#yes I just uploaded a whole block and why not?

[azuhrasims]

Usually I upload a build at a time when I want to give you guys tray files. Today I thought, how about a whole block? That's right, five residential builds for Courtyard Lane in Willow Crrek.

All are nocc, play tested, used moo and TOOL as well. Expect that I've used multiple packs. That said, these are all older builds, so no Lovestruck of Life and Death EPs.

These are all on the Gallery - EA ID: Azealea. I have a lot of builds, feel free to scroll through them! If you would like the tray files for these five, and more screenshots, check under the cut.

@publicvanillabuilds (thank you!)

Riverside Camel - $83,745

3 bedroom, 2 bathroom, large entertaining area for a musical sim.

Download on MediaFire: Riverside Camel Residential

2. Piqued Hearth - $85,959

3 bedroom, 3 bathroom - designed for the Pancakes if they had Iggy and pets.

Download on MediaFire: Piqued Hearth Residential

3. Gran Wombat's Cottage - $88,299

2 bedroom, 3 bathroom - designed for a very eccentric old lady potion maker with too many cats and a grandchild.

Download on MediaFire: Gran Wombat's Cottage Residential

4. Landscaper's Bungalow - $127,054

4 bedroom, 4 bathroom - designed for a growing family with a large office and multiple skill building options.

Download on MediaFire: Landscaper's Bungalow Residential

5. Watcher's Barn - $81,266

2 bedroom, 1 bathroom - the kids will be squished in this one but the landscaping almost makes it worth it.

Download on MediaFire: Watcher's Barn Residential

[astonmartingf]

THIS IS NOT OUT OF THE BLUE ; YT22

yuki tsunoda x gasly!reader . . . in big brother fashion, pierre wants you to go on a date with yuki to convince him to move closer to milan. however, yuki already lives in milan, and pierre is still not putting the pieces together

amgf see this is what yuki brainrot gets you, i love this omg one of my best works yet, i might come back to this type of format because i am not writing pt2s anymore!!!!!! (lovingly ofc) just like always, enjoy 👍 @viennakarma it's done 🫡

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yourusername i get why my brother likes him so much now. he's a fucking child! feels like another day spent with pierre.

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francisca.cgomes awww they're bonding look pierregasly

pierregasly you had me in the first half, wym a child he's older than you

yourusername doesn't seem like it, seeing how you act, understandable

charles_leclerc oh chérie, what is your brother up to?

yourusername he's up to no good as usual, but if he's constantly yapping to you then you must know what he's up to

charles_leclerc i'm more surprised that you agreed to this?

yourusername he threatened to throw me back to university for a master's degree this time FFS

charles_leclerc well, if it's a master's degree or a date... understandable

yourusername control him please, i can't be the victim of his antics no more

pierregasly he said he had fun!!!

pierregasly now go on another date with him 🫣

yourusername ???? what is actually wrong with you

pierregasly you're acting like you didn't have fun, you even posted it for the whole family to see

yourusername get off my back pierre, my account my rules

pierregasly yeah you constantly yapping to your 20 followers which half are our family members

yourusername i'm blocking you next

pierregasly try me bitch

yourusername oh i will, you are no longer welcome in my account, get out

yourusername uploaded a new story

[he's taking me somewhere... i hope i come out alive 😀]

pierregasly replied to your story

oh my gosh, is this progress?

apparently he's in milan, and now we're on the coast so... i guess

wym he's in milan?

he's here?

he's with me atm but yeah

i saw him earlier and he asked if i was free

did he say ask about me?

sorry pierre 😐

non no, it's fine

i'm a bit sad he didn't contact me but i'm glad you're together

francisca.cgomes replied to your story

a boat date 🥰

it's not a date...

we're just hanging out

uh huh... cool

that's it?

wym?

that's it? you're just letting me off the hook like that? no teasing about being yuki's future lover or smth?

you want me to tease you about it?

non, not really i was just thinking about it

you're thinking about being yuki's future lover?

shut up kika, you know i didn't mean it that way

yeah yeah, sure 😏

you're absolutely telling this to pierre huh?

you know, i'm on your side for this one

your secret's safe with me 😉

what secret?

oh yn, for someone older than me you're a bit out of it but it's okay you'll get it one day 😊

get what?

kika?

what are you talking about?

yukitsunoda511 replied to your story

wow, you don't trust me one bit

i thought we had something going on

yeah right, shut up yuki

am i your boyfriend?

🥺🥹😭

yes

good girl 😊

yourusername uploaded a new story

[it's him again... annoying asf]

yukitsunoda0511 replied to your story

why would you lie to your audience like that?

because it's way more fun this way

duh???

everyday i'm reminded that you are pierre's sister when you pull shit like this

excuse me?

are you calling my soft launching methods shit 😕

i'm just kidding

you totally aren't

you're right, i am not

it's just i didn't think he'd be that dense about it

i'm sure i told him we were dating

he's forgetful like that

don't start talking, you didn't even tell him about us

i did!

uh huh....

well, it's funny to me because look, he's so desperately trying to get us together because we're so perfect for each other (ikr) and if he would've just listened like a year ago he would've known about us already

i mean, even alex knows what's up and she's seen us like twice already

alex has seen us a couple of times, even kika but pierre...

he'll figure it out, it's like he's been waiting so long for us to date, i don't know when he'll realize it

let's pray for him

praying for pierre 🙏

yourusername

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yourusername road trip with 💋 + we met alex on her field trip, it's a win 😊

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alexandrasaintmleux it's nice to see you two ❤️ have fun on your road trip

yourusername ahhhh thank you, we'll see you soonest 😠

charles_leclerc come visit us next time ^^

pierregasly are you in monaco? hello? who is that person 🤨 where are you going? you said to update me? where are my updates?

yourusername i told you where we're going dumbass, check your messages be for fucking real

pierregasly oh you did send me updates

yourusername 🙄

pierregasly OWAH? YUKI IN THE LIKES? liked by yukitsunoda0511!!!!! we're winning today

yourusername what is actually wrong with you?

yourusername

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yourusername milan. my man.

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pierregasly can't believe i'm finding out through an instagram post and not IRL, fake sister 👎

yourusername is it our fault if you didn't listen?

pierregasly i was already shipping you in my head with yuki, i thought of it first

yourusername okay and? doesn't change the fact that we've been mentioning it for a long time already

yukitsunoda0511 i mean yn is right, i did tell you as well

pierregasly okay everyone is ganging up on pierre for not knowing blah blah blah

francisca.cgomes i mean babe, you are the only one who didn't catch up

alexandrasaintmleux it was clear as daylight, they're not only dating but they're clearly fucking you're so dumb in your own delusions to see

pierregasly okay wow, i'm going to ignore the last few texts but first it was my sister, next my teammate, then my girlfriend, next my friend's girlfriend okay charles i know you're with me here buddy defend me please 🙏

charles_leclerc do you want me to add more salt to the wound? because i agree with all of them...

yourusername see? this didn't just happen out of nowhere, it was already happening and you were just too invested to see the truth

yukitsunoda0511 i look good there, next time i'm posting 😊

yourusername noooo i want to gatekeep you 😠 no no non

yukitsunoda0511 okay, whatever you say goes 🫡

yukitsunoda0511 can i soft launch?

yourusername yes 🥰

[autistic-fuckwad]

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[yeaimsafiya]

EUPHORIA

CHAPTER ONE* back from rehab extended

SYPNOSIS the beginning of a teenage girl named y/n who is fresh out of rehab but doesn't intend to stay clean.

FROM THE WRITER I'M SORRY GUYS!! Yes I know I was supposed to post this part FOUR FLIPPING MONTHS AGO but I got so busy with school that I forgot that I was supposed to upload (and also took a break bc school is fckin tiring). BUT ITS HERE, THE FULL CHAPTER! This chapter has most of the first half from last time but if you don't want to re-read it, please skip to the third cut of this one. I Love you guys so much and I'll have most of my chapters out when I can this and next month- Love you all, Sapiyah <3

WARNINGS Lots of unnecessary writing, female! reader, VERY LONG CHAPTER, mentions of drugs and drinking, strong sexual content, nudity, violence, adult content, adult language, scenes might be uncomfortable for some, some scenes might include mentions of mental illness'

SERIES EUPHORIA

CHARACTERS INCLUDED members of the bakusquad & dekusquad, big three(?), some characters of class 1A

NOTES MDNI! Ageless blogs will be either blocked or removed

Readers discretion is advised

Suddenly, the whole world goes dark and nothing else matters except for the person standing in front of you.

i. <3

You were once happy. Content.

Sloshing and swimming around your own private, primordial pool; Then one day, for reasons beyond your control, you were continuously and repeatedly crushed...

Over..and over.. again by the cervix of your mother, M/n.

You put up a good fight, but eventually lost, for the first time, but not the last.

You were born 3 days after 9/11, your mother and father spent two days in the hospital, holding you under the soft glow of the television, watching those towers fall over and over again, until the feeling of grief gave away to numbness.

And then, without warning, a middle-class childhood in the American suburbs.

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You were sitting at the dinner table with your mother, M/n, and Father, F/n. But it appeared something else had gotten your attention, a set of numerous lights above the dinner table, in which you wanted to count.

"Thirteen, Fourteen, Fifteen, Sixteen, Seventeen.."

" What are you looking at y/n?"

"..."

"What are you doing? ..Y-y/n look at me."

"One, two, three, .."

"What are you doing Y/n?"

*cries*

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"Id say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder..."

Its not like you were physically abused..

"...attention deficit disorder..."

..Or had some type of clean water storage..

"..general anxiety disorder.."

..Or was molested by a family member.

"..and possibly bipolar disorder. But she's a little bit too young to tell."

So, explain this shit to me.

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"Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired; Plenty of great, intelligent, funny, interesting and creative people have struggled with the same things you struggle with."

"Like who?"

"Vincent Van Gogh, Sylvia Plath, and even Brittney Spears, your favorite!"

You haven't remembered much from the ages of eight to twelve. Just that the world moved fast, and your mind moved slow.

"Does anyone have an idea of what a perception might be?"

And every now and then, if you focused on the way you breathed...

You'd die.

"Slow down, just breathe"

Until every second of the day, you'd find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety.

"What's wrong Y/n?"

..And quite frankly..

"I'm just fucking exhausted"

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Coming down to the kitchen, you could hear the small talk between your mother and younger sister, S/N.

"You said the doctor was in our network. How can he suddenly be out of network?"

"I can't afford it."

"Did you see that video of the girl who got acid thrown at her face?"

"What? No.."

"It's pretty fucked up.."

"Mom do you know where the tampons are?"

"In my bathroom, right under the sink."

And at one point, you'd make a choice of who you are and what you want.

"Alright s/n, let's go"

"Why do the co-payments cost $300?"

"Y/n did you eat breakfast?"

".."

"What's with the glasses?"

"What glasses?"

You just happened to show up one day, without a map or a compass..

"Attention students, we need to lockdown."

..Or to be honest, anyone capable of giving on iota of good fucking advice.

And I know it all seems sad but guess what? You did not build this system up, nor fuck it up yourself.

But then it happens. That moment where your breath starts to slow. And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have.

Then everything stops: Your heart, your lungs, then finally, your brain. And everything you feel, you wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks.

And then suddenly... you give it air again, give it life again.

You remember the first time it happened, where you were so scared you wanted to call 911. Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. But you didn't want to look like an idiot, and you didn't want to fuck up everyone else's night.

And now overtime, that's all you've wanted.. those two seconds of nothingness.

ii. <3

You spent a good portion of summer before junior year in rehab. God granted you the serenity to accept things you cannot change, the courage to change the things you can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

"Y/N," your sister yelled from afar, greeting you after your long leave. You smiled, and whilst running up to her, tried to continue the conversation with your younger sibling.

"Hey, Come here!"

"How are you?"

"Good, I missed you."

"I missed you too."

"Look at you, are you growing?"

"No."

Looking over, you see your mother standing by your family car.

"Hey," you yelled out to her, only to receive a small smile from her.

And with that. you knew it was your time to go.

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"I'm very happy for you Y/n. You're about to start a brand-new chapter," Your mother says while driving you and your sister to school. You looked at her with a smile, then turned your attention back to the car window.

You had no intentions of staying clean. And yet, Jirou just moved into town.

"There's some new girl in town that I think you'll be friends with," Shoto said, with you standing beside him in his store.

"Who?"

"Shit, I don't know. She came in looking all punk rock and shit; So I'm thinking to myself, like, 'look like somebody Y/n would be friends with'."

Which was sort of a dead-on observation for Shoto, who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet earth.

"So how long have you been back?" He asked.

"About five days."

"And how are you feeling?"

"I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, things have been, like, really good."

"Word? That's what's up," You chuckled at his snarky remark, giving him a small smile.

"I'm fucking with you," you said whilst laughing, "It was a joke."

"Shit, hey, I don't judge," he defended, hands raising to just above his chest.

"But for real, is Deku in the back?"

"Are you serious?" Shoto questioned, seeming very disappointed in you.

"What, you think cause' I went to rehab I stayed clean?"

"I mean, ain't that the point?" he asks.

"Yeah, well, the world is coming to an end, and I haven't even graduated high school yet."

You gave Shoto one more smile before going to Deku, whilst Shoto stared at you the entire way there; There was a hint of sadness in his eyes, but since you were too busy looking for Deku, you didn't see.

You opened one of the doors of the refrigerators, leading you right to him with a bowl of fruit loops,"I thought your ass was dead," he said one he saw your appearance.

"And I thought you had Asperger's till I realized your just a prick," you barked back.

"This a fickle industry, y'all come and go. I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage," he said while pulling out a bunch of plastic bags out of a microwave.

"So what the fuck do you want?" You gave him a knowing look before he handed you needed.

"You sure you don't want to try something new?" He asks you.

"Like what?"

"2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, and 5-MeO-DIPT."

"I'm sorry I have no fucking idea of what you just said."

"It doesn't matter," he stated, "but this shit, is fucking lit."

"What is it?"

"N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. It's a fast-acting psychedelic."

Got some similarities to LSD, but with, like, key differences. Not as visual as shit, but definitely a sense distorter.

"What's wrong?" That same dark purple hair girl questioned.

"I'm just so happy," you responded back.

"I don't know, this shits been going off in Tampa, and mad people like to fuck with this," Deku continued on with his descriptions with the drug.

"Okay. Yeah, why not."

"That'll be 120."

"Oh uh, Shoto said he'd spot me."

"Shoto doesn't spot nobody."

"Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, so you should ask him."

"And I will go ask him, cause' I know your full of shit."

Those were the last words he said before you walked out. Those were the last words you heard before you saw the same two boys in their freshman year.

Bakugo and Kirishima.

iii. <3

In truth, you really didn't have a problem with Bakugo, but that was before all the bullshit with Jirou. I mean you never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, he tried fingering you on the dance floor without your consent. But like... This was Japan. And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party...

"Yo, I'd do it for Y/n! Haha!"

..Of course you'd fucking go.

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"Yo, the whole world's gonna be talking about how Kirishima threw the grimmest banger of the summer," The blonde had said, driving in the front seat.

"I don't know bro. You know my mom's a real OCD. She sees one little scratch on the wall, the dishes are out of order-" His red-haired friend said before being interrupted.

"We'll just take a picture of everything. We'll put it back the way we found it."

"The fuck is this? Mission Impossible?" The red-haired asked.

"Could you please stop fucking worrying about your mom? You need to be worrying about all the pussy that we're gonna smash tonight."

"No, no, no, nonono, isn't Ochako coming tonight?"

"Who cares, I'on give a fuck. She's the one who broke up with me in the first place; So fuck her."

"See, no, 'cause she's crazy bakubro. I don't need her coming here and burning my house down."

"Shut the fuck up you red-haired bitch," he snarled back.

"See this is exactly what I've been talking about. Right here," the blonde haired said at the sight of the purple haired girl riding her bike, headphones in her ears; Jirou.

"Bro, don't do anything stupid. Come on let's just go" Kirishima protested, he was not with the blondes idea. But the blonde ignored him as per usual.

"Yo what up B! How about you come and ride this dick?" He yelled at the indigo haired girl, in which she raised the finger back at him.

He laughed at her as she fell from her wobbly bike, slashing her knee onto the pavement; While the red-haired sat and stared.

"What the fuck bro?!" Kirishima replied, concerned as to why his own best friend would do that but cmon, lets be real, it was Bakugo.. he didn't care.

"Whoops."

Jirou moved from the city to the suburbs right wafter her mom and dad had gotten a divorce. She doesn't really like to talk about it, but dads almost never get full custody, so you know some shit had definitely went down.

She went to about three weeks of summer school with Tsuyu, who failed Intro to Visual Arts.

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"Guys, do you think my areolas look weird?" The pink haired known as Mina asked, right out of the blue.

"No, they look fine to me kero," Tsu replied back; confused as to why she would ask a question like that.

"But like on the edges though.."

"Mina, they're fine."  

"Okay; fine like they look strange or fine like nobody's going to notice them?"

"Fine like shut the fuck up Mina; You're over-exaggerating ," A black haired girl known as Momo had said from the bathroom, annoyed by the brunette's self-degradation.

"Disgusting, I look absolutely disgusting."

"Mina, you need to snap the fuck out of your delusions, your hot as fuck! Bakugo's just a big ass loser who cares?" Tsu argued back.

"He's not just a 'loser'. He's a dick."

"All dicks are losers, obviously."

"Look, besides that, y'all need to walk into this party like your pussy costs a million dollars," the black haired shouted from the bathroom.

"Real, I'd settle for like, at least fifty grand."

"Fifty grand is a million dollars Mina."

"I could settle for, like, four Corona Lights and some non-rapey affection."

"That's sounds depressing."

"Either way, Bakugo's just totally ruined my confidence. I thought he was different but he's just one of those people who are constantly criticizing everything about you."

"Yep. That's about almost every guy."

"Honestly, you just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles."

"Girl, you just need to catch a dick."

"Seriously, Uraraka, the best thing to do after a recent breakup is to fuck someone completely new, and then move on."

"Please, Momo, remind me again how many guys you've fucked before? And yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count.?"

"Tsu, could you not be a fucking cunt for like, 15 seconds?"

"Hey Mina?" Her father questioned, walking in with no knowledge of the situation in front of him; causing a reaction out of her.

"Dad, stop being a damn pervert! We're literally, like, all naked in here!"

And with that response, her dad had left without a sound.

iiii. <3

"Y/n, where the hell have you been?" Your mother asked, upset and concerned.

"I just went out to eat, nothing else," You lied

"What the hell do you mean, 'you went to eat'?" She questioned.

"What?" You questioned back whilst walking away to calm the situation. However, your mom wasn't going to till she had her answer.

"What?! Don't you walk away from me." She yelled whilst continuing to follow you. And if you'd look close enough, you could visibly see that she was pissed by the way her face heated up.

"You know what, Y/n? I don't even think I can trust you anymore at this point."

"Mom, I don't know what you want me to say."

"I want you to tell me where you were."

"I just said I went to fucking eat!"

"Don't you talk to me like that! You know what? I'm gonna drug test you." She said, but in response, you had slammed the door to your room out of anger and frustration.

"Don't be slamming no doors around here."

"It was an accident."

"I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test."

"I just peed!" You shouted, slamming another door in the house.

"Slam another door."

"That girl's gonna be the death of me."

Now see, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. The first is simple. Just stop doing drugs. But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, there are some others.

Option one: niacin. It's a B vitamin that, like, breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, then chug a few gallons of water, you can flush your system in two to three days. The only problem is, it has a few side effects. Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the internet.

Option 2: synthetic urine.. Yeah, fucking right

Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. The only problem is... ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits come with a heat-sensor strip that detects the temperature of your urine. And if your parents watch you pee, you can't really do the sink trick. So you gotta get it fresh.

"Hey, Rue."

"Hey, I... I need a favor."

"What?"

"I... like for real, Uraraka."

"What?"

"Side effects of this option?"

"Are you serious?"

"Please. Thanks."

"Hey, Rue. How was rehab?" The brunettes mother questioned, sitting on the couch whilst smoking a cigarette.

To be completely honest, it was Shit. But you obviously weren't gonna tell them that were you?

"It was good. It was really good," you lied.

"Well, that's good. How long have you been back?"

"Five days."

"Oh. New chapter then, isn't that great!"

"Mom."

"Hmm?"

You and Uraraka have known each other since pre-school. And like, in some ways she's your best friend, even though you think you've grown apart. You don't really have much in common anymore.

"Did you meet any cute guys there?" Her mother kept asking while you were talking to her.

"Here's that eyeliner."

"Thanks."

"Mom, I have to pee!" You yelled as she entered the bathroom, watching you before her very eyes.

"I wish we could do this in a way that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy."

"Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose."

"That was a mistake."

"Don't be flip, Y/n."

"Could you... Thank you."

You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment a mother could witness. And S/n... ,S/n who absolutely idolizes you...

"Listen, I know Mom.."

"To have her find you unconscious..."

"Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom?"

Rue?

Rue.

Rue..?

I know a lot of people probably hate it right now, and you probably get it. If you could be a different person, I promise that you would. Not because you specifically want to, but because they do. And therein lies the catch.

"I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier."

"It's okay. I forgive you. Come here," she said, embracing you in a 3 minute hug; almost as if she was going to lose you to somebody.

"Hey, Mom?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I spend the night at Uraraka's?"

"Yeah, that's fine."

"Thanks."

"..Yeah."

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Do not steal, use or re-upload my work without given my permission or consent. If so, you will either be blocked and/or removed.

[wildpeachfarm]

See the thing is with streaming its going to die regardless, yes companies handing out less contracts is killing it further but its already dying at a fast rate? I'm not a stream hater either btw I really enjoy them but like. For example. 2020, 2021? When school was remote and I only ever worked mornings because of covid hours? I was clocked into that Philza 8hr stream DAILY. I was scheduling my classes around those streams so I could do homework while listening/watching. Went as far as to use my monthly speaking privilge to ask Phil what date British Daylight Savings began so I could keep my schedule clear. The second everything was no longer remote, and store hours went back to normal, I maybe caught 2, 3, maybe 4 streams in that year before I decided enough was enough about QSMP and I LOVE hardcore content.

From a company standpoint I can see why YT may not be interested in handing out streamer contracts anymore. Like Dreamie and a few others they're recognizing the Covid Number Boom is over- but unlike Dreamie, because theyre a corporation, they can't just "stick it out" and "recelebrate milestones". They have a "bottom line" to protect and they're not getting that same sweet sweet ad revenue from streams because of decreased viewer counts. Esp bc people don't just go back and watch vods unless there's a REAAAALLY good reason to. So no ad viewership there either. They're going to go back to relying on videos (and unfortunately probably shorts as well, I hate the tiktok-ification of every socmed site) to keep their ad revenue up, especially with the battle of ad blockers. I see more ad and monitization deals being handed out.

With streams (bc vod watching is lowkey practically nonexistant) not being in high demand bc of time constraints (happening while busy, timezones issues) the demands for videos will be higher as videos are ALWAYS readily available. Someone uploads at midnight your timezone? I mean it'll be there when you wake up, you won't have "missed" anything like you would have a livestream. Get a video schedule set out and you're GOLDEN- the first thing I do when I get home from work is check if a handful of youtubers have uploaded to put on to watch. If not, I rewatch some of my fav vids.

Also psychologically I actually think this is for the better of all CCs as a whole. Streaming, esp for some of the hourly requirements some of these ppl either HAVE to hit to get paid or WILLINGLY put themselves through (Tubbo) you have to wear your persona the ENTIRE time. You have to make sure you don't slip up that ENTIRE time. You have to be entertaining the ENTIRE time. You have to filter yourself because it's all live. To me this just sounds like what I do on a daily basis masking my audHD and that shit is so tiring and it's why I could NEVER be a streamer. If you're recording videos you can control what goes out. You don't have to wear whatever persona you decide to put on for 8hrs for a stream, you can record 3 hours of footage and then be done for the day, and that can either be one video or multiple depending on a lot of factors. Accidentally say your mom's name? Cut the clip. Bit isn't funny? Cut the clip. They will still have to actively filter themselves yes but for a much less amount of time. In the end CCs will have a lot more mind power that they're not using up to take care of themselves. I genuinely think it's psychologically better for them all.

It's unfortunate that the streaming industry is going to collapse this way. But also seeing how the communities heavily affected by streaming are more drama filled than communities w/o streaming, I'm lowkey hoping it's for the best. Pulling the plug like this imo is a mercy kill.

And now I'm gonna wash my mouth out for all that corporate speak I just used. Sorry for the manifesto. And if someone wants to put this manifesto on reddit idc just crop/block any usernames IG

I appreciate the essay-andy-ing these are interesting thoughts! I don't think the streaming scene will collapse entirely but I do think that it will become more advantageous to be a youtuber because people have found that to be the most consistent for many years as a CC rather than streams which require a lot of additional things (like you mentioned)

And I feel like we are seeing quite a few people say they're going to prioritize youtube more in the future which seems to be the beginning of that transition

I am curious if twitch will ever try to keep certain big-viewer streamers on the platform with 'kick-style' ($$$$) contracts.

[infernalodie]

𝐈𝐬 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐄𝐥𝐬𝐞 || 𝐋𝐞𝐱𝐢 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝

“𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵“

Pairing: Lexi Howard x Male!reader

ilomilo series

Summary: Did I ever say that you’re unpredictable?

(gif used is not mine)

Warnings: Angst

Words: 969

I wasn’t much of an optimist before. Really, I was just in the background of some rather sleazy drama flic that was beyond human comprehension or believability. And realistically, I preferred being the side character or extra. Helped me blend in and just be another face no one would ever think about again.

And that was a helpful trait with keeping “updated” on your life. Before work, you would go to the coffee shop down the street. Talk to the waitress, someone you must know from the daily schedule you’ve made before walking back and taking over for one of your coworkers. From there, on breaks, you just take a small walk two blocks and visit a comic book store whilst the old lady who owns the store covers for you.

From what I could tell, you preferred DC over Marvel. But just a quick Instagram search and I’m available to all the little bits about you. A music enthusiast, a comic geek, and a movie critic. None of the posts have a caption to capture what you were feeling when uploading them. But I can quickly tell that most kids in East Highland don’t have the same likings as you. Comments on these posts come from followers that do though, and they must be enough for you to say ‘fuck you’ to the rest of the world and post what you want.

And I know we have a date at 8 PM, but I just needed to see you. Can you blame me though? It’s important that I learn these things so we can talk and naturally get to know one another. This is fine. I’m taking things slower than I had in the past. I want this to be special compared to what it was like with Fez. You are special. You are different. And you are beautifully sweet with Maddy-

Wait. What the fuck?

What the hell is she doing at your work?

I know for damn sure that she is heavy into music like you or I, so why is she here, Y/n? From what I can see, you don’t seem all too impressed with her being our space as well. Brows furrowed and eyes narrowed in a glare as she spoke sweet nothings. It was despicable honestly. If I didn’t know any better, I would think that she’s just being friendly. But I know my friend and I know that in the time of her dating your brother, you two got to know one another. Now, on and off you two would talk, but she never went out of her way to show up at your work. So, what’s the change of heart?

Maddy moved around the counter, lips twisted in a smile that rivalled your unimpressed deadpan that looked incredibly attractive. “C’mon, Y/n. How long have we been at this?” Maddy inquired, stopping when she stood by your side. “We can just sneak into the office. Get a quick fuck in.” She closed the space, lips pressing to the edge of your jaw. “You are so much bigger than your brother.”

Listen, I have no problems with Maddy. Did she pull some stupid shit sometimes? Abso-fucking-lutely. Has she had a rough go when it came to your brother? Yes. But she is delusional. The whole argument she had with your brother in the hot tub is a testament to that and I think you know that as well.

So, what the fuck is her play here?”

“Maddy, it’s not a good idea,” you protested. “I’m not afraid to say that I am scared of Nate. I know what he’s done to you and Jules. Have you ever thought of what he might do to me if he found out we’ve been fucking?”

A groan fell from the girl’s lips. “He’s not going to find out, Y/n. I have no reason to tell him shit,” Maddy sighed, lips twisting in a grin. “C’mon. It’ll be fun. I’ll let you be rough.” With her hands finding yours, she began to pull and guide you, and you allowed it.

God, seeing her this dick whipped over you was insulting. Well, maybe not for you but you aren’t a guy to just throw yourself around. You were quiet, reserved, charismatic, and goddamn adorable when you didn’t mean to be.

This isn’t you. You aren’t the type to just give up on your job just to go get laid. This didn’t make any fucking sense. And even if I move down the sidewalk and try to get a better angle, I can’t see jackshit inside that office. Not to mention the sun glare coming right back at me.

I’m too exposed out here. If I can’t see you, that means I don’t know if you’ve noticed me or not. But this just means I have reasoning for Maddy’s clinginess to you. A manipulative, selfish, stupid bitch. I won’t let her do this to us. I won’t let her get between us right when I finally enter your life. I just have to figure out what I am going to do next, and I don’t yet have the faintest clue as to what that may be.

But what I do know is that this sharing shit isn’t going to work. If it be with someone more competent and maybe shared the same love I have for you, then this would be different. Because maybe I could love someone just as much as I love you. Except, this is reality and I won’t be doing any 60/40 bullshit. You are meant for me. We are meant for one another and Maddy is forcing herself into the perfect frame we are making together.

And somehow, I’m going to need to get her the fuck out of it.

[nayialovecat]

The Ink Demonth 2023 - Day 26. Demon

Day 26. Demon Crossover: The Owl House You're wrong, Luz. This is Earth. Just a very, very strange and specific piece of Earth. Yes, this is the exit door from BATIM. Now you know why there was such a strange light coming from them X"D

It was even fun to draw, although I was very hesitant to do it, which became even more intense just before colouring (which I will tell you about in a moment). The premise was that Luz opened a portal to the Workshop during her attempts to recreate the Portal Doors - this is the period in which King was searching for his father (and didn't know who he was). By the way, this also explains how Bendy managed to get out of the Studio, breaking the curse, and went on his tour around the multiverse :D

And now it will be less fun. I've had a really bad panic attack and anxiety in the last twenty-four hours - and for a while I didn't want to post anything else. Never. And it all started with a short exchange of comments under picture Day 23. Contraband on dA (screenshot here). It doesn't seem like anything (I tried to make it a joke, but then they blocked me), but I checked this person's account and discovered that they were publishing other people's works there (mainly from Twitter and Pinteres). I don't know if it was with their consent, but it seems to me that if they have consent to it, they should still include information about the original author of the work in the description of the image (I'm not even saying that it would be perfect to provide a link to the original work), and this is not the case does. If it weren't for the fact that some of the works have watermarks or signatures of the original authors, you might think that the guy draws themself - nowhere does they state that this is the case, but they comments on the pictures as if they were their author. Plus as I said earlier, they blocked me before i could ask about these (probably stolen) arts. Why did it make me anxious and paranoid? Well, 'cause I am very, very afraid of my works being stolen. I'm not very popular, so there's little chance of this happening - and I usually don't remember such things happening. Sometimes I feel anxiety when I find my arts on Pinterest or strange websites with pictures - I didn't give permission for that. This person, however, reminded me of it with their indignation that how do I have the right not to have a picture of Owl House when the search engine returned it as Owl House. As I say, I was ready to give up further work not only on Ink Demonth (especially since, as you can see, this entry is about Owl House, on which that person clearly has an unhealthy fixation), but also any work that I had post on dA or tumblr. I blocked them on dA, but cannot block myself for them in the whole internet, right? First of all, my paranoia resulted in me blocking the visibility of my tumblr for people who are not logged in, I'm also trying to do something like that for dA, but I don't think it's possible. I don't know where I'll end up with my paranoia - but my friends have made a lot of effort to convince me that everything is ok. Finally, I decided to post this picture and I'll probably upload other Ink Demonth entries at last. I hope I won't regret it :c But I'm afraid and I don't know if after finishing the Ink Demonth challenge I won't give up (for some time or forever) publishing my drawings on the Internet. I wanted you to know. It's bad. My anxiety doesn't necessarily make sense - but it has huge consequences.

My paranoia brought another bad thing. Although I really liked the show The Owl House and was looking forward to the translation and dubbing of the next season in my country (the one that takes place on Earth) - I'm not waiting for it anymore. To be honest, I'm sick of it and feel anxious just looking at the characters of the show. Here look, how can a bad fandom ruin even the coolest thing :/ Someone will say that I am exaggerating. YES I KNOW. But that's how my fucked up, full of illnes mind works and I have no influence on it.

I didn't want such a monologue under this art. I wanted to write here which characters I like and who I'm shipping with whom - but right now... well. No. Sorry.

I just want to have the joy of creating again…

Bendy and the Ink Machine (c) Joey Drew Studios Inc. The Owl House (c) Dana Terrace Sammy and the Ink Machine (c) Nayia Lovecat

[sebfreak]

okay that´s it!

because i saw somebody reposted my gifs i will change my notes on my blog. you fault for not being respectful but tbh i only waited for this day.

it can´t be that you only like my gifs and then you repost my gifs instead of reblogging. it´s not like a sweet candy bar where you can pick your gifs and repost them. the only time you are allowed to repost my gifs is when you ask and put a credit under this post (i mean the post you are posting). btw if you ignore this post and think: hah this dumb little idiot will never find out.

then be pretty sure i will call you out and block you.

also from now on i will put a name on all my gifs fuck all reposter!!!!!!

i´m a very nice person but only until a specific moment. i am very relaxed when people ask me: "hey can i repost it and i will credit you!" i will always say yes. I´m not relaxed when people just pick my posts and use it for their own agenda because they feel like it. it´s time you all learn some respect towards people who create stuff and share it. sharing doesn´t mean reposting!!!!!!

why is it so difficult for you all to understand it?

now I´ve added it into my notes that you shouldn´t repost my gifs without permission and you have to credit it but you have to scroll down because i don´t wanna ruin my uhm... quote there. but it is written there and if you ignore it well you see what happens.

also what does reposting means. i think we should start from there.

reposting means: save a fanart or gif or other creation you like on your pc or smartphone -> upload it again on any other social media site without asking the creator (tumblr, twitter, facebook etc.) -> don´t mention the name of the creator/maker whatever

reposting isn´t: seeing a fanart or some other creation -> liking it and reblogging it (the arrows that are in circles here on tumblr) because you wanna share it on your blog so other people can see it!!!!

reposting isn´t also: if you write a post on tumblr -> you want to make it better with a gif -> you go onto the search bar and search for a gif -> you post one (because the name of the creator is directly under the gif and everybody can see who made it)

screenshots are not mentioned because i just simply made them while watching gintama, i didn´t edit them. so if you are person who is lazy as fuck and you only wanna repost gintama screenshot my gosh then do it. i know i´ve made them and i´m smart enough to not claim pics i never edited. this whole thing is only meant for gifs and gifs alone. i´ve edited them. sharpenng, coloring etc. and it needs time. ALSO (i hate it i have to write every little fucking detail because people try to find a little hole in all this so they can say: well you didn´t specifical say this blahblahblha) alsooooo... this counts for all of my gifs. my gifs won´t be only tagged in the future with sebfreaks gif they also have a name on it. but old gifs aren´t free to repost. reblog them if you like them or ask me and credit me.

if you ever see that I´m gonna like your post although you´ve credited me, then don´t be scared. it´s just i saw it and appreciated it. <3

new add: i will block empty blogs but also blogs which are led by people who only like and don´t reblog. oh and blogs which are abandoned but people are online for only liking. i don´t wanna have your attitude here. oh and i will block these kind of people when they follow me.

[imabeautifulbutterfly]

The Gym Membership - Part 19 (Crosshair)

Summary: Crosshair thinks back to the reason he visits the hospital.

A/N: Hello lovelies,

Another part to Crosshair's story. I always want to let you guys know I will begin uploading the second story to the Razor Crest Ranch at the end of the month, I know I said four weeks. But I'm sorry, things got a little hectic lately.

Love oo.

Italics - flashback

Warnings: Anger, angst, mentions of medical procedures, coma, blaming someone for another's injury, grief, crying, fear, mentions of being shot at, kidnapped and blown up, I think that's it, if I miss anything please let me know.

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“I thought you only came here Wednesdays and Sundays” Crosshair stated as he tried to ignore the woman beside him, when she didn’t answer his question. 

His voice grated on my nerves, I did my best to ignore him. Ever since he stepped into my sister’s life, he’d become an annoying presence. Having him sit beside me, with his ridiculous long legs stretched out in front of him, his lanky arms crossed and his breathing … ugh! How could a man be so infuriating? 

Crosshair shifted in his seat doing his best to ignore the woman beside him, he never liked her. She didn’t exactly leave the best impression, when he first met her. Granted, the situation was tenuous, their emotions were all over the place, and they both were extremely sensitive after the loss of sleep. Didn't help that he was already freaking out about Avery, the last thing he needed was her sister asking a million and one questions for which he didn't have answers. 

The noise on the tarmac, the orders being shouted out among the ground crew were all drowned out, as she walked up to Crosshair, anger clearly prevalent in her face at seeing him standing there.

“Your Crosshair?” She didn’t bother introducing herself, she just wanted answers. 

“Yes, ma’am”

Her fist clenched by her side, as she poked him in the chest, “Explain! Explain to me how you made it back under your own power? While my sister has to be carried out on a stretcher.” 

The woman whose face was tear stained, was standing her ground blocking his way as she stood watching the stretcher being loaded on to the ambulance from the aircraft. Cross wanted to say a whole lot, he wanted to tell her she wasn’t the only one in pain, that for now her sister was alive; but nothing came out of his mouth. He couldn’t even tell her why he was allowed to be by her sister’s side. No matter how hard he tried to open his mouth, it refused to listen to him. 

She wiped her face as she moved closer to the ambulance, her anger growing with each step she took. She turned to look at him, “Why are you even here? Just to make sure you can hand over your responsibility? Don’t worry, I’ve got her. You can go back and do whatever the hell you do.” She shook her head as she looked at him, “Avery would rave on and on about you, and I don’t understand…. I don’t understand how you … why are you here? Why isn’t she here standing where you are!”

Before Cross could answer, one of the medics walked over to the two of them, “Excuse me, Captain Crosshair, ma’am” he tipped his head towards the two of them, “Your wife is all set, Captain. They’ll be taking her straight to the Army Hospital, sir.”

“Thanks. We’ll be on our way.”

Her eyes widened as she looked back at him, “I’m sorry” she pointed to the medic “Did… did he just …” She took a deep shaky breath, “Did he just call her, your wife?”

Crosshair didn’t respond, Avery had wanted to tell her sister first, and he wasn’t going to rob her of that joy. Even if she was in a coma right now, when she woke up she was going to be excited to tell her sister everything. 

The anger and frustration building within her was clearly evident, it was like a volcano getting ready to erupt. She was done. Done with the lack of information she received from the Army. Done with the man who apparently had married her sister. She ran her hand through her hair letting out a frustrated choked sob.

“Fine. Don’t answer, but once Avery’s settled and we know what’s going on, you and I are going to sit and you’re going to tell me exactly what happened in detail, and once that’s done, you’re going to get the hell out of her life for good. Since you stepped into her life, she’s been shot at, kidnapped, and now she’s been blown up. She was a desk clerk! An analyst for … she NEVER went into the field before you came into her life!” 

Crosshair could still remember that moment as though it was yesterday, ever since that day they never really talked to each other. There was barely any acknowledgement of existence between the two of them, they just argued with each other whenever they did attempt to talk. The only time they agreed and were somewhat civil to each other was when it came to Avery’s medical procedures. 

His eyes focused on Avery’s face, all the tubes going in and coming out of her. The breathing tube that was currently keeping her alive. The various wires connected to her heart and brain, monitoring her every second. 

Once the doctors had been able to examine Avery, they were informed, the brain injury she sustained was severe. They needed to prepare themselves with the possibility that the chances of her waking up were slim.

In fact, the only thing keeping her going for the last year was the ventilator she was currently on. He wanted to let her go the moment they put her on it, he wanted to let her be at rest, but Avery’s sister, Layla, was not willing to let her go. He understood what she was feeling, but the truth was there wasn’t a chance she could wake up now. And even if, by some miracle she did, she’d never recover. She’d never be the same Avery, he got to know and love. Looking at her sleeping form, coming here week after week knowing there was nothing he could do for his wife was torturous. He had to admit however, he admired Layla’s determination and having faith Avery would wake up and come back to them. 

“Do you think she’ll ever wake up?”

Cross looked over to Layla, shocked by the fact she was actually speaking to him, but for the first time in years, there was doubt in her voice. Yet, he couldn’t actually acknowledge her question outright, “Oh, you’re speaking to me now?”

I put my book down on my lap, resisting the biggest eye roll I wanted to give him. How could he just irritate me so easily? I let out a sigh, as I turned and looked at him.

“Crosshair, could you please just answer the question, do you honestly think she’ll ever wake up?”

Crosshair turned in his chair, focusing on Layla’s face, he hadn’t noticed before, mainly because he avoided looking at her. But now that he was, he observed how puffy and slightly red her eyes were, the tip of her nose was flushed as well, like she’d been crying for a while. His eyes narrowed as he took in her form, her hand was clenched against her knee. Her face looked paler than usual. 

“Layla, what happened?”

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[a-tale-never-told]

Important annoucement!

//*Sighs* I didn't want to do this again, but with the state that I'm in, I feel as If I have to at this point.//

//Greetings amazing readers, Mod Sam here. As you can obviously tell by the thumbnail, this is a very important announcement that I have to make. Because I have been thinking this over and I feel like I can't do this to my health anymore.//

//Currently, I'm on a downward spiral of constant paranoia about how I'm treating the blog in general and insecurities about my writing. I had a conversation with Mod Freeze earlier this morning in the DMs about my concerns about doing the ask blog thing and feeling like I killed the story by doing the ask block in the first place. Obviously, this is incorrect as I've received multiple asks this morning about the last story chapter I just uploaded, which eased some of the tension in my head.//

//But at the same time, I feel terrible that I even decided to do it in the first place, as it only just interrupted the flow of the story, and only just disappointed some anons that didn't like the ask block. To be fair, no one likes the ask block. I don't like the ask block either, which puts into question why I even did it in the first place. I just got so paranoid about this fact that I thought that the reason why people didn't send asks related to the other story posts was because of that factor.//

//And that is another significant thing I want to talk about as it's concerning to me and how I write these chapters: I got almost no asks related to the last two posts I made. The only asks that I got from the whole heartfelt moment between Hajime and Natsumi, which I worked my ass off to complete, weren't even related to the moment itself. It was instead related to an ask about fixing Hajime's car, which I answered, and I have gotten 5 asks related to that. Yes, 5 asks had nothing to do with the moment itself and instead were talking about a random ask about Kazuichi. Two of those were basically the same ask back-to-back.//

//Another thing is that I got a few asks related to the moment when Hajime and Natsumi showed up at Hajime's house and Natsumi was giving her peculiar intro. It was only three asks, Three. Obviously, I know this might not be a big deal, but it sets a big precedent about how I'm writing these chapters because I put so much effort and work into making these story chapters after school when I'm tired and I want to lay down on a bed and watch Die Hard. But to see the amount of asks I got for the last two days, and almost no likes on any of these posts sets a question: What am I doing?//

//What exactly am I doing wrong that is preventing my ability to get more asks and likes? Is it the writing? The sense of humor? The worldbuilding? Everything?! I honestly had to think clearly about what's hurting the blog, and most of these mistakes and faults can mostly be attributed to my own shortcomings as a writer. Obviously, I needed to determine a reason as to why this was the case, and I eventually found it in the form of these issues//

//First, the amount of asks and anons. I hate to bring Mod Bubbles, Poi, and Freeze into this, especially Bubbles since he's one of my good friends on this website, and considering the amount of stress and problems he's going through, which I sympathize with completely and I pray that he feels better eventually. But it's just... frustratingly hard to not feel jealous when I see an ASOOT story post or NVPM story blog post and I look at my count and think "What am I even doing?"//

// I completely understand that ASOOT and NVPM have been here far longer than I have, and had extensive time to build their blogs from small story blogs to being almost the gold standard about how to write and do a story blog, and I feel like I can do the same. It's just that even though I try my best a whole lot, I still end up getting a few likes, but obviously more asks. The ask count is truly confusing as it's extremely high on some days, only to turn out next to nothing in the following days. Compared to Bubbles and Poi, who I'm guessing are bringing in asks by the hundreds and people adore their stories a lot.//

//In fact, Mod Freeze! Mod Freeze, a relative newcomer to the Dr story blog community, and someone that I appreciate a whole lot, is pulling in more likes than I do. His most recent story post is sitting at around 12 likes. 12!. Which is significantly a far higher count than mine, almost to the point of Bubble's levels if I'm being honest. I don't quite get it to be honest with you. Mod Freeze has two arcs, compared to my one, which could explain why he's more successful than me, but at the same time, It honestly makes me look like a fool because my average like count for a post is like 4 or 5. And that's the peak of the mountain! I'm starting to lose it, I honestly cannot comprehend what's happening with my head. Like, is the writing of the New Future that good? It is according to my eyes, but do people really don't like my writing? Is that the main issue?//

//Another main issue is the tagging. Now when I tag a post or an ask, I do credit those who send me the asks by using "Anonymous" like everyone else, as well as those who don't go by anonymous, like "Hypergamming999" for example. But when I tag a post with the Danganronpa tag, I put it as "Dr2" or "Dr" like to shorten the sentences. This is incredibly awful because it's giving off the negative impression that I don't really care about the story or Danganronpa at all, which is quite the opposite, I can assure you. It just gives off a terrible look that I look bored and not motivated to do it, which I'm not. The issue is that I'm tired every day from school, and when I finish my assignments, I feel so tired and my brain can't even focus clearly when I make a post, so that's why the writing is so subpar for most of the time.//

// I looked at the tags for ASOOT, for The New Future, and for NVPM and Dr. Suvivor, and they all put the tags with proper pronunciation and how it's very much supposed to look and resemble like how a normal DR tag would look like. But then you look at my tags, and it just screams tired all over the board. ONLY NOW did I actually start putting the Danganronpa tag, but the fact that these sorts of tags have been on my posts for about a month at this point is quite embarrassing when you self-reflect. When you take this long to realize that the way you tag your posts is shitty, lazy, and unimaginative, you know that you've done something wrong as a writer.//

//Speaking of writing, we got the dialogue. I honestly am trying my damm hardest with the dialogue, and I wholeheartedly believe I do amazing when it comes to historical moments, worldbuilding, or emotional and heartfelt moments, but the rest of the dialouge is just so incredibly poor. That scene with Hajime freaking out over the atrocities of the Soviet Stalin era? What was even the point of that conversation at all?! Just to do some more worldbuilding at least? Chiaki saying that they are going to save the world, even though she doesn't know that she is going to save the world? What the fuck is this?//

//I think you get the picture here. The dialogue is so confusing that I almost believe this was done by an amateur who hasn't gotten used to writing, which is me. Sometimes the characters act like themselves, like Fuyuhiko for example. I think I nailed his personality pretty well, and he's possibly one of the characters that I think is written accurately as to how he would behave in a situation like this. Hajime is this too, especially in the serious scenes. That conversation with Natsumi about her insecurities is honestly what I think Hajime could say in a situation like this. But then you get people like Hiroshi and Keiko and even Ibuki in some instances, and they act almost completely different from their original canon selves. It feels like they're not even the same person!.//

//I haven't seen ASOOT Season 2 yet, so that's why Hiroshi and Keiko feel far different from what they would originally do and say. But then, we have Ibuki and she's been relatively calm for the most part throughout the scenes she's in, instead of the hyperactive, cheerful, energized, rockstar girl that she usually is. Not once did Ibuki act like herself in this blog, aside from a few key moments in the plot. Overall, the dialogue is inconsistent in how it's presented, and the execution varies from time to time.

//And YET another issue is the timing. I don't know how the schedule for DR story blogs works officially. Is it on Saturdays? Sundays? Mondays? Because I see most story blogs active on Monday or Wednesday! What's the schedule here, can someone please explain me? I haven't seen Poi's blog yet, so I can't compare her timing to mine, ASOOT seems to upload in the evenings, and Creeper does it in the early mornings, though he is from the UK so I can at least understand why he uploads so early since Uk time schedules are far different here in America. Freeze, I don't know exactly when he updates. I believe he updates on the weekend or whenever he has time to. But these are minuscule little issues compared to the mindboggling upload schedule I have .//

//I upload constantly Every. Single. Day one I finish school and not only does this mean that you see a post from me each day, but also stresses me out quite a lot because I come back from my classes, drained out and exhausted, and then I have to come back, do a post or an ask, and then stop and wait for said anons to come back with more asks. It is painfully exhausting and as of writing this, my arms have gone so numb that I can actually feel the numbness getting to my wrists. Obviously, the answer is to get a better schedule like I said a few weeks ago, but I have not committed to stopping where I should. And that is a mistake that I now have to learn or else I'll continue burning myself out untill I cannot handle it anymore.//

//Another reason is that I want to finish this arc early. Keep in mind that we are at the near end of October by now, and I definitely don't want this to continue into January of next year. But at the same time, my mind and brain are so drained out that I can't even focus on what I'm doing most of the time and it ends up making the posts look disappointing as a result. To have the arc end in January or even February would be incredibly embarrassing for me, as it proves that I can't even finish a single arc without taking months to complete. That's why I try to upload on a daily basis to reduce the time I have, but that has obviously not aged well, so what can I do?.//

//But the single, systematic, significant issue of this entire blog, the one problematic and complicated issue that brings this thing down is, without question, the premise. Now, it's a very interesting premise to be honest. A bunch of ragtag teenagers forms a team to fight back against the forces of pure, sinister sin on this earth that is communism and the Soviet Union, while also trying to change and bring the world out of its stagnation, both technologically, and socially, in order to lead to a better future. That sounds like a pretty amazing premise and an incredibly unique one for a story blog, that is if you ever heard or learned history before.//

//The lack of knowledge of the rest of my fanbase about history is truly what I think holds this entire story down. Obviously, it's not your fault at all, I blame the schools for not making history a mandatory thing, as it's really interesting, I just want to clarify that? But let's be honest: How many anons and story blog anons, out of everyone here know what the Soviet Union is? The Civil Rights Movement? The Cold War? Vietnam? John F Kenndey? The Aztecs? Egypt? Germany? Who here knows a single clue about history or what they're talking about?//

//I think the answer is clear, as while there are several anons that do know about history quite a bit actually, the majority don't know, and that's a massive issue. Given how so few people, especially in the Dr story blog community, know about history other than a few facts, is mindblowing. And I feel like I'm the main person to blame for not teaching you all what I'm talking about before I started the story, as to give you all a better understanding as to what the setting is and what exactly our characters are in right now. I promised all of you that I would explain the events and lore behind everything, but I haven't really done it, didn't I?//

//The fact that we are now at the point where Hajime has to deal with a Stasi agent attacking his family, despite almost everyone not even knowing what the Stasi even god damm is, is so embarrassing and astounding, I can't even fathom why I didn't do a review of this earlier. It would have been so much more easier, wouldn't it? Explantation to the audience is key, especially when it comes to things that people don't know or haven't had a clue is key, as it allows them to clearly understand what's going on, and how they can comprehend what they're listening to and what to do in this case. Clearly, I have failed in this as we're a quarter into this, and people still don't know what's happening.//

//When you fail at even explaining to your audience the fucking premise of the whole story blog and what it actually means, something is clearly wrong with you as a writer, like seriously. To fail at something so simple as explaining a premise to people is a thing that I cannot even put into words, as it's just unbelievable. What is the point of even continuing if people don't know what I'm talking about?//

// *Sighs* I'm not trying to sound constantly negative all the time with these things, I'm really, really not. I don't want to be a Nerderotic or Mauler, because those guys are just pissed off over any conceivable thing that they don't like, and give rather god-awful takes, though the takes are more on Nerderotic's part than Mauler's because he has some decent takes, albeit with questionable ones as well. //

// The point is that I'm so overwhelmed, stressed out, and tired as fuck at this stage, that I just want to finish this post and stop uploading for the day because this is just too much for my mental state to handle. Yet I keep going because I want to see this blog be successful one day. Everything for the past three months has been nothing but constant stress and work for me, and it's reached a point where I need to think and self-reflect on what I'm doing or there's no going back for me.//

// I'm just... *sighs* I can't even say anything other than the fact that I'm sorry for expressing my emotions. I guess I cannot express my feelings on this in a stressed way, can I? I just have to take it, do I? Sorry for having some creativity in my life, and trying to think outside the box! *sighs* To those of you who support me, @a-student-out-of-time @thenewfuture @tired-writer-in-progress @alizachan @spyrkle4, and the rest of you, thank you so much for this support that you guys give me throughout this. I'll be fine, I just... need a minute to catch myself, but I cannot understate how much I value your support and kind advice through this difficult time throughout this, and making this blog a reality. I greatly appreciate your support and wish all happy blessings in the future.//

// I formally apologize if this turned into a vent about my insecurities as a young writer, but I felt like I had to address this at some point because this was going to be an issue, and I felt that if I didn't address this, something worse was going to happen that I would regret wholeheartedly. I'm just... drained out and done with writing this post, and I hope you all can understand why I feel this way and how I want to improve this story blog for the better.//

//This is Mod Sam from A Tale Never Told, signing out. Have a good one and... I'm just so tired and done with doing more posts today. God help my soul...//

[randomgentlefolk]

CPC CHAPTER 145

Not the prison break I was expecting, but it's the best prison break I've ever seen XD

They finally found him!! Or well at least where he is. And damn Frederick :( Someone give him therapy fr. He really needs one. I'm so glad the LeoMieCake found him on time because.. imagine what he would've done if they hadn't found him.. You know, isolation can really do some stuffs to you, especially if you've gone through some trauma/experience that can cause your emotions to be unstable. That's why I've been so worried about Frederick since it was revealed he was imprisoned in the that hole by Leland.

LAVERNE 😭 I know she's been pretty hated since the punishment episode, but damn gotta thank her right now. You know, I've been curious about the architecture of the Plaid Kingdom because I was thinking "That's a hole.. but it has a holey roof..??? Where the heck is this dungeon located in exactly?" And now I got my answer. Imagine being the maid/butler just cleaning around like "that hole over there? Yeah that's normal it's for flood"

Isolde :( I can heavily relate with running away from problems and just sitting back. And man I'm so happy Isolde talked to Frederick too and even apologized for using him to ruin Leland's plan. Gosh damn this whole family is in such a bad state just because Leland is so petty. I will never get over that. Also aw man too bad Frederick didn't listen to Isolde :') he could've learn so much.. but that's just him, haha. That one determination that you got out of nowhere causing you to block everything out, I feel that.

IS FREDERICK GOOD? He got— he got hit IN THE HEAD, with a big rock. Bro are you good bro? That could've cause a concussion or worse.

Bro is so determined, he didn't even think about pulling himself up instead of trying to pull the whole bars down 😭

Heck yeah! Laverne saved the day! Gotta thank Whitney fr. Also Frederick lmao that gala costume was really foreshadowing huh? I wonder what Lance's gala costume is foreshadowing.. (i hope it's something silly and not him getting actually hurt)

Wait.. He's gonna go to the Pastel Kingdom with Laverne.. Does that mean he's gonna go to cpc too?! OH NO, WHITNEY! RUN, BRO! RUN FROM LAVERNE.

...damnn Blaine... Idk if I'm rooting for you or not. On one hand, poor fangirl. On the other hand, she IS kinda creepy ngl. That was kinda deserved. But dang bro.

YES! The pastel siblings MUST read Leelathae's diary! Maybe they will read it to Gwen in her sleep? Also, one statement caught my eye

Is this.. Is this legit? Is this going to foreshadow what is going to happen in the future? I haven't seen someone talk about this so please tell me if you have any theory about this.

Oh??? What could this be? A divorce? Another sneak into Leland's office? Will it be something serious or silly?

That's all for now. Uh, I'm very VERY sorry for uploading this really late. For some reason I've been feeling very numb lately. But I'm sure I'll get better so don't worry ^_^

Mono out! (But still in to hear your thoughts)

[davekat-sucks]

Doujin anon here, i think i was confused about what "Doujin" means since i had presumed it had just meant "fan manga" for awhile. While thats technically true partially, upon looking at the definition again it could also apply into other mediums as well. Does this mean all of those mspa fanadventures technically count as doujinshi or no? Idk, i didn't even know the proper terminology of the word for awhile correct me if im wrong I'm not savvy with Japanese terms. Like the other anon said, i was one of those people who didn't know what Japanese people meant by "cp" like i knew it didn't have any relation to you know what, but due to the language barrier i couldn't figure it out on my own. Ex: rkgk means sketch right? should probably look into a guide about the Japanese abbreviations and definitions for this stuff.

In a way, yes. Doujin itself means a group of people who share a hobby or interest. It's their word for fandom. Not to be confused with circle, which means a group of people (or even an individual person itself), selling doujin works as a team. Though not all Japanese people on places like Pixiv tag fanarts, as doujin 同人 when they upload it. Doujin also refers to works that started out as original comics, games, and more sold in Comiket that soon became professional works. Things like Touhou or Higurashi started out as an original game that was sold in Comiket, blew up in popularity as time went on. You can even think doujin games sold at Comiket like the ones mentioned here, as indie games. RKGK is the abbreviation for rakugaki, which means doodle or scribble in Japanese. Japanese artists tag this when they drew the art as said doodle or scribble to pass the time that it's not considered as art pieces to them. Most of the time though, I think said doodles make a great art piece alone. If you try telling them that, they get embarrassed and try to be humble. But please give them praises to let them know they are amazing! I don't blame you on the language barrier thing. Eastern fandom culture is different from the Western. When Japan does consume Western media, they take it as it is, a fictional media work. Compared to Western, who would think works from the past that were made in its time period, is problematic and should never be brought up again. Japan would know about the dark histories for some, but they also believe the intent for similar themes or topics that would be shown for upcoming or future works, is not out of maliciousness most of the time. The past is past and they would rather move on. With some exceptions based on country's personal history, but that's a whole other can of worms. The Japanese fandom also tend to be only exclusive to themselves. The relation between Eastern and Western fandom were not on good terms back then due to things like people reuploading Pixiv art and putting Nico Nico Douga videos on sites like YouTube, without permission. They even have applications for private community groups to make sure the person they are speaking to is Japanese and not some Western using a translator to sneak in and do things like download MMD models before releasing them back into public. Recently, Pixiv states that whatever country you are in, some content will not be shown there, to comply with other country's laws such as Europe's. Sites like Twitter/X already are banning stuff that's fine in Japan in order to follow Western standards. It's why sites like Misskey state that Japanese customs and beliefs towards certain media is different from America and Europe. If these bad communications and censorship keep going on, it won't be long until Japan finally decides all their works will only be Japanese exclusive and isolate themselves again. To the point they might even see if Western users are might be using VPNs to sneak in and block them. We really got to acknowledge the different fandom customs and cultures in various countries and languages. A Spanish community fandom will be different from something in English speaking ones. Not all groups have dark intentions. Only speak up if a person or group starts to get harmed because of it. And I don't mean like getting offended over a drawing someone stumbled upon by accident. I mean like someone harming themselves or anything truly legal involved.

[yumecel]

wlcemome 2 ym twsted mdni…

I DONT DO REQUESTS I JUST YAP FEEL FREE TO YAP WITH ME THATS WHAT THE ASK BOX IS FOR. KEEP READER SPECIFICS TO A MINIMUM PLEASE

i write dark content i write dead dove i am a nasty sicko lot of my shit is just going to be unsafe insane and nonconsensual. i am a woman and write f!reader mostly if it’s gn that’s usually by quinkydink. i write the shit for myself you read it because i chose to publish it on tungle dot com

MINORS LEAVE MINORS GET THE FUCK OUT MINORS I BLOCK ON SIGHT MINORS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST EXIT THIS BLOG RIGHT NOW

DO YOU PROMISE ME YOU’RE OVER 18 AND OKAY WITH SEEING DARK CONTENT? DO YOU PROMISE? DO YOU FEEL MY PRESENCE THROUGH THE SCREEN? I AM HERE RIGHT NOW AND I AM SPEAKING DIRECTLY TO YOU.

[i promise ⬇️] [i can’t promise that! ↩️]

YOU WERE PROBABLY LOOKING FOR THIS -> masterlist

WOAH, WHY AM I BLOCKED?

-> posted dumb shit in the xreader tags

-> minor / ageless blog

-> “female and fem dni” cause I can barely scroll my xreaders without laughing so hard I tear up at seeing unironic women dni in 2024

-> posted something that ruined my day about one of my yumeships and this is the only thing i will apologise for i’m sorry i’m crazy and i need my emotional support husband

-> terrible and evil aura

HELLO

i am a professional sillygirl and i write sometimes! i am 20 !! . this is myyyy thirst blog . i have another blog called @iidylllic …. I tried to publish whole fics there and i might still use it but i feel i also need a space to be fully Authentic authentic meaning random and terminally online at 20 years old. I miss discussing thirst .

blog remade with the explicit purpose of having this as a primary blog so i can ask and follow without fear!!!

mostly men but some women im bi with a male preference anddd being bullied by hot women is very Hot.

No minors even aged up. No scat no emeto. And if you see someone irl exhibit the dangerous behaviours you see me write about please make sure to talk to friends, family, and police if possible! I do not condone this behaviour and wish death to rapists and predators, sincerely!

don’t take my shit! don’t translate it! don’t re upload it to other platforms! save it to your computer harddrive to open during the inevitable solar flare that fucks over the entire internet. like an Adult.

Yes i yumeship. I am a nonsharing yumejoshi that tries VERY hard not to care about it. Hence why i block people that annoy me enough about it. But otherwise i promise i’m chill. I would be a very sad yumejoshi without people that also cared deeply about my husband! Just don’t be annoying about it -__-

please be kind about my blatant madness!!! I have no goals for this blog. Every day i will say to myself i want no notes, no appreciation, no recognition. The only goal is for myself. And that goal is to have a beautiful and refined lust. Sometimes im just talking about reader torture porn and thats okay. We’re all about reader suffering. We love that here. My only promise to you is i will tag and warn appropriately… and well, please block me if you are uncomfortable, or ask for specific trigger warnings. Lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of love, The Admin.

[rainbowangel110]

Hey! Episode 28 of Horizons, lets go! (Missed out on 27 due to it being uploaded late on my usual site)

So the gang is in a Galar open market to find one of Diana's old friends, who is a relic enthusiast and could help them figure out the ancient monster balls that Lucius has.

First off. I do not trust you. Period.

He's got some obviously fake relics to swindle people and shit, and the second he saw the ball well. Anyways, they decide to trust him, hand over the bag, and leave

Hatenna feels like there is some bullshit afoot, and attempts to warn everyone. Unfortunately, it is cut off cuz we are hungry. You tried little one, you tried.

Yeah we're gonna follow that rule. Totally. Do you not remember the whole Galar Mine Fiasco, Friede? I'd actually like to see the kids fight this time round actually! The guy does have some strong mons, like a Bronzor and Bronzong, the sword mon I forgot the name of, and a Lampert. This should be fine

Anyways, they split up and Friede IMMEDIATLY messes up the market. I just love this little screenshot. Also Charizard helping everyone pick up the fruit and merchandise it knocked over is really cute.

OH YOU SMART COOKIE YOU!!! Hatenna the MVP this episode, first with realizing that this guy is shady af, and now with attacking Lampert with a shovel cuz Bronzor is blocking Sprigatito's attacks.

I loved this part cuz it's like "Lamp?" before a fucking tactic missile inbound in the form of Wattrel hit it. YES WE FINALLY SEE ROY'S BIRD!! After so long it's finally here, even for a little bit.

LOOK AT THEM!! THE TEAM FRFR

Oh you motherfuc-

Before we started getting shady vibes, old dealer guy was trying to sell them stuff, one of which included hommade Sleep Powder to use in battles.

Anyways, Cap shows up, clean sweeps as usual, you go king. And then Friede shows up cutting dealer guy off before he can run away.

GRANDMA!!!! HELL YEAH!!

Oooh, so she probably figured out he was a fraud, and came down cuz she knew something was gonna go down. Love Diana.

WHOA OKAY GRANDMA LET'S CHILL-

Love this screenshot. Not one reaction lol. Especially Bronzor, Sprigatito, and Fucocco, lights are on, no one is home. Burn the fraud.

Now obviously this is still a kids show, so no arson today. Diana talks to the guy, uses Bronzor's mirror to show him that deep inside, he still wants to adveture. (Bronzor's dex entry states that it's mirror will show your true desires, which okay that was actually kinda cool to see in the show)

So he apologizes, decides to stop swindling, and actually tells them about why he stole the ball in the first place! Someone came up to him and asked for any ancient monster balls, that they'll pay any price for it too. They originally suspected it to be one of the Explorers, but not, it's just a pokeball artisan. He gave them the aderess, so I guess that's our new stop!

[anondudeao3]

Sorry for the deluge of posts lately, but. Ah.

It seems that my Wincest Oneshots book has been taken down on wattpad. I haven't any idea when this actually happened, as I've not checked up on it recently, and I've only just now noticed because I was going to start uploading that new wincest oneshot. But I suppose that's out for now. I didn't get any sort of email or notification, it just simply isn't there anymore, and my old links to it now say book not found.

I'm not quite sure what to do.

If I simply remake the book, will it just get taken down again? If I get too many strikes, will they take down my whole account? I also have an administrator following me now after I had a technical issue, and I was hoping she would unfollow, but she hasn't and the site won't allow me to block/force unfollow. I'm not sure she had anything to do with it, though, because I can't understand why only that one would be targeted and not...all my other works. Particularly my Sebaciel oneshot, the Broken!Verse books, and the one literally called the Sex Tape series. I certainly don't want them taken down, I just don't see how incest is any worse in particular, especially since there isn't much actual smut in the wincest oneshots compared to others at all. The administrator still makes me nervous though, and makes me feel like I have to tread lightly. I'm edgy about making my usual announcements for new fics already, because I don't wan't her to see fics that break the TOS.

It's really disheartening as well, to have lost those views and comments, and to have to start over from scratch (if I do decide to try again), especially because I haven't found wincest to be an exactly booming business on wattpad in the first place, so I really had to fight to build up that engagement.

So yes. Not quite sure what my next course of action should be. I welcome suggestions.

[bellmo15-blog]

I Closed My Twitter Account and Don't Regret It

I should be sad over the closer of my Twitter account especially since I closed it in the same month it would of turned 10 years old, but to tell you the truth I'm not sad about it! At all! In fact, I'm happy to be done with that place! And I'm not the only one who's done this either! And there are good reasons why I and a lot of other people have finally caved and decided to close our Twitter accounts. Granted my reasons for closing my account personally go beyond just the main reason everyone else is but it is still a contributing reason.

And since I know some people will be wondering, yes I DO have an account on Twitter's replacement BlueSky here. I mean I'm probaply not going to browse that a whole lot with how much I've been trying to stay off social media as a whole for the sake of my own mental well being but it's still there for people who want to follow me there.

So why is everyone renacting the story of Exodus and leaving Twitter? Take a guess, another stunt from pharaoh Elon Musk, the pretentious self absorbed prick he is. Look, it's hardly a secret at this point that ever since Elon brought Twitter the site has become worse and worse. From the random name change calling it X when there was nothing wrong with Twitter to start with (and also literally no one calls it X anyway even after the name change) to making it impossible to see the likes of those you follow to banning the site in Brazil for some reason to the most recent shit he's pulled, changing how blocking works and being in support of having any pic you upload to the site be used for AI Generative Content! WITHOUT giving you the option to opt out!

First there's the whole blocking BS. Because now it's that people you have blocked for whatever reason, mostly that person being an asshole or harassing you, can now still see your posts. Yeah, they can't interact with your posts but this still defeats the entire point of blocking. And this change is coming only a few weeks after I had to block an artist I regret commissioning because because they got exposed a few days after I commed them that they were a terrible person so you can imagen how I feel about this!

Then there's the whole AI shit. For a while now Twitter has has this thing called Grok which was an AI trainer for generative AI and do I even need to explain why I don't like this!? Thing is, you could opt out of it in the past! You could have it so that your posts CAN'T get used for AI Content. I mean it sucks that this thing was even implemented and sucks that more and more corporations are trying to find some ways to implement AI in the first place but at least it gives you the option to opt out. Now? You don't have a choice! Your posts can potentially be used for AI weather you like it or not!

I'm sorry, but as someone who regularly commissions artists to draw stuff for me and posts my comms everywhere I can unless said otherwise by the artist I use to always post them onto Twitter. I don't want something I commissioned both for my own enjoyment and to support artists I like being used for this kind of crap! And considering most of the best friends I've made these past few years have been artists themselves I can't say I blame them for wanting to do the whole mass exodus to BlueSky.

So what's the other reason for me finally caving and closing my account there? Take a guess, it's just a hostile and toxic hellhole that was doing a number on me! Remember how I made that vent post about why I've grown to hate the internet, or I guess rather social media as a whole? Yeah, Twitter was the absolute worst of it and it's been like this for several years at this point honestly, even before Elon came along and made the site even worse! If it wasn't people making rage bait posts for attention because "negativity sells" it was people being massive bigots or scumbags who would get upset at anything that stared a woman or had pronouns or it was incredibly thinn skinned people making a fuss over the smallest and most pointless shit ever like what games get ported to what system or not, what fictional characters who most people probaply only remember because of a meme they are attached to die of screen or who animated a 10 second clip of a Wired Al music video! I mean this sort of bullshit wasn't exclusive to Twitter alone but if someone was afraid to admit they liked a certain game/movie/show/whatever because of how some people on Twitter were acting over it and towards the people who did like it, I can't say I blame them for being afraid to express themselves. I was for certain things because of Twitter discorse.

So yeah, the shit Elon's pulled recently was mostly the straw that broke the camels back. And I'm only really making this because some people who might still be on Twitter and followed me might be wondering where I've gone. And I'm sorry if anyone who did only ever follow me on Twitter got worried over my recent action of closing my account. But I at least want you all to understand why I did go though with it and why I'm not going back there anytime soon because I am about at my limit with that site and this shit I had to go though. My BlueSky's still up so follow me there if you want to.