#yess do it i love getting tagged in stuff!!

[think-like-a-poet]

Bust the windows out your car

Part 1 - Traitor

Part 2- Take me back to the night we met

Part 3- You are here

EX Charles Leclerc x Singer Fem!reader

Summary: You publish a new album dedicated to your ex. And maybe let yourself get a little crazy.

Wc: 824

A/N: All the songs belong to their right full owners.

Tag list: @loloekie @callsignwidow

It had been a couple days since everything took place. There had been lots of breakdowns, calls from Charles, hating yourself and more break downs. There wasn't a day when Charles wouldn't text you. Messages were flowing in and you let them all read. You knew that if you spoke to him, you forget everything that happens the moment you see his green eyes. You jump right back into his arms.

Right now you were sitting on the couch, talking about your new album. "I don't know if it is a good idea," Pierre pointed out. "It is still illegaal and you probably have to pay for a new one." He had listened to your idea of shooting a video clip for your new single "Bust the window out of your car." Your idea was to go back to his apartment and look for his Ferrari in the garage. It would be great to let your anger out.

"I don't care about having to buy a new one. It is about sending a message and having a great clip for the single. He needs to know about the pain I go trough. This wasn't just some game for me. " Kika had cheered you on. She had gone with you to buy some baseball bats to hit the windows in. It was a red one to match the car and all of Charles's red flags.

You had written two songs about smashing his car. The other one was called 'Before you cheat'. You wanted to have prove by your lyrics.

The next day you found yourself back in Monaco. Everywhere you looked it reminded you of him. You knew Charles would be away at this time, still knowing his calendar by heart.

Walking inside the garage it didn't take long to spot the red Ferrari. Deep down it did hurt knowing your were going to ruin a piece of art, but it was the consequences he had to deal with. "There you are. I want to apolise for what is going to happen." You spoke to it like it understood you.

Pierre stood at the entrance looking out if no one was coming down stairs. He didn't like this. He knew that Charles wouldn't report you to the police, at least he hoped he wouldn't, that thought calmed him down a bit. But then Charles is also hurt. You never know what comes out of that.

The camera was pointing right at the car, which was gladly standing alone with no other cars around it. You didn't want to accidentally ruin someone else car.

Before you knew it you had hit in one of the windows and glass was flying everywhere. You grabbed one of your keys to leave a puncture in the tyre. Doing some poses on the hood of the red car and laying on top of it. You mounted the lyrics of the song pointing your head to the camera. 

Time went by and you had all of the material you needed for the clip. The car was ruined, but he deserved it. He can afford a new one. Just like he can afford a new girlfriend. You look around hoping no one spotted you/ "Where is Pierre?" You ask as you cannot find him anymore. Kika looked at you with a pity face. "Charles was here. Pierre went after him. " Your eyes widens at the mention of Charles. He was here? He didn't stop you? Kika shrugs her shoulders as if she knew what you were thinking. "Don't pay attention to him." You gathered up your stuff and left behind all the pieces of your broken heart. 

Y/N!L/N: New album out!!!! Stream ' Sixteen' on all platforms.

Y/N!L/N

I want to thank to people who helped me get trough a hard time. I love you all.<3

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KiKaGomez: 🩷🩷🩷

KikaGomez: Absolute great music as always

-> Y/N!L/N: Thank you, gorgeous

Pierregasly: bonne musique, Y/n

-> Y/N!L/N: Merci Beaucoup Pierre

LoveYn: Mother is mothering

ILoveYN: Did anyone see that video clip by "bust the window out your cars??????????????????

-> f1b1tch: Yess, it looks a lot like his own car

-> carsf1: She ruined a ferarri

Totwolfflove: Charles is in the likes

-> Slutforyn: This is not a drill

SlayYn: Finally, new song. I love them all

F1Yn: Did they really break uo??

-> ClYn: I think. Pretty sure the album is about Charles and it are not nice songs.

-> F1addict: He is still in the likes

MaxVerstappen1: great album

-> User729: Max?????

-> mvetcl: Arianna, what are you doing here?

-> Y/N!LN: Thank you Max

Charlesleclerc: ❤️

-> User92: The audacity this man has

->ynlovw: Delulu much

-> Pierregasly: Mate, wtf

-> F1yn: Even Pierre is confused

Do you want another part?

[squerlly]

Do you write platonic stuff like angel dust and his little/big sister reader (cause I want an angel dust and his little/big sister..) but yea TOODLES

-🪿Anon

hello omg yess of course!!! you didn't really specify if you wanted a story or head cannons but I'm going to do head cannons for Angel and his little sister so thank you for this lovely request and enjoy~

Angel x (f! reader) PLATONIC -head cannons-

Nobody knew Angel Dust had a little sister until she came to visit the hotel one day, Angel loves his sister dearly and would kill any demon that lays an unworthy hand on her.

despite Angel having the dirtiest mind he tries his best to keep his little sister as innocent as possible and very far away from Valentino.

Angel spoils his little sister to no end and always takes you shopping, sometimes he will clean out his clothes and give you whatever nice dresses and skirts you could possibly wear.

Angel loves to style his little sister, dolling you up in the cutest clothing with the most perfect shoes.

Angel always wants his little sister to stay safe so he gets you an angelic gun, even helping you personalize it to your taste.

his little sister is the only one he can trust to take care of Fat Nuggets while he's away, after all Fat Nuggets is his little baby and besides.. fat nuggets loves your company.

Angel loves to do drag and sometimes lets you help with his hair and makeup, your opinion on anything is important to him and sometimes takes your tips, tricks, and advice.

the rest of the hotel is always thrilled to see Angel's little sister and Charlie always invites you to participate in their trust exercises, husk even gives you free drinks with restrictions, of course he wouldn't want Angel to chew him out for letting you get drunk.

I was listening to the new Poison remix while making this because why not! thank you so much for this request, it was a nice break from working on Flames of Desire . I hope you all enjoy this post and I just wanted to also thank you all because I recently hit 100 FOLLOWERS!? I love you guys so much thank you and have a wonderful day/night!!!

please don't be afraid to let me know if you wanna be on the tag list or have any questions just message me through requests and ill happily answer!

-squerlly

@pooplyface1423 @strippezzz

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[gudsouplady]

Watching Sherlock (S1,E2) The Blind Banker (Tw: This show has a lot of showing and mentioning of guns,Dead bodies,Drugs,War etc.If you don’t like that stuff then I advise you to not read this post)

• Soo Lin makes tea for her job at a museum,That sounds kind of fun

• Soo Lin is very wise

• Nooo Soo Lin denied going for a drink with Andy

• Why is Soo Lin in the museum alone ????

• Who is in the room with Soo Lin ?????

• Is someone under the cloth ???

• I LOVE THIS INTRO 🩷, I want to learn it on the piano

• John is food shopping 🛒 and it going unsuccessful

• Sherlock is having fight with someone in his house

• I just learned Euros Lyn directed this episode and Heartstopper

• “You had a row with a machine”

•The sword tucked under the sofa

• “Incident at the bank”

• Sherlock using John’s laptop because he wasn’t bothered to get his own

• John took the laptop away :(

• What does John need from Sherlock ????

• Sherlock and john are going to the bank 🏦

• “Travels Twice in a month” That is a lot

• Sebastian and Sherlock were uni friends

• Let Sherlock do his deductions and stop interrupting him

• Someone broke into the bank and vandalised a portrait

• How did they paint that so quick

• Paid 5 figures ????

• Sherlock taking pictures

• Why is he opening the window ????

• I like the montage of Sherlock ducking and reappearing behind desks and the office windows

• The graffiti was a message to someone in the bank

• Van coon isn’t answering the door

• “Can I use your balcony”

• Van coon has a nice flat

• Why so much champagne bottles in the fridge

• Van coon is dead

• Whatever he pulled out of his mouth is absolutely disgusting 🤮

• Dimmock is kind of annoying

• Van coon was left handed

• Interrupting sebastian’s dinner

• lost 5 million in a morning and made it back in a week ?????

• I don’t like Sebastian

• “I thought bankers were all supposed to be heartless B@$tards”

• Why is he running ????

• His house was trashed ?????

• Soo Lin resigned her job

• Soo Lin isn’t answering the door

• Andy left a letter for Soo Lin

• John is getting interviewed for a doctor job

• “She’s great”

• Two exact same murders

• Yess Sherlock, YELL at Dimmock

• You can give Sherlock 2 minutes and he can deduct everything at the crime scene

• A climbing killer

• More vandalism in the library

• Going to the National gallery

• Sherlock needs advice

• His idea of a expert is a graffiti artist

• John’s face when he was handed the paint can

• John got left to take the blame

• John is slowly becoming more and more done with Sherlock

• I just learned about what an ASBO is

• Sherlock just shoved John out the door

• Who was taking the picture of John and where did he go ???????

• Why was there a big gap ????

• Don’t insult Sherlock

• He got the diary

• that’s is a lot of receipts

• Both of them traveled to china 🇨🇳

• He got peckish

• Lucky cats are adorable

• “I think your wife, she will like” Ma’am John isn’t married yet

• The tag has the same cipher

• Both men were smugglers

• The lucky cat was the drop off

• Breaking into Soo Lin’s flat

• Someone else broke in too

• The burglar is in the house

• SHERLOCK NEEDS YOU JOHN !!!!!

• What did the burglar do with his pocket ????

• A black paper flower ?????

• Questioning Andy

• The museum storage room

• The statue has the numbers painted on

• The graffiti artist found more of the numbers

• Sherlock found an old paint can

• Yellow paint splattered on the tracks

• A lot more of the numbers on the wall

• It’s been painted over

• Sherlock spinning John around

• Thank god John took a picture of the wall

• John is exhausted 🥱

• Where is Soo Lin

• Why are there now two shining teapots

• Soo Lin is still alive and practicing the tea ceremony

• Thank god Sherlock caught the cup

• Soo Lin is in danger ⛔️

• Soo Lin was a smuggler

• The black lotus gang are up to no good

• The gang has her brother

• The gang has arrived

• Sherlock just ran off and left them

• “Have a bit of respect”

• Soo Lin’s brother found her and shot her. NOOOOOOOOOOOO

• Is Dimmock actually stupid ????

• MOLLY !!!!!!!!

• Sherlock complemented molly !!!

• SHERLOCK WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG

• The stuff smuggled ended up on auction

• THAT IS A LOT OF BOOKS 📚

• Finding the same book is taking ages

• John fell asleep at work

• He got a date with the nurse

• “That’s what I was suggesting”

• Go to Sherlock for you dating advice

• Sherlock crashed the date !!!!!

• The circus is very empty

• Chinese Arrow shooter or something

• The escapologist survived

• Sherlock snuck backstage

• The acrobat is actually quite good

• Shelock almost got caught

• Sherlock is having a fight backstage

• Yessss Sarah saved Sherlock

• can Dimmock just shut up

• Mrs Hudson bringing the nibbles

• Can Sherlock speak German

• Sherlock has begun to decipher the code

• JOHN JUST GOT KNOCKED OUT

• Sarah and John have been taken by the black lotus

• John never gave back sherlock’s debit card

• I DON’T WANT JOHN TO DIE

• Sherlock is on the way

• The arrow shooter

• Pooh Sarah :(

• I don’t want Sarah to die

• Sherlock got there quickly

• Sherlock saved Sarah

• “Next date won’t be like this”

• Sarah and John walking away together

• He gave Dimmock the credit for it

• They finally found out what the cipher meant

• Amanda was a lover of Van Coon

• He got the check

• Amanda had the hair pin

• Someone is doing another cipher

• Who is she messaging

• Shan got shot

I loved this episode and rate it 10/10 because it was so good and I love this show

[teddybeartoji]

i found some sketches i did, they're messy plus they're traditional so i'm not sure i wanna send but!!!

bless my mind for drawing geto with a crazy back arch.. and piercings.. yeah that's it that's all i wanted to say

i think this man is just.. perfect... (i wanted to add more about him but it's getting long just know he stands amongst my fav characters of all time and i need him as a husband)

i love him so much actually plus i noticed a blog that does too and they post fanfics as well i think their user is hayakawalove? i dont know i hope i didnt make a spelling mistake but anyways i love their characterization of geto and how they like him a lot because i dont often see geto fans,, a few on twitter but otherwise it's mainly gojo, toji, nanami and choso.. or maybe i'm in denial because i want more geto content 😞😞

so their + your thoughts about him ☺☺ i am well fed, it's keeping me afloat right now

OH I READ AN SMAU TODAY. actually there was another smau that kinda went like this too where reader wanted to peg jjk men and i love how in these 2 smaus i read toji hasnt a problem with it but just straight up doubt reader's dicking skills instead and yeah,, i'm thinking thoughts... imagine that happens and then the reader is so good at railing him it turns his brain inside out and he drools and he just looks at them full of love but also is just so dumbified at this point he feels like he's melting... yeahhhh

(also, i thought maybe i could just make a post with all my jjk sketches even if they're messy and tag you if you want? because i wanna share but i'm hesitant still even after all the reassurance 😭

sorry that ask is messy cuz i kept adding more stuff (as usual)(i still love me some context and bonus thoughts)

~ ☀️

SUGURU WITH PIERCINGS AND A CRAZY BACK ARCH ARE YOU KIDDING ME SUNNNYY????????!?!?!??!!?!?!? WHAT THE FUCK I NEED TO HAVE HIM ASAP. him having many many piercings is canon here in loserville like yeah ear piercings, lip and brow perhaps even a nose piercing. dick piercings. yeahh................... he's so fucking hot fuuck fuck fuck

HAYAKAWALOVE!!!!!!!!!! REM MY BELOVEDD!!!!!!!!! I LOVE REM!!!!!!!!! rahhh omfg i remember when me and rem and kairo aka @/gothsuguru were all going insane abt suguru wearing lingerie lmao i need to get back to that bc holy fuck that's hot...... also him being called mommy? yeahhhh i NEEEED. to do that i love him so much

oh but if you want more of suguru you can also check out summy aka @/ohimsummer and @/lxnarphase and @/ohsuguru and @/13curses they all have some delicious stuff for him!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaand then i have seen @/tojipaws talking abt fem!suguru and i know you like that soo:333333333333 ANDD if you by any chance are open to reading some sfw stuff abt him then i highly recommend checking out @/twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat!!!!!!!

TOJI LOVES GETTING PEGGEDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's so fucking hot i need to dick him down so bad i feel dizzy just from thinking abt it ooh my goddd............ he deserves it!!!!!!!!!! he deserves to get his brains fucked out he deserves to be a lil pillow princes!!!!!!!!!!!! i am veery very into that and this is also smth i want to write more abt WAHH SUNNY I LOVE HIM SO BADDD:(((((((((((((( i'm gonna die if i don't talk abt him for more than five minutes it's so bad

ALSO YESS I WANT YOU TO TAG MEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know it's hard to share smth you've made but please believe me when i say that i would absolutely LOVE to see your art!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALWAYS!!!! no need to ask me either really you could just tag me in anything and everything aaand i'm gonna eat all of that up every single time!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[leslie057]

💌?

(these will be written in all caps, viewer discretion is advised!!)

AGGRESSIVE KINDNESS AND SWEETNESS TIME SOMETHING I LOVE ABOUT YOU IS HOW MUCH OF AN ART LOVER YOU ARE!!! YOU HAVE SUCH AN EYE FOR AESTHETICS AND I JUST LOVE TO SEE ALL THE POEMS AND STUFF ON MY DASH AFTER YOU’VE REBLOGGED THEM. YOUR COMMENTARY IN THE TAGS OF POSTS IS ALSO SOO ADORABLE AND FUNNY ALWAYS. AND LIKE SOME PEOPLE *SAY* JONATHAN BYERS IS THEIR BABY BOY BUT I KNOW THAT YOU MEAN THAT FOR REAL REAL. YOU CONSISTENTLY ENCOURAGE YOUR MUTUALS AND INTERACT WITH THEM IT’S JUST CUTE. OH OH AND I JUST NOW REALIZED YOU HAVE A NANCY DREW FIC AND YESS I WANT TO IMMEDIATELY READ IT WHEN I GET HOME. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HOPPING IN MY INBOX ROWAN!! YOU’RE NOT DUMB BUT YOU ARE POETICAL - HAVE A FABULOUS FRIDAYYY.

send me a 💌 get aggressive love

p.s. i do think this is perfect

[knight-of-flowerss]

Hi! I was the anon who asked about your req 😁. I was wondering if I could Req Brandon stark x fem reader?

Wheres she's SUPER jealous of Meera Reed. Maybe taking place in season 7, where it's just Meera reader and Bran left. Reader and Meera having to pull Bran around and stuff. Reader can see that Meera has some feelings for Bran, but she also does.

Its almost a mini competition to win Brans favor, and little does Reader know, Bran already chose her long ago. (They've known eachother for years) She's always trying to be close to him, sly touches to his hands and face.

She finally confronts Bran, and confesses her love. But also her insecurities, that Meera is prettier and stronger than reader. Bran confesses his love as well and comforts her, then proposes to her 🥺. Obviously reader says yess!!

If you're not comfy writing that's fine, feel free to change whatever you want! If I misunderstood anything about the guidelines please Lmk! Sorry if it's not specific enough or too specific, Tysm!!

Hi! I love this sm it’s rlly cute lmfao and ik this’ll take a while to get out cus Imma rewatch season 7 to get this accurate but it’ll only take around abt a week and then it’ll be posted (depends if I’m busy) but I’ll tag you in the post when I do 🫶

@thethreeeyed-raven

[aoarcturus]

thank you sm for the tag @tempusfugitandallthatblog <3

are you named after anybody?

i think kinda after one of my great grand parents (but i’m genuinely not sure if it’s on purpose or just a coincidence)

when was the last time you cried?

uhmmmm probably like a few days ago about probably the stupidest shit. been in a “crying about dumb stuff” mood lately ahah

do you have kids?

omg nooooo haha not planning on either

do you use sarcasm a lot?

i think so altho less than i used to

what sports do you/have you played?

i used to do ballet for like maybe 10ish (?) years on and off because of moving. but i never got too into it so i didn’t get very good :/ i also used to do horse back riding when i was younger. but in general don’t really do much sport loll

what is the first thing you notice about other people?

hmm i think the way they talk and the way they carry/present themselves (their vibe ig lol). but also their face

what’s your eye colour?

brown :)

scary movies or happy endings?

really depends on my mood, i like both

any special talents?

uhmmmm coming up with the best (worst) dad jokes/puns ever… and idk if it counts as a talent but i’m double jointed in my shoulders so i like freaking people out that way ahah

where were you born?

sweden :)

what are your hobbies?

drawing/painting, reading, listening to music, hanging with my friends, ranting about life and talking for ages and ages haha, (and stargazing - don’t know much about constellations and such but just adore looking at the night sky:))

do you have any pets?

yess a dog and two cats. and i adore them so much. gonna miss them so much, especially my cats, when i start uni in like shiiit… 2ish months…

how tall are you?

about 173/174cm. think that’s about 5’8 ?

favourite subject in school?

it was def art. absolutely adored it. did a lot of oil painting, specifically portraiture! i used to love physics but then the final years came around and i grew to hate it. also had the worst teacher. sexist asshole

dream job?

smth in the animation industry.. smth along the lines of character design would be the dream. i just can’t imagine not doing something creative/artistic

tagging @cosmiconstellations @vini213 @thoseangrychairs @orangesandblues (no pressure ofc)

[wander-wren]

there’s always comment tips floating around tumblr but today it’s MY TURN BABEY i’m not covering Every Possible Comment, just my personal tips and tricks

pick a few default phrases. write them down even if you want!! my go-tos are “i love this so much” and “thank you for writing/sharing!!” and “omg this is perfect.” sometimes all of them together! i’m an overachiever so i usually go more in-depth, but just these sorts of things is great too

straight up just describe what you’re doing. “it’s 2am and im going to be so tired tomorrow but it was worth it i love this so much” (look theres a default phrase!!) “i’m sitting here crying into my chicken nuggets oh my god” “i laughed so hard reading this i woke up my dog”

if its a multi-chapter, try to predict whats coming! in a nice way, not demanding or “if xyz does/n’t happen i’ll riot” (unless its something guaranteed to happen, like “if [tagged pairing] dont get over themselves and kiss soon i’ll scream.”). esp if the fic is ongoing!! i’ve changed directions of longfics slightly bc of what readers predicted!! fanfic is a communal activity!!

speaking of ongoing fics: feel free to express excitement for future chapters but dont demand them, and DEFINITELY don’t let that be the only thing you say. “update soon!” is different from “oh wow i loved this bc xyz, cant wait to see what happens next!” the former makes it feel like a thankless chore, they latter feels like encouragement.

if a fic is not usually up your alley but you liked it, say so! just be polite. “i dont usually read [ship] but i was curious and i liked this bc xyz” is cool!! “i usually hate [ship] bc its gross/weird/toxic/etc and Other People always write [insert common trope] but this one was good” is less cool. you dont need to trash on the thing the author clearly likes, but it IS nice to know i could open you up to a new idea or something!

pick a line, any line, that made you laugh or “aww” or cry or get angry or ANYTHING. paste it in the comment box. write “this made me [insert emotion/reaction]” or “YESS/NOOO [character name]” or “oh my god i love this” or whatever floats your boat

if you want to go above and beyond, if i’m reading a longer work that i can already tell is gonna be a favorite, i just open the notes on my phone and copy paste all my favorite lines with my reactions as i go, then bam, ready-made comment

can guarantee (source: me) it will make a writer’s WEEK bc its like, barely any extra effort but it shows what made the most impact, and sometimes it makes someone see their stuff in a new light bc maybe they didn’t expect the line to hit that way! but woah! its so cool how different people experience art!!

also, comment when you reread. comment on older fics. if authors ask for suggestions or take requests, ASK. you get a thing you want, authors get interaction and cool fun ideas, it’s a win-win! everyone else is just as awkward and anxious and starved for human communication as you i SWEAR

also leave nice things in bookmarks bc that EXTRA makes my day when i remember to check once every six months. plus it helps future me remember why i bookmarked it

[pespillo]

I posted 1,946 times in 2022

533 posts created (27%)

1,413 posts reblogged (73%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 1,657 of my posts in 2022

Only 15% of my posts had no tags

#the owl house - 589 posts

#the walten files - 266 posts

#deltarune - 162 posts

#samsa´s art stuff - 128 posts

#asks - 113 posts

#dhmis - 50 posts

#video - 46 posts

#gif - 35 posts

#the collector - 30 posts

#undertale - 26 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#except the weird freak that sent me really freaky offensive mean requests like well idk who are you but you know uhm..i feel nothing about u (i cannot remember what was this about!!!)

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Spamton was a strange latino bisexual man on adderall. Out of Control.

819 notes - Posted September 18, 2022

i was so right for this

#4

society if fanartists realized theres ways to make Hunter´s nose look “chibi” or simplified without turning into a button upwards nose:

See the full post

821 notes - Posted August 18, 2022

#3

i think people cannot grasp that Collector IS a victim of Philip because they think that just on the basis of Collector being an extremely powerful being that just killed him off means that they are on equal power dynamic and that Collector was just down with anything as long as it gets him his freedom, completely forgetting to grasp that using the promise of freedom towards someone who was pushed away or punished by the society it wants to get back at it to then deestabilize the society through religious indoctrination is like one of the oldests tools of colonization in way too many cases

 Philip did it to Luz in a smaller scale but we are talking centuries of Philip telling Collector “ill free you someday for sure”, in a way he converted Collector too he made them believe they had a special unbreakable connection by an oath , because “only” Philip could get Titan´s blood, and Titan´s blood means freedom and the Titan “is” god in a way, and Collector knew the Titan once, but lost that connection. And Philip bullshits about the Titan´s will and Collector KNOWS this but only relates it towards the grimwalkers, they dont grasp they are being rused as well, because they think their connection to the Titan is enough of a reality. Do you get what i mean.

905 notes - Posted September 3, 2022 YESS COLLECTOR RAMBLING REALNESS

#2

Fate is kind

She brings to those to love

The sweet fulfillment of

Their secret longing .

967 notes - Posted September 18, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

stop messing with me unless you want to see how i deal with you without any magic

1,540 notes - Posted November 10, 2022

the fact this is my peak of this year is so fucking funny this year truly was The Owl House Year

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[fatalrosecreations]

15 question for 15 mutuals

15 question for 15 mutuals

Thank you @westernraspberry for tagging me 💖

are you named after anyone?

My grandmother!

2. when was the last time you cried?

Yesterday because my son didnt want to play with me xD

3. do you have kids?

Yess

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

Lol Yes

5. what sports do you play/have you played?

I used to play soccer, volleyball, basketball, run track and softball...many moons ago.

6. what’s the first thing you notice about other people?

I plead the fifth xD

7. eye color?

Brown

8. scary movies or happy endings?

Scaryyyyyyyyy

9. any special talents?

I think I'm a pretty good mum and I love to help people. Also, I can see ships from 1000 miles away in Sea of Thieves.

10. where were you born?

Germany

11. what are your hobbies?

Im a huge Gaming Nut. I love Open world survival games like Ark, Conan Exiles, Grounded, and others. Im obsessed with Skyrim and I love making stuff for the Sims and making renders. I also love to swim.

12. do you have any pets?

2 Doggos :D Frakenstein and Medusa

13. how tall are you?

5'9 since like 13 lol

14. fave subject in school?

English, because I love to write.

15. dream job?

Honestly my passion is helping people with mental health issues. I currently am working on getting my BA in Psych and in Art because the end goal is to become a Clinical Therapist with a specialization in soldiers because I come from a military background. Id also like to practice Art Therapy. Alas I have 100 years of schooling till then So for now Im a full time mum and I really put a lot of time in my simming!💕

Now I’ll tag a bunch of people but honestly anyone who wants to do this to let people know more about them feel free do it and tag me so I can see 💖

@pw-creations @luuforyou @baileylawrence1786 @modmouse @raven-blends @harperelya @maleeni @invisiblequeen

(if you’ve already done this i’m sorry)

[kitten4sannie]

groupie!reader fanatic back here again to rant 🫰🏻

I made the fatal mistake of reading your reply out in public and I had to be physically restrained, biting on my fist to not scream, crawling across the floor, dry heaving, almost got the police called on me.

THE RIVALRY??? ARE YOU KIDDING??? stfu I will punch a wall. Also the positions you picked for the members in hj's band... I swear your brain... FAT SMOOCH. Beautiful, majestic, mind blowing. I would have taken anything you'd have given me but the way our minds connected??? Slay

Also yes, I do write but not for kpop 🫣 but I lowkey want to. I might make a separate account and do an identity reveal haha. reading other people's work is so fun but sometimes I have this insane urge to do it myself, especially the fluff because smut intimidates me. You, though, eat every single time, no crumbs left. I have read every single fic of yours (except jongho's because I physically cannot do it - he's too baby; and mingi sometimes is too bestie for me... but yungi fics SLAP - size kink grahhhhhh) ANYWAY

I would love a tag omg are you kidding me. I'll literally fall in love. I thought I was being a nuisance with that second ask but I'm so happy to see that you replied with just as much enthusiasm, literally made my day.

Also, if I do end up making a kpop account, you might end up blocking me because I'm annoying- but I'll only do it if I get a fic out first, and you'll be the first to know 🫶🏻

hi again!! sjshdhhd you’re so funny stop ittt and not the police getting called on you pleaseee 😭😭😭😭

i’m glad you’re into the rivalry as much as i am 👀👀 yessss you saw the vision too!! i love that our brains are the same ✨ whewww i just thought about jongho playing the drums and i - like imagine how calloused his fingers would be….

anygaysss oh which fandom(s) do you write for? yess you totally should!! ooh yes that’s actually what got me into writing fics like i used to read so many and i was like ‘hmm i would’ve written it this way or changed it here” and then i was like wait i can just write my own shit what am i doing?? yess fluff hits me right in the heart but smut mannn that hits me right in the proverbial dick 😩 holy shit that’s so sweet of you to read most of them 😭😭 noo i feel that about jongho i’m only like a year old than him but he’s still apple boy to meee but sometimes… sometimes i get thoughts bc he’s just so strong and i just want him to toss me around like a rag doll or some shit 😔 oooof mingi is a different story i’d let that man rearrange my guts and leave me high and dry afterwards goddamn that man is soooooo fine sorry i’m getting carried away - yungi ughhhh my god imagine getting split open by the twin towers 👀 alright i swear i’m done fjdkdis

shshdg you’ll fall in love stop it rnnn 😭 yayy okay how about groupie anon?? no you’re not a nuisance in the slightest!! it means the world to me that someone’s this passionate about my stories and plus i like talking to people about fun stuff like this! i made your day?? awwwwh you actually made mine too! i get so happy when i see your asks!

blocking you sjdjhd i promise i won’t! that’s so sweet of you omg yess def let me know!!

[tequila-solar-storm]

Author hi!! I hope life is treating you well, have a cookie :)

(I know the line, he is so darling UGH—) Kinich out there mastering any variations of every extreme sport xD

Also WDYM— reading the tags is the most important(/fun) part of reading a Tumblr post HAHAH anyhow yess!! They do look like the design teams from other hoyo games had a hand on them I'd argue they feel more like zzz characters xD

IF Snezhnaya turns out to be even more 'modern' —for no apparent reason— I'm gonna lose it HAHAHA although Tartaglia pulling up in a limousine would be extremely funny.

Would love to get ANY explanation.. a technological tribe would be the best outcome, on a side note have you seen the 5.2 version stream? Any thoughts you'd like to share??

Have a nice week author!! Tomorrow is Kinich birthday can't wait to see some fanworks about him ><

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Hehe thank you!! I hope everyone’s been taking care of themselves!!

You bet I have something for Kinich’s birthday! Looking forward to hearing your reactions to it 😆

Warning that my thoughts on the 5.2 stream gets LONG

Yes Kinich is SUCH a darling!! Being with him must be exhausting though, with how energetic he is HAHA

Anyway, I agree about reading the tags because some people just put the most hilarious stuff in there!! Regarding the Natlan characters, they do fit the vibe of ZZZ! Meanwhile, when we reach Snezhnaya, I won’t even be surprised if Tartaglia’s limousine can fly with wheels that can turn into jets or something HAHAHA

Regarding the 5.2 stream, there’s only one part of it I distinctly remember

Mutota.

The hat + weirdly shaped goggles(?) is extremely doofy but the rest of him had me going WHAT??? I wasn’t expecting to see any of the chiefs in the stream so he completely blindsided me like FUCK HE’S HOT??? Shirtless?? Scars?? ACTUALLY HAS KIND OF A TAN???

Previously, I was deliberating on whether I should start writing my Kinich/Male Tribe Chiefs story for the Never Turn Back series. On one hand, I have so much ideas for it, though on the other, I wanted to wait for all the Tribe Chiefs to make their appearances before doing anything. But then Mutota came swinging in with a YEEHAW and now you bet I’ll be speedrunning the story once the update drops. I’m so excited to see his personality!!! You can expect a story featuring our 3/4 Tribe Chiefs soon LMAO

Which brings me to my next point. I’m really looking forward to meeting the Masters of the Night-Wind’s chief! As nice as it to have another man, I’m also half hoping their chief is just the very wise Iktomisaur Elder because that’ll be HILARIOUS

Eagerly awaiting the 5.2 update for Chasca/Ororon: ❌❌❌

Eagerly awaiting the 5.2 update for a freaking NPC: ✅✅✅

Side note, but why does everyone in the Flower-Feather Clan look like cowboys??? I’m probably just uneducated and missing some cultural nuance but Natlan’s such a confusing amalgamation of IRL cultures I gave up 🙃

That aside, after rewatching the stream, here are my thoughts. One, Mutota. Two, Mutota. Three, CHASCA’S SAURIAN MUM YESSSSSS!!!! Four, why is the update’s drawing featuring Citlali and Ororon? Plus there’s also a very tiny and random NPC in the middle??? It’s pretty but Chasca’s getting completely overshadowed even though she’s the 5 star of this update HAHAHA

I’m calling it now: Citlali’s going to be Genshin’s new favourite child. First it was Ayaka, then it was Arlecchino, and now Citlali…

Why why why why is Ororon a 4 Star Electro bow??? We have Fischl, Sethos, and Sara already??? Couldn’t they have made him a 5 star??? Or another weapon??? At least we have our first Electro Tall Male I guess??? Here’s hoping Ifa’s going to be an Anemo Tall Male because the ranks have been all very adorable boys for now…

They’re really making us wait for the Collective of Plenty, aren’t they? Though I’m glad we’re getting more Iansan! Plus Capitano’s going to show up too! And of course we also got a glimpse of Ifa’s house(?) so that’s a nice bonus!

We’re getting a new buddy to follow us around!! Our Little One is finally going to get more friends!!

The newest boss has a really cool design, but the gameplay looks like a PAIN. It’s essentially just a reskin of a bunch of other bosses, which I’m not too thrilled about, and I’m really hoping they don’t shove it in the Spiral Abyss because it looks like a HUGE time sink…

Lastly, shoutout to Gabe and Kai from the localisation team!! Absolute heroes for stepping up while the Voice Actors are rightfully fighting for their rights. Damn shitty companies selling their soul to robots again. Negativity aside, Gabe and Kai sound MUCH more natural in this stream compared to the previous one!! It was so pleasant to watch!! To be honest, I wouldn’t mind having them present all the update streams from now on 🤣

While the VAs make streams sound like a fun party, which is great of course, these two feel like we’re sitting down with friends and chatting over a nice drink. Both have their charms, but I personally like the localisation team’s more because of how straightforward their delivery of information is HAHAH

If you made it all the way here, thank you for letting me waste a few minutes of your time screaming about some NPC nobody cares about!! Have some cake 🍰 🍰 🍰 Everyone good luck for their pulls in 5.2!!! I’m just waiting for one man and no its not Ororon HAHAHA

[mukuberry]

also muku do you want to be tagged in the rest of the aramiko fanfics im gonna write this month? it’s okay if you don’t wanna :3

also ummm what else did you think of the recent Drabble

yess please :] if its not too inconvenient,, i have notifs on for u n ur selfship blog so even if u dont ill probably be notified but it'll be easier for me to get to if its in my notif feed ^^ i wanna see ur lil guy kiss the other lil guy one million more times

IT WAS SO GOOD!!!!!! fluff after so long..... like coming across an oasis after being stranded for days in a desert..... u said the umbrella stuff was unintentional but i think that just means ur a natural genius 😌 i really liked that lil part where arata was thinking about miko being cute and then called him handsome and then enthralling.... like DAMN hes so down bad he might as well get on his knees and start worshipping miko,, enthralling.... the increase in intensity of the compliments, i feel like if u really got arata going he could talk about how perfect he thinks mikoto is for hours lmao. but lucky for arata im pretty sure mikoto could do the same,, he can pretend to be normal alllll he wants but he was the one who took the first opportunity he could to hold arata's hand and he took him straight home even though arata was probably planning on going straight to his own home to use his new paints :> theyre both so love drunk they're perfect for eachother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when's the wedding

[tar-and-feathered]

tagged by @figsandphiltatos :)

shuffle your on repeat playlist (on spotify) and list the first 10 songs and then tag 10 people

First Time by Hozier -- Been listening to this one (and the album in its entirety) since last October and like much of Hozier, it spoke to me! I think my favorite part is about the flowers,,,, mothers gifting life to you again, how a plant lives mostly underground in the roots, deadened to light and sound but reaching for the light anyway, even when it's doomed to be cut back for its beauty?? how the plant knows it's dying but puts forth its every effort to make flowers anyway?? "fighting off like all creation the absence of itself, anyway" ANYWAY????? and the end hurts a special kinda bad ough! ough!

Sjamboksa by Gang of Youths -- god knows I love these boys, but this one is an unsung gem from their earlier albums. "In the thick of my heart, by the skin of my teeth, until I'm forgotten, and covered in weeds, and my withering soul is in the sea, i will hold on to you, hold on to me." It has a warm, heartful sound that gets me emotional

Keep Me In the Open by Gang of Youths -- not your typical love song. It's about a relationship in the end stages of failing. It's always been a heartbreaker, and I appreciate it filling an uncommon niche. "When did everything get this weird? how the fuck did it start? did you ever believe in me? was it always so hard?"

Welcome Home, Son by Radical Face -- I've loved this one since like 2018? or 2017? It's an EXCELLENT "thinking about your OCs" song with excellent vibes. Generally this band is good for this purpose, recommend their other stuff since I think this is their only big song. I enjoy Small Hands iirc. They have very visual lyrics that I can smell yk? "Sheets are swaying from an old clothes line, like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass, was never much but we made the most"

Wildflower and Barley (Feat. Allison Russell) by Hozier -- This makes me think of Seurri and Erastos' year together in their mutual downtime, enjoying the glade together and Philander learning to be comfort in a gentle, quiet love. the fuck . the vibes are... like, jazzy and folksy. "springtime from my window, another month has not much longer now, the sun hesitates more on each evening's darkening, would all things god allows, remain above ground? like grief and sweet memory, wildflower and barley"

I Don't Know You by Mannequin Pussy -- Excellent intro to their show in Atl. Started us off easy for sure lol. It's soft, it's about regret, it's about knowing your regret and still being unable or unwilling to act on it i think. plus longing

Little Dark Age by MGMT -- I don't remember listening to this a ton recently but in general? yes. I'm claiming this one back from the fashy teens who wanna use it in ww2 edits, this song slaps severely and the dark and mysterious vibes speak to me. good for OC imagining lol "The humor's not the same, coming from denial" IDK if this song has a coherent meaning (ik MGMT can be cryptic) but I havent interpreted it and I like it that way frankly

Too Sweet by Hozier -- Who could have predicted! OHhh! who knew! This song is for Solomon and Solomon only idc idc idc idc "But you worry some I know, but who wants to live forever babe" like yess mercenary queen work i need you to concern your elf nobility non-wifey wifey endlessly

We Don't Believe What's on TV by Twenty One Pilots -- Middle school makes a bold return! I stopped listening to these guys before 2016 I think, but I got a hankering for this particular song because I'm so unsure of what I want to be or do, or if I can even be or do that. I want to be unafraid of the future with somebody and I don't think I could relate to this song in middle school but I get it now! Also I refuse to factor religion into my interpretation of top or I'll stop enjoying it again shh

Archie, Marry Me by Flyte -- This song is one I'd occasionally play on loop late at night, the echoing choir and soft, what, organ? in the background? If I had a wedding this would probably be in it. It's so warm and personal, but I love the original by i think Alvvays! This cover I just think I love more.

I don't think I have any steady mutuals who haven't already been tagged in figs' post so... like or rb this or otherwise let me know if you'd like to be tagged in anything in the future :)

[some-pers0n]

penitenziagite for disco elysium is really good if you haven't read it. 23k words.

Oh that sounds cool! Lemme just get ready...

Okay, got ready. I've got a bowl of popcorn and two cans worth of ROOT BEER!! in a pickle jar. Big thing. Anywho, this'll be my thoughts and reactions cause I like doing those. Let's start.

So to begin, sick title. I thought it was some kind of drug I've never heard before, but no! Latin! That's cool! A bit of a nightmare to type out, but it's chill it's cool.

Let's look at the tags– holy shit it's a genfic??? Oh let's go! Not to be an annoying person, but personally I like Kim and Harry's dynamic as being platonic, with MAJOR amounts of tension and awkwardness from both of them at certain points. I think at some points they've been sexually attracted to each other, but it's mostly died down (especially in Kim). They both are better as partners anyways. Being in a relationship kinda messes it up a little. Harry is still a mess at times and yearns and gets a little jealous and insecure if Kim ever gets a boyfriend, but y'know that's just how Mr. Tequila Sunset is. They're just guys <3

Anyways anyways, back to the fic. No more rambling. I just like genfics.

Tags...tags... Hurt/comfort, heavy on hurt. Sounds good. Also, vaguely pre-relationship. I dig it. Coolio. Implied and also explicit suicide attempt? OOOH!! CASE FIC!! YESS LET'S GO!! God I love case fics so much. I love writing the characters doing things they would in canon. I gotta do that more for the mercs, it's so fun. Oh and also child death. That part spooks me.

For characters, all 41st Precinct guys. Plus this name I don't recognize... One quick Google tells me he's the head boss. Cool!

Anywho, let's get to reading.

OH SHIT THE SUMMARY OH GOD

Notes :] Lil' description of the word + an apology for what they've done.

Okay– probably should switch off my music to something more for reading. Less words. Maybe white noise or just ambient stuff. Eh, why not the soundtrack of the game itself. It's topical.

Actually beginning now, let's go.

Kim POV to start with, nice.

Aw no Kim :(( Poor guy

So he's in a prison? The summary did mention that Harry was in one for killing Cunoesse. Let's see.

Aww no Harry :(( He's just a guy who killed a child :((((( He don't need to spend that long in solitary confinement :((

Harry freaking everyone out cause of him talking to himself is so silly I love him

Ahh so this is the aftermath of that one bit where you can shoot Cunoesse in the game. I dunno why that took me so long for it to click. Kinda obvious. Ohh that's really fun to think about.

Impressive memory to remember that even after five years. Then again, even after his amnesia, Encyclopedia chimes in for the most random of trivia. Harry just remembers the little things. Also, hey, he said "Books". That's Encyclopedia! The silly!

Oh this is gonna be good I can feel it in my arteries.

Man Kim just can't get a break from traumatic things related to guns happening to his partner.

Ahhh I see. So Precinct 41st drags Harry out of solitary confinement in order for him to solve an old case. Neat. I assume this is cause Harry has solved like two, three hundred cases and is their last hope.

So Trant comes by and visits, eh? Just to take notes on Harry's psyche? Considering from the author's note, I'm willing to bet it's for nefarious purposes. Mayhaps HE is the murderer!! (Spooky)

EGAISGWISG– KRAZ NO WAUGAHA– It's like a coin toss between that being Rhetoric or the actual voice of Kraz Mazov himself in Harry's head hrjsgdiehe–

So he refuses?.. Curious...

"I have a lot of friends!" – Guy who has been locked in solitary confinement for five years and has been known to talk to himself. Ehosgeiesysh this is so silly I love this already.

Crownhead that's Volition definitely.

THE LONE "Ah." FROM KIM HELAHEIEGEU–

Ah so in this run of sorts, Harry drank and was high. Neat since whenever I play DE I'm always straight edge and sober. I can't let Kim down :(( But it does make sense for here cause. y'know. he shot a kid

Oh SHIT! Poor Harry man like :(

COACH LET'S GO!!

Aaannnddd they're off!

God it's really interesting. I adore the idea of Harry's ability to contain himself whittling down as he spends time in solitary confinement, being incredibly open about his thoughts and not really being exactly able to contain them. God that's such a cool premise. Oughhh 500 billion kudos and 100 million comments of praise to the author NOW for just the premise alone.

Obsessed with how Done Kim is with Harry. Of course he would be. It's in-character, both in canon and in this AU. It's still goofy. I love this characterization a lot :]

Oh yeah that makes sense cause Kim doesn't do his thinking like that, preferring the pen and pad. Of course he wouldn't relate to psychosis and or OSDD.

I wonder who Honey is. Thespian is obviously Drama, but Honey eludes me. If I were to wager a guess it's some Moterics skill. Bleeding Heart is probably also Pain Threshold.

...is Bleeding Heart really Pain Threshold? Eh, let's find out.

Ohhh I love a little dramatic irony. "The Union did it" :]

Ahh so the Tribunal still happened. Aw.

Puzzleface :) Love Logic.

Interestin', Kim working between both Precincts. I was wondering how they'd explain the reason a guy from the 57th was working with a guy from the 41st.

Rejects and losers. Of course he'd fit in.

THE GANG!!!!

I don't trust you Trant.

Harry :(( Good God he's in terrible shape. He's just shaking like a scared dog. He's terrified of his colleagues. He's definitely very aware of the person he was before the amnesia, which makes it even worse. Poor guy..

Anon you're so right I do love this fic.

Trant is suspicious. He's giving off super Not Disco vibes.

Trant is either the murderer, is helping the murderer, or is a centrist/ultraliberal. Nobody acts like that and is a normal person. He's too...nice.

JEAN WHDIEGSHS– ahhh good ol' Jean and his fucking love for using fucking swears at every fucking moment possible for fucks sake. Love him.

Trant gives vibes of evil neurotypical vibes, that's what.

PALE MENTION PALE MENTIONED LETS GO I LOVE PALE LORE I LOVE THE IDEA OF HARRY BEING A MAGPIE I LOVE PALE LORE!!!!

Soo... I know it's early to call shots, but I'm thinking: why is Trant doing this? He's gotta have ulterior motives. If he's researching pale and it's effects by studying Harry, why is that? I'm under the assumption that he's at least involved with the murders somewhat. It's mentioned that, every time discussion dries up about the RCM being shitty at their job, another person dies. Somebody is trying to sabotage the RCM. For what? Political reasonings? Who knows! Let's find out.

Yayyy Trant knows the voices too!

"Innocence alive" is a fun phrase. Like it.

Trant loves Harry like he's studying a bug I love it.

Intrusive thoughts Du Bois here. He just sees a razor and some voices just go: "KILL YOURSELF NOW!!" which honestly. Yeah. That's what happens in the game.

I have a terrible feeling that all of this talk of Harry being prone to harming himself is going to come up later. It's gotta. That's how this works. Oohhhh God....

Annndd to detective work!!

"You're not a stranger to this kind of...thrifting." I adore all of these lil' gestures to the game. It's so fun. Harry is just a hobocop give him a break. He loves stealing random clothes he finds.

Harry :((

Bathroom scene oh boy. The root of homosexuality

HE'S DISSOCIATING NOOOO HARRY MY BOYY PLEASEEE Ohhh God he's so fucked up from jail he needs every nice warm hot bowl of soup

Harry no. Don't look at the razor like that. No. Please god no. It's so tense.

TWENTY ONE FOR IT??? JESUS CHRIST Harry please god almighty.. Oh my god... Just the thought of virtually every thought in Harry's head clamoring for him to take the razor and kill himself is just. HOOOHHHH BOY....

There's scars on his throat :(

Centipede? I can't think of which one that'd be. Maybe HE? Perhaps Savoir Fare? Hm.. Same with The Critic, though that one could be Conceptualization.

Kim, the crowd of inhuman beings is real, don't worry about it :)

Eepy time :]

Hooh!! Notes!!

Oh that's who The Critic is? Shivers? Harry did refer to it with she/her pronouns, which, yeah, makes sense since it's the spirit of Revachol

End of chapter. Kudos kudos kudos kudos kudos kudos kudos k–

"Good morning! ...hello, Harry." I love Judit so much. She's a sweetheart

Hooh! Crime scene!

Love seeing Harry be so open about his voices. It's so fun and neat.

Ohhhh shit the voices.

Party Animal. 100% gotta be Electrochemistry.

So, what we know: the victim was most likely sedated beforehand. If there was no struggle, that means that were incapacitated. The sedative is subtle and takes a keen eye and knowledge in order to identify. How do the bullets exactly fit in...hm...

EYES MENTION

Ah, so that's the bullet. They're sedated and then killed with a square bullet. Square bullet... I don't think I exactly believe it. The perpetrator must be doing something odd. Perhaps they are EXTRACTING THE PALE FROM WITHIN THE BODY VIA LOMBOTOMY!! And you know who else is interested in the pale for potentially nefarious purposes??? That's right, Traunt!! (/lh /j)

See yeah! Harry's speaking my language! Looks less like a bullet and more like a tool. An extraction tool!!!

Oh like a stun gun. That makes sense. Stun gun, bolt gun, all the same, really.

Perhaps it is TRANT selling these incense things to people as aromatherapy in order to harvest them!! I always knew Trant was into pyramid schemes for EVILLL!!

Aww Harry's happy :]

Aww Jean no :(

Yeah I think it's reasonable for Jean to be pissy with Harry. He's a shitty person when he left and killed a kid when trying to work on a case that he just abandoned for a long while to fuck off and try killing himself. Jean is upset enough at Harry even without the child murder. He's ballistic now with him being here like he didn't kill a kid and has been in prison for five years.

Harry is like a sad old dog that's been left shivering in the rain for most of his life. Poor guy...

NOO HIS WRISTSSSS GET THEM OFF GET THEM OFFF

For a second I thought he was gonna pull of soft fabric handcuffs. Nah, just makeshift ones.

Kim :] Awww he's so sweet..

"Why am I doing this?" Your kindness and want for Harry's wellbeing is stronger than that of his own suicidal thoughts, duh

"They had other things to do" oh they just straight up hate him. Reasonable honestly.

Bleeding Heart...is it Empathy??? It can't be Inland Empire. Pain Threshold is out the window.

Harrrryyyyy :((

Boogie Street :] Silly name

WAUGHH NOOO MY HEARTTTT EYEESSS NOOOO God the Eyes stuff never fails to get me. Kim being so closed off and jaded because of his death is so. hurtful. My soul..

Harry?

HARRY?!?!

HELP HIM NO THAT'S BAD

JOINTS POPPING?? EUGHH GOD I CAN HEAR IT AND FEEL IT WuagHGHhGhh HELPP HIM KIM

Okay he's better than Delores Dei.

..aw no...Harry... That's why? He got set off by being called detective? Ohh no.. The voices don't think he deserve it. Then again, they don't think he even deserves to be alive, so there's that.

Christ imagine your thoughts being so violent and powerful you go into shock and seize up cause they hate you and whatever is going on so much.

Harry rest please.. Listen to Kim :(

The hell you want Trant.

I don't trust you pasty white guy...

HE PULLS OUT A PEN WITH ZERO CONCERN I NEED TO MAUL HIM

oh no.

harry please no.

I know there's a chapter left and there's a net zero chance he's actually killing himself here but GOD it's stressful.

So Shivers told him that. Cuno died of an overdose. He would've been thirteen years old. Christ alive...

He does bring up a really good point: Cuno was the only one left who cared for Cunoesse. Everyone else was up in arms about Harry killing a kid that nobody stopped to consider or mourn the death of her. She wasn't a person so much as a victim of police brutality. Cuno was close. Cuno knew her. A part of him would've been torn the second that shot rang in his ears, forever lost as his best friend died before him. It wasn't a game anymore. It was real life. It was real and she was dead. She was dead and nobody but him cared...

God imagine being stuck in solitary confinement like that. You are already a mess. Half of your thoughts wanted you dead or engaging in the worst coping methods possible to ignore the pain of the love of your life leaving you. Then, you lose your memories, and now you're in jail for killing a kid. A child. Every day you're alone with your thoughts. Bombarded with these constantly clashing and arguing voices, all of which only want you dead. Then you've got Shivers and Espirit de Corps like: "Oh btw everyone in the city and your police force hates you"

Anyways back to Harry having a pair of scissors right to his neck. Is there a bigger meaning to the neck? His tie being like a noose is a common motif in the game. Hell, I'd go as far as to say he tried killing himself the night he got amnesia. The way the tie was held up on the ceiling... That or it could just be because it's a clear spot with a major artery that, when severed, is a quick and rather painful death. Eugh, bleugh. Writer disease has kicked in and now my neck feels weird and tight cause of empathy and whatever.

Harry put down the scissors. Please

Shivers wants him to live... My heart..

"Why don't you want me to die, lieutenant?" What if I cried, huh? What then?

He's asking for the cuffs on again.. He doesn't want to die... He's got another reason to keep going

Something to note that I'm a little obsessed over is the inverse of the game happening here. Kim almost always refers to Harry as "detective", while Harry always just called Kim by his name. Inversely here, Harry calls Kim by his title cause he knows that he likes it, as well as Kim saying his name due to Harry having a major breakdown over it. It's just cool and silly :] I like it a lot

HARRY'S CRYING NOOO GOD NONONOOO ohh his mind is going to be like an absolute whirlwind here. Volition is the MVP honestly

It just hit me: Kim doesn't want Harry to die again cause he feels already responsible enough for Eyes. I dunno why it took me that long. Even in my own small writings, I bring it up. Kim cares so, so much about Harry because he doesn't want to fuck things up again. He doesn't want to get terribly attached in case of an emergency, but even in said emergency, he would do everything and more to protect him. Do what he should've done all those years back

Chapter three time, let's go!

Harry please..pleaseee Harry.....

KIMMM NOOOO

The hell you want Trant. Trout. Whatever

The way he's so utterly divorced from reality and just goes like: "Yuh-huh, yeh? He tried killing himself? Ookie pokie :)" is setting off so many alarm bells.

"Imprinting positive memories" Harry has done little more than be yelled at, belittled, and then tried killing himself this entire time. The second he got excited he was shot down.

It is a very messy situation Kim's found himself in. He's the one who decides whether Harry, a severely mentally ill man, gets to either go back to prison or sticks around with him. I can't blame him for being conflicted. Hell, I don't even know what I'd do.

Discussions discussions...

Free Harry!!

And down to the street with all of the incense stuff!

Harry getting constantly compared to being a dog is so silly I love him..

Talking talking,, all sorts of case stuff.

Five years?? Oh that's gonna be important. Maybe it was Harry who bought them before and that's why he was gravitated to them. Since leaving, well, no more buying.

Especially with Logic and Electrochemistry popping up too now, yeah.

BREAKING AND ENTERING TIME!!!

oh right. yeah. harry would be extremely sensitive around guns cause..cause of all of the incident

He's got the Sad Cop copotype.

C'mon buddy, just a lil' pep talk. All gonna be fine. Just don't. die if you hear gunshots.

Trant shush. No. Not a word.

Trant you are so suspicious I refuse to believe it isn't you. It has to be.

It's only a guy with no eyelids. Don't worry!

So Trant isn't the one murdering them. It's this bozo. Understandable. Maybe Trant is just a prick. I still think he's evil.

OH SHIT

OHHH NOOOOO

TRANT ONE OF YOUR MEN JUST GOT SHOT AT LEAST SHOW SOME EMOTION OTHER THAN THAT

Back at the Precinct :]

Oh no it's the boss man.

Evaluation time!!

TRANT NO

Can I kill Trant. Pretty please

OH FUCK OFFFF TRANTTT Petty bullshit I need him to Perish

Okay okay it's fine they're coming to an agreement. Harry is fine. It's chill. Trant please reveal that you've been brain scooping so it's morally okay for me to strangle you

Harry please...

Oh damn

Harrryyy noo..please...

HUG! HUG PLEASEE

God damn they're both touch-starved.

So! Good fic! Liked it! I'm losing my ability to type. Very eepy. Going to. bed.

[theofficialdramallama]

@ismyteadoneyet All the yesses for your tags! 👏🥺 Luke goes through so many emotions in those few scenes, and I love how much attention and care is taken in showing just how much he pushes back initially to the idea of Julie worrying about him and wanting to help - because he's not used to it coming from her, and in a way, I think he doesn't want her to see him like this. Vulnerable, unable to hold everything together. He has to be so strong (or at least that's the standard that he holds himself to) for Alex and Reggie, and he's so focused on them and the music, that when he finally focuses on himself, everything - all the emotions - that he's been shoving down for so long come bubbling up... and then suddenly there's Julie, seemingly invading on his personal space - at his parents' house, the place where he can usually let go of everything without any prying eyes - and so why wouldn't be lash out a little? Thankfully they come to an understanding pretty quickly, but it's the little moments that make these scenes for me 🥺

The essays I could write about that scene on the porch! 👏👏👏 The little look he gives her as she appears, thanking her for doing what she did, the almost-hand-hold, "this is an interesting little relationship you and I have", both of them looking at each other like little lovestruck kids, the little look of realisation from Luke when he figures out that he has to tell her about all the Caleb stuff, Julie's little expectant "Oh", the jolt, Luke avoiding her gaze as he says "yeah" because he knows how much this is going to hurt Julie... "That's just great" gets me every single time - peak angst and I love it 🥺🥺🥺

(I just rambled a lot - I'm so sorry 😂😂)

So, everybody (rightly so) talks about how brilliant the Unsaid Emily scene is in Julie and the Phantoms s1e8, but rewatching it has made me appreciate the moments before the song begins 🥺 Charlie smashes it as Luke even in the scene where he and Julie talk to Luke's father, and he lets them inside the house - the uncertainty, worry, and even fear when he realises that Julie's plan is to show his parents the song that he poured his heart into writing for so long is everything 💔 The thought of letting Julie into such a painful, personal part of his life - one that isn't the fun, happy-go-lucky, passionate Luke that he tries so hard to show to the outside world 🥺 Even the hesitation when his father invites Julie inside is so well done 🥺