#yo all are so sweet with me.

[radiostarsz]

evilly plotting, evilly plotting

[identityquest]

old oc i've never posted, she was once a princess kidnapped by the demon lord but she took his job when he turned his back

[2hoothoots]

So I was going through your blog (again) and found some of your stuff mentions fsau Raz having ADHD, as somebody with adhd I’m intrigued, may I have some of those headcanons (canons??) related to that? Also, I would give “a penny for your thoughts” but I’m out of pennies, so here’s various images of a drawing of ur blorbo I put next to my animals, note that a rock had to be added in one picture to keep him from flying away (BONUS: his now permanent place with the wifi guardian frog)

NOTHING brings me more joy than seeing physical drawings of these guys, like, out and about. in situations. thank you for this gift, and ALSO for the great ask because it's a perfect chance to ramble

so first of all, canon Raz having ADHD is very real to me. he's constantly fidgeting and moving around, getting distracted by sidequests and scavenger hunt objectives, always talking to himself out loud, gotta write everything down so he remembers it because there's so much to DO!, running away from home because his dad yelled at him one time and now Raz assumes he must hate him forever... i could go on, but i think there's a lot of room for interpretation there!

in my headcanon, he never got diagnosed as a kid. maybe there were some notes about it in his reports each year, sure - but a little hyperactivity and distractability never seemed to slow him down. he excelled in lessons and on missions, and when he was with his family their performances gave him something to focus that energy into. it was only really when he turned 18 and graduated to a full agent that the cracks started to show.

because there's a big difference between the responsibilities you have as a minor, and the responsibilities you have as an 18-year-old living away from home! one who's expected to cook and clean for themselves, and take care of adult life stuff, and also work the 9-to-5 office job he's just graduated into that involves sitting in front of a computer and write reports all day.

short-term, he found he could get himself to power through a deadline with energy drinks and psi-pops (a lot of psi-pops...)

long-term, something had to give. he was working himself to exhaustion, constantly stressed, swinging between days spent staring at his computer screen doing nothing and all-nighters desperately trying to finish his paperwork before the deadline. it just didn't make any sense to him. he'd finally started his job as a Psychonaut, he was living independently like he'd always dreamed, he'd gotten top surgery after planning it for so long. he should have everything he ever wanted. why wasn't he happy?

following a deep post-surgical depression, about a month before his 19th birthday Raz was living out of his car, couch-surfing or sleeping in his office. he got kicked out of his apartment after falling behind on bills and rent. it wasn't that he didn't have the money, it was all just too much for him to stay on top of.

he'd probably have stayed in that misery hole for a lot longer if Frazie hadn't marched into his life and demanded he let her help him move into a new place, or she was telling mom that he was homeless. together, they sorted through all of his possessions from the last place - everything that had been hastily shoved in his car, or tossed in a box in his office, piled in a heap that was giving him anxiety even looking at it.

things do get better for him from there.

when he eventually explains things to Hollis, she gently suggests that he should get a roommate. he ends up moving in with Phoebe, and they become pretty good friends after a couple months! something about having another person around to help do the chores and wash the dishes and share the space helps, even if it takes him a while to admit it.

he gets his ADHD diagnosis, and finding the exact right medication and dose is a journey he's still on years later - but they're a huge help in getting him to actually knuckle down and finish his work on time. and the whole thing ends up being a chance for him to take a step back and really think about what he wants to do with his life. he'd always assumed that being a Psychonaut was his dream, but he'd never really reckoned with what that dream would look like before.

in the end, he sticks with it, but also decides to follow Lili's example in branching out. he applies to study a part-time Bachelor's in Psychology on a remote course, and gets accepted. juggling missions and paperwork and study and relationships (because the whole thing made him realise he also wasn't setting aside any time for himself, and wow, dating is a thing) is a lot - but he manages to figure it out, day by day.

(Lili comes back to the Psychonauts after graduating. she and Raz have both changed a lot over those four years, but on their first mission together they hit it off like a house on fire - and the rest is history!)

[cvnt4him]

I MIGHT HAVE A BOYFRIEND?!?!?!?!?!?!!

[krakenshaped]

MATSUKAZE TENMAAAAAAAA!!!!

[gunsatthaphan]

🫠🫠🫠.

[foreignobjecticus]

Hoping to take it easy after the show finished and it's just been 2 weeks of solid main work (all "urgent" suddenly) and brochure after brochure after brochure after logo design after fucking brochure every damned night for two weeks. I have proper solid time off in two weeks, but don't it always seem to go that you end up getting 16 motherfucking hours of work a day every day when it leads up to it ughhh

[antiqua-lugar]

I think that what is bothering me the most about Gale's Waterdeep VS Baldur's Gate romance epilogue is that I am an immigrant born of immigrants, most of my friends are immigrants, I just turned thirty, the idea that two grown ass men can't have an actual conversation about where to live is insane to me.

Like yeah, it's a game mechanic, that's what headcanons and fanfictions are for, blah blah blah but like. Besties. The whole game establishes that Waterdeep deeply matters to Gale and Baldur's Gate can deeply matter to your PC as a Baldurian.

So why are we half assing this very important life decision based on what I said five minutes after fighting a netherbrain as one of my best friends run away in the shadow, the other flew away on a dragon to save her people, two other just went to Hell and I barely recovered emotionally from my boyfriend insisting he should blow himself up. Also did I mention we just fought a netherbrain and then we fell from the fucking sky.

[outfoxt]

Good luck on your final Rowan<333

🥹 thank you so much!! good luck on yours too!! (unless you've already taken them in which case I hope you did well :D)

[redbootsindoriath]

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE You have no idea how happy your art makes me, my dash isn't the same without you on it!! 😄💕 Even if this is a temporary thing and then you're gone again I just want you to know that you're one of my favorite artists and whether you post once a day, once a year or once a decade I will always be overjoyed to see your work, whether it's LotR/Silmarillion or you had a sudden urge to draw another fandom you've been watching, like the Star Wars and Star Trek 😊😘💕💕💕

Aww, thank you!  It feels really good to be back, even if only for one day.  And I'm glad to know you don't mind seeing other fandoms too, since sometimes that's just what I happen to be drawing.

Here's Ancalagon the Black since I don’t recall ever posting a drawing of him on this blog and I still do like drawing dragons.

[oh-meow-swirls]

tbh i feel like the glitches in 3 add to the experience like. yea sometimes the textures glitch out of existence. in one cutscene hailey n usapyon just stare at each other for like five seconds (with the different emotion symbol thingies still appearing normally above them) without saying anything and then it ends. you can clip through a wall to open a gate of whimsy. none of it's game-breaking so it's just amusing-

[nosygay]

cat obsession rotting my brain

[baura-bear]

i'm confused and amazed - you're an american but you've seen newsies UK 3 times??? and you plan to go again???? your dedication is incredible

✨autism✨

But yes I saw the show 3 times in 2 days 😅 it was totally worth it. Going again all depends on if my passport gets renewed in time so I am crossing my fingers that I’ll be able to! I’ve got nothing on Evan (@ etrsnaps on insta) he’s seen the show nearly 55 times (to be fair he lives in the UK)

[astrxealis]

good morning 🥺

[spuffyfet]

[starlooove]

17 18 19 for the music ask meme!

17: A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

- The Apprentice by Gorillaz

18: A song from the year that you were born

- Drop it like It’s hot by Snoop

19: A song that makes you think about life

- Yo no se Mañana by Luis Enrique