나 많이 아무렇지 않게 발현되고는 했는데 그 발현이 나는 숨겨야할 오점이라고 생각했고 늘 나의 감정이 과도하다고 느꼈다. 감정이 치솟을 때마다 뭔가의 열정이 불타오를 때마다, 그저 하찮을 것임을 알기에 미리 부러 손가락으로 급하게 꺼버린 작은 불씨같은 마음들. 나는 존재하는 것에 부끄러움을 느꼈을지도 모르겠다.

관계에 대한 글을 쓰겠다고 했지만 오늘 나는 넷플릭스에서 어떤 시리즈를 보다가 무조건적인 치열함을 마주했다. 치열하게 쓰기. 그리고 작가가 되고 싶어하는 주인공의 모습이 내 머리를 다시 울렸다. 세상에 글을 쓰려는 사람들은 너무나 흔하게 많다. 그런데도 그런 것들을 너무나 특별하게 생각하는 내가 이상한 것인지도 모르지만, 글을 쓰려는 의지조차 없었다는 걸 깨달았을 때 마음이 갑갑해져왔다. 분명히 나는 쓰면서 자유로움을 느끼는 부류이다. 내가 글을 잘쓴다고는 생각하지 않았고, 그럴만한 노력도 부족하다고 생각하지만 여전히 좋아한다고는 생각한다. 그 어떤 사람에게도 내가 쓰기를 좋아한다는 것에 대해서는 주춤하지 않고 또 부끄러워하지도 않으면서 이야기할 수 있다고 생각한다. 못해도 좋아할 수는 있다고 생각하니까.

주인공의 마음처럼 한결같이 글을 쓰려고 머릿속에 많은 것들을 떠올려내고, 그리고 마음에 드는 문장들을 적어두었을 때 노트를 가슴깊이 끌어안으며 행복하게 잠들 수 있을까, 하는 의구심이 들었다. 스스로의 열정에 의문을 가지고 있다. 아니, 열정이라는 형체가 있긴 할까 싶어 조급해지는 마음도 든다. 하지만 그게 있으면 어떻고 없으면 또 어때. 일단 쓰는 게 좋은거다. 나는 내가 좋아하는 일을 하나 확실하게 알고 있는 거다. 그것은 내게 정말 무수한 행복의 변수들을 찾아줄 것이다.

지금 행복한 것에 집중하자. 행복 그 자체에 집중한다기보다는 지금 내 기분을 즐겁게 하는 것들을 생각하자. 요가 선생님과 다음 학기에도 함께 할 수 있을지도 모른다는 희망이라든지, 땅콩잼을 발라 먹어치운 아오리라든지, 예쁘게 그 모양을 유지하고 있는 내가 직접 뜬 푸딩 키링 같은 것들. 내 마음이라는 보석함에 꼭 맞게 들어갈 수 있는 것들에 대해서 생각하다보면 잘 쓰는 것보다는 자주 쓰고, 자주 쓰는 것보다는 제대로 쓰는 것에 가까워질 수 있을지도 모른다.

[muntitled]

I knew I could count on Engenes to pull a Sherlock Holmes

Did he say I like you?? Or am I in heaven? 🥹

[9-93]

[bts-trans]

📅 240607 Weverse Translations

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아미들 곡 선물 잘 받으셨나요ㅎ… 좋아해 주셨으면 좋겠네요:) 처음부터 여러분들 생각하면서 작업했었고 훅이 좀 길게 반복되나 싶을 수도 있는데 사실은 하우스 장르의 댄스와 함께 보여드리려 했던 곡입니다.. 퍼포먼스 곡인 셈이죠.. 근데 시간이 없어서 진행을 못 했네요 ㅜ 아쉽습니다.. 시간을 돌린다면 어떻게든 찍어놨을 텐데🥲 그래서 그 부분을 좀 이해를 해주십사 이렇게 글 남깁니다!.. (자신을 책망 중입니다🫠) 아무튼 벌써 11주년이 다가왔네요ㅎㅎ 늘 옆에서 함께해 주셔서 감사드리고 항상 아프지 말고 건강하게 계셨으면 좋겠습니다 또 여름이라 많이 더운데 더위 조심하시고! 그럼 안녕히..💜

ARMY, have you received your song present? Heh… I hope you like it:) I thought about you while making it, right from the start It may feel like the hook of the song repeats for a bit too long, but it's like that because it was actually supposed to be a House-genre song that was shown with a dance.. like a performance track.. but I couldn't carry that out because I had no time ㅜ It's such shame.. if I could just go back in time I'd find a way to do it but🥲That's why I wanted to write this post, to ask for your understanding!.. (currently berating myself🫠) Anyway, we're already approaching our 11th anniversary hehe Thank you for always being by our side I hope you always stay healthy and take care of yourselves It's summer now and really hot, so be careful in the heat! Bye now..💜

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[mafleur]

she likes spring,

그리고 나? 나는 겨울을 더 좋아해.

⠀⠀⠀ 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗏𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝖽𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝖾𝖾?

⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖿𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝖾

⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗂 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖿𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗈𝗅𝖽, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗍'𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾

⠀⠀⠀ 𝗅𝗂𝗅𝗒 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗏𝖺𝗅𝗅𝖾𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍

⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝗋 𝗌𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗂𝗍 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋

⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖾, 𝖺𝗌 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾.

𝗃𝖺𝗌𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾, 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗈𝗅𝖽, 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋, ( 𝗈𝗋 ) 𝗌𝗈𝗅 ( 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁 )

𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗆𝗌 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗂 𝗆𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍

[kimllip]

YEOJIN — [Special Clip] 이렇게 좋아해 본 적이 없어요 (CHEEZE) Covered by YeoJin

[si-eunnis]

난 그게 더 큰 걸 좋아해

A mi me gustan mayores, de esos que llaman señores , de los que te abren la puerta y te mandan flores. ✿. ♱

@ojiito 그건 내 입에 맞지 않아

[faunandfloraas]

STAY!

すきだよ!! ( I like you)

좋아해!!

:)

[talkingsaxy]

넌 빨간 장미를 좋아해, 넌 파란 바다를 좋아해, But I like violet 또, 가고 싶어 산으로

✮₊⊹✧⋆ ‧₊˚ ⋅* ‧₊✮‧₊˚ ⋅* ‧₊ song rec: blue orangeade - txt ‧₊˚ ⋅* ‧₊✮‧₊˚ ⋅* ‧₊ ✮₊⊹✧⋆

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[sundae0922]

털게 또있다는게 진짜기함스럽다

이거개인적으로 좋아해

The life of LESTAT is, sounds like the lyrics to the song CATFOOD by MIKU I don't know why JUST FEEL so don't ask(joke

아주징글징글하게우려먹은그림들 사이에 트위터에도 안올린것같은 그림 끼우기

레스타... 는 그리다 말았네 아마 루이그리다가ㅋㅋㅋ 힘이 빠진듯

하지만 봐주세요 이정도 분량이면

시대복식공부

원본... sadmouse... 찍님

IWTV RKGK

언젠가 이 글을 수정한다면 완성했다는거겠죠

[1zyozyo1]

ㅤׅㅤׄㅤୃㅤִ 정말 많이 좋아해 ㅤׅㅤׄㅤ

ㅤׅㅤׄㅤୃㅤִ 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 ᰔ ㅤׅㅤׄ

[dropthedemiurge]

Boys Be Brave [EP.5] // Translation notes

I'm back with my - I guess?? - already weekly analysis of something Gaga subs might've missed in this show. Because apparently, the silly show got deeper and I'm staying here until the very end :D

First of all, I was curious and checked whether there is anything about Kiseob's illness, and there is! There are two diagnoses:

상세불명의 심실중격결손 상세불명의 심방중격결손 Unspecified Ventricular Septal Defect, Unspecified Atrial Septal Defect

I am not a doctor definitely, but quick googling told me it's a heart defect (also called as 'a hole in the heart') which can have symptoms of heart malfunctioning. Which would! Explain even more! Why Kiseob has wrist watch that always measures his pulse and why on several occasions he was wondering why his heart was beating so fast next to Jinwoo (well, one for obvious reasons and another one is this).

And it's something you have since birth so he's been dealing with medication his entire life. Which would also explain further - after the scene with his sister - why the urge to be a people pleaser is so serious and so ingrained in him.

Another interesting language detail I noticed in this scene. Kiseob says "That's why I just agree to anything" but it doesn't translate well to english, because the verb 좋아/좋아해 can mean "I like" (eating medicine) and "I like (the idea)/I agree". So first he started lying that yes, he likes taking medicine, and that transferred to him saying that yes, he likes this, he agrees with this (whatever that is, anything he is proposed with)

"I cannot like anyone, right?" "Why not? You're a bastard with a lot of money"

This phrase references all the previous phrases that other people used to describe Kiseob, but Balgeum doesn't sense the real problem of his friend because the phrasing is general, it can also mean 'I have no chance of loving someone', and that's why Balegum thinks it's just Kiseob having low self-esteem or something. And also to him having money = being able to love, letting himself confess and date the one he loves, so of course, that's his answer. Kiseob has a lot of money, why wouldn't he confess to Jinwoo if he likes him?

But Kiseob can't because he doesn't even know his own feelings, and everyone around tells him he doesn't have the ability to love someone.

"Giving me (toilet paper) as if I moved to a new house"

Now, I cannot be the only one thinking years ago why the hell Koreans give each other huge packages of toilet paper when they visit someone xD But this is also a cultural thing!

When your friends move to a new house, you are supposed to come with gifts and usually with very practical ones, like toilet paper (very common gift). Rich friends can give you coffee machines or humidifiers or something like that. In my country, when you visit friends (not moving houses but still), you usually bring some desserts or food to have with tea. So for some countries, toilet paper is a norm :D

Balgeum has been living in his small apartment for a long time but it's the first time Inho visits his house so he's giving it a gesture of respect (but still an awkward one).

[Interrupting my broadcast to scream about cuteness and awkwardness of Balgeum x Inho AAAAAHHHHH Now back to the schedule]

...No, we will definitely focus on scribbling over Jung Kiseob's name for 100th time, absolutely distracted from any historical knowledge going in the background ^^

Oh! By the way! I remember being surprised that, apparently, some people on social media were uncomfortable with Kiseob seemingly 'feminizing' himself to be likeable by Jinwoo. Let me tell you that no, Kiseob doesn't do that at all!

There is nothing truly that indicated that he wants to be a ideal girl for Jinwoo (who has non-gendered perfect type list as I mentioned in my previous translation notes post!). He doesn't even use typical school-girl aegyo on Jinwoo (aka acting cute), maybe a tiny bit but it's not typical and it's not usually in his language at all. He talks gently and softly a lot! But he doesn't add typical cuteness in the way he talks (like there's no pouting, mumbling words and ending sentences with -ung).

I talked about dress = one-piece = jumper suit being the same in Korean but Kiseob literally only follows what Jinwoo wrote about a person he likes (not girl). As I described it, "he's using loopholes in Jinwoo's specific list in a true himbo way" :D He doesn't really do anything girly and doesn't pretend to be a girl as I can sense.

And I don't think I need to clarify another time, but falling in love during first snow/first sight is one of Jinwoo's list. Which Kiseob already fulfilled but he doesn't know that, and he just saw Jinwoo being with Hyejin witnessing first snow, which was the last straw for him to admit his failure and give up pursuing Jinwoo.

By the way, Koreans really think the first snowfall is a romantic event, like there are saying you'll fall in love with/be happy dating with someone you'll be with during first snow^^ It comes up in many Kdramas.

[hjgiil]

줄마우스 치렁치렁 달고다니는거 좋아해

[9-93]

[svt-nari]

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feat.dino 불~ 🔥 (fire~)

mynabiran cutie 🤍

jeonghaniyoo_n 오직 나리의 아름다움만이 이 사진들을 저장할 수 있어 (only nari’s beauty could save these photos)

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mynabiran 정하니 그를 괴롭히지 마!! (jeonghanie, don’t bully him!!)

mynabiran 그리고 너희들은 언제 내 물건에 대해 논평할 시간이 있었니? (also when did you guys have such free time to comment on my stuff?)

min9yu_k 나는 너의 킬러 뷰티에게 총에 맞았어 ‼️ (i have been shot by your killer beauty)

mynabiran 뭘 원해? (what do you want?)

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