#yes it's based on my selfship fic but

[levi-supreme]

👀

Hi anon, thank you for sending me something!! So I've posted this selfship one-shot called In A World of Our Own and it's canonverse Levi and I slow dancing hehe.

I loved the idea of dancing with Levi so much that I decided to write a Levi x fem!reader version of it as well! And don't worry, it's similar to my selfship fic but definitely different too <3

“Y-you look, uh, different”—Levi let out a cough and for some reason his cheeks turned a little red—“but, uh, umm—”

“I know I look stunning, love, thank you,” you cut him off with a little tease and a wink. Levi merely rolled his eyes and offered you his arm, walking towards the carriage with the blush still evident on his face. Shedding off the usual button shirt, jacket, trousers, and ODMG, it was Levi’s first time seeing you dressed in something like this, and honestly, he didn’t know where to place his eyes. Your dress revealed the right amount of skin, and the fit accentuated all the right curves and edges of your body. Your makeup looked classy and your hairdo was elegant, and Levi felt so incredibly lucky and honoured to have such a beauty walking beside him.

End of year WIP meme ask game!

[saenora]

i have multi chapppppyy fic ideaa!!! I REALY WANNAAAA WRITEE... PURELY JUST HUMOUR AND LLIGHTT THEMES.

[echoes-lighthouse]

Cringetober, Day 15: Song Lyrics

I'll be the only one who likes the things you do I'll be the ghost inside your head when we are through Sometimes you scare me, but I come around to you -Baby You're A Haunted House, Gerard Way

[astrophel-gaygore-obsessed]

Hey!

Astrophel, He/Him.

Thanks for visiting my account!

Here I will publish various kinds of art based on your requests, in particular fan fiction (although maybe I will publish drawings too).

For now, requests are open, so don’t be afraid to give me ideas for different types of art!

But I want to warn you that I will not accept anything with fem readers. I want to make this blog aimed only at gn and male readers, so with your idea (which is great, I'm sure!) with a fem reader, you should go to another creator.

MY YES!

Smut stuff, NSFW in particular(Don’t worry, I will mark it with a special tag if you are uncomfortable with this genre of reading.)

(Ero)Guro, a detailed and non-detailed description of cruelty. I’ll warn you right away that I’m new to describing this kind of stuff, so if you have more experience or just want to correct me, my DMs are always open!

Headcanons. From the sweetest fluff "How [OC name/character name] and [OC name/character name] spend their mornings/etc" to the most horrific descriptions of violence of one character (or even characters) towards others.

Incest, big age difference, etc. I absolutely don’t care who’s sibling and what age your characters are, but I understand that this is very triggering for many, so I will also publish similar posts with a separate hashtag and TW/CW (And also please don’t try to somehow reproach me for this or somehow condemn me, cancel me, etc., etc. My job is to create art, fiction.)

Trans guy/s, non-binary characters, etc. You guys are in a safe place.

Abuse, Self-harm, etc. Again, such fics will be published under a special hashtag so that you guys still feel comfortable being here.

As you understand, I publish and write whatever your perverted brain wants, and I promise you 100% anonymity and respect. But, of course, I have my limits.

MY NO!

There is no separate list of things that make me uncomfortable, but I can refuse your request if it seems uncomfortable/strange/unpleasant/etc.

I don’t have a DNI either, but for disrespectful attitude towards others (homo/transphobia and queerphobia in general, propaganda and approval of such behavior, neurophobia, psychophobia, belief in “narcissistic/borderline/antisocial/histrionic” abuse (fuck you. I have cluster B disorder, and I certainly won’t approve such crap on my account), and simply being aggressive towards others will lead you to a permanent ban.)

Btw, selfships and self-inserts are also okay! Love you guys.

BYF!

My level of English is quite low, and I also created this account in order to develop my level and just to ✨️have fun✨️, so if you see mistakes, please point them out politely. I can also often be late with fanfiction and requests, but I will try to publish them faster. Please be patient, thank you.

FANDOMS YOU CAN REQUEST ✎

Poppy Playtime(Current hyperfixation)

Danganronpa(Fanganronpas too! Sdra2, DRDT, P:EG)

Texas Chainsaw Massacre

Scream

Madoka Magica

Yandere Simulator

Omori

Hotel Hazbin

MASTERLIST ★

None, for now.

[averysmolbear]

A/N: This is loosely based on a post for selfshippers about going grocery shopping with your fave. It won’t exactly follow the post but it seemed like it was worth it to mention, also because this will be selfship coded and there's a tiny possibility there was one selfship in particular in my mind as I wrote it but I'll never tell!

CW: This is very much not proofread! It’ll be all fluff. Just a lot of fluff. If you don’t like fluff, avoid this at all costs. This is also featuring an established relationship between the character and reader. No actual character is named in this but they will be referred to as “boyfriend” in this fic. Pet names will be likely used as well (babe, baby, etc.) and I tried to make the reader fairly gender neutral. There really shouldn’t be much else but if I think of anything, I will add that here!

tagging @humanitys-strongest-bamf

You tossed the cloth reusable bags into the shopping cart. Chewing on the inside of your cheek, you pulled out your phone to find the shopping list you and your boyfriend had made at home. You felt his arms wrap around you from behind and you laughed softly.

"Pretty sure you're going to make it difficult for me to walk around if you stay where you are," you teased with a small smile. You didn't even look over you shoulder to know it was him. You knew you'd recognize the feeling of his arms anywhere.

He pressed a couple of soft kisses to your shoulder with a soft laugh of his own before slowly shifting to stand beside you, an arm around your waist. "Better, angel?"

You looked over at him and nodded before starting to push the cart around the store. It was slow going, each of you checking and double checking the list and taking things off of it whenever something was added to the cart. As you passed the bakery, however, you decided to sneak some cupcakes into the cart, carefully placing them inside so the frosting wouldn't end up all over the package.

You caught the look that you were given and so you offered up your sweetest smile, getting him to give in a lot quicker than you had expected. And it wasn't going to be the first treat that you slipped into the cart, hoping that your boyfriend wouldn't notice.

He expected it at this point. You would see one of the brightly color SALE signs on a shelf and suddenly you're trying to justify to him why you needed to buy several boxes of sugary cereal. And he would inevitably give in after listening to you go on and on about the savings and whatever other argument you made in favor of picking up the extra items. Sometimes he didn't even bother debating you about it. He knew it would end up in the cart one way or another after all.

The list was followed to the letter, however, and you were chipping away at the last of it as the two of you entered the refrigerated area. Somehow, to his surprise, you had passed on grabbing a particular brand of potato chips that happened to be on sale and only got the things on the list (excluding the cupcakes). He thought that maybe, just this once, the two of you would make it out of the store without too many extras.

He had gone to get a dozen of eggs while you were picking out a non-dairy milk alternative when you spotted the flavored milks. They were 2 for $5 for the half gallon size and you slipped a banana milk and a strawberry milk into the cart after looking over your shoulder to see if your boyfriend had noticed.

He came back to the cart and carefully set the carton of eggs in it, starting to reorganize a bit of the things already in the cart. He was frowning as he saw the latest additions.

"Angel?"

"Yes, baby?"

The way that you gave him big doe eyes when you spoke was enough to break him already so he sighed and just rearranged a few things instead of even asking. When he saw your triumphant little smile, he decided that it was worth it. Sometimes giving in and letting you have your little indulgences didn't seem so bad when he could see how happy it made you.

Of course the milks were followed by a tube of premade chocolate chip cookie dough and another tube of the sugar cookie dough. Then came the 2 packages of jumbo cinnamon rolls. You were quick to justify the purchases, pointing out that they were on sale and you wanted to bake anyway. This would just be a short cut to a few extra baked goods in the house.

And, of course, he just sighed and made room in the cart for the items. He pointed out that the two of you were going to be over budget if you kept adding things so you promised not to add anything else.

That promise lasted until you both made your way through the ice cream aisle in the freezer sections.

"But they're on sale. And you can get your favorite flavor."

The sweet way you made the proposition, following it up with a quick kiss made him cave in. He grumbled as he looked for a carton of his favorite though before he was, as usual, adjusting the items in the cart to make it easier when you made it to the checkout. He knew that if it was up to you, you would just toss everything into the cart and leave it up to fate when you got ready to checkout.

He always pointed out that it was the reason that it took you twice as long in the store but the truth was that it took you twice as long because you ended up wandering the aisles, coming home with more unnecessary purchases than the necessary ones. He, at least, had the good sense not to bring that up usually.

The closer that you got to the checkout lanes, the more you seemed to be on the lookout for sale items and your boyfriend was starting to feel like he was having to guide you through the store to ensure nothing else made it into the cart.

The checkout process was quick, as usual when you went shopping together, and he insisted on bagging the groceries. That just meant that you tossed a couple of candy bars on to the conveyor belt while he was too busy to notice. You quickly paid before he could make a comment about the total and you smiled warmly as you handed him his favorite candy. You saw him faintly smile as he took it although he outwardly complained about your impulse buy as you made your way to the car.

"Next week I'm going grocery shopping alone," he stated very matter-of-factly as the two of you loaded up the car with the bags.

You gave him your best big doe eyes and slight pout. He sighed and closed the trunk with a shake of his head.

"Fine, we'll go together. But try to stick to the list next week. Please?"

You quickly kissed his cheek before heading for the passenger side of the car. "No promises."

[silvvermst]

love your warren fics so much 🤧 🤧🤧, I dislike that the writers write warren was done dirty (I get angry when my favourite characters was done dirty by the writers). I am curious about about your thoughts of how the game handle warren? do you like it or there are some stuffs you would like to change?

I hope that you don't mind me that my selfship blog sending a ask to you 🙏🙏

ok, so to start off i loveeee warren's character overall (do not even fucking mention the "stalker" ordeal that the haters speculated becus if we start rn, i might actually be his personal defense attorney, right here, right now). but yes, going back to his character he is not entirely perfect, he had some flaws as well as other characters in the game. his idea of showing his affection could come off as too much (or from other players' gameplay, it could be creepy) is one of the flaws i saw in his character which just made him more human imo.

BUTT what i hated the most is that the game, didn't, and i mean, did not even try to give warren a chance as a love interest. the story game revolved around max and chloe either rekindling their friendship or growing their romance (based on player's choices) which made me wonder, why did they even created two love interests if they're gonna make us focus on the other one (man, before any of u come at me i soo love a good pricefield content. just so happens i love warren too much). becus i prefer it if the three of them became a trio instead, cuz think bout the potential???? a bi-disaster time traveller, blue hair punk wid daddy issues, and a punching bag/white knight??

though, if i do want some changes from the game it'd be to add justice to warren's character AS A ROMANTIC INTEREST

(this post exactly pictures what i want in lis)

https://www.tumblr.com/dalekofchaos/749391441864884224/choices-i-wouldve-added-to-life-is-strange?source=share

sorry for the long rant, i just love asks like these. and thanks for the compliment, u makin me blush (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ

[anthroparis]

fic commissions sheet

I used to do trades but now I have ko-fi and paypal so!

HOW I WRITE

here are some examples of recent fics I've published if you want an idea of my style:

maxchela, angst, 404 words

gideon graves, angst, 1.2k words

bonsar, fluff, 1k words

I have written more fluff but I can't find it. and platonic fics, and smut but I'm not linking that here.

if you guys remember ye olde total drama fandom, I was tdfics. credibility! I also am currently the editor on a very popular fan season. you guys have probably heard of it if you follow me here.

WHAT I WRITE

for pairings:

fluff

angst, hurt/comfort, etc

any kind of au or trope you want*

smut**

platonic!

also:

character studies

x reader, self-insert, or selfship stuff*

OC stories

furry stuff

*given that it follows the guidelines

**given that both characters AND yourself are over 18 years of age and follows the guidelines

WHAT I DON'T WRITE

anything that involves pedophilia, incest, or graphic depictions of IPV

gratuitous amounts of gore

certain kinks (ask me about it)

rpf

anything bigoted

PRICING

500 words or less: $5

500-1k words: $10

1k - 1.5k words - $15

1.5k-2k words - $25

2k+ - ask

you can look up some references on what this amount would be like if you're not sure. the average one-shot (for me) is around 800 words. anything over around 1k requires more time and energy devoted to research, writing, and editing, which is why it's priced higher.

I'm up for negotiation based on what's up.

I only take PayPal. I have Ko-Fi as well, but that's also PayPal iirc

FANDOMS (??? I GUESS)

I made a carrd for it. here.

I still might be able to write something for a media I have never consumed, granted it:

is a movie

a short TV show/a specific episode(s) of a TV show

can be explained to me thoroughly

for example, if you wanted to request a ninjago fic, you could give me a few episodes to watch, and/or give me an explanation of everything I'd need to know (AKA free infodumping! bonus!)

I have the right to reject anything I can't or won't do.

anyway contact me through asks or DMs on this blog

[kaq3yma]

hey qeena ! :D selfship ask game how abt this onee 🎈

yayyy hello ko! thank you for ur ask 🤭🩷💚 ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀)

🎈⸻ what is your most precious moment with them?

qeena: my most precious moment with kamechan is when we were having a deep conversation in the middle of night *giggles* that's when i learnt everything - and i mean, everything about kamechan...

togame: every moments with nachan are precious so i don't know... i think... i can say the moment i think about the most is when nachan tended my wounds after my brawl with sakura. we met at a 'konbi' and she tended my wounds for me, she's really gentle so i rarely feel any pain 😅 she even got me ramune *laughs* i feel so grateful for her.

i'm going to write a short fic based off what kame said cus uhm yes, it needed a fic of its own ROFL the event bro, yes i love the event i created and i need to make a fic of it that's why i'm doing it. yeppp 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[silver-heller]

Enthusiastic Mord Lover

Hi hi and welcome to my blog! I'm 22 and go by he/him pronouns. I mainly ship with the bookish M/ordecai H/eller, but I have other F/Os too! I'm the host of a system that selfships, mainly with villains, having a love of horror, mystery, and romance. My inbox is always open to chat about F/Os or whatever. We personally use the term plural, not D.I.D. Please respect this. Also, I am asexual and write characters based on my own experiences. I tend to write soft villains. I immediately block individuals who unnecessarily dictate how characters are written.

Note: If you or someone you know that might see my posts isn't comfortable with sharing any of my F/Os, please just block me.

Carrd / Ao3 / Silver Bible

@guns-flowers has most of the info about my L/ackadaisy selfships, fic universe, and F/Os. My L/ackadaisy F/O, Silver, has an ask blog @knifecatofstlouis. You can find my h/azbin h/otel selfship blog @leedollop. My NSFW blog is @heatedmetalheart.

I am okay with sharing all F/Os besides alters.

DNI if...

You are a minor or pro/shipper. This includes shipping with literal animals (not furry characters). Also, regardless of canon age, if your F/O looks like a child to me and it makes me uncomfy, I will block you.

You are a bigot of any kind, an exclusionist, or against self diagnosis. You're mean to other shippers or ships for no reason (yes, that includes ones that aren't self ship).

You are not plural friendly. Yes, this includes writing evil alter egos as evil alters, using switching or dissociation to paint a character as dangerous, or feeding into stereotypes about people with alters being crazy.

You ship with characters who've abused children or committed S/A.

There is some media I am uncomfortable with and I will block you if your F/Os are from these sources: SAO (sword-art-online), R/ayman, J/ekyll and H/yde, and H/arry P/otter. (These make me uncomfortable for one reason or another. It's not always for moral reasons, please respect that even if you don't understand).

[chimerabytes]

"The Other Side" - A Sun/Moon x Myself selfship fic

This story contains: Swearing / mature language, reverse isekai & transmigration, friends to lovers, eventual romance, first person perspective

Summary: I normally dislike the thoughts of my favorite fictional characters becoming real... But this story is based on a dream I had, which I had to write! Sun & Moon, two personalities that share the collective body of the Daycare Attendant, are suddenly transported into the real world! And I have to help them navigate it.

This story updates... Whenever I finish a chapter, haha. I've posted 10 chapters so far, and 11, 12, and 13 are coming soon.

Read on Quotev:

Read on AO3 (yes, sorry, I am using AO3 now...):

[chocobar-lover]

again another vent

I also feel like crap because I WANT to be able to like things without having to think about if I should like them or not. And while yes I have other interests this one media and character was in my life for a long time and it’s like I don’t want to let go. But at the same time I DO NOT want people thinking I like this character because he reminds me of my harasser I worry people will think that. I don’t like this character because of that . If that pr**k would’ve shut his mouth I wouldn’t be feeling this way. Because I think about 2018-2021 when this stuff brought me comfort and stuff. and it’s kind of hard to let that go but at the same time I want to. Will I ever forget about this media Doubt it. And I’m also sick of the whole innapropriate stuff obsession people have with this character

yea it’s ok to feel hormonal over a character as long as it’s not a creature or a kid same with crushes but even if I did have one the other or both which is no one’s business and I’m not gonna get into. It does NOT MEAN I want to see 🌽 of this character , it does not mean I want you to post about me liking said character, it does NOT mean I’m ok with sexual messages or convos about said character. And that too IF I was ok with that kind of crap I would’ve said that a long time ago or made a NSFW based account but I’m not ok with that. Even if I did selfship or draw self insert stuff it’s no one’s buisness I’ve gotten sick of feeling like I have to explain everything when no one’s even told me that I feel like I have to explain everything I draw to my family and show them when they really don’t care, I feel like I have to explain my exact feelings on this stuff or somethings wrong . I also worry about that too my harasser acts like I have a morbid unhealthy obsession with this character

And no I’m not gonna lie and say I wasn’t a fan girl of this character either back in 2019-2021 like I literally have a 120 dollar figure and I read FICS but I wasn’t sitting there attacking people because they’re “stealing him from me” or thinking he was my husband and I OWNED him. But people want to turn it into that like how about #*£• OFF . Because you must be insane if you’re telling me basically I should attack someone because they “stole my husband” even BETTER when I follow people who ship him with their ocs which shouldn’t that upset me or self shippers. I’ve even LITERALLY said I’d be fine if they gave him a love interest ( as long as they’re well written ) I literally made a post about that on Twitter

that’s why I’m scared to like him again because who knows if my online friends would pull that crap because I’ve had people switch up. One person literally stole my art and made fun of it because it was (oc?) x him .Because who the hell knows anymore you can’t trust anyone these days my online harasser used to be my friend then two seconds later supports people who want me DEAD and bullies me, I’ve also had people I’ve known for five years support him over me despite the fact he’s effected me so badly again while claiming to support me

[voidcat]

about :

-> danyl, 20s, they/them

-> constantly exhausted. I like music, art, cats and talking

-> fandoms I write for are usually Bungou Stray Dogs, Genshin Impact, Haikyuu!!, Honkai Star Rail, Jujutsu Kaisen and currently Wind Breaker + Kaiju No. 8

I like writing song inspired fics a lot! Love it even more to talk further on them because I add small details into the fic that I’ve made based on my interpretation of the song.

I like to hide little details to fics in my own way & it makes me happy when you guys notice or ask about them. If there’s a work I began writing (be it singular or a series) but never posted, chances are I forgot or don’t have the time.

-> selfships:

stardust (oikawa tooru) felizai (dazai osamu) rinyl (suna rintarou) jofel (togame jo) felumi (narumi gen)

-> Gemini & entp. Yes I selfship with dazai, yes I also ‘kin’ dazai… do what you will with this

[pouralaura]

people I want to know better

thank you @pricemarshfield for the tag! we all know I love to talk about myself (we don't know that actually, I've only been back on tumblr a few months. take my word for it tho)

1. Favorite Ships

obviously raphael/tav (BG3), there's no end in sight I'm locked in this guy's basement

emetwol (FFXIV) is the sweetest, bitterest, and most profound fictional sadness I have ever known. yes I am being dramatic but also it makes me cry a lot

honorable mention goes to 10 years post-canon lumione (lucius/hermione if that's not obvious) even though I've stopped writing it because of, y'know, All That and a Bag of Terfs. still a few extremely talented authors writing incredible, beautifully realized stuff.

2. First Ship

oh you KNOW it was narumitsu babey. I had four or five half-written fics in a notebook somewhere when I was in early high school. also had a selfship fic with Edgeworth lmao it was not good!!! I spent a lot of time on ff.net back in peak DS era

3. Last Song

hang on I'm checking my sportify

Darker by Doves

4. Last Movie

Knives Out, which I watched last week for the first time and loved in a very White Lotus season 1 kinda way. also mister daniel craig one of my many husbands

5. Currently Reading

I'm in between books right now, but the last thing I finished was Flea's memoir Acid for the Children, which I loved very much

6. Currently Watching

I finished Succession last week, watched The Undoing all in one go the next day, then started Ripley (Netflix), which I am four episodes into. it's extremely good and cool and obviously based on a story I have always loved dearly because of my penchant for weird off-putting unblinking men

7. Currently Craving

my answer is always a crunchwrap supreme. I still gotta try the new one with the big cheez-it

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anybody who finds these fun like me pls consider yourself tagged

[echoes-lighthouse]

Bananas and Lychees for the general selfship asks please!

Haha YES thank you Emile <3 ^-^

Here's the ask game if other people want to reblog it but I THINK I've actually gotten every single thing asked to me already!! I just have to make my way through my inbox!

lychees ✦ do you use self-shipping to explore dynamics that you otherwise wouldn't in real life? if so, what dynamics (if you're willing to tell)? do you use self-shipping to imagine things you do want to experience in real life?

Little bit of both! I use my selfshipping 90% as escapism: usually that's higher-energy dynamics that I just don't have energy for in real life. Me and my IRL partner are very homebound due to mental and physical disabilities so even a lot of my positive selfships are like... not things that I currently want because I know they would just exhaust and hurt me lol

And then of course I do have darker ships where I specifically explore dynamics I would never want in real life, where communication is shut down and one person has all the power, or it's a constant struggle between us for domination. None of which I would ever want: I am very concerned about comfort in my real relationships (both my own and my partners') and I literally have never skipped a chance to over-communicate.

The only place in my selfships where I feel like I really am exploring something that I want is in some of the specific non-sexual kink dynamics that I have with some of my f/os: it's something that I haven't had for a while and I would really like to have again with a platonic partner in kink.

bananas ✦ do you have any ships unrelated to self-ship?

BOY DO I!!!

Shipping is literally soooo important to me as a person and has been for a lot of years: I recently made a top 100 ships list (and I'm almost done moodboards for each one) and I'm going to expand it to a top 200 ships list as well!!!

If anyone wants to hear about MORE of my ships or why I ship them or anything like that then you can so totally hit me up, but here is my top ten list!!! (under a readmore for people who don't like canon shipping)

I made this list based on the idea of 'what dynamic I'll never be tired of: if I was going to read a new AU or fic idea, which pairing would I like to read it about?'

ECHO'S TOP TEN ALL TIME SHIPS

10: Spock/Kirk (Star Trek)

9. Jack/Bitty (Check Please!)

8. Holmes/Watson (Every Source)

7. Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens, book version)

6. Rey/Kylo (Star Wars)

5. Lan Zhan/Wei Ying (The Untamed/MDZS)

4. Charles/Erik (X-Men Movies)

3. L/Light (Death Note)

2. Skulduggery/Valkyrie (Skulduggery Pleasant)

Dean/Castiel (Supernatural)

(yes, my shipping taste in my top-tier tends to be very basic and match AO3 trends, because the more content I consume about a ship, the more I ship it! So it's rare for rarepairs to get up in those high brackets for me, but you can tell how much I LOVE them when they do get up there: looking at you, Valduggery)

[leedollop]

hello i hope you're having a great day ^^ i wanted to ask if you'd be interested in talking about what drew you to adam? i think he's an interesting character and i'd love to hear it :3

Hi hi! I apologize, this got a bit long lol. To be honest, I initially really didn't like Adam until other fans made me realize the nuances of his story and why he is the way that he is. As a writer, I really love playing with the concept of "the good villain" and "the bad hero", because often times what is associated with these roles isn't always so black and white, nor do they automatically lead to someone being a bad or good person. I think Adam is the perfect example of "hero gone wrong because he had all the wrong ideals pushed on him".

Like, think about it. Lilith runs away from the garden and what do the angels do? Maybe, help Adam talk through his feelings of rejection, discuss why his behavior could have been the issue, or realize "putting two people together and just deciding they must be soulmates isn't how things work out"? Nope. They just give him another wife because that will totally fix the problem (this is sarcasm). I headcanon the exorcists are made from Adam's ribs, so I see them as just an extension of Heaven slapping a band aid on the problem and doing nothing else after Eve seemingly leaves Adam too. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if Eve ate the fruit but Adam didn't, leading Eve to go to Hell after her death and cause Adam to hate sinners. Imagine being someone who cares so much about justice that you'd be willing to kill to protect the people of Heaven, and how easily that could be exploited if you're given the wrong information.

I also just really don't trust Sera and the way she treats Adam makes me suspicious. I feel like she is directly involved in just putting a band aid over everything Adam does or harshly scolds him without having an actual conversation with the dude. Yes, Adam might have proposed the exterminations, but did Adam only propose the idea because Sera claimed they were uprising? What evidence even is there of Hell uprising other than them growing in strength and numbers? Was Adam's proposition based on this paranoia? How big was the risk really when even Alastor was nearly killed by Adam?

To be clear, I think Sera is an antagonist in this case, not a villain. I understand where she is coming from. I don't think she's evil, but I do think she's letting her own paranoia and bias get the best of her. I think she's a great example of "motherly figure with good intentions who has so much faith in the former they hide the full truth from their kids, seeing it as unnecessary" (I think she is a motherly figure to Adam, to clarify). I think after season 1, Sera is in denial because I genuinely do think she feels bad about the exterminations, but she's stuck in the whole "sunk cost fallacy" deal where admitting redemption is the better course of action and she was wrong about sinners uprising would make all the previous bloodshed not worth it.

I just feel like Adam could be an actual good, heroic figure and cool chill dude bro if someone just sat the guy down and not only made him realize that Hell wanted nothing to do with Heaven until they started the exterminations and that redemption is the more heroic path, but that rushed and drastic solutions for problems isn't an actual good method to solve problems. I of course imagine he'd do this at the hotel since, in my selfship canon, he falls, and you can see his redemption detailed in this fic.

Thank you so much for the ask!

[shunsuiken]

RIGHT BESIDE YOU.

pairing. geto suguru x fem!reader

genre. fluff + comfort

synopsis. you have a fear of heights but suguru doesn’t want you to miss the view of the sunset from the best spot in the air.

wc. 1k

an. this bitch really wrote three geto fics in a row... also this was based off of my selfship hcs with him !! but yeah ! i have a very very big fear of heights </3 so this was really comforting to write <33 (spot the manta ray curse cameo here !!)

“suguru, this is very suspicious of you,” you comment, rubbing your thumb on the back of his hand. “where are we going?”

“want a hint?” he raises his brow to stir your curiosity, he succeeds when you nod your head. “disney.”

“disney?” you repeat, humming as you think.

you believe your time is up when you watch suguru summon a curse, a shade of black bubbles from somewhere in his palm and in front of both of you hovers the curse. it isn’t the first time you’ve seen this one, you think it looks cute. it resembles a manta ray.

at this point you already know what you’re getting yourself into.

“suguru, hold on—”

“yes love?” he’s already making himself comfortable on the curse.

“i don’t—i don’t think i wanna get on.” your face is filled with worry. you’re not the best at handling high places, it's quite terrifying, imagine if something happened and you fell-

“if anything, i’m right here,” suguru reassures you. and if the worst occurs, you know that he can just summon a curse from the ground to catch both of you. “do you trust me?” he holds his hand out for you.

you deadpan at him, lips forming a straight line because did he really just quote an aladdin reference? is that why the hint was disney? your stance relaxes as you let out a stifled laugh, unable to contain your amusement to his humour.

“yes i do.” your smile stays on your face as you take his hand, sitting next to him. you’re still anxious but maybe this will be alright.

you think it’ll be okay, that’s what you keep telling yourself anyway and it should be okay. it’s about time you got over your fear of heights. you manage to maintain your brave face until you reach a certain height that’s probably about seventeen floors high.

you’re completely frozen but you’re shaking. your throat runs so dry that you can’t make out a single word to suguru. you’re lucky the curse doesn’t fly any higher than the height it's currently flying at, or else you really would’ve lost your head.

suguru leans back for a moment but the stiff image of you sitting the way you are worries him, should he fly you both down? should he just-

“y/n, come here.” he takes your arm, guiding you onto his lap. you’ve become so afraid that your body is putty in his hands. he easily places you between him. “there you go. is this better?”

you lean back into his chest, sighing at his warmth. to avoid yourself from looking at the view of the buildings you flew over, you nuzzle your face into his neck, closing your eyes.

“now don’t close your eyes,” suguru chuckles lightly, rubbing your arm in comfort. “you’ll miss the view.”

“that is exactly what is terrifying about this whole thing.”

“last time i checked, you called me ‘handsome’ and not ‘terrifying.’” suguru earns a good nudge in his stomach from that. “the sun’s setting, i know how much you like the horizon… i thought it’d be a good idea to let you see it from the best spot.”

you think it’s adorable how he remembers something you mentioned from last week. you lift your head, planting a chaste kiss on his jaw. “thank you, i appreciate that.”

suguru flushes, not expecting such gentle affection. it riles up his ego somehow too. he fawns over how small you can look on his lap as you cuddle yourself into him.

when you two finally arrive at the spot, you remove your face from his neck yet again.

“pretty,” you say the second your eyes lay on the colours of the horizon. the sun is bright yellow, slowly sinking into the skyline, the hues of orange and red ripple out with what is left of daylight.

suguru knows what to expect from the sunset so he doesn’t pay attention to it. instead, he watches your face that may express such utter awe but the tight grip you have on his wrists has a different meaning. he grins, teasing you by slowly removing your hand off his wrist.

“suguru!” you whine, “let me enjoy the sunset.”

“do you have to hold my wrist like this though?” suguru asks, slipping his wrist from your grip and weaving his fingers with yours. he does this quickly so you don’t panic. “because i prefer this.”

you purse your lips, cheeks lighting up in heat. “stop that,” you say, but your fingers curl around his. it only feels like an invitation to lean back and now that you think about it, you don’t even remember removing yourself from his chest. you might have done it on impulse when you saw the sunset.

“everything okay?”

“my lawyer says i don’t have to answer that ques- ack!” you yelp when suguru pinches your side to tease you some more. “geto suguru!” and as you turn around, you see the biggest grin on his face.

it's a grin that suits his features so well that you find yourself staring at him.

“i guess this means you’re the jasmine to my aladdin.” suguru’s voice comes out so softly that if you weren’t facing him you wouldn’t have heard him at all.

“what is it with you and these disney references today? wanna have a disney marathon when we get home?”

“sounds like a great way to end the evening.” he rests his chin on your shoulder, breathing in your scent that smells like home.

the curse begins to move, gliding through the winds again. you both sit in comfortable silence, enjoying the awakening of the city night lights that flicker before glowing entirely.

you almost forget that you’re in the air. but this time you’re less scared. his arms that wrap around you protectively, his body heat that keeps you warm might just convince you, perhaps on another day, that you want to do something like this again.