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buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(the origin of halloween huh) (oooh)#why yes i did wake up way too early to watch the stream and will have no memory of drawing this later#anyway THE MAGIC BOOK IS BACK TO EAT US ONCE AGAIN!!!!#this does make things make a lot more sense if it doesn't have to. y'know. actually take place in the established world#like how jack and sally are apparently just gonna be THERE as themselves WHY NOT#i'm certainly not complaining mind you#scully looks like he's gonna be super adorable and i love him already#spooky scary skeleman who just goes :O a lot and is excited for halloween#he seems like he might actually be more of a fusion of jack and sally? or maybe i'm just reading too much into it#still getting jazzy vibes off of him though. is not scully j graves an incredible jazz musician name.#does this open up the possibility that the last time we went into the book there was a sexy anime boy stitch just offscreen the whole time#...maybe some things are best left uncontemplated#god everyone in this event looks fantastic i'm so glad i saved up some keys after all#a little sad that there's no lilia but you know what the fact that a halloweentown malleus exists is still pretty dang good#and sebek's hat is SO tall#the biggest hat for the loudest boy#i hope oogie is here too i need him and jamil to meet#i need jamil to be faced with a guy who's just a bunch of bugs standing on each other's shoulders in a trenchcoat#i am not coherent right now i just needed to get this out before i go pass out again
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Me right as I woke up: ok, time to talk about Jack Ahcan non stop bc I see the love of my life in a week...
#yes i have a story draft due tomorrow#yes i am still lost#yes i have to find my lowcut top#yes i have to buy teddy bears#yes i spent half an hour thinking about him#yes i have plans later where ill pull up his arrival pics and go what an outfit huh#and my sisters will HAVE to agree
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is that disney-esque artstyle, peter parker look alike PILOT RANDY CUNNINGHAM???
also ngl i kinda dig Viceroy II and Deputy Mayor Kranski
+bonus Bible designs
#rc9gn#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#randy cunningham#howard weinerman#listen i am still weak and sick and that pilot and bible leak have been killing me over the weekend lol#i never was a die-hard fan of vasquez artstyle. i think its fun and cool to draw but my personal style is closer to the disney-esque thing#but ive got to admit that rc9gn wouldnt be rc9gn without it. randy is memorable and iconic instead of being lost in disney-styled cartoons#pilot and final product are like two completely different worlds and im in love with both of them. it is now ninja-verse in my head#also i am pointing at pilot like di caprio meme because THAT is very validating for me personally cause i constantly say rc9gn is old 2000s#cartoon vibes and thats why i group it with shows like dp adjl and kp etc instead of cartoons from its own decade#ALSO x 2 i have now adopted Kranski and Viceroy II yes they are now canon in my rc9gn verse lol Judge is ok too but i am more into Kranski#who is straight up ready to murder. we love evil ladies in this house
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love at first sight is complete utter bullshit until rahul raichand sees anjali celebrating a cricket win from afar he starts hearing alka yagnik
#kudiye kudiye kudiye kudiye kudiye... tan tan tan tanatan na na sajnaaaaaaaaa#he literally lost his balance... main thehra raha zamin chalne lagi?????#lyrics don't lyric the way they used to these days 😔#this scene was everything to me (still is) bc i WAS one of the dumbasses who used to blame rahul for breaking anjali's heart back in kkhh#so this scene to kid me was like oh yes akkal aa gayi#i was the one akkalless but yeah rahul raichand you were so right#anyway karan johar i am waiting ⏳#k3g#kabhi khushi kabhie gham#bollywood#SRK crisis hours#shah rukh khan
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I’ve mentioned it before but I’m a fucking sucker for unhealthy dependent relationships. There’s just something about them that is so. Chef’s kiss 👌
Anyway I’m still thinking about how Law was so attached to Cora and was so traumatized by his death that he literally devoted thirteen YEARS of his life to revenge killing Doflamingo. Even though all Cora ever wanted was for Law to just be free and live his life happily. And Law spending all his time in a hateful revenge spiral is literally the exact OPPOSITE of what Cora wanted for him. BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE. If the thirteen years of endless devotion to avenging his savior wasn’t enough Law 1. Named his pirate crew the Heart Pirates in honor of Cora, 2. Covered himself in permanent heart-themed tattoos in honor of Cora, and 3. Fashioned his Jolly Roger to be a mockery of Doflamingo’s and ALSO to honor Cora. Homie is a walking memorial for a man he only really knew for six months and again crafted the most intricate plan known to mankind to murder Cora’s killer. Because losing Cora fucked him up THAT much. Because even though Cora set him free, the moment Doflamingo shot him Law was chained to the memory of a man who no longer existed. Law literally fashioned his entire life down to his own appearance after Cora and it makes me so insane. I cannot even imagine what went through his head after Dressrosa I mean how do you move on after a thirteen year grudge is put to rest. What is he supposed to do now. Avenging Cora was literally his entire existence, his entire reason for living for half of his life. He needs therapy probably. If Cora somehow ever did come back to life Law would lose his fucking mind. The dependency is SO unhealthy and I am SO here for it
#Anyway this is not me promoting unhealthy relationships irl#If you are that dependent on someone that you can’t bear to live without them. Get help! Therapy!! Actually!!!#In fiction tho it is a wonderful treat. Haha yes I love to watch my faves suffer.#One Piece#Trafalgar Law#Donquixote Rosinante#Donquixote Doflamingo#Doflamingo#Cora#One Piece Cora#One Piece spoilers#Dressrosa#Shima speaks#I AM SO. HNNGHHH. I AM UNWELL. I probably also need therapy. LMAO#Oda why did you do this why did you kill Law’s dad (again)#Law: Feel like shit just want Cora-san back#Also I didn’t even get into how much Cora influenced Law’s life VS how his actual blood family influenced his life#Flevance was traumatic as FUCK and yet all of Law’s notable trademarks are still Cora-themed…#(Bc Cora saved him. Bc Cora gave him a reason to live after he thought he’d lost everything)#Slams my head into the wall and howls
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Just ranted for the last two hours to a friend about why I hate totk so much, and I got some of the points from you, thank you for your service being the number one totk hater we owe you everything
#ganondoodles answers#i am very honored#(i mean that!!)#(tbh i still feel like i lost my mind when i find another totk thing to write a novel about)#(yes ... theres more)
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You really didn't think that one through huh?
idk if im sobbing, wheezing, or choking on my tea <3
#in short: AKSJBDAKSJDNASKNC#no yeah this is. The Accuracy lmfaooooooo#wally: avoiding the problem always works!#wally when avoiding the problem doesnt work: ....ohhhhhhh i get it now-#bbg pulled an oopsie fucking daisy!!!#wh modern human au#offerings to the bog#yk... i think. if the crash didnt happen#i think wally would have gone back. eventually#but not without Major fucking damage being done to his and barnaby's relationship lmaoooo#could they have come back from it? technically yes. but not the same. theyve lost something#BUT LUCKILY THAT'S NOT THE TIMELINE!#the timeline is worse but ends better somehow...#lmfao im imagining wally fuckin Ubering back bc home wouldnt start#and barnaby is just. in the front yard with wally's stuff in bags like a jilted lover asknasldknasldk#he winds up in sally's basement smhhhhhh#nah jk he'd probably wind up just living entirely in his lil garage-turned-art-studio#at least its a nice garage....#WHY AM I STILL THINKING ABOUT IT THATS NOT WHAT HAPPENS#< i say as if i dont think of at (alternate timeline) after at of aus-#what would happen If what would happen If If if If AAAAAAAA
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yet another “quadrant understanding” post ten years too late to actually affect how anyone understands quadrants 💔
#sometimes i feel like i am perhaps talking to a wall because like#yes while a lot of people still in the fandom are saying things like moirallegiance is platonic and i want to (gently) hit them w pillows#most of the annoying shit im coming across in fics and posts had the groundwork laid for it literally OVER A DECADE AGO#so like. is it a lost cause to even try and be a homestuck ‘tide turner’ in fucking 2024#what tide am i turning#most of these people are fucking gone now LMAO#quadrants#op#hsmeta
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happy birthday pathetic loser ily
#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#kazuichi souda#sdr2 kazuichi#it’s been a while since i (properly) drew him but he’s still very dear to me#he’s contributed largely to developing my art style and also turning me into the freak i am today. i just really lov him#if i had my souda plushie i’d give him a little pat on the head but i lost him so </3#also yes he’s holding a teto plushie cuz he deserves one and i kept thinking of that fat teto plush and i was also listening to 頭ン痛#chibi's art/rkgk
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group of the two of us
#good omens#good omens season 2#good omens 2#go2#good omens s2#crowley#aziraphale#crowley good omens#aziraphale good omens#ineffable husbands#good omens fanart#go fanart#i am never drawing tartan again in my life i swear that was the part that almost made me quit this drawing#was it worth it? yes. still wont do it again#also i completely lost track of how long this took#but! its done!!! wild#my art
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Prefacing that, again time zones, I've only been able to glean the latest CR episode and that I do not agree with their in-character opinions on the gods, I'd like to remind fans to try and not get super ugly about their criticism of Ashton Greymoore.
I'll be the first to throw my hands up and say they're among my favourite C3 characters so there may be bias, but I've been getting flashes of the Shard Incident from reactions towards their recent and vocal disdain for the gods. Disagree with them all you want, Taliesin knows that the gods can't simply leave since they're the one who said that the Wildmother would die if she left, but understand that it's a character flaw and if you recall the hardships of their backstory, the unanswered prayers, and that their only exchanges with the gods have required them to do something or, with the Dawnfather Angel, have been met with cold disregard, it's understandable how they got to feeling that way. Ashton has lived alone and been told they don't matter for a lot of their life; no gods, no family, no nurturing presence to guide them, they've been abandoned, used, and - with additional influence by the Dominox accusing them of wanting FCG to die - are currently between blaming themselves and the Changebringer for their closest friend's death.
Make no mistake Ashton is wrong, I think the self-confessed hypocrite with also self-confessed poor morality knows that deep down, or at least knows that they're not the kind of person who should be in charge. Vassalheim is a difficult place for a titan vessel to be in so it is unsure what they will do from here; perhaps investigate the Earth Titan? Commune with the Emperor and Empress? Or maybe be brought to the gods and be able to vent or reconcile with them (and maybe get some closure with FCG, speak with his spirit as like a mediator between the Hells and the Gods)? But it feels like Taliesin is being vocal for a reason, and it's either to invite Matt to challenge it (I've said in other comments but I would love if Ashton found some comfort, not worship or a pact but maybe just a dialogue, in the Everlight: a goddess of healing, temperance and redemption - all of which would help Ashton mentally - as unlikely as it'd be) or find another maybe primordial route to give Ashton a narrative tether towards stopping Predathos.
Let's just, not be cruel about the character, they are more than just their bad trauma and grief-led opinion on gods remember?
#critical role#cr spoilers#c3#c3 spoilers#c3e103#ashton greymoore#taliesin jaffe#I really am hoping that Tal is putting Ashton on a path of at least tolerating the gods - accepting that people need them#their views are very 'but they didn't do anything for me' I agree but that feels like their survival instinct at play#I just don't like that Ashton's views are treated with more vitriol than Dorian and Braius' opinions#Dorian has lost yes and Lolth mocked him for it but Ashton lost too and Dominox targeted them for it#And Braius is fun and silly but that still doesn't mean that Asmodeus won't kill everyone if put in charge#let's not forget how much Ashton cares for their friends too - and that they was the one who suggested anchoring Delilah#I love them all but Ashton Chet and Fearne often suffer in silence because Orym Imogen and Laudna had the big sad that needs attention#even here Essek gave Laudna more catharsis and solutions than Ashton (no hate on Essek it was time to seal Delilah away for sure!)#it frustrates me too because I want to see Ashton grow but growth takes time - they can't just flick a switch and suddenly like the gods#the Hells collectively should spend a few days here to recover - balance themselves and enhance their equipment...and some relationships~#also if the primordials helped seal predathos surely that means that the god eater has the taste for primordial energy too right?
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Ranboo jumped.
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At long last, the beeduo zine is out!! Here's the link in case you wanna see the whole thing :)
I wanted to draw Tubbo patching up Ranboo. I think we generally talk about Ranboo patching up him or just helping him with his scars, but I wanted to explore a more somber look at the alternative. What I couldn't draw was the faint sound of the radio in the background, the host rambling about stars and our existence between them. What I couldn't draw was the warmth of the bathroom, so that none of them would be cold. What I couldn't draw were the apologies muttered into Tubbo's hair...
#beeduo#ranboo#tubbo#dsmp#dream smp#tubbo fanart#ranboo fanart#my art#feminetomboy#artist on tumblr#i used reference exactly once here#and it wasn't for the layout of the bathroom or the poses or any of the furniture#but for the bottle of cough syrup they have in the cabinet#i made sure it was the exact one Mare used for their blog on april fool's#so there's your easter egg#ranboo and tubbo totally have a bottle of cough syrup there#also okay. i feel like I need to mention#i know that with the way Ranboo's tail is so thin he absolutely would have lost it in the explosion#like there's not a single chance he'd still have it afterwards#and yes I am a perfectionist#and so I need you to know that the only reason he still has it is so I can keep drawing him wrapping it around Tubbo#yes that literally the sole reason
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not to be a negative nancy and no hate whatsoever to tanakiyo but i miss when kiyoyachi was a huge haikyuu ship and one of the main ones. why tf is it a rarepair since when did this fandom gaf about canon status 😭😭😭
#like where tf am i gonna get my wlw fix now im going crazy#catch me shipping alisa x miwa and yukie x kaori just so i can get some lesbian action in this all male cast 😭😭😭#we lost the only thing we had im so bitterrrrrrr#kiyoyachi#kiyoko shimizu#hitoka yachi#haikyuu#hq#YACHI STILL IS A LESBIAN FOR HER WE ALL AGREE YES?#not to be That Person but i do think if kiyoyachi were the only mlm ship in a all female cast then no one would gaf that kiyoko ends up with#tanaka they would just keep shipping kiyoyachi for yachi’s sake if anything 😭😭 like im clinging onto this ship cuz im mad fr#rewriting
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read the tags !! // officially quit
#⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀#ok first of all why am i writing in tags you may ask#well i find it less awkward to express in my tags rather in the actual post it self since im one hell of an awkward piece of shit hihi#ANYWAY TO THE TOPIC OF ME QUITING#this has been very long due#like i mean everyone has to have seen it coming#specially since i dont post as frequently and j lost most of my motivation#one. because school is my current priority#two. is my personal life !!! i’ve been vry vry busy keeping up with irl frends and also my family#but the main reason had to be my lack of motivation as in its non existent#next topic !!!#i will be deleting most of my asks and random posts soem of which are memorable to me will be rbloged to my personal acc !#ah and yes will i be coming back?#probably will be lurking time to time but who knows i might actually come back on joshuas bday solely to post a joshua mb HAHAHAHA#ilovemyman frr#I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST THIS ON THE DAY JOSHUA ACTUALLY POSTED ON HIS IG#ok im getting sooooo off topic#but like hooray my last theme is actually jjong toram HAHAH#i actually quited before november like the end of oct but i was too lazy to make a post about it hehehe#but luvi knew ofc :>#anyway if were close moots frel free to add me in discord not like im actually really active#@stariaz. 🤓#who knows i might actually take this back if suddenly the little devil inside me decides to revive itself#anyway this is user k-yujin offically(?) signing off 🤓🤓#ALSOOO DOESNT MEAN I QUITED PPLCAN USE MY STUFF W/O GIVING CREDS !!! (ehem ehem my dividers 👁)#please give creds or i will literally come alive#i still have someone who acts as my eyes here even though j wont post no more#guys i have to wake up at 5 am gud night 🤩#also i cut my hair 😶#thabks for 3.4k though 🫵🫵
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Woof drawing skeleton anatomy is hard actually.
#angel talks#yes this is about sans#the point of how i draw him is that he is meant to superficially resemble a human skeleton but finer details are lost in the process#it does help for justifying simplifying but I am still having to draw more than I want to bone wise#theres also the fact that its hard to draw a skeleton and make them still look like. round and fat#i do this for you guys..#undertale
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Honestly, ep.30 of season 1 broke me. What that man - I don't even remember his name nor do I want to learn it - did to Xiao Yao was brutal. Girl has already been through excruciating torture in her life, is it not enough?
And then Jing finds her, who has been through some terrible shit in his life as well and is willing to be burned alive, only to die with her.
They find them before they die, but Xiao Yao is barely alive. Xiang Liu feels it because of the bug and completely ignores Cang Xuan's soldiers who try to stop him.
He convinces Cang Xuan to take her away in order to save her, for years? Decades even.
And then, he pierces his heart to draw out blood that will revive her withered spirit.
And of course he has time to challenge her at such a crucial time, because that's Xiang Liu for you (and I love him for that)
These are two people, ok, one deity and a snake demon (Jing, Xiang Liu), who have been tortured ruthlessly in the past. They share similar experiences with Xiao Yao. And when she is in danger again, they show no hesitation in either sacrificing themselves for her or going through immense pain and torture all over. And that to me is true love. I can't help but feel that these three characters were soulmates in a way (non erotic one, not everything has to be romantic), healing each other and giving hope and/or meaning to their lives.
#i wish i could elaborate further on this but i am still watching#and also i always had difficulty writing down intense feelings in a way they make sense#and yes this drama has consumed me#i haven't felt like this since i first watched lbfad#only now i am taking my sweet time#watching it slowly and devouring every minute#i know season 2 was not that good from reviews etc#but i am still enjoying the journey#lost you forever#cdrama#thoughts#mine
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