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safety net

Tara Carpenter x F!Reader

masterlist | over (1) | love language (2)

Summary: Tara Carpenter loved playing games with you. (inspired by safety net by ariana grande ft. ty dolla sign)

Warnings/Tags: toxic!tara, clueless!tara, mature language, implied sexual themes, mentions of violence and trauma.

Note: as promised THE LAST PART (woohoo😮‍💨) this was seriously a lot of fun and became a bit of a writing exercise using songs as prompts and trying to piece them together into a storyline. Thanks for all the comments, reblogs and feedback. They are so appreciated! Let me know what you guys think! <3

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“You’re staring, again.”

Tara snaps her gaze back to the book on the table, ignoring her friends’ smug smiles. “Why don’t you just go up to her and apologize?”

“She doesn’t want to talk to me, trust me, I’ve tried.” Tara rolls her eyes.

It’s been two weeks since that night at the party and you have been ignoring Tara. You spent the rest of spring break working at your uncle’s shop, avoiding the friend group, sans Mindy because you couldn’t exactly avoid someone you lived with. Tara attempted to give you space the following days and then reached out to you in hopes that you could talk and sort out the situation. Tara doesn’t want to lose you as a friend.

“I’m not gonna apologize for something that wasn’t my fault, Mindy. Just because she caught feelings doesn’t mean we can’t be friends. But now she’s ignoring me?” Tara scoffs, “Well, some friend she is.”

“God Chad’s right. You two are clueless.” Mindy’s nose wrinkled.

“She knows where to find me when she’s done being stubborn.” Crossing her arms, she glances back at you. You were sitting across the quad, on a bench surrounded by your other friends; laughing and talking, unfazed by Tara’s brazen staring.

How were you not seeing her shameless looks?

She swallowed the pitiful lump in her throat as she continues to observe your carefree nature.

“Weren’t you begging me to tell her to call you back like a week ago?” Mindy objected causing Anika and Quinn to snicker as they listen in, not bothering to pretend like they weren’t eavesdropping.

“Begging is a stretch,” She mutters weakly, picking at the corner of her book.

“Tara, why can’t you just admit that you want to be with her?” Quinn ponders, genuinely confused as to why you two are playing hopscotch around one another. Everyone could see how madly in love you two are.

It genuinely puzzled the friend group as to why it’s taking this long to get you guys to stop playing games.

They just wanted to see their friends together and happy, definitely not because of the growing bet pool. And not because it was getting increasingly expensive to wager in the bet the longer it ran because you two refused to acknowledge the clear feelings you have for each other. (It was starting to burn a sizeable hole in their wallets)

The brunette shakes her head defiantly, “We’re just hooking up.”

“You’re not acting like you guys are just hooking up.” Anika counters, “actually, you guys act more like a couple than me and Mindy sometimes.”

“No. We don’t,” She frowns.

“Yes you do and it’s gross,” The aforementioned girl interjects. “No one should be cuter than me and my girl.” She wraps an arm around Anika, leaning in to lovingly peck the girl’s cheek.

“Y/N’s always bringing you coffee when you study with us at the library, even though her class is on the other side of campus.” Anika comments.

“She always loses on purpose when we play card games just so you can win,” Quinn adds.

“She laughs at all your lame jokes and obscure movie references – there’s no way you enjoy Suspiria as much as you say you do,” Mindy stated.

“Hey!”

“Dude, she has a Spotify playlist titled with your name and heart beside it.” Mindy throws her hands up, feeling a bit fed up.

“Doesn’t mean anything, we share music all the time!”

“Tara, Y/N literally takes care of your plants when you complain about forgetting,” Quinn objects.

Tara’s still feeling persistent. “That’s not true.”

Her dying plants have been on the mend these last few weeks and it’s definitely because she’s been paying more attention to them; placing the potted plants in a better area for sunlight and watering them more.

Quinn shoots her roommate a pointed look, “You were over-watering them, Tara. Y/N had to come over and change the soil. Did you even notice?”

No, Tara didn’t even notice. She was shocked at how much went over her head as her friends continue to list all the little things you do that, apparently, she’s been too blind to see. She glances back at you as you’re talking to a girl; smiling, unbothered. She recognizes her from her creative writing class – Tara didn’t know you two were close. Close enough for the girl to wrap a hand around your arm and lean into your ear something that the Carpenter can’t make out from the vast distance.

Tara’s eyes slither into tight fissures as she watches the random girl continue to make herself comfortable on you. Eventually, whatever she felt she had to whisper so close was over, but not before the girl planted a kiss on your cheek unsuspectingly. The Carpenter watches as you slightly jump from the contact, then eventually grant her a shy smile – the same smile you reserved for her.

Tara feels an unpleasant drop in her chest because, for the first time since moving to New York, she allowed herself to finally feel everything she’s been burying.

It was suffocating, making her want to claw at her throat to get rid of the nasty sensation. Regardless of how much she swallowed in an attempt to get rid of the feeling, it only grew larger as it ached; begging to be acknowledged. Hastily, Tara stands up, gathering her things.

“Where are you going?” Her friends' questions were left unacknowledged as she footed it, not really sure where she was going; all Tara knows is that she had to get away before her friends see her break down.

In her haste, Tara misses your concerned eyes tracking her disappearing figure.

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Tara is choosing to ignore the world and her problems.

After that conversation with her friends, she ran home, plopped into her bed and hid under the covers for the remainder of the afternoon. She put on her favourite horror movies, hoping it would distract her from her thoughts of you. But her efforts proved to be fruitless. You tormented her thoughts regardless of how desperately she tried to drown them out.

So, she sat there until bright blue skies turned navy and drove herself mad thinking about you.

Trust came sparsely for someone who was violently attacked by a deranged murderer. As much as Tara tried to push through the past and live as if nothing happened, it plagued her in her daily life. It revealed itself when a phone rang too loudly, near kitchen knives, or in dark areas – there were just certain experiences that were tainted by the memory of Ghostface.

But then you showed up. She remembers opening the door to her apartment and there you were, standing behind Mindy with a $15 bottle of champagne and a poorly-wrapped throw blanket for the old couch to celebrate the Carpenter’s housewarming party (an attempt at some normalcy) with a shy smile and Tara was hooked.

No matter how much she tried to distance herself, echoing sentiments that it’s a bad idea to get involved with someone so soon.

You lured her in, anyway.

It was in your tenderness that you had Tara wrapped around your finger.

Normally, the Carpenter would be annoyed with someone treating her like she was made of glass, but when it came to you; she knew it wasn’t out of pity. Your gentleness was welcomed with open arms because for once in her life, Tara finally felt like she didn’t have to be so brave all the time, at least, not when she was around you.

She didn’t have to pretend her life was as put-together as she made it out to be.

Because for once, someone had finally made her feel like she is worthy enough to stay for, to care for, and maybe to love. And that was terrifying because all anyone in her life had ever done is let her down and leave – Sam, her mom, her dad, Amber. So she kept you on a tight leash; taking control and leading. Never letting you close enough to see how she really feels about you. But there are cracks in the unsturdy walls she tries to put up, she’s not perfect. How can she resist you when you still willingly chased after her regardless of what she’s put you through – and how even through her harshness, you never lose your gentleness with her.

You create real balance and peace within her (not the fake one, she’s desperately fronting) and to someone who’s only known chaos and instability – that’s terrifying. So sue her, for being a little scared.

So, yes.

Right now, Tara is ignoring everything around her because that realization is too big a burden to deal with.

She has her legs pulled up to her chest, the fuzzy blanket you gifted months ago, wrapped around her shoulders as she watches the TV from the couch; not really paying attention to the film. Her eyes begin to burn the longer she stares at the blue-lit screen causing a painful sting to her pupils.

A terse knock on the front door startles her making her blink at the sound.

Everyone was out for the night; Sam at therapy, Quinn at a hookup’s house and her other friends, all off doing their own thing. She wasn’t sure who could be at the door at this time. Cautiously, she stands to silently walk to the door – the pads of her naked feet connecting to the wooden floor litter goosebumps on her skin. Standing on the tips of her toes, Tara looks through the peephole.

She sees you shifting on your feet, glancing over your shoulder – looking unsure if you should even be there.

Tara feels a pit forming in her stomach, but moves swiftly to unlock the door, opening it.

“Hey.” She says softly, palm wrapped tight on the doorknob in an attempt to ground herself.

“Hi.” You rub a hand on the back of your neck.

“What–what are you doing here?” Tara sees you flinch, mistaking her tone for malice but you’re answering before she can correct herself.

“Mindy said you needed my help.” You drawl as if confused.

Tara shares your confusion, brows drawing together. “I… don’t need help?”

You shake your head, clenching your jaw tight, “God dammit… I think she set us up.”

“Oh.”

Rolling your eyes, “Yeah, oh. Look, that’s my bad, I’ll deal with her. You can go back to… doing whatever you were doing.”

Tara sees you eye her attire glumly; an oversized shirt that covered her bare legs; assuming the worst. Her eyes immediately widened like saucers, grabbing your arm before you could leave.

“No! That–that’s not–I’m home. Alone.” She clarifies. The word ‘alone’ taking a special raised and rushed tone.

You scoff, pulling away from her, “good for you.”

“Can we talk?” Tara calls out, she can’t let you leave yet – despite her previous decision to ignore you and ignore her feelings. The longer you stood across from her, the more she realized just how much she’s missed you these last few weeks.

“No.” You continue to walk down the hall.

Tara grows desperate, running after you and grabbing your arm again to stop you from leaving. The concrete floors were rough on the soles of her feet. “Y/N, please.”

You turn, ready to yank your arm away from her grip but her watery eyes halt you; sympathy bubbling lowly in your chest and you curse inwardly at how easy it was for her to lure you back in.

“Can y’all shut the fuck up? Some people are trying to get some sleep!” A voice interrupted, it was her neighbour, peeking his head a couple of doors down to yell at you two. He pops his whole body out when he sees Tara’s revealing figure, shooting her a lewd smile through his cigarette-tainted teeth, “Oh hey, there.”

Tara feels you turn in her hold as your face drops – jaw clenching as you glare at her sleazy neighbour (who was at least in his late 40s judging by his greying hair) “Go back inside unless you wanna get fucked up and stop looking at her.”

He stares back for a few seconds, debating if the challenge was worth his time. You move her behind you with a tug of an arm; blocking his view of her. Tara knows it's the wrong time but she couldn’t help but move closer; inhaling your familiar perfume. “Man, you’re not even worth my time.”

You wait until he shuts the door before facing her again, muttering under your breath. “Creepy motherfucker.”

“Go back inside before anyone else comes out here begging for a show.” You tell her, lightly pushing her back to her door. But her hold on your arm tightens, “Not until you come inside and talk to me.”

You sigh, looking around the hallway in an attempt to buy yourself some time before you eventually gave in – tugging her inside the apartment.

Only once you were both inside did you pull away from her grip; Tara’s arm falling limply by her side. You look at her expectantly, “Well?”

Tara remains unmoving and silent, She curls into herself, leaning against the back of the couch just staring at you

You grow annoyed at her silence, running a hand on your face, “Tara you begged me to talk…”

Still nothing from the Carpenter; she isn’t sure why she can’t say anything now that you’re standing in front of her. Maybe it was because she wasn’t ready to confront you and her feelings but as you stood there, about to leave, she knew she couldn’t let that happen. She wasn’t sure when she would see you again, this was the closest you’d been around her in the last few weeks.

At this point, she was acting on pure impulse and heightened emotions.

“Unbelievable…” You mutter, grabbing the doorknob. She can feel practically feel the sharp snap in your patience as you try to leave, again.

“I don’t get you.”

That stops you in your tracks, making you turn looking confused.

“What?”

Tara begins to shake her head.

“I mean, I don’t get you… Like, why are you still here? Jesus, Y/N, you’ve been ignoring me but you still came here cause you thought I needed help. Even after all the petty shit I’ve been doing with those guys to fuck with you and after the party” She grabs at her hair; roughly tugging on it. “And even after all that, you still chase after me. Why!”

“Because I love you.”

Tara inhales a sharp breath at your admission and how carelessly easily you said those words. Your brows furrowed like you looked genuinely confused by her question, it has Tara scoffing in disbelief. Unsure how you can still give her genuineness even after everything she’s done, she doesn’t deserve it.

“No, you don’t, you can’t. We’re just hooking up, it was just sex.” She denies, but a fog of tears is beginning to cloud her eyes. Even through the haze, she can see you approaching closer, holding a cautious hand out.

“Maybe I am just a hook-up to you… but I didn’t just catch feelings for you. I’m not just falling in love with you, I already fell Tara. More like, I dove head-first without a life jacket,” You take the moment to chuckle dryly.

“And yeah, that wasn’t part of the plan but I wouldn’t be able to live with myself I didn’t tell you that there’s someone that wants to wake up and fall asleep beside you every day. Someone that wants to show you that maybe this time you don’t have to be so afraid to let someone in.” You shake your head, looking down for a brief moment of insecurity but you regain the passion in your eyes as you connect gazes.

“So, look me in the eyes and tell me that I’m just a hookup, and if you do. I’ll leave you alone – for good.” She desperately blinked away the tears as she attempts to meet your eyes to tell you that you are just a hookup, it is just sex, she doesn’t love you too. But when she meets your eyes, she sees tenderness again and suddenly her knees are buckling under her.

Her body doesn’t meet the ground like she expects it to. Instead, you grabbed her, wrapping a firm arm around her waist as you held her weight up. She can hear distant mutterings of comfort being whispered in her ear but nothing registers as she realizes that she’s starting to sob uncontrollably.

“Baby…need you to breathe… ‘gonna make yourself sick.”

She couldn't hear anything around her until her face is being pressed into soft fabric; clawing at it, in a desperate attempt to self-soothe. She’s having a panic attack.

“Tara… Please, baby, you have to breathe–” You beg but Tara can’t hear you properly.

Nothing works until she feels you wrap her in a firm hug, still leaving her enough space so as to not feel suffocated. One arm around her waist, the other hand wrapped around her neck, as you rub soothing lines on her clammy skin.

A few moments of silence pass until Tara feel the pressure in her chest ease as the ringing in her ears subsides. She gasps for air against your chest, coughing as a burning ache in her throat develops. The rubbing of lines on her neck turns into firm pats on the back as Tara continues to cough through her tears.

“It’s okay, it’s okay.” You shush her. Eventually, her coughs turn into occasional sniffles and deep breaths as you run fingers back up her hair comfortingly; giving her all patience she required.

“I’m sorry,” Tara says once she pulls her head off your chest, keeping a tight grip on your clothes.

“You have nothing to apologize for,” Your eyes softened as you ran the pads of your thumbs to wipe away at her tear-stained cheeks.

She shakes her head in your grip, “Yes, I do. Even now, you’re still treating me so well. I don’t deserve it.” Her voice turns into a broken whisper as she finally allows herself to be vulnerable.

“Oh Tara,” You said so tenderly, “You deserve the world, baby. You’re amazing.”

“No, I’m not,” She shakes her head, beginning to pull away from you, not wanting to hear your words and how genuinely you believed it.

You tightened your grip around her waist, preventing her from moving. “Yes, you are, if only you can see yourself the way I see you. Oh, Tara, you don’t even realize it. You amaze me, you make me want to be a better person, that’s what you do to me, that’s what you make me feel. Not the other stuff you’re saying.”

Shaking your head, passion raging in your eyes; eye contact with the smaller girl unwavering, “The way you care for everyone around you, and how you carry yourself despite everything you’ve gone through… Baby, it’s amazing to watch you be yourself. I know, I know… After Amber, it’s hard–” That makes Tara’s eyes widen, unaware you knew about her and her late friend.

“–to trust people but, if you just gave me a chance and spared me an ounce of trust to let yourself fall… I promise I’ll be under there waiting with a safety net.”

Tara examines your eyes, there was no ounce of dishonesty in them. But that’s to be expected, you’ve always been genuine with her, always up-front, and calling her out on her shit – with love. It was one of the things that made her fall for you. Where everyone around her treats her like she’s a porcelain doll, letting her get away with whatever she wanted – you stopped her, but always in a way that was more so loving and protective rather than overbearing and smothering.

The thudding in her chest begs for reprieve as her heart craves to be moulded with yours. Her heart wants to know what it was like to beat in tandem with you, to finally allow herself to be caught instead of trying (and failing) to hold herself up all the time.

As Tara’s body caves in on herself, she pulls you down by the neck, unable to hide the content sigh that leaves her lips when your mouths meet in the middle. The kiss was sweet, passionate and firm; it poured out all love that words could never capture; where the tool of language proved to be invaluable in expressing her feelings.

“I trust you…” Tara whispers when she pulls away, unable to school the smile breaking across her lips. You giggle, making her smile wider. For once the heaviness in Tara's chest feels bearable with you in her arms.

No other words were exchanged as you two attempted to meet again for a kiss only to bump noses and miss because you two were beaming so wide.

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dayslynthesix · 1 year ago

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let the games begin | charles leclerc redbull!era x horner!reader

what would happen if charles signs a contract with redbull after the disastrous season 2023 was with ferrari? would it be unfair with himself to let go of his dream or would it be a jump of faith that those dreams could became real with the competition? this one is more like a platonic relashionship between charles and isabella (i got this very bad habit that i cannot write with s/n anymore)

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f1 Charles Leclerc made his Ferrari debut in 2018, racing alongside with the 4 times champion of the world, Sebastian Vettel, now, finishing his 5th year with the Scuderia and far from the results that he wanted, he leaves the team. Charles raced 100 races with Ferrari, won 5 times, including his historical winning in Monza, 2019 and 28 poles. Very good luck, Charles.

maxverstappen1 let's hope for no more inchidents, on the race

redbullracing welcome to the team, charlie!

izzyhaho now that's what I'm talking about. hey, charles, hope you like me, because you're about to hear my voice on your ear fot the next 24 races haha

user1 ok hold on mom it's happening, charles is moving to redbull

user2 it was worth nothing to be il predestinado on a failure as a team, welcome home, leclerc

user3 now im anxious to see how ferrari will perform next year

user4 hope the santander sponsor is worthy

user5 IMAGINE CHARLES DRIVING THAT ROCKET IM ON 9TH CLOUD

charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc for 5 years this team and this car were my dream, i have won with ferrari and i have lost with them - many times, but i still had faith in the project, unfortunately, my dream was not enough to hold the love and the wishes i had with them. thank you all tifosi out there, for the indescribably suport and love you have showed me for the past years, it was my honour. my heart will always bleed ferrari red, but it is time to breath another air.

izzyhaho "another air" redbull air, competent team air, blue air, oversteering air, im about to faint, hold on

carlossainz55 best of luck, cabron!

landonorris well, i thought i would be the one who's gonna be max's teammate

redbullracing 💙💙

user6 you'll always be our man, Charlie

user7 i dont know if this is a dream or a nightmare

user18 nightmare was what was going on at ferrari

user8 lol it is actually happening

user9 will redbull do the multi 21 all over again or they will be free to fight?

user10 KICKING MY FEET NOW

scuderiaferrari

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scuderiaferrari it is with a sad heart that we said goodbye to charles, it was amazing 5 years. il predestinado will forever be our maranello sun. thank you, charles. good luck on your next chapter.

charles_leclerc thank you so much!

izzyhaho your maranello sun is now our sun haha

user11 isabella is so chronically online that im dying to see her liked tweets tomorrow

user12 christian horner is right now opening his 56 thousands of dollas bootle of wine to drink a good glass of the most expensive wine ever because he got his dream driver line up

izzyhaho he is, in fact

maxverstappen1 he's been drinking a glass of wine per day since charles went for a "casual talk" with him

user13 wait, so this mean that max is not christian golden boy anymore?

maxverstappen1 you wish (im scared)

redbullracing

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redbullracing say hello to our new duo for the 2024 season, welcome home, charles, we are hoping to see you shine in navy blue. see you in march.

charles_leclerc thank you for the reception, i wasn't expecting the cake considering my birthday was a few weeks ago

maxverstappen1 why did you choose this photo, adm?

redbullracing mini boss who choose it

izzyhaho yes, i did, i thought it would be funny

user14 poor christian, if he thought his life was difficult with maxiel, now he have max, charles and his daughter around

izzyhaho oh he knows!

maxverstappen1 charles is still a little shy with the dinamics, but the prank week is on!

user15 im actually very happy with charles moving to redbull

user16 i wish i had good lawyers so i could say everything i want to say

user17 charles got a shitty car for 2 seasons and jumped the boat, never gonna be a world champion

izzyhaho at least he can drive a formula one car, something you could never 😜

user18 isabella was like "don't say shit about my new friend" and went for it

user19 so, we won on the lottery, i mean, charles is on a competitive team, have a nice car, have a nice race engineer and a team principal who looks for his best interests

user20 isabella is a race engineer?

izzyhaho noooo, im a physics student, but I'll work side by side with kai (charles engineer)

izzyhaho

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izzyhaho ok, i was thinking about and ill give it a go: ask me questions about f1 and life and ill answer during my waiting time

user21 where are you going, iz?

izzyhaho I'm flying back to the uk, team meeting for the start of the season

user22 what exactly is your job at redbull?

izzyhaho i mean... almost everything? usually i stay with media duties, follow the drivers around, do the posts, stuff like that, but my thing is analyzing data and im the race engineers backup, i spend most part of the fp, qualy and race side by side with hannah

user23 who's your favorite driver?

izzyhaho jenson button, there's no other answer for it, but i really like lewis and seb

user24 where and what exactly is your degree?

izzyhaho im a physics student at the MIT, but im about to graduate early next year

maxverstappen1 what are your pets names?

izzyhaho very funny haha look how im laughing, but my dogs names are ascari, mirabel and mugham, 3 border collies

landonorris what happened in bali during the summer break?

izzyhaho you wish 🤭

user25 where do you live?

izzyhaho in boston, but after i graduate ill move back to europe, probably monaco or spain

user26 why do you spend so much time in brazil?

izzyhaho do i need a reason? lol, i like the country, the people, the culture, the food, the football... but most of it is just like, so i can feel close to senna, I've never saw him race, but my dad did, and i think he was amazing, especially as a person, so i like to feel close to the country and the people and the places who made him who he was, and i have friends there too

user27 fav sport?

izzyhaho tennis and volleyball, i love both and i have some very good friends who play booth

user28 how is like to work with your dad?

izzyhaho hey pops, do you want to answer this one? it is nice, we work along very well, we usually go for the same line of thinking when it comes to races and we have a very good relationship, and if max thinks he is my dad golden kid, he is absolutely right 😔

user29 did you never consider pursuing a driving career?

izzyhaho i did, for a while, i drove for formula 4 and formula 3 but then i realized that what i like is the theoretical part of business, but i hope to drive a f1 car at least once

user30 how is your relationship with charles?

izzyhaho 🤭🤭

user31 which are the drivers you are the closest with?

izzyhaho uhhhh... im very close with max, for obvious reasons, oscar and i are pretty friends as well, charles, zhou, lewis and george, but i got along with all of the grid

user32 what are you fav tswift songs, era and album?

izzyhaho AMAZING QUESTION! fav songs: seven, afterglow, all to well, lover and call it what you want. fav album: rep, obviously abd fav era: i love her red era

user33 expectations for the 2024 season?

izzyhaho win everything that we can possibly win

redbullracing

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redbullracing it's lights out and away we go for the 2024 formula one season. 1-2 for the bulls on bahrein and a great start of the season for charles, congratulations on p2, lets aim for first next one, congratulations to max for winning the opening race of the season. let's goooooooo (mini boss said we need to look more happy)

maxverstappen1 well done, team

charles_leclerc great work, let's go for saudi aiming all 44 points

izzyhaho amazing job, as the usual

scuderiaferrari congratulations, Charles!

user34 can we take a moment to appreciate how well the car married with charles? it was like watching the old times again

user35 verstappen and leclerc fighting for p1 all the race, redbull doing double stacks 2 times, no inchidents... we'll about to testify the most dominant season a team could everrrrr be

user36 the way thar charles left the car and immediately went for the team and the team was there to congratulate him

user37 this duo... let's hope it doesn't turn a britcedes 2.0

redbullracing

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redbullracing: jeddah, melbourne and suzuka front row lockout 🔒 congratulations on charles first pole and first victory for the team, well done! congrats to max for his second win of the season. see you soon shanghai.

maxverstappen1 let's do it again next week, can we?

charles_leclerc hey adm, could i please fire isabella from being my race engineer?

izzyhaho you are saying this now that you won 2 out of 4 races just because i got i little too happy and screamed for 3 laps on your ear?

maxverstappen1 she did it with me too

sebastianvettel i think she just didn't do it with me too because she wasn't at the paddock the first time i won, but the first world championship... i can still hear her

pierregasly lil charlie is all for the team

landonorris charles is like troy bolton

maxverstappen1 that would made me gabriella montez?

danielricciardo no.

izzyhaho max, delete this, daniel is about to storm into the facilities just to cry in front of you

charles_leclerc i don't want this blond as my gabriella montez

danielricciardo hey isabella, he's talking about you

user38 100% of victories for redbull so far... im scared

user39 the way that even though we know rbr is going to win the season is good because charles and max are fighting all the time

user40 we all knew that with a good car charlie would shine

user41 no more nightmares about a understeering car

user42 no one is going to talk how ferrari dnfed 2 races and only stayed on points on jeddah?

besthorneriz karma takes all my friends to the summit

redbullracing isabella, get out of your private account!

#formula 1 #charles leclerc #formula one imagine #formula one #f1 imagine #charles leclerc imagine #ferrari #max verstappen #redbull era charles

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nickssidewitch · 7 months ago

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Ride Me Like A Carnival…

Go! Go! Go! A story where Matt and his girlfriend Alyssa are leaving the carnival, and it reminds him of a certain trending song…

Warnings: SMUT, Dom!Matt x Sub!OC (named Alyssa), RIDING!!

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“You’re so annoying,” Alyssa sighed, rolling her eyes as she walked alongside her cocky boyfriend.

Matt snorted. “You know that’s not true,” he argued slyly, making his girlfriend groan and push him away from her playfully.

The two walked up to Matt’s car, hopped in, and began to drive home.

“It is true, especially right now,” She contested. “Winning all those fucking games got to your head.”

“I’ll make you get to my head…”

“Oh no…”

“Head of this dick!”

Alyssa sighed. “You just wanted to make that joke ‘cause that didn’t make any sense.”

“True,” he admitted with a shrug. “You laughed though, didn’t you?”

Though Alyssa turned her head to face the window and crossed her arms, Matt could still see a small grin on her lips. He chuckled and slapped his hand onto her thigh closest to him, gripping it. “See? I’m funny.”

The two got home and took their shoes off by the door. Matt walked into the kitchen, getting a fresh, cold root beer from the refrigerator.

In the living room, Alyssa walked up to the mirror on the wall and began to take off her earrings. “That carnival was fun, right?”

Matt made his way to the living room and sat on the couch, cracking open his root beer. “It was, honey.” He took a sip of his drink before continuing. “Everytime I hear the word carnival I think of that Kanye song. Y’know, the one with Carti and Ty Dolla Sign?” He laid back against the couch, his legs spreading more widely and hands behind his head. “You ride dick like a carnival, baby?” He grew a smug smirk on his face as he waited for his girl to answer.

“Um, I-” Alyssa paused. She wanted to say yes, she really did, because she knew that was the smarter, more confident route to take. But, there was just something about the question mixed with Matt’s current cocky demeanor that made her hesitant.

Although the smirk remained, Matt cocked an eyebrow as he noticed her hold back a response. “You're not sure?” He questioned.

Alyssa continued to blush and stutter, “I guess so? Well, I-”

Matt quickly interrupted her statement of weakened confidence, beckoning her over with a couple of flicks of his hand. “C’mere, sweet girl,” he said cutely, juxtaposing the egoistic look on his face. His hands beat his thighs, acting as a signal for her to sit on them.

The girl sat atop one of his thighs, but it wasn’t enough for Matt as he grabbed one of her legs and swung it around his waist. This put her completely sat on his lap, her chest facing his, her groin placed on his, and their eyes locking with each other’s.

“You ride dick like a carnival, baby?” He repeated the question and looked into her eyes as if he was searching for the answer that her mouth prevented her from speaking. His hands gripped into her waist and his thumbs began to rub circles into her lower back, a habit he developed the first few times she was ever on top of him. It seemed to calm the two of them down, and the motion just stuck.

The soul-searching look in his eyes seemed to hypnotize Alyssa to finally answer a weak, “Yes,” which was all Matt needed to initiate their upcoming venture.

The boyfriend, still wanting to show himself off after a whole evening of winning carnival games and proving himself to be “something along the lines of the best” as he called himself (he claimed to be modest and used that line of phrasing to prove it), brought his lips to Alyssa and kissed her for a couple of seconds, biting her lip and tugging at it as he pulled back and placed his hands behind his head again. “Prove it.”

Alyssa swore she could hear herself gulp.

He chuckled as he watched her blush. He could feel her body tense as his request, which egged on his smug performance. “Prove to me that you can ride like that.” His eyes landed down between his legs and shot back up into hers, almost like a gesture. “Pull my cock out and show me what you got, princess.”

Alyssa followed his commands and brought her hands between his legs and her own, unzipping his black jeans and pulling out his dick. The sight made her marvel every time, and her mouth salivated instinctively at its form. Thankfully, she was wearing a summer dress, so she could easily pull up the fabric to reveal her own private area.

Matt bit his lip as he watched the scene play out. His girlfriend gave his dick a couple of strokes with her hand, and he took this time to lick four of his fingers, coating them with his saliva to use as a sort of lube to rub at Alyssa’s pussy and warm her up.

Alyssa’s head threw back at his touch, halting her from continuing with her actions. But she was quickly made to resume as she felt a stinging slap on her left ass cheek. She looked at Matt, who said, “C’mon you gotta ride me, sweetheart. Don’t take too long,” he paused to lean forward and whisper in her ear, “or I’m gonna have to take charge. You understand?”

Alyssa nodded and finally gripped onto the shaft of his dick to line it with her entrance. She lifted her body up slightly to line herself with his dick as well, before finally sliding down onto it. She could feel Matt’s hands holding her waist and helping her situate onto him, but he quickly placed them back behind his head. Alyssa could tell he really wanted her to truly prove herself to him.

The feeling of his dick inside of her made the two of them groan, not only in satisfaction, but also to hold themselves back from having an orgasm prematurely. Alyssa began to slide herself up and down repeatedly, letting out little whimpers and soft moans as her arousal started to build up. Her boyfriend’s eyes followed her movements up and down as he observed her. It was like he was genuinely examining her, seeing if she could really provide the proper evidence for her claim that she could ride him “like a carnival”. He had to keep this act up for at least some more minutes before giving her his final conclusion.

Alyssa’s hips began to sway in circular motions at a decent pace, but she kept this up only for so long before she started to whimper and slow down. Matt tried to rile her up a bit, giving another slap and grip onto her ass cheek. But this was no dice. His girl was unraveling on top of him, but not in a good way.

“Baby, come here,” he commanded in a soft tone. He didn’t actually want her to follow his command, so he just wrapped his arms around her back and pulled her in closer. She was trembling, the poor girl. Her head rested on his shoulder and her arms mimicked his as she wrapped them around his back. Matt shushed her whimpers and began to speak to her soothingly in her ear. “It’s okay, baby, shh,” he whispered. “I know, it’s a lot. You’re overwhelmed, I know. I can feel it. Yeah? You are?” He leaned back for a small second before shifting back again. “I know, I see it. You’re okay, I promise. I’ll help you out, but only to give you a little boost, okay?” His hands rubbed at her quivering back to help her calm down.

Alyssa could only respond with a “mhm”. Her boyfriend let out a small breath of a laugh before bringing his hands down to her hips and gripping a bit tightly. “Okay, you might wanna hold onto me,” he warned her, and as soon as she did, his lower body began to thrust upwards into hers at a rapid pace, causing the girl to let out a drawled out moan. She tried to hold her sounds back as best as she could, but the moment Matt fixed his head to look at her face and study her expressions, she opened her mouth and released all of them.

Matt nodded at her reactions as a sign of reassurance. He let out with a grunt and gritted teeth, “There you go, there you go! There’s my girl!” Alyssa giggled for half a second before a spot in her tummy began to twist in arousal, causing her to get back to moaning again.

Matt felt her begin to tighten around him, and this caused him to stop his movements. He quickly slapped her ass multiple times to get her to continue her previous riding without losing the momentum he gave her. “Just had to help you out a little, baby, it’s okay.” He chuckled and began to watch her ride him again. Her movements seemed so much more fluid and he could tell she had more intention.”There she is! Look at my girl! Riding me like a pro!” A huge smile appeared on his face, one of enjoyment and pride.

Alyssa finally clamped around his dick fully, her orgasm hitting her hard. Her body shook, but she never ceased riding Matt.

“Fuck, I’m close, Lyss,” he groaned. “Please… fuck.”

Alyssa bounced herself up and down a few more times before he pulled out and came on both of their bodies. The couple’s chests heaved as they tried to regain their composure.

“Did I do good?” Alyssa finally asked, her eyes sparkling with curiosity and a hint of post-sex gleam.

“Of course, honey,” He assured her. “Rode me like a carnival.” He chuckled and helped her off of his lap.

“I did,” She said with a confident smile. A tinge of her own ego began to appear on her face which made Matt’s pride in her grow instantly.

“I knew you had it in you all along, sweetheart,” he explained, grabbing a tissue from a box on the coffee table to clean his dick off. “I could see you slipping a little toward the middle. That’s why I helped you a bit. Why did you doubt yourself, honey? If you don’t mind me asking.”

Alyssa blushed. “Because you’re you. And I’m me. I didn’t wanna let you down.”

Matt gave her a warm smile and pulled her in close to him. He got another tissue and began to help Alyssa wipe herself off as well. He never missed out on aftercare. “You could never let me down. You’re great at riding me. And I love watching you ride me, too. Don’t doubt yourself like that. And plus, I’ll always be your biggest cheerleader. That’s why I only helped you a bit and didn’t make you cum with my actions. I wanted you to prove to yourself– not me– that you’re great at riding. And what did you learn?”

“I am,” she replied, which made Matt kiss her forehead.

“Good girl,” he said with a nod. “Now we have to prove the other part of the song.” Alyssa looked at him confused before he continued, “Is your head so good you’re a honor roll?”

#sturniolo triplets #matt sturniolo #matthew sturniolo #matt sturniolo x reader #matthew sturniolo x reader #matt sturniolo smut #chris sturniolo #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #christopher sturniolo

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june-pop · 1 year ago

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Ni-Ki BF Headcanons

Ni-ki x Reader

Warnings: none

• His love language is definitely physical touch & quality time

• After watching some of their content, him and the group members say themselves that he (and Jungwon) doesn’t play video games as much as his hyungs do

• So I think he’s much more of a movie date type of boyfriend

•You always find yourself cuddled up next to him on the couch watching studio Ghibli movies for the nth time that week cause that boy is obsessed

• Try’s to teach you some his group’s choreography or one he made himself

• Loves when your attention is on him, so don’t take your eyes off him please

• If he notices you paying more attention to someone else he won’t really comment on it but he will get more quiet over time

• When you point it out he’s gonna try to deny it and avoid talking, but just give him a nice big hug and suddenly he’s back to himself

• He’s a big tease

• If you’re shorter he will use his height against you

• If you’re taller you better give him a taste of his own medicine 🤨

• Will probably try and make you flustered at any chance he gets (as if he isn’t screaming on the inside)

• Will make it his life mission to win you at least 2-3 plushies if you go to an arcade or carnival

• I can definitely see him being the type to spoil his s/o. Maybe not a lot but every now and then he’ll buy you something you like

• A necklace you saw at a store but didn’t have enough money for? Don’t worry he’ll pay for it behind your back and give it to you when you get back home☺️

“Riki that was like 200 dolla-” “let’s not focus on that, it looks so nice on you doesn’t it”

“😨”

• HEAD PATS

•please give this boy some head pats, he seems to really love when people play with his hair and stuff

• Especially if he’s had a long day and just wants to be with you, the second y’all start cuddling just start playing with his hair and massaging his scalp and that boy will be out like a light

• Your own personal photographer. Takes random photos of you with or without you knowing

• Has a whole album on his phone dedicated just to you that he rarely lets anyone else see

• Boy has a staring problem 😐

• You could be doing anything and once you turn around Riki’s just staring at you and you’re just like 🧍🏾‍♀️/ 🧍🏽….. can I help you?

• He try’s to play it off but anyone can tell he was in awe by you doing absolutely nothing

• He’s whipped

• Will start denying and blushing if you try to tease him about it

• Not too much though or you might end up on the couch getting tickled to death 💀

• I think he’d be very gentle with his s/o though. Like he might have some play fights with you but he’s definitely not as aggressive with you as he is with others

• Unapologetically rejects anyone who try’s to flirt or get with him because he already has you.

• He will make that quite clear, this boy can be blunt and very intimidating

• So just imagine Riki with a blank face telling the person “I have a s/o already” and walk away and once he sees you he’s suddenly all smiles as if he didn’t just crush someone’s heart😭

• Kisses with him are….interesting

• They honestly depend on the mood

• Earlier in the relationship they definitely didn’t happen often.

• Maybe some quick ones here and there

• But as time went on he got more & more bold

• You just put on some chapstick? Kiss

• He wanted to see what flavor it was 🤷🏾‍♀️

• You’re trying to ignore him for wtv reason? Kiss

• Can’t avoid him forever🤷🏾‍♀️ He will get your attention one way or another

• He got really excited about something that happened? He’s giving you a big hug and then kissing you until you can’t breathe

• What else was he supposed to do, you just looked so kissable🤷🏾‍♀️

• Cooking for the both of you? He’s coming up and giving you a nice hug from behind while also planting a few kisses on your shoulder

• He just wants to be close to you…and sneak a few pieces a food in his mouth

• SPEAKING OF BACK HUGS

• Riki LIVES AND BREATHES BACK HUGS

• both giving and receiving but prefers giving.

• Arguments are rare but they happen

• if it was something big he might take a bit to himself to think and them comeback to properly talk things out with you

• He doesn’t like yelling and hates if your upset with him, vice versa

• He’s a great listener, if you need to vent about something he will be by your side to listen and comfort you

• Will try to crack jokes to make you smile

• He loves your smile

• In general he loves you!!!!

• He’s just a someone who I think has a lot of love to give but just wants to find the right person to give it too

Hope you all enjoyed!!!

#enha imagines #enha niki #enhypen #enhypen riki #ni ki #ni ki fluff #ni ki x reader #nishimura niki #nishimura riki #riki fluff #niki imagines #niki headcanons #enha x reader #enhypen x reader #enha fluff #ni ki enhypen #enha riki #enhypen x y/n

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moonlightdreamzz · 1 year ago

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safety net

a glimspe into the love of you and kim mingyu; a love that sometimes seems too good to be true.

🎧 ➤ safety net by ariana grande ft. ty dolla sign

pairing: mingyu x black!fem!reader

genre: fluff + light and brief smut

the soft morning light is filtered through your bedroom window, casting a warm glow on the room. you can’t help but notice the peacefulness of your surroundings: the gentle ticking of the clock, the rustling of the trees outside, and the distant chirping of birds. you feel grateful for this moment of stillness and contentment.

your love, mingyu, is seemingly in a deep slumber. he inhales deeply and exhales slowly, the sound of his breath adding to the peace of the moment. you'd been admiring him in all his beauty for the past two hours. his sun-kissed skin, which is even more beautiful now that it's summer, is holding you, as are his arms, which keep a firm grip on your body even while he's sleeping.

you inhale deeply, letting the breath out in dramatic fashion; a sound you could make only while he couldn’t hear you or else he would stop at nothing to know what’s bothering his girl. you could never hide your emotions from him no matter how hard you tried. he’d hold you hostage in this bed until you confessed.

“i wonder what you’re dreaming about.” you whisper barely audible, placing your cheek on his forehead and cupping his face. your lips can’t help but to place a kiss in the bullseye between his eyes. you begin to pepper gentle kisses all of his face to comfort yourself, but it’s not helping.

kim mingyu truly was something. and you genuinely couldn’t wrap your head around how you two ended up here so fast.

from the moment you met him, you knew he was special. it was like you had known each other for years, even though you had just met. you found yourself drawn to his kind heart, his easy laughter, and his gentle touch. he could read your thoughts, anticipate your needs, and make you feel like the most important person in the world like it was nothing.

these deep emotions are why you really hated how much you doubted it instead of enjoying each and every second with him. lately, your insecurities had been trying to come to the surface more and more no matter how much you tried to tame it.

“your mind is running.” his raspy voice sings to you, nuzzling closer into your chest. “I’m not at full energy yet, so you’re lucky. but just know when I wake up I’m going to get it out of you.”

“the only thing running is your mouth.” you bluff, even throwing in a fake chuckle to convince him that he didn’t know you as well as he did.

but he did know you. quite frankly, he knew you better than you knew yourself, which was just another thing to add onto his long list of perfection.

“oh word?” he smirks boyishly.

“are you using my lingo?”

“i could’ve sworn you were the one who said ‘what’s yours is mine’ right?”

now you’re fighting back a sly smile, knowing that if you giggled for even a mere second, he would know he’s winning your fake debacle.

“don’t be so quiet now.” he teases, removing his head from your chest to stretch his long body. “by the way, have I told you how thankful I am to you for getting a new bed?” he had been beaming about it since the two of you successfully put it together. it took you both forever to agree on the perfect color for the frame, but in the end, you were able to agree on white. mingyu no longer had to scrunch his large body in fetal position to sleep, and now you could properly lay on his chest as his legs stretched to the end of the mattress.

“i don’t think so…” you lie. you can’t help but tease him, and he responds by tickling you mercilessly. you laugh and squirm as he tickles your sides, your neck, and your feet. you try to fight back, but he’s too strong. you finally surrender, gasping for breath as he holds you close once more. you both lay in bed, panting and giggling, feeling like kids again.

“God, I love you so much.” he chuckles into your neck, before pressing a gentle kiss to it.

your heart stops beating for a moment, before continuing on again.

mingyu feels it when your heart seemingly stops. he wishes he could say he hated being such a tease to you, but that would be a lie and he will never lie to you.

he’s better at hiding it, but mingyu often doesn’t understand what he did to deserve you either. you, y/n, who is so encouraging. he knows he can always rely on you to be in his corner, providing words of support and affirmation, whether he's writing a new song, getting ready for a performance, or crying in your arms because he’s so damn overwhelmed. he could drown in the gratitude for you. he’s so glad to have you by his side because your unshakable faith in him provides him the assurance he needs to accomplish his goals

you’re his girl. his baby. his everything.

there’s a peaceful silent that begins to spread in the room once again, except this time mingyu is wide awake and staring at you. you can feel his eyes burning holes through you, but you’re used to it. as always, your scarf is halfway off of your head. your fuzzy edges are peeking out way more than mingyu knows you would like, so he does what he’s seen you do multiple times in frustration; remove it. unlike you though, gently.

you don’t blink.

“i said i love you.” mingyu repeats in a gentle tone. “so much.”

you snap out of your pacing mind once more to lock eyes with him, and his pearls are brimming with pure concern. your heart swells at how worried he always has to be for you.

“i-i love you too, baby. i’m sorry i just l—

“am overthinking?” he finishes for you.

you take what you assume to be your twentieth deep breath of the day. you then begin a bad habit of yours; you begin to scratch your scalp that was in dire need of some oil, all because you hate that fact that you were making it so obvious that you were having another moment.

mingyu releases you from his hold so that he can sit up on the bed now. his firm back leans on the soft headboard he had just installed only a week ago as he attempts to find the proper words to say to you.

“come here.” he instructs after about two minutes. he effortlessly pulls you on top of him so that you’re straddling his waist, and he immediately embraces you again. if only you knew what your touch did to him. how it made him feel like nothing could hurt him. your scent alone was enough for him, but he knows if he stays in this position he’ll fall asleep again.

“i’m sorry.” you whisper.

“i just wish you could see yourself through my eyes, baby.” he says in a frustrated voice. “through everyone’s eyes. you are quite literally the best thing that has and ever will happen to me. you’ve made me feel so much in so little time. although you’re not funnier than me,” he adds, just so he can see your precious smile, “you’re so damn hilarious. and precious. and don’t even try to act like this isn’t what’s wrong, because I know you. i know you.”

he squeezes your sides proudly; his alluring eyes reading nothing short of accomplished at the fact that you're all his. he’s sporting that signature smile he always did when he was extremely proud and passionate about what he’s speaking of. mingyu always knew exactly what to say to you to make you fall in love with him all over again.

his lips connect to yours in a gentle peck before continuing his confession to you.

“you’re so fucking beautiful. and I know you know that. but you question whether I’m real right? well I do the same thing. but I know it is. im going to marry you. i want to be with you for the rest of my life, y/n. and I’ll stop at nothing to prove that to you. i know you’ve had so many pieces of shit hurt you and I would beat them all up if I could. just know that I got you, boo.

you wrap your hands around his neck, getting even closer to him. “you got me, boo?”

“i do.” he sighs, connecting his forehead with yours in the same motion.

“you know I got you too, right?” you question, your mind repeating his words of him feeling like he was dreaming just as much as you do. how could he, the most beautiful man anybody would ever see in their lifetime, feel that way?

“i know you do. what we have, baby, it’s real. it’s the realest thing I’ve ever known.”

“i’m just so scared, because I know it’s real too. but what if one day things change? what if you don’t feel the same after awhile? someone better?”

mingyu practically burst out into laughter at your words, but he just as quick composes himself when he realizes you’re being genuine. you remove your brown eyes from his and began to look at the floor somberly.

“better than you? y/n, there’s nothing better. you’re it for me.” he takes your chin into his hands, forcing you to look at him. “look at me.” he instructs. “don’t be scared, my love.” mingyu’s lips began to kiss your right earlobe as he flips you over so that you’re on your back now. his hot breath sends shivers down your spine, and you can’t help but arch your back into him. you crave him in every way right now.

“i’ll show you how much I love you.” he manifests, his large hands beginning to fondle you in all the right places.

“you will?” your tone is a mix of teasing him as he loved to do to you, and pleading that he follows through with his word.

“i will. and when I’m making love to you, and tell you to repeat after me, you might wanna listen.” he begins to pepper kisses all over your chest, slowly but surely making his way down to his favorite place.

“give me my first affirmation, please.” you whimper.

“you’re mine.” he growls. “say it. say you’re mine. kim mingyu’s girl.”

“i’m yours, baby. i’m kim mingyu’s girl.” you say without thinking twice, your back arching once more.

it was going to be a long, but very needed afternoon for the two of you.

#mingyu #kpop black reader #mingyu imagines #seventeen black reader #mingyu scenarios #mingyu fluff #mingyu x reader #seventeen #kpop x black reader #kpop x poc reader #seventeen x black reader #seventeen imagines #seventeen fluff

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sweetvelaryon · 8 months ago

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[jaceluke]

[modern!au]

[smut, murder]

[words : 10637]

[song inspired — CARNIVAL BY ¥$, Kanye West, Ty Dolla $ign, Rich the Kid, Playboi Carti — Carousel by Melanie Martinez]

[ full oneshot available: Wattpad: @sxarletdevil

book name: LUCERYS VELARYON

ONESHOT NAME: twin flames ]

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Jacaerys, Lucerys, and Joffery all walked through the carnival, cold air nipping at their pink cheeks. it was a rare occasion to see the Velaryon brothers out and about. Jace had just returned from a long trip in Pentos, while Lucerys ran the long awaited Targaryen and Velaryon business. his mother being CEO of Targaryen Corp and his father Laenor being CEO to Driftmark Enterprises had him busy. Now that Jacaerys was back the work load would be less. Joffery was only seven but pressure was already starting to build in the young boy. it was still undecided if Joffery would take Luke's place as future CEO of Velaryon Enterprises or if he would be moved to Strong Industries. there was no doubt between the brothers each would be a CEO for the rest of their lives.

their parents were on a business trip which it really wasn't. it was more of a visiting trip to their senile grandfather, Viserys. their mother, her wife and three husbands would be gone for the rest of the upcoming week. they took their many siblings trusting Jace and Luke can handle the little work things and care for Joffery. it wasn't the time they had been left alone with their younger brother but it would be the first with the three of them together. Jace kept stealing glances at his lovely brother beside him. the moonlight gave an ethereal shine to his soft, pale skin.

"wanna ride the carousel?" Luke asked joffery as they walked past the ride.

"no! I'm not a child luce." he quickly spoke as he went in line for a rollercoaster.

"aww, but I remember you loving the carousel," Jace teased as they got in line.

"yeah, when I was like four or three," Joffery replied.

"apologies my dear CEO," Luke gave a bow to the young boy hearing Jace laugh beside him. "tell me how you would like you coffee, black or with three creams and sugar?"

joffery rolled his eyes, "ha ha, you know I like my apple juice in the mornings."

the brothers rode rollercoasters, played games winning stuff animals, and eating deep fried Oreos. as they were leaving joffery stopped behind them. Jace and Luke turned to the small boy, confused.

joffery clutched his dragon stuff animal - that he named Tyraxes - his doe eyes looked shinny in the moonlight, "can we ride the carousel?"

Lucerys smiled softly at him before looking to Jacaerys, "of course." the carnival was pretty empty so no one was staring at the odd trio as Jace helped Joffery up on the horse and Luke still a child at heart got on the one beside him. Jace stood in the middle between them, leaning against Luke as the carousel went round and round. it got unspeakably hot between the elder brothers as the both kept stealing glances at one another.

Jace hoped Joffery wouldn't notice. the last thing he needed on his already full plate was his brother blabbing away about how his brothers look at each other with something more than kindness and fondness. on the way back home Luke sat in the front seat, Joffery was sound asleep in the back. soft music played through the speakers of the BMW. Lucerys looked over to Jace seeing he was solely focused on the road. his eyes carefully trailed down his clothing, expensive black trench coat he only wears if it's necessary, the white button up shirt underneath is no doubt Prada. his long curly, brown hair was pulled back in a man bun. his eyes go to his hand on the steering wheel, veiny and strong. the urge to reach and touch his other hand was too alluring. to feel the warmth of his blood and flesh against his soft putty hands. his felt his cheeks warm at the thoughts that fuled his fantasies. he quickly looked away before he noticed. no doubt he probably had already noticed.

when they finally arrived to the lovely mansion, Dragonstone. Lucerys unlocking the front door and picking up the toys that littered the front door. "ugh, egg and vis," he complained.

jacaerys just chuckled as he fixed his hold on his surprisingly heavy brother. "glass of wine?" Luke asked him softly as he was making his way up the stairs.

"wine sounds good," Jace answered.

Lucerys shrugged off his blue coat and hung it up on the hanger before heading into the living room. he continued kicking and pushing toys to the large toy box before turning on the furnace and settling wood in it. the warm fire illuminated the massive living room and heated up the cold house. Luke went to the wine room next door picking his favorite of Westrosi red wine. which conveniently was his mother's and grandmother's favorite. he grabbed two glasses and went back to the living room. Jacaerys had descended downstairs and was hanging his trench coat up.

yep, Prada.

Lucerys placed the glasses on the glass table and popped open the wine. Jace watched him carefully as he poured the red liquid into the cups. the bright red blouse he wore was perfectly shaped to his figure and gave a perfect sight of his breast underneath. the tight, black business pants gave business while the top half gave slutty. the gold eating gave a touch of elegancy and thr ring on his pinky with the Velaryon sigil. he had one exactly like his but his ring was a bit bigger and had the Targaryen sigil. the three dragons that once represented the family Targaryen power. at least that's the stories his mother would tell him. Luke handed him the glass of wine, he reached out and grabbed it letting his fingers touch his brothers. he noticed his brother staring at him before and he now noticed his cheeks flush bright red. Lucerys gave him a smile before sitting down with his own glass of wine. jacaerys watched him take off his Red Bottom heels and toss them to the side.

"those are expensive," Jace commented at his carelessness.

"I can always buy more," he replied bringing the red wine to his lips. the pair stayed quiet as they basked in the warmth of the roaring fire and heat of the red wine melting it's way in their veins.

Lucerys was the first to speak up, "did mother already tell you?"

"tell me what?" Jacaerys looked at him confused.

he scoffed as he sipped his wine, "of course she didn't. a marriage purposely has been made to Hightower Enterprises. more like they made it to us but, our lovely uncle Aemond Targaryen might be my new husband."

Jace tried to hide the complete disappointment and hatred written on his face but it was all there. it was bad enough Aemond was obsessed with Luke after their incident. "how soon?" he asked.

how much time do I have to save you from this shit wedding? don't tell me there's no time. I shouldn't had went on that stupid business trip. fuck. no I refuse to be second to him again.

"a week." Luke answered.

a fucking week. was our lovely mother ever going to tell me?

"how long have you known?" jacaerys asked as he leaned forward to his brother.

"three months," he answered, a pained expression painted in his blue eyes.

I have a week to ruin and save you. I know you don't want to get married. at least not to that psychopath.

"I have something for you," Jace put his glass down and stood up. Luke felt a tinge of disappointment from not getting a declaration of love or a future rescue from his brother. he didn't expect his brother to just ignore it. he drowned the rest of the red wine and poured another glass. Jacaerys finally came back and held his hand to Luke. Lucerys stood up his fingers gently caressing the necklace in his brothers hand. the metal steel felt familiar as if it was from a distance land. his fingers go over the red ruby in the center held by a disk-like steel.

"it's beautiful, Jace," he gushed as he continued to touch the jewelry. his brother snatched it back pulling him out of the trance, "turn around."

god, why do you look so fuckable? Aemond can't have you. so much innocence. so much perfectness.

the fire warmed the living room more as Luke swallowed thickly and turned around. the demand of Jace's cold voice made his body hum in a pleasureable response. his body shuddered as he felt Jace press against him from behind and his breathing gently caressing the back of his neck. he slightly gasped as the cold chain was placed around his neck and clasped onto him. he felt Jace press his hand to the little skin the blouse allowed to be revealed. his hot skin burned with the touch and more so when he felt his brother's lips gently kiss the sensitive skin of his neck. Jace feeling the soft skin of his brother beneath his lips made him drunker then the red wine he hated but knew how much his brother loved. he felt luke lean back to his warmth and ever so softly whimper at the feeling.

"we have a busy week ahead of us. we should get some sleep," Jace spoke up utterly ruining the moment between them.

Lucerys tried to hide the disappointment in his voice as he grabbed his glass of wine, "of course."

Jace hated acting that way to him but it would work out in the end. he hoped.

MONDAY

jacaerys opened his eyes to a pitch black room. it was always like this and that's how he liked it. he didn't want to know if it was 8 a.m. or 3 p.m. the only reason he woke up is because of the music playing downstairs. even in the large mansion everything can be heard. he grabbed his phone and read the time.

7:30 a.m.

he frowned and got up from his bed slipping on his slippers and walking downstairs. he should've grabbed a shirt before leaving the room but he had already decended downstairs to the kitchen. he immediately recognized the song playing HUMBLE by Kendrick Lamar and the rappers Lucerys and Joffery. he leaned against the frame as joffery and Luke both still in pajamas made breakfast. joffery was in a spider man pajamas and Luke in a satin blue robe. he looked over at the table seeing Joffery's backpack and lunch packed.

"I'm sure their aren't other seven year olds listening to Kendrick Lamar at seven in the morning," jacaerys announced.

Lucerys turned to his brother and nearly stopped breathing. his cheeks flushed bright red as he turned away from the godly sight of his brother shirtless.

"joffery get dressed," Luke ushered him off.

the boy ran passed his brother and upstairs to dress. Luke flipped the French toast and poured a cup of coffee for Jace. Jace walked over to him and stood beside the stove.

"black. I assume," Lucerys smiled softly at him, handing the mug.

"you assume correctly," he replied.

Jacaerys watched Luke take the French toast and put more in the pan whilst flipping the sausage links. "what's on the agenda today?" he asked. his purple eyes went to necklace around his neck.

"I'm dropping joffery off at school and I have a meeting at Driftmark Enterprises with the Greyjoys. you have a meeting with the Martells," Luke told him.

Jace frowned, "Martells? I thought they hated us Targaryens."

"maybe they want a change or something. don't fuck it up, per moms request. I have to pick up our suits for Friday's gala. so you pick up Joffery up from soccer practice. what do you want for dinner?" he asked.

"gala Friday? that won't be for mentioning your wedding, will it?" jacaerys asked.

say no. say no. say no.

"it's not. that will be Saturday because the wedding will for short and sweet. like my life." he replied.

knew better / forever boy by Ariana grande started playing. Luke had turned off the stove and put the remaining dishes in the sink. jacaerys reached out, letting his hands slowly caress his hips and waist and turning him around. Luke's cheeks were flushed as he turned to face him. his nipples pebbled through the silk robe. "I have a week to ruin your wedding and I plan to make you mine. I'll win you over rightful so." he told him.

Luke softly giggled at him before Jace pushed his lips to him. Lucerys pulled away and jacaerys was confused. he thought Luke wanted this and clearly he read the room wrong. Lucerys noticed the confusion and laughed again, "I'll kiss you again after you brush your teeth."

Jace rolled his eyes pressed his head down onto lukes shoulder. "are you two done? I want my breakfast," Joffery announced.

"shit we're gonna be late. give Joffery some food I have to dress," Luke ran up the stairs to his room.

Jacaerys turned to grab a plate and fed his brother. "you think you can beat uncle Aemond for Luke's endless love?" joffery asked as Jace put a plate down in front of him and maple syrup.

"what makes you think I can't?" Jace asked him.

"I know Aemond is like not right in the head but Lucerys likes that. he likes the obsessiveness. I noticed it because he does it a lot when your around. he likes to be desired." joffery explained to his older brother.

Jacaerys narrowed his eyes at him, "stop reading fanfiction."

joffery laughed.

Lucerys ran down the stair putting on his YSL heels and grabbing his coat, "Joffery you done? we're late!"

joffery shoved the last bit of french toast and grabbed his stuff. "see you later Jace and don't forget to pick Joffery up after soccer practice!"

Luke and joffery were out the door leaving Jace to the music still playing in the kitchen. walk em like a dog by saucy Santana played. he laughed at himself before eating and getting dressed.

Luke's heels clicked on the marble floor as he entered the building High Tide and made his way to his office. hours passed and he wasn't even focused during the meeting. he played with his pen, the memory of Jace's lips on his echoing.

"Mr Velaryon?" Celine spoke to him.

he snapped out of his thoughts, "sorry I wasn't listening. repeat what you said Dalton."

"uh, well my company would like to settle in with you for investments into the Stepstones. we can very much use the channels there," he explained.

"no." he answered.

"no?" dalton repeated.

"did I studder?" Lucerys snapped at him.

"I don't understand. why not?" he asked.

"we found the Stepstones first and it was my grandfather, Corlys that wished it to stay Velaryon territory. so unfortunately for you and other companies I will not be opening to investing factors to those channels." Luke answered.

"you won't make money that way," dalton retorted.

"it's not always about making money, Mr. Greyjoy," Lucerys replied with a fakest of smiles he could conjure up.

his receptionist, Claire, knocked on his door and poked her head in, "apologies, Mr Velaryon you have a visitor."

Luke clenched his jaw as he closed his folder, "if any other questions call or send an email. don't waste my time next time."

he walked out the room and followed claire to his office. before he went in he held a finger up to her, perfectly manicured and with a gold ring wrapped around the digit, "interrupt another meeting and you're done. that's a second strike."

"it won't happen again sir," she gave a sharp nod before walking off. he opened his door finding his silver haired fiance in his chair with legs propped up on his desk.

"there's my lovely future wife," Aemond smiles at him.

"get your disgusting feet off my desk." he says as he walked past him and to the folders on the edge of the desk.

"oh, my love, is that a way to greet your husband," he says reaching for his hand but Luke had already moved spot.

"you're not my husband yet. what do you want aemond? I'm busy," Luke says still not paying him much attention.

"dinner. tonight." he says putting his feet on the ground and walking towards him.

"I can't. my mom's out on a trip and Jace and I are taking care of Joffery," Lucerys replied.

Aemond stopped his movements as soon as he heard Jace's name. "Jace is back?"

Luke looks up at him, seeing his violet eye was now darker than usual, "he knows of our proposal if that's what your wondering."

"just you, Jace, and Joffery in that big mansion, huh," he says, his fingers digging into the seat in front of him.

"listen, Aemond, thank you for visiting but I have other meetings and things to do." Luke tempted to usher him out.

"when can I stop by and visit?" he asked.

"Aemond for fuck sake I'll be seeing you this weekend for the public announcement and at the Gala Friday. please leave." Lucerys told him again. Aemond reached out and grabbed his hand pressing a soft kiss to his knuckles. no more words were exchanged as he left leaving Luke to the silence of his office.

Lucerys slumped in his chair letting a sigh escape his tired body. it was late when he finally got home. he carried three suits over his shoulder as he opened the front door and the sound of pans clattering around echoed in the kitchen.

"I'm home!" he yelled as shut the door behind him.

"luce!" joffery ran in from the kitchen and smacked his body into his.

"oof! okay, okay, calm down I saw you this morning," Luke hugged him back. "here take these upstairs to my room."

joffery ran upstairs with the bag of suits while Luke walked into the kitchen. Jace held his arms out, he wore Laenor's apron which said kiss the cook, a cocky smile on his lips, "I made dinner!"

"please tell me everything is properly cooked and we won't get food poisoning," Luke raised an eyebrow at him as he went to warm pots filled with food.

"I'm not that much of an awful cook," Jace took much offense as Luke mixed the pasta sauce and tasted it.

a satisfied moan left his lips, that moan going straight to Jace's cock, "it's not bad."

"you wanna kiss the cook in real thanks?" Jace asked as he leaned in just a tad bit more to Luke.

"to boost your ego?" Lucerys asked with a toothy smile as he wrapped his arms around him. his heels giving him the perfect height to his brother.

"no, just because I want to kiss you," Jace replied.

Lucerys leaned in and took his brothers lips in his. he tangled his hands in between his curls giving them a slight tug. jace's hands gently rested on his waist before sliding down his ass and giving a gentle slap and squeeze.

"not in front of my food!" joffery screamed causing both of them to quickly pull apart.

Luke's cheeks flushed a deep red as Jace cleared his throat and went back to mixing his food. "your food will be just fine Joff. did you do your homework?"

"how can I after what I just witnessed?" he spoke dramatically.

"quit being such a drama queen," Luke told him as he made the boy sit down and started setting the plates. dinner went by quickly and joffery easily put out to bed.

Jace sat in the family office room running numbers while Lucerys looked over the blueprints for a proper warehouse in the Stepstones. Jacaerys stopped looking at the computer and was just staring at Luke. he admired the hell out of his brother. the way his fingers traced every little detail on blueprints, his pen circling whatever he didn't like or needed to moved, his blue eyes scanned the paper over and over again, he whispered to himself helping himself think, the way his brows were furrowed together to show he was truly concentrating. focus, ambition, and cunning were words to describe the man in front of him. even in black suit pants and white blouse. the necklace from yesterday still sat proudly on his neck.

"are you done or are you going to keep staring?" Luke asked not taking his eyes off the blueprint.

"I like the view," Jacaerys replied.

blue eyes snapped to his and clearly he wasn't in the mood. "I'm off to bed. don't stay up to late. I have an early meeting and you need to take Joffery to school."

"hey, how bout we go to dinner tomorrow? you, me, and Joff?" jacaerys asked as he watched his brother grab his heels off the floor.

"sure you want me to meet you at the restaurant?" Luke asked.

"nah, come home and we'll go together," Jace replied.

"okay, good night."

"good night."

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niquescircle · 9 months ago

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naesarangyunho · 2 years ago

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Safety Net- Choi San X male reader

[I don't own these images credits to the original owners]

TW: DISCUSSION OF AN ABUSIVE PAST RELATIONSHIP, PANIC ATTACKS

SFW

(Mature themes though- discussions of sex, cursing)

A/N: I don't usually write hurt/comfort or angst but I was listening to Safety Net by Ariana Grande and this came to mind. I'm not sure if this is good or not since it's a little out of my comfort zone but I hope you like it.

Disclaimer: I know that people experience things differently and handle them differently too, so what I wrote may not apply to everyone and I don't pretend to know how others feel about certain things.

Synopsis: After being in a heavily toxic and abusive relationship that left him losing all faith in love and relationships, San seeks out a casual lover. However, soon enough things become not so casual and San falls in love and the thought absolutely terrifies him.

Contains: mentions of an abusive past relationship, panic attacks, angst, hurt/comfort, there's a happy ending though so dw!

[Word count: 4.4k]

Profound revelations. Most often they are triggered by something significant. You win a massive tournament and as you hold the trophy you realise that hey, you're actually pretty amazing. Or perhaps it comes to you when your newborn baby is laid in your arms and as you look into their little face you suddenly realise just how much you love being alive. Or when you look into the eyes of your partner as you exchange wedding vows, and you become aware of the overwhelming love you feel for them and have it slam you hard in the chest. But for San, when his revelation struck him there was no significant trigger nor any significant event. When his revelation struck him it was at eleven pm at a table by a 24/7 convenience store window.

He hadn't meant to stay that long at Y/n's home; he usually made an effort to leave as soon as possible after hookups and avoided staying the night but sometimes he couldn't help himself, losing track of time as his gaze washed over Y/n and his post-sex glow, his sleepy eyes and his warm, lazy smile as he curled up in bed afterwards.

San hadn't been looking for anything serious in the beginning, he really hadn't, and he had made that clear in his online dating profile. And had made it clear once more that he only wanted casual sex when he went home with y/n the first time. He hadn't provided reasons as to why he felt that way, not feeling comfortable enough to open up about his ex-girlfriend and how things had ended up with her, and although San could sense that Y/n wasn't entirely happy with the way things were, he never pushed San. San respected that about him.

He got along very well with y/n and things with him had been good. Too good, San later discovered. Somewhere along the line, the hookups grew in frequency. As he grew more comfortable with Y/n, he spent more time with him and soon started staying over more often than he'd like to admit. Spending the night started leading to getting breakfast together which started bleeding into lunches and eventually into this: convenience store cheese and sausage tteokbokki and carefree laughter as they relayed childhood stories.

It was somewhere within that time frame that as his eyes traced y/n's lips as he spoke, thinking of how beautiful his smile was instead of only thinking about the things that mouth could do, that San's revelation had struck him. No heavily significant occurrence or life-changing event- just the warm, dorky smile of the man he was sleeping with.

His heart dropped into the pit of his stomach and his smile faded. Panic settled in the empty space in his chest where his heart had been less than a minute ago, his grip tightened on his disposable fork and sweat slowly began to bead on his temples.

His throat was tight and when the man across from him murmured a gentle, "San, are you alright?" he had struggled to croak out a response.

"Yes, I'm okay. My throat is just a little dry." He rasped. Bullshit excuse.

Y/n got up without any hesitation, only thinking of helping San, "I'll go get you some water, just hang tight."

San offered him a weak smile, "Thank you."

The soft smile he gave San in response shot straight through his heart and he watched him disappear into the aisles. 'Fight or flight?' he considered as he heard the fridge towards the back of the store click open in the silence of the store. His leg bounced under the table as he considered things.

Flight.

He pulled his phone out of his pocket and pulled up his chat with his friend and roommate Yunho.

Me: hyung I need u to call me in 2 mins and pretend there's an emergency

Tall mf: what? What's wrong? I thought you were with y/n??

Me: plz just do it

Tall mf: fine.

True to his word, San's phone began ringing just as Y/n sat down in front of him again, the loud ringtone slicing harshly through the silence of the store.

Y/n pushed San's water towards him with that signature warm smile that always had San's stomach doing flips.

San held up his pointer finger and answered his phone, "Sorry, one second."

"Hyung?" San answered the phone feigning surprise at the sudden call from his friend.

"Hi. You wanted me to call but I don't know what you're expecting me to say."

"What? Wooyoung did what?!"

"Uh… He's done a lot of things this evening. Nearly burned our home down trying to make some flambé crap."

"Shit, wooyoung burnt himself? I'll be home in ten minutes."

"Choi San you better tell me what the fuck is going on when you get home."

San just hung up on him and looked back at Y/n who had concern painted all over his handsome face- he was work colleagues and good friends with Wooyoung.

"Woo burnt himself? Do you need me to help take him to the hospital?"

Why the fuck did Y/n have to care so much? Why did he have to be so kind? None of this was making it easier on San. He felt sick.

He shook his head, "No, it's not that bad. Yunho just doesn't know how to treat it."

Another bullshit lie- Yunho had a qualification in first aid.

"Oh, well, do you need me to drive you home?"

San stood up and shook his head once more, "It's alright, I'll get an Uber. It'll be quicker."

He passed some money over to him to pay for their impromptu late-night meal and grabbed his things.

"Hey, you don't need to-" Y/n started but the door had already shut behind San.

Y/n stared at the glass door, watching San's form fade into the darkness outside until he could no longer see him. A feeling of unease settled in him and he had no idea why.

***

"San, respectfully, you look like crap. What the hell happened?" Yunho said from where he had been standing in the entryway waiting for San to come home, concern racing through his system.

"I-" San looked like he was going to cry and Yunho panicked. He wrapped an arm around his friend and roommate and guided him to the sofa in the living room.

San sunk into the couch and leaned against his tall friend and Yunho wrapped an arm around him.

"Speak please, San-ah. You're kinda scaring me."

San was silent for a moment longer, staring at his lap, before finally speaking up.

"I- I'm in love."

"Jesus, San. I thought someone died." Yunho breathed in relief but tightened his arm around his friend.

"With Y/n?" Yunho queried and San nodded.

"San, it was bound to happen. You spend so much time with him. You've even introduced him to us."

San buried his face in Yunho's shoulder, "I know, I just-"

San choked out a sob that had Yunho's heart aching, "I'm so fucking scared, Yu."

Yunho turned to wrap both his arms around San and pull him to his chest in a warm hug, "Sannie, it's alright. You don't need to be, especially not with Y/n."

"I know, Yunho but after her I just-" San started properly crying as memories of his ex-girlfriend surfaced in his mind. Memories he'd so desperately tried to forget.

"Y/n isn't her. He wouldn't do that to you."

"Yunho, you don't know that. She was sweet in the beginning too."

"Sannie, she's not worth thinking about, try and forget her, please. I know she hurt you but that was over a year ago now. Don't let her ruin this for you too. You deserve to be happy, San. You really do."

"I'm trying, hyung. I'm trying to…" San's breathing started picking up as memories started pouring into his thoughts. Screams. Slaps. Broken glass.

"Sannie, I need you to breathe for me."

"Yunho, I'm scared. Yunho, it hurts. Yunho, I'm scared. Yunho, I-"

His throat closed up and his vision started going fuzzy as panic completely overtook him.

"Sannie, remember your breathing exercises. Count for me, please."

"One hundred, ni-" San tried to croak out and Yunho tried to calm his own breathing, placing San's hand on his chest.

"Come on, Sannie. Like that."

"Yunho, I cant-"

"Yes, you can. You've got this."

San's breathing slowed down just the slightest.

"Here," Yunho helped San down onto the living room carpet, "Head between your knees."

San followed Yunho's instructions and tried his best to anchor his mind to the steady circles Yunho rubbed into his back. He struggled for a while longer, desperately trying to purge the panic from his system and clear his foggy mind. After a while, he managed to start gasping out words.

"Ninety-nine, ninety-eight, ninety…"

"There you go, Sannie." Yunho encouraged gently.

"Ninety-seven, ninety-six…"

Yunho sat down next to him on the carpet and continued to rub his back, patiently waiting until San finally breathed out a gentle, calm "One"

"Are you good now?" Yunho murmured and San nodded, reaching for Yunho. Yunho smiled, opened his arms wide for him and gave him a big hug.

"Just push all of that out of your mind for now, okay?" Yunho murmured and San nodded against his chest, "Okay."

"You'll eventually have to sort this out with Y/n, San, but you've had a stressful night. You should just go get some rest, alright? Reflect on it when you've rested well and have a clear mind."

San nodded again and slowly moved out of Yunho's hold to stand and move to his room. Yunho stood with him and followed.

"I feel so stupid, Yu. I'm sorry for behaving like that." San said as he climbed under his covers.

"Don't apologise and don't feel stupid, Sannie. You've been hurt and naturally, that would stress you out. Your feelings are valid." Yunho said as he tucked San in.

"Thank you."

"Of course. Now get some sleep. " Yunho murmured, handing Shiber to San before leaving the room, flicking the light off as he closed the door.

Yunho was right, he did need to think this through. He needed to remember that things were different now. He pushed the thoughts back, 'just for tonight' he promised himself.

San closed his eyes and fell into an uneasy sleep.

***

It wasn't just for that night like he had promised himself. In the few weeks that passed, San kept pushing both his thoughts and Y/n away.

He came up with constant excuses. He had overtime. He had too much work. He had exams to study for or assignments to work on. Family functions. Anything that seemed plausible when in fact he had mostly been haunting his bedroom, barely getting out of bed. He used up all his sick days at work, fell behind in university course work and barely spoke to his friends outside of Yunho who he lived with and Wooyoung who practically lived in their flat too.

Yunho and Wooyoung's hearts ached to see their friend like this. They didn't want to push him or force him into anything but this was unhealthy. They knew that his ex-girlfriend had messed him up real proper especially since they had been the ones to help put him back together afterwards. They were the ones who helped him through nightmares and depressive episodes and eventually managed to get him to go to therapy.

They knew better than anyone how much the prospect of love scared San after watching him fall further and further apart with and after his ex but they also knew Y/n very well at this point, seeing him more often than would be considered appropriate for what was meant to be a casual hookup. And more so as well when he started working with Wooyoung and hanging out with him outside of work too.

This was inevitable, especially with how San slowly and unintentionally started letting him further and further into his personal life. San trusted him, at least to an extent and perhaps subconsciously but he trusted him nevertheless and they wished San would realise that and do something about the situation he was in.

Luckily the opportunity to fix everything arose just before Yunho and Wooyoung were considering staging an intervention.

San had texted Y/n the shitty excuse that he had picked up a bug and was feeling really sick and naturally concern had taken over on Y/n's part and despite having the feeling that San didn't want to see him he couldn't help but decide to visit him and check up on him.

He had made soup himself and also stopped by the convenience store, the same one that had served as a catalyst, to buy all of San's favourite snacks before making his way to San's flat.

He had been beyond nervous as he knocked on the front door. It had been almost three weeks of almost complete radio silence only disturbed by excuses Y/n had begun to realise were complete rubbish.

After receiving no response, he began to think that perhaps he had made a horrible mistake and turned around to leave but stopped in his tracks as he heard the door handle click and the door open.

He turned around again, heart hammering in his chest but calmed a little when he saw Yunho's head peeking out the doorway before the tall man stepped into the hallway.

"Y/n?"

There was the sound of a door slamming within the flat at the mention of Y/n's name and Y/n frowned as did Yunho whose gaze flicked into the flat briefly.

"Is now not a good time?"

"Not entirely I suppose but I think it's about time something was done about this."

"About what?" Y/n queried, holding the Tupperware of soup tighter at the sense of foreboding.

"Um, just come in and keep an open mind I suppose?"

"You're kinda scaring me," Y/n said as he stepped into the flat, Yunho taking the food from him as he kicked off his shoes.

Y/n followed him to the kitchen and Yunho put the food down on the counter, giving Y/n a questioning look.

"Oh, San said he wasn't feeling well so I made him some soup. It usually helps me when I'm not feeling well."

Yunho stared at him for a moment and then at the bag of snacks, "And you bought his favourite foods and drinks?"

Y/n nodded, "He might not want to eat them right now but perhaps when he's feeling better he'd like them."

Yunho stared at him again and Y/n shrunk a little under his gaze, "What? Did I do something wrong?"

Yunho shook his head, "Nothing at all. I love him but fucking hell San's so stupid sometimes."

"What do you mean?"

Yunho just shook his head, "Go to him. You know where his room is."

Y/n gave him a confused look but followed his instructions. What the hell was going on?

He knocked gently on San's door but got no response so he knocked louder.

"Go away."

Y/n's heart sank a little, "Sannie, it's me."

He was met by silence before finally the door opened to reveal a dishevelled San.

"Come in," he said simply, stepping out of the way so Y/n could do so.

He carefully took a seat on the edge of San's bed as San sat back against his headboard and looked at him silently.

Y/n smoothed his hands out on his thighs nervously, "So, uh, you said you were sick so I made you soup and bought some snacks too. You don't have to eat them right now but-"

"Why the fuck do you have to be so nice to me?" San bit out and Y/n was startled at the tone of his voice.

"Because I care, San."

"We fuck. That's it. You're not my fucking boyfriend so why are you doing this to me?"

Y/n's heart dropped into his stomach and tears pricked at his eyes at San's harsh words but he remembered Yunho telling him to keep an open mind, whatever that meant, so he took a deep breath and swallowed back his tears.

"I know that, San. Trust me, I know that. What exactly am I doing to you that you feel the need to talk to me like that? Did I do something wrong?"

"You're fucking with my head. That's what you're doing."

"San… I don't understand."

San groaned and ran a hand through his messy hair, "Of course you don't."

Y/n just stared at San in confusion, waiting for him to continue.

"What I mean is, why are you like this? Why do you worry about me? Why do you text me during the day? And why the fuck do you smile at me with that warm smile of yours? Why do you have to watch me with that sparkle in your eyes? It's killing me."

"San, I care about you. That's why. I know I'm just someone you fuck but fucking hell do I care about you. I'd drop everything for you. That's exactly why I act like this."

San looked at him and Y/n saw tears brimming in his eyes.

"San, are you okay?" Y/n asked, panicking a little and reaching out to San.

San moved out of his reach, "Don't touch me."

Y/n frowned but retracted his hand, "Okay."

Y/n didn't know what else to say so all he could do was stare silently at San, his heart aching for that other man.

San sniffed, "Do you love me?"

Now that took Y/n off guard. What was he supposed to say in response? Was it a trick question? If he was honest and said he did, would this all fall apart and result in San never wanting to look at him again? If he lied he would feel even worse. He couldn't do that to San. If there was one thing Y/n valued above all else, it was honesty.

"Why do you want to know that?"

"Please, just answer the question, Y/n." San sounded almost desperate and Y/n wanted so badly to reach out and hold him.

Y/n gulped, "Yes. So very much, San. So much that it scares me."

A tear slipped past the confines of San's lashes at his confession, "I'm scared too. I'm so scared, Y/n. So scared."

And then it was like a dam broke in San and tears breached his lashline and wouldn't stop falling. Y/n tried to reach for San again in a panic and this time San let him, sinking into his embrace. Tears bubbled up inside Y/n at the way San shook in his arms.

"Shhh, Sannie. I'm here." Y/n murmured into San's hair as he held him close.

San was soaking his shirt but he didn't care, all he cared about was finding out what had made San this scared. What had San crying like this? He hated seeing him like this. How could he help?

"Will you tell me why you're crying?" He murmured and San pulled out of his hold.

"Can I trust you?" San sniffled and Y/n nodded.

"Of course you can. You can always trust me."

San so badly wanted to believe him.

"Before I tell you why I'm crying, can I tell you something else?"

"You can tell me anything, I'll always listen." Y/n placed his hand on San's knee gently.

San looked down at his hand, he wanted to take it in his. Not yet. He looked up at Y/n's face again. He couldn't see any signs of dishonesty or ill intent.

"About a year and a half before I met you, I was in a long-term relationship with this girl."

Y/n wondered where this was going. His mind started racing but he shoved his thoughts back and focused solely on San's words.

"She was the first person I truly loved. She was everything I wanted. She-"

San took a deep breath and Y/n just patiently waited, stroking his knee gently with his thumb.

"She was the perfect girlfriend in the beginning and then sometime into our relationship something changed inside of her."

San carefully reached for Y/n's hand, seeking some kind of anchor within his emotional turmoil and Y/n instantly took it, letting San squeeze it as he spoke.

"She hurt me very badly. Emotionally and physically,"

Y/n tried to avoid thinking about the various scars he'd seen on San's body and tried to avoid concentrating on the scar that ran along one side of San's forehead but San noticed.

"Yes, she did that. She got drunk and angry and threw her wineglass at me."

Y/n gasped softly and felt tears finally fall from his eyes. He squeezed San's hand tightly but didn't say anything.

"I… I do not feel comfortable going into further detail with everything that happened, I hope you don't mind."

Y/n shook his head, "That's perfectly alright, Sannie. You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to. I respect that."

San gave him a half-hearted grin. It hurt Y/n so badly to see San's usually bright demeanour shattered like this.

San took another steadying breath "The point is, she fucked me up, Y/n. So badly. As cliché as it may sound, I lost faith in love and relationships. The thought terrified me, still does, because I fall in love so deeply and become so completely vulnerable and I'm terrified of being completely vulnerable and getting hurt like that again."

Y/n was silent for a minute, absorbing everything San had told him before he spoke up again.

"Thank you for telling me that and trusting me with that information, San."

San just nodded almost imperceptibly. He didn't know what else to say.

"Will you tell me why you were crying?"

San looked at him, cheeks and lashes still wet and Y/n could see the hesitation in his eyes. Just as Y/n was about to tell him that it was okay and that he didn't have to respond, San spoke up.

"Because I-" San's voice cracked and he paused, calming himself, and Y/n just gave him a reassuring smile and squeeze of the hand.

San gulped, "Because I love you."

Y/n's eyes widened and his breath hitched.

San started crying again and Y/n reached out to slowly cup his face in his hands, giving him time to object but he didn't.

"I'm so fucking pathetic," San muttered through a sob.

Y/n shook his head and stroked San's cheek, "You are not. You are so far from pathetic. I might not know exactly what you went through but you're so strong for moving forward from that. You may not think so, Sannie, but you are so incredibly strong."

"You think so?"

Y/n nodded, "San, I know you're scared but I just want you to know that you don't need to be with me. I meant it when I said I love you. I want you to know that I can be patient. I want to help you learn to love freely again. I want you to know what real love feels like because holy crap do you deserve it."

San leaned into his palm, sniffing and listening carefully, some of his usual light slowly creeping back into his eyes.

"You don't have to be scared of messing up with me. I can be your safety net. I'll be here to catch you every time you slip and fall." Y/n murmured, stroking San's cheeks with his thumbs.

San reached forward to cup Y/n's face in his hands, "Even when I freak out like this?"

"Especially then. I'll hold you through every moment when you feel weak. I'll support you when you can't support yourself."

"Do you mean that?" San asked, giving him a searching look as he wiped his face with his sweatshirt sleeve.

Y/n smiled that warm smile that always had San's heart fluttering, "With everything in me."

San finally offered him a real smile and leaned in to press a soft kiss to his lips, "Thank you."

Y/n pressed another kiss to his lips in response, "Thank you for your honesty. I'm really proud of you, Sannie."

San just nodded and pulled back, "Do you mind if I go take a shower?"

Y/n offered him another warm smile, "Not at all. Would you like me to warm some soup up for you in the meantime?"

"That would be amazing, thank you," San replied and pressed another kiss to his lips before hopping out of bed and snatching his towel from his desk chair before going off to the bathroom.

San turned the water on and waited for it to heat up and watched the drops as they fell from the shower head, the sight and sound almost therapeutic. He felt lighter. He felt hopeful. He felt loved. As much as this all still terrified him, he chose to trust Y/n because Yunho had been right, Y/n wasn't her.

San had a chance to start over. He had a chance to learn to love again, to learn to trust again and had someone willing to take things slow. Despite the feeling of uncertainty that still naturally lingered inside of his heart, he truly felt a lot more optimistic. He knew that the road to recovery, per se, was going to be tough and that it would take time to undo the damage that had been done to him, he knew that it was inevitable that he'd struggle and make mistakes but he had Y/n now. He could be free to make those mistakes and go through those struggles because he knew that he would be safe because now he had a safety net.

#choi san #kpop #y/n #kpop fanfic #ateez #San #male reader #san x y/n #San x male reader #ateez angst #san angst #hurt/comfort #ateez san #Spotify #kpop bxb

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wolf-chas3r · 8 months ago

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double or nothing, friend | anventurine playlist

double or nothing - if you win your bet on red or black in roulette, you double your money. if you lose, you get nothing.

money made me do it // post malone, 2 chainz

expensive // ty dolla $ign, nicki minaj

7 rings // ariana grande

bae goals // megan thee stallion

boppin // ktlyn

high maintenance // saweetie

whats poppin // jack harlow

budget // megan thee stallion, latto

toes // dababy, lilbaby, moneybagg yo

started // iggy azalea

wiggle it // french montana, city girls

no budget // rich the kid, kid ink

lottery (renegade) // k camp

splashin // rich the kid

thru the night // jack harlow, bryson tiller

big lie // post malone

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0NfocY3gvxHxzw8Xl82JaR?si=V9bzhrJLTs-u5wgHykkg9w&pi=e-WSmXGb49RNqE

#honkai star rail #hsr #honkai star rail aventurine #hsr aventurine #aventurine honkai star rail #honkai star rail playlist #hsr playlist #aventurine playlist #my playlist #Spotify

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dompler91 · 4 months ago

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now in a seperate post

motherfuckin hrt, too much for me livin in that NY "C"-tee, fuck the PD

fresh threads got a bra up in this shit, government they want me dead but i win this shit

trump he be rumblin but im not worryin bout him, i got that trust in kamala im gettin paid on that dolla

im fuckin confident, got enough for month's rent, gotta sprint stop the senate cuz they puttin all they opps on me

but it aint stoppin me, im free, all of these TERFs be droppin hate speech but it just

bounce off, nerf darts the way they aint stoppin me, found some cash, copping some-a that HRT

you see me slowly hop up from an A to a D, shiiit.

fags, straight up, fax, gay up, bags, stay up, wa-wags, my ta-il :3

trans rights we be pickin up the slack, nice stack got some cash drop it harder than that ass

they be like "bitch you want a bad back?" motherfucka I had a bad back but you know that

id rather have a thick rack and a bad back then just a fuckin bad back with some big nads mothafucka

im way mad, this some bullshit, they took 6 shots, how the fuck did they miss?

i swear to god ive have enough rawdogging this shit we gotta do some-thing to improve on this shit

cause they aint gon buckle and they aint gon bend still we show em that we strong then they prayin AMEN yea bitch

rise up fight the power, make these transphobes take a fuckin shower, then we take down trump towers

make railways; then slowly fix dat econumy; medicare throws in that HRT; and then for now thatd be enough for me, shiit

(ay we just tryna live man, dont be hatin us man, we could all just be fam, yuh?)

alright, keep yallselves safe

#ey thurn that shit up charles

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cinamun · 2 years ago

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a few questions for you.

1. are you a goofy goober?

beware: all bubble blowing babies will be beaten senseless by every able bodied patron in the bar.

2. why did the chicken cross the road?

the chicken in question is currently under investigation for the murder of his entire coop, including his owner. provide full cooperation.

3. choose one. “i alone, throughout the heavens and the earth, am the honored one.” OR “now everything that was in my way is gone - and everyone else still believes in me. it’s only a matter of time before i get rid of the police. what do you think at that, L? this is my perfect victory! that’s right, i win!”

both lines come from either slightly or definitely unhinged people.

thank you for completing this survey! you have now been entered into a raffle to win 1 MILLION DOLLAS!

terms and conditions may apply. must be in the womb or older to qualify. not valid to people who eat ass. the raffle will end february 30, 2024. good luck!

I am literally the able-bodied patron at the bar who accidentally giggle-snorts, giving myself away and ultimately catching fish hands to the face. But they're fish hands so they don't hurt, but I lay there blowing bubbles, pretending they do.

Its a setup! It was a set up the whole damn time! Listen, Lil C (his street name) was crossing the street to get out of the wrong hood! And everybody has been asking why. Everybody has a theory, now they're trying to pin murder charges on my guy? Explain to me why Lil C was carrying groceries. Because his girl, HennyHenHen just gave birth to sextuplets and they are HUNGRY! Lil C is tired of being profiled and just wants to get back to family life with his girl and their baby chicks on old McDonald's farm.... #FreeLilC

I'm picking the second quote for the sole purpose that, if there were no police, Lil C wouldn't be facing charges right now and he could spend more time with his sextupchicks. #FreeLilC

I hope I win. Do me a solid and add my name three times to the raffle bucket.

#ignore us #lmfaooooooooo #all it takes is a prompt

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emmetrain · 2 years ago

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In his best Unovan accent impression:

"Come getcha hot dog five dollars for a hot dog,

Come on doowwn get a hot dooog fiiive dollas,

COME ON DOOWWWNNNNN GET A HOT DOOOOOG FIIIIIIVE DOLLAS!

COME ON DOOOOOOWWWWWWN! GET A HOT DOOOOOOOG! FIIIIIIIIIIIVE DOLLAS! YEEEAAAAAAAH!"

The sarcasm is lost on him.

"HI, VOCALOID GUY! I didn't know you started a new business! Congrats!" Emmet claps before folding his has back. "Can I be your first customer? I will pay you with a battle, however. If I win, you are going to gift me two. If I lose, I will pay you for five. Deal?"

"Also, you can do better. No one will hear you like that."

#seginbeats #ic #crack;; how did we end up here #em hearing the accent: sounds about right... this is normal #//PFFFFFFFF #ask;; suggestions and complaints #//why is my emmet like this... why....

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bboyplankton · 2 years ago

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2022 Playlist

1. Ab-Soul – Church on the Move

2. Action Bronson – Ninety One

3. Adekunle Gold feat. Stefflon Don – FYE

4. Adekunle Gold – Win

5. Adria Kain feat. Leila Day – Classic

6. Adria Kain – Lost One

7. Adria Kain – Melt Into You

8. Alexis Ffrench – Colours

9. Alex Isley & Jack Dine feat. Bas – On & On

10. Alex Vaughn – So Be It

11. Ali Gatie – Thinkin Bout You

12. Amber Mark – Bubbles

13. Ambré – Superstitious

14. Ant Clemons – In Between

15. Apollo Brown & Philmore Greene – Keep Goin’

16. Ari Lennox – Tatted

17. Arin Ray feat. D Smoke – The Mood

18. Armani Caesar – Queen City

19. August 08 feat. Jhené Aiko – Water Sign

20. Avril Lavigne feat. Mark Hoppus – All I Wanted

21. Bad Bunny feat. Jhay Cortez – Tarot

22. Banks – Holding Back

23. Benjiflow feat. Niji Adeleye – The Chill

24. Beyoncé – Plastic off the Sofa

25. BiC Fizzle – Turnt Shit

26. Big K.R.I.T. – Would It Matter

27. BigWalkDog – Pray

28. Black Eyed Peas feat. J. Rey Soul – Double D’z

29. Boldy James & Cuns – Earned Not Given

30. Boldy James & Cuns – Foot Prints

31. Brandy Haze – Look What You Made Me Do

32. Brent Faiyaz feat. Tre’ Amani – Addictions

33. Burna Boy feat. Blxst & Kehlani – Solid

34. Calvin Harris feat. Normani, Tinashe, & Offset – New To You

35. Cautious Clay – Butterflies in August

36. Che Ecru – 4 This Moment

37. Chris Brown – Harder

38. Christina Aguilera feat. Nathy Peluso – Pa Mis Muchachas

39. Col3trane – Lights Out

40. The Cool Kids feat. Larry June – All or Nothing

41. The Cool Kids – Home Improvement

42. The Cool Kids feat. 6lack & JID – Lightwerk

43. The Cool Kids feat. Pell & A-Trak – Too Bad

44. Cordae – Super

45. Curren$y & The Alchemist feat. Styles P – Whale Watching

46. CyHi – Help Me God

47. Daddy Yankee feat. El Alfa & Lil Jon – Bombón

48. Dave East, Buda & Grandz, & DJ Drama – Prison Yard

49. Dayglow – Deep End

50. Dayglow – Then It All Goes Away

51. Denzel Curry feat. 454 – Sanjuro

52. Destin Conrad – It’s Yours

53. Devvon Terrell – Hating Interlude

54. Dizzy Wright & DJ Hoppa feat. Chris Webby – Outlaws

55. Doe Boy feat. Rowdy Rebel & 42 Dugg – Ain’t My Fault

56. Drake & 21 Savage – Spin Bout You

57. Dram – Wham

58. Dreezy – 21 Questions

59. Duke Deuce feat. Glorilla – Just Say That

60. Duke Deuce feat. Lil Thad, Dubba G, & Glockianna – Respect

61. DVSN – Bring It

62. DVSN – Take It Slow

63. Dylan Synclair – Open

64. Earl Sweatshirt – 2010

65. Eli Darby – Up

66. Ella Mai – Leave You Alone

67. Emotional Oranges – Make Me Wanna

68. Emotional Oranges – She Gotta Man

69. Fana Hues – Breakfast

70. FKA Twigs feat. Jorja Smith & Unknown – Darjeeling

71. FKA Twigs – Oh My Love

72. Freddie Gibbs feat. DJ Paul – PYS

73. Future – Back to the Basics

74. Future – Puffin on Zootiez

75. IDK – Breathe

76. IDK feat. Denzel Curry – Dog Food

77. Jack Harlow – Lil Secret

78. Jada Kingdom – Next Time

79. Jalen Santoy feat. Cyanca, Erick Lottary, Well$, Reuben Vincent – Dismissal

80. Jalen Santoy – White Rice

81. Jesse Reyez feat. 6lack – Forever

82. JID – Crack Sandwich

83. John Legend feat. JID – Dope

84. John Legend feat. Jazmine Sullivan – Love

85. John Legend feat. Jhené Aiko & Ty Dolla $ign – Splash

86. Jor’dan Armstrong – Emotions

87. Juicy J, Lex Luger, & Trap-A-Holics – Hit the Smoke

88. Justin Garner – Cry On Me

89. Justin Garner – These Fires

90. Kenyon Dixon feat. Susan Carol – Here

91. Kranium – Early in the Morning

92. K. Roosevelt – Golden Hour

93. Landon Thomas – Feelings

94. Larry June – Organic Adjustments

95. Larry June feat. 2 Chainz – Still Boomin

96. Lucky Daye – Feels Like

97. Lucky Daye – Over

98. Lupe Fiasco feat. Nayirah – Autobots

99. Lupe Fiasco – Naomi

100. Marc E. Bassy – Having Fun

101. Marc E. Bassy – How Dare I

102. Marques Houston – Right One

103. Maverick Sabre – Can’t Be Wrong

104. Maverick Sabre – Get Down

105. Megan Thee Stallion – Red Wine

106. Method Man – Guillotine

107. Metro Boomin feat. A$AP Rocky & Takeoff – Feel the Fiyaaaah

108. Mickey Factz feat. Ayo Shamir – Regrets

109. Mikhala Jené – Black Love

110. Mikhala Jené – The Switch

111. Miraa May feat. Raye – Go Girl

112. Miraa May – Akeem’s Outro

113. Naomi Lareine – Just Met

114. Naomi Lareine – Paris

115. Nas – Reminisce

116. Nez feat ScHoolboy Q – Let’s Get It

117. Nia Sultana feat. Che Ecru - Cristal

118. Nick Grant – Spellcheck

119. Nnamdï – Benched

120. Nnamdï – I Don’t Wanna Be Famous

121. Ogi – I Got It

122. ØHenry – Belong With Me

123. Omar Apollo – Tamagotchi

124. Orion Sun – Pressure

125. Paul Wall & Termanology feat. KXNG Crooked & Wais P – Clubber Lang

126. Paul Wall & Termanology – Recognize My Car

127. Pharrell Williams feat. 21 Savage & Tyler, the Creator – Cash In, Cash Out

128. Pink Sweat$ feat. Kirby – Better

129. Pink Sweat$ feat. Sabrina Claudio – Waiting On You

130. PJ Morton feat. Wale – So Lonely

131. Pusha T – Brambleton

132. Pusha T feat. Kanye West – Dreamin of the Past

133. Quavo & Takeoff – Bars Into Captions

134. Raheem DeVaughn feat. Arrishun – Catching Feelings

135. Raheem DeVaughn – Retrograde

136. Ransom feat. Simone Pash – Can’t Complain

137. Ravyn Lenae feat. Steve Lacy – Skin Tight

138. Rayana Jay – Unfair

139. Royce Da 5’9” – Dead President Heads

140. Saba feat. Krayzie Bone – Come My Way

141. Saba – Stop That

142. SAFE – Yonge Street

143. Samm Henshaw – Enough

144. Samm Henshaw feat. Tobi Nwigwe – Take Time

145. Siergio – Clothes On

146. Siergio – Take You Out

147. Smino – No L’s

148. Smino feat. Lil Uzi Vert – Pudgy

149. Smoke Dza feat. Steven Young – Right Now

150. Snoop Dogg – Crip Ya Enthusiasm

151. Steve Lacy – Give You the World

152. Sy Ari Da Kid – Vantage Point

153. Syd feat. Kehlani – Out Loud

154. Symba feat. Pusha T – Never End Up Broke Pt. 2

155. SZA – T-Shirt

156. Tank feat. J Valentine – Slow

157. Tank & the Bangas – Jellyfish

158. Tiana Major9 – On God!

159. Tim Lyre – Real

160. Tim Lyre – Spanish Lime

161. Tink – Goofy

162. Tobe Nwigwe & Fat Nwigwe – They Want It, But No

163. Tobi Lou feat. T-Pain – 2hrs+

164. Tobi Lou – Busy

165. Tyler, the Creator & Nigo – Come On, Let’s Go

166. UMI – Too Late

167. Vedo & OG Parker feat. Baby Tate – Come First

168. Vedo & OG Parker – Face Down

169. Vince Staples – Player Ways

170. The Weeknd – Is There Someone Else

171. The Weeknd – Out of Time

172. Westside Boogie feat. Storm Ford – Killa Mode

173. Westside Gunn feat. Busta Rhymes & Raekwon – Science Class

174. Wiz Khalifa, Big K.R.I.T., & Girl Talk – Put You On

175. Wizkid – Everyday

176. Xavier Omär – Feelings 4 You

177. YG feat. Mozzy & D3szn – How To Rob of A Rapper

178. YG feat. J. Cole & Moneybagg Yo – Scared Money

179. Yuna – Don’t Wanna Know

180. Yung Bleu feat. Kelly Rowland – Freak Freak

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