#yeah im projecting
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Like of course the guy who's had to people please his whole life believes he both has no power and so much power because he is mercy to everyone's emotions but they make him believe their emotions are his fault. So he's like manipulating things behind the scenes because that's what he's been forced to do with his limited power to survive and doesn't register exactly how much of an impact that has on people, cause he thinks things will all go to shit anyway
#tma#the magnus archives#martin k blackwood#martin kartin blackwood#martin k blackwood hours#martin blackwood#tma characters#character analysis#also shout out to mj once again#think thoughts part 2#yeah im projecting#but im right
40 notes
·
View notes
Text
vash chronic pain send tweet
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
im coping
more ms paint stuff
kms this is like my 6th day running with little to none sleep
#messyr#doodle#coping hard bc im sTRESSED OUT N LOSING SLEEP OVER PROJECTS#Worst part is it's a partner project but i do 100% of the work. YEAH. 100 FCKIN PERCENT.#artists on tumblr#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel alastor#lucifer morningstar#hazbin alastor
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
one of the things that's the most fucking frustrating for me about arguing with climate change deniers is the sheer fucking scope of how much it matters. sweating in my father's car, thinking about how it's the "hottest summer so far," every summer. and there's this deep, roiling rage that comes over me, every time.
the stakes are wrong, is the thing. that's part of what makes it not an actual debate: the other side isn't coming to the table with anything to fucking lose.
like okay. i am obviously pro gun control. but there is a basic human part of me that can understand and empathize with someone who says, "i'm worried that would lead to the law-abiding citizens being punished while criminals now essentially have a superpower." i don't agree, but i can tell the stakes for them are also very high.
but let's say the science is wrong and i'm wrong and the visible reality is wrong and every climate disaster refugee is wrong. let's say you're right, humans aren't causing it or it's not happening or whatever else. let's just say that, for fun.
so we spend hundreds of millions of dollars making the earth cleaner, and then it turns out we didn't need to do that. oops! we cleaned the earth. our children grow up with skies full of more butterflies and bees. lawns are taken over with rich local biodiversity. we don't cry over our electric bills anymore. and, if you're staunchly capitalist and i need to speak ROI with you - we've created so many jobs in developing sectors and we have exciting new investment opportunities.
i am reminded of kodak, and how they did not make "the switch" to digital photography; how within 20 years kodak was no longer a household brand. do we, as a nation, feel comfortable watching as the world makes "the switch" while we ride the laurels of oil? this boggles me. i have heard so much propaganda about how america cannot "fall behind" other countries, but in this crucial sector - the one that could actually influence our own monopolies - suddenly we turn the other cheek. but maybe you're right! maybe it will collapse like just another silicone valley dream. but isn't that the crux of capitalism? that some economies will peter out eventually?
but let's say you're right, and i'm wrong, and we stopped fracking for no good reason. that they re-seed quarries. that we tear down unused corporate-owned buildings or at least repurpose them for communities. that we make an effort, and that effort doesn't really help. what happens then? what are the stakes. what have we lost, and what have we gained?
sometimes we take our cars through a car wash and then later, it rains. "oh," we laugh to ourselves. we gripe about it over coffee with our coworkers. what a shame! but we are also aware: the car is cleaner. is that what you are worried about? that you'll make the effort but things will resolve naturally? that it will just be "a waste"?
and what i'm right. what if we're already seeing people lose their houses and their lives. what if it is happening everywhere, not just in coastal towns or equatorial countries you don't care about. what if i'm right and you're wrong but you're yelling and rich and powerful. so we ignore all of the bellwethers and all of the indicators and all of the sirens. what if we say - well, if it happens, it's fate.
nevermind. you wouldn't even wear a mask, anyway. i know what happens when you see disaster. you think the disaster will flinch if you just shout louder. that you can toss enough lives into the storm for the storm to recognize your sacrifice and balk. you argue because it feels good to stand up against "the liberals" even when the situation should not be political. you are busy crying for jesus with a bullhorn while i am trying to usher people into a shelter. you've already locked the doors, even on the church.
the stakes are skewed. you think this is some intellectual "debate" to win, some funny banter. you fuel up your huge unmuddied truck and say suck it to every citizen of that shitbird state california. serves them right for voting blue!
and the rest of us are terrified of the entire fucking environment collapsing.
#spilled ink#writeblr#i hope it is clear here that i actually very much care about equatorial countries#and that's part of what makes me so angry bc im like. climate refugees exist.#they've existed for a while!!!#and the reply is almost always ''should have thought about that before living on an island"#like fuck dude. do you need to like how people vote before ur like#your entire house shouldn't burn down each summer????#so many of these people make it their life to mock california that they think it's FUNNY#and im like. girl you should be fucking trembling. TEXAS??? ARE YOU LISTENING??#this is one of those times that like. i need to stress how fucking stupid it would be#to let trump win. bc he could have “reached across the aisle.” covid could have been#a MASSIVE commercial success. he has such a huge and bigoted and brainwashed following.#literally just a PR campaign called COWBOY UP and it's pictures of cowboys in bandanas#trump reinvisioned as the lone ranger fighting for the american people against covid. EASY SELL#and instead. companies bought him. it became political. it was not ''oh shit this is 1 enemy let's all be human''#it was ''you deserve to die.''#climate change should be GLOBAL. it should be like ''yeah i hate u but. we do all live here''#i don't have to LIKE my group members to do well on a team project bc we are ALL getting graded.#is that simple enough of an under-explaination lol
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
merlin gets sick. like. bad sick. maybe its a curse maybe its natural idk all i know is that merlin gets sick. he has a fever so high he is somewhat delirious. his whole body hurts. he feels like death. he ends up traversing the castle to enter arthur’s chambers and climbs into bed next to him. he was in pain and felt like shit and in his delirious state, he went to the one person who could always offer him comfort. arthur wakes to find merlin curled up next to him, his tunic fisted tightly in his hand as if to keep arthur where he was. gaius quietly walks in and extracts merlin from the bed, apologizing and explaining that merlin was ill and delirious with the fever. merlin is being tugged out of bed, away from arthur.
he’s fighting as best he can which, considering he’s sick, isn’t that good as gaius doesn’t even blink. then merlin is being dragged across the room, away from arthur and his body heat which was chasing away the chills and his touch was easing his pain. merlin starts complaining, whining more like, about how he wants arthur. gaius apologizes again and says he’ll send for a replacement to serve him before finally getting merlin out of arthur’s chambers and back to his own bed. gaius steps out for an hour to retrieve herbs from the town and returns to finds arthur curled around merlin in his little cot in his room, merlin fisting arthur’s tunic and arthur’s hand rubbing up and down merlin’s back.
#im projecting#im sick and want a pretty prince to cuddle#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#fanfiction#fanfic#fic ideas#prompts#clingy merlin#look#merlin is a physically affectionate guy but keeps his touches toward arthur tactical#if he was sick and delirious hell yeah he’s a fucking koala#merlin loves physical touch#arthur does too but hes so awkward about it and starved of it that he resorts to violence as a means of connection#if merlin was out of it and whining for arthur#yeah arthur is cuddling him#he doesnt care if he gets sick#in fact#it might give him an excuse to skip out on meetings and other duties
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
habbpy birthday emu enjoy ur 50 taiyakis from ur gf
#SHE BOUGHT HER MANY.OF THEM !!!!!#they cate fro eacheorther many .....very many....they drive me insane....#yeah its jsut a littel doodle but i need to give my oshis the same treatment#project sekai#prsk fa#proseka#pjsk fanart#prsk#nene kusanagi#emu otori#wxs emu#wxs nene#wonderlands x showtime#emunene#ilove emunene . i have an au idea that im doing for them btw.you might see comics soon chat👍
511 notes
·
View notes
Text
...If that is what you say.
#(ft that one post. the... yeah you know the one.)#library of ruina#project moon#projmoon#roland lor#binah lor#hokma lor#angela lor#this is unironically the best ive drawn these guys to date and im not sure how to feel about it skjdngkdjf
904 notes
·
View notes
Text
Happy 20 years to the Imperishable Night
#Touhou#Touhou Project#Imperishable Night#Get ready for all the character tags#Eirin Yagokoro#Kaguya Houraisan#Fujiwara no Mokou#Reisen Udongein Inaba#Tewi Inaba#Keine Kamishirasawa#Mystia Lorelei#Wriggle Nightbug#Reimu Hakurei#Marisa Kirisame#Sakuya Izayoi#Youmu Konpaku#Yukari Yakumo#Alice Margatroid#Remilia Scarlet#Yuyuko Saigyouji#(and Ran Yakumo and Chen but theyre barely visible lol)#Just a day late for the anniversary day damn it...#I started on this a bit over two weeks ago#And worked on it almost every day#Though i've had the idea of the composition of this piece for a long time#Specifically Reimu and Marisa in the middle facing off against eachother#And then the hourai immortals at the top with Eirin in the middle and Kaguya and Mokou on either side#I am slightly sorry to Mystia and Wriggle cause i kinda forgot about them and just threw them in where there was room#But yeah i worked real hard on this and even though i have regrets about how i went about it and i think it couldve been better#im just proud i finished it at all
595 notes
·
View notes
Text
protagrivals in after epochs (new sasakure uk song)
#pokemon#project voltage#trainer serena#trainer brendan#trainer red#trainer ethan#rival silver#trainer may#trainer dawn#n harmonia#trainer hilbert#trainer calem#trainer selene#trainer juliana#trainer florian#trainer victor#trainer gloria#trainer elio#trainer rosa#trainer nate#trainer lucas#trainer lyra#trainer leaf#trainer elaine#trainer chase#im not main tagging hilda because THATS JUST HER PANTS IM SO SORRY#i cant believe they gave hatsune miku pokeprotag trauma#THEY GAVE FLORIAN BLONDE HAIR HELPPPP#i initially made this for myself but yeah sure the fandom can have this too
769 notes
·
View notes
Text
she's going insane (me too)
#tadc#tadc fanart#the amazing digital circus#pomni#tadc pomni#im totally not projecting#sketches to cope my anxiety hell yeah
590 notes
·
View notes
Text
git him! ooh git him !
---
extra doodles too
#i've drawn too many fucking chains toactually give a shit for those doodles rn#limbus company#project moon#heathcliff limbus company#meursault limbus company#heathcliff lcb#meursault lcb#think its funny though. like yeah frenchboy! get him !#i'd be freaked out if a like 6'2 french guy in a nice suit chased me up stairs flawlessly too#im not tagging nelly i just thought it was funny to put her there#bingoblart fart art
674 notes
·
View notes
Text
hiii i decided to animate the urusei yatsura meme ft the Guys,,, this took soo long and i had to learn like 10000 new things butttt im rly happy w it!!!
#ive never rly animated anything this big lmao.... im used to lil looping gifs#the animations themselves are p closely based on the original op (not traced... i just had it open on another monitor as a ref)#and i think i learned a lot about animation from that!!#so yeah this is a bit jank in places but im happy w it... this was such an impulse project lmfao#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#<- this is the top post for both joe n sk's character tags so if ur goin thru em and dont wanna see this ship mute that or block me#bc i post a lot of em#my art#kas tries animation
375 notes
·
View notes
Text
i am so normal about this story...
#rui kamishiro#project sekai#project sekai colorful stage#prsk#prsk fa#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#digital art#illustration#fanart#my art#this card story made me cry#a lot#they can never make me hate you rui#also havent been drawing lately been busy with studying#eng lit is difficult gotta focus on it#anw yeah this story is amazing and i will never get over it#im not the same after reading it#yorix art
314 notes
·
View notes
Text
trustworthy interviewees
nonshiny version belowcut
#these were gonna be little doodles for a bigger project but then i got turbofocused you know how it is.#disco elysium#evrart claire#joyce messier#my art#wahhh. im still not sure i chose a forgivable shade of orange for the background#again yeah you cantell these were meant to be complementary to something else but i like little demon ev too much to keep him in drafts#theyy do need more polish but if i leave this file another day itll start rotting. you understand
1K notes
·
View notes
Note
thoughts on hellfire gala charles? i’m obsessed with that design
Design Wise if we mean the one by lucas werneck, theeen...... i have no clue im divided on it honestly LOL
i like the halo idea, im just not sure im totally sold on the whole execution...
ive always wanted to draw it tho so. have a scribbly if you may :)
bonus cause i need to hang him up like a set of keys
#xmen#charles xavier#professor x#xmen comics#krakoa#snap sketches#take a shot everytime i draw a mfer reaching for the camera. hes projecting his period cramps onto me is that why ive been suffering lately#but yeah idk. im not sure exactly what makes me itch about it its just noootttt my favorite. BUT ITS NOT BAD just not my favorite#if we mean the Other yellow gala outfit he wore that matched eriks .... i think i like that one a lil more#nvm i just looked at it and the collar bit still makes me laugh bro what IS THAT. its still cute tho. i think. needa look at it more....#ill have to draw THAT design some day. with erik preferably. but thats for another day#anyways. should i eat? i should eat. if at least leave my room so i can pick up a package#ohhh but im not hungry ..... maybe ill have dinner later at least
239 notes
·
View notes