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lucille-grim · 3 years ago

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Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho or its characters, they belong to Yoshihiro Togashi.

Note: A gender-bend fiction where three characters (Kuwabara, Kurama, and Yukina) have been born their opposite genders. Kuwabara is named Kaguya, Kurama is named Sayuri, and Yukina is named Yukio.

Main pairings: Yukina x Kuwabara; Yusuke x Kurama

Genre: Hurt and Romance

THE DISPOSITION OF A LADY

Part 1

(This is a sketch of what my female Kuwabara looks like. I took the liberty to sketch her face at least because Kurama's female self is more predictable. Japanese folk usually draw females with softer features than they do when they draw males.)

And the story begins... 3... 2... 1...

Kuwabara stared down at her reflection, her forlorn expression staring back up at her from the blackness of the deep abyss the area had for a lake. She felt lonely and yet wanted to be left alone as she stood upon that red bridge styled in the traditional way reminiscent of Samurai times. The trees were a lush green, the distant sun setting as the tremendous heat of the day began settling down.

She had came here due to an invitation, her friend Sayuri Minamino wanting to spend time with friends or least people she trusted. Currently, Sayuri was hanging out with Hiei and Yusuke, talking about what only the three and the gods above only seem to know...

Yusuke Urameshi...

Kaguya felt felt bitter when thinking about his name. The hurt was there and it seemed to wanted to stay. Maybe forever.

"I trusted you, but yet again you've abused that. You keep abusing that." She muttered hushly.

She thought back to the past and all the things they've been through as a team. Yes, there were good times, but most seemed awful...mostly because Kaguya would often end up as the biggest target amongst the four, other times because how her team treated her, let alone enemies.

"It's always been that way, though. You don't know it, Urameshi... but I've always been a target." She spoke to herself in barely a whisper.

She placed her arms on the rail of the bridge, folding them on top of each other, and rested her head sideways on top. She stood there hunched over like that for what seemed like hours, but it was only a little under a quarter of an hour.

Sayuri spotted her from afar and insisted to the others that, they, the three of them join Kaguya to watch the sunset. As beautiful as the setting sun was, it was an excuse Kurama made to give her female teammate some company.

Hiei rolled his eyes at the idea, which was typical. He didn't care about sunsets and he likewise didn't care to hang out with "the human".

Yusuke didn't seem to mind the idea so much until he laid eyes on Kaguya. His guilt began to flood inside him then. He may be a total and selfish jerk, but he wasn't completely heartless.

Not wanting to hide the obvious, nor wanting to lie about it, Sayuri grabbed Yusuke's hand and held on him as the three drew much nearer. Part of the reason was because he's her boyfriend, the other reason was because she was pushing Yusuke into acceptance for what he did to their friend.

Yusuke almost felt miserable. Almost. Him being with Kurama by his side helped him cope with the situation.

"Kaguya..." Sayuri spoke up.

Kuwabara lifted her head and looked at the other female before standing straight, forcing herself to grin and bear it all. She had a shit eating grin to say the least.

The fox released Yusuke's hand, somewhat to his disappointment, and joined the psychic.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Sayuri asked, smiling softly.

Kaguya nodded and then smiled more genuinely. "I like sunsets. Always have... but I used to prefer mornings about a year or so back beginning from childhood. I liked mornings for their meaning mostly... A new day, a new beginning, a new start...with the darkness being over with."

"Because of the ghosts?" Sayuri asked, remembering what Kaguya was willing to tell her.

"Yes, but mostly because of the terrible nightmares I had each night." Kaguya enlightened further. "I had terrible dreams, unspeakable horrors that played mostly while I slept. I still have them even until this day. I've come to accept them."

"What were the nightmares about, if you don't mind me asking?" Sayuri asked, concerned for her friend.

"Something bad." Kaguya responded. "I don't think you'd like to hear about it."

"Well, when you're ready to talk about them, I'm here for you." Sayuri assured her.

"It's a mess. I sometimes dream of being someone else from a different time, other times I'm me now...yet not so much." Kaguya confessed.

Sayuri blinked for a moment. "I think I know what you mean. I had dreams about Yoko's life before this one, seeing through his eyes...then dreams about...well, about daily life and its many troubles."

Kaguya inhaled. "I know I'm dreaming about a past life of mine, that's obvious to me...but it was far worse than mine is currently. It's strange...it doesn't make any sense to me yet it does."

"What do you mean?" Sayuri asked, concerned yet mildly curious.

"Well, I was a guy. And I was a prince." Kaguya informed. "...and I was not human. Far from it."

Kurama stared at her long and hard. "...how peculiar."

"Ya think?" Kaguya huffed. "In my dreams, beings called me--"

"Hey," Yusuke spoke up, interrupting the conversation, and having came upon them real quick. "It's getting dark and I'm fucking starved. I haven't eaten all day. Let's go."

Kaguya sighed.

Sayuri nodded at Yusuke in understanding.

"Where the fuck should we eat?" Yusuke asked.

"There's a nice restaurant nearby." Sayuri vouched. "Since its a little on the expensive side, I'll cover the bill."

Sayuri, Yusuke, and Hiei began leaving.

Sayuri paused and looked back. "Are you coming, Kaguya?"

Kaguya looked at the three looking back at her. She thought about her decision for a moment and then began following them, wanting her actions to speak for her.

...TBC...

PART 2:

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