#yo seff art

[janus-manus]

some lineart by @pipapatton that i colored. i love their art, and honestly this was a lot of fun. i learned a lot about coloring (and i used like 10x the usual amount of layers i use)

[janus-draws]

cutie

@lavender-mochi

taglist:

@fandom-nerd-girl555 @justmeandmygayships

[pixie-circle-au]

local twink falls for the dad friend

[ask-shapeshifter-sides]

send in asks for our boy logan :)

[gingermaple]

Actually in a sort of roundabout way Deceit kinda does fit the Element of Honesty.

He himself might not be honest, but he’s constantly trying to get those around him to be honest and to see the reality of the things around them. Plus he knows when someone is lying, meaning he always knows what other’s honest thoughts/opinions are.

@simplelittlepaperyanon made a post about the sides as the Mane 6 so of course I had to draw it.

(@fandomfreak118​ yeet)

[seffien]

i’m back and doing comissions, especially for splatoon.

yo. i’m seffien.

i write, try and make art, and post funny things here, but i especially shine at writing, which you can hire me to do for absolutely free!

i know i said i’d do mostly splatoon, but anything’s welcome as long as you give me a good idea of what you want.

you can contact me on discord (seff #5128), AO3 (inknoodle/fictionalsquidfan), twitter (seffierokkit), or here, tumblr.

however, my rules are:

no nsfw

no crackfics

no real person shipping

no proshippers, ew

and nothing i’m uncomfortable with.

just so you know, i’ll ask you if you want to remain anonymous, where you want it uploaded (fanfiction.net and AO3 only, sorry), and i’ll send it to you when it’s done.

one last thing, you can send me a co creator request on AO3, since i’m open for them. besides all those words, that’s basically it. hire me sometime. and you can still tell your friends. i like getting these.

[we-all-horny-here]

Based on @sidespromptblog's angsty Logan headcanon.

Their fics give me life, and the moment I saw this headcanon I just knew I had to draw it.

Also, I absolutely love the hair in Punk!Logan's design, so this is probably how I'm going to draw it now.

Art taglist:

@rigels-nigels @fandoms-are-for-always @jl-artsandcreations @what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me @yo-seff @thereisnoneedtocallmesir @peridot-the-kitten @katie-the-noble-fangirl @logically-demonic @effortiswhatmatters @magsneto @ollyollyoxinfree

[recipe-for-thomathy]

Republished Chapter 4 and Published Chapter 5 for Once Upon A Disneytale!

And I am proud to announce that each chapter of OUAD will now have ART in them 😆💕

Make sure to check out each of the artists and their artworks!

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Taglist:

@yo-seff @seriously--fuck--you @icequeenoriginal @nothinglikehotchocolate @polygodnal @artissijam @ollyollyoxinfree @mycatshuman @fury-of-rome @suicidalcitrusfruit @sunshineandteddybears @mostpeopleannoyne @deathshadowrules @freyalis @4ngstyc00kie @tiredfangirl04 @mari-the-apprentice-anxiety @ace-in-the-quiver @thecatchat

[thetrombonewhisperer]

Anyone is welcome to my secrets, just message me or send an ask. Especially if you own a trombone.

I will tag the followers I think would be fun to get to know better!

1. @yo-seff I love your art, please teach me your ways

2. @midnight-spectrum-again I'm not officially an adopted son yet, but I'm gonna work real hard on that, cause I need a parental

3. @ronnirotten One word : Dukexiety

4. @jughead-jones-serpent-king Remus and Logan do deserve some love

5. @canicrynowplease send me songs, we can bond over music

6. @sablesides friend?? Friend? be friends?

7. @probablymebutimnotsure hey, hey, I love your art

8. @pricklyfish777 I use he/them pronouns too!! We could bondd

9. @cuteness-incarnate You ARe!!

10. @lilsmolbol yesssss angst is good

THIS IS A TUMBLR HUG! PASS IT ON TO 10 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOLLOWERS AND DONT BREAK THE CHAIN! HAVE A LOVELY DAY! ~♡(´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡ 💖💗 [if you don't like chains, you can always choose not to do this ofc op]

10 of my fave followers? lol why not I love appreciating ppl

@royal-arts they the real mvp

@gayturtlez cus I too am a gay turtle

@imfrailandbreakable love u ellie🐢

@wroammin I like Roman angst. They like Roman angst

@emonugget-blogs 10/10 dood

@thetrombonewhisperer I'm hoping if I tag them they'll tell me their secrets. I wanna start a trombone army

@meowthefluffy they're a cryptid so like sameeeeeeeeeeeee

@mynamehasbeenstolen idk why I just trust that pfp

@nerdy-as-logan if anyone is that nerdy I trust them with my bat

@chamomile-tea-for-me-please another 10/10 dooood

And @22-deadpool-22 cus they sent me this so like you caused this

[just-a-mod]

at this point, i dont actualy know what to do any more

because i guess like, after ap oint, you know you are broken. maybe you always were, maybe you werent, but you are now. you knwo you don’t trust any one, and can’t

oh, you want to. you want to see all the good. you want to love and be loevd, you want to see the roses and smell the flowers and hear the birds sing. go for walks, cuddle in  bed, all that shit

but the fact is that its not possible. the idea of sharing your space terrifies and angers you. the idea that some one could hurt you again makes you build up walls with 20 foot spikes and you wrap yourself up in a steel blanket telling yourself its beter this way. being alone is better, that the lonliness is just in your head and tthat you’ll just be alone any way and better off for it

you look at your friends and you realize they all have some one. some one they love, who loves them. family or ANYTHING. they have SOMETHING and you’d KILL FOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT

you’d kill just...for some one who would love you, and then when some one does, its just a lie, yea? because who the fuck could ever love you. some one shows interest or affection and you keep them at that 20 length..because if they get close, they’ll hrut you

and there is so little of you left, you can’t afford that, yea? you can’t afford the last shreds of your person to be destroyed. you try to find reasons to stay alive, and all of them are material and its...haha...

all of my reasons to live are video games, artistic pursuits and food. does any one even realize that haha??? that’s all it is, THATS ALL IT IS

ITS NOT FAMILY, ITS NOT FRIENDS, ITS NOT ANYTHING THAT _SHOULD_ MATTER ITS JUST FOOD, ITS JUST FOOD AND DRAGON AGE

...it doesn’t matter, it wont matter, and it never did. and every day it just gets a littel worse. i get a little more dead inside, i care a little less. there isn’t any goal or ambition, just kind of a hollow sense of ‘i have to do this shit because i have to’

i have to get up in the morning because some one has to feed seff. i have to talk to my friends, i have to talk to the little family i have left.  i have to make games, or make thistale, or make art. i have to exist, i have to eat food, i have to shave money, i have to live, i have to, i dont have a choice

and i just...dont. i really dont.i dont even want to sleep because sleeping means i just get to awke up to this vullshit. this bulllshit of being alone in a world that has itself and i am only me.

im alone, no matter what world, timeline, no matter what an alyss has ab ad end. every day i regret something, every day i find myself looking over that edge into the abyss like ‘yea...i could fall into that, i could do it’

and Joker is just standing beside me, waiting to see what i do. he’s only here for what ever i want from him. so if i dont want him to stop me, he wont. in fact, i think he wont because he sees how much i am suffering, why would he prevent me from doing something that could permanently fix everything that hurts me??

he wants my soul, and i dont care honestly. he can have it. i want him to have it, he is going to become the new body that holds my idiots so they won’t die. Wolfe won’t let them die, Joker won’t now that i’ve asked him to protect them.

so....whats stopping me, honestly? aside from the material....there really isnt much. i wish my friends were enough of a reason, i wish my family were neough of a reason, i wish my best friend was. but they aren’t, because no one has to

no one has to deal with me like i have to. no one has to feel this way, and 

i just cant...do this shit. i can’t be alone like this any more. i dont want to live in this world, i dont want to have to have dreams where people fucking love me and then wake up and realize they aren’t fucking real, or HAH HHA

the best fucking thing, the best thing is dreaming that that one fucking person loves yo and you wake up and realize they fuking dont. you dream that that move happens, that you are near them. that things are healthy and good and stable. that you have a home that you actually like and you wake up

disoritented, because they aren’t beside you, because everything they said isn’t fucking real and taht warmth on your hand is just the sensation of your circulation beging fucking cut off for too long

moving forward is a nonexistant concept, because i dont want to fucking fall int othat fucking pattern that has been my entire life. i dont want to live the fucking pattern that is this world. i dont want this life that is just somethign that is until it dies. there isnt’ a fucking life, its just an existance devoid of purpose. and if i have to iive a life being dropped by people, being unwanted by myself and others. if i have to live a life knowin g the only people who will ever fucking love me are in my head...then what’s the fucking point

‘because it’ll get better!’ no, it won’t, it’s going to either stablize or get worse there is no ‘better’. ‘better’ is...i dont fucking know. better for me is finding out my father is actually alive and has been wanting to get back in contact. finding out my mother and her side of the famialy were racist assholes and that his family is actually great. and then going to meet them and they all like or love me, tehy accept me and help me in my situation. better is not having hateful people in charge, or people being killed because of race or religion. better is non existant, because you know what? even if I DI get that family? theY’D JUST BE KILLED OR DEPORTED FOR NOT BEING WHITE hAHA??

ID STILL be in HELL. ID STILL BE LIVING THIS FUCKING LIFE OF TERROR AND WORRY AND ANXKOUS, Oh, oh no thats right, no anxiety

because at this point we’re all dead any way, so why be anxious about it yea? wahts the point, WAHTS THE POINT, WHTS THE FUCKING POINT OF BEING AFRAID WHEN DEATH IS TEH KINDEST

THE

KINDEST

THING

THAT WILL EVER EMBRACE US IN OUR ENTIRE EXISTANCE???

LIFE HELD US WHEN WE WERE BORN AND DEATH WILL CRADDLE US WHEN WE DIE AND MY FUCKING EVERYTHING I DJUST

i do

not

care

i do not. i do not care iif my body drops fucking dead from lack of sleep. i dont care if i starve, i dont care, i dont care, i dont care. i dont care because n oone else would fucking care and thats fine, that’s great

its all fucking great but its fine and even if they saw this its all different yea hten suddenly there is care, but not ebcause its just anxiety and depression talking yea? its not real, your just sad. some company can fix that yea, some writing cna fix that 

ITS TOO FUCKING

its too fucking late for that now. its far too fucking late for all the shit that’s being thrown at me now. i needed this shit like 3 years ago. when i still had hope and sanity. i needed it then, and now it’s just wasted on what ever fucking hollow shell is left

just a Michal, not yet groomed or refined. a fucking shell of a person putting on a mask and pretending to be any kind of living or caring. i dont care, but i do, and it conficts and furthers the desire to not feel or exist

i mean, i guess now i can actually help myself numb myself from the inside out since i fixed the reason why i couldn’t. i migh t as well ,yea? maybe then i could sleep or die, which ever would come first.

and then people will be worried, and people will be angry and people will tell me to stop and i ‘ll feel alittle bad so i’ll just numb myself more and not feel as bad adn it’ll be fine, right? right thats how that works haha

i’d love to be black hat. just...evil, not caring. i see some one crying and i laugh because they are in misery.i dont want to have that feeling that is sympathy. i dont want t o try and help when some one is upset, i dont want to care when people act like that. i just want ot be worse then them, i want to be alone, i want people to forget about me so i can disappear and just not ever be because i wasn’t supposed to be ANY WAy

i wasn’t even supposed to be a fucking live so why the fuck am i, why the fuck am i even right now. why am i fucking typing this out instead of actually doign somethign about it. I COULD TOO AND THATS TEH FUCKED UP PART HAHAH

it wouldn’t matter, no one would notice. no one would know, no one would know and that’s what fucks me up the hardest i guess. no one would notice, not until it was way too late. ive been so more isolated than usual, not even the people who see me in real life would think about it for too long. 

i ccould kill myself this morning and no one would know. not even those on tumblr. most of the posts go unread, which is the only reason why half this shit isn’t even targeted, because no one even sees this. i just burry it under posts and its fine haha look Jam reblogged a cute dress and funny cat videos, he’s fine, he’s doing fine. look hes drawing and workign on a game, how productive, there is no way he’s got bruises going up his arms from biting them repeatively 

tehre is no way he kepes breaking down in the showe r because hes’ depressed nad mourning is solidute and the lack of meaning in his life

its fine, its all fine, smile baby it’s fine because he won’t do it. he’ll just lay in bed and think about the family that doesn’t exist, the friendship he doesn’t have and the worlds that aren’t his to keep. he’ll think about what ifs and happy endings that can’t be, won’t be, and never could’ve been 

i was never meant to have a good life, not from the very moment she named me, not since the very moment Wolfe stepped into my lfie

i can no longer be lyssia, i am currently An, i want to be Joker, but im going to end up becoming Nihm.

that only make sense to me and thats also fine

if i go to slee ptoday, i want to dream that...just keeps me...i want to stay in that new shiny house or apartment. with the person i wanted to follow to the ends of the earth. i want my idiots to be free to see their lovers and family, and i want to stop exisiting

and that’s just...if i ahve to stay alive, that’s just waht im going to do any way. i already decided that if i have to keep living this life, im just going to let Joker have it. we’ll become RingMaster, and that’ll be it. i dont know what will become after, but most likely change and not here ness. ringmaster wants to change the world or go out in a blaze of glory and fire.

i’ll just let him burn away what ever remnants of me that are and turn me into him. become the man he is, and he can keep what ever part of me that he loves so he can exist. he can keep me all to himself and never let me go, so long as my idiots live on, as long as they are able to be with their loves and family

as long as i can die and they can live, that’s fine. that’s all i want. i swear to every god and universal being. i could die, i can. just let my idiots live. let their lives burst from my last breath and let them take on their own forms. let them be flesh and blood and let them have each other. let them have their lives, let them go on and make this world beter just by being themselves. that’s all i ask,t hat’s all i have left to ask. let my people live, and let me know peace and sleep

but no god can help me, and there is no promise of anythign. i am alone in my pain and i am alone in my fear and depression. i am alone, i am alone

i am alone

[janus-manus]

ples some roceit to heal my soul

[janus-draws]

so uh, i ship thomceit now

Taglist:

@fandom-nerd-girl555 @justmeandmygayships

[pixie-circle-au]

roman is gay

Taglist:

@fandom-nerd-girl555​ @justmeandmygayships

[howl-wind-sing]

Hola Seff! Blue ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ here! I just wanted to randomly stop by and say I love your taste in music! Aver si un dia me das unas recomendación de unas bandas o canciones. Que tengas un buen noche. Talk to you soon. ｡◕ ‿ ◕｡

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

also thanks

Recomendaciones! in no particular order

E.S. Posthumus (the three wonderfull albums that resonate with my soul) || Kokia (battle of destiny + il mare dei sono + road to glory) ||  Art tonelico songs (all of them, but my fav: exec_cosmoflips + exec_flip_arphage +  EXEC_RIG=VEDA/. ) ||  Daft punk (dear sky, interestellar 5555 whole album) || madeon (this french peeps and their awesome electronic music wth) || studio killers || jen titus oh death || artic monkeys, panic at the disco, gotye - state of the art, the killers, empire of the sun, foster the people - pump up kicks (it’s super catchy) , alt-J (∆) Breezeblocks, chet faker, kiesza, clean bandit (x, x), 

Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers ( I can even begin to express why I started crying. yo - i was looking for this song for a year at least, omg, I’m so glad I decided to scratch youtube to present you with some of my fav songs, oh yes, finally. oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy- everynow and then I remember a song and I expend days searching, sometimes longer, and if I can’t find it, it eats at me. but here it is! HNNNG)

Hozier, imagine dragons, Mumford & Sons, daughter, Of Monsters And Men, woodkid, Sia,  david guetta, Hans Zimmer, Ivan torrent, thomas bergersen, gorillaz, phaeleh,  emancipator, nujabes, thievery corporation, soley,  we lost the sea,  low roar, Luzmila Carpio (remix+ZZK), icaros [for anyone wondering the language of the last two: it’s Quechua], tonolec [language: Toba], electrojazz, electrotango (and usual tango as well)~ 

And because I’m garbage, my trash tastes: crack/meme/vine music. Yes. Those corny songs? like mmm watcha saaaaay, those? I love those. Sometimes I put a compilation of memes/crack/parody videos in the background, cause the catchy tunes keep me up~ example (fma crack video, beware spoilers!)

I love browsing youtube without an account, so it can keep track of my tastes and actually offer me variety.

I go from “let’s hear a bit of all the songs”, to hear the same song every day, for days, in loop.

I have a whole lot more of songs I could name, but I suck at remembering names/titles/authors/singers. And I should keep it short. Short-ish.

Also, chat me up whenever

Hope you have a beautifull day!~ 

[janus-manus]

just a little idea i had

[janus-manus]

pidge is nonbinary fight me