#zuzu rambles

[zuzajs14]

Oh FRICK Al with freckles, I love your art so much 💙

Ah, thank you so much! It means a world to me UwU ❤️

I just looove freckles so it kinda happened 😤 Glad it is appreciated ~

One again - thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[yuayun]

Since my main blog is kind of all over the place and a bit of a mess, I decided to make a side-blog for my art because I wanted to upload consistent content in at least one (1) social media, and even tho I tried with instagram, I’m very bad at it and I only seem capable of shitposting/memeposting on twitter artwise. I can’t promise I won’t stop making meme art bc I like it too much but I want to try and post something every day even if it’s a little doodle so what better place than tumblr where I feel like home in the fandoms I like.

I make sure to have a good experience when interacting in fandom spaces, so I trend to be very selective with who I interact, but I also want to contribute to the fandoms I like reasoning that it’s a way to meet new people and make friends with similar interests, and also because it helps me unwind and practice so I can get better with my art. It’s like a win-win situation (if we don’t focus on haters and stuff but I block people who just give me bad vibes and move on).

[yourturntosimp]

OH OH, YOU'RE ALIVEEE?? ARE YOU DOING OKAY? Either I'm missing out or Tumblr legit hasn't been giving notifications like always.😒🤨

Am not gonna be spamming requests or such, don't worry!! (Even though my back do be kind of hurting from dragging around these banger ideas every day/hj) Do definitely wish for you to have your good breaks, especially around these holiday dates

And speaking about holidays, I do really want to wish you good Christmas days =} You planning on doing anything fun?? Just do keep in mind to take your rest and to spend time with the people you love!! Take care hahaa💞

HI ANON!!! I’m sure your tumblr has been working fine, I just haven’t posted in a hot minute (a few months) bc ive been too busy thinking about developing like 4 dating sims <///3 I think my inbox motifs have also been screwing up though, bc there’s like a ton of asks in here that i didnt see or get notifs for DDD:

Feel free to spam requests ngl, the inbox limit thing is highkey just for show so like,,,do your worst 👀👀👀

Christmas means cake so an entire afternoon spent making strawberry shortcake is in my near future >B) I’ll try not to paralyze my hands this time!

Happy Holidays :D

-zuzu, who promises to feed yall soon <//3

[harmonysanreads]

perhaps this is included in the yandere alphabet but how jealous do you think vampiretham would be? sure, darling is technically isolated but jealousy always finds a way 👀

[ au masterlist ]

Vampires tend to love... uniquely, intensely, breathlessly.

In the majority of cases, they're prone to viewing other beings as nothing more than sources of sustenance or, in the off chance a human proves themselves to be more entertaining than the average — they're usually regarded as possessions. But when a vampire falls in love? The laws that guide the trajectory of their existence stumble from their axis.

Vampire!Alhaitham has never had to worry about these niche concerns, maintaining his peaceful (albeit dreary) life was his sole goal. Complications in his life arise not because of the fact that he's fallen hopelessly in love with a human, but because initially, he's unable to understand the nature of those thus-foreign feelings. Logically so, he was not supposed to end up in this predicament at all. Imagine if a tiger fell in love with a deer mid-chase and started seeing it as a potential partner instead of lunch ; the notion is ridiculous in every sense.

To further complicate things, Vampire!Alhaitham was supposed to get rid of your existence as ordered by the higher ups, you don't even qualify as a blood bag to them. All these preconditions confused and made him think more than he should've. Thus, unnecessarily tangling one single thread in many knots. Alhaitham's strength is keeping lucidity in dire situations, so he's able to identify the subconscious and treacherous pulls of his soul in the direction of something dangerous easily.

Which is why, he opts to try distancing himself after repeated failures in ending the beat of your life. But of course, this too backfires when someone else is appointed behind his back to finish the job and this time, Vampire!Alhaitham allows his feelings to lead him, for once.

His jealousy is quite apparent because it manifests in actions guised under protective measures. Though, he'd like to wholeheartedly believe he isn't jealous, because jealousy to him is an expression of insecurity, of the fact that he isn't confident enough in either himself or you. Ironically, this belief only makes it worse until he's patched up and got you nice and secure in his secrete residence.

Keeping you at a place he knows is safe gives him plenty of time and steadiness of mind to research and learn about these feelings. His aim is, after all, keeping you safe, content and happy. It is through that research that he realizes that jealousy is not just an expression of insecurity ; but of a significant quantity of love and care.

Think about it, why would one even feel insecure of their hold on someone if that person wasn't to a degree... precious to them? Alhaitham understands that, it's the weight of his love for you that makes those irritating and bitter feelings surface regardless of how much he tries to stomp them down. The realization might be faulty, but it pacifies a lot of his inner conflicts and reassures him that he needn't be ashamed of his emotions.

Although, now that he understands another facet of this enigma called ‘love’ and can now rationalize it, his jealousy takes a more insufferable turn — for others, that is.

[zuzajs14]

thanks vin ~

I'm just a lil devil, better believe it 🔥

I am sooo not tagging anyone. My anxiety says nope. So, anyone who wants to do it - feel welcome to get this going. I'm gonna be honoured uwu

i was tagged by @m1zumono to do this picrew + post the last song i listened to 😁💛

my taste is impeccable literally no notes tbh 💅

tagging @faithdeans @sarcasmisalifechoice @castielsprostate @deancodedinthewater @bloodydeanwinchester

[strawberryblondie-locks]

Something I said on priv I think but dungeon meshi and chainsaw man both have core ideas and themes of desires & hunger but they present it in very different ways

[marblesmind]

I love the start of Arc V cause everyone except the main character is doing plot important stuff. Zuzu, Sora, and the Leo trio are off fighting Yuto and Shay, meanwhile Yuya is off doing entertainment duels trying to kickstart his career and we haven’t seen what is assumed to be the appointed rival character in like 10 episodes

[radicalfemimist]

I hate, hate when people decide that characters are bisexual instead of gay because they exhibit obviously forced, obviously fake opposite-sex attraction. I find it really ignorant, honestly, because comphet is a pretty universal gay experience.

Like, maybe Zuzu isn’t bisexual just because he had (1) girlfriend and went on a date with a girl (Jin) once. The latter example of which was accepted on his behalf, and he thought Jin consistently visiting the place he worked and looking at him meant she was trying to expose him as a Firebender. Maybe his extremely forced heterosexual romance is a sham, and he’s really into one of the two guys he breaks into a place with and actually has some chemistry with?

Maybe Mike isn’t bisexual, and is instead just a closeted gay boy in the 80s whose friends accidentally peer-pressured him into dating the girl he was keeping in his basement. Like, are you saying he’s just a shitty person? Because if he is attracted to girls as well, he’s just an asshole and kind of a cheater.

Maybe Jamie Kelly isn’t bisexual just because she decided she has a “crush” on the boy Hudson Rivers she consistently describes as just the eighth-cutest boy in school, whom she literally knows nothing about even though she’s apparently “obsessed” with him. Maybe she’s a lesbian and she’s actually interested in Angeline, the girl she has said:

“Angeline turned her cute up to about a seven, causing anybody directly in front of her to feel a mild, but pleasant, burning sensation.”

“My Superpowers of Boyishness have come with a super-weakness. Just like Superman is vulnerable to Kryptonite, my boy powers have made me weak and vulnerable in the way that Angeline makes ALL boys weak and vulnerable.”

those are lines taken directly from the book btw, and far from the only examples. but for concision I will refrain from talking too much about the things she has said about Angeline vs the things she has said about Hudson.

like what is the obsession with making characters bisexual? I mean, I know what the obsession is— they think it’s more progressive. Some people genuinely think portraying a M/F bisexual couple is just as important as portraying a same-sex couple, even though one of those examples will be dubbed into cousins or dubbed to be heterosexual, and one of them won’t.

There’s an idea nowadays that erasure / invalidation is some of the worst oppression you can face but not when homosexuals face it. It’s apparently biphobia to not want another bland straight romance because one or both characters is bi or commonly HC’d as such. It’s a “slur” to use the word “bihet”. I’ve even been told it’s racist to dislike a bland M/F romance because it was interracial and neither of the characters were white and as such, it’s progressive and must be applauded.

Don’t expect this to be coherent or have a conclusion; I don’t. I wrote all of this specifically because I was thinking about a fic I was reading had a bisexual Zuzu (and several other characters) even though they did not bother to tag it as such, and I was a tad peeved.

[edibleartsncraftz]

transfem dog man call that dog ma'am

[mullet--head]

I just realized you guys have never witnessed my mha madness

[moonferry]

hate when u listen to a song and ur like oh my god thsi would make a killer amv/edit of this character and then u remember.. u do not have animation skills and all ur dreams are CRUSHED.

[sweetluvletter]

i love leo he's got the prettiest hair i need to kiss him

[zuzajs14]

Sometimes you have to live

for billion years without a thought.

Static and blind. All knowledge,

all ignorance.

To then quickly fall in love.

Suddenly you discover

what living is in the firs place.

Movement, noise, pain. So small,

yet so overwhelming that it

consumes you whole.

All thought, no understanding.

There is only this rush - to touch,

to hold, to breath. To feel

the warmth of a human body standing

right there. Forever so far.

I did not know life

before you.

You resurrected me from my

eternal death. Without you I

lose meaning.

Conclusion is simple.

I live for you. So I must

die for you.

Never occurred to me

You would prefer

Sharing the pain

[windfighter]

hate that internetfriends live so far away, I want to give them yule gifts 😔

[iiced-ventii]

HI ITS STILL ME JUST NEW IF THAT MAKES SENSE HEHEHEHE

[strawberryblondie-locks]

I'm gonna be on a reading roll of horror manga recommend to me from twitter because I need to level up my horror drawing skills