#zeze writes

[thedolsideblog]

You are in the school canteen. The room is packed with students chatting and eating their lunch.

You see Blythe carrying his tray and sitting down at a table in the middle. Other students join him.

🍽 (1) Eat with Blythe (0:15) | - Stress | + Love <<

You walk over to Blythe's table. The table is pretty packed already, with students vying for Blythe's attention. He replies to them with short answers and huffs, but he immediately ignores them when he notices you're close. "Hey." He looks over the lithe boy next to him. "Can you move a bit? I want them to sit next to me." the lithe boy frowns.

(1) Suggest that you sit on his lap instead | Promiscuity 2 | ++ Lust <<

(2) Wait for them to move

You stop Blythe from forcing the lithe boy from moving. "Actually, I see a seat right here." you point at his lap. "Can I sit there instead?"

Blythe pauses, his expression unreadable before breaking into a small, suggestive smile. "You're right. Here, put your tray down first." He takes your tray away with ease, putting it down near his. He shifts slightly, allowing you to squeeze yourself in and sit on his lap. Blythe settles his one hand on your hip before continuing to eat like normal.

The students gawk at you casually sitting on Blythe's lap. You get the feeling that they're jealous, too. | + Status

It's a bit of a struggle to eat properly on Blythe's lap, but you make it work. Blythe doesn't seem to mind the extra weight either, tracing his hand on your thighs once he's finished with his lunch. The other students leave when they finish with their lunches, freeing up space, but Blythe doesn't let you move away from his lap.

When you finally finish your meal, you gingerly move away from Blythe's lap, and you catch a glimpse of disappointment in his face. Though, it's quickly replaced by his usual stony expression. "That's that, then." Blythe says. ".....Feel free to use my lap again. I don't mind it." Blythe gives you a quick peck on the lips before standing up and leaving the canteen.

Kylar glares at Blythe, but Blythe doesn't seem to care. | +++ Jealousy

[moon-floret]

ougggh every drawing of sage gives me gender envy….. not even MENTIONING that i’m envious of him geting loved on by cyprassi!!!!!!

there wasn’t a point to this ask i just wanted to say that lol

AHAHAH Well thank you I appreciate it you’re going to make me blush !! Tbf I did. Design Sage er- one-handed lets say ;P

[auratux]

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Coming Home ✧ Tartaglia

It’s been a long time since you’ve stepped foot in this nation, but the chill that settles in your bones from the falling snow is familiar and reminds you of days from long ago. 

Your old house looms before you. It isn’t as worn down as you thought it would be for being left empty for so long. The windows could use a good scrubbing, but all of the wooden floorboards of your porch are intact. Strangely enough, one of the boards on the steps leading up to your house is a shade lighter than the other ones. Maybe you’ve been lucky for once in your life, and the archons have kept away the worst effects of the harsh weather.

It just feels strange.

As you stand there, a heavy bag of belongings clutched in your hand, there’s a shift in the air. Not from the rustling of trees, nor the snow in the wind, but a change in the atmosphere that makes you turn around. And then–

A whisper of your name. 

You lose your grasp on your bag. It lands in the snow with a thump. 

“Ajax?” Your voice is equally soft, but the wind carries the name through the air to the man that stands before you. A man that is familiar yet different all at once. You can see traces of the boy he once was in the color of his hair (more ginger than the old bright red) and in the frame of his body (more muscular and scarred, yet tall and somewhat lanky nonetheless). 

His eyes though; they’ve changed the most. No longer as wide or as bright, they’re now a more muted blue with a hard edge to them, even through the wonder in his gaze as he looks you from head to toe. Life hasn’t been easy on him, and he’s had to adapt and become stronger so life didn’t devour him. 

You suspect he can read the same thing on your body as well.

Your heart aches.

Oh, how you’ve missed him.

He takes a small step forward, hesitant. Then a larger one, lengthening his stride as you too start to move toward him, picking up your feet through the thick snow until the two of you are nearly bounding toward each other, closing the distance until you slam into his chest and his arms wrap tightly around you—one at your shoulders, the other at your lower back, squeezing you to him as if he’s found a treasure he once thought he lost.

As you tuck your face into the side of his neck, and he breathes your name in heart wrenching relief into your ear, a feeling of rightness settles over you.

It feels like you’re finally home.

[n3kk1tty]

🄼🄰🅂🅃🄴🅁 🄻🄸🅂🅃

Hello, this is Nk. I figured instead of keeping all the things I thought up in my head I'd just let my brain rot take over and start producing content that maybe others would enjoy to. I know some of my content may not be too quality and some may not enjoy the stuff I produce but if I can at least make one other person experience the same level of happy squealing and absolute joy that I get from my content then I think I've won in life.

Happy to do requests, produce brain rot content, and brighten a few days. Hopefully this master list makes it easier for others to find and enjoy my content.

How to make digital art on a budget

This page contains links to all the content I produce on this blog in an easy to access format. This page is updated frequently. I produce Fanfics, head cannons, fan art, OC art, lore pages and requests when asked.

Lost Boys, Slasher Co, Asks/ Requests, X slasher fanfics

{~~~~~Lost Boys~~~~~}

( Lost Boys Fandom Sound Off List )

------------------Art---------------------

{~~~~~~~~Nk Original art~~~~~~~}

Pac-Man stripper legs. Amber Marie Sinclair

Skull girls valentine tattoo

Eternal of Change Monster Can Cyber girl Cosplay

{~~~~~~~~Lost Boys Art~~~~~~~~}

Paul Art

Marko Art

Modern Au comic featuring oc

Imagine comic Marko x David

Day walker Star

Poly Pack 420

Lost Boys Marko Pinup Poster Sfw

Spicy Marko Pinup poster

{---- Beasts of Santa Carla Characters ---}

Protagonist Yutaj

Lamia

Veve

Volk

Calypso

Puck

Zeze

{----Beasts of Santa Carla Chapter Scenes---}

Chapter 2 Scene David and Dwayne

Chapter 2 Scene Cat fight Laddie/Paul/Marko

Chapter 3 Scene Paul and Marko

Chapter 3 Scene Beast of blood and bone

Chapter 4 Scene Board

Chapter 4 Scene David/Dwayne in boys gone wild

Chapter 5 Scene Board

{---Beasts of Santa Carla stuff I wanted to draw---}

Chapter 5 protagonist date outfit

Chapter 5 Paul and Marko date outfit

Chapter 5 gay panic. 100 Demon Parade

Chapter 5 romantic chicken. Female Rage

Succubi David. Happy Marko and Protag

Gay panic Star. Witch of Space Star

Past Life David. Protag Battle Style

Clarabella Teen. Damien Infant

-----------------Writings-----------------

{---- Beasts of Santa Carla Story ---}

(Beasts of Santa Carla is a AU of the Lost Boys. It involves adult themes, poly relationships, and is definitely not made for the underaged. If you don't like poly content, queer representation, shipping of the boys together or heavy sexual themes and violence. This story is not meant for you and that's okay. This story is made solely for my own enjoyment and anyone else who's along for the ride. )

Beasts of Santa Carla lore dump 1

Beasts of Santa Carla warning and bts

Beasts of Santa Carla Prologue

( Chapter 1 )

( Chapter 2 )

( Chapter 3 ) This contains light mentioning of nsfw

( Chapter 4 ) This contains heavy Nsfw

( Chapter 5 )

{----------Poly Pack--------------------------}

( Chapter 6 )

( Chapter 7 ) This contains violence and nsfw jokes

Poly Pack Careers

Poly Pack NSFW head canon

Modern Au

Sweet Rainfall

Stranger Things (reader) x Lost boys

{~~~~~SlasherCo~~~~}

Introduction. Stu Macher Ghostface

Lore Page : Retainers

Office Shitter. Dominic Craven Capture Fic

Arts offenses

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{~~~~ Fanfic/Imagines~~~}

Sinclair Daughter x Thomas Hewitt

Billy and Stu the Lost Boys

Sweet Heat Sinclair daughter x Thomas Hewitt

{~~~~~~Ask Nk~~~~~~~~~~}

( Nice ask 1) (Nice ask 2)

Wedding Arc : ( Beginning ) ( Wedding Planner )

( Maid of Honor )

More content is definitely baking in the oven just you wait.

[kilfeur]

Agares et Kerori sont bien d'accord sur le fait d'aider leurs proches mais pas forcément un inconnu si ils avaient fait leur demande. Je pensais pas revoir Zeze mais j'avais bien aimé comment ils montraient qu'ils dévoraient des lettres d'amour. Pour comprendre comment construire une personnage, Zeze les dirige vers leur grand frère qui évalue déjà leur compétence d'écriture en les mangeant. Curieuse de voir comment il va les évaluer par la suite.

Agares and Kerori agree to help their loved ones, but not necessarily a stranger if they had asked. I didn't think I'd see Zeze again, but I liked the way they showed how they devoured love letters. To understand how to build a character, Zeze directs them to his older brother, who is already assessing their writing skills by eating them. I'm curious to see how he evaluates them next.

[misfitclassismyfreetherapy]

Mairuma Incorrect Quotes #3

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The long-awaited, the sequel of a sequel, ✨ Mairuma Incorrect Quotes ✨Get ready..*finger guns* to be disappointed!

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Mairuma Incorrect Quotes #1

Purson: Lied? Ah hell no he's definitely not straight.

Camui: As much as I agree he doesn't really look like a demon who only has one gender attraction however, he never really shown any other type of gender other than the wonderful females.

Purson: Fine. Bet.

Moments later

Purson pointing in a random direction: Lied! Look it's Opera-sensei being shirtless!

Lied immediately whips his head around: Where?!

Camui:

( Yes, how did Lied-kun realize he isn't only bisexual? Opera. No need I say more.)

Mairuma Incorrect Quotes #2

Kerori, literally not getting any sleep because of her akudol career: My fucking mixed complex is so weird and a pain in the ass too, like I could literally be bawling my eyes out on the floor and writing depressing inferiority lyrics, and the next second I could be boasting about my cuteness being as superior as Delkila.

Agares, just trying to get some sleep because it's fucking 3 AM but not wanting to be a prick to his best friend finally opening up: Uh-huh.

Kerori, unconciously pining over a girl she often rejects: Also Gyari, she is such an unbelievable asshole. Like she says she wants to give me some of her company's Vill because she said 'you should rest, Kerori. My beautiful gem must be at her very best for me to be happy making you mine.' like fuck you, that shit you just said made my brain turn into mush and now I can't stop thinking about it you rockhead bastard.

Agares, covering his ears with his pillow not wanting to hear the hopeless pining for the hundredth time: Uh-huh.

( ��� Agares and Kerori, the tsundere duo because it's literally my drug 💫 )

Mairuma Incorrect Quotes #3

Asmodeus, speaking to himself : Listen here, Alice. You don't want to have a stain on your honored position as Iruma-sama's soulmate. So you shall NOT allow your insufferable feelings get the better of you.

Iruma, does something Iruma-like:

Asmodeus, being incredibly in love: Fuck.

Mairuma Incorrect Quotes #4

Ronove: You're just like me!

Zeze: Oh I can see~

Ronove and Zeze singing together dramatically: We take responsibilties~

Vine, mumbling in a corner about shiny people being way too sparkling: Oh derkila, TWO of these types now?

The rest of the student council except Ameri, realizing that they're gonna have another version of Ronove: Aw fuck.

( Student council shenanigans because I can.)

Mairuma Incorrect Quotes #5

Misfit Class: We finally have a plan.

Balam: As long as it doesn't get you illegally in trouble

Misfit Class:

Balam:

Lied: FUCK! We planned this shit for two hours already!

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So yeah that's all. I decided to be nice and give them a break on the dark humor and trauma thing. Don't expect this to be your usual. This is one-in a life time sorta thing. Anyways I hope you enjoyed my post and have a good day or night guys, gals and non-binary pals!

[chin-chilla-7]

I see! Fair enough! Then, I have another thing to ask your opinion about! I thought of ridiculous nicknames for the rest of them instead of some of their usual nicknames! I already said MonMon, & TanTan so I thought of LuLu (Lucifer. I didn't create this nickname. it's actually for a character named Lelouch from Code Geass), ViVi (Leviathan), AzAz (Asmodeus. I also didn't create this one. It's for a character with the same name from Mairimashita! Iruma-kun), ZeZe (Beelzebub), and PhePhe (Belphegor). Do you think it's ridiculous enough to confuse all of them?

Hey, first I want to say holy heck it's been a while since I've giving this blog any love, which I am sorry about. I found myself getting overwhelmed by the amount of writing requests I was getting when I originally intended this blog to be a silly little space for me to do my silly little writings. Anyway, considering this is a silly little ask (/pos in the best way), I figured this was a great way to get myself back into it.

Also, thank you for your patience to everyone. I'm gonna try writing some stuff again!! I do love this blog and am excited to keep it going after some time away from it.

Anyway, now to actually address your ask, I think it's so funny to call the brothers silly nicknames, especially if they're a little out there. Of course, they'd all have a mix of reactions.

Lucifer would stare daggers at you if you called him something like 'Lulu' in front of others. "Please refrain from referring to me with such an outrageous name". Really, he's not in love with being referred to as nicknames. At least, not if there are other people around. If you're alone, there's going to be a bit of a different reaction. He'll tolerate it, perhaps even finding it amusing. "You're the only one who can get away with calling me such silly things". And he'd make sure to be clear that you can only call him that in private.

Mammon would have a love/hate relationship with that nickname 'Monmon'. He loves that you call him that, because it feels personal between the two of you. But would hate it if it became something his brother's started calling him. Which, let's face it, that's very very likely considering they love making him the butt end of a joke. So, while he likes hearing the name from you, even if he doesn't want to admit it, he gets so annoyed when he hears it from his brothers.

The first time you call Leviathan 'Vivi', he's pure red in the face. You probably call him it during a gaming session in his room, so he's thankful that no one else is around to witness the pure mess you've made him. He actually finds the nickname really cute, but is surprised you even went so far into considering that he deserved a nickname like that. But don't stop, though. In fact, only ever call him that from now on. He thinks you're mad at him if you call him anything other than 'Vivi'.

Satan simply raises an eyebrow the first time you call him 'Tantan'. It's not the most practical nickname in his opinion, but it's certainly unique. Still, he can't deny the warmness he feels blossom in his chest at hearing you call him that. It's cute, he'll admit it. But he only let's you call him that. The minute his brother's try, they'll be met with his wrath immediately. Lucifer's the only one who consistently calls him it besides you. It makes him chuckle.

Asmodeus is in love with the fact that you gave him a nickname like 'Azaz'. Though, it's the thought of giving him a nickname that he really loves, he feels the actual nickname could use some work. "How about Azzy. That's cuter". If you continue to call him 'Azaz', he'll be pouty. It's not as cute as it could be, especially after Mammon pointed out it sounded like 'Assass'. Like, Asmodeus knows he has an ass, but come on man. He wants a cute nickname, not an ass one. Still, he thinks it's adorable that you tried.

Beelzebub blushes when you first call him 'Zeze'. He finds it adorable. He's the one most normal about the nickname, and feels his tummy twist into knots whenever he hears you call him it. The feeling confused him, at first, because he thought it was hunger or something, but he eventually began to realize that it was the nickname that was getting him to feel like this and not any hunger.

Belphegor also quite likes 'Phephe'. Though, it did take him a few times of hearing it to get used to it. At first, he may have even scoffed at the name, but it was something he warmed up to pretty quick. It wasn't as bad as he was making it out to be, and after hearing Beelzebub also call him it, he was won over.

Thank you so much for your request and patience! I hope the wait was worth it <3

[iuteamstarcandy]

IU’s book recommendations

There are lots of books IU has recommended in recent years. Links have been provided for the ebooks that you can legally read for free online.

Fredrik Backman - A Man Called Ove

L. Frank Baum - The Wonderful Wizard of Oz [Shoes, NOT Red Shoes*]

Lewis Carroll - Alice in Wonderland [Twenty-three]

Lewis Carroll - Through the Looking Glass [Red Queen]

Paulo Coelho - Brida

Osamu Dazai - No Longer Human

Fyodor Dostoyevsky - The Brothers Karamazov

Gong Ji Young - Very Light Feather

Kaori Ekuni - Falling Into the Evening

Hermann Hesse - Demian

Hwang Sun Won - Rain Shower [The Shower]

Hwang Jeong Eun - 파씨의 입문 Introduction to Paschi/Passy

Hwang Jeong Eun - Savage Alice

Im Sol Ah - 최선의 삶 The Best Life

Jonas Jonasson - The Hundred-Year-Old Man Who Climbed Out the Window and Disappeared

Byron Katie - Loving What Is: Four Questions That Can Change Your Life

Kim Hye Jin - 딸에 대하여 About my Daughter

Kim Sung Jong - 계엄령의 밤 The Night of Martial Law

Kim Young Ha - 오직 두 사람 Only Two People

Kwon Yeo Seon - 레몬 Lemon

Lee Hye Rin - 열정 같은 소리하고 있네 You Call It Passion

Lee Kyung Hye - One Day I Died

Lee Seok Won - 보통의 존재 Common Being

Milan Kundera - The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Haruki Murakami - Hear the Wind Sing

Guillaume Musso - Will You be There?

Friedrich Nietzsche - Thus Spoke Zarathustra

Ito Ogawa - Have Some Warmth~

Ito Ogawa - The Restaurant of Love Regained

Park Min Gyu - Castella

Park Min Gyu - 죽은 왕녀를 위한 파반느 Pavane for a Dead Princess

Mirjam Pressler - Bitter Chocolate

Françoise Sagan - Do You Like Brahms?

Leo Tolstoy - Ivan the Fool [Glasses]

José Mauro de Vasconcelos - My Sweet Orange Tree [Zeze]

Virginia Woolf - Jacob’s Room

Virginia Woolf - Mrs. Dalloway [Black Out]

(*Note: IU’s The Red Shoes did use the Hans Christian Anderson fairytale as a motif, but IU didn’t write that song, therefor it was not included above)

Sources: IU’s fancafe, news etc.

[the-kr8tor]

Katy im super proud of you! You are an amazing writer and one of my favorites by far. I know wherever you go ill be their following and supporting you. Congrats on one year! Cant wait to read everything and see everything you have in planned. Even if you make me cry💗

YOU'RE MAKING ME ALL SAPPY AND I WANNA CRY BROOO BUT IM IN PUBLIC I'VE GOT A REPUTATION YKNOW!! 🥹🥹🥹

Thank you so much zeze! You're one of the OGs I still remember the first time I saw u in my notes! Love you to bits 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 and thank you so much for sticking around (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)⁠♥

Currently planning on writing an actual novel after I finish opin and bdas 2! So I hope you still hang around even after then 🩷 I'm glad you're here, bestie!! Couldn't have done it without all the love you give ❤️❤️❤️

[emoelmoisgay]

Hey @maratheforestfrog and @onyxmustdie idk if you remember but I told ygs I named characters in my book after you and I've finally written first scene w/ ygs in it. I apologize that my writing is shit (I'm so nervous tagging onyx this feels like tagging famous writer or smth).

"Hello! I'm Mara, welcome to where you'll be for the rest of internity! I'm the god of Sapphic love. You're probably wondering 'why is the god of Sapphic love welcoming all the new gods?' Well, actually its because I keep getting in trouble but not enough to revoke my god-ness, so this is punishment. But actually I don't know why it's a punishment, because I enjoy this very much, it's always nice to meet new people. Probably they just needed this job to be filled up by someone." Smiles Mara. "... Onyx. Onyx! Introduce yourself." They yell."

"Onyx. He/they. God of cats. Not a hundred percent sure why I'm following Mara around but, uh, here we are I guess."

"Because you're my best friend, silly!"

"... Alright." He shrugs.

Onyx walks a few feet in front of Mara and the new god, presumably to guide them, but if the events of the past few days have proven anything, it's that nothing is predictable.

"So!" Exclaims Mara, turning her attention to Azalea, "What are you the god of?"

"Disease." They say.

"Really? I was sure we already had a god of disease. What was his name again?" Mara seemed so lost in thought about this god. The knife in Z's bag was burning its way into their skin, making itself known. It seemed as if the knife was screaming.

"Hm. Your name is Azalea, right?"

Z nodded. "You can call me Z, or Zeze, or Lea, or Leo also."

"So Zeze, any gods you'd like to see? What do you like? We can see what controls it!"

Z thought about this. They liked cats, but Onyx was right there. They hit their head. Stop blanking, you fucking idiot!

"Good omens?" They asked. It was the only thing they could think of. Good omens really needed to stop infecting Ger- I mean, Azalea's mind.

"HEY ONYX YOU FUCKER" Mara screamed.

"STOP CURSING THIS IS A FUCKING HOLY PLACE WE ARE FUCKING PURE HERE DUMBASS" Onyx screamed back. The gods seemed to enjoy screaming.

"IS THERE A GOD OF GOOD OMENS UP HERE?" Yelled Mara. Christ, these motherfuckers really like yelling.

"NO? MARA PLEASE DONT TELL ME YOU KILLED NEIL GAIMAN AND NOW HE'S UP HERE TOO."

"I HAVE CONTROL OVER SAPPHIC LOVE, NOT AUTHORS."

"NEIL GAIMAN ISN'T A LESBIAN?!?!"

This was so unsettling for Mara that she fell backwards and finally decided to stop yelling and walk towards Onyx.

"Onyx." Said Mara. She was so serious that it felt more like a police investigation then a conversation between two best friends. The fact that Mara towered over Onyx made it even more interagation-y.

"THAT'S WHAT TOM TOLD ME!" Shouted Onyx. If this was a police investigation, it would be over very quickly.

"Oh! That gives me an idea!" If this were a investigation, Mara would probably not be a great detective, as she had gotten distracted very easily.

And so, Azalea, Onyx, and Mara set out to find Tom.

[arachnaemboss]

MEET THE MUN!

alias / name. Jack

birthday. October 5th

zodiac sign. Libra

height. 5'4

hobbies. Drawing, sleeping, writing, watching stuff, spending time w friends

favourite colour. Lime green, purple

favorite book. Not sure I can pick one. Depends on my mood tbh

last song. Radioactivity, by Kraftwerk

last film / show. Law & Order: SVU

recent reads. Romeo & Juliet

fun fact about me. I write many more characters from the Hellaverse aside from Zestial (tho on Discord). My favs to roleplay are Asmodeus, Lucifer and Zeze himself :}

tagged by. UH. several people

tagging. whoever has not done this yet!

[thedolsideblog]

Blythe The Scrapper

Appearance

"Before Whitney can do anything to you, they're dragged back by a hand grabbing their collar, making them fall to the floor. A dark-haired figure looms over them. It's Blythe, a rather popular student in the school for....other reasons."

Information

Species : Human, partial demon transformation

Personality : Stoic, Overprotective, Desperate

Occupation : Student, Bartender, Stall Seller, Thief

Role : Love Interest

Relationship : Lover, Protector

Interest : Foraging, Stealing, The One (the player character if romanced)

Blythe is a fellow student who can be encountered after the player meets Whitney. They attend the local school on Oxford Street, where they are both revered and feared by the other students due to their strong yet violent nature.

They serve as one of the player's potential love interest. They are initially quite cold towards the player, but as the player spends more time with them, they open up more and become interested in pursuing a romantic relationship with the player character.

Unlike the other school love interest, Blythe has multiple jobs because they live independently. Because of this, the player has many chances running into Blythe outside of school- whether they're pouring expensive drinks or robbing closed off spaces.

Description

Blythe's description remains consistent between genders, with small differences. They will always have dark hair with washed out blonde dye on the tips of their hair, fashioned in a hush cut that reaches their neck (male) or their back (female). They have amber eyes.

They are described having a muscular build, and is always taller than the player no matter the height. (breaking character here : i always see his height as 6"1 or 185 cm)

They seem to have multiple clothing that is the same between genders. The most consistent items in their closet are their black beanie and dark pendant they wear around their neck.

Blythe seems to posses the demon transformation; partially. They have the imp tail but missing the horn and tail. They seem to be aware of it, able to control it to some extent, but otherwise ignores its presence. It's implied that they did not underwent the transformation like the player character- instead, they were already born with it, saying it's "hereditary."

Blythe's opinion of the player

Blythe's opinion of the player is dependent on their two stats : Love and Devotion. It is impossible to increase the Devotion stat without unlocking Blythe as a romantic partner.

General

Very Low Love : Blythe has no strong opinion of you.

Low Love : Blythe is intrigued by you.

Mid to High Love, before confession : Blythe is fond of you.

As Lovers

Low Love, Low Devotion : Blythe is desperate to be with you.

Low Love, High Devotion : Blythe will protect you either way.

High Love, Low Devotion : Blythe loves you.

High Love, High Devotion : Blythe belongs to you.

[moon-floret]

hi. i’ve been refreshing ur ao3 series tab about once every 2 hours to check if it’s been updated . if it needs to be said i am utterly in love w it.

also since ur like the only hdg writer for boykissers your def claiming an open market (￣▽￣)

anyways!!!!!! i love your writing and the cyprassi and mercurii and want them to cuddle me. thank yu for making this series <333333

we wait in tantalizing anxiety to learn whether or not sage gets his shirt back

AWH THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVE!! Yr so sweet adbaskdsafas dw I will post all of my updates here on tunglr to save yr poor refresh tab 🫡

I think I’m one of the only people writing m/m rn (be the change you want to see in the world, I guess) but if you have not checked out the Boyliker’s HDG collection there’s a lot of trans m/f and m/nb goodness on there and you are sorely missing out. APOWIA is there too, but you already knew about that one ;P

If you want some personal reccomendations, I’d be pressed not to direct you to Growing Violet by @belenen for some excellently written smut thats got a little bit for everyone, She Stim on My Antenna Till I Biorhythm by @transfem-tomgirl for a short but sweet little t4t romp, and anything by @sheepwavehdg is top tier but my personal favorites are the OG Pladdy of Ache of Malucatum and the fluffy autistic goodness of Good Sensory.

[purgatory-is-life]

Mechtober prompt 15/day 15-Romanticism

This is absolutely not what this prompt originally meant but uh. hanahaki angst be upon ye.

(also im lowkey incapable of writing hanahaki that Isnt 50k words of slowburn at least in my brain. so. im probably going to expand on this one at some point too)

@mechtober-2024

Bloody Crocus - Reality666Rift999 - The Mechanisms (Band) [Archive of Our Own]

tw; body horror, typical hanahaki horror/angst shenanigans, coughing, sickness, mentioned temporary character death, mentioned exhaustion, emetophobia, probably more, feel free to ask for me tag something else!!

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Marius couldn’t breathe. This, in and of itself, wasn’t necessarily abnormal. He didn’t remember much about Byron’s life, about being Byron, and anything he did remember was inconsistent and flitted away just as quickly as it came. But he does remember, sometimes, how hard it was to breathe. The war-torn world he’d called home as Byron was polluted beyond repair, and the air quality was only getting worse when Byron was alive. Marius would be surprised if there was any breathable air left, at this point.

But this felt much different from suffocating on acrid, smoke-stained air.

He could remember one time where Byron felt the same choking feeling, and even then, he only remembered Zeze’s horrified, concerned expression as fae started saying–

And the memory was gone.

Oh well.

Marius still couldn’t breathe.

It might be more accurate to say it hurt to breathe, each attempted breath causing a dull, constant scratching feeling in his lungs. It had been doing this for the past… however-long. Time got weird when you were immortal, and Marius was never one to keep a particularly close eye on something as silly and multi-directional as time on the starship Aurora. Marius was half certain she purposely tried to fly near wormholes and time dilated areas just to cause the time system programed into her to get even more fucked up. And their days were already inconsistent, sometimes two hours and sometimes five months. According to Nastya, one time one day lasted an entire year and no one noticed until after, when the night cycle lasted two years. Well, time was relative anyway. Especially on the Aurora.

Either way, Marius hadn’t been able to breathe for a while.

It started just as an odd cough, here and there. He didn’t think anything of it–he was known to forget to drink water or eat food regularly. So he’d just meandered to the kitchen, or one of them he wasn’t sure if Aurora only had one or if she had more, and got some water, and went about his day whenever the cough came about.

But, over time it started getting worse.

He found himself spontaneously coughing for minutes at a time, sometimes he spent minutes hacking and gagging trying to rid his throat of some unknown blockage, only for nothing to come up and the feeling to disappear and leaving him gasping and confused– one eventful time he had a coughing fit that lasted nearly an hour and a half, according to Aurora. He’d passed out after that one, and Aurora was beginning to grow concerned. Admittedly, so was he. He shouldn’t have been able to get sick, after all, after getting the new arm. He hadn’t been sick in the century since getting the new arm, and he had traveled across many galaxies and timestreams with the Mechanisms!

What was worse, was the growing image of a pattern emerging with his coughing fits.

Like that hour-and-a-half-long coughing fit. That had happened after he saw Ashes and Tim kissing in one of the common areas. A pang of hurt and loss spread through his chest, and with it that now-familiar choking feeling. He ran to the med-bay as quickly as he could, hoping that Ashes or Tim hadn’t noticed him, collapsing as soon as he arrived at the familiar space and spending nearly an hour and a half coughing and wheezing.

Each time he had one of those choking, coughing fits, it was after he interacted with one of his crewmates. Everytime, that choking feeling would begin again and he’d have to make excuses to leave and cough up his lungs.

So, naturally, as a doctor, upon locating the cause of the issue, he decided it would be easiest to disappear into his room until the choking-around-his-friends stopped.

Unfortunately, this only seemed to exasperate the issue, as now he had the choking feeling all the time. Each breath hurt, and a few times he’d tried not breathing in order to prevent the pain, but that just caused him to pass out (and die, once) from oxygen deprivation. And the worst part was, he didn’t know what was wrong with him. He couldn’t get sick, his mechanism should take care of any illness that found its way into his body. He shouldn’t get sick. (And even worse, a part of him knew what was wrong, but it was just out of grasp. Always slipping through his fingers every time he tried to grab it. He knew what this was, once, he could almost name it, but– and it was gone, along with everything else from that time.)

And then, one night, everything reached a head and Marius… well, at the very least, he wasn’t sure what to think. Really, he was kind of using it as an excuse to sleep even less, because it was kind of his body’s demand for rest that caused this.

It started, like so many things unfortunately do, with him passing out after not sleeping for however-long. That was one thing he did actually avoid–sleeping. Because he didn’t really get much rest out of it, often. Unless his exhaustion was bone-deep and he could barely stay standing. Whenever he passed out, he wound up… Lost. Lost was the best way he’d found to describe it.

When he ‘slept’, or morley whenever his body shut down, he found himself lost in the music that he constantly heard everywhere, no matter where or who he was with. It’s just when he was Lost, the music was cacophonous and loud and overlapping–like he was in a room with the entire population of a large planet. It barely sounded like music. And sometimes (a lot of the time, more often than he’d like) he found his way outside his room, and wandered the halls of Aurora, attempting to play along to the music he heard while Lost. Sometimes he stayed in his room, but more often than not, he woke up on some distant part of the ship with no idea how he got there.

That’s what had happened–he passed out and found himself Lost in the Music, so Lost that he hadn’t noticed himself beginning to play a familiar song of lost loneliness, and when he woke up Brian was holding his arms and keeping him steady on his feet, somewhere that looked a lot like Aurora’s bridge.

“Marius?” Brian asked, in that sweet, concerned voice of his. “Are you okay? You were– you were playing in your sleep again.”

Marius blinked up at the drumbot, mind still hazy from being Lost. After a moment, he managed to snap out of it and give Brian a signature lop-sided grin. “O’course I am, my dear Drumbot! Whyever would I not be?”

“I don’t know,” Brian admitted, eyebrows furrowing in concern. It was always cute when he did that. “But you just came by, humming and playing Lost In The Cosmos I think? And then, halfway through you collapsed, and now we’re here. I wanted to make sure you’re alright, that you’re not hurt.”

Marius couldn’t breathe, more so than usual. He went to further reassure the pilot that he was fine, that nothing was wrong and he’d be fine–but as soon as he opened his mouth, violent coughs racked his body, and he collapsed further into Brian’s arms, which only suited to worsen the coughing fit.

Marius coughed into his metal hand as Brian gently lowered them to the ground, a cool, comforting, brass hand rubbed his back as he coughed. With a couple gags and a few more coughs, whatever it was that had found its way into his esophagus finally dislodged itself from his throat.

“Marius?” Brian’s voice was still thick with concern and it just made Marius’s throat close more. He pulled his hand away, ignoring the blood spatters on the metal fingers–blood wasn’t anything new on this particular ship–instead focusing on the colorful, blood stained flower petals. His vision swam as he stared down at the petals, the only noise he could hear being the screeching music.

Marius crushed the petals in his head and turned to Brian, hoping his words would drown out the noise (he pointedly ignored how that hope made him choke on what he now figured to be flowers). Brian still had that concerned look on his face.

“Are you okay?” Brian’s voice finally cut through the endless symphony. Brian’s voice only made Marius’s throat fill with more flowers.

Fuck.

Marius grinned at his crewmate. “Of course, my dearest pilot!” he forced out through the flowers. His voice was hoarse and rough from the coughing. “Though, I’ve remembered–I think I was wandering ‘round because I left something in the med-bay! I’ll be off to fetch it, then, and get out of your hair, dear!” Marius stood up quickly (probably too quickly), ignoring the nausea that rose at the action. Brian nodded slowly, face not changing as he stood up with a long creeeaaak from his knees. “You should oil your joints, Brian,” Marius said, “if they wear too much or get too tarnished, you might not be able to walk very well.”

“I know, Mari,” oh that nickname did something to him–mostly make him cough again– “just– I will. Just take care of yourself too, okay?”

Marius nodded, and smiled at him, before quickly fleeing the scene.

Instead of going to the med-bay, he returned to his bedroom, locking the door. Marius couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t breathe from flowers and vines growing in his lungs.

How long had they been there? It felt like he was choking, it felt like he was being suffocated–it had to have taken a while for them to grow to the point where he was coughing them up. Why were there flowers in his lungs, in the first place? Naturally, as a doctor, it was imperative he got to the bottom of this.

Naturally, the next time the others were awake, he went to Ivy and Raph.

They were hanging out in Ivy’s library, and seeing them made his throat burn with thorns. “Hello, my lovely Archivist! And my lovely Science Officer!” He greeted them.

Ivy smiled at him, a small thing that made Marius’s heart do funny things. Raphaella grinned widely, showing her razor sharp teeth, and that made Marius’s heart do even more funny things. “Do you need something, Marius?” Ivy asked.

“Ah, I was wondering if you had any books on flowers! And flower-related illnesses! I was in the mood to do some research, and as the medic of this ship I ought to know about even the most obscure of illnesses.”

“Of course I do,” Ivy said simply, “though I do feel the need to remind you that you are technically not a doctor.”

Marius waved his hand. “Semantics!”

“I will retrieve a few of them–but if any harm befalls these books, Marius, I will ensure you know pain a thousand times worse.”

“Of course! I wouldn’t expect anything less from you, Ivy.” Ivy nodded, and left. Marius couldn’t breathe. He rubbed his chest as he stared off into space, humming. He really hoped that whatever was causing the flowers in his lungs was an easy fix.

“You alright, Baron?” Raphaella’s voice pulled Marius from his thoughts.

He gave her his best grin. “Of course, Raph! Never been better! Why?”

Raph tilted her head to the side, Tim sometimes compared the action to birds on their home planet. “No reason. You just seem… Off, I suppose. Figured I’d check in.”

“Well, I’m doing swimmingly! It is sweet that you wanted to make sure, though,” Marius smiled at her, despite the petals in his throat. He was honestly amazed he’d been able to last this long without hacking up the things. Ivy quickly returned with only two books, she wasn’t really willing to lend out much more than that if she was skeptical of your ability to properly ‘respect’ her books.

“Here you are, Marius. These should be enough to cover what you need.”

“Thank you, my dear Archivist! Well, I’ll be off then!” Marius, with a swift bow, turned and walked away, leaving the library. He had to sprint to the med-bay in order to hack up a bouquets worth of flower petals. At the very least, hopefully the book would give him an answer.

Maybe, once he receives that answer, he’ll finally be able to breathe again.

Oh, if only he knew.

—--

Marius was going to bash his own head in. Hanahaki, that was a common name for it. And the only illness or reason he could find for flowers to be growing in a still-living person’s lungs. Unrequited love–platonic, romantic, any kind of love–could cause flowers and plants to grow in the lungs of the subject of said unrequited love. It wasn’t common in a lot of species across space, most having immune systems that were able to fight off the spores or seeds or whatever before they rooted in the host's lungs. But he was one of the unlucky few who was able to grow flowers in his lungs.

He was coughing up flower petals because he was an idiot who fell in love too quickly.

With that in mind, he was kind of surprised that flowers only just started growing in his chest. He’d been a part of the Mechanisms for–what was it, two centuries, at this point? Perhaps his mechanism had tried to take care of the flowers, but they started growing more and his arm couldn’t keep up? Whatever. This was a relatively easy fix–he just had to wait the feelings out!

Alone!

Doing his best to avoid his friends, the only people on this ship besides Aurora herself and Nastya whom he saw maybe thrice a year in between concerts.

He just had to ignore the choking, scratching feeling of thorns in his throat until his heart finally took the hint and moved on from his decidedly not interested Crewmates. Aurora expressed concern, once she noticed him hacking up more and more flower petals. But as usual, he brushed her off, he could handle himself plenty fine! Everything would be fine.

Marius could barely breathe between the flowers.

But he’d be fine.

Everything would be fine.

Marius couldn’t breathe.

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100 DAYS WITH MOMMY!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉 @ad0rechuu

TO MY ZEZE : thx for always being by my side when i need you, i know its hard for us to communicate with the time zones and stuff but im always so glad you reply and listen to me ramble about my day etc etc etc even though your busy with your things and your health especially.

you are my inspiration and the main reason i started writing and doing all this weird shit and exploring my interests and you always supported me through everything and im so grateful to have you in my life!

i hope we spend forever together and make more memories even through the screen! you mean a lot to me and im really glad to have you by my side. cause who can live without their mother fr. i know ur health is not good as u would want it to be but cheer up!!!!! i'll always be here for u to talk and chill with even if im busy. i'll always pick up the phone just for u<3333

ilysm and i hope we stay together forever, the seonghwa to my hongjoong🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

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Pelipper mail!

[Oh! It's a letter from Polaris!]

"Dear Dewdrop and Drea,

I think I’ve gotten a proper hold on how the mail system works here, which is a plus! Looks like letters from me will be coming in on Tuesdays and Fridays, providing that nothing goes wrong.

It’s been a bit chaotic with the Walrein, but it seems like things are settling down. Wallace has been a massive help in settling them.

Drea: Oh, Opie is a very cute nickname for me. I like it a lot :) Zeze and Nini are also very cute. It’s nice to know that your school has a wide array of teachers giving lessons. And you’ve made friends, oh that’s excellent Drea! I love working with Dragonite, they’re always very sweet and gentle with their trainers. I would love to meet your new friends when I come home.

Oooh, I see. I’m glad to see that you’ve found a safer alternative to Pokeblocks while I was gone. Nana is an excellent cook so I’m sure that they are delicious.

Dewdrop: Everyone is safe :) Yes that’s very important. First bristles on the babies!! Augh, I can’t wait to come back and see them, I’m sure they’re so so cute.

Also, I would like to contest, I think that I personally am the Lucky One in this relationship. Your family has always been so kind and welcoming towards me.

Ah, nightmares…I’m sorry Droplet :((( I’m trying to resolve the Walrein issues as soon as I can. I’ll be on the plane home literally as soon as physically possible.

I miss Liam, and Cobbler definitely misses his Criminal Companion.

Sorry for the shorter letter today, it’s been so so so busy handling the Walrein. I haven’t had too much time for much else! I’m writing this letter on my lunch break. Bird says Hi!

Lots and lots of love from me, we are staying safe

Your Starlight."

[Attached are a few photos of the Walrein line in the sanctuary. Once seems to be Wallace, based on the old burn on the back.]

Hi again Opie, Uhm I have a question. when you get home can you help me with the service pokemon stuffs again? I know Mis Mom miss Viv has been talking about it alot but i am very nervous :-( BUT!! She says she will ask Uncle Ingo to help train me a strong pokemon so I wont be scared when going outside! ALSO!! I caught a little Larvitar that uncle is gonna train up for me!!

Dune and Liam have been cuddling more and more!! [Theres a image of Dune and Liam cuddled in the sun with Liam grooming the old persian.]

[There is a piece of tape, seemingly being a easier way for Andrea to leave room for Vivianne, the Washi tape being magikarp themed]

Hello starlight :) I am so glad that everyone is okay and remember what you tell me 'dont rush yourself'...or was it the other way around? I don't remember haha. Mischeif decided to use bounce on me yesterday, was funny since he is still quite weak. Knowing Queenie though? She'll get them in fighting shape quick, Shes always loved sparring with the little karps.

Rememeber to not over-work yourself though Starlight. You need time to recover and rest too! Also, Tell bird me and Drea said hello :)

Love you from the bottom of the ocean to the furthest part of space, Your Dewdrop <3