#you forget things. does that mean you're not 100% of yourself anymore?

[lee-hakhyun]

i see people thinking that the side story is the bad ending for kim dokja. and don't get me wrong, he doesn't come back after the door opens, but that is because kimcom CHOSE that.

they had the option to open a door where kim dokja woke up, but they chose to go through the door where he doesn't wake up because they know that first door is a trap (like 49/51), and they want all of kim dokja. and when they go through, kim dokja is gone, but he's left a note. he is STILL OUT THERE (and part of him is with lhh right now. it's complicated)

anyway this is just to say KIM DOKJA IS BACK IN THE SIDE STORY. he is just not with kimcom *yet*. i need to make this clear because i keep seeing people saying things that sound like people think he's gone for real in the side story.

[all-purpose-dish-soap]

TF141 & sexy clothes

Gaz absolutely supports you wearing whatever you feel sexy in. however, in his heart of hearts, he believes the sexiest thing you can wear around him is your pjs, your ratty old tees, your sleep shirts, your big hoodies, your slouchy garbage clothes. he just wants to know you're comfortable. not to mention the idea of you letting him see you the way nobody else gets to... letting yourself be totally vulnerable around him... that lights up a certain (slightly needy) (slightly possessive) part of his brain. interesting how easily his hands can slide past the hem of your clothes when they're bigger and slouchier, too.

Ghost loves lingerie, though. like wrapping a present just for him. it's less about the lace (or the bows, or the straps, or the leather, whatever you prefer) and more about the time and attention you're expending to make yourself look all sexy. all this work? for him? even if his usual compulsion is to act aloof and pretend it's no big deal, he can't hide the greedy way his eyes devour you--for me? don't mind if i do. it's a toss-up whether he decides to unwrap you completely or just push his calloused hands into your lil outfit and muss you up until it's not covering anything anymore. or maybe he'll just leave the wrapping on so he can keep admiring all your hard work while he pumps into you.

Price says he loves you in lingerie, and he does. he doesn't tell you how fucking crazy you drive him when you're dressed for business. that might mean the clothes you wear into the office every day; it might mean fatigues; it might mean a particular uniform; it might be sportswear. he's big into seeing you focused and in your element--your competence is sexy--while also knowing there are so few layers he'd need to peel off before he could have you completely forgetting yourself if he wanted. and hey! if the lace at the top of your thigh-highs happens to be peeking out from under your pencil skirt, or if your ass fills out your uniform just right? that's just fine with him. you do you. (for now. he'll do you later.)

Soap's preferences are simple. he likes access. skirts. dresses. obviously, if he could convince you to be naked 100% of the time, he would. sundresses are pretty, though. so are your studded black skirts if you're gothy. or your sharp, practical, form-fitting pencil skirts if you're professional. you can even wear a kilt if you'd like. his kilt. he doesn't mind. (he only asks that you wear it as it's meant to be worn--without a thing underneath.) on days you do wear a dress or skirt, you're lucky to make it out of the house without him darting after you, pulling the hem up your thighs, and wondering aloud how you managed to find any undergarments at all; he'd swear he hid every last pair. he peels your underwear off--don't protest, hen; you know how this works--and after that, your chances of getting out the door are slim to none.

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more multi-141 and poly 141 / masterlist tag

[onewingeddove444]

★How the bachelors would react if they accidentally made you cry

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Alex:

-would probably not even notice you're crying at first

-his expression would change so quickly

-😀😦

-kind of knew he had it coming though, since a lot of the stuff that flies out of his mouth is....well😇

-would IMMEDIATELY start taking the blame, saying things like "nahhh i didn't actually mean that i lied haha no idea why i said that i'm so stupid" ((starts blaming it on his hormones being affected by working out or something😭😭))

-hesitates at first, but pulls you into the tightest embrace you've ever felt ngl probably hurts a little lol

-his way of apologising to you is saying "you can punch me as hard as you want, i deserve it!!!!"

-starts treating you like royalty for another month, to the point where it becomes annoying

-every time you bring it up, even as a joke, he basically drops to his knees and starts apologising all over again

Elliott:

-if you thought this man was already dramatic as it is....lord🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

-would try to be cool about it, while in his head he's already pressing a dagger to his neck, saying that he has now betrayed his heart and doesn't want to go on any longer

-the moment he sees tears flowing down your face, the only word able to come out of his mouth is a soft "no, no, no..."

-he'd probably start crying with you😭😭😭

-starts whispering the most loving and kind things about yourself into your ear

-literally compares you to the most breathtaking images you could ever envision

-alternative scenario, where he just drops to the floor and starts begging for your forgiveness, even though what he said wasn't really that bad

-after that, he checks up on you every 5 minutes, to make sure you're not upset with him

-would swear on his life and soul to never hurt you again ((mind you it was never that serious😭))

-writes you so many short poems...atp they just become a whole book

Harvey:

-man....😭

-probably hurts him more than it does you lmao

-you crying would be too much for him already...but crying because of him?? ouuu

-is ready to completely retract what he said, even if he's absolutely right, that just doesn't matter to him anymore

-he just stands there for a good amount of time, since he really doesn't know how to deal with these kinds of emotions

-this might just be the first time this man has made someone cry because...let's be fr☠️

-would do that thing where he cups your cheeks and wipes your tears with his thumbs ((after that he's kinda clueless though😭))

-this literally being his worst nightmare...in his eyes hurting you is the equivalent of failing as a partner...and he's not really allowed to fail too often🙁

-would wait 30 years until you're not upset with him ((it takes you exactly 1 minute btw)), and after that it's flowers delivered to your doorstep every day of the week

-even if it were to be a one-time occurrence, he would NEVER EVER forget it, and he would always justify spoiling you with it ((using the 4 cents he makes from the clinic👎))

Sam:

-he is not that smart when it comes to verbalising thoughts please forgive him

-says things like "aw man you're crying😔😔😔😭😭“

-if he's holding a drink or eating something, he offers it to you, even if there's a single bite/sip left of it

-refuses to smile until he's 100% sure you've forgiven him, otherwise he just looks like this: :--(

-low-key fighting for his life not to pull out his phone and google "how to comfort crying person wikihow"

-once you tell him that it's okay between you two bro gets jolly, running around in circles, giggling, twirling his hair and laying down kicking his feet up

-the thing he did that upset you could've been minor, but that still doesn't stop him from saying "man...😔🤦 i'm so glad this chapter is behind us now.." like okay???😭😭😭 ((bonus points if he describes this as a "rough patch" in your relationship))

-tries making something for you after, fails miserably, resorts to showing you cool skateboard tricks he learned off of youtube

-learns his lesson and actually thinks more before he says something ((to the best of his ability))

-promises to write a song about your love and go platinum ((shows it to sebastian and gets banned from writing lyrics for the band forever))

Sebastian:

-freezes immediately

-literally unable to get a single word out, what is he supposed to do in his situation😭

-manages to whisper "i didn't mean..." and proceeds to go quiet after that

-he's been living a sheltered life for a very long time, so he's really scared that whatever he says it will only hurt you even more

-you can definitely see his expression change...not only does it soften but he looks UPSET upset, mostly with himself

-pulls you into a hug, hoping that it'll help a little bit ((it does, bro seems like a good hugger))

-asks you if there's anything he can do to cheer you up, and let me tell you he'd really do anything

-does not let you go for the rest of the day, having his arm wrapped around you, holding your hand, even if it's just the pinky fingers touching

-you have to keep reassuring him that it's okay now, he literally hits you with the "are you sure you're not mad at me?" every 3 seconds just to make sure you guys are good🙏

-lets you touch whatever you want in his room, i'm talking elementary school pictures, old sketchbooks, it's all yours, no matter how humiliating

Shane:

-um...uh😭🙅‍♀️

-yeah he is PISSED he's made you cry, he might've been mean when he first saw you, but now??? that is just not allowed in his mind idc

-jumps to self-deprecation immediately, talking about how he's an asshole, how he always fucks things up (🙁)

-just takes the whole blame on himself, no problem with that

-kind of saw this happening in the nearest future, that man does not have a very good opinion of himself let's be honest😭

-you could tell him you forgive him and he'd be like "nah don't do that wtf i don't deserve it😔"

-doesn't try comforting you at first, since he just assumes that you might never want to see him again

-but after the dust settles he reassures you that he's going to do everything to make sure this doesn't happen again

-sends you musty frozen pizza in the mail in retaliation (sigh🙁)

-would love to pretend this never happened, but making you cry really took a hit on his self-esteem, however it also made him think about how to be the best partner you can have

[starry-eyed-wild-child]

🥀 kappa x reader headcanons 🥀

. yikes, first off this man right here - I need him in my VEINS

. but swiftly moving on

. i'm not gonna sugarcoat anything, this relationship is probably toxic af - like you're both AWFUL for each other, it's like an obsessed kinda love that's probably really unhealthy

. but it's okay, we move

. probably met when he broke into your house or smth - but he'd probably been stalking you for weeks before, I don't make the rules we know it's true. but he'd 100% deny it to your face if you asked

. yes he would probably live in a VW samba. stereotypical? sure. but you can't tell me he doesn't - look me in the eyes and try I beg

. will get high with you every single night, if that's your vibe - and if it's not, he's still getting high with you every night cause he's such a gentleman

. kappa will swear on his life he hates animals, but the day you bring a cat home, bro is smitten

. will convince you to join the cult, let's not kid ourselves at all - whether you do so willingly is up to you, but either way, you're sleeping in that commune, babes

. would NEVER admit it aloud but he secretly wants small braids in his hair - tiny, tiny ones that go around. but you couldn't torture this information out of him

. try it, he'd probably get off on it

. i have said this before, and i stand by it - kappa listens to the zombies, it's a guilty pleasure that he'd rather die than admit

. y'know that red pendant he always wears? put it on for him, i beg. man will be on his knees

. is actually surprisingly a really good cook (i personally headcanon kappa as a veggie but that's just me, don't come at me pls)

. tries to be this heavy dominant man, but then probably smells like fucking fire and patchouli or some waffle

. putting the nsfw under the cut cause i don't wanna get scolded

. we, as a fandom, have collectively agreed that kappa is absolutely packing it down there

. he's a solid nine inches, and definitely has a few piercings - nipple bars are the ones that come to mind when I think of kappa, but probably had them in more intimate places 🤭

. is the kinkiest motherfucker you'll ever meet in your life - everything you knew? forget it, babes, kappa knows best

. if it's not messy and sloppy, kappa doesn't want it - you will be covered in scratches, bite marks, cum, blood, spit and sweat by the time this man is done with you

. he's so mean, man, oh my god

'c'mon, sugar, you can take it, you've fucking done it before'

'stop fucking crying or I'll give you something to cry about'

. aftercare? what's that? kappa will clean you up and maybe, maybe, if you're really, really good, he'll hold you

. loves, loves, loves fucking you outdoors - in 'mother nature' 🌿🍄

. hot take but kappa actually LOVES mutual masturbation (he's so gross, he just likes watching you touch yourself)

. his ego will be heightened when you can't finish by yourself

'awe, what's the matter, sugar? can't even cum without me anymore?'

. he's so fucking mean, I want him bad, man

. BREEDING KINK ( look me in the eyes and tell me no, i dare you)

. pushes his cum so deep inside you that it doesn't even drip out

'gotta make sure it stays nice and put, sugar, gonna fuck a baby into you, hm?'

. will praise you but in a really derogatory way? idk how to describe it

. when i tell you, you will never want another man again - kappa will make you feel things you didn't even know you could, man

. very, very good at what he does - kappa is very cocky, he knows he's good, and he loves when you tell him how good he is

. let this man eat you out, bro - you'll be in heaven. he's so disgusting with it - he's messy, sloppy and you can guarantee he will lap, lick, drool and dribble absolutely everywhere

. you have to beg this man to get away from between your legs - and even when you do, he still doesn't

. realistically, he's probably like a -2/10 BUT I'm gonna give him a solid 9/10 cause he's my man, and i'm delusional

. 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

[weebsinstash]

FINALLY SOMEONE BRINGS UP HANAHAKI WITH YANDERES, THEY'RE SUCH A GOOD COMBO THAT I NEVER SEE!

The best part of Hanahaki is just how many different variations there are to it imo.

For example for it to form does one have to actually get rejected? Or does assuming you will be, or them actually just not liking you work too?(imagine finding out your crush doesn't return your feeling by getting Hanahaki, quite literally the worst way to find out)

Is it fatal or just stay till you move on or they reciprocate? Does the surgery exist and if so what are the after effects if any(usually loss of feeling and/or memory of crush, or feelings as a whole)? Would the disease scar/ruin your lungs?

An idea I've had for Hanahaki is someone having to go back repeatedly for the same surgery because they either keep falling for or never fall out of love. Meanwhile their lungs just keep getting worse from their constant surgeries and the plants....

NO SHUT UP BECAUSE THE MOST PAINFUL HANAHAKI TROPES ARE "you can have surgery to cure it but you'll forget all your memories of the person you love" OR "you're dying BECAUSE they don't return your feelings and there's no way to save you even if you confess you're just dying knowing they don't love you back" and now that I think about it it was specifically the ultra sad fics that kind of drove me away from the trope, but.... it has its uses....

A yandere begging you to have the surgery to forget about how much you love them so you can live, and you'd rather die than forget all the time you've spent with them, what they mean to you, especially if they're your only friend or someone you've had all your life. Your yandere knocking you out and having you operated on against your consent, taking your love away, so you can live, even if it breaks their own heart, crying as they know you LOVED them but, soon won't even remember their name...

A yandere who, very happily actually, forces you to have the forgetting surgery because it's SOMEONE ELSE you love, not them, and once that person is out of the picture, well, your savior has a greater chance at truly wooing you, don't they?

A yandere who develops hanahaki and HAS to have the surgery to live, they can't protect you if they're dead, but they circumvent the amnesia by recording tons of videos first, talking all about you, about your times together, their memories of you, how much they love you, which things, why, and once they've forgotten you, they watch those tapes and their passion is ignited all over again

IMAGINE A DANGEROUS YANDERE FINALLY FORCED INTO HAVING THE SURGERY AND YOU THINK YOU'RE SAFE BECAUSE THEY SHOULDN'T LOVE OR EVEN REMEMBER YOU ANYMORE BUT NO IT WAS PART OF THE PLAN TO LOWER YOUR GUARD AND TAKE YOU--

Yandere who use their knowledge of you previously loving them to lovingly recreate events in the past that caused you to fall for them, lowkey manipulating you into loving them again by tweaking little behaviors or doing specific things, being genuine but, measured, practiced, calculating

Yandere who are like "you know what? Watching you nearly kill yourself with this totally preventable disease that couldve been cured by an immediate 'i love you' which i obviously would've accepted has actually completely cemented my own delusions about you absolutely 100% literally needing me to survive and you're gonna live under my roof and my constant supervision now :)"

Honestly just the potential like... plot and obsessive potential from the yandere from you almost dying. Like. What obsessed manic possessive lover wouldn't absolutely dial up their behavior and devotion after almost losing you? What kind of self proclaimed hero wouldn't bend over backwards to cater to your every need when they see you so weak and wheezing and needing medicines and special care and maybe even mobility aids now? Can you imagine something horrible like, the hanahaki damaging your lungs to the point you temporarily or permanantly get winded with prolonged exercise and need a wheelchair for longer walks? Or it weakens your body so much you develop allergies or autoimmune issues?

There's just so much GUILT POTENTIAL too. Here's your stalker thinking they knew every little nook and cranny of your mind, obsessively collecting every last detail of your life, and they didn't know you loved them? Loved them so much you got sick for them? AND you were so scared and assured they would reject you, they wouldnt love you, the thought of which hurt you so much, you would rather die than hear them turn you away? Certain yanderes would CRY, they're like, begging for forgiveness at their secret closet altar of you, saying they WRONGED YOU, they PROMISE THEY'RE DEVOTED TO YOU, they'll spend the rest of their life proving it with every ounce of their heart, PLEASE let them prove it--

Of course I also can't help but think. You confess to cure your hanahaki and your yandere accepts you, but then once you're in their house and getting to REALLY know them, you're INSTANTLY "um actually this is. Gross. I'm not attracted to you at all anymore and actually now our entire friendship all these years feels fucking tainted and creepy because I was looking at you with love and you were like. Taking photos of me sleeping and stealing bristles from my toothbrush the entire time"

Finally, because we are so dramatic. We've discussed fandoms on here before where the series can delve into multiverse shit like Spiderverse or Justice League stuff. Imagine a version of your yandere from another universe coming after you because they watched their version of you wither up and die from refusing to confess but the yandere found out their feelings afterwards anyways and it drove them to their breaking point 💀like maybe your universe's version of this person is actually totally normal for you, but, in the acts of defeating this new threat, they realize how easy it would be for someone to hurt you, TAKE YOU AWAY, and one day after the battle to defeat the doppelganger is over, you're looking over at your friend and smiling, and they wait for you to turn your back until *cough* a few little petals fall to the floor....

[headsincloud9]

Part 1 | Part 3

SMUT MINORS DNI

85. "I didn't know you were so sensitive."

86. "Don't be so rough, there can't be any marks."

87. "| really don't care. You stilook hot and I'm trying not to fuck you senseless right now.

88. "Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop."

89. "No. I'm supposed to making YOU feel good."

90, "Stop teasing me so much."

91. "Bed. Now."

92. "You're in trouble now."

93. "I'm waiting."

94. "Maybe I should get you a collar so you don't forget who you belong to."

95. "You better watch your fucking mouth."

96. "Do you really think it's a good idea to talk like that to me?"

97. "Didl say you could stop?"

98, "First one to make a noise loses."

99. "| love the way you look with my fingers inside you."

100. "You keep acting like a brat I'll take you over my knee right here, I don't care how many people are watching."

101. "I guess I'll just get off all by myself."

102. "You deserve a reward for being so good today, what would you like it to be?"

103. "I can't wait to put bruises all over that pretty skin."

104, "Could you send me a hot photo of yourself, I need something to get off to.

105. "You look so good on your knees like that."

106. "These walls are pretty thick. Which means you and I can be as loud as we want."

107, "Did you touch yourself while I was gone."

108. "If you leave the house wearing that then the second you come home I'm bending you over the bed."

109, "Mine."

110. "We can't do that here."

111. "Oh kitten, don't make me tell you twice."

112. "Behave."

113, "What did you just say?"

114. "Do I want to know why you were screaming?"

115. "Come here."

116. "Watch me."

117. "I don't want to hear your excuses anymore."

118. "If you can't sleep...how about we have sex?"

119, "Put that thing away."

120. "Don't go whipping that thing out!*

121. "Don't kink shame mel"

122. "If you interrupt me one more time - so help me god."

123. "I'm going to put on my clothes before you say anything else."

124, "Tell me what you want.

125. "Could you make me feel as good as I do?"

126. "Y-you're not..w-wearing anything under that are you?"

127. "Are you trying to turn me on or are you really that oblivious?"

128. "There's no way anyone is that innocent!"

129. "You taste like fucking candy.'

130. "The only way you're getting off is on my thigh."

131. "Wait your turn, love."

132. "Oh my god did you just say that out loud?"

133. "You make a sound and it's game over.'

134. "Just let me finish this and I swear I'll go down on you till you cum at least three time.'

135. "If 1 have to stop what I'm doing, you won't be able to walk the next way.

136. "1 could just pull your bikini bottoms to the side, no one willnotice.

137. "|haven't even touched you and you're already wet."

138. "Were you just masturbating?"

139. "What are you doing in my bed?"

140. "Want help with that?"

141. "Shut up!" "Why don't you come over here and make me!"

142. "You're so tucking hot when you're mad."

143. "The fucks wrong with you are you in heat?"

144, "We're not just friends and you know it."

145. "Come here, you can sit on my lap till'm done working.

146. "What? Does that feel good?

147. "You mean like this?"

148. "I'm not jealous! it's just...you're mine."

149. "Did it hit when you fell from heaven?" "No, but 1 scraped my knee crawling out of Hell."

150. "If we get caught I'm blaming you."

151. "We have to be quiet."

152. "Tellme that again."

153. "You have no idea how much I want you."

154, "If we weren't in public right now, I'd have my head between your legs

155. "Sayit."

156. "If you don't like my teasing then why are you moaning?"

157, "Wow -I didn't realize you were that... flexible."

158. "I'm gonna fuck you so hard you forget that guy's name."

159. "You better shut that pretty little mouth before 1 put it to work, doll"

160. "I think that's the first time I've heard you moan.

161. "I really want to kiss you right now."

162. "Wanna fuck?"

163. "Hey, you dtf?"

164. "You're not taking me to bed. Ever," "Who said it had to be on the bed?"

165. "She/He may seem all sweet and innocent but behind closed doors that boy/girl is dark

and dirty."

166, "Ah. He/she's playing hard-to-get. That's cute."

167. "For the love of fuck." "Yep. That's me. I like to fuck."

168. "Just eat me." ". .But you'll die.." "that is not what I meant-"

169. "How do I look?"

[damien-mlm]

Dead Man Walking (Angst, Dark!Red)

WARNING: PURE ANGST, BLEAK AND HOPELESS ALMOST ALL THE WAY THROUGH. Alcohol poisoning. Suicide attempt. Hallucinations, or perhaps not.

this happens immediately after Mama, and during Darrell's visit to Scarlet.

Darrell belongs to @bluecoolr, Skulk is @probably-a-plant-thing's, and Scarlet is by @kalid-raven

Once he was sure that Darrell was asleep, he stepped out of the bed once again.

He had managed to push the ideation away for so long, so many years.

He couldn't do it anymore. He was weak again. 

She never left his mind, she was always there, calling for him.

Singing sweet lullabies when he felt so, so alone.

She had abandoned him too soon. But she never really left.

She was there, standing beside him as he cried, her casket being lowered into the ground.

She was there, looking from over his father's shoulder as he administered his bi-daily sessions of shock therapy.

She was there, encouraging him to keep stabbing, to burn it all down on the night of the hurricane.

"Come home…"

She was there.

She's still here, and she's calling for him.

Calling him back into her arms.

What about Blue? I can't just leave him… what will he do?

"My boy… he doesn't need you. He's got Skulk, remember? And Skulk's got him. They still have each other…"

They still have each other…

"They don't need you… I do."

They don't need me… Nobody here does…

"Come home, my son."

"Darlin', you alright there?" Darrell's sweet voice brought him back to reality. He had been sitting in the dark cold of his living room 'til the sun started to shine. Darrell wrapped a warm comforter around his shoulders.

What would I do without you? 

"Yeah, sorry…" he took Darrell's hand and pressed his lips against it softly. 

God, I'm such a fool.

He made a cup of coffee and heated up a cornbread muffin for Darrell in the toaster oven.

"You're not gonna eat?" 

"Not hungry, hun" he said as he opened the door and sat on the porch, lighting up a cigarette for himself.

He didn't notice the way Darrell was looking at him.

He looked into nothingness as his cigarette burned. His mind felt foggy and clouded.

"You've changed since the last time I saw you."

I know, mama. I'm more like myself now.

"But you had such pretty hair before..."

I like red...

"Do you, really?"

...

I... I don't know... It just stuck with me, I guess...

Red was all he could see, always. Red, blinding and all-consuming.

I can't forget about it, mama. I can't.

Why did you have to go? Why did you leave me with him?

But there was no answer.

He tried to take a drag of his cig, only to realize it had burned entirely.

His face felt cold and numb.

Darrell's hand on his shoulder startled him more than it should've, he gasped and jumped slightly at the touch.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to scare ya" he said softly, his chest stinging at the fact he made Red, of all people, jump in fear.

"That's fine, sugar. I was too deep in thought..." Red trailed off as he saw Darrell was already fully dressed and had his keychain in his left hand "You're going to see her?"

"Yes Sir, I know she can help us, we need to hide, lie low for a while... Are you sure you'll be alright by yourself?" Darrell asked, stroking Red's sunken and cold cheek with his free hand.

'Don't worry about me, I'll be okay" he answered as he leaned into Darrell's warm, gentle touch.

He doesn't need more problems, not now.

Once Darrell was gone on his way to Scarlet, Red decided to take a small trip to town.

He didn't bother looking into Germaine's eyes, or even her face, as he waited for her to ring the black hair dye, the pair of scissors and the shaving razor blade spare replacement.

"Ya going back to the natural look?" she asked curiously.

"Huh?" 

"Oh, it's just, I can see your roots" she said sheepishly as she pointed at her own scalp.

"Ah... Yeah. Red's worn out, I guess" he answered as he handed her a 100 bill, much to her shock.

"Oh, I don't think-"

"Keep the change for yourself, hun. I won't be needin' it" he said before snatching the items he had bought, throwing them in his backpack and storming out.

The bar was next, Neil's eyes went the size of dinner plates when Red slammed the money on the counter.

"I'm paying my tab off, and I'm taking two bottles of your strongest bourbon" he said without looking up.

"My boy, you know damn well this will cover all that and more, twice over..." the old bar owner trailed off as he grabbed two bottles from the top shelf, then placed them between them, without letting go of them. Red was just about to grab the bottles when Neil pulled them back just a smidge, calling for his attention, "What are you gonna do, Damon?" 

Red's eyes shot up and met Neil's at the mention of his true name. The old man's stare was unwavering, yet full of worry.

"I'm fine, Neil. You'll hear of me again soon." he promised, giving the old man a faint smile as he gently placed the pair of bottles inside his backpack.

Neil watched him exit the bar with his head down, hunched over.

Red's last stop around town was the diner, his boss had told him to take the day off, since he was so out of it that almost caused a grease fire the last time he clocked in.

He entered through the front and greeted the server kindly, she smiled at him and he handed her a small note, intended for the owner. 

That's the last of them.

He haphazardly chopped the longer parts of his hair off before dying it all black, he was sitting on the closed lid of the toilet, anxiously chipping away at his nail polish til his nails were clean, waiting for the dye to do its work.

Red was almost on autopilot, he soon ran out of polish to scrape away at, his sight was blurry and dazed. Almost as if he was looking at his point of view from a screen. Not his own eyes. Everything was out of focus, distant. Fake even, it all felt like plastic, like a big set full of props.

"It looks awfully similar, doesn't it?"

The red chips of polish contrasted with the white tiled floor, and under his unfocused sight they looked liquid.

Liquid red staining the white tiled floors again.

He nearly jumped out of his skin

I can't get the image out of my mind…

"I know, my child. But once you are with me, you won't have to remember it ever again. I promise"

I'm scared, mama. What if dad is there?

A pause.

Mama?

"He can't get to you, my child. Come to me, I'll protect you."

No, mama. I'll protect you.

"Now you look more like the last time I saw you. I missed this look on you"

Once his hair was clean he stared at the mirror, for how long, it's unclear

Last time he had his hair black and this short was back before…

He closed his eyes, thinking of that beautiful night, the night they were back home from Ambrose.

It feels strange to me… I know it's my natural color, but it doesn't feel like me entirely…

Now that I think of it, I don't remember the last time I truly felt like myself.

That was it, that was my peak.

It all seemed to go downhill from there, rolling down violently. Hitting rocks and being scratched by thorny bushes on his way. 

At the end of the hill, there wasn't land. There was a chasm. An infinite fall into darkness, and he was rapidly approaching the edge.

He never had the chance to mourn, to let it out, to let himself just be. He had been stuck in survival mode for as long as he could remember, and the moment he let his guard down, the moment he first felt peace, it all came down on him at once.

"Come into my arms, my love. I'll never let you hurt again"

It seemed like the perfect solution. No more pain, no more nightmares, no more…

Darrell…

"He'll be fine. He doesn't need you."

Skulk can take care of him, they can care for each other… I don't want to abandon them, though…

"It'll be a weight off their shoulders."

What?

"Skulk can take care of himself, he's agile and good at hiding. Darrell has enough trouble in his hands right now. None of them have the time for you."

…

"None of them have the energy to care for a deteriorating alcoholic."

And as if to give her reason, he sat down on the toilet again and took a long swing of the bourbon he had bought.

Damn it, Neil. Shouldn't have wasted your best tasting shit on me…

Several gulps per swing, 4 swings and the first bottle was empty. Heat traveled down his esophagus and into his stomach. The first thing that has gone in there since last night's single cornbread muffin.

I can't just leave without a word…

He stood rapidly, and whiplash hit him like a truck. His head spinning, his hands reaching for the sink in order not to fall. 

I guess liquor hits faster when you're in a rush to leave.

He stumbled his way out of the bathroom and into his bedroom, opened his bedside table drawer and ripped a page out of his small notepad.

What do I even say?

He felt awful to leave them like this. 

Darrell, my fallen angel

Skulk, my sweet guardian 

See you on the other side

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry…

I had to go

All that was mine is now yours

I love you both

Take care of each other please

He grabbed that old silver letter opener. Used it as a stake to adhere the note on the outside of the bathroom door. A silver nail on a white coffin.

Originally, his plan was to burn it all down, and himself with it. Wipe it all away, just like back then.

He would have to instead drink both bottles and hope that, if blood loss didn't take him, alcohol poisoning would.

But it wouldn't be fair for them.

There is no closure to be found in a pile of ash and a charred corpse.

He was sitting on the bathroom floor and almost entirely through the second bottle when he dug into his wrists with the razor blades. Both of them now have a vertical opening.

Red, warm, slick and slippery. 

A little too slippery, perhaps, he was already weak, but now the slick didn't let him hold onto the bottle no more.

He lied back, too tired and drowsy to sit up straight. Red pooling around him, pouring from his wrists.

Mama, I'm on my way.

But mama wasn't there.

He was, looming and towering over him. Looking down with a crooked smile.

Damon's breath got caught in his throat, his eyes burning with hot tears. Pure, unadulterated fear coming over him.

Everything around them was on fire, even Dr. Herring himself. 

Damon couldn't move, he could do nothing but watch and silently weep as the sinister burning man grabbed him by the ankles, setting them on fire. 

"You don't know how long I've waited for this moment. Now you'll burn with me, forever."

He was being dragged to hell.

And he could do nothing but beg silently.

Help me, please.

He felt his father's nails dig into the flesh of his ankles.

I'm sorry, I take it back! I don't wanna go, please!

He could hear the screaming and wailing of tortured souls, lost to the flames forever.

Help me!

"You're mine"

PLEASE!!!

The door swung open with such force, a being bathed in blinding golden light coming through it.

Everything was white and gold. Suddenly soft and warm.

An angel kneeling over him.

His angel.

He felt tears fall on his cheeks, raining down on him from above.

Even in such pain, he was beautiful.

Peace washed over him, and he let himself go.

Darrell's distant voice and visage fading to black.

A/N: here I go, just pouring a bucket of gasoline on the dumpster fire that is our boys' poor lives

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[dark-nymph3t]

You're welcome Libby! I'm always going to be here for you whenever you need it, never forget that, and I understand how you feel about how easy it is to relapse again and to go back into old habits again, I've been through a situation similar to that were I just felt like going back into my old habits and the thoughts just stay in the back of my head. Even if you feel like you aren't "recovered" anymore I think otherwise, you're worthy of love and happiness and I believe making a normal mistake does NOT automatically mean you ruined your recovery journey and not 100% recovered anymore.

I really wish there was a way I could give you advice on this but I personally never relapsed where it involved self harm so I really don't know what I can do to help you in your situation. I genuinely really wish I could. All I'll say is that whatever you do, I hope you know that you're NOT broken or can't ever fully recover, its possible, you just need to keep pushing forward and have patience, recovery can take years to happen. I know you're strong and can do this Libby, I know you can. If you ever need to talk to someone please don't ever be afraid to reach out to me or anyone else you feel comfortable talking too.

And thank you so much btw! I hope I do fine on my chemistry exam but we'll see 😅 and dw I'm drinking my water every day!! I hope you're remembering to drink water too Libby!! Take care of yourself my friend! <333

You are the actual best Clo I don’t know how I’m ever going to repay you, thank you so much

Yeah, like the thoughts suck, they just creep on you out of nowhere and all of the sudden you have the sick feeling to just go and do it again and it’s like, no, no, like I can’t. Like I know I’m not broken and this is normal but I can’t fight back my brain’s automatic urge to make myself think that, if that makes any sense.

GOOD, I always forget to take care of myself during finals cause of the stress, it’s good that you’re not. Weird thing, but ask your teacher if you can have a small snack with you during the exam, helps keep your energy up during it. AND EAT BREAKFAST THE DAY OF THE EXAM IF YOURE ABLE TO. This is probably coming off as too lectur-y I’m sorry lol

And no matter what, as long as you tried you best, it does not matter what your score is, I’m proud of you either way <3

[mrsbakashi]

Hey, can I ask for headcannons for Kakashi

E - Extra info

Q - Quiet please

S - Sleepy sex

T - Top or bottom

Z - Zones

pls ignore if I did this incorrectly 😅 Have a great day

hi, anon! you couldn't have done it better, and thank you for including the meaning of each letter so i am 100% sure you're talking about the dirty a-z headcanons. also thank you for requesting kakashi 💕

KAKASHI

⚠️ c.w.: +18

e - extra info (any other fetishes? feet? leather? role playing? blood? fantasies that they might want to experience not on this list?)

it would be easier to ask what he isn't into, really. the man has so many fetishes it's crazy. it's probably because he spent most of his life holding back, isolating himself and reading smut, so now he has you he can't hold back anymore. swears he wants to try everything at least once (but doesn't mean it, because there's a very specific list of things he would never do such as share you with somebody else and/or hurt you, among other things). that being said, he has a thing for roleplay definitely.

another thing he loves is toys. loves trying new ones. his favorites are the ones he gets to control so when you go out together, on date nights or with friends, he just gets off knowing that he can make you come right there, while everyone around is oblivious to what's happening (or so he thinks). and because he loves watching you trying to control your moans and facial expressions, until you can't take it anymore and you beg him with your eyes, eventually excusing yourself to "reapply your lipstick" - then he meets you in the bathroom to help you, because it takes two to reapply a lipstick that was already perfect to begin with. so subtle. but he can't help it, i swear, you are his weakness.

also a huuuuge fan of cockwarming. like huge. he could just stay buried inside you forever if you didn't feel so f*ing good. you, his weakness.

taking the chance to also put non-dirty hcs, he loves doing every single thing with you. he's been alone for so loooong - it was actually sad when you first started dating because he didn't know how to have another person around and he would often forget he didn't have to be alone or do everything alone, but now that he learned you're there he just won't leave you alone anymore. he'll do absolutely everything with you now, he just loves being around you.

q - quiet, please (what’s the volume like in the bedroom? are they quiet? do they scream? do they like a loud partner? do they prefer if their partner is more soft spoken?)

kakashi is not loud at all - besides grunts and groans, cusses and some dirty words here and there he's pretty quiet. only because he likes to hear you more than anything, your moanings are his favorite sounds. he's pretty much addicted, if you ask me. it's almost as if he got off more on the sounds you make than anything else. so he does his best to not make any noises so you're the only thing that can be heard - he fails miserably sometimes tho.

but something he does a lot is praise you, specially during aftercare.

s - sleepy sex (do they give oral to wake their partner up? do they like receiving oral to wake up? do they like fucking their partner awake? being fucked awake? how about being fucked to sleep at night? do they have lazy morning sex?)

oh, please, he lives for it.

yes, you fuck to sleep at night, wrapped in each other's arms and heartbeats, and he loves that, but waking up before you just to eat you out and having you wake up all confused and screaming, at the edge of an orgasm is his favorite. the look in your eyes - perfect. the sounds you make while trying to say something but being completely overwhelmed by the sensation consuming you to be able to form any word - perfect. also a big fan of how much it takes you to be able to think straight afterwards, while he just holds your body into his and laughs.

totally not against you trying to get back at him and waking him up by giving him head - he usually wakes up with the mere sound of you moving in the bed, tho, but he still appreciates the effort. sometimes he'll even pretend he's asleep just to make you happy.

t - top or bottom (self explanatory…)

oh, you did try that - you just weren't successful. it was a delicious disaster, actually. on one minute he was agreeing with what you were saying, he even seemed interested, and on the other minute you were immobile beneath him while you two had one of the best sex you ever had. your dynamic is rarely about power, and kakashi can be really patient, he lets you play the part, he plays the part, but you're too adorable to resist when you think you have the power and he didn't know he was into that.

so, yeah, not a bottom.

z - zones (what are their erogenous zones? what spots on their body should be touched, bitten, kissed, when someone wants to get them in the mood?) 

i already did this one here, but i'll also take the opportunity to say that the fastest way to get him in the mood (on the rare occasions he's not) is by kissing his neck and jawline while caressing his chest - it sets him up instantly, almost like magic. if you want him to be a little more out of control throw in some bites as well, i swear the man will just lose his mind. you're in for a hell of a treat - good luck, you'll need it. but lord helps you if you're kissing his neck while sitting in his lap.

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[theveil-and-thepath]

WHAT YOUR PAST SELF WANTS YOU TO KNOW - PAC n° 06

What does your past self want you to know right now? Imagine yourself younger and chose a plushie. This is reassuring and calming (I might have gotten a bit emotional with the messages I received, they were beautiful 😭), it's child you talking your current self, so relax and...

PICK A PICTURE

⭐ This is 100% entertainment. Please don’t take it seriously. Take what fits, discard what doesn’t. I welcome anon/ not anon feedback. I wish you a beautiful day and a rainbow of light ⭐

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Pile 1

(nine of wands, page of swords, the empress)

Hey there! How are you doing? It's been a long time since we last talked, I see that you're on your guard right now, playing safe and afraid to explore. Did you know we're very creative? I hope you didn't forget how we used to play pretend and imagine a different reality, we made it all come to life with our imagination. We also liked to pretend we could do magic, remember that? Remember that time when it was all fantasy for us; what are you doing with your magic? Are you helping yourself or are you trying to escape home? I hope things are better now, I remember we felt so alone at home, so misunderstood, our siblings looked so much better than us. I want to tell you that you should stop fighting your self esteem, there's no need to break it to pieces now. I know you're still unsure of what way to follow, what career to chose, but we've got friends. If you're alone, don't fret, lifelong friends are coming your way so we won't be alone anymore. People who are meant to come into your life will show up. I can see you working on being better at social interactions, you won't feel so alone. I don't want you to quit magic, maybe it's time remember how much we liked to play and begin to improve, you'll be quite good at this, you'll be able to unravel your intuition, you'll be able to feel that in your body and not just in your mind; the hard work you put into this will pay off. You're not a child anymore. From where I am, all I can do is play and daydream of what I can become, but you're there in the future already. Tell me you didn't forget how it was like when we played, now you can try to make it all come true. It must be so hard, not knowing where to go, but you're not clueless either, you know certain things you want to do. Try to start, do it for me, I'd like you to try. Remember how we were creative, you can do it again, I know you can find the best solutions, I know you can give me what I want. I'm not in a hurry, I know growing up takes time and it hurts, especially when you feel you're alone in a road. I am here with you. I didn't forget you for a second, I didn't lose hope you can become what we once dreamed of. Could you try to be bolder just now?

Pile 2

(eight of cups, king of cups, four of swords)

Do you feel like the best part of your life is gone? Do you feel the best is behind and it won't get any better? You're following your heart and I'm very proud of you but I think you're tired of being hurt. I know it wasn't easy with the other kids at school, they never let it easy on us and I'm afraid that what they said is still in the back of your mind, you didn't forget what happened to me. Now you're trying to isolate yourself to avoid that to happen again. You don't want to cry anymore, you think that I've cried enough. The other kids looked so put together, they knew how to act, what to say, they were active and they didn't like us, there was always something wrong, we never fit in. I hope you learned that they were wrong, that their critics of us meant we're not like them. Does the word "sickness" mean something for you? I want to tell you that you're not damaged, no matter what you have in mind. I also don't want you to think that you have to quit working on your goals and your career because you're sad. I see you're working with becoming a wiser person, learning what to say and what not to say, connecting with spirituality. This is me telling you not to quit your goals because of other people told you, I expect you to recognize your value, to change your perception of yourself. You did a great job already, but there are some things that still hurt you and I don't want these things to stop you from trying to achieve a situation in life where we'll have peace. We'll find our friends, two of them, and it'll be good for us. There's light ahead too, I don't want you to be pessimistic right now because you may want to quit but I know things will improve and you'll feel better about yourself. I know the past was hard, but it didn't kill me, we're alive, alive!!! Don't kill your ambitions, please. It's okay to rest, but don't quit fighting for us, pretty please, don't quit me just now. You're the one I have right now to hold onto, don't let go of my hand, take me there with you, take me to a good place. It's okay if it takes us time, but don't turn your back from me, I trust you to lead us to the best places. Don't lie to me, don't try to fool me and convinve me there's no hope, don't be too hard on me either because it hurts. I'm proud of you and I know your heart will know what to do, make peace with me, make peace with youself because you grew up beautifully, if only you could see that.

Pile 3

(page of cups, page of swords, six of pentacles)

Close your eyes for a second and lean foward, let me kiss your forehead. I want to bless you with my innocence. This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay/ This moment is perfect/ Please don't go away, I need you now/ And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by. Does this song mean something to you now? Because I want to sing it for you so you can remember the tender feeling of innocence and lack of malice in the world. I want you to open your arms to people and give, just give, whatever you have. It doesn't need to be much, but the fresh life that lives inside you must see daylight, I want you to share your smiles with people who are nice to you, I want you to embrace the world. Can you feel the angels close you? I asked them to come and keep you company, I want you to preserve the good feelings in your heart, I don't want you to lose the purity of your soul, the part of you that believes people can be good and kind, the part of you that doesn't lose hope in humanity. You are so strong! You're independent, people think you're independent and proactive, you are so good at calming people around you, you just want to bring peace to wherever you are. Someone poisoned you with self doubt and they will get their due! I don't know if they want you to think you're incompetent, but you're not. You know, young as I am I only know how to read and write but you can read books that are meant for big people, I didn't think I'd go that far. I don't know how your brain can handle so much information, it must be very hard to learn. I want you to remember that I once didn't know how to read either, it was so hard. Don't back off from the challenge your sudies are imposing on you, you'll have the job you dreamed of. You are so protected! I just want you to remember to spread the good that you have inside of you because people around you may need it. If you're moving home right now, don't be scared, it's all for the best, it's good and smooth change. Just be kind, don't forget what innocence is like, think of the things that make life good before you go to bed tonight.

Pile 4

(nine of cups, temperance, queen of cups)

You're missing our pet. You remember how they had so much fun with us, how they helped up in hard times. They're in pet heaven now and their soul comes back sometimes to check on you. They didn't forget you just like you didn't forget them. You want them to share your current life, all the blessings that came to you. Count them. Our pet was there in every single achievement of yours, they love you like they loved me, they love what we've become and they're so happy for you, they come to watch over you. The light in your life is something I couldn't imagine growing up, your hard work will pay off, you have the capacity to show light to people and to give from what you have, you'll have a nice job and have enough to live, you can have fun too, remember? Don't overwork yourself. I think you may be working so much and not getting the results you expect, you study to get 100% and you get 75%, but still life has so much potential and is moving foward so fast. Even if you had to let go of some friendships and you might feel a bit lonely sometimes I see so much courage with dealing with the most difficult parts of yourself. It makes me very proud and I'm very happy to announce good news, to see that there are good things in your life right now. I come to tell you to keep working, it may feel like a burden or a sacrifice at first but it will pay off; it's not the time to fool around. When you get tired, think of our pet and they'll come and sit on your lap or beside you while you work, they'll help you calm down and give you strenght. They were here when we were little and they will be there with you now, they love you just as much as I love you and we both will smile when you get what you want. Keep going, we're here for you.

image source: Pig, Bunny, Lamb, Pup

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[hooterhorror]

Could i please have some Daniel Robitaille/Candyman fluff? Just like,,,,,, soft domestics hcs of life (?????) while dating him. Thank you!

HI SAPH !! YES OFC!

Domestic Candyman HCs

additional note: I love him sm ty Saph this was fun!

warnings: cursing, not proofread

He loves waking up beside you. He can't say it's his favorite thing out of everything... but it's up there. for sure. He loves to spoon you, though he isn't sure how you can be comfortable with his ribcage yo against your back all night... Damn shawty you live like this?

SWEET PET NAMES 100%. calls you his sweetheart and darling A LOT. also "my love" gets sprinkled in. He loves to make you flustered and likes the reactions he gets ;) especially when he kisses your knuckles and winks at you.

Cooks for you. I said it. HE'D COOK FOR YOU. Or often times he'll order food that he knows you love. It's common when you're upset, it's how he shows he cares and that he's there if you don't need words, you just need a simple gesture. He's fine with just sitting with you in silence as you wallow in your feelings.

Obviously it was odd living with an actual urban legend at first, but you both grew accustomed to it. Sometimes you forget he and you haven't always known each other, loving him just came so.... naturally. Telling him what was a bit embarrassing and anxiety inducing, I imagine. But he'd smile, take your hands in his, and press a kiss to your knuckles.

"You don't have to worry about rejection, my love. I've been waiting to hear you say that."

God DAMN YOUR HEART MELTS AS HE KISSES YOUR FOREHEAD AND CARESSES YOUR CHEEK- AND I DO NOT BLAME YOU.

He's so very careful with you- that doesn't change as you start dating (or "courting" as he's been calling it... old ass) he's always so worried about hurting you, though the fear itself is shoved away and he tells you "You just mean so much to me, sweetheart." and you do!

Tell him to relax, though. You may end up feeling stifled, and he doesn't want that. Just know though, that you'll always have him protecting you silently from the dangers that lurk around every corner.

He loves to play with your hair. Don't have any? Don't want him to play with it? He'll gently trace your spine. He loves to embrace you and just gently trace the curve of it.. It's kinda soothing even when your face is burning red from it.

And oh my god, if you take his jacket? His heart explodes. With love!

"Aw, my darling... It's far too big on you."

HES RIGHT BUT HE DOESNT HAVE TO SAY IT.

He'll call you adorable and cute and hold you as he kisses your face.

If you surprise him by cooking for him, his eyes immediately fill with love. Unfortunately he doesn't really eat,,, or need to,,, but the effort means so so so much to him!

Use one of his old shirts as pajamas. He can't love you anymore than he already does but he'd swear that's what makes his love levels for you up a little...

Tries to keep bugs to a minimum even if you tell him you don't mind them.

You swear this man treats you like the finest China with how he embraces and kisses you. It's instinctual to be careful, but he doesn't baby you or anything like he used to. But you can't stop this gentle treatment. Why would you? it's so nice!

I can see him using a fair share of each love language. Though gift giving and physical affection is definitely the top two, followed by words of affirmation. He'll get you little things that shows you he cares. A coat similar to his or a perfume or body wash he knows you've wanted but haven't got around to getting for yourself yet- y'know! little things... oh yeah also silk sheets for y'all's bed. More so a gift for you since he may be out late and unable to enjoy it as much.

He wishes he could take you on a normal date, honestly. He wants to take you to a nice dinner and smile at you over the candlelight and study how the light dances across your face...

Surprise him with a candlelit dinner at home and I think he'd need a second- he's so shocked and I'm pretty sure he's want to marry you on the spot ;)

[rikiflrts]

— ꒰‧ 𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐲'𝐬 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 ༉‧₊˚✧

after what seemed like forever, i finally made my own prompt list! if you wish to request for the prompts that you’d like to use with a certain member, then feel free to choose any of the numbers displayed and tell me about them in the ask box (^^).

also: please be specific with the genre that you'd like to imply with your chosen prompts, thank you~ ♡

1.) "i just wanted to give you a hug"

2.) "dumbass we're lost now thanks to you!" " i already got lost in your eyes from the moment i met you but you don't see me complaining."

3.) "please don't talk to me right now, im not in the mood"

4.) "how are you so beautiful?"

5.) "my hoodie looks great on you"

6.) "how could you..."

7.) "i trusted you"

8.) "i didn't tell you to trust me."

9.) "you're leaving? just like that?"

10.) "no stop you're making me blush"

11.) "and if i am?"

12.) "just shut up and let me play with your hair"

13.) "so this is what falling in love feels like"

14.) "how are you even real..?"

15.) "are you being for real right now?"

16.) "...did you just sniff me?"

17.) "if you're that mad then why don't you just take it out on me?"

18.) "i don't mind"

19.) "you dumbass, i said i like you!"

20.) "i used to have this huge crush on you (laughs)" "used to?" "well, yeah.. i dont really like you anymore"

21.) "can i hold your hand?"

22.) "are you nervous?"

23.) "less talking, more working!"

24.) "im in love with an idiot"

25.) "but you promised me that we'd get married!!" "for the love of god, ____ we were 5 when that promise was made!"

26.) "but i still love/like you.."

27.) "this reminded me of you"

28.) "his/her/their smile is really pretty.."

29.) "just confess already!!"

30.) "you're an idiot." "yeah. your idiot."

31.) "are you even paying attention?"

32.) "does it look like i care?"

33.) "i don't really care"

34.) "it's been a while since i last smiled like this"

35.) "oh crap im starting to feel the butterflies again"

36.) "I'm scared, okay?! i can't do it"

37.) "what are you so scared of?"

38.) "im scared of falling.." "dont be, i'll catch you."

39.) "promise..?" "promise."

40.) "i guess promises really were meant to be broken."

41.) "you made a fool out of me!"

42.) "im sorry, its not you.. its me."

43.) "what about our promises??" "what about them?"

44.) "please dont go"

45.) "is/are they/he/she all you're ever going to look at?im already right in front of your attention is still focused on them/him/her."

46.) "that's it..?"

47.) "cuddle with me"

48.) "no."

49.) "his/her/their eyes were like pools; so deep. I fear that if I fall, I might never come out and reach for air."

50.) "i love spending time with you"

51.) "let's just be friends"

52.) "im sorry, im afraid of commitment"

53.) "im afraid of it too. why don't you just take this risk and overcome your fears with me?"

54.) "if its you, then i dont mind."

55.) "i love your smell"

56.) "what's that supposed to mean?"

57.) "first love really never does die huh"

58.) "hey, you look really familiar" "oh, really?" "yeah. you look like my soulmate."

59.) "if you like me so much then just marry me already"

60.) "wait i can do that?!" "your gullibility really amazes me sometimes."

61.) "are you dumb? be honest"

62.) "im not in the mood"

63.) "are you okay?"

64.) "you look horrible" "oh wow gee thanks for pointing that out sherlock"

65.) "what's in it for me?"

66.) "do you..like me?"

67.) "do you like him/her/them?"

68.) "but i wrote you letters.."

69.) "they mean nothing to me."

70.) "wow! i haven't seen you in ages, how have you been?" "we literally just saw each other 5 hours ago."

71.) "wipe that smirk off your face, its annoying"

72.) "aww, why? are you perhaps threatened that you'll end up falling for me?"

73.) "i think im going to puke"

74.) "are you blushing?"

75.) "aren't you tired of comstantly running in my mind?"

76.) "i can't get him/her/them out of my head"

77.) "your laugh sounds really pretty"

78.) "i love how your eyes sparkle whenever you're invested in something"

79.) "im falling"

80.) "oh no im catching feelings"

81.) "do you ever stop talking?"

82.) "let me get that for you"

83.) "its okay, i can pay for myself" "no. i wont let you" "but i have my own mone-" "shut up and let me spoil you!"

84.) "i refuse to stay in the same room with the likes of him/her/them!"

86.) "it was pretty obvious.."

87.) "come here."

88.) "stop doing that to yourself!"

89.) "you deserve better."

90.) "just leave. i dont want to see your face anymore."

91.) "i hate you." "the feeling's mutual."

92.) "didn't i tell you to leave me alone?!"

93.) "was it so wrong to love you..?"

94.) "if you really love me then just stay away from my sight."

95.) "you feel like home"

96.) "i love hugging you, it makes me feel safe"

97.) "i could kiss you right now!" "you're very welcome to do it."

98.) "i can't keep playing pretend"

99.) "let's put an end to this.."

100.) "i think im actually catching feelings"

101.) "this is getting dangerous.."

102.) "give me another chance"

103.) "give me one reason why i shouldnt leave."

104.) "im going to do it! im finally going to confess to him/her/them!"

105.) "you've got to be kidding me.."

106.) "i knew what i signed up for. im not surprised."

107.) "he/she/they has/have stars in his/her/their eyes and im captivated"

108.) "i love you" "nice try, but im not falling for that"

109.) "is it that hard to fall in love with me?!"

110.) "well if you put it that way, then yes."

111.) "you look happy"

112.) "you look happier without me."

113.) "can you guys please change the dare"

114.) "who gave you the right to toy around with my emotions like that?!"

115.) "i got played.."

116.) "stay out of my sight."

117.) "you're an eyesore" "you're an eye candy"

118.) "why are you still here?"

119.) "why..?"

120.) "stop making fun of me!" "make me."

121.) "was i just some kind of sick joke to you?"

122.) " i really like you "

123.) "i don't know how to express my feelings that well but i just want you to know that i'd take a bullet for you"

124.) "i'd do anything just to see you smile like that again"

125.) "what are you staring at?"

126.) "i think i have a crush on you" "you think? you're not even sure?"

127.) "take my hand"

128.) "let's get out of here."

129.) "you should wear my clothes more often"

130.) "i can teach you how"

131.) "I'm here for you"

132.) "you can use me to forget about him/her/them"

133.) "even if the world turns againt us, as long as we have each other, then we'll be alright."

134.) "you're all that i need"

135.) "you're all that i ever wanted"

136.) "you're all that i have"

137.) "please don't leave me"

138.) "I'm sorry."

139.) "look at me."

140.) "look at me and tell me that you don't love me anymore."

141.) "you're an idiot."

142.) "i don't love you anymore."

143.) "did you just drink from my cup?" "and if i did?"

144.) "im going to kill you!" "you don't scare me"

145.) "stay with me a little longer"

146.) "i knew it.."

147.) "i should've known.."

148.) "are you jealous?"

149.) "i made you a playlist"

150.) "when will you ever look my way..?"

151.) "im fine with looking at him/her/them from afar"

152.) "he's/she's/they're out of my league"

151.) "im scared of getting rejected"

152.) "back to square one"

153.) "I'm tired"

154.) "what do you like about me?"

154.) "i'd rather starve than spend time with him/her/them."

155.) "if i'm an idiot, then you're a coward"

156.) "i dreamt about you last night"

157.) "it was a nightmare"

158.) "it's the little things that he/she/they do/does that drive me insane"

159.) "i like you more than i should"

160.) "be mine"

161.) "it was too good to be true.."

162.) "i had a crush on him/her/them"

163.) "i never really thought that i'd end up falling for you"

164.) "you're adorable"

165.) "you mean the world to me"

166.) "you meant the world to me"

167.) "what happened in the past stays in the past"

168.) "careful, you might end up falling for me"

169.) "very funny, mister lover boy"

170.) "lets go out on a date"

171.) "i'm so lucky to have you"

172.) "where are you going?"

173.) "sometimes it really just gotta be like that"

174.) "hello good afternoon, what's your order?" "hell- oh wow.. you please" "im sorry, could you say that again?" "wait no! i meant- uh..oh dear.."

175.) "he's too good for me"

176.) "stop giving me mixed signals"

177.) "i guess it really just wasn't meant to be"

178.) "im not interested in you"

179.) "i cant get him/her/them out of my head"

180.) "where is/are he/she/they?"

181.) "you took my pillow so im going to use you as a pillow"

182.) "why are you avoiding me?"

183.) "did i do something wrong?"

184.) "please talk to me"

185.) "im not even his/her/their ideal type"

186.) "it wouldn't hurt to try"

187.) "you smell like me"

188.) "i like my scent on you"

189.) "that sounds weird if you put it that way"

190.) "can i call you tonight?"

191.) "you should smile more often"

192.) "i hate it when people tell me what to do"

193.) "lets wear matching outfits!"

194.) "im arresting you." "why? i didnt do anything wrong" "yes you did, you stole my heart and i want justice!"

195.) "i guess i got too caught up with my fatasies to notice that he/she/they never really liked me back in the first place.."

196.) "you're the answer to all my prayers"

198.) "you should go home."

199.) "let me come with you"

200.) "run away with me"

last updated: 12/30/20

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My most used writing Prompts:

(There's a lot)

1. "I love you... baby"

2. "God, you're adorable"

3. "Hey, cutie"

4. "I promise to love you for the rest of my life"

5. "I don't care if you're sick, catching a cold from kissing you is worth it"

6. "You are so perfect"

7. "You're the best part of me"

8. "Stay here with me. Please?"

9. "I'm speechless you're so beautiful"

10. "Aww! You're adorable"

11. "So romantic"

12. "I'll love you until the end of the universe" "haven't we been there before?"

13. "Do you need a hug?"

14. "I love you, my dearest"

15. "Come here, I need to hug you"

16. "When everything's wrong, it's you that makes it right"

17. "You're the one"

18. "Have i ever pointed out how beautiful you are? " "Yes, all the time"

19. "I'm bored" " then why don't we do something more interesting?"

20. Forehead kisses

21. Hand kisses

22. "That tickles!" Kisses

23. Kisses that make them smile

24. Breathless kisses

25. Cheek kisses

26. Nose Kisses

27. "God, i love you" Kisses

28. Kisses that end with laughter

29. Never wanting to pull away kisses

30. Multiple face kisses

31. Big, long kisses

32. Long Awaited Kisses

34. "Finally, you guys kissed" Kisses

35. Goodbye kisses

36. Kisses accompanied by happy tears

37. Kisses accompanied by sad tears

38. Kisses that get interrupted

39. Kisses to distract them from winning

40. "Just woke up" Kisses

41. Excited Kisses

42. Long awaited kisses

43. "I missed you so much" kisses

44. Sneaking up behind them and surprising them kisses

45. Kisses to help them concentrate

46. Kisses as a reward(passed a hard exam, won a game, etc)

47. "No! No! No! Wake up! Please!"

48. "Please don't leave"

49. "... I love you"

50. "You killed someone, do you really think they'll still love you?!"

51. "They were my world, but now they're gone"

52. "I miss you so much, please come back"

53. "I know you're gone, but i feel you here"

54. "Tears are all I see without you"

55. "You're happy, with someone else. And that hurts"

56. "Just leave!"

57. "Promise me you'll live a great life, without me"

58. "I don't need you"

59. "The world is dull without you"

60. "I miss being in your arms"

61. "Get out of my life!"

62. "I don't love you anymore"

63. "Goodnight, i have always loved you "

65. "I may be dying, but please, don't cry over me"

67. "Thank you, for helping me live the greatest life i could"

68. "These tears will never stop falling"

69. "You were so perfect, but now you're gone"

70. "You were so perfect, but now you're moved on"

71. That's the way to break my heart"

72. "You're happy in someone else's arms "

73. "Take me back to the good old days "

74. Billions of people in the world, and I chose you, how stupid was that"

75. "I wish i didn't have to lose you"

76. "I wish you didn't have to lose me "

77. "I wish that could be me "

78. Character A and Character B, sworn enemies, are chosen to prepare the company Christmas Party.

79. Character A's best friend rigs the Secret Santa, because they know Character A has a crush on Character B.

80. Character A's ex will be at the A is attending. Character B poses as A's fiancée.

81. "Don't look at me, I was still dead at the time."

82. "....Aren't you a little young, to be here?"

83. Character A and Character B meet in the ER on Christmas Eve.

84. Character A can't wrap gifts to save their life. Character B is their neighbor and can help.

85. Character A vows to do something nice for a stranger. Character B is that stranger.

86. Character A and Character B both sign up for a Pen Pal project to exchange postcards.

87. Character A and Character B broke up, but now they meet at a _____ party.

88. Character A is stuck working in a coffee shop on Christmas and Character B is the lonely soul spending their whole day there.

89. Character A's little sibling/child wants to meet their favorite celebrity/writer/person for their birthday. Character B is called "birthday present".

90. Character A can't travel to see their family on Christmas, so they invite their grumpy loner neighbor Character B.

91. Character A and Character B compete in (some kind of) house decoration.

92. Character A bakes too many ______ so they share it with Character B.

93. It's Character A's first Christmas since a tragedy.

94. Character A returns to their birth-town for the holidays. Character B is their estranged childhood best friend.

95. Character A is pretending to be their friend's lover for the sake of the friend's family. Character B is said friend's sibling.

96. Character A loses a bet and has to wear_____ . Character B won the bet.

97. Character A owns a _____ store. Character B is looking for a present.

98. Character A doesn't feel the Christmas spirit but Character B, who lives above them, keeps playing Christmas carols really loud.

99. Character A overhears Character B's birthday wish and decides to fulfill it.

100. Character A was planning to leave dramatically after their confession but character B unhooked their batteries when A wasn't looking so I guess they have to talk about it now.

101. Your doomsday device didn't work but it did put me in the hospital so what are you doing in my room?

102. We've been roommates for seven years and we had a fight but you left me a note right after you moved out saying you were in love with me.

103. "If we get out of this mess you and I are going to have a serious talk about the appropriate time for emotional conversations."

104. "According to these screenshots I need to leave the country immediately."

105. Spontaneously confessed to crush while under the influence.

106. Tried to have a conversation with a cardboard cutout after surgery.

107. "That's it I'm never leaving my room again I can't live this one down."

108. Gave a brutally honest opinion and doesn't remember it.

109. "You said you had the best idea ever and then proceeded to write [extremely stupid thing] as a note to yourself."

110. "tried kissing once and it wasn't for us."

111. We make out at parties and clubs so other folks will leave us alone.

112. "Of course I'm in their lap where else am I going to sit?"

113. Their constantly orbiting around each other.

114. "just because YOUR friends aren't affectionate doesn't mean that there's a problem with US".

115. platonic cuddle puddle.

116. Not so platonic cuddle puddle.

117. "So what we go on friend dates, don't make it weird."

118. Always carries the other's favorite snacks.

119. "I thought I told you to stop calling me 'Your Majesty'."

120. "Lower you weapons!"

121. "I...I am not worthy of this crown."

122. "People are fighting– dying for their kingdom! What kind of Ruler would I be if I didn't join them at the front lines?"

123. "You know I am a prince/princess/royal, right?" "Well yes-" "Then do me a favor and stop telling me what to do."

124. "Since when do you know how to wield a sword?"

125. "Go! If this kingdom goes down, then I will go down with it as it's Ruler"

126. "All the fine silks and perfumes in the world won't mask what a pompous jerk you are."

127. "After all this time, you still don't trust me?"

128. "Get me out of this dress!"

129. "Why so serious, Your Highness?"

130. "How does a walk through the gardens sound?"

131. "I do believe I've proven that you are more than a mere guard to me, ______."

132. "This kingdom cannot go on without you! Please, it's time for you to take your rightful place at the throne."

133. "Your Majesty, is that blood on your dress?"

134. "Walk with me, please. I can't stand another second in that room with their intoxicating pride and old perfumes."

135. "At ease, _____, I know I'm safe with you by my side."

136. "I see we're back to 'Your Highness'. "

137. "A moment with you is far more exciting than a lifetime of cheap conversations and corsets."

138. "...is that my crown you're wearing?"

139. "Promise you'll come back to me." "As long as you promise to wait for me."

140. "Let go of me– that is an order!"

141. "Forgive me, my love."

142. "No, no, it looks far better on you than it does me."

143."This is the part where I kiss the extremely beautiful princess, right?"

144. "how could I ever love someone else?"

145. I'm dancing with my demons

146.I just can't imagine how you could be okay now that I'm gone

147. "I wanna fall wide awake"

148. "You tell me it's alright but its not!"

149. "Tell me I'm forgiven... please."

150. "Nobody can save me"

151. "I don't wanna let you down"

152. "Only I can save me"

153. "There's no getting through to you"

154. "You say I can't understand"

155. "When you leave me, where do you go?"

156. "I'm just talking to myself"

157. "Can't you hear me calling you home?"

158. "You keep running like the sky is falling"

159. "I've got a long way to go and a long memory."

160. "If my armor breaks I'll fuse it back together"

161. "Please just don't give up on me"

162. "I know the words we said"

163. "This is not black and white"

164. "I was not mad at you"

165. "If you ever felt invisible, I won't let you feel that now"

166. "You just wanna know you're being heard"

167. "I don't like my mind right now"

168. "There's comfort in the panic"

169. "I drive myself crazy"

170. "Why is everything so heavy?"

171." I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me"

172. "I know I'm not the center of the universe"

173. "I only halfway apologize"

174. "I'll be sorry for now"

175. "Sometimes things refuse to go the way we planned"

176. "There will be a day that you will understand"

177. "After a while you may forget"

178. "I never wanted to say goodbye"

179. "I've never been higher than I was that night"

180. "Now I remember"

181. "I don't know what I want"

182. "Were there signs I ignored?"

183. "Can I help you not to hurt anymore?"

184. "Who cares if one more light goes out in a sky of a million stars?" "I do"

185. "You're angry, and you should be"

186. "It's not fair"

187. "You're gonna hurt someone"

188. "Watch the friends you keep."

189. "Sharp edges have consequences"

190. "Every scar is a story I can tell"

191. "I loved you like a house of cards, and let it fall apart"

192. "It made me who I am"

193. "We all fall down"

194. "We live somehow"

195. "I can't live without you."

196. "You're the only one for me."

197. "I've never loved anyone the way I love you."

198. "The things you do to me..."

199. "You're too good to me."

200. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

201. "You're the most beautiful person I know."

202. "Stay with me... please."

203. "Nothing has ever felt so right."

204. "You don't know how much you do for me just by being there."

205. "I wouldn't want it any other way."

206. "No matter what anyone says, I'll cherish you forever."

207. "You make it so easy to love you."

208. "I want to hold you and never let go."

209. "Kiss me."

210. "My only wish is to see you happy."

211. "You make me a better person."

212. "I love you more than words can express."

213. "Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, I just wish you had kept yours to yourself."

214. "I don't know how to tell you this, but yelling at someone to, stop panicking, isn't going to stop them from panicking."

215. "It's not your fault. Sometimes you can do everything right, and things will still go wrong.... This just happened to be one of those times."

216. ".....I'm going to pretend I didn't see that."

217. "Why am I the one who always ends up getting targeted by the creep of the week?!"

218. "Fuck.... I knew I should have bought those light up sneakers."

219. "None of this, seems healthy."

220. "....Should I be concerned?"

221. "I said pass it to me, not 'throw it in my general direction'!"

222. "It is my deep pleasure, to inform you that I am not the one in charge here."

223. "Quick! You hide the equipment, I'll hide the grenades!"

224. "Should I call someone for you?"

225. "Did you take anything?"

226. "Do you want to tell me what happened?"

227. "When was the last time you ate anything?"

228. "Can you walk?"

229. "How do you think this will all end?"

230. "Do you need an ambulance?"

231. "Where you crying?"

232. "Should someone help you get home?"

233. "Do you know where you are?"

234. "Can you tell me your name?"

235. "Where do you want me to take you to?"

236. "Do you need my help?"

237. "How do you feel now?"

238. "Can I do anything that would make it better?"

239. "Do you want my jacket?"

240. "Can you let me see your eyes?"

241. "Should I stay a bit longer?"

242. "Will you be alright?"

243. "Do you have someone who can look after you?”

244. “An interesting crossover”

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prompt list

hi 😁 this is a collection of some prompts i have found and liked.

if you would like to send a request for any of these, first read my rules, and send the prompt, as well as a general plot if you would like, and the character you would like it to be written for.

i will also take requests for prompts not on here, depending on what they are.

this list will also continuously grow :)

1. “you were ready to leave me.” 

2. “just go.”

3. “please, not now.”

4. “if all you are going to do is lie, i may as well just leave.”

1. “don't go. stay."

2. “it wasn’t meant to go this far. i swear.”

3. “why didn’t you tell me?”

4. “are you ever going to listen?”

5. “but you're here, so stay."

6. “stop being so dramatic.”

7. “let's be alone together."

8. “did i mention that i’m sorry?”

9. “i didn’t notice.”

10. “i didn't know where else to go."

11. “i don't want us to be apart anymore. ever."

12. “get over it.”

13. “i wouldn't have called you if it wasn't important."

14. “i’m drawing the line here.”

15. “give me a break.”

16. “you're my friend, but... sometimes i wish you were more than that."

17. “do you want me to lie?”

18. “we're not just friends. you know that."

19. “oh, and s/he’s totally in love with you.”

20. “i like your company.”

21. “you scared me.”

22. “i care about you.”

23. “i hate where this is going.”

24. “help them first.”

25. “i get that a lot.”

26. “what’s your deal?”

27. “that all you got?”

28. “where are you going?”

29. “were you even listening?”

30. “i’m coming with you.”

31. “can i come with you?”

31. “i think i'm falling in love with you."

32. “let’s talk about this.”

33. “yeah, you're in love with me."

34. “why do you hate me?”

35. “where did you get that?”

36. “i’m going home.”

37. “you can't keep doing this. you can't keep lying to yourself."

38. “i need a hug.”

39. “that wasn’t supposed to happen.”

40. “i can’t remember.”

41. “take it back.”

42. “it’s not funny.”

43. “i lied.”

44. “i can’t take you seriously.”

45. “that was embarrassing.”

46. “never do that again.”

47. “you’ve changed.”

49. “what are you smiling about?”

50. “did you hear that?”

51. “what’s in it for me?”

52. “where have you been?”

53. “can i ask you something?”

54. “how long was i asleep?”

55. “isn’t this what you wanted?”

56. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.”

57. “i don’t know what i’m doing.”

58. “why are you mad at me?”

59. “i don’t know how to stop.”

60. “i love you.”

61. “i quit.”

62. “don’t move.”

63. “i’m scared.”

64. “don’t lie.”

65. “think about it.”

66. “i hate it.”

67. “let’s get this over with.”

68. “don’t take it personal.”

69. "i can't keep lying to myself, or to you. it's not fair."

70. “you can't lie to me, you know."

71. “don’t flatter yourself.”

72. “you've made me the happiest i've ever been."

73. “what is wrong with me?”

74. “i don't know what i would have done if you weren't there."

75. “problem solved.”

76. “what do you mean?”

77. “what do we do now?”

78. “you're worthy of my love."

79. “truth is that i'm so damn in love with you that i don't know what to do with myself."

80. “tell me everything.”

81. “you should have thought about that.”

82. “that’s gross.”

83. “how is this my fault?”

84. “this is all my fault.”

85. “want some company?”

86. “where does it hurt?”

87. “why me?”

88. “who told you that?”

89. “i can’t forget.”

90. “why didn’t you listen?”

91. “is it working?”

92. “that’s stupid.”

93. “are you okay?”

94. “is that better?”

95. “is that even possible?”

96. “what’s the point?”

97. “i didn’t mean it.”

98. “i didn’t know.”

99. “this might sound weird.”

100. “sorry to disappoint.”

101. “can you repeat that?”

102. “i messed up.”

103. “i’m new to this.”

104. “sorry for asking.”

105. “i’m sorry, but i’m really not.”

106. “could you promise me one thing?"

107. “long story.”

108. “it's you and me, forever. no matter what."

109. “you don’t know what i’ve been through.”

110. “i don’t want it anymore.”

111. “don’t freak out.”

112. “dance with me?"

113. “that’s not fair.”

114. “that’s mine.”

115. “deal with it.”

116. “five minutes.”

117. “i don’t believe you.”

118. “it wasn’t easy.”

119. “we’re doomed.”

120. “you’re my hero.”

121. “forgive me?”

122. “what did you expect?”

123. “what’s so funny?”

124. “what am i supposed to do with this?”

125. “why are we whispering?”

126. “is this seat taken?”

127. “which one is your favorite?”

128. “so... is this like, a thing now?"

129. “who did this?”

130. “what was that?”

131. “why do you care?”

132. “i don't want you to miss me. it's tearing me apart."

133. “you’re easy to talk to.”

134. “you’re stunning.”

135. “it’s soothing.”

136. “i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts."

137. “i appreciate it.”

138. “didn’t know you could sing.”

139. “i got lucky.”

140. “i would never.”

141. “i doubt it.”

142. “it’s not a big deal.”

143. “i’m exhausted.”

144. “not a good time.”

145. “thanks, but no thanks.”

146. “i’ll pass.”

147. “easier said than done.”

148. “i don’t know what to say.”

149. “you make me happier."

150. “sounded better in my head.”

151. “are you serious?”

152. “what made/makes you think that?”

153. “how do you feel?”

154. “what did you do?”

155. “you’re joking, right?”

156. “do you want to talk about it?”

157. “i just need you.”

158. “i can’t sleep.”

159. “i got it.”

160. “get out.”

161. “behind you.”

162. “i can’t.”

163. “not interested.”

164. “give it back.”

165. “this might hurt.”

166. “i like you.”

167. “there, i said it.”

168. “i wasn’t paying attention.”

169. “you know how i feel about you.”

170. “something isn’t right.”

171. “can i try?”

172. “am i doing it right?”

173. “are you sure you’re okay?”

174. “there’s more?”

175. “do you need to lay down?”

176. “take a break.”

177. “can i be honest?”

178. “what now?”

179. “it’s not as bad as it looks.”

180. “i don’t/didn’t want to scare you.”

181. “this changes everything.”

182. “you’re being ridiculous.”

183. “don’t be ridiculous.”

184. “you can keep it.”

185. “i’m working on it.”

186. “i’m not joking.”

187. “stop saying that.”

188. “you’re not acting like yourself.”

189. “this is torture, isn't it?"

190. “i can’t promise anything.”

191. “help.”

192. “are the rumors true?”

193. “who’s in charge?”

194. “what are you hiding?”

195. “notice anything?”

196. “wanna bet?”

197. “where was i while this was happening?”

198. “what do you want from me?”

199. “have i said too much?”

200. “isn’t it obvious?”

201. “you forgot, didn’t you?”

202. “i thought you hated me.”

203. “which one?”

204. “it will be fun.”

205. “i don’t want to talk to you.”

206. “you need help.”

207. “on my way.”

208. “you’re upset.”

209. “seems like it.”

210. “we can do this.”

211. “i’m trying.”

212. “listen.”

213. “who are you?”

214. “i changed my mind.”

215. “that’s adorable.”

216. “i have news.”

217. “take your time.”

218. “i can’t hear you.”

219. “your secret is safe with me.”

220. “don’t be scared.”

221. “is it broken?”

222. “you don’t mean that, do you?”

223. “can you remember anything?”

224. “why are you staring?”

225. “does this make it better?”

226. “if anybody were to kiss me, i would want that person to be you."

227. “can i help?”

228. “it was a rhetorical question.”

229. “don’t answer that.”

230. “what if i mess up?”

231. “can i take a look?”

232.“whose ass do i need to kick?”

233. “who’s that?”

234. “does someone need a hug?”

235. “talk to me.”

236. “don’t call me that.”

237. “i’m worried.”

238. “that was supposed to be a secret.”

239. “i got this.”

240. “i would never.”

241. “i was wrong.”

242. “wait, what?”

243. “there has to be another way.”

244. "don’t say i didn’t warn you.”

245. “it’s going to be okay.”

246. “i can’t tell you.”

247. “i didn’t see that coming.”

248. “alright, i admit it.”

249. “i didn’t say that.”

250. “you can’t ignore me forever.”

251. “hold my hand.”

252. “watch me.”

253. “talk to me.”

254. “i’ll stay for as long as you need me.”

255. “you don’t have to do this alone.”

256. “i’m here.”

257. “you’re safe.”

257. “i’m not jealous.”

258. “take my jacket.”

259. “you were talking in your sleep.”

260. “you think i’m pretty?”

261. “when i look at you i get this fuzzy feeling in my chest, and i don’t know why.”

262. “i’ve seen the way you look at them.”

263. “you fell. hard.”

264. “will you two just kiss already?”

265. “shut up and hold my hand.”

266. “i was going to try and be smooth and all but you’re super pretty and now i’m nervous.”

267. “i don’t want to be alone.”

268. “i thought you were dead.”

269. “are you happy now?”

270. “if you leave, you better not come back.”

271. “i might have had a few shots.”

272. “can i tell you a secret?”

273. “are you stupid, or are you stupid?”

274. “this is getting ridiculous.”

275. “if you’re so good, why don’t you just do it?”

276. “stop. just stop.”

277. “and right now, i think you should kiss me."

278. “a monkey could’ve done a better job.”

279. “are you done?”

280. “i gave you one job.”

281. “what did you do now?”

282. “this is just great.”

283. “you. you’re completely useless.”

284. “i’ve tried everything.”

285. “you said this would be easy.”

286. “i told you i couldn’t do it.”

287. “it’s not your fault.”

288. “i know it hurts.”

289. “it’s never too late.”

290. “you’re the one keeping me sane right now.”

291. “is that blood?”

292. “you’re everything to me.”

293. “i’m just tired.”

294. “it just... it hurts.”

295. “i’m not drunk enough for this.”

296. “why are you shaking?”

297. “i never meant to hurt you.”

298. “please don’t shut me out.”

299. “go back to sleep.”

300. “i can take care of myself.”

301. “take your shirt off.”

302. “i can’t breathe.”

303. “they’re gone.”

304. “will you just stay still?”

305. “am i dead?”

306. “look at me.”

307. “say something, please.”

308. “this isn’t what it looks like.”

309. “i can’t do this on my own.”

310. “i’ve got you.”

311. “we’ll figure this out.”

312. “be careful.”

313. “you owe me.”

314. “i trust you.”

315. “i didn’t want you to see this.”

316. “let me help.”

317. “you’re keeping something from me.”

318. “i’m willing to wait.”

319. “this isn’t who i am.”

320. “don’t look at me like that.”

321. “promise me you’ll come back.”

322. “i’ve never been better.”

323. “i had a bad dream.”

324. “this is serious.”

325. “let’s make a deal.”

326. “i can’t make it.”

327. “with this smile, i could get away with anything.”

328. “sometimes memories are the worst form of torture.”

329. “you’re insane. i love it.”

330. “you win.”

331. “they were your first love. i intend to be your last.”

332. “we’re far from perfect, but we’re good.”

333. “did you kiss him?”

334. “oh good, you’re home! you’ve got to help me bury a body.”

335. “my fingers were covered in blood and my touchscreen wouldn’t work.”

336. “over everything, i choose you.”

337. “is this what will make you happy?”

338. “everyone always underestimates the idiot.”

339. “i had myself.”

340. “i can’t say hello to you and risk another goodbye.”

341. “i have nothing to prove.”

342. “are you ever not going to fall for that?”

343. “i agree it’s not my best disguise.”

344. “we should end this where it started.”

345. “being sad is not a hobby.”

346. “be myself? what kind of garbage advice is that?”

347. “you’re not as mean as you think you are, you know that?”

348. “no one has made me feel like you do.”

349. “i could so easily freak out right now.”

350. “when did this get so complicated?”

351. “i should’ve turned my back on you ages ago.”

352. “there isn’t any problem that can’t be solved by getting drunk.”

353. “if you keep giving up on everyone so quickly, you’re going to miss out on something great.”

354. “what happens when you decide i can’t be trusted?”

355. “i will always find you.”

356. “you’re the closest thing to a friend that i’ve ever had.”

357. “i guess things were just going too well.”

358. “flattery will get you everywhere.”

359. “i can take care of myself.

360. “you can’t keep pretending it didn’t happen.”

361. “you’re not as stupid as you look.”

362. “i can’t believe i fell in love with you.”

363. “no one is going to solve the mess you created.”

364. “this is bad.”

365. “wait a minute. i’m not going to save the world with my hair down.”

366. “whose blood is this?”

367. “aren’t you the smart one?”

368. “we are not doing this around your family.”

369. “my mom likes you a lot.”

370. “nothing a kiss can’t fix.”

371. “read to me.”

372. “that’s impossible.”

373. “please say you’re joking.”

374. “let’s run away.”

375. “good things happen.”

376. “you’re quiet.”

377. “stop moving.”

378. “i’m worried.”

379. “not everything is a joke.”

380. “don’t act all innocent.”

381. “do you believe in soulmates?”

382. “you called me, remember?”

383. “do you need to go to the hospital?”

384. “maybe you should sit down.”

385. “i’ve got your back.”

386. “i wish i could sleep.”

387. “i’m alive.”

388. “it’s not too late.”

389. “where were you when i needed you?”

390. “are you still awake?”

391. “your hands are cold.”

392. “hold me just a little longer.”

393. "my family thinks we're dating."

394. "don't shut me out"

395. "is that my shirt?"

396. "are you flirting with me?"

397. "i'm not gonna lie to you"

398. "if you don't stop, we're gonna have a problem"

399. "i will tear out your throat if you don't zip it"

400. "let's dance"

401. "don't get all poetic with me"

402. "i'm gonna hit 'em with the car"

403. "don't follow me"

404. "okay so maybe i did something bad"

405. "kiss it and make it better?"

406. "i love you, please believe me"

407. "what can i say to make this better?"

408. "pinky swears? really?"

409. "don't make me choose"

410. "are you checking me out?"

411. "i can't help it"

412. "you do realize that we aren't exclusive, right?"

413. "shut up and just kiss me already"

414. "they're a keeper"

415. "i love you more than that"

416. "pancakes or waffles? answer honestly"

417. "it would be better if you stayed away from me"

418. "do you really want me? or is this your way of getting back at my/your father?"

419. "perhaps this is the end of our story"

420. "i wish there was a world which accepted our love"

421. "you have given me enough memories to last a lifetime"

422. "why is this happening to us?"

423. "you are wrong on so many levels, but when i'm with you everything feels right"

424. "will we ever meet again?"

425. "maybe in another life"

426. "loving you has nothing to do with possessing you"

427. "if i ask you to kiss me in front of all these people, would you do it?"

428. "have i ever told you how perfect you are?"

429. "i'd accept you any way you are"

430. "you don't need to change any part of yourself for anyone"

431. "it's natural. it's part of you"

432. "don't worry, i'm right here"

433. "i won't fail you"

434. "we're going to be forever"

435. "we're a team"

436. "we'll make it together, i promise"

437. "i'm not ever leaving you"

438. "i won't let any danger even touch us"

439. "i'm not letting anything as simple as that separate us"

440. "i'm promising you all of eternity"

441. "till the end"

442. "jealousy is/isn't a good look on you"

[burnedbyshoto]

Somethings I feel like you have split personality. I see you really nice somethings and welcoming and awesome and I think I want to be your friend and I admire you. Then another time I see you lose it completely and just snap at someone even for a simple mistake and just tear them apart and I think "who is that person" and idk if you're noticed that about yourself but yeah....

maybe it’s because my campus just emailed us saying it’s shutting down after spring break and i’m in this weird anxious ball that I feel like I want to reply to this even though it could have been buried in my askbox.

(these were my test results for the big 5 personality test, just in case you really wanna delve into who i am as a person LOL)

anyways I think it’s pretty interesting about what you say about your observances on me because I don’t think you’re wrong in the slightest. I am a very nice, caring and nurturing person. i’m the oldest and eldest daughter in an immigrant mexican family. it’s been drilled into me to be that way. without trying to seem... braggy or egocentric??? I guess??? I think i’m a very fun person to be around because i’m always on the move and can make both extroverts, ambiverts, and introverts feel comfortable!!! (in middle and high school I was known for basically transforming shy kids into very loud and boisterous people). i’m welcoming and kind because I feel that everyone deserve kindness, everyone deserves to be treated with compassion and sweetness and love!

but people seem to forget that while I am this bubbly idiot who is annoyingly loud, trying to be the mom friend of the group (although i’m definitely more of the wanna be mom friend), I am a very observant, calculating, and albeit limited on patience person. i have a sharp tongue, i cuss so much that people find it weird when i don’t cuss, and i’m a very calm and collected person. i don’t jump to conclusions very often — because even i sometimes crack under monumentous emotions and stress — and tend to come off as unemotional because of it sometimes. I have pretty damn great intuitions of people in terms of their relationship to me. it takes one interaction for me to figure out whether or not we can be friends — and honestly it hasn’t worked out on the internet as easily as it does irl but that’s okay! I see things, I notice things, and by all means i’m fiercely loyal and don’t truly believe in second chances (to explain second chances I mean for seriously big issues. so like if I catch you talking mad shit about me behind my back you’re not worth it to me so I won’t bother with you anymore. there’s no logical reasoning behind actions like that. but if you were like keeping secrets from me because you felt insecure about what I would say and it caused a fight i’d forgive you because that’s something worth figuring out — if that’s something they want to figure out as well!)

because of these moral and ethical conditions of mine, and because I will literally die for the people I love with my sharp tongued persona — which again is shown in my welcoming and kind presence, it’s just ignored because I am a loud blubbering idiot for fun. I am kind, I am welcoming, but i’m no pushover and i’m not afraid of how I come off because in the end I do feel like my feelings are justified.

honestly though, i’m not really sure what i’ve snapped into for a tiny little mistake??? sorry I don’t mean to be rude or anything of that manner, i’m just genuinely curious as to when i’ve snapped like that here??? the only time i’ve had an issue here was surrounding the server which deals with a lot of background information. background information that I cannot fill you in on when you don’t experience it all for yourself on my server but only read about it for yourself be it on my blog or through the mouth or words of someone else. you must also remember that i’m an admin and there’s a bunch of things going on behind the scenes that we don’t always share because some information just isn’t worth sharing because it has nothing to do with you. and people be bringing bs drama to my askbox instead of dming me on discord like I say they should, choosing to instead bring private details to public light and except me to just take it??? nah that’s not me, especially since those words attack more than just me. I can deal with people not liking me, it happens, it’s life, but I don’t like when my friends get slandered. it’s just who i am.

but yeah... how I see it is that I don’t tear into people unless they’ve done something to someone I value highly in my life, or because they’ve screwed up entirely so.

i’m sorry you’ve come to think of me as an angel and this horrific demon, it was never my intention! I do my best with what I can and hell if you think I dont see how I am as a person I can confidentially assure you that i am aware of a lot of my flaws. I know that my reasonings and feelings above are flawed — I am 100% aware! but at the same time I don’t feel the need to change right now because not only does it work for me, but frankly I don’t think I deserve to be torn into and just take it. i’m a “popular blog” sure, but i’m not some prized animal for anons to try and take down and hang on their walls like some trophy.

oh and also!!! i am suspectible hangry and “im too fucking tired for this” moodswings which do very much sour my personality!

[iwritethat]

Jason Todd: Paint Job

A/N: Here we go again :)

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"Oh my god, is this symbol painted on your bike?"

"Of all things, that's what you pick up on?!" The vigilante yelled back in an exasperated yet distracted tone, evidently frustrated as he released his sleeping hold on the final thug.

"I wouldn't have if it wasn't so bad - it's all over the headlight. You do this with your helmet on or something?" You wittily responded, standing from your crouching position in front of his motorcycle.

"I don't have to explain myself to you now run along and stay out of trouble!" Red Hood waved you off, at this point simply wanting to get on with the rest of his night.

"Ooooh, look whose getting defensive - how 'bout you bring it to my shop, (L/n) Autos, tomorrow night once I'm closed and I'll give it a custom paint job free of charge, think of it as a..." Your hands rested on your hips as you drifted off toward the end of your statement apparently in thought. The way your brows furrowed was quite cute actually.

"A thanks for saving your life?" The vigilante cockily finished for you once getting on his bike, but you shook your head and sassily shot him down.

"Ew, no. An upgrade, I mean wow."

"Rude, so ungrateful nowadays." The tone was unbelievably sarcastic and you knew he was rolling his eyes under the helmet but you couldn't care less, only folding your arms and responding with a dead tone.

"Uh Huh, I'll see you tomorrow 11pm. Got it?" You called after him, the male speeding off into the night - maybe Mrs C keeping you late had its meanings. God that mysterious woman...

.

In honesty you didn't think he'd show up, or if he'd even heard you after he'd raced off. Maybe you should've thanked him for preventing those assholes from robbing you instead of insulting his ride yet you stayed up after closing just in case.

A diligent knock brought you back to reality, the sound of clanging metal echoing through your workshop as you heaved open the massive entrance door. There stood your knight in leather armour, helmet still covering his identity as he leaned against the wall.

"That offer still open?"

"For that atrocity, hell yes." You internally winced at your inability to be kind to your saviour but breathed a sigh of relief when he laughed and handed you his keys.

"How long do you want it?"

"Hmm, give me a week."

"Whatever you want doll." And with that he was gone, off grappling across Gothams skyline with nothing but effortless beauty.

.

It had been a taxing week without his baby, but hopefully you didn't disappoint - Jason creaked open the door to your unique workshop, immediately noticing his newly designed motorcycle and it took his breath away.

"Woah..."

He walked around it admiringly, fingers delicately tracing your beautiful handiwork as he went, still unable to comprehend that this masterpiece was once his bike before coming to a stop at the station a metre or two away and inspecting your handwritten checklist.

Red Hoods ‘Thank You’:

• Matte Black = nice finish

• Red line detailing throughout cuz the guy likes red apparently.

• Detachable symbol, nicely painted

• Fixed engine -> more efficient

• Customised weaponry

• Taunt Hood about upgrades

A content laugh escaped him at the mocking words, you truly hadn't changed since he'd been gone and it only made him miss you more - where were you anyway??? He'd carefully scanned the area, finding your sleeping form curled up on the couch and shaking his head he made his way over, stopping in front of you with an amused expression only faltering when he took in your appearance. A red hoodie draped your figure - his hoodie, the sleeves reached the joints of your fingers and it was now stained with motor oil over the time you'd worked in it but honestly you rocked it better than he ever did. He’d given it to you when you were walking through Gothams back alleys together, yourself smugly complaining about the dropping temperatures before Jason had mercilessly thrown it at you rather than admit he cared about your wellbeing as his closest friend. It didn’t stop you from taunting him about his feelings though.

It was apparent you'd attempted to wait up for him so you could check off the last thing on your list but had failed to do so, it was rather late and you'd clearly worked hard on his ride that day. Jason knew he shouldn't wake you, and he couldn't handle making conversation knowing you wore what was once his, that you hadn't forgotten him. Instead he covered you with the fluffy blanket folded over the arm and left $500 on the table beside the takeout bag marked with 'C's Diner', memories of that place came flooding back and he'd silently decided to take Roy there that week. Muttering a thanks before leaving, Red Hood took his bike and left little evidence of ever being there at all.

.

The scent of the 60’s themed diner was always pleasant, it was a common occurrence for you to stop by after working late. It reminded you of Jason, and the elderly owner remembered you two well considering the liveliness you both once brought and honestly that charming woman was basically a parental figure in your life. Although she always has a suspiciously omniscience aura about her - Nanny McPhee incarnate as you and your lost friend had joked when you were children.

Unbeknownst to you, Jason remembered this place too though he regularly avoided it until tonight and ensured to drag Roy along with him out of convenience. The pair sat in a booth discussing Jason's bike upgrades when a mug of hot cocoa was set in front of Jason much to his confusion.

"Excuse me, I'm pretty sure I didn't order this."

"Ah, it's on the house. Mrs Cayce’s orders." The (h/c) waitress who Jason knew wasn't an employee proudly winked, saluting the elderly owner who waved over to him.

"Hey uh... do I know you at all? Just you seem familiar and Mrs Cayce clearly does..."

"Nope, don't think so, I would've remembered a beauty like you." The ravenette shrugged, you nodded walking back over the counter to converse with the owner once more.

Roy gave his partner a questioning glance, the sudden realisation and content smile briefly crossing Jason's features had him worried.

"Damn... Mrs C remembers me, I was hoping she'd forget. A friend and I used to come in here on the regular before the whole death thing, sometimes even help out and we would always order this."

"I didn't know Jaybird, sorry... But for the record this is the best diner we've been to in a while and I get if you don't wanna talk about it - but woah who was the waitress, d’ya think she’s single?" His partner questioned, gaze lazily drifting over to your laughing form.

"That was the miracle responsible for my bike, but (Y/n) doesn't work he-"

"Really?! EXCUSE ME?" Roy abruptly cut his best friend off, ensuring his wave caught your attention - eyes practically sparkling after hearing that information.

"What the fuck was that?! Don't, it's more conplicat-" Jason grabbed Roys offending arm, pinning it down to the table with his hushed warning.

"Despite me bringing over the drink earlier, I'm not actually a waitress here so you might wanna call -"

"(Y/n)! They're nice boys who probably wanted to talk to a beautiful lady, would you be polite for once in your life?" Mrs Cayce's words caused you to wince, your 'motherly scolding' spurring a frustrated sigh but in the end the judgments always brought you not necessarily what you wanted but what you needed.

"... How can I help you sir?" It was incredibly forced, as was the brief uninterested smile you gave them and the low but polite tone.

"I'm Roy and this is Jason. I was wondering if you could take a look at my ride if that's okay? The Red Hoods' or whoever’s is pretty sweet and he gave all credit to you." Admittedly, they noticed the positive change in demeanour at the mention of mechanics as Roy continued his request.

"Seriously?! He did?! Yes, 100 times yes! I’d lo- wait... Jason... as in Jason Jason? I do know you, don't I?" You were on the verge of squealing before that name registered, how the face matched your memories of your long lost friend and almost immediately your attention focused solely on the ravenette in front of you.

"..."

His silence wasn't considered useful, although his signature guilty expression gave it away, the awkwardly sheepish smirk he always wore when he knew you were right, his facial features were more mature and he was more handsome than you remembered - though you'd wished he'd never died in the first place. In fact you didn't even give a second thought to how he was sitting before you, instead trusting in the happiness he always blessed you with when in his presence.

"Fuck you nerd." Instantly you'd excitedly tackled him to the booth cushion regardless of your contrasting vocabulary, his arm wrapped around your waist whilst the other grabbed the back of the booth for stability since you'd almost pinned him to the seat.

"Rude much?" He abruptly commented, a playful undertone to his voice.

"Give me a break, you're supposed to be dead! I don’t know how or why but it's me Jason, we've always told each other everything..."

"I know, I didn't want to put you through anymore pain."

"You were a pain that I enjoyed having dumbass." Your tone was soft, more meaningful than he'd expected and it encouraged him to tell you everything.

"(Y/n) I-"

"Save the explanation for later, let me just enjoy your company for now and then I gotta show you my place! I managed to get my own mechanic shop and I fixed up Red Hoods bike - the Red Hood! God I have so much to tell you!" Despite knowing the excited tone you held was technically for him, he had no intentions of telling you who he was just yet, after all he was more than content to have you in his life again rather than longing for more of your time when saving your dumb ass under his alias.

That was the only reason he'd come to your garage that night, to enjoy your familiar company a little longer, if it were anyone else he wouldn't have bothered but for you? He'd still do anything for you.

"Me too doll, for a start this is Roy Harper..."

.

The owner Mrs Cayce carefully studied the scene, towel drying off your favourite mug as she continued to watch with a small smirk on her features and mysterious glint in her eyes.

"Why, it's about time you finally brought those two together isn't it Universe? Better late than never I suppose - but don’t you start any love triangle business ya hear?"