#ziu smut

[lilyrennifer]

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💛St. Van

Nothing So Far

♥️Ace

Nothing So Far

💜Ayno

Nothing So Far

💚Jacob

Nothing So Far

🖤Lou

Nothing So Far

💗Ziu

Nothing So Far

💭Asks

Ace Kinks

[seokmattchuus]

VAV Masterlist

💜 - suggestive 🖤 - smut 🩵 - fluff 🩶 - angst 💚 - sad 🩷 - comedy

Reaction to you having a wet dream 💜

Reaction to you whining from them teasing 💜

[aseplant]

Twenty Questions for Fic Writers!

I was not tagged,,, but I felt like doing it anyway haha

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 12! I'm not sure when that happened, whoa.

2. What's your total AO3 word count? 55,540.

3. What fandoms do you write for? Primarily the Ember Knight, and probably Hand Jumper once it comes off hiatus. I'll branch out if/when the urge strikes, I think.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

the price of divinity - Genshin Impact, Jean & Venti (121 kudos)

walk these shorelines with me - The Ember Knight, Nagyunn & Najin (83 kudos)

Mind Games - The Ember Knight, Nagyunn & Zius (72 kudos)

heavenbound laughter, hellbound lies - the Ember Knight, Waron/Zius (57 kudos)

nagyunn’s treatise on scamming important people - the Ember Knight, ostensibly Nagyunn/Tyr; mostly, it's crack (55 kudos)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I try my best to reply to every comment I get! It makes me really happy when authors take the time to respond, so I try to make an effort to reciprocate from the other end. Plus: I write primarily for obscure-ass fandoms, and I want it to feel like people can talk to me, not just consume from me, so.

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? I have been reliably informed that I am SHIT at gauging the angst levels in my own writing. Having said that, I'd vote for the price of divinity, since it's a combination of bittersweet ending + major character death + the cycle continues. (I like cycles, what can I say. That's probably how I ended up in the revenge cycle fandom.)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? morning dew is fluff all the way through!

8. Do you get hate on fics? I have not, probably because I inhabit my own cozy little corner of the internet. I'm glad the fandoms I'm in are so chill.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? I used to write insane crack rpf smut fics of my friends in high school whenever they did something stupid (I distinctly recall writing something involving my friend climbing a ladder in heels in order to give another anal?? It was written in response to one of them going dumpster diving for an LED buttplug). I stopped doing this in college, but recently, I have met two idiots dear friends who have been eager to revive this old hobby of mine. Hence, blood red camellia. Among other things.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? I do not. They've never really been my cup of tea, and also I'm lucky to have even one thought rattling around in my head at any given moment, never mind two.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I'm aware of! It'd be extremely unlikely, all considered.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? Nope. I might translate some on my own at some point for practice, but that's far down the backlog for now.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? If you know, you know.

14. What's your all-time favorite ship? I'm not that pressed about ships in general tbh. I just like dissecting characters, and if someone dies in the process, all the better <3

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will? Ember Knight high school AU... I actually have a pretty cohesive outline, but for various reasons it's been a difficult fic to write, and many of the main themes are no longer as dear to me as they once were. Still, I hold out hope that I'll get back around to it someday.

16. What are your writing strengths? I want to say characterization? And I guess grammar LOL. I had some stickler-ass teachers growing up, and this is probably the only thing I can thank them for.

17. What are your writing weaknesses? Hnrhg plot. Thank god I can write all the character studies I want when it comes to fandom, so I'm sure no one has noticed this tiny little weakness yet.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? I'd do it in a heartbeat if it was (1) in character and (2) I knew the language/had a friend who could translate for me, because there is nothing more embarrassing than having clearly machine-translated lines. But those conditions are so difficult to fulfill that it's never happened yet.

19. First fandom you wrote for? I wrote like... a chapter and a half of a Harry Potter fic when I was in, like, 4th grade? We don't talk about it. It's gone. I hope. I did not seriously try my hand at writing again until I got into Genshin Impact back in 2021, which is what I generally consider the first fandom I wrote for.

20. Favorite fic you've written? This one is hard... I think walk these shorelines with me is the best-executed, but I'm partial to Parallel Lines despite it not being executed quite as well as I would have liked.

It's late and I don't remember which of my mutuals write off the top of my head... I'm gonna tag @quiets-cradle, but if anyone else sees this and wants to join, feel free to! In fact, I am begging you to.

[wymmark]

Ok I have a question. Who fo you think is a dom, switch or sub in VAV? Like I really wanna know skwksiwjbes

St. Van: Okay, I personally see St. Van as a hard dom. Like, maybe it’s his tattoos or something, but he just screams hard dom for me. I can see him as a very rough one too. He’d be into blindfolds, rope, handcuffs, a definite daddy or sir kink, marking, choking his sub, etc. He’d also love punishments, so I think he’d prefer a brat as his sub as well.

Baron: THIS BOY IS A SUB I’M SORRY! On a bad and stressful day, he’d probably either ask his s/o to praise him ad treat him like a prince, or he’d ask to dom. The latter is on a once in a blue moon occasion, though. He’d definitely be into choking (receiving), marking (receiving), blindfolding, a mistress kink, and also cockholding. He’d want a dom that’d praise him when he needs and wants it, as well as a dom who’d degrade him when he wants or when he deserves it.

Ace: I see Ace as a switch tbh. Like, pure 50/50 dom and sub. As a sub, he’d be into marking, restraining, slight choking, and a mommy kink here and there. As a dom, he’d be into a lot of rough things. He’d have a lot of similar kinks to St. Van, but I can see him rarely using knifeplay as long as it’s consensual as well.

Ayno: Alright, I’m gonna try to not be biased. I see Ayno as a switch leaning dom. When he’s dom, he’d be a very soft one. He’d always want to praise his sub, gently caressing their body, giving them soft kisses, and overall be very sweet and caring. He’d want the same treatment when he subs. However, he doesn’t mind having to punish his sub once in a while, depending on what the sub could have done to get punished.

Jacob: DOM, very hard dom. He’d definitely be kinkier then St. Van, having a lot of similar kinks but he’d be into knife play more often then Ace, but he’d also be into edging, overstimulation, teasing, the list goes on.

Lou: Another dom, but he’d be very 50/50 when it comes to soft or hard. He’d be into praise and soft, gentle touches when he’s a soft dom, but he’d be into edging and teasing as a hard dom. 

Ziu: Okay, hear me out. I see him as a power bottom. He loves subbing, but he still wants to have control over his partner by telling them what to do to him. He’d be into hair pulling, choking, having his partner ride him, marking and being tied up.

[yeosangs-horizon]

Poison - Ziu 

[ithinkilikeit-reactions]

Ziu first time would be so cute. He’s such a sweetheart and he so tall. IDK why i felt like adding that but i did.

Ziu is just so big but he’s such a teddy bear. I love him

Also I interpreted this as your first time with Ziu so bare with me

Your cheeks were coated in pink as you stripped yourself of your shirt. Heejun was watching you with wide eyes, making you feel kind of self conscious and on instinct you tried covering yourself. “What’s wrong?” He asked, large arms wrapping around you. “I just feel self conscious all of a sudden.” You said with an awkward laugh. He smiled softly, hands coming up to cup your cheeks.  

“You do not need to be self conscious with me and if you want to stop we can as long as you are comfortable.” He said, eyes filling with worry. “No, no I want to... let’s just move slow.” You said, your arms moving from your torso allowing him to see you. You leaned forward and pressed your lips to his, feeling the need to initiate things and get the ball rolling again. You two fell back, you resting against his chest as his hips rolled against yours. You moaned at the friction, suddenly feeling way more sure about your first time. 

[yourfavkpopgurl]

I'm now also writing for VaV so feel free to request pls ^^

[itsakpopalypse]

Ziu/Park Heejun Astrology : How He Loves

“hey, I just saw the post you did for VAV’s ace and i loved it 💕💕 could you do one for Ziu too please? thanks!!!”- @1330503339

A/N hi ! I am so glad you have been enjoying my posts !! I will be happy to and thank you for being patient with me !!

as always 18+below the cut!

The cutest boy? perhaps.

Okay ! first of all !! 

we have an estimated rising Libra

which means chaarrrrrming

well liked and fun loving, the cardinal of the air signs would draw you in

complimentary 

a little flirty

like a Libra will flirt with a damn broom for hahas

but also are soft inside and a bit restless

may need constant help because like… too many things to do so pls help this bb stay on track

Gemini sun and Libra moon

an airy fun boy!

Gemini’s are quick witted, full of life, but can avoid closer relationships (but his moon is Libra and venus is Cancer so he will actually seek deeper attachment than the typical Gemini sun)

loves affection and attention and loves showering others in it too,

have you seen him he needs to give and receive kisses 24/7 

love him he needs it

in relationships this triple air placement will translate to

before you are dating he is going to FLIRT

but in a cute and fun way

he’s all “oh my god. Have you seen the world’s most beautiful person?” 

you’re like… no who? 

he shows you his phone with the front facing camera on so you are looking at yourself

and you are like 😊😊😊😊😊😊😲😲😲

how cute

and he won’t be shy about physical affection

asks you strange questions while laying with his head on your lap

you’ll fall into this very close flirtationship of affectionate touches but no real words 

it will all feel so natural and part of him will forget he never officially asked you

oops

so you’ll be at a store or something and someone will ask you for your number, and his Cancer venus will sprout horns and immediately get jealous

he’ll be holding your hand anyway so he will point to them and just say 

“She’s taken.” and if you look at him surprised because you have seen him be just as affectionate with anyone else he’ll still insist he is your boyfriend

vehemently 

how dare someone try to snatch you up????

the nerve

anyway he is really sweet after that 

“I am, right? What was that guy thinking??”

he will stare at you and wait for you to agree. 

so you do, cause you like him too

and the biggest smile will be yours

 a happy baby oh my god he will be bouncing with joy for hours

everywhere you go he will have to announce he has arrived as a boyfriend

and if he does it to the members they’re like… you weren’t already dating?

anyway    he has his mercury in Gemini also so his communication is a bit haphazard

all over the place with his thoughts but they are all so interesting to listen to so you are constantly enraptured

great sense of humor

remember I said Cancer venus?

in the actual relationship he will be jealous of your time

if you spend too much with other people he will probably whine about it

but how can you even be mad at him? 

you can’t queue puppy eyes

very faithful

very attatched

like always

both physically and emotionally 

will 10/10 glomp you whenever you are around

what’s that? going to the kitchen?

glomp

watching a movie?

glomp 

low key a little shit

but in a soft way

Mars in Virgo 

thank god , some earth where it matters

this means his motivations are important to him and he is driven to complete whatever goals he has

His north node is also Virgo

so he is unselfish, thoughtful, probably dates float back and forth from spontaneous air sign driven and really well planned romantic shit

i feel like he’d be the boyfriendiest.

you know like just “good morning beautiful” texts and like

when you are sad he showers your entire face in kisses

and then tickles you until you are laughing 

pls he just wants you to smile

the softest

aims to please 

protec him awwwwwww

spicy time 

18+ below

i know 

on average I pin Cancer venus as dom dom

but I will be honest this boys entire chart is so full of air it’s not realistic for him

I do think the jealous side of Cancer venus stands, but I think it would present itself more as a time consuming and refusal to let others touch you more than him

not that he will be controlling or anything 

he just wants you to spend your time and energy on him

a needy boy

I think he isn’t particularly dom or sub

seems like the type to just be really into really romantic sex

I’m not saying he can’t get freaky 

I’m positive with how eager to please he is that he would try anything you asked once or twice and if you REALLY liked it he would start to be into it too

because it makes you happy and that’s what gets him off, pleasing you 

 how sweet

like if you want him to be rough he can, but I think he would in general revert to really romantic touches that linger on your body

body worship for surrre

he wants you to remember no past lover

he wants your body to react to him only

so he will learn every little thing that makes you tick and he will exploit it 

sorry guess you wanted to breathe or something nope not a chance

he’s going to make your head spin in pleasure and draw every reaction he can from you

probably likes it when he makes you loud enough for others to hear

cause you’re his and he wants everyone to know it

might get a lil kinky if you’re into it 

Libras are so very into beauty and he has enough Libra in his chart in important places so I am thinking 

you guys are kissing and touching 

his hands are spanning your body in all the right places

probably slips one down the front of your pants and cups you while  he leaves open mouthed kisses hot and wet against your neck

and you are throwing your head back in pleasure 

he likes to strip you first and stare, you will see him drink in every curve and thing you think is a flaw 

breathlessly he will let the words fall out of his mouth “you are so beautiful” 

and the awe is palpable

your heart swells with love

he will make you feel like a goddess

he seems like the energetic type probably has hella stamina

so yeah it’s romantic but it is also gonna leave your head spinning

good luck i hope you have some endurance

one round? no. 

he seems like the all day type of lover

some days you won’t leave the bedroom except to grab snacks and water

and he is spending  so much time making you feel loved but also making sure you cum and cum and cum you feel me?

I see him being into dirty talk, but like the kind where it’s 

“do you like that?”

“how do you feel with me inside you ?”

“shit you’re so tight, how am I even supposed to fit?” while he’s fingering you or eating you

speaking of

he seems like an oral KING

he is so eager to make you feel good that I feel like.. 

he probably would spend an hour or more down there

accidentally overstimulating you because “You taste so good.” and “I love watching you fall apart for me.”

aftercare is probably mostly cuddles

maybe cockwarming? like not intentionally, just that after that last round you are both completely drained, and you were on top and he just let you collapse on him 

and you fell asleep like that but he didn’t have the heart to move you 

listen that is hot and soft omg

on the whole he is an exuberant and passionate  lover who wants to make you so happy that you are ruined for all other partners,

[kinkyvav]

Kinda want HeeJun to completely dominate me but also want him to call me Mistress 🥴

Yeah, I just want heejun to use and ruin me as he pleases tbh. BUT, having him squirm underneath you and your touch, him begging for more and being needy for you in general is just 💀💀 deadly but a definite need. 

You trust him enough to not touch himself or you while you’re busy leaving harsh marks all over his neck and chest. "Mistress please please do something, anything," he whined, bucking up into you desperately. 

-admin nyx

[chungmellow]

Ziu x Reader

Anon asked- i am in need of vav’s ziu smut. i don’t really have a plot but he’s my bias and just any scenario with him will be fine lol (love your blog btw, your writing is great!)

A/N- Honestly every time I look at Ziu I see Tao sometimes. I mean, I know they aren’t the same person, its just a really close similarity sometimes. I thought he was Tao once lol I have bad eyesight (I wear glasses)

Word Count- 575

Warnings- Pure smut again for this kid

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He watched you from afar, his eyes glinting to you every time you would laugh. He brought you here expecting you to the party expecting you to stick by his side, but you had found someone to talk to when he was busy. Talking to colleagues was something he did often, so you were left alone more often than not.

You seemed to be having a good time with your new friend. The only problem to Heejun was that he was a guy. It wasn’t that he was jealous, he was just worried for you. People at these kinds of parties often got drunk and felt people up. He didn’t want you to be one of those people. Especially not since you were his, and if someone dared to touch what was his they would sure not see the end of it.

Everything was calm as of this moment. He let out a breath he was holding in relief when you finished talking and walked towards him. You gave him a light smile and grabbed his hand.

“Thank you for coming.” He rubbed his thumb over your hand affectionately.

You laughed and patted his hand, “You’ve already thanked me a million times. I like going places with you.”

He kissed your hand and smirked, “I’ll thank you when this whole thing is over. Trust me.”

Rolling your eyes, you continue to talk to people around you. You stay around Heejun, not to worry him and to keep him company as he talks to others. Eventually the party ends and every one leaves. You close your eyes when you get in the car, wanting to catch some rest before you get home.

Heejun's hand rests on your thigh, massaging it lightly. You rest your hand on his, relaxing into your seat even more. He gives your thigh a light squeeze, waking you up a bit. He nods towards the house, showing you that you’re home. You get out of the car and into the house.

Arms snake around your waist and you feel kiss being placed on the back of your neck, “You couldn’t wait until we got into the bedroom?”

He huffs and picks you up, carrying you over his shoulder. You lightly hit his back and laugh at what he did. He plops you down on the bed, hovering over you and placing kisses down your neck. He removes your shirt, trailing down to your stomach. You moan out his name and pull on his air, causing a groan from and his movements to become quicker.

He removes his close and the rest of your clothes. He kisses you as he enters you, making sure to wait for you to adjust. When you do, he moves in and out of you and a slow pace.

“Please go faster.” You say in between pants.

A smirk crosses his face, “Whatever you say.”

He thrusts into you faster, your eyes rolling into the back of your head. He holds you hands as you reach your high. When you come, he pulls out and releases over your stomach. He helps you clean up and takes a shower with you.

You get dressed and lay in bed, “I’m sleeping in tomorrow. You can continue your daily activities without me.”

He laughs and lays beside you, pulling you towards him, “Fine. But you have to text me when you get up. And tell me if you’re going anywhere.”

“Deal”

[monstaless]

VAV Reaction

To Y/N Sending Them a Dirty Text While They’re In A Meeting

Warnings: implied smut

A/N: This has been sitting in my drafts for a while because I struggled to think of anything for some of them.

St. Van- He was trying to focus on the meeting, but he was really just ready to go home. It had been a long day and he’d promised you that he’d spend the evening with you. He glanced down at his phone as it vibrated and decided that maybe he should let you know that he was going to be late and if you wanted to postpone, he would understand. When he opened his phone and saw your message, he changed his mind. There was no way this could wait. You were laying on his bed in nothing but your underwear.

Y/N: I’ll be waiting for you when you get here. Don’t take too long or you’ll miss out on all the fun.

He was out the door as soon as the meeting was over.

Baron - He smiled at the cute selfie that you’d sent him. You were pouty, wanting to know how much longer he was going to take. He was about to reply that he’d be on his way soon when he received your next message.

Y/N: I need you right now.

Y/N: If you get here soon, I’ll let you take pictures.

He looked up at everyone else. At this point, the meeting had basically ended, the guys were all just sitting around talking. They didn’t really need him anyway.

“Y/N, is waiting for me. I’m going home. I’ll see you later.”

He grabbed his things and ran out the door.

Ace - Your message popped up on his screen as he was trying to show something to Baron. He cleared his throat and quickly swiped it away, apologizing. He’d only caught part of your message, but that didn’t mean Baron hadn’t seen more. When he’d returned to his seat, he opened his phone. The message was preceded by a screenshot of texts between you and your roommate where they were letting you know that they would be out for the night.

Y/N: I’m all alone. How about you come and keep me company in a bath?

Woo Young: I’m on my way, but you are in so much trouble when I get there.

Y/N: I’m counting on it.

Ayno - He should’ve been paying attention in the meeting, but he couldn’t help it. He missed you. The conversation had started off innocent enough anyway. You were picking up groceries to make dinner for the night. Somewhere along the way, you’d picked up a cute apron that you were pretty excited to show him.

Yoon Ho: I’m gonna be a little later than I expected, but you can send me a picture. I’d like to see it.

You sent him a picture, but it wasn’t what he expected. You were in nothing but the apron. He almost spit out the water that he’d been in the process of drinking and when he looked up, everyone was staring at him.

“Sorry,” he muttered, clearing his throat. “There’s an emergency. I think that I should go.”

Jacob - He’d initiated it honestly. It didn’t matter that there was a meeting going on. He should’ve been home a half hour ago and he wanted to make sure that you knew that his intentions for the evening hadn’t changed. He didn’t want you going anywhere. It didn’t matter how late he was going to be, he wouldn’t be too tired.

So when you sent him a picture of you waiting, mostly unclothed on his bed, he couldn’t stop himself from grinning.

 Lou - He’d been trying to focus on the meeting, but his phone kept going off. He knew it was you and as the fourth message set his phone off, he decided maybe he should check the messages.

Y/N: I brought you dinner.

Y/N: I can’t wait until you get here.

Y/N: I put the food in the fridge. You can skip it and have me instead. 

You followed it up with a mirror selfie. You were in nothing but your underwear, one hand slipped teasingly under the waistband. Lou quickly locked his phone and glanced around to see if anyone had been looking. He apologized to everyone as he excused himself from the remainder of the meeting, using the excuse of not feeling that great.

Ziu - Your relationship was still fairly new. New enough that Hee Jun hadn’t really talked to any of the other members about it yet. Lou was the only one who knew anything and he’d agreed that he wouldn’t say a word. But when you sent him him a picture of you, lying on your bed in a cute dress and asked him to come over for dinner and maybe a little more, he couldn’t think of a reasonable excuse that would get him out of the meeting fast enough. Maybe they’d be too surprised to get mad about him ditching the meeting midway through.

“My girlfriend is waiting on me and I should probably go,” he said suddenly, grabbing his things and running out the door before anyone had time to speak.

[sub-hoshi-enthusiast]

Can I request VAVs reaction to rimming? Thank you so much in advance 💖

I got bias wrecked while writing this as I thought of som more fan fic ideas, so I hope you like it! 💖

VAV's Reaction to Rimming

St. Van

     So I've seen quite a few people say this man is a dom, but I see him as a pure switch. 50/50. Like, he's such a sweetheart and I could see him doing whatever to please his s/o, whether it be him dominating them or him being a good boy for you. That being said, I don't think rimming would be his thing. He loves you to death and tries to do everything that makes you happy, but rimming just feels so weird to him. He much rather enjoys your fingers or your strap, your tongue so close to his hole just makes him want to squirm away from you as fast as possible.

     He would try it once or twice to make you happy but it probably won't ever happen again.

Baron

     I feel like he would be the one to suggest it honestly. He's such a precious babyboy and he loves when you dominate him. There would be very little conversation about the topic of rimming because he would be straddling your lap and begging for you to play with his ass within a few minutes of thinking about it. He would be moaning and begging for it the entire time so you either wanna make sure no one is home or you can gag him. Your choice, he likes it either way.

     You can guarantee that you are doing this again.

Ace

     Another sucker for rimming. I see Ace as a switch leaning sub. He loves anything that requires him on his knees with his ass in the air for you to admire. He does, however, have a small favoritism for rimming. He loves the feeling of his face pressed into the sheets, trying to quiet down his moans with his back arched and his ass in the air with you teasing his hole with your tongue. If you even mention rimming to him, he'll become hard in seconds.

Honestly, rimming in his sex life is a MUST, so you'll find yourself doing just that most nights.

Ayno

     Ayno is one of the brattiest subs ever so good luck controlling him. He does love rimming, though he won't tell you that. Instead, he teases the life out of you in hopes of you finally getting tired of his antics and giving him what he wants. He would probably walk around the house all day in nothing but his boxers, showing off his ass and then claiming he has something else to do when you get near him until you finally just bend him over the kitchen counter and start eating him out just like he wanted, but of course you'll have to tease him until he's crying first.

The one time every blue moon he can control himself enough to be a good boy instead of the brat he usually is you should definitely make sure to reward him with this, he loves it.

Jacob

     No. No way. Rimming isn't his thing. This man is a whole ass dom and while he might be willing to hand over the reigns to you some nights, this is never going to happen. 

He really loves you, but there are just some thinings he isn't willing to try.

Lou

     Precious babyboy #2. You can fight me on this but he is just ThE cUtEsT tHiNg EvEr and I just wanna protect him at all costs 🥺. *cough cough* Anyway he looooves rimming. He loves whenever you give him attention because he just loves you so much but that's besides the point. He loves to eat you out and only finds it fair that you return the favor. He likes it better when he's laying on his back so he can see you licking and kissing at his hole with his long legs thrown over your shoulder with his hands nestled safely in your hair. (And, side note, the deep, low moans he would let out- 😤👌 I'm Lou biased if you couldn't tell.)

Please do this often. This cutie deserves the entire fucking world.

Ziu

     I think Ziu is at least a little bit subby, seeing as he's always clinging onto the other members just trying to gain their love and attention. Which is exactly what he would do with you. I think he likes any position that lets him hug you close to him. That's why he wouldn't particularly like rimming. He loves the feeling of it, but he just needs to hold you in his arms. If you're rimming and he's on his back, he can only grab your hair which isn't enough, and if he's on his knees with his ass in the air he can't touch you at all, which is far from what he wants. He just needs your head next to his, whispering sweet nothings in his ear or hovering over him, looking him in the eyes. He just needs the comfort of you there, because if you think he's clingy now, just wait until you see him in subspace.

     He really wishes you could do it more, but the poor baby just panics when he can't see your face.

[coolskinless]

Between Pleasure and Pain

I was getting ready for our date night, even though I felt a little uncomfortable because it was that time of the month and my belly did not feel right. I usually never get cramps, but I do not know what it was with me tonight that I just did not feel good enough. So, I decided to call Lou and change the plans.

*On the phone with Lou*

Lou: Hey babe, what’s up?

Y/N: Hey babe, I don’t feel very good enough to go out tonight, can we just say in this time?

Lou: Omg, sure! Are you ok? What’s wrong? Do you need me to take you something? Do you need to go to a doctor? Tell me what to do, what do you need?

Lou sounded frenetic which made me giggle because of how adorable he is.

Y/N: Noo haha I’m fine, I just don’t feel comfortable enough to go out, maybe we can stay here tonight…order something…watch a movie?

Lou: Of course! Whatever you want, you got it. Are you sure you don’t need me to take you something? Medicine or…?

Y/N: Nah, I’m good, thank you babe, you’re very sweet.

Lou: Mmmkay, I’m on my way.

We hung up, and I just smiled looking at my phone, he´s just so sweet and attentive, he literally can’t be any more perfect. I put my phone down and start putting some more comfortable clothes because just the thought of putting on some jeans made my uterus rumble.

A few minutes passed and I heard a knock on the door and I immediately get happy butterflies in my stomach instead of angry wasps in my lower belly, so I drag my sorry but excited ass to the door and open up to see Lou holding a grocery bag up to his face. Just when I thought he could not be more perfect, he tops himself.

Lou: I did not know in what mood you might be in for, so I brought you everything.

He dumped the whole bag in the kitchen island, and he did bring me everything. Ice cream, instant noodles, strawberry milk, spicy chips, mini cakes, the whole ass store! I looked at him with grateful eyes and reached out my hands to cup his face.

Y/N: Thank you babe…

Then joined out lips in a gentle and warm kiss. His lips are so soft and plump, his hand grab me tenderly by my waist and pull me closer to him. I move my hands to the back of his neck and intensify our kiss. He really is the perfect man.

We break the kiss and look at each other smiling.

Y/N: So, what movie do you wanna watch?

Lou giggles

Lou: You pick the movie, first I wanna make my famous homemade instant noodles for my sick girl.

Half an hour went by and Lou finished making his so called “famous instant noodles”, lowkey they looked bomb, smelled spicy, lots of veggies and an egg, just how I liked it. I was grabbing my first bite, but as soon as I swallowed the spicy broth, my cramps started to act up again intensely, like Satan started to shake hands with my womb. So, I couldn’t help but to make a painful face with still the noodles in my mouth. Lou started to panic, as usual and came to my side of the island.

Lou: What is it!? You don’t like it!? Is it too spicy!? I’m so sorry babe! Spit it out, its ok! Tell me what’s wrong! What do I do!?

I smiled at him as I still chewed the food in my mouth, trying to look better so he would stop worrying. But the look on his face told my total opposite, he looked concerned af.

Y/N: I’m fine babe, its not the noodles, its just that time of the month and it hurts a bit.

Lou: Omg babe, why didn’t you tell me? I’m so sorry!

Lou apologized as he hugged me in the chair, putting one hand in my back, the other at the back of my head and resting me on his chest.

Y/N: Sorry for what? Its not your fault.

I smiled while looking at him

Lou: Still! I don’t like it when my baby is in pain.

Lou looked at me with those puppy dog eyes, and it just made me melt. I convinced him that I was fine after much insisting to go to the doctor lol. We finished our noodles, we talked and laughed about our day, this kind of distraction is just what I needed to make me feel better. Then we grabbed some more of the snacks Lou brought and moved to the couch. We started watching some movie while eating the snacks, but at some point, I feel asleep in his chest, my favorite place.

I was sleeping comfortably with the movie noises on the background when all of a sudden I feel a sharp pain in my lower belly that made me sit up abruptly scaring the shit out of Lou who was also falling asleep.

Lou: Babe, what’s wrong!? Are you okay!?

Y/N: Yeah, it’s just…

I couldn’t even finish my sentence, I just sat there holding my belly trying to make the pain away. Lou held me tight against him and surprisingly the pain went away almost immediately. I was happily surprised and looked at him in awe.

Y/N: It stopped…

Lou: It did!?

Y/N: Yeah, I guess it has something to do with the apartment being so cold and your body temperature being warm.

Lou: Okay, that settles it.

Lou got up, picked me up in his arms bridal style and started walking to my bedroom.

Y/N: What are you doing? Haha

Lou: We are going to bed

He said that with total confidence, and I was in shock because we´ve never been in bed together. But I couldn’t help but to look at his side profile and smile at him.

He tucked me into bed, went to put the unfinished groceries away, turn the TV off, to switch all the lights off so just the moonlight entered the room and crawled in next to me under the sheets. This was a next step to our relationship, but I was loving it. Just the two of us together, in bed, you could listen to our breathing, and just by feeling Lou´s warm body next to mine made me feel so much better.

The hours went by and I didn’t even notice when I fell asleep, but another sharp pain woke me up out or nowhere. I opened my eyes and saw Lou´s face get illuminated by the moonlight entering the dark room through the window. I felt a sense of peace just by looking at him sleep, so calm and beautiful. I wanted to keep admiring him, but a second wave of pain appeared like the one in the living room, making me move and moan a little, waking Lou up.

Lou: Babe, what’s wrong?

Lou´s groggy and confused voice next to me made me stop my complaining and look up at him because he highkey sounds very sexy when he just woke up. His roommates are very lucky guys.

Y/N: I’m fine…

I say out of breath, while I press on my lower belly trying to make the pain away. I can tell by the look in his eyes that he knows that he can’t do much. So, without saying anything, he just grabs me and pulls me close to him, again, my head in his chest, his arms wrapped around me, our legs intertwined, if my lower stomach wasn’t so uncomfortable I would say this is heaven.

Some minutes went by and the pain would come and go, mild, I can handle it. But it started getting worse to the point where I couldn’t keep still, I was moving and moaning and shaking. All I could do was hug Lou for some comfort.

Lou´s POV

It hurt my soul so see Y/N in pain, I couldn’t do much but to hold her and wait for her to feel better. But then something happened...

She was moaning, and moving her body against mine, I didn’t know what to do. She was like, asleep still, but in her discomfort, she couldn’t keep still. She was moaning and rubbing her body with mine, her legs went up and down on mine, she kept tilting her head back with her eyes closed, just enough of the moonlight hit her so I can see her features het enlightened in the most flattering way. I’ve never seen her this way, not that I haven’t imagined it, I actually think about her like this all the time but seeing her like this in real life is just so much better.

Little moans escape her slightly opened lips, making me go crazy, but I can’t do anything about it. Her arms keep moving back and forth at the back of my neck, and all I could think about was this is how she would look like if I was insider her.

Lou get your shit together…your girlfriend is in pain and you are here next to her just perverting yourself. You´re right…I should stop thinking, I should stop thinking about her breasts pressed to my chest, her hips pounding against mine, her breath against my ear, saying my name over and over again. How can I focus on making her feel better when she is turning around, and her ass is literally pressing on my cock??? I mean..I cant to much but hug her anyways, so I just hug her by her tiny waist and pull her even closer to me to feel her even better. She keeps moving and if I let myself go I can easily cum right now, but I keep my cool and just snuggle my face into the back of her neck and breathe in real deep. She smells amazing, a combination of her shampoo and Y/N, makes my blood boil in lust just like that. I run my hand through the side of her body making a perfect wave between her arm, her waist, and her hips, I cant believe that this is…like, she…and…I have no words to describe the effects that she has on me.

She turns around again, facing me and breaking my trance, she has her eyes open and is looking at me. I was breathless for a second because I didn’t know how long she was awake, if she felt me grow in my pants, maybe I made her feel uncomfortable by touching her in her sleep, I don’t want her to think that I don’t care about her feeling sick. I was lost in my thoughts when I feel Y/N lips against mine.

Y/N POV

I was half asleep and half awake, I was so uncomfortable, I couldn’t find a comfortable position to sleep in, the only thing that made me not lose my mind was Lou next to me holding me tight. I was moving nonstop in my sleep without realizing it when I felt it.

Lou was rock hard next to my thighs, pressing against them, me with still my eyes closed I kept them that way, I don’t want him to notice that I felt him and scare him away. I’ve always thought about Lou that way, we’ve been dating for two months and since we met, I’ve always wondered what’s he like in bed. We´ve never done much but make out on the couch, but this was different, he was rock hard, and I knew he wanted me. So, I just kept pretending that I was asleep in discomfort and kept moving, the only thing that wasn’t pretend was the pain, the cramps actually made me shake, I was just gonna keep my eyes closed while I ride the waves of pain and see how Lou reacts.

I turn around and purposely face my butt against his bulge, feeling grow harder. I don’t know if he is asleep anymore, but I don’t care, I keep moving slowly and little by little, so he doesn’t realize that I’m awake. But then I feel him trace my side with his hand, his slow steady hand drives me crazy, then he puts his face in the back of my hair and I feel him inhale and exhale, he is definitely not asleep anymore. So, I turn around and look at him wide awake, I stare at him for a few seconds and just see him look a little surprised, like waiting for me to do something, but all I can do is cup his face in my hands and press my lips against his.

I would love to continue this kiss and see what happens next, but unfortunately I’m on my period and we cant do anything about it, so I just kiss him softly and return to our original position and try to fall sleep again.

Lou´s POV

A few days have gone by since that night, and all I can think about is Y/N. Her body in the moonlight, her collarbone exposed, her thighs rubbing mine, her lips letting out little moans. I find myself distracted thinking about that in everything I do, while I’m cooking or eating, while I’m in the studio, with the guys, cleaning, or literally just laying awake at night thinking about her. The bathroom of our dorm has been very busy lately, not gonna lie, she is all I can think about. Its hurts that I can´t see her every day because of my schedule, but I gonna see her tonight and I cannot wait.

Y/N POV

A few days have gone by since that night, and all I can think about is Lou. I keep daydreaming of what it would be like to have him inside me, moaning in my ear, squeezing my flesh…ok that’s enough. I need to focus, because thanks to all these thoughts I have been washing a lot more of my underwear than any other clothes lately. I’m gonna see him tonight, and maybe who knows, maybe tonight is the night.

Y/N POV

Lou arrives late at night as per usual, he greats me with a kiss like always but it feels different this time, the kiss was longer and more passionate than usual, you know…those kisses that leave you breathing a little heavier after. And in general, you feel like there is a heavier mood around the room, like, dense, but I ignore it. We order dinner and start our nightly ritual of eating and watching a movie. While we have dinner, we talk about our day and just regular stuff, but with these glares he gives me, I finally figure out what this dense mood I feel is, its sexual tension. You can feel the sexual tension in the air like fog, this boy wants action tonight, and you know what? He´s gonna get it.

We finish our dinner and move to the couch to watch a movie; we start cuddling like usual, me slightly on top of him resting on his chest and his arms around me, but the dense fog of sexual tension is still there. I look up at him and smile looking for some clue, but he just gives me a side smile with a kiss on my forehead. So I look back at the TV and continue the movie, but then I feel his hand slowly lower from my upper back to my lower back where my skin is showing because of my crop top and I feel his thumb draw a little heart between my Venus’s dimples which send shivers all over my body. I look up at him and we stare at each other’s eyes for like 5 seconds looking for permission, and we join our lips on a profound kiss. My hands are around his neck and his hands are all around me, we continue kissing for a few minutes with hot and heavy breathing before I break the kiss to look straight into his eyes again and tell him:

Y/N: Lou…can you make love to me tonight?

Lou´s pupils dilate with hunger and just nods lightly before joining his lips with mine once again. He stands up with me on top of him and we stumble across the room on the way to my bed while his hands rumble across my body in desperation. Oh my god, this is finally happening.

The back of my knees feel the edge of the bed and Lou lays on top of me as we continue kissing frantically. For a second Lou break the kiss and with heavy breathing he looks at me asks:

Lou: Are you sure you wanna do this?

Y/N: Im sure…

And I pull him back to me kissing him anxiously, I run my tongue lightly through his bottom lip and bite it softly, making him let out a little grunt from the back of his throat. Which was the drop that spilled the glass, I was soaking wet and ready for him.

The make out session became a little more rough, I could feel ALL the weight of his body all over me and then some…I wrapped my legs around his waist pulling his pelvis in between my legs and feeling his bulge press against me as he starts to grind driving me crazy making me moan out loud. His hands move up to my hair and his lips move down to my neck, down my cleavage, placing wet kisses all over my chest. He sit up a bit to lift my shit off and down a bit to take my bottoms too, after he strips me off my clothes he stays at the edge of the bed just staring, and I start to feel shy and he notices.

Lou: You´re perfect

He leans down on me again kissing me painfully slow from my stomach up to my now very exposed breasts. You could se my hard nipples through the lace of the bra, and he is just over them basically breathing on them, he places his mouth over my nipple and starts playing with it over the fabric making me feel electricity. I tilt my head back to the bed and just enjoy the moment, but then he starts softly biting on my nub making me moan and squirm of pleasure. I put my hand on the back of his head to pull him closer to me at the same time he bites a little bit harder making me pull a fistful of his hair, which he moans to the motion. At this point I’m kind surprised because this boy lowkey kinky, and I live for it.

He leads the kisses downtown and continues kissing me over the wet fabric of the underwear, he runs his hands along my legs until he reaches the sides of my panties to pull them down. Instinctively I try to close my legs on his face, but he stops them by putting his palms on both my knees and spreading them wide open.

Lou: Oh my god, you´re perfect, you´re so wet

He starts sliding his hands through the outside of my thighs as he starts going down on me, slowly licking, and caressing my pussy. Giving kitten lick on my clit making me whimper, slowly making his lick bigger and bigger on my clit warming me up for the main event.

Y/N: Oh my god Lou!

I start moaning and arching my back as he is sucking at my clit like as if it was a tiny cherry flavored lollipop. My moaning just encouraged him more to keep going because he wasn’t stopping anytime soon. He grabs me by the hips and pulls me closer to his face to the point my legs are at his back and his mouth is at my entrance inserting his tongue in and out scooping my juices out for him as I’m curving my back in ecstasy. I’m moaning to loud at this point, I have to cover my mouth, but I feel a hand from underneath uncovering my hand from my mouth.

Lou: Don´t stop, I love hearing you scream for me

He picks up the pace and its getting me closer, I’m a moaning mess, my body was reacting by its own, I wasn’t in control any more, was I ever in control with Lou? I start to feel my stomach knot up, you feel yourself getting tighter and tighter, your legs start to shake and close on Lou´s face, but he keeps them open with his arms as you cum on his mouth, drinking everything from you.

Lou: Oh my god, you taste delicious

Lou incorporated himself and started to take his clothes off right in front of me, I was already a breathless mess by just climaxing, now seeing him strip is another type of high. He starts to take off his shirt and you´re blown away just like the day you saw him for the first time, he was just perfection. Then he proceeds to take off his pants to release his hard cock from his boxers, he starts to stroke it as he looks at me, and I can see his jaw clench and his arm muscles tense and release with every stroke.

Lou: You like what you see?

He asks with a smirk on his face as I, apparently, was staring at IT all this time. I just couldn’t stop imagining how his size was just perfect to stretch me open and fill every bit of my insides.

Y/N: I love what I’m seeing…

I said trying to be smooth. He smirk again and starts to crawl over me again, looking straight into my eyes, he positions himself right over me but a few inches away, so I move my hips a little closer to have him right at my entrance. I started to open my mouth to say something, but he started to enter in me before I could say anything, what was I gonna say anyways? Who know? All I knew was that Lou was finally inside me, and without breaking eye contact he started thrusting in an out of me. I move my legs around his waist to give him more access, I want to feel all of him, with every thrust I can feel him stretching me open, and all of a sudden he stops and rests his head on my neck, I was confused and wanted to ask him to please keep moving, but I realized, he was already close, if I asked him to keep moving he was gonna cum and this was gonna be over very soon, so I just cupped him by his cheeks and started kissing him with all the love I have for him.

His breathing intensified as he is trying not to move, but just feeling his cock throb inside me made me quiver, and I cant stand it any longer, I just need him to move and fuck the shit out of me.

Y/N: Lou…please…move

Lou starts to move faster and faster each time, you can hear him moan in your ear, it’s like hearing an angel sing with a very deep voice, I want more of that, so I start pushing my hips at his compass with every thrust.

Y/N: Oh my god Lou, it feels amazing!

I cry out, with every thrust you feel a spark starting to form in the pit of your stomach.

Lou: You´re amazing baby, you feel so amazing, taking me all in, swallowing… me… all… in…

His thrust started to slow down, and I feel him getting harder and bigger inside of me as I start to get tighter around him. He buries his face in my neck again, occasionally biting and sucking at my soft skin, probably gonna have marks later.

Y/N: L…Lou…i´m gonna…

Lou: I know baby I know, you´re getting so tight, cum for me

I tried to warn him, but I feel myself snapping into a million pieces. He picks up the pace and starts circling his thumb around my clit, wrapping my arms around his neck, clinging onto him as hard as I can, I feel my core bursting making me moan like crazy as I’m seeing his name in starts.

Lou: FUUCK!

He moans as he comes with me, riding my orgasm like a wave. He stays inside me while I continue shaking, he moves some hair from my face and kisses me tiredly but passionately. He pulls out gently and you can feel the your juices combined pour out of you, he lays next to me and pulls me onto his chest, laying on top of him he wraps us in the blanket, hugging him I can get a scent of his cologne and his sweat, the perfect combination to make my endorphins act up.

Lou: Y/N, I love you

Y/N: I love you too

[yeosangs-horizon]

[19:23] -> Goodbye

A/N: Angst warning! + Inspo Music 

“I don’t love you anymore, goodbye.” 

You turned your back to him, with betrayal and fury raging through the veins of your fragile broken heart. You stifled back tears as he stood there, speechless.

“I loved you okay, and you broke my heart. Worst part is, I didn’t even know you were doing it…” 

You cried out in a fury while shoving an illuminated screen filled with text messages that had been able to shatter your emotions to a billion pieces. 

“I don’t love you anymore Geumhyuk, goodbye,” you cursed out while dropping to your knees. 

Heejun, who had heard the conflict go down was standing in the corner, watching this episode all unfold. He had loved you for so long, but had watched as Geumhyuk tore you down with every rejection or excuse caused him pain after he saw you shatter more and more each time he mistreated you. 

He finally decided to make his appearance as you saw a tall figure block your view from your now ex. You felt his presence and it made you feel comfort, in the tiniest way possible in that moment. 

“Leave, neither I or (Y/N) want to see your face here. You have hurt them for the last time, now get out,” he threatened. 

You heard the footsteps of your ex slowly back away and a door creaking open then closed as you let out a shrill scream and felt your entire body collapse. 

The last thing you had remembered was a pair of warm arms lift you up before your mind mistreated you again and threw you in a spiral of irrational thoughts, causing you to black out. Heejun’s voice hazily echoed in the background before you fell into a deep unconscious state. 

“I won’t let him hurt you (Y/N), I’ll be here for you whenever you need me. I love you (Y/N), I have loved you.”

[yourfavkpopgurl]

For VAV, size kink and breeding link. That is all😭

VAV having a size kink- Reaction

I'll do your ask in 2 different reactions ^^

St.van

He knew how much of a mess you were for him. He shoved himself into you and you screamed. "You're so tiny. Or am I to big for you to handle?" He smirked but was kinda flustered inside.

Baron

When he found out you had a size kink, he would laugh and blush a bit. He would kiss you and whisper "I like it".

Ace/Wooyoung

He would just like st.van know that you're a mess for him and he would always tease you with your kink.

Jacob

Boy would get soooo cocky. "So you really like my big cock right" he raised an eyebrow and smirked. "You don't have to say anything babygirl bcs I know you do"

Ayno

"So you really like my big cock that much he. I'll make you scream even more right now" and be ready bcs he wasn't kidding.

Lou

I think he would get kinda flustered when he found out about your size kink. But he wouldn't show it for you bcs he knows how much you like his daddy side.

Ziu

The usual loud and confident man would suddenly change into a shy cutie. But he would just like Lou try to not show it. But he honestly would fail and you'd find it cute. Until a few times later when you called him anything but cute :)

A/n: sorry that it took soooo long but I really had a writer's block with this one 😔👉👈hope you kinda like it tho.

[apollokpop]

VAVHOURS: OPEN

So to cope with my undying PCD from my VAV concert, I’m opening VAV requests for.. literally anything, it can be a reaction, scenario, time stamp, etc. I’m open to anything 💙