#zelo yelling into a mic

[babyjunhongie-blog]

Evolution of Zelo rapping into a mike 😂😂 Never Give Up to Wake Me Up

[issabakugodrangeel]

Showcase gone wrong

Stray Kids 10th member AU

Summary: Stray kids get ready for the showcase in order to debut, but things didn’t go as planned. 

Warnings: None!! But just a DISCLAIMER no hate towards the ITZY members or their fandom just wanted some drama in my story!!! 

A/N: Request are open!! It’s finally up took me a while but here you go....... sorry if this wasn’t good....

Lisa’s P.O.V

“RISE AND SHINE BOYZ!!! I got some excited news!!!!” Chan yelled, opening the door to me and Felix’s shared room as he turn on the lights. I groan pulling the covers over my body tossing to my right side. 

It’s been half a month now since I moved in with these idiots and I’m kinda I love them dearly but they’re so loud sometimes. 

“Felix! Go turn off the lights!!” I said in my sleepy voice.

“How about you get it? You’re the one that’s on the bottom bunk.” He argues. I groan again.   

“Do I have to get Woojin to wake up your ass?” Chan bursted through again giving us our last warning. 

That got my attention and I jolted sitting up. “Okay, I’m awake!” I shouted with my eyes still close. Chan laughs and leaves the room before saying “Hurry up!” 

I sight tiredly. Trying to adjust my eyes, I can hear Felix’s giggles. “Is someone scared of Hyung?” He teases his head was hanging between the railing end. I glared at him. I grabbed my pillow and smacked his face. He let out a ‘ow.’ 

So I may or may not be afraid of getting waken up by Woojin. I don’t even wanna say why, I can’t relive that morning. I did warn them I love to sleep. 

Finally, having the energy, I pulled the sheets off me and slipped on my slippers.  Felix also gets down from his top bunk. 

“You got drool on your face.” He giggles pointing to it. I didn’t have the energy to say anything so I try to playfully smack him but he runs out the door. 

“Noona, I made you pancakes.” Jeongin set a plate in front of me. “Aww!! Thank you my little Dongsang.” I pinch his cheeks. “Don’t baby me, Noona.” He whined sitting down next to me. 

“Hey, where are my pancakes?” Jisung asked him. “You’re a grown man. Make some yourself.” Jeongin tort back. Jisung just glared at him. I couldn’t help but snort. 

“Noona.” Hyunjin called me. “Hmm?” I asked taking a bit out of my food. “Do you cook?” He asked. I almost chocked on my pancakes. Everyone just looked at me oddly. “Hell no I don’t. I can’t cook to save my life. So, don’t ever ask me to make anything.” I warned them. He frowns. 

“Okay, so JYP emailed me the line up for the show case.” Chan announced once he was done with his food. 

“Who are we competing against?” Changbin asked him. 

“ ‘Boy story’ That new Chinese boy group JYP is trying to debut.” Chan started reading the list. 

“Isn’t that boy group that are 10 years old?” I questioned. He nods. God dang it. Why these kids so damn young. 

He started listing off others. Some of I never heard of and some I have. “And then the girls project.” He finished reading the list. 

“Hey isn’t your friend in that group?” Minho nudge Jisung’s elbow. “You mean Ryujin and her squad?” Jisung asked him. He nods. 

I felt tens when Jisung said that name. I still haven’t told them about my beef with them and I don’t plan to. 

“I’m not friends with them anymore remember? I haven’t been since a long time.” I got confused. “What do you mean?” I asked him. 

“Didn’t you used to train with them before Chan asked you to join our team?” Felix asked me. I slowly nod. 

“I stop being friends with them cause I heard they were bullying this trainee at the company. More like I was told they were harassing them. I don’t like being friends that are bullies.” Jisung explained. I almost Aw. At least he good at making good choices. 

“Do you know who it is?” Seungmin asked?” Jisung shook his. “Nope. They never said their names.” He said. I kinda felt grateful for them for not reveling me but also scared at the same time cause other trainees paid attention. 

“They scare me.” Jeongin said

“Why?” Hyunjin raised his eyebrow at him. 

“Well, they look scary.” He said. We shrugged it off. 

“So, Lisa, hows the solo stage coming along?” Chan asked me going to a new topic. 

“I told you guys I’m not spoiling. You guys are just gonna have to see like the others.” I smirked at them they let out a groan. JYP asked me to do a solo stage during the show case and I agree. I tried to kept what I’m doing a secret. And the kids have been dying to know what I’m going to do. 

“Knowing you, it’s going to be amazing.” Seungmin said. “I promise to every inch of bone in my body I won’t let you guys down.” I promised them. I need to debut with them I gotta make them debut. 

“There’s nothing to worry about. Everything will be fine.” Chan assured us. 

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The following past and it was the day of the showcase. I was so nervous I tried not let it show. Tho I can’t help like something bad was going to happen. 

When we arrived at the venue the girls project team acted like they didn’t know me. The guys thought it was wired since they know i’ve trained with them before but didn’t questioned me. 

We were in the dressing room waiting to do our practice run. A knock was heard on the door. The staff member opened it. “Lisa, you have visitors.” She said. I frown my eyebrows. 

My lips turned to a smile. “You guys came!” I screamed running up to thew two men that came into the room.  

“We told you we would come.”Zelo smiles. 

“Besides you did came to my survival show so it’s only fair I come to your showcase.” changhyun lifts me off the ground. 

“Now I have even more reasons to be nervous.” I admitted. 

“You nervous? What are you so nervous about?” Zelo questioned me. 

“Well for starters I’m doing three stages. And I don’t want to let my team down.” I said fast. 

“Hey.” Changkyun places his hands on my shoulders. “You’re going to be fine. You did this once before.” 

I still couldn’t get this feeling off my chest. I know he’s right but, the others are what I keep thinking. I won’t be able to live with myself if I can’t make them debut. 

“Noona, we’re on in ten for practice.” Seungmin called for me. 

“Go get em shorty.” Zelo smiled at me. I glared at him. 

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Following the other members I made my way to grab my mic to make sure it was charged and working fine. 

Meanwhile the girl project team was practicing. The guys were talking about how good they are. And they were. 

“You okay?” Chan asked. I jumped from sudden appearance. 

“Y-yeah. They’re good huh?” I pointed over to them. 

“We got this.”Chan assured me. I just stared at the stage. 

Once the girls were done it was our turn to practice. Fist it was my solo stage. Surprisingly it turn out just fine. 

“Wow, Noona that was amazing.” Felix said having the bright smile. 

“I feel like i should’ve done something better.” 

“Trust us. That performance was enough.” Hyunjin said. 

“You honestly killed it. Rapping and singing not to mention dancing at the same time I felt that.” Minho places his arm around my shoulder. I took a sip of my bottle before Chan called me for the 3racha stage. 

For this stage the boys did mess up a bit nothing serious but I didn’t seem something like they would do.  When we got to the team practice for warrior descendant Changbin and Jisung messed up again. 

Chan pulled them to the side to talk about the mistakes they did. 

“You did well.” The voice of Yeji startled me. I looked at her confusingly. “But it looks like you guys need a lot of work.” She fakes smiles. 

“Oh, I saw you guys had a few mistakes yourselves. You guys just don’t want to admit it.” I gave her one in return. She didn’t look to happy. 

“Well, just see who gets to debut in a few hours.” She grins at me before leaving. I ignored her and went to check up on the others. 

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It was finally time for the real showcase tonight JYP was making his way to his place. 

I went to go double check my mic that it was recharged and working fine. “Testing 1,2,3?” The tech guy gave me thumbs up saying it was good. I nod. Minho stood next to me to check his. 

“Lisa your stage is almost up.” A staff member reminds me. Well, it’s now or never. I gotta do this. I try to take glance at the rest of the members as I could reminding myself I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for them. 

----

My solo stage was done I handed my mic to the tech guy rushing over to the others. 

“See you had nothing to worry about.” Woojin pats my shoulder.

“I still have two more stages. Am I shaking?” I asked looking at my hands

“You’re not. You’re over reacting.” Changbin said placing his ear set in. 

“3racha lets go.” Chan called to us. Here we go again. 

----

Our stage went fine just that Chan slipped a little but I don’t think too many people notice. The way he fell scared me but I stayed focus. 

Now it was time for our team again. I feel like we should be okay we practice so man times. 

Everyone kept cheering us on. When I got to my rap part I only made it to three words till my mic was go cut off. I began to panic but tried not to show it and still went on and did my verse using all the power in my voice so people could still hear me. Before my verse ended Chan notice my mic was off and quickly rushed to my side making it seem like it was part of the dance and let me shared my mic with him. I kept it calm but in the inside it wanted to barf. 

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Getting off the stage hearing the crowd die down I quickly rushed to backstage. At this point my eyes started to water. Fearing for the worst. 

“What happened back there?” Our manager came up to us. This time my heart was beating ten times than it was before. 

“I don’t know my mic was working just fine.” I said with a panic tone in my voice. I can tell by the others they were uneasy about this. 

“Didn’t you make sure to check your mic before going on stage?” He yelled. 

“I did before going on for my solo stage.” I answered him by now you can hear the fear in my voice got to me. 

“I was there when she checked it. Something must’ve happened.” Minho tried to defend me. 

“Minho, not now. She needs to learn from her mistakes by herself.” Our manager raised his hand up thinking he was going to hit me I flinch and back away a bit. Everyone looked at me confusingly including manager. 

He takes a moment to realize my actions. “L-Lisa -ah, did-did you really think I was going to hit you?” He questions me his voice lowering with concern. 

I was too embarrassed to reply and hid my hands underneath my sleeves. “I-I’m sorry.” I knew I messed up. This was exactly what I was afraid off. I didn’t really tell them during my time at TS everyone there would get abused it was something I just kept to myself not wanting to cause more trouble. At this point my head started hurting. I let myself get carried away. 

Our manager sights. “Well talk more later, you guys are needed on stage.” 

“Lisa-“ Chan tried to put his hand on my shoulder till I lightly shoved it off and walked to to the stage.

----- (gonna speed this part up a bit)

I was so nervous. I knew I screwed up our chances of debuting. The boys probably hate me at the moment. Though we did received positive feedback  we still had some flaws.  

JYP was now talking to the ‘girls project’ not gonna lie. They were really good. “But there was one person who stood out to me the most the entire time.” I snapped back to reality hearing what JYP had to say. “Lisa.” My heart began to beat faster as he made eye contact. Now everyone turned to look at me.

“I wasn’t expecting you to have a mistake on stage. Even so, your mistake could’ve hurt your group you handle your situation very well.” My heart was still racing. “Most people would’ve panic and stopped but you kept performing keeping it natural. And Chan you helped a lot by sharing your mic with her noticing the problem. I give you points for that. That’s team work. “JYP complemented us. We thanked him and bowed. 

He’s right if Chan didn’t save my ass back there things might’ve been worst for us. 

“Of course I care about my artist knowing it wasn’t something out of the blew we’ll be looking into it.” JYP assured me. I nod. Could someone really sabotage?

“This is really hard for me because all of you are really good. But there is one winner.” JYP said. “Congratulations boys team.” My heart instantly dropped hearing our name. It dropped in a good way. Our team looked at each other with shocked eyes. I held back my tears from crying in front of all these people. I felt someone put an arm around me to comfort. I glance over to see it was Minho.

“You guys still need a lot of work but I really liked how you guys work together. You move if you were one body. I can really feel that stage aura in all of you. “Congratulations. You are the new JYP boy group to debut. ” He smiled at us.

So many emotions were going trough my entire body. Once the cameras were turned off. I quickly hugged Minho. After that I ran over to face Chan. He too was crying. “Thank you.” I cried as I hugged him the tightest. “Thank you.” I sobbed in his chest. “I should be the one thanking you.” He chuckles through his sobs.

Once everyone was done hugging and crying. “Guys I’m really sorry for letting you down.” I apologized to them for the million time.

“It’s okay. You heard JYP, mistakes happen.” Chan said.

“That doesn’t change the fact we almost didn’t make it this far.” I argued.

“Noona! We’re debuting! No ones blaming you and why would we? We never did.” Jisung said placing his hands on my shoulders. Everyone nods.

“I love you guys. So much.” I smiled at them.

“Another group hug.” Jisung yelled as we all huddle around each other.

“Lisa!”I heard Changkyun call for me when everyone let go.

“guys!” I smiled and ran over to them hugging them.

“You did it.” Changkyun ruffles my hair.

“You we’re amazing regardless of what happened.” Zelo patted my shoulder.

“I don’t know I have feeling it was planned.” I told after what JYP said.

“Maybe but did you see the girls team when JYP said you were going to debut. It was hilarious.” Changkyun smiles. Mine fades once he mentions them. What if it was them.

“We should celebrate with your members.” Zelo suggested. All I did was nod. 

--

-To Jisung  

As Jisung was packing his bag someone came up to him. "Congrats Jisung Oppa." He jumped a little but notice it was just Ryujin."Oh, thanks Ryujin. Sorry you guys didn't make it but there always next time right?" Jisung tried not to be selfish about it but just didn't want to talk to her.

 Her smile faded. "I feel bad for what happened to Lisa. It was wired her mic died middle of her performance." Ryujin mentions. Jisung stopped packing his bag and glanced over to Lisa. He knew she was beating herself up over the little incident. "yeah, Minho hyung was right, her mic was fully charged before we went on stage." Jisung also couldn't but think about. He also knew that Lisa was acting very wired at every single practice they had to prepared for the showcase. This wasn't something he knew that she would make a mistake in.

“Anyways, the girls and I are gonna go get dinner do you and the other boys want to join us?” She asked moving to a different topic. 

“Ryunjin, remember we’re not friends anymore.” Jisung reminded her as he zipped his bag. 

She looked hurt by his words. “That does mean we still can’t hang out?” 

“To me it does. Sorry, but the guys and I already have plans.” Jisung told her his final answer.

“Fine.” Ryunjin took her bag off the table but all her stuff fell out as it was not zipped. 

She let out a frustrating yet panic sight and she quickly tried to put everything back in her backpack. Jisung notice something odd that shouldn’t be in her bag. 

“Is that a mic you have?” He questions her as he went to pick it up but Ryunjin snatched it from his hands. Tho Jisung was quick enough to react to get it first. “Why do you have this?” He gave her a confused look. 

Ryunjin tried to snatch it but Jisung pulled his hand away. He then took a moment to process everything that just happened. “You switched out Noona’s mic? Why” He had a look of disbelieve. Ryunjin just had look of fear on her face. 

“You guys are the ones that have been harassing her haven’t you?” Jisung put the pieces together he figured it out. “The way she would always tense up whenever we talked about you guys. She used to trainee with you guys. Why!” He started to raise his voice. 

Ryunjin backed away a bit. “What did she tell you?” She regain her composure and acted like she didn’t do anything.

Jisung started to get angry at this point. “She didn’t say anything. Now I know why she never talked about herself much. Why did you do this? You know this could’ve impacted the rest of my member too? Do you know how hard Chan hyung worked to get us here? What do you have against Lisa anyways?”

“She’s not one of us oppa!” Those words really hit him. 

“That is so stupid. She doesn’t have to be. So she’s not Korean just because she’s not our race doesn’t mean she has what it takes to debt. We all deserve a chance. You’re lucky I’m not reporting you and the others.” Jisung snapped at her. 

Ryunjin was shocked she never seen him this angry before. Just as she was about to walk away Jisung grabbed her arm. “I’m warning you right now Ryunjin, you and your other members so try to lay another figure on my Noona you’re going to regret it.” Jisung glared at her as he went to talk this members. 

{Lisa SKZ 10th Member Masterlist}

[straymonbap]

could i request a friends to lovers scenario/bullet list with ravi where you're also a producer? thank you~

i’m not sure if you can call this friends to lovers but i tried my best! also am so excited that ravi is on his first solo europe tour and that i’m getting to meet and see him in less than two weeks!!! 

also this got a bit long

ravi friends to lovers!au producer!au

you had first worked with jellyfish as a company from back home in your homecountry

you had been a part of the producers who made Eternity album

the song you helped out most with had been Love, Lalala

so that had been the first time you were in contact with vixx as a group

after that you had worked with multiple other kpop groups  

soon your name was bouncing back and forth between albums and companies

jelpi were the first one to actually offer you a position

they offered you a deal to come work with them in seoul

and they promised that you’d be allowed to work with other companies too

and so you took up on that offer

in two months time you were flying across the world to seoul

jelpi had gotten you your own officetel apartment

and you even had your own studio

it was small but it was perfect for you

in just about a week you had made the studio more homey

from the start there was only a desk

a chair

a mic

computer

and the other technology to make music

but after that week there were red dimming lights

a succulent

a lava lamp

a few posters

and a couch

that was one of your fave spots

but it was difficult being the new one in the office

and if that didn’t help

the fact that you didn’t speak almost any korean

yikes

but you had started working with people already

you helped producing on roll deep with hyuna

honestly by monsta x

debut song glassbead by gfriend

turn me back by 1punch

that song was my jam

i’m a woman too by minah

just tell me by myname

and many more

but you didn’t meet a lot of the artists themselves

most often you met with their company representatives and producers

you were happy to see the songs do well

and when they were on tv promoting you’d atleast watch every performance of the song for the comeback week

but you still felt kind of lonely after three months in seoul

you had met the artists of jelpi a handful of times

but never really started hanging out with them

but that all changed

you were sat in your chair in your studio

feet propped up on the edge of the chair as your fingers worked the keyboard

you were interrupted by a knock on the door

you weren’t even sure if it had really been a knock

because the music had been so loud

but you stopped and turned around

and through the blurry glass window you could see someone standing on the other side

“come in” you yelled

carefully the door opened and none other than the rapper of vixx peeked in

“oh, hello”

you were quickly up on your feet and bowing to him

he gave you a slight bow and cleared his throat

“am i.. i.. you’re busy?” he struggled with his english

“no, i’m not busy.”

“i need help”

so with that you had followed him to his studio one floor up

somehow you understood eachother

he had tried explaining that he needed help with a track he was making

you were seated in an office chair he had hastily gotten from another room

he was playing one of his tracks that he had gotten stuck with it

leaning forward slightly in the chair you watched the track on the screen and listened to the song

there was definitely something missing

when the song ended you continued looking at the screen

ravi turned to look at you beside himself

he had known about you since a little before you came to jelpi

and since a lot of the songs you had been part of were out he hoped you’d be able to help

you shuffled your chair forward and looked at him

“may i?” you reached for the mouse and he let go of it

you smiled before going to the start of the track you bit your lip

you pulled his music board a bit closer to yourself

turning it on you tested out a few notes

finding what you were looking for you tried out a few melodies before recording snippets

ravi watched you work

your fingers were moving back and forth over the board

your hand moving your sound clips on the computer

five minutes later you hit play

the song started

in silence the two of you listened to it

the horror movie soundtrack effects (I DO NOT KNOW MUSIC ALRIGHT) you had added in the back gave the song a new feel

you hid the lower half of your face behind your sleeve covered hand

when the song ended ravi smiled and leaned back in his chair

“thank you” he said

you let out a breath

and that was how you had become a co-producer to ghost

when the album of vixx lr finally released in august you had been invited to the debut showcase

you had been on the second floor of the hall

and you had been amazed when he performed it

the song had turned out even better than what you remembered

after the evening of making ghost you and ravi had started hanging out a bit

first you two always greeted eachother in the hallways of the company

then ravi started coming by late at night to check if you were still around

which you often were

while he promoted with leo on lr you didn’t see eachother that much

and you went back to doing music alone

when they won 1st he had sent you a picture of the award

you had managed to send him ‘congrats’ in korean with some party popper emojis after some googling

and he had let out a chuckle in the car beside leo when he received your message

it was weird how you and ravi had somehow clicked

when they a few days later ended their promotions he was back at the company again

you were sitting in your studio when there was a knock on the door

“come in” you yelled

but you didn’t turn your head until you finished what you had just started changing

when you finally turned around ravi was standing by the door

“oh, hi ravi” you said and shot him a smile

“are you working?” he asked and stepped towards you

his eyes glanced curiously at your computer and you smiled

“yes. i’m almost finished”

he nodded and sat down in the two seater couch you had somehow squeezed into the room

you did some few adjustments before saving it for safety

“want to hear it?”

he nodded and you hit play

the music was done for the song

you just needed to find someone who wanted the song

and the lyrics

ravi sat quietly listening to the music and before it even got halfway he turned to you

“can i have this?”

you looked over at him with furrowed your brows

from what you knew of ravi and vixx then this was nothing that you would hear from them

“for vixx or for…?”

“for vixx” he said and you shrugged

“sure”

you also had another song for vixx that you had made

and that was how ravi had gotten heaven to vixx

and how you had given them chained up

working along with ravi became a weekly thing

up until the comeback with chained up

during their time of promotions you barely saw him

or the other members of vixx for that matter

basically you and ravi would start producing music together

sometimes you would sneak over to his studio with your laptop

sometimes he would come to yours

then at times he would be away

to japan, china, america

just around the world

but the two of you would keep contact

through kakaotalk

and your korean started improving a lot

you had started going to morning classes at a language school just a few blocks away

and you always tried your best to talk in korean with ravi

and writing for that matter

you didn’t know what to call your relationship to ravi

you would have said you were friends if it was someone else

but since he was famous you felt weird calling it friendship

you thought that he probably just saw you as a collegue

but when vixx released zelos album

and they were asked about their title ‘dynamite’ in an interview

and he said that his friend composed the song

aka you

then you felt your heart swell with happiness

that summer you worked a lot

you helped with still lonely and chuck with seventeen

ex girl with monsta x and wheein

good luck by aoa

l.i.e by exid

say yes by sistar

but mainly with gugudan’s debut song wonderland

you had once again been invited to the showcase

the girls were sooooo nice

you had actually been the main producer of the album

it had been a stressful two months until the debut

and when it was finally out you were so happy

ravi had even passed by your studio late the night of the release of gugudan’s album

with flowers to you

when he had stepped in and you saw the flowers he held out to you you couldn’t help but let out a laugh

“thank you” you said and took the flowers from him

july for you had been busy

you had once again helped out with a lot of songs

some of them were

u and me, and freaky by hyuna

love paint by nu’est

who’s that by got7

fanfare by sf9

a lot more were produced and released

but once november rolled around and vixx ended their promotions for kratos your life went back to not as busy

as vixx didn’t promote anything you and ravi were back again to working together

but ravi was busy

he was preparing his second album but no one really knew about it

you were one of the people he had told

most evenings you let him be by himself

you guessed that the album was personal to him so you didn’t want to disturb him

but ravi missed your presence

over the summer and beginning of fall the two of you had grown even closer

there had been moment when you were stuck with songs

like when working on queen for monsta x

when you just had to get away from you work for a while

and you had always ended up knocking at his studio door

he always let you in

and most times you ended up laying on his couch

while ranting to him

most times in english

he understood your worries partly

but he always listened

he would watch you ramble on with a soft smile on his lips

he always stopped everything he was doing

the worst thing that had happened was when you were producing skydive for b.a.p

he had found you crying out of frustration under your desk in your studio

you had just been so frustrated because it felt like nothing worked

and you had a deadline for that song coming up

you had just been so stressed

at first ravi had let out a laugh when he saw your legs sticking out from under the table

but when he had seen your tear streaked face he had quickly changed

“hey, what’s wrong?” he had squatted down in front of you

you had pulled the hood of your shirt down over your face

“nothing is working” you had mumbled

ravi had sat with you for a while

neither of you had said anything

“come here” he had said and taken a hold of your hand that was resting beside you

he had pulled you out from under the desk and given you a long hug

it had felt nice

comforting

then he had dried your cheeks

lowered your hood and patted your head

not much had actually been said the rest of the night but you had somehow gotten strength from him

you had ended up finishing skydive and also another song that you sent along with skydive to ts

the next day ravi had appeared the next evening with fried chicken in your studio

with your quickly improving korean you and ravi managed to actually hang out a lot

now back to him missing your company

ravi was listening to one of his tracks that he had finished

he tried to finish the lyrics

but he couldn’t concentrate

he could only think about the fact that you hadn’t come by his studio in over a week

it was already the beginning of december and you had decided that you would not go back home to visit your parents over christmas that year

instead you’d work

you were currently working on the song that would later become dreamcatcher’s chase me

you were in the middle of doing the piano intro when there was a knock on the door

“come in” you yelled out

ravi couldn’t help the small smile on his face when he heard your voice through the door

he opened the door and stepped in

glancing over your shoulder you shot him a smile before finishing on your computer and turning towards him

“hi” you said

“hi” ravi said and sat down on the armrest of your couch

“is everything coming along well?” you asked and he nodded

“feeling stressed?”

“a little bit” he admitted and you nodded

the two of you somehow ended up at a restaurant not far away from the company

over some stew and a few bottles of soju you two talked about music and producing

both of you were just a teeny tiny bit drunk when you walked back to the company

and you both fell asleep in his studio

you on his couch and him in his chair

in the morning when he woke up you had already sneaked off and he was left alone in his studio

in your slightly hangover state you had managed to actually make something decent and later the following spring it had become got7’s paradise

ravi had also made a song

and the lyrics had come to him immediately

he then sat on this song for few weeks before it was announced that he would be releasing his album r.eal1ze

you had been part of the album making with home alone

two days before his solo concerts started he had texted you

asking you to come to his studio

and so you had

you had knocked carefully on the door before entering

the second ravi had hit send on the text message he had tossed his phone away from him

he had gotten nervous and the moment you opened the door he could feel his hands almost start shaking

he had busied himself with clicking through his computer

he had everything ready already but he wanted to distract himself for a few seconds more

you sat down on his sofa

he finally turned towards you and you smiled at him

“are you nervous for you concert?” you asked and he smiled

he shook his head before sitting up a little bit in his chair

“i wanted to show you one of the songs before it’s released” he said

he clicked a little bit on his computer before the music started and his voice started talking

then what you recognised as ken’s song started singing

you tried listening to the lyrics

for 4 minutes the two of you sat in silence as the song played

the lyrics were about being in love with someone who necessarily isn’t good for you

when the song ended the two of you sat in silence for a while

you weren’t really sure how to take it

the song had already been given the okay from the company and was already deemed as finished

but the lyrics were somewhat telling

but once again you didn’t want to think too hastily

“i made it for you” ravi said silently as he turned towards you

his gaze was on a point beside you on the couch

you looked up at him

was this a type of confession?

“what?” you asked silently

he leaned back in his chair and ran a hand over his face

“i made this song for you. it’s my confession song to you” he said and you could now see how nervous he was

you sat silent for a while again

now staring down at the floor

ravi felt how his nervousness just increased

to not have to look at your direction he turned back towards his computer

“can you play it again?” you asked and he nodded silently before hitting play again

you listened even more intently to the song

ravi was staring at his screen intently

maybe his idea had been stupid

you probably didn’t like him the same way

and now you’d probably never come back to his stu-

his thoughts were interrupted when he felt your arms wrap around his neck from behind in a hug

you had gotten up and sneaked up behind him

wrapped your arms around his neck in a backhug

and leaned your chin on his shoulder

“thank you” you said and pressed a soft kiss onto his temple

ravi couldn’t help the relieved sigh and smile that came

you felt him relax and you unwrapped you arms around him

he turned his chair around so that he was facing you before he stood up

“is it okay if i kiss you?”

you could only nod

the next second his hands were cupping your cheeks

and the next his lips were against yours in a soft kiss

[stronq-chan]

B.A.P Forever in Minneapolis

i still can’t believe this happened and my decision to see them was so impulsive but i’m so glad i did. so some highlights i guess:

himchan and zelo covered yongguk’s parts and a bitch was crying especially when himchan did like i am such an intense himchan stan

youngjae talked a lot and kind of seemed like he and himchan were splitting leader duties and wow there goes my heart

daehyun got up close with one of the back up dancers like forehead to forehead and i love him fuck but i don’t remember which song it was hecka cute tho

jongup only talked once and my inner jongup stan is v sad but youngjae was extra af and talked so much shit like “well why didn’t you come to our show last year?” when he asked if this was peoples first show with bap like bro i’m poor and was even poorer last year. he also spoke a bunch of english and i cry abt it

they did one shot second following warrior and we collectively lost our shit bc that’s already a Lot™ and we were only two songs in. then was no mercy and it was a very intense first three songs and when you pair it with the leather jackets they were wearing i can’t believe i didn’t combust right there

after a vcr that had them as babies they came back in white suits and zelo had glasses i can die happy. we got coffee shop, some song i don’t know the name of and then i guess i need u and it was some huge mood whiplash

they asked about how everyone was and if we had a good thanksgiving and i love that they care about the holiday even it isn’t theirs

then they came back out for all the way up, feel so good and that’s my jam and it was so lit like daehyun kept putting his out for the feel so good part and i’m in love

himchan threw water on some of the audience during one of these songs i’m not sure it’s kind of a blur

then we got youngjae’s solo which i don’t know the name of and was many heart feelings and then fermata which was more heart feelings then we got diamond for ya before they did a q&a

daehyun was getting ready for his solo so he didn’t get to answer anything but the first question youngjae drew was asking for a hug from all the members and they were down for it except there wasn’t a name so they couldn’t. then their favorite stop on the tour was asked and they said here of course like honey we love you but also don’t believe you

himchan was asked to wink and send a heart to babyz and wow i’m dead thanks

zelo drew another question asking for a hug and there were intials so the fan came forward and he hugged them twice for a very long time and they started crying at the edge of the stage like same

jongup drew the question asking how they feel and that was like the only time he talked saying they “still have a lot of show to perform” and my heart is very soft for him

there was one final question that was a request to sing rain sound and the little shits started making actual rain sounds like the smartasses they are but then they did sing a bit of it

daehyun’s solo which we don’t know the name of killed my daehyun biased friend i went with and then we had a daehyun-jongup stage that i also didn’t recognize and i approached death. then jongup performed his solo try my luck and my inner jongup stan emerged and ascended

zelo’s solo came next and he looked like he was having so much fun and he ended up twerking and i’m sad i missed recording it

they wore military style uniforms for the last part and what a look. we had wake me up and zelo did yongguk’s iconic part and walked down the middle i love him then they did 1004 and everyone screamed and it was amazing

they did an ending ment and told us there was only one song left and we collectively said no. youngjae or himchan asked “don’t you have your families to get home to?” and we all said no again and i vaguely heard someone yell “you guys are my family” but we were in the balcony so i don’t think they heard

they finished with hands up cause we gotta get lit at the end and when they walked off everyone started chanting bap until they came back to sing with you and goodbye and like actual tears are on my face like who fucking asked

daehyun and zelo kept extending their mics to the crowd during with you and my heart is very no good

HIMCHAN THREW A KISS DURING I DON’T REMEMBER WHICH SONG BUT MY FRIEND ASKED IF I SAW IT LIKE YES I DID AND IM DEAD MY HEART DECIDED TO FLY INTO THE SUN

long story short: god i love them so much and i’m crying over them again and the fact that they said they want to do another tour next year and come back to minneapolis