#zayne bad asf

[moopsoup]

zayne who is quite literally addicted to you. there isn’t a single place in your apartment or his house that hasn’t felt the heat of his obsession. the kitchen counter where he bent you over while dinner got cold. the bathroom sink where he made you watch yourself cum on his cock. the couch where he had you spread open, hands gripping your thighs, fucking into you slow, deep, making you take every inch until you were trembling.

he’s insatiable. it doesn’t matter if you just got home from work all sweaty. he’ll drink your sweat to get the point across—he needs you. his hands are already on you, already tugging at your clothes, already pressing you into the nearest surface like it’s instinct, like he physically can’t go without feeling you wrapped around him.

“you know I can’t help it….” he murmurs, breath hot against your neck, his fingers already prying your thighs apart. his voice is smooth, calm, but his body betrays him. his breath hitching when you press against him, the pink dusting his cheeks, that hazy look in his eyes, the way his grip tightens like he’s starving for you. “just one more time. right here.” and he’s already sliding your panties down. this was the third time you’ve fucked today and you were sure it wouldn’t be the last.

[itsrlymine]

idk if you’ve answered this before or if it’s something you may not want to answer but i was wondering how your journey from the early stages of finding out about manifesting up until knowing you’re the operant power and your full potential was like

my manifesting journey so far

Hello my love! I think I just haven't seen the question yet but I would love to answer!

As far as I'm concerned, I knew manifesting as manifesting around the time I was 18 and in my first year of university. But ofc, I was manifesting the whole time before. The university I went to had the lowest acceptance percentage ever but I still managed to get in even with my grades that didn't meet their requirements and i didn't even do the college essay that everyone else had to do. I remember just deciding over and over that I would go there no matter what anybody said. I was told it was expensive and I didn't care, I was gonna go anyways. It was $40k/yr at the time and I got $36k worth of scholarship....... I just thought that was just luck.

Before then, I was obsessed with One Direction and 5 Seconds Of Summer like y'all it was bad! I wanted to see them in concert so freakin bad, it was like my life depended on it. I literally manifested them coming to my state and to a city that people don't really tour all the time and yall!!!!! I was like right in front of them and I def passed out hearing Zayn sing live. I saw both bands live together, it was incredible. I used subliminals to clear my skin in high school as well but eventually forgot about them.

I think having my dad tell me I could do anything I wanted is what lead me to believe that if I wanted something, it was automatically mine.

In college, I would always have s*x with the guys i wanted just by visualizing or saying they wanted me sooo bad (still works now!). I would make up friend groups in my head and then find that i would be in them not even two weeks later. I watched "The Secret" in my first year and that was really transformational for me bc I always felt like I was failing God and my family bc I didn't want to go the medical route/even finish college.

The summer of 2021, I was 22 and at home with my parents and broke asf and i said no more! I started consciously manifesting again even though I didn't know that's what it was called. I decided I would get a job in marketing that would pay me over $70k/yr even though I had one month of experience and only certifications in the field. Did that matter??? Of course not!!!!! It was remote and had unlimited pto and i could go on as many vacations a year as I wanted. I found out about the law a month after I started my job but for some reason, it felt so complicated and I found myself trying so damn hard rather than just reminding myself how I got what I wanted before. literally inner conversations, visualizing and talking out loud about my desires.

What made me realize I could manifest anything was when I changed my menstrual cycle and went to Dubai for free twice. What the 3d looks like never matters especially when it came to my cycle, I deadass couldn't see how my internal organs would change according to what I wanted but ofc they changed anyways. it was shortened and I haven't had cramps in months. Going to Dubai for free by imagining Abdullah slamming the door in my face and telling me I was in Dubai. I literally made a pinterest board of where I'd go in Dubai and I went to every single place. I would tell myself over and over that I'm gonna leave my wallet at home because everyone was gonna pay for me bc we are rich asf duh!. When I tell y'all that's exactly what happened!!!!

I've manifested so other "crazy" stuff but yea these ones definitely altered my brain chemistry.

[elizaleclerc]

l&ds headcanons

a hc post for all of the guys (except caleb im just waiting til we get his lore tbh)

Sylus:

would definitely get into twitter discourse over the most random topics. the man has strong opinions and will express them in whatever means necessary, even if that's arguing with a random on twitter.

sylus would find some odd type of joy in doing taxes, especially your taxes. he would stay up day and night crunching the numbers and going over the forms multiple times. hes just weird like that.

he would sing along to a musical with no shame, and YES he knows every word are you kidding? it's even worse if you are watching one with him because he will assign characters to everyone and force everyone to act out the parts.

listens to multiple genres of music and has hundreds of playlists for every mood. yall can debate on whether hes a spotify or apple kinda guy.

Zayne:

he likes using a nightlight to sleep and hatesss if there's not a fan going in the room at night. no i will not elaborate further.

not lore accurate obv but he gives oldest son energy- even better if he's the oldest child overall. the smooth sarcasm and protectiveness of the ppl he loves?!?!? screams oldest child behavior.

he's the type to leave a social interaction and rethink/regret everything they said and did to the point of no return. this shit would keep him up at night. even social interactions years ago haunts him.

he'll never let himself drink energy drinks (doctor behavior), not only bc he knows the bad side effects but you genuinely do not want to see him hyped up on caffeine.

Rafayel:

adversely to sylus, rafayel would get canceled on twt so fast. i imagine him beefing with sylus in a long thread and as a result of some outlandish opinion rafayel would get canceled. can't blame him, he's sassy asf and no one can stop him.

he has one playlist full of his liked songs and just hits shuffle whenever he wants to listen to music (freak behavior in my opinion)

if anyone criticizes his artwork he will intensely plot their demise in his head instead of hearing them out. this queen has an ego what can i say.

seems like the type to have had an "emo" phase in their preteens and would exclusively listen to top or paramore.

Xavier:

xavier has an insane long term memory but an awful short term memory. yes he can tell u what happened on a certain day three years ago but don't even think about asking him what he had for breakfast (he probably wasn't awake early enough for it anyway)

unlike zayne, you'd have to pry energy drinks out of xavier's hands. he cannot get enough. he's so sleepy all the time he pretty much can't function without some sort of regular caffeine intake.

xavier believed in santa probably way longer than any of his peers to the point where it was a little concerning. he's just full of holiday spirit.

i can see him not liking being alone for too long because even though he seems sleepy and quiet he really likes to yap ur ear off. at the end of the day he really loves company- even if its just the two of you sitting in comfortable silence.

fin <3

[lumieresdreams]

saw @winterchestnut do this on my feed and i wanted in on it!

Zayne

Takes his time to get to know each and every LIs before landing on me. Probably not his first choice, but finds himself warming up to me overtime until he ends up having me have the highest affection lvl

Once he finds his favorite, he focuses on me and likes to grind for diamonds and dailies with me

Since he's busy doing his job as a doctor, he'll probably only be able to properly play the game once he's back home, using Secret Times or Moments with You as a way to wind down for the night

If he misses a day, he feels slightly guilty and would check in on me the next time he's not busy, saying sorry and telling me about his day

Probably has a habit of having dinner with me using Quality time

Ends up having almost every single card I have out unintentionally while doing his best to be f2p

Caleb

Played the game because of my trailers, loyal asf since day one of release

Likes the main story quest and event quests with me in it

A dedicated fighter, he mostly enjoys grinding my Orbit with me, waiting patiently for my day on it to come and grinds for lvl up mats in the meantime

If he's bored, he'll go back into the past Orbit levels to pass the time, LOVES hearing my battle voicelines but would rather hear me being victorious than getting hurt. But still also likes it when I step in and protect him from attacks

Probably has most if not all of my 5*s maxed, he is NOT f2p

Annoys the hell out of me on the homescreen and puts me in the silliest outfits ever

Sylus

Didn't take long to find me as his favorite, feisty and sassy that I am. This guy LOVES the challenge of me giving him attitude here and there

Also really likes annoying me on the homescreen, but likes to dress me up real nice. He's paid for ALL of my outfits and accessories, no questions asked

He'll only rarely give me the free will to change my clothes myself cause I'll probably end up choosing the simplest and comfiest option

Likes event stories with me in it, he's itching for more outside of the main story. He so desperately wants to crack me open and read me like an open book, break down my fighter persona and finally make me mush in his hands

Probably has all of my 5*s maxed, no questions asked

Xavier

Not the most active player, but plays the game every other event that catches his attention + has an interesting premise with me included in it

LOVES Secret Times, uses it for company and basically uses my singing audio as his own personal lullaby for sleep

When he has a lot of time in his hands, he'd go through the main story that has me included in it, reluctantly. This man is weak against angst and boy do I probably have a lot of that in my part LMAO

If there's a second ending to any of my cards and he unexpectedly gets a bad ending, he will SOB and apologize and quickly goes back to get the happy ending to comfort himself

Rafayel

I'm not his first choice, but he likes me as a secondary ngl

We're too much alike, sees me as a friend with benefits whom he likes to share tea with. Enjoys my sassy personality that matches his and doesn't hesitate to sass back when the chance comes up

Slow burn type stuff with him, the more he finds out about my angsty story, the stronger he feels for me. Would most likely be frustrated with me for a while before coming back and comforting me on the homescreen

Besides having to deal with my angsty antics, he likes to get back at me by dragging me into the Photobooth and taking hundreds of pictures, half of which are us being fashionistas while the other half is nothing but silly pictures

His favorite expression from me would be me pouting or being a little angry at him, makes me turn away from him half the time I'm on the homescreen because of how doting/nosy he sometimes tend to be

aaaaand that's it! this is purely based on myself so it's probably gonna be different for everyone else heh. this is such a fun writing exercise too!

[npuppet]

LaDs rambles #5 (ft delulu thoughts)

No bc there is a very real possibility that the next LI is Astra/the leader of Ever

Not only bc Rafayel still needs a rival but they’re both dramatic asf gods who apparently have a habit of making their followers suffer (I kid I kid Rafayel girlies pls spare me)

But fr

I’ll be so pissed if Astra is tho

(As a Zayne girly, I have a deep rooted h a t e for him its even not funny anymore 🙂)

I made a small lore post discussing why I kinda think Astra is leading Ever in this timeline since he is the god of Disaster

And he very well could be a “human” on earth like Rafayel and is heading Ever in a physical form

It would explain the extreme lack of human morals in Evers experiments (tho ik humans can be just as bad without divine intervention)

(Maybe the scientists are all followers of Astra or he’s brainwashing them)

And also how MC got trapped getting experimented on at such a young age by Ever

Cuz how is it that she got chosen so soon for these experiments and they discovered that she could be reincarnated/can’t permanently die after killing her??

And then Caleb, first experimenting on him along with MC, both of them presumably basically imprinting on each other. Then Ever gets ahold of Caleb again when they’re older and now it feels like he’s being used as a tool to keep MC in check since he’s so intrinsically tied to her now.

I feel like it’s Astra toying with her

And if Infold pulls the “I’m Astra, I’m a god and I can save you from these timelines and suffering” card, I’m never touching the main story again

Even if Astra has prior history with MC somehow I just can’t

The only major organization that hasn’t gotten an LI is Ever soooo…

I would much rather have an LI based from the Meow Café or even a Wanderer lol

[robinniko]

Did you have any favorite fics from that list you were given a while back?

anon!!! thank you so much for this ask, i apologize that it literally took me so long to answer lmao i honestly just kept forgetting to log into my ao3 account thru chrome bc thats where i had them all neatly bookmarked (i hate bookmarking on safari, fuck you apple)

So! some i had already read so they were already fan favs to me but others i did not read that were somewhat newer and it was when i had taken a small break from 1d around 2020-2023, so i missed out on a lot of good fics

this one was terrific because i am a huge goonies fan and overall fan of cheesy 80s movies, so the writer really knew what they were doing its very campy and enjoyable to read! :

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13924200

THIS FIC WAS VERY INTERESTING! I love a good camping fic, and this one actually had me nervous and worried for Louis the entire fic lmao, listen harry was gonna be fine but louis? he was babygirl in this fic! The writer did a wonderful job with Louis as well, made him very relatable and fucking funny as hell, but also very silly. Like yea okay you find a hot guy in the woods and decide yea il camp with him. I highly recommend:

This particular fic was extremely? insane lol but not in a like super wild way but i always find the murderer x unaware lover trope super interesting, and the lover finding out and still accepting them? i eat that up!!!!!!! so this fic was one of my top favs like god….louis was so interesting to me in this fic, ok obviously harrys character is interesting no doubt but like…he loves louis and louis loves him :

This fic was inspired by one of my FAV CHEESY horror movies called Valentine, which i highly recommend the movie if you like cheesy gory slashers with mild to okay acting lol. The twist at the end is very fun and the kills are sick asf, they did a really good job at like replicating the movie! This was one i have read before but hadn’t reread it literally years, so rereading it was very fun lol :

THISSSSS FICCCCCCC DUDE okay listen this one is my TOP FIC FROM THE LIST, i know it’s 5th on this list lmao. BUT THIS FIC is my top fic, it had me hooked from the beginning and continued to have me hooked the entire time. The red herrings to the plot twists to harry&louis interesting relationship over the course of the fic. It’s even got dogs!!!!!! Seriously though i highly recommend this fic. It was very well written and the plot is extremely interesting, louis, niall, and zayn are bad bitches! :

anyone wondering what this anon is referencing, an anon a couple months ago complied this AMAZING list of dark/spooky fics, I genuinely recommend checking out all the fics that the anon referenced. Theres a ton of good ones that i did not discuss and I highly recommend them all! Obviously everyone has different taste and vibes when it comes to fics, but there might be a fic that you end up loving on this list!

You can find the ask here with all the complied fics (everyone say thank you anon):

[sanapuna]

When he doesnt even txt u back but ur bff wrote a summary of ur texts abt Harry even though she doesnt like him😭😭😭

"•He was just voted the biggest babygirl of the year

•And like HE IS A 30 Y.O MAN

But he does look like a babygirl

•The votes arent wrong

•And i was listening to canyon moon

•And there was a line "through paris all through rome"

•And so now i wanna make a pinterest board of my dream paris and rome dates

•Also i have 679 pins in harry styles

•I have this planning that im gonna be a billionare by 24

•And obvi i will become famous

•But even if i become famous that way, i wont be frnds with harry

•I cant sing or act

•I will not be a movie director

•So my only hope is

•If i write a book THAT IS SO GOOD that they turn it into a movie

•And hopefully they cast harry styles

•So im gonna make a few characters of that book look like harry styles

•And hope for the best :)

•Also Nicholas and Anne Hathaway have this new movie coming out

•And the storywriter said its based on a harry styles fanfic she wrote 🤣

•So rn there are 2 movies based on harry styles fanfic

•Harry was born on Feb 1 1994 at 12:06 am

•Yes we know the exact time cuz someone hacked to find his birth certificate

•He weighed like 9.02 lb ig

•He has an older sister, Gemma Styles

•So in 2010

•He auditioned for the x factor, its a singing competition

•And there he met louis

•Him and louis met in the bathroom and harry splashed water on louis' shoes

•And im pretty sure they fell in love right then and there

•Wtv

•Then they also met niall, liam and zayn

•All five of them lost the competition

•And were crying asf

•Then one of the judges, Simon Cowell, came to niall, liam,louis, harry, and zayn and told them they can be in a band together

•So, One Direction was created

•On July 23 2010, 8:22 pm

•1D competed in the x factor, lost the x factor, then signed a contract with Syco and Modest!Management

•So they started releasing songs and stuff

•But the contract they signed allowed Syco and Modest to control their whole lives

•Hairstyle, clothes, holidays, work schedule, girlfriends, everything

•So since harry and louis were in love and were 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈, Modest hid the fact they were 🏳️‍🌈 cuz yk being 🏳️‍🌈 was like a very bad thing back then

•And they were a boyband whose main source of income were girls who had a crush on them and stuff

•Eventually, the management became controlling and toxic

•Harry, louis, liam, niall and zayn didnt get holidays, always were travelling from country to country, and slept in airplanes and cars cuz going to a hotel would waste time

•They released 4 albums

•Then Zayn left in 2014 cuz the pressure got too much

•They released one album without Zayn

•And then in 2015 one direction took a "18 month" break, this month is the 96th month

•So after that styles started releasing solo albums.

He released 3 albums

Acted in 3 movies

Got grammys, brits and many awards

•Now he is the richest man under 30 in the uk

•On July 22, 2023, Love on Tour (concerts) ended

•After that Harry is on a break

•Zayn left 1d

•Then 1d took a break

•They said it was a 18 month break

•It has been 96 months

-Eeshma"

[ao3feed-larry]

He was a sk8ter Boi, he said "see you later, Lou."

by Larrys_fallen_star

"Louis and harry hid behind the tree, as one of louis' 'friends' Chloe pass by with her new boy toy hanging on her arms. Harry giggled, which makes louis also giggles. They both know this is a problem, not worth laughing at. But being with harry makes louis really happy and he doesn't care what happen as long as he's with harry."

Louis shook his head in an attempt to erase the pleasant memories, but that's the thing. People leave, only their memories stayed. And with that louis typed the last sentence he needed. "And suddenly, the people are gone. Only the memories stayed." Louis snap shut his laptop and buries his head in his arms, heaving out a sigh.

AU where Harry and Louis are in a secret relationship, because their friends and families don't like them together. Harry being a skater boi, who just watch life's pass by and enjoying it. (louis' parents thought harry is a bad influence) While louis is a drama student and always doesn't have time for the things he wants. Harry teaches louis how to live his life and enjoy the little things.

inspired by Avril Lavigne song "Sk8er boi."

Words: 1922, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Fine Line - Harry Styles (Album), Walls - Louis Tomlinson (Album)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik

Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik/Liam Payne

Additional Tags: Famous Harry, semi-famous Louis, Break Up, Angst, Fluff, larry - Freeform, Sick Louis, Happy Ending, Larrents - Freeform, ziam, niall is a happy go lucky guy he's sweet asf also the captain lol, idk what to tag, past and present chapeters, on going, Bottom Louis, Top Harry, no daddy kink even though i love it so much

via AO3 works tagged 'Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson' https://ift.tt/3iZTXM8

[worldwidebeauty92]

Set your music on shuffle and write down the songs you get for each of the 13 scenes! (and then tag however many people you want to)

I got tagged by @kookiesjar

title song: honeymoon avenue by Ariana Grande ( Interesting tittle)

waking up scene: Otra noche en Miami by Bad bunny (yesss waking up like a badass)

falling in love scene: moments by One direction (I feel like it’s going to be sad)

first date scene: Escape by Enrique Iglesias (yess sounds like a great date)

fight scene: tu y yo by Prince Royce ( it matches to a fight!)

tragic death scene: ocean by Karol G ( makes sense)

mental breakdown: kiss you one direction (accurate asf)

serious monologue: mikroskosmos by bts (interesting)

flashback: Paris by the 1975 ( loving the flashback)

Driving scene: back to life by Zayn (I can picture it)

Partying scene: this town by Niall Horan (sounds like a sad party)

Ending scene: seal it with a kiss by Prince Royce

I feel like this movie would be badass nothing compared to me 😂 but I like it I had so much fun

I’m tagging @seokjinsslutdrop

[saveadancejustforyou]

People are saying him mentioning zayns parents was wrong and the comment about the Gigi situation. But the way I see it zayns dad is a Muslim immigrant that religion is very against secular music hence why he never spoke on it and immigrant parents and children making their own decisions has never gone well so it’s no surprise to hear they may not have been fully on board nor does it matter now because he’s grown asf. Also yeah Gigi was loud and wrong talking about a respectful man and it came back to bite her in the ass. As far as Simon who knows he may have formed the band for liams sake at the time Liam was a kid he felt bad for sending home but he knew he wasn’t vocally strong enough to stand on his own he had four other lad in his age range and took it point is they were formed they proved themselves to be successful and they broke up who cares about how it started.

I just don't think (just from hearing what people have told me) that it's that deep

[bisluthq]

I mean, Harry is handsome and one of my fav guys but idk why people act as if Louis were a bad guy or ugly asf like of the 1D guys Harry, Louis and Niall seem to be good guys

Louis isn’t ugly - literally none of the 1D guys are - but he’s also defs not a good guy. He’s not the antichrist either like there’s not much to anti but like he’s cheated, isn’t the best most involved dad according to Freddie’s grandparents, keeps some pretty shitty friends including a dude who is actively homophobic and he himself is like homophobic adjacent, he’s said the some word, has been in fights before, etc. He’s like… a guy. It’s also highkey tough because say with the homophobic stuff idk he obvi hates Larries and shit for obvious reasons but still idk.

Basically Louis is a much better dude than Liam, and like Zayn seems more fucked up than Louis and Liam and so does bad shit sometimes but like at least is an actively good dad. Harry has a lot of issues lol but is rarely in trouble. Niall is quite unproblematic, although staggeringly prolific in his heyday.

[wellthatwasaletdown]

Most of them are producing quality work and in for the long haul. Who’s to say what the prevailing opinion will be in 10 or 20 years.///

That’s what I’m saying like - everyone but Liam makes good music. So if they want him to be sm better than Niall,Louis, and zayn… why do they need to compare him to the others🤔? This isn’t even the industry I’m mainly talking abt solo™️harries. The 23 year old mfs who act childish af and slag his ex band mates for doing things Harry himself has done(strawberryrainbowparadise).

We all know why they do this… Louis and Niall are better w lyrics than him and zayn could sing circles around him(and almost anyone).4/5 (H included) make nice melodies. But it’s just that- nice. No one will care abt their music in 20 years unless one of them steps it up. Not even Harry’s. They’re not Taylor swift or Beyoncé. This is objective.

Harries are insecure as fuck and it’s with reason. The reason is that he’s not god almighty like the media has made him out to be. He’s not Bowie, prince, or F Mercury. He has dimples and preaches TPWK but when has he actually done so in recent years? If I were his Stan, I’d be insecure asf too.

Tbh, Harry got lucky that zayn doesn’t want fame at all bc objectively, I think we can all agree he should’ve been the star but he just doesn’t have the drive or desire for it. He’s also lucky that Liam is a vocalist but a bad solo musician and is kinda bland as a person(no hate).

As for Niall, harrys lucky he was underrated to begin with bc heartbreak weather is amazing. Niall is also charming as hell, so again, how is Harry more famous again?

As for Louis, he also wasn’t the strong link and even though I see a bright future for him(and it’s deserved) he’ll never surpass harrys fame bc, well, even with improved vocals his tone and artistic choices are extremely hard to swallow for some ppl(I adore him and he sounded rlly good live but it’s the truth).

Tbh, the only time I thought Harry was worthwhile, on a personal level, was when I was a larrie and believed he was some helpless victim. That’s really what most his non solo™️ fans think he is- a victim that’s wholehearted and endlessly kind. And with the new songs… I don’t even think he’s worthwhile on a professional level. Not with the conjugate inconsistency in his lyrics(😬) and bland ass tunes. Not to mention cringe fest? Wth was that stub your toe line like it’s so.. random. He’ll have his fans always but is he a legend? No. Not unless the bar is in hell.

Lots to unpack here, but I'm just going to tackle this one:

Please stop saying Zayn "doesn't have the drive or desire" to be successful. The man has anxiety disorder--to the point that he battled an eating disorder while in the band. It's not that he doesn't want it, he physically cannot do it. And, his "brother" decided to shit all over Zayn's experience in the band because he didn't have the same one.

[dandw08]

22/9/18

Okay so I’ve been going to school for two weeks now and I’m gonna update you real quick.

Okay so I’m 16 now, woah woah and basically I’m in a new college. So I really wanna base this on b o y s ~<>~ . I mean, you could say I’m like “boy obbsessed” but I say I’ve been deprived asf. (I went to an all girls school for 10 years, love that for me) and yeah okay INTO IT NOW.

So basically there’s a guy and he fully looks like Zayn Malik (hes like the only person that I like and I could have potential with because no one that I’ve been interested in before has seen me that way. Or given me vibes. Because tbh I could be overlooking all of this) BUT OKAY THATS ENOUGH ON “description” lmao.

So the first time I saw him was when I went to enrol at the school and like I saw him and I was like “omg you look like Zayn Malik” in my head obviously because I’m so socially awkward when it comes to people I think are beautiful. But here’s the thing, he is beautiful but like he’s like.... average? But I don’t care because like he’s just like beautiful at the same time. So like on that day he had to help me and like he was either so nervous or so not interested but like whenever I spoke I would like try joke coz I was being so dumb coz my brain wasn’t working and all he said was...

“Ok.”

“It’s alright.”

“Sorry, that was my fault”

And it was soooo dry. But then on the first week and three days I saw him a lot and like the first time I smiled at him and then well...

So one day I walked into the library (heads up, most, if not all, of our encounters take place here) but I walked in and I looked for a free place and then I saw him and he looked at me and I smiled but looked away. Then I looked back and he was still looking so like I smiled again but it was more of a blushy smile. And like ever since then whenever we walk past each other or something we start smiling to ourself or laughing and it’s lowkey weird but cute.

And on the Thursday that just went (two days ago) some PHAT ASS MOMENT HAPPENED. So basics, hehehe. I was in the library and I was sitting at the back of these triangled off seats and like I was doing work and I looked up and I saw him walk in. So as you do, I like popped my head up and pretended to look around so he could see me and then when he wasn’t in my peripheral view anymore I just went back down and pretended to write something. Then I looked back up and I saw him and he was walking but was looking at me. And I was like ‘no way’ and there were A LOT of seats to be fair. Then my guy just sat next to me and I had to look the opposite direction coz I was smiling so much.

Then by the time I composed myself I looked up and his friend was there and he called the friend over. So they were saying something but I couldn’t really hear but I looked up at the friend and his eyes like switched to mine and back to Zayn (I call him Zayn) and it like said ‘she’s there’ and I was like WOAH WOAH W O A H.

the fuck just happened?

And then I started smiling again so I had to look down and I looked at Zayn a few times but he was texting loads on his phone and I looked at where his friend was but he was in the other side and he was bent down so he might’ve been on his phone too. And eventually I had to get to class so I started packing up and he obviously had a class too because he started packing up to and I was like to myself, “Okay your going to acting n o r m a l and don’t make a fool of yourself” and so I was packing and as I put it on my shoulder I saw his head face me and I started smiling like a freak show and I literally BoLtED.

I ddint even look back and on my way out my bad strap fell off my shoulder and I had to causally just catch it and put it back on like it was nothing.

AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN

After a lesson I went to the library with one of my friends and I’ve like filled her in with everything and now she’s fully like made it her mission. But basically, we walked into the library and we sat down on a table and Zayn was there. He was in front of me but his back was towards me but when he turned I could see the side of his face and omfg his cheeks were like rosy AND I WAS LIVING FOR IT.

And so I walked past him so many times and I was texting my friend from my old school about I and we were trying to realise how to get him to notice me but HE DID NOT LOOK UP ONCE. Then one of my friends at school came and I had to fill her in so we walked past him ONCE A MOTHERFUCKING AGAIN AND STILL NO LOOKUPS. But I filled her in and then we walked back and SHE SAID.

she’s not someone to lie guys.

“Omg when you walked past he like looked up and his head like snapped to his friend and he like smiled.”

AYEEEEE

like I really hope I’m not over reading this stuff because it would actually not be funny. and I would not love that for me for once.

But yeah, I’m planning on like saying at least hi to him this week and I need to roll up looking fine as fuck.

⬇️⬇️ how i’m tryna be rn

[tenpercentsugar]

1-100 boo

1. How long have you had a Tumblr?since 2012

2. Describe your first kiss, who was it with, what was it like, where was it etc?hard pass see ya

3. What’s your biggest regret? I know we all say we don’t regret things but obviously it’s how we learn, from our mistakes. So what’s something from your past you wished you could have changed?i don’t know what my biggest regret would be but i do regret taking acid last august cuz i went to hell and i think it permanently changed me

5. Favorite Songs at the moment?well my april playlist consists of chanel x frank ocean, overtime x bryson tiller, for however long x bryson tiller, reminder x the weeknd, deathgrip x fit for a king which are all songs i’ve been loving nonstop

5. What is the craziest thing that you have ever done?idk if this is crazy but once i took three klonopin then did coke

6. What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you?probably all of 2016 if i could remember it

7. Do you have any scars and if so, how did you get them?they’re all self-harm scars

8. Where would you like to be in 10 years?somewhere warm and rainy with a big dog and a family working at a job i love making decent money

9. What are your views on drugs and alcohol?don’t use them as a source of comfort. that’s a huuuge trap. recreationally they’re fun tho

10. What are your views on religion?i wish i could believe it! i really wish i could cuz it would be nice to have moments of crisis and feel comfort in knowing an otherworldly force is going to take care of me thru it

11. Have you ever thought about ending your own life? If so, why?yeah of course. i guess i just knew that all i did was hurt people and i had to get rid of that energy from the earth. i feel better now tho

12. Write 5 facts people might not know about you.i can never do these things bc there’s not much that people don’t know abt me. my life is an open book for allll to see

13. last really important text you got?i don’t think i’ve been texted abt anything super important recently. usually my texts are j “wyd”

14. Can you let go?for the most part!! i don’t like holding grudges

15. Discuss your first love.i’ve never had a first love and i am sooo coo on that

16. Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up. Explain why each song is on there.i don’t have an ipod i use anymore which is sad

17. Name somewhere you’d like to move or visit.i’d LOVE to visit greece but i’ll totally move to oregon

19. What are your views on mainstream music?no hate, i find shit i like in mainstream music all the time. tbh i have no clue what’s playing on the radio rn tho. if you turned it on i would not recognize like any songs which is weird asf

18. Are you currently missing someone?meg and allison for sure

19. At what age do you think people should have sex?prolly high school idk im no expert

20. What are your highs and lows of this past year?highs - got to meet so many amazing people (most notably, jake hazen), saw the story so far FINALLY, got closer w daniella, reconnected w taylor, got a job i love, etclows - lost two friends to tragedy, got addicted to klonopin/benzos, got hospitalized, completely lost all sense of self

21. What are your strongest beliefs?i believe that waterfalls are the prettiest part of nature and sunshowers are the coolest thing ever. if i were a weather phenomena i’d wanna be a sunshower

22. Who are you closest to in your family?probably my mom, kind of my brother

23. How important do you think education is?extremely!!! education opens doors for a person and i’m not even speaking on higher education i just mean in general. taking care of your intellect is really important to me!! i wish i was still learning!!

24. What’s one of your favorite shows?that 70s show is damn near my favorite show of all time

25. How have you changed in the past 2 years?ohhh boyyyy immensely i don’t think i’m even half the person i used to be but i’m okay

26. Name 5 people who are famous who you find attractive.zayn malik, frank ocean, asap rocky, tyler the creator, fucking david beckham

27. Name your favorite movie and what it’s about.tarzan bitcchhhh its abt a lil dude whose parents shipwrecked by a jungle, made a treehouse, then died and he survived and was taken in by a sympathetic gorilla whose husband is like the leader of the pack and rejects tarzan from the jump then these ppl from england come and one of them has a dark agenda that they don’t know abt. it’s lit

28. Who is someone who fascinates you and why?this is a weirdo thing but @sunsets-n–graveyards cuz she is the human embodiment of the word cool and i don’t know if i would believe any negative thing anybody had to say abt her

29. What kind of person attracts you?like who am i attracted to? or what kind of friends do i attract? im attracted to dudes w neck tattoos and nice hands or dudes that assume a kind of powerful vibe. i attract friends who are cool and funny and beautiful

30. What’s a problem that you have recently had or are currently having?i only had a little bit of bud left and i smoked it all yesserday so im gonna need to re-up

31. Name something that you miss.warped tour

32. Share 5 goals you want completed in the next 30 days.- quit smoking- work out details of the house we potentially getting- buy a dab pen and a puck- clean my fucking roooommmm- get an oil change lmao

33. What’s been the highlight of your month and the lowest point? this month has gone right past me i don’t even know if it was important enough to have highs and lows

34. What’s something that you’ve done in the past that you would never do again?take an adderall and three ritalin at night time

35. What is you’re biggest insecurity & why?my hands cuz they ugly

36. What were the last 3 songs you listened to and what did they mean to you?i have nooo clue what they were i don’t even remember what playlist i was in

37. Do you have a toy that’s really special to you and if so what is it, how did you get it etc?not anymore but i had a doll that i got when i was a wee lad and i used to care for that bitch more than i’ve ever cared for anything

38. Have you lost anyone close to you to death? not that close but close enough

39. What is your purpose in life?to improve. to improve myself, to improve the lives of others, to improve the world around me

40. When was the last time you cried and what was it over?i could not tell you the last time i cried. it was probably over sister wives

41. If you got to spend an entire day with your favourite celebrity what would you guys do? smoke down, stare into each other’s eyes, get married

42. If you could only listen to one artist for the rest of your life, who would you choose and why?either tame impala or frank ocean. both beautiful vibes. frank has incredible imagery in his music and it always takes me to a place that i’d much rather be

43. What are 3 traits that you like about yourself and what are three that you dislike about yourself? Personality wise.i like that i’m funny as fuck, generally pretty compassionate abt my friends like i try hard to reach out when i can, and how little i care abt how i look cuz that takes so much effort. i dislike that i’m selfish, obsessive, and dissociative at the worst times

44. Can you cook? If so what are your favorite dishes to make? uhhhh nope

45. What was the last decision you regretted making?couldn’t tell you i’m pretty sound in my decisions

46. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?nope i’ve seen people make that mistake then never again. it doesn’t always speak on the character of the person but if it were to happen to me i would definitely be wary moving forward

47. Do you ever wish you were famous?only when i wanna tweet some dumb shit and get helllllaaaa interactions

48. What’s the nastiest thing anyone has ever said to YOU? Or something that’s hurt you above anything else and why?no one’s been mean to me in a long long time so i have no clue

50. What mark would you want to leave on this world after you are gone?i just wanna be a light source in somebody’s life. like i just wanna be remembered as a light

51. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?only lipo and not for very long

52. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?nope that sounds like a bad idea

53. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?yeah in third grade i believe cuz i thought being tough like that was cool

54. What’s the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?one time dani copped me sounds good feels good which was so romantic

55. What is one of your favorite memories?going to taylor’s w ash and smoking blunts on the roof and going to a cute little ice cream shop and the grocery store and buying hella beer then going to dan’s and smoking down more then going back to taylor’s, smoking another blunt, then passing out watching monster’s inc. perfect fucking day

58. What’s the nicest present you’ve ever received?a painting that says “keep calm and beckah on” from taylor. that was so fucking nice

59. Have you ever had your heart broken?not romantically, but yeah

60. Have you ever wanted to change anything about your life? If so, what?definitely i’d like to change the numbers in my back account and the car i drive and the state in which i live. i’m trying to be rich, driving a new car, living in michigan

61. What is something you feel like you are really good at? steering wheel drumming

62. What are your top 5 favourite all time songs by your favourite artist?the moment, reality in motion, runway houses city clouds, the less i know the better, disciples

65. What’s one thing someone has done for you that was really small but made a huge impact?dylan has pumped my gas many many times when i was too high

66. What do you do when you can’t sleep?cry a lot, toss and turn til i’m sweaty, cry some more

68. If you could change 3 things within your government, what would they be and why?this is a question for someone else

69. What’s your favourite holiday and why?fourth of july mf it’s a beautiful holiday. fireworks, cooking out, warm weather, like come on bro it’s fire

70. What’s the kindest thing a stranger has ever done for you? Even if it’s TINY like holding a door open for you, something that you remember even though they were a complete stranger.idk a couple days ago a gurl yelled hey at me from her car and that was nice i suppose

71. Who’s your favorite cartoon character?mordecai from regular show

72. What’s the first song that comes to your mind while reading this and why?reality in motion x tame impala is stuck in my head bc of that previous question

74. What would you like to be the first dance song at your wedding?i have no clue i’ve genuinely been thinking abt this question allllll day and can’t figure it out

75. Have you ever been told you look like a famous person, if so, who?amy schumer 🙄

76. What’s one thing you can not live without?idk bro probably your mom?

77. What is the most selfless thing you have ever done for someone?i have no idea someone else would have to tell me

78. Are you a girly girl?no hahahaha this is funny

79. What color is your bed?uhhh my mattress is white if thats what youre asking

80. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?i have no real hair preference hahaha

81. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?hellllll no i have no time for that

82. Do you have a best friend?three! shouts out dani, ash, and t-dizzle

82. What song makes you cry the most?perth x bon iver or only time x enya hahahaha

83. What’s the funniest film you’ve ever seen?good burger obviously

84. What’s something crazy that you’ve always wanted to do?i have no crazy ambitions i am a very scared cautious person

85. Has anything ever happened to you that you just can’t forgive?i don’t think so. i’ve lived a fairly above average life as far as i remember

86. Ever been really drunk?yeah it sucked i hate being drunk

87. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?hahahahahahahahahaha no

89. Have you ever felt ashamed about something? If so what was it & why? my whole life is just huge waves of guilt and shame

90. Do you keep a journal? If so what mostly goes in it? Random thoughts, feelings, stories?
when i do journal i write abt my day and then it turns into a life update filled w random thoughts and feelings

91. Do you like somebody?not romantically but i do have huge platonic crushes on a lot of people

92. Craziest shit ever done?ion do crazy shit!!! my memoir is going to be so lame!!!

93. What’s the saddest story/one that’s touched you the most that you’ve ever heard on the news?sandy hook fucked me up for a little bit when i heard abt it

94. If you were told you were going to have 3 daughters, what would you want to name them?navy, hazel, and alexis

95. Do you have a middle name and if so, what is it?i do and it’s jill but i used to tell people it was jeezus and that my parents were weirdo hippies

96. Are you in a relationship?yes its been seven years and im so in love

97. Do you enjoy drama?i love watching it but i’d rather die than be a part of it

98. Are you a virgin?yeah boiiii aint nobody touchin me

99. Are you short or tall?i’m average

100. Do you have siblings? If so, what are their names and how old are they? i’ve got a brother named maxwell and he’s 18 and going further in life than i can even imagine

thanks kind stranger see u at ur house later im gonna beat you up

[ao3feed-larry]

which way do five gay men walk

by bookwormybookworm

harry gets himself in awkward situations, zayn loves weed, liam can be an asshole and a teddy bear simultaneously, niall loves food and writing, and all four of them adore louis.

Words: 5637, Chapters: 6/?, Language: English

Fandoms: One Direction (Band)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Simon Cowell, Eleanor Calder, Perrie Edwards

Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Eleanor Calder/Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik/Liam Payne

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, OT5 Friendship (One Direction), zouis friendship, a very self indulgent fic, Morally Ambiguous Character, Eventual Romance, slow paced asf, humour (hopefully), 1d being 1d, POV Multiple, X Factor Era (One Direction), Up All Night Tour, eleanor isn't a bad character, none of their gfs are, Closeted Character, there might be smut, if theres smut they both top, bc they share that really

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