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One of my coworkers is missing
#literally the worst case scenario ive thought about before#your truck breaks on the side of the road in the middle if nowhere#but its -35 and you have no heat#and no service#i have emergency gear like aluminum blankets and candles etc#but she. she allegedly got a ride from someone back to camp.#now her and her truck are gone.#and her truck is either again out of service range because its gps tracked supposedly or they tore it out#now theyre both missing#brooooooo#if youre a girl. NEVER get into a rig pigs pickup truck#or anyones for that matter out in the oil forests
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rafe + cnc
warnings: consent no consent (read at your own discretion), dom!rafe and bambi!reader who reenact a kidnapping, roleplay, brief mention of stalking, reader is tied up the whole time, unprotected sex, rough sex, degradation (just a lil), rafe and reader break character towards the end
a/n: got the kidnapping idea after i watched buffalo â66, pls tell me someone has seen that scene </3
the sun was beaming down on you, your babydoll dress swaying in the light breeze as you walked along the dirt road, twirling the ends of your hair as you did so. turning around at the sound of a vehicle approaching, you watched as the window rolled down, revealing a stranger that wore an unnerving smile.
âare you lost?â his eyes trailed down your legs, making a shiver run down your spine. âuhm, not really i-â he opened the door, âa pretty girl like you shouldnât be roaming around all by herself.â your breath hitched when the stranger stepped out of his truck. âdonât look so scared, i just wanna help you.â
you stepped back, letting out a scream when he lunged at you, his hand clamping over your mouth as he pulled you against his chest. âshhh, shhh, itâs okay, iâm only gonna rough you up a little bit.â you whimpered, feeling helpless as ever as he dragged you over to his truck, grabbing a worn out rope before tying your hands behind your back.
âwhere are you taking me?!â tears were running down your cheeks now, your hair disheveled as he slammed the door shut. âdonât you worry about that.â your heart was pounding in your ears, your vision blurry with tears you werenât able to wipe. it wasnât until he pulled off of the road, driving towards a sketchy looking shed that you started to kick the back of his seat.
âhey! donât make me change my mind about going easy on you.â his words made your stomach plummet, your blood running cold once he parked in the middle of nowhere. âno, no, no, no, no..â you whispered as he got down, flashing you a smirk before opening the door closest to you. âno, please! iâll do whatever you want!â you cried out, wincing when you felt the rope burn against your skin.
he laughed. âof course you are.â he cursed under his breath when your foot landed square against his chest. âstill kickinâ huh? should i tie your ankles too?â the man yanked you up by your hair, almost making you lose your footing. âplease, iâm begging..â he ignored your pleas, pushing you inside the wooden shed before turning on a single bulb light that hung from the ceiling.
âyou already pissed me off.â he circled around you like you were prey, grabbing another rope from a nearby table. âlay down.â you stayed still, your chest rising and falling with each breath. the strangerâs jaw clenched, his nostrils flaring as he laughed bitterly. âokay..â he forcefully got you on the ground, a whimper sounding from your mouth, âsince you want to make this hard for me, you leave me with no choice.â you gasped when he bent you over, forcing your ankles to cross one over the other.
he took his shirt off, balling it up and placing it under your head. âi could be an asshole and shove your face in the dirt, but iâll be nice.â your body jolted when his hand slammed down on your ass, the force of it making your flesh sting. âdonât do this, please, i donât want it..â you screwed your eyes shut at the sound of his belt unbuckling. he grabbed your dress from the back, pulling it hard, making it rip all the way down to the hem.
you had given up at this point, staring blankly at the ground as he roughly moved your underwear to the side. âfuck.â he hissed, running a finger between your folds. âand to think.. this pretty pussy was right in front of me all along. i knew you were perfect when i started following you home.â you shivered at the revelation, swallowing thickly as you felt him line himself up with your entrance.
he didnât waste another second, thrusting into you with a groan. âoh, my god.â he drawled out, fingers digging into your hips. you couldnât help the whine from leaving your lips, your walls fluttering around the intrusion. âyouâre so fucking wet, âjust slid right in.â you shuddered, the head of his cock hitting that sensitive spot that made you mewl delightfully.
âyou like this, donât you? youâre taking it so fucking good.â he grabbed the base of your neck, pulling you up so your back was flush against his chest. âstop.. stop..â you muttered, still trying to resist him even though your body was giving in to every one of his ministrations. his hand snaked down your body, your eyes rolling back once he started working your clit.
âyou want me to stop?â his lips were next to your ear, the tone of his voice taunting. you stayed quiet, eliciting a laugh from him. âthatâs what i thought.â he shook his head, pushing you down into the ground again. his thrusts were nothing short of sporadic, your mouth hanging open as he fucked into you mercilessly. âoh, yeah, youâre going to cum soon arenât you, you fucking slut,â he slapped your ass again.
it wasnât long before you found yourself moving your hips against his, chasing his cock so you could cum. âoh, fuck!â you squeaked, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth. with both of your hands still restrained, you laid helpless as the man brought you to your orgasm, a sob erupting from your throat. ârafe!â you couldnât hold in your cries, your boyfriend rubbing your skin soothingly as your thighs shook. âkeep going for me, baby, youâre doing so fucking good.â he nearly whimpered.
you were sure he was going to leave marks with how hard he was gripping your waist, rafe doubling over on top of you. âiâm gonna cum, holy fuck iâm gonna fill you up, baby.â you squeezed around him, the death grip on his cock making him fall over the edge. your knees ached from being on them for so long, a thin sheen of sweat making your body glow with the small streaks of sunlight peeking through the wood.
rafe stared gloriously at where you two were connected, his jaw slack as he watched his cum spill out of your soaked cunt. âshit,â he felt like he was going to pass out, your pussy still sucking him in like a vice. you were only able to make little noises, your eyes half closed as you went through the aftershocks of your orgasm. rafe continued to thrust into you with long, slow, strokes, the action helping both of you come down from your highs.
it wasnât until you felt him untying the ropes around your wrists, that you sighed in relief, your boyfriend immediately leaning down to check on you. âbaby, you alright?â he moved your hair out of your face, meeting your shiny gaze. you fell flat on you tummy, flashing him an exhausted smile. âyou did amazing.â he pecked your lips, leaving the shed before coming back with a different change of clothes.
âletâs get you cleaned up, yeah?â
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ËËËę° đĽĽ ęą in the tumbleweeds ( lando norris. )


cowboy!lando norris x city girl!reader
your car breaks down in the middle of nowhere. just when you begin to lose hope, a big truck pulls up in front of you and out hops two country boys to help you get your car up and running again
authors note: in honor of me going to the austin grand prix in october, here's cowboy lando (ft. cowboy oscar)
âNO, NO, NO,â YOU HAD WHINED as your car had slowed to stop. the tiny dial on the speedometer had slowed bounced its way down, and down, and down until it had hit zero. now here you were, in your mysteriously broken down car on the side of the road! not to mention, you were in the countryside, the middle of nowhere.
all you could do was groan as you twisted the keys out of ignition, after you had smacked the horn with your palm in frustration. you could already feel the heat seeping through the window as the air conditioning had given outâas well as the entire car.Â
a frown etched itself on your face, sighing as you used the parking brakeâjust in case as you wouldâve just ended it if your car had begun rolling off after getting out to check. a huffed groan fell from your lips as you struggled with the stubborn brake, which hadnât been used since youâd gotten the car.Â
swiping a hand across your forehead at the strain, you opened the driverâs side door to step outânot before checking the road to see that the way was clear of upcoming cars.Â
as soon as the door had cracked open, you could feel the blistering country heat beating down on your body. a soft whimper fell from your lips as the car door slammed shut behind you, raising an arm to cover the sun rays that hindered your sight.
you felt helpless as you turned to look at your carâyou had no clue what you were doing! you were not a mechanic, and you were sure as hell not built for this type of heat. you pulled out the phone you had slipped into your back pocket, hand on your forehead as you fingered through your hair.Â
your jaw clenched at the no service signal, rendering the device completely useless. just your luck to be stuck, in the middle of nowhere, with no cell service. just you and your broken down car, a few items of belonging in the trunk for your road trip.
hopelessness and panic started to sink in as you bit your cheek to hold back the tears, a hand still on your head as the other went to your hip. you circled the car in ponderâyou had no clue where you were. you had no clue where the nearest repair shop wasâif there even was one in this barren land. you huffed as you looked at the desert surrounding youâan impeccable view you do admitâwith tall mountains in the distance and sparse cactiâand to your surprise, a lone tumbleweed that danced its way across the asphalt road.
your eyes followed the dead bush as it blew, somewhat bewildered at the sight since youâd never seen such in personâonly in western movies youâd watch in the comfort of your apartment in the city.
your gaze from the bundle of weeds was torn away when you heard an approaching car from further down the roadâactually, you had heard the obscenely loud and blaring country music from the vehicle before the wheels of the car against the road. your brows furrowed on your face as you glanced with squinted eyes at the approaching truck. an uneasy feeling bubbled in your tummy and you felt your hair standing on end at the sight of the big, intimidating truck that was getting closer and closer.
you swallowed thickly as you watched the truck pull off the road right after where you stood in front of your���much smaller and noticeably cleanerâcar that looked massively out of place in the dusty surroundings. the music that disrupted the silence was cut-off as the keys were ripped out of the ignition, now met with tranquility as the air around settled.
it wasnât long after that two guys had opened their respective doors, stepping out of the tall, dirtied, scraped truck. their boots scuffed against the tiny pebbles that littered the asphalt as they slammed the doors shut once again.Â
you eyed the pairâbut it was the driver who initially caught your eye. with dirtied cowboy boots, tight jeans that hugged his thighs and were speckled with dirt, a button-down shirt with a few too many undoneâenough to show off his tanned and toned chestâa dusting of facial hair on his face, and curls peeking out from the cowboy hat that sat a little too low on his head, he walked his way over. alongside him, you assumed was his friend, who wore basically the same thing, except lacking the attempt to be a piece of eye candy.
you were a little stunned as they approachedâi mean what if these incredibly attractive and muscled cowboys tried to kill you? it's not like youâd mind, they were hot enough to get away with it, but you just had to trust they wouldnâtâthat they had the best intentions at heart.
you watched as the driver had taken the toothpick from between his teeth in between his index and middle fingers, his voice coming out gruffly with a heavy accent, âhowdy, liâl lady,â he tapped his hat with a finger in greeting, seemingly too lazy to tip it off after a long days work, âwhaâs wrong witâ yâcar?â
you watched his eyes dance between your faceâand appearanceâand back to your car, which appeared to be fine, but they had seen you standing on the side of the road.
you hummed, pursing your lips as you scratched the back of your head nervously while glancing back at your ride, âuhâŚâ you stuttered slightly, letting out a breathless, nervous chuckle as you grimaced at your inability to get your words out, âit just stopped working.â
âwell, thaâs no good,â he mumbled, a smirk on his face as he listened to your smooth voice, another nod to the fact you were not from around these parts, âmind if me and my buddy, oscar, here take a look, maâam?âÂ
he threw a thumb in his friendâs direction, who was much paler in comparison, an eye squinted because of the sun as he stood awkwardly with his arms crossed against his chest.
you breathed a sigh of relief, saving you the pain of having to ask for his helpâmaking him go out of his way if he didnât offer to begin with. you nod, âplease, if it's not too much of a hassle for you-â
he waved his hand dismissively, ânonsense, âs no problem to help out a pretty girl such as yerself,â he ignored the eye roll from his buddy beside him, nodding his head in gesture to the front of your car, âpop the hood fâme, would ya?â
you nodded quickly with a hum in response to tell him you heard him as you quickly did just that. you opened the car door, another noise surpassing your lips at the heat that had already accumulated in the car. the fact it was humid was just the cherry on top to make you even more miserable. nonetheless, you shook your head and dismissed the heat. Instead, you had done what the country boy had askedâafter oscar had leaned against your open passenger side window to tell you how because you had never needed to before.Â
a breathless thanks falling from your lips earned a small smile from him, tilting his head in acknowledgement as you once again stepped out from the car. you walked to the front of the car, hands on your hips and eyes squinted as you felt the sweat drip down your face.
you turned your body away from the sun, watching intently as lando had rolled up the sleeves of his button-up, revealing sweat-dirtied skin and veins from hard, strained work. you eyed his handsâalready messy from the day's work they had doneâand he had noticed, but he decided to not comment on it so soon.
part of you felt badâthey had probably just got done doing laborious tasks in the blistering, country heat and now you were makingâthey offeredâthem help you get your car up and running again.
you heard a hum fall from his lips as he settled his sleeves at his elbows, âleâs take a look âere,â he mumbled to himself, taking the gloves that hung out of his back pocket and slipping them on to protect himself from the heated engine. a tinge of disappointment ran through your body at the fact he was covering up his hands, but there was plenty more of him to stare atâwhat?
you mentally shook your headâyou just met the guy! he could probablyâhe didâsee that you were checking him out head to toe. the way his biceps clearly filled out that button-up, the outline of his chest against the loose fitting torso of the fabric, the way the blue denim hugged his thighs just perfectly and fell loose below his knees, the bunched fabric at his elbows, the toothpick bitten between his teeth that slightly indented his bottom lip. you had to force yourself to peel your eyes away from the poor guy before you got lost in the way the sweat dripped down his neck.
his forearms leaned against the front of your car as he hunched over the engine, his gloved hands working through all the possible problems. every now and then, he swiped the back of his hand across his forehead to rid his face of the sweat.
you watched as his friend hovered beside him, offering enlightening suggestions to what could be wrong-
âaha!â his small celebration cut through the silence as your gaze once again settled on him, watching as he stood up, stretching an arm across his chest and his neck to the side briefly, âi see whaâs the problem.â
you looked to him with widened eyes, finding his gaze already on you as you swallowed nervously, âcan it be fixed?â you asked, your voice sounding smaller than you wouldâve likedâi mean the possibility of you getting out of here relied on the men in front of you.
âno, yeah, âll be able to fix âer up in no time, butâŚâ he shook his head, shutting the hood back as he leaned forward on his hands as they rested on the car, â âll hafta come back tâmorrow, yâknow.â
you nodded in sullen understandingâeven though, no, you didnât knowâyou sighed at the thought of sleeping in your hot, humid, broken car on the side of the road for the night, in the middle of nowhere.
oscar piped up, uncrossing his arms to lift his hands as he spoke, âactually, i might have a few tools-â
lando patted his hand against oscarâs chest, chuckling as he shook his head, âdon't listen to âim âere, he donât know what heâs sayinâ! must be the heat gettinâ to that empty head of âis! yâknow wha thaâs like, yeah?â
you hum in confused agreement, your lips pulling into a straight line as you nod slowly, âuh, yeah⌠sure.â
he chuckles breathlessly, raising a hand towards you that says âsee, you get it.â âmusta forgot we left them tools back at âr house!â he shakes his head as his empty chuckles die down, ignoring the glaring side eye from his friend, ânow won't you give us a minute âere, liâl lady.â he flashes a smile before grabbing a fist full of oscarâs shirt, hauling him off to the side of the road as they stand off in the dry, dusty dirt.
you watched as they seemed to get into very passionate conversationâand listen in. it's not like they were being quiet in the first place, you couldn't help but hear the words that left their mouths in hushed whispersâthough most of it was in a thicker accent than when she spoke to them directly.
âwhat are you sayinâ?!â
âwhat am i sayinâ? what are you sayinâ?â he shakes his head with a scoff, throwing a hand back in gesture towards the car, âyâknow we can fix the damn car with the tools back in âr truck!â
âcâmon, osc, jusâ humor me this once!â
âyer beinâ an idiot, off yer rocker or sumthinââ he shakes his head with his hands on his hips like a disappointed mother as his boot taps against the ground, âyer hopeless.â
lando ignored the last comments from oscar as he walked back towards where you stood as he peeled the gloves from his hands, shoving them into his back pocket once again. he stood before you with his thumbs through his belt loops, looking down at you as he spoke.
he sniffled quietly, his nose scrunching, âweâll give ya a ride to the next town over, missy,â he nodded his head once, his index finger swiping away the sweat over his top lip.
but before you can respondâtell them that itâs okay, you can sleep in the carâhe makes a disapproving noise as he looks towards the sun. your gaze follows his, furrowing your brows as you don't seem to notice what he does.
he shakes his head, inhaling through his teeth, âactually, âs gettinâ dark out, darlinâ,â he said slowly, gauging your thoughts by the way you react, ânext townâs probably quieting down right about now.â
âoh,â you say simply, âwell, that's alright, i can just sleep in my car, i guess.â
he dismisses your suggestion, âno need for that, missy. we can set you up at âr place?â he offers, an eyebrow raised at the suggestion, sensing the hesitation in your expression and body language.
you shook your head rapidlyâthey had already took the time to even look at the problem with your car, but now taking up space in their house? you felt like you were being greedy now.
âno, i donât want to intrude!â you try to decline politely, waving your hands dismissively in front of you, âbesides youâve already helped plenty by even offering to fix my car.â
he chuckles, shaking his head in return, his curls bouncing slightly, â âs no biggie. take yer in âr truck,â he nods towards the scuffed up vehicle behind him, âset ya up in âr guest room all nice and cozy, have yer car fixed before you even wake up. howâs thaâ sound, darlinâ?â
you bite your lip as he looks at you, brow still raised in the question of âwill you come with us?â and how can you refuse the nice country boys, with their funny accents and silly words, who just want to get you on your way?
you nod reluctantlyâit's not like you didnât want to go with them, but you still felt like you were being a bit of a leech, âyeah, okay, if it's not too much of a hassle-â
âatta girl!â he smacks a hand down on your shoulder, almost too eagerly as he guides your path towards the passenger side of his beat-up truck. you tense under his hand, glancing back at the car with a frown.
âwell, hold on now, lando,â oscar calls out, shaking his head as he mutters something about the eagerness of the man, âshe might need to get a few of âer things from âer car! practically kidnappinâ her with how fast yer tryinâ to stuff her inside!â
lando tskâs his tongue, pointing a finger in agreement at oscarâs words, âah, suppose yer right,â he reluctantly drops your hand from your shoulder to let you back to your car.Â
you awkwardly shuffle your way to the trunk of your car, acutely aware of their heavy gazesâespecially as they studied you.yYou knew they knew you werenât from around here, that you were not used to being in the weeds as they were and it heated up your cheeks to be so out of place and awkward next to them.
you quickly fill your hands with a small blanket and a change of clothes for the next day before shutting the trunk again, locking the car behind you as you walk back to lando���s side. his hand goes to the small of your back as he convinces you to ride shotgun next to him.
oscar opens his mouth to protest, his hand raised as heâs about to speak when lando feverishly waved his hand next to his neckâcut it out, osc! he could practically hear in his thoughts.
after he had gotten you settled into his car, he handed you his keys to give it a startâit's okay, climb over the center console and put yer foot on the brake to get âer started! don't want ya to burn up now!
once again, he grabbed a fist of oscarâs shirt as he tugged him to the side again, glancing back towards the truck as you settled in the seat after starting the car.
âmate, i know what yer doinâ,â he spoke in an exasperated tone of disapproval as he too gazed back at the truck.
lando sighed, clambering a hand on his shoulder and massaging the muscleâweirdly enough for oscar to shrug it off with a grimace look of disgust. lando rolls his eyes, his hand falling back down to his side as he huffs out a sigh, âlook, i told you-â
âi get it, sheâs a pretty thing, but âs unnecessary,â he tells him, raising his brows with his head tilted down, âyou shouldâve jusâ fixed âer car and sent âer on âer way.â
he sniffles, swiping the back of his dirty hand across his nose, âif you donât want âer back at the house, i understand, oscâŚâ
he shakes his head, âitâs not that i donât want âer in âr house, i mean she seems like a nice girl, but-â he cuts himself off, pursing his lips as he closes with eyes with a big sigh before looking at lando seriously, âlisten, i just donât want you takinâ advantage of âer.â
âyâknow me, osc, and you know i wonât.â
âyeah, but that was before i saw you lay yer eyes on her, and saw them bug out of yer damn head.â
âshut up.â he grumbled, rolling his eyes with the shake of his head as he walked back around to the driverâs side door, watching poor oscar who was forced into the backseat of the car because of youâthe pretty little thing in their front passenger seat.
the drive back was awkward to say the least. silence hung in the air, the only sound was the heavy hum of the car and the scrape of the tires on the asphalt. you tried to keep your eyes forward, ignoring the man beside you who drove with a single hand on the bottom of the steering wheel. whenever youâd glanced over, you could see the paled skin of his knuckles from his hard grasp on the wheel.
you had to forcibly peel your eyes away from the sight of his handsâââhis dusty sleeves still rolled up to his elbows, which exposed the smeared dirt across his tanned skin from his outside work. you couldnât see, but a smirk etched its way onto his lips, his thumb swiping across his lips as if to wipe it away before you or oscar would notice.
the truck jostled to the side a bit as the road changed to rough gravel, hearing the crunch under the weight of the car. the houseâthat you assumed belonged to the two guysâcame into view.
your eyes scanned the landâplenty of trees surrounded the property with a few animals here and there, a red barn further back near the edge of the forest, and the house itself.Â
you didn't know what to expect when the thought of their house had first crossed your mindâbut it hadnât been too far from what you were seeing. the house looked quaintâa single story with a wrap-around patio, another vehicle parked up outside a good distance away from a red, wood dog house that had a water bowl next to it.
as lando pulled up to the house, parked up next to the other car, he killed the engine before getting out. you swiftly followed by unbuckling your seatbelt as you reached for the door handle, but you were beaten to it by the poor backseat dweller.
you gave him a soft smileâwhich he returnedâmuttering a âthanksâ as you took the hand he offered as he guided you down from the tall truck. he gave you a nod, dropping your hand as he shut the door behind you before looking over at lando, whose jaw was noticeably clenched. all oscar did was roll his eyes and begin to show you around the property, inviting you into their cozy country home.
lando quickly found himself by your side, gently taking your belongings from your arms with a friendly smile as he interrupted oscar, âill get you set up in âr guest room,â he offered, taking great care in holding your precious belongings, âosc, why don't you go show âer them barn cats in the meantime.â
he watched the way your eyes lit up, failing to realize that the smile on his face grew bigger at your reactionâhe enjoyed the way the tension slowly filtered from your stance at the thought of seeing some cute cats.
the air had begun to cool now, they had finally finished naming off all the little critters that lived on their property and were now taking you back to their main house for a bite to eat before hitting the hay. you wouldâve denied being hungry if it werenât for your tummy grumbling for nearly ten minutes.
you wouldâve denied being hungry if it werenât for the smell of a nice, home cooked meal that made your mouth water and your tummy growl even most incessantly. it was by far the best meal you had ever eaten in your life, and you started to relax and loosen up a bit more in their presence.
so now you were all sitting around on the couches, one was worn leather and the other some frayed corduroy fabric with several different patches sewn onto it. oscar had his head leaned against the backrest of the leather couch, his cowboy hat over his face and arms over his chest that moved with every soft inhale and exhale. in one of his hands, tucked in his elbow was a green, half drunk beer bottle that was still cold as the condensation dripped down the side.
lando, on the other hand, had taken his spot in the old recliner, a beer also in hand as he sipped causally, eyes glued to the old tvâit still had antennas and you were perplexed on how it still worked. still, you watched whatever old movie lando had claimed was the best movie that had ever existedâit was older than you.
it was late in the evening, the sound of cicadas and other loud insects chirping away as the sun had finally fallen from the sky, painting the sky a dark black with speckled stars. you were confused at first as to why lando had ushered you out onto the porch so late at night, but once you glanced up to the nice sky, it had all made sense.
a view like this was never available to you in the city, but here and now, it was. away from all the light pollution and tall buildings of the city, you stood under the porch, leaning against the white railing in awe at the unfiltered night sky.
lando had smiled at your mumbles, countless words of how pretty, gorgeous and striking the view was, how lucky he was to be able to see this from where they stood. you shook your head in disbelief, ââs so pretty,â you had mumbled breathlessly, turning your head to find that he hadnât taken his eyes off you.
he leaned next to you, a beer still in handâno doubt it wasnât his first of the night. your arms barely grazed each other, the fabric of his long sleeve against your bare arm sent tingles over your body.
âsure is,â he whispered back, a smug smile tugging at his lips as he glanced appreciatively over the features of your face before tilting his beer bottle towards you. all you did was smile, feeling the heat rush to your face at his incentiveâthat you were his best view. you hesitantly took the bottle in your hand, swooshing around the liquid before taking a sip.
he chuckled as your face contorted in a grimace, taking the bottle back from you as he watched your reaction with deep enjoyment, ânot a fan, eh?â he teased before taking a sip himself.
âdefinitely not,â you cough out once you managed to get it swallowed, smacking your lips as you still feel the taste on your tongue, ânever had been before.â
his brows raised at your admission, âis that so?â he hums, nodding as he looks back over the property, âso what do ya drink?â
you hum, taking a moment to consider before listing off a few fruity cocktails that you had tried during your club outings. you watched the look of confusion come over his face, the sight making you giggle.
âwhaâthe hell is tha?â he questions, his voice raised an octave.
all you can do is shake your head and laugh as you nudge his shoulder, promising him, âiâll have to take you to the city someday.â
âyeah, sure ya will.â
instead of responding, you just rolled your eyes and fixed your gaze back at the awe-striking view. you stood contently for a long time before lando had to force you inside to finally get some rest after a long day, muttering promises that your car would be fixed before first light tomorrow.
cock-a-doodle-do!
when the sound reached your ears, you slipped in consciousness, confusion and disbelief as you sat up in the wood-framed bed. you groaned, your shoulders hunched and hair heavily disheveled. you wouldâve slept longer if it were for the rooster that had loudly crowed at the crack of dawn. you had hardly believed that it was something that roosters actually doâyou were a bit naive.Â
you rolled back in bed, shoving a pillow over your head to block out the sounds of incessant crowing until you had fallen back into a light sleepâstupid chicken.
and when you awoke again a couple hours later with a knock to the guest room door, you stirred. again you sat up, groaned at the forceful waking, but this time you stayed up as you called out for whoever knocked to come in.
the door creaked open, and there was oscar, a smile on his slightly sunburned face, as per usual, talking about how thereâs some food left over that you can heat up. though, not all the words make it to your sleep-fogged brain so you just hum and nod, adjusting to the bright sun slipping through the curtains.
you sighed when you realized that by now, your car was probably fixed, that this was the last yummy meal cooked by these niceâand strangely attractiveâcountry boys. surprisingly, you felt your heart ache at the thought of leaving. they had been so nice to you, inviting you into their home with nothing, but care and generosity.
but of course, leaving had come all too soon as you were driven back to where your car had broken downâoscar suffering in the backseat after being forced once again to sit back there. being lead to your car with small talk as it sunk in that the pretty little lady whoâs car they fixed was now going on her way.
they stood either side of your car, oscar on the passenger side and lando on the driver's side. you had the door propped open, starting the car with a smile on your face, but it quickly turned sad.
as you closed the car door, you rolled down the window to look up at lando as he stood closer, hands in the front pockets of his jeans, a small smile on his lips as he looked down at you. you held out an arm to which he leaned over, allowing you to wrap in around him, his arm snaking around your back. he lightly patted it after a few moments, relishing in the affection before inevitably pulling away.
âthank you again, mr.ââ you paused, realizing you hadnât gotten as acquainted to learn their full names, suddenly feeling a bit red in the face as you blanked.
all lando did was smirk as he leaned against your car door, arm over the window as he bent down to eye level with you. his other hand snaked its way up to the hat that sat atop his head. he revealed the dark curls beneath as he lifted it from his head, situating it on yours the best he couldâit wasnât as secure of a fit on your head compared to his. ânorris,â he finished the sentence for you, now holding out his hand for you to shakeâwhich you doââlando norris. it was nice to meeting ya, darlinâ, see ya around.â
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Stranded - Intro



⌠Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Fem!Reader ⌠Word count: ~400 ⌠Rating: Mature ⌠Warnings/tags: Grumpy mountain man!Bucky, don't ask me about US geography just go with it, eventual relationship/romance/smut. ⌠Summary: Your car breaks down in the middle of nowhere. ⌠Note: You voted for it, so here he is! I'm trying something new with this and making this an interactive story! I'm gonna post a poll tomorrow and you get to vote for what happens in the next part. You're also invited to send suggestions for what you want to happen in upcoming parts! I'm gonna be tagging everything with #stranded series.
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It wasnât your plan to be stranded in the middle of nowhere, but you are nonetheless.
A slew of curses fall out of your mouth as you stand in the freezing cold, trying to get a signal on your phone. It is still light out, but the sun is starting to set and the road youâre on has been deserted since you stopped.
Accepting defeat, you tuck your phone back into your pocket and try to devise another plan.
You can wait by the car, hoping someone will come by and be willing to help you. But you also remember seeing a small sign up a gravel road some way back.
Either stay out in the cold and die of hypothermia. Get murdered by someone stopping under the guise of helping you. Or get murdered by a loner in the mountains. None of the options seems very appealing to you. Walking back to town is not an option, either way, itâs too far.
After some thinking, you decide you can't stay and put a note in the window of your car that youâve gone for help, and please donât break into your car.
Fortunately for you, youâre actually kind of prepared for this. You have reasonable boots, a thick coat, beanie, and gloves. Rummaging through your suitcase, you stuff some other useful things into your backpack, before locking the car and starting to walk.
The gravel road is steep, but at least youâre warm, and not thinking about the chill that will come when your sweat cools. You catch a glimpse of a chimney and a thin trail of smoke rising between the hills and that keeps you going. Dusk is closing in, and you hope to reach the place before the road fades into darkness.
As the hill crests, you take a few seconds to catch your breath and get a better look at the house for the first time. Or, itâs more of a cabin, low and simple, but its windows glow warmly in the fading light, and a truck sits outside.
At least youâll be warm when you get murdered!
You knock firmly on the door and wait. For a few seconds, there is nothing but stillness from inside, before you hear heavy footfalls on the other side of the door.
As the door opens you put on your best smile.
âHi!â you introduce yourself. âMy car broke down on the main road and I couldnât get a signal, but I saw the sign and walked here. Do you have a working phone or wifi that I could use to get in contact with a towing company?â
The man eyes you up and down. Heâs so much bigger than you, with blue piercing eyes, long hair held back by a black cap, and a scruffy beard. The silence stretches and youâre starting to think that maybe he didnât understand you.
Then he grunts and says, âCome in, Iâm Bucky.â
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Roadside
Summary: On your way back from a long weekend that you got to spent with Joel, his car breaks down. While you both waited for Tommy to get there to help, Joel has some ideas on how to spend the time waiting.
Pairing: Joel Miller x fem. reader
Wordcount: 792
Rating: T
Warnings: roadtrips, falling in love but slowly, car trouble, implied smut, kissing, flirting, feelings, teasing, kinda secret dating, fourteen year age gap
A/N: I'm missing references to three pics I think, but it doesn't get better than this lol (technically I am not here, because I am on a writing break) The moodboard screamed road trip to me, so this is what I did. This is for @iamasaddie 24 hour writing challenge and I hope it does not suck đ
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âWhat are you gonna tell him when he gets here?â You hummed, looking up at Joel. He gave you a small smile before he stepped closer, his big, strong hands coming down to part your legs for him, stepping between them so he was towering over you, the sun slowly setting on the horizon.
You had almost made it home.Â
After a long weekend of having Joel to yourself without the fear of running into someone you both knew (if you left your hotel room at all) that you had spend in a tiny town in close to Dallas, you were on your way back, just an hour out of Austin when his truck made a very sad noise until the engine went out and the car stopped on the side of the road.Â
He had tried to get it to work before, with a long groan, he told you he had to call Tommy cause the something something needed a something so he could fix it. He had kept his eyes on you the whole times as he made the call, looking beyond sexy in the shirt you bought him, with his too long getting hair that you had spent all night running your fingers through as he made you cum over and over again until you both passed out.Â
You had met Tommy before. You just hadnât met him as Joelâs girlfriend.
Things between you and Joel had been⌠slow until they werenât.
Youâve known each other for almost two years due to you working as an interior designer occasionally with his company. But it was six months ago that you had gotten closer as you worked on a very time consuming project where the client brought you both to the verge of insanity with how often they were changing the plans.Â
He had finally asked you out one night and the rest as they say, was history.Â
âGuess Iâm finally gonna introduce my controversially young girlfriend to him,â Joel smiled before he kissed you softly. You gasped in mock offence, before tilting your chin up to meet his lips with a smile, your hands running up his broad back until your fingers slipped into his hair on the back of his neck.Â
âNot that controversial,â you grinned and he chuckled before his lips kissed down your neck.Â
âFourteen years is a lot,â he mumbled against your neck and you sighed, letting your head fall to the side to give him more access. One of his hands slowly drifted up your thighs, his fingers pushing the fabric of your skirt up.Â
âOnly if you care what other people think. Last time I checked, weâre both very consenting adults,â you said and he playfully bit into your neck making your shriek.Â
âHow consenting are we talking about here exactly?â He asked and you looked up at him as one of his hands slipped between your legs, his fingers brushing over your damp panties.Â
You could feel your nipples harden against the fabric of the shirt you had put on this morning and Joel seemed to notice too, his other hand coming up to cup one of your tits, his thumb playing with your nipple.
Looking around you realised that you were pretty much in the middle of nowhere. You couldnât even remember when you had seen a car drive by the last time.Â
âConsenting enough to let you fuck me in the middle of nowhere until your brother gets here,â you whispered against his ear and he groaned, letting his forehead fall against yours.Â
âAtta girl,â he grinned, before he kissed you again while his hands made quick work of your underwear.Â
You could still feel him dripping out of you, your legs a little weak, when you jumped of the back of the truck, Joel taking your hand as the door of the car that had parked behind his opened and a man jumped out, looking between the two of you.Â
The sun had set by now, the cold air making you shiver and Joel let go of your hand, to put an arm around your waist, pulling you closer against him, the warmth of his body helping instantly.Â
âSo this is how I get to find out the mysterious woman that makes my brother grin like a teenager with a crush when he looks at his phone is you?â Tommy Miller approached with a wide grin. You could practically hear Joel roll his eyes and you smiled at his brother.Â
âYou got a crush on me, Miller?â You teased and looked up at him.Â
âBrat,â he sighed, fighting a smile.
âYou love it,â you winked, feeling him pull you closer.Â
âYeah, I really do,â he hummed before he kissed you softly.Â
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â°âş ă đđđđđđđđ ă: nsfw 18+, slight age gap, light angst, charlie's pov, slight dirty talk, unprotected sex, creampie, fingering
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Rain patters against the roof of Swan Auto Repair, and the smell of motor oil, grease, and the remnants of old coffee fills the air. Charlie sits slumped at his desk in the back office of his shop, his head propped against his arm wrinkling the papers underneath. His faded flannel shirt is worn and rolled up to his elbows, exposing his oil-smudged hands and forearms. A distant ringing pulls him further out of his slumber and he blinks blearily as he attempts to regain his senses.Â
He sits up with a groan, his back aching from his uncomfortable position. His steps toward the reception area are uncoordinated and he stumbles a little as he reaches for the phone on the wall.Â
He picks up the phone and presses it against his ear.Â
âSwan Autoâ he answers, his voice thick with sleep.Â
âCharlie?â your voice rings out on the other line.Â
He straightens at the sound of your voice, and heâs surprised his heart didnât lurch out of his chest. He canât remember the last time he heard your voice, but it sounds just like it did the day you left. Â
He forces himself out of his thoughts. âBeen a while. Everything okay?âÂ
Your voice quivers as you speak. âIâd be better if my car didnât break down in the middle of the night. Would you be willing to give an old friend a tow?âÂ
He likes to think you were more than old friends. The nights you used to spend tangled in his sheets surely meant something to him.
âWhere are you?âÂ
He holds the phone with his shoulder as he searches for his jacket. You rattle off your location, which is mostly just a combination of landmarks.Â
âStay where you are. Iâll be there soon,â he says before hanging up. He grabs his jacket from a nearby coat rack and heads toward his tow truck. He wonders if youâve changed at all. Forks had been a constant in his life, even after it felt like his world had been turned upside down by your departure. He figured the same could be applied to him. He hadn't changed except for a few more gray hairs and the sense not to get attached.
He sighs as he climbs into his ancient tow truck. It sputters to life, and Charlie begins his drive towards your location. Â
He pulls in front of your car on the side of the road and hardly has enough time to throw it in park before he jumps out to meet you. Youâre standing near your car, soaked to the bone.Â
âCharlie!â you call as you head toward his truck.Â
He wraps an arm around your shoulder and ushers you toward the passenger side of his truck. He practically shoves you in the seat before slamming the door behind you.Â
He clambers into his truck, grateful to be out of the rain. He turns to look at you, taking in your appearance. The rain had soaked through your clothes, forcing them to cling tightly to your form. He canât help his gaze from wandering, watching as water trickles down your neck and dips between the valley of your breasts.
âYouâre drenched,â he says, forcing himself to look anywhere else but your tits. Your teeth begin to chatter and he reaches over to turn the heat up.Â
âWhy didnât you just wait in the car?â he questions, his voice rough but not unkind.Â
You shrug, âFelt weird just sitting there.â
His gaze softens as he looks at you, really looks at you, not just your soaking wet clothes. You hadnât changed a bit. He couldnât count the number of times heâd dreamed of just being in your presence once more, and now that he was really with you he didnât know what to do.Â
You turn to face him, âThank you, Charlie. I donât know where Iâd be without you.âÂ
âProbably getting hypothermia,â he sighs. âStay here while I hook your car up. Weâll take it back to the shop, and I can take a look at it there.âÂ
He doesnât wait for your reply before jumping out of his truck. He works quickly to hook up your car, the rain only slightly inhibiting his progress. By the time he returns to you, heâs drenched and shivering. Heâs thankful youâve cranked the heat, and he takes a moment to defrost.Â
âItâs good to see you, even if the circumstances arenât exactly ideal,â you said, cutting through the awkward silence that fell upon you. Â
He cleared his throat and started his truck. He was silent as he pulled out onto the road. Pine trees passed by in a flash as he picked up speed. The sooner he could get you back to his shop, the sooner he could get away from you. Thatâs what you wanted, right?Â
âI told you to get rid of that piece of crap when you had the chance,â he mentioned, nodding his head toward his rearview mirror.Â
You grinned, âIt got me this far, hasnât it?âÂ
âSpeaking of, why now? Couldnât find what you were looking for halfway across the country?â he questioned and it came out harsher than he intended.Â
His words lingered between you, leaving a bad taste in his mouth. The silence that filled the cab of his truck was suffocating, and he counted down the seconds until he pulled into his shop.Â
The rain had lightened up only slightly as he dropped your car off at his shop. You followed him into the back office as the tension simmered between you. He leans on the edge of his desk, taking in your appearance. You havenât aged a day; you just look a bit more tired, maybe a little more sad.Â
âMâsorry about earlier,â he begins.Â
You wave him off, âI deserved it, donât worry about it.â
âStill,â he shrugs, meeting your gaze, âit wasnât fair. You had every right to leave this town and chase your dreams.â
You take a step towards him, âI shouldnât have left the way I did. That wasnât fair.âÂ
He resists the urge to pull you in and kiss all the regrets away. You shift on your feet before taking another step closer, situating yourself between his thighs. It almost seems like youâve read his mind.Â
You cup his face and he leans into your touch. A soft noise escapes him as you drag your thumb across his cheek.Â
âI missed you,â he murmurs as he looks up at you.Â
Your eyes search his for a moment, and the next thing he knows youâre leaning in. Your lips collide, and it's everything heâs dreamt about for the past few years. You kiss him, and itâs like nothingâs changed. Itâs like you never left.Â
You tangle your fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck, tugging him impossibly closer. He groans against your mouth and slides his tongue against your bottom lip. His hands wander downward and squeeze your ass, earning a small yelp in response. He uses the opportunity and runs his tongue across the backs of your teeth.Â
You pull away, panting, your breath tickling his cheeks. Your eyes meet, and the slight nod of your head is all it takes for the rest of his resolve to crumble underneath your fingertips.Â
He grabs you and spins the two of you so youâre pressed against his desk. âGotta get you outta these wet clothes, baby,â he mentions as his hands wander under the hem of your shirt.Â
You hum, pulling him in by his flannel. Your lips meet in a sloppy kiss, and his hands skim across your body, almost as if memorizing the feel of your skin under his fingertips. Although, he doubts he could ever forget the feeling.Â
One hand pops the closure of your jeans while the other wraps lightly around your neck, squeezing slightly as you kiss him.Â
âYou miss me as much as I miss you?â he questions as he dips his hand down your pants. His fingertips brush against your clothed core, and you gasp against him. He hums, âCertainly feels like you missed me.âÂ
He presses open-mouthed kisses against the side of your neck as he teases you through your underwear. You tucked yourself into the crook of his neck, and your quiet moans quickly turned into desperate pleas.Â
The urge to have you desperate and crying for his cock nearly overwhelms him. A small part of him wants you to feel like he felt all those yearsâ release just close enough that you can taste it but too far to fully grasp it.Â
A larger, louder part of him wants to bury his cock in you and have you singing his name within the next 30 seconds. That part of him won.Â
He pushes you back against the hard expanse of his desk and makes quick work of your jeans and underwear. He tugs them down and off your body, leaving you bare before him. He couldâve come just from the sight of you. You looked up at him as you spread your thighs, baring your glistening cunt for him. Just for him.Â
He slides a finger through your folds, and you sink your teeth into your bottom lip, muffling a whine.Â
He halts his movements. âLet me hear you, baby. Wanna hear those pretty little noises you make.âÂ
You give him an obedient nod, and he continues. He swipes a finger through your folds, gathering your slick as he circles your clit. You arch against his touch, moaning a little.Â
His free hand moves upward to push up your t-shirt over your breasts. His fingers run over the lacy front of your bra, and when that isnât enough for him, he pulls down the front of your bra. He circles your nipples, mirroring his ministrations on your clit, and the buds harden under his touch.Â
He sinks his finger into your core, pumping it a few times and eliciting a breathy moan from you. He wants to take his time with you, despite the raging desire to ruin you. He wants you to keep crawling back to him because no one can make you feel the way that he does.Â
You give him an all too familiar pleading look, and he decides to take mercy on you just this once. He pops the button on his jeans and eagerly pushes down his boxers just enough to let his cock spring free. He pulls out of you and coats his cock with your arousal. He pumps his hand a few times before sliding his cock through your folds. You whine each time his head hits your clit, and it's music to his ears.Â
He plunges into you inch by tantalizing inch. Your legs wrap around his hips, pulling him in closer. You felt heavenly against him, squeezing him just right. The plush skin of your thigh sinks under his fingertips as he pushes your thighs near your chest, practically bending you in half. He begins to rock his hips, nearly getting lost in the sensation of you already.Â
Your walls flutter and clench around him. You arch your back as he readjusts his angle, hitting the sensitive spot inside you. He reaches down to where the two of you meet and draws lazy figure-eights against your clit, earning a whine in response.Â
The familiar heat builds within his abdomen and he wills himself to last a little longer. He needs to feel you cum around his cock, and the thought consumes him as he thrusts harder into you.Â
He grabs your face with his free hand and leans down to press a sloppy kiss against your lips. Itâs a mixture of tongue and teeth, and he wouldnât have it any other way. The obscene sounds of your sopping heat and skin slapping against skin fill his back office. Itâs nearly enough to make his cheeks flush.Â
Your thighs clamp against his sides as you throw your head back and cum with a strangled cry. Your pussy squeezes him like a vice as your release crashes over you, and his thrusts falter.Â
He grips your hips and juts into you for a final time as he cums hard, filling you just how you liked. A comfortable silence lingers between you as you both catch your breath.Â
He slowly pulls out of you and watches as his release leaks over your folds. He attempts to commit the image to memory, just in case this is the last time youâll be together like this.Â
You grab at his flannel and tug him down for a kiss. Itâs much softer than your previous ones. He prays itâs not a kiss goodbye.Â
âYou in town for long?â he questions as he pulls away.Â
You shrug, âFor the foreseeable future.â
âYou got a place to stay tonight?âÂ
You shake your head and look up at him with those eyes he could never resist.Â
âYou can stay at my place, and Iâll take a look at your car in the morning. Deal?âÂ
You stand and press a chaste kiss to his lips.Â
âDeal.â
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Summary: The journey continues with quiet tension as you adjust to your injury and the isolation of the open road. After setting up camp, you find yourself navigating the discomfort of shared space and thoughts of the danger that lies ahead.
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The road ahead stretches long and unforgiving. The world feels so⌠vast, and you, so small. Out here, in the open, in the middle of nowhere.
The engine hummed beneath you as you slowly pulled yourself from a heavy sleep. Joel was still in the driverâs seat, Ellie next to him. Sharp, unrelenting aches shot up your leg, and you reached down to check the wound.
Not bleeding anymore, at least. But fuck, did it hurt.
After an hour of driving that first night, youâd stopped on the side of the road. Joel had done his best to check the wound for any remaining bullet fragments. Heâd torn your pant leg off, soaked in crimson blood. You were âlucky,â heâd said while stitching you up. The bullet had gone clean through the other side of your thigh without hitting the main artery. But you didnât feel lucky. Not with the pain still searing through you all night. Not while you were praying for no infection.
Now, the handkerchief around your leg isnât as soaked as your jeans had been, now cut off into shorts. The stitched skin is aching and painful, but bearableâno longer white hot and blinding. Your knees bruised and scuffed from the fall to the ground.
âHey,â Ellie says from the front seat, turning to look at you. âYou okay?â
You rub your eyes, still groggy from sleep, and run a hand through your hair, looking at her. âYeah, yeah. Iâm good,â you sigh, âHow long was I out?â
ââBout six hours,â Ellie said softly, glancing at Joel.
You looked out the window, surprised to see⌠nothing. No towns, no road signs, no signs of life at all. Just open overgrown fields against lush forests.
You donât bother to even ask where you are. Itâs not like it really mattered anymore since being forced from the only thing youâve ever known.
You lean your head back against the seat, eyes heavy, your body still aching from the sharp pull of your leg. The roadâs monotonous hum is almost soothing, but the emptiness of it allâthe nothingness that stretches out endlesslyâsettles over you like a thick blanket of hopelessness. Itâs so quiet, the kind of silence that makes you feel small. You close your eyes, feeling the exhaustion creep in again, the weight of everything catching up to you, settling in your bones.
Maybe if I just sleep long enough, this will all feel a little less real.
But it doesnât. You try to push the thoughts away, to bury them under the dull throb in your leg, but they keep coming. The feeling of loss. Of being so far from everything. Of not knowing where youâre going, or if youâre even meant to get there.
The truck bumps over the uneven terrain, jolting you back into consciousness, and you blink up at the roof of the cab. Joelâs voice breaks through the haze of your thoughts. âThatâs enough for today,â he says, his tone quiet but resolute.
You hear the truck slow, tires crunching over gravel as he pulls off the road, deeper into the woods. The truck rocks and bumps, the suspension straining as Joel drives farther in, trying to get as far from the road as he can. You let your eyes flutter shut again, fighting the overwhelming urge to just sleep, but the quiet around you weighs on your mind.
The truck comes to a stop, and you feel the sudden stillness in the air. The engine cuts off, and Joelâs voice breaks the silence again as he shifts in his seat, getting out of the truck and opening your door, âCome on now,â
You drag yourself out of the truck, wincing as your leg protests, but you donât complain. Ellieâs already moving around, taking a look around, chattering about something to Joel that you donât care to pay attention to. Once out of the truck, Joelâs eyes sweep over you, almost as if heâs making sure youâre able to stand on your own, then begins setting up a small camp for the evening, getting out some plates and forks and a can of something with a faded label.
You reach into your bag, fingers brushing over the pack of chicken you grabbed back at the house. âMight as well eat this,â you mutter, pulling it out with a small sigh. âItâs gonna be bad by tomorrow.â
You hear Joel grunt in acknowledgment, and Ellie offers a quiet âYeah, sounds good,â but neither of them push you to say more. They know. The silence hangs between the three of you, tense and awkward. You canât stand the idea of them pitying you, but you donât have it in you to snap back.
You open your bag and start divvying up the chicken. Itâs not the best meal, but itâll keep you moving. Better than whatever 20 year old substance was in that can they were about to open. You glance around the clearing, trying to ignore the gnawing feeling in your chest. Youâd never been out in the open like this before, nothing outside of Lincoln. Not without your secure gate, tall fences, your alarm system.
âHow long are we staying out here?â Ellie asks with her mouth full.
âI figure I sleep tonight,â Joel answers her with a straight tone, no nonsense. âDrive tomorrow all day, all night. Get us to Wyoming by next morninâ.â
âWyoming?â you ask, mid-chew, not entirely sure you want to hear the answer.
Joelâs eyes flicker to you from where heâs hunched over his food. âBeen tryna find my brotherââ
âTommy, right?â you cut in, something in the back of your cobwebbed memories stirring. The name rings familiar, but youâre not sure why.
Joel hesitates, maybe realizing he mightâve said too much in the past when you were just a kid, not realizing how much youâd remember. He looks uncertain about continuing, but after a long moment, he does.
âTommy joined the Fireflies years ago,â he says, looking down at his plate, âCourse, last I heard he left them too. But he might at least know where they are. Last I heard he sent word through the radio from a town outside of Cody, Wyoming. Gotta go get him.â
You pause, your fork halfway to your mouth. So Tommy had been with the Fireflies. Thatâs the group Joelâs told you aboutâfreedom fighters against FEDRA. You donât know much beyond that, just enough to make sense of it.
But something about it rubs you the wrong way.
So heâd keep up with the radio for his brother, but not for Bill and Frank. And certainly not for you.
Swallowing hard at the lump of food in your mouth, you do your best to ignore the way the feeling crawls up your throat. It shouldnât matter. Itâs not like you expected anything from him.
Tess and Joel had made it a point to be a part of your life, a part of your dadâs life. And yet, over the years, theyâd gone silent. You didnât know the details, and you sure as hell werenât going to pry them out of the surly bastard. You were stuck with him now, even though he never showed a care in the world for you, for how you were holding up. Nothing in the past seven years to even ask if any of you were still alive.Â
But heâd gotten you out, saved you last night, despite everything. You couldnât ignore that. So, you supposed youâd have to accept that part of him, even if it didnât make the rest of him any easier to figure out.
âSo, can we start a fire?â Ellie asks, popping a bite of chicken into her mouth.
âNow why am I gonna tell you no?â Joel looks at her, exasperated and terse.
She rolls her eyes, âCause infected will see the smoke,â
âInfected arenât that smart,â you mumble, but Joel hears you.
âThatâs right.â he nods, still looking at Ellie, âFungus ainât that smart. Besides, this is too remote for infected anyway,â he adds, but his eyes still dart around the clearing youâve gathered in.
Ellie pauses her chewing, âPeopleâŚ?â she says, her eyes widening. Without an answer, she takes it as an assertion, âSo whatâre they gonna do, rob us?â she asks, almost sarcastically, but thereâs an underlying tone of seriousness to her as she waits for his answer.
âOh theyâll have a lot more in mind than that.â Joel says darkly, âDid you learn nothinâ from what we just faced?â
You swallow the last of the chicken, and the weight of his words presses down on you. Your dad had never really talked about what was out there. Heâd always said that what mattered was the land you could protect, the food you could grow. People? That was something your dad never bothered to explain to youâthat was the world he kept hidden from you. As much as he hated the world, he never told you about what the world had turned into. Maybe he was just as sheltered from it all. Only things you know were what Joel and Tess had shared, brief words exchanged, more like scary stories that you never took note of, until now.
You look at Joel, his expression harder than usual, and the knot in your stomach tightens. You wonder what heâs seen, what he knows, that makes him sound this way. All youâve ever known is the small, isolated world of Lincolnâof what you and your dad created.
You wonder if that was the right kind of world to be raised in. You wonder if you're prepared for what's ahead.
Then your eyes land on the sleeping bags theyâve rolled out. Two, that look awfully a lot like the ones your dad and Frank had.
You canât help it. âReally?â you call out, voice dripping with sarcasm and thankful for a change in subject. âYou were just gonna take my stuff, huh? You didnât think maybe, you know, asking wouldâve been a thing?â
Joel glances up, an eyebrow raised, but you can see the tension in his shoulders, like heâs not sure whether youâre joking or pissed.
You shake your head, âNo warning, no nothingâjust raid my place for sleeping bags and head out, huh? Youâre no better than those guys who came for my shit last night,â
Ellie, not missing a beat, looks over at you with a lopsided grin. âHey, at least we didnât shoot you for it.â
âEllie.â Joel reprimands.
After rolling your eyes, you glance at the sleeping bags, and then back at the truck. You shouldâve thought to bring one in those last few moments of packing. The idea of sharing one of those with either of themâJoel, especiallyâmakes your stomach churn with anxiety. Besides, itâs warm enough that you donât necessarily need the extra warmth of the down-stuffed sleeping arrangements.
You shake your head, standing up. âIâll take the backseat,â you say, a little too loud. Youâre not sure if youâre talking to them or just saying it out loud to justify it.
Ellie looks at you, eyebrows raised. âYou sure?â
âBetter than sharing one of those with either of you,â you mutter, your voice edged with more than a little sarcasm.
You climb into the backseat, using your jacket as a blanket, your leg throbbing under the weight of the day. Itâs cramped, but itâs your space, and you can rest without feeling like youâre suffocating in the heat of the sleeping bag.
A few minutes pass, the night stretching longer as the sounds of the woods surround you. The crickets chirp faintly from outside, and for a moment, you feel your body finally beginning to relax, the exhaustion catching up with you.
Then, you hear the sound of footsteps approaching. You try to ignore it, but then the side door by your feet opens.
Joelâs voice, low and rough, filters through the space. âHowâs the leg?â
You sigh, looking over at him from where you lie in the cramped backseat. âItâs fine. Just a little sore.â
Joel grunts in acknowledgment, his shadow falling across the truck as he leans in to look at the wound, âYou donât gotta be stubborn,â he mutters, his tone almost too quiet. âLet me check it.â
You stay still, letting him move closer as his body moves inside the door over the bench of the backseat. You can hear the faint clinking and rustling of things as he pulls items out of his med kit. His presence is steady, not quite intrusive, but close enough that it feels a little too... personal. Itâs just him, his hands rough and worn, as he reaches in carefully to check the bandage around your thigh.
The touch is gentle, but his movements are stiff, as though he's trying to be as careful as possible without drawing attention to the fact that his hands are on your bare thigh. You force yourself not to think about it. It's just a wound, just a necessary task.
He doesnât say anything at first, just focusing on the gunshot, checking to make sure itâs as clean as it can be and that the stitches are holding. His hands are careful, methodical. You try to keep your breath steady, not allowing your mind to wander, but it's hard. Heâs the only man youâve known outside of your family, and this... this proximity is something unfamiliar.
Joel doesnât seem to notice how uncomfortable you are, or maybe heâs trying not to. His attention is entirely on your leg, but you canât help but wonder if he knows how awkward this all feels. Maybe itâs just you.
You catch yourself thinking about it again and shake the thought away.
âCould be worse,â Joel says, his voice gruff, but thereâs something underlying in it. A quiet kind of care, like heâs trying not to make a big deal of it, âDonât think itâs gonâ get infected,â
You look at him, trying to gauge whatâs in his eyes, but the dim light makes it hard to read. His face is shadowed, but you can still make out the familiar furrow in his brow. Heâs doing this because he has to, but thereâs a softness behind it that you donât want to acknowledge. It makes the silence feel a little too thick.
You shift uncomfortably, ignoring the flush that creeps up your cheeks, âUh... thanks,â you mutter, not sure what else to say.
Joel glances up at you, his expression unreadable. There's a flicker in his eyes, like he's debating whether to say something or just move on. Finally, he snorts, breaking the silence. âYeah, well, donât get used to it.â
You offer a tight smile, trying to brush it off, but you canât ignore the awkwardness hanging between you. You pull the jacket tighter around you, wishing you could disappear into it. âI wonât. Donât worry.â
He finishes adjusting the bandage, his hands careful, deliberate. âAlright, that should hold you for now. Donât do anything stupid and itâll heal fine."
You nod, still trying to process the weirdness of the moment. He stands up, his boots shifting against the dirt as he hesitates for a second, glancing down at you.
âGet some rest,â Joel adds, his voice softer now, quieter than youâd expect. âWeâre gonna need it.â
Youâre not sure how to respond, so you donât. Instead, you pull the jacket closer, settling back into the seat. You hear the sound of him walking away, the rustle of them getting comfortable in their sleeping bags crinkling in the distance. You let the quiet settle in again, the warmth of the night and the heavy pull of sleep taking over.
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An Impromptu Punk Concert with Ghost
(What if you and Ghost managed to get into a punk concert last minute?)
"No."
"Why not?" You whined at Ghost from the passenger seat.
He chose silence, which you knew he knew annoyed you. You pushed at his arm, barely even jostling the limb splayed comfortably over the truck's center console.
"We've got a job to do." He mumbled, eyes ever diligently on the road.
"Yeah, I know! But it's on the way!" You huffed. "Please! I know they're your favorite band too!"
Ghost flexed his arm in a display of annoyance, and you flopped back into the passenger seat dejected. You sighed and looked out of the window at the passing landscape.
You were in the middle of nowhere, passing through little podunk towns without stopping. You'd forgotten that a certain band was touring and had gleefully squealed after cheking the map of your route. Your trip was already going to take two days minimum. What was a couple hour break?
"How're you plannin' on gettin' in?" He asked.
With pure delight, you shot up in your seat and squealed. If Ghost had really meant "no" he wouldn't have brought anything more up about it.
"Oh thank you thank you thank you!" You giggled, leaning over the console and his arm. He eyed you with a sideways glance but made no effort to move. "I've always wanted to see them in concert! This is a once in a lifetime chance!"
Ghost scoffed, but his posture was still entirely relaxed. Try as he might to fool you. You knew he was equally as interested in the concert.
"Oh don't pretend like I don't know your little secret." You teased, letting your body flop back into the passenger seat.
He scoffed once again, but you noticed the slight raise of his brow.
"I've seen those raggedy old t-shirts you were to bed sometimes. They're band shirts."
There was a long beat of silence save for the hum of the truck. You narrowed your eyes at your lieutenant, a smirk forming on your lips.
"...yes..." He sighed.
"I knew it!" You giggled and kicked your legs slightly. "This is gonna be so much fun!"
Ghost's usual worried expression became visible in the set of his brow. For what, you weren't sure. He'd seemed relatively relaxed a second ago.
"What's wrong?" You hummed.
He didn't reply. You knew better than that. You frowned.
"Hey, if something's wrong..." You trailed off, showing your concern by placing a hand on his bicep. "We don't have to go. I just figured-"
"We'll go." Ghost nearly snapped. He'd seemed to realize his sudden change in demeanor and decided to walk it back by clearing his throat. His voice was smoother and gentler than before.
"We'll go. Pull up the address."
"Of course." You tapped his arm before pulling away. You flashed him a sweet smile just to let him know you weren't offended.
After a moment of fumbling with your phone, you pulled up the GPS instructions on how to get to the venue. It was actually a bar, but it didn't really matter. You read up on all the information (including the dress code). You giggled some more, knowing it would catch his attention. Sure enough, he glanced at you out of the corner of his eye.
"Hey. It says here masks are allowed!" You grinned. "And with how big you are you'll blend right in!"
"Mm..." He hummed.
"Okay, well, the GPS says to take a right turn in about half a kilometer..."
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The moment you got there, you were nearly kicking open the truck's door. It'd been hours since you'd last stretched your legs. Despite the very uneven gravel parking lot, you groaned in relief as you popped every joint in your body.
"You never answered my question." Ghost murmured, walking around to your side of the truck. He'd pulled up the hood of his jacket over his head.
"What question?" You groaned out, loving the way your back burned from a particularly good stretch.
"How're ya plannin' on gettin' in?" He asked.
You stopped stretching for a moment. You glanced up at him with a devilishly bright grin.
"Me?" You laughed. "Oh, girls get in for free. You've gotta figure out you're gonna get in."
Ghost narrowed his eyes at you. "Are you fockin' serious?"
"Mhm!"
You scrambled to get your phone out and unlocked. With a quick flash you showed him the rules of the event. Sure enough it was written out in black and white.
Girls get in for free!
A low growl formed in Ghost's throat. He glared down at you, but he didn't say anything. He looked upwards, breathed in deeply before exhaling slowly. He then looked back down at you.
"Fine." He huffed, turning around and walking towards the building.
"Hey! Wait up!"
It took you a short sprint to catch up with his long-legged stride. You fell in beside him. A warm, zing of excitement swirled around in your chest. The closer you got to the pair of black double doors the more the feeling grew.
Luckily, the line out front was short. They had two bouncers (who were not nearly as large as Ghost) checking the men's tickets. Women were easily bypassing the line, as long as they looked old enough. A woman just beyond the door was haphazardly checking their IDs.
"Here." Ghost grumbled, tugging his hoodie over his head. He threw the garment at you, blinding you for half a second.
When you managed to tug the jacket off of your face, your eyes widened at the uncharacteristic display. Ghost always had on a a jacket, or windbreaker, or long-sleeve. To see him in his soft balaclava, jeans, and a t-shirt felt wrong, too...casual.
You opened your mouth to say something but Ghost had already started walking towards the entrance at a decently fast pace. The appearance of a huge, masked man put everyone on edge. You were pretty sure one of the bouncers went a tad pale.
"Hey man, what are you doing?" The other bouncer asked, bless his heart.
Ghost gave him that look.
"Security." He barked.
And that was that. It seemed none of the bouncers were interested in telling Ghost anything. They simply went back to what they were doing.
You nearly gasped when you forgot you needed to follow him. Thankfully, Ghost'd provided enough of a distraction that you managed to come up behind him and sneak in by his side. You were getting in for free anyway, and it didn't matter if the lady hadn't checked your ID since you weren't going to drink.
The first thing you noticed was that the entire building was stuffy. The difference in the outside temperature versus the inside was intense. You wordlessly offered Ghost back his hoodie but he shook his head. It felt strange getting to see his shorn short blonde hair beneath the dingy lighting. He looked...almost like a different person.
So you didn't lose it, you tied his hoodie around your waist. You had to double knot it to keep the large amount of fabric from falling off your hips. Ghost watched you fuss through half-lidded eyes and made no attempt to help you. You scoffed up at him.
There was no way for him to hear you though. An opening band was already noisily playing on the stage at the back of the building. A decent amount of bodies were already crowded around the pink hued platform. They weren't a very good band in comparison to the lead act, but a few of the notes they hit piqued your interest.
For a moment you watched the stage from where you stood at the back of the venue. Out of the corner of your eye you caught Ghost nervously glancing around. His demeanor was off. You'd never visibly seen him uncomfortable like this.
"You alright?" You asked him, although the sound of your voice was drowned out. Ghost's attention snapped to you immediately but he narrowed his eyes.
"You alright?" You asked him again, voice lough enough to nearly strain. Still, he cocked his head. You huffed with slight frustration before stepping up closer to him. He bent his head down, angling his ear towards your mouth.
"You alright?" You tried even louder. This time he seemingly heard you. He gave you a nod, but you weren't convinced. His eyes were flicking from person to person that milled around the two of you.
"We can go?" You offered.
Ghost shook his head.
He then nudged you towards the bar. You didn't want to go but it was obvious that he needed a drink to withstand the stimulation of the place. You admired his commitment despite the fact he knew this outing would make him uncomfortable from the start.
He ordered two drinks. The bartender looked at you nervously, as if he wanted to card you but seemed to think better of it. Ghost lifted up his mask then swallowed down the first drink in one gulp. He half-heartedly offered you the second one, but when you refused, he downed it too.
You sighed at him but finally took a glance around the place. It was surprisingly nice for being out in the middle of nowhere. The bar went around nearly half of the entire atrium's perimeter. There were a few tables and chairs set up in the back for those wanting to rest their feet. But what really shocked you was the amount of men and women alike dressed in dark clothing.
Girls wore tall platform boots with buckles, latex, and black velvet. The guys wore harnesses and tight shirts with steel toed boots. Countless people donned masks of varying sizes and macabre shapes. The way they looked was eerie...yet beautiful.
You were so caught up in a pretty girl with huge wig and glitter for tears that you didn't realize the actual band was getting set up. Their crew fumbled around on stage, moving equipment and strumming the guitars to tune them. People began to crowd the stage, some squealing with excitement. You crawled up onto an empty barstool and sat in a way that gave you a decent view of the stage. Ghost just stood behind you, leaning up against the bar top.
The headlining band finally came out to a roar of excitement. Girls squealed, men whooped, and people whistled. A large group of guys stomped on the floor which, soon turned into nearly the whole building. The lead singer thanked the crowd for coming out before counting down. They started their first song.
You were so enraptured you almost didn't notice how close Ghost had gotten to you. You felt a warm presence against your back, and when you glanced up you were met with his flighty gaze. You noticed his hand tapping nervously on the bar top. You gestured at him to come closer. He angled his head down again for you to speak.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
He nodded.
"I wanna get closer." You pointed a thumb at the crowd.
He didn't move as his eyes swept across the sea of people.
The band started on their second single. It was one of their most popular songs but part of it was extremely loud and a bit grating. The fast paced drums and screaming guitar echoed hard throughout the venue. The main singer began to scream and you could feel yourself grit your teeth. You loved this band but the acoustics were just a little too good here.
It seemed Ghost was feeling a similar sentiment. He tried to covertly cover an ear with a palm but it didn't seem to help. You could tell something was going wrong. The guitars began to chug. The sound of it made Ghost wince hard.
You tapped on Ghost's shoulder to get his attention. He jumped a little but leaned down, angling his uncovered ear to you. You tugged on his arm, shaking your head.
"C'mon, let's go." You huffed. "You're not having fun."
Ghost shook his head no again but you knew better.
The song evened out into something smoother and less grating. Ghost's shoulders seemed to sag in relief.
"Seriously. Let's go."
"No." He shook his head once more, letting his hand fall away from his ear. "Just gotta get used to it."
"No you don't. Ghost let's-"
He pressed a finger to your lips as the best part of the song began. The lead singer burst into a sultry ballad that immediately grabbed your attention. You grabbed onto Ghost's hand, jerking it away from your face, squeezing his fingers tight in your palm. He shuffled closer, his head hanging next to yours as he listened intently with closed eyes.
The song soon ended with a roar of applause. This time Ghost didn't seem as uncomfortable with the volume. You placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Ghost-"
"'M fine."
Another song started. You looked up at Ghost with concern. He looked away, trying to listen. The drums kicked in and the guitars soon after. The singer began to growl about his worship to his lover.
When you looked up at Ghost again he was staring down intensely at you. You quirked a brow but he didn't say anything. He tugged on your palm that was surprisingly still in his. You jumped off the barstool and began to follow him.
Instead of walking you to the doors he lead you deeper into the crowd of people. A fourth song began to be played. The song was softer than the rest. Once again it was about devotion but also the hunger the lead singer experienced for his lover. The guitars began to chug again. Ghost grimaced but he gestured for you to come closer. He moved your body to stand in front of him. He placed his hands squarely on your hips.
"Ghost-"
Before you could even process what he wanted, he scooped you up onto his shoulders. You gasped in shock as you were hoisted up on top of him. It took a moment of your body squirming to find your new center of balance but eventually you righted yourself. You huffed, finally getting a good look over the crowd of people. You got a view that no one else in the venue could ever get.
In stunning clarity you could see all of the band members. Their instruments glittered in the low lighting. The sight of the lead singer's mask and rings made you swallow hard. You gripped tight onto Ghost's shorn short hair. The music seemed to swell in time with your heartbeat. Obviously uncomfortable earlier, Ghost seemed to have relaxed some. You wondered why for a moment then realized how tight your thighs were clamped around the sides of his head...
The bastard was using you as ear muffs!
You almost slapped the top of Ghost's head but the last chorus of the latest song began. The lead singer growled and huffed, squirming his body in a way that had women in the crowd squealing. Just when you were thinking about how childish that was the lead singer seemed to notice you thanks to your extra height.
He shook his hand out in your direction, grasping at the air as he sang his words of devotion. He rocked back and forwards, eyes locked on yours. Some people took notice and gasped. Girls beneath you glared at you with envy. Men's eyes around you sparkled with mischief. Hoots and whistles added to the lead singer's hungry tone.
Just as you began to feel deeply uncomfortable from the attention, Ghost pulled you off of him. You squealed as you fell over a yard towards the sticky floor. He caught you mid air, cradling you. There were a few laughs and jeers thrown your way but the crowd turned back to the stage. Ghost let you down at the way. Your legs shook a little from the adrenaline and also having been pressed hard around his head.
Ghost seemed even more uncomfortable than earlier. He rubbed at his ears through his mask. He looked around at the crowd with a frustration you couldn't identify. You tugged on his hand, forcing him to lean down to listen.
"We're leaving."
He didn't shake his head or protest this time. Instead, he dutifully followed you to the double doors. You walked outside and the two of you were greeted with cooler, quieter air. The people straggling in gave the two of you odd looks as you walked past them hand in hand.
Ghost didn't let go of your hand until you got to the truck. He opened your door and helped you up. He then got into the driver's seat himself. He didn't move to turn on the vehicle though. The two of you just sat there in the quiet, ears still buzzing. While you couldn't hear the music anymore, you could still feel some of its vibrations even at the end of the parking lot.
"You okay?" You asked, this time at a normal volume. "Better now?"
Ghost nodded, leaning back against the headrest. He huffed out a breath it seemed he'd been holding for the longest time. His eyes rolled softly in his head. You felt kind of bad. You didn't realize that maybe a concert wasn't the best idea for him. You'd only been thinking about your own enjoyment.
"I'm sorry, ya know..." You sighed. "We shouldn't hav-"
"Not your fault." He breathed, cutting you off. With that he cocked his head, looking down at you through his mask. His eyes had that half-lidded look you were starting to get used to.
"Had fun, actually."
(A/N: I might make a second, spicier chapter. We'll see how I feel. But trust me when I say this has been in my WIPs for months! The band being alluded to is of course, Sleep Token. But you could honestly imagine any punk band in their place. Also, spot the Chappell Roan reference lol.)
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Tomorrow Never Came: Chapter 1
masterlist | ao3

pairing: joel miller x f!reader rating: 18+ warnings: unspecified age gap, hints at past SA, no break-out, no y/n, no reader description, discussion of past trauma, reader develops a reliance on him, hints at a ddlg relationship in terms of a caregiver x little relationship (reader is of legal age), joel is a vietnam war vet with a very tough exterior so it takes a bit to get it moving but it does by chapter 2! <3 word count: 5,495 summary: set in Texas in the 1980s, Joel picks you up on the side of the road when headed west, you embark upon a journey of self-discovery with the help of a seasoned man
âDo you wanna see the west with me? Cause loves out there & I canât leave it be.â
The cold beer bottle contrasts your harsh, warm, two-handed grip on it as your feet sway from the bar stool sat at. Your cross-country adventure had landed you here, in west Texas, penniless & destitute, nothing but the jacket on your shoulders and the pistol in your pocket.Â
You had traveled from west to east in an attempt to meet your father who you later found out wanted nothing to do with you. Having had saved up for years to make the trip, not accounting for how expensive shit was, landed you in the middle of nowhere Texas, trying to make your way back to your home in California. Truth be told, you set your hopes high that maybe your father had just desired to leave your mom and not you but you learned very quickly that wasnât the case.Â
Now you sit, in a dusty dive bar, men circling like vultures as you try hard to ignore their glances and as one next to you, leans into mumble something you canât make out. Instead you focus on the sounds if Bob Dylans âknockin on heaven doorâ that plays loudly from the busted jukebox.Â
âWanna dance?â You slur a bit, not necessarily because of the alcohol, but maybe an attempt to match the demeanor of the man next to you, who bought you the beer. He isnât ugly, he isnât pretty. He is drunk though, maybe drunk enough that you can slip some bills from his wallet.Â
Heâs eager you realize as his hand lands on the small of your back, tripping a bit over his feet to make his way to the dusty center, the wood creaking beneath your feet as you place your hands to his chest, slightly propping him up, the bourbon on his breath quite rich.Â
Your eyes scan the room to find men and women watching, finding it a bit silly. Being from California, quite used to others dancing like no ones watching. Finding that in Texas, people are always watchers rather than dancers.Â
A watcher catches your eyes, his grayish-green eyes narrowed towards you as he brings a glass to his lips, his face mostly shadowed by a brown cowboy hat as he leans against a pillar.Â
You canât help but be a little taken aback, his aura fogging up the space around him like a puff of smoke, as he tilts his head down, focusing on the drink in his hand, scuffing up his boot on the ground before turning his attention back to you. Swiping his tongue against his bottom lip as he adjusts himself, thumbing his belt loop.Â
It fills your belly, the admiration, bubbling up into your throat as you smile, a little quirk of the lips as you stare at him, stupidly and obviously.Â
He returns the stare. Not smiling back, but the stern gaze worn on his brows replaced by a softer one, more relaxed.Â
You're pulled back into reality as the manâs hand slips below your back onto your behind as you sway to the music, causing you to break apart. Whispering nonsense into his ear comprising of âif he wants to get out of hereâ, knowing heâs drunk enough and will most likely barely make it to his car.Â
Youâre correct as he piles into his truck and falls asleep halfway out of the lot, allowing you to maneuver the vehicle to the side, eventually slipping into his pockets to pull out his wallet and the forty-three dollars.
Ditching him there, you head for a motel and pay them the $30 fee for one night, giving you enough time to bathe and wash your clothes in the bathtub before eating half of a candy bar and heading to bed.Â
The nearest grocery store is a bit of a long haul as you walk a few miles until you head into the small mart. Its the size of a shoe box with people littered up and down the aisles as you make your way to the hygiene aisle, slipping a packaged bar of soap into your deep pockets along with tampons. Wandering onto other aisles, sifting through the snacks before landing on a few breakfast bars, deciding to slide one up your sleeve. Your eyes peeking to the side to find that youâre being watched by a familiar set of eyes.Â
You slip up the bar into your sleeve before turning to the man you had seen yesterday, his brow raised curiously, having seen your little trick.Â
He strikes you once again in a different light⌠his worn jeans, scuffed boots, his flanneled shirt, the sleeves rolled up exposing his tanned arms, thick veins roped within them leading to his hands, the one specifically carrying a cart with his own personal items. His dark beard ruffles as he bites on his inner cheek, studying you it seems, his eyes roaming around the aisle and then back to you. The same hat worn yesterday, sturdy on his head.Â
You hum a bit, leaning back on your heels, not sure whether he means to turn you in or something else. You simply bring your finger to your lips to create a âshushâ sound in hopes he will keep your secret before heading for the exit, stopping to pick up a coke, tossing a quarter to the cashier, and promptly exiting.Â
Finding a nearby patch of grass, you pass your time by watching the cars and drinking your Coke until itâs empty. You figure now might be the time to make your way from Texas, heading for the busiest road and sticking your thumb out as you follow along the white line on a dirt path.Â
Five cars pass before a blue Ford pickup truck pulls up, the gleaming shine causing you to cover your eyes as they adjust, hearing the driver's door open & close.Â
You instinctively take a step back, watching a familiar hat make its way from around the truck as you canât help but break out into a smile.Â
âThird times the charm huh?â You laugh a bit watching him remove a hat, letting it fall to the side in his hand as he runs his other hand through his hair.Â
âUh-huh,â He grunts, leaning against the side of the truck, observing you just as he did in the store and in the bar.
âYou a cop?â You question, brows scrunching up to match his hardened gaze. The question makes him laugh, a short release of breath before composing himself.Â
âAinât a cop darlinââŚâ He mutters, eyes going to your tattered shoes, biting on the inside of his cheek once more, followed by a clicking sound of the mouth.
âWho are ya then?â you place your hands on your hips, attempting to assert any dominance you have, feeling picked apart by his gaze.Â
âDidnât your mama tell you not to talk to strangers?â He inches closer, calculated, stopping far enough from you to bring you ease, his noticeable large size gaining your attention.Â
âTell me your name and you wonât be a stranger⌠this being our third meeting I find myself quite familiar with youâŚâ You donât know why your voice catches in your throat as you speak, but you clear it quickly. Â
Maybe because he was unlike the men you came across during your journey. Quite honestly, the men you came across reminded you of the boys in high school. Unsure, dull, weak. A boy in the shell of a âmanâ.Â
He wasnât a boy in the body of a man, just a full man, through & through.Â
âJoel.â He offers, his head pointed towards the ground, focused on a trail of ants, then back to you. Itâs difficult to hold his gaze without blushing. âWhere ya headed?â
âWest⌠California.â You admit, watching as he nods, eyes searching the sky now, observing as he always seems to do.Â
âWhatâs there for you in California?â He questions, eyes coming back to you as you feel your words stuck in your throat, his stare enough to cause your knees to buckle and weaken. Itâs a hard gaze, one you hadnât noticed as clearly beneath the shadow of his cowboy hat. Â
âMy mamaâŚâ you mutter, words coming out hushed, embarrassed, deciding to focus your own attention on the ants, you stupidly feel naked when he looks at you just bare and open. Â
You donât hear him head for the door, only hear the door opening, your eyes shooting up to Joel as he looks at you, bewildered as if you should know what to do, patiently waiting as your eyes swipe back from him to the truck and back to him.Â
âWhatre you waitin on? Get in.â He speaks lowly as you attempt not to feel stupid, the blood rushing to your cheeks with a quickness as you bite your lip back.
âNot gonna kill me right?â You ask, stuffing your hands in your pockets watching as he lets out his same light laugh, just a puff of air.Â
âI ainât planning on it, sweetheart.â He bites on his bottom lip, the thick hair on his beard twitching as he waits.Â
You hesitantly approach the vehicle, calculated steps leading you around where he stands by the door, sliding into the truck, the leather seating new indicating a certain amount of wealth that puzzles you.Â
To be honest, the men who usually attempted to pick you up were composed of overly excited older men with fast food wrappers & cigarette buds piled up in the passenger's seat and the smell of beer wafting from the vehicle.Â
It was rare you ever accepted rides from men, usually finding a chick who could take you a few hours down before dropping you off.Â
His truck however seemed almost brand new, and clean, even the trash within it, was still kept nicer than most people who offered you a ride.Â
The door shuts beside you with a click as he soon piles in, turning the ignition with ease and one hand steering the vehicle back onto the road with one smooth motion.Â
Itâs a routine, you think as you watch his legs spread apart along the seat, his free hand fumbling with the volume of the radio as he finds a station playing old country which seems to satisfy him as he relaxes into a manspreaded position.Â
The motor and the hum of the songs is all you hear about an hour in as you realize heâs quite quiet. Which is rare.Â
He hadnât pestered you about your past, stared longingly at your exposed legs in the summer heat, or even tried to touch you.Â
The few times you had gotten rides for men when you were younger and rather dumb, they had talked your ear off about something irrelevant, asked too many questions, or taken the first opportunity to lean over and try to fuck you right in the seat.Â
He is quiet. Joel's quiet⌠hard set gaze focused on the road, the only constant motion being the rise and fall of his chest & occasional repositioning of the wheel. Â
He pays you no mind. You would like to assume heâs gay but you donât think so 100%
âYou pick up strays often?â You break the silence, used to being the quiet one.Â
He doesnât answer immediately, only readjusts himself in the seat. You wonder if he is maybe a serial killer.Â
The dirt under your fingernails seems interesting all of a sudden as you focus your attention on cleaning them, the awkward energy looming within the truck,Â
âStraysâŚâ He responds, finally, rubbing his hand over his beard before scratching at it with a deep sigh.Â
âDonât usually pick up hitch-hikers ifâs what youâre askinââ He grumbles lowly, his Texan accent deep and thick.Â
You think for a beat, wondering if his natural nature is stoicism and a cold front or if heâs already annoyed by his pestering passenger.Â
âWhyâd you pick me up then?â You question turning your head towards him, attempting to read him more.Â
God, it takes him forever to respond. You arenât sure if heâs thinking about the question or just in no hurry whatsoever, but it fills you with anxiety and anticipation.Â
âWellâŚÂ when you stole from Earl, he sorta went around lookin' for you⌠Then when I saw you stealin' from that shop, I assumed itâd be best to get you to where you needâta go so trouble doesnât find you no more.â He admits shooting you a quick look, a quick raise of the brow in a disciplinary way, he means to scold you, you think. Â
âEarl?â
âThat man you went home with from that barâŚâ
âOh⌠ha! earl,â you snort a bit remembering him. When you stole, you made sure to never stick around for that reason exactly.Â
âWell, my thoughts on the matter are men take advantage of drunk women every day, Iâm just leveling the playing field.â You respond in a sassy manner, crossing your ankles to sit up straighter, asserting yourself. Â
âI ainât judgin, I just didnât want to see him cominâ down to find you.. heâs a drunk & a mean one,â He mentions cracking the window, the summer breeze picking up the strands of his dark brown hair & some gray. Â
âYou know a lot about this, âEarlâ ?â You roll down your window then, the wind blowing over your face a familiar and refreshing feeling, picking up your own hair as it tossles over your face.Â
âKnew Earl all my life, worked for meâŚâ He grunts, clearing his throat.Â
âYou hire drunks?â You giggle, feeling like you caught him, disappointed he doesnât return the laugh as he only shrugs.Â
âLike I said⌠I donât judge, âf the work is done, it's done.â He switches his blinker on before pulling into a lot filled with shops, your eyebrows scrunching as you eye him. Bathroom break maybe.Â
âBout time to eat and get you some new shoesâŚâ He gestures down to your feet as he parks, slightly far from other cars, maneuvering into the spot with ease as the truck comes to a jolt.Â
You giggle dumbfoundedly, tickled by the thought that he thinks you walk around in tattered shoes because you choose to. âJoel⌠I don't have any money.âÂ
The sound of his door closing acts as a response as it barely grants you a moment to think until your side door is pulled open. âI am well aware of that, cmon now.âÂ
Heâs confusing, his coldness, and lack of conversation, followed by an offering to purchase new shoes. You feel the need to make it clear to him you arenât a prostitute.Â
âIâm not a hooker,â Your nose naturally scrunches in confusion, ready to bolt if he accuses you of wasting his time or something worse.Â
He laughs, a true laugh, his shoulders rising and falling as he tips his head down in a chuckle, the top of his cowboy hat revealed to you.Â
âI know darling, now donât rush on my account,â he teases, still propped up against the door, waiting for you, patiently.Â
You bite your lip back to distract from your red cheeks. Heâs quick to reach his hand out to help you down from the truck as you take it, calloused and warm.Â
You donât desire to let go, trying to remember the feel as he breaks away once you find your footing.Â
His long strides are difficult to keep up with you find, his head moving from left to right then left again, surveying the lot for oncoming traffic or anything else that might come at you sideways in a lot, always on alert it seems as he leads you towards a store reading âPAYLESSâ.Â
The door opens with a jingle as he holds it open for you before leading you down the multiple aisles, past the men's section into the womens.Â
You collide with his muscled back as he stops abruptly, your eyes narrowing as you back up slightly.Â
It takes a few seconds to realize he is waiting for you. Looking down at you, your eyes connecting up to him as blood familiarly rushes into your cheeks, standing closer to him than you ever have been honestly, allowing you to smell his cedarwood aftershave, makes you wanna purr.Â
âWell, you have to go select the shoes now donât you?â He chuckles as he always does, fast and dry but warm as you look down the aisles, scrunching up your nose in confusion.Â
âWhere you will be?â Itâs stupid to already feel a sort of attachment to him, curious about his well-being more for the safety of your own.Â
âIâll be parked right here,â He gestures to a nearby bench seated across a young child screaming and crying as a mother forces on their shoes.Â
You only nod back, not trusting your mouth to form appropriate words as he gives you a nice playful push with his elbow passing behind you, gesturing for you to go on.Â
He does just what he said he would and you find yourself slivering between row after row of shoes, eventually finding a nice comfortable shoe that doesnât cost too much, moving to show Joel before being gobsmacked by a pair of leather western boots.Â
You decide to pick both, coming to the conclusion that Joel can decide as you walk towards him with one shoe on each foot.
âOkay, okay, ya gotta choose alright?â You position yourself in front of him, finally getting the chance to be above him, feeling a sort of strength and confidence because of it.
His head rises from where it was slouched on his chest, his hat covering most of it until he takes it off with a puzzled look on his face, probably having just napped you think.Â
âI gotta choose huh?â He questions slowly in a drawl, snorting a bit as he rubs his nose.Â
âMhm!â You nod turning to the back of the aisle before walking down the carpet as if itâs a catwalk, giving him a little twirl at the end watching as his brows raise in curiosity.Â
He responds with a slow clap as you curtsey to finish it off, eyebrows high as they screw together.Â
âWell, arenât you just the bee's kneesâŚâ He smirks a bit turning his head to the side, biting the inside of his cheek in long thought as you rock back and forth on your feet in the silence.
âI say get 'emâ both.â He shrugs.Â
âJoelâŚâ you pout placing your hands on your hips, âYouâre supposed to choose the best one.â
âGoân and get both, sâ my choice, like you said⌠toss that pair on your feet and wear one out of the store. Those shoes have seen better daysâŚâ He gestures to worn ones nearby with his foot before sucking his bottom lip in, biting down as you scrunch up your face once again, confused by his generosity.Â
You open your mouth to speak until you hear his name called, a gentleman his age heading over with a big smile on his face as Joel gets up to greet him shocked it seems by seeing the man. Before he dives into conversation about some time in Arkansas they shared.Â
He seems to forget your presence until he fishes in his pocket before turning to you.Â
âCheck out baby, Iâll be there soon,â He mumbles, handing you his wallet before turning back to converse with the man about god knows what.Â
BabyâŚÂ
It sits on your tongue as you repeat the word⌠baby.Â
Once you pack up the western boots & toss your ratty pair, curiosity gets the best of you look through his wallet to find a hefty amount of cash along with a few cards, his ID reading âJOEL MILLERâ.Â
You ponder why he trusted you with it, you could bolt, to be quite honest, live off for months with the amount of cash stored.Â
You donât, finding zero need to.Â
Eventually, you realize it could be because he trusts you since heâs the furthest from careless.Â
Itâs a funny feeling, trust, as you make your way to the checkout stand. A boy maybe a bit older than you reading a magazine as you have to muster up a âhelloâ to gain his attention.Â
âFuh- Sorry, shi-, I mean, sorry I ainât see you or nothinââ he nervously rambles taking the boxes, one empty but still necessary to scan. Â
âWasnât ignorinâ youâŚâ He adds as you smile a bit, attempting to ease his nerves.Â
You are reminded of how you are able to make boys nervous, having been able to do so since grade school, and not necessarily because you were some Hollywood star, you simply carried yourself with a certain amount of confidence that had boys sputtering and timid.Â
Itâs refreshing you find after figuring you don't seem to do that to Joel.Â
He is never nervous around you, quite the opposite as you feel as if butterflies are swimming in your belly every time he looks at you. Â
The boy with a nametag reading, Ted, begins to bag as you slide the total amount on the counter from Joelâs wallet, your pinky hitting a jar of candy on the counter.Â
âThese free?â You question eyeing a red lollipop.Â
âNo, um, you can have it, itâs 25 cents, goes to helping out a kid in need,â He fumbles giving you your change as his sweaty hand releases it into yours.Â
You return a quarter and fish out your lollipop, discarding the wrapper into your pocket before plucking it into your mouth.Â
It isnât difficult to notice the boys attention on your mouth as your lips wrap around the sucker as you turn your head a bit, sorta wishing it was this easy with Joel. It makes you smile a bit, the idea of getting this reaction from him but the boy thinks it's for him as he smiles back.Â
You make sure to wear a look of disgust to dissuade him from thinking itâs for him, lost in your own fantasies as you stick the lollipop far into your cheek.Â
âYou uh- need help carrying this back, maybe I can help you carry this back to your car?â He offers a little breathless as you pop the sucker from your mouth.Â
âMaybe, uh I donât know where-â You start
âSorry bout that darlinâ,â the gruff voice behind you is followed by the warmth of a hand on your hip as he picks up the bag with the boxes, ignoring the cashier's hand on it.Â
âWe all square?â He questions looking down at you in a familiar stern manner, maybe questioning the fact that you didnât steal this time.
âUh huh,â you nod, âBought candy tooâŚâ
âOh yeah I can see that-â
You press the lollipop to his lips cutting him off suddenly, expecting to gain some sort of reaction from him finally, but he only opens his mouth to take it in before stuffing it in his cheek, âDelicious⌠letâs get a move on.âÂ
A giggle expels from your mouth as you find yourself bewildered as he leads you out of the store before handing the sucker back to you in which you take it swiftly, before waving goodbye to the clerk who wears the strangest expression of confusion, making you laugh even more.Â
You expect to head to the truck, and instead follow him towards a sandwich shop as he holds the door open for an elderly woman before letting you pass in.Â
âYou know what you want? They got hot & cold sandwiches it seemsâŚâ He mutters moving up in the line as thereâs a good amount of people in front of you.Â
âUmm, just a cokeâŚâ you hum happily looking at the glass bottled drink behind the counters before hearing Joel sigh out gruffly.Â
âLook at me.â Heâs stern when he speaks yet soft as he turns towards you, curling over as he closes the space between your bodies. You attempt to make eye contact with his grayish-green eyes, before looking down at your feet, your stomach turning in on itself.Â
It isnât until his fingers move along your jaw to your chin, tugging it up so you can look at him right there, your face resting in the cup of his hand, his hats shadow covering the both of you, making it feel as if you are the only people in the room as a slow gulp glides down your throat, his eyes searching yours as you can feel his breath on your lips.Â
âI need you to get real food, youâre gonna get a sandwich. You understand me?â You open your mouth slightly to breathe in his words, stuck in a trance that has you resting your hands on his forearms for balance.Â
You wish to speak, to object but only nod as he seems satisfied before breaking away to move up in line with only two people now ahead of you.Â
It feels as if your heart is beating through your throat as you expected him to kiss you then, wanted him to. Yearned for it, lips left unsatisfied as you take them between your teeth to gnaw at them.Â
He doesnât even seem bothered in the slightest as he continues to read the menu, distracted as you size him up.Â
His tanned arms roped with veins leading down to his hands, his jeans bolted together with a belt as the jeans hang over his boots, the thick beard that holds specks of gray that creep down his throat. His face littered with scars, the most prominent on his nose⌠heâs truly one of the most beautiful men youâve ever come across.Â
Why didnât he kiss youâŚÂ
Your thoughts are interrupted as the person making the sandwiches asks what you want. You list off an assortment of turkey and cheese and other veggies before turning to Joel, somewhat seeking his approval as he gives you a little nod.Â
You slip his wallet into his jeans before heading to find a table in the back, immediately getting side-tracked by a little kiddie ride shaped as a horse, seen through the glass window of the building, fishing into your own pockets to pull out a little ten-cent coin before exiting through the back door.Â
It isnât hard to settle onto it, clearly made for those younger but something fun to do while you wait as it begins to rock you back n forth, popping your forgotten sucker back into your mouth as you move your hips with the ride, it brings you back to a certain comfort forgotten in your childhood as you close your eyes, listening to the carnival music that exudes from the speaker box next to it. Â
âWhat⌠are you doing?â You're interrupted by a familiar voice as you turn your head to Joel as he stands by the door, propped up, arms folded across his chest in a questioning way, not judging but curious.Â
âRidinâ a ponyâŚâ You hum biting into your lollipop, turning back your attention to the machine as it ceases.Â
âSeems like youâre done ridinâ a pony, come on in so we can eat.â He huffs out, wiping a bead of sweat from his forehead, the summer sun shining down as you remove yourself before heading inside, sliding into a seat across for him, unwrapping your sandwich to find heâs already dug into his own, pastrami it seems.Â
Your eyes narrow behind him as you find a group of teen boys, three, eyeing you.Â
One spreading his legs open as another makes a gesture to sit on his lap, realizing they had seen you from the glass on the ride, a queasy feeling filling your stomach as you remove your hands from the wrapper placing them in your lap.
It doesnât take Joel long to notice, his brow raising, chewing on the last bites in his mouth before leaning back in his seat, expecting some sort of reason as to why you havenât touched your food.Â
âTheyre just⌠starinâŚâ You whisper, hushed, scared to provoke them, avoiding their gaze, and chuckles from behind him. Youâre older than them, you know it, but there's more of them, and with men, when there's a will there's a way.Â
Heâs quick to set his food down, not missing a beat as his head swivels over his shoulder before back to you.Â
Itâs hard to hide your sickening expression, regretting your choice to reconnect with your inner child, âCan we maybe leave?âÂ
The stupid tears prick at your eyes as you once more feel dwindled to a piece of meat for the wolves to pick at.Â
You donât expect the reaction, you donât expect Joel to get up with a loud screech of the chair against the tile that has patrons of the shop turning to see the commotion. His reserved, quiet, & sturdy demeanor, now replaced with a brash, harsh, mighty one as he approaches the table.Â
âThere a fucking problem?âÂ
He doesnât yell⌠you think itâs scarier that way? His anger low and simmering yet already intimidating, you hope you never see his anger come to a rolling boil.Â
The men, younger, stupider, shake their heads, one of them speaking up, âN- no just having fun, just funâŚâ You donât hear Joelâs response but watch as the boys scurry out eventually, allowing Joel to return to the table after apologizing to a nearby couple for his language.Â
He sits back down, not waiting to take a bite into his sandwich before gesturing to yours as you obey, unwrapping it and digging in to eat in comfortable silence, a strong wave of protection washing over you. An unfamiliar one, one never expressed to you before, it isnât necessarily the possessive protection from toxic boys in the past, itâs healthy and feels good?Â
You donât notice heâs finished, lost in your own thoughts until you hear his mouth âtickâ and then feel his thumb swipe at the corner of your mouth getting at a bit of mustard there before pressing it to his mouth, sucking it off with a quick motion that leaves you biting into your sandwich to subdue the need to press your lips to his, squeezing your thighs together.Â
Itâs nice just sitting in silence with him, as he sips his beer, and you drink your coke, finishing eventually, keeping the bottle cap.
Eventually, you head back to the truck.Â
Truth be told you hadnât had a proper meal in weeks, making it hard to stay awake for the drive, eventually resting your head on the window as you think of telling Joel just that, maybe to show your gratitude.Â
Instead, you drift off deciding whether to or not to.Â
You donât notice youâre awake until you collide with a plush mattress, groaning into the comforter as you come to realize youâre in a bed.Â
You spring awake, forgetting the day, forgetting where you are, only knowing you are now in a strange bed placed there by a personâŚ
âEasyâŚâ A familiar voice sounds out as you scramble to get up, a warm hand pressing to your chest to ease you back down as you remember, itâs Joel, youâre safe.Â
He pulls back the covers as you slip in, expecting to hear him follow in soon, expecting to feel his body heat warm the cold bed. Â
Instead, you watch as his figure strides to the door, confusion setting in.Â
âJoel⌠where are you going?â It comes out in a hush, feeling too vulnerable for your own skin, the exterior of hyper-independence you've worn since grade school replaced by an anxious curiosity. Â
âGot a room right next door, just holler fâya need anythinâŚâ He moves to open the door, a gust of warm wind entering as you realize itâs night, a nearby clock reading 8:32 p.m.
You donât know why youâre frustrated, itâs stupid. Your hands balling up the sheets as you clench onto them, attempting to figure out what it would to get him to stay.Â
Heâs being respectful you think, but it makes a certain loneliness you are familiar with, creep its way up your spine. You donât have the guts to ask him to stay.Â
âOkay⌠if some serial killer comes to get me in the middle of the night it's your fault,â is all you can get out, attempting to soothe your own anxiety with jokes.Â
You can see him slightly as he exits the door, the soft moonlight reflected upon him in a way that makes your heart flutter, âNot on my watch baby, get some sleep.âÂ
The door shuts with a hard thud and soon you get up to lock it behind him leaving you wishing he shared the bed with you.Â
You drift off that night imagining what it would look like if he did.
#joel miller#joel miller x reader#tlou#joel miller fic#the last of us#joel miller x f!reader#joel miller x you#reader def has daddy issues#the reader is me xo
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Summary: In an effort to get the two of you to bond, Tony Stark sends you and the ex-assassin Bucky Barnes on a road trip together. The reason? You hate each other. The situation? Two weeks in a car together. The reward: three days of a resort vacation. And the problem? He's kinda cute.
Warnings (Entire Series): Enemies-to-lovers, cursing, sexual tension, angst, fluff, crying, fighting, violence, chaos, mentions/talk of trauma, discussions of mental health, and potentially more.
Warnings: Reader wore a dress (past), cursing, mentions and eating of food, reader is called a cow if thatâs a warning, both characters being horrible to each other, fighting, mentioned HYDRA themes.
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Day Three
As you hauled your stuff into the truck once again, you couldnât help but yawn. You were tired, and maybe still hungry even after raiding the hotel breakfast bar.Â
Bucky took the driverâs seat, and you were too exhausted to argue. Your feet still hurt from the night before, all that dancing in those heels.Â
Glancing at the man beside you, he didnât seem to feel the same.Â
You put on your playlist, blasting obnoxious pop music. You liked those songs, but you liked messing with Bucky more.Â
The two of you stopped at a drive-thru for lunch.
Making the best choice for yourself, you decided to squeeze in a nap before you guys would stop for dinner. Leaning against the window, you closed your eyes and prepared for sleep.
When it finally came, it was a peaceful, uninterrupted darkness that allowed you some rest.Â
Until you were nudged awake. You glared daggers at the perpetratorâthe monster who woke you.Â
âDude, what the fuck?â You grumbled, rubbing your eyes.Â
âYou snore like a cow with a deviated septum.â He grumbled.Â
âYouâre such a fucking dick.â You retorted. âI bet you snore, too.â
âNo, I donât.â He answered back, brushing you off as if you had just said that grass was blue.Â
âYeah, you probably do.â You had no idea, but you were too deep to stop now.
âOkay.â He huffed, shaking his head.Â
âAsshole.â You grumbled.Â
More minutes passed by. Minutes turned into an hour. And after an hour, you were both bickering over the radio.
âYouâve been playing the same shit for the last two days. There has to be something else.â He said, his tone pointed and his eyes widened.
âYeah, to drown out your loud ass breathing!â You shouted back.
âYou wanna talk about my breathing? Really? After sounding like a broken vacuum for two hours?â He turned his head to stare at you.
âWatch the fucking road, you piece of shit!â You shrieked as he swerved.
âWhat? Does that scare you? Does that fucking scare you?â He barked back, but he turned his head back toward the road. His right handâs knuckles had turned white as he gripped the steering wheel. You wouldnât have been surprised if he had ripped it off, either on accident or on purpose. Wouldnât have been the first time.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â You spat out. âAre you crazy? Are you insane? Is that what HYDRA did? They made you fucking crazy?â It was like watching yourself from outside your body. You wouldâve never said that. Never. Personal attacks were not your style. But something about himâor maybe something about the two of you togetherâmade you act in ways you sometimes couldnât control.
âDonât you fucking say that! Donât you ever fucking say that! You have no fucking clue what youâre talking about!â He slammed on the breaks, pulling off to the little gravel section on the side of the road. You were in the middle of nowhereâsurrounded by trees on a mountain.
When he slammed on the breaks, your body hurled forward, your arm slamming into the dashboard. âFuck!â You groaned, clutching your arm. Your phone slipped from your lap and clattered to the truck floor. âYou fucking suck!â
âAnd youâre a stuck-up bitch!â He shouted back.
âI wish Steve never saved your sorry ass, I wish Iâd never ever met you.â You growled, clenched fists trembling with rage.
âYou really are the worst thing that ever happened to me. I mean that.â When he uttered the words, his teeth were bared. Like a dog, you thought. HYDRAâs bitch in all his fucking glory.
âReally? Seventy years of shit and itâs me? Iâm the worst thing?â You were losing your mind. âGlad to know being even near me is worse than torture! Glad youâre sharing your experiences, Bucky.â
âAnd how would you know? What, like youâre my goddamn best friend or some shit? Youâre fucking not. We arenât even friends!â He roared the words in the loudest volume youâd ever heard from him.
Of course you knew that you werenât friends. Obviously. But you didnât need the bitchy Bucky Barnes to remind you. Seething, you decided that you were done with this shit, and you didnât care what Nat or Tony had to say about it.
âNo fucking shit! Thank you so much, Sherlock Holmes! And for once, youâre actually right! Iâm not your friend! Thank you for making that clear for me. In fact, Iâm so grateful that Iâll give you what you've wanted since the beginning, you bitch!â You unbuckle your seatbelt, before pressing the âunlockâ button.
Hopping out of the truck, Bucky began to copy you. âYou canât leave!â He said, and his tone sounded like he was accusing you of something. You responded by sticking both middle fingers up near your chest.
âWatch me!â You slammed the door shut before turning and stalking off bitterly.
You made it maybe fifteen quick steps away before you heard Buckyâs door slam shut. His shoes made noise against the road. Before he could say anything, you whirled around to face him. He stopped, five feet away from you. He opened his mouth to say something, but you beat him to it.
"Have you ever considered that maybe it's you? Everyone keeps leaving you and you keep acting surprised. It's because you push them away, Bucky! You push them away!" Your voice becomes shrill at the end of your statement.
He flinches at the mention of Steve. "You don't understand." Bucky called out.
"Then explain it to me then, Bucky. Explain it!" It was more of a begging shout than an angry one. "What, are you worried that he'll leave you or some shit? Cause he's not! I followed him halfway across the world for you!"
"He's the only person who's left! He's all I've got left, the last good thing I have!"
"Probably because you refuse to do anything but glare at everybody else! So you can go ahead and be by yourself! Serves you right!" You spin around, beginning to walk down the road again again. You're too angry to check if he's still following you.
You find out once you feel a hand on your shoulder. Filled with rage, you spin around and punch him right in the face. You regret it immediately as you feel the stinging pain in your fist.
He lets out a loud 'fuck!' as he clutches his jaw. His brows furrow and he looks up at you, eyes wide and furious. You knew in that moment that youâd fucked up. Without warning, you turn and race down the road, knowing that he was right behind you. Shit, shit, shit, you repeated in your head.
You trip over a pothole, pausing. Bucky, however, clearly wasnât paying attention as he rammed into you. You let out a shriek, tripping and falling down right at the precipice of the hill. And then you were rolling. Rolling through leaves, and mud, and sticks as you both swatted and kicked at each other. Then you rolled through a small creek, and you let out a yowl as you felt your clothes get wet, writhing even more as gravity pulled you down.
When it was over, you both laid there for a moment. Bucky had landed on top of you, and you struggled to breathe. Shoving him off of you, you stared up into the starry sky. Something about it made you want to take back what you'd thought about the value of this trip. At least the sky was pretty.
You got up at the same time he did. The two of you looked at each other, tense. You weren't sure if he was still pissed about the whole punching-him-thing. But God, the fall hurt. Your head hurt. Your back hurt. As did your legs and arms and face and literally almost every part of you.
"Fuck you, Barnes." Was all you said, before you began walking forward. Tumbling just far enough that you were basically in the forest, you could still see the hill you fell from. You were insanely dizzy, but the pain in your body and the wetness of your clothes grounded you. You didnât know where to go, but you knew you couldnât stand to look at his face anymore. You picked a direction and began to walk. Bucky did not follow.
It was hard to tell how far youâd gone. The darkness, coupled by the fact that all of these trees seemed to look the same, was not helpful towards your already-poor sense of direction.
After a while, you sat down against a tree. Attempting to reach for your phone, you let out a pathetic groan as you realize it was sitting probably under your seat back in the truck.
So you truly were fucked at the moment.
The sky was beautiful. It was the kind of dark, starry sky that had splashes of blue in it. It was like someone had water colored it. You knew you weren't going to die in the woods. You're an Avenger, damn it.
The sound of sticks breaking tore you from your thoughts. You believed it was a wild animal, at first. But even with the darkness, you could tell who it was. Bucky Barnes, the one hundred and six year-old Super Soldier.
"Don't act like you're not happy to see me like this." You called out as he stepped closer.
He was close enough that you could see his face. He looked...almost remorseful.
"Don't look at me like you're sorry. You're not sorry." You groaned out.
He said nothing, but you could tell he disagreed. He stood beside you, and he was quiet for a moment.
âIâm sorry. For punching you.â You say quietly. âI donât regret what I said, though. Itâs true. They all..we all want to help you. But we canât becauseââ
âI know.â He cuts you off, scratching at the back of his neck. âIâm sorry too.â He cleared his throat before speaking again. âI donâtâŚknow why I am the way I am. But I donât wanna be like that. Like this. Not forever.â
When you didnât say anything, he continued. âSometimes I think that this is it and I canât do anything about it. That this is how it goes. That I lived throughâŚit all, just to be fucked over from it forever.â He fiddled with his hands, looking down. âAnd I donâtâŚwant it to be that way. So I guess Iâm saying Iâll try to do better.â
Your head bobbed up and down shakily. âYeah. And..Iâm sorry about bringing that up. That wasâŚshit, that was awful. Iâm sorry.â
He nodded too, still not looking up at you. âDid you mean it?â
âWhat?â
âAbout..about me being HYDRAâs bitch. Did you mean that?â He looked up and you could see his expression and it burned in your stomach. It was hard to describeâa boyish suffering; like that of a kicked puppy.
âIâŚwhat?â Holy shit. Had you said that under your breath on accident? Now you felt truly guilty. âNo. God, no. Oh my God. Iâm sorry.â
He didnât say anything, looking back down and watching as he fiddled more with his hands.
âDo you have any idea where the truck is?â You ask after an awkward silence. He responded by pointing behind him. Great, you thought. Youâd been walking the wrong way the whole time.
âThe serum made my eyesight better. I can kind of see in the dark.â He explained.
You nodded, sighing. âThereâs some towels in the back of the truck. We can put them on the seats. To help with all theâŚmud.â You gestured between the two of you.
You both made the trek back up the hill to the road, and then began to make your way to the eerily silent truck.
You laid down the towels, and then Bucky put the keys in the truck. He twisted them, and nothing happened. His brows furrowed. He tried again.
Silence.
âWhen we got out of the car,â he began, voice measured. âNobody turned it off.â
âYouâve gotta be fucking kidding me. Please. Please tell me youâre joking.â You pressed your fist to your forehead.
âThe battery must be dead.â He said, staring blankly ahead through the windshield.
You dug under the seat, finding your phone. âIâll call for a tow truck, or whoever the fuck Iâm meant to call.â You groaned.
The two of you stood awkwardly shivering in the cold as you waited for your savior in overalls.
A/N: Hoping that the tag list works well this time! I was previously having trouble with some usernames not being tagged, but that seems to be resolved! (hopefully)
I cannot promise a schedule, but I do want to finish this series this year! Hope everybody had some happy holidays and a wonderful new year!
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Pit Stop - Shiu Kong

On your way to the mechanics your car breaks down and who better to call then your handler?
SFW, no use of (Y/n), name used is "Doll", not proofread, pre-relationship
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You were feeling good about yourself when you woke up this morning. For some reason your body decided to wake up at 6 am yet you have never felt more rested in your life. You had no jobs today- you didn't need to work for the next year if you wanted to with how much your last hit paid and you finally tried that viral french toast recipe that had been sitting in your "favourites" folder for the last 6 months.
You felt good.
And in your productive haze you had decided that you felt good enough to finally go to the mechanics and fix the irritating engine warning light that had been incessantly pestering you for as long as you had the car...Now especially since another light had just come on.
It was almost time to be re-serviced anyway, so what could go wrong?
"no...no, no, no, no- please no"
You were begging your car as it spluttered back. If it could talk you had no doubt it would be swearing at you right now.
The car moved sluggishly as you pulled over, it wasn't a busy road surrounded by nothing but bushes, trees and discarded litter; and you couldn't help but feel a wave of embarrassment as you came to a stop. Turns out the blinking light wasn't just for show.
"fuuucckkkk"
So what do you do now? You had no one to call...well you should probably start with a breakdown service but then what would you do? Even with your hoard of money you'd rather not pay their prices and, if needed, there's no way a tow truck could fit down these roads.
Going down your list of contacts one caught your eye. Shiu.
He seemed the obvious choice, no? The man drove cars for a living if you take out the other details and you're sure he liked you enough to come get you. Maybe you could persuade him by taking him to get those steamed rice rolls he enjoyed the last time you grabbed lunch together.
The debate in your head could go on forever but, either way, he was your only choice. And so you called, the phone ringing for only a second before he picked up.
"Hello?" his gruff voice was instantly welcomed by your ears.
"Hey, are you free?"
"I can be, why?"
You paused for a moment, sheepishly, before releasing a sharp exhale.
"My cars broken down on the side of-" you looked for a sign, "- in the middle of nowhere. I'm kind of stuck. If you're not too busy can you pick me up? I can send you my location and get someone to deal with the rest later."
"Sure. Be there soon"
"Thank you so much"
And with that the call was finished. Simple enough. You could laugh at yourself for overthinking.
It wasn't another twenty minutes before you saw Shiu's car pulling up behind yours, he came into view wearing his signature suit, though his blazer was discarded allowing your eyes to linger on his broad shoulders. You hopped out to meet him half-way with a grateful smile on your face.
"Thank you again"
"Don't worry about it, you really weren't joking when you said the middle of nowhere though Doll. What were you doing? Having a picnic?" He replies walking over, voice dripping in sarcasm. Believe it or not, you don't have to spend a lot of time with Shiu to realise the handlers sassy personality, just somewhat focused, otherwise you'll miss his double sided remarks.
"No, thank you. I was on my way to the mechanic-"
He stifles a laugh.
"A bit late don't you think?"
"Well it wasn't my intention was it- what are you doing?" you ask as he lifts the car bonnet.
"Checking what's wrong. You have problems with your car and don't think to call the man who works with them?"
"I didn't think you'd want to help me out with something like that...I wouldn't. And it was just the engine light before."
He catches your eye, amused.
"I am hurt Doll."
His arms flexed as he tampered with the car, eyebrows knitted into a subtle frown, he focused- you couldn't help but stare. You had known Shiu was attractive, it wasn't a secret and you were sure he knew it too. You've heard the (watered down) stories he's told you about this twenties and though he jokingly refers to himself as an "old man" he carries enough confidence to show he isn't really bothered by it. You were sure he knew you thought he was attractive too, especially with the amount of times he's caught you staring.
Like right now.
"Doll."
"Yes?"
He walks closer to you slowly with a smirk on his face and you start to feel self conscious with the way his eyes stay attached to yours, not straying for a second.
"Your cars fine...Just low on coolant fluid."
"Right...It did say that..."
He shakes his head.
"Thank you for coming out here though, maybe i could take you to the restaurant we went to last week? As a thank you?" You quirk a brow staring up at him expectantly.
You both stay there for a second, matching each others foolish smiles.
"Didn't know fixing your car would get you to ask me out Doll."
Shiu is my husband.
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Coming home to you; Part 4
Parinings: Captain John Price X Wife! Reader
Warnings: none
Word count: 2.1k
New to the series? Catch up here: Part 3
You sigh as you slide off Captain's back, your boots hitting the ground with a loud thud. It was a far drop off Captain, with how large he was. You pat the side of his neck as you grab the reins guiding him over to the fence.Â
This was the second section of fence that had been broken in a month. You let go ofCÂ Captain's reins, and he goes to graze in the grass next to you. A soft breeze blows your hair into your face as you crouch down next to the broken wire fence. You carefully pick up one of the thick wires and inspect it.Â
It was cut, not broken by some animal, the break was too clean for it to have snapped under the pressure. Someone had cut your fence, but who? You lived in the middle of nowhere, there was nothing but acres of empty land around you. Most of which was owned by you and the neighbor down the road. You were the only two houses on this side of the road. Your neighbors across the street, the Rosens, owned most of the land over on their side.
There have been a few instances over the last few years that people have wandered onto your property thinking it was hunting ground. There was a lot of wildlife that lived in the woods behind your fenced pastures. But in the past year or so you hadn't had much of an issue thanks to the signage you had put up with your neighbor. You carefully put the cut wire down, your eyes trailing along the fence.Â
One of the posts was uprooted, it is now laying on the ground. That was going to be a pain to fix. If there was one thing you hated about fixing fences was digging in the fence posts. The posts themselves were almost as big as you, and they weighed a lot. You sigh, turning back towards the large Shire horse as he grazes. His large brown eyes look towards you as he lifts his head. Grass stuck out of his mouth as he took a few steps towards you. His black and white muzzle coming to bump into your arm.Â
âSomeoneâs messing with our fences⌠Do you know anything about that?â You ask him, as you pet his neck. Captain finishes chewing his grass before he tosses his head up and down, his top lip pulled up in a smile.
âOh really? Do you?â You smile at his antics, a soft huff coming from him as your fingers stroke his nose. âSilly old thing, if only you could talk.âÂ
You spend a few more moments petting Captain, before you glance over your shoulder at the fence post again. With a heavy sigh you pull your phone from your back pocket and dial John.Â
âHello?â His gruff voice answers on the second ring.
âHi,â you smile into the phone.
âIs everything okay?â He asks, you can hear shuffling in the background.
âYeah, I mean, no. I don't know,â you sigh, âthe fence in the back pasture was cut. And one of the posts is down.â
âCut?â he asks, âare you sure it was cut?âÂ
Running a hand through your hair you sigh, âYeah I'm sure, can you come out and help me fix it?âÂ
âYeah, give me a few moments to get the gates open, and everything we need to fix it in the truck.âÂ
âOkay, iâll see you when you get here,â you hang up the phone, sliding it into your back pocket. âLooks like weâll be out here for a while, let's get that tack off you.â Captain seems to understand, as he lowers his head so you can easily remove his bridle. You carefully lay his saddle and the rest of his tack over a portion of the fence and take a seat in the tall grass. It only takes Captain a few moments to notice you're sitting in the grass before he comes over. His large hooves stopped a few feet from you. Glancing up you smile at the huge animal, as he leans his head down and nudges you hard with his head.Â
âOh I'm sorry, did I not invite you to sit with me?â You smile as the large animal maneuvers himself to kay in the grass next to you. He lays on his side,his large head resting on your thigh as you stroke your fingers through his slightly tangled mane. The Captain's mane was long and black, the strands thick and coarse in between your fingers. As the sun warms your skin you, take some time to plait his mane into intricate 4 and 5 strand braids. Weaving in small yellow flowers that were around you. Captain although hard headed at times, wanted nothing more than to please you. He enjoyed laying the fields with you, letting you pet him and do as you pleased. He was tolerant of you grooming him, and he often fell asleep as you braided his mane, or brushed him.
As you tie off the end of your last plait, the rumbling of a truck coming from behind you. The noise causes Captain to stand, getting to his feet as his large ears turn in the direction of the sound. He steps in front of you, putting his large body between you and the truck. As the truck comes closer you move to stand next to Captain as he lets out a whinny.Â
âEasy boy, itâs just John,â you soothe him, as he stamps his hooves into the ground.
The dark gray truck pulls to a stop next to the broken fence line. The door slamming shut as your husband walks around the front. As soon as Captain sees him, he visibly relaxes.
âSee i told you, silly horse,â You pat his neck as you walk away from him. Captain returns to grazing as you walk up to your husband. His boonie hat pulled down to shield his eyes from the sun. âHi love,â you smile as you stand in front of your husband.
âHello Beautiful,â he smiles, his large hands coming to rest on your waist as he gently tugs you towards him. Your hands lay softly on his chest, the warmth of his chest seeping through his shirt. Through the thin material of his shirt you could feel his muscles flexing, as he leant down to press a kiss to your hair. âCare to show me the broken wire?â He smiles down at you.
âIt's over here,â you step away, walking over to the cut fencing. John takes a moment. Bending down to inspect the wire, after a moment he stands, brushing his hands on his pants.
âYouâre right, it was definitely cut, and that post was pulled from the ground,â he points over to the fallen post. âI don't know why someone would cut the fence⌠Itâs clearly posted that this is private land not hunting grounds. And even the last time we found someone hunting on the land they left the fences very well alone.â
âI'm not sure, but we need to get that fixed before we let the animals back here. The last thing we need is to find that the sheep have wandered off, or that Captain and Rookie have taken themselves for a hack by themselves,â you sigh, walking over the bed of the truck and grabbing the thick work gloves from the back. You also grab the post hole digger from the back of the truck, as John cuts the broken wire from the other post.Â
After he throws the cut wire into the back of the truck he grabs the post hole digger from you. âI can dig the hole if you want to attach new wire to the fence post that's still in the ground over there.â He smiles at you as he hauls the heavy piece of equipment over his shoulder like it weighed nothing.Â
âOh, how cute, you thought I was going to dig the hole?â You smile cheekily at your husband. John doesn't reply, he just shakes his head as he walks over to redig the fence post hole.Â
You pull on a pair of thick work gloves and carefully go about fastening the wire to the standing fence post. The sun beats down on both you and John as you work in comfortable silence. It only takes him 20 minutes to dig the new hole and place the post, where it would've taken you almost an hour. As you twist the wire around itself to fasten it to the post John comes over. His shadow falls over you as he watches you finish twisting it together.Â
âYouâre better at fastening the wire than I am. The damn stuff just makes me mad, I don't have the patience for such tasks anymore,â he grumbles. You look up over your shoulder, the sun glaring from being John makes him more shadow than actual features.
âDid you lose all your patience in your old age?â You tease.Â
âI lost it when they assigned Soap to my task force,â he smiles as he shakes his head.Â
âWell, there had to be someone other than me adding to your grey hairs,â you smirk.
âDarling no one gives me more grey hair than you,â John laughs, as he crouches down next to you. You finish tying off the wire and reach over, your hand coming to rest on his cheek.Â
âIt just adds to your charm, you should really be thanking me, if i'm being honest.â
âOh? I should be thanking you for aging me?â He raises a brow.
âOne hundred percent, gives you that whole sexy older man vibe. You know this younger generation are all about going for older men. The more mature males, the sophisticated ones, the ones who probably know their way around a woman.âÂ
âAnd do i?â He asks, standing to his full height, his hand catching yours as he pulls you up with him.
âDo you what?â You look up at him.
He leans in, his lips brushing your ear, âknow my way around a woman.âÂ
A shiver runs through your body, the hair on your arms standing up as his hands circle your waist, pulling you flush against his front. A blush creeping up your neck and painting your cheeks. You could feel the warmth radiating off him, seeping into your skin like, settling into your bones. âYou definitely know your way around a woman,â you breathe.
âGood answer,â he smiles down at you, his hand coming up to brush along your cheek. âLook at you, all flustered over a simple conversation.âÂ
You roll your eyes at him, stepping out of his arms, âwhat can I say? Itâs all the grey hair.â
John smiles, shaking his head as he wipes his hands on his jeans. He walks over to the rest of the supplies and piles them into the truck, making sure to secure the bed.
Captain walks over, his nose bumping into your shoulder, a soft nicker for your attention. You turn towards the horse, petting the sides of his face, brushing some stray grass from his muzzle. He tosses his head up, his lip curling upward in a smile as John walks towards you.Â
âNice smile, Captain,â John laughs at the large animal, pulling a peppermint from his pocket. He holds it out on his flat palm, as Captain eats it from his hand. The loud crunching of the mint between his teeth filled the quiet.Â
âThe fence is all fixed so there shouldn't be any wandering animals, I have to head back to the house, i need to do some work in my office today,â John's hands rest on your shoulders as he presses a kiss to the crown of your head.
Turning your head you look up at him, a small smile on his lips, âOkay, iâll follow. Could you take Captain's tack?âÂ
John gives a subtle nod, âNeed a boost up?â
âYes please,â you smile, grabbing a handful of Captain's mane. John moves his hands to your waist and hoists you up onto Captain's back. As you settle onto his back, John's hand moves to your thigh, patting it gently.Â
âHey Love?â You call as he starts walking back to the truck. He looks back at you over his shoulder, boonie hat blocking his eyes.Â
âYes?â
âRACE YOU HOME!â You yell, giving Captain a kick in the side and the old Shire horse takes off. Your hands gripping chunks of his mane as his hooves pound into the ground. You look over your shoulder, John getting smaller in the distance as he throws Captains tack into the back of the truck and hurries to climb in. You laugh as Captain picks up speed, the sound of the truck turning over in the distance.
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spooktober week 5 - psycho ace, sabo & luffy
tw: blood, murder, fire, knife/blades, psychos, fire
summary: you accept the kind offer of a man after your car breaks down in the middle of nowhere. what you don't expect is that him and his brothers are a little... off
a/n: i lowkey have no idea how this turned out, but oh well. i was thinking of giving it up multiple times too, but i liked the idea so enjoy!
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wc: 2.3k
Even after hours of driving, the view around you was still the same, empty, dried out grasslands surrounding the motorway you were driving on. No houses, no people, no cars on the road except you. It felt surreal, weird. You were not prepared for this, neither was your car's petrol tank.
It was almost out of fuel, it was a miracle that it was still moving, but it didn't seem like you will come across any gas stations anytime soon. You already tried to call for help but there was no connection here in the middle of nowhere, your phone was deemed useless.
Just a matter of time and you will be stuck in the middle of the road alone, with no food or drinks. The chances of anybody helping you out were extremely low, given that it has been hours since you saw anybody on the road.
And there it was. Your car gave up, the engine giving out a strange sound, the gas pedal now not doing anything as the car spluttered to a halt. You let out a frustrate sigh, resting your head on the steering wheel in front of you.
What will you do now? No connection, no fuel, no people. Just you alone, surrounded by empty fields filled with nothing. You didn't expect this journey to take so long, so you didn't even bring food or drinks. Not to mention the hot weather. The only reason you were able to endure it was because the car's air conditioner, but now it stopped along the car.
So, you decided to wait. Just when despair started to pull your spirits into the abyss, you heard someone calling out to you. Suddenly, a beat up truck pulled up beside you. You stepped out of your car cautiously.
A black haired, freckled man sits in the drivers seat, pulling down the window. He took a look at your car and determined the problem quickly.
"Out of fuel?" He jokingly asks, already knowing the answer to his own question. "Seems like it" you shrug.
"You know, me and my brothers live close, I can offer you a ride." He offers with a wink. You accepted hesitantly, wondering what kind of person he might be.
You still had doubts, but you followed him anyway, getting into the seat next to his. You were unsure about the situation, but it was better than being stranded here without anything.
It was a mostly quiet ride on your side, meanwhile Ace was blasting his music while singing along, sometimes asking questions and trying to spark a conversation between the two of you. But you always responded with the least words, not fully trusting this guy you just met.
After about twenty minutes, a house comes into view. Ace slows down near it as he takes a right turn, entering the dirt path leading trough the dry grass to the house, a red barn a bit further, surrounded by tall, unkept grass. He parks the truck next to the house, sighing and sending a smile your way as he steps out.
You didn't want to be left behind, so you did the same, following him. You eventually reached a large, dilapidated house. It was bit further from the road, but at least it had a few trees near it. You felt nervous but Ace urged you to come inside.
Inside you found a sprawling house filled with old furniture, paintings, and antiques. It was surprisingly anything but cozy and inviting. The walls were all an old, discoloured yellowish colour with a few slight stains, which was likely plain white wall when the house was built.
The lighting was dim, just some old table lamps. The furniture was dark and wooden, and upon entering the kitchen connected to the living room, you noticed that the couch was a dusty, olive colour. Aceâs brothers Sabo and Luffy were also there.
You immediately grabbed their attention, both of them turning to your direction and they scramble themselves up, now standing in front of you. Both were tall, though the blonde looked older. Was he Luffy or Sabo? You knew their names because Ace just wouldn't shut up about them.
Though, there was something a bit unsettling about them. You couldn't put your finger on what made you feel like this, but you just decided to shake it off, thinking it was because you don't know the brothers yet. They both had wild eyes and unkempt hair but smiled warmly as they greeted you.
Ace joined the three of you, greeting his brothers with a hug.
"This is Sabo, the middle child, and Luffy, the youngest." He motions at the blonde first, then the black haired guy. They both had scars, Sabo a burn mark over one of his eyes, and Luffy had what seemed like a cut under his eye.
They looked homeless if you were being honest, their house giving off similar vibes. But after a short talk, they seemed like nice people, and the mood was not that bad. Luffy was a little stupid, getting into smaller arguements with Ace, while Sabo was acting like the big brother, despite being the middle child.
But as the night went on, the atmosphere in the house changed. The brothers started to act strangely. They began to whisper and laugh, looking at you with a manic glint in their eye. It became clear that something was wrong.
The brothers asked you to join them for dinner. You hesitantly agreed, not wanting to be rude. You were worried that if you refuse they will throw you out. Were they going to poison you? More and more negative thoughts started to fill you head, leading to a loss of confidence. Maybe it wasn't a good idea, especially after they started taking out the food which was supposed to be your dinner.
It was almost rotten, the disgusting smell filling the air. Yes, this was definitely a bad idea. It was time for you to go before they end up poisoning you. So, you take a few steps back, slowly inching towards the front door.
"Stay." Sabo sternly says. You gulp, attempting to swallow the lump in your throat. You were fucked. They probably had weapons, though anything can be used as a weapon if you use it well. If you tried to leave, they can kill you. And let's be honest, you didn't want to meet your end here.
So, your only option was to stay.
"I was just looking around." You lie.
"Sit down." Ace demands, his cheery tone not present in his voice. It was like it was not even the same man you were talking to in the truck.
Over dinner, the brothers made it clear that they knew more about you than you did about them. They kept asking the same questions, and judging your answers. You felt like you were being put on trial. As the dinner went on, they began to ignore you and forget you were even there.
Once most of the dinner was eaten, Ace gave you a look that sent chills down your spine. It was clear that he wanted you to leave. Sabo and Luffy went out and started a fire, while Ace talked to you in a monotone voice. Suddenly, you were grabbed from behind, and you realized that the brothers had been watching you the entire time.
Suddenly Sabo and Luffy jumped up and grabbed you. Panic took over as you began to understand their plan. The brothers were psycho and were planning to kill you. You screamed and struggled as you tried to break free, but it was no use.
"You know, nobody even comes here anymore!" Sabo maniacally laughs, holding a knife to your throat while standing behind you, your back pressed to his chest.
"Maybe because we made sure that the few people never leave, you stupid!" Luffy adds.
"Oh, right." The blonde sways, still holding you close.
"You know, I kinda liked you. Shame that this is it for you." Ace enters the conversation. "Lucky for you, I'll do the honour instead of this dumb blonde."
"No way that's going to happen. I like her more, I should be the one to kill her!" Luffy raises his voice.
"She likes me the best, is that right dear?" Sabo places his chin on you shoulders from behind, looking up at you with his frenzy-filled eyes.
They had some shine to them, the dim, yellowish lighting reflecting in his blue orbs, his pupils slowly dilating the more he stares at you, waiting for an answer.
"Bullshit! I was the one who drove her here!" Ace counters.
"And I- uhhhh I don't know what I did." Luffy tries to argue, but nothing comes to his mind at the moment.
You were stressed, the knife still at your throat along with Sabo's head resting on your shoulders. Somehow this made you feel less uncomfortable, though you would love to escape from here. But how? Three guys ready to murder you any second, no car, no weapons. Hopeless.
"Why don't we let the guest choose, hm?" Sabo's eyes meet yours, animalistic instincts glistening in his eyes like he will tear your flesh apart this second, some of his blonde hairstrands falling in his face.
"Go to hell!" You scream, swinging your leg, landing a kick on Sabo's leg.
The blonde hisses in pain, letting you go, though his knife manages to scrath your neck. It was time to make a run for it. You wanted to call for help, but the house was isolated, in the middle of nowhere, without any signal. Not even your phone could work here.
But still, you had to get out.
"COME BACK HERE!" Ace shouts, his breathing becomes faster as rage fills him. His boots clatter loudly on the wooden floor as he runs after you with big strides, a lighter in his hand. Luffy runs out the backdoor, likely already having a plan.
Meanwhile, you were already outside. You glance behind you and your heart skips a beat. The three psychos are still chasing you. You knew they were coming, but you hadn't expected them to be so fast.
Your feet kick up dust as you sprint through the tall grass. You weave in and out of the tall stalks, hoping that you can outrun them. You can hear their footsteps behind you, and you can almost feel their breath on your neck.
Tall grasses and wildflowers adding color to the otherwise grey and lifeless land. You can feel the sweat dampening your back as your heart races in your chest.
Suddenly, you come to a dead stop. You glance around wildly, searching for a place to hide, but there's nothing, just an endless field of grass. You take a deep breath and prepare to face your pursuers.
But then you remember the barn. It's on the other side, and if you can make it there, you might have a chance. Maybe it even had a shotgun hidden or just a rake. You take off running again, not bothering to look behind you. You can hear them getting closer and closer, but you don't stop.
Finally, the barn comes into view, and you dive inside. You close the door just in time, and you can hear the brothers pounding on the door, trying to get in. You're safe. At least, for now.
They will likely break trough it, it's just a matter of time. You can hear your own breath reverberating in your ears as you search the barn in hopes of a weapon.
"Dear, come out. I don't want to hurt you, it's just Ace and Luffy who want to have you for dinner!" Sabo says from the other side of the door, his voice laced with honey. Was he joking? Who knows. Probably not.
And then you saw it: a tractor, but with a mulcher installed front. Just perfect for you. There was a nail in one of the pillars holding the barn up, a key hanging from it.
Just then, the doors of the barn catch on fire. This was likely Ace's doing, who rushed after you with a lighter. It was now or never, you had to escape. So, you snatch the key, entering the tractor. You were right, this is what the key was for. You turn the key, igniting the engine of the machine.
Sabo's brows furrow in confusion as he hears the strange sound coming from inside the barn.
"Do you guys hear it too?" He quietly asks, his voice trembling.
"Yeah. She's probably just hungry and it's her stomach." Luffy gives a reply.
"Nah man you are just dumb as fuck."
"SHIT! GET AWAY!" Ace screams as something bursts trough the door.
The pieces of burning wood fall to the ground, the dry, tall grass catching on fire. The brothers make a run for it in hopes of escaping their brutal fate. They had two choices: burn to death in the tall grass, or get shredded to pieces by the tractor equipped with a mulcher in front, driven by none other than you.
Ace was a nice guy at first. Offering helpto a stranger is a kind action. Trying to kill them? Not so kind. Cause of death? You drove too close to him. Oopsie.
Luffy didn't do much harm. Maybe he was the sanest out the three of them. Guess you'll never know, poor guy burnt to death.
Sabo was attractive. And sweet too. Maybe if he wasn't such a psycho you would date him. Oh well, in another universe.
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did night vision jk break out of the research facility with bunny? or did he have to go back and get her?
There's no way he can just forget about you and move on. There's just no way- not after you basically helped him escape in the first place.
So he's back at the facility again- this time with a ton of law enforcement officers after the entire premise had been raided and cleared out, now searching for where you might be. He's hoping that in your frenzy as you'd closed the truck behind him, you had simply ran back to the research lab instead of staying where you were- because if you did, there's no way you would've survived in the middle of nowhere on the side of the road.
If you went back there could be a good chance that no one even noticed you were gone at all.
"Mister Jeon?" An officer taps his shoulder. "We've found a hybrid that matches your description." He informs him, and he immediately follows the man until he can hear you clearly yelling, upset- fighting against a care worker who's trying to pull you out from a plane white padded cell that's been opened. Your fingers are clinging to the edge of the door for dear life, panic very obvious-
Until you spot jungkook, and finally let go, just to run towards him and practically throw your body against his.
"I promised you I'll get you, didn't I?" He hums into your hair, holding you close while you're shaking against him, tail wiggling in all the excitement and probably fear finally leaving. "You're okay now. You'll be safe from now on." He promises you, and you don't really listen- so maybe he's mostly just telling himself that.
You slowly still against him, exhausting finally getting the best of you as he has to hold you upright, slowly helping you sit as you lay against him, barely staying awake. "You can sleep a little, bunny." He reassures you, running a hand over one of your ears, careful not to touch the still clearly not properly healed tear where you've ripped out the tag for him. "I'll stay with you." He says.
"When I wake up..." you start, and he nods, smiling towards you.
"I'll be there." He nods. "Promise."
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"Sugar Honey Iced Tea: S.H.I.T"
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MDNI
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141 x F!Reader
Southern|Y/N
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Horror/Slasher AU
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Warnings: Silly Fluff
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Of course the stupid car had to break down in the middle of nowhere, nothing could ever just go- right. At least not for them.
"It'll be alright- I'm sure a car will come by soon."
Squish
Gaz then promptly groaned as he stepped on what looked to be a pile of dog shit. Soap cackling at him while leaning on the car.
Price just sighed tinkering with everything beneath the hood, Ghost offering him a hand silently. Though there was absolutely no luck- the thing was busted and in need of proper repairs.
"Bloody hell..."
Price murmured and glanced up as he heard the motor of an old truck approaching, the sun beating down harshly on them.
Getting help from a stranger wasn't ideal but what other option was there? Walk down the road till they reached a town while not knowing how far it might even be?
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The ride was awkward and silent- Soap, Gaz and Ghost stuffed into the small space of the trucks back seat while Price sat up front with the older man who was driving the truck.
"Yer elbows in me side."
Soap was unfortunately the one stuck in the middle seat since he didn't react quick enough to claim a seat by the window.
Gaz chuckled and shifted around trying to not cramp the Scotsman too much, though he was clearly amused by the situation.
"That's what you get for laughing at me earlier."
Playful pettiness- of course.
Finally the older gray haired man spoke up, glancing up in the rearview mirror to get a small peek at the guys in the backseat. It was odd that he wasn't more unsettled by Ghost's mask.
"Don't worry bout' a thing. I have a shop at my place, I'm sure I can get that car of yours up and running in no time."
His voice dripped with a southern drawl, slowly pulling into a long winding drive way leading back into a woodsy area.
This is how horror movies start- isn't it?
Ghost per usual did not trust the man- granted he didn't really trust anyone. Price as well was fully on guard.
He slowed to a stop in front of an old white farm house with a wrap around porch, aside from the chipping paint the place was rather lovely.
Then you emerged from the house and happily made your way over to the vehicle, bright smile on your face as you greeted your grandfather.
"Hey, granddad! Who are they?"
You motioned to the guys as they got out of the truck, Soap seemed to be the most charmed by your accent and smile. He eagerly stepped towards you first, interrupting Gaz who was also about to introduce himself.
"Ye can call me, Johnny."
"Nice to meet ya, Johnny."
The man had such a bright grin and you didn't miss how his blue eyes twinkled in the sunlight that drifted between the trees canopies.
Your grandfather chimed in while shooting a warning glance towards Johnny.
"These boys had a bit of car trouble. Brought em' here while I go get and try to fix up their car."
You shockingly didn't seem all that surprised, simply grinning and motioning for them to follow you to the house.
"You'd be surprised how many people get stranded out here. C'mon in and I'll get y'all some nice sweet iced tea and we can talk more. I'm sure the summer sun wasn't kind to ya."
Ghost was last to step foot into the house, his eyes taking in the scenery around him, he didn't trust you or any of this. No matter how sweet you seemed. I mean- what kind of person doesn't even hesitate to let a group of four strange men in their house?
Gaz and Soap were vaguely weary but not as distrusting, Price was on a similar boat as Ghost but hoped it was simply that southern hospitality he always heard about.
"Thank you, ma'am."
Price nodded to you politely as you led them to the kitchen... Certainly it was just their nerves from what they did for a living, right?
You couldn't possibly be a threat... Though that sugar filled drink you poured for them while calling it tea certainly was a crime in Ghost and Prices eyes-
Gaz wasn't sure how to feel about it but Johnny was rather ecstatic over the southern made sweet tea.
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Anytime (bangchan)
"HEARTS ON FIRE TONIGHT FEEL MY BOOONES IGNITE LOVE FEELS LIKE WAAR WAAR FEELS LIKE WAAAR WAA-". You abruptly stop your tone deaf singing over old all time low songs and gasp when your car suddenly starts slowing down by itself, all the little warning lights on your dashboard turn on simultaneously and a screeching sound starts blaring out of nowhere.
You act in no time. Slamming your foot hard on the break you turn on your right blinker and veer your vehicle on the side of the desolated road by using pure engine inertia until the car just shuts down on its own, leaving you in a stunned silence, bleary eyed and slightly panicky as to whatever the fuck just happened.
You look in your rear view mirror and make sure the road is actually empty and thank whatever god up there for allowing you to pull to the side relatively safely, considering you could have just caused a mass chain rear end collision if it wasn't for your fast instincts. And just the general desolation of this side road you always drive down on your way back home from work when avoiding the worst of traffic is your main priority. Except that it is quite a dark, scarcely illuminated, less than safe road. And you are alone. And your car has most definitely just broken down. And it's almost 9pm on a winter night. Crap.
You swallow down that slimy, unsettling felling creeping up in your throat and try to revive the engine a few more times to no avail. OK. It's fine. It's going to be fine. I'm definitely not just stranded here in the middle of nowhere am I? You talk to yourself out loud, desperately trying to keep your sanity as you finally decide to fish your phone out of your bag and dial up the emergency tow truck number. After a couple rings a dispatcher picks up and you try your best to remain calm and explain the situation you are in as thoroughly as you can: "right, an operator is on its way but it might take up to an hour and half m'am, we suggest you keep safe and display the emergency triangle tripod roadside while you wait".
Once the dispatcher hangs up you sigh in frustration, "now what", you mumble, a shiver already trailing down your back from both the cold and the slight panic threatening to build up in your belly. You do as instructed and then quickly get back in your car, now fully shivering from the cold: how the hell am I gonna wait here in the cold for an hour and not freeze or get robbed in the mean time? Acting merely on impulse you unlock your phone once again and click on the emergency contact icon, silently praying Chan is not currently wearing his thousands dollars noise cancelling headphones in the studio.
"Hello? Y/n what's up?". You exhale loudly, a little silver of hope twinkling in the progressively darker night, "hey Channie⌠Sorry to call you at this hourâŚ", Chan giggles on the other end of the line and you can almost imagine the way his eyes are crinkling and his dimples are showing, "I've literally just started working, not even 30 minutes ago. I'm a night owl you know", "hahaha yeah⌠So I uh⌠I'm kinda stranded on the side of the road? I'm like.. I think I'm like a little under 15 miles away from home but my car broke down⌠And the emergency truck won't be here for another hour or so", "WHAT? oh my god are you okay?".
You can basically hear Chan springing to his feet so fast his spinning chair rolls away from beneath him, the concern and slight alarm in his voice something you rarely get to hear from him. Chan is and has always been your rock. Through heaven and high water, you knew you could rely on him ever since second grade when one day you had forgotten your lunch box at home and found yourself sitting alone in the school canteen, your stomach grumbling as you watched all the kids eating their meals so enthusiastically, and this little boy with short dark hair and the cutest dimples stepped away from his friends table and offered you half of his sandwich and half of his apple.
That simple, kind gesture had become the start of your almost 2 decade long friendship, he went from always stuffing his lunchbox with extra food for you just in case you forgot again to holding your hand in the ER at 15 when you had the most painful appendicitis to helping you move in into your first big girl apartment, carrying all the heavy boxes for you without you even asking, him being the true gentleman he was. No wonder you loved him to pieces.
"I'm okay, just a little cold", you mumble, trying to mask the uncertainty and panic in your voice, "I'll be right there. Please send me your location. And lock yourself inside. Is the engine totally dead? Can you turn on the radio without starting the ignition?", Chan asks, his voice now more even and calm, his natural care taker mode activating instantly once he assessed the situation.
You try to turn on the radio as he suggested, and to your surprise, it works just fine judging by the sudden blasting of guitar riffs on the very same Love Like War track you were listening to earlier, you flinch at the volume that seems ridiculously too loud now that your basically parked and alone in the dead of the road, and press your button down to lower it a bit.
"Yeah the radio is working fine", "okay, great. Keep it on until I get there, and turn on your mainlights and all four of your blinkers as well". Once again, you do as you're told, you quickly send him your geolocalisation and double check all the lights are still fully functioning while you hear Chan scrambling to grab his keys and jacket and heading out the door, "done. I'm twinkling like a Christmas tree right now", you joke half heartedly, your breath starting to condense from the cold when you speak, "great, santa is coming!", he giggles and the pauses, "do you want me to stay on the line with you?", he asks more seriously, and something pleasant, unexpectedly warm settles in your heart and you smile to yourself, "it's okay. I don't want to risk distracting you while you drive. I'll be here, listening to my emo playlist, you drive safely please", "that's a good idea. It's going to be alright ye? Just hang in there".
You think 15 minutes cannot last an eternity. But that's exactly how long it feels like you've been freezing in the cold for until you see Chan's car pull up. As soon as you see him turning off his headlights you leap out of your car and fly into his open wide arms, instantly crashing into his chest as he lifts you off the ground, hands already vigorously rubbing your back, trying to warm you up:"I don't think I've ever been so relieved, I'm so happy to see you oh my god", you chuckle, your teeth chattering as Chan envelopes you into his arms, even unzipping his jacket and pulling it over your arms to warm you up, and you have to admitâŚ. His jacket smells divine. He smells divine. Signature vanilla and musk and⌠Manly.
It's inexplicable but Chan has been smelling the same, musky but sweet, fresh, manly scent ever since he was like 19 or so. "Likewise, I'm so happy you're safe", he giggles, patting your hair, "now get in my car and warm yourself up a bit, I turned up the ac and left an extra jacket on the passanger seat for you". There it is. Again. That fuzzy, warm feeling in your heart that makes your cheeks flash red for no reason. "What about you? Are you not going to wait in there for the tow truck with me?", you ask confusedly and he giggles, his deep dimples on full show as he squeaks, "of course I am, I just want to check your car real quick. Maybe push it slightly to the very edge of the road some more so it'll be out of the way should cars drive down here".
You let Chan do his thing and quickly get in his car, just eager to warm yourself up, to finally feel like you have hands again. The night feels so cold your fingers had slowly started to become numb from the low temperatures. Once you're wrapped up in your best friend's spare jacket and huddled close to the air vent, you take a deep breath and stretch out your hands, allowing yourself to relax and soak up the relief running through your veins.
Chan had this power, this ability to make everything feel fine again. You had know him basically your whole life and could recall each and every time he managed to make everything better, each and every time he was there for you, reliable and strong and supportive like no one else you had ever met.
"Ffuck it's cold!". As soon as Chan climbs back in the car he lurches for the air vent, turning up the warm air setting to the maximum and you giggle at his poor state, offering your arms the same way he did for you just a few minutes ago, "aww thank you, sweetheart", he says over your shoulder, thick aussie accent and giggles and all as he squeezes you, a thin layer of sweat from the exertion of having to manually push your car to the side, his still persistent, scent travelling up your nostrils.
You swallow down whatever stupid funny feeling in your throat and sigh happily, "thank YOU for rescuing me, as per usual", you confess, suddenly not feeling like letting go of him just yet, kind of enjoying the way his back muscles feel underneath your palms, the way his arms are tight around you, cocconing you. Chan giggles again and pats your back, his chin digging into your shoulder, his little silver hoop earring getting stuck in your hair, "anytime",he replies and you can tell he's about to pull away from you but something tugs at your insides and before he can even move you're clamping down his back, stretching yourself out of the passanger seat just so you can reach out even more to him and hug him even titghter, "not yet, please don't let go just yet", you murmur.
You're not entirely sure if it's just the adrenaline dying down or the fact that you had tried to power through all your fear and freezing bones and now yuur body just physically needed to be held but you hold on onto him for just a little longer. He goes quiet. He silently pushes back his seat away from the steering wheel and hoists your body up until you're sitting in his lap, your chest firmly pressed into his, his cheek pressed onto the side of your face as he rubs his hands up and down your back.
You smile to yourself at the feeling of being this close to him, this comforted, the warm hair hitting your back, the quiet stillness of this moment that feels slightly surreal. "You are safe now, you know that right? I've got you, nothing bad's gonna happen", Chan speaks softly and you nod, now finally letting go of him while still sitting in his lap, his hands resting tentatively on your hips until you place your own on top of his, silently reassuring him it's okay for him to keep them there: "not a single day goes by where I don't feel safe with you, Chris. You... You are my safe place". You smile at him. A very assured smile too.
You don't even know where all this confidence came out from but you feel calm. Unusually calm and confident and secure, as if you're wrapped up in a warm blanket that'll shield you from all harm. "Really? I'm your safe place?", the young, beautiful man looks at you incredulously, his lips twitching into the biggest grin, and you nod sincerely, "yeah. I figured it's high time I let you know. Though I do fear sometimes you're way too mature for your age and you probably feel like you carry enough of a burden on your shoulders and me adding more responsability on that really isn't ideal but - I mean - like... Yeah like-".
You feel your cheeks heat up and your tongue twisting on its self but you keep at it, you screw your eyes shut and purse your lips together, recollecting your thoughts more coherently before continuing,"what I meant to say is: I'm so grateful for you. You make me feel safe. And secure. Always. And I wish I had told you this sooner but more times than not I think you're already so preoccupied with being this awesome leader and role model and just overall wholesome guy that-that you don't need someone else to take care of and add to the pile of things and people that have put you in this spot. I wish you could be your age and act your age freely, enjoying being young and successful and not just having to always be a fort for everyone".
You catch yourself panting a little from your whole speech and when you finally open your eyes again you find Chan smiling warmly, gazing at you with the gentlest look in his eyes, looking at you as if he's mentally hugging you like he always does with anyone and you just never noticed he did with you too.
He sighs contently and wraps his hands around your fingers, bringing your knuckles up to his chin, stopping just short of his mouth, never breaking eye contact with you, "thank you, y/n. I'm not-I'm not great with taking compliments but...you... I really appreciate every single thing you just mentioned. More than you could ever know. But please don't worry about me, I chose this, I enjoy it. You're never going to be a burden, never going to add to any pile",he pauses, taking a slightly deeper breath before continuing, "you're actually that one thing that makes my heart feel very light, very airy".
You let your fingers slip out of his gentle grip and cup his face, your body moving faster than your mind, your actions preceding your own thoughts as you lean closer and kiss him in the spur and of the moment. His hands immediately flying to your hips, pulling your body closer to his as he enthusiastically kisses you back. And God does it feel good. Does it feel right. Just so right. Unexpectedly but so inevitably right.
"Sorry,mmh I'm sorry", Chan mumbles, his lips still attached to yours as he tries to contain his giggles, "what are you sorry for?", you ask, breathless, and he circles your waist with his arms, resting his forehead against yours, "I should've asked. I definitely should have asked if it was okay to kiss you".
You burst into the happiest giggles and tilt your head back, "Christopher I kissed you. I should have asked. If anyone should be sorry it's me", you admit sincerely but he shakes his head, "I kissed you back. Straight away", "yeah! please do it more", you reply boldly which makes him giggle and giggle and squeak out of pure joy, "does this mean I can ask you out sometimes? And have more kisses?", he teases and you play with the collar of his shirt, pulling at it so he has to speak one inch away from your face, less than an inch away from your lips, "anytime. Any day of the week. Any time of the day or the night", you reply eagerly and this time around he cups your face and pulls you to him, kissing you so sweetly yet so passionately you momentarily forget you're both still in his car, all lights on, alone in the dead of the night until you feel something tapping impatiently on the driver side window: "uhm sorry to interrupt .... This is Ted. Emergency tow truck service, did you guys call?".
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