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[zaradiah]

I See Humans But No Humanity

📸: @joeythemonk

[joeythemonk]

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 Shot some sad rain photos  :-( 

 The light bending effect was naturally created by smearing rain drops on my diffusion lens filter. And a medium shutter speed for a soft rain blur. 

 A6400 | Sigma 56mm 1.4 

Model: @zaradiah

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Ride or Die – SoundCloud

Blasting this song not. Hits different~ #SoundCloud

[lancelotscloak]

Chronicles of You - Ikemen Revolution Lancelot Kingsley’s playlist 🌹

Note: After 1.5 years of making countless changes to the playlist, I think I’m confident enough to post it now. It was meant to go public on his birthday this year, but better late than never, amirite? Lol

A character study is what I wish to convey in this playlist, diving deep into the nuances of his personality and traits that made Lancelot who he was. It captures his internal struggles to do what is right without putting lives in danger. It provides a genuine insight into his mind: how he thinks of the Magic Tower, and how he made himself believe that he had lost his humanity and turned into some kind of a “villain”. It shows how confused he was with his emotions when Alice slowly worms her way into his heart, and how he tried to push her away to protect her. The last six songs focused on how he is like in both endings, event stories, etc. when he’s learning to be “alive” again.

I highly recommend you listen to the playlist in order while digesting the lyrics of each song. I have provided a YouTube link for non-Spotify users.

TRACKLIST:

Man or a Monster by Sam Tinnesz (feat. Zayde Wølf)

When you close your eyes, what do you see?

Do you hold the light or is darkness underneath?

In your hands, there's a touch that can heal

But in those same hands, is the power to kill

Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace

But there's still rage inside

Somebody get me through this nightmare

I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?

No one would ever change this animal I have become

Blood // Water by Grandson*

We'll never get free

Lamb to the slaughter

What you gon' do when there's blood in the water?

The price of your greed, your son and your daughter

What you gon' do when there's blood in the water?

*for the Magic Tower

Stomp Me Out by Bryce Fox

You can't stomp me out

You know you can't even slow me down

You know I spread this wild around

So if you're sure, you better shoot me now

[...]

If you find a change of heart

I might forgive you (I might forgive you)

But if you keep running that mouth

It just might kill you (Just might kill you)

Seven Devils by Florence + The Machine

Holy water cannot help you now

See, I've come to burn your kingdom down

And no rivers and no lakes can put the fire out

I'm gonna raise the stakes

I'm gonna smoke you out

Autoclave by The Mountain Goats

I am this great, unstable mass of blood and foam

And no one in her right mind would make my home her home

My heart's an autoclave

[...]

When I try to open up to you, I get completely lost

Houses swallowed by the earth, windows thick with frost

And I reach deep down within, but the pathways twist and turn

And there's no light anywhere, and nothing left to burn

Moondust by Jaymes Young

Nothing can breathe, in the space

Colder than, the darkest sea

I have dreams about the days

Driving through your sunset breeze

But the first thing that I will do

Is bury my love for you

Goodbye My Love by Fox Academy

Goodbye my love

I wish things were different

Don't spend your time

With someone that doesn't deserve it

The Dark Side by Muse

I have lived in darkness

For all my life, I've been pursued

You'd be afraid if you could feel my pain

And if you could see the things I am able to see

[...]

I hail from the dark side

For all my life, I've been besieged

You'd be scared living with my despair

And if you could feel the things, I am able to feel

Fallen Angel by Zaradiah

They don't like when you go against their way

Learn your strength and watch as you become the prey

Born from pain, fueled by fear, you see it clear as day

It's a game of cat and mouse I refuse to play

Break the chains

I changed my fate

Accept the stains

That I left behind

My Life For Hire by A Day to Remember

Somebody give me a sign that everything's going as planned

And then everything falls away into the darkness of this shallow place

The detail is striking, the room's cold and frightening

You'll kick and you'll scream, you'll try everything to survive

But you should know your fate by now

[...]

But I swear I'll be the one

To let the world know what you've done to me

Headstrong by Trapt

Now I see the truth, I got a doubt

A different motive in your eyes and now I'm out

[...]

I see your fantasy

You wanna make it a reality paved in gold

See inside, inside of our heads, yeah

Well, now that's over

Let It Breathe by Water Liars

There's a room inside my heart that no one ever goes

It's been boarded up and locked for years and everything is gone

Then you come along and cut yourself a key

Swept the floors and opened a window, said ‘baby let it breathe’

Golden by Harry Styles

Golden, golden, golden

As I open my eyes

Hold it, focus, hoping

Take me back to the light

I know you were way too bright for me

[...]

I can feel it take a hold (I can feel it take a hold)

I can feel you take control (I can feel you take control)

Of who I am and all I've ever known

Loving you's the antidote

Indigo Puff by Sundara Karma

I feel the light surrounding me

I'm open now and feeling free

[...]

I see the sound land on my skin

A passion moves me from within

[...]

You're the one, you're the one, you're the one

In my heart, in my bones and in my soul

You're the one who keeps me on my own

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Aye y’all please go and check out @zaradiah music on all platforms! Support your up and coming artists! Go share and like his music and spread the word. 💯

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The Sun Rises At Dusk

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Expired

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Bad Influence

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Heightened Senses

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STARING INTO THE ABYSS OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS

A Dark R&B song that captures an individual’s final moments before committing suicide

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- Zaradiah

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MY FOREVER OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS!!! (Link in bio)

An R&B/Hip-Hop hybrid that describes what it’s finally like to be with your soulmate

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A hybrid of grunge, hip hop/rap and metal. A song about rebellion and freeing yourself from abuse

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My debut single. An alternative hip hop/rap song that describes some of the many thoughts and worries of entering a new relationship

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YOU ARE THE FUCKING GOAT 🐐 I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH

ALL OF MY SUPPORTERS, PLEASE FOLLOW HIM AND CHECK OUT HIS MUSIC BLOG. ONE OF THE MOST GENUINE HUMAN BEINGS IN THE GAME, FORREAL

- Zaradiah

EVERYBODY THAT FOLLOWS MY MUSIC BLOG GO TAKE A LISTEN, FOLLOW, SHARE, AND SUPPORT MY GUY @zaradiah on SoundCloud. He’s an new artist coming up and I’d appreciate it if y’all took a little time out of your day to listen. Thank you all 🙏🏽

[9franklin3]

EVERYBODY THAT FOLLOWS MY MUSIC BLOG GO TAKE A LISTEN, FOLLOW, SHARE, AND SUPPORT MY GUY @zaradiah on SoundCloud. He’s an new artist coming up and I’d appreciate it if y’all took a little time out of your day to listen. Thank you all 🙏🏽

[fedorable-killjoys]

The way you described them both (the soul and brain) was so beautifully written!!!

Also want to say I love and appreciate what you have written and that your DM'S are open if people need it.

My DM'S and asks are also open for you Zaradiah and for anyone else.

Thank you again you kind, sweet human being. ♥️♥️♥️

The Soul and The Brain

Your soul and brain are two separate entities that live inside of you. One is meant to destroy you and one is meant to help you. Your brain is that voice in your head that tells you that you’re worthless, that makes you feel insecure, unlovable, etc. It is not your voice. It was placed there by the person/people that made you feel that way. It is your inner child echoing the pain they felt growing up. Your soul is who you really are. The best way I can describe it is your “gut feeling”. The feeling inside you that appears when you do something that genuinely makes you happy, when you complete/learn a specific lesson in your life path, when you live true to yourself. It is the voice of reason. The voice of rationality and logic. It is your higher self.

Always listen to your soul. It is never wrong. Your brain is just trying to protect you but, it needs to be tamed. The goal is to reach a point where both can coexist in a harmony. Once that happens, you are one step closer to reaching true happiness and self actualizaion

My DM’s are always open for anybody who needs to talk, vent, given advice, etc. I love and appreciate every single one of you.

- Zaradiah