#~Come my child stay with me I’ll protect you and your dreams. Rest my child ‘neath the tree like it’s branches reach for me (Pit)~

[liviawildrose]

𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

it’s a hard pill to swallow, but sometimes, you’ve got to step into a role you never signed up for. maybe your mom wasn’t the nurturing, protective figure she was supposed to be. maybe your dad let you down in ways that left scars. maybe your friends only stuck around to take, never to give. the truth? you can’t wait for someone to come and save you. you have to become your own mother.

ask yourself:

if your child was in your shoes—stuck in a bad relationship, getting treated like crap— would you tell them, “stay”? or would you say, “you deserve better than this”?

if your child was chasing their dreams but struggling, would you mock them? no. you’d guide them, push them to be their best. you’d discipline them with love and cheer them on with pride. now, apply that same energy to yourself.

be that mom who says: “get your shit together because you deserve the best life possible.”

but also the mom who says: “it’s okay to rest, i’ve got your back, and i’m proud of you.”

start showing up for yourself the way you needed someone to show up for you. and yes, it’s sad. sad that we even have to do this. but it’s also empowering to realize you can.

personally, here’s my story.

my mom never cared to take my pictures as a kid nor cared if a haircut made me happy or not, it was literally everything up to her convenience. it hurts now because i would’ve loved to look back and see those memories. but i don’t have them. i can count the photos of my childhood—20 pictures in 17 years. insane, right? so, i made a promise to myself: from now on, i will document my life. i won’t delete my photos. i’ll make sure there’s a record of who i was, what i felt, what i achieved. and when i have kids? you bet i’ll take pictures of them. i’ll curate their childhood with care because i know what it feels like to not have that.

but being your own mother isn’t just about the pictures or the memories. it’s about analyzing everything you missed out on and providing it for yourself now. it’s about being selfless enough to let go of bad habits that hold you back. it’s about kicking toxic people out of your life the way a mom would protect her child from bad influences. it’s about prioritizing your healing, even if it’s messy and uncomfortable. you have to heal your inner child. that 5-year-old who was bullied, that 13-year-old who was treated like shit in her first relationship, that 7-year-old who dreamed big but was told she couldn’t they’re all still inside you, waiting for someone to nurture them. and unfortunately, no one else is going to do it for you. no one else is going to come and fix the damage.

i made a pact with myself: when i have kids, i will raise them so well that they won’t ever need to “heal their inner child” at 17 or 18. they’ll be whole. they’ll be loved. they’ll know their worth from the start. but for now, i’m doing that for myself. and you need to do it for yourself too. because at the end of the day, the only way to heal is to become the person you needed all along. become your own mother.

what is the inner child?

the “inner child” is the part of you that holds your early experiences, memories, and emotions. it’s the 5-year-old you who loved to laugh but was scolded for being “too much.” it’s the 10-year-old you who dreamed big but felt dismissed. it’s the teen you who felt heartbreak for the first time but didn’t know how to process it. your inner child carries the wounds, fears, and unmet needs from your past, but also your natural creativity, curiosity, and joy. healing your inner child means reconnecting with this version of yourself, giving it the love and understanding it never received, and releasing the pain it has carried for years.

how do you heal your inner child?

1. journaling: dialogue with your inner child

dedicate a journal specifically to your inner child. write letters to them, like:

“dear [your name at 5/7/13], i remember when you felt [insert memory]. i’m sorry you went through that, but i’m here now, and i’ve got you.”

let your inner child respond. write as if you’re that younger version of yourself—pour out your fears, dreams, and questions. this process can uncover emotions and patterns you didn’t realize were affecting you.

2. therapy: safe exploration with a professional

a therapist (especially one trained in inner child work) can help you identify wounds and patterns from childhood. they’ll guide you in understanding how your upbringing shaped your beliefs about yourself and the world. therapy also gives you tools to reframe those beliefs and meet your emotional needs.

watch “dear zindagi” lol

3. look at old photos and memories

revisit old photos, journals, or artwork from your childhood. don’t just look at them—analyze them. (i wish i could d this but im stuck with 20 photos so… 😭) what do you notice in your younger self’s eyes, body language, or expression?

• ask yourself:

• what was i feeling here?

• did i feel safe? loved? excited? scared?

• what did i need in this moment that i didn’t get?

• use this reflection to understand your inner child’s unmet needs.

4. create new positive memories

your inner child is still alive within you, and they crave fun, love, and freedom. do things your younger self would’ve loved but never got to do: buy yourself a toy you always wanted. go to an amusement park or build a pillow fort. dance around your room like no one’s watching. this isn’t childish it’s healing.

5. practice reparenting

treat yourself as if you were your own child. when you feel sad or scared, don’t ignore it.

ask yourself: what do i need right now? and give it to yourself.

be the loving, supportive, and protective parent your inner child deserved.

6. identify triggers and patterns

notice when you’re acting out of a place of childhood wounds.

for example: do you get overly anxious when someone’s mad at you? do you seek validation in toxic relationships? trace these behaviors back to your childhood.

were you taught that love is conditional? did you have to “earn” attention by being perfect? once you identify the root, you can start rewiring your responses.

7. inner child meditations and visualizations

find a quiet space and imagine your inner child sitting across from you. visualize yourself comforting them, hugging them, and telling them they’re safe. remind them: “you don’t have to be scared anymore. i’m here for you.”

8. nurture yourself daily

make self-care non-negotiable. eat foods you love, sleep well, move your body, and spend time doing things that make you happy. when you treat yourself with care, you show your inner child they’re worth it.

9. forgive

healing isn’t about excusing those who hurt you. it’s about releasing the hold they have over you so you can move forward. write a forgiveness letter—not for them, but for yourself. (they don’t deserve the love i’m sorry)

“i release the pain you caused me so it doesn’t control me anymore.”

10. promise to break the cycle

vow to yourself (and your future children if you want them) just cause your grandma bleed on your mom and then your mom passed it to you does not mean you will make your future kids life miserable too. the generational trauma must break with you. your future child does not deserve it and so your inner child protect you inner child and when you have a child of your own be the best mother possible, i personally would love to make my future kids childhood so memorable and happy that they will feel the need to comeback and relive their childhood that’s the kind of childhood i want to give them

“i will not let this pain define me. i will create a life of love, joy, and freedom.”

healing your inner child isn’t easy, but it’s life-changing.when you reconnect with that innocent, wounded part of yourself, you’ll find that the love and peace you’ve been searching for has always been within you.

11. foster your inner child’s dreams

when you were a child, your dreams weren’t influenced by fear, rejection, or societal pressures. you dreamed with your heart wide open, purely and authentically. reconnecting with those dreams can heal the part of you that felt unheard or invalidated back then.

a. reflect on your childhood aspirations

• sit down and ask yourself:

• what did i want to be when i was 5? 10? 13?

• what made me happiest back then?

• what did i lose interest in because someone told me i wasn’t good enough?

• write down every dream, no matter how “unrealistic” it seems.

hint: those childhood dreams often point to your soul’s calling.

b. start chasing those dreams now

• even if your dreams have evolved, find ways to honor the essence of them.

• wanted to be a singer at 13? start singing lessons or recording yourself.

• wanted to help people? explore careers like psychology, teaching, or coaching.

• don’t hold back.

it’s not about being perfect, it’s about reconnecting with the passion your younger self had.

c. create small wins for your inner child

• maybe 8-year-old you always wanted to paint but never got the supplies. buy yourself a beginner’s set and paint, even if it’s messy.

• maybe 6-year-old you wanted to be a dancer. take a fun dance class and twirl like no one’s watching.

• small wins send the message to your inner child that they are finally being prioritized.

e. validate your inner child’s feelings and failures

• remind yourself:

“it’s okay that 10-year-old me struggled with making friends. i was just a child trying my best.”

• instead of shaming yourself for past actions, honor them.

every mistake was a step toward becoming the incredible person you are now.

f. use your dreams to shape your future

• your childhood passions aren’t just hobbies—they’re roadmaps to your authentic self.

• align your current goals with your inner child’s desires.

• if 7-year-old you dreamed of making people smile, maybe your career or side hustle should reflect that.

• if 12-year-old you loved storytelling, find ways to write, act, or share your voice.

fostering your inner child’s dreams doesn’t just heal the past—it builds a future that feels authentic to you. every time you take a step toward those dreams, you’re telling your inner child: “you were always worthy. your dreams always mattered. and now, i’m making them come true for you.”

[ak319]

Lovesick bubbly hubby x fem reader

ミ☆Headcanon#3𓏲

(Warnings: Contains mpreg (bxg pairing, YES, boy x fem reader), and matriarchal themes/gender role reverse so don't interact if you are not comfortable!! ‎♡‧₊˚)

♥︎ Headcanon #2

🍭"Narin, just one more paragraph, c'mon. Then we can go get some ice cream."

"You know, you're the cruellest wife anyone could have. Making me do assignments in this condition."

"What condition? You're fine, Narin. You're not even the one typing your essay. Just one more paragraph, c'mon, you can do it." He acts as if he's in his last months, when he’s only three weeks in. After another exaggerated sigh, he finally gave in, and you closed the laptop with relief.

"It's your last semester. Just get it done, and then your lifelong dream of staying home will come true."

"Are you taking me out for that ice cream or not?" You chuckled, getting up and offering him a hand. "Let's go."

Narin finally got what he wanted after so long, but deep down, he knew it wouldn’t be enough to pull him out of university. Still, the thought of becoming a father—of your child—filled him with uncontrollable excitement. He just prayed that your family wouldn’t cast an evil eye on the baby. Hmph! Lost in thought, he unconsciously placed his hands over his stomach as you drove, unaware of the silent storm brewing within him.

Meanwhile, your mind was all over the place. First, an unexpected husband, and now a child on the way?! You couldn't stop worrying about the future. You never imagined yourself as a mother, especially not with a husband like Narin, who could barely take care of himself. Maybe he would mature once the baby was born... or would you just have two kids to look after instead? How did this even happen? Weren’t you both careful? Wasn’t he taking pills, too? Well, it didn’t matter now. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw him, hands protectively resting on his stomach, looking content and as happy as ever. You sighed and decided to put on some music to drown out the spiralling thoughts. Soon enough, you both reached the ice cream shop.

Months passed, and Narin’s university days came to an end. It had been three months into his pregnancy when one day, you came home to find him curled up on the sofa with Prince. There was no usual excitement, no running up to greet you like he always did.

🍭"Narin? You okay? Is something wrong?" By now, the panic in your voice was impossible to hide. You gently made him sit up, cupping his face, and your heart sank as you saw his puffy, red eyes. He was still sniffling, avoiding your gaze, his usual brightness nowhere to be found.

"Narin? You're making me worried. Tell me, what's wrong, baby?"

"I-just-what if you... leave me?! Does your family think I'm not competent enough to bear your child?! Because I feel like it!" His voice cracked with emotion, and you could hear the frustration in every word. Where was all this anger coming from?

"What are you talking about? Who said that?! And why on earth would I leave you?" You could feel your own heart racing. Narin might be childish and immature at times, but he was still your husband, and you cared for him deeply even more so now. Why couldn’t he see that?

"I would never abandon you. Never, you or our child."

"What if it’s a boy? Like me?!" His voice trembled with insecurity, his eyes wide with fear. It was clear the pregnancy hormones were heightening all his worries. You took a deep breath, reminding yourself to stay calm. He needed your reassurance more than ever now.

"Then we’ll love him just the same, Narin. Just like I love you." He finally looked into your eyes.

"Listen, Narin baby. You’re very, very important to me. I love you and our future child, no matter if they’re a boy or a girl. I just want you both to be healthy, and my family wants the same. No one is doubting you, and if they are--just tell me their name. I’ll have a talk with them myself. Now, tell me, did someone say anything to you?"

He shook his head sincerely.

"Then?" you asked gently, stroking his hair.

"I... just had these thoughts..." he whispered, voice trembling slightly. He grasped your collar tightly, his body now almost in your lap. "You won’t leave, right?"

"Never." You held him closer, your voice firm with reassurance, and yet he needed more. He needed to drown in that reassurance, to feel it in every part of his being. You held him tighter, but it still didn’t feel close enough. "And don’t let these thoughts ruin your mood or stress you out. You hear me? Promise me, you won’t."

He nodded, but this time he clung to you like a lifeline, his fingers tightening in your shirt. "Promise," he whispered, his heart racing. He knew that you were not going to leave him but he just wanted to make sure and...was bored. Damn, he can be a really good actor if he wants to but in all seriousness, it's important to remind you that he is now your everything, your new family. In his head, there was no room for doubt. You belonged to him, and no one else could ever come between you two.... and now three of you. Not now, not ever.

In his eyes, the most delightful thing is making you run for whatever he craves, even if it’s the middle of the night or a drive to another town just to get a snack he tried once. He revels in the fact that you’ll do anything for him, and he takes immense pride in bragging about how caring and romantic his wife is. He squeals with childlike excitement when you’re out fulfilling his whims, loving how dreamy and devoted you are.

But lately, there’s a shadow of sadness in his eyes as he watches you work harder than ever. You’ve started a new venture with your friend, and it’s consuming more of your time and energy.

🍭"You should take a break now," he said, plopping down next to you on the couch and peering over your shoulder at your laptop. His tone was light, but there was an edge of concern beneath his playful words. "I don’t want to be a widower in this condition." You jerked your head towards him in shock at his bluntness. It was classic Narin--his naive habit of saying whatever came to mind without fully thinking it through. You just sighed, shaking your head at his antics.

"I’m not dying here, you don’t have to worry. I’ll be done in a few minutes."

"Why are you even doing this?! Isn’t your salary enough-"

"No, it’s not enough. Certainly not for the future when the kid is going to grow up and go to school and stuff." Narin grumbled, leaning his head against your chest with a sigh. He was like a needy kitten, wanting your comfort and attention, and the warmth of your chest made him feel a little safer. 'As disciplined and farsighted as ever. So fucking hot.' Well, he is kind of glad too, now that you are working so much, you rarely have time to visit your own family. Hehe. That's right wifey, work for me and your child now, our child.

"Yeah, you’re right. And also, it’s not like we’re going to have only one, right? I was a single child, so I want more than one kid. Got it?" Your hands paused momentarily over the keyboard.

"Um--yeah, but focus on this one for now..." Narin’s smile widened as he traced his finger lightly across your chest. "Oki! Our kids are going to be the prettiest and the smartest!"

You couldn’t help but smile at his enthusiasm, even as worries about the future tugged at the edges of your thoughts. "Of course," you replied softly, placing a gentle kiss on his crown before returning to your work. In that moment, the presence of each other made the stress feel a little more bearable.

@mel-vaz 🍭

[theeternalwombtarot]

your first time alone with your spouse 🖤

I finally sorted out a content schedule for my tarot readings, Instagram page, and TikTok account so I’ll be posting large tarot readings every other day, and in the days in between I’ll be posting things like channeled messages from your person and three card pulls over on my Instagram and TikTok. If you don’t follow me on my Instagram account already go check it out, @cookiefacetarot where I post channeled messages from your person, divine masculine and divine feminine channeled messages, divine masculine and divine feminine energy updates and affirmations for those of you who are in high-level soul mate connections or twin flame connections. I’ll also be doing mini-channeled messages from Spirit as well as horoscope forecasts on Mondays. I love you so much, thanks for reading this little blurb before I get into the reading! 🖤

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i.

I'm so excited about these readings, I can feel the love and the energy entering the room. 🥹

This person is going to spend a lot of money to make this night extra special, they may go the extra mile to figure out where you're going to go, where you’re going to honeymoon, they’re going to be thinking about the food, the music, it’ll be a whole production. I’m also hearing spirit telling me that you’re not going to want to make a spectacle of your marriage or your wedding night right away. There’s something specific coming through for a handful of you about the things you’re going to achieve with this person or the moments you’re gonna share together that you’ll want to wait to share with the world because you never want to take something that’s developing or is meant to be protected and give everyone access to it right away. Your first pregnancy you’ll probably want to wait a while to announce. Your engagement you’ll probably want to keep a secret for a while or at least until you guys are married, you guys may marry very quickly because you guys just can’t wait. I’m hearing “private until it’s permanent”

I see this person not making quick moves or even having any particular intentions toward you or expectations for this wedding night. We all know what goes on between a couple on the night of the wedding but I see this person really wanting to slow down and enjoy your energy and enjoy the energy that comes with being married. The sun card in reverse talks about one’s inner child. You may have known this person for a long time here or had a very long process of coming into union with this person once and for all and this is such a wish fulfillment for them and they could’ve dreamed of the day you were married a long time. This person values you, they want to spend time with you. I’m hearing “Life isn’t near long enough a sentence to be with you.” If this person could they would ask for more time when it was their time to pass on so they could spend it with you. This person adores you, this person wants to go where you go.

I see this person going out of their way to use their connections and resources to make this night as special as they envisioned it to be. They’ve been manifesting a long-term commitment with you for a long time and then getting it is proof they're meant for something in this life or that the universe loves them I’m hearing. This person fully intends to sit with you and enjoy you all night long. I hear you guys staying up all night together and talking about your memories, laughing, genuinely enjoying your time together, and shifting into the energy that will be there and be shared within your life together. There’s genuine love here, genuine affection, and support. This person couldn’t be happier and they may tell you this that night. You guys could share a lot of intimate embraces this night as well. Feeling each other's skin, feeling each other's touch in deep profound ways because you know that the worst is over and your time to be together and spend the rest of your lives together has finally arrived. I’m hearing “At Last” by Etta James but particularly Beyoncé’s version because I prefer it. When you’re really in love you listen to Beyoncé’s version. When it’s bittersweet and you want to cry a little you listen to Etta’s version.

This night will give the two of you the space and the time to finally be done with any heartbreak and really truly put the past behind you and rejoice now that your connection is harmonious and has reached the point the two of you’d been wishing for and working towards all along. This connection will be so harmonious and you guys will compliment one another so well and empower one another that this single connection will birth an entirely new reality for the two of you. Enlightening the both of you spiritually, giving the two of you the power to join forces and go after life as a unit and bring prosperity and abundance most people could not even dream of. You and this person will be a power couple or may even grow to do something that will help many people. Individually and together. There couldn’t be a better match.

This Union will bring about such powerful change and enlightenment and alignment for the two of you. Bringing about the release of any self-limiting beliefs and fears. I’m hearing once the two of you are open, you’ll remain that way. Your higher selves belong to one another, you’ll feed off of each other's energies, ideas, courage, and love.

You’ll be rich together. In love and in finances.

The months of August and September as well as the fall and winter months and those seasons may be significant to you or connection. 🍂

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ii.

This person wants to love you down pile two. I see this person planning a really intimate and romantic wedding night with you. They know they want to make love to you. I’m also getting you’re going to look so good on your wedding day that this person is going to want to get hot and heavy as soon as you guys get in the door. This person is so passionate about you. And not in a negative way like that’s all they see you as but they’re so passionate about you, nobody turns them on like you do and they’ll instantly be ready to show you just how much. With the fool card in reverse they could’ve been holding back all day or for a really long time, the two of you could’ve waited till marriage to be intimate or could’ve abstained from sex for a little while while you were waiting to be married.

This person has very romance novel esc fantasies about you lol they may enjoy romance novels or enjoy romance as a genre as a whole. And I think this person feels as though they’d be taking a risk by coming towards you in this way or revealing how much they desire you to you pile two. You may not have ever seen this person in this light or seen how passionate they can be or what the other side of them is like. This person could be like night and day. Very sweet on the surface, very passionate and sexual within. You may not have had a lot of sex with this person, your relationship could’ve been really emotionally intimate or really heavily influenced by emotions and just being sweet and gentle with this person but this person desires you in ways you don’t know the real scope of I’m getting. This person craves being one with you and I think that their sexually charged energy is really a deep desire to be extremely close to you and become one.

This person wants to feel deeply connected with you and on your wedding night, they will. You’re this person's ten of cups. You’re this person's true divine love and harmonious connection. This person knows your the one and has known it for a long time and the way they see it, no matter the distance, no matter what happens, you’ll always be their person and they’ll always love you no matter what. The wish fulfillment of being wed to you only makes them wish to be close to you more, which only makes them happier. This person could really like it when you do things for them or really enjoys it when you take care of them, it makes them feel incredibly special and loved. This would be the person who would take care of you for the rest of your days just to return the smallest gesture you did for them like three years ago, January 2nd at 3:30 pm because they love you so much.

This persons feels indebted to you for the rest of their life just because you exist and it’s an honor to be indebted to you in their eyes. The appreciation and devotion this person has with you is truly unmatched. I’m hearing “I wouldn’t rather be any place else or with anybody else.” This person could’ve told you this before or had been telling you this for a long time.

This person has never had to think about if you were the one or not or question their love for you. They’ve always felt safe by you, they’ve always wanted nothing more than to be loved by you.

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iii.

I see you getting everything you deserve on your wedding night pile three, you could even be nervous or unaware of a surprise or something that's being prepared for you behind the scenes by your partner but it'll be everything you could ever wish for. You could be heavily manifesting a specific outcome but your person really has your back and they’ll come through for you. You may not have met the person you’re going to marry yet but this person is going to invest so much time into really getting to know you and really studying you. This person will be so incredibly romantic and creative. This person knows what you need. You may even be stressed out while planning the wedding or on the day of the wedding and you may even have conflicts with others, guests, a mother-in-law, a father-in-law, or even have some disagreements with your partner about what is that you want to do but I’m hearing that this person knows you beyond your fears and they may even know you better than you know yourself and when they come to the rescue and plan things out for you you always really enjoy what they’ve put together even if you were worried about it in the beginning.

You could be really particular about things and sometimes indecisive but this person knows you so well that they bring your deepest manifestations to fruition without you even having to communicate what you need and what you want. This person completes you, the two of you fit together like puzzle pieces. I’m hearing this person is going to make your wedding night extremely relaxing for you and make your honeymoon extremely relaxing. They may draw you a bath the first night, help you take your shoes off, or help you take down your hair, take the clips out of your hair, and get unready. This person will help you decompress before they help themselves decompress because in this person's mind their purpose is to make sure you’re cared for and happy. No ask is too big for this person.

You may have trouble in your love life or have had bad experiences with relationships and not getting everything you deserve but this person isn’t going to be like that for you and that’s why you’re marrying them because this person will show up and prove to you how worthy you are of care and affection without you having to ask for it or compromise. This person would never let anyone hurt you, and they would never hurt you. I hear they’d do a good job of standing up for you and showing the world and everyone else how much they love and appreciate you. You’re a top priority to this person. There’s nobody better. There’s nobody more worthy. You may cry a lot or be someone who is very emotionally driven and very easily stressed out or moved and this person will be the most perfect support system. I’m hearing you don’t need any more friends and family lol this person IS friends and family.

This person moves mountains and any blockages out of your way. This person is very passionate about you. Whatever they can do to make your life soft and easy they will. I’m hearing “spoiled.” This person is going to spoil you and really make sure you feel overly loved and safe. Especially heard and seen. You may have grown up being ignored or invalidated constantly by parents, family members, or even friends and this person is going to allow your inner child to heal and allow you to shed the limiting idea that you’re really not truly worth being listened to or that other peoples needs are more important than yours. You’re the whole world to this person, you could not ask for a bigger role in this person's life.

This person is going to be very gentle and patient with you. Any time you have a hard time expressing yourself, they’re going to be there to help you and understand what’s going on. Anytime you’re stressed out and can’t handle the weight of something they're going to be there to carry it with you. This person is going to allow you to be able to pause and release things and receive effortlessly. Don't settle. This person will come.

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Beautiful piles today, these were all very sweet and emit such strong energy of safety and stability and I can’t help but be happy for everyone lol I love you. Thankyou for coming to visit me, make sure you come back soon and bring your loved ones. If you’d like to book a personal reading with me you could find my booking link in my Instagram bio. Thank you. 🖤

[lethalchiralium]

Four | Simon “Ghost” Riley x Wife!Reader

a/n: trying to capture the essence of “mommy i frew up” and the terrified mother gasp ur mom does when you wake her up

warnings: fluff

summary: It’s cuddle time for your girls.

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“Mama.”

You opened your eyes, instantly meeting a pair of hazel eyes and jumping in your skin. You definitely weren’t expecting your daughter to be staring at you.

What is with this lot and staring?

You raised a little from your bed, whispering, “What’s wrong, baby?”

“Can I sleep with you?” The little girl mumbled, tucking her bear into her neck before you nodded, reaching your hand out for her to take. You help her onto the bed, but you turned towards Simon, whose head was settled on your pillow and his arm on your waist.

You took your free hand and moved his arm to his side, whispering, “Simon, move over.”

The hulk of a man grumbled in his sleep, still listening to you as he rolled back over to his side of the bed - back facing you and just as asleep as you were three minutes ago. As soon as there was room in the middle of the bed, Winnie moved into it - you helped her under the covers before letting her attach herself to you. You wrapped your warm arms around her little frame, her little bear dug into your neck.

“Did you have a bad dream?” You murmured to her, eyes closing and still heavy with the sleep you just had in your clutches.

Her five-year-old sized arms held onto the arm you had wrapped around her, her face burying into her bear. “Yeah. Really really bad.”

Your hand instantly cradled her head and your eyes opened, looking down at Winnie with a sad expression that she couldn’t see in the dark. “Oh, Honeybee…”

“I just wanna stay with you, Mama.” Her pretty curls were soft in your hands as you gently let her head, the girl curled into you as much as she could.

“Don’t be scared to come and sleep with me.” You whispered to her, words soft and gentle. “I’ll protect you from anything, my love.”

“Daddy won’t let me have my kitty cat.”

Kids say the darned-est things.

Your eyebrows rose, glaring up at the dark silhouette of the slumbering Lieutenant. You looked back down to the little girl curled into your chest, saying, “When did he get you a cat, baby?”

“I found it outside a couple of days ago.” Winnie then yawned, her little head moved from her bear and to your shoulder. “He said she was sick and that Uncle Soap was gonna take her, but I want her.”

“I’ll talk to Daddy about it in the morning, Honeybee.” You moved and kissed her head, gently petting her head. “Go to sleep.”

Winnie grumbled in response, keeping her head dug into your shoulder. As soon as she stopped moving, your eyes closed - you were fast asleep.

“Y/N.”

“Mmm.”

“Why’s there a child in our bed?”

“Bad dream.”

“Oh.” There was a shuffle, the movement of his arm moving to pull both you and Winnie towards him. Simon pressed a kiss to your head. “Sorry I woke you.”

“What’s the cat’s name?”

He paused. You didn’t dare open your eyes, trying to waver in between slumber and consciousness.

“Missy.”

“And where is she?”

“In my office.”

You hummed, your hands still cradling Winnie’s head and back - you moved her just a little closer to you. From her breathing pattern, you knew she was asleep. You spent way too long watching her breathe when she was a baby, sleeping the day away. “She wants the cat.”

“I know.”

“Let her keep the cat.”

“Fine.”

“Simon.”

“Mmm.”

Your eyes had opened earlier, Winnie still asleep in your chest as you now gazed at Mellie asleep on Simon’s chest, him laying flat on his back. “Why’s the baby in the bed?”

“She wouldn’t calm down ‘til she saw you.”

Your hand reached forward to gently pat Mellie’s back, the baby merely hummed in her sleep. You withdrew your hand, moving to rest it on his arm before closing your eyes again.

“M’love.”

“Yeah?”

“Thank you.”

You patted his arm. “For what?”

“Everything.”

You rubbed his arm a little before blindly resting your hand on his chest, fingertips grazed your daughter while your eyes were still closed. “I’ll do anything for you.”

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All The Things I Did (Princess Era): I Would Be Your Only Dream

a/n: knight!john x princess!cass au is here my loves! i hope you all enjoy this little glimpse because i think there are so many beautiful possibilities for scenes in this universe. i will write more if you guys think you would want to read it! this is their first meeting in this universe and i hope you fall in love with this version of them just like you have in canon and in the modern au. let me know all your thoughts (dirty or otherwise) xoxo

John was barely paying attention as Gale was walking him through the center of the village, pointing out the stalls where he could find the best fruit or vegetables or trinkets to send back to his family if they were curious about his new life at the castle. 

“Princess Cassandra is not allowed in the village anymore after the last incident.” The mention of the Princess got his attention. 

“Incident?” 

“The head of the watch found her attempting to sneak into…” his voice dropped to a whisper, “a house of the night.”

“Most would call it a brothel, Gale. The Princess isn’t allowed to explore herself?” He was positive that the exploits of her older brothers, on and off the field of battle, were legendary across the realms. 

“Not when her betrothed is coming to retrieve her at the end of the next moon cycle.” John rolled his eyes. He had learned quite a few valuable and useful things about himself during his encounters at a brothel or two. Who was a knight of the realm to begrudge the Princess the same opportunity? Especially if she had a loveless marriage ahead of her. 

“Good thing protecting the Princess is your calling and not mine. I’m merely here to win some coin in the tourney and be on my way.” 

“You’ve been a nomad for too long, my friend. Why not try resting your head here for a little while?”

“Staying still invites trouble. I’m not in the business of trouble anymore.” When he and Gale had first met, offering their swords for the glory of the King many years ago, they had both been bloodthirsty young men. Gale had outgrown that desire, met a nice girl on his travels and fallen in love and married her. John had taken his sword on the road, offering it in service of whoever paid the most and for whatever purpose they deemed fit. He was known for being the best and that was exactly why Gale had written him and asked for him to participate in the upcoming tournament. The prize was substantial, the possibility of land and titles, and he knew his friend could only benefit from the stability something like that could offer. 

“Trouble still always has a way of finding you, my friend. Whether you are looking for it or not.” As if to illustrate his exact point, the sound of a child crying reached their ears. Both men stepped towards the child at the ready to offer their services when a green cloak appeared out of nowhere and crouched down to the height of the child.

“Hello there, little one. There is no need for tears.” John watched as her delicate hands reached to touch the child’s face, his tears dissipating at the caress of her fingertips. 

“I’m going to grab a watchmen. I’ll be right back,” Gale offered with a clap to John’s shoulder. He jogged off in a separate direction and John took a few steps closer to the woman and child.

“Would you like me to help you locate your mother?” she asked, presenting the young boy with her hand. He nodded and placed his smaller hand within hers. 

“A lady such as yourself certainly should not be wandering the village without a sword to accompany her.” The woman turned to face him quickly, the hood of her cloak falling from her head to reveal a scarf covering all but a few tendrils of her hair. All his confidence dissipated as her eyes rested on his. There was a tightness to his chest he would never be able to explain and his heart was racing at a sheer glimpse of her beauty. 

“And who are you?” she asked in her own breathless voice. She couldn’t look away from the blue of his eyes. As if the spring sky itself was nestled in the orbs. 

“A man offering you his sword as you seek to reunite this child with its mother.” Cass assumed he must be new here. Otherwise, he would have dragged her off to face the wrath of her father or, worse yet, her mother for breaking the rules and sneaking beyond the castle walls again. This man, this indescribably handsome man, was offering anonymity for a little bit of time. And with that came freedom. 

“Very well. We will start at the bottom of the hill where his cottage is.” She held the hand of the little boy and was off in the direction he was pointing, John following after them dutifully. He watched with a smile as she conversed with the young creature and nodded along with all of his musing and remarked with appropriate ease as he recounted the tale of losing his mother. They reached the bottom of the hill and turned towards the row of stone houses and thatched roofs.

“Does he belong to the crying woman?” John pointed in her direction, the little one dragging the cloaked beauty in her direction. She threw him a smile over her shoulder and he smiled back despite his best intentions.

“Oh, my child!” The woman welcomed the boy into her arms as he called to her with glee. “How can I ever repay you?” Cass shook her head.

“The unbridled joy in reuniting you both is enough to fulfill me. Nothing further is necessary.” The mother looked to john.

“I only accompanied to ensure they reached you in one piece, ma’am.” Up close, the cloak of the enchanting young woman was made of velvet. If he was going to shae anything loose from anyone, it was going to be her.

“You must at least take some food for your troubles.” The woman disappeared for a few moments before appearing with two braided pastries and handing them one each. 

“Thank you, ma’am. Now I best be going. Keep an eye on that one,” he  nodded towards the little boy, “seems to enjoy finding trouble.” He meant it from one troublemaker to the other. Speaking of which, John thinks he recognized a bit of a kindred spirit in the beautiful girl as well. 

“I appreciate your offer but now your services are not needed, Sir…”

“No title. Just John. Humbled to serve at your pleasure, my lady.” She offered her hand when he reached for, his lips softer than her goose feather pillows in the castle. He rose and she offered him her pastry.

“I don’t eat anything given to me by a stranger. Just a precaution.” Her sister had been poisoned while walking the market of her husband’s kingdom just last year. Ever since then, she had been under strict orders to only eat things tested by the King’s Guard but even without the order, her own paranoia would have created that rule herself. 

“You must have not gone hungry during the famine of our childhood.” Velvet cloak and no food insecurity paired with her clear attempt to hide her hair and inability to hide a face that he had swears looked carved from marble. Who was this woman?

“I did not. I was very lucky.” Nothing about her life in the castle had changed even as famine rang throughout the realm. Her father has always ensured she and her siblings wanted for nothing no matter the circumstances and no matter the price. 

“My lady, I insist you let me accompany you home. At this hour, you should not be alone in the town center.” The sun was setting it’s last few rays and the local people were boarding up for the night. Only those with unsavory thoughts would remain.

“Oh, but that is exactly when this place comes to life. When one can truly explore and learn and expand the capacity of their mind.” She spun with glee as they began the trek back up the hill. “Is this your first visit to our land?”

“Nay. I have stopped here briefly before but my friend is a member of the King’s Guard. Asked if I would participate in the tourney and I accepted.” She hummed her acknowledgement and thought through all the Knight’s and who might have a friend as handsome as this.

“Is your friend Sir Gale?” 

“It is.”

“In my mind you two would make such a pair,” she teased as she gathered her skirts in her hands and began to increase her pace. “I hear the princess will be in attendance tomorrow. Plans to give her favor to a deserving knight.” Something about the way she said it piqued his interest. He couldn’t put his finger on it but knew there was something akin to a riddle in her tone.

“Is the princess not often in attendance?” He was walking slower to keep pace with her, the setting sun casting her face in an ethereally golden glow.

“Not since her betrothal was announced, no.” She grew sullen at the topic and he wished to put her smile back on her face. 

“The princess’ beauty is legendary throughout the realms. I am anxious to see if she could even hold a candle to you, my lady.” Cass blushed and smiled just as he had intended.

“You’re quite charming, John.”

“Not charming enough to have earned your name it seems.” She opened her mouth, poised to offer it to him and accept whatever consequences came with it, when she recognized Sir Gale walking the cobblestones towards them with a squadron of watchmen right behind him. “You’re a little late, Gale. We’ve already managed to save the day without you.” John smiled but it slowly fell from his face as his friend and the other knights stopped in front of them, dropping into bows. 

“Your Highness,” Gale spoke, “we must escort you home.” Cass held her breath as she felt John’s eyes burn holes into the side of her face. It had only been a couple hours of knowing him. Had only been in his presence for a short amount of time but she knew she wanted more of it. Knew that wandering the village with him had been more freeing and more inviting and felt more like she could do it forever than anything else ever had. 

“That’s why you wouldn’t tell me your name,” he whispered. There were tears behind her eyes as their gazes locked. A fleeting moment of something raw and pure flitted between them. Something that if nurtured, could light the entire world on fire.

“Please, John, do not hold this against me.” 

“Your Highness,” Gale urged. 

“I hope you enjoy the spectacle of the tournament, Princess.” John bowed his head to her respectfully before he was off in the opposite direction of the imposing castle in the distance. Desperate to be away from her and the intoxicating way she seemed to take up all the air. 

Cass pulled her cloak around her body tightly and began to trudge in the direction of her home. Alone and cold and a sense of emptiness swirling within her. A gilded cage awaited her. Meant to keep her inside, beautiful and stoic and pristine. Meant to keep anyone out who wasn’t deemed the same status of her or her family. She knew in her heart that someone like John was meant to be kept out. She knew in her heart she was meant to be kept in. she knew in her heart that one afternoon with him was not going to be enough. 

Cass knew some walls were meant to be crumbled. Some traditions meant to have fire set to them. And she had plenty of fire in her soul to go around.

[winter-soldier-101]

Did you think I really loved you? Part 1

Word count:1131

I hope you all enjoy this first part I had to rewrite everything because I lost the whole story I wrote so I’m doing it all in parts.

“Aemond please stop”(Y/N) yells for him to stop.

“(Y/N), I can't, I'm needed elsewhere” Aemond says getting ready to leave.

“Aemond please I love you and I know you love me so please stop this” (Y/N) begs him not to leave her alone again.

“(Y/N) did you really think I loved you? No come on (Y/N) I just used you so my mother would leave me be and I could go freely as I please and be with the one woman I truly love and you are not her (Y/N)” Aemond says looking (Y/N) in the eyes and see all the hope leave your eyes.

“Who……. Who is she?”(Y/N) asks in a shaky breath.

“Alys Rivers” Aemond whispers to you.

“Of course it’s her,why not tell me you loved someone else before I could have found someone I could love and be loved by Aemond why,I should have believed him when he told me”(Y/N) says walking up to Aemond and slaps him in the face.

“I also want you to know I’m with child so leave go to your whore”(Y/N) says leaving the room.

Three years ago

“(Y/N) I have found you a good husband you and your personal guard Ser Steffon will be heading to Kings Landing and meet King Viserys 1 Targaryen and the Queen Alicent your husband to be is the kings second son Aemond Targaryen”(Y/N) looked at the letter again and read it over and over knowing that her father just gave her away like she was nothing. (Y/N) ran to her room and falls on the bed crying out.

“(Y/N) what is the matter? Can you please open the door” a voice calls out knocking on the door.

“Cregan my father has finally found me a husband”(Y/N) says sobbing loudly as she finishes her sentence.

“Who are you to marry?”Cregan asks, looking you in the eyes.

“I’m to marry Prince Aemond Targaryen”(Y/N) sobs out holding onto Cregan fearing he may leave her alone.

“I’m sorry my love I had asked your father for your hand and he said no I’m sorry that we don’t get to be happy with each other like we had dreamed about” Cregan says holding you close afraid if he let you go you would disappear from his life forever.

“Cregan I must tell you something”(Y/N) says, holding his face in her hands so he’s looking into your eyes.

“What is it, my love?”

“I’m with child I just found out and I don’t want to drink the tea Cregan I love you and I love our child” (Y/N) says grabbing Cregan’s hands and putting them on her little bump.

“(Y/N) I would never tell you to drink the tea I love you and our child you have to stay here a little long then your father planned I’ll tell him we had a storm and you can’t leave Winterfell just yet you’ll have our child here and then you must go to King's Landing and marry Aemond no one can know about us or our child it will start a war and I can’t lose you (Y/N)”

(Y/N) looks at Cregan understanding what he’s telling her she was to leave them and she doesn’t know if she could handle leaving the man she loves and her unborn child.

(Y/N) spent the rest of her pregnancy in her room and in some rooms that only she and Cregan and some handmaidens could go in (Y/N) wrote hundreds of letters for her little wolf telling the babe why she had to leave them to protect them and Cregan (Y/N) cried when she finished the last letter and gave them to Cregan.

“Whenever they ask for me give them the letters they all explain everything” (Y/N) says while a small sob escapes her mouth.

(Y/N) and Cregan are walking to his room when (Y/N) screams out in pain as a handmaiden was walking behind them she ran up to you and lifted your skirts and saw your birth has started.

“We must go to a room she’s about to have the babe soon my lord”

Cregan helps you to a room far from everyone in Winterfell Maester Wells opens the door to see the midwives running around getting everything ready for the birth.

“My lord you need to leave, it's not proper for you to be here” Maester Wells tells Cregan.

“He leaves this room I’ll kill you Cregan I hate for doing this to me”(Y/N) yells out then looks up at the two men and apologizes to Cregan with tears running down her face.

“My love it’s okay I’m not going anywhere not till you tell me to leave.” Cregan says holding (Y/N)’s face in his hand and kisses her lips lightly.

“My lady you're ready to push” Maester Wells says getting you in a position to start pushing.

(Y/N) begins to scream as she pushes and she feels the babe move out of her.

“One more push my lady”

(Y/N) pushes one last time feeling all the pressure on her hips disappear and a cry makes her jump and cry out for her babe.

“My lord my lady it’s a boy” a midwife says handing the babe to Cregan.

“What should we name our little wolf?”Cregan asks (Y/N)

“I want to name him after your father our little Rickon Stark our little wolf”(Y/N) says smiling up at Cregan he bends down and kisses your lips softly.

“Thank you for giving me all your love and thank you for our son (Y/N) I’ll protect him with my life and if you ever need me I’ll come for you my love” Cregan says tears falling down his face as he hands Rickon to (Y/N).

“Cregan your the best thing to ever happen to me and I will always love you and you and Rickon are my whole world I know you will keep him safe and you’ll tell him everything about me and our love I just don’t want to leave you two”(Y/N) says crying because soon she would leave her son and the man she loves to marry another man.

Kings Landing was a miserable place and (Y/N) felt alone in the palace (Y/N) missed Rickon and Cregan,(Y/N) would be married in two days time (Y/N) spent most of her time in her room crying herself to sleep she felt like half her heart was missing and she knew she wouldn’t get it back anytime soon.

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Don't Forget

[Sans x Female!Reader]

10: I'm Packing Up My Pie and Leaving

♪⁠────✿⁠(⁠✧◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕✧⁠)✿⁠────♪

Toriel’s behavior has been a little strange after returning from hanging out with Napstablook.

For starters…

”Wha-Hey, why are you packing away my stuff??” You ask frantically, running into your room.

Is this it? Is she finally bored of you and kicking you out? You’re not going to lie, you just assumed you would live the rest of your days with Toriel. MAYBE that would’ve changed if Frisk decided to show up, but MAYBE. You didn’t expect to come home to see Toriel in your room, packing up your clothes in a suitcase.

You thought… You thought when she called you her child, that she meant it. That when she showed you her soul, and she accepted yours, that it meant she actually cared about you the way you genuinely cared for her.

The goat monster stands up hastily, turning around to look at you with wide eyes. “[Y/n]…! I didn’t expect you to be back so soon-”

Her words get caught in her throat at your rapidly growing tears.

”No, no. Just… tell me what I need to do to change, okay?” Your voice wavers as your tears fall easily down your cheeks, “Just tell me what it is, and I’ll do it.”

“[Y/n]-”

”No, Tori. You make me happy.” Your chest heaves at your attempt to withhold a sob,  “Please don’t throw me away.”

Soft, warm arms pull you into an embrace. Your face is tucked in the crook of Toriel’s soft neck as her arms hold you tight.

“No, no! Oh, my sweet child, I’m not throwing you away-I’m not getting rid of you,” Her soul aches at your rapidly spiraling thoughts, she couldn’t bear seeing you cry and being the reason why. “Oh, [Y/n]. Please do not cry, it’s not what it seems.”

Your hands clutch at the fabric on the back of her dress, “But… But why are you…?”

“I had planned to sit you down to talk to you about it, but you came back so soon,” Toriel gently redirects you to the bed, doing her best not to trip since she doesn’t want to let you go. “I just… We need to address your stay here, specifically in the Ruins.”

You pull away finally once you two are sitting down. Your face is hot in slight embarrassment and shame from crying so easily. Your period ended yesterday, but you’re still allowed to blame it, right?

“I know that you’re adamant about staying here, and from the depths of my soul, it means so much to me that you want to stay with me,” She wipes your teary eyes with her sleeves, “But you and I both know you’re getting rather depressed staying here already.”

You grimace at her blunt words, but say nothing to refute them because she’s right.

”You will remain unhappy if you are trapped here. The Ruins are very small once you get used to them. As much as I am hesitant about it, I think it would be in your best interest if perhaps you finally venture out of this place.” Toriel smiles, squishing your cheeks slightly with her fuzzy hands, “That’s not to say you’re not allowed to come back. I very much would like it if you would visit from time to time, and call every once in a while.”

”What’s even past the Ruins?” You ask like a fake bitch because you know damn well.

”There’s a small town called Snowdin. Last I remember is that it’s not very populated, and the folks are rather kind. Just as the name implies, it’s cold all year ‘round, and the entire place is covered in snow.”

You gnaw at your bottom lip, “But… What if I run into that flower again? I’m not a fighter, Toriel, but I’m not going to let myself get killed if it comes to it.”

She shakes her head, “I was just about to get to that. I have a friend that lives in Snowdin, and he’s agreed to not only watch over you and protect you, but to also let you stay with him and his brother as long as you’re there.”

…

WHAT?! NOOOO!!! YOU’RE SURE THIS IS SOMEONE’S LIFE LONG DREAM, BUT THAT MOTHER FUCKER SCARES YOU EVEN MORE NOW THAT HE’S REAL!!

Oh God, if he ever finds out that you know more than you “should,” he’s going to fucking kill you! You just know it!

You must’ve had some kind of negative expression on your face because Toriel chuckles and rubs her thumb against the crease of your furrowed brows.

“You need not worry about him. He’s kind and even shares some of your humor. I have a feeling you two would get along if you’re open to it.”

“I’ll… ah, I’ll try.” You look off to the floor to your packed clothes, “You were packing up my things now because once I got back and we had the talk, I was supposed to leave right after, right?”

”Yes, that was the plan. My friend will be waiting right outside the Ruins soon enough. He’ll also be escorting you to Snowdin town to ensure you get there safely.”

You somehow doubt that.

“I’ll admit that I’m a little scared. I really only trust you and Blooky, and now I’m gonna be staying with…Wait, what’s his name?”

“Ah… Ah-ha ha…” Toriel looks away bashfully, “I’m not actually sure. I’ve never asked for his name after all this time. I never told him mine either.”

Bruh. She’s so lucky you already know, but still!

Your deadpan expression makes her blush.

“Don’t look at me like that.” Toriel gently takes your hands, “You understand now, yes? This is for the best, [Y/n].”

You frown, “Yeah. I guess it is. I’m going to miss you a lot, Tori. I mean, who’s going to tell me about the 72 uses for snails while we go bug-hunting at your favorite bug-hunting spot?”

“I’m sure you will manage,” Her smile softens, “I will miss you greatly as well, my child. You make me so happy whenever you are by my side, but knowing that you are going to be happier somewhere else will make me happiest.”

“Now, then,” She sighs and looks at the floor, “let’s finish this up. My friend will be expecting us soon and we should not keep him waiting.”

“Alright, alright. I’ll get my things from the bathroom.”

“By the way, [Y/n].”

”Yes?”

“Why did you return early? You were only gone for an hour.”

”Ahh, right.” You nod in recollection, “Apparently, Blooky works at some snail farm, and he got a call from his loyal customer. He was there waiting for him, so after he brought me back he had to go.”

“…A snail farm?”

”Ha ha! I bet that sounds like heaven to you!”

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If you and Toriel took a little longer to actually get your things ready and also had lunch together because you didn’t want to part from each other, that’s between you and the lord.

While you two were packing, you had your souls out to hover above your chests. With Toriel expending some of her magic, you guys were able to enjoy each other’s music. Near the end of your song (because of course it would loop, Toriel’s song loops as well), there’s a big drop that gives you chills each time. You and the Goat Mom of the Year™ always made a big show of it too, doing one, big, dramatic head bang no matter what you were busy doing.

You’re surprised that Toriel is going to let you visit, and encourages you to call her. And even though this goodbye isn’t forever…

You’re really going to miss her.

With a suitcase being dragged behind yourself with a whole Butterscotch Cinnamon Pie packed in there, you and Toriel descend into the basement.

(“No, my child. You cannot eat all of the pie by yourself. This is also for my friend and his brother as a thank you.”

“They wouldn’t appreciate it the way I would.”

“[Y/n].”

”Okay, okay. I’ll share it.”)

You’ve never actually been down here before since there was no need for it. You never asked, so Toriel never told. You knew anyway of course, but just like everything else in the Underground, things looked different in real life.

“Once you reach Snowdin and get settled in, call me, won’t you?” She asks as you draw closer to the large, double doors.

You nod with a grin, ”Yeah, of course I will. I might spend the first few days just looking for work, so don’t expect any crazy adventures right off the bat.”

”I hear there is a library in Snowdin. Maybe you can try finding a position there.”

Uh, you were thinking more of working at the shop with the nice bunny monster lady, but sure! That works too!

“If that’s the case then I’ll rent out some books I think you’ll like and bring ‘em to you, promise,” You scrunch up your nose, “I can tell you’ve been reading those same ones since forever.”

“I would greatly appreciate that, my child.”

You slow to a stop at the imposing doors, the Delta Rune (vine boom sound) marks the top middle but has faded slightly over time. The silence is loud for a few seconds, but Toriel manages to get the strength to speak first.

“Here we are,” She faces you with a sad smile, “Strange. When we officially first met, I would have never imagined that our bond would have grown as strong as it did. Now, I cannot imagine a world where I do not know you.”

…Ouch. That was supposed to be a very sweet statement, but because you are burden with certain knowledge, those words make you a little sad. Toriel says it with so much certainty, but you’ve seen a world where it’s just not true.

Despite that, there’s also a warm feeling you get too. That you truly matter to her so much. If this is just some dream that’s lasting forever, or if this really is your reality now, this bond you’ve built is real.

You pull Toriel into a hug, smiling when she reciprocates it immediately. You don’t know if what you say next is allowed, or if it’s okay with Toriel, but you say it anyway.

”I’ll see you soon, mom,” You hum softly, “I love you.”

Toriel tightens her arms, “And I love you, my child. Be good, alright?”

YOU’RE NOT GONNA CRY. YOU’RE NOT GONNA CRY. YOU’RE NOT GONNA CRY. YOU’RE NOT GONNA CRY-

Your goat mom pulls away slowly, her kind, brown eyes glossy with tears. “If my friend gives you trouble, or if you find yourself in any trouble, just call me and I will personally resolve the issue.”

You snort at the mental image of Toriel hitting Sans with the chancla like your other mother used to do to you and your brothers.

“I will. I might call and complain about him anyway because I’m a huge man hater like that.”

”But you like Napstablook, don’t you?”

”That’s different. He’s just a little guy.”

You know what? Toriel can’t even argue with that.

“Fair enough.” Toriel sighs, fixing up your shawl, “You best get going now. My friend is most certainly waiting at this point, and I don’t want your tardiness to leave a bad impression on him.”

“Okay, okay.”

Since you’re heading to Snowdin, you (and Toriel) made sure to wear warm clothes so you don’t get sick and perish in the snow. You had bought the dress a week ago, and with Toriel’s help, modified it to fit your taste and measurements properly. It’s actually cute and makes you feel very pussy vagina slay.

The dark navy blue dress is thick and soft, stopping just at your knees. The sleeves are also long with the cuffs being white and thick (that’s what she said) and the neckline going straight across to leave your chest and shoulders exposed. Your leggings are black in color, matching with your boots that you originally arrived in. The dress also came with a matching shawl with a bow to keep it clasped shut. The bottom of the dress is white and fuzzy, same with the shawl, giving it a very cliche winter dress vibe.

You suppose that’s the point though. You’re not usually this fancy, but you guess your friend Elliot’s fashion sense is starting to rub off on you.

You grab the handle of your suitcase as Toriel opens the doors for you. You sigh heavily, stepping up to the opened doors. The hallway is long, leading into a dark area.

”Keep going straight. In that room,” Toriel tells you, pointing ahead, “are the doors that lead out the Ruins. My friend will be right outside, alright?”

“Yes, meemaw.”

She giggles at the name, giving you one last hug. Nothing else needs to be said; you drag your suitcase and walk through the doors. You’re only a few seconds down this hall when you hear the doors behind you close softly.

Great.

You harden your resolve and continue down the Hallway of Independence 2.0. Further down you can now see more into the last room, a dark place with a convenient spotlight in a patch of grass.

You stop walking.

Shit.

You completely forgot that Flowey shows up there to talk about how much of a beta cuck he is. If you’re lucky, he won’t show up at all. But if life decides to give you another challenge…

Well, you’re sure the suitcase can be used to bash his head in.

Politely, of course.

Your steps are quicker, descending down the hall with the lightning carpet being your indicator that this hallway doesn’t actually go on forever. You eye the entryway with suspicion, stepping into the dark room-

A large, golden flower emerges from grass, an annoyed expression on his fugly ass face.

“Clever. Verrrryyy clever.”

”Oh, Goddamn it, Flowey!” You scowl, “I barely stepped into this room, what the hell do you want now?”

“You think you’re really smart, don’t you? Hiding behind Toriel this whole time just because you’re too cowardly to see me again.” He tilts his head with a sinister smile, “So you were able to play by your own rules. But that didn’t last very long, did it? Now, that monster got tired of you and is throwing you out.”

…Does Flowey not know the real reason why you’re leaving? Far be it from you to ruin the story in his head, he seems to be having fun coming up with his own lies. You know what? More power to him.

“We all gotta leave the nest someday,” You tell him, “Sometimes… doing the same thing over and over again can get boring. Don’t you agree?”

His smile becomes strained, “I had a lot of time to think about it, but there’s no way it’s coincidental. You know what’s going on here, more than you’re willing to tell me.”

“Dude. You almost fucking killed me a month ago. No shit I’m not gonna tell you anything.” Speaking of, you lean over a bit since he’s so fucking short. “I’m kinda curious, though. Unless you’re trying to surprise attack me, why haven’t you killed me yet? I mean, it’s just you and me here.”

”Hah! It’s like you said. Doing the same thing over and over gets so boring. I decided I’m going to let you live, and see how this plays out. Nothing new has happened in years, and whatever the hell is wrong with you will be the only entertainment I can get.”

You deadpan, “Glad I can amuse you with my mental illness.”

At this, Flowey lets out a more genuine laugh, but quickly covers it up with that evil high pitched laugh he always does.

”Oh, this is SO much more interesting.”

And just like that, the soulless monster disappears beneath the Earth, leaving you alone with said mental illnesses. You sigh again, the tension and anxiety now leaving your body and already leaving you mentally drained.

Just up ahead are the doors leading to Snowdin’s forest. And, according to Toriel, Sans is waiting just outside.

God, you are NOT ready for this. Papyrus, you can handle. He’s just a misunderstood little man who often gets the short end of the stick because he tends to get dumbfounded by his own ineptness.

SANS, ON THE OTHER MOTHER FUCKING HAND.

Look, he’s cool. One of your favorite’s in the game. Keywords: IN THE GAME. You know the fandom tends to make him a little more angsty than he is sometimes, but he can still fuck you up if you give him a reason to. You think you’re decent to get along with, but you can recognize if you and someone else will bump heads.

Toriel said Sans was willing to watch over you and house you, but you’re not sure if you’re entirely comfortable with that. Hopefully, you can try convincing him to lie to Toriel and let you stay at that Inn instead of his house.

You grab the handle of your suitcase again. Taking a deep breath, you walk up to the doors and push them open.

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@lemonboy011

[pedropascalsx]

the joel miller diaries; diary entry #43.

joel miller x f! reader

summary: you update your diary after a long day hiking with cramps.

warnings: brief mention of masturbation, some pining, angst, mention of arguments, mentions of periods, mentions of cramps, brief mention of forced reproduction.

rating: mature.

word count: 950.

a/n: no physical description for reader. idk what this is. i’ll make this occasionally. it’s fun to write sometimes.

It’s one of those days, everything has feeling, and the only thing worth craving is numbness.

My body is betraying me, it’s punishing me for not giving it a child. The cramps are unbearable, and I feel dirty no matter how many times I scrub myself clean. Well the best I can, when he lets us stop.

We haven’t really stopped moving in days, and when we do it’s to sleep or eat and he’s clearly unhappy that I keep drifting off to find somewhere to wash myself. It feels like a sick joke that my body is doing this to me… I’ve heard that some people don’t menstruate anymore, that the living conditions, lack of decent nutrients and just poor health have made their bodies stop their cycles.

But it’s like clockwork for me, no respite, the second week of every month it comes. I heard someone tell Joel that people are hunting down those who can still reproduce; see if a new generation is immune to the hell we live in. I doubt it. I don’t know if it’s true, but he didn’t let us stop walking for days after hearing that. We walked and walked until the only thing that surrounded us was the wind and the cold hard ground we were walking on.

I think it frightened him, he doesn’t ask too many questions, but I think he worries for the girl now. Even more so than before. Me? Maybe not so much. But I think if they came for us, he’d protect us both.

*

We walked until she threw a tantrum, they argued and then they both sulked. He reluctantly let us find shelter and mumbled angrily about her attitude and her lack of respect. She didn’t mince her words, nor did she mumble, she called him some things that made him scowl harder than usual. And then he boiled some water and dumped in a bunch of rice. She was less miserable with some food in her tummy and so was he. She fell asleep with her head resting against my shoulder. I let her stay like that for a bit longer than he liked, but she rarely lets anyone provide her with comfort and it was just nice to give her a cuddle for a change.

We’re spending tonight in a cottage, abandoned of course, I can’t imagine who lived in this place before it all started. It’s the middle of nowhere and the wind makes the whole structure shake. It feels like one particularly strong gust would just blow the whole thing away.

But still it’s safe. It was empty and Joel was able to push a bookcase in front of the door… not that anyone would be disturbing us here.

She’s sleeping in the bedroom, all sprawled out and hopefully dreaming of nice things. She usually wakes in a good mood after sleeping on something that isn’t just solid ground, so I'm hopeful tomorrow will be less stressful.

Joel will sleep on the ratty sofa and I’ll take the floor. Which I don’t mind. The cramps aren’t easing up and I don’t want to disturb him by making the springs creek everytime I attempt to find a comfortable position. One I’m doubtful I’ll find.

He's reading a book right now, something he picked up off of the bookshelf and just threw himself into. It would have been nice to have talked today, I needed my voice to be heard, but I am not in the business of risking this. I don’t know how long he’ll deal with a straggler. God, if it wasn’t for Ellie, I’d still be stuck by myself… or I'd be dead or even worse. I could be holed up in some sick factory in which I’m forced to procreate with a stranger. Forced to give up something that is not for the taking and have my whole sense of self worth be evaluated on just how fertile I am. Not that I have a lot of self worth these days.

*

I kind of like the way he snores… is that weird? It’s oddly comforting. I think it’s really because I don’t like the silence. I was alone for longer than I can calculate and silence just reminds me of the hell I was living. Things are better now though. I think.

The cramping on the other hand… I want to cry out. I want my pain to be known because I’ve convinced myself that it will make it better. It won’t. But it would be nice to give into one of the two urges that are violently racking my body right now.

Screaming out loud in pain or pleasure. I learned that touching myself there helps when the pain is particularly bad. The rush of pleasure usually lingers long enough to help me sleep, but I’m not alone anymore. And I know what I'd think about. I know who I’d think about and I don’t think I’d be able to look him in the face tomorrow morning when he grumbles something to me about how a cup of coffee would fix everything right now.

Maybe there’s some instant coffee in the pantry, it wasn’t well stocked and I’m pretty sure most of what was left in there is bad. But instant coffee tends to last for years and years. I’ll search for some before he wakes up, when there’s enough light filtering through the windows to make it easier to see.

And for now, I’ll accept my fate. No sleep tonight. No relief tonight. But at least I have the sounds he unknowingly lets fill the air to keep my company.

And maybe tomorrow will be better.

[limelyrics]

All-Knowing and All-Agony/全知全悩 Translyrics

Don’t abandon me

Please, don’t abandon me

Why did you bring me into this world only to see

That living only brings me pain

My name, what’s in a name?

You never called me that anyway

“A hopeless case”

You’d say it to my face

I could never compare

You never seemed like you cared

So generous and kind

But you’d always leave me behind

I’ll find a way to make you love me

I was never wrong

No, I was never wrong

Don’t call me a loser, tell me that I belong

Hey, hug me once again, protecting me from the world I disdain

Don’t abandon me

Please, don’t abandon me

Why did you bring me into this world only to see

That living only brings me pain

I stayed pleasant and mild

Wanted to be the golden child

As tears flow from my eyes

I find myself surprised

If I went back to the start

Could I somehow win your cold heart

Could I be one of the best?

Could I then stand out from the rest?

I’ll find a way to make you love me

Don’t send me away

No, don’t send me away

I just want to be a good boy and hear your praise

Ah, I’ll keep on destroying to be someone you love each day

I can’t stop this feeling

I can’t stop this spree

Am I innocent or do you take back your decree

Ah

Mama, come look

Don’t you think that I’m worthy of praise

“There there, there there, that’s the good boy I raised”

Promise or not, I have a goal to become worthy

Dreaming, dreaming that someday you’ll agree

That I wasn’t wrong

No, I was never wrong

Don’t call me a loser, tell me that I belong

Hey, hug me like you used to, love me and protect me like back then

Don’t abandon me

Please, don’t abandon me

Why did you bring me into this world only to see

That living only brings me pain

I was never wrong

No, I was never wrong

If I went back to the start

Could I somehow win your cold heart

Could I be one of the best?

Better than the rest?

[jmd-story-pit]

Chapter 5: Lost

At First I Was Wondering, Then I Was Crying, Then I Was Mad, Then I Was Scared, Then I Was Wondering, Then I Was Crying, Then I Was… I Was Empty.

Where Am I? Who Am I? Am I Alone? What Am I?

Time Feels Still When I Close My Eyes, And When I Open Them, Time Is…

Going To Fast. Time Is No Longer Making Sense, Like My Senses.

What Is Happening To Them? Are They Okay? Are They Safe?

“Questions, Questions, Questions,”

A… Voice?

“I’m Not Just A Voice, Child,”

“Am I Dying?”

“No, No, You’re Definitely Alive,”

“… What’s Going On?”

“Look For Yourself,”

“I Can’t Wake Up, I’ve Tried, But By What You See, It Doesn’t Work,”

“You’re Not Dreaming,”

“What?”

“You Sound Surprised, Why’s That?”

“It Feels Like I’m Trapped In A Dream, Are You Saying I’m Awake?”

“No, You Are In Between Of Being Awake And Sleeping, You Are A Rare Case Of This,”

“What Do You Mean?”

“What Do You Think, Torra?”

“How Do You Know My Name?”

“Because, You Know Me,”

“W-What?”

“Would You Like Me To Show Myself? Or Do You Know Who I Am By Voice?”

“I- I Don’t Understand,”

“Child, I Protected You As Much As I Could, You Know My Name By Heart, You Know What I Am To Your Kind. ‘I’ll Guide You Till You Die’,”

“D-Danli..?”

“Yes, Yes My Child, That’s My Name,”

“How Did You Get Here?”

“I Own This Realm,”

“How Can I Leave?”

“You Know How,”

“No, No I- I Don’t- I Don’t Know, Danli,”

“Child,”

I Feel A Hand On My Shoulder, I Look And See Her. In A Gown In The Lightest Purple, With Golden Strips Along The Arms. Her Long Light Bright Brown Hair Glows With A Single Golden Flower In It. I See Her As Clear As One Can, The Second Person I Could See.

“Why Can I See You?” I Ask.

She Kneels To Look Me In My Eyes.

“Because, You Know The Real Me,” She Responds.

“What Do You-? What Does That Mean?” I Questioned.

“You Been Gifted By The Fraawians, To Know The Truth, To Know The Real Person, See The Real In The Person,”

“Fraawians?!”

“Yes, And Did They Destroy My Resting? You’ll Know When You Get There With Them…”

Her Voice Starts To Fade.

“What’s Going On?!”

“I Can’t Say Anymore, You Must Leave, Before Your Mind Takes You,”

“But- How Do I Leave?” I Cried Out.

“That I Don’t Know, You’ll Know Once You’re Mind Starts To Take You,”

“But-” 

She Disappears.

“You’ll Know, Please, Stay Strong, Torra,”

She’s Gone, But Where She Stood, Her Golden Flower Lays, I Pick It Up And Put It In My Hair, Where She Had It In Hers.

“What Did She Mean By My Mind Will Take Over?”

I Decided To Walk And Find If There Is A Way Out, I See Nothing New, But I See Everything New, Was It Because Of Danli? Or What She Said About My Vision, ‘Seeing The Real In The Person’? What Does That Mean?

I Suddenly Trip Over Something And Fell, I Don’t Know What I Tripped Over, But I Know I'm Still Falling.

"Haha! You're Silly, Torry!"

I Know That Voice…

"Blaah! I'm Going To Get You!"

I See Myself And… Him…

"Hey, Leave Your Brother Alone,"

"I'm Not Hurting Him, Though…"

Mom Takes Jash Away, Like On That Day… Why Is This The Only Memory That Keeps Showing Up?

Time Forwards To Lunch, Where It All Happened… In The Golden Flower Field For My Last Day As A Villager… And My First Day As A… Or What I Thought It Was…

“Torry! Come Play With Me!”

“Not Now Jash, Maybe Later…” I Said Lost In My Head.

I Know How This Goes Because It Was My Fault… I Wasn’t Feeling Ready, Not That Anyone Is… But The Way It Went Was Different How It Was Supposed To Be Played Out That Day.

“PPlleeaassee?” Jash Begs.

“No, Wait Until After The Event,” I Hissed.

“What Is This Stupid Event About Anyway?” Jash Said Defeated.

“It’s An Adult Thing, You Wouldn’t Understand,” I Said.

“Try Me!”

I Sigh.

“It’s Not For You To Know Is What I’m Saying,”

“Come Ooon!”

“No, Now Wait Here, I Need To Get Ready,” I Said, Patting Jash’s Head And Walking Away.

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Last Chapter

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That's All I Wrote, Short For It All, Yes, But It Was My First Story I Was Really Invested In That Wasn't Related To A Personal Story That'll Never Be Finished Because Of All Of The Lore And Characters.

[hyotenhyakkaso]

@winglessarcher

Jou cronches at burnt eggo waffle. He has accepted his fate, his son has made him brekky. And he will eat the brekky, even if its closer to being a hockey puck than breakfast.

[clouds-rambles]

Hey bestie may I request diluc,childe,zhongli,and venti having a bad nightmare over their s/o wanting to break up with them and when they wake up their s/o isn’t there but really they’re in another room or something if that makes sense!! Thank you 🤑

Hi bestie positively evil... i love it <3 nobody question why zhongli and the reader are married in all my headcanons thanks lmao

Pairings; (Seperate) Diluc, Childe, Zhongli, and Venti x reader

Warning(s); panic, nightmares, hurt/comfort, injury mention

Keep reading under the cut!

Diluc

Diluc wakes with a start, his brows furrowed as he takes a moment to arrange the events of his nightmare in his head

Both you and he had a particularly explosive argument after he had come back injured from a night protecting Mondstat 

You had left the winery after exclaiming that you refuse to date someone who has such a lack of regard for his own life. In the long run you’d be saving yourself from further heartbreak if he ended up dead on the front porch

Diluc wonders if dream you could be right...

The red-head finally notices the cold side of the bed you should be sleeping on. He more than remembers going to sleep with you

Panic sets in at the bottom of Dilucs stomach. He must be imagining things right? You’re probably just in the bathroom

A beat passes

Then three

No, you’re not in the bathroom. He would have heard you by now...

What if the dream was actually what had happened last night. A breath catches in the mans throat as he gets out of bed and throws a shirt on

If he couldn’t find you in his home has he truly lost you?

Diluc speedily walks through the halls of his home, checking the spare rooms, the study, the library, the living room, the dining room, the

Diluc opens the door to the kitchen his heart threatening to break out of his chest at the pace it’s beating when he finally spots you drinking a cup of tea, in your pajamas

Thank the archons it was just a dream

“Diluc, honey, are you okay?” you ask getting up from the table in the kitchen to your sweating, hyperventilating partner

Diluc says nothing but opts to hugging you, his head bowing to your chest as he breaths you in

“Diluc, you’re worrying me” you tell him returning his embrace and rubbing circles on his back

“You weren’t in bed” is all he offers to tell you. You don’t push him on the details of why he is so panicked

“I couldn’t sleep so I came down for a herbal tea” you explain kissing the man on his bed of fluffy hair “I have a cup left in the kettle, I can pour one out for you” you offer

“Please” he breathes, but doesn’t move to let you go from the embrace, you can stand to hold him and tell him sweet nothings for a little while. Tea can always be reheated

Childe

It would only be right, and he suspected as much. You had told him that because of what has recently transpired in Liyue you cannot find yourself to love a brutal harbinger

Maybe its for the best. Childe concludes not paying much attention to his weeping heart. Maybe, you’d be happier not to be under the constant eye and scrutiny of the Qixing, the Milleth, and the watchful eye of Childes own fatui informants

Without much pause form Childes last thought the man finds himself waking in his room, unsure if the dream was reality or his mind playing tricks on him, he feels your side of the bed and notices a distinct lack of warmth... and you

He cries

Childe curls himself up in a ball determined to not get caught by anyone showing such an extreme and out of character emotion, he let himself cry. He’s pretty sure he’s sobbing loudly but he doesn’t care. It’s just him in the house anyway. The one person that he doesn’t mind seeing such emotions has left him

That’s until he hears the distinct click of the bedroom door open “Oh my archon Childe, are you okay?” you ask quickly making your way to the side of his bed and placing a hand on his shoulder

The man looks up to you, he isn’t sure if you’re real 

“I thought-” he starts “I had a-” he tries to find his words without seeming like a crazed person “You weren’t-” 

“It’s okay babe, I’m right here. I’m not planning on going anywhere” you console “I just had an epiphany in my dream and I had to write it down” you add explaining your absence. Childe nods along 

“Stay” he tells you as you wipe the tears out of his eyes. You nod and hum

“Of course” you lay onto the bed and let Childe wrap himself around you

You hum him to sleep and whisper sweet nothings

Zhongli

‘I can’t love you anymore Zhongli, I feel obligated to come back to Liyue after every adventure, it’s starting to take a toll on me’

‘But our vows, [name] we made a contract at the altar’

‘To love each other, yes? Zhongli there’s no love left in this marriage, you sleep in the spare bedroom whenever I’m back, we sit in silence over dinner, I don’t think I’ve kissed you in months. The lack of love itself is the breach in the contract’

‘But I-’

‘Think about it, do you really feel the same love that you felt on the day we got married?’

‘[name]-’

Zhongli wakes up with a start, his heart beats a little fast for a second. The man convinces himself it’s just a dream he had, but the coldness of your side of the bed seems to speak otherwise

In all fairness, Zhongli should have rationalised his dream before he started wondering the house like a mad man. The only time he sleeps in the other bed is when you’ve suffered an extreme injury, dinners are often spent with jolly laughs and conversation. And Zhongli prides himself on the amount of affection he gives you around the house... and in the bedroom

But most things aren’t making sense in his head right now

“Zhongli my love” you call him upon noticing him in the hall. You had just come out of the bathroom after a midnight toilet break “Are you okay darling?” you ask placing a hand on his shoulder

The tenseness in Zhongli’s shoulders dissipate as soon as you initiate the touch

“I love you” he tells you, the declaration is out of nowhere to you. But you smile at him and embrace him

“And I love you too” you pause bringing up your hand baring the ring that sits on it “And this ring is a reminder of our vows and my unyielding love to you” you tell him with a smile

Zhongli chuckles at you and returns your hug “You seem to always know how to comfort me my dear”

“It’s because I’m a mind reader” you jest matching your spouses chuckle

Venti

Disappeared. So much so that the thousand winds could tell Venti that you were in fact not in Mondstat and had travelled to Liyue from the time Venti was playing music in the tavern to when he knocked for you early the next morning

The only trace you left was a letter. Unmistakeably written by your hand

‘Venti, writing this in a letter is much easier than saying this to your face. I am quite simply tired of your antics, no matter try to talk to you, you seem to always brush me off. Be it the nights you spend at the tavern, my general concern when you disappear for days at end just to tell me you were at the thousand winds temple, stormterrors lair, or windrise, no matter how much I tell you I checked all three. Being in a constant state of concern isn’t good for me, it’s emotionally draining and I’m terrified of finding you dead somewhere, despite your archon blood. By the time you read this I’ll be in Liyue where I’ll be staying with a friend for a while. Tell me I’m going somewhere you can’t follow, and I’ll tell you this is how I have felt many a night. I wish I could have kept loving you, [name]’

A harsh way to break up Venti admits to himself rereading the paper a few times before waking up

A dream?

Venti holds his chest, surely a dream couldn’t conjure such a horrific sinking feeling that makes him want to just vomit

Looking to your side of the bed for your comfort the sinking feeling intensifies when he doesn’t see you

So it wasn’t a dream? Venti doesn’t want to call on his kin, the thousand winds, again just to be told once more that you’re currently in Liyue sipping tea with this cousin you had mentioned in the letter 

The archon sits up in bed and takes deep breaths, he doesn’t want to explain to anybody that he had a panic attack over your horrific breakup letter, no no

After calming his breaths Venti steps out of bed with a shaky few steps before walking downstairs to engage in the typical breakout routine. Snacking. Maybe when you left you had elected to ignore some of the snacks you love to litter about your abode

When Venti walks in to the living room towards the kitchen he sees you nursing your head on the couch

“[name]?” he asks in almost disbelief

“Hm,” you answer before looking up to Venti “Oh hey love, sorry I’ve got a headache” you greet properly after a moment. Venti grins at you which causes you to tilt your head. Why is your headache so grin worthy? Weird...

“Would you like some paracetamol?” he asks walking beside you, you shake your head

“I just took some” you reply looking up at your partner “Though I’d love to rest my head on your thighs” you add. Venti more then obliges and settles down on the couch

“You know I had the strangest dream” Venti tells you after a prolonged amount of silence, you hum to let him know you’re listening “You left me” he says bluntly

Oh

Damn

You bring yourself up to Venti’s face with a smile and give him a kiss “I love you Venti, I wouldn’t leave you for even the prettiest lyre” you half console half jest

“That’s because the prettiest lyre is mine” Venti chuckles and you nod pressing another kiss to Venti’s lips

guys it’s 2.42am I’m so sorry if there’s grammatical errors, my brain isn’t catching up rn

[jade-parcels]

The genshin men: fatherhood edition

With: Childe, Zhongli, Kaeya, Diluc, Xiao, Venti, Albedo and Baizhu

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Childe:

Ajax loves kids and he’ll make that known early on in your relationship

Like...This man wants five or more kids but he’ll settle for four. He dreams of a big family, getting to surround himself with you and your kids every night for family dinners, everyone getting together for big birthday parties or reunions! That’s his dream life! Plus, in Snezhnaya, most families have more than two kids anyways

He will cry so hard when his babies are placed in his arms for the first time, I mean he’s a mess. Nose is running, eyes puffy, lost of sniffling lmao he is so excited to be a dad!! Don’t you dare tell the other Harbingers how much he cried...What do you mean you took a picture when he wasn’t looking??? Hey??!?!

With his obscene amount of mora, he’ll buy a huge house that will accommodate everyone. Anything you want will be purchased that day or within 48 hours, the same goes for the kids

But they’ll all learn to be thankful for what they have. They’ll learn to fight, fish and speak multiple languages. He has high expectations but let’s face it, he’ll be proud of them no matter what

You’re gonna have to be the one to put your foot down though because Ajax doesn’t enjoy being the ‘mean parent’, he has trouble saying no to the kiddos which can create some tension between you and your husband. He has good intentions of course!! He doesn’t wanna say no to those cute, freckled faces!!

Zhongli:

Zhongli is nervous about having kids because he’s immortal. So this will go one of two ways. 1. You have the baby and the baby ends up not being immortal (or you adopt a baby who is not immortal) Then he loses you both. OR 2. You have the baby and it inherits his immortality and becomes an adeptus. Now he and the baby will have to watch you die while they both life forever.

Either way...It hurts him to think about because he loves you!! He wants to have a family with you!! He wants to give you that perfect family life every human desires!! But he’s torn

You two will just have to figure it out.

Zhongli will be a strong, male figure for your kid(s) and he will instill that traditional kindness and respect into their behavior. ‘Please’ and ‘thank you’ always, always offer to help someone who needs it, do good deeds and you will feel accomplished, be the best you you can be, alway try your hardest because that’s all that matters

He will be sure that your kid(s) always feel loved ALWAYS. Zhongli will tell them stories, cook for them, take them to school, anything that needs to be done. When you’ve had a rough day, he’ll step in to take over for the night without being asked. He shows interest in everything your kid(s) like and he will do his damn best to display every piece of artwork they make or every pretty rock they find

He...will make a great dad :’)

Kaeya:

Ooooh brother, at first Kaeya says no he doesn’t want kids but...Then he starts thinking about it

He observes the happy families that walk around the cobblestone streets of Mondstadt, how the kiddos smile and laugh with their parents. He’ll patrol in the afternoons, usually rounding the corner just in time to see the city’s kids leave school for the day, watching as they all run down the street to go home to their parents or play in the fountain together...Yeah, that really warms his heart

He’d want one or two kids, preferably two to avoid an only child being lonely. He isn’t on the best terms with Diluc but he can admit that they had a great childhood together, playing at the winery and running around as brothers do

Kaeya would be a very patient, understanding father. He doesn’t have much of a temper so he’d use the kids’ mistakes as learning opportunities instead of getting upset at them

He would be obsessed with the kids when they’re babies though oh man if you thought you had baby fever, he has it times ten! He loves holding the baby, watching with a twinkling eye as his baby grasps his thumb with its tiny hand... adorable

And if your kids inherited his eyes, his star shaped pupils that his ancestors passed down to him...He’s gonna get emotional

Everyone at the knights’ headquarters and the Angel’s Share will get sick of him REALLY fast cause he won’t stop bragging about how cute and smart his kids are lmao

Diluc:

Diluc would be such a soft dad don’t even get me started

He loves you so much of course he wants to have kids with you! Is that even a question?? He won’t be the one to bring it up unless he gets the feeling that you want kids but once you ask, he’ll agree so fast

He’ll be grateful to even have one kid with you :’) and he’ll be fine with however many kids YOU want. You want one kid? Perfect! You want four? No problem, the manor is big enough for ten! You...you want ten...? Time to hire some more maids then lmao

Diluc is a worry wart though, he’ll be afraid to hold the baby, feed it, bathe it, he’s terrified of hurting the baby or the baby suddenly hating him. So just help him out!! Cause when he gets comfortable with the baby, he’ll be in full dad mode

He isn’t embarrassed to walk around the manor, conducting business with a baby strapped to his chest!

Diluc is a very kind, gentle dad who will always offer helpful solutions to the kiddos’ problems. He’ll make sure all of their needs are met while also trying to avoid spoiling them... Too much... There will be a fair amount of spoiling...

His own father wasn’t too affectionate with him so that’s why he’ll be affectionate with his kids! Hugs and kisses when he tucks them in at night, big dad hugs when they get home from school, holding their hands in the busy streets of Mondstadt. His father was a great dad! He just aims to be better.

Xiao:

Like Zhongli, he worries about the mortality thing. Since he’s an Adeptus, his kid will certainly be an Adeptus too if you have kids together.

He also worries that his kid(s) will hate him. His duty is to kill demons which means that rain or shine, holidays, special occasions, day or night he’s gotta be ready to go slaughter demonic beings. So he’ll inevitably miss out on important stages in the kiddos’ lives

And admittedly... He’ll be scared of his kids lmao

They’re screaming, crying, barfing, pooping, laughing, screaming again...He can’t predict their behavior. It’s unsettling. All of that goes away one night when you sit him down and place your sleeping baby in his arms. His eyes go wide...And he just watches. This tiny, little baby...Feels no fear for him. It’s comforted by his presence. He almost cries...ALMOST

He’s still pretty much the same Xiao we all know and love but now he has a kid. “Slaying demons is what I do...Hey, go back inside and finish your dinner. Yes, even your vegetables. I don’t care that you don’t like them-...Fine. Don’t tell your mother, bring them to me. I’ll eat them” cute :)

He’s a protective dad and husband, he’d never let anyone or anything harm his beloved family

Venti:

Venti....does not want kids. He thinks they’re cute! He likes the idea of kids but he knows he wouldn’t enjoy actually having kids

You two already have so much fun together!! You don’t need a kid!! You guys have dogs!! Dogs are like kids! But they’re more independent and they’re cuter!

He’ll feel bad if you want kids and he doesn’t, he really will! But it’ll be nearly impossible to convince him cause he’s made his mind up :/

Venti’ll make it up to you somehow though, he’ll take you out more and show you all of the adventures you guys can have if there aren’t kids around

But for the sake of fatherhood headcanons, let’s pretend he gave in. Venti would be a very caring dad. He would cuddle the hell out of this kiddo and sing to them :’) the only problem is that Venti doesn’t like being tethered to one place for too long so he tends to take off and not come back for a few days... :(

Albedo:

Albedo wants kids mostly just to see what fatherhood would be like. He’s always been curious about what that part of his life would be like so why not have a kid

He’d be good with one kid, two at most cause after practically raising Klee, he knows how some kids can be and...He doesn’t have the mental capacity for more than two kids at a time lmao

He tries his best to show more emotion in his face. We all know he usually sits like this 😐 and goes ‘wow im so happy right now’. If you didn’t know him, you’d think he was bored out of his mind right? So he’s gotta work on that. And when he musters up a smile for the baby and it smiles back at him????? Yeah...He’s gonna try to smile a lot more now

He definitely softens up once he becomes a dad, he shows emotion more than he used to and surprisingly, he takes time off of work. Shocker, I know! He decides that he’s been in the lab long enough and that he wants to be able to be there for these moments with you and his kid(s) :’) :’) He trusts Sucrose and Timaeus to take over for him for a couple hours

He keeps a journal for each kid and writes down the date and time they have their firsts or just interesting things they do ->

- 8/4: Baby sees and plays with a cat for the first time

- 9/5: Baby smacked me in the face and laughed so hard she threw up

-9/12: Baby learns that pulling my hair gets my attention. She now continues to do so

-10/15: Baby stays at Aunt Klee’s house for the first time

Baizhu:

Baizhu really loves kids, he works with them a lot and he considers Qiqi to be his daughter anyway but in terms of you guys having a kid together, with his condition he can probably only handle one kid running around

He will do his absolute best to be a good dad. Even if he feels like death, he’ll help change diapers, feed the baby, care for it when you need a break. He isn’t contagious so when you’re sleeping and he feels gross, he’ll sit back against the pillows with the baby on his chest, the three of you resting together (though he doesn’t fall asleep...that would be dangerous for the baby)

Baizhu already tends to nag at you about your health and lifestyle choices but now?? He’ll be a menace. He’ll be constantly evaluating your baby’s condition, checking to see if a certain food is giving them a rash or making sure their skin isn’t drying out. He’s hyper aware of your baby’s health and will be the one to treat them if they get sick

He’s a busy guy since he runs the pharmacy but he will always do his best to be present for your baby’s big milestones! And when your kid cries cause Baizhu’s medicine tastes like shit, he’ll do his best to not be disappointed in their reaction lmao

When you leave him alone with the baby, he’ll wrap a scarf around himself to tie the baby to his chest while he works and...he looks so cute :) dad baizhu <3 <3 <3 <3

Bonus points for him buying the baby toy medical equipment so he can get your kiddo interested in medicine :)

[monocaelia]

comforting you after a nightmare headcanons

nightmares aren't fun, but luckily you have someone there to protect you.

feat. albedo, diluc, childe, kaeya, xiao, zhongli

genre : hurt/comfort, fluff

note : hbd to me!! here's a gift from me to you with one of my favorite tropes, hehe <:

❀ albedo

albedo isn't one to dream much, let alone rest. he's always caught up in his own research and experiments that sleep isn't really needed if he wanted to be more productive in his research, despite the worried comments from sucrose and your lighthearted nags that he'll stay short forever.

though, that isn't to say that he's not interested. there are many times that albedo has caught you dozing off in his laboratory while waiting for him to be done with his experiments. he would be lying to himself if he didn't wonder what could possibly be playing in your mind to make you be smiling like that while unconscious.

this time, though, is an exception.

test tubes and flasks filled with various liquids and concoctions fill albedo's workspace as he examines each and every one before filling in his notebooks with descriptions and drawings of his work. there's a shuffle from his other desk and his eyes shift up to glance at you. albedo's gaze softens at the sight of his coat draped over your shoulders as they move to the rhythm of your breathing.

he wonders why you choose to stay at his laboratory so late and wait for him to finish his research rather than head home alone and sleep in your much more comfortable bed. albedo supposes you find comfort in his presence, an odd thing to be comforted by really.

however, the gentle smile quickly falls from his face the moment he hears the quiet whimpers and pleas. as quickly as he could, albedo moves to your side and gently shakes you awake. he isn't the least surprised when your eyes snap open and a gasp leaves your lips.

"...are you alright?" the question breaks you from your daze and you seem to relax when you realize you aren't dreaming anymore. though, the way your hands and shoulders shake doesn't escape the sharp eyes observing you.

"come on, i think i'm done with my research for now. we can head home if you'd like?" albedo smiles when you nod your head, but as he turns to pack up and prepare to leave his laboratory your hand shoots out to grasp his own.

albedo is surprised at first, but the shock melts into endearment as his hand pulls yours up to his lips. he presses a gentle kiss on your knuckles, reassuring you that he'll be right there for you. that you wouldn't be alone.

"nightmares, huh? ...i wonder if i can concoct something to help eradicate the chances of them appearing. oh, don't worry, i won't leave your side for the rest of the evening. promise."

❀ diluc

diluc isn't prone to nightmares, honestly he probably gets them quite often. or maybe even dreamless dreams if he's lucky. well, considering he sleeps at all. he's busy being the darknight hero of mondstatdt in the dead of night, so sleep doesn't come by often for the red haired vigilante.

even when he does get nightmares, there's not many people he can call to or rely on to help comfort him. he doesn't trust any of the knights, and he definitely doesn't trust kaeya to help at all. so comforting someone isn't something he knows how to do well.

but he tries his best to comfort you in any way, shape, or form if you ever needed him to.

the knocking against his door is quiet, nearly nonexistent if diluc was preoccupied with anything other than trying to sleep. he would have ignored it if it weren't for the quiet whisper of his name from a voice he recognized. sighing, he rises from his bed and heads over to his door, mentally preparing himself for whatever you're planning to throw over his head.

instead, diluc is met with your cheeky smile. you're definitely up to no good, but he hasn't quite figured out what you were going to do or say. before he could even question why you're standing outside his door in the dead of night, you interrupt him.

"wow diluc! fancy seeing you here, do you come here often?" he deadpans at you and nearly closes the door to go back to sleep. but he notices the way your fingers twiddle, a sign that you're nervous about something. his eyes flicker to your face, scanning anything that would give him clues on what's on your mind.

"what happened?" diluc's brows furrow in worry seeing the way your smile falls and the way your body begins to curl in on itself. he offers a hand for you to take, an invitation for you to be comforted by the stoic man in front of you. he lets a small smile grow on his lips when he sees you brighten up a tad at his invitation.

your hand is encased in his own, scarred and rough with callouses but comforting and warm at the same time.

"go back to sleep, it's already getting really late. if you need anything, though, i'll be right here until the dawn rises."

❀ childe

although sleep is necessary to maintain perfect health, childe finds it difficult to maintain a proper sleeping schedule due to his job as a fatui harbinger. when the tsaritsa calls, he needs to be there immediately to come to her aid and carry out her orders regardless of how inconvenient it was for him.

but, having many siblings, especially younger ones, has always prepared childe to comfort and protect anyone that he holds close to his heart. nobody, not even nightmares, can get close enough to harm the people he loves, not if he's alive to knock them down a peg.

which definitely includes you, someone who holds his entire world in the palm of your hands.

childe finds you awake at the dead of night after one of his shifts at the northland bank. which is surprising considering you're always asleep before he gets back home from work, always trying to stay up to welcome the harbinger home but always succumbing to the sweet embrace of slumber.

a mischievous grin grows on his lips as he plans to spook you, but as he nears your body, the shaking of your body and quiet sniffles reach his ears. immediately, childe's hand is on your shoulder and he frowns when you yelp and whip around to see him.

"o-oh, ajax, i didn't expect to see you home so soon. i was just getting ready for bed." a white lie. childe presses his lips into a thin line, his hand reaching out to catch a tear falling from your cheek. did...did he do this to you? was he being a bad partner for not putting aside more time for you?

as if reading his mind, you vehemently shake your head and grab onto childe's wrist. "no! no... it's not what you think i just had a really bad dream and couldn't go back to sleep. don't worry, you don't need to beat yourself up over this." he relaxes immediately at your comment, but he still feels bad for leaving you alone when you needed someone to comfort you.

childe leans over, cupping your face in his hands as he showers your face in featherlight kisses. your giggles fill the room and the habinger can't help but laugh as well, especially after pressing a wet, sloppy kiss on your lips. "how about i cook you a nice stew for tonight? it always helped teucer calm down when he was scared."

and you take him up on that offer. the rest of the evening is filled with light laughter from the both of you as childe moves around the kitchen and tells you stories of his childhood. the scene is comforting, peaceful, and you wouldn't have it any other way.

"how about we turn in for tonight? don't worry, nothing will harm you as long as your big, strong ajax is by your side!"

❀ kaeya

despite his title of being a "lazy" and "laid-back" captain of the calvary, kaeya isn't one to sleep too much. he has a regular sleeping schedule, though there are some nights where the memories of his past haunt him and he stays up reminiscing about how things were.

he's one to brood alone, not letting anyone see him vulnerable. but he likes to be relied on. there isn't a bone in his body that prevents him from helping anyone in need, even though the way he gets things done is quite... unconventional to everybody else's standards.

but when you call to him for help, he’s there in an instant.

the sound of rustling from beside kaeya stirs him from his slumber. he squints, his good eye focusing in the darkness of his room before landing on your curled up figure beside him. he figures you’re just shifting in your sleep and closes his eyes again, but you shift again and sigh. surely, you’re not sleeping at this point.

kaeya gently calls out your name, a warm smile on his face when he sees you startle from his voice. though, his smile melts away from his face when he sees your expression. it doesn’t help that you flinch slightly when his hand reaches over to brush against your cheek.

“sorry, i just…i’m still shaken from my dream and-“ your apologies are cut short when kaeya sends you a comforting smile and cups your jaw in his hand. he assures you that it’s fine.

“are you okay? how long have you been up?” it takes you a moment too long to come up with a lie that would put your lover at ease. when you come up with an answer, kaeya is already staring at you with his mismatched orbs, one of deep sapphire and the other a light, milky blue color. you can’t lie to him now.

so you tell the calvary captain about the dream you just had, not going too into details with what really shook you. and kaeya listens to everything you say, a hand firmly on your arm to remind him that you’re with him and not whatever occurred in your dreams.

he makes little comments here and there to lighten the mood, though he knows when to keep quiet so you can talk it through. when you finish talking the dream through, kaeya pinches your cheek, chiding you for dreaming of such things.

but he reassures you that you’re fine, and that he’s here to protect you should anything from your dreams come into reality. he jokes about letting you handle everything alone, but you know he wouldn’t despite how cheeky he is.

"don't let the bedbugs bite, [name]. haha, kidding. i'll be here to fight them off if you need me. i am a captain after all."

❀ xiao

xiao isn't unfamiliar with nightmares and dreams. don't forget, one of his duties under the reign of the yaksha's previous master was to devour the dreams of the innocent. it had gotten to the point where dreams were the only things he could stomach, despite detesting the intent behind it.

despite it all, though, xiao is still an adeptus who protects the mortals and the innocent of liyue. his sole job now, under his contract with rex lapis, is to protect even if it means throwing his life away. with a swift call of his name, he would be there to be the guardian of liyue and anyone residing in it.

and that includes you, the sole mortal that the young adeptus enjoys the company of.

a gasp tears through your throat as you sit up in your bed, sweat dripping down the side of your face. your eyes are blown wide open with the visions of your nightmare still clear in your mind. the rapid beating of your heart and panting are the only sounds heard in your otherwise quiet bedroom.

curses spill from your lips as you cradle your head in your hands, your knees pulled up to your chest to try and make yourself as small as you possibly could. but to no avail, no matter what you did to comfort yourself or make yourself forget the nightmare, the visions still flashed in your memories every time you closed your eyes.

you don't hear the rustling from your window, nor did you feel the presence of someone crouching from behind your curtains. it's only when he gently calls your name do you whip your head around, eyes coming face to face with golden eyes that gleam in the moonlight.

"xiao... sorry i didn't see you there," you stutter, quickly wiping your eyes and turning away so the young adeptus wouldn't see you crying. his eyes narrow at you, eyebrows furrowing as a frown settles on his face. "what are you-"

your hands are pulled away from your face and you're pulled closer to him. "you're crying." you try to deny xiao's observation and reassure him that you're fine, but a hand gently brushes against your cheek.

xiao doesn't say anything when the tears begin falling down your face again. he doesn't say anything when you jump into his arms and bury your face in his chest. you feel his arms firmly wrap themselves around you. he doesn't say a word, but his actions alone assure you that he would be there with you for the rest of the evening.

"sleep. should any more dreams come to haunt you during your rest, i'll be here to dispose of them."

❀ zhongli

as an archon, zhongli doesn't find much need for sleep. he's a god and no god needs sleep to be energized for the following day. it's not like it would do well for him anyways, seeing as he would much rather prefer strolling the lit up streets of liyue harbor in the late evening before returning to his home to drink tea and relax.

that's not to say he isn't familiar with dreams and how they can affect mortals. he knows full well the impact they can have, especially if they're dreams filled with horrible outcomes or stuff nobody would like to be reminded of.

so when you come to him to seek comfort after a horrible night, he's ready to welcome you into his embrace.

the gentle whisper of zhongli's name alerts him of your presence from the hallway in your shared home. the archon lifts his head to look at you, eyes made of molten gold meeting your shaking gaze. "what's wrong, dear?" you don't answer his question and instead shift your gaze to the ground.

zhongli tells you to "come here" in the gentlest voice he could muster, and you do. as soon as you sit beside your lover, his hand comfortingly holds your jaw and lifts your face so you can see him. there's nothing but endearment and love in his gaze. "you don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to."

he hums in amusement seeing the way your body relaxes after that. there's a gentle tug on your arm, a signal for you to find comfort in zhongli's embrace, and you find yourself snug in between the archon's arms. you inhale deeply, zhongli's comforting scent filling your lungs.

his hands rake gently up and down your spine and hearing his heartbeat from where you rest on his chest calms you immensely. if it weren't for your nervous, rhythmic tapping against his arm, zhongli would have assumed you fell back asleep in his arms.

"would you like to hear about the play i've been attending to recently? the plot is quite interesting, i think you would enjoy it." he attempts to distract you for a while to calm your nerves after waking so abruptly, and it works, not to his surprise.

as he drones on and on about the plot that doesn't quite make sense to you in your dazed state, the archon notices the way your fingers have stilled and your breathing has evened out, much calmer and more regulated than before. zhongli smiles, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your head.

"it's starting to get late. you should try to rest again. don't worry, i'll be beside you should anything happen to you once more."

[winter-soldier-101]

Did you really think I loved you? Part 1-7-3

Word count: 9497

“Aemond please stop”(Y/N) yells for him to stop.

“(Y/N), I can't, I'm needed elsewhere” Aemond says getting ready to leave.

“Aemond please I love you and I know you love me so please stop this” (Y/N) begs him not to leave her alone again.

“(Y/N) did you really think I loved you? No come on (Y/N) I just used you so my mother would leave me be and I could go freely as I please and be with the one woman I truly love and you are not her (Y/N)” Aemond says looking (Y/N) in the eyes and see all the hope leave your eyes.

“Who……. Who is she?”(Y/N) asks in a shaky breath.

“Alys Rivers” Aemond whispers to you.

“Of course it’s her why not tell me you loved someone else before I could have found someone I could love and be loved by Aemond why I should have believed him when he told me”(Y/N) says walking up to Aemond and slaps him in the face.

“I also want you to know I’m with child so leave go to your whore”(Y/N) says leaving the room.

Three years ago

“(Y/N) I have found you a good husband you and your personal guard Ser Steffon will be heading to Kings Landing and meet King Viserys 1 Targaryen and the Queen Alicent your husband to be is the kings second son Aemond Targaryen”(Y/N) looked at the letter again and read it over and over knowing that her father just gave her away like she was nothing. (Y/N) ran to her room and falls on the bed crying out.

“(Y/N) what is the matter? Can you please open the door” a voice calls out knocking on the door.

“Cregan my father has finally found me a husband”(Y/N) says sobbing loudly as she finishes her sentence.

“Who are you to marry?”Cregan asks, looking you in the eyes.

“I’m to marry Prince Aemond Targaryen”(Y/N) sobs out holding onto Cregan fearing he may leave her alone.

“I’m sorry my love I had asked your father for your hand and he said no I’m sorry that we don’t get to be happy with each other like we had dreamed about” Cregan says holding you close afraid if he let you go you would disappear from his life forever.

“Cregan I must tell you something”(Y/N) says, holding his face in her hands so he’s looking into your eyes.

“What is it, my love?”

“I’m with child I just found out and I don’t want to drink the tea Cregan I love you and I love our child” (Y/N) says grabbing Cregan’s hands and putting them on her little bump.

“(Y/N) I would never tell you to drink the tea I love you and our child you have to stay here a little long then your father planned I’ll tell him we had a storm and you can’t leave Winterfell just yet you’ll have our child here and then you must go to King's Landing and marry Aemond no one can know about us or our child it will start a war and I can’t lose you (Y/N)”

(Y/N) looks at Cregan understanding what he’s telling her she was to leave them and she doesn’t know if she could handle leaving the man she loves and her unborn child.

(Y/N) spent the rest of her pregnancy in her room and in some rooms that only she and Cregan and some handmaidens could go in (Y/N) wrote hundreds of letters for her little wolf telling the babe why she had to leave them to protect them and Cregan (Y/N) cried when she finished the last letter and gave them to Cregan.

“Whenever they ask for me give them the letters they all explain everything” (Y/N) says while a small sob escapes her mouth.

(Y/N) and Cregan are walking to his room when (Y/N) screams out in pain as a handmaiden was walking behind them she ran up to you and lifted your skirts and saw your birth has started.

“We must go to a room she’s about to have the babe soon my lord”

Cregan helps you to a room far from everyone in Winterfell Maester Wells opens the door to see the midwives running around getting everything ready for the birth.

“My lord you need to leave, it's not proper for you to be here” Maester Wells tells Cregan.

“He leaves this room I’ll kill you Cregan I hate for doing this to me”(Y/N) yells out then looks up at the two men and apologizes to Cregan with tears running down her face.

“My love it’s okay I’m not going anywhere not till you tell me to leave.” Cregan says holding (Y/N)’s face in his hand and kisses her lips lightly.

“My lady you're ready to push” Maester Wells says getting you in a position to start pushing.

(Y/N) begins to scream as she pushes and she feels the babe move out of her.

“One more my lady”

(Y/N) pushes one last time feeling all the pressure on her hips disappear and a cry makes her jump and cry out for her babe.

“My lord my lady it’s a boy” a midwife says handing the babe to Cregan.

“What should we name our little wolf?”Cregan asks (Y/N)

“I want to name him after your father our little Rickon Stark our little wolf”(Y/N) says smiling up at Cregan he bends down and kisses your lips softly.

“Thank you for giving me all your love and thank you for our son (Y/N) I’ll protect him with my life and if you ever need me I’ll come for you my love” Cregan says tears falling down his face as he hands Rickon to (Y/N).

“Cregan your the best thing to ever happen to me and I will always love you and you and Rickon are my whole world I know you will keep him safe and you’ll tell him everything about me and our love I just don’t want to leave you two”(Y/N) says crying because soon she would leave her son and the man she loves to marry another man.

Kings Landing was a miserable place and (Y/N) felt alone in the palace (Y/N) missed Rickon and Cregan,(Y/N) would be married in two days time (Y/N) spent most of her time in her room crying herself to sleep she felt like half her heart was missing and she knew she wouldn’t get it back anytime soon.

“Lady (Y/N) Allrion of godsgrace”A king's guard announces to the court.

(Y/N) walks into the Red Keep and everyone's watching her make her way up to the King and his family.

“Lady Allyrion we’ve been expecting you for some time now”King Viserys says looking (Y/N) up and down waiting for her answer.

“I’m sorry for that your Grace it was hard for me to leave Winterfell it became a second home to me and it was hard to say goodbye to everyone I’ve grown close to I hope you forgive me for making you and your family wait for my arrival your grace”(Y/N) says bowing slightly to Viserys and his family.

“I understand it being hard for you to say goodbye to people you’ve grown close to and I’m happy to finally have you here with us and I’m happy to announce your marriage to my second son Aemond” King Viserys says smiling down at (Y/N).

“I’m happy to say lady (Y/N) and my son prince Aemond are to marry in a week's time”Viserys announces to the people in the Red Keep as he finishes everyone cheers and claps celebrating the prince's new wife.

After the announcement (Y/N) was taken to her new room as soon as she was in the room and heard the door close behind her she lets out a loud sob she just wishes she could hold the man she loves one more time and her little wolf how she misses his little smile and and almost gray eyes but a knock on her door stops her from letting out another cry.

“My lady, it's Prince Aemond he wishes to speak to you”Ser Steffon says.

(Y/N) walks over to the basin and dips a cloth in the warm water and wets her face to hide the redness from her eyes.

“You may let him in Steffon” (Y/N) whispers so quietly Steffon barely hears her and opens the door for Aemond. Aemond walks into the room and closes the door behind him and looks at (Y/N).

“Prince Aemond what is it you want?” (Y/N) asks him quietly.

“(Y/N) please we are to be wed soon you may call me Aemond from now on when we are alone if you would like and I just wanted to talk to is all”Aemond says

“I thought for our wedding I could wear my mothers dress it’s the only thing I have left of hers and I wish to wear it when we marry if you’re alright with that”(Y/N) tells Aemond.

“I do not mind if you want to wear your mothers dress that’s fine by me (Y/N) I also want you to know I know you did not want this marriage but it is happening and I promise you this I will defend you and honor you and love you to the best of my ability and when we have children I would give my life to protect them and you”Aemond says holding your hand in his.

(Y/N) doesn’t know what came over her but she pulls herself up and slowly pulls Aemond down to her and kisses his lips softly (Y/N) pulls away slowly and looks up at him.

“I’m so sorry Aemond I …….”(Y/N) was cut off by Aemond pulling her up for another kisses this one soft and slow he pulls you closer to his body to fells your body against his you take your hands and pull up his shirt and feel his warm hard chest as you pull it up to take it off he suddenly pulls away and you let out a loud whine.

“We need to stop, I can't take you before we wed” Aemond says, pulling his shirt back down but you stop him and pull him close to you once again.

“I don’t want to stop Aemond I want this to happen as much as you I want to feel you inside me I want your seed my sweet prince”(Y/N) says pulling him in for another kiss.

“(Y/N) please we must stop”Aemond says, pulling you off him once again.

“Fine we can stop but please don’t leave me alone right now can you just hold me in bed till I fall asleep”(Y/N) whispers into his chest. Aemond pulls (Y/N) I close and puts her in bed and lays right beside her and she holds him till she falls asleep dreaming about her true love and her little wolf.

Aemond wakes up to a head laying down on his chest and a hand massaging his bulge and he thinks he’s dreaming of you and lips and the way you felt pushed up close to his body and he starts to think what it would feel like to fuck you and feel your mouth around his cock. Aemond sits up a little and sees your hand undoing his trousers and feels your hand wrap around his cock and slowly massage his cock.

(Y/N) wakes up and looks over and sees Aemond is still asleep and you see him moaning a little and then he moans your name and you see his bulge in his pants and this is when you think it’s time to take what you want so you start to undo his trousers and take out his cock and start to massage his cock slowly till he moans out and that little moan makes you smile and pump his cock faster and you start to pull his pants down lower and make your way down to his cock and kiss down his chest and kiss down to his cock and kiss the tip of his cock before putting his cock in your mouth and bobbing your head up and down his cock when suddenly he sits up and sees you taking his cock in your mouth and he moans out and tries to pull you off his cock but you take him deeper which makes Aemond moan out and fall back on the bed and puts his hand in your hair and pushes your head down to take more of him in your mouth and moans out till he tries to pull you off again but he cums right down your throat before he could pull out of your mouth you pull him down and whisper to him.

“Aemond I want you to take me please I need you”

Aemond looks at and pulls out his dagger and cuts away your dress and pulls off the rest of your dress and his clothes and kisses your lips and you feel him start to get hard again and you moan into the kiss

Aemond doesn’t stop himself this time he’s going to make you his.

Aemond takes his time with you and your body kissing your body from head to to till your begging him to fuck you.

Aemond looks down at you and loses all self control and starts to ease his tip between your folds and ease into you slowly before thrusting into you hard and staying there till he feels you tighten around his cock and he takes his hand and puts it around your throat and starts to choke you and fuck you harder and faster.

“Yes Aemond” you moaned out and wrapped your arms around him and scratched up and down his back as his thrust went deeper and faster Aemond felt your cunt tighten around him again.

“Cum for me (Y/N)”Aemond moans out and chokes you a little harder and feels you cum around his cock and he cums soon after you and pulls out slowly and kisses your lips softly and lays right beside you.

“Thank you my dragon”(Y/N) says, kissing him softly before falling asleep holding onto him.

(Y/N) wakes up and sees Aemond is still asleep and you let out a little sob knowing what you did with him broke your heart a little he was nothing to you but know he was to be your husband you have to get to learn to love or at least care for him but know all you can think about is Cregan and your son and after you think of them you cry yourself to sleep.

“My lady, congratulations you are with child” The maester tells you.

“I would appreciate it if you did not tell anyone I will announce it tonight to my husband and family”(Y/N) says to the maester before leaving the room.

“Of course my lady”

(Y/N) walks to hers and Aemonds chambers and closes the door softly before letting out a small cry “Why have the gods done this to me is it because I left my little wolf behind?” (Y/N) asks herself while letting out a loud cry.

Aemond walks into his shared chambers and sees you sitting on the floor crying.

“My love, what is the matter?” Aemond asks, looking at you to see if you were hurt.

“I’m fine Aemond I just found out I’m with child” you whisper out not sure if he heard you.

“Aemond did you hear me” you says a little louder and see him staring at you and he helps you up and just leaves you in the room alone a few minutes later you look out the window and see Vhagar leaving with Aemond on her back.

The Dining Hall

“(Y/N) do you know where Aemond went?” Alicent asks (Y/N).

“No your grace I….”(Y/N) says but is cut off by Aegon.

“Mother please don’t lie to the girl you know Aemond flew to his whore”Aegon says laughing while getting up and leaving with Helaena following behind saying sorry softly as they left the room.

“I’m with child that’s what I told him and then he left me alone in the room alone”(Y/N) says while crying out softly.

“I’m sorry my dear I will talk to him when he gets home and tell him of his duties. Go get some rest (Y/N).” Alicent says sitting back down watching you leave the room and she lets out a cry after you are gone.

Aemond came back to King's Landing months later when (Y/N) was about to give birth.

“(Y/N) have you thought of any names for the babe?” Helaena asks you.

“I have been thinking of some names but I can’t decide on which one I want to name my babe yet”you say looking at Helaena.

The door to the chambers is pushed open and standing there is Aemond and Alicent as they make their way into the room.

“(Y/N) could you give us the room for a little bit”Alicent says moving around the room.

(Y/N) looks at everyone and slowly gets up and waddles out the room and closes the door as you walk out and the guard escorts you back to your room as you're about to open your door you hear your name being called out behind you.

“(Y/N) please I want to talk to you”Aemond calls out as he makes his way to you and you're just frozen in your spot as Aemond is finally in front of you your water breaks.

“Ser Edwards if you would please get the maester and midwives for me”(Y/N) says calmly as Ser Edwards leaves to find the maester as you slowly make your way to the birthing room.

Aemond looks at you then calls for Alicent and Helaena as they count out and see what is happening.

“Aemond help her to the birthing room down the hall”Alicent yells at him to help you and Aemond makes his way to you and helps you to the room and lays you down gently on the bed as they wait for the maester and midwife’s make their way into the room.

“My prince you must leave the room, it is improper to be in the room”Maester Lead says telling Aemond to leave and he does leave the room.

Helaena makes her way over to you and holds your hand.

“Is it supposed to hurt this much?”(Y/N) ask’s Helaena

“I can give you a little mike of the poppy my lady”Maester Lead says giving you a small amount of mike of the poppy.

“My lady it’s time to push”Maester Lead says and the midwives get you ready to start pushing as you start to push you let out a loud scream and feel pressure on your hips.

“I can see the head of the babe my lady one more push” a midwife calls out.

(Y/N) pushes one more time and feels the pressure go away and a loud cry is heard in the room (Y/N) let’s put a loud scream when you feel more pressure on your hips again and you start to push again and suddenly another cry is heard.

“Another babe, my lady, a boy and girl”Maester Lead says, showing you the babes as you fall back in the bed and fall asleep when you see your babies.

“My Prince, would you like to see your son and daughter?”Maester Lead says, opening the door so Aemond could walk in and see the babes.

Aemond walks over to the babes and looks at them white hair and violet eyes. They look just like pure Valerians; they do not look like you at all. Aemond looks around and sees you are asleep and makes his way over to you and whispers to you.

“I’m sorry I left you alone my love but I just needed to be with the one person who I truly love and that is not you and now she is pregnant with my child as well and I will soon leave you again to be with her and our child together I never wanted you and I don’t want our children I’ve never loved you (Y/N) and I will break you again I promise you this my love”Aemond says kissing your forehead softly.

“They are beautiful,Aemond” Helaena says looking down at her nephew and niece and smiles at them.

“Thank you sister, did (Y/N) tell you the names she picked out for the babies?”Aemond asks Helaena.

“No she was going to tell me before you arrived”Helaena says cooing at the babies.

Three days later

“Helaena, where are my children?”(Y/N) yells out

“(Y/N) they are here”Helaena says, bringing the twins over to you and lays them down near you.

“My two little dragons Daenys and Aemon”(Y/N) whispers and kisses their heads softly and a small cry leaves your lips as you start to think of Rickon and Cregan.

One year after the twins were born Aemond has been out of their lives since the day they came into this world and it made (Y/N)’s heart break.

“(Y/N) we have some guests coming here soon,”Alicent says, while playing with Aemon.

“Who is coming?”(Y/N) asks Alicent.

“Lord Stark and his sister and some northerners, you must be happy to see him again. You were great friends before your marriage to Aemond”Alicent tells (Y/N).

(Y/N) looks over at Alicent and smiles and she can’t wait to see him and maybe get to hold him one more time before he has to leave.

The arrival

(Y/N) looks out the window as Cregan's carriage pulls up to a stop and he walks out with Rickon in his arms and his sister comes out after him (Y/N) let’s out a happy cry and gets dressed and dresses the twins

“I’m sorry the King couldn’t make it outside. He is very sick and my children are very busy and the lady (Y/N) is with her children now but she should be here soon,”Alicent tells Cregan and welcomes everyone to come inside and show them their rooms.

“(Y/N) has children now”Cregan says to himself and he feels his heart break a little bit.

(Y/N) walks out as everyone is already inside and sees Cregan standing there with Rickon in his arms and she just runs into his arms and takes Rickon and kisses his little chubby cheeks and he giggles at her and pulls on your hair a little.

“I’ve missed you both so much”(Y/N) cry’s out and gives Rickon back to Cregan and hands him a large letter and tells him she will see him later on and to read the letter when he is alone in his chambers with Rickon.

“My lady the twins are ready to go to sleep”Ser Edwards tells (Y/N).

Cregan makes his way into his chambers and closes the door and locks it after putting Rickon down and opens the letter (Y/N) gave him to see a map of a secret passageway from his room to your room Cregan waits till everyone is sleeping to make his way to your room he pushes the door open and gets Rickon and makes to your room and opens the other passageway door and sees you sitting in the bed with the twins and he makes his way over to you.

“Look Rickon it’s mommy and look you have a brother and a sister to play with now”Cregan whispers to him and sets him down near the twins and kisses your forehead softly.

“I’ve missed you both so much” (Y/N) says getting up and kisses Cregan softly and lets out a small cry.

“I’ve missed you to my love”Cregan says pulling you in for another kiss.

“I’ve told him all about you and I’ve read him your letters”Cregan says pulling you to the babies.

“How long will you be here in King's Landing?” (Y/N) asks, looking up at Cregan.

“We will be here for a week and I want to spend as much time together as we can and I want Rickon to know his siblings,”Cregan says, pulling (Y/N) close to his chest.

“This is Daenys and this is Aemon” (Y/N) tells Cregan.

“I want to be with you Cregan I can’t stand being here without you and Rickon I need you both in my life and know I have Daenys and Aemon and there dragons and I just want to be a family with you my love”(Y/N) says holding Cregan close.

“I wish we could be together and just run away together my love but we can’t right now Aemond rides the largest dragon in the world and he would not hesitate to burn everything and everyone I love and care about I could live with myself if that were to ever happen”Cregan says kissing (Y/N)’s lips softly and holding you close afraid to let you go.

“I know we can’t be together now and I do not want people to die for our love as much as I want all of us to be a family we can’t have right now ”(Y/N) says letting out a small sob.

A knock at the door makes them pull away from each other and (Y/N) looks at Cregan and tells him to take Rickon and hide in the passageway till she gets them.

“Who is it?”(Y/N) asks from behind the door.

“My lady it’s Prince Aemond”Ser Edwards answers out waiting for (Y/N) to answer back or open the door.

(Y/N) unlocks the door and lets Aemond in and he closes the door behind him.

“I’m sorry I’ve been away, my mother has me going all over and I’ve missed you and the twins”Aemond says, kissing your lips softly.

“Aemond I’ve missed you so much but I was going to bed soon and I have to get up with the twins and they like to wake up early”(Y/N) tells Aemond

Aemond looks over at the twins and sees them asleep and turns back to you and kisses your lips softly.

“I’ll be back soon and when I get back I’ll fill you up and give you another babe”Aemond says, giving you one last kiss before leaving your room.

(Y/N) runs and opens the passageway door and letting Cregan walk by he moves over to the bed and lays Rickon down next to Daenys and Aemon and falls asleep with them.

Cregan moves back over to you and kisses your lips softly and pulls you up against the wall and kisses down your neck and he pulls at your nightgown and rips it off your body as he quickly pulls off his own clothes.

“Cregan please I need you I want you to make love to me please” (Y/N) whispers out into his ear pulling him close and kisses him.

The memory of that night with Cregan lives on in your head and makes you smile and miss him and Rickon very much but that night gives you hope that you will be together as a family soon.

“Aemond please stay a little longer the twins miss you and I miss you the twins fourth name day is coming up soon and I know they want you to be here so please stay”(Y/N) begs Aemond.

“My love I can not stay. I am needed at Harrenhal soon and I will not be here for the twins' name day”Aemond says getting his things ready to leave again.

“Aemond please I need you to be here the twins miss you and they feel like you don’t love them and Aemond I know you love us but you're making it hard for them to believe you love them and me so please my love stay”(Y/N) begs him again.

Aemond looks at (Y/N) and laughs “(Y/N) did you really think I loved you? No I’ve never loved you or our children I used you to stop my mother from trying to marry me off to a noble lady so I chose you you are not the woman I love and I have no love for our children I only gave you children so you wouldn’t be alone”Aemond tells (Y/N) as he watches the tears fall down your face.

“No that’s not true Aemond you love us”(Y/N) cry’s out to him.

“(Y/N) it’s true I do not love you or our children the woman I love is not here with me right now”Aemond says trying to walk away.

“Who is it? Who is the woman you truly love?”(Y/N) asks Aemond.

“Alys Rivers is the woman I love and she is having my child, the only child I will ever love.” Aemond tells (Y/N).

Mother of your child of course it had to be here I should have listened to him when he told me you were sleeping with that whore and now she’s have your bastard”(Y/N) yells at Aemond and slaps him in the face hard.

Aemond looks at you with hatred in his eyes and wraps his hand around your throat and holds you against the wall “Do not call her that ever again and do not call my child a bastard again do you hear me”Aemond says letting you go.

“Your just like your father you don’t show any love for your true born children and you show no love for me I’ve spent years by your side defending you and I could have gone to the person I truly loved and you can go to the septon and have our marriage annulled and you can be free to marry your whore”(Y/N) yells at Aemond and leaves him standing there alone.

Aemond stood there with hurt eye after hearing you tell him that he was just like his father when he never wanted to be like him at all.

The High Septon

“Lady (Y/N) are the words that Prince Aemond said true that he has fathered another child with another woman and wants to marry her” the septon asks (Y/N).

“Yes it’s all true”(Y/N) says to the septon.

“On this day the marriage between lady (Y/N) and Prince Aemond is here annulled” The High Septon announced to everyone in the Red Keep.

The Gates of Winterfell

The carriage stops and (Y/N) walks out and helps Daenys and Aemon out and goes up to the guards and asks them to get lord Cregan.

“(Y/N)”Cregan yells out your name as he steps out to see you and your children at the gates.

“Cregan my love how I’ve missed you” (Y/N) says, holding him close and kissing his lips softly.

“You're really here and Daenys and Aemon have come with you”Cregan says, holding you close.

“Daenys, Aemon cone here there is someone I want you to meet”(Y/N) tells the twins to come over so they can meet Cregan.

Rickon runs out of the room and into the courtyard “Father is it true is mother really here”he yells out and sees you standing there and runs up to you and hugs you.

“My little wolf I’ve missed you”(Y/N) says, holding him close and letting the tears fall down.

“Daenys, Aemon come here I want you to meet your older brother Rickon”(Y/N) says getting up waiting for the twins to move over to her.

Daenys grabs Aemon and they run over to you and hug you and then move over to hug Rickon.

Daenys lets go and goes over to you and asks “Does this mean you don’t love kepa?”

“Oh my little dragon I did love your kepa very much he just didn’t want to be a family with us anymore but he loves you and your brother he just doesn’t love me but he loves you both very much my little dragon”(Y/N) says kissing Daenys on the forehead.

Cregan shows Daenys and Aemon their rooms and tells them the room (Y/N) will be in and leaves them to get settled with their new home.

(Y/N) pulls Cregan into her room and closes the door behind them and holds him close and cry’s into his chest.

“What is the matter my love?” Cregan asks (Y/N)

“I’m with child again and I was going to tell Aemond before the twins fourth name day but then he told me he was leaving and not going to be there and that he never loved me and he did not care or love the twins and that he just married me to make his mother happy”(Y/N) tells Cregan everything Aemond told her that day.

“I’m sorry about everything that’s happened to you my love but you're here now and you're safe and you're with people who truly love you and care for you”Cregan says kissing your lips softly.

“Cregan please stay with me I don’t want to be alone when I birth the baby”(Y/N) tells Cregan as the midwives get you ready to lay down and push.

“(Y/N) I will stay with you always you are my wife and my love, the children have been asking for you all day they’re worried about you” Cregan tells (Y/N).

(Y/N) tells Cregan to get the children so you could talk to them before you give birth as he leaves the room the midwives help you lay down and leave to get more towels and water for you.

Rickon, Daenys and Aemon run to your room and see you laying down and they see all the midwives move around and he sees the maester walking in and out the room.

“Mother, are you okay?”Daenys asks you.

“Yes my little dragon I’m okay I’m going to be having your sister or brother soon”(Y/N) tells the children and sees them all smile at each other and at you and Cregan.

“My lady my lord, a letter has come from DragonStone from Princess Rhaenyra”Maester Lead says handing Cregan the letter.

“Cregan what does the letter say”(Y/N) asks him.

“My dearest (Y/N) I’ve put a dragon egg in the cradle for you. I would love to have you and your family at DragonStone for a visit soon. I miss our conversation” sincerely Princess Rhaenyra.

(Y/N) smiles at the letter and hands it to Cregan to read and he looks back at you and smiles and kisses your forehead and whispers to you “we may need to visit the princess soon”.

(Y/N) smiles at him then lets out a loud moan.

“Mother, are you okay?” Rickon asks.

“Yes my little wolf I’m fine your little sister or brother is getting ready to come out and play with you three” (Y/N) tells him and smiles as his face lights up.

“Ser Edwards I think it’s best if you take the children to their rooms now”(Y/N) tells Ser Edwards to take the children.

The door closes and you let out a loud cry and Cregan rushes to your side and holds your hand the maester looks over you and tells the midwives to get you ready to start pushing.

“My lady you need to push now” a midwife tells you as you start to push and let out a loud scream and push again as the pressure blow starts to get worse and you push one last time and feel all the pressure disappear and the midwives take the babe and clean the babe up and walk over to you and smile.

“It’s a little girl my lady” a midwife says as she gives you your daughter.

“Hello my little dragon looks over there it’s your father”(Y/N) whispers against the babe’s forehead.

“Did you think of a name yet my love?” Cregan asks you.

“I want to give her a strong Dornish name, my little Olina Stark”(Y/N) tells Cregan.

“You want her to be a Stark?” Cregan asks you.

“Of course I do my love, she is your daughter”(Y/N) says, kissing his cheek softly.

Cregan looks at you and kisses your lips softly”I’m going to get the children they will be excited to meet their little sister”

Cregan leave the room and (Y/N) looks down at Olina and smiles she looks just like Aemond but she will only ever know Cregan as her father as her only father as the one who truly loves her and her siblings.

The door opens to your room and Rickon and Daenys and Aemon run in and make sure you are fine and see you holding a little baby and asked so many questions about their little sister.

“What is her name?” Aemon asks you.

“Her name is Olina Stark”(Y/N) tells them and sees them smile and walk over and kiss her little head as they say hello to her.

DragonStone

Rhaenyra and Daemon welcome you and your family when you arrive.

“I’ve missed you so much (Y/N)” Rhaenyra says, hugging you tightly.

“I’ve missed you to where are the boys at?” (Y/N) asks Rhaenyra as you pull away from her.

“Jacaerys, Lucerys and Joffrey are at the dragon pit. Would Daenys and Aemon and Rickon like to go see them. I'm sure they miss their dragons very much” Rhaenyra tells (Y/N).

“Please mother, can we go and we can show Rickon our dragons please?”Aemon asks (Y/N) and Cregan.

“Yes of course you can as long as you stay with your uncles”(Y/N) tells them as they run off with the guards to the dragon pit.

“What is this little one's name?” Daemon asks you.

“This is Olina Stark”(Y/N) tells Rhaenyra and Daemon as they look at her and see her white hair and violet eyes.

You Cregan, Rhaenyra and Daemon all make their way to see the dragon eggs and pick one out for Olina. Walking into the room and seeing all the dragon eggs Olina looks at the eggs and makes hands at a black and gold egg Rhaenyra gets the egg and brings it closer to Olina and she smiles and giggles and babbles at the egg.

As everyone sat down and eat dinner the children were all laughing and smiling at each other after dinner Rhaenyra shows you and your family their rooms and leaves you all to get ready to go to sleep.

“Goodnight my love”Cregan says, giving you a kiss.

“Goodnight my wolf”(Y/N) says back and kisses his lips softly.

A loud scream wakes you and everyone else up, you and Cregan get up and run out of your room and make your way to the room where the scream was coming from and you see Daenys sitting up and crying after she finished screaming.

“My little dragon what’s the matter”(Y/N) asks while holding her trying to calm her down.

“I…I had a dream that kapa killed uncle Lucerys.” Daenys whispers out to you and cries into your chest. (Y/N) waits for Cregan to calm her down and you make your way over to Rhaenyra and Daemon and start to tell them what happened.

“She had a dream that Aemond killed Lucerys and for that it starts a war.”(Y/N) tells Rhaenyra and Daemon.

“Are you sure she said this?” Rhaenyra asks (Y/N).

“Yes Rhaenyra this is what she told me that Aemond kill’s Lucerys on dragon back in a rainstorm.”(Y/N) tells them.

“It’s very late, let's all get some rest and talk about this all in the morning”Daemon says to you and Rhaenyra. But little did any of you know that everything would change that morning when news reaches them that King Viserys is dead and they’ve crowned Aegon in front of the mass.

“The Princess Rhaenys”Sir Laurent announces her as she makes her way to Rhaenyra and Daemon as (Y/N) and Cregan walk in and see Rhaenys standing there.

“Thank you Sir Laurent Princess Rhaenys, might we hope for news of Lord Corlys recovery?” Rhaenyra asks.

“Viserys is dead” Rhaenys tells Rhaenyra, cutting her off.

Rhaenyra looks at her as tears start to form in her eyes. Daemon looks over at Rhaenys and sees she is telling the truth.

“I grieve this loss with you Rhaenyra my cousin your father possessed a kind heart there is more Aegon has been crowned as his successor”Rhaenys tells Rhaenyra and Daemon.

“They crowned him?” Rhaenyra asks.

“How did Viserys die?” Daemon asks Rhaenys.

“I could not say”Rhaenys answers Daemon.

“How long ago?” Rhaenyra asks with a shaky breath.

“A day perhaps two I was made prisoner in my quarters as the queen made her preparations” Rhaenys tells them.

“Viserys was slain,”Daemon says angrily.

“Alicent demanded you declare for Aegon?” Rhaenyra asks.

“She did…..I refused her”Rhaenys tells Rhaenyra.

“And yet you are alive,”Daemon says.

“The High Septon crowned Aegon in the dragon pit. I witnessed it myself just before I fled on Myles” Rhaenys tells them.

“They crowned him before the masses?”Rhaenyra asks

“So the masses would see him as their rightful King”Rhaenys tells Rhaenyra.

“That whore of a Queen murdered my brother and stole his throne and you could have burnt them all” Daemon says looking at Rhaenys angrily.

“A war is like to be fought over this treachery to be sure but that war is not mine to begin I only rushed this morning to you out of loyalty to my husband and to my house the greens are coming for you Rhaenyra and your children we should leave DragonStone at once” Rhaenys tells Rhaenyra before walking away.

Rhaenyra lets out a small cry and you move over to her and she pulls up her skirts and puts her hand up there and pulls her hand out full of blood “baby’s coming” she whispers out.

Rhaenyra is rushed to her room and her dress is quickly taken off leaving her in a nightgown the midwife’s trying to help her.

Rhaenyra gets up and walks around and lets out a painful scream she then sits down slowly on the floor and screams out and cries she screams and pushes suddenly blood pulls around her and she pushes and the babe as she screams and pulls out the babe with one final push she looks down and sees her daughters lifeless body covered in blood on the floor and she lets out a cry Rhaenyra gets gets up and picks up her daughter’s body and starts to wrap her body in cloth not letting anyone touch her at all as she finishes she bends down and kisses her little forehead and lets out a loud cry for her only daughter. A pyre is built and baby Visenya's body in the middle and sets it a flame.

As you and your family stood by Rhaenyra and Daemon a knight walked up the hill and stopped and kneeled and pulled out Viserys crown and looks at Rhaenyra “I swear to ward the queen with all my strength and give my blood for hers I shall take no wife hold no lands father no children I shall guard her secrets obey her commands ride at her side and defend her name and honor”

Daemon walks up to the knight and takes the crown and looks at it remembering his brother and turns to Rhaenyra and places the crown on her head and kneels.

“My Queen,”Daemon says, kneeling.

Rhaenyra looks around and everyone starts to kneel to her.

(Y/N) and Cregan stand by Daemon as the council meeting starts as Rhaenyra walks in being escorted by guards.

“Queen Rhaenyra Targaryen first of her name Queen of the Andals and Rhoynar and the first men Lady of the seven kingdoms and protector of the realm” Daemon announces Rhaenyra as everyone bows to her as she walks in.

“Your Grace,” Daemon says.

“Wine my Queen?” Rhaena asks Rhaenyra and hands her the cup of wine.

“Thank you Rhaena” Rhaenyra says telling Rhaena to follow her as they walk by Rhaenys Rhaenyra tells Baela to come as well.

Everyone stood at the sides of the table and waited for Rhaenyra to say something.

“What is our standing?” Rhaenyra asks.

“We have thirty knights a hundred crossbow men and three hundred men at arms DragonStone is relatively easy to defend but as an instrument of conquest our army leaves a lot to be desired we have sent word to my loyal men in the city watch I’ll have some support there but I can not speak to the numbers” Daemon says to everyone.

“We already have declarations from Celtigar and Storton Massey, Darklyn, Bar Emmon” someone says

“My Lady mother was an Arryn The Vale will not turn cloak against their own kin” Rhaenyra says.

“River run was always a close friend to your father, your grace with prince Daemons acquiescence I’ve already sent raven to Lord Grover” the maester says.

“Lord Grover is frickle and easily swayed; he will need to be convinced of the strength of our position and that we will support him should it come to war” Rhaenyra says.

“I’m going to treat him myself” Daemon tells Rhaenyra.

“What of Storms End and Winterfell?” Steffon Darklyn asks, looking around.

“Winterfell is your grace we will stand by you”(Y/N) and Cregan says at the same time to Rhaenyra.

“Lord Borros Baratheon will need to be reminded of his promises” Rhaenyra tells the council members.

“What news from Driftmark?” Rhaenyra asks Rhaenys.

“Lord Corlys sails for DragonStone” Rhaenys tells Rhaenyra.

“To declare for his Queen?” Daemon asks.

“The Velaryon fleet is in my husband's yoke; he decides where they sail” Rhaenys tells Daemon.

“We shall pray for both you and your husband’s support just as we pray nightly for the Sea Snakes return to good health there’s no port on the Narrow sea would dare to make an enemy of the Velaryon fleet and our enemies” Rhaenyra says to Rhaenys.

“We have no friends among the Lannisters Tyland has served the hand too long to turn against him and Otto Hightower needs the Lannister fleet” Daemon says.

“Without the Lannisters we are not likely to find any allies west of the golden tooth” Rhaenyra says.

“No, the Riverlands are essential, your grace” Daemon says.

“Pray forgive my bluntness your grace but talk of men is moot your cause owns a power that has not been seen in this world since the days of Old Valyria-Dragons” someone says.

“The greens have dragons as well,” Rhaenyra says.

“They have three adults by my count. We have Syrax, Caraxes, and Myles. Your sons have Vermax Arrax and Tyraxes Baela has moondancer,” Daemon tells Rhaenyra.

“Daemon none of our dragons have been to war” Rhaenyra says to Daemon.

“There are also unclaimed dragons. Sea smoke still resides on Driftmark Vermithor and Silver Wing dwells on the dragon mount still riderless then there are the wild dragons that nest here.” Daemon tells Rhaenyra.

“Who would ride them?” Rhaenyra asks.

“DragonStone has thirteen to their four I also have a score of eggs incubating in the dragon mount now we need a place to gather a toehold enough to house a sizable host here at Harrenhal we cut off the west surround Kings Landing with dragons and we can have every greens head mounted on spikes before the fucking noon turns” Daemon says looking at the map of the seven kingdoms.

“Your Grace a ship has been sighted offshore by a lone galleon flying a banner of a three headed green dragon” Ser Erryk tells Rhaenyra.

“Alert the watchtower to look at the skies” Daemon says, getting dark sister and making his way outside.

“We need to get home and ready the men for war and we need to make sure the children are safe.” (Y/N) tells Cregan.

The Steps Of DragonStone

“I come at the behest of The Dowager Queen Alicent, mother of King Aegon second of his name Lord and protector of the Seven Kingdoms. I’ve been directed to deliver her message only to Princesses Rhaenyra, where is the Princess?”Otto tells and asks Daemon.

Rhaenyra rides Syrax and lands behind Otto and his men and dismounts Syrax and makes her way through the men and stands in front of Daemon.

“Princess Rhaenyra-“ Otto starts to say.

“I’m Queen Rhaenyra now and you are all traitors to the realm” Rhaenyra says looking at Otto and the knights behind him.

“King Aegon Targaryen second of his name in his wisdom and desire for peace is offering terms acknowledging Aegon as king and swear ovations before the Iron Throne in exchange his grace confirms your possession of DragonStone it will pass to your true born son Jacaerys upon your death Lucerys will be confirmed as the legitimate heir of Driftmark and all the lands and holdings of house Velaryon your sons by Prince Daemon will also be given places of high honor in court Aegon the younger will be the Kings squire Viserys as his cupbearer finally the king in his good grace will pardon any knight and Lord who conspired against his assent” Otto announces.

“I would rather feed my sons to the dragons than have them carry shields and cups for your drunken usurper cunt of a King” Daemon tells Otto.

“Aegon Targaryen sits the Iron Throne he wears the conqueror's crown wields the conquerors sword has the conquerors name he was anointed by a septon of the faith before the eyes of thousands every symbol of legitimacy belongs to him and there is Stark,Tully and Baratheon houses that have also received and are at present considering generous terms from their king” Otto tells Rhaenyra and Daemon.

“Stark,Tully and Baratheon all swore to me when my father King Viserys named me his heir” Rhaenyra tells Otto.

“Stale oaths will not put you on the Iron Throne princess the succession changed the day your father sired a son I only regret that you and he were the last to see the truth of it” Otto tells Rhaenyra as she makes her way up to him and rips of the hand pin off him and throws it away.

“You are no hand as Aegon is king fucking traitor” Rhaenyra yells at Otto.

“Grand Maester” Otto calls out as the grand maester makes his way up and hands Rhaenyra a folded paper.

“The fuck is this?” Daemon asks.

Rhaenyra opens the folded paper and sees the page she ripped out of the book she and Alicent were reading about Princess Nymeria and her adventures and life.

“Queen Alicent has not forgotten the love you once had for each other no blood need be spilled the realm can carry on in peace Queen Alicent equally awaits your answer” Otto tells Rhaenyra.

“She could have her answer now stuffed in her fathers mouth along with his withered cock let’s end this mum as far” Daemon says, pulling out Darksister and all the knights following suit.

“Ser Erryk bring me Lord Hightower so I may have the pleasure myself” Daemon says looking at Otto.

“No, Kings Landing will have my answer in the morrow” Rhaenyra tells Otto and walks away.

“Rhaenyra what is the matter?” (Y/N) asks as you can see she is very upset.

“They’ve delivered terms of my surrender” Rhaenyra tells you.

“Rhaenyra we are with you in this whatever you may need just ask and I will do my best to help you” (Y/N) tells Rhaenyra holding her hand.

“You and Cregan must go home as soon as you can” Rhaenyra tells (Y/N).

“Cregan is getting the children ready to leave as soon as we can and Rhaenyra if you ever feel that your children are not safe send them to the North I will watch over them and keep them safe” (Y/N) tells Rhaenyra and hugs her.

Winterfell

“My lord my lady we have gotten word from DragonStone and my lady word from Harrenhal for you” Maester Lead says giving (Y/N) the letters.

“(Y/N) I’m writing to you to tell you after you left I’ve sent my sons to send word to the Lords that swore oaths to me Lucerys was on his way to StormsEnd and was attacked by Aemond he tried to kill my son but failed to do so and I thank you and Daenys for the warning of this incident happening I’ve sent Aegon and Viserys to you they should be there soon I know you will keep them safe I thank you for being a wonderful friend to me” Rhaenyra write to you. (Y/N) smiles at the letter and tells Cregan what it says and then opens the other letter.

“(Y/N) Stark I’m writing to you so you know that Alys Rivers has just given birth to a baby boy who was born of darkness and soon was gone and she soon followed after.” The letter says and (Y/N) looks at Cregan and shows him the letter now Aemond knows the pain you felt and now he will see his mistake by letting you leave.

“We need to get a room together for the boys, they should be here soon” (Y/N) tells Cregan.

The war

“My lady we have word from DragonStone princess Rhaenys and her dragon were killed by King Aegon and prince Aemond” the maester read the letter to you.

(Y/N) had found out she was pregnant and she cried she never got to tell Cregan he was going to be a father again (Y/N) gave birth to two beautiful children a girl named Rayanna and a boy named Brandon she misses Cregan but she knew he would be home soon to meet his new children.

2 year later

“My lady Queen Rhaenyra is at the gate” Ser Steffon tells you.

“Rhaenyra” (Y/N) yells out and sees her standing there with Daemon and some Northmen.

“Where is Cregan?” (Y/N) asks hopefully going to see him soon.

“(Y/N) my dear he’s gone he died by the hand of Aemond and Aemond died soon after as well by the wound Cregan gave him” Rhaenyra tells (Y/N).

“No that’s not true” (Y/N) yells out falling to her knees as you cry out finally believing what has just been told to her.

(Y/N) cried as they buried Cregan and she cried when they burnt Aemond’s body she mourns the loss of the two men she had ever loved

(Y/N) grows old with all her children and grandchildren around her as she lays in bed breathing her last breath she whispers to her family that she loves them and she will see her love once again as the world around her turns black.

“(Y/N) I’ve been waiting for you my love” Cregan says walking up to you and kissing your lips softly.

“(Y/N)” Aemond whispers.

“Aemond, what are you doing here?” (Y/N) asks, looking at him.

“I’ve come here to be with the one person who understood me and the one person I should have never let go and for what I said to you that day I’m sorry and I could understand if you don’t forgive me I just need you to know I love you and I should have never fallen for Alys” Aemond says holding your face in his hands and kisses your lips softly.

“Aemond I’ve forgiven you a long time ago and I love you but I also love Cregan and he is my first love Aemond and I will be happy to have you both in my life again” (Y/N) says holding both men close and walking with them into the light.

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[randynova]

Poor Petal, she must have had a panic attack when she found out she was pregnant for the first time.

She was downright terrified.

She broke down crying, screaming into her pillow, refusing to let Doma hold or console her. Surprisingly, he left her alone, letting her deal with her emotions on her own.

The only words he left her was, "Oh, [Name], I'm so happy. Soon, we're going to be parents, my sweet pretty petal!"

[Name] just couldn't understand how this happened. She was careful, so diligent in taking the tea every night. She began racking her mind, trying to make sense of it all, and search for a possibility why this small mistake occurred.

Until she recalled two months prior, where Doma's insatiable hunger for his wife consumed him. Like an animal in heat, he forced himself on her, ignoring her pleas to stop, releasing his fertile seed deep into her womb. Over and over again, he made sure every night she was filled with his cum, having the sole mission to make her bear his children.

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Doma had to travel southward for demon duties and he felt this was the perfect opportunity for you both to get closer. A whole week together, all alone while he was free from his duties, a chance to finally have some quality bonding time without his cult. It was a dream come true.

However, this place was in the middle of nowhere, hardly any villages, let alone stores, around. All the sources you used to protect yourself from Doma were gone, the foods and teas you consumed to prevent a pregnancy out of reach.

The only people around were fellow upper moons, who stayed far away from your husband, especially you.

Thus, you were forced to endure his doting behavior, forced to play his dangerous games, and forced to let him breed you.

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"Pretty petal. So pretty, so beautiful. You're taking me so well, hah," Doma laughs, snapping his hips harshly, thick balls slapping against your skin. You bounced with every thrust, mewling and whimpering, begging him to slow down. It only stirred him on to go faster. "No, no, no, this is the best way to ensure maximum success with fertilizing you. I have to make sure my seed is as deep as possible inside you, my petal!"

The aching between your legs grew, arching your back as an orgasm washes over you once again. Your juices release over his thick cock, eyes rolling to the back of your head as your velvet walls constrict around him. "Ah! Ah, D-Doma!"

"Mm, hngh! P-petal! Petal! Petal! " Doma whines out, biting his bottom lip, grinning like a madman as the sweet relief of climax fast approaches him. His thrusts turn sloppy and his hips stutter. Quickly, he pulls out and leaves you feeling empty for a few seconds. He grabs your legs, hooking his arms around your knees, and pushes your thighs to your chest, claws digging into your plush skin as he starts to hammer into you. "So-so good! Such a good girl! You'll be such a good mother, sweet petal! Just you wait! I'll make you a mommy, ok? Just- fuck!"

He releases long, thick ropes of cum, painting your womb white with his fertile seed once more. He thrusts weakly, head falling back as he gasps. "Mm, ah-ah, [N-Name]...!" You squeeze your eyes shut, looking to the side, swallowing bitterly as he fills you to the brim, cum leaking out as he slides in and out. It drips onto the bed, staining the pristine, red cotton sheets.

"Oh, petal, please don't look away. I want to see you," Doma croons, pulling out with a shaky breath and looking down at the mess between your legs with a grin. White painted the sheets below like a puddle. He pulls out with a groan. Seeing the way your pussy gushes out his cum, flexing around nothing, it makes him want to take you all over again. He slides two fingers up across your folds, gathering his seed, and pushing it back into your sopping hole with his fingertips. He hums whilsts you whine, rocking your hips at the weird sensation. "Such a pretty sight, you took me so well, petal. I'm so proud of you!"

He's met with silence. Though, it doesn't bother him as he already fulfilled his task for the night. After five long rounds, he believes its enough for the day and he'll repeat the process tomorrow. For now, both of you need rest, we'll, mainly you if you're going to stay awake during the whole ordeal.

You were in a daze as Doma cleaned both you and himself up, changing the sheets into soft clean ones, and covering your body with the blankets, tucking it in.

"Good night, my pretty wife," Doma whispers, taking his spot beside you, his arms slithering around your frame and pulling you close. His chest pressed against your nude back, his legs tangling in yours, and he buried his face in your hair, taking a deep breath of your sweet aroma. "I love you..."

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Immediately after coming back from your journey, Doma became busy, his schedule packed to the brim with orders from his master. It irritated him, saddened him even, that he would be apart from you for a while.

As much as he loved ravishing your body every night, he had to focus on completing every task with precise accuracy. He doesn't want to disappoint his master after all.

But before he left you alone the first night back, he replaced your assigned follower with a different one. One that reported back to him and carried out his orders, their loyalty to the demon overriding their morals to protect you.

He wasn't stupid. It didn't take long for him to figure out the tea you drank prevented you from becoming pregnant, a huge change to the tea he got to make you fertile. The news did upset him, but he hid the discovery and played along with your little antics. It made him try to come up with a solution, where he disguised the tea you drank to better fit his wishes.

Like an unsuspecting mouse, you walked right into the cat's claws.

Anyone who tried helping you was either eaten by Doma or killed by him in another manner. If the actions of a stupid, disloyal follower was keeping him away from his dream of having a family, the demon won't hesitate to get rid of them. They should know better.

Doma's dreams are his followers' orders.

If he says he dreamt of eating a hundred virgins, his followers should offer him the bountiful feast of meat from a hundred virgins.

If he says he dreamt of growing his cult, his followers should go out and recruit people to join them.

Now, if he says he dreams of a child with his wife, his followers should offer their help and make sure he gets his child.

By god, did they live up to his expectations for once. Everyone - from the ones who prepared your meals to the new members who brought you gifts - made sure every small action built up to the final wish of their leader's plan.

Every food and drink you consumed had been carefully chosen to help make you plump and help the baby grow. Every bath had been filled with excotic herbs to soothe your changing body. Every offering had slowly been gearing towards a human smaller than you. Yet, you never really paid attention to the small differences.

Doma noticed how tired you seem lately, how you complained to the follower assigned to you about the tenderness of your breast and the pain of your abdominal and pelvis area, and even how different you looked, almost glowing.

At first, he didn't put the pieces together. Surely all women were like this, right? Yet, that wasn't the case.

He found himself always wondering why your emotions were easily more unhinged, why you ate the foods he hand-fed you more easily, or why you were napping in the afternoon. Yes, he liked these changes and welcomed them eagerly, believing you were finally warming up to him. But why?

After nearly six weeks, you were worried why your period didn't come. You speculated the stress could have been a prominent factor in causing your late cycle, sometimes occurring in your youth. You seem bloated lately as well, you note, or it could've been weight gain due to the food you have been eating lately. Thus you brushed it off.

It'll come soon, you just know it. Afterall, you're still a human and change is a part of life.

In another area of the temple, a different situation was unfolding. When the trusted follower reported to Doma about your very late menstrual cycle, he clapped with joy like a child being entertained. Of course! How slow can he be?! You finally are carrying his child! The hormonal changes affected how you behaved with him and the sudden weight gain explained it all.

Oh, he just couldn't wait for the day to come!

However...

He had to make sure you did nothing irresponsible to push back his dream.

Doma became more strict and possessive with you. He didn't let you go anywhere alone. Even if you were in the privacy of your room, someone had to be there.

The days where you spent waiting for him in your bedroom were now spent at his side. He forced you to sit on his lap like before, feeding you more than you're used to. Any question concerning his increase of doting behavior was met with a laugh and a kiss to your cheek. "I just love you so much, I want you to be healthy!"

Doma isn't stupid. He knew the moment he mentioned, or even insinuated, you were pregnant, you would break down and possibly affect the baby negatively. He didn't know if you were capable of taking drastic measures of getting rid of it this far along, but he didn't want to find out.

With careful, watchful eyes, Doma made sure everyday you were fed well, that you were always protected, and made sure nothing upset you. He went the extra mile to find medicine and herbs incase you ever fell ill. The demon made sure your attention was always occupied to keep from noticing your changing body.

To say it worked was an understatement.

By the fifth month, you realized despite your growing stomach, you weren't gaining weight anywhere else. Most of your clothes fit like a glove except around your abdomen.

Your heart began to race as you wracked your mind of the events for the past few months.

When was the last time you had gotten your period?

You don't recall changing your sheets every month because you stained it, nor do you recall dealing with the hassle of keeping yourself clean. Come to think of it, you felt at ease these past few months, the usual cramps and cravings you felt no longer bothering you like before.

Ridding yourself of your clothes, slipping your kimono off until you're left in your undergarments of hadajyuban and susuyoke. You undid your sash and revealed your stomach. You're met with the sight of your bulging tummy and tender breasts. Pressing a finger pad to the skin of your stomach, it seemed firm instead of soft and plush. With a shaky breath, you pressed your palms against your stomach and...

Kick. Kick.

You removed your hands immediately, face falling. No...

No. No! No! No!

How didn't you notice it before!?

Your chest fell and rose quickly with every breath you took, hyperventilating as the situation dawned on you. You were pregnant. Actually pregnant with that damn demon's child. A bellowing scream ripped from your throat, the high-pitch intensity resonating like shattering glass throughout the temple.

Doma raced to your bedroom, fearing the worse as he heard his wife scream. He ran into the bedroom, only to be met with your form bawling on the floor, hunched over as sobs wracked your body. Followers tried to console you, yet you ignored them.

Doma approached you carefully and crouched down, but the moment he put a hand on your back, you whipped your head and cracked your hand across his face like a whip. He fell back, catching himself, shock etched into his features. You... You hit him? He paid no mind to the followers who raced to his side, asking him if he was okay. He was more surprised you dared slap him.

The stinging of his cheek didn't hurt , but it caught him off guard. He looked up and leered at you with wide eyes. Yet he clashed with the burning, sorrowful gaze you held.

"Fuck you! Goddamnit, leave me alone, you monster! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!!" You screech, standing up and burying your face in your hands. Tears slipped through your fingers and dripped to the floor.

Doma smiled, finally understanding why you were reacting the way you were. He began chuckling, then giggling, and then he broke into a fit of laughter. He stood up and held a hand to his face, looking at you with a crazed, delighted expression on his face. Gleefully, he spoke, "Oh, petal! You finally caught on!"

You shake your head and begin crying louder, turning your back to the demon. "No, no, no...," you whimper.

"We're going to be parents...," Doma croons, taking small, quiet steps towards you. Like before, he tries pulling you close but you brush him off.

"Please... Please, just leave me alone...!"

"Oh, [Name], you'll see. Once our baby is here, you'll love being a mommy. Just like I'll love being a papa...!"

"No... I didn't want this...."

"But I did! I told you for so long...," Doma whispers, uncomfortably close to you. He lets out a breathy laugh. "And now that you're finally with child, I'm going to make sure I see my baby no matter what."

You could only stand in horror, listening to his voice. The panic crawled up your throat, fear taking hold of you as you froze up. With bated breath, you wait for him to leave. But his next words made your heart drop and blood run cold.

"I'm willing to do anything for our child, [Name]. Even if it means I may have to hurt you to guarantee their safe arrival."

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Doma is not submissive and breedable. He is dominant and fertile.

He finally has his wish of having a family with the woman he loves.

And he'll do anything to make it come true.

Even if it means he has to become the monster and hurt you to get it.

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