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lifeflowingon · 2 years ago

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Summary: After a traumatic accident, you wake up with memories of a life, everyone around you denies you ever lived.

Pairing: Jungkook x female reader

Warnings: Angst, kinda strangers to lovers, eventual crime, mystery.

A/N: Thank you for reading :)

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TRIP TO NOWHERE

"Um. I haven't had the chance to introduce myself properly" said the doe eyed man walking alongside her to Namjoon’s car "I'm Jungkook".

You nodded. You were still a little freaked out that he had called you baby.

"I think there is something you need to know before we arrive hom- I mean- at your house".

"What is it?"

"Uhh" he looked so uncomfortable you kinda wanted to take him out of his misery, but you barely knew him "What you should know is that- uh - wekindalivetogetherinthehouse".

"Jungkook" chastisized Namjoon opening the car doors.

"Sorry hyung, but she should know".

"We live together?" You asked, confused. Why would they live toget- Oh. That's why he had called you baby... But that made no sense! You weren't dating, you didn't have a partner.

"I won't stay with you because I can tell it bothers you. I just, I wanted to let you know in case you find something mine in there".

You nod curtly and remained silent. You didn't know the guy, as handsome as he looked, you weren't going to risk sleeping under the same roof with a stranger. Less, knowing something didn't add up in this situation.

Once in the house you finally had time to yourself. As soon as the men left, you started questioning everything they have been telling you.

"Star?" You huffed "What a ridiculous name, how can this be my name".

Jungkook had walked you to the door, opened it for you and handed you the keys. Eyeing him suspiciously you had took them and closed the door without further conversation.

Looking around you started getting creeped out, this house was exactly like the one from your memories. The kitchen was in the same layout, bathroom had the same curtains and the main bedroom had all your bedding and even the skincare. Sitting at the end of the bed, you felt overwhelmed. You could feel the anxiousness rising slowly through your body.

"Why does this look the same? I- It- It can't be".

Feeling nauseous you ran to the toilet and threw up. Your insides were burning and for a split of a second you questioned if you had really drowned. With all the adrenaline, you hadn't notice, but right now you were realizing everything ached.

With difficulty, you blocked both doors in the house and laid in bed crying. The next day would bring answers, you were sure of it. This wasn't right.

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The next day didn't come fast enough, and you barely slept, so when you heard a loud knock at the door, you didn't react quickly.

Dragging your foot you take out the obstacles and opened the door to see a chirp Namjoon and a worried Jungkook.

"Good morning" said Namjoon "Are you ready?"

"Ah no, sorry, let me clean up real quick" you answered, warm cheeks showing you embarrassment.

"Sure, we'll wait here" Namjoon sat, getting comfortable in your couch.

When you were ready, you grabbed a purse you found there and walked to where the men were waiting for you.

"Ready? Let's go" Namjoon said.

Jungkook hesitated, but then gave you a mug - your mug to be exact.

"I made you coffee, I hope you don't mind".

"Thank you" you said curtly while accepting the cup.

Once in the car Namjoon said:

"We could go walking, but since we are trying to make it to the city quickly we'll just drive to the dock and then we'll take a boat to the city.

"Sure"

Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Jungkook watching you with frown eyebrows. But you paid no attention, you just wanted to get to the city quickly.

Looking curiously through the window, you realized it was really a village. Lots of wood houses surrounding a small square with a well in the middle. People were walking and talking. There were some vegetable and fruit stalls but overall, there wasn't much going on besides that.

The car got away from the village quickly and followed a path in the mud.

"We are here" Namjoon said, getting out of the car.

You looked around but saw no boat.

"Where-?"

"Over here" called Jungkook, leading her to a small wood dock that was barely visible due to vegetation.

"Ok" you said and started walking confidently in his direction, but as soon as you put a foot on the dock you felt yourself shiver. You tried to keep walking, but your body didn't seem to obey.

"Star?" You heard Namjoon’s voice far away.

Shaking incontrollably, you tried to speak but your throat was sore and you vision was getting plagued by black dots.

Suddenly, Jungkook's face was in front of you. He looked worried.

"Do you need any help?"

You tried to answered him no, but couldn't move at all.

"I'm gonna carry you ok? Star?" He said, sounding comforting.

You didn't want that, but couldn't say no either.

With delicacy, he leaned to grab your legs and support your back so he could carry you bride style to the boat. Still trembling, you tried to move your arms but your body was frozen otherwise. The involuntarily movement pushed your head against his shoulder and the smell of his perfume or his body - you didn't know - surrounded you. It did seemed familiar and it relaxed you.

You were able to close your eyes and fairly quickly, you were inside of the cabin of the boat. The space wasn't as small as you supposed it was going to be, and if you sat strategically you couldn't even see through the few windows.

"Sorry" Jungkook said, helping you to the ground "I know it's hard, is just, this is quicker than by car".

"How long is by car?"

Jungkook was knealing in front of you after he helped you sit on the floor. He was looking at you with a soft gaze, but before you could start drowning in it, Namjoon’s voice filled the space.

"12 hours by car, since we would have to surround the entire island to reach the bridge that connects to mainland".

"I see"

"By boat is more direct though, so it'll only take an hour to reach land. It is a bit secluded, but we also have a car in that dock waiting for us".

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Everything was going wrong.

You insisted on going to your apartment first, but the door has been opened by an unknown woman, telling you she has been living there since she got married long ago. Kindly, Namjoon explained the overall situation and the lovely lady let you wander around the place.

You didn't find anything yours, but the woman had a similar decoration and the disposition of the place was alike. You tried to wreck your brain and find something only you could know, but nothing came to mind and soon enough you all had to leave.

In absolute silence, you walked out of the building. Wringling your hands and afraid you were truly confused, you looked at the sky. How could you create all this vivid memories in your head? It couldn't be. It just couldn't.

"Where to now?" Asked Namjoon, with little emotion in his voice.

"To the preccint" you answered, already making the path you used to take to go to work.

"Star? Where are you going?" Asked Jungkook, confused.

"To the police station?" You said unsure.

"Let's take the car" was the only thing Namjoon said, with no space left to argue.

"Oh, sure".

Once in the vehicle, Namjoon took different routes, never one you knew by heart. So, despite knowing where you were, you had no clue as how to move around if you were to go walking from here.

Sooner rather than later, the three of you were outside the preccint. Obviously, you didn't have your work ID with you, so your only hope was to go and try for the guard to ring you in.

Confidently, you went to walk in hoping the guard will recognize you, but he stopped you almost immediately.

"You aren't allowed to go in miss" he said, blocking the access "This is a private entrance-".

"For workers of the station, yes I know. I work here" you said "I don't have my ID as of now, but if you let me in I'll talk with Captain Min personally".

"Sorry miss, but I can't let you go in, you can try the public access though, just go around the corner."

"My office is this way, I usually don't go through that door".

Eyeing her suspiciously, he moved to block the door.

"You with them?" He asked, pointing at Jungkook and Namjoon.

"Yeah, but if that's a problem they don't need to go in with me" you stated without even looking at them.

"Let me ask about it, please face this way" he said indicating a camera placed high on the wall.

Impatiently, you dared to look at Namjoon who shoot you an unimpressed look, but on the other hand, Jungkook seemed nervous.

Nervous about what, you wondered. It was because their ruse was going to end or was something else at stake here?

"Name?" Asked the police guard, interrupting your thoughts. You answered and awaited nervously, moving from foot to foot.

"I'm sorry miss, they say you don't have clearance to go in".

"W-What? How-?" You stuttered, starting to feel afraid "W-who is at the desk?"

"I'm afraid I can't give you that information. Sorry for your trouble. You still can try through the main entrance".

"How can it be! A month ago I was working here! I need to talk with Captain Min Yoongi, he'll know me" you pleaded with the guard, feeling your stress starting to rise and rise.

"Let's just try the other door Star" you heard Namjoon’s voice next to you.

"I- yes, okay" starting to walk away, you suddenly thought of another idea. Turning around you said "Just a second, hey could you asked for Captain Min to check the camera?"

The officer seemed worried and you saw him looked around.

"Miss I can't bother the Captain with these affairs".

"Please, just please" you begged him, there was not point in going to the public entrance if you couldn't talk with Yoongi.

"Ok, I'll ask" he nodded moving aside. You saw him speaking through the radio, but couldn't hear all he was saying.

"Miss? They informed me Captain Min isn't available to fulfill your request".

"Oh, thank you. I'll be out of your hair now" you replied, disappointed "Thanks again"

Nodding, the man shared a look with the three of you, but you didn't acknowledge it. You just wanted to go away as fast as possible.

Coughing, he looked at you and spoke again.

"They informed me that, eh- that he isn't available because no one under that name works here".

Stopping in your tracks, you just inhaled. Shaking your head you refused to acknowledge that information and kept walking. You didn't know what were the thoughts going through Namjoon or Jungkook's head and you didn't want to know.

Disheartened and trying to think what to do, you cursed yourself for not knowing the number of Yoongi. He had to be worried, you knew that. You had been working together so many years that you became friends and barely a day went by that you didn't see each other or talked with one another.

But the only number you knew by heart was the landline your parents still had in their house.

Wait! That could work!

"Namjoon do you have my phone?" You asked, stopping yourself in the middle of the street.

"Yeah, in the car though" he answered.

"Let's go then"

"What about the station?" Asked Jungkook, still looking conflicted.

"If Yoongi isn't there - doesn't work there - is of no help".

"To the car then" Namjoon said, changing the direction of his steps.

Sitting in the car he gave you your phone but it was turned off.

"Sorry, you fell to the water with it. I don't think is working".

Sighing at your bad luck, you tried to turn it on, but nothing happened.

"Okay, can you lend me yours?"

Before you had to repeat yourself, Jungkook took out his own phone and placed it in your hand.

"Thank you" dialing your parent's number, you waited for the line to pick up.

"The number you have dialed doesn't exist. The number you have dialed doesn't exist."

Gulping and feeling tears pooling in your eyes, you kept trying until Jungkook took the phone away from your trembling hands. Listening to the message, he shook his head at Namjoon, who just sighed and started the car.

"Let's go home Star" said Namjoon, patting your shoulder. You only had energy to nod.

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You had been laying in bed for a month now. After the disaster that your excursion to the city had resulted to be, you had refused to leave the house until something made sense. But everything was still confusing.

You could understand that the police officer couldn't recognize you, but the one working at the cameras? The guy that usually had that job was one you knew well, you even had dinner with him and his wife!

The same thing happened with your parents, they have had that phone number since forever and despite you telling them numerous times that they should get rid of it, they had never wanted to. It was rare for them to do it right when you needed it the most. The only logical explanation was that all that Namjoon and Jungkook were telling you was the truth, but you had no recollection of any of it.

You only had the memories everyone seemed to think were fake. But how could your brain construct such a complete life without you having lived it?

Another thing that confused you was your newly acquired fear of water.

According to your memories you never were afraid of it, but you reaction to the river had been puzzling to you. Even now, thinking of it made you shudder.

That was the only thing that ring true about everything Namjoon and Jungkook had said.

And even if you kept the silent treatment, Jungkook didn't fail to leave you warm food everyday or just drop by to deliver whatever you might need, despite the lack of response from you.

You didn't know where he was staying, and you didn't want to know. But at the same time you still felt a little guilty, if this was indeed his house, you were keeping him out of it.

"Hey, I'm just dropping by to leave you dinner" you heard his voice while he closed the front door.

Tired of not knowing and curious about what he could tell you about yourself, you left your bed. For the first time in weeks, you went out of the room and joined him in the kitchen.

"Hi"

Surprised, he turned around and smiled at you.

"Hi" he was busy fixing your food and saving some groceries in the pantry "Want to eat something?"

"Sure".

If Jungkook was surprised again, he didn't show it. He just got to it while you watched him in silence, until you couldn't handle it anymore.

"Jungkook?"

"Hmm?"

"Can you tell me about Star- I mean, me?"

"I don't know if I should" he said, looking conflicted "Namjoon said that he was going to talk to you when you feel better. We could call him later".

"Do you really have to ask for his permission?" You said, knowing it might hurt him but not caring at all. You wanted answers now.

You could handle it.

Serving your food, he sat in front of you in the tiny kitchen.

"I know the same he told you. Is what- is what you said when we met aswell. Your parents died in some sort of accident, Namjoon’s dad brought you here, sort of adopted you and I met you when he did the same for me. He, well, I'm thankful because he saved me from orphanage life and you never said it, but I think you are too".

Stunned and and unable to speak, you tried to process the information, but it was so strange to you it just felt out of reach.

"We met as childs or-?"

"Well, sort of. We indeed met as kids, but we never really lived together. For a while, you lived with Namjoonie hyung but then we were all sent to study in the city and we mainly stayed there. I lived with hyung all those years while you went to a different school. We didn't really eh - connect - until we all cameback from university.

"Okay" she said softly, trying to piece all the information together. Didn't ring any bell, but at this rate it seemed nothing ever will "If I spent so much time away from here, why did I got back?"

Smiling at her, his big eyes searched her face warmly.

"We never explicitly said it, but I guess we both felt we owned this place all we had. Here we both work for the village and honestly? We have all we could want.

"Am I happy here?" Coming back to live at a secluded island did sound right up your alley though. Like something you would actually do. Especially if you knew you could help someone in the process.

"I think so" he said "I hope so".

Exchanging an unknown, but comfortable look, you thought to yourself that as long as you were confused about your life, the smartest decision was to continue with this life as Star.

"I was thinking, where are you staying? This was your house too right?"

"Oh don't worry about it, Namjoon hyung has enough space to share and since I work with him everyday, is easier this way".

"Oh, okay" you replied, doubtful "Well if- if at any time you want to comeback, you can do it. I don't mind- since is your house aswell, that is."

Reaching out for your plate, Jungkook stood up and started to rinse it.

"I'll think about it" he mentioned "It's kind of hard to be next to you, but not with you".

"Ah".

"Go get ready, I'll accompany you to see Namjoon hyung, so you can talk to him too".

"Okay".

Walking slowly and without looking back, you heard him hum a familiar tune while he kept tyding your place.

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"Well, hello Star, what brings you both here?"

"Hmm, Jungkook and I were talking about- about me. And he said you also wanted to talk".

"Sure" Namjoon was sitting in a desk in his office "You can leave us Jungkook" he dismissed it, and gave you a smile.

Jungkook patted your shoulder and left you both alone.

The room had a big window at Namjoon’s back, and you could see the movement of the town through it.

People came and went, some carrying boxes, other dragging carts, but overall everyone was busy.

"Honestly, I just wanted to talk with you so I can know if I can expect you at work soon".

"Work? I don't- don't really know what I did- do, its a bit confusing".

"Of course, I understand that. It's just that I've been covering for you and on top of that I've been doing my job, so you'll understand I'm beat".

For someone, who had supposedly lived with you as family for a few years, Namjoon looked really stoic and goal oriented. You wondered if your relationship was always like that.

"It's not that hard anyway, you could jump right in" Namjoon said, looking for something in his desk "Here, this was you notebook, since internet is not that good here, we saved everything in paper first".

Looking through it, you realized it was full of numbers and products.

"Did I do inventary?"

"And other tasks" he confirmed "You checked the numbers aswell. Before everything goes through Jungkook or me, you were the person in charge of the accounting.

"Accounting?"

"Yes, maybe that's why you are confused that you worked as a police station secretary's..."

"I was a victim advocate! I worked representing the survivors!" You yell, getting ofuscated "And don't get me wrong, there is no shame in working as a secretary, but I am so tired of hear that line".

"Sorry" he replied, not looking regretful at all "Going back to business, do you feel like working again? It would save the rest of us the extra work.

"Sure, but I'm not confident I'll know how to do it correctly".

"Don't worry" said Namjoon, smiling mischievously for the first time. His dimples made him look as if he was up to no good "That's what Jungkook is for".

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(La lleva a la casa y es muy parecida a la de sus recuerdos y tiene todas sus cosas, lo que la confunde

La llevan a la ciudad y luego de 1 día de viaje llegan a su departamento y otra familia (pagada) vive ahí y el lugar luce nada que ver, confundida va a la policía y se ingresa con credencial, el guardia (pagado por la mafia) no la deja pasar insistiendo que no la conoce y que no trabaja allí.

Trata de llamar a sus padres y nadie le contesta, suena como número no existente (los locos se lo bloquean)

Confundida decide devolverse a la villa, wlnjefe compra cosas y las llevan de vuelta y otro día de viaje y ella se aclimata a su casa

Le dicen que su trabajo consistía en llevar el inventario de la cosecha y la venta de los vegetales y que quizás por eso ella estba confundida que trabajaba de secretaria de la policía "no de secretaria! De victim advocate! I was their representant!"

She starts to live there everyone greeting they have light and water and wifi but supposedly bad signal

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lunartokki · 2 years ago

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☆ comfort characters + pixelitos 2d que me caen re pana o están MUY bien escritos:

• bonnibel, marceline, jake, finn, simon, phoebe (adventure time)

• sprig, hop pop, Mr. & Mrs. Boonchuy, calamity trio, toadie, grime, king andrias, ivy, maddie (amphibia)

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• ESTROPAJO 😭😭😭😭😭, lily, mai, joy, BONNIE, maggie, puppet, golden, bon, toddy, meg, frededdy, cami, felix (fhs)

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☆ pixiamistades por las que me dejaría poner una bala en el craneo irl (así como lo haría por bangtan/alguno de mis otros favs y/o demás aficiones preciadas para mí) :

♡ angelitas gc ; cuendie, lanis, pacha, frida, rosi y mel (putas sé que NINGUNA (a excepción de maybe whendie (ily whendie)) va a leer una poronga de esto xq (COMO YO) son unas pajeras de mierfa y así pEEROo,,, in case alguna ACTUALLY llegue a ver este coso jsj <'33 nada, ya le saben,,, las adoro son mis pajeras favoritas en este mundo entero nunca me falten xfavor enserio las amo mucho)

♡ cony [(maybe tampoco leas bec esta pseudo-carrd es un puterio MUY pesado de cargar o leer por tanta wea que le puse pero you know damn well qué pienso de ti, nada tqm demasiado flaca jamás me faltes de rodillas te pido fr eres de las mejores amistades que he podido hacer en estos 20 años de mi silly existencia | 2024 update: me hiciste MUCHISIMA falta como no te lo puedes llegar a imaginar flaca ASJFHSGDJTJDHFK 😭😭😭😭😭💗💗💗💗 perdona por haberme alejado tanto tiempo y sin avisar a más detalle, enserio fue en contra de mi voluntad y odio como no tienes idea el hecho de haberle permitido a la persona que lo causó, prolongarlo por el tiempo que lo hizo hasta ahora, sé que probablemente las cosas no vuelvan a ser como antes ya que el paso del tiempo PESA y con mucha fuerza, pero igual, me alegra de todas formas saber que no me od!as y que aún cuento con tu amistad 🤧🤧🤧❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 amo hablar de cualquier tontería y media contigo así como quejarnos de lo que sea que pase en el momento en la tl TvT siento y nadie matchea mi freak (PLATONICAMENTE OFC) de la manera en que tú lo haces 🥹🥹🥹 es muy ñoño y lo sé pero ndea siempre nos ví a ambas como al jinkook, tú siendo seokjin y yo jk in some way jsjs <'333

siempre te admiré muchísimo por lo brutalmente honesta que eres, al igual que por el talento que tenías para esculpir y escribir (cuando en la época hacías aus taejin y le dedicabas testamentos a seokjin just like me jsj (qué tiempos esos <'3)), así como tu gran sentido del humor y OVERALL, el gran sistema de apoyo y comfort qué eres para quienes te rodean a tu propia manera (even if you seen a bit tough outside jsj TvT)

EN FINNNNN, reitero, enserio eres de las mejores personas que he tenido el placer y honor de conocer 😭😭😭😭 en verdad te quiero mucho y te adoro con todo mi corazón 🫂❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 that's all, bye 🥹💗)]

♡ güilliz rockerita mechitas de colores KOMATSU (técnicamente hablando,,, SOMOS amikx irl as well y así BUTTTTTTT,,, since quitteé tratar de ser el ilon ma' y desde entonces no nos hemos podido ver de nuevo + casi que nuestra ÚNICA manera de contacto es vía ig y wapp puejjjj,, creo y eso prácticamente nos hace también pixibesties y no solo lunchboxfriends <'3333 ~ (me alegra MUCHO que no resultaramos así jsj) y nada flaca, sabes que te adoro con todo mi pechito de espantahumanos TvT, gracias por seguir junto a mí a pesar de lo complejo que pueda ser estar conmigo cuando estoy in my lowest, enserio eres un sol y demasiado cool y AVDAGDADGSFHSFDHRS amo que de igual forma confíes en mí y me consideres parte de tu círculo más cercano 😭😭😭💗💗💗 ilysm boba, vamos por más años de amistad juntitas y someday mandemonos un drinking game viendo algo que nos desespere a ambas, yo invito el soju cjau)

♡ sophie (TE AMO GRACIAS POR TENER TANTAS AFICIONES WEABOOS EN COMÚN CONMIGO 😭😭😭 ERES UN SOL ENSERIO TE QUIERO BANDA Y TE ADORO MUCHO FLACA AFSJSGSKSJD)

♡ layla (PANA AFSHSFSNDVD CÓMO ES POSIBLE QUE VIVAMOS EN EL MISMO PLATANAL Y NO NOS HAYAMOS ENCONTRADO NI UNA SOLA VEZ PORELPUTISIMOPADREAFSJSGDKD SOY MOCOS I HATE HERE 😭😭😭😭 ... ya serios,,, ay pana,,, nada en la re buena contigo también te re quiero mucho eres una chimba de persona y sabes que pa las que seas cuentas conmigo)

♡ mile (oh girl,,, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW nor HAVE a single IDEA de lo que yo era como armada antes de conocerte,,, gracias por ayudarme a encontrar el camino de la inner peace para no ser purpurina básica status quo con you know what and whose fr ty veri mucho btw enserio me caes re pana y te re quiero muak)

♡ armytwt mutis wonitas ; vivi, diana best jungkooka y ro 2seokista (gracias por acordarse de mi existencia y no olvidarse de mí wapas TvT 💗💗💗 se les tqm mucho muchito muchazo cjau <'333)

♡ mamberitos squad ; sebas, mati, alfred, cata, bell, martha, lex, dirk, arii (no words, just decirles que 1. ESTÁN BASADISIMOS LOS TQM MUCHO y 2. NO están feos, SÍ combinan 🫰 | 2024 update: gracias por no olvidarme 🥹💗💗💗)

♡ tomo / nellsita (TOMITO 😭😭😭😭😭😭 AXSHSGSJSGSKDVEJE TE QUIERO MUCHO MUCHO MUCHO ERES UN SOLECITO Y UN COMPLETO AMOR DE PERSONA ILYSM BAIII xfi algún día hagamos una collab juntas de lo que sea <'333)

- pausa para autoconciencia momento y decir,,, será que alguna si leerá esto TT? adsgbghkgj meh idc igual lo hago porque soy maricona y TENGO la necesidad patológica de expresarlo públicamente so,,, sigo -

♡ japanbooesque / nana app gang ; feruu, kishy y sombra (las amo reinas, fenkies so muchos por aguantarse mi voz chillona y fastidiosa desde que las conocí <'3 fr las re quiero muchito byee)

♡ youtube besties ; luci, dome, nao, mandarino, janee, jevik y bupi11 (gracias a cada unx de ustedes por darme una manito y acompañarme en este viaje que ha sido mi canal de youtube desde que comencé a tomarme enserio el intentar ser creadora de contenido TvT en verdad les agradezco MUCHO y de todo corazón, todo el cariño y apoyo que me han brindado desde que empecé 🥹🥹🥹 sé que aún mi canal no es muy grande que digamos pero igual para mí basta y sobra el tenerles junto a mí en este camino en el que me embarque, al iniciar esta ruta en la que quería dar vida a algo que una vez soñé y, ahora gracias a ustedes, es una hermosa realidad 🤧🤧🤧🤧💗💗💗 muchas gracias chicxs, enserio les adoro 🫂🫂🫂❤️‍🩹)

♡ eze (pana 😭😭😭😭 literalmente nos conocemos hace nada pero siento y conectamos re bien porque ambos somos igual de delulos por los cabezones y afsjsk nada tqm mucho, te cargas UN TALENTAZO pa los trazos, DIOS ENSERIO TE BESO EL CRÁNEO PORQUE ERES UN PUTO GENIO CON LAS IDEAS QUE TE MANDAS y eres una persona muy vacana 🫶 , eso <'33, fr te agarré mucho cariño y confianza rápidamente y espero nos podamos seguir conociendo más 🥹💗 | update 2024; I miss you so much as well 😭😭😭😭)

♡ bastard voice crew (gracias por adoptarme en su grupo siendo el team de fandoblaje MÁS VACANO que puede haber en todo youtube 😭😭😭😭💗💗💗, fr se les tqm mucho por darme la chance de trabajar junto a ustedes y creer en mí)

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yYYYYyyy,,, bno,,, ya para cerrar la agenda MARICONA (de una buena vez por todas lpm AFSVDAHFSJFSLG) de una manera NO tan emo,,, les dejo esta canción que es EL tema más real de amistad !!! (archivo adjunto más abajito), que si nunca se los dedicaron antes (xq como yo no tuvieron amistades que fueran así de chimba backthen) se los dedico YO ahora kkk <33 ~ jsjs

denle *tap* al corazoncito de abajo para que les abra la canción, that's all, mucha omosesualidad por un día, byeee

pd: si no reconocen la canción we no longer frens anymore *angry 👉👈*

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BYF !! • pa la gente del nicho (army/kpoptwt) que vea esto:

no soy only pero ✨ PRIORIZO A BTS ✨ , les chillo de manera INSANA al jinkook (tanto individualmente y/o en conjunto (ya que los 2 son mi comfort dúo y los amo a ambos por igual como no tienen idea)), hablo MUCHO de mis hiperfijaciones varias y vida en general, a veces hago music rants, escucho ggs y k-solistas femeninas + algun@s artistas western y derivad@s, tuiteo en spanglish involuntariamente, stream, votaciones, etc, silencioso (a veces subo capturas tho), uso modismos de mi país (al igual que otros de latam más generales) y (la gran mayoría del tiempo) tone indicators, manejo caritas y emojis irónica y no irónicamente, me la paso más en mi complain acc, me pongo candado en CASI todas mis cuentas cuando NO ando activa como para interactuar o responder dms !! (so ya le saben, NO me falta responsabilidad afectiva o me hago la rogada, SIMPLEMENTE soy una pelotuda con tdah que no sabe organizar sus horarios y de paso la caga mucho irl inconscientemente kkk so PLZ be gentle w me or either 😭🔪)

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DFi / DNi !! • NO me sigas ni/o interactues sí :

-16/+25, CHRONICALLY ONLINE, basic dfi criteria, edgy a*f (no eres diferente DAS VERGÜENZA date cuenta), anti de mi stan list o temas de interés, llevas demasiado lejos la "kpop over morals" agenda, only castrosa con complejo de comunista , te quejas del racismo pero de igual forma cuando tienes chance por estupideces sin sentido eres racista, te cagas en gente fácil de tirar hate, rebajas mujeres para quedar bien o hacer quedar bien a alguien más, te relacionas con solos intensas (tirando a akgaes) ó que de plano SON akgaes/antis de los demás miembros de bts)), validas fansites saessangs apesar de la mierda que hacen solo por el contenido que proveen, no puedes pasar jodas a largo plazo i N O F E N S I V A S (pls get a life) !!!, te tomas twt MUY enserio, crees amar al jinkook y a yoongi más que yo?¿!!! /j

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BYF !! • pa quienes son tan delusionales por monitos 2d o los cabezones de la edd00chan just like me:

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🟡 dctwt / disventure camp (sub)twt

- SOY JAKE, ALLY y ELLIE DEFENDER (xfa DO NOT ever try to INTERACT si eres de la gente CASTROSA que les tiene TIRRIA a estos 3 personajes y se cagan en ellos SIN ARGUMENTOS VÁLIDOS o solo por existir)

- NO TOLERO d€ad threats contra NINGÚN v.a (overall si en cuestión NO ha hecho NADA MALO)

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🟣 vivziepop's hellaverse (sub)twts

- en todo el Hellaverse mis personajes fav son: Blitz, Queen Beelzebub, Sally May, Fizzarollie, Millie, LUCIFER, Sr. Pentius, Cherry Bomb (SOLO EL PILOTO), Emily, Lute, Adam, Charlie y Husk.

- NO ESTOY DE ACUERDO con el DOBLE STANDARD que maneja la Vivianne Medrano en cuánto a "humor", QUÉ se debe tomar enserio o NO, oÓo,,, sus "FREE OUT OF JAIL CARDS" con ciertos personajes (yk WHOSE si sabes de lo que hablo).

- DETESTO la escritura de ambos shows,,, SOLO SIGO AQUÍ porque AMO el trabajo AUDIOVISUAL que manejan ambas series.

- las Chaggie me parecen una relación Muy blanda para mi propio gusto pero a la vez su dinámica es TERRIBLEMENTE nociva si analizas a profundidad el nivel de DEPENDENCIA y APEGO ANSIOSO que maneja Vaggie.

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🟠 fhstwt / fnafhs (sub)twt

- soy fan de fnafhs NO de eddoo !! aunque igual como artista y por su espíritu de creatividad le sigo guardando una fibra de respeto so no sé,,, tomenlo cómo quieran

- doy fb (fb = follow back) selectivo (incluso si en mi perfíl aparece que sigo a más gente de la que me sigue LMAO (aunque bno igual esto es principalmente porque sigo muchan fanaccs y bots de todos mis intereses conjuntamente so,,, kkk))

- sigo la serie desde 2017 pero recién en 2023 fue que me integré al subtwt de la serie /kkkcrying

- VEO AL FREDEDDY COMO HERMANOS !! (raja de acá si también los ves como hermanos y los shippeas de manera incestuosa 🔪🔪🔪🔪 si shippeas frededdy sin verlos como hermanos sino como 2 individuos que comparten un cuerpo no me molesta (tanto) tho)

- mis otps son bxb <'33 (SÍ SOY BÁSICA Y QUÉ STFU TENGO TRAUMAS SIN RESOLVER Y JAMÁS QUEDARÉ CONTENTA HASTA QUE EL CANON NO MUESTRE BIEN EL POV DEL MECHIMORADO Y LES DEN UN BUEN FINAL A MIS PAPÁS afsksgldfejiffn *stares madly at queerbaitchan*), megloy & maiggie !! pero igual me gustan el resto de dinámicas y ships (non problemáticos) de fhs 🤍 ~

- CREO FIRMEMENTE QUE TODOS LOS PERSONAJES TIENEN SUBTEXTO QUEER (tanto implicito como explícito) y EN LA SUPREMACÍA DE PUPPET TRANSMASC & JOY TRANSFEM !!

- me desaparezco INDEFINIDAMENTE de redes cuando ando a mil con estudios/trabajo e irl stuff, PERO !!! si necesitas hablar al priv (y tenemos el grado de confianza para hacerlo y lo hemos hecho antes) no dudes en hacerlo <3 mi dm siempre estará abierto para tí 🫶

- AMO DE SOBREMANERA ESTUPIDA Y RIDICULAMENTE GRANDE A BONNIE, por ende mi brainriot fnafhsero el 75% de las veces gira en torno a él.

[(no encontré ni UN solo gif de bonnie (el cabezón mechimorao) by his own (estoy llorando) so nada tocó con la chocopandilla ✌️ (igual y los toys siguen siendo mis ults pero bno it's ok at least con ellos mi scrunkly tiene amigibis así que still 👍))]

DFi / DNi !! • NO me sigas ni/o interactues sí :

× eres pro-vida

× crees amar a mis pixiults más que yo ?¿!/(#+_®°{¥π×√×€ /hj

× ERES MENOR DE 16 AÑOS o mayor de 25 (no subo nada nsfw solo no quiero ser guardería ni personal de un geriátrico /j | si somos moots está bien tho)

× no sabes respetar pronombres que vayan más allá de los cis-normativos !!

× APOYAS ZIONISMO (directa o indirectamente)

× NO SABES CÓMO INTERACTUAR CON MENORES DE MANERA NORMAL!!! (si eres así OJALÁ y te pongan una ORDEN DE RESTRICCIÓN para que no te vuelvas a acercar a alguno NUNCA MÁS)

× CONSUMES / COMPARTES o ESCRIBES R@P£ FICS (xfavor ANDATE A CAGAR y MEDICATE enfermitx de M!ERD4)

× usas: "feminista" o te refieres al feminismo de manera peyorativa junto a otros términos que escuchaste hablar de moda sin saber bien que eran y nunca te informaste sobre ello pero igual los sigues usando para hacerte ver "interesante"

× eres radfem e INVALIDAS MUJERES u HOMBRES TRANS (si eres terf sigue a Jk Rowling NO A MÍ, incluso si simpatizo con el feminismo y varias de sus ramas NO TOLERO/soporto/apoyo/etc este tipo de vainas)

× apoyas creadores de contenido (youtubers, artistas, voice actors, etc) abiertamente problemáticos :]

× eres proshipper (shippeas cosas por las cuales deberías estar TRAS LAS REJAS: incesto, abusador x víctima, PEDOFILIA, etc)

× peleas por ships (que OBJETIVAMENTE NO son algo NOCIVO de ver)

× IRRESPETAS GUSTOS AJENOS (que NO son algo ILEGAL) esperando que no te digan nada por ello

× se te suben los humos por tener algo de microfama en un subtwt :D (independiente a cuál de estos pertenezcas)

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• NOTE » para dejar de seguir DA sb (sb = SOFT BLOCK) que no eres un biti o alguna de mis k-girlie girls pa yo ser fan :]

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STAN LIST ~ ♪

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- ults: #방탄소년단 : BTS (OT7)

- stan : #샤이니: 5HINee (OT5)

#아도라 : ADORA (SOLOIST)

- support :

iu . txt . twice . shuya . soffee . izykite . jiae . som hevin . byeol eun . belle . ive . zb1 (SK)

the driver era, sabrina carpenter (USA)

after the rain (JPN)

- regulars :

seori . suran . heize . stella jang . saay . (g)i-dle . youha . jo yuri . kwon eunbi . rosé . taeyeon . astro . bibi . fromis_9 . loona . stayc . billie . mamamoo (+soloists) . red velvet . enhypen . kiof . nmixx . kenshi yonezu . eve . back number . the oral cigarettes . one ok rock . urashimasakazen . amatsuki . ado . aurora .

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thanks for reading 💬

bye ~

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