#yearn infection
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mf has chronic yearning
and yes, this one made me laugh and feel shattered at the same time 💔 my boysㅡ
#yearn infection#tbf whatever ellwood felt was way more fucked up than a crush#he then said “id enlist with them”#<- he has that dog in him#sidney ellwood#henry gaunt#ellwood and gaunt#gauntwood#in memoriam by alice winn#in memoriam alice winn
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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)
im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in
#yes the ��🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human#now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot#SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas#like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing#THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME#'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape#if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin#in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism#of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah#the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat#like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one#where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex#look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon#(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS#i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!
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oh cherry... youre not fooling anyone....
#yall...... listen........#im OBSESSED with yucky nasty yearning yuri#also. everytime i draw them they look kinda like muppets. dont talk abt it.#muppet infection on my gay birds#oc: pea#oc: cherry#my art#furry#avian#bird furry#oc#original character#furry oc#furry yuri#furyuri#or whatever
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ghostsoap sneakpeak to hozier’s in a week
full post here
#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod mw3#my art#there’s a whole comic spread. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about them this is infecting my brain#I do really like the idea of ghost reading through soaps journal afterwards and then just getting this fantasy of them retiring and living#together in a cottage somewhere and adjusting his fantasy to little details soap includes in the journal#and completely blowing details out of proportion to match the context of his own yearning#does he warp his own memory of who soap is and their relationship to one another out of longing#perhaps perhaps not. after all the journal is very revealing
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too antsy about chucker dude ohmyogddd do you know about chucker i loveeeeee chucker it makes me crazy
#bkanvas' art#rvb#chucker#rvb chucker#rvb tucker#lavernius tucker#leonard l church#rvb church#wip#dont mind the background. i failed at drawing tucker kissing churchs fingers#i have so much trouble imagining them being a soft cutesy couple that its making me ill#duddeeeee theyre in yearning#theyre in so much yearning#theyre so. theyre sooo#i need to yap abt chucker its infection is horrible
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I was thinking you could maybe give me a few kisses while your fingers are deep inside of me. Just saying.
#it's the depressing and yearning moment again time to run away or i will infect you#oretty nsft#lesbian nsft#lesbian#dykeposting#sappho would be proud of me
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Bridges are Burning into my brain fu@k me
#slay the princess#black tabby games#stp#stp voices#voice of the smitten#stp voice of the smitten#stp smitten#stp voice of the cold#voice of the cold#stp cold#stp burned bridges#(extra tags with thoughts>>>)#no you don’t get it#it’s not just the burned grey dialogue#them mutually yearning over what they had collectively lost (I.e Princess and TLQ) and in turn finding solace in each other#anger and rage soon turned into understanding that they are both people hurting from losing someone/something dear to them#oughhhhhh#they’re infecting my BRAIN#Smitten finally realising and accepting that Cold is very similar to him and in turn treats him with gentleness#Cold learning to let down his ego and how to express his emotions without fear#and how he is a person that is deserving of love#OUGHHHH#END ME NOWWWW#I NEED TO GET THIS OUT SOMEWHERE#IM GOING INSANE
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what affection language are you?
a knife called grief
You have left your house, you have left those people behind, but what are you going to do about the memories which have taken root in you? You can run but not without them. You want someone to sit with you on this cool marble floor while the sun burns everything. You want them to cut your rotten heart and theirs too. You want to sit with it in front of you, let them see you with all your flaws, which haven’t been your fault but you have been made to believe so, and you want them to love you anyways. Because you know you’d do that for them.
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Tagging: @fatalhymn . @4ger . @aelleyon . @stupidiinspades . @tewwor (any)
#oh this would've been just fine without the 'not your fault' that got slipped in there#and it is otherwise if you read the first few lines as him single-handedly destroying all of his relationships and sense of belonging#which i've chosen to recontextualize (it's really that one next to last line tbh)#the knife wound is self-inflicted#and infected with selfishness.#so yes anyone who dares try with him is very much working with rot.. an almost lost cause (hey even /I/ thought so)#but GOD does he still badly yearn to belong again#dash games.
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for orange energon since the color can be associated with health how about something involving that and for yellow maybe it can cause paranoia or increased perception or something
I'm so glad you said this! I'd had this thought of a certain type of energon being harvested from whatever organ is responsible for Primus's immune system, and this thought was born:
Orange energon can either function as the elixir of life or as a guaranteed death, depending on when it was harvested. If it's harvested while the body is tranquil, the so called "white blood cells" are not in an activated state. Drinking this unactivated orange energon grants invulnerability: the body can't be injured, nor can it age, while under the effects. On the opposite end of the spectrum though, if orange energon is harvested while the body is combating something, the immune system is in its active state and is very aggressive. It will attack and destroy anything that is perceived as a foreign entity. Anyone who drinks activated orange energon will be consumed from the inside out, as their body registers as an enemy. The orange energon will spread, multiply, and devour them, breaking them down piece by piece inside their own veins. It's a terrible way to die, honestly
#if anyone wants to know what this is about. uh. rainbow energon infecting pepple snd driving them insane a la simon petrikov#post apocalyptic Cybertron ruled by insane rainbow energon abominations#like megatron hopped up on purple energon becomes the King of the Dead. a raving mad lunatic that plucks stars out of the sky#he steals stars because hes searching for his “constellation”#constellation of course being Orion who his shattered mind doesnt remember but his broken spark still yearns for#oh yesh this is meant to go along with the half spark megatron stuff#half spark megatron
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i would give anything to be able to breathe through my nose again omg my sinuses are so swollen it hurts
#i think my cold became a sinus infection and is becoming an ear infection#yearning for the days when i didn’t have to mouth breathe fr
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i need people to be equally as invested and interested in all the things I'm into
they also need to be very fruity
also, I need to know them already so I don't scuttle away under my rock in fear
#none of the people i already hang out with have the same intense yearning to buy and build an paint little guys#and then learn all the intricate rules to make them fight gay little battles#and also building narratives and characters for all our little people#though i do have a couple people im working on infecting with my sinister autism hex#war gaming#war games#miniatures#mini painting#warhammer#necromunda#kill team#bloodbowl#frostgrave#and basicallly most any other similar game under the sun#me post
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not even a week into 2025 and im sick already goddammit
#i have a sinus infection and i can feel it in my ear aaaauugh#the cotton swab yearns for my ear canal...
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There's been this ongoing thing in my friendgroup that I have weak bones just because I used a cane for a few months when my knees were pretty week, but it still comes up and I have to keep reminding people that my bones are fine.
So uh
Turns out crohn's can affect the strength of your bones because of course it can, not even my bones are safe
#also happy almost 2 months since i was told i need a percedure down as soon as possible to stop infections and allow me to start medicine#to make my immune system stop trying to kill me...yippee I love untreated illness thats killing me#crohn's disease#disability#chronic illness#daimian.txt#vent i suppose#trying to do final year of college with an open wound that yearns for bacteria sucks actually
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🩺 and 🔥 for the lore ask game :] !!
Thank youuu!! :-3
🩺Doctor: What is the worst injury that you/your self-insert has sustained in canon? If so, what was the cause and did you recover? What was your f/os reaction?
Basing this of an irl one, and it's more of a past thing because I can't think of anything my s/i would go through in the canon, atleast not yet.....So technically the worst injury I've ever gotten was when I was younger. I hadn't met them yet and Nat was just born so dad had his hands tied with that. Little me decided to go into a small wooded area by the local park. I decked it into a patch of stinging nettles. Which I had a bunch of stings, small cuts here and there but the worst were these massive scrapes on both my knees and my right elbow, Completely ripped through my jeans too. Everything was stained green.
When I came back my dad was utterly mortified and I had to sit for ages and let him clean it. Which soon after, one of my elbows got infected and I had to go to the doctors weekly to get the patches changed. Didn't need stitches though. However I did get what I think are scars? Which at one point led my f/o to ask about it... which uh... Different reactions
Boris: He felt bad. Couldn't really believe that plants would hurt me like that and asked why I was even in the woods in the first place. To be fair I don't remember. Think I was with some other kids playing. Said that he wouldn't let the meanie plants hurt me again and I got a hug out of it sooooo. Win in my book.
Parsley: Immediately panicked, went over everything with me just to make sure it was okay. Which I promptly told him that it had happened around 10 years ago and he was relieved.
🔥Flame: Do you/your self-insert have an enemy? If so, who is it and why are they so hated? What was a particularly heated moment between you two?
Honestly, definelty not because this happened when I was playing the original source but Lulia is definelty on the list. Yes... My sona DID help them, but they were very annoyed that she just decided to brood on the stairs and just. Not move if you wanted past. This type of shit drives me INSANE and is one of my personal biggest pet peeves. Too bad I'm too non-confrontational to start an argument and/or try to step on her and get up,,,,
#yayyy. I got to write about my dad Trencil too!!!!!!#He was not happy w/ me that day. oof#I was promptly banned from the forest... Didn't stop me from going back though. Definelty should have stopped though.#↻ ♡ - Ask games answers#📨⚰️ ♡ Asks Answered#tw injury#tw injury description#tw infection#tw infection mention#tw doctor mention#🦷❣️🌷 ♡ Yearning Habits#💼❣️🍓 ♡ Boyfriend Business#🌻🍬🦇 ➷ - Fanged Father Figure#selfship
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i wish my body didn't violently reject piercings bc i would be one of those girls that rock the double thick hoops look
#i'm always jealous when i see them out and about bc i'm like i want what you have ... a healthy body that heals correctly and doesn't make#your piercings stay infected for over 6 months ........#i can only yearn from now#000
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Love how RDJ!Lock and Jude!Watson really do have the best johnlock chemistry and loads of fan created content to satisfy but my idiot brain is like nah, what if I make the most unhinged pairing imaginable and then obsess over it for 12 years.
#wolvlock owns my soul to this day and I still yearn for them.#if you too have been infected by the wolvlock disease you might be entitled to compensation#meaning a lot of fics and rambling by me.
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