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Silly little comic I made.
#the burnt lettuce part is probably true tbh#van kleiss just seems like the kind of guy who would smell like burnt lettuce#even after he’s no longer literal dirt just figurative dirt#rex actually does regrow limbs he’s like a freaky little mechanical axolotl boy#i wish we’d gotten to see what rex regrowing a limb actually looks like in the show and not just in the comic#it probably would’ve looked really cool and i want to see it#van kleiss probably learned that rex could regrow limbs by nefarious means and rex probably doesn’t remember it#which is probably for the best that man has traumatised him enough#i honestly didn’t mean to have van kleiss deciding to be a dick by giving an answer to noah and not rex#but i didn’t want to just have him stand there in the background because that’s boring#and it somehow fits the pettiness of who he gives information to willingly because it’s not rex and it almost never is#every time i watch the show noah and rex become even more boyfriends to me#also i think noah deserves to get in a dig at vk every once in awhile#like van kleiss did almost have him killed and he had to see van kleiss stabbing rex in the first episode#and van kleiss turned him into an evo once so like#yeah he should get to roast him sometimes#sarcastic unhinged trans noah my beloved#generator rex#generator rex fanart#genrex#genrex fanart#rex salazar#noah nixon#van kleiss#noex#theaxolotlart
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You couldn't topple obsidian with fire or even dynamite, but gravity?
First // Prev // Next
#dreamwastaken#dreamblr#my art#white.dragon.au.art#white.dragon.au#yeah the schedule change: update every other week rather than every week#but#longer updates hopefully :>>#also dream's hair has been peaking out more and more to show how comfortable he's gotten in the city
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Hey y'all, weird question time again! Is there anyway to word "I appreciate how unintimidating and unthreatening you are being" as a compliment that does not sound at all like an insult? One of my doctors is the absolute best at it, and I genuinely think it must be a skill he's deliberately cultivated, but I cannot figure out how to word it in a way that doesn't sound slightly insulting. Like, it's a good thing! A very good thing, especially in a doctor! But I cannot figure out how to word it in a way that conveys that
#the person behind the yarn#tj asks weird questions#I have PTSD. It's mostly under control for me and not usually an issue anymore#but I do have a few PTSD triggers I have been unable to get rid of that do occasionally cause problems at doctors visits#primarily that people touching my throat makes me very very tense#I have gotten better! I no longer automatically forcefully remove the hand from touching me#and I can make myself sit still and let doctors check my neck when needed#but I haaaate it and am very very tense the whole time#except with this doc. he is so unthreatening that the very first time I saw him he was able to check my neck without me tensing at all#and I didn't even register it as weird until I'd left his office#(most of the time they are checking for thyroid issues I think? or lymph nodes)#anyway I too have put effort into being able to be nonthreatening and unintimidating#because I used to work with toddlers and I didn't want them to ever hesitate to come to me for help#but all that seems very weird to say to a dude that I have thus far been unable to even ask where he buys his flannel shirts#because dang he has cool flannel shirts. the color combos are unlikely and I would like to buy them as well#but every time I try to word that question I am also like...yeah no that's a weird way to say it I will just not ask#it does not help that the stress of doctor visits tends to mean my word issues flare up lol
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well. did you fucking miss me.
#random thoughts#apologies for sounding in such a sour mood. life is fucked as of late.#scheduled post. i made this on 10.08.2024.#everything has just gone to shit. so far i've been eating less than ever. feels like my stomach is eating itself augh (':#(technically the so-called relapse started on 24.12.2023. but we are not unpacking that today or ever.)#and i am filled with this desperate urge to cut myself. really really deep. not sure how to cope with it#i also?? hate how i look??#and yet i spend all my time?? in this dark dark room?? taking pictures of my face?????#i'm not killing myself off just yet don't worry. i considered it but it won't be happening any time soon.#i originally planned on disappearing for twelve days. partly to make my friends feel bad because i'm awful#which. obviously didn't work. as i don't think anyone noticed or cared particularly.#but mostly because i can't fucking handle it. it being everything. my future feels so uncertain#i am barely alive. i love all the people in my life. but they're too far away physically and emotionally.#but yeah. back finally. although ciel disappears for a lot longer than me and if you know hym my absence would be a small stint.#ciel if you're here when i post this i love you please come back. ):#this place is so scary to come back to. i'm not sure why. i'm just. scared.#i'm not even sure if i want to return really. i'm having second thoughts now. i haven't gotten worse enough#and i can't say what that means. because in theory there's nothing wrong with me that's been speculated upon. so.#i don't think anyone would care if i disappeared for longer than this.#but being away is torture. and then again being here also sort of is. it's scary#fuck.#i can't get out of bed without feeling like shit. i don't know if i can come back. i'm so sick of everything.#if you're seeing this i'm so sorry.#I NEED TO CUT MYSELF I NEED TO CUT MYSELF NOW. I NEED TO. I MADE SO MANY PROMISES BUT I NEED TO DO IT NOW#I'VE GOT THE SCISSORS I NEED TO DO IT#I NEED TO DO IT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW#(<- tags canceled for now)
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trad yagamis :D
#yagami takayuki#takayuki yagami#lost judgment#judgment#judge eyes#jichanart#confession time: i've gotten so used to the way i draw yagami that i kinda forgot he doesn't look like that#like the longer face shape and the exaggerated nose right#me looking at a screenshot of yagami: why does he look like that (he has always looked like that)#should stare at him more. him being yagami and kimutaku#i mean i like it. i think it makes his cheekbones look more beautiful but yeah it's very much its own thing
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top ten things i didnt think could happen during the aoki/bodyguard segment Aoki Actually Attacks
#snap chats#ignore the fact joon-gi's having the worst time ever ok sacrifices had to be made#GOD FINALLY I GOT THESE STUPID GIFS#the funniest bit is that aoki primarily targeted eri i just didnt wanna show her gettin dogged on twice#like father like son why the fuck do they both have problems with eri ☠️☠️#BUT YEAH NO I DIDNT. I NEVER SAW HIM USE HIS GUN OR ATTACK UNTIL LAST WEEK#AND I NEVER SAW ANYONE ELSE TALK BOUT IT AND WE ALL KEPT JOKIN AOKI NEVER USES THE GUN#BUT NO HE DOES my hypothesis. right.#is that he'll only do these things when he has some bodyguards left#'snap the fuck is that top gif then' LISTEN i had JUST gotten rid of a guard before his turn#idk maybe he needs a buffer turn to use guard order idk#but i kept him alone for a solid ten turns and he just kept using guard order#thing is his goons are so easy to take out with essence of rose typhoon or something similar he's always in need of guards#this fight just goes by so fast you never expect him to use either of these- which what makes his empty gun in the followin scene hilarious#hence. why ive never seen it lmao#i can die happy now. im not crazy. im crazy but im not lying#this was so unnecessary LMAO#genuinely insane i can just upload homegrown y7 gifs and videos... wild...#unrelated to these. ive decided tendo is no longer scary ive got the timing down everyone <- two people died during the tendo fight#LISTEN FOR THE MOST PART I GOT IT I JUST FUMBLED AT THE WORST TIME LMAO its all good#at this point im more afraid of the arminator fight since that shit just hates me and kills my millenium runs more than tendo#ok bye im practicing more before my friend hangs out with me
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late night silly: aaravi really loves all the cringy weeb early 2000's music that people were obsessed with, but is too embarrassed to ever admit it or, for some, will bend over backwards trying to justify it to herself. miranda does not know the attached history and cringe, and so when it's finally revealed to her, this is the first time she's hearing these songs and just unironically likes them.
this is, as you might imagine, exactly what aaravi needs. let her enjoy her silly ass music in peace with her wife.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#miravi.txt#inspired by: yeah everytime we touch still goes hard as hell#aaravi also very much loves my chemical romance. she gets miri into mcr.#miranda has already gotten into so much music you would never expect just because bellanda likes it#unfortunately those are all merfolk genres and not really. comparable.#either way. miri's just having a very good time and aaravi's having a very good time no longer cringing at herself#monster prom#yeah this goes in the main tag. look at it.
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Man,, its crazy how enjoyable life is when I can make art again
#been making storyboards and comics#and making cringe art cuz im tired of caring#hopefully getting a new job soon too#i have an interview tomorrow C:#i just need something to get me out of security work#and im finally going to have health insurance again next month so i can FINALLY go back on my meds#finally... i can have a will to live again#just have to wait a little longer#this has been such a hard 3-4 months... im so ready for SOMETHING to go right#but im just so happy to be making art again#like yeah im miserable still and i havent gotten out of bed all day#but ive been drawing and reading and writting again and its keeping me going#its coming by slowly but im just happy to be creating stuff again#lemon post#vent
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Like. Gay people no surprise in this series. But I love this panel bc there are a million different ways that this scenario could have been framed and Yana went with the gayest.
#i did think even with that corset tying chapter cover that these two would be getting to act more girlfriendish in this arc#and ran mao has been unconscious for a lot of it um :(#also well now i am here nitpicking the whole thing fell apart really fast. the figuring out if the people are stealing blood thing. bc...#...like two seconds into the arc it's like omg yeah what you guys thought was happening IS happening exactly like you thought#silly undertaker etc. and like. it's fine it's whatever even if they have been going on a looong time i like these little solo missions#and getting to know the backstories of everyone in the house better i think that's really crucial bc this story is about all of them too#the undertaker situation is really repetitive though and it is a long time to have your mc vanish from the page#even though he has to be back super soon i am assuming idk how much longer the current scenario could go#again not terrible but we have gotten in a weird patch here#anyway i love yuri#my kuro posts#kuroshitsuji
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GRE today…..
#456 words#it’s optional for most things I’m applying to but. my grades are not amazing for the level I’m applying#so in my case taking the gre is a good idea if I can do really well#which#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#we will see#I did a practice test and sone practice problems and such and I do fine#but I would like a higher percentile in quantitative than my practices have projected#hopefully having practiced and being in a proper test environment will help push it up a few more points#also it’s like. 50/50 rn on whether I can finish the essay in 30 mins#ive gotten it closer each time I practice but#woof. hard to cleanly articulate a point you don’t know ahead of time in 30 mins#but yeah ideally I do well enough that I can send scores and they will help rather than harm#that’s all I ask. I could maybe take it again but would rather not have to spend another 250#we shall see#at least it’s not the time I took the mcat w only 2 weeks prep#and its also not the mcat#mcat has No fucking reason to be that long#that’s not a cognitive test or a content test it is an endurance test#I know gre used to be longer (like 4 hours?????) but. still#mcat was like 7 iirc#GRE is 2 hours which is a normal fucking amount of time for a test methinks#though ngl it’s a bitch that the hardest sections are at the end#well I guess that’s. a good sign actually????#bc iirc it modulates what you get on the last two sections based on your earlier performance#so the fact it gets harder means I’m doing well early on#but still………..#anyway I’m rambling#pre test thoughts I guess#don’t expect anyone to read this really and if you did sorry this is. probably entirely uninteresting
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Looks like I just lost another close friend to guy who isn't worth a pile of dog shit. 😊
#my best friend no less#i cried about this shit practically all afternoon but i'm all out of tears and now i'm just pissed off.#this shit has been going on for a long ass time but i've finally reached my breaking point with it#i love her#but she is delusional#and it kills me to say that#but that whole “relationship” (if you even want to call it that) is fake. all he cares about is money not her#the worst part is that she knows it too#oh but she “loves him” and “wants to give him one last chance” girl what the fuck?#oh but better yet he dumped her once 2 years ago already and i've hated his punk ass since#never should've gotten back tother after that and i told her as much even back then#all he does is make her cry#not do anything arount their town house#and sit on his ass and watch tv or sleep when he's not working#that's the tame stuff too i could say sooo much worse but i'm actually not trying to air her dirty laundry out her#i'm just pissed off#but suddenly IM the bad guy when tell her i won't support her or this “relationship” when she told me they were getting back together today#this is after i helped her and her parents ans brother move all her stuff out of the town house last Monday and back to her parents place#after she told me they were done for good#but IM the bad guy for bringing up all of fhe reasons listed above and all of the REALLY bad things about the relationship#when i tell her i won't be supporting her any longer and that i'll be walking away if she goes back to him#best part is her family agrees with me and they tell her all the things i say about him and then some#but when i go out on the line and put my heart down on the table for her and all i get back is a text saying:#“i don't really like how you're texting right now so we'll talk about this later.”#girl#i don't know whether or not i want to cry harder or strangle her#i think it's both#so yeah i think i just lost my best friend to a guy who doesn't remotly deserve her and everything kicks rocks rn#it's just like my other friend all over again#why do my friend have such dog shit taste in men
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Stuck at a red light and I could count 16 cranes all making new condos and apartments. Maybe a few of them are offices but they looked like apartments.
Filled me with a new sense of dread
#I’m just. head in hands. you guys have no idea. I’ve been here my whole life and it has never been this horrible here. traffic.#there was definitely more than 16 that’s just what I was able to see#Yes just keep building luxury apartments and making an already horribly planned out and overcrowded city even more crowded 👍#if this shit was actually planned out it wouldn’t be so bad#but it was not. intended. to have this many people.#what I want to know is who the fuck is actually living in them#yeah we got a lot of people from high wage states working remotely here in the past 3 years#but surely it can’t be THAT MANY?????#like. this is a city with no industry outside of money laundering and being a servant to rich ppl and tourists#wages are in the dirt here. even with a degree most jobs will refuse to pay a living wage#you will make more in pretty much any other state fl wages are abysmal#who is renting these#edit: I should mention that building more housing is not a bad thing it’s just that. these aren’t for normal people. these are for the rich#the regular ppl are getting absolutely eaten alive here. I would know I’m one of them.#and the roads just can’t support this many people. my commute has gotten 10-15 mins longer#just this year. distance hasn’t changed. there’s just that many more cars
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going to a comedy open mic tomorrow mostly to watch my friends (it's at a cool venue that my improv troupe performs at once a month and a few improv troupe friends are doing standup there) but when these friends were asking if i'd be interested in coming they were like "btw there's usually a ton of open spots on show days if YOU want to do something... and they're not strict about it only being standup either, people have done character pieces and sketches etc like they embrace the weirdness... and they're not strict about time limits you could probably do anything between three and eight minutes... sometimes if there's not enough people signed up they'll even let you go twice..." and i'm like god damn it i thought i was gonna take a break from aubrey but this setup is like tailor made for an aubrey appearance lmao
#still on the fence about it bc the burnout i experienced at the beginning of may extended to aubrey#especially bc so much of my aubrey stuff is comedy about gender and my brain was more in ''set everything on fire'' mode#and i think i've gotten to a good place with that burnout but i still haven't worked on any aubrey stuff since i got home from college#but even still even tho my mental health is better than it was a few weeks ago#recently i have had this horrible insomnia where i haven't been able to fall asleep at night in over a week#(i've made up for it with naps but still i am not mentally 100% rn. i've tried so many things and nothing has worked.)#so that's my justification for *not* doing aubrey tomorrow. however.#i reeeally need to get more performance experience bc there's only so much you can develop a sketch character without performing them#and this venue is so good. it's an art gallery like an hour away that's designed to be part gallery and part performance venue#especially for comedy. like the venue owner is this veteran comedian who used to work with bobcat goldthwait and a lot of other big names#and it's a low-pressure environment bc everyone there has seen me do comedy before with my improv troupe#but they still haven't seen me do aubrey at all so it's bringing a new side of my comedy to some of my main collaborators#like this is so much better than my previous aubrey performances bc they were all either#1. shows in CLASSROOMS with a bunch of my classmates who generally don't get my comedy (very clique-ish)#or 2. a guest spot on a show at a coffee shop where everyone knew each other except me#plus the biggest thing for me is the lack of a strict time limit. like as much as having a good 3-minute monologue can be#i think aubrey is a character you need to get to know a bit longer than 3 minutes. and a lot of my stuff is long while also being very tigh#like not every monologue is like this but my best aubrey monologues are almost like aubrey is telling you a sitcom storyline#and removing too many lines makes the whole narrative jenga tower fall over#and as much as i want to figure out how to make every monologue a good starting point#having the chance to perform multiple monologues if i get to go twice so that they can build off each other would be perfect#idk i'm not sure how often the open mics are there. at least monthly tho i might be missing next month's depending on when i'm in toronto#so like this wouldn't really be my only chance. but yeah i'm on the fence about whether to bring aubrey back for a performance tomorrow#i probably wouldn't do new material. i'd do the 5 minute version of my uncle reg monologue bc it's the one that's worked best so far#and if i get to do multiple. maybe i'd do the ''nom de plum'' monologue bc i think it's also very strong#and it has a good callback to uncle reg#but idk i also think doing the song would be very fun and on-theme since it's pride month and the song is a satire of rainbow capitalism#tho i'd probably have to rework the monologue that leads into the song bc even tho i loved the concept i don't think i articulated it well#or i could write an entirely different lead-in and make the previous monologue (''C/H/M'') a separate thing to revise later#which would probably go better and somehow be less work to write. but even so i don't know what the venue's sound setup is
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you sent me down the Sonic name rabbit hole and the misinformation is even more stupid then originally intended.
Archie Sonics Middle name being Maurice had only appeared twice in comic form, once as a definite joke and once as a dubious joke (hard to say if it was serious since it doubled as a throw back joke) but Maurice was kinda an inside joke for the most part and they even poked fun at it in one of the Sonic Prime adverts.
Olgilvie is where it gets stupid. Sonics 'first name' was never given in canon but was allegedly posted on Penders own website, saying that he intended it to be his first name but never actually applied it. I say allegedly because finding actual proof is basically impossible. There's no screenshots of the website, Penders never posted about it on social media and there doesn't appear to be any interviews with Penders saying so either. It is entirely possible that this was just a made up rumour/someones personal head canon posted on a mid 90s forum that spun out of control.
yeah i definitely think his middle name being maurice was just a joke at first and it was only mentioned by the characters themselves twice that i remember, but there were also multiple character profiles for sonic that mentioned his middle name being maurice and/or sonic not being his birth name, so it Was intended to be canon. but again the same cannot be said for olgilvie, i cant remember a single time the name was ever mentioned in the comic and other writers have said that it isnt considered canon
as far as penders himself talking about this goes, i actually did manage to find a couple tweets of his that mention it but theyre actually very recent and in response to someone asking about it, i still cant find the original source for this claim anywhere. but i do have some stuff to say about the tweets so.
part of the conversation is cut out because i didnt wanna post screenshots of some random persons tweets, but basically someone was asking where he originally confirmed this, where the inspiration for the name came from, and if anyone else used it. which as you can see he didnt really answer that first question. and he also says he DID use the name in one issue, but hes blatantly wrong here because issue 53 doesnt say sonics name is olgilvie, just that his birth name isnt sonic and his middle name is maurice. so hes definitely misremembering some details here
now im not saying this is actually what happened but wouldnt it be so funny if penders never intended for his name to be olgilvie specifically but someone on the internet just made it up and it became so widespread that penders himself even believed it and thats why no one not even him can provide the source for where this was originally stated
#i think he might also be wrong about where the name maurice was first brought up but thats not as big a deal#since hes admitted to not reading issues done by other writers. not surprising he got that detail wrong since he didnt write that issue#and yeah i wasnt able to find anything about it on penders website either#the archive thing only goes back to 2020 and the sonic name thing has DEFINITELY been going around for longer than that#because 1. i remember seeing it before that and 2. i looked at past versions of pre sgw sonics page on the sonic wiki#and the oldest version i could find is from 2014 and it mentioned the name thing#there is a source attached to it but idk if its a source for the time penders supposedly mentioned it#or if its a source for the time ian flynn said sonic had gotten a legal name change.#but the link doesnt go to anything sonic related? just a blank page on a comic news site. so its impossible to know#coudlnt find anything relating to sonics name on the forum on his site either#but its possible he had a different website before that that might have mentioned it. considering how long hes been online for#asks#JESUS CHRIST THIS POST GOT LONG. SORRY
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okay so letting cats go outside unsupervised is animal abuse now. terrible job everyone
#“b-but indoor cats live longer!!” so? why do you think that matters? my precious boy MR. SNUGGLES has had a richer and more fulfilling life#than fucking garfield over there ever will. who gives a shit if it’s a shorter one? i bet he doesn’t.#“b-but they’ll hunt and kill the natural wildlife!!” yeah animals’ll do that usually. wild isn’t it?#two of my three cats roam freely around the neighborhood. kitty goes about two doors down on either side and that’s it. she’s good. no issu#mr snuggles goes all over the neighborhood and sometimes to the apartments behind our house. i’ve seen him climb into a storm drain before.#he’s six and the worst he’s ever gotten is a scratch or two and a very recent notch in his ear. he literally looks both ways before crossin#the street. besides that he would tear this house apart if we could even find a way to keep him inside (which we can’t)#HE FOLLOWS US WHEN WE GO ON WALKS. THE ENTIRE NEIGHBORHOOD RECOGNIZES HIM. THERE IS A 99% CHANCE THAT WE GET STOPPED#BY AN OLD LADY WHO GOES ON AND ON ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM EVERY SINGLE TIME.#he provides enrichment#so yeah whoever the hell put that insufferable post on my dash . you owe me ten american dollars (or equivalent) and a bag of cat treats
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Getting the Speedrun achievement in The Stanley Parable: Ultra Deluxe is a very stable and completely glitchless experience
Okay so this is how Stanley’s door is supposed to look (don’t mind the boxes)
And here’s how it looked while I was attempting this achievo. What was I doing to cause this glitch? ‘Cause believe you me, it is repeatable - I was hitting Forward/W during the loading page so I’d start walking as soon as it dropped me in. It really hated that lol
As you can see from this one, it tried to load the Whiteboard Ending but I was faster, which ended up locking me outside the “closed” door 427
I’m also not sure what those little guys are down there, as I couldn’t look at them directly - it actually looked like two rooms that were clipping through each other, but I didn’t see any particularly recognizable features
This was the short hallway right to the Two Doors room - I stepped through it too quickly so it only half-loaded the short hallway, but this time it didn’t lock me out so I was able to step back into the glitch!
And then I fell through the floor again
But hey, I did get it!
#The Stanley Parable#The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe#WPTSP#At least I got a shot of it this time! Lol#The short hallway's door looked the same as the Whiteboard ending door it just let me step through it that time#Although looking at the last one that's definitely the Whiteboard from below >:/ I dunno I only got a single frame to look at them lol#The glitches are really interesting! I'd still prefer not to run into them but I can't say I'm not at least somewhat entertained haha#I'd be really curious if anyone else had these same kinds of glitches#Oh yeah and I had just come off the heels of getting the same achievement in the HD Remix and absolutely Zero glitches in that one#I was able to get both :) I'm pleased!#I'm surprised? that there are more people who've gotten it in Ultra Deluxe even tho HD Remix has been out for so much longer?? :0#That just leaves Commitment for both of them and then TSPUD's 10 years away achievement lol - I'm not ready for that yet at all#I also stumbled on Ultra Deluxe's 3 Button thing???? Yo??????#The Narrator's such a bastard haha <3 He's the worst#Man there's just so many little love touches in Ultra Deluxe hhhhh#I also finally checked out the Serious Room in HD Remix haha ♪ So silly#WPVG
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