#yes idc if ppl disagree

[byersfanclub]

to say it’s not important what mike’s sexuality is is undermining his character and his arc within the story if you truly believe byler is going to be canon. i know ppl hate the fighting and the blatant homophobia/biphobia some ppl display when debating this, but it’s literally not a big deal to analyze and debate a fictional characters sexuality if you’re not being a fucking dick about it on either side. you’re allowed to disagree and debate this, because truthfully, it is important to the story of byler and m1leven and mike’s own character himself and how he’s struggling. to say it’s not important and its overall stupid to discuss smth completely worthy of being discussed is saying “as long as he ends up with will, idc” and you don’t actually care about the effort, subtext, details and story being told about these characters, especially mike.

ANYWAYS

[froglover7789]

dude if will doesnt get to be an important character again in season 5 of stranger things im going to lose it. i hate what they did to him in season 4. it was painful to watch. free my boy!!!

it just feels like the duffer bros forgot that the entirety of the story happened bc of will. his disappearance is the catalyst for everything. season 2 is about him being possessed and the aftermath of what being in the upside down does to a person. season three he still had some connection that was helpful to the party. hes so so important. and what did they have him do in season four??? comfort mike??? r u kidding me rn?????

i get that maybe its a set up for something. maybe he was written that way so the audience could feel for how isolated he was. but then. there was no pay off for that towards the end of the season? there were no hints that that was a set up for something with vecna? or a set up for anything else???? like. what was the reason! GRAAAA

i get so mad everytime i think about this. season four had so much potential and was so good in some ways but a lot of the choices really pissed me off. if the new season doesnt fix this i will simply lose my marbles. peace and love.

[im-a-goddamn-cat]

Lucy MacLean is one the most sex positive characters to exist…respect people having their own hc, I hc her as trans like me but just as long as you understand that your hc exists in your head and not be disappointed when reality and large part of the fandom doesn't match that or your views on sexual content.

Sorry I follow you msr and seen other posts so I know sexual stuff weird you out

huh? yes, ik it is just my hc... ik i rarely or don't talk about them but i do have lots of hcs for various different characters in different medias that "don't match" canon, this isn't new for me. i've never said that anyone has to agree with my hc and i've never said that anyone has to agree with how i feel about most sexual content. ppl can disagree if they want, idc. that is part of the fun of fandom, everyone having their own opinions and interpretations of characters and other things. 💕

ngl i actually can't tell if this ask is genuine or if you're just mad about me hcing a character as asexual and trying to pass it off as being "helpful" ❓️😭

[aemiron-main]

btw yes will can have music taste outside of the clash and the cure etc like I recognize this. however I still disagree sometimes with What that music taste would be like of course people don’t stick to just one genre but what annoys me from an analysis standpoint (idc abt personal hcs) regarding Will’s music taste is when people completely disregard the existence of his current canon music taste….. like yes everyone listens to stuff outside of certain genres my playlist literally goes immediately from slayer to the beach boys but what annoys me is when ppl Ignore the clash/the cure etc enjoyer part of Will’s character and how it’s tied to his relationship with Jonathan and characterization in favour of woobifying him. it’s like how i firmly disagree with the whole “Mike is just mini metalhead eddie,” thing but I do think that there’s select specific metal songs that Mike would’ve been exposed to and could enjoy even though they’re outside of his typical genres.

[5hitp0stn4tion]

y'all, i'm loving the amount of older queer rep i've been getting the past few months.

like don't get me wrong, i love captain holt and raymond (b99) and cam and mitch (modern family) as much as the next person but it always seems like queer representation over the age of 30 is just lacking from film and entertainment.

(^look at my b99 boys being so domestic I LOVE IT GIVE ME MORE)

and not to mention the wonderful number of older queer characters that have graced the screen over the past few years: annelise keating (how to get away with murder), chiron (moonlight), ma rainey (ma rainey's black bottom). but they all seem to be lacking long-standing stable relationships and comfort in their sexuality, and societal welcome, respectively - just my opinion.

but the fact that i've gotten 3 beautiful queer older couples has got me grinning every single week. i love my life.

first is obviously mr 'kentucky-fried foghorn leghorn drawl' and his wonderful house husband who bakes. yes, i'm talking about benoit blanc and his partner, phillip.

the domesticity of playing among us in the bath tub while your husband/partner bakes for you - probably banana bread or sourdough, if we're being period accurate - is what i aspire to have in the future. i love it. also the fact that they aren't over the top, they're just living their lives together how they want to is amazing. i need a prequel film where they meet and fall in love and phillip makes fun of blanc's stupid accent. thank yew.

(also idc if you disagree but blanc is the bottom in the relationship. i said what i said.)

the second is ed and stede from our flag means death. now, i know that ofmd aired like a year ago on hbo max, but i only started watching it recently since it just started airing on bbc 2.

i haven't finished the show yet but the budding relationship between ed (blackbeard) and stede is absolutely adorable and i love taika waititi and rhys darby which only makes the show better.

(i'll have a more articulate answer when i have finished watching the show, i promise.)

last but not least, is the absolute FUCKERY that is bill and frank from the last of us.

WHAT THE HELL CRAIG MAZIN? DID YOU INTEND TO BREAK THE HEARTS OF 6.4M PPL, BECAUSE IF YOU DID, YOU SUCCEEDED.

the fact that in the middle of a pretty dark tv show about the apocalypse, death, and dictatorship, we got the most beautiful short film about gay love makes me so happy. bill and frank survived the aids epidemic as two young gay men in america in the 80s, only to be struck by a fungal pandemic, only to meet each other because frank fell into bill's trap, and yet they still lived a happy life together, growing old together.

the fact that craig mazin let them live their lives in their little town, full of love and fulfillment, despite the apocalypse that's raging outside their window, is beautiful. they had the opportunity to fall in love and have a healthy relationship, free of all the homophobia and anti-gay policies that were still around in the early 2000s.

craig mazin you have broken me, i love it.

if you want to read a pretty decent article about the lack of queer rep in film and media, here

thanks for reading, if you made it this far :) comment anything i should watch

[lesbian-gnf-archive]

hello my favorite insane /pos bestie If i gave u the prompt dnf spending first holidays together (specifically georges birthday, thanksgiving, christmas, new years, valentines) what would you brainrot out for um. reasons ^_^ bc ur dnf hcs are always cute

Oh hello crazy best friend yes I will share them as you would never use them for profit 🫶

I got carried away and spent half an hour on these ppl better appreciate them

George's birthday - Wakes him up at midnight to say happy birthday, they go back to sleep, wake up again and have a "morning celebration", glued at the hip the entire day Tbh, they go out for lunch to sushi and Dream insists paying for it, it's a LOT of food and George tries to offer to pay for more of it cuz he feels bad but Dream refuses cuz it's his birthday, they go home and they lay around doing nothing most of the day but all three of them just existing in the same space just how George had wished for. Sapnap leaves and buys streamers, balloons and those confetti rocket things he likes and a cake, while dnf have some more celebration. They get home, they order McDonald's since it's what George asked for and then they light up the cake and mess around with the decorations and eat the cake. They probably call Quackity and/or Karl and talk to them a bit on the phone. The day ends with dnf in their bed and Dream snuggling him and kissing all over his face wishing him a happy birthday. When George asks why he's been so clingy today Dream just answers that he's never been able to do all of this in person and he wanted to make their first birthday together special. (There's probably a stream happening some time here but idc to write it out)

Thanksgiving - The first time George meets Dream's extended family and he's a little nervous but mostly excited. They go to Dream's mom's house since she insists on hosting it every year. It's a lot more food than George anticipated and he feels bad about not being able to eat it all but Dream reassures him there's nothing to worry about and he can eat whatever. George gets along with Dream's little niece and/or nephew really well and they cling to him for most of the dinner. He ignores the occasional curious side-eye Dream's extended family gives him, wondering why Clay brought his best friend to dinner and why they seem so extra close. Dream is ofc still glued to him, showing him around the house and introducing him to his family. Dream's mom gushes about how polite and sweet George is and while Dream could try and disagree for a laugh, he can't help but agree and glow at how much his mom loves George. They eat their dinner, have a couple of beers where Dream, drunk, accidentally says him and George are dating to his extended family. Luckily they don't say much, maybe a comment or two and they go home after a successful Thanksgiving. George tells him at home that he's never seen a house so full and loud and Dream just hugs him and tells him to expect it every year because he's a part of the family now.

Christmas - Dream wakes George and Sapnap up early like a little kid so they can unwrap their presents. He makes them hot cocoa as George complains about being too tired while wrapped up in his blanket still. They open their presents and George gets a little teary eyed. Dream notices and asks him what's wrong and he just says he hasn't done smth like this in a while and he gets to do it with them and it makes him very happy. He gets tackled in a cuddle by Dream and they spend the rest of their day cuddled on the couch watching Christmas movies and they order in food for lunch. Later, Dream's mom comes with his siblings and she prepares them dinner in their kitchen. They all hang out and talk, until dinner is ready and they move to the dining room and talk there. Dream's mom hands George a present and when he tries to say she didn't have to she insists because he's family now, so he accepts and it's a framed picture of Dream as a baby. George laughs loudly and Dream complains to his mom but George says he loves it and he's going to put it in their room. They watch a Christmas movie together one last time, drinking more hot cocoa before Dream's family leaves and they head up to their room where George puts the baby picture on his nightstand. Then they cuddle to sleep and Dream tells George it was his best Christmas in a while which George agrees.

New Years - They host a party at their house for all their close friends to come. They leave the station that shows the ball dropping on in the bg while also having their stereos out to play music. They order in pizza and Dream and George are of course still attached to the hip. People are drunk, it's a fun party and everyone's hanging out. Eventually, the ball starts to drop so everyone gathers around the big screen and starts counting down. When they reach midnight, George grabs Dream by the collar and kisses him as everyone around them hollers. Dream tells him he thinks this will be the best year of his life and George can't help but agree.

Valentine's Day - Dream asks to be his Valentine and George can't reject him anymore now that he sees his beautiful puppy eyes in person. He really tried to keep the bit up but he couldn't bring himself to do it. He tries to dodge the question on stream but Dream keeps persisting until he finally gives in. Later he complains about Dream doing it on stream but Dream is on cloud nine and can't care too much. This time however George refuses to let Dream pay after Dream suggests dinner which Dream accepts, as long as if he still got to choose the place. They go to a relatively fancy restaurant for dinner, George lightly teases him for being cheesy but Dream tells him he loves it and George can't argue. They go home - they asked Sapnap to stay at Punz's house that night and he looked like he wanted to smack them - and have more "celebration". Afterwards, Dream leans over and grabs a ring box. George freezes but Dream explains it's a promise ring, he's not proposing just yet, but he wanted to let George know that they were serious. George can't lie and say he's not a little disappointed it's not a proposal, but he also can't help but feel so happy he can't resist kissing Dream and thanking him in another way.

[onetimetwotimesthreetimess]

hiiii you never gonna escape my live reaction

People should be able to fight or disagree with their partners without being scared of losing them to something far worse.

damn thats really unhealthy cause one never should feel like walking on eggshells in their relationship its exhausting bruh

"You literally have a sugar daddy and you're going to make me pay? What a cheap ass, Lightwood."

i know this is setting up for angst but idc sugar baby alec right!! he deserves it

"Alec, people do not use substances to escape this world. They do it so that they can become a part of this world. A world that has not been kind to them and yet, all they want is to feel like they belong."

this. its always seem kinda icky to me when most narratives about addiction is people being too weak to resist and use them to escape reality. this put my feeling on it perfectly.

"You just asked me to sit with you?" Alec says incredulously.

"Yes but this is my side of the bed." Magnus states.

"God, you're so annoying. I'm leaving." Alec huffs and turns to leave the room, but a hand on his arm stops him—-and pulls him back towards the bed.

you are on hospital bed. put the rom-com act away. its no time to be insufferable

Magnus lifts his head to look up at him and nods. "I am now."

alec playing with my hair would solve my problems too but not all of us have that luxury

Of course, his coping mechanisms would need a coping mechanism too.

how can he still joking while getting his diagnosis I-

He remembers the same expression on his mother's face. Her constantly being worried about Asmodeus, waiting for him to come back home.

again Assholedeus can choke on hot coals

Alec strokes his cheeks softly. "I knew you were obsessed with me but I didnt realise that not talking to me for a week makes you more stupid."

why he listing this like an achievement. is he gonna put them in his cv next. "I make magnus bane act stupid by lack of vitamin me"

"Can I kiss you now? I can deal with alcohol withdrawal but not from the withdrawal I'm getting from not kissing you for a week."

alec's confidence will never falter he got support from the man himself, cry about it

Alec gives her a soft smile. He picks up the girl in his arms and sits her down on the chair vacated by him—bends down on the floor and teaches her how to tie her lace.

i know lrhwy!alec not gonna have any kid but he just has dad vibe there i said it

Or maybe Magnus is the third wheel.

no the third wheel are you twos overthinking and not talking about it

"People shouldn't have kids just because they want them. They should have kids because they want them and can provide a good life to them. Anything less than that is selfish." Alec comments.

some ppl want to have kids and have the ability to raise them properly but still fvck up so yeah. parenting is hard how tf my parents put up with me

His boyfriend chuckles at that. "We are not becoming a Cat family. Maybe we can get a dog in the future."

arrow about to snatch the bestest family member award in the future

He almost believes that he deserves punishment for making a living out of war.

this is parallel to canon alec being a shadowhunter. i scream

They find out that Sebastian did this. It's revenge. Alec doesn't know what for.

sebitchtian better catch it. by it i mean he should be dipped in boiling oil

"Holy fuck." Alec yells as soon as his eyes land on Magnus, who is wearing deep burgundy lingerie with a garter belt.

i planted this. idk how but i planted this

"Come on. It's not like we've never done it without it." Magnus tries to convince Alec.

doing it raw cause u hiding something in the closet. lets be real for a second

Magnus takes the butt plug in his mouth in a seductive motion, keeping eye contact with Alec, whose eyes darken a bit. "I just want some messy, rough, caveman sex. Is that too much from you, soldier?

porn roleplay script aside that isnt hygienic stop putting everything in your mouth magnus!

"How long have you been drinking again?"

you can hear the pin drop

"I was losing my mind today so I thought I'll clean the clothes. Get my mind busy." Alec mumbles.

this reminds me the time i was so sad im willing to do chemistry revision. it was so bad for me

Something must be wrong with Magnus because all he can think right now is how glad he is that Alec has only found seven out of the nine places.

damn its a scavenger hunt

"Sometimes it feels like you love alcohol more than you love me."

Sometimes I do.

you should have told me im not the favorite child in the family it would have hurt less

"You literally were about to get your name and identity changed when you thought Clary wasn't into you." Alec accuses.

jace got the lightwood dramatic from you dont even deny it alec

21st October.

i can hear the italicized oh and the dramatic orchestra background music in my mind

He stares at the two of them. "You have helped plenty. You can leave, I wouldn't want to be a bother to you guys."

he's bitch and he's baby and that's on three-dimensional character

Alec deflates at the word and steps back. "I was just trying to help. Chairman was crying."

meanwhile chairman is looking very much unbothered

It's a tiring process, and Alec needs to take a break a couple of times since his body needs rest. Arrow comes to check on him and remind him to rest, and Alec kisses the dog softly.

hes better than me if i got crushed by an entire ceiling you would have to princess carry me out of my bed

Alec is here to recover and not to meddle in Magnus's life. He doesn't have the right to cook for him or take care of him anymore.

why you go from a to z to infinity stone with one sentence it's literally one sentence omfgggg shut ur virgo ass up

"Chairman, why didn't you tell me I was an idiot."

maybe if you paid chairman

It's just something his ex-boyfriend did all the fucking time, and Magnus was so used to it that he hated having to do it himself after the breakup, so he cut his hair.

has magnus heard of sth call hairclips

"Why? You're broken up so he is public property again."

"Shut up."

magnus: he not my bf but he still my bf in the sense that my bf not my bf do you understand????!?

Alec chuckles softly at that. "You're doing a lot more than cooking in my dreams."

alec is just never loosing the inappropriate flirt contest

"Well. I did cook dinner that one time." Magnus comments and then pauses when he remembers that one time.

damn i so looking forward to the breakup

He almost wants to leave the room and run away because being near Alec hurts.

But he can't leave because being near Alec is like oxygen.

you can just make an alec plushie. problem solved

"Alec, I'm moving to London."

when he's Welcome to New York but you're London Boy

damn does malec have any relationship to attempt at distance relationship lmaooooo

Bold of you to assume I’m not waiting for your reactions cause they are funniest thing ever.

I also dislike the addiction arcs where someone is shown weak. I think addiction is more complex than that and those sides are not portrayed that well in media usually. I tried my best in reflecting that.

“Shut your Virgo ass up” MAAM I-

“Has Magnus ever heard of smth called hair clips” WHEN I TELL U I CHOKED.

And again at “does malec have any relationship to attempt at long distance” YOU ARE BRUTAL AND HILARIOUS AS ALWAYS ANH.

I can write a para giving my reaction to your reactions lmao.

[gregoriahlover]

does. Does endo neutral count*

*(as in doesn't really care as long as nobody gets harassed and the person(s) are nice)

i mean okay so im not a system so i do not have any sort of personal issue with this, however morally i know that endo systems are not valid bc early childhood trauma is a STRICT requirement for DID, like that’s the one single reason why it occurs, so im not going to entertain pro endos. that said i dont hate people who label themselves as endo systems or those who don’t care/support, but i personally believe endo systems have a different mental health issue they’re dealing with that sounds like symptoms of being a system but nothing more. i thought i was a system when i was 15 bc i was struggling with not knowing who i am as a person and going through many little phases that i labeled alters, which i blamed on childhood traumas that i do have, none of which were extreme enough to cause an undeveloped personality to split.

having friends who are alters, i just don’t like the idea of interacting with endo systems and supporters. i check accounts that reblog my posts just to check out ppl who agree with me on things im not able to be open about irl or on my main accounts and i block anyone who i morally disagree with but i understand that im not gonna catch everyone and that some ppl are just silent about their views so i try to filter them out the best i can and i refuse to befriend anyone who make my friends feel bad. that’s the whole thing ive got against them- idc about drama that doesn’t personally affect me, but if it affects my friends i do.

tldr; yes if you’re neutral endo and don’t talk about endo systems or that stuff feel free to interact but if you cause an issue im going to block you. idc if you disagree with me i just don’t want any of my legitimate system friends to feel uncomfortable + i find endo systems invalid and idk why anyone who supports them or is one would want to interact lol

[niningtori]

the universe clocked me pls…. and yes i love when women hurt men! irl kink for me too. currently telling a man he’s weird and useless (haven’t told him that yet!) every time he tries talking to me 🐰

he’s actually so weird and he thought i was joking when i said that i said no u r weird. i posted something about how im gonna lose it if i interact with another man that tests my patience and he said i can fix u…. mf fix me from WHAT? i am not broken! he basically wants to fuck the feminism out of me like say hi to ur right hand it’s missing u. prior to this that started my hate streak for him is bc he initially texted me to say he wanted to go on a date and i was like ok ill see how this plays out then i said something about hating men when we were having a convo n he said that’s not nice n i said there’s nothing wrong with hating men there’s no such thing as reverse sexism. and he said he disagrees and i said how…. it doesn’t exist. n u know what he told me????? “are u being serious or is this a bit?” i am NAWT a clown u fat duck. he also proceeded to say that reverse racism exists i almost wanted to send a video of me laughing at his stupidity. like pls don’t talk to me if ur stupid!!!!

sorry i have actually been losing my mind at how stupid men come to me thinking i’m stupid too. my best friend told me bc i have a soft look they think im not outspoken and blunt like i am 😭😭😭😭 and i had an epiphany.. so many guys end up telling me i didn’t know u were like that… 😟 well now u know! get the hell out of my face! they tell me i’m rude and blunt and i’m not sure how being blunt is bad but ok! sorry for hurting ur delicate little feelings! men r actually the insanely emotional creatures my god i need theo he has a brain 🐰 anyway hope u enjoyed this i haven’t been speaking to anyone for days this is just what comes out

the universe has my back iktr!!! and OMMHNWJSKSKE YOURE SO FUCKING FUNNY JWJAJAJSJSJWOSKE YOU CALLING HIM WEIRD IS KILLING MEMEMEMWDK also wtf did he mean by fix u....? like ik he thought he was being so cute too like no bitch shut UP? i can't stand when men say shit like that!! him thinking reverse racism is real just says it all too like ohhhh ur actually STUPID stupid. i hate stupid men so much like if ur dumb as rocks leave women alone i'm serious

pls i imagine u to be such a sweet looking person... but i admire how straightforward u are like truly i wish i could be like that!! never let that go i'm so fr it's such an amazing quality to have. i love women who know their worth and don't settle for anything less!!!!! me personally i think i come off as soft n i definitely AM soft but once i reach a certain limit i truly dgaf anymore and become literally evil... my best friend described it as finding out a bunny could become a wolf i'm not even kidding 😭 i just wake up one morning and don't care anymore and wish nothing but the worst on ppl and don't feel any attachment or remorse but i think that's jus the mental illness in me 🤷‍♀️ the only men i'd fold for would be txt idc

and don't apologize i love listening to u talk again i say if this were irl we'd be besties... it's a shame we r not irl's

[clownwwx]

i hate posting my thoughts on twitter at this time therefore the ppl on here will have the misfortune of being subjected to them instead! :) (or not. it doesn’t matter, u can literally just scroll past this, idc)

ive been rethinking a lot of things around my attachment issues lately and truth is i actually don’t like to let anything go without receiving clarity. truth is I’ve been traumatized the most during situations when ppl did not care to clarify anything to me and I simply became the “bigger person” and did not ask any further. Truth is I demand answers, and I demand clarity because I can handle hearing something I don’t like, I can work with it, I can take it for what it is. But I can’t take the fog, the vagueness, the confusion - I’m someone who is naturally curious, naturally questioning and naturally prefers to fuck around and find out rather than sit on my ass and wait until my brain will move on. Cause my brain will NOT move on. It’s just not wired that way, it does not like to avoid and it does like to cower away in fear. It likes to confront and to satiate its curiosity regardless of the retaliation, and I recognize it’s because it sucks so bad at taking care of itself, I know it’s because of that. AND YET, and yet, I’d rather hurt rather than be confused. Pain is tangible, it’s easy to pinpoint where it hurts - but confusion? I cannot make peace with it. Confusion makes me feel numb, as if I’m just on the passenger’s seat and I have NO idea who the fuck is driving. And I fucking hate driving but even then I’d rather put my hands on the wheel and DECIDE for myself. I hate feeling like I don’t have autonomy over my situations, I should be able to handle something when it bothers me. Everyone and everything keeps telling me just let things go, just move on and it’s like? how do you do that? How is your brain letting you? Where do you put it all down? Cause I genuinely feel like I’m holding onto every single situation and person that has left me feeling fucked up and confused. No matter how much time passes no matter how much I try to heal through it all, I’m carrying it all. Often times the load is not that present, sometimes I can barely feel it, but there are also times when it’s just all so heavy it angers me so much cause if you’re gonna be there TELL ME WHY!! WHY THE FUCK YOU DID THAT SHIT!! GIVE ME CLARITY!! So I can properly compartmentalize you and move the fuck on. I hate the word closure. It’s not closure. I need clarity. I need to put the pieces together and I cannot do that when I’m missing a bunch of them, I need to windex out the glass because I can’t fucking see shit through it and I want to SEE. I want to see what the fuck is going on or at least my own reflection. I need to make sense of bullshit that refuses to be sensible. I need to pinpoint where it hurts so that I can focus on that area and just stitch it up.

Anyways, I don’t know where I’m going with this, but this is a form of clarity. Just realizing that I hate the confusion. I fucking hate it, and yes I will do everything in my power to either solve it or clear it up. And i don’t give a fuck if the situation or the person disagrees. Blow up in my face, i don’t care.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

not 2 exaggerate or anything but youre my absolute fav writer on tumblr 💥💥💥💥💥 im a big fan of domestic/comfort/simple, warm moments type of genre in fics and your works just rlly scratch that specific itch in my brain. whatever fics u post im like yo.... this is everything im looking for in a fic..... wheres the source from..... r u sucking them out from my brain be honest have u dug a hole already and using me for popularity 🤨🤨🤨 (/J)

might be bc im on my period or wtv but i was gg thru your masterlist ytday night before gg to sleep and i cried while reading "i've alw loved the way you eat," "i dream now of a normal life with you," and "ask me to leave and i'll stay forever." like jfc theres such a specific type of intimacy and soft moments you convey through your words SO WELL i physically feel my heart melting reading them. like UGH esp in "i dream now of a normal life with you" where suguru is just so soft and sappy over reader im just like UGHHHH I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME LIKE THAT AND FOR ME TO RETURN BACK THE SAME LOVE, IF NOT MORE TOO!!!!!!!!!

u get it, u rlly do - honestly u have the best fanon hcs and characterization of suguru i love that man sm so to see him so accurately represented rlly makes me so happy tq for understanding him....... sometimes i see a mischaracterization so bad in a fic i just have to close the app and touch grass LMFAOOOO but u get it.... u rlly do.... never once posted a wrong hc about suguru.... op ur brain <333 u make me so happy i love u sm thanku for creating such beautiful fics i alw come back to reread a bunch of ur stuff, they never get old, it's literally everything im looking for. idc how "boring" hurt/comfort fics r, like even if there's no drama, sometimes simple is best and u do it so, so well thanku op i lov u muacks ❤️

anon ……….

you are . the sweetest in the whole wide world. in the universe. u genuinely don’t UNDERSTAND how big my smile was when i saw this…. melted into a tiny little puddle on the floor

I LOVE YOU….. 🥺🥺🥺 i love you forever and ever and i’m so thankful for your support!!!!! i don’t even know where to begin i’m so overwhelmed pbdkdbdj (AFFECTIONATELY)…. YOU CALLING ME YOUR FAV WRITER? IS SO INSANE??? AND SUCH AN HONOUR????? i cried a bit ngl i’m just. very very thankful T_T but anon.. you can’t expose me like that </3 how am i supposed to get my daily dose of clout if you go around telling ppl abt the ideas i steal directly from your brain???? smh /j ily <3

I’M. just. so unbelievably happy that my writing can mean something to you 😭 and make you feel something!!!! when i hear that ppl cried reading one of my fics i always get so . emotional. it just means so much!! i don’t want you to cry but i’ll accept your tears happily :’3 i hope they were sappy tears and not Sad Tears…..

ON THAT NOTE. THE SAPPINESS. THE SOFTNESS. YES. i’m so happy you could feel it bc most of my fics rlly are just intimacy and nothing else and!! i rlly like writing them that way….. m just happy you enjoyed reading them too :’’’3 i dream, now, of a normal life with you is very near n dear to my heart so!!!! i’m overjoyed that you liked that one in particular 🥺🥺🥺 it just makes me feel so happy and appreciated and . i want to explode a bit. soft sappy sugu is best sugu!! i’m sure you’ll find a love like that some day anon <33 we all deserve it!!

ON THE TOPIC OF SUGU. there truly sincerely is nothing i love hearing more than anons who tell me i do sugu justice. IT MEANS SM TO ME…. he’s so complex and multifaceted and knowing that my own take on him can resonate w anyone makes me soooooo happy…. 🥺🥺 and you saying i have the best characterization of him????? just makes my soul want to ascend. sniffle. thank you!! he’s our golden boy and i love him very much…. honestly i’m way more picky abt gojo than sugu when it comes to mischaracterization but i understand you completely anon…. sometimes i see a take that my brain won’t even let me conceptualize bc i disagree with it so much and then i just have to close my eyes and reboot </3

op ur brain <333 u make me so happy i love u sm thanku for creating such beautiful fics i alw come back to reread a bunch of ur stuff, they never get old, it's literally everything im looking for. idc how "boring" hurt/comfort fics r, like even if there's no drama, sometimes simple is best and u do it so, so well thanku op i lov u muacks ❤️

sorry had to copy paste this bc it made me want to CRY. you make ME so happy hello???? you have no idea the pure amount of endorphins this ask gave to me 😭😭😭 I’M HAPPY I CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY…. you have my whole heart and soul anon atp let’s just get married i think . my heart is yours to keep!!! i can’t tell you how mushy i get knowing there are people out there who read my fics not once but multiple times….. yeah. i’m just. very grateful for you anon <3333 thank you so much for your support and for sending me this lovely ask. i’m gonna be reading it forever n ever !! :((((

[toytulini]

Oh also my hot take headcanons!

-Hattie Shaw is aro i will not hear otherwise sorry. Aro icon and queen

-This one brought to you by My Friend who is a God Damn Genius: Sam is a bb lesbian, thinks Hattie is Super Pretty

Disclaimer for any other fans since im Foolishly putting this in the main tag: If You Disagree With This Post, Feel Free to keep scrolling and or Block Me bc im not interested in debating u, if you reblog this or reply to argue im just gonna block u lol

[zingthesnek]

Aight since I got called a pussy by @vesselofwhiteboychad and her wife @gojocaninfinitymyass imma rant

about the dreaded webtoon lmao

(don't take this too srsly I'm too lazy to put much thought and effort into this post)

Okay so LO (lor3 Olympus)

It's honestly not that good, at all. I'm not going to say it's bad, but people glamorize the living crap outta it.

Basic plot summary: Persephone is a young adult out to see the world romance with hades yadda yadda fucked up shit happens yadda yadda. That's kind it. it's romance waddya expect something deep?

Listen I have a couple issues with LO. That mainly stem from the way ppl act like it's this great feminist love story it's not. Like it handles issues better than most cheesy romance stories, but key word being "better" not the best.

LO "promotes body positivity", literally Persephone has an hour glass figure and is petite. Very Marilyn Monroe, nothing wrong with that, but to pretend that it isn't the ideal body type for women is an understatement. She has some stretch marks and a slight belly, I'll give some props for that.

LO "handles abuse and trauma well". I'm not going to disagree with this point, it handles it well but the usage of trauma is just to make other characters look better in comparison. Like hades isn't exactly a stand up guy, he's better but the author had to make other men completely shit human beings to make him look good.

LO "is shows male abuse" again the author did the same thing but reversed it in order to make Persephone look like an amazing wonderful person UwU bean. She added minthe another shitty character. Hades abuse is still barely covered, Persephone might be getting help for her issues hades went to 1 therapy session and hasn't worked out his trauma at all.

LO falls into the traditional traps of literally any other romance shitty ex girlfriend, and creepy asshole. Like if you take away the fact it's "Greek mythology" it's just another garbage romance. Listen I love garbage romances I watch vampire diaries for ducks sake, the only thing that annoys me is the whole "it's super feminist uwu", cuz it's not.

It's a pseudo woke webtoon they added 1 lesbian couple for shits and giggles and 1 overweight character (in the background)

Listen LO is a webtoon that has the author's ddlg kink written all over it. (Yes she has a ddlg kink ask anyone who subs to her Patreon). Not to kinkshame anyone, but once you no that you can clearly see it in the story

Now I can't write romance for shit, but most of Persephone and hades interactions are them lusting after eachother, him buying her things, or delivering exposition. They occasionally talk trauma and set up boundaries, (which is good) but they don't have anything that makes me think they'll actually get along besides the fact they think the other one is hot.

Now the age gap thing is one of those things I gotta tip toe on, cuz people pull the "she's an adult yada yada".

It's not so much the fact that's she's "legal" it's the fact the webtoon gives her zero agency, she doesn't buy her own clothes, study what she wants, literally she has no desires outside of wanting freedom from her mother and lusting after hades. No goals career or aspirations. Nothing, ppl also like to go "she's a strong women uwu" she falls into the "the author didn't actually know what a strong female character is so they gave her some form of super power". Strong female characters aren't always physically strong, a strong female character is a female character who can stand on their own (without other characters) and you understand their wants, personality. The can be feminine and soft take wakana from utena or anthy himemiya they are strong female characters but aren't physically strong.

Persephone going apeshit on a bunch of villagers isn't queen shit it's a scapegoat because the author couldn't give Persephone actual motivation.

Hades is a whole nother bundle, dudes just kinda there? His main goal is a happy loving life (totally fair) but outside of his romance with Persephone he isn't doing much to do that. I won't get on the whole "he's creepy for lusting after a 19 year old" topic cuz that's a bag of worms that I agree and disagree with. Point is hades isn't the healthiest dude and has a lot to work through, he can still pursue Persephone but it would be nice to see him working through his stuff as well.

Now this is a tidbit that annoys the shit outta me so imma just put a big TW for RAPE and Virginity.

Okay so TGOEM or the concept of eternal maiden hood. First of of I hate the way virginity is used in this webtoon.

Like it's fucked up to say rape "counts". Persephone was raped so she according to the author isn't a virgin.

Again this is just a me thing, but rape shouldn't fucking count. It's not a "sexual experience" it's an act of violence. Yes it's sexual violence, but it's not and shouldn't count as your first time ever. A lot of women I know who's "first time" was rape are forever scared by it. And I personally would love it if popular media would stop portraying it as such.

It's fucked up, and the concept of eternal maidenhood isn't something that needed to be in the story. And the fact no one reached out to Persephone to explain this awful.

Yeah maybe nitpicky on my part but idc

Another thing I have no issue with the age gap per say, LO isn't for kids so my issue is mainly that the platform itself markets it towards a younger demographic and had 0 ratings. It will likely also be tV 14 when it comes out, which will also annoy me at least make it NC 17 or TV MA, but only time will tell

But listen LO is summary is a trashy romance with slightly better handling of abuse and trauma. Don't expect this grand masterpiece. I read it cuz I like trashy romance.

LO fans don't even @ me I'll block you on sight

[gopeachllama]

Why I think Feysand were OOC in ACOSF

I hope that no one misunderstands from the title but let me say this is a 100% PROfeysand post. so if you hated feysand even before acosf, then this post isn't for you.

So i've seen a lot of interesting theories about feysand's and in particular rhys' behaviour and choices throughout acosf. and while alot of them seemed possible and may have been the case canonically speaking, even as a feysand stan i just couldn't seem to wrap my head around some of the things they said and did in the book. they just both seem OOC, its the only pausible explanation for me.

To understand why feysand were OOC in the book we have to look at this through a narrative perspective. as in we have to ask why would the author write the character/s in this way?

a quick overview of what a character arc is

so there can be a lot of variations of a character arc in a story but the basics is as follows (how does the character go from point 'a' to point 'b'):

the 'big lie' - the views/beliefs/actions the character has at the start which will be challenged throughout the story (this is point 'a')

the 'incident' - a plot point in which starts development of the character. something that spurs the character into action, this most ofter happens when they are placed in an unfamiliar situation. this usuallyy is the intial challenge to their 'big lie'. at this point the story will move forward and theres no going back.

the midpoint - the character changes conciously or subconciously, they start to recognise their own flaws in the 'big lie'.

world collaspes - this is usually on the heels of a victory, the character reaches the lowest point in their journey. they finally confront 'the big lie' and forces to stop this deception they inflict on themselves. they can destroy it or it will destroy them.

the climax - the reason for the story. the reason why the character had to take this journey in order to get to this moment. the moment that the character will decide once and for all whether they will go forward to point 'b' or regress back to point 'a'

the resolution - the character reaches point 'b'. their view/beliefs/actions have changed, they no longer believe in the 'big lie'.

So obvisouly the main character in acosf is Nesta. What sjm does in her books is that every plot point and development of secondary characters is in service to the arc of the main character. None of the character's outside of Nesta have their own development. Not even Cassian, any sort of changes or developments he undergoes is in service to Nesta (a complete missed opportunity for Cassian but that a whole other point). And before anyone tries to say otherwise, you can have development for characters even if they are secondary ones (and for a book that is 800+ pages long it is definitely possible). An example is with his can also be seen with Gwyn. Her leaving the library for the first time was a huge moment for the character, but she did so, in order to comfort Nesta after her big fight with Cassian. It was also so that Nesta, Gwyn and Emerie could all be together in Illyria so they could be kidnapped and forced to enter the blood rite (where the final showdown occurs with Nesta and the villan).

so what has this got to do with feysand and why are they OOC?

In fact the entire plot with feyre's pregnancy was made to give chracter developments for Nesta. There was nothing written in the book that suggested any developments for feyre and rhys. it did nothing for them. Nesta needed to become central to the story and the only way sjm thought to keep feyre side lined was to make her pregrnant. It was also just lazy writing and world building bc there is no way that rhys would have though of this when he and feyre were trying for a baby.

SIN #1 The Shields

Rhys practicing shields (shield thats doesn't even allow anyone to even touch her) on feyre, which she just allows. the book explains because of the fact that there is more danger to her now that she's pregnant. Narratively, this would make sense if there is a payoff. Like later in the story if feyre was in physical danger and the shield saves her or if the shield became a detriment to her in some way. But no nothing like this happens. Rhys 'practices' the shield on her and thats it. Rhys, who was the same person that trusted feyre enough defend herself against the weaver. It was totally out of character that he would shield her to the point that Cassian can't even kiss her on the cheek (sounds familiar huh). and the same goes for feyre, who has no problem with this (*cough* tamlin locking her up *cough*). Thats is some OOC behaviour.

So what were the point of the shields? well since sjm made it canon that fae can smell when a female is pregnant, the biggest way they came into play was in the scene when rhys lifted it long enough so that everyone could sense that that feyre was pregnant. And It could have been just that, feyre and rhys were expecting a baby, and Nesta can go along with her development, they did not need to intersect. But it did, and we'll come back to that later. This scene is a lighthearted moment in the book, one of the rare few where all the characters are happy and celebrating a good thing. acofas we knew that rhys and feyre decided to try for a baby, and seeing it pay off here was enjoyable for the readers.

But what else does this scene do? through Nesta's perspective, we can read her thoughts on it, and though she doesn't reveal much its an important character moment for her. the readers can see that she can feel happiness for someone else beyond the self-loathing she guards herself with, it shows that she is a character worth rooting for.

SIN #2 Rhys concealing the dangers of the pregnancy from feyre

oof this one is a doosey. this was the most baffling thing to come out of acosf for me. there is literally no reason or explanation that would make sense for rhys to lie to feyre like that. It offers no development for the two character it affects the most: rhys and feyre. there no fallout on rhys' end for lying to her, and there is no turmoil for feyre such as falling into depair like we told she would (the whole reason that rhys was hiding it in the first place).

When Nesta finds out that the pregnancy was most likely going to kill feyre and the baby. instead of Nesta disagreeing and urging Rhys to tell feyre, she doesn't say anything and forms a temporary truce with him, a character she has always had conflict with. It also serves as the incident that allows Nesta to have her 'world collapse' moment in her character arc. How else was Nesta going to realise what a shitty person is was being if she didn't do something so absolutely shitty? in a fit of rage, Nesta reveals to feyre that the pregnancy was going to kill both her and the baby. she get taken away on a hike in illyria (because???) and she reaches rock bottom after she comes to term with what she did. the story is taken away from velaris and the inner circle, and any conflict and resolution that happens between feyre and rhys, if it even happened at all, happens off page. again furthering my point about the pregnancy having no impact on the two characters is affects the most. After Nesta's fleeting moment of enlightenment, and her swordplay sex marathon with Cassian (urgh) she returns to velaris and nothing has changed between rhys and feyre. there isn't really much of a development with Nesta's relationship with feyre, their 'reconciliation' occurs all of less than one page and doesn't even happen out loud, just mind to mind. Now that Nesta has had her important character moment, nothing else matters (again lazy writing).

SIN #3 Everyone dies

ok so yes everyone has said their two cents about this and i agree with it. Feyre and nyx had to die so that Nesta could have her climax moment. It is the climax of the story since it is the big story development right before the resolution. and about the bargain - feysand decided in acofas that they were going to try for a baby. meaning that it was after this decision that they struck the bargain that they would die together. so at some point they would have thought of the fact they would have a child/children when the both die. im sorry but do they seem like the kind of ppl that would make a suicide pact even if it meant leaving their children behind? TOTALLY OOC for me. and i dont know i guess also the stakes weren't high enough with just the threat of feyre and nyx dying.

So feyre and nyx are dead and rhys will soon follow and Nesta intervenes to save them. Its also a self-sacrificing moment bc she has to give up her powers in order to do this... Showing that she does truely love her family and the depths of her powers. (seriously idc how you stan or hate how does anyone this good book?). don't doubt that in the future books sjm will find a way for Nesta to get her powers back (whatever they are (pure death WHAT DOES THAT MEAN???))

So Nesta saves the day, everyone is fine and nothing has changed except Nesta is nice now probably. the end.

welp this got way longer that i expected but anyways long story short there was nothing about the pregnancy that gave development to feysand characters and it was all for the development of the main character.

i don't claim acosf!feysand and sjm better fucking leave them alone in the rest of the books.

[normal-thoughts-official]

Do you think Alec had any feelings for Jace before he met Magnus? I am confused because the show did imply that there was something going on

well, yes and no i guess. i think there were feelings, but i don't think he was ever in love with him. he's even said so anyway ("for me, it was only one [love]. magnus") and so has that sexy beast matt daddario so

i also think this is supported by the way he acted, like, in the first few episodes whenever jace called him brother he'd be all like :/ and then as soon as he's met magnus he started calling jace brother lmao one of the sexiest decisions ever. and just all in all he got over his "crush" on jace way too quickly for me to believe it was a real crush. like look i'm not trying to be a monog here so of course he could have had feelings for both jace and magnus (gag) but no one falls in love with someone and then immediately falls out of love with the other. it doesn't work like that. so the fact that alec seemed to immediately fall out of love with jace as soon as someone actually interesting came into the picture tells me there was never a real crush

so imho alec was just projecting his feelings unto jace. this is a very common thing that queer ppl do, i did it many times. basically the general idea is like... you already know that you are queer but you are not ready to come out, but you kind of want to indulge in a way, so you develop a "crush" on someone you know could never like you back (like the most painfully straight person you know, someone way older that definitely sees you as just a child, a celebrity, some person you've met once while camping that you will most definitely never see again) so you can in a way indulge in those feelings safely, because you know they could never actually lead to anything, so they're harmless

of course none of that is CONSCIOUS, you don't make that decision. but it's a common coping mechanism. i did that with a few girls i've met while camping, a classmate who was straight, and even sort of did that with the only celebrity crush i've ever had (it was ashley tisdale. yes you can snipe me. it wasn't that strong infatuation cuz i've never even followed celebrities anyway but i like LOVED her ya know and she's not even my type aodihjaodsj. however her songs still fuck idc)

and like what other guys his age did alec even know? and i don't think alec would ever be the type to just go and fall for someone he doesn't know (like granted he was interested in magnus pretty quickly but i don't think it was love until later you know) so it had to be someone close to him, who's not like 50, and completely unavailable to him. ding ding ding! jace meets all the criteria, because he's like, straight straight

so yeah for a while alec just channeled all of his big gay feelings into jace so he could in a way indulge in them, because he was in the closet so he was not about to indulge in them by kissing someone in a party or downloading grindr or whatever, his best option was to just find someone to project that unto and feel like they weren't completely unchanneled and repressed i guess? like of course they were repressed but you know, when you at least crush on someone in your head you feel like you are actually allowing yourself something, and in a way you are. and he would never have to deny himself because he knows that there was never a chance in hell that jace would like him back, because he's straight and also only loves himself

so yeah that's basically my take. i don't think his feelings were ever real but in a way there were feelings there, even if it was actually way more about alec than it was about jace

i think that sums it up quite nicely actually. it wasn't about jace, not even about alec-and-jace. that's why it didn't matter that jace was constantly an asshole to him (i mean, come on, anyone would fall out of love after years of that shit), it's why alec had no problems calling him out, it's why alec never really seeked anything with him. like come on, homeboy ditched his mom after knowing magnus for one day just because magnus ASKED him to and you're telling me he's been in love with jace for years and never so much as went for a hug??? bullfuckingshit. alec sucks at hiding his feelings, especially love and fondness, if he were really in love with jace he would have seeked his company or some sort of affection, even if he ended up being like "shitshitshit" and pulling away like he did with magnus many times. but never even going for it? nah fam, that's not what alec's like in love

so anyway yeah. that's my take. jalecs need not interact and i'm not about to start discourse over this, i'm not making anyone agree with me so if u want to pick up a fight over this post, simply don't. as we say in brazil, disagree in your own home. no need to come yell at me because you think alec and jace are soulmates or whatever

[televised-dreams]

im making this post because i just want to rant how genuinely good tma is?? ok before this i have been in the worst fandoms for horrible shows that queerbait and kill off any sort of representation and literally just have horrible plotlines and horrible ideas and any time i would get invested in something my interest would die out bc of just. another queer character getting killed. the show is all white people. the show was canceled because it was actually pretty good at its diversity content and that’s not okay,,, why give lgbtq ppl nice things??

but the magnus archives?

it’s a full length, VERY, VERY WELL WRITTEN, story, with a vast variety of characters that can be imagined in so many different ways. 

it has queer romance, but not shittily handled queer romance, an actual slow-burn sort-of-enemies-to-lovers queer romance that is so well written that it makes me just cry because of how happy it makes me. this is what i’ve been wanting for YEARS. it’s not just a “oh let’s make the fans happy” sort of thing! that’s a big thing too! it’s actually built up over years and years of character development where it’s not just a random fanservice thing, it’s an essential piece to the plot and storyline!

 the characters are so well developed, so complex, multifaceted. the horror is so well done. idc if anyone disagrees with that point, bc imo, the horror is so, so, so, well done. i have been legitimately terrified by so many of those episodes. i have developed Trypophobia (not joking i literally cant stand small holes now). season 5 especially. episode 177 i think is the scariest for me i stg that one was SO INCREDIBLY WELL WRITTEN i just had to sit down afterwards and be like HOLY SHIT. 

the representation isn’t shoved in your face like *character stares directly into camera* “yes i am Gay”, no, it’s inserted into the media as it would be done in real life. that’s so huge, because it’s representation, but GOOD REPRESENTATION. THESE CHARACTERS ARE HERE, IN THE STORY BECAUSE THEY ARE ESSENTIAL TO THE PLOT, AND THEY ALSO HAPPEN TO BE LGBTQ!!!! that’s so so so BIG. I love that. Its so important to have characters like that because like lgbtq ppl exist irl,, they shouldn’t just be used as plot devices!!

martin being continually described as fat, or at least not as “averagely skinny” and jon having ridiculous amounts of scars also makes me happy too!! although the scars are a part of his trauma and therefore are sad, stillllll as someone with scars myself, it makes me feel better about it knowing there are characters like me out there!! i can’t talk as much abt how martin’s weight representation impacts me, as i am “average sized”, it’s not really my place, but i can say that i just love seeing the representation of different sized bodies out there. 

personally, I can’t talk on the race aspect of things, and how jon is characterized by the fandom as a poc as i am white as hell and it is not my place. i know there are varying opinions about that, so anyone that is POC that wishes to make their rant in a reblog, feel free :D!!