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waywardstation Ā· 25 days ago
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Please donā€™t be too hard on yourself! Itā€˜s done once itā€™s done! Hope things are going well for you and that the rest of this year is gonna be the best possible! Things are always getting hectic but I hope this doesnā€™t happen too much on your end!
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Also remember your safety checks! You got this!
All aboard!
Thank you so much friend!! <3
Hoping so as well, and hoping that next year is kinder and I can pull myself together a bit better ^^ I do have plans for fun stuff for this next year, and Iā€™m really hoping I can stick to them!!
I also hope youā€™ve been doing well too! You are right that things will always be hectic, but I hope itā€™s not happening too much to you as well!
Thank you again!! ^^ <3
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sugar-petals Ā· 5 years ago
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Please do a tarot reading on bts personality? Thank you
if weā€™re talking personality, itā€™s time for the big guns. i promised iā€™d use this deck to an anon, today weā€™re doing a shaman soul reading. 
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Jungkook: THE RAINBOW
A sign that the end of the storm is near. This card is truly blessed and imbued with great innocence because thatā€™s exactly what Jungkook is. Itā€™s the ā€œeverything is alrightā€ signal: The rainbow symbolizes completion of the soul in the Himalayan region where shamans consider rainbows a bridge to the afterlife. Believe it or not: What we see as JK is the last incarnation of his line. His journey is basically complete (!), it is whole. Heā€™s found what we will all find and the end which is a state of profound happiness. Thereā€™s a reason why he brings so much ease, fun, and talent everywhere he goes. That sense of lightness and positivity is deeply embedded in him. Brightness, bubbliness, fleeting moods but always optimistic. His personality is all about joy and the feeling of soaring high. Itā€™s not a farce we see on camera, he really is like that. What I noticed is. Since we see a colorful bird dashing forward on a ray of light, I believe JK is headed somewhere blissful, and heā€™s headed there fast. The pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, pretty much. Not just the shamans in Nepal consider the rainbow as an arch, Norse ones do, too. The Bifrƶst bridge connects Midgard to the Ɔsir. Jungkook has a sort of divine connection going on. Thatā€™s why his personality is dignified. Bifrƶst is translated to ā€˜shimmering pathā€™, that he got famous was destined from the beginning.
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Hoseok: THE SWEAT LODGE
Hey, Mama. I am not surprised that this card is all about a connection to mother earth and all things maternal. The hut ā€” and the ritual that is behind it ā€” is essentially an image for the womb. Hoseok is looking for that warm and cozy feeling in his life. That tells you a whole lot about the personality we rarely see on stage, itā€™s a much calmer state. The act of sweating disperses old habits and bad thoughts, this is precisely what he seeks. That blissful, protected place/state of being attracts him, or rather, draws him back into his past. His character is so youthful and cheery because he longs for a space like the sweat lodge that leaves you relaxed, drained from the weight of the world, and without sorrows. What he longs for is purity. Heā€™s let go of demons and phases in his life heā€™s grown out of. His goal is to feel renewed and being without baggage. Note also that the sweat lodge is a community place. He is deeply social, itā€™s not an act. Hoseok aspires to be a nurturing figure in the future, and peace is very important to him.
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Jin: TAMING THE WIND
Think about it: Something as dynamic as air representing Jin makes a lot of sense. He might be a fire sign, but air is nonetheless strong in him. He is a person who is self-directed and cannot be grasped at any time. Air does what it wants, and few other forces can stop it. On top of that, wind is malleable. It can be completely still, gently blowing, come on strong, or be a flat out hurricane. The different levels of intensity are all present in Jinā€™s character. As in, he can be the introvert of all introverts only to turn into extroversion embodied. The card tells us about just how versatile he can be. That he will achieve more consistency in the future is represented by the act of taming: Yes, he will settle. Visually, the feather is the most important part of this card. It symbolizes a holy dedication to life and distributes smoke during shaman rituals. It can also be interpreted as a pointer when youā€™re in alignment. So, Iā€™d describe Jinā€™s character as something that dispels the old to bring about harmony. Thus, he is wild and tame alike. Very interesting duality.
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Namjoon: THUNDER
Next to Jiminā€™s card, this is the most powerful one I pulled. If youā€™re familiar with The Tower in tarot, THUNDER is similar. Especially in its spiritual weight. Thunder always hails of new things coming. Namjoon is that kind of vanguard. Even his voice booms like thunder man, thatā€™s no coincidence. That heā€™s the leader of one of the most famous boy groups on this planet means something dramatic and big coming our way. At his core, he is revolutionary. Namjoon is Namjoon because of his message thatā€™s loud, terrifying to great many a hater, and a call to awakening. I am certain he is on his way to enlightenment, Iā€™m not kidding. Because think about, thunder comes first, then: lightning. It describes his personality progression well: Namjoon did a full 180Ā° in the last years. He did all of his shadow work. This card always says a person is about to fulfill their purpose, so heā€™s currently at the very brink. He is scared to the core but knows that heā€™s destined for great things. Like buffalos storming ahead, he is unstoppable just like that. Itā€™s because of him that the game changes šŸ˜Š
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Yoongi: THE PRESENT
Beside the literal interpretation of Yoongi being a present to this world which truly is the case, this card also means unconditional offering in a general sense. Youā€™d think itā€™s his wonderful music that he has gifted us. The meaning of the card says otherwise, things go deeper, itā€™s about something that is not material in nature. Only true love and true feelings can fully belong to a person and they can give them as a present. I think this is what Yoongiā€™s personality at its deepest level is about. He is a generous man. Who is more giving than someone so dedicated and full of tender emotions. The card is also a signifier of gratitude, and I think Yoongi truly is thankful. The winged woman shown on the card lifts up the sun, which tells me Yoongi wants to uphold joy and that he was sent to us as an angelic, radiant being. Lilā€™ cherub he is. The card is colored in such a bright yellow and orange way, I think he could be a kind of light worker, even, if youā€™re familiar with this concept. What Yoongiā€™s aim is at its most basic level is to gain access to the happiness of life. And he wishes so dearly we experience it, too. I need a moment.
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Jimin: THE INCA CROSS
Ooof. Oh shit. This card is a massive fucking deal. Iā€™m stunned every time I see it. It has a huge wtf factor. A simple but overarching symbol. To shamans, the Inca Cross symbolizes all directions and dimensions coming together. It even connects the Underworld with the Gods themselves. It also has a hole in the middle, allowing us to travel to a different perspective. It tells me Jimin is the one holding everything around him together with his personality. He is that cross, a compass basically. He has access to greater wisdom. The Inca Cross is a big leap, this is what Jimin essentially is. What he exudes propels us forward and unites us. He can make people change their mind and direction in life. He is only halfway aware of that skill. I wouldnā€™t mess with him either way, he is the true axis of Bangtan. The crucial (=cross-like!) one, even Namjoon said that. Now whatā€™s also important is not just the cross itself but also the color. It is made of solid gold, a very warm tone. His charm and soothing character is innate to Jimin, and that is a regal feat. Itā€™s very important that he knows his worth, that is the crux ā€”crossā€” of the matter. Now this is where it gets really metaphysical: That the Inca Cross bridges the lower, middle (Human), and upper realm to shamans in Peru is no coincidence. It tells us Jimin was sent from a place that is not this, aka the middle world. I think even people who are not into spirituality can feel that. He is either a saved soul from the Underworld so this is his first incarnation after a long time or he was sent from the Gods. Because the cross connects all worlds, it could even be both at the same time. And since the Inca Cross allows dimension and time travel (!)ā€¦ maybe he can do even that. This card is telling me the wildest shit.
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Taehyung: HEART OF SKY
During the last tarot readings I drew The Empress for him several times, the energy is no different here. This card has Queen of the Night type of imagery. Itā€™s a very dreamy, whimsical woman immersed in melancholy, dressed in lavish garments. Itā€™s not hard to see the parallel to Taehyungā€™s character. He is just as nostalgic and concerned with all things that bring more beauty to this planet. That is his purpose. I repeat: Taehyung is here to spread the fine things in life to bring us sophistication and wholesomeness. The Heart of Sky is quite possibly the card most connected to creativity and love. It encourages the one receiving it to paint. We know heā€™s already an artist at heart, the shaman cards know it, too. Heart of Sky means to pour out your emotions. And to show all your talents in a gorgeous way. The card is justā€¦ spot on. Nighttime plays an important role in this illustration, Tae is more Moon than Sun in personality. Heā€™s in tune not just with his divine masculine, but also feminine. Perfect balance. The Heart of Sky carries with it a strong ethical component also, that means Taehyung is figuring out his intent very often. Heā€™s a benevolent person, a creator. A good person, a benevolent heart. He wants the best for everyone, you and me, anybody.
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Bangtan: THE SUN 
I also pulled a card for the personality of the group as a sum. THE SUN is pretty straightforward: BTS are luminaries, a figurative giant. A super-star. Shamans connect the sun to male energy so the allegory fits, thereā€™s a bright and positive masculine quality in their work. BTS are a hot topic and the energy is high. Sometimes even overpowered because their solar pizzazz is so ardent ā€” burning out is the #1 danger here. Thatā€™s why the members connected to the moon and night (Joon, Tae, Yoongi, to some extent Jimin) are so important to balance everything. Passion, humor, creativity, playfulness are always around when BTS is near. The sun is at the center or the universe and widely seen, the group indeed takes that center spot right now. Many other life forms depend on the sun, revolve around it, BTS and their light are needed. If they fall, a system collapses. The card tells us they are currently at their zenith, truly radiant now, soaring like the winged spirit on the card. Also, to state the obvious: Come on, whoā€™s the sun of BTS? Hobiā€™s personality sticks out the most, reflects back to the group dynamic. This is his card and time to shine. He makes or breaks the deal and the cards know it. He sets the tone.
bighit: THE JAGUAR
I wanted to see what the personality of bighit as a whole is, too. Unsurprisingly ā€” what came out is an animal whoā€™s a roaring force to be reckoned with. The energy is a lot more competitive and serious compared to The Sun. I find it convincing and see why these cards came out: Lighthearted group, big business company. Now, the Jaguar has a dark side as well as extreme advantages. He sure doesnā€™t look like the scariest animal ever, but being on top of the food chain allows him to do whatever he pleases: Heā€™ll never be prey. On the other hand, he is protected because heā€™s so strong. Bighit does have that quality of being untouchable. Much like the jaguar, itā€™s an undertaking that operated in the shadows for long. We know that Bang PD claims to have the secret success formula and isnā€™t as public as say Lee Soo Man and JYP. There is a component of mystery, and the other companies are careful because of it. On the light side, BTS certainly have powerful and rational guidance. To give an analogy from the jungle book: Bighit is like Bagheera, the voice of reason, infusing BTS with strength and knowledge.
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hiraeth-doux Ā· 4 years ago
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fic writer challenge
tagged by the lovely @finnicks to name my three favourite fics iā€™ve written. (thank you so much for tagging me! and i am so very sorry for taking 10 years to respond to this :P)
wow, this is tough. there are stories that i donā€™t have particular attachment to, but then there are also those that iā€™m quite proud of, be it for the plot or certain dialogue lines or the character growth, so... itā€™s not an easy pick. i can see what people mean when they say itā€™s hard to choose a favourite child :)
Under The Blue Sky - Jurassic World | Claire/Owen After the incident and a brief tour with the NAVY, Owen moves to Claire's home town, hoping to pick up the pieces of his broken life. He soon learns that it's easier said than done, and a secret Claire has been carrying since he left threatens to tear his world apart.
i wrote this story a while ago. after the release of the first JW movie, quite a few writers jumped on the marriage/babies bandwagon and there were so many fics about claire and owen having  a massive happily ever after. enter yours truly and my love for angst.
this story was inspired by the jenny slate movie ā€œobvious childā€. iā€™m not going to spoil it for you guys but itā€™s a touching and heart-breaking and a heartfelt film and i canā€™t recommend it enough. and yes, i really wanted to put claire and owen through something similar to what happens in that film. this fic has a happy ending, as most of my works do, but they get through after a lot of angst. 
you and i, caught in a fading light - snowpiercer | melanie/bennett  Moments from the relationship between Melanie Cavill and Bennett Knox over the years.
snowpiercer is a new obsession of mine. i watched the chris evans film quite a while back and i didnā€™t like it very much. but the trailer for the tv show looked intriguing, and it was supposed to have jennifer connelly as one of the leads, and iā€™ve had the biggest crush on her since forever. (that show is ah-mazing btw)
i find the relationship between bennett and melanie very intriguing--in part, because they had been bound by a huge secret (at least, until the end of the season) and quite a bit of unconditional loyalty. in part, because we knew so little of them. so i gave them a bit of backstory :) this fic is a series of short stories showing the progression of their relationship over the years and i had the best time working on it. 
i will always love you  - wonder woman | steve/diana  When a singer and a songwriter Steve Trevor starts receiving creepy messages from an obsessed stalker, his manager hires Diana Prince as Steveā€™s personal bodyguard to keep him safe. The Bodyguard (1992) AU
iā€™m not an au person. in my many years of fic writing, iā€™ve written only a handful of those and usually, i donā€™t have any particular desire to venture in that territory. however, sometimes ideas strike and refuse to let go. this is how it happened with this fic. 
this story is set in the present day, and technically has little to do with the movie, but it was surprisingly easy to keep steve and diana in character and retain the qualities that define them in canon while taking an entirely different approach to the resolution of this story. also i listened to the bodyguard soundtrack on repeat while working on this fic, which was a delight. iā€™ve always loved it. it took me only a little over a week to write this whole thing because it was so much fun, and it will always stay one of my favourite works. 
a special mention goes to the 20-chapter justice league/wonder woman crossover i wrote in 2019 but never posted. if/when that happens, that fic will certainly join this list. thereā€™s nothing iā€™m more proud than it. please stay tuned, i really hope iā€™ll get inspired enough to share it.
tagging: @akajb84, @wonderrbat, @marwanckenzari, @rupzydaisy, @svgurl410, @amandarosewater, @astrologicallygemini, @melodious-madrigals and anyone who wants to do it :) 
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primedirection Ā· 6 years ago
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Homecoming
In which things don't go as planned
Warnings: A lil angst & a lil fluff mentions of panic attack
AN: Kinda did this one for me idk.. Hope you like it anyway!
(Uce- Samoan for brother. Sounds like oose)
Harry wasn't coming home.
He'd been away for three months this time and it seemed to be the hardest. Promises of coming home were thrown around left and right so much it lost it's merit. It was supposed to be his last week two weeks ago and yet he was still needed all over the place for reasons she lost track of. Hosting for James Corden, Album teaser promos, Gucci photo shoots, music video location scouting, auditions and so on and so forth. So busy that at best she was lucky she got a text of recognition or a FaceTime session every other week.
Honestly she tried not to fault him for it, not to hold it against him. She understood more than anyone what his career meant to him and how hard he worked to achieve his goals and dreams. Truly a blessing and a curse all at once. But once the disappointment hit it, it hit and took it's tole.
For right now she was done dealing with it.
She'd been so fed up of being alone and having no one to talk to in person that she requested the week off from work and sent for tor nephews to come visit. The same week of vacation time she'd been planning to use to visit Harry on the road. But decided that she'd only be a distraction to him during the short moments she did get to see him. The boys were out for the summer anyway and thanks to the overwhelming Facebook post of their mother, she knew they all could use a break.
From the moment that they stepped inside the departure terminal she realized that she had made the right decision. Bombarded with affection from all directions the second they were close enough. The relief practically consuming her. It was all quite surreal since she practically helped raise them. Like just yesterday she was changing their diapers for extra cash on the weekends so that their parents date nights could ensue. Now here they are teenage heartbreakers bragging about their own personal lives.
As the week went by things only got better. For once the massive house was filled with endless laughter and the type of love that came without judgment and ridicule. Unconditional love. That alone created a joy so pure that the evilest intentions couldn't spoil it. Something she honestly hasn't felt in a while. The atmosphere was almost magical whenever either of their families visited and this time was no different.
This was exactly what the doctor ordered and a complete win-win situation. Because while she gave them something to somewhat brag about to all their friends back home (via pictures with their beloved uncle's Mustang) they gave her enough peace of mind to stop checking her phone every 30 seconds, nonetheless throughout the entire day. To the point she felt comfortable enough to turn it off. Thanks to the hyperactive bunch most nights sleep found her first since the boys turned out to be a handful in the best way.
Or so she thought.
When it was their final day she decided to go all out. An early trip to The Grove to spoil them rotten, as any elected favorite auntie would. Then retired back home to fire up the grill for dinner while the two full-blown teenagers made their last rounds of projecting themselves like missiles inside the pool.
"Heyyy, unless y'all want to find out how edible chlorine is y'all better chill out!" She shouted playfully over her shoulder when a particular splash reached far enough to soak her from the waist down. ā€Now out of the water so we can eat!" She retreated back inside the house followed by a chorus of disappointed 'AWWWWWs'.
"Good to see you're 'avin fun," Harry's sudden appearance in the kitchen nearly made her scream. So divulged in burger making she never noticed him. Short hair a mess from his incessant hand's tousling, everything about him was hard and only amplified by the bags resting under his eyes.
Though by the look on his face and his tone she wasn't sure how to feel. The impulsive urge to rush over and enrapt him in over due love was killed when she felt the energy around him. Clearly he was upset. So she gently tested the waters, "When did you get back?"
"You'd know if you read at least one of my fuckin' messages," Harry was pissed and right now her oblivion to it only made it worse as he silently noted that she didn't rush to greet him as he had expected.
They were both stubborn to a fault sometimes, this one being one of them. And while he had his passive aggressive moments she had her combative confronting moments to match them. Thus why disagreements often turned into war zones.
In her eyes he had absolutely no right to be this angry, "You mean the one you send every other week? Sorry, didn't know I was supposed to wait every got damn second by the phone for a chance you might get the urge to call me!"
"S'not like you couldn't call me. Guess I'm not much of priority to you when I'm across the world am I? Much less having a panic attack," That's not at all what he wanted to say. He honestly didn't even mean it. But sometimes, very rarely, he spoke without thinking. Though every single one of those times his words were purposely reckless, usually with the intent of pushing buttons. Which in this case happened to be several of hers.
There was so many things wrong with his rebuttal that it frazzled her, "Panic attack?!"
"Yeah. Tha' thing where you can't breathe and it really feels like you're dying," his attitude was in full force as he elaborated.
Her eyes narrowed in a glare, "How was I supposed to know that would happen when I finally try and distract myself?"
"There's a difference between distracting yourself and flat out ignoring me,"
"So now it's my fault that you don't know when to fucking quit? One more week.. one more week.. Jeff says this Jeff says that blah blah blah!" She mocks his voice angrily. "Do you ever even think of how hard it is for me when you're gone? You've got hundreds of people constantly around you and I'm just here alone in this big ass house-"
"Fuck this!" He groans utterly aggravated, pivoting on his heels to storm out. The past three days had felt like the worst of his life and she was totally none the wiser. Even now as he struggled to keep afloat, to keep his head above water she only seemed interested in knocking him down.
"Fuck what? Fuck me? Is that what you're saying?" She demanded hurt, meanwhile in his mind he knew she was seeing nothing but red.
At that response he knew this was going nowhere fast, definitely nowhere good anyway. He couldn't talk to her when she was like this, angry beyond reason where even the most innocent things rub her the wrong way.
"Uce?!" As soon as he was noticed they both knew the argument was temporarily over. Long ago she had indulged Harry of their dysfunctional childhood due to the immaturity of their parents, and sworn to always provide safe spaces for them. So for everyone's sake she quickly left the room, using her soiled clothes as an excuse.
Harry may not have been in any mood to host but managed to allow his anger to dissipate when he was pulled into welcoming hugs. He loved her family, especially her nephews. The respect and regard they had for her was daunting and unparalleled. Upon first meeting them, at thirteen and fourteen years old they laid into him better than any father ever could or ever had. Especially since hers passed away when she was young. So profoundly protective there was no surprise on his end when they shared their plan of walking her down the aisle to give her away someday. Though now they were in every way his family without marriage. "We thought you were taking over the world again Uce, what happened?"
Uce, a nickname that was lovingly given to him by the entirety of her family because of his thick accent whenever he said the word 'us'. Endearing enough to immediately strip him of any and all ill feelings. "Not happy to see me?" He teased knowing full well just how much they adored him in return. Proven when they both erupted in offense bright eyed and bushy tailed.
"Uhhh... she's cool, or whatever but even when we're having fun she's still intense," the younger of the brothers informed pointing in the direction she disappeared in.
"And she doesn't have the keys, Uce! She doesn't have the keys!" The elder of the two wailed in true melodramatic fashion.
"Keys?" Harry queries with a frown and yet amused, leaning against the counter and folding his arms over his chest patiently waiting to be clued in on their slang. "Keys to wha'?"
"You know, the Audi.. The girls... How do we get into one of those wild model parties where they do org-"
"Boy the next word out of your mouth better be organization! And you need to be talking about the keys to passing your college entry exams!" She yells on her way upstairs. She'd be so happy when the girl craze phase was over for them, and it couldn't come soon enough.
"See what I mean?" The younger of the two mutters through a mouth full of food shaking his head and Harry started to laugh. He'd never be able to convey how much he missed them when they weren't around. Just them being there almost made him forget he was angry to begin with. Almost. "Anyway you never answered my question?"
Harry sighs heavily suddenly exhausted, "Didn't feel well,"
Sparking even more questions from the two young boys, "Don't you have doctors that travel with you for that?" Snowballing to a squabble even, "Is it contagious?" "Dude!" "I'm just saying, I have football practice when we get back I can't afford to be sick,"
Chuckling despite himself Harry shook his head, "No mate, was a panic attack. Jus' need some rest, been going non stop,"
Both their faces dropped with worry, "Whoa. You okay Uce? I mean is it cool we're here?"
Harry nodded reassuringly, "M' getting there," honestly adding, "Thanks to you lot. Actually wish I'd been here the whole time, s' been awhile since I've seen you last,"
The eldest made a nonchalant noise, "We'll be visiting again soon don't worry. Especially when you start touring for real, the ladies need me,"
"Mate, have you ever heard of quality over quantity? That is the biggest key,"
"Yeah just now, and look who you're with. The biggest control freak of them all,"
Although Harry wasn't totally thrilled with her he had to admit, "It's actually quite sexy when she's not being a pain in the arse,"
"Bruh, I'm eating!" The younger brother snarled and Harry laughed at that. God, he loved them. Practically the little brothers he's always wanted. That feeling in particular struck remembrance inside him, remembrance of what brought on the panic attack in the first place.
He wasn't happy. Sure his professional life was thriving since business was booming, but his relationship suffered the most because of it. These days he was hardly ever home, barely even had the time to make phone calls and the realization scared him. Not once did she complain but he wasn't blind to the fact she was slowly but surely slipping from his grasp. Whether or not her cold shoulder had been intentional over the past week it shook him down to the core. So many of his previous relationships ended like that, with them losing the will to fight for him. Not that he was putting in the same effort back then and he had the worst habit of blaming them for it anyway. Hince the incident a little while ago. But that was the absolute last thing he wanted for them. It just wasn't worth it.
Harry wanted romantic vacations, joint family holidays, anniversary parties, babies! Lots and lots of babies...
A distinct warning pang in his chest made him realize he had to take advantage of the boy's presence while he could. Glancing over his shoulder, he listened hard to make sure the shower was running, "Since we're on the topic I need to talk you lads about something,"
"If it's about your sex life please don't,"
"Relax if I wanted to torture you I'd left you with her. I'm talking about tour. I've been thinking and after this week I'm not sure I want to do it. Like anymore.. Or well at least for right now anyway,"
"Please don't do this to me, I'll finally be old enough to get in the club by the end of this year!" The elder boy whined and the younger smacked the side of his head annoyed.
"Dude shut up he's serious! Anyway... Why not?"
Harry was filled with nerves deciding to break it down nice and easy, "Remember what you told me when we first met?"
"Yeah, 'why are your jeans so tight'? To be honest I'm still wondering...that can't be good for you." The eldest teased.
"Not tha'," Harry chuckled rolling his eyes.
A lightbulb seemed to go off in the mind of the youngest, "Oh, that we're a packaged deal and anything you want with her has to be run through us first,"
Harry took a deep breath nodding in confirmation, "Well, man to man...to man. I think you've had long enough to feel me out. Have I earned your blessings to become your official uncle?"
"Let me get this straight, you want to skip a worldwide tour and a chance to make millions more to get married? Weddings aren't all that much fun,"
"To get married, to go on a honeymoon, and to start making your baby cousins," Harry clarified.
"I'm more so concerned at you not knowing you already had it. We wouldn't have let her move in if we didn't,"
"Yeah Uce, we've all been wondering what the hell is taking so long. Especially grandma, she's been super suspicious of your Aquarius nature," the older boy teased and both boys laughed apparently there was an inside joke he wasn't aware of.
"To be fair I was waiting for your aunt to say something. Guess she's not much of a control freak like we thought huh?" Harry muttered stealing fries from both their plates.
"Yeah right, do you have a ring?" The younger asked as he shielded his plate from Harry's invasion.
"Still having it made," he confessed a little embarrassed.
"Well don't pop it out without us!"
Harry snorted, "Mate, I'd never dream of it," and from the bottom of his heart he meant it.
After everyone showered, the final movie night had progressed rather smoothly. Horror was the only genre the boys would focus on, though it probably had something to do with all the topless scenes in them. Nevertheless she picked this one; 'Wrong Turn' easily one of her favorites.
To her surprise before it started Harry came in the room, dressed in a loose gray T-shirt and navy basketball shorts. Earning a round of cheers from his ever adoring audience. He sat in the row of plush recliners directly behind the boys and it kind of hurt her feelings since she was in the one in front of them. "S' your last night here where else would I be?"
For a long beat of a moment they both exchanged wary glances before drifting back to the screen in front of them. Though in reality she was hardly paying attention. Her curiosity peaked through the roof at just what it took to get him to join. Mostly because, she knew better than anyone when Harry was in a bad mood he isolated himself. But just now he didn't seem to be the slightest bit hostile. Then again she shouldn't be too surpised given he was just another giant kid to them.
Against her better judgment she spared another look just to find him already staring at her. A dimple sinking in one cheek as the corner of his lips tug in a reluctant smile. In turn making her belly swell with butterflies of relief. She also became painfully aware of the distance between them and hated it.
Before she even had time to process the idea of swallowing her pride, she was up out of her seat with her blanket wrapped around her. She could've easily sat in either of the seats beside him but that still wasn't close enough. "Truce?" She whispered pouting guiltily, waving the tag of her soft throw blanket like a flag.
But apparently she wasn't as quiet as she thought, "Wait, you guys are fighting?" Both boys were turned around in their seats, eyes ping ponging back and forth between them worried. Ultimately falling on her, "What did you do?"
"If you don't mind your own business I swear to God you're going to the airport tonight!" She warned icily and that quickly got them to turn back around.
At first Harry doesn't say anything, he simply reclines his seat further back and readjusts his legs to make room for her. Only then did she breathe a sigh of relief. Springing into action, she climbed in next to him sitting with her legs draped over his lap tenting them both in warmth. From there they practically melted into one another her chest to his front, stealing kisses and touches they'd been deprived of. Silent apologies in a way, but just in case she said it aloud, "I'm sorry H," tucking her face into the crook of his neck. The closer she was the better she felt. "Should've been there for you."
"S' okay love me too, I should've been here," he sighed holding on tighter.
"Well we're all here now so can we watch the movie please?" The eldest brother chimed.
She started to swat him in the head from behind until Harry caught her wrist and laughed, "Sorry lads won't happen again," figuring there was a better way to make it up to her quietly. Confusion was blatantly on her face up until Harry stealthily slipped his hand under her shirt, sliding upwards tortuously slow. To stifle her impatience she kissed him deep then. But before she could receive the pleasure of the taste of his lips properly Harry stiffened, and not in the place she wanted him to.
Eyes peeling back open Harry's smirk was sheepish and directed to the front. Met with a grimace, "Ugh puhleeease don't be that couple!" And a glare, "Yeah, I really don't want to be in the room when my baby cousin is conceived,"
She rolled her eyes, "Tuh, it's only fair. I was right next door when both of you were." Kissing him again and causing an over the top show of dry heaving and gagging.
"Uce, c'mon man make it stop!"
Harry merely smiled finally feeling like all was right in the world again. "Gotta keep it fresh lads, it's key."
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Energetic Navigation 8th-15th Sept
Energetic Navigation 8th-15th Sept
By A Gift From Gaia
We begin the week on a 999 code, 9th of the 9th Month, 9+9=18, 1+8=9 giving us the 999 code which triggers the death and rebirth codes within us all, something that has been programmed into us and as an evolving race we are moving away from by understanding there is only change, there is only movement and therefore there is no death, meaning there can be no rebirth either. Our Sumerian Ancestors used an 8 number counting system because they were very aware of the energy of the number 9, thatā€™s not to say 9 wasnā€™t used but it wasnā€™t used the way we do today, I would encourage you to research our number system and its roots as its highly interesting.
Date as we know is a man-made invention that enables us to encapsulate the space we live in and record it, order it and make it all comfortably linear(hmm?!) so dates such as these codes represent a very human coding for the collective to move through and clear, somewhere deep within our DNA our Sumerian ancestors could well be calling out reverberating their wisdom of the number to assist in the purification and release what is no longer requiredā€¦.who knows but the theme of purification and release really is the theme of this week.
But we shall move away from the idea of death and rebirth and we will flow with caterpillars and butterflies and all that is Universal Love because ultimately this is what the collective is experiencing, and so why is it uncomfortable?
Simpleā€¦.because the attachment to the reality built on unstable fear based frequencies and the programming running through is not aligned to purity, to unconditional love and by the power of Grey Skull (an image of He-Man just flew past) all shall be seen, for you to realise that your staying power, your resistance has been one of your magical tools of creation, for you to see what no longer serves, for you to finally align to those whispers of the heart, release the attachments and to begin dancing in fields that bring abundant everything.
Last weeks winds are trickling away and our magnetic fields are settling down to make way for the Cosmic Energies return, back to Soul work as the photonic light pushes through the deep layers of programming, a super high frequency that reverberates within your physical field, seeking out the distorted vibrations, old stagnant program energy stored within and allowing it the reality space to be seen and heard, let the performance in the fields begin.
Collectively there is a ridiculous amount of movement and it is focused around the abandonment and rejection programming, some octaves are feeling the squeeze of unworthiness as the reality shouts back the reflection of the programming and yet on the other side of the spectrum we have those holding octaves that are now building or expanding on their worth, creating spaces for new opportunities to move in.
However we have all had some spaces to clear regardless, fields donā€™t keep themselves and no matter our frequency we always have some tending to do, some fields have only just been seen and these are fairly overgrown to say the least, and it takes time to get everything aligned, but once youā€™ve got on top of it, it becomes a simple heartfelt yes or no, a pick and a pluck to keep the Sacred Field clean and crisp.
With these movements and the emotional Piscean Full Moon on the 14th we are now being called to align to the release, whether that be on a mental, physical or energetic level, again, different octaves, will be focusing on different areas, those still caught up in the people program it becomes very reality based, relationships out there are only ever a reflection of the relationship you have with Self, but until we see this, we continue to learn the hardest way, physically. Those caught up in the mental chatter often either swing into huge avoidance or huge overwhelm and so making you the priority, to learn new mind quietening methods and bringing in some time of pure devoted self loving, I have a wonderful practice called the Fibonacci Drum that clears the mind and aligns the heart for expansion, itā€™s a module in the Soul-Ar Alignment Group, aha and as we know the changes here at A Gift From Gaia reflect this, placing energy where it is fully worthwhile, where it can expand the most, please send emails to enquire.
Those focused on the energy will be allowing the physical body to rest whilst the distortions within make themselves known and rapidly clear, full surrender, full Self Love, with the alignment of mind body and energy knowing exactly what is happening and receiving the most divine expanded experiences as these releases bring forward the realities aligned with the new frequency held.  However those holding the unconscious octaves this is translated as sickness, pain and suffering, let me tell you, when you are in alignment the experience is completely different, the vibration doesnā€™t lower, we do not get fed up, we simply honour, nurture and validate and the experience moves at light speeds.
This is a very important time angels to realise this energy is working through with purpose, and who are we as mere mortals to argue with the requests, have you not learned the loops continue if you donā€™t take these realities to the deal phase of the process, have you not learned that we keep recreating these because of belief systems and so no matter how many times you clear the reality, if the pattern keeps recreating then we must dive deeper, under the reality to see where this program is rootedā€¦.and pull it, as per the Sacred Field and tending to it, keeping it clean and crisp.
It takes a super level of observation and even when you think you have observed self there is a whole new level of self-observation required, this is a never ending warren, we are evolving and dropping overly outdated data as we go to begin the shift that will be seen on the world stage as our years move on, so whilst some of you may find these energies uncomfortable we can find a comfortable space knowing that it was always meant to be this way, you came at a change point, therefore the only reason it is uncomfortable is because you are not clearing what you came to clear, the mission is to come back to unconditional love, in harmony with the flow of the planet we inhabit and build a race that is grateful for this absolute incredible Earth, too much is being taken for granted, the most important of ā€œthingsā€ are not being prioritised and this is how the energy is moving and shaping us now, we are at first learning the importance of creating a peaceful conscious field and then we realise that this field was only a reflection of within, and by expanding from within we expand our field and then we look over the hedge and see field after field all connected, and we learn, with the guidance from the energies all around the mysteries encoded within our DNA that were long forgotten.
Allow these energies to guide you like a beautiful flowing stream, learn through this energy not to question, not to judge self, but simply accept and allow, try the recent videos I shared that guide you into your heart connection, spend time aligning your magnetics, raise the physical vibration through earthing, nature, hertz frequencies, crystals, good food, exercise, in the Soul-Ar Alignment Group we are now all preparing to detox together, get ready because you are connected to our grid so as we expand it brings more light to the field we share, however the release manifests for you it will be a Divine Order, in Divine Time and all you need do is trust the process.
October is set to be a rather fast paced month, we are in preparation and this means things tend to be Seen a whole lot easier, Saturn is slowing down now and stations direct on the 18th Sept, it will take a little while to be felt but you will be seeing in October exactly why you completed this shift now, or perhaps it may take a little time to figure out what it was you have been up to and whyā€¦..look carefully and you will see the patterns that were due some disruption.  Our focus is now fully on the release and realisation, October will take care of the recalibration as all moves into a more balanced state, giving us a space to establish self and complete this yearā€¦..before the great 2020 conjunction begins on January 12th.
As mentioned yesterday the A Gift from Gaia page will now receive a weekly feeler to highlight the focus for us collectively, if you would like to receive the daily navigations and the new tips on how to surf then please send an email to agiftfromgaia1@gmail.com and register your interest in joining the SOUL-AR Alignment space.
Please note the Facebook Page is a place for the members to join and support each other whilst working through the course and keys that I share, assisting each other in releasing the programming that created the rat race and loops you have come to accept as life, there are currently 77 people in the A Gift from Gaia inner circle and we would love to surf with you and share the secrets of The Alignment.
Those who have clicked the request to join, please check your ā€œotherā€ message file as there is a message from me explaining how this works and the exchange to join.
I will be back during the week to report on any significant shifts but until then I am sending so much love and happy SURFING!
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deliriousscenarios Ā· 8 years ago
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Baeee! I don't really know what's going on in your life, but I really hope you get better. I also wish I could so something for you, but as of now, the only thing I can do is try to comfort you with words. I really HATE that you get hate messages when you are feeling like this. It just end up making feeling you worse. I wish I could stop all people from sending those kind of messages to you. However, I love the way you respond. You did not even once insulted that anon, I bet it's bc you (1/?)
yourself knows how a simple word from someone could have a great effect in somebody else's life. Not only that, but you did not even once sounded bitchy or snappy, on the other hand, you sound worried that you had hurt that anon in some kind of way. That's why I love you, because even if you are the writer and the owner of this blog, you don't go sending everyone away just because they had a different opinion about something. I myself know it because there where times when I expressed my (2/?)opinion and I was treated badly by the writers, just because I didn't exactly said what they wanted to hear. That's why you are the person I love the most in tumblr. You always read my asks and even though you say that you are crap at replying, I don't think so. Because even if you take your time, your replies are always thoughtful. I love coming here and seeing your replies, because they aren't crude, instead they are kind and lovely. I remember when I first came to this blog. I saw (3/?)Shameless on the timeline and I went to your blog. Then I asked you to write Truth or Dare and you kept worrying about if it was too long or if I wouldn't like. You also kept calling me adorable. You were and still are such a sweetheart. You will always be my favorite writer. The things I just mentioned are just some of your qualities, but I know you have a lot more of them. I jus want you to know that you are important to me and that everything is going to be alright. I know it because (4/?went throught hardships. There where times when it was so difficult to keep a smile at my face, but finally me and my family surpassed those hardships. I took a lot of time, longer than you may think but we have overcome those difficult days. And I also know that you can do it too. I believe in you, and I know you will get out of this. I love you very much, my dear first and only tumblr friend...Now...about Uni, well we are still on strike (I now think that's the word). So, now we have (6/?)been 41 days without classes. And the thing is that it's our government fault. Because our country has a big debt and they want to make us pay by cutting the funds for university which mean that the tution fees would double ir even triple, and the money they want to take away from the university is so much that it will make the institution inoperant. So, that's why we are on a strike, tho, Idk what's going to happen. Also, yes, I'm so excited about BTS going to the BBMAs. I hope they win(7/?)
Oh my good lord, my sweet A.B!! You're gonna make me cry, but they will be tears of joy and so much love!! I am never gonna know what I did in a past life to deserve you!! The unconditional love, and support you give me means so much more than I could ever tell you! Honestly, you're so right, words can hold so much power, and the comfort your words always brings me is immense. I'm so unbelievably lucky to have you in my life, sometimes I need to pinch myself to make sure it's real! You will always be extremely special to me, and I hope you know that. You're my Adorable Baepsae, and to say you've been with me since the beginning isn't even close to an exaggeration, TorD was one of the first scenarios I wrote!! Gosh, I'm getting so emotional! Thank you so much for this message, and every message you've ever sent me. I'm sorry you've had negative experiences messaging people, it sucks because it can be such a touchy subject. I think it's hard when it comes to expressing our opinions, and I would never want to make anyone feel like their opinions are invalid or that they couldn't come and talk to me. I'm sure other writers wouldn't want or mean to make people feel like they can't either, it can just feel really personal to us sometimes, and we can get a bit protective over it. I'm sure they didn't mean to upset you, it can just be hard not to take it personally. Especially when there are some people who don't put their opinions in a very nice way (which I'm certain you never would because you are an absolute Angel, my sweet A.B, and you're lovely both inside and out. Which is one of the many reasons I love you ^^). I know I can be incredibly oversensitive sometimes, it's one of the reasons I worried about starting a writing account but I've been so incredibly lucky and though there have been moments when people haven't been very nice, the huge vast majority of people have been so amazingly lovely to me, and I'm so fortunate and blessed to have such great people and positivity in my life.I think you're right, my sweet A.B, it will take time but I can get through it. I've just gotta force myself to keep going, and smile even when I don't feel like it. There's this old classic song I find myself singing all the time while I'm just walking around, and it actually helps a lot. I don't think it'll be a quick road to happiness again, but there are moments when the world doesn't seem so bleak and those are the moments to strive for. Honestly, it's kinda my own fault I regressed, I watched this ridiculously sad and upsetting show on Netflix in one long sitting, and it just completely messed with my head. I wasn't in the right frame of mind to watch it, it was a mistake that I've learnt from, and now I'm only watching comedies with the occasional horror movie thrown into the mix, because they are my guilty pleasure and I can't not watch them ^^ Seriously, thank you for all your love and support, as well as all the comfort you've given me since the first day you messaged me. You've offered me nothing but kindness, and the smiles you've given me, there are way too many to count. As soon as I start a message from you, there is a massive grin on my face, no matter how low my mood was before. You, and all the other lovely amazing people I've met on here, are a reason to keep smiling, no matter how hard my heart aches, and I don't care how cheesy this sounds, there will never be a moment I'm alive that I'm not completely grateful and thankful for that. My heart might be hurting, but it's also full of love, all I can hope is that I can spread that love and kindness around and do as good by you and others as you've done by me. Pay the love forward is what I need to do! And to say I love you, my sweet A.B, is the understatement of the century. My love for you is infinite, and cannot be measured, no matter how hard I try. You're an angel, and I'm incredibly super lucky to have met you, even if it couldn't be in person ^^Oh my god!! Honestly, our governments are the part of the world I'm seriously losing faith in, and it's scaring the hell out of me!! Why do they keep messing with the education system and expecting people to just accept it? It's so frustrating. They took the cap off Uni tuition in my country quite a few years back, and it caused so much shit here. Man, it really sucks, I'm sorry you've gotta deal with this so close to the end of your second year. You shouldn't have to stress over this right now, on top of everything else. It sucks when everything is so up in the air. I hope it comes to ahead soon, and things work out for the best for everyone, especially the students who are suffering.You know I'm here if you ever need to talk, whenever you need me. Maaaaan! I think Tumblr ate part of your message again, which is getting extremely annoying as hell, but yessssss!! BTS at the BBMAS!! I'm too excited, but at the same time so nervous and I don't know why!!!!? I'm sure they're gonna have a great night, and maybe even bring home an award, which will be so freaking amazing!! I'm super proud of them whether or not they win, they've done so well and have come so far, they deserve all the recognition they've been getting!! Thank you again for this message, my lovely A.B, you're too sweet for words and mean so so much to me. I'll love you forever, make no doubt about that!! ^^ ā™”
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