#yippeee I love society I love society I love society

[celestialorcas]

actually to add to this, Ive noticed as a tgirl, anytime I'm affectionate with a person, I always end up overthinking afterwards that I manipulated them into it and they didnt want to (no matter how low key it is (even like holding hands-)), this isnt anything new either, been like it for as long as I've been out, and I think this ^^^^ is why

No matter how self confident we are, its hard to get out of your own head when very loud parts of society nowadays are talking about how fundamentally evil I am for just being a trans girl

a trans woman expressing love freely and openly to everyone in her life. a beautiful thing

[vitamin-zeeth]

HELLO YOU’RE A TECHIE AND I DIDN’T KNOW??? YOU’RE SO SO COOL FOR THAT I LOVE TECH

HIIIIIII YEAHHHH IM A TECHIEE my schools drama program is legitimately nonexistent tho so I get to do 0 tech :( but yea genuine career goal is theatre tech I'm applying for a theatre tech course in college next year and everything I love the pretty lights and the pretty sets and the funky wires :)))

[manyo-af]

wow okay i didn’t know i could do this but yippeee, these are my little thoughts about the society of fairies and elves, i believe that our boys have ranks and they wear these signs at important meetings

and the reference, i love it

[umbruhcorpsez]

okay officially done with the old art dumping and now we have something actually recent……..

The Legion with pokemon because yes :)

I like to imagine they all started out with eevees at first. Then one by one, all of them evolved through friendship/love except for Frank’s cause his eevee (much like himself) is a little bastard and had trouble trusting everyone. Eventually, they were able to win each other over through the promise of getting stronger together or some sappy shit like that, and the eevee decided it wanted to be a Jolteon so they did just that. Now the two can be menaces to society together, the group pick up a couple more friends along the way, everyone’s happy, yippeee :D

[mla0]

You're literally so real. Also PLEEEEEASe please tell me about your transfem OCs i am begging on the floor

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE EXCUSE

i have one named aurora who is a rebellious little shit who broke away from her old, theocratic society that's basically run by a cult, and i don't mean the shadowy figures summoning demons type you see in the media i mean like a real life one. she was super loyal to them in the beginning, but when she started realizing something was wrong and didn't know what to do about it, just that it was making her unable to do what she was supposed to efficiently (their society was heavily structured around the workforce and can/will kill you if you don't contribute, so it's kind of a big deal to not be able to function normally) because of gender dysphoria, she turned to them for help and only ended up accidentally disrespecting them, only narrowly escaping with her life and later transitioning into the aurora we meet around the beginning of the main story chunk. she's the secondary protagonist essentially, trying to network with as many runaways as she can and fight back against their corrupted society in any way she possibly can, including the main character, who is the prince of this society

speaking of that prince... his name is jesse, and he's transfem too! he's genderfluid, to be more specific. none of these characters are human beings, they can take control of human vessels but can't leave once they enter until that body dies, and they don't always have control over who their vessel gets to be, since it's kind of just a shot in the dark to a degree. and he starts realizing that hey, sometimes i actually kinda like having a female vessel. this is weird. what's going on. and this guy is like, turbo brainwashed, extremely sucked into this society considering he's the prince and all, but he's treated like absolute dirt by the higherups. he's honestly more of a servant than anything, but he's manipulated into thinking he's very important to everything when in reality, he is very much so replaceable, his loyalty and ignorance to what they're doing to him is really the only thing keeping him from being murdered and replaced. eventually, when things in the story change (not spoiling it!) he becomes more comfortable and will appear as a man, a woman, or whatever else he decides in that moment

there is alsoooo a third OC, she's not really "mine," my girlfriend made her but we both built on her character later on. her name is warren, and she's this old, disgruntled "man" who is actually a butch lesbian, yippeee! she just doesn't know that for most of the story. she loves photography and birdwatching, big on nature and long hikes, and she loves to work with her hands to built little things for the houses she stays in, because she finds it fun to put things together or take them apart. she's also a huge d&d nerd and has a stupid gay crush on a entity guy who is definitely not possessed but it never goes anywhere. she's very devoted to her daughter and is a single dad, because her wife died very young. and also spoiler alert, her kid is being ruthlessly followed around by an entity that wants to eat her. warren can see it sometimes and has a very bad feeling about what's going on, so she's always moving around to new places, all across the united states, trying to outrun it for her daughter's entire life. in all of this time, she needs money to keep doing all these trips, so she turns down some... very dark paths, to make ends meet. let's just say this woman would do anything to keep her daughter alive. anything at all. she doesn't really have time or the energy to think about herself, in her own eyes, but it still weighs her down heavily, only making the stress mount itself more and more. so many people die in her story, and she's very alone, especially as she gets older and older. i'm not going to say what specifically happens to any of them because it'd be such a big spoiler, in case it ever gets written one day, but let's just say this story does NOT have a happy ending whatsoever.

[spooky-donut-ghost-house]

SO, that Lucy!Courier AU?

HEHE

Kay so I explained some here

And here

I imagine there's many things in The Mojave she's never seen before back in California such as deathclaws she's never seen a cyberdog before nor a functioning eyebot either she loves nightstalkers and hates cazadors she's also very fascinated by securitrons she loves Yes Man that is her son

She really doesn't like The White Glove Society because their masks freak her out

She's a western nerd she watched a lot of old Cooper Howard movies from before the war that she found on holotapes she always wanted to be like the cowboys Cooper Howard played she also liked watching movies with Vera Keyes she is down bad for that starlet and it's one of the supporting reasons she kills Dean because of what he did to Vera

Her first encounter with The Legion was traumatizing to say the least she heard stories about them back in California but nothing could've prepared her for Nipton

Really haven't figured out what she does with The Brotherhood she doesn't help them especially after what they did to Veronica but she doesn't want to kill them either because of Veronica so Idk if she leaves them alone or if I will write out another way The Brotherhood gets wiped out without her involvement Idk

[ritsmew-sakunya]

i love being a lesbian so much actually. its so freeing !!! accepting that society will never truly accept me for not liking men is freeing !!! acknowledging that i love women is freeing !!!! woohoo !!! yippeee !!! becoming comfortable with the fact i feel sexual attration and that that isnt a gross or weird thing is freeing !!!! yeah !!!! yay !!!!

[fnvbennygecko]

2, 13, 16, 40? and A?

omg THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2. how easy is it for your character to laugh?

um on her own i dont think she really ever laughs. it would take a lot for something to make her laugh. but she's good at fake laughing when she's around other people.

13. what color do they think they look best in? do they actually look best in that color?

i think she's a big fan of black clothes and honestly everyone looks good in black. but i think another color she looks good in is red. and i would say yes but depending on how contrasting it is to her red scales. if it's a deep red then yea it just depends yknow

16. what makes their stomach turn?

ohhh ummm hm. i had to actually come back to this question last because im not sure what exactly. would... i think the best i can come up with is people who say similar things to what her parents would say to her.

40. how sensitive are they to their own flaws?

i had thought of this as about like her mistakes but i realize now that isnt exactly what this is saying. her own flaws. hm. she is very much aware of what she's doing and hates a lot of what she's doing but because of how her parents were and just how all of cardassian society sort of is. she just pushes that down bc what can she even do about it. and two. she needs to make the people around her proud she needs to make her family proud.

a. why are you excited about this character?

i love to make characters who have problems. i also just really like cardassians because like. firstly i like their designs a lot and since they're really basic with how cardassians look it's so fun to make people more based on lizards that we have. i also like a dystopian society always it sucks so bad. it's so so so bad. also lunik is my first star trek oc and it's like YIPPEEE. i also like the design i made for her i just love her so much.

[rotting-pulse]

FELLOW CLASSIC LIT VAMPKIN!!!!!!! do you have a favorite classic book

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RRAAHHH *bites you*

teehee, you have opened the autistic pandora's box with that question. i have so many omg.

obviously i love dracula, carmila, and the vampyre. i wrote a whole ten page essay on the cultural shift in vampire media over the years and how it relates to queer culture for my english 102 college class. right now i have a barnes and noble moleskin edition of dracula (that matches by copy of edgar allen poe poetry) and i'm signed up to dracula daily so my life is maybe a little oversatured by it, but i'm in love with renfield so it's excusable. i want to get copies of the other two but i have no money and every job i've applied to hasn't messaged me back. it's rough being a vampire in this economy.

besides vampire media: i LOVE the strange case of dr. jeckyll and mr. hyde. but i also hate every modern adaptation of it because we as a culture have permanently ruined the moral of that novel by dumbing it down to "omg, split personality and one is evil and one is good!!!"

I love the picture of dorian gray, not only do i feel like it has a strong message in the setting of our current fast-fashion, beauty obsessed society but it also has a strong presence in queer culture. i think boiling to "omg, gay book" inherently undermines the harm it did at the time to oscar wilde and his lover, but i also think it's fine to acknowledge how fucking gay those twinks are.

other assorted classic-lit things: I love medusa and adaptations of her story. same with most tales involving apollo, diyonisis, and hades (minus him and persephone's "love story" but i just think the market for that is overwatered) . i need to read Frankenstein but i think i'm gonna love it. i have mixed feelings towards the crucible, but i played abigale in my school's rendition of it so yippeee.

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[valhelos]

Yeeessss! I get to do this again! Yippeee! Thanks for the tag @aquacanis! <3

Same rules.

Links: Happy Face Supalonely Tell It To My Heart Better For It Tell Me I Matter

Again tagging anyone who feels like doing this! I love getting new song recs!

Thanks for the tag @little-mouse-adventures!

rules: put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most! 🎶

Adding links in case you wanna give them a listen!

Until I Found You by Stephen Sanchez Like a Villain by Bad Omens Low by Designer Disguise Habit by Still Woozy Cirice by Ghost

Tagging: @ionlymadethissoicouldleaveanask, @pushymage and @mommy-mortis and anyone who feels like doing this! I love getting new song recs! No pressure tho!

[azrielkings]

[YOI || Ficlet] Workaholic

He’s picking up the pieces, and he bleeds every time. Veins pressed over paper, dewdrops trickling down holes. It’s getting hard to remember why he’s picking them up and putting them together. It’s getting hard to remember why he’s working away from the rumbling storms.

His colleagues were split into Roman and Greek armies every time the clock strikes twelve. The workplace was a coliseum of printers, crumpled papers, tangled strings and yet-to-be-turned-over documents. He, he was on no one’s team. He stays on his desk, the sky on his back. He is Atlas. He bares the world, and he lets no one near. No one was allowed to interfere.

The sun walks down.

Viktor’s trying to remember why he’s here again. Mila, a rose-haired girl with a disorganized flower garden growing in her head, tells him it’s alright. But what was alright? He still has to submit the whole team’s expenses to the team manager (he may as well be the one in-charge of all this pre-planned chaos), and audit. He’s a workaholic, stuffing as much heat into his body as he could and wraps himself in multitude of jackets before nightfall. What was fine? He’s left alone to warm himself.

It’s cold at night.

It’s quiet too.

The workplace dims. It loses its light and warmth from the morning that slowly garnered to a void by the afternoon, and then shrinks. Viktor doesn’t mind. He’s too busy running from another storm.

He doesn’t remember.

It’s really getting hard to remember why he was running in the first place. There’s a fall coming from somewhere high, rocks he never meant to tamper with falling from it. Somewhere, he’s at the bottom running to survive, to get a breath. But it doesn’t feel right.

Viktor remembers he’s tired.

He’s tired of this mentally laboring job, tired of the schedules he looks at before he sleeps. He’s tired of checking his watch the first thing in the morning, and tired of following the sticky notes on his office.

He forgot his execution.

He runs a hand through his hair; the storm he’s running from wasn’t a storm after all, it was an execution he was running from. He takes a one of the notes stuck to the side of his desktop, crumples it and throws it to the bin. He doesn’t need to run. He will just delay it. Like he did last month, and the other month, and so on, so forth. Nothing will change.

He tries a smile. It fails.

He doesn’t try again because no one was watching him. He doesn’t need to try for an invisible crowd. 

 —+— 

Chris turns to a wolf once a month, crashing his mundane schedules without a sweat. He invites him to party, to go to the nightclub just done the street. He considers.

Chris, just like any of his colleagues, was set into a schedule in his mind. Mila was going to the Crispino’s for dinner. Chulanont, at specifically twelve, would running off to some latent rendezvous, missing the company lunch every time. Yuri was an intern… following Chulanont with his rendezvous. Viktor doesn’t care for where the two goes, but he’s curious. He can’t deny that.

Viktor, in the end, agrees.

Mila, just as he predicted (and expected), was going to the Crispino. He didn’t know why he offered in the first place, but it hadn’t hurt at that time. Now, his arms hooked around Chris’ like a clingy boyfriend, it hurs. Mila had someone. She pushed away the conservative views of society, and loved her. Viktor once met the Crispino’s daughter. She was a beautiful, evening-blooming cereus.

Mila grows a garden in her head. She is an enigma— a predictable enigma— who has her heart in her sleeve, a hidden card ready to be gambled. Sara, Viktor considers, would be a one-of-a-kind trophy.

But he knows.

He knows Sara was more than that.

His thoughts were pulled taut, and the string snaps in half. The sun dies once a day, allowing the blooms to shrivel, and the moon to sit on her throne. In a secluded area, the stars were forgotten. Neon lights on every wall, sophisticated black and white frames hung on some and the scent of burning cigarettes filled his nose. It dazed him, intoxicating his senses. The music blares hard into his eardrums, and he feels hot. He hasn’t drunk any beverages and yet he feels as if he did. The notes, and octaves wraps around his form like a sly snake. The whole club was a glowing, irresistible catharsis. He wants to dance, he wants to throw away his jacket to the nearest person and dance with the throbbing and bleeding floor.

Chris pulls him away to a corner bar. The desire to strip away his mask and truly sentence his name to a basket fades.

“I can see your ass practically shaking to a hula,” Chris doesn’t meet his glaring eyes. He, instead waves for a bartender. When he turns back to him, his eyes were steel rods. “But it’s best to get yourself drunk… You’d want an excuse in case you aren’t yourself, don’t you?”

Chris hates masks.

Viktor was a mask.

“For someone who brought me here, you can’t chastise me wanting just a little dance.” He tries a smile.

He fails, but he doesn’t say anything; alexithymia clogging the words in his heart from coming out of his lips.

“Chris!” Viktor turns to the voice in-place of Chris who didn’t even turn his head to it. “I didn’t know you’d visit. Phichit didn’t tell me anything, or… You didn’t tell him? How’d you get past— Viktor?”

Curious brown-filled eyes stares into his, and his heart… It palpitates. He was a tempting, pulchritudinous man with an angelic face and a sinful, sublime figure. He was already breaking his heart. He was like a memory, a mirage slipping in and out of existence and Viktor barely managed to stop himself from holding onto him. He looks familiar.

Viktor doesn’t remember. He’s a bit dazed, actually. But he feels familiar. He feels at home.

“Ahh!” Chris finally turns, and there’s something bitter in his voice.  “This is Viktor. Viktor Niki—”

“Just…” Viktor inhales a breath, cutting off Chris with a glare from beside him. He attempts. He tries a smile. He tries a change. The man before him, he looks familiar. He was so familiar it hurt. He was like the countless sunflower on the field when he walks home. He was like the ray, the glowing light in his deep sea. He prays to Metanoia as he takes a drink from a stranger and chugs it down his throat.

“Just…”

He feels better, he feels lighter.

“Just Viktor and…” He sees the glint in the stranger’s eyes, plucking familiar words from dusty memories. Words that a workaholic would never say. “Would you like a dance?” ---+--- One-shot AU of Workaholic!Viktor with Bartender!Yuuri. Viktor and Yuuri met in college. I know the end is a bit hurried up, but hey! A finished one-shot, yippeee. Anyway, yeah, Yuuri once asked him out for a small dance at College. But, instead of Yuuri forgetting that time, it’s in reverse. 

 Viktor forgets. 

 Yuuri remembers. 

 And a few years later, they meet again. I’m thinking of making it longer and etc. Tell me what you guys think, I hope I did alright. p.s. I’m perfectly aware that there might be some… plotholes and etc. But meh.  Also, seriously, do telll me what you think. this is my first trying a different writing style and I’m TRYING a lot. This style, is a bit difficult for me but so far I like it? So, in all honestly, I seriously need help.

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII <3333333

omgomgomgomg yay!!!!!!!!! im so glad you like it, its absolutely amazing right??? AND YES HORT <333333 hes such a good character to have as your favorite hahshfh- personally im an anadils rats stan /j and yesss tedros will always be a huge douche in my eyes <3

YIPPEEE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!! The second book is so good aaaaa (also idk how books there are in the series 0.0 im pretty sure I read four but I kinda only remember three,, after the third book it feels like its dragged on for too long imo, the third bed was a good stopping point for me but I bet you could read all the books in the series if u wanted,, if you so very desire) (also idk how many there are in the series lmfao maybe its not as many as im making it out to be) AND DO NOT FEAR, BESTIE DEAR. i shall not spoil, but I promise youll get to see hort in this book <3

im good!!! i think im gonna read dracula :D i stopped a while back bc I wasnt in the mood but I think I am now lolol!!!!!

hmmm what else- Oh! my class is putting on a one act (not like our four school plays after school, a class play) and I tried out and. guess what part I got.

I got cast as Anxiety.

LMFAOOO WHEN I TOLD MY PARENTS THEY WERE LIKE “are you gonna have to do any acting??” HDHCJDJCJDJJC (its actually an interesting role tho,, different than you’d think) (and im glad bc most of the class got put into the two different choruses but I actually got a casted part) (ik that probably sounds confusing and thats bc it is)

but yeahh a lot of hw and looking at college stuff and honor society applications that I put off last minute. other than that tho its pretty chill. also im excited as hell for my tgs preorder :3

(love the footnote, what word did you want to say? hahdjcj)

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🍪 🍪 🍪 <333

HELLOOOOOOOO

i was going to answer this ages ago but got distracted reading the school for good and evil

I FINISHED THE FIRST BOOOOOOOOK IT'S SO GOOD (and i still like the movie despite the many inconsistencies* between them - you could write at least four comparative essays about the differences) hort is still my favourite though (also tedros is so much more of a douche, it's hilarious-)

i am 69 (hehe) pages into the second book (no i did not start that today what are you on about) and am still in immense love with the series (missing hort though </3)

also i just realized this turned into a mini rant of my reading, oops-

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN LOVIE???

*nice word, instead of what i wanted to say :)