#yknow what. *shifts into ps4 since yall be playin me*

[cherubsoda]

qhsjsj sorry, rant time:

im tired. my friend knows im trying to get more comfortable with self shipping even after years of using it to cope.

they know how strained i am with sharing stuff ab self shipping and how im trying to come to terms with being self indulgent but they literally just called it "sad" and stuff like that and i felt my chest get heavy and i just started to vibe ig

truthfully ive only been active in the community for maybe? a year or so? but i had this blog for years but didnt post my own work or interact with many people. sometimes i wish i kinda just shut up ab it bc i know others view it as stupid and childish and whatever, i get it i beat myself up over it every day i dont need to hear it from anyone else, let alone a friend of mine even in a joking manner