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Indulge with me--
Imagine Josh has a crush on you and you bring another man to one of his lodge parties.
Josh deals with jealously really well, to the point where you're none the wiser. But if this other man is able to make you laugh, genuinely laugh, that's when Josh gets pissed.
Because he's the funny guy.
He's still able to hide his jealousy for the most part, but you start to notice that his jokes towards your friend have less of a punch line and more of a 'punch' to them. Josh becomes more handsy with you. He generally pulls you in for a hug by slinging an arm around your shoulders, but now he oh-so casually slips a hand up the curve of your waist to bring you in close.
It's different...
Especially considering that his attention is locked directly on your 'friend' when he does so.
#Yup I'm still on my UD shit#Might be here for a little bit#who knows#Until Dawn#Until Dawn Josh#Josh Washington#Josh Washington x Reader#Mumbling Mermaid
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This season is insane. They cat-girled Edward Teach and it's somehow not the only single thing occupying my brain. They put a literal collar and bell on him and I still have other things to think about, somehow.
#That's how bad it is.#I'm mcfuckin dyin over here#don't get me wrong this is still something that I screamed out loud about#and I cannot believe is real#even as I take this screenshot and post it i'm like wait are you sure#the even give him A FISH jesUS CHRIST#whose fanfic is this based off of i just need to know#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#our flag means death#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd 2#ofmd 2 spoilers#our flag means death 2#our flag means death 2 spoilers#edward 'catgirl' teach#DJenks is staring directly into our souls seeing what we want and saying yup me too here you go come feast
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do you think ingellvar -- raised by well-meaning but largely clueless about child development academics -- probably has a decent shot at understanding taash' position better than they maybe realize
#:') i love the grand necropolis but every time I go there I'm like '...and you're telling me they raised a whole child down here'#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#taash#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#I think rye met shathann ONCE and went 'ah alright. I see'. not unsympathetically but some Things came rushing back to him lol#rye would NEVER get in a screaming match with any of the people who raised him I don't think but then they're more in the myrna vein#than the shathann one by and large. when teen rye made snide comments before he could stop himself they just. stared#and waited for him to cringe and apologize on his own lol#likewise I think taash came to the grand necropolis with the team and actually listened to some of the watchers#talking amongst themselves. they turned to rye and went '...these are your folks?' (slightly too bright rye smile: 'yup!')#solemn taash voice 'ah alright. I see'#taash and rye's relationship truly is a matter of 'sometimes you feel like a mirror reflecting my younger self#and I realize I'm not handling it very well because some days I still can't quite look directly at my reflection. I'm extremely sorry'#(rye is always apologizing for something here he goes again :') he's working on it. lucanis helps)
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Another Chara! -Demon/murder run version!

@idrawgaystffs
"Right, you are a great partner. We'll be together forever, won't we?"
(...It's supposed to look like they're reaching out to Frisk. Apparently that's something really hard to draw though so I might have shot myself in the foot there)
#Chara Dreemurr#undertale#Next up: the scientist's assistant#Last one! Exciting!#Whenever I think of end of the murder run Chara and Frisk. I think of these slay the princess quotes: '' F: But what happens if I leave#with you? C: This universe dies and a new one is born and then that one dies and a new one is born. And you and I get to witness all of it#weaving a tapestry of life wherever we go.'' and ''Open your eyes and accept what we are. We can leave this prison together.''#erase this pointless world and *move on to the next* ... maybe it's not just about destruction. Maybe it's the destruction of the old in#order to make way for something new. A much better version of what you see here. A perfected version.#...These thoughts have nothing to do with how I see Chara's role in Deltarune (yes they do).#hey look! I did a thing#my art#what a strange child...#otp: hero and the narrator#the hand on Chara's heart and reaching out to their dear partner. The (attempted) misshapen heart eyes. The request for an eternity#together. The shifting quiet quote... I'm not maintagging it as Charisk though Frisk's not even in the picture#And yup that is supposed to be monster dust there. Not on them because... Chara's still a ghost. They don't actually have a physical body#for any dust to settle on
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I've come to the realisation that I like meme primarchs.
In fact, I'd like to rephrase that. I don't like meme primarchs.
I love meme primarchs.
I love the infinite, overwhelming bitterness of Perturabo when one of his miniature clockwork Titans is moved ever so slightly out of place.
I love the total single-minded counterproductiveness of Konrad Curze breaking into someone's house to kill them as punishment for attempting suicide.
I love how Fulgrim, a paragon of intelligence and sophistication, fell to Chaos pretty much because a blatantly evil magic sword told him to.
I love the fact that Ferrus Manus, whose name means "Iron Hand," has metal hands and is primarch of the Iron Hands.
Mutuals, I love meme primarchs.
#i know all the others have their memes as well but i'm particularly fond of the ones for whom that's more or less all they are in fandom#the major is the only character i would ever be able to cosplay convincingly#✅️ chubby ✅️ blonde ✅️ glasses#yup it's all here and it's all disappointing#hellsing abridged#wh40k#warhammer 40000#horus heresy#primarchs#honourable mentions:#roboute “if her ears are long then so is my dong” guilliman#angron “simple jack” angronius#magnus did nothing/everything/nothing wrong#but i feel like they still have other aspects as well
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hello; i just wanted to say i respect you immensely for the resources you publish on a daily basis. i'm sure you have your own motivations for doing so, but if it ever becomes hard for you to manage, please take some time to care for yourself and your health. you are far more important than i feel you give yourself credit for.
You are so sweet, dear Anon. No worries, though! About +90% of my posts on this blog are now queued. It seems like I'm always on here, but I'm not. Usually you can tell I'm here when I answer replies on posts, or messages like this. But sometimes these are queued too. Or is it.
#anonymous#yup this one's queued too i'm actually not here (maybe) when this posts#sometimes i log on here in between “life” & im just here for a split sec to answer a few qs then im gone again (like rn)#& the queue does the heavy lifting#like i can leave this blog alone for days & uh there WILL be posts (did this a few times alr & so sry if it seemed i was ignoring messages)#& bc i need to space out my posts bc i used to get messages that i post too much like someone said im the only one they see on their dash#& my “motivations” for this is that a lot of this has been in my drafts and old files too long - just wanted to organise them initially#but uh yeah theyre still a mess --- work in progress for me !#& was more of a mess when i accidentally clicked the “shuffle” queue --- that one time#so at first i q'd 1 post a day but then the queue ran til like 2027 & i was like i need to q more per day#so im soooo sry for littering ur dash -- i have the sideblogs for those who want a less chaotic posting sched#no but seriously thank you for this lovely message#i hope you're taking care of yourself too & i really appreciate you taking the time to message me#ok i talk too much be back again soon ---- bye#<3
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sunday kuwagami— i mean, sunday six
awfully quiet here today.
tagging the usual @jichanxo, @overdevelopedglasses, @four-white-trees, @mike----wazowski, but tell me if anyone else wants to be tagged regularly, it's just the usual participants who i'm not very nervous to bother 🫣
without further ado, let's start the 'guess the wip' game lol
Yagami unlocks his phone to see lots of ‘Get well soon’ and ‘Kaito says you’re dying there, lol’ messages and swipes them off without even trying to read them all. But he still decides to open the message app to gauge the amount of damage Kaito’s blabbering mouth has made. And... it’s bad. Replying to everything would be even more of a hassle than reading them, so Yagami doesn’t even consider it.
He notices that at the bottom of all unread messages there are several from one particular unknown number, — or rather, the number not saved in Yagami’s contact list. He opens the chat almost on instinct.
“Yagami,” the messages say, “you free tonight?”
“There is something I want to talk to you about.”
“You here?”
“It’s urgent. Reply asap.”
“Something happened? Are you okay?”
“If you don’t reply, I’m coming to your agency. That’s a threat.”
“Yagami?”
And nothing else after. Yagami guesses that, eventually, Kuwana followed up on his threat, and saw Kaito alone in the office (god forbid if with a client; Yagami prefers not to think about it), and…
Yagami glares at the pristine white outfit hanging on his closet’s door innocently. In the end, this all is just a really unfortunate turn of events.
#sunday six#kuwagami#judge eyes#putting letters together one word at a time#i'm still gatekeeping the ever-changing yup yup#there's nothing really fun to show atp... just The Plot Stuff#all i can say though that chapter 5 is mostly the plot stuff... so don't get your hopes up 😔#it's like chapter 3 but even worse#so yeah. fun times ahead#i have to write out the thematical climax before i can get to kuwagami's lol. pun intended#that's too much talking about the wip not featured here so. i'll shut up.
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There's a post that explains it way better than I do but. I'm currently thimking about A.B.As frankenstein influence
Aside from the obvious "concept art refs frankenstein by name, so one could assume the head key worked as her electrodes/bolts" I don't see many people mention how her strive boots are black platforms a la creature's movie depiction's (roadworker if I'm not mistaken?? I probably am) boots. Also yknow they have lil bolts
#one of my funny unserious theories: while we only see a little bit of frasco I assume it's quite big. idk it's a mansion lab.#so there were a lot of keys#for its many rooms#WHICH think abt it seems to be kinda implief since aba had a key collection even before meeting para#one could argue she took em in her lil escapades but we don't know how long they could be (cause she couldn't go too far n frasco was prob#isolated since it was in the mountains imo. maybe there couldve been a nearby mountain village but still imo it was prob kinda hidden)#SO my goofy theory is that the creator was. wait. we can be pragmatic. we have some big keys here. those could work as electrodes yup#though it'd be interesting if they also had a key obsession fsr mirroring hers#'if it was already a normal key why did it have a skull design“ this is gg so I choose to believe frascos interior design even before getti#thrashed by the military already had a creepy monstery vibe. the creator played into thst I think cause come on.#frascos caged monsters were either made by the creator or.. aba herself#guh I'm procrastinating#worth noticing that while all of abas franken-refs are based off the movie version (which makes sense. it's the more iconic afterall!)#did u know book creatures skin was transparent. That's right. I can tie that into my 'slightly transparent skin aba“ n not look absurd lmao#look I don't even feel that strongly abt that hc I just think it's cool and adds to her vibes hence I tend to discuss it. sorry#a.b.a#text tag2b named#I rly need to read the frankenstein novel sometime...#I feel it'd be up my alley of empathizing with 'seen as offputting and shunned artificial mimicries of humans that can be oh so tragic“#edit: fuuuck I forgot ggworld confirms it's a key-shaped screw not a straight up key. but still my silly theory can work 'okay guys we need#a big chunk of metal to make a screw for my homunculus OH WE CAN RECYCLE OUR BIG KEY“#frankentag2b named
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this is how your (mini) birthday celebaration looks like when you're still stucked on your uni because you're still have another one exam left for tomorrow 🙃🙃🙃

#yeah i'm still at my uni rn until this friday night since i have system design exam for tomorrow which is my last paper for my semester#and yet i give myself a bit of a self-treat somehow because i didn't have time to celebrate with my friends here#idk but if they decide to do some kind of end of semester potluck tomorrow maybe i can celebrate it tho#but anyways....i've already gave up with my revision (yup guess that i will answering tomorrow's exam for the vibe tho lmaoooooo)#since what i'm thinking rn is bayern's ucl matchday today 🫠🫠🫠#iz being too random#iz and maroon uni life#me being 21 today 💜💜💜#tw food
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Yandere Therapy (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Yanderapy if you will#Lol#Yanderapy#Sup I made my own brainrot#They both turned out perfect on their first doodles (featured here) and got names super quick so like#Why fight it lol#So! Who I ended up with: The blonde megane is Ishida Ichiro and the roots-showing pierced is Maeda Mitsuru#Yes I'm going through my weeb arc again what of it lol#Hhhh it makes me feel like a kid again <3#Honestly I was surprised how quickly their names came to me - Mitsuru's was basically immediate I gave him two total passes and then yup#And like I mentioned - their designs? On the fly and gosh I am so happy with them haha especially Ishida#His face reveal was my first attempt and like!! How does that happen sometimes!! Look at him!#You can kinda see me settle into Mitsu's design a bit more slowly - his eyelashes solidified four or five doodles in and now I love them#I actually wrote down this concept - gosh looks like a year and a half ago?? At least the initial concept#I accidentally combined two yandere ideas I wrote down separately - by it looks like almost a year exactly lol it's the Yandere time of year#But I ended up with these two so I'm happy even if they didn't stay separate! :D#It does still make me want to take another crack at the individual ideas tho lol#Anyway ♪ Mostly just setup introduction character feeling-out for the initials :3#Mitsu recognized himself as having a somewhat unhealthy interest in his crush so decided to just go ahead and put himself in therapy haha#After getting to a point where he and his therapist thought he was in a good headspace for possible rejection he went to shoot his shot and-#Turns out his crush likes him back! And their boundaries align Surprisingly well ♪#Probably not a surprise but Ishida could tell that Mitsuru liked him lol he was just waiting for him to ask first - Mitsu had no idea tho#Oh yeah and I also use the first name-last name/last name-first name structure interchangeably soz lol#I'm trying to go more for last name-first name more! But don't be surprised if you see its inverse sometimes
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Hi, Tumblr, I'm Still Alive
Life has been a tad overwhelming for me lately. And by "lately" I mean for the past several years. Stuff that has been going on:
Family/loved ones having Big Medical Problems
Trying to prevent myself having Big Medical Problems (by scheduling Big Scary Medical Procedure)
Parents moving close by after years away
Have figured out after much, much research that I'm almost certainly somewhere on the autism spectrum (lots of feeling like an imposter and like nobody's gonna accept me/believe me coming along with it... Oof.)
Securing stable fully-functioning place to live (ongoing, but workin' on it. In the meantime, fridge has failed/spoiled all fresh food 4+ times in the past couple of years.)
Disrupted my writing/publishing schedule as a full-time indie author to start a part-time summer job (stressed seeing my sales momentum slow down, struggling to focus in on writing the 2 days per week I have for it right now. Still writing and sending out newsletters ever other week, though!)
Really tired and feeling burnt out, but can't slow down the merry-go-round of life.
A weekend where I just get to stay home and do my own thing for more than one day in a row happens only once or twice per month lately.
Missing having more time to make art and to write without deadlines.
I still have plans to refund everybody who ordered an art commission from me who never got one. I know it's been a couple of years by now, but I never intended to take anybody's money and not deliver what I promised, so I want to make it right. Have been waiting to be financially able to, and I think that time is soon.
I hope everybody on Tumblr is doing okay. I'm not sure how many folks I knew are still on here, even, but if you're an old pal, know I wish you well! Hang in there.
-Threshie ♥
#threshie#threshasketch#thoughts#yup I'm still out here somewhere#sorry if I haven't posted new art#or updated my fanfics#or finished art commissions#I've been in survival mode for a few years now#finally coming out of it and trying to get back to the things that make me happy#like fanart and fanfic#♥
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...Holy Hell it's been ages since I last posted on here.
...Alrighty,it's been ages since i have last posted anything or been on this site, mainly due to loosing interest in the site, poor time management skills and life in general and forgetting how to log in (Yes I have very bad memory.) Anyway, I'm alive and well. Life been crazy and all that jam, going to try to post here more often.
#life be nuts sometimes.#finally active after how long?#I seriously dropped the ball here#Yup i'm still awful with tags
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Nothing is worse than a guy who is the popular camp counselor. With a nickname that the whole camp knows. And preteens with crushes on him. He will become the worst guy. Remember the episode of community with Jeff and the exploding apple of ego? That is happening to maybe hundreds of camp counselors around the country. Not pretty. It's fall now and they're in withdrawal. Wreaking havoc at their barista jobs.
#shut up clark#just saying i was not an acute 6th grader but I'm still haunted by the ego of that guy#and i saw him again in high school and was like yup. can confirm this guy needs to stop coming here. can't be good.
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Random blackhands (with an steddyhands ending) came to me after my shower and I physically could not get myself to sleep until I wrote this so
Usually warning to give this one a skip if you're avoiding s2 spoilers rn bc it does pull from a big scene in s2 at one point. Otherwise please have at and hopefully enjoy!!! I'm going to try and actually sleep now lol
#text post#genuinely have no idea where this came from just sat down post shower and was like 'i have to write this or im gonna. fkn die or something'#and I think it turned out p well and is a fun lil thing (it's actually longer than my usual stuff lmao)#am I still too scared to ship tag for this? yup! But maybe folks will find it more via search on ao3 even if I'm not bold enough#to directly put it in the ship tags on here lol#I can hope at least#...I'm actually going to bed now I swear
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I have a really bad case of conflating fat with how much blood is stored in a certain part of the body, so every single time my foot, which doesn't store much fat, as feet tend not to, bleeds, i get shocked when blood is absolutely pouring out of it. Like girl where are you even coming from.
#idk what it is like. the thing is i think blood has more of those thin capillaries too right?#which tend to cause faster and more flowing bleeds??? like nosebleeds????#but idk bro i see a boney limb and go ''yup no blood here''#well idk i'm not a bio major. i'm in languages. 👍 <- eng prof just ranted about how we all try to say we don't have to know#sciences but we do because language encompasses everything and we will still be uneducated if we don't know sciences#why did i say blood. i meant i think feet* have more of those thin blood vessels#what IS my problem
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i'm certified autistic now 🎉
#i have had soo many psychological testing things in the last decade#and filling out these questionnaires is always ok like it doesn't feel bad - unless it is some sort of performance testing thing#like that always feels like “but what if i get a bad grade in psych exam” but like the “bad grade” would be “probably correct diagnosis”#but my brain doesn't really get that. it still feels like bad performance at the “What Emotions Do These Eyes Emote” test means bad grade#btw that eye test. neurotypicals are supposed to do that in 2-3 minutes?? I took over 8 and got a bunch wrong. but i cannot cannot CANNOT#believe that the majority of not-autistic people would “pass” that one. like i just cannot understand.#but then getting the results back and reading like “YUP [name] is bad at [symptoms] and has [disorder]” always feels like. ok i kinda knew#but also. rude of you to say it like that wtf :(#(not that the psychologist is anything but professional in her letter of course but like it still FEELS bad in a way)#anyways it is emotionally confused socially insecure AuDHD hours here in this house and I have an official letter saying so#and i also learned that “Alexithymia” is a thing that exists and i have that but i am pretty sure not many people know that word#i should use that as an excuse now#“sorry I'm late i have Alexithymia :(”
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