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They are meant to be together <3

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Touch Me Chapter 22 - Bad Dream [Ziall/Lilo]

I didn't proof read c; Sorry. But this chapter, it just came to me. I am sorry it's kind of a sad chapter but good. Because Zayn is so sweet. Too sweet o_o "You okay Niall?" I looked down at Niall looking like he had seen a ghost. Small sniffling coming from his helpless body. I couldn't see his face because his back was towards me but, if I did see it I would see his big puffy eyes and runny noes. He didn't answer me but the sniffling came out louder and it sounded like he just made all the tears fall down that he was holding. "Are you okay, Ni?" I used his nickname because I know when he's feeling down it makes him feel better. But it didn't work this time. It took him some time but he finally answered. "No, I saw him."  Him? I thought. Who's him? I put my thoughts into words and turned him around looking deeply into his blue orbs even though he wasn't looking back. "Who's him, Ni?" His face softened at the name but quickly went back to soft sniffles when he remembered this Him. "Jacob.." I'm not going to go anywhere with these small answers. "Niall, who's Jacob? Tell me, I need to know who's causing you to feel this way." "Jacob.." I gave him some time because I know he has more to say. "He used to bully me back in primary." Niall used to be bullied? How he never told me this? He's my boyfriend for god sakes. I should have asked him, I'm so stupid stupid st- "He was my friend.." Niall cut me off my thoughts. "He made me feel so good.."  He then looked up at me. "But then..I started to catch feelings for him.. and.. I told him I liked him"  He kept mumbling I was stupid over and over again to himself. "And he was straight I mean really really straight" His voice strained at the word and tears began to fall again. He was a mess. "And he told me he doesn't want to be friend with a faggot" He began to cry again and I took the time to shuffle closer to him on the bed and hug him tightly. "It's okay Niall he's not gone." I whispered quietly in his ear rubbing his back nicely. He took the time and hugged me tighter. "I know but, I don't think I could forget him..."  "I understand Ni, but I will be there forever every step of the way okay?" I pulled his head back so he was looking in my eyes. He nodded and placed a small smile on his lips. "I love you.." I whispered kissing him softly, slowly. He kissed me back, "I love you tooo." He mumbled back breathing on my lips. And we stayed there for the whole Saturday cuddled on the bed whispering sweet nothings to each other.

[yuliarainbow69]

just imagine

[thatkatkid]

Someone decided to comment this on one of my fanfics:

"Did you know that Niall read this? :D I saw it on his twitcam :)"

I about shot myself.

[dallystrings]

Come Home To Me- Ziall fanfiction

Prologue

Prologue

              ‘It didn’t take me long to fall for you,’ I wrote with my hand shaking and sliding everywhere making my handwriting nearly illegible. ‘I still remember the exact moment when I realized I was in love with you actually. No one else was around it was just you and me. Those are the days I like best; when no one else is around to steal away your attention.

            On those days I was the only one you looked at. You didn’t laugh at anyone else’s jokes just mine. No one else got to hold your hand or have their arm around your shoulder like we had to do in interviews to make everything less suspicious. You were simply all mine for the time being.

            And of course I was all yours. That was the other best part; you got so cuddly and lovey when it was just us. I didn’t think about anyone else or want to think about anyone else. I was dedicated to you for as long as you would let me be.

Well anyways I rolled over tossing my arm across the bed and expecting it to land on your chest. This would of course be followed by my legs slowly becoming entangled in yours like an intricate braid. If you were facing away I would cuddle my head into the warm and bare crook of your neck. If you were facing towards me I would rest my head against your chest and focus on your steady heartbeat while mine went out of control.

But instead my hands fell onto ruffled sheets and a cold empty part of the bed making me realize you weren’t there even though it was about five thirty in the morning. I rubbed my eyes and frantically searched the room for you but nothing. You weren’t there.

 I heard some shuffling in the kitchen and laughed to myself, shocked that I hadn’t assumed you would be there in the first place stealing some more of the cake Liam had gotten for the party the day before.

I slipped out of bed and into the cool January morning air that was flooding the flat. I walked into the kitchen and expected to see you half asleep hunched over a piece of cake wrapped in a blanket- not covered in flour holding a whisk in a bowl of pancake batter with my shirt on and your mouth in the shape of an o.

“Happy anniversary.” You said quickly and smiled cocking your head to the left.

“Niall it’s five thirty.” I said and a small smile escaped my lips.

“I wanted them to be ready for when you woke up. Why are you up?” You said frowning a little and I shook my head.

“I couldn’t sleep without you next to me.” And you looked like I said the sweetest thing in the world which made me want to kiss you all over.

I sat down and shivered a little but before I could do anything you gave me the blanket that had been wrapped securely around your shoulders and kissed my shivering lips.

I still wasn’t really awake but you were. I watched you pour the batter and squeal a little as it dribbled onto the counter. You were beaming at me with your crooked smile and I had to laugh at how messy you had gotten from just making a batch of pancakes.

The kitchen was quiet since it was so early and the only thing I could hear was the sizzle of the batter hitting the griddle and you humming that song we had danced to so many time around the kitchen. I focused on your voice as you began to sing some of the lyrics and let my eyes close for a second.

But then I watched as you tried to flip one of the pancakes and it landed on the floor half cooked. You turned to me apologetically almost but then burst out laughing throwing your head back like a child and clutching your stomach as the rest of the pancakes slowly began to burn.

And as I bit into that burnt pancake and you were still laughing your little head off about the floor pancake, even though it had stopped being funny a while ago; I couldn’t help but laugh along.

            When you noticed I was dozing off in my seat and immediately ran over to me I didn’t know what you were going to do. Your hands slipped around my shoulders and under my knees and before I could object you were carrying me to bed.

            You were gentle when you set me down and climbed in next to me slowly. The sheets still held a bit of the warmth from the night before but that didn’t stop you from pulling me into you and wrapping your arms around my waist.

            “Is this all you want to do on our anniversary Zaynie?” you asked using the nickname only you were allowed to use and I breathed in your scent not surprised at how close to you I was under the blankets.

            “For now, yes.” I mumbled shocked at how easily the answer came and I felt your chest shake a little with laughter.

            “Anything for my Zayn.” You whispered and I looked up at you through tired eyes but still saw the same thing I saw every single time I looked at you from that moment on: the boy I was unconditionally in love with.’

                  ‘I can imagine you getting this. You’re curled up on the couch eating something one of the boys brought you the night before when Liam comes up and hesitantly hands you this huge orangey-brown envelope.

            You look up at him suspiciously but he tells you to read it just like I begged him to. So when you see my messy handwriting, something you probably wished you never have to see again, you don’t want to open the envelope.

            “Niall please just read it. Just give it a chance.” Liam says, because he owes me, and you never go against Liam’s wishes so you open the envelope and scan the first few pages.

            I’m not sure what you’ll think of this letter. Maybe you’ll stop reading after the first few words and say it’s bullshit or something meaning that the past few days of writing and rewriting will not change anything.

            Maybe though, you’ll give it a chance because you miss me almost as much as I miss you. So you’ll read the first part and come to this part and wonder why the other part went first when this is an explanation and the other is a part of the story so very far down the road.

            The answer to that is simple: that was the one day I kept replaying in my head. It wasn’t the day we first met, or the day I caught you checking out that guy on the subway which led to our first real fight, or the day I actually told you I loved you, or the even the day I woke up expecting to see your messy hair and sleepy face but instead finding an empty bed with a crumpled and stained piece of paper with just a few words that destroyed me.

            It was that January day that just wouldn’t leave my thoughts. It was driving me insane; so I begged Liam to help me. I broke down sobbing in front of him asking for a way to get that day that was once so dear to me out of my aching head.

            “Please Liam; I can’t stop thinking about it. I just need that day to leave my head for one second and I can focus on other things. I can focus on what I did wrong.” I sobbed and Liam turned away from me.

            “Just write it down I don’t care.” He sneered but there was a sense of compassion in his voice. Liam and I haven’t been on the best of terms if you weren’t aware before… I miss him too.

            Liam stormed away slamming the door behind him and leaving me alone with my thoughts. I could almost hear you humming and shuffling as I collapsed into the place in bed I hadn’t left since Liam told me… I’m getting ahead of myself here.

            But I wrote. I wrote again and again over and over every little memory that came to my mind and when I was finished I felt sort of calmer. Every time you would pop into my head I wrote it down and in the end when I looked through notebook after notebook of your name next to mine I developed a bit of a timeline.

            So the purpose of these letters isn’t to make you upset or for me to get you out of my head it’s really quite the opposite. Niall Horan, the purpose of these letters is for me to see where it all fell apart so I can do my best to get you to love me and take me back.

            Maybe you know what happened, but I wasn’t expecting to lose you when I did. I don’t care how long it takes I will find out why you abandoned me and never stop searching for where we went wrong.

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I'm in a Ziall mood, so time to reblog Ziall <3

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MINI-FIC! Ziall. Zayn finds out Niall takes drugs to take away the pain of hate from the fans.

zayn was worried about niall, he had not been his usual care-free quirky self, he had been quiet and avoided the boys any chance he got, the boys were worried but brushed it off, well all but zayn.

he had noticed how niall was suddenly always tired, bags under his eyes and how he was always grouchy, it worried him, he wanted his niall back the care-free food loving irishmen, not this grouchy thing that has taken him away.

zayn had, had enough, he wanted his boyfriend back before he lost him forever, so he made his way to nialls flat and walked in without knocking, he didnt see him anywhere so he walked to his room and opened the door slightly, but was shocked with the sight he came face to face with... niall, about to inject a kneedle into his arm,

"NIALL WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!?!" zayn shouted finally coming out of shock, nialls head shot up and stared at his boyfriend in horror

"i-i" he couldnt find the words to say, zayn looked around the room and noticed strips of coke lined across his desk and a few joints lying around, some smoke some not, he looked at niall with so much pain in his eyes

"why niall?" he whispered as he walked further into the room, he knelt down infront of niall and took the kneedle from him

"i-im sorry z-zayn," niall trembled as he felt hot tears falling down his already tear stained cheeks, zayn hurried and pulled him into his chest giving him a tight hug

"just tell me why babe?" zayn whispered into nialls hair while squeezing him tighter,

"t-the fans... they were saying how w-worthless i am, and how u-ugly i am, saying i-i shouldnt be in t-the band zayn," niall let out into zayns chest through his sobs,

"should have told me nialler, i would have been there for you, you shouldnt have turned to drugs. what the fans were saying are lies, your beautiful babe, the most beautiful guy i have ever met and you have every right to be in the band just as much as the rest of us,"

"i-im sorry, dont hate me,"

"i could never hate you nialler, i love you to much, just promise to never touch drugs again, come to me when you have a problem," niall just nodded and placed a kiss on zayns soft lips mumbling a promise against them.

only one doing tonight cause its 4.00am i should have been asleep hours ago but still send them in :)

- b xx

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I LOVE YOU ZIALL FOLLOWERS :D

[sphritee]

Touch Me Ziall/Lilo Chapter 19 - New Girl

"Hello class, today we have a new student. Welcome,  Ariel Aaronson." She waved quietly to the class and quickly caught Harry's attention. She took her seat infront of him and he took the time to take some quick features of her.

She had, light brown hair with slight blonde highlights. And she was pretty tanned for her complextion he might add. The teacher than began her lesson. Harry quickly looked over her shoulder to see that she was drawing a realistic eye. Harry was blown away. She was very pretty and could draw? She's perfect. If thats even possible.

She looked behind her and smiled shyly, he opened his mouth to say something but then he quickly stopped himself as the teacher looked his way and Ariel turned around. Slumping in her seat. "Ariel, you just came here. Don't try to get into trouble already.." The teacher said looking back to the door. 

Louis looked over and smirked at Harry giving him a wink and mouthing, 'it seems you've found some one haven't you?" Harry blushed deeply and replied, "No. She's just VERY pretty." Louis rolled his eyes and looked over at the board.

Liam then was the one to give Harry the eye and move his eyebrows up and down curiously. Harry rolled his eyes and said, "Just.. go with your boyfriend" Liam then leaned back into his chair and looked at the board. 

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The period was now over, and Harry realized she does not have gym with them. So Harry went over and asked, "What do you have now.." She looked up and met his eyes.

"I choosed to have art, seeing I did not like gym. And getting sweaty. But I would if I had to. But I had a choose. And my career that I wanted does not need the use of gym." Harry was suprised she had a loud voice, but it was a good thing.

"But don't you need a gym cred-" Harry started but she cutted him off. "Yes  you do, but at my old school I took one quater of gym. And when I came to this school they said I don't need to take gym any more." She added with a short smile. 

"Oh okay." Harry replied and waved at her. 

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"Zayn.." Niall groaned trying to get out of bed. "You made us miss class." His head started to pound. "Unff." He groaned and nearly fell of the bed. " Sorryyy" Zayn said smirking. "Bit of a hangover eh?" Niall nodded. 

"Not my fault" Zayn smirked again, picking up his books and opening the door. "Come on love." Zayn replied holding his hand out for Niall to take untill they strool down the hall seeing Ariel walk with her books in her hand to art. "Is that a new girl?" Niall commented as he passed her and walked into gym.

"I guess never seen her before." Niall just shrugged and walked into the locker rooms seeing Harry all giddy. "I guess he say her seeing he's in such a good mood. And he's been in such a glump mood all week" 

"Maybe.." Zayn replied.