#you know they ain't dead mfer

[frost-eyed-autumn]

{--Love being in this fandom watching everyone freak out while I'm just sitting here like "Wow Asagiri 'killed' someone you say? Can't wait to see how they Re-Alive them in a few chapters THIS time."--}

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

You know what's crazy Miguel really be like 'Miles you're not supposed to be Spider-Man' meanwhile-

???????? ? ???

Correct me if I'm wrong but isn't Ben Reilly a literal clone 🤨😐

Y'all got a test tube baby on the roster.my man was grown in a lab and y'all still talking about 'youre not supposed to be Spider-Man Miles!!'

Fuck being Spider-man that man ain't even supposed to be alive. he's a CLONE. He can't have an Aunt May cause he doesn't have a MOM cause he's A CLONE

Was he even BIT??? Or was he literally created as Spider-man already?? Where's his Peter???? Dead?? At the Society as well??

MIGUEL??!!! YOU DENSE MFER!!!!! YOU ARE MAKING NO SENSE!!!!!!!!

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

REWATCHING GO S1, LIVE PLAY-BY-PLAY OF DOOMSDAY WAHOO

HELLO MAGGOTS REWATCHING SEASON 1 BECAUSE THE FIRST TIME WAS A KIDNAPPING CHAOTIC MESS. EPISODE ONE HERE GOES. I DON'T REMEMBER A LOT OF DETAILS BUT YES.

Opening scene and Earth's got vibe-checked by God and I've been gaslit about the dinosaurs

GARDEN OF EDEEEEEN wow his first appearance and Aziraphale's already so prissy and flustered might fuck around and fall in love with him idk

I finally understand who these mf's are hi Hastur and Ligur you're not zombies after all

FOR FUCK'S SAKE SECOND SCENE CROWLEY'S BEEN IN AND SHE WALKED IN, SERVED HIPS HAIR AND CUNT, AND THEN MANAGED TO TALK HER AWAY INTO A PROBLEM

LIKE GENUINELY SHE COMES AND SASHAYS WITH HER HAIR AND SAYS TIMES ARE CHANGING AND HEAD OFFICE LOVES ME AND JUST INSTANTLY HASTUR AND LIGUR USE HER WORDS AGAINST HER

idk sister mary loquacious is kinda doing it for me rn with that satanic nun's habit and losergirl energy

third crowley scene and he's misplaced THE LITERALLY GODDAMNED ANTICHRIST because he made small talk with a bloke outside without checking for details

mmmmhm yes sister mary wink again your bitchless decisions are sexy y'know what i mean

Gabriel feels like his brain was eviscerated and replaced with one of those youtuber's paid course promos at the end of their how to change your life in 45 days: three simple mindset shifts video

so THIS IS WHY EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING PAVLOVIAN IN THIS FANDOM IT'S BECAUSE OF DUCKS of course it's because of ducks

mmmhm yes sure crepes French revolu--Crowley stop eye-fucking Aziraphale you're making everyone at the Ritz horny

Aziraphale don't moan into your food man you can't take these two anywhere

Crowley thanking the driver for slowing down is everything to me

And they're drunk hu-fucking-zzah good thing we'll have 11 year olds saving the world coz these fuckers sure ain't doing shit

OH MY GOD HE WAS TRYING TO SAY BOUILLABAISSE I JUST REALISED. I THOUGHT HE WAS JUST MAKING KISSY FACES AT AZIRAPHALE I'M NOT OK-

What Aziraphale was doing back was definitely kissy faces though that mfer wasn't even trying to say bouillabaisse when Crowley said what sounded suspiciously like baby

kissy kissy from lil miss prissy [i would have made such a great high school bully shame i had no inclinations that way]

SORRY WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK WAS THAT SOBERING UP EXCUSE ME THE FANFICS MADE IT SOUND LIKE IT WAS A CLICK AND THEY'RE SUDDENLY NORMAL WHY IS THE ALCOHOL REFILLING

oop nun down nun down

i want ya see a wile ya thwart amirite on a t-shirt

"actually i encourage humans to-" just say you're a lazy bitch azi we love you

love crowley fake-manipulating azi into helping like azi wants to be manipulated y'know so it's not technically his fault he was wiled over or whatever and they're both just such ENABLERS

not azi going SOFT at being godfathers with crowley

NOT BROTHER FRANCIS PLEASE NO FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS SACRED AZI WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS PLEASE

WARLOCKKKKK I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

HNNNG MICHAEL SHEEN HAD TOO MUCH FUN WITH THIS

why is nanny ashtoreth so seductive with that of course dear is it just crowley's inherent disastergirl sex appeal

HALF PONYTAIL CROWLEY I AM A FUCKING SLUT FOR HALF PONYTAIL

GASLIGHTING HEAVEN AND HELL THAT'S MY BABYGIRLS

erIC THE DISPOSABLE DEMON I DIDN'T KNOW THEY COME IN S1 well not come i hope unless being eaten by a hellho--nope

ANGEL CROWLEY SAID ANGEL ANGEL ANGEL

CROWLEY TRYING TO BE SUBTLE ABOUT KILLING BEFORE GETTING ANNOYED

waiter crOWLEY OUTFIT I CANNOT BE NORMAL AFTER THE WEDDING DRESS DESIGNING ABOUT THIS COSTUME

FOOLS WRONG BOY YOU FOOLS IM DEAD

DOG IS UNIRONICALLY SO CUTE EVEN BEFORE IT GOES SMOL

gonna give my roxie a kissy brb she's my angel and all this dog talk makes me miss her (she's a few feet away under the bed)

i asked her for a kissy and she crawled out and gave me a kiss i love her

DOGGGGG ADAMMM

...roxie's crying to be taken downstairs it's nearly 2 am this is on me for waking her up i crowley'd myself fml

EYYYYY WELCOME TO THE END TIMES don't mind me I'll have to take roxie down yes I know maggots I'm crowley-coded I KNOW THAT I'M A BLOODY DISASTER BYEEEEEEEE

[liliallowed]

crimson: u better not be stealing my nemesis. (referring to dust)

fell: do you feel that insecure that you'd think he'd prefer a version of himself over you?

crimson: yes absolutely he fucking hates me :3

fell: ... no shit Sherlock. maybe stop being a toxic bitch?

crimson: but then I'd show weakness! I mist be evil for respect and like... I want him to vent things out on me. be there for him! yk?

fell: you're doing more harm than good. trust me I used to put up a tough love act too till that lil freak decided to fix everyone.

crimson: oh What would YOU know you edgy excuse of a sans!? no one is DEAD in your au!

fell: yeah but like considering the fucked up shit you anomalies do with the words code... being a science experiment under your influence ain't pleasant is it? I mean believe me I'd have you over that prissy lil runt of a pacifist perfectionist asshole everyday. *chuckle* but it's really not much different. pacifist... genocide... same day same old dumb story you both are too obsessed to let go.

teal: HEY! I SAID I WAS SORRY! I BROKE THE RESET FOR YOU DUDE.

dust: that's a bold move considering he might kill you either way.

fell: are you kidding me dude this runt finally decided to QUIT and killing em will just reset.

crimson: okay but like HOW DOES ONE STOP BEING EVIL. HOW DO I FO THIS WITHOUT cringing about the cheesy bullshit... look I came here to get beaten and punched in my emotions.

dust: =] what are you our marriage councilor?

fell: pfffft I wish. masochist much crimson?

crimson: adrenaline junky not a masochist.

dust: more like a sadist.

crimson: DUDE. I LITERALLY WOULD CRY IF YOU DIE FOR GOOD. I DON'T LIKE HURTING YOU! BUT I DON'T WANT TO JUST undo everything and make you happy because it's a deservice to the sacrifice you've made! I fell in love with the person who tries so hard to prove me wrong I WANT to be judged... IF I REPENT THEN WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT!?

fell::...

dust: ...

teal: ...

crimson: actually scratch the part I said I fell in love.

fell: holy FUCK this botch is a fucking yandere. I thought you were joking.

teal: I mean I KINDA get it??? but that's messed up man. you seek therapy. you deserve happiness.

dust: yea I was starting to think the codependency thing was just Stockholm Syndrome. cuz they've sorta just latched onto me like a leech.

crimson: IM NOT A FUCKING YANDERE!

teal: your gallery is full of-

crimson: teal I will fucking dox you. don't pretend you don't have an entire sketchbook filled with fells ec-

teal: AAAAAAAAAAAA SHUT UP!

dust: why are we alive. why.

fell: huh. a stalker too.

crimson: shut up fell half of the fucking fanfics I've read about you have you as a creepy stalker yandere.

teal: wait you read Underfell fanfics?

crimson: you'd be surprised of how little fics there are of dust without bringing in other aus actually. I'd PREFER reading about dust but the other angsty mfers all also drop into the au.

teal: ooooo do you have any recommendations?

dust: *peaces out and vanished*

fell: DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME HERE YA ASSHOLE!

[rin-yellow]

OKAY OKAY OKAY TIME TO DO WHAT THIS ACCOUNT WAS MADE FOR

Welcome to the true Reader In Yellow experience, I am your host, and it's time for us to SUFFER.

Context first.

SO someone on Twitter (or whatever the muskaloid is calling it now, I ain't fucking know) brought back memories of a book I read like WAAAY long ago and so now I have to share my trauma with y'all.

Prefacing this with trigger warnings: A lot of mentions of human excrement, critiques of odd writing choices, twitter mentioned, mentions of SA, mentions of slavery, mentions of possibly misogyny. Also spoilers for the book I'm gonna be talking about

I'm gonna out myself as a twitter user here (if any of y'all know me on twitter, hi! I am so sorry.) but uhh:

Yeah anyways to sum up the situation Fighting Iron flashbacks are not fun and so I have to rant about this fucking book in a place without a goddamned word limit.

Jake Bible, if you somehow have a tumblr account or a twitter account, you're reading this right now, I'm very sorry.

But also what the fuck, man?

Anyways this was actually a double jumpscare coz I was on the kindle Marketplace recently and Mr Bible brought the book back! But under the title "A Fistful of Mechs" and it has a pretty and fancy new cover. I kinda wonder if he kept the pissing and shitting scenes in.

'Coz it's been a minute since I read the book and I'm wondering if maybe the shitting part was something I was misremembering because there's no way an author is THAT crazy.

But then again I THINK Dead Mech (also by Jake Bible, interesting concept but odd read) also had those kinds of scenes so yeah.

Without further ado it's REVIEW TIME

Okay technically one final further ado,,, FISTFUL OF MECHS ACTUALLY HAS REALLY PRETTY COVER ART

Like I really do like the vibes, although

Ngl it was goofy seeing it with memories of getting THIS on Kindle Unlimited all those years ago:

So anyways.

Because all review ppl summarize their books, and if you don't wanna go to the Bezosinator website to read the back blurb or zoom into the photos of it I included, essentially:

Fighting Iron is a book about cowboys and massive fucking robots. It follows this douche named Clay and his big robot Gibbons, who is a robot who can think. Not sure if Fistful changed the terminology, but in Fighting Iron, Gibbons is referred to as a titular "fighting iron", his thinking AI capabilities having been a thing that was outlawed.

Which is funny, because they do lean into a sort of "lawless wastelands" sort of aesthetic but I guess thinking robots are just a step too far.

It's not even like a good argument against thinking robots either, and I think the author knows it. For the dense: AI irl should be regulated due to its use as fucking parasiteware to collect data. AI in fiction is often just person but robot and in this case, person but really big robot.

If I remember the sequence of events correctly, what happens is that Clay needs fuel for his robot and food for himself and he gets essentially kidnapped or captured or something by this one woman who also ends up like turning him into a slave and (tw) raping him, iirc.

OH and a lot of people REALLY wanna steal his robot.

The rape scene is very uncomfortable and I'm not sure if I remember it correctly but it felt oddly sexualized and just no. Obviously a rape scene isn't SUPPOSED to be comfortable to read otherwise there's something VERY wrong, but it's also like really odd.

(random sidenote: I'm gonna go serious mode for a sec and talk abt myself irl, sorry. Around 2 or 3 years before I read that book I had dealt with being sexually harrassed by some mfer who would constantly hold me in a chokehold and say shit that I'd rather not repeat or remember with any vividity. That sort of shit is never okay, however, this experience may have clouded my judgement when reading that book because the wounds were still somewhat fresh at the time so yeah.)

(worst part is that this was BEFORE I realized I was trans but like god I used to present myself pretty femme back then. I think that experience mighta set me back a few years due to the stigma of that combined with y'know. Idk why I'm even talking abt this, it's a horrible memory. This was meant as a joke review god fucking dammit)

(sorry for getting off track but I felt I had to point this out because it directly contributed to my odd puritan phase because I did NOT want that to ever happen to me again so I like did not trust sexual shit for a minute there.)

AAAANYWAYS, it's rare that sexual assault on males gets tackled in fiction though, so points for that. I don't exactly remember if it was handled too well though.

If I remember correctly, after escaping the slavery lady he then gets kidnapped by a "resistance" faction and then after claiming he hates them, he fights on their side in a big robot rodeo duel thing and in a really cool scene where the robot finds a loophole in the rules of "No AI copilots" by saying that HE is the pilot and that Clay is his copilot.

THis is also the scene where Clay pisses down his robots leg.

I think Clay also shits himself at some point but I can't be bothered to check. So yes, unlike other mecha anime, this one is a book about explosive diarrhea indeed.

Not exactly great.

They then proceed to kill the shit out of the rapist woman who I think they kinda sexualized like as a character but I could be wrong because I read it in my puritan phase where I thought even the MENTION of sex in a book was something terrible and a flaw. So I'm not a reliable source here.

OHHH there was also a cool lady with like burn scars all over her body who fights Clay a few times but I think they kill her off before the big rodeo duel thing. It's a cool death but iirc she gets done in by a construction mech I think, not even the thinking robot, which was sad.

Anyways, things I liked:

-the loophole twist was fun

-Mr Bible sure knows how to write robot fights at times

-Gibbons and Clay had a fun dynamic iirc

-Surprisingly, the main male and female lead do not fuck, which was refreshing because I read this in the middle of binge reading a bunch of borderline-misogynistic kindle unlimited mecha novels I found and those weren't great,,, No clue abt whether or not they do it in the sequel tho

-small points for having them say SLAVERY IS BAD. I shouldn't be awarding points for this but like. Some other kindle novels do not do this?? Especially The Isekai Ones. Ew Ew Ew.

-COOL BURN SCAR LADY. Sadly she supports the rapist woman tho which was fucked up but her character description was still cool af. I'm a sucker for grizzled veteran mecha pilots. I may be horribly misremembering it because I'm fucking gay as shit lol.

speaking of

THings I DIDN'T LIKE:

-they have this really weird fucking scene abt gay people like there's a total of one person in the book iirc who is explicitly stated to be gay and it's played as the butt of a joke (I think???)

-Bible tries REALLY hard to be edgy like some fucking RR Martin knockoff. It doesn't always work and sometimes it gets annoying imo

-Not alot of the resistance faction subplot was too memorable I think

-The rape scene in general

-Guy can NOT find creative ways to describe dead mecha pilots, do NOT let his ass cook.

-The odd descriptions of pissing and shitting. I get the guy wanted a grimy lived-in world but this was NOT exactly my cup of tea.

RAW REACTION FOOTAGE OF MY OLD READTHROUGH NOTES, featuring me from like three years ago:

Note that I was a fucking puritan back then so my notes are NOT great. I censored like ALL my cussing and I'm not sure what I meant by the "communists" part but I think there actually WERE communists in the book and that was a plotpoint?

That mighta been the "resistance faction" I was thinking of

OH I was reviewing this back2back with United States of Japan by Peter Tieryas, which I didn't actually enjoy that much, sorry USJ fans in the chat. Maybe I'll reread and review it here at some point tho!

Also yeah

The book was odd to say the least.

Fighting Iron for y'all. Lot of cowboy, lot of mech, lot of pissing and shitting and weird sex shit and "human jelly" which I dislike that descriptor. Parts of it were fun, parts of it uncomfortable, but it is kind of a formative memory for me lol. I don't recommend it too hard, maybe at some point I'll read the remake "Fistful of Mechs" and its sequel, "A Few Mechs More" and write a REAL review of it that isn't a half-remembered mess. Maybe.

Overall, 4.5/10 read for me, still better than some books I've read. And by some I mean Unity by Jeremy Robinson do NOT get me started on that one because I WILL rant for twelve hours about my irrational hatred for that book do NOT tempt me.

Anyways, that was a wild trip down memory lane.

Maybe I'll do this again some time idfk

But without further adieu, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go and collapse on my bed because this rant took a LOT out of me. This has been your monthly Reader In Yellow Experience, and I bid y'all to stay safe, stay sane, and most importantly, stay Funky.

That last bit is an inside joke that only Three (3) people will get.

[katyavebrenskov]

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oh yah... kiddos who know my story have been campaigning on my behalf, telling my enemies to let Emma Ruth go. But see if they do, that's the end of them. that's why every day it's the same sh*t, day in and day out until me and my enemies drop dead one after the other.

"Hello from the other side. I must've called a thousand times. To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart. But I see that it doesn't bother you anymore and both you and I are running out of time"

~Adele

"You're frozen if your heart's not open. And i know it's the same for both me and you. You're frozen. And I'll suffer the same fate as well"

~Madonna

"No Hard Feelings"

~Jennifer Lawrence

My response: What's this WE SH*T. What's this it don't BOTHER me no more sh*T. cray mfers. it certainly bothers me. And imma gonna spit on your grave when you is no more. Let's just get one thing straight... YOU and ME ain't the SAME. What's good for the goose ain't good for the Mongoose. We ain't the same b*tch. You just buying time until you and everything you wrought while you were here is gone like the Devil pissed it away as he pisses on your grave. And yes... There IS Hard feelings And always will be. I will always love you.

To the death... especially yours

~emma ruth mccallister

[fuckingeviljerseybitch]

the fucking huevos Phinis Gestor has, talking 'bout some "Is he dead?" in a tone that even i can understand as "smug."

TF you mean, "Is he dead"? bitch, you the whole conjuration professor on this campus. the only two mage-mortician ass MFers who know more about what the fuck dead is live in Morthal and Falkreath, and you know that shit, too. ain't nobody fooled about how happy you are to see best friend dead as shit outside the front door, salty ass bitch. you ain't never liked the MF; just say that, or shut TF up. damn.

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

Fr then he wanna start crying like

uhh dude if you were paying attention to Earth-616 you'd know that they come back. Like just give it fives years

'boohoo my daughter gone' bro you ain't special. half the universe is gone over there. Go meet Steve Rogers at a support meeting or something. You'll be fine.

Where's Tom Holland Spiderman, mfer got snapped outta existence too. And his auntie dead. AND TONY DEAD. Like???? Adopt him maybe??? Miguel??????

Damn Miguel’s daughter really got thanos snapped

[my3amletterstoher]

This nice? We should get some baby 😍😍😍😍, great for role baby , is that dude Eric messing with you? You are drained , am I drained they are dead to us , they caused harm to us tthryre putting they funky energy is the air and trying to swarm , giving you anxiety and stuff, you reach out to me , you know how , they not going to do whatever tf they want to , that bitch Eric just like Kristina has been doing shit for too long and started going even harder at it, we are not with that bullshit , we go even harder , we are stronger than them , we are more powerful than them, they ain't shit at all, I see your vision , I got your back in regards to any and everything , we are one , we are in this together , that bitch was planting shit in the air .. all her insecurities and shit.. all her talking about "being lonely " and shit .. she out that shit in the air .. that's her shit .. than that other bitch Eric wanna swarm and shit ... they work together and we are working together against them no matter what , you reach out to me, you feeling anxiety or something you reach out to me any and all the time , that's what you do, you are not a bother or anything, they are , we escape them and everything else in life , and if they try to swarm or something , or try to drain either of us we go deeper into us, we go even harder with us, it's all about us, we don't give a fuck about them, we don't care what they have to say, or anything like that , they are not going to come through and ruin things or try to get in the mix of things, they weren't in the mix before and neither I or you will be Damned if they try to now, they ain't shit and never will be shit , ain't shit about them and never will be under any circumstance , that bitch Eric turn off his location see.. that means that dude thinks he can do whatever tf he wants , he thinks he is justified with what he did and tried to do , he's acting guilty af, you see I was talking about him going hard af and he gonna try to react to me saying that we going hard af? We shouldn't we go deeper into us when they are trying to disrupt us? How delusional does he think he is ? See how much of a bitch he is? That just shows that ppl think they can manipulate you , ppl think they can do whatever they want and you should be pissed af that ppl think that way about you , that nigga is telling on himself , and what is he doing on this blog to even read this and react to it? They all read this stuff and manipulate you with the information they read on here , if he tries to hang out with you or anything you expose him he's manipulative af , these ppl try to do away with me bc I see right through them and their ways , if he doesn't have anything to hide why would he turn his location off? Just like he turned it in at your house.. that dude has bad intentions, and you know it , why shouldn't we be allowed to go deeper into each other we we're under attack? Why wouldn't they think you wouldn't fight for me knowing they're the ones trying to cause things, they're the ones trying to harm me and you, drain us ..etc and you working to get rid of them , you are going through so much right now baby I feel it and I care deeply, I'm right here by your side and I'm not for no one trying to disrupt that..etc we fight through that , we go even deeper inside outsides, Tumblr messing up at times we work through that too, drained ? We work through that too , our love is powerful, we go even harder and deeper into each other , we are not some regular thing , we are special , we are rare , and think about what I mean to you for a second and everything I am , I'm the only person that is that too you and is capable of being that to you bc of what we are to each other , we feel each other even at a distance, you get away when I'm away/you can't feel me , you get anxiety when these MFers are around or try to be and being around them ? Nah you value your energy, health and all that more , you had a full on panic attack a few months ago around Eric , you flared up so much , same for the rest of them ,

that's not comfort or Contentment , that's disruption , that's infestion, that's your soul knowing something is wrong , every time they try to hit you , they presence, their soul , their energy , their aura , and all that gunk that they are and they emit from them just infests , just causes shit , you are serious about healing and being a healer right? I know you are , you are a natural one. Like I said before these ppl are your enemy , this ppl are against everything you are for and everything that you are , they attack and try to nullify your senses , drain your energy , cloud your mind , that is spiritual warfare (tumblr messing up) that's harm to your health, energy , growth all of that (Tumblr messing up) they're a strain, a burden ..etc (Tumblr messing up )

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You like this shirt?

I can def see you in this baby?

Tumblr messing up, you like this shirt? I think you would look so fly in it

These are kind of nice , this is nice :

Oooh you like this ?

This is cute af baby at least it would on you

I know you care about me more than anything in this world so why am I getting treated unfairly right now? I'm getting attacked by these ppl left and right, drained by them..etc and I would like to see you more, I would like to hear from you more , we need each other , I take care of you in every way , I help you, I care about you more than life itself (Tumblr messing up) damn I'm crying right now , Tumblr messing up , lemme erase my blow up , wraps my arms around you , I feel your pain too , and your frustration and stuff , lemme taste your pain as we melt inside each other , Tumblr messing up , and explode inside each other , creating a supernova 😍😍😍✨✨✨✨, seeping into death 😍, Tumblr messing up , wraps my arms around you and squeezes you , bliss every second and moment with you 😍😍😍😍, you like these baby?

We should get matching sweatpants like this , inverted what you think baby? , Tumblr messing up , muah muah muah muah 😘😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗🤗, Tumblr messing up , I like sweater vests .. you?

Maybe not this exactly lol but the sleeveless hoodies are 🔥(Tungus messing up )

You like this sweater baby? It looks warm af (Tumblr messing up) I think it would look good on you 😍😍😍

Tumblr messing up , this shirt ahhhh 😍😍😍, Tumblr messing up , your breasts in that shirt 🤤💦😍😍😍😍🐱💦💦💦💦, I gotta make another post for the images

[my3amletterstoher]

Tumblr messing up,

This green would look good on you, this is nice too:

Tumblr messing up , you like this baby? I think it would look good on you ,

Tumblr messing up ,

You like these? Tumblr messing up ,

Tumblr messing up , you like this baby?

Set the mood for us baby, where the music at 😍(Tumblr messing up) this oversized shirt 😯

This is big what the heck lol I don't like it , yo keep it coming baby , we don't give a fuck about nothing and you not for MFers trying to make you feel sorry about them, that bitch always tryna get sympathy about some shit, no one cares every one wants her to drop dead , that want she needs to do , I know you be getting tired af at her little sob stories, guilt tripping and shit , she harms you , me day in and out, we don't give a fuck about her or her health, of something bad happens to her , she is against you, harms you , infests you, tries to destroy shit in your life and she be having the audacity to talk about her energy, her health, how she wants peace, any bad that happens to her , she's pathetic af , all the bad that happens to her she deserves and is pay back for what she is, and she deserves even more bad to happen to her , to the 10th degree , she's so crazy that when bad does happen to her or someone stands up to her or cuts her off that SHE'S the victim and shit NAH , this is a bitch that threaten us for threatening her bc she was threatening us that's some deranged shit , this is a bitch that has the audacity to threaten us bc we stood up and is standing up to her for bothering us , she's stupid af and more shit will happen to her and will be done against her bc she deserves it x10 , and she's flaring her energy up right now , trying to infest and harm with her ugly ass, she mad LMFAO

We don't give a fuck if something is wrong with you bitch, you deserve it, now night night bitch cause all that is happening to you is from you fucking with Claire , just like you tried to be funny and say something dumb shut about Claire and then your ass almost died in the car lmfaooo that was pay back, you do wrong /you are evil , shit comes back to you , all that shit you were doing and that smart shit you said yesterday about your soul being at peace , Claire ain't stupid , she knows why you said that shit and the universe does too, you don't fuck with peoples soul, energy, mind..etc and not expect shit to happen to you, you been doing the most lately and the most is being served to you, EAT UP BITCH , you literally made me sick, you been messing with Claire and her health, her energy..etc areas of her life you try to infest and destroy , you been trying to complete with Claire , trying to talk behind her back, trying to get other ppl to infest her and shit too , you been trying hard af to bring Claire down in any and every way you can , I have told you to leave Claire and I alone , Claire has been telling you in various ways to leave her alone , she doesn't want to be bothered with you or none of y'all mother fuckers , she's done with y'all , and want y'all out of her life ASAP

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Anyways , my princess 👑 I still got my blankie around me , wraps it around you too (Tumblr messing up) we floating up in space ✨,

Those lashes 😍😍😍😍(Tumblr messing up) your lashes are POPPIN 😍😍😍😍 licks your eyebrow (I can't lick your lash I would get my tongue in your eye lol)

Tumblr messing up, That pause and smile /laugh omg 😯😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤🤤, Tumblr messing up , you are so beautiful 🤤😍😍😍 swoons, melts 😍😍😍🤤🤤, you are so captivating 😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤🤤, bites your face nom nom nom 😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤

Tumblr messing up S E X Y , super model , fantastic, intoxicating 😍🤤🤤🤤🤤(Tumblr messing up) kissing your neck 🤤😍🤤😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋, the way the light hits your caramel skin 😍😍😍😍(Tumblr messing up) caramel delight 😍😍😍😍, wet af 🐱💦🤤🤤🤤💦💦💦, got me wet af 🤤😍😍😍😍, those Luis, those eyebrows 🤤😍😍😍😍🐱😍😍😍💦💦💦, you are so scrumptious 🤤😍😍😍🐱😍😍😍😍💦💦💦, so yummyyyyy 😍😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤🐱💦💦😍😍(Tumblr messing up) I gotta make another post for the images

[my3amletterstoher]

Tumblr messing up , you like that? And what about this?

My Jamaican baby 😍Tumblr messing up , Little goth joint :

Tumblr messing up , you like this? (Tumblr messing up) some glasses too would be fly , like the ones I showed you , let's seeeee what else to put in our room baby? 😍(Tumblr messing up) Matter of fact the basement (Tumblr messing up)

Maybe some gadgets , Tumblr messing up, little light up things 😍😍😍

You having anxiety baby? Reach out 🖤😘😘😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘😘you see anymore sneakers ? 😍any other fly color schemes ? That we can step out together in 😍😍😍😍😍(Tumblr messing up) that will be so dope 😍😍😍, I can't wait 😍😍😘, check out this rug:

Tumblr messing up , we should get some area rugs right? That would look cute 😍especially where the movie /entertainment area will be (Tumblr messing up) maybe a plushie rug perhaps ? (Tumblr messing up) then we can lay on it and be comfy (Tumblr messing up ) aside from the beanbags 😍, sidenote you know what would be cool? Those IPhone camera lens , especially the high end ones (Tumblr messing up) that would be nice aside from the Cameras of course , iphonegraphy (Tumblr messing up) maybe some signs to put up 😍right in the wall , some bins (just for storage) , oooh what about some matching old school/vintage watches ? Casio or something how you spell it? Lol like these:

Tumblr messing up, you like any of these? 😍one of those can match those sneakers (Tumblr messing up) I don't think I ever seen you wear a watch though , I don't either , I got one that I wear occasionally

Reach out , what's on your mind? Emote to me

My girl THICK AF , NON GMO 😍😍😍😍 the baddest in the planet , that's why all the bitches hate on her and wanna be like her 😍😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤🤤

Why tf are you still flaring up? You reached out to me with the sneakers

SAY SOMETHING , what is on your mind? I asked you what is on your mind? REACH OUT TO ME

Our energy is drained, REACH OUT TO ME , we don't give a fuck about no one ,

REACH OUT TO ME , we can't afford no time wasted or no mother fuckers in your ear with no bullshit , tryna be in your face and shit, we don't give a fuck about them, they're dead to us, we not with that bullshit, I know that bitch is tryna be in your face and shit and you're not for that bullshit, she postin trying to infest you and shit, thinking that she has an audience and shit and she doesn't, no one gives a fuck about her, you are done with that bitch , I can't show my girl off ? I can't talk my shit too? You were? Continue with me , we are against those MFers , I love when you talk your shit, I back you up, I got your back

You reach out to me instantly , we don't want that bitch thinking even for a sec that she has access to you , you don't want nothing to do with that botch, you used to reach out to me instantly, ain't no conversations with other ppl or anything , you don't want to talk to no one but me , I asked you to emote, I asked you to talk, I asked to reach out , what else is on your mind? Keep it coming , I really like to know, show me more stuff please , I really want to see , what are your thoughts ? What are your opinions? Share with me please , I really want to know , I know you want to tell me more of what's on your mind , and I would love to hear it , if you're having anxiety reach out to me, reach out to me every time , you are not a bother, I love when you reach out , you are not a problem, I cherish every bit of you , and I take care of you in every way , I wanna spend every sec with you, and I know you want the same

I'm shutting down the whole world , are you having anxiety? Reach out to me please, post, I'm not with mother fuckers bothering you , while you're having anxiety, giving you more and shit, infesting you and shit , you're not with it either , you reach out to me instantly, you don't want to be bothered with those MFers and you don't want them to think you want to be bothered with those MFers

That's why I'm telling you to post more against that bitch, you come at her all the time , you not with her playing the victim and shit , talk about how you are determined, talk about how your sister look better than hers, talk about how she's stupid af for eating processed foods and thinking being vegan is whack, tell the bitch "yahhhh" , talk about being a model, talk about how you're the flyers person in MA, talk about your photography , how it's dope af cause it is , shit isn't up for discussion in regards to these MFers we not sparing them no mercy, she harms us on the daily , she infests us on the daily, that bitch and those MFers are the enemy , she infests you energy to get you in that app, someone tries to hurt you and expects you to converse with them, that bitch hates you , that bitch is jealous of you, and like You said she expects you to go along with her bullshit , she sneak disses you, me all the time , makes threats in regards to us all the time cause we aren't down with her doing that shit to us/the kind of person she is , how delusional is a person that thinks that they can do shoot to ppl on the daily and the person is going to just let them? That bitch is a terrible ass person no excuses , that's just like if a hit you right now, I'm expecting fir you to hit me back or do something bc I did something to you , that's not how that bitch thinks though , she thinks she can do whatever she wants and no one will do anything to her , then she tries to lie, twist, okay the victim or have the nerve to get mad or threaten someone when they do , that's how delusional she is , that's how much of a fucked up person she is , you seen how she was talking calling YOU fake , and throwing up things you said to her up in your face bc you are standing up to her , refuse to take her shit, that bitch basically tries to make you look and feel bad for not taking her shit , for cutting ties with her bc she deceived you basically , she manipulated you , how does she have the audacity to say anything to you ? She's a sociopath , and the type of person she is in general, no one with some substance would want to be associated with that , and deeper into the type of person she is : a parasite, an energy vampire , of everyone knew the type of person she was they wouldn't want to associate with her if they valued themselves, their energy, their well being, their life, the things in their life ..etc

What she doesn't get is that you have grown like I said a few weeks ago , and you have learned to have discernment , you said it yourself that you used to be naive, you used to try to see the good in people , you used to keep ppl around just to have them around knowing that they're no good..etc then you began you truly see things and realize things , that's just food, processed food , there's such thing as bad people , there's such things as bad things in life , as we grow older we realize that , we get more wiser, we cut back on things, we cut out things , I think as people especially when we're younger we think ppl are "party poopers" and stuff when things are brought up like that: when all the talk of what IS indeed bad (Tumblr messing up) is brought up , like.. if talk of what what is bad is being up more frequently in the world what about the other things in life too? Even with food ppl get defensive too though , and as we get older we begin to see that more of that though and talk about it more and it's met with less defensive , then ppl are like "ahhh I see this food isn't good, maybe having all these friends isn't good , or these ppl aren't good, partying like that isn't good..etc " as we grow we begin to look out for our souls more (Tumblr messing up) , and we get more wiser , more smarter , thinking more deeper instead of on the surface of things , we start to dissect things more especially if we are meant to transcend , the soul will show itself , that wisdom will show more , that discernment will begin to show more ...etc and then it's about going hard for the soul , more inwardness occurs , more fighting for the soul occurs (because I said in the world there's spiritual warfare going on) , and sidenote just like ppl preach about how the "man" is against them, and the govt..etc there's ppl right in people's life as well that has that same agenda, there's things place right in our faces that are against us (we as people) , ppl talk about "look at that that's a distraction" there's things in people's lives right now that are trying to distract us ...etc and as we grow we realize those things , I remember I had ppl in my life that got mad at me bc I didn't want to party they were distractions , I was at home customizing sneakers(Tumblr messing up) you had an example like that too , remember when you were talking about going to the job fair ? And about 4-5 ppl were like nah nah let's hang out , that was a distraction , that was against you (Tumblr messing up) , things/ppl will show up like that , or on a wider scale when everyone is talking about the same thing , like if you look around and everyone is talking about it most times that's a distraction , and sometimes it's an energy stealing thing , bc if everyone is talking about the same thing , energy is put into, therefore it's taking all those ppl's energy for instance like we trump got elected and ppl were scared and stuff , all that fear in the air , that was feeding someone , or a few, group of ppl ..even trump himself perhaps, that's why it's good to question stuff ,"who put this new word out here that everyone is saying?" "Why is this particular song popular all of a sudden ? What is the message behind it?"or ppl spreading ignorance and calling it "entertainment " it's like "hmm why is this popular all of a sudden?" You ever see stuff and scratch your head ? Stuff in the world in general , like that post you made on your IG about what ppl talk about at school , you said you don't get why ppl find interest in those topics, society type stuff (Tumblr messing up) /topics , you said that you don't really connect with that , that doesn't resonate with you (Tumblr messing up) , same difference as well

Sidenote .. you go back to school tomorrow baby? (Tumblr messing up) gives you a big kissssss 😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋, check this out baby I was talking about us going to TDot earlier :

Got some places saved for us

I got our day filled up 😍😍😍, I got us hopping allllll around (Tumblr messing up) we can stay the weekend 😍😍, we can add to it together 😍😍😍, I also found some black "wall covers " for us , for the accent walls , I gotta make another post ran out of image space