#yeah thx i very much am but probably not in a way you might understand??? but do i care about that? no
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innitmarvellous · 1 year ago
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I'm currently reading a book about asexuality, and while it's really interesting it also made me think about how difficult things are for others and how easy it was for me. My pipeline was basically just: 'oh no, I'm too ugly for sex, what should I do' -> 'wait I don't even mind that too much, I don't feel like I'm missing anything, that's great' -> 'oh no, someone wants a (sexual) relationship with me and I hate the thought' -> 'wait I'm probably ace then'
Yeah, and that was pretty much it. (Well, to be fair, this happened over a period of like 13 years, so not exactly quick, but...) Though it doesn't really matter to me anyway...I haven't really given the whole matter much thought for years. Things are just like they are, as far as I'm concerned, but it's still helpful if there's a term I can use to make others understand my situation. Well, more or less. Alright, my family doesn't really know, but they probably think I'm just too much of a loser to be in a relationship, lol.
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coldresolve · 1 year ago
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yeah, nah, fuck it. im sharing this post and then i'm just gonna link to it whenever it becomes relevant.
every disagreement i have with yall always comes back to me phrasing things in a way that sounds mean. always, always. like duh, i dont try to sugarcoat how i see things, i have realized that, in fact i do it on purpose. why? well.
i come from a culture where it's often interpreted as deceitful and/or shallow to sandwich your point in with superficial courtesy. if you spend too much time packing your point in with whatever you think will make it easier to swallow, people will start to feel like you're infantalizing them, or straight up wasting their time. being direct and honest from the get-go is seen as a sign of respect - yes, even if what you're saying could easily be interpreted as rude. say what you think, say exactly how you feel, and we'll take it from there. that kinda thing.
when i say an opinion or criticise something on here, i am treating you, the reader, like someone who is smart enough to understand the gist of my argument without being bogged down by its delivery, mature enough to recognize the difference between criticism of your work (or general trends) and criticism of you as a person, and emotionally well-adjusted enough to not pin your self-worth on the negative opinions some random guy on the internet might have of something you do/create/like.
i am showing you respect by talking to you as if you are an adult who can deal with what i might have to say. if you're not, and you can't, i expect you to have the wherewithall to not engage with me. i could at the very least respect that. alternatively, you're also welcome to disagree with my points, obviously. i'm always up for a good discussion.
but you responding to criticism like mine with defensiveness, affront, or worse, the idea that you're now justified to go after the criticiser as a person, only comes across to me like immaturity, self-consciousness, self-importance, and in some cases - deliberate or not - obtusiveness. see how that cultural divide can go both ways?
we're probably not gonna find common ground here. i'm tired of being interpreted as aggressive all the time, but i have no intention of conforming to the american ideal of social courtesy, because it makes me feel shallow, disingenuous and fake. meanwhile, you're probably not gonna be able to hear me speak without shaking the knee-jerk feeling that i'm purposefully ignoring the sensitivity of others (because objectively, i am).
so do we chuck the whole thing up to different culturally determined approaches to communicating our ideas? can we keep a shred of respect and mutual understanding and leave it at that?
or are you gonna insist that i'm immoral/rude/aggressive/callous/antagonistic/attacking people/etc, for voicing my own opinions, in my own way, on my own blog - in which case i, in turn, will feel perfectly content to just consider you an inherently silly person?
as far as i can tell, it's one or the other.
(also please please recognize the difference between using culture as an excuse, and pointing out a very real cultural divide that influences both how i communicate and how you interpret how i communicate. my point is that we're gonna keep talking past each other unless we adress the fact that we approach communication with very different goals in mind, mine being effectiveness and honesty and yours being courtesy and social sensitivity. i am also not saying that either one of these is "the right way" to communicate. don't read shit into my takes that isn't there to begin with. thx)
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whyralltheusernamestaken · 4 years ago
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hey could you write a Bakugou x reader where the reader is 6 months pregnant with their 4th child other 3 kids are boys & reader is having a girl He is away doing prohero work all the time and is never home reader is upset about this about tell him about this but he don't listen &1 night he comes back home to find the house half open & he finds his family beat/tied up he cries but its a dream & he wakes up finds his family safe & take time off of work for a while yk know an angst/fluff story thx
A/N : omggg yes ofc! Thank you SO much for requesting <3
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Being a mother was a massive responsiblity. You knew this, and you had greatly prepared yourself even during your first pregnancy, let alone your 4th child, however the sheer amount of stress was getting to you. 
Your younger sons were a little too energetic. It wasn’t a bad thing for them, being willing to go out and explore during your childhood, however for one adult who was taking care of 3 children and another one in her stomache practically by yourself, it was seriously taking the toll.
You had been worn down to your very bone, sobbing on the corner of your bed as you waited for your husband to come back home. It was already late into the night, having tucked your sons into bed hours before. Of course being a pro hero was extremely demanding, long hours wasn’t normally a problem, however you were around close to your due date and despite this your husband was home for literally 5 hours a day.
The door clicked open after twenty or so minutes, causing you to sit up and put the book down beside you on the table, standing up and slowly walking towards the shuffling noises by the living room.
“Katsuki?” you called out, leaning against the wall as you watched the lights flicker on, your husband sending you a tired smile as he loosened his tie. “Hey darling, what are you doing up so late?” he asked, picking up his bags and guiding you back towards the bedroom.
“I wanted to talk to you about something.” you answered, sitting back down as he began shrugging off his blazer.
“You could’ve waited until tomorrow morning.”
“You probably would’ve been gone by then.” you muttered under your breath.
He turned to raise an eyebrow at you. “What did you say?”
“Nothing.” you shook your head. He gave you a slight look before nodding for you to continue.
“It’s just that you’re never home and the kids are practically growing up without a father at this point.”
“I don’t understand, is the nanny don’t doing a good job? Do I need to fire them?” he scowled at the thought.
“No it’s not that. They don’t need all of these strangers taking care of them Katsuki, they need their dad.”
“I’m always here for them.” he replied, earning a defeated sigh from you.
“Here for them?” you asked, giving him a confused look. “How so? You’re away from home nearly 24/7, we haven’t had a meal together as a family in months Katsuki, it’s like you don’t even live here. The boys are always asking about you, and what am I meant to reply to that? Sorry sweetie you’re dad’s busy at work.”
“Well yeah-”
“No. Not ‘well yeah’ because they’re sick of hearing that. They might be young but they sure aren’t stupid enough to not even notice that you set foot in this house for like twenty seconds a day.”
“Darling-” He was cut off with the ringing of his phone, sending you a pleading look as you responded with a glare.
“Go on and take it, I’m going to bed.” you stated, turning away to walk to the bathroom as you heard him sigh and answer his call.
~~~
The arguement had been weighing on Bakugou’s conscious throughout the entire day, causing him to nearly trip over the pavement as he screamed at anyone who laughed at him.  
His friends and colleagues had quickly picked up on his easily irritable mood that day and they didn’t know how to help, instead pushing Bakugou to go home early and spend the rest of the day off.
He had arrived back at your apartment, a small smile at your surprise at him returning home so early. He had listened to you, granted it was more of his friends pushing him back home, but you had requested him to stop spending too much time at work and here was complying.
Maybe he would see you in an apron cooking or baking for the boys as they ran around in the living room or sat and watched a hero movie together on the couch. The ideas caused him to grin, a small pang in his heart as he realised how much time he had truely spent away from his family.
He had missed so many important moments in his son’s lives for what? An amazing reputation at his company? Sure his goal was still to be the number one hero, but it wasn’t as if that spot would suddenly run away from him. He was still relatively young, and such a title wouldn’t just be suddenly ripped out of hi reach, granted as he was already in the top five. However his sons were growing and his poor decisions can caused him to miss his boys’ childhoods, something he realised he incredibly regretted.
He listened out for your voice asking who was at the door, or the sounds of his sons laughing, yet the home is in a deathly silence, his footsteps echoing throughout the rooms as nothing else sounds.
“Darling?” he called out, his voice gruff and surprised, as he slowly made his way through the home. “Y/N?” he shouted, growing more impatient as he stormed down the small corridor.
“Y/-” his shouts completely stopped as he opened the bedroom door to you lying on the floor, arms bound behind your back and body limp. “Y-Y/N?” he called out, dropping to him knees and cradling your head as you remained unresponsive.
“Y/N.” he repeated over and over again, shaking your shoulder slightly before attempting cpr. “What about our sons?” he asked, of course recieving no reply. His heart quickened tenfold and he looked around the room for his sons, catching sight of them too tied up and unconscious on the floor.
“No no no no.” he shouted, feeling his heart wrench with sorrow as his voice cracked into sobs. “Wake up Y/N.” he screamed, tears streaming down his face as he spun around trying to find anything in the room to help.
He felt himself shaking, a force on his shoulder as his body uncontrollably moved.
“Katsuki!” you shouted, snapping him awake as he sat up gasping, looking around frantically before wrapping you tightly in a hug.
“What’s wrong?” you asked. “You haven’t had a nightmare in a good few years.”
“I... I thought I lost you, and our sons. I thought I lost all of you.”
“Well you haven’t.” you reassured him, stroking his back as he rested his head on the crook of your shoulder, his body still trembling. “We’re still here.”
He lifted up his head to look at you and you pulled his face in close, softly kissing him on the forehead.
“Get some sleep sweetie. We’re not leaving you I promise.”
He slowly nodded, still unsure, feeling that the sense of dread still remained. “I’ll call into work tomorrow and take a few weeks off.”
“A few weeks?” you questioned, unsure. “Was this about eariler, I’m sure we could work something out with your schedule.”
“No, I’m going to take some time to spend it with the people I love the most.” he stated.
You left a soft kiss on his nose before gently pushing him back, resting his head on the pillow. “Alright sweetie, we can worry about that in the morning alright?”
“Sleep well.” you smiled.  
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domesticblisss · 4 years ago
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Sorry, Wrong Number!
Timothy Thatcher x Female OFC Requested Prompts: Also from the meet cute list #47 Texting the wrong number but continuing the convo with Tim Thatcher. Rating: PG-13 Word Count: 1436 Warnings: Fluffity fluff fluff. Also broken bones, but no angst. Summary: Tim gets several text messages from an unknown number asking for help.
→ emmy
→ don’t freak out
→ i know it’s impossible to not freak out when someone tells you not to but listen
→ i’m fine
→ i am!!! really!!!
→ i might have broken my right ankle tho 😬
→ before you ask, i went skateboarding with that dumbass josh and he left as usual
→ i’m gonna get x-rays now
→ could you come and pick me up? i’m at the mercy general
→ lub uuuuuuuu 🥺💗🥰💖💘❤️💗🤍😬🥰😭🥺😍😘
Tim had just started his mid-afternoon training session and his phone went off with texts. 10 texts to be exact. All from an unknown number. 
He debated on whether or not he should answer but decided on replying since the person was clearly in distress. 
← Hello. I think you have reached the wrong number, there is no Emmy here. 
And he moved on with his training. Or at least he tried to. Thirty minutes since he had texted the person and not even a word back. 
← Hey, is everything ok?
Staring at his phone’s screen for what felt like ages, four new texts came in right when he was about to close it off. 
→ omg dude!!! i’m so sorry!
→ i just got a new phone and i lost most of my contact list bc i’m a dummy and fucked the backup up
→ def got the last digit wrong 
→ everything is fine, the ankle IS broken tho. thx for replying back and thx for your concern
← No problem. Hope you can reach your friend. Take care of that ankle. 
→ wow, you are very formal aren’t you?
→ that‘s so funny 😂😂😂
Tim frowned, wondering what was wrong with how he texted. “That’s just how I speak.” 
← I don’t understand what you are saying. Also what’s it with all the squares?
→ squares?
← You just sent “That’s so funny.” and three squares. What do they mean?
She looked at her phone, puzzled. 
→ uuuhhh, those are emojis? what kind of phone do you have?
← A flip phone. 
“WHAT?!” she screamed, forgetting she was at the E.R.  A nurse rushed to her bay to make sure everything was fine. Embarrassed, she apologised and assured everything was alright. Anna had to take deep breaths to recompose herself before replying. 
→ what? why? dude it’s 2016 who has a flip phone? also i’m anna btw
→ oh my god, am i hallucinating from the pain? are you even real?
← I have one and I am very real, miss. And my name is Timothy. Were you able to contact your friend?
→ yes, but she won’t be able to pick me up since she’s on her shift and she’s alone at the store
← And how are you getting home?
→ oh, i’ll figure something out
→ will probably hail an uber or something
← Hold on. I will be back in a few. 
Tim rushed his way to the emergency room, making a stop at a convenience store to get a ‘get well soon’ gift for a girl he had never even seen but had taken a sudden concern about. 
Arriving at the hospital, his presence was quickly noticed by the front desk receptionist. 
“Hello sir, how can I help you?”
“Good afternoon, Miss. I’m looking for Anna. She checked in a couple of hours ago with a suspected broken ankle.” Tim answered, his nerves getting the best of him, already knowing what was going to be asked next. 
“Oh, yes. Are you from her direct family?”
“Yes.” 
The polite receptionist noticed what he carried on his hands and needed no further details. 
“Follow through this corridor, the orthopaedic E.R. is on the first door to your left. The nurses will lead you to her.”
“Thank you, miss.”
The path from the front desk to her emergency bed was a cloudy one on his mind. 
“She will probably think I’m weird.”
“I barely know this girl.”
“But I couldn’t let her go home alone with a broken ankle.”
He was so lost in his thoughts that he almost bumped into the funny, pink haired nurse when she opened the curtain that separated Anna’s bed from the others in the room. 
“Anna! Look, your boyfriend is here!”
Shit. Tim was gone. The confused face coming from the beach blonde haired girl sitting in bed was the most beautiful one he had ever seen. 
“I’ll leave you two alone.” the nurse said, whispering “Lucky girl.” before leaving. 
Tim let out a small chuckle, quickly recovering when Anna cleared her throat. 
“Umm, I think you got the wrong person, dude.”
“Anna!” he stopped, his nervousness making his already loud voice louder than usual “sorry. I’m Tim. The guy you texted thinking it was Emmy.”
“Tim, hi! Oh my god, what are you doing here?”
“You said you were going home alone and I couldn’t let you do that with a broken ankle. Also these are for you.” he explained, handing her the gifts he got. 
“You really brought me flowers and a teddy bear? That’s– that’s very sweet of you.”
They looked at each other, taking in their new friend features. Shy smiles, glances to the side, small giggles turned into full blown laughter after they realised what was going on. 
“God, I’m so embarrassed!” she exclaimed between laughs. “Thank you so much for the gifts, and for coming. I didn’t think you would actually show up.”
“I didn’t think I was coming either. Can I?” he said, pointing to the chair besides her bed, only sitting after she nodded “It was on impulse and that’s new for me.”
“Thank you. You have no idea how much I appreciate this.”
“How’s the ankle?”
“It’s fine,” she winced when she tried to move it to show it to Tim. “It’s a minor fracture. I think everyone decided to break something today so it’s kinda busy, I’m just waiting for my turn to get a cast.”
They talked for what felt like hours, getting to know each other. Tim was amused with her beauty, with how funny and quick witted she was, always having an answer on the tip of her tongue. Anna was enchanted with how shy this big, mean looking guy is, with the way his loud voice and booming laughter took over the whole room. 
Tim was in the middle of an explanation on how he lost his tooth when the sweet pink haired nurse showed up with news and a wheelchair. 
“Your time has finally arrived, dear. Hop up on your carriage and let’s go to the cast room, bring your personal belongings. Oh, your boyfriend can come too.”
Tim smiled with the nurse’s comment. Quick on helping Anna on getting down from bed, he swiftly picked her up bride style, and gently sat her down on the wheelchair. 
“Aww, you two look so cute together.”
“Thanks!” both said in union, awkwardly. 
Twenty minutes, a pink cast and a pair of crutches later, Tim wheels her to where his car is parked, with a promise of taking her home. He helps Anna sit on the front seat, securing her seatbelt. The closeness and intimacy of the moment makes Anna act on impulse, and she kisses him. A tiny, quick peck on his lips, one she ends as fast as it started when she felt Tim freeze. 
“I am so sorry, Tim.”
He grabs her chin as soon as she looks down ashamed, tilting it up to look her in the eyes. His thumb rubs her cheek, then her chin and finally her lips before he goes in for another kiss. It’s a gentle, shy kiss, that tasted like curiosity. Tim is the one to break up, only to ask something he had in mind since he saw her in that hospital bed.
“Do you want to go on a date?”
“Now?”
“I’ve got nowhere to go, do you?”
“Nope, let’s go.”
He pecks her lips again before closing the door of this car and running to make his way to the driver‘s seat. 
Anna giggles, not in a million years she would have thought a broken ankle and a wrong text would have gotten her a date with a cute dude. 
Tim is making his way out of the parking lot when Anna remembers one little detail. 
“Hey, do you really have a flip phone?”
“Yeah, here.” he tells her, one hand on the steering wheel as the other rummages through his pocket to grab the phone and gives it to her. 
“Oh my god, I’m back to 2002.”
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surveys4ever · 3 years ago
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25.
Section 1 – Who were you?
Think back as far as you can. What is the first memory you have? I think meeting my (now) dad for the first time when he and my mom were dating. I was very upset because he was short and that’s not what dads were supposed to look like in my 3 year old eyes since my bio dad was super tall.
What is something you remember enjoying very much as a small child? Playing Barbies, watching Barney, Happy Meals, being with my grandma.
How old were you, when you made your very first friend? Probably preschool.
Are you still friends with this person today? Facebook friends, yeah. Real friends, no.
Was there a story somebody read or told you that has stuck with you? No one ever read to me after I learned to read for myself so one day I was sick and I came home and curled up with my mom on the couch and asked her to read me a Little Mermaid book I had and she did, even though I had to get up to go shit myself halfway through and it meant a lot to me at the time.
What is something you get an immense feeling of nostalgia from? Hannah Montana for some reason. It was my favorite show and we didn’t get the Disney channel so whenever we went to a hotel, nobody could tell me fuckin NOTHING because we were watching Hannah Montana whether they liked it or not.
As a child, were you a sore loser or a sore winner? I was the only child for 8 years and then the oldest after that so I never lost at anything and now when I do, I feel like I'm the biggest piece of shit loser there’s ever been. So that’s fun.
Did you go through the "naked phase"? I learned that you didn’t have to sleep in pajamas and you could just sleep naked so I did it for a while but then realized that I much preferred pajamas.
Which television shows do you watch the most as a child? I loved TV so basically all of the 90′s/early 2000′s shows there were.
Did you play with siblings, neighbourhood kids or by yourself? Either with neighborhood/school kids or by myself. I didn’t ever really have siblings who weren’t my kids, if that makes sense.
Is there something you really miss from your childhood today? I miss back when everything was simple.
Section 2 – Likes and interests  
Would you ever like to try competitive pinball playing? Ummm, no.
Do you knit, crochet or cross stitch? I’m trying to teach myself to crochet.
Have you ever, or would you like to attend a gaming or comic convention? No thx.
What's your opinion on online multiplayer games? I really liked Among Us for a while there but I don’t really enjoy how rude everyone is on online games.
Do you like to go cycling? If so, where? Uh no.
Have you ever tried woodturning? If not, would you like to? Never tried it, don’t really have any desire to, but it can be relaxing to watch!
Do you enjoy drawing? If so, what do you usually draw? I do! I usually draw graphics for YouTube videos or doodle over Instagram photos, draw things to put on shirts with my Cricut, etc. I use my iPad for so many things.
Have you ever attended a painting class? If so, what did you create? I haven’t but I would like to!
How about a creative writing course? If so, did you get any feedback? I took Creative Writing literally every year it was offered in high school and I always got awards for having the top marks in the class.
What is your favourite form of exercise? No thank you.
Section 3 – People  
Who is the most important person in your life (besides yourself)? My husband.
Do people generally approach you easily? I think so!
Do you get along with people well? If not, what's the problem? Yeah! I’m pretty friendly and easy going.
Do you enjoy being in crowds or do you prefer your own company? I would much prefer my own company than crowds.
Which one of your friends have you known the longest? I still talk to the girl I was best friends with in the 6th grade on occasion so like 17-18 years?
Do you find it easy to make friends now? If not, what makes it difficult? As an adult who works from home, making friends is hard as fuck. 
What is something about people that annoys you? Something I've noticed in recent years is just how entitled and greedy everyone is. Everybody wants something from you or for your skills to benefit them without them putting in any work or paying you for your time. It’s just gross.
What is something about people that you really like? We have really, really harsh winters and if you ever find yourself in the ditch for whatever reason, there will be a lineup of cars stopped behind you to help you push it out or let you chill in their car while you wait for a tow truck. On the really bad blizzard days, there are groups of men in big trucks that literally L I V E to go around and help pull people’s cars out of the ditch. It’s the only time I feel like there’s actually a sense of community around here.
If you live alone, what would be your criteria for a roommate? I honestly would never have a roommate because they could either be your friend or a stranger and living with friends is a good way to ruin a friendship if your living styles aren’t similar and living with a stranger just sounds like a nightmare.
How about criteria for a spouse, if you're single? I am married but my criteria was honestly that I just wanted him to be kind and funny and I got that tenfold with my husband.
In general, what's your attitude towards people? I can’t stand to be around grumpy people. If all you do is gripe and complain about literally everything, I’m out. No thank you. Why is your hobby being angry? Take up knitting or something for christ’s sake.
Section 4 – Habits
What is something you do every day without fail? Baby talk the dog and snuggle with Beebs.
What is your typical breakfast? I’m a leftovers for breakfast kinda gal but lately I’ve been having a bagel and watermelon.
Which article of clothing do you like to wear the most? I loooove me a good baggy T-shirt and booty shorts.
Is there a TV show you watch habitually? We’re currently watching Unhhhh while we eat dinner every night, haha!
Where do you usually spend most of your day? I really only sit in 4 places--bed, the couch, my makeup/work desk, or my sewing desk. Depends on the day which one I’m at.
Is there a product that you do not want to run out of? Moisturizer. I’m a dry son of a bitch.
What is your preferred mode of transport? Car!
Do you usually have something playing in the background when you're home? Nah. I’m in silence a lot of the time.
Where do you usually get your groceries? Walmart for the bulk of it, a local grocery store for the specialty items, and Target if we ever run out of something midweek because I cannot handle Walmart more than once a week.
How often do you go to your local park? Like once or twice a month in the summer!
Which of your hobbies do you indulge in most often? Sewing and Sims currently!
Section 5 – Favourites and dislikes
What is your favourite fruit? Watermelon!
How about your favourite berry? Strawberries are the only berry I like.
Which food do you highly dislike? Fish. It’s all disgusting.
What is your favourite song, and why? I hate this question. Who can pick one definitive favorite song out of the bajillions of songs that have been written??
What is a movie you cannot stand? Anything with Seth Rogen in it, any movie that's got a 3+ after it (looking @ you, Fast & Furious), and all the fuckin’ superhero movies that have the same ‘ah yes, this undefeatable bad guy that we have absolutely no chance against and will undoubtedly kill us all--but we’re going to pull through at the last second with the power of friendship!’ plot line.
Which trait in a person do you find most appealing? I don’t know how to describe it--certain people just have that spark and you can always tell right away if they’ve got it or not and those are my favorite kind of people.
Which trait puts you instantly off? If they’re religious it’s an instant no from me, dog.
Who is an actor/actress who you dislike so much you can't watch them? I really, really dislike Tom Holland. I honestly think he’s a terrible actor.
What colour are your favourite shoes? White!
What is a smell that disgusts you to no end? B.O., on me or others. I just can’t deal with it.
Which door handle/door knob do you like the most in your home? They’re all the same.
Section 6 – Culture
What is something very typical to the culture of your home country? Apple pie and baseball are the only things coming to mind atm.
Do you enjoy art? If so, which form of art is the most enjoyable? I do! But I prefer art that you can look at and know the artist is incredibly gifted and/or has put in a ton of time and effort to master their skills. None of that million dollar paint smear on a canvas shit.
What is something about another country's culture you don't understand? I feel like other cultures take their family and their family’s approval way too seriously. That might be rich coming from someone who doesn’t have a very good relationship with their family but I just don’t understand what the point of making yourself miserable to make your family happy is.
Do you ever attend the theater? If so, which play did you see last? Last thing I saw in a theater was Shangela perform a drag show, haha!
How about the opera or the ballet? Nope.
Which dance troupe do you enjoy, if any? ...they still do that?
Do you attend concerts or gigs? If so, which band did you see last? Not as much as I’d like to as no one good really comes here very often. Last band we saw was X Ambassadors and Paramore!
Are you interested in foreign food? I’m not uninterested but I’m not super interested either.
If so, which country's cuisine do you enjoy the most? Chinese...albiet probably a very Americanized version of Chinese.
Do you enjoy stand-up comedy? If so, who is your favourite comic? I doooo! Bo Burnham and Drew Lynch are my favorites.
Do you contribute to culture in some way? If so, how? I try to? I’m an influencer so I definitely have a platform of a couple hundred thousand people. Not sure what exactly I contribute tho.
Section 7 – Charity
Do you volunteer your time to anything charitable? If so, what? Newp.
Do you donate money to any charities? If so, which ones? No. I don’t trust a lot of charities, to be quite honest. A lot of them are very shady and I’d rather donate money directly to someone who needed it rather than it getting tied up in a charity where it might never actually see the people they claim to be helping.
If you have pets, are any of them rescues from shelters? We adopted our dog from one of my husband’s coworkers but she probably would have gone to the shelter if we didn’t take her.
Do you donate your old clothes, linen etc. to charitable organizations? Yes! We almost always have a bag of donations in our trunk that we always forget to take to the thrift store when we go.
If someone you know is in need, is it in your nature to offer help? If I can, yes!
Have you ever donated Christmas presents to children of poor families? We used to do that when I was a kid.
Have you ever had to rely on other people's charity? One Christmas when I was really young I remember my parents signed up for a sponsorship through the Salvation Army where a family adopted us and bought us Christmas presents and Christmas dinner or whatever.
How do you feel about donating to charities endorsed by celebrities? I would never donate to a charity simply because it was sponsored by a celebrity but I guess its the easiest way for a charity to get the word out that they need donations.
Is there a charity you absolutely never ever will not trust? PETA, Salvation Army, Goodwill, and that breast cancer one with the horrible CEO.
Have you ever donated to a cause that had a person going door to door? No. I extra wouldn’t if someone came knocking on my door asking for money.
In general, what is your opinion on charity? I already did my rant about them, haha.
Section 8 – Entertainment
Which was the very first video game you remember playing? Ocarina of Time I believe!
Which was the very first film you remember watching? That I don’t remember. Maybe that Barney movie with the magic egg?
What is your go-to form of entertainment? TikTok usually.
Do you have a large collection of DVDs/Blu-Rays? Nah. We have a drawer but we usually stream everything.
How about music albums? Beebs collects vinyls!
Do you prefer to have your music on vinyls, tapes, CDs or digital? I prefer digital and Beebs likes vinyl.
When and where do you like to entertain yourself usually? Either the bed or the couch.
Do you ever binge watch shows? If so, what are you binging now? Usually! I’m sadly in between shows rn.
What kinds of books do you like to read, if any? I honestly don’t read anymore.
Is there a book series you're currently collecting? ..
Is entertainment something you prefer to enjoy alone or with someone else? I have my shows and then we have shows we watch together. So there’s a time and place for both!
Section 9 – Internet 
Do you always have access to the Internet, wherever you go? If not, why? Yup!
Which website do you frequent the most? Website website? Google. App website? Instagram or TikTok.
Which search engine do you prefer and trust the most? Googs.
What do you use the Internet the most for? Social media or entertainment.
Do you judge people who have their phones out all the time? If so, why? Random people? None of my business. But if we’re spending time together and I’m trying to have a conversation with you and you're not paying attention to me because your nose is glued to your phone, I’m gonna be pissed.
If your connection goes down, what do you do? Go do something that’s not on the internet?
Is there something you wish you could do online that isn't possible yet? I still wish you could smell things through the internet.
Do you remember the first time you used the Internet? When was it? Yes! I believe the 2nd/3rd grade?
What was a website you used to frequent that doesn't exist anymore? I loved the Disney website with all the games.
Do/Did you ever have your own website? That was the thiiiing back in the day.
Isn't it great how much knowledge and info we have at our fingertips? It’s great but also overwhelming.
Section 10 – And finally...
What is something you consider to be highly controversial? Politics, apparently.
What kinds of jokes do you like the best? I love a good pun.
Is there a person who makes you laugh effortlessly? Oh definitely.
Which part of your body do you like the least? My eyes.
What's something random, out of context you remember from your past? I don’t do well with really vague questions.
Do you wear shoes indoors? No, I’m not a heathen.
What's the silliest thing you've worn on your body in public? I don’t think I usually wear silly things.
What's the most important thing in your life right now? Just spending time with my fam. Trying to get over this anxiety.
What is the most distant point on the planet that you've been from home? Florida.
Do you enjoy trivia games? If so, which one's your favourite? We love some Trivial Pursuit in this house!
Are you more logical or emotional? My emotions take over and then my logic brings it back in. Equal parts, baby.
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squeiky · 4 years ago
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Honestly papyrus and sans are the #1 deltarune teasers.
From the door... To papyruses little Easter "egg". Tp the gaster connections :/
(ps: papyrus is way more connected to gaster than sans is. )
Then the "dont forget" <- take it literally friends you seriously want to remember small tib bits in both games.
The sans wink in deltarune.. The fact that they seem...wary of the player. In fact, they talk directly to us. And even add sound effects! How kind.
Reminds me of lancers mp3. Its a cute sound effect.
Tbh, they remind me of those kids tv shows.
You know? Where they are talking someone and look directly at YOU, and go "can you find this?" Or "what should i do?" Or "what do you think?"
Like.. Elmo, or dora the exlporer. Or something.
I could go off on papyruses flying ability, or sans timestopping, time manipulating.. Just a bunch of things about time tbh. Or papyruses... Strange music in his room, or his apperent blasters, pr the fact that he looks similar to gaster....
(i messed with both gaster/mysteryman and papyruses sprite a bit. I just flipped papyrus's default face, ontop of gasters. I guess they are just 2 eggs. Beacuse they seriously have that egg shape apperance. So we have 2 eggy bois and i love it.)
Okay i dont want to go to much on papyruses frequent wall breaking which is like 24/7 and how he knows about alphys... Or the fact that she works in a laboratory... Or how the bone brothers barely know anything about the other, and how it was pointed out by the shopkeeper that she cant tell if they are related or not..
( someone said the shopkeeper has a sister soo..)
Or how similar sans is to lancer... Or how similar he is to literally everything in deltarune. Actually he's so connected to deltarune, you cant even see him die. He supposedly gets "tired" and runs away, exactly how with the nightners.
(Personally i dont think he died. He has an arrange of sound effects,( papyrus included) such as drums and what not.)
He bleeds like the nightners. According to lancer they have a blood bucket, and someone to clean up the "blood" (i think they do, i forgot their name) and how apperently know about blood to the extent of how it works, and know how to use it as a joke and not freak out. (I.e. That one kid and noelle) to the loint of having a janitor to clean it up. And sans is the only undertale character to bleed, and walk away. Seeing as monsters IMMEDIATELY dust after being brought to 0 hp. And not bleed to death, as sans does. Which sucks alot but oh well. the ICE-E crossword, that only exists in deltarune.. That sans has in undertale.
And the connects with papyrus is more undertale related/ gaster related than deltarune related.
So mabye i was wrong and sans is more of a hint for deltarune + lancer (from his bike, to prankster personailty, to clothes, to his ENTIRE HOME.)
(the castle is filled with those forever smiles that sans has. Which is funny cause that castle is in shambles and is obviously has a terrible king in charge, and its really depressing how lancer's dad was nice, but not anymore. But yeah KEEP SMILING YA SACK O POTATOES.)
(To the benches that sans has in the fundraiser)
OH OH OH ! AND THE FACT THAT PAPYRUS REFERS TO UNDERTALE AS "HIS GAME!" AND CONNECTION WITH TOBY FOX (and possibly the temmies) AND WITH GASTER POSSIBLY BEING APPART IN DELTARUNE THATS VERY VERY INTRESTING IS IT NOT?
I mean what do you think?
Though i dont understand the "you hear a trousle of bones" in deltarune. And sans says "my little brother"..
Like how old are you sans that it conerns me. You even befriended toriel, which personally sounds awsome.
(People draw kris as if he would hate that, but kris is such a prankster, he and sans would be besties like-)
Also how young exactly is papyrus here? Asriel is obviously younger than papyrus in undertale, by using him as a ruler, papyrus and sans shouldn't be so..... Young? Adult age atleast not..babybones.
Unless papyrus indeed does the trick that goner kid did, and just doesn't exist in deltarune, due to his connection with gaster and his connection to undertale.
Unless im wrong, and asriel was just born before papyrus and sans came to snowdin, which might mean he would be older but... UGH THIS IS CONFUSING BUT THERE SHOULDN'T BE BABYBONES PAPYRUS ANYWHERE BEACUSE EVERYONE IS THE RESPECTIVE AGE OF UNDERTALE, INCLUDING ASRIEL AS DUE TO HIS CONSTANT RESETS HE'S PROBABLY ALOT OLDER THAN WE REALISE!!!!!!!!
And that papyrus cannot be connected to sans, unless toby says so.
Otherwise papyrus cant exist in deltarune, and sans has another brother or something.
Also undertale papyrus and sans are alot.more diffrent than you realise.
Actually their roles where reversed at a time! Cool huh?
Papyrus is seen being pretty depressed, while somewhere, i cant remeber where, but it is said that sans wans't always this lazy.
Which means....
ROLE REVERSION!!! Cool right?
Before you OFFICALLY MEET papyrus and sans, sans is constantly trying to cheer papyrus up with jokes
(terrible pun are normally a thing of inexperience. Unless on purpose. But he has a joke book. Most likely papyrus's book beacuse of the constant puns papyrus makes, that are really good! Papyrus is the only one who has a book shelf, so probably the quatum physics is his too. As he needs SOMETHING FOR THAT FREAKING BRIDGE. And why would you need a book if you already know all the jokes? :/ also im pretty sure either he recites it for toriel (which hes not aware is toriel) or its for papyrus. Either one makes sense. Even both)
Anyways sans was alot more hopeful and papyrus was a lot LESS hopefull. Only by meeting you, the PLAYER err... Human! He regains his hope back!
Sans is also homesick. Undertale isn't his home, he doesn't feel happy with going to the surface either.
Deltarune is the only place he truely seems at home, happy, joyfull. And even owns a...
Bar!! :DDD probably got handed it thx to grillby!
And has a freind named alphys who is just as nerdy as she was before. But now a nerdy teacher~
(WHICH CAN RELATE! I HAVE SO MANY NERDY TEACHERS IN MY SCHOOL LMAO ITS AWSOME, I GET TO TALK ABOUT ANIME LIKE-)
And not some depressed scientist with an anxiety and peer pressure.
Like no wonder he's homesick.
No wonder papyrus feels a bit "down lately." He gets the sucky version.
I guess when your suck in a strange place, a different home you lose alot of hope, rather than gain some.
Or hp. What ever you want to say. Hp= HoPe ? Sure why not i guess.
I mean, im trying to write my goddamn comic, and its gonna be hard to keep all my notes conistent.
Cause just rewatched their whole introduction and im like-
GODDAMIT PAPYRUS DO YOU NEED A HUG? FRISK MOVE, MAKE THIS GUY HAPPY. YES! THAT CONVERSATION ALSO FILLS ME WITH DETERMINATIOM! I CANT BELIEVE ITS CALLED THE "BOX ROAD" THANKS TO 1 FRICKING BOX.
YES SANS CHEER UP YOUR SUPPOSED BROTHER WITH DESPERATE JOKES AND FUNNY COMEDY AND POSSIBLE SOUND EFFECTS.
YES PAPYRUS SMILE, YES PAPYRUS GET MAD AND MARCH OFF LAUGHING HAPPILY WITH THAT ONE BACKBONE PUN.
PAPYRUS NO DONT GO BACK TO BEING Sad- goddammit he left my screen AND HES BAck... Aww... :(
What? Yes sans? He's been feeling down lately? Seeing me could cheer him up?
AWWWWwWwWWWwWwww thats so SWEEETTTTT
THANK YOU FOR TALKING TO ME DIRECTLY LIKE YOU SHOULD BTW. AS IM NOT FRISK, I AM A REAL HUMAN, USING FRISK AS A VESSEL AS I TOWER FROM ABOVE. AND YES I DO SEE YOUR FACE PAPYRUS FROM THE DIALOUGE BOX AND YOU LOOK AMAZING.
*Papyrus realises he doesn't have ears
[Facepalms]
*theres.just a bunch of makeup and sludge on the floor.
[Covers face]
*why does he even carry that?
[Peaks a little and whispers]
"Its always important to carry makeup on. You never know when you need it. Like now."
*papyrus nods his head thoughfully.
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szopenhauer · 4 years ago
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Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? some
What trends do you refuse to give in to? basically all of them What types of perfume/cologne do you like on your preferred sex? none How do you get rid of anxiety? wish I knew! Are you a more of a homebody, or someone who’s always out with friends? homebody Are you materialistic? been told - in a sentimental way, not rich way Would you consider yourself open-minded? no Is there anything in your life right now that needs fixing? my body/mind Would you say that the simple things in life make you happy? they make me smile, I enjoy them Do you come up with your own words or sayings often? yes What’s the first thing you think of when I say ‘pearl necklace’?
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Gummi worms: Yay or nay? nay What do you do when you have ‘me time’? why after the question before it sounds so... ekhem... What’s your opinion on Weird Al Yankovic? I liked his SW song Have you ever met someone online that you wanted to meet in real life? yup and met but only one person When was the last time you entertained yourself with shadow puppets?  not that long time ago tbh as I like to do that randomly :D
What do you think S.H.C. stands for? school lmfao
Have you ever heard of Salad Fingers? mhm *I like rusty spoons
How do you feel about oldies (50’s-70’s) music? depends on the song
Ford or Dodge?  Ford What’s your favorite element: fire, earth, wind or water? I think that most spectacular, in a movie/book, is fire, then wind, earth is most lame but I still dislike water, when it comes to real life then eart would be most interesting instead hahaha but I’m either wind or earth probably 
Do you visit craft/hobby stores often? nope
How do you feel about spiked collars?  cool
What’s keeping you from going after the person you like? I’ve been writing about it plenty of times...
Who/what brings out the best in you? depends on your definition of “best”
Have you ever watched or read A Clockwork Orange? no and don’t want/plan to
How do you feel about plastic pink flamingos? love
Do you like your ice cream super frozen or somewhat melted? in between
Fill in the blanks: I wish _____ knew _____. I wish I knew what’s wrong with me and how to fix it. I wish I knew what’s good and bad and what I should do. I wish I knew who I am and what I want/need. 
Do you enjoy playing with magnets? :3 I collect them but don’t play with magnets 
How do you handle an awkward moment? depends
The Beatles: totally amazing or horribly overrated? overrated
Have you ever felt like you belonged in a different century? not really
Pretend you just saw a shooting star. What do you wish for? health *not that it will work
Was your first phone a flip phone? nope What is an old website that closed down that you miss? polyvore forever <3 Do you listen to Grace VanderWaal? If yes, what’s your favorite song of hers? I know/like one of her songs - I don’t like you What is the grossest thing you have ever vomited up? everything about puking is disgusting so... If you had had a baby in high school, what would you have named him or her? omg...
Are you foreign-born? I was born and live in Poland Do you drink coffee with your breakfast? I don’t drink coffee at all
Did you know that dolphins & whales are mammals?  I did Are all of your grandparents still alive? no
do you need to take a smoke break? I don’t smoke honestly, do you think that you’re going to be an overprotective parent? I won’t be a parent :P what kind of relationship do you have with the last person you kissed? uh... have you ever been tutored or tutored someone yourself? been tutored would you rather wear necklaces, bracelets, rings, or earrings? hmm... is everything you have on actually yours? sure when was the last time you wore a band-aid and why? wbiłam sobie metalowy drut w palec what would you do if you discovered that you had a 7 year old kid? ... how? moon sand or play doh? Playdoh do you honestly believe that someone will waste their time reading this? I know she will pfft what’s something you need to get done soon? don’t remind me... your grandparents just died in a plane crash, what are you doing? sit confused as why would they be in a plane in the first place? :o if i came to your house, could i find any kind of chocolate? ask my mother do your parents allow smoking in your house? hell no last person you left a voicemail for? I don’t like voicemails what is the last thing you charged? cellphone have you ever held a snake? I wanna describe to me the nearest stuffed animal to you. there’s shitload of those around me do you ever wear sleep masks when you sleep or shower caps when you shower? neither zebrah print, cheetah print, cow print, polka dots, or stripes? stripes would you rather go to a beach, and amusement park, or a water park? beach or amusement park, definitely not water park
Have you ever thought about becoming a crime scene investigator? yep
If I asked around, would people say you’re an actually good friend? doubt it
Where are your siblings at right now, if you have any? most likely her apartment
Do people say you complain too much? I know I do, sorry not sorry?
Have you ever considered changing your sexual orientation? there was a moment
Do you miss any of your past best friends? kinda
Have you graduated high school yet? If so, what color were your cap and gown? we didn’t have caps and gowns
Does your significant other complain about the way you dress? does she? XD
Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? would say so
What would you do if a stranger smacked your ass and whistled? dunno
Do you understand the game of Monopoly? why not
Do you ever make fun of short people? I’m short...
Would you say you’re reliable to be a good babysitter? I don’t like kids
Do you feel replaced in any way at all right now? when my dad plays with my niece :( also when I see/hear about my ex friends and exes in general?
Do you think it’s actually possible to have a ‘beautiful nightmare?’ yes
Have you ever held an intervention for someone before? I don’t want to participate in such a thing 
Do you ever blame your problems on someone else? only if they’re at blame
As a child, were you ever made fun of? What about right now? I’ve been bullied my whole life
Are you more of an open, optomistic person or lonely and pessimistic? loner* and pessimistic but I’m also quite open about who I am, because I’m an introvert doesn’t mean I’m shy
What is the last thing you tried on in a store? not sure what was last
When did you realize you are no longer a child? this question makes me sad Is sleeping naked more comfortable then in clothes? no idea Are you comfortable enough around your friends to change in front of them? I don’t care most of the time anymore tbh Have you ever had a dream in which you were making out, or more, with someone? smth more more often than just kissing which is weird Do you prefer to fix the problems or just end the relationship? depends Have you ever accidentally stepped on a cat tail? possibly
Did you know that when a worm is cut in two both pieces grow again and continue living? been told Do veggies gross you out? why Have you ever dated someone in secret? :x Do you bring pillows and blankets on road trips? nope Does walking by yourself make you nervous? might When dog’s bark, do you think it actually sounds like ‘ruff’? no What about when cows moo? yup Do you kiss your pets? yuk Have you ever forgotten where you parked your car? I don’t drive Does your leg itch right now? not rn Would you rather marry someone repulsive or be alone forever? be alone When is the last time you saw a monkey on TV? I don’t watch TV Would you be sad if you were 50 and still not married? nope Is it dark out yet? mhm Do hugs help when you’re sad? sometimes Do you buy more things online or in stores? stores Do online dating sites ever work? not for me
Do you find kite flying boring? if for a long time Have you ever released a paper lantern? I’d like to 
Do you ever listen to Jpop? not anymore What is the best summer camp you have ever been to? been to two and both had good and bad sides  Is your bed next to a window? it’s not 
Have you ever ran a cash register? I have
Does anyone appreciate your talents? what talents? Do you ever write letters and send them through the mail? used to Have you ever had an allergy test at the doctor’s? even recently
Skeletons or scarecrows? scarecrows
Do you own pumpkin earrings? - Have you ever walked through a haunted house? no thx Have you ever asked someone to be your Valentine? and they laughed at me?...
Do you like the name Ellery? sounds like Celery so no
Do you find cemeteries pretty? yeah Does your phone screen freeze a lot? could say so
Do you tend to wear the color blue the most? as a kid Did you kiss anyone on New Years? never Who did you spend your last velentine’s day with? by myself
Is there anything plugged to your computer? two pendrives and powerbank Anyone ever got you something while you were with them without you knowing? sort of Are you more of the indie or mainstream type? indie Where is your favorite place to be massaged? I don’t receive massages When did you last speak with your grandparents? years ago Don’t you hate it when something limits the amount you can type/write? very Do you live where there are a lot of cows? nope Have you ever went an entire day without looking at yourself in the mirror? as a person who avoids mirrors... Do you like the colors purple and orange together? depends? Honestly, do you smell nice at the moment? do I ever? my partner tells me I do but I’ve been told I stink several times before
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Thx 4 your compelling answer! You made me curious about what do you think Guts and Griffith would be like as a couple, how do you imagine their dynamic would develop and grow. Not super chill I agree lmao but it's very interesting given their respective baggages. And kind of unrelated but I was soo mad that Casca insisted Guts to leave the 2nd time even when Guts was like: HEY I WANNA STAY FOR REAL. But Griffith never knew that. Hurts but that's the kind of element that makes for a great tragedy
ikr! Man that scene where Griffith overhears them is so painful. Like it makes sense that Casca would tell Guts to leave imo for a few reasons (mainly because Guts successfully convinced her after they had sex that it was what he ~really truly wanted~ lol, and also I think there’s some interesting selfishness on her part there too) but man, it’s tragic.
Anyway back at you, thanks for the interesting questions. lol idk where to start with this one really because like, there’s so much to potentially say, and so many potential ways for their relationship to go, like I don’t really have One True Concept of their relationship, there are so many possibilities and options.
Holy shit this got ridiculously long lol, sorry. I just used the opportunity to throw out like as many of my griffguts opinions as I could reasonably fit lmao.
I guess there are a few things that I tend to stick to when I’m imagining them together in like a Golden Age AU where everything worked out, tho ofc none of this is set in stone.
Like, if this is an AU without the whole overheard Promrose Hall speech that changes everything, I tend to think Guts is more likely to make the first move. Like say Guts didn’t hear the speech but still fell off the cliff with Casca and got her monologue, and without his feelings of inadequacy clouding his understanding he actually starts to get it, like, I pretty much think Guts would’ve kissed him during Tombstone of Flame 2. Griffith being openly afraid of Guts’ judgement -> Guts impulsively demonstrating exactly how he really feels about him.
But also just in general I think Guts is more likely to act on his feelings without thinking about potential consequences or how it could’ve gone wrong until afterwards, so I can imagine a lot of scenarios where he’d make the first move. Whereas even if Griffith did figure out how he feels and what he wants, it’s harder for me to see him going for it. On the one hand yeah he does have that “I must obtain what I desire” attitude, on the other hand what he wants is for Guts to love and want him, and he’d know that, and he’d know that kissing Guts is not necessarily going to get him that, and might end up ruining everything he does have.
Like, dude has a major fear of rejection.
But I guess I could see him also impulsively going for it in a more extreme moment - like the way his mind shuts off and he runs to save Guts from Zodd, I could imagine a thank god you’re alive type kiss, eg. But imo he’d need more of a push than Guts would.
And yeah I think both of their respective traumas would affect things, but I’d prefer to delay that a bit? I want them to have a good positive sexual encounter before they start sorting through all their issues together, basically so they have proof that it’s worth persisting lol, and I think that’s pretty easy to manage. Like, they start making out and end up jerking each other off and no one has any flashbacks, easy peasy.
I could see them getting past a bad first time, but it wouldn’t be easy lol. Like first off they’re both overly likely to take it as a personal condemnation, even if logically that’s not how trauma works, because they both hate themselves, and they both canonically have a fear of being monstrous/predatory. Griffith asking if Guts thinks he’s cruel and tbqh most of his speech to the King in the dungeon is indicative of this imo, and Guts seeing himself as a monster after killing Adonis and also in canon flashbacking from his rapist’s perspective.
And yk, if they do start having sex without immediate issues, I imagine the first problem that would come up sooner rather than later would be Guts flashbacking. I tend to assume he would be upfront about not wanting to get fucked without saying why, and Griffith would be fine with that, and then Guts would still eventually have a flashback while topping and it would take him by surprise like in canon. I could see Guts reacting basically the exact same way he did with Casca, rambly confessional and all, and I think Griffith would be supportive and comforting and understanding in the immediate aftermath. Hopefully Guts would make it very clear that it had nothing to do with anything Griffith did or anything about him and he still wants to get laid on the regular, because otherwise I could see something stupid happening afterwards like Griffith withdrawing out of fear of his potential to Guts and Guts blaming himself for making things weird and neither of them talking about it until something gives.
Anyway if they do successfully navigate that, the next problem would be more insidious, and it would be Griffith, and the way he views sex as transactional. Like when I say Griffith would be fine with never topping, I think that holds true entirely regardless of what Griffith might actually want personally from a sexual encounter. He’d let Guts fuck him even if he hated it, because what he wants is the emotional closeness and Guts needing him and wanting him. I think he actually would want sex with Guts for its own sake and enjoy it, like he’s attracted to Guts and he wants him and I def don’t think he would hate it in any way. Buuut I see him as very detached from his own physical desires, yk? Dude has never had sex because he wanted to have sex, even the evil personification of his inner darkness didn’t lol.
And along with that you could have the additional problem of enjoying sex with a man being another potential source of self-loathing for him. I’m thinking because of ‘am I dirty?” in the river, and again the scene in the dungeon w/ the King lends itself to this really well too. Like it’s so easy to read internalized homophobia into his narrative imo, even the entire structure of it, with Charlotte and the dream on one side and Guts on the other.
And basically I think those issues would combine to make him see sex as something he gives in return for Guts’ love/loyalty/presence, and avoid seeing it as something he personally wants. So like basically I think in a way he’d use that transactional framework as a justification for doing something he really really wants to do (sex with Guts) but that he doesn’t want to acknowledge he wants because it makes him hate himself because a) internalized homophobia and also b) deep down he knows he wants Guts more than the dream which also makes him feel guilty.
Also like, when it comes to Griffith and his issues I don’t think any of this is required, like canonically we know Guts’ csa trauma affects him but we don’t really know how Griffith’s csa trauma affects him. I wouldn’t see it as out of character if he was ultimately fine with his desire for Guts and doesn’t contribute any issues to the griffguts sex life. But it’s really really easy to see how he could have a metric ton of issues with sex to work through, and I think those would be really interesting to explore, basically.
Plus I don’t necessarily think this would actually… matter? Like I could easily see Griffith never giving Guts any cause for concern, they never talk about this, Griffith himself barely notices that he’s got a messed up attitude towards sex, and eventually he just internally works through it himself as his relationship with Guts progresses and he gets more comfortable with wanting Guts and wanting sex for its own sake and he achieves his dream regardless of his emotional priorities, etc. Like this could all easily work itself out in Griffith’s subconscious without any external drama lol. (Tho if Guts ever picked up on this it would def fuck him up and the fallout would be big.)
ANYWAY so that’s all the trauma stuff I could see influencing their relationship.
Overall I think there’d be way more good than bad. They’re perfect for each other. Griffith wants Guts to know him and see all the stuff he hates about himself and want him anyway, and Guts would absolutely do that, and demonstrate it thoroughly, and it would do wonders for Griffith’s self-acceptance. Guts wants Griffith to pay attention to him, to love him and respect him and look at him, and being in a relationship with him would give him everything he wants. The way Griffith looks at him after they kiss or while they’re fucking or whatever, like he’s the only thing in the world, would be the highlight of Guts’ life. Guts fucking Griffith like he needs him, or making love to him with reverence, or demonstrating casual closeness and affection, would be the highlight of Griffith’s.
I think Charlotte and the dream would be a bit of an issue for Guts, like I could see him being jealous, but I could also see him being totally able to see Charlotte as business and himself as the person Griffith wants. The fact that they’re fucking behind Charlotte’s back would itself be probably enough proof of how much Griffith wants him and is willing to risk for him to make Guts feel secure. Like basically I could see jealous insecure Guts telling Griffith they should break it off because the risk to his dream is too much and Griffith refusing out of hand, and that being a big moment for Guts and his feelings of security in their relationship.
Eventually I think the most satisfying direction their relationship could go would be Griffith decisively choosing Guts over the dream and having grown enough in their years together that he’s able to live with that choice and be happy with Guts instead of a big exaggerated dream lol. As far as I’m concerned that’s the secret Berserk happy ending that they never got a chance to get to, but is wholly telegraphed by the story as something that could’ve happened if everything hadn’t gone wrong.
Hmm what else. Random details I guess: I think they’d start out with Guts exclusively topping when they have penetrative sex but Guts would absolutely eventually want Griffith to fuck him imo, and their first time switching it up would be pretty emotionally intense but extremely good and positive. They’d be really close and trusting and more effectively communicative by then, and it would work great and Guts would bask in the attention as Griffith v thoroughly makes love to him.
Also when Griffith achieves his dream and runs Midland they would both be extremely into Guts getting a little possessive and staking his claim on him, like by fucking him hard enough that he can feel it throughout the next day, or scratches/bruises under clothes, etc. Nothing super kinky, I think they’re both pretty vanilla lol, but Guts would love knowing Griffith is being constantly reminded of him while he’s at meetings with nobles or w/e and Griffith would love that lingering reminder.
I think at some point early on they’d have to have a talk in which Guts asserts that he wants to stay with Griffith and the Hawks and doesn’t feel obligated because he lost a fight when they were 15. I could see that thought eating away at Griffith for a while if they don’t. Also because the question of whether they’re equals or not is kind of hammered in in canon I think they’d have to navigate around Griffith technically being Guts’ commander. I don’t think Guts would think twice about it (again assuming he hasn’t heard the Promrose Hall speech) but Griffith would worry, especially given exchanges like “that’s why I’m asking you to do this” “just order me to do it” lol. So they’d have to at least talk about that.
Or conversely they could not talk about Guts potentially feeling obligated and it could blow up in their faces and lead to miscommunication drama. I mean there are so many potential ways they could fuck things up by not talking and assuming the worst at the first sign of an issue lmao, it’s like, you want relationship drama just take your pick.
Also relatedly, I think this is a little bit of an unpopular opinion, at least judging by most of the griffguts fic I’ve read lol, but I really don’t see Griffith as likely to behave possessively at all, unless he thinks Guts is about to leave him and is like next to having a breakdown about it, and even then… idk. I think the second duel was extremely atypical - Griffith defaulted to trying to fight Guts for his loyalty because that’s how he won his loyalty the first time and it was the only way Griffith saw to keep his loyalty, he was extremely out of his depth emotionally lol, and I think there’s some big indications that he hated himself for it afterwards.
He wants Guts to want him, to choose to be with him of his own desire, he wants Guts to love him. I think he would abhor the thought that Guts was obligated to stay with him in any way, and any indications of that would freak him out and add to his self loathing. So he wouldn’t tell Guts “you’re mine” as part of sexy foreplay or whatever, and he wouldn’t order him to do shit lol (along with this like I don’t think Griff is dominant at all, and trying to be with someone he loves would fuck him up).
I think the biggest problem for both of them would be a tendency to assume the worst and just blame themselves for whatever instead of talking. But I also think the longer they’re in a relationship the better they’ll get at not doing that and at constructive positive communication lol.
Like at the end of the day again I think there’d be way more positives than negatives. We’re shown how perfectly they fulfill each others’ needs. Guts wants attention, Griffith wants acceptance, they both want to be loved, and before the misunderstandings get in the way and fuck it all up their relationship benefits both and starts helping both heal emotionally. If they stayed together and added romance and sex to the mix I think overall they’d be pretty ideal partners.
Ooookay I think I’ve talked more than enough about this lmao. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to just ramble for ages about a bunch of griffguts stuff. Honestly if anyone reads through this to the end I’ll be slightly surprised lol.
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aharris00britney · 6 years ago
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ASKS 09
random stuff, some facts about me, some sims questions, video requests, hair sneak peaks, umm and other stuff too…. also I am 10 candies from being able to evolve that dumb fish so wig
Anonymous said: Do you have a car?
Nope!
Anonymous said: Hi wcif the shirts in your coming soon in June update ps I love your cc x
hey! for any WCIFs for that stuff, I am probably going to wait until the posts for the hairs are up because I know that people won’t check when the hairs are posted for my old wcifs.
@angelamariacalle​ said: you could make a WIP the eyes that you use in your post with ice cream?     
i have no idea what you were trying to say ;-; the eyes I used are my default ones which you can download here
@ayoshi-sims​ said: Once you get this SHARE 6 facts about yourself and send it to your 10 favorite blogs ✨
I still play pokemon go (fight me)
I think that pop music was the best in 2007-2011 (One of the Boys, The Fame/The Fame Monster, Circus/Blackout, Animal/Cannibal, The best damn thing)
I am a super middle child! (two older siblings, and two younger ones as well)
I keep all my kpop albums on my dresser, with my Red Velvet one hanging in a red/white flower crown I own :)
My favorite food to snack on is either a tuna kit, or pickles
I am a bottom XD
Anonymous said: When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity!
aaaaah okay um
my kpop girlies i stan
my angel rocky (my old af pug)
my friends (irl and online <3)
the concept of love is always something that makes me happy omg i know that is cheesy but like… imagine finding someone that is perfect for you will always be there when you need and like just GOD I NEED A MAN NOW
charli xcx music umm yeah it’s 5 in the morning
Anonymous said: Hello, I was wondering if you have your sims on the gallery? Thanks for your time. :)       
Yeah! I have a few sims for download on my origin which is SPOTHARRIS I also have them for download on this page
Anonymous said: Hello!! Just wondering wicf the freckles from the discontinued model in your older posts (e.g. momo buns) thank you!!! BTW I love your stuff soo much! :)
Hey! I no longer have that file or even know where I got them from :( Here is an OLD af wcif I answered of them though
Anonymous said: Where are you from?
I am from Virginia, which is on the east coast of the United States :)
Anonymous said: Hi!! I feel like this is such a silly question but oh well I’m a noob. If I use your Quartz eyes V2 will they be inherited in the next generation if my sims have kids? Same with your hair colors as well?
I honestly have no idea how any of that stuff works :( I’m sorry! I assume it should but also maybe not? ;-; again, sorry!
Anonymous said: omg the hair with the flowers in it! *-* i love!! will you also make a version without the flowers? I also wanted to say I’m really happy your life is going well and congrats on the 30k followers
thank you so much!! and I the hair will obvi have no flowers :P the flowers should be accessories if everything works out. There are some clipping issues rn but I think it is fixable :) here is a pic without the flowers. If you guys have any recommendations about then pls send them my way
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Anonymous said: Would you ever consider doing really long curly hair like the singer Sza’s?
I personally don’t like super long hair in TS4, it just doesn’t look well with most clothes and has clipping/weight issues :( I’m sorry!!
Anonymous said: Do you know what happened to SimpleSimmer?
I don’t, no. But I am sure she is fine :) sometimes people just take breaks
Anonymous said: Hi! So, i really love your sim with the dark brown hair (for your hair cc) and i was wondering if you could ever share that sim! Because she has a beautiful face. Also i am wondering which skin overlay (etc) you are using! You can find me in the gallery under the name: xThisGirl (if that is an easier way for you to respond :)
Hey! You can find her download here, along with all my other sims :) I am glad you like her <3
Anonymous said: Hey! I know you probably won’t read this as fast but I wanted to ask, how do you shift the hairline to the side or any of that? Like your daisy hair, briana hair, and that one wip you had in a tutorial video of yours! I really want to do that but I just don’t know how :(
I will maybe record something for this! No promises bc I have to get someone to edit the videos for me and I don’t wanna bug him but I will see if he can edit it for me if I film it :) It is pretty simple to do once you get the hang of it
@sims4storiesandstuff​ said: I just wanted to say, your hairs are the shit! Absolutely stunning. I rarely use the EA hairs anymore! I think you deserve every follower you have.            
Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate stuff like this <3 I don’t play the game myself much so it makes me happy knowing that my hairs make other peoples games so much more enjoyable uwu
Anonymous said: hello can you make please a video when you make a hair and upload it?
I would like to! I just do so many random things while doing a hair like showing pictures to friends and getting their advice. So I will have to see, would you guys mind if the video had conversation stuff in it? As I said earlier, someone edits the videos for me so I don’t wanna get him to do more work for it by editing them out :( I will look into it for sure though!
Anonymous said: That hair wip in your lil video tutorial is absolutely beautiful!! Can’t wait until it’s released !! 🧡🧡
thank you so much!! Here are some more pics of it:
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Anonymous said: are you korean? If not, how can you like kpop if you dont understand it?
I am not korean haha, but music is about more than understanding. It is about the feelings it vibes you get from it and the moods it puts you in. People love screamo music even though it is hard to understand, and music like instrumentals and dubstep heavy are just… what the music makes you feel. I listen to ‘normal’ pop, kpop, instrumentals, artists like grimes that mumble their songs a lot with production heavy stuff. I think that as long as the music is something you enjoy, you shouldn’t be judged for liking it. I know you aren’t trying to be rude with this ask so don’t think I am attacking you please! I am just trying to give you some insight into why different music interests people :)
Anonymous said: I’m so happy to see that you’ve made a patreon account! you really make amazing CC and that’s such a gift to the community, I’m happy that now I get to feel like I can give something to you haha :) have a great day/evening!
thank you so much! and thank you for supporting <3
@lesyatim​ said: Hello,  it’s not ask. I only want to say that you make very beautiful hair and  THANK YOU! I Love You💕💕💕💕💕 P.S. I’m from Russia and I don’t now English very well♡)
thank you so much!! Спасибо большое (that is suppose to say thank you in german lmao)
Anonymous said: When did u make a skin?
it is a hidden gem :P It is mainly to fix the collarbones bc I use multiple skin overlays so I that is why is was never posted :)
Anonymous said: Congratulations i hope you have a happy family 😄
ummm?? I GOT IT I GOT I GOT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT
@dangerouskindofmind said: I actually don’t have a question! I just wanna say you are one of my favorite sims 4 creators out here. Your hairs; snatched. Your clothes; beautiful. Your sims; amazing. And your personality looks just as good lol. I’ve probably downloaded like 99.9% of your content and I just wanna say thank you for all you do to make my sims 4 experience loads better. I also hope you’re having a great day
thank you so much!!!! I appreciate it a ton, I love that my content makes people love this game more <3
Anonymous said: Just wanted to say that literally all of your CC is beautiful and from what I’ve seen, I absolutely adore your personality. Keep it up my dear, you’ve got crazy talent. Much love <3
thank you, thank you!!! My personality irl is kind of shitty lmao I am really shy and like reserved ;-; and it is just memorizing how to do some editing to hair meshes, not much talent involved <3 thank you so so much again though!! I love getting these kind of messages
Anonymous said: Are you gonna make an outerwear cc pack when the seasons expansion pack releases?
I don’t make much clothing CC so I highly doubt it. I am working on a swimsuit that I might post later this month though! We will see what happens though :D
Anonymous said: thank you very much for a playlist that you shared with One Shot,Two Shot,I’m totally in love ur the best
yesss BoA is such a queen, listen to the full mini album if you can! It is one of her best releases in my opinion.
Anonymous said: aharris00britney awnsered me,cuz I remember my question and it’s on the asks recent post AND i’ll shake this print in all my enemies face thx,I asked about the patreon and I’m doing it right now bby <3            
hehe thank you!! <3 you show them enemies
– just so the eating ass juicy booty ask so yep that is all I have gotten in the past month that I can answer :P
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looseinthecatroom · 6 years ago
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This “live” blog (or just reaction in that case I suppose?) under the cut and in one post because this ain’t a fandom where we can have spoilers and thoughts running around willy nilly so soon after an episode comes out!
- Poor sweet Jon. Poor confused detonator losing disaster. Better hope that slight immunity to The Unknowing you get from vague archivist powers kicks in soon.
- “ ’Ello Daisy!”
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Here it comes! I don’t know what “it” is! But something very bad is definitely going to happen to one of you! Personally my bet’s on Breekon and Hope getting their asses kicked in.
- Roughly 20 seconds later:
*Horrific strangulation noises and Daisy laughing manically.*
Eyuuup.
- Diiiid Basira just whoop Tim’s angry little butt like it was nothing out of self defense or am I misreading that and Tim just landed a pretty weak hit which then confused her?
I choose to believe that she just whooped his butt personally.
- “Ohhhh! You caught me! I’m...... Sasha!”
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I fucking love Nikola.
- Issssn’t going so deep as to not know what a hand, or a gun, or what have you, is anymore kind of a teensy bit right of center for the Stranger? It feels more Spiral then Stranger to me at least as I/we understand them right now.
‘Course I’ll be the first to tell you that the overlap between entitys is hella common and hella intentional given how little we/humanity is supposed to understand about them / roll my eyes when someone’s trying way too hard to fit something within a statement super neatly into a single powers domain, sooooo. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- “Pathetic.”
My ass:
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- =( Gertrude (/Nikola. Obviously ~Is it partially her? Is it in no way actually her opinion? Who knoooows?~ is intentional.) leave the failure boy be. You were head archivist for 50 years if I recall. He’s got time. Weak sauce taunt Gertrude/Nikola.
- LOVE  the chewy symbology to dig into in how Nikola’s voice isn’t present for for the last “This is your fault!” of their guilt trip.
-Leitner: “Before you left me to get my head bashed in”
by a brutal extended pipe murder. Finish the sentence Leitner. Any excuse to use that phrase again is a good one.
-Leitner: ”But you’ve somehow managed to fit more bad decisions into two years then I did in a lifetime!”
Oh. My poor self hating disaster archivist. That one isn’t even remotely true AND I doubt even Jon would be thick enough to believe it without the Unknowing’s influence. =‘(
Also he knows who Jurgen is without any prompting at all so.... time seems to be nearly up for keeping him confused Nikola. >.>
- OH! Duh! Daisy has “vague servant of an entity powers” herself too. Thanks for that Hunt and/or Slaughter. That’s why she’s a bit more on the ball then the others. Nearly forgot about that till he called her an animal.
- “Almost a shame you don’t know your own coffin. But you will.”
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- Basira is back sans angry Tim. She did in fact clock him.
- Listening to Basira puzzle stuff out makes me think that Melanie and Martin were back benched for this one because writing wise it would have given us way too much insight into the soul of their character and the way they function under real pressure for right now. I’m all for more character development for those two. Like probably more then any of the other assistants, but yeah, it doesn’t feel like the right time for it (Particularly for Martin) with all the other shit going on right now.
The last thing Martin needs right this instant is a do or die situation AND also Jon almost certainly wouldn’t kill him off without resolving the crush plot line / just more of his character in general so... yeah. No Martin in THE center of the action this time.
- Jon: “I see you...”
AYYE there it is. Time’s up girl.
- “Sarah”: ”Probably the Hunters idea. She killed one of the courier's.”
Time to drop that /Slaughter part apparently. Hunt it is.
- Ohh. Oh. I DO like what the avatars bickering with each other tells us about how close they are (well, aren’t then) to the pure ideal of the Stranger.
- Ok. Or Tim just ran off confused to go maul someone else.
- “Shall I?”
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Oh hell yeah. Good audio is good.
Also? “My asshole boss”?
Aye Tim. Yeesh.
You know, Mike LeBeau’s comment about wanting to just slap Tim sometimes is hella relatable, and I was glad that even his actor is definitely feeling it this arc. >.>
If Martin weren’t Martin (pushover) and Jon weren’t Jon (piss self esteem) Tim probably wouldn’t have gotten this far along his “Jon’s a dick (Or even still properly your boss tbh) and not a victim (a paranoid disaster, but a victim) here” train of thought.
- SO
Soooo...
Kaboom.
Well Basira ran away given her last bit.
Daisy is in a probably explosion proof coffin, and either safe for now or very much already dead/worse then dead, so that’s her sorted.
Jon and Tim? They’re in the same room. Now. Jon’s not going to die yet probably. Yeah it COULD be that kind of show. I definitely don’t want to tempt fate here, but I just don’t see Johnny killing him off just yet for a whole buncha reasons unless it IS that kind of show, and they really need that gut punch to work with. (pls no. thx)
Soooo... the slightly deus ex machina of a power of some sort intervening to save him? Elias using yet unknown Beholding powers to save him? Another power’s avatar pulling his ass out of the fire again? At least it probably won’t be Helen, a.k.a. the one who usually shows up to save him, because having him rescued from this exact building by powers twice would be a bit bland, let alone by the SAME power twice. So who knows.
OH, know what WOULD be a good path to head down and not feel to arbitrary OR repetitive??
Mr. Spider to the rescue? >.>
Learn some stuff about the Web maybe? Could be a thing. Could not be a thing. Wouldn’t be a BAD time to start off/set up more Web plot lines by any means.
At any rate, imma have to guess that some fun / not as used / maybe mostly new plot line is about to get some love, because bitch, I don’t see any other smart way out for these nerds. >3>
(Of course, I might have missed something. Some clever escape setup that was already there within the current arc’s plot lines. It IS TMA after all. =p)
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actuallyschizoid · 7 years ago
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You mentioned that you know yourself exceptionally well. By that, did you mean an understanding of many of your subconscious processes? Or did you (in a way) create a mental map containing all the traps you need to avoid in order to stay content? Or... Would be interesting to know. Big Thx for the blog and your willingness to share
Sorry for over a week delay — had another spike of low motivation for social interactions. 
I wouldn’t say I make any kind of map or whatever other intentional mental constructs, but it is a known schizoid tendency to be more aware than average of what’s going on in one’s mind. 
Can’t say for sure if I’m actually all the way to the understanding of subconscious processes — since those are, by default, beyond conscious level. To me it seems more like I store less stuff on subconscious level to begin with. 
And from what I understand, plenty of schizoids are this way. We tend to make this whole psychotherapy extremely difficult for whoever dares to take a schizoid patient. And they often dislike dealing with this type of schizoids because there’s really not much they can suggest. 
You know how the regular psychotherapy works, right? The doctor who is well aware of how human psychology works listens to what the patient has to say and makes a few conclusions of what *actually* goes on what they just don’t see because the brain typically works this way to avoid thinking of actual problems. Then they explain it to the patient in easy-to-understand terms (maybe, sometimes - or even not), and they go “wow, I never thought of that, that can’t be true but it kinda is, how did you know?!” 
Well, from my experience with a really good, in fact, professional psychotherapist — that’s not how it goes. He spent most of the time just chatting with me on random subjects, blabbering some fun tales of his work, because, well... what else was there to say? 
“Have you thought of this and that?” - Sure, that’s exactly what i just told you awhile ago, I already googled this area of psychology and studied a bunch of pirated books from the university where you got this diploma hanging on the wall from, so I understand more or less why you ask it, and nope, that’s not the case, you mistake it with this bit — it’s an understandable mistake, and at first I had troubles to understand it was the case as well, but after I’ve spent countless nights thinking about it and researching hardcore psychology shit, I got to a conclusion it’s likely this thing, so I thought you may confirm if that’s the case or I misunderstood something?” — “...yeah, that’s... probably true... so the weather is nice today, huh”
I mean, even if I wasn’t interested in psychology enough to actually learn all that much (or before I was), I already was more aware of my own thought process than most people are. Honestly I have no idea how and why would they live their lives without understanding themselves better. What else is there to understand if not yourself? 
You are the center of your own universe and subjectively the most important creature in the existence by definition. From how well you understand yourself and how little secrets your own mind can have from you depends how well you can adapt, counter whatever issues you might have, find workarounds to things you can’t help with and just generally get your life under control as much as you can instead of living like a walking bio-robot, following nothing but mindless hormones, typical subconscious behavior patterns and stepping on the same traps multitudes of people stepped on before you. 
Like sitting in a heavy depression for years without knowing it’s depression, doing nothing about it and just willingly stay stuck in this corrupt cycle of self-harm. 
I’m not depressed, never self-harm and have a bunch of ways to avoid negative effects of my szpd on my life. Most of them aren’t perfect, but it is also something I’m aware of. I know which ones could get better and am aware why I’m not doing them better when it’s possible. I’m moving that way slowly when I find it possible, and when not — it just stays as something I understand and consciously avoid despite a known benefit to it, and find a compromise alternative for the time being. 
I share a lot of stuff anonymously online, sure. But there’s even more shit that I’m not talking about — which doesn’t necessary means I don’t see it for myself. 
I analyze my own personality like I’d do for third person, I just stay detatched from it, try to find problems of this character and think about ways to solutions for them — preferably a bunch of alternative ones, at first without considering whether those would work for me personally or not, but going from objective knowledge about my personality type. 
Then I just go back to first person view to find out 90% of them are shit I won’t do, but then there’s 9% of what I might at least give a shot, and 1% of what might even work a bit, if I’m lucky. Even if I end up not doing anything, at very least the understanding of those issues stays with me. 
I doubt this would be of any use for all that many people, but if someone finds it useful - well, good for you. Not that you lose much by just thinking and researching, right? 
[schizoid discord]
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briteboy · 7 years ago
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why is my bra size a G? Where is that even on the bra size spectrum?
honestly i’m not sure why i got this question but it made for a good cold open to this post didn’t it
Mother I’m having a really bad migraine please help I’ve been throwing up for hours now 😭
OH NO i’m sorry :[ that sucks so much. i’ve only had a migraine once and i’m pretty sure it was because i went to a palm reader who had some untrustworthy evil vibes going on omfg *googles ‘migraine remedies’* uhh uhuh leafy dark greens! a cold dark room! ice packs! i’m sorry i suck at this i will offer you one (1) hug instead
i dreamed last night that last august u sent me an ask with questions from an ask meme i hadn't reblogged and i responded really rudely and then in the present i got a notif for an ask and i looked it and it was actually the already answered ask u had sent me a year ago and i was like 'wtf when did i get this ask when did i answer it why was i so angry???' and i messaged u and was like 'i have no memory of this but im sorry for being such an ass idk why either man' and u were like :/ ok i guess
OMFG :/ ok i guess i apologize on dream me’s behalf for sending you questions u didn’t even reblog. maybe i was just really interested in ur hypothetical answers. it’s okay i forgive dream u for being rude. we’re best friends now in dream land
a half goat, half human is a satyr but I like goat boy more
yeah i’m dumb and realized this after i said it omg. it’s not my fault i’ve only seen the chronicles of narnia once
Could you release astropussy cc merch? 😂 i need it in my life
YES PROBABLY IN THE FUTURE!! it’s on my to-do list!
Do you have a link to the beginning of ur story? Thx
the amount of times i’ve answered this, i just. asjkdfj lmao. it’s on my faq and also at the top of my blog, if you’re on mobile just look at the tags on my post and the general rule is that you can go to that tag and put in /chrono and it’ll go to the beginning. here
Do you follow any astrology blogs??
hmmmm i used to, but i’ve fallen out of touch with that area of tumblr. i still trust @astrologymarina with my life tho
hit me with that astrology shit ! gimme references, everything!
Yo my main squeeze! I’m doing a PowerPoint bout astrology, could u give me some sweet info?
(two different anons, same answer) AHHH *sweats* tbh i learned everything i know from observing my own chart (find yours here), acknowledging the traits of each sign and applying to people i know, then reading up on the planets and houses, and honestly...just exploring the tumblr astrology tag and following the rabbit hole down a twisted web of different astrology blogs. if you start with marina up there ^^ you can probably find a lot of sweet info and other blogs as well.
Hello mother, could you teach me about all the astrology stuff you’re always talking about? Like the birth charts and the planets etc. I find it v interesting but I can’t understand shit bc English is not even near my native language. Help. I’m so very lost lmao
ah well firstly check out the links above ^^ i would personally explain everything but 1) i’m bad at that and 2) ain’t nobody got time 4 dat honestly cafe astrology is a good starting point for beginners, they have everything on that website! if you need any specific sort of help with understanding it, feel free to message me off anon!
i think i finally figured out the birthchart thing?? really cool and very defining for a lot of elements of character design. i'm a aquarius sun, scorpio moon, and taurus rising -- i'm ready to be judged - sirius anon
right!! it’s like a main priority for me in character building! ohoooo that combo is very interesting, because i feel like aquarius and scorpio are not really compatible, in that aquarius influence can make you very distant and unwilling to address your emotions and their importance, but your moon (which controls your emotions) is SO preoccupied with exactly that, which might exacerbate that scorpio intensity because you feel that constant pull between hiding and revealing your true emotions. but then taurus rising kind of balances it out and makes you at least appear to be level headed? so even if you’re suffering on the inside at least people think u got it all together.
i.... i feel like your inbox is now bombarded w/ zodiac related questions.... so i sorta feel bad for dropping this on u but im doing it anyway hehe ok so: sagittarius sun and rising, cancer moon
it is and my wrist is killing me all of a sudden but i do this for u guys because it makes me so happy that u even care oh wow, that’s an interesting combo!! it’s actually one of those combos that like...it never crosses your mind, but now that you think about it, they actually go really well together. sagittarius is the most calm of the fire signs, so it actually might pair well with emotional and highly intuitive cancer. your inclinations are probably pretty bold and outgoing, but then you might think about them for too long and develop a fear of going through with them. in that way your emotional side kinda holds you back, but you should learn to trust your gut instincts!! 
Uhhh can you also do my birthchart? I know nothing about astrology and you're a godess in this topic! I'm Scorpio Sun, Pisces Moon, Pisces Rising
OMFG A GODDESS well i’m just ok, i try ooh boy you’re watery alright!! wow you’re probably dreamy as f*ck, but also moody as f*ck, highly and acutely aware of everything at once, otherworldly, always living inside your head but wanting to get out and experience things with everyone else, always wondering about the mysteries of life and the weird questions no one ever wants to answer. you understand things more deeply than anyone around you, and you probably don’t even realize how strong and adaptable you are!!
Ahhh are you still doing horoscopes? If so can you do mine? I’m Aries sun, Sagittarius moon and libra rising. I’m overwhelmed with how to read these things! Thank you and hope you’re having a good day 😘
hello finally i am answering your question! sorry i just get overwhelmed when i get a lot of these lmao this is an awesome combo!!! sag + libra is always so good and then aries + libra are opposites/sister signs which makes for an interesting dichotomy. i’m actually an aries sun/sag moon as well, so i know this combo very well lmao. you might come off as very calm and appealing (dat libra charm tho) and then when people get closer to you you reveal your optimistic, perseverant and passionate nature. these signs are very harmonious together, you’re probably like the calmer version of me lmao. you might be pretty rational but then your sun makes you want to be more impulsive. it’s good to listen to it sometimes...but not all the time. aries is a child don’t trust him too much
hey sunny! i know you're probably stressed out by all these so feel free to skip this one, but i'm a virgo sun/capricorn moon/cancer rising! idk if i fit in a lot of the virgo stereotypes though but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
o0o0o0o0o so many sister signs i swear heheh, it’s good though, i like this combo! i feel like you can’t really go wrong with virgo/cap because they’re both earth signs. cap/cancer are opposites so your cancer rising might make you come off as very sweet, soft and emotional, but your moon says otherwise. people probably underestimate you a lot, but underneath your exterior you’ve got a guarded heart and you can’t be pushed around easily. though your virgo and cancer influence might invite people to walk all over you, you are stronger than you know.
Hi! Just felt like letting you know that there's this song called "Red Bottom Sky" by Yung Lean and it always reminds me of Santi every time I hear it.
hello! omg i love these messages, it makes me so giddy when people relate songs to my characters ;-; i’m listening to it right now and this is definitely something he would like lmao. it’s so calming somehow i wanna live in this beat
when i saw the title for lou’s story i immediately thought of the group choker lmao. you should check them out el dorado is my fav song
omg i actually think i’ve heard of this group before!! i’m digging these song suggestions, i like this one a lot! watch me put their songs in this story now lmao
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"That was why he never visited us, never left his private little cabin or played ball when we went there. Why he would trail off in the middle of a conversation and half the time end up snapping at anyone who interrupted the thoughts that made his eyes go distant like that. I'd always thought it kind of weird that he'd gotten along so well with Jake, even back when Jake had been a hyperactive kid, because they seemed to have nothing in common. And now..."
DVD commentary: Okay, first and foremost, I feel obligated to mention: as far as we know from canon, Grandpa G did in fact die of a random heart attack.  We don’t know for sure, but there’s no evidence for his having taken his own life outside of what I made up for THX 1138.  I wanted to explore the possibility that Jean didn’t give Jake the full story in #31 because there’s this very deliberate parallel throughout that book of Grandpa G as a likely future self for Jake, and I couldn’t help adding an extra layer of anxiety to that parallel.  (And yeah, I made the “war chest” Jake mentions getting at the end of #31 into a shoebox half-full of old GameBoy cartridges.  Because all Jake mentions is the intention to keep his medals but keep them out of sight, and this is a kid who—according to Marco—hasn’t cleaned his room since the fourth grade.) 
I also find the intergenerational stigma around mental illness to be really interesting and disturbing; I was 24 before I found out that my one great-grandmother was a gambling addict (and even then the conversation only hinted at that reality), while a friend of mine found out in her 30s about her grandfather’s suicide and my one mentor published an entire book about her family’s refusal to discuss her great-uncle’s death from a possibly-deliberate overdose.  If you find people willing to talk about it, it seems like every family has the same story: you can only go back two or three generations at most before encountering the ancestor or great-aunt who was classified in their own time as “odd” or “unwell,” or who passed away from “unnatural causes.”  Because, depending on how you measure it, we’re talking about TWENTY-FIVE TO FIFTY PERCENT OF THE HUMAN POPULATION, and this stuff ain’t new.
The other reason I wanted to bring in Grandpa G specifically is that [clears throat] [checks megaphone batteries] [steps up on soapbox] I sometimes feel stories in general and fan fiction in particular loses sight of the actually-really-important distinction between post-traumatic stress and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.  Paraphrasing Mark Twain, the difference between post-traumatic stress and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder is the difference between the lightning bug and the lightning.  To use the technical terminology: post-traumatic stress is the natural learning process that the mind goes through after unexpected and/or unpleasant events in an effort to make sure they don’t happen again.  PTSD is what happens when either the initial event or the subsequent learning process is severe enough that the individual is unable to resume normal functioning. 
To use a few examples: 
I broke my arm on a towel bar (don’t ask) when I was 11 years old.  To this day, I get a slight feeling of nausea and anxiety every single friggin time I hang a towel on a towel rack.  This is not PTSD.
My grandmother was involved in a serious car accident, and she had nightmares for almost two weeks afterward where she relived the accident; they faded out of existence within a month.  This is not PTSD.
A friend of mine fell into a swimming pool as a child and nearly drowned.  She can swim, and came wading with us at the local dam, but was not comfortable going anywhere that her feet couldn’t touch the ground.  This is not PTSD.
If it takes a month or two for your body and mind to recalibrate themselves after an injury, this not PTSD.  If you feel mild or moderate anxiety in situations which closely parallel those of the bad event but can still function or ignore them, this is not PTSD.  If years after an event occurs you suddenly think of it again (after not having done so for weeks) and feel afraid again for a few minutes, this is not PTSD. 
Don’t get me wrong; all of the above are unpleasant as hell.  All of the above are perfectly valid reasons to ask a therapist for help, either in the form of talk or drugs.  They are also not valid reasons to describe yourself as having PTSD.  If it’s not severe enough to interrupt normal functioning for several weeks, and it’s not severe enough to last more than six months, it’s not PTSD. And yeah, I’ve met people who respond to finding out a friend has depression with “I get sad too,” just like I’ve met those who respond to PTSD by saying “oh yeah, this one time I fell down a flight of stairs and now I get nervous while walking down stairs.”  In THX 1138 in particular, Tom is working through post-traumatic stress.  He knows he doesn’t have PTSD (using Grandpa G as a measuring stick) even if he doesn’t really understand that distinction because it felt unrealistic to me to have a 19-year-old with a tenth-grade education understand that distinction.  [steps down off soapbox] [carefully turns megaphone off to save battery power for future rants]
I also wanted to draw attention to the fact that Tom maybe, just maybe, gets Grandpa G now in a way he didn’t when he was 15.  And he gets why Jake always got Grandpa G.  Extrapolating from #31, it seems logical that Tom never really had much patience for their great-grandfather (Jake strongly implies that he was the favorite of the youngest generation, and no one seems to think it that odd that the yeerk is openly dissing the guy at his funeral).  I wanted to explore the idea that Tom probably still thinks that moving into a cabin in the woods and avoiding all human contact himself is a stupid and pointless idea, but that he could see why Jake might want to move into a cabin in the woods and avoid all of humanity for the rest of his life.
Obviously I wasn’t going to have Tom say “yes, father, I am currently experiencing moderate to severe forms of post-traumatic stress, but I anticipate a return to a different form of normalcy through the positive benefits of talk therapy and mutual countertransference with a focus on cognitive reframing to result in a return to baseline levels of adaptation within one year of the present time, in line with Miller and Baldwin’s (1987) theory on the implications of the wounded healer.”  Even though that’s kind of what I wanted to convey with this fic.  Tom’s not okay at the time when this conversation takes place, but he also understands enough—about himself, about what’s happening with Jake, about what happened with Grandpa G—to be pretty sure that he’s going to be.
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Okay, I decided to post this here in case you don’t have access to AO3. I know this is a bit of self-promotion, but I’m really proud of this fic. And for some reason, you guys really like it, and it makes me SO HAPPY to give YOU a smile! There are too many sad things in the world right now, and I just want to make the world a little bit brighter.
Ten x Rose Martha Jones Rated All Ages University AU, Professor x Student AU (but no hanky panky), Lab Partners AU, texting fic, UST, mutual pining,
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Tuesday September 27
8:42 pm - HoppingForMyLife Hi. Your lab partner here. Name’s Rose. You weren’t in lab when we were given partner assignments. So here’s me, and you have my text now. We need to get going on this project. Sounds like a bugger.
8:42 pm - Doctor10 ???? Which class ???? I’m taking 5 classes this term.
8:42 pm - HoppingForMyLife Blimey. 5? RLY? That’s a lot. I’m in 3. But it’s Psych 221 since you asked.
8:42 pm - Doctor10 Oops forgot that one. when/where?
8:43 pm - HoppingForMyLife Psych building, L400 T/Th 6:05
8:44 pm - Doctor10 Done and on my calendar C U tomorrow
8:44 pm - Doctor10 Thx
8:45 pm - HoppingForMyLife bye
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8:45 pm - HoppingForMyLife Think I got a clunker of a psych lab partner
8:45 pm - PreMed&Dead BIGHUGS guy or girl?
8:45 pm - HoppingForMyLife dunno no profile pic on text. and forgot to ask name. who forgets first day of class? and who takes 5 classes?
8:46 pm - PreMed&Dead 5 classes????????? he’s either a genius or cray-cray.
8:46 pm - HoppingForMyLife gotta go m tired and have my first physics lecture @ 7 am. ugh ugh ugh ugh. :barf face: and i signed up for physics why?
8:46 pm - PreMed&Dead cuz Jack said the prof is hot and u need a science to grad
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8:49 pm - HoppingForMyLife hello doctor10. forgot to ask your name.
8:50 pm - HoppingForMyLife hello u there?
8:50 pm - HoppingForMyLife i’ll see you tomorrow. I’m blonde and wear a pink hoodie.
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Thursday September 29
7:35 pm - HoppingForMyLife partner no show. again. maybe dropped? only one person left to partner with. looks creepy. old guy. like 80. only has one eye - other one all covered with shrivelled up eyelid. :shudders sticker: and he talks to himself.
7:35 pm - PreMed&Dead sorry.
7:35 pm - HoppingForMyLife i don’t have an idea for the project either.
7:35 pm - PreMed&Dead you’ll think of one. more important is psychics prof as hot as Jack says?
7:35 pm - HoppingForMyLife YOU. HAVE. NO. IDEA. I’m still fanning myself. Good thing no teaching today because I didn’t hear a word he said. :heart eyes emoji:
7:35 pm - PreMed&Dead Niiiiiiice
7:35 pm - HoppingForMyLife u still at SBux? i took pic of him and he may or may not be my homescreen pic
7:36 pm - PreMed&Dead hot for teacher?
7:36 pm - HoppingForMyLife ha ha. thx for ear worm Mar. c u in 10 and if u r good will show you the pic of my future husband.
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Friday September 30
8:05 am - HoppingForMyLife martha! helpmehelpmehelpme i just got out of my physics lecture and i’m dead i’m dead i’m dead and in love or maybe lust how am i ever going to pass physics when the prof is so gorgeous that i just can’t even… all i do is stare at his lips and hips and his hair and guh. everything. he talks and talks and talks and all i hear is the ringing in my ears from the blood rushing from my brain. except when i’m listening to his velvet voice of sex. and he wears these glasses. and a suit. and it’s tight. and his tie. i just want to grab it and pull him down to my lips. i’mdeaddeaddeaddead
8:05 am - PreMed&Dead At least you’ll die… happy?????
8:05 am - HoppingForMyLife here’s a new pic. rear view. i will be forever thankful that he uses an old fashioned chalkboard instead of smartboard.
8:05 am - PreMed&Dead :drooling:
8:06 am - HoppingForMyLife did i tell you I’m gonna marry him?
8:06 am - PreMed&Dead a time or ten. but what if he’s a jerk? or dull? physics, Rose. pretty dull stuff.
8:06 am - HoppingForMyLife impossible.
8:06 am - PreMed&Dead heard from psych lab deadbeat?
8:06 am - HoppingForMyLife nope. sigh…
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Tuesday October 4
8:10 pm - HoppingForMyLife Doctor10, i rllllly need to know if you are still in psych lab. u have missed 3 labs now. Need new partner if u dropped.
8:10 pm - Doctor10 I. Am. SO. SO. SOOOOOOOO SORRY. Got tied up with papers. can we meet today? i promise i am a responsible adult AND i’m a genius.
8:11 pm - HoppingForMyLife humble too. maybe psych test subject should be u? god complex? u r taking 5 classes after all.
8:11 pm - Doctor10 u wound me :brokenheart:
8:11 pm - HoppingForMyLife let’s meet today. library?
8:11 pm - Doctor10 my second home. i’m already there. on second floor. i have a standing reservation for study room 2B.
8:12 - HoppingForMyLife ok if I come over now?
8:12 - Doctor10 yep. looking forward to meeting you. oh, and I’m John by the way.
8:12 - HoppingForMyLife Hello John. :goofy tongue smiley:
8:13 - Doctor10 Goodbye Rose. :happy smiley:
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10:32 - HoppingForMyLife i have a problem. world-ending bad.
10:33 - PreMed&Dead Adam got that promotion to shift manager and you’ll have to work for him?
10:33 - HoppingForMyLife worse. much worse.
10:33 - PreMed&Dead SPILL
10:34 - HoppingForMyLife met my lab partner.
10:35 - PreMed&Dead one-eyed guy?
10:35 - HoppingForMyLife Gorgeous physics prof.
10:35 - PreMed&Dead . . .
10:35 - PreMed&Dead That IS bad.
10:35 - HoppingForMyLife And he’s not a dud. or a jerk. at least I don’t think he is. please don’t be please don’t be please don’t be.
10:36 - PreMed&Dead still gonna marry him?
10:36 - HoppingForMyLife yep.
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Wednesday October 12
5:32 pm - Doctor10 Hello Rose Tyler. Something’s been bothering me since we met, and then again all during lab yesterday. and I’ve been thinking and thinking and thinking. And then it hit me. I know you. You’re in my intro to physics class! You always sit in the front row, right in the middle.
5:33 pm - HoppingForMyLife yep. that’s me.
5:33 pm - Doctor10 why didn’t you say something?
5:40 pm - HoppingForMyLife because I’ve requested a transfer out.
5:50 pm - Doctor10 Oh. Aren’t I a good professor? Am I boring? A dullard? Obtuse?
5:51 - HoppingForMyLife No. U R a great professor. I have a heavy class load and your class is very challenging.
5:51 pm - Doctor10 If you need help, I’m there for you! I have office hours! Come by any time!
5:55 pm - Doctor10 U there still?
5:55 pm - HoppingForMyLife Yeah.
5:55 pm - Doctor10 Is this because we’re lab partners? And you’re worried it’ll be awkward?
5:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife yes
5:56 pm - Doctor10 Don’t worry. I grade all of my assignments by student ID. Completely anonymous I don’t know whose paper is whose. And I’d miss your cheerful face every morning. :happy smiley:
6:02 pm - HoppingForMyLife I’ll think about it.
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6:03 pm - HoppingForMyLife Heeeeeeelllllllp
6:03 pm - PreMed&Dead Again? What’s up with Prof SexyHair this time?
6:04 pm - HoppingForMyLife I got a 52 on my first physics assignment. I can’t concentrate.
6:05 pm - PreMed&Dead You HAVE to go to his office hours Rose!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Imagine he’s one eyed creepy guy.
6:06 pm - HoppingForMyLife :headbanging on desk gif:
6:07 pm - PreMed&Dead You can do it. You can do it. I’m here for you. You can do it.
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Friday October 14
8:34 pm - Doctor10 I have an idea for our project.
8:34 pm - HoppingForMyLife another one? this is your 5th i think.
8:34 pm - Doctor10 8th idea. double-blind of course. NO! triple-blind.
8:35 pm - HoppingForMyLife triple? I don’t think that’s a thing. r u always such an overachiever?
8:35 pm - Doctor10 i take my work seriously Rose Tyler.
8:35 pm - HoppingForMyLife so what’s your brilliant idea?
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Sunday October 23
6:30 pm - PreMed&Dead What did Dr. SexySuit say when you asked him why he’s taking classes when he’s already a professor AND has a PhD? And why psych??? He’s a physicist.
6:30 pm - HoppingForMyLife Said he wanted another degree. His third. THIRD. that’s 3. And you know what this one is in? Fine Arts! He’s taking history of medieval choral music, classical sculpture, and learning how to play the pipe organ. And modern dance.
6:31 pm - PreMed&Dead WHUT?
6:31 pm - HoppingForMyLife The psych class is so that he can “better understand the human condition and transfer that into my study of the physical world.” That’s a quote.
6:32 pm - PreMed&Dead If you weren’t so in love with him, I’d hit that. In fact, don’t turn your back, Rose. I might try anyway.
6:52pm - HoppingForMyLife :side eyes smiley:
6:32 pm - PreMed&Dead JK
6:32 pm - HoppingForMyLife Like I would ever even have a chance with him. He’s probably got some amazing girlfriend with a PhD or two just like him.
6:33 pm - PreMed&Dead Has he ever mentioned anyone Rose?
6:33 pm - HoppingForMyLife No. But I’ve never asked either.
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Wednesday October 26
8:04 pm - HoppingForMyLife Martha, the subject actually moaned. MOANED. And it wasn’t the first time. i didn’t mention it before because i thought it was an anomaly. thought maybe she had indigestion or something.
8:04 pm - PreMed&Dead And tell me again why you agreed to this particular study?
8:04 pm - HoppingForMyLife How was I supposed to know that the test subjects would get so worked up! Right there in the lab! Doesn’t anyone have any self-control? I’d be humiliated if I moaned as a test subject during a psych experiment! It sounded completely innocent when he described it!! Well, not completely innocent. But my point stands. Moaning. And panting. In a lab. In front of people. It’s just chocolate! And a piece of silk!
8:05 pm - PreMed&Dead Uh, and handcuffs. And a blindfold. And didn’t you tell me you had a dream about that very same chocolate and a silk necktie and handcuffs and blindfold and Prof SexySpecs just the other night?
8:05 pm - HoppingForMyLife :blushing smiley: Maybe we should add a second element? Put him behind one-way glass?
8:05 pm - PreMed&Dead Results are results. And science doesn’t lie. It’s all about the data Rose.
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Thursday November 3
9:00 pm HoppingForMyLife Moaning Myrtle is 10 for 10. That’s not her name of course. Just for the record. You reading this MI-5?
9:01 pm PreMed&Dead :smiling in sunglasses emoji: At least your results data are consistent.
9:01 pm HoppingForMyLife I sorta just roll my eyes now. Not sure I’d fare any better. He didn’t wear a tie today. Had this layered t-shirt and henley thing happening. And cut his hair shorter in back and spiked it up front. It. Is. HOT.
9:01 pm PreMed&Dead I dare you to give it a good tug.
9:01 pm HoppingForMyLife In my dreams. He doesn’t have a girlfriend BTW. Told me that today.
9:02 pm PreMed&Dead And you’re just telling me this NOW?
9:02 pm HoppingForMyLife He asked me if I had a boyfriend, and I said no. And then he tells me he’s not seeing anyone either. I just stood there chewing my stupid lip. Didn’t say a thing. And then he turned around and left.
9:02 pm PreMed&Dead Oh Rose. sigh
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Wednesday November 30
5:05 pm - HoppingForMyLife I GOT A 98 ON MY PHYSICS EXAM!
5:05 pm - PreMed&Dead You go girl! :party emoji:
5:05 pm - HoppingForMyLife He’s a really great teacher. And I mean that. He helped me understand something that was a complete mystery.
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Wednesday December 1
6:02 am - HoppingForMyLife Remember how I told you he’s been acting weird the past few days? really quiet. About 2 this morning, my mobile rings. It’s him. Middle. Of. The. Night. He asks me about my Christmas plans. If I’m staying in town, going back home, working… And then he asks me if I’m taking physics winter term.
6:02 am - PreMed&Dead Like a real live voice? Not a text?
6:02 am - HoppingForMyLife TALKING in that amazing gorgeous sexy voice of his. I tell him I’m staying around to work until Christmas Eve and that I have a psych internship planned, and no physics cuz I need to focus on my major and he says oh good. and then he hangs up.
6:03 am - PreMed&Dead Just hangs up?
6:03 am - HoppingForMyLife Just hangs up.
6:03 am - PreMed&Dead Ask him what he’s doing over Christmas.
6:03 am - HoppingForMyLife I can’t do that.
6:03 am - PreMed&Dead Yes you can.
6:04 am - HoppingForMyLife He. Is. My. Professor.
6:04 am - PreMed&Dead It. Is. A. Conversation. AND he is your LAB PARTNERRRRRRR.
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Saturday December 3
11:05 pm - HoppingForMyLife I sent you the data did u get it?
11:05 pm - Doctor10 Yep
11:05 pm - HoppingForMyLife And… ????????
11:06 pm - Doctor10 Not the results I expected.
11:06 pm - HoppingForMyLife How’s that? We proved the theory. Did you want to disprove it or something?
11:11 pm - HoppingForMyLife U there?
11:11 pm - Doctor10 Yep.
11:13 pm - Doctor10 I have some thinking to do. We can start working on the conclusion piece tomorrow.
11:13 pm - HoppingForMyLife K. Bye.
11:13 pm - Doctor10 Nighty-night sleep tight with sweet chocolate dreams. I know I will.
11:15 pm - Doctor 10 For the past 8 weeks it’s been chocolate chocolate chocolate.
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11:17 pm - HoppingForMyLife Martha. MARTHA. Look what he just texted me.
11:17 pm - HoppingForMyLife :screenshot:
11:17 pm - HoppingForMyLife What does that even mean? HE. IS. KILLING. ME. And I think he’s clueless, too. He’s been as friendly as can be. FRIENDLY. And now this. Is it flirty? Or friendly? It’s all how you read it.
11:17 pm - PreMed&Dead he’s a professor and you are his student. Assume it is friendly. Now what the two of you get up to in your dreams… :saucy wink smiley: :smiling devil smiley: :chocolate bar emoji:
11:18 - HoppingForMyLife :heart eyes smiley:
11:18 - PreMed&Dead Still gonna marry him?
11:18 - HoppingForMyLife yep.
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11:25 - PreMed&Dead Rose… did you notice the timestamps between the last two messages???????!!!!!!!!
11:25 - HoppingForMyLife So?
11:25 - PreMed&Dead You’re the psych major. You figure it out.
11:25 - HoppingForMyLife 11:13 nighty night 11:15 chocolate chocolate chocolate :wide eyed blushing smiley: Was he flirting with me?
11:25 - PreMed&Dead :rolling eyes gif:
11:25 - HoppingForMyLife HE WAS flirting with me. I didn’t respond, and he backpedaled. I am such an idiot.
11:25 - PreMed&Dead You may be an idiot, but there are only one week of classes left. In one week the two of you can be idiots together.
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Saturday December 10
4:55 pm - HoppingForMyLife Professor Smith. This is a physics thing. Not a psych thing. And I apologize if this isn’t appropriate. I mean texting you because we’ve only ever texted for psych. Never for physics.
4:55 pm - Doctor10 I don’t see a problem Ms. Smith. :regular smiley:
4:55 pm - Doctor10 HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA MS. TYLER. T Y L E R. :regular smiley: :regular smiley: Damn autocorrect.
4:55 pm - Doctor10 HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife ha ha ha. I wanted to thank you for all of your help. I couldn’t have passed your class without it, let alone with a 95.
4:56 pm - Doctor10 You were the 95! Only gave 2 grades above a 90. Brilliant! I knew you had it in you! Congratulations! You deserve a celebration! :balloons and confetti gif:
4:56 pm - Doctor10 Taking off Professor Hat putting on Psych Lab Partner Hat. ROSE TYLER! WE GOT PERFECT MARKS ON OUR CHOCOLATE STUDY!
4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife WE DID???????!!!!!! How’d you find out?!!!!????!!!!!! I didn’t think the final grade would be released for a week.
4:56 pm - Doctor10 I may have used my Professor Smith powers of genius to get into the grading system. Shhhhhh! Don’t tell anyone.
4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife I won’t. YAY! HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS!
4:56 - HoppingForMyLife And those text hugs are to you as my lab mate, not to you as my professor. In case anyone’s reading this.
4:56 - Doctor10 Molto bene.
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4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife calmingbreathcalmingbreath. Read this screenshot
4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife :screen shot of conversation with the 'Ms. Smith' typo circled in red:
4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife :X eyes emoji face: I’m dead. DEAD. What do I say to this? Just a typo? But his HAHAHAHAs! He's obviously embarrassed. And then the two smileys! They are casual smileys! Not embarrassed smileys!
4:57 pm - PreMed&Dead two things come to mind. 1: he has practice written your name so many times as Ms. Smith on his three ring notebook and put hearts around it along with JS + RT = LOVE that it is second nature to write Ms. Smith. Or...... He has Freudian slipped Ms. Smith so many times that he can't even type Rose Tyler anymore. Because there is no possible way that TYLER would EVAH autocorrect to SMITH.
4:57 pm - PreMed&Dead or it could be a third thing. He's subtly proposing. You have told me about a billion times that you're going to marry him, you know.
4:58 pm - HoppingForMyLife Ha ha ha ha. So not autocorrect?
4:58 pm - PreMed&Dead :Antione's You're So Dumb gif:
4:59 pm - HoppingForMyLife  A+ gif usage. That’s my fave gif. Hide yo kids hide yo wife hide yo kids hide yo wife
4:59 pm - PreMed&Dead Thx for the earworm. We gon find you we gon find you
4:59 pm - PreMed&Dead And by the way, YOU ARE SOOOOO IN LOVE
4:59 pm - HoppingForMyLife (((whispering))) I may have text-hugged him too.
5:00 pm - HoppingForMyLife :screen shot of hugging part of the conversation:
5:00 pm - HoppingForMyLife But only cos we nailed the project.
5:00 pm - PreMed&Dead Riiiiiight. text hugs. cos they don’t count. :massive eye rolling emoji:
5:00 pm - HoppingForMyLife Wish you were here so I could hug YOU.
5:00 pm - PreMed&Dead Awwwwwww.... Hugs right back. See? text hugs are real.
5:00 pm - HoppingForMyLife I AM pretty proud though. didn’t even’t think I’d pass physics. He told me I deserved a celebration. he’s right! I do deserve a pint or two! He said he didn't know that the one 95 that he gave in his class was to me. Only had two students even in the 90s.
5:01 pm - PreMed&Dead Here’s what you’re gonna do. Tell him you’ve taken his advice and you’re gonna celebrate passing physics AND for getting perfect marks on your psych project with some friends you down at McKenzie’s. But we will come later. But don’t tell him that. And we’ll come down when you text. If you even WANT us there.
5:01 pm - HoppingForMyLife I’m biting my fingernails. Literally.
5:01 pm - PreMed&Dead Don’t. Now put on that sexy red wrap dress and keep my posted.
5:01 pm - HoppingForMyLife Wish me luck.
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4:56 pm - HoppingForMyLife Hi. I’ve decided to take your suggestion and celebrate. Both things. Physics AND Psych. I’ve invited some friends to meet me at that pub on the corner of Winston and Main. McKenzie’s. You know that one, right? And I think I’ll arrive around 8:00.
4:56 pm - Doctor10 That is an excellent plan. 8:00 is a fine hour to start a celebration.
oOo
8:25 pm - HoppingForMyLife He’s didn’t come, Martha. :single tear emoji: I suppose he was just being friendly. And stupid. And perfect. And flirty. And one of those blokes who is clueless about his effect on women.
8:25 pm - PreMed&Dead I’m sorry. :hugging friends emoji:
8:25 pm - Doctor10 Rose… I’m a bit embarrassed, and nervous to ask this if i’m being honest because I have no idea what you are going to say. Here goes. can I come to your party?
8:25 pm - HoppingForMyLife Standby Mar! He just texted me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8:26 pm - PreMed&Dead SQUEEEEE!!
8:26 pm - HoppingForMyLife You want to come?
8:26 pm - Doctor10 Only if you want me to come.
8:26 pm - HoppingForMyLife  I'd like you to come
8:26 pm - Doctor10 OK. Good. I’d like come too. I’ll be there in a few minutes.
8:26 pm - HoppingForMyLife HE’S COMING. I REALLY didn’t think he would. Maybe I was too subtle with my hint. My heart is pounding. :red heart emoji: :red heart emoji: :red heart emoji: What do I do Martha???????
8:26 pm - Doctor10 Rose ????????? You really thought I wouldn’t come????????? Of course I’m coming!!!!! I wouldn’t miss it for the world!
8:26 pm - HoppingForMyLife Oops. I sent that text to wrong person.
8:26 pm - Doctor10 Your heart isn’t the only one that’s pounding. :red heart emoji: :blushing smiley emoji: Look behind you.
“Rose Tyler. It needs to be said. I am really glad that this term is over. You are very distracting. Why do you think I spent so much time with my back to the class writing on the chalkboard? I have every single lecture committed to memory, but the words evaporated from my very big brain every time I looked at you.”
“I didn’t really mind the view. Oh, I said that out loud, didn’t I?”
“Cheeky, Ms. Smith. And I thought I might die every single time you ate a piece of chocolate. Did you know that you make sounds when you eat chocolate?”
oOo
9:02 - HoppingForMyLife He brought me flowers. And twenty bars of chocolate.
9:02 - PreMed&Dead You are SO going to marry him.
The End.
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thx @zevons​ 4 talkin to me about this and giving me Ideas and ending up writing this shit in the miDDLE OF MY ESSAY CRISIS 
also for @blindbatalex​ who I did promise stuff abt gaz awkwardly thanking carra for being such a supportive boyfren uwu
It isn't like coming home, really, not the way he thought it would be. Everything seems tilted, off-balance; Gary notices bits and pieces like how they've done up a new poster, or how they've moved Jamie's parking spot two down. He's just walking towards it when Jamie's car pulls up and Jamie gets out, and it's almost a breath of relief that escapes his mouth. For all the way he's sharpened up since the first year - better ties, sharper shoes - he is still very much the same Scouse bastard who once yelled at him to fuck off and die in a fire on a sunny derby day, and Gary appreciates that. Perhaps a little more than he should.
Jamie's face changes when he sees him; Gary notices the flicker of bewilderment shift to brief, undiluted delight, and then back to the knowing smirk that they have both spent years perfecting. They've only met once in the past few months, after Barcelona. There's still a bitterness to the word as he thinks it. Jamie had been Jamie then too, his arm around Gary without saying anything, easing the tiredness with his familiarity.
"Hi," Gary says.
Jamie raises an eyebrow.
"Not seen me for ages and all you can say is 'hi'."
"Well, what would you like me to say?" Gary flushes, his brows knitting together. It's barely been five seconds and Jamie's already got him on the wind-up. Jamie laughs.  
"Nothing." There's a fondness in his voice that Gary both loves and hates in equal measure, and there's a twinge to his smile that makes Gary inhale and exhale again, like he knows it's going to be fine. "You don't have to say anything at all."
They walk into the building side by side, Jamie close enough just so that Gary's shoulder brushes his every once in a while. "Happy Monday, boss," one of the technicians says with a wink and a snide grin. Gary smiles. The corridors are littered with people who are eager to clap him on the back, almost as if Spain didn't exist in this alternate universe.
David shakes his hand and introduces himself with the sort of reverence that will soon disappear after a couple of pints. Then it's off to the clips room and Gary loses himself in the cutting, feeling it come back to him like salvation. They load some of it onto the big screen for the preview and Gary's very aware of the way Jamie keeps smiling at him. It's the long, languid one that reminds Gary of cups of coffee in the morning and sitting on benches for eighteen months. A sort of can't-help-it-ness to it all, a feeling of falling that's so obvious that Gary would have hit him if he didn't know that this was what Jamie was like. Heart on his sleeve. Haven't looked at anyone like that since Gary left.
He calls him out on it, of course, because he knows it'll get under Jamie's skin. David laughs and says, "he's just happy to have you back." Jamie flushes and looks down, but he can't seem to stop smiling, all shy and dorky like a teenager once more. Gary hates a little bit how easy it comes to him. He'd seen Jamie's appearance on League of Their Own, of course, the way Jamie answered 'love him' immediately, without having to pause and think about how strong a word it was. He wonders if what Jamie means and what he thinks it means are the same thing.
They're sitting in the Soccer AM lounge as they always do before the show and Jamie leans over to give him a nudge in the shoulder. "Hey," he says, almost like he's genuinely concerned. "You okay?"
Gary must have been staring into space again. "Yeah." He looks down at his hands, and then turns to Jamie. "No."
It's hard for him even to get that admission out, and even when he's said it he blinks like he wants to take it back. He's Gary Neville - he doesn't admit things, not least to Professional Co-Workers - emotions aren't things that are supposed to exist in his dictionary. Then again neither was Jamie Carragher. And Jamie is looking at him the way he does, all intent and earnest and caring.
It makes Gary uncomfortable, a little bit. It's hard to keep up the whole banterous rivals who still hate each other thing when one of them so clearly doesn't. Jamie probably does it on purpose. The bastard.
"You'll be fine." Jamie gives him an encouraging grin. "Honest. At least this is something you've done before. Not well, but y'know."
Gary scoffs, a bit of colour coming back into his cheeks. "Better than you."
"You wish. I held down the fort while you abandoned me and the kids for your summer fling, I've gotten pretty good at this."
There it is again. Gary turns red and Jamie looks over, a conspiratorial smirk on his face.
"Thanks, Carra."
"No worries."
"And - " this one's doubly hard, but it has to be said; Gary can't count the number of times Phil knocked on his door in Valencia, grinning like an absolute tool, another article clutched in his hands. The I'll miss hims written between the lines of he'll always be a good pundit. He wishes he knew when they had gotten to that stage, that he could tell exactly what Jamie was thinking without him even being there. "Thanks for, y'know. The back-up. The. Um. Belief."
It's Jamie's turn to look awkward and he rubs the back of his neck as if reaching for something to do. "Ah, y'know," he says off-hand, scuffing the floor with his shoes. "They were giving you a lot of stick. And that's my job."
"Still." Gary tilts his head and sort of makes a little hand gesture, as if that could convey everything. Jamie's eyes are searching as he stares, and then in the calculated balance of seriousness and banter that he seems to have mastered over their three years together, he says:
"Love ya, ya daft twat."
Gary's brain might have short-circuited. He opens his mouth but no sound comes out, and Jamie thinks this immensely funny. "Don't worry," he rolls his eyes, standing up and heading for the door. "I know you can't say the L-word because you're an emotionally repressed Manc. But I do mean it."
Then he leaves, and Gary stares at the door not knowing what to think.
The show goes better than expected; David is nervous but hides it well and Jamie is at the peak of his gleeful rubbing-it-in prowess. Gary thinks he comes off it all right, even managing to squeeze in a crack at Jamie before the night's out. And then David asks him about Jamie and management.
Gary wants to make another joke. It's all laid out for him, and all he has to do is pick and choose the easiest duck shoot: as long as it's not in Spain, Spaniards trying to speak English, a Scouser trying to speak English; the only thing he'd be able to coach them in is own goals; as long as they're happy with not winning the league for twenty years.
Which is why he chooses, instead, to say, "he's got the right type of brain for it."
Jamie blinks. And he keeps on blinking as Gary talks, his surprise mirroring Gary's own. Shakes his head ever so slightly when Gary says "he'll get bored of sitting here next to you and me". Smiles a little bit, as if he understands what Gary's trying to tell him, about trust and belief and gratitude, without having to say the L-word out loud.
After the show they walk back to their cars together, still close enough that Gary can feel Jamie's shoulder through his jacket. Jamie's car is closer and Gary follows him there before turning away, but Jamie catches his sleeve.
"Thanks," he says. "For the belief."
Gary gives him a small smile.
"No worries. I figured no one else was going to do it."
Jamie rolls his eyes even then. "And, um." He coughs out a laugh, though they both know it's his way of pretending. "That thing I said. I know it's a strong word. I won't say it again."
"But you do," Gary sighs like he finds it annoying. Jamie smirks.
"Unfortunately."
Gary stands in the middle of the carpark and watches Jamie drive off, heart still on his sleeve, and feels his own begin to leak a little bit, red dripping down his arm and pooling in his clenched fist. He waits till Jamie turns at the end of the road and then it's all quiet, just him and the sliver of moonlight that flashes through the trees.
"I do too, you know," he says.
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Will homeowners insurance pay for a stolen bike?
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I do not have alot of money and I am trying to find a life insurance policy that I can afford for my mom. Sha has cancer in her throat and I can not find an insurance company that will give her insurance under $100 a month. Ant ideas?
Confused about health insurance?
I just found out I was pregnant an plan to make an appointment soon I am confused about how health insurance works this is the first time I have done this by myself....I know you have a co-pay and insurance pays the rest but do the insurance company bill you anything in the mail?
Car insurance tricks to make it cheaper?
Im getting a car but my insurance is going to be 8000 is there any tricks to make it cheaper? my friend told me to use Learner Driver Insurance and use it for a year and it will cost me 1000 pounds should I do this or not?
Where is a good source of life insurance sales leads.?
I am a new life agent and I am trying to get started in the insurance industry. I am looking for more sources of leads other than my family, friends or the local chamber I've joined. Does anyone have any ideas??""
How much would an individual health insurance plan cost for me?
Obviously I know it can vary but I just want an idea. I am a female in my 20s and I was wondering what a policy would cost if I didn't go through an employer for health insurance. Can someone provide a ballpark area for the cost? Thank you
What 125cc motorbike is cheap to insure but will do over 70mph?
Preferably a four-stroke in insurance group 2
Is this a normal car insurance rate?
I got a car insurance quote today and said it would be $400 per month! Is that normal? I'm 18 so I get that it costs more for people who are younger, but do all young people pay $400?""
""Car insurance, it makes me think why bother.?""
Last year a neighbour crashed his car into my drive, damaging the railings, lucky my car was not there at the time and no one was hurt. He was charged as he had no insurance. I got a letter from the Police last week stating that he got 6 points and was fined 500.0. My car insurance is now up for renewal and I was quoted 600.0, obiviously I'm gonna have to get insured, but it does make me think why bother, what do you think???""
Is it possible to get heath insurance in the US w/ a pre-existing condition I was born with?
I was born and raised in Ontario, Canada, and we get free heath care. But I'm moving to California for school in a little while, and I have a few questions about heath insurance. I was born w/ a serious heart condition that required several surgeries and will probably require even more in the future. Is it possible for me to get heath insurance w/ a pre-existing heath condition like that?""
How much for car insurance?
Im 19 and have two tickets.. One for no licence nd the other for failure to yeald..how much would it be??
How to find a dead relative's life insurance company without papers? Read details please?
Here is my situation My mother just died and I don't have the money to pay for a funeral right now. My mother has life insurance but I don't know where the papers with the information is. I don't know what the company's name is and I don't know how to contact them to report the death. Is there a way for me, her child, to get that information without the documents?""
Problems with my car insurance?HELP?
last night somebody broke in into my car stole my audio system, they rip the cover of the doors to get the speaker and they broke the dash to get the stereo, not satisfied with that those bastards scratched all around my car, I called my insurance and they asked about a previous claim ,,where a car hit me in the front side and broke my light, well they asked if I fix that ,,they payed a thousand $ to me because I have full coverage but they got their money back from the other partie insurance, so I told them that I did replace the light but that was it, u guys think Im gointo have problems with them because my car wasn't in excellent conditions or because I didn't fix it HELP,have this ever happened to anyone tell me,,,,,,,,thanks""
Individual Health Insurance / COBRA?
Why is COBRA considered better than individual health insurance plans? When I did some research,for almost the same kind of coverage but cheaper premiums, I could find individual health insurance plans.But I keep hearing that given an option, going for COBRA is the wiser decision. I don't understand what the catch could be in these individual plans. Any insight?""
Who has cheapest car insurance in florida?
Who has cheapest car insurance in florida?
What would my monthly insurance be?
For a - -'07 Cobalt coupe -'08 tiburon -'04 ford mustang I'd like one of these but i'll be paying for my insurance so I'd like to have an idea on what it would be a month....any help is appreciated :)
Smithfield Virginia Cheap car insurance quotes zip 23430
Smithfield Virginia Cheap car insurance quotes zip 23430
""I need auto insurance, but do not know where to start. any help?""
I am planning to move out and am looking for a car, that part is easy. It is the insurance that I am worried about. I am wondering a few things. 1. What from of insurance will I need to be safe? 2. How much of my money will it kill? 3. What is the best decisions to make when doing this? I am currently 18 and have been driving for only a year with no accidents. I have to be able to afford rent, insurance, and groceries with a job paying 10 an hour at 25 to 35 hours a week(sometimes even less depending on work flow). I am a little worried as it seems impossible to do, and was wondering if there was insurance that does not cost $450+ a month? O.O Also, do I need to purchase the insurance before I purchase the car?""
""18, no job, need health insurance?""
I can't breath because my nose is all messed up, this has been going on for years and it just keeps getting worst and worst. I need insurance and my parents won't help me get any. So now I need a way to get it on my own. i have no job and know nothing about health insurance. I live in nyc""
What are the benefits of low cost insurance?
What can be the advantages of having low cost insurance for people.
Estimated teen car insurance in NY?
I know that there are a lot of things that factor into how much insurance will cost a teen but i just want an estimate. I have no clue will it be $20 a month or $200 a month... Someone help I have a 2002 toyota camry and took drivers ed so have 10% off insurance.
Ideal cheap car for beginners?
I'm looking for a used car with a cheaper insurance that would be ideal for a new driver. Any suggestions?
Car insurance for teenagers?
Just wondered if anyone had some top notch car insurance companies that could get me an affordable quote, below a grand would just be amazing! (i live in the uk) thanks!""
Can i insure a car in one state and register in another?
i am going to school in South Carolina and have a permanent address in New York. Can i register my car in SC and insure it in New York?
Roughly how much would my car insurance cost?
Hi, - I have had a full uk license for 1.5 years. - This is the first time I am insuring a car. - I am a full time student at university. - 20 years old - Live in Nottingham - Have a driveway - The car is a VW Polo, 54 plate, 1.2L petrol engine, 4 doors, no mods. - No previous convictions/claims etc. Any approximate figures and good insurance company suggestions welcome. Thanks in advance.""
Finding Cheap Car Insurance?
I am 17 years old and wanting to find the cheapest car insurance, i want my own insurance policy on a 1.0L Vaxhall Cora, but the problem is it is going to be around 2500 does anybody know any cheaper sites?""
Is it true that esurance car insurance are con artists?
I've had several friends and co-workers thats told me esurance car insurance are con artists...they give u a really low quote and then start charging your credit or debit card several small amounts to increase yuor policy...
How much would the insurance cost for corsa 1.2 limited edition for 17yr old new driver?
How much would the insurance cost for corsa 1.2 limited edition for 17yr old new driver?
Does anyone know car insurance rates?
I wanted to know whats the average rate of car insurance for an 18 year old female..?
Is this a good insurance cost for a teenager for a GTO?
I got a quote from geico for an '04 GTO and it was 175 a month for a 17 year old driver. This suprised me, because I thought it would be alot higher. So do you think this an accurate quote? I put in all information accurately except for my age because they will not give a 15 year old a quote.""
What would be the highest insurance group car i could insure when im 17?
What would be the highest insurance group car i could insure when im 17? like the 1-20 ratings?
""Ticket for no proof of insurance, because of no insurance card?""
I got pulled over tonight, and I didn't have proof of insurance. I have insurance, but I didn't have the card on me. I have to go to court, and will I get my license taken away if I show I have proof of insurance, and will I still have to pay a heavy fee?""
Cost to insure 2013 honda civic si?
Cost to insure 2013 honda civic si?
Health Insurance?
This may be silly, but I saw a commercial the other day on tv that was advertising for health insurance for a little over &5.00 a day. I am currently in the hunt for health insurance so i wanted to go online and get some info. As luck may have it by the time i was able to get on the internet i forgot what the website was. I know the company starts with an e and its right at the tip of my brain, but i cant remember. Like i said this is a bit silly, but if anyone knows what im talking about please let me know! I havent seen a commercial for it sense.... I live in dutchess county, NY. Thanks!""
What is the best insurance to buy for maternity care?
My husband and I had tricare but he is out of the military now, so we are looking for good insurance as we are currently ttc. Thanks!""
Estimate my traffic ticket cost please? California?
Got pulled over for going 65 in a 45 and on top of that I did not have my insurance card on me, but I do have insurance. Can I bring proof of insurance to the court to bring down the fee? Or am I for sure going to have to pay? Also what is the estimated fee for the tickets in total? I am in LA county.""
Auto Insurance Coverage - How much coverage should I buy?
Next week, I'll be switching to another auto insurance. My previous limits with another company were: -minimum MD state 20/40/15 for Bodily Injury, Uninsured Motorist, and property damage -PIP $2500 -250/500 for Comprehensive/Collision, had road service, towing, and rental. I don't have many assets. I'm a renter and I live from paycheck to paycheck. I have no accidents, no tickets, and no violations for the last 8 years. I'm a cautious driver. I drive a 2003 Honda Civic. The new insurance company is offering me $759/year for the limits 100/300/100 Bodily Injury Liability and matching for Uninsured Motorist + Property Damage, 250/500 for Comp/Coll, road service, towing, and rentals, PIP 2500. I've seen different answers that say 100/300/100 would be better for those who own a house and have a better income. What do you think is a recommended coverage going?""
Is unemployment insurance income taxable in California?
I just lost my job and signed up for unemployment in California. The paperwork asks if I'd like Federal taxes withheld but doesn't say anything about witholding state income taxes. Is unemployment taxable in California? When I was on unemployment in other states, it was. Thanks""
Insurance for a honda civic?
I am 16 years old getting insurance for the first time got my licence a week ago never driven on it.....i want the simplest insurance ever something that will let me drive my car legally
Health insurance help..family of 6?
we got denied Medicaid in our state, said we make to much money. we cant afforded it our works don't have it. where can i go to get at least a RX card or something?? or a place that has affordable insurance?""
What is a good and cheap insurance company for young drivers ?
What is a good and cheap insurance company for young drivers ?
Whats the cost of insurance for a 16 yr old ?
i'm 16 and i wanted to know how much would it cost for insurance ?
Smithfield Virginia Cheap car insurance quotes zip 23430
Smithfield Virginia Cheap car insurance quotes zip 23430
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