#yeah im definitely getting rusty now but oh well

[ryescapades]

rin itoshi + nsfw + "don't act so shy now" please!!! thank you sm <3

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prompt: 11 - “don’t act so shy now,” characters: itoshi rin (bllk) x f!reader contents: nsfw mdni !! overstim, fingering, squirting, implied multiple orgasms, petname (baby), use of y/n once, teasing, lmk if there's more :') wc ~ 1k (not proofread!)

a/n: tysm for participating anon! wrote this as an expansion to this little brainrot i had yesterday

itoshi rin is getting restless.

the heat on the practice field is oddly suffocating, the clothes sticking to his back feels strange and icky, his goals aren’t hitting, his passes are lukewarm at best and impractical at worst, his teammates are more irritating than usual… among other things.

he’s fucking restless, and the aforementioned issues are not even the source of it.

rin slouches on the bench, leg bouncing as he reigns in the urge to literally bite his infuriating teammate's head off who’s sitting beside him and has been prattling on and on about the match. his coach had told him to sit the second half out, considering how much of a joy he had been acting the past almost half an hour.

his phone buzzes again in his duffel bag by his feet, the vibration sending his teeth grinding against each other in agitation. he pulls it out and immediately opens the message app to your contact just as another text from you comes in.

and there it is. the root of all his problems.

‘have i told you i missed you today? no?? i miss you rinnie :))‘ the text reads. and it would’ve sounded completely innocent if not for the image attachment you’d shared along with it.

it’s a selfie of you in the mirror, looking all pretty and absolutely his while wearing one of his jerseys. no pants, no bra, and no underwear. rin found that out from all the other– how many was it again? probably seven or eight pictures you’d sent prior to this one.

a wave of feverishness rushes inside his veins, flowing down south and making his blood boil until he can feel his pants tightening at his groin. his control is persisting on a fine thread, waiting to snap just at the right moment–

his phone vibrates in his hand. one text of ‘i think she misses you too lol’ and another scandalous photo that insinuates the heaven between your ridiculously sinful thighs later, rin thinks his mind has blacked out from that point on. the last of his control splinters and fractures into bits, and he’s already gathering his stuff from the ground before he heads towards the exit with no more than a muttered “i’m going home,” towards his coach.

the drive back feels like a nonexistent event to his brain, and so is the moment he steps through the threshold, teal hues darkening when they connect with your pair of frozen, unblinking eyes as if resembling a deer caught in headlights. “r-rin? you’re back early… how was–”

everything passes by in a blur and the next thing you know, rin has you sat with him on the bed, back against his chest and jersey bunching on your navel as he pulls another earth-shattering orgasm out of you with his fingers. “come on, baby. you can give me one more, can’t you?” he murmurs against your ear.

tears clump your lashes together, and the hitched breath erupts into a broken whine when rin starts another ruthless pace, his middle and ring fingers thrusting in and out of your sopping cunt to make you fall over the edge again.

“rin–” your hips buck in his hold as you barely notice the drenched sheets underneath your ass from how much you’ve been coming. “‘s too much, i can’t–” you whimper, thighs shaking from the overstimulation and threatening to close before rin hooks one of them beneath his and keeps a firm grip on the other, hindering you from hiding away.

“should’ve thought of that before sending those pictures to me,” he tuts against the side of your head and relishes the way you squeeze around his digits, soaking them with your slick and cum even more. his own arousal grows, digging further into your back and pushing against the constraint of his pants as your hand weakly tries to push him off.

wouldn’t be surprising if there’s already a wet patch there but he’ll take care of that later. for now, you need to be taught a lesson first after teasing him like that.

there’s a dirty cacophony of wet squelching sounds, your moans and his grunts that continues to echo in the room. rin pays it no mind, moving his thumb to rub harsh circles on your swollen clit instead. your eyes roll to the back of your head, the constant drag of his deft fingers against your sensitive walls making you delirious and drunk in an unstable cloud of maddening lust.

another broken sound spills from your parted lips as more slick visibly gushes out between his fingers, causing you to turn and hide your reddened face in his neck. “don’t act so shy now. didn’t you say this pussy missed me? i’m just giving her what she wants,” he gruffly says before gripping your chin to make you watch him play with your body as he pleases.

that familiar heat pools in your stomach, burning up your entire body in a flame of carnal desire as your next climax approaches. rin, however, is becoming impatient. he did mentally decide for one last time before he fucks you on his cock, after all.

desperate now more than ever to get on to the latter part of his decision, his fingers keep the relentless pace on your poor cunt as he rests his palm on your lower belly and gently presses down.

there’s a slight pause in your labored pants, the air getting stuck in your throat before you keen, a sharp and dizzying sense of pleasure colliding against your very mind, body and soul like a tidal wave. you’re once again thrown off the cliff, shattering and coming undone with a ruptured cry of his name tearing from your mouth.

“shit, y/n.” he curses, unable to take his eyes off the sight of you squirting on his fingers as his cock throbs even harder, your cum dripping down to his wrist in an obscene trail.

holy fuck, that might’ve been the hottest thing rin has ever experienced in his entire life.

i’m ovulating don’t look at me taglist open !

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[tedtooz]

Swim Team Captain! Charlie X Y/N

hii!! first real post kinda nervous… lol. if you want to know more about me feel free to check my intro!

this is just the intro to a series im staring! i’m pretty rusty, so i do apologise!

charlie is a senior and y/n is a junior in highschool. zero nsfw (obvi!)

dividers by @bernardsbendystraws !

Y/N didn’t even know who Charlie was for most of her life.

At the start of her junior year, she walked into her economics class and saw a tall boy at the very back of the room. Y/N was stunned by him. People that pretty go to her school? No fucking way. He was tall, handsome, and his laugh was so infectious she wanted to fall to her knees.

She knew she didn’t have any friends in this class, so it wouldn’t hurt if she just tried to talk to Charlie, right? What’s the worst that could happen.

With this new mindset, Y/N strategically sat in the desk right next to him. Now, she just had to figure out how to swoon him. She had always had some anxiety when it came to new people. It was definitely worse with this guy, and it was definitely extra worse because he was hot.

Y/N pondered for a moment, trying to figure out what in the hell she is going to say to this guy. For him, however, it took all of 5 seconds before he was already starting a conversation.

“Did you know we had to take this class to graduate?” He whispered, even though the rest of the room was still lively.

Y/N turned red. “Were you… talking to me?” She hesitated heavily on each word. She told herself that if she embarrassed herself in front of this guy, she is just going to get her schedule change asap.

The guy giggled, “Yeah, silly!” He held out his hand. “Sorry, I should’ve introduced myself. I’m Charlie!”

‘Cute name for a cute face..’ Y/N thought as an infectious smile came across her face. “I’m Y/N,” she shook Charlie’s hand with a smile, “and, yes, I did know he had to take Economics.”

Charlie leaned back in his seat, “Well,” he sighed, “it’s stupid.” His face seemed to have went into a deep thought, and, with the knowledge Y/N has so far, she assumed Charlie was trying to think of some stupid quip to say.

Y/N furrowed her brows, “Stupid? Really…?” she giggled, “You seem like the stupid one to me.” She sat for a second before freaking out, “I didn’t mean that! I meant like… it was just-“

Charlie busted out laughing, which only made Y/N panic more.

“That was pretty good!” He said inbetween laughs. “Maybe the best I’ve heard all day,” Charlie said with the biggest, sweetest smile Y/N had ever seen. Her stomach was instant butterflies. She was already catching feelings 5 seconds into the first day. What the hell was she doing? Her panic stopped as Charlie’s laugh continued.

“Really..?” She chuckled nervously, her hands curled up into fists.

“Yeah! I can take a joke. That’s not even half of what I hear on the daily,” Charlie shrugged. “My teammates make sure i know my worth.”

“Teammates?” Y/N tilted her head.

Charlie perked up at the idea of getting to talk about the swim team. “Yeah! I’m on the swim team!” His smile was so adorable, and definitely infectious. “Well, I’m captain to be exact.” He added, almost like it wasn’t a big deal to him.

Y/N scanned the much taller boy. Now that she was thinking about it, his arms did look especially buff. He definitely looked like an athlete.

The rest of Charlie, that Y/N could see at least, was sleek yet muscular. He filled out his sleeves with ease, and his tight fitting shirt didn’t leave much to the imagination. Y/N almost spaced out just scanning the boy up and down.

She cleared her throat after a minute, “Oh, sorry!” Y/N opened her mouth to continue, but she was quickly cut off.

“Enjoying the view?” Charlie tried to keep a straight face; however, after a few seconds he busted out laughing.

Y/N’s turned bright red. She desperately tried to play it cool, “Was I staring?” she cleared her throat, “I, uh, well-“

“I was just kidding! Chill!” He said inbetween laughs. “It’s no biggie! I was just kidding.” Charlie reached over and playfully hit Y/N’s arm.

“Right!” Y/N cleared her throat and looked down at the cracked tile. “Just a joke.” She said to herself as a way to make her feel better.

Charlie took out a piece of paper and a broken pencil that looked like it had been chewed on. Not to mention, it was about half the size of a full pencil and missing the eraser. He quickly jotted down a few numbers before folding it and handing it over to Y/N.

“Here’s my number!” He says, handing the piece of paper over to Y/N. “Make sure not to loose it, K?” Charlie’s glance did not leave her for a good few seconds. He watched Y/N take the paper and quickly stuff it into her pockets.

Y/N nodded as she stuffed the paper. “Got it!” She clicked her tongue and looked back up to Charlie.

Charlie winked at Y/N as the teacher started heading to the front of the room.

This was going to be a long semester.

i hope y’all enjoyed! this is slightly unedited, so i do hope my grammar and spelling is good.

thank you for reading 🫶

taglist : @lvrsturniolo

[brandogenius]

wait, omg can we get a fic for the falling in love after the fake proposal for the cake?

IT WOULD BE SO CUTE

YES YOU CAN!!

part 3 to these two!

1, 2,

‼️RPF‼️

FIC - “ Newly wedded wife”

Julien x reader

word count: 1.375

being proposed to at a restaurant for a slice of cake was definitely something not on your bucket list for this year. especially it being done by one of your friends. well..it kind of makes a bit of sense anyway.

you didn’t expect twitter to blow up the very next day with photos and videos of you and julien from different angles of the restaurant. people uploading the videos to tiktok. fans and people recognising the guitarist and running with the video.

it went viral. sometime about seeing you and julien at a table together laughing while eating a slice of cake after the shorter woman got down on one knee with her old rusty ring. it made you role your eyes but smile.

julien took pride in the bit. wanting to keep it going for as long as she can. some fans took it well. surprising you when threads on twitter appeared with theories upon speculation that the two of you were dating prior to the restaurant event. it had you curious. were you and julien always that touchy with each other?

it didn’t cross your mind how dedicated julien was to this bit the both of you have made. referring to you as your fiancé- coming up with a whole backstory.

“yeah we decided to get together after our first album. pretty long time huh?” you just sat there, shaking your head as you watched juliens goofy grin in your laptop. rambling about times the two of you have been to places on ‘platonic friend dates’ but to the interviewer, she describes them in much more romantic detail. she was a pretty good convincing actress. if you didn’t know, you’d think the woman was actually in love.

there comes a time about a week ago where you thought you were doing a bit. deciding to go all out for a fake wedding with julien. renting out a small church for the day. you thought it was a great idea. something fun to do and tease everyone.

it’s not everyday you realise that the person phoebe found off the side of the road was actually a professional and registered ordained ministry. declaring you wife and wife, julien leaned in and kissed you. it was just something for the photos. maybe for everyone to look back on and laugh.

but why did you enjoy it? the feeling of juliens lips against yours was interesting to say the least. you didn’t mind it. when julien broke away you found yourself a bit sad. wanting more.

“i think that settles it for the day” julien patted your shoulder. she wiped her lips, walking down the isle. phoebe and lucy were sitting front row, all dolled and dressed up for the occasion.

“congratulations to both of you” turning your head, you stared at the man with a confused stare. “it’s not everyday i do private weddings. let alone on the spur of the moment” he opened his hand for you to shake. you shook his hand with a confused stare. “i don’t think i understand?” you casted a glance at phoebe who looked back at you with an even more confused look

“i was asked by this lovely lady to marry you two” the man smiled. shoving on his backpack. “i thought to do it for free since i presume you all were in a rush. i best be going. it was lovely. i congratulate you two on a wonderful and long life” the man patted your shoulder and walked away. you stood at the top of the isle, mouth hung open.

“phoebe..” you turned to look at the silver haired woman. “phoebe don’t tell me..”

“how was i supposed to know?!” phoebes voice raised in volume.

“are you telling me, we’re officially and legally married?” julien spoke up, taking a seat beside lucy, glancing between you and the others. “i guess?” phoebe rushed out, looking away as she started to chuckle.

you quickly rushed down the isle, smacking phoebe on the shoulder who bursted out laughing “are you serious?! - oh my god. first it was the cake, a fake engagement now im actually married to you?” you pointed a finger at julien who raised her eyebrows

“do you not want to be married to me?!”

“well not necessarily! i thought it was a bit!”

“that bit is long gone now ever since you stepped foot in the church” lucy’s voice piped up from behind you.

“i want a divorce” you sighed into your hands. this wasn’t what you planned your day - or month to be. legally married to your best friend for a joke. what’s next?

you heard a gasp. quickly looking up, you were met with julien. hand over her heart as she mocks offence. “are you breaking up with me? after all we’ve been through”

you couldn’t contain the sigh from your mouth. a small - barely noticeable smile on your face. phoebe cackled into her sleeve, silently doubled over in a wheeze as she hit lucy’s leg.

“there’s nothing funny about this- we are getting a divorce as soon as we can!” you stood up, quickly leaving the church.

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“are you still mad at me?” you looked up from your book. laying under the covers in your bed, you put the book down. julien stood at the door awkwardly. one hand in her pocket as the other gripped her phone.

“i wasn’t mad at you in particular, annoyed? maybe. i hold no grudges” you confirmed, going back to your book. julien took this as an invitation into your room. quietly shutting the door behind her. she awkwardly walked into the center of the room.

you could feel the awkwardness and tension wavering off julien. “what’s wrong?” you notice julien stiffen up from the corner of your eye. “oh- i.. just wanted to come in-“ you looked up at the woman, raising an eyebrow. you had a feeling you knew what she wanted.

“you want to sit down with me and read?” you lifted up the covers, an invitation for julien. she quickly nodded her head, getting in under the covers. she kept her distance, laying on one of the pillows, glancing at your book.

“just.. don’t wanna make you uncomfortable or anything.. after today” that was it. you understood. this.. whatever you would call it- was something very common you both did. walking into the others room, cuddling while the other caught up on the newest episode of their favourite tv show or read.

you understood it though. coming from juliens perspective. fake engagement to a real marriage. she didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.

“it’s fine. come here” you lifted your arm. allowing julien to lay further down in the bed, resting against your arm. she looked up at the book you were reading. “i’m sorry if i made you upset today”

“i’m not upset at you. i’m a bit pissed off at phoebe but at the end of the day it wasn’t her fault” you messed around with small strands of juliens hair.

“besides, it’s nice to finally say i’m married. i didn’t think i was someone worth being loved” you chuckled, eyes fixated on the paragraph in front of you.

“that sounds pretty fucking sad man” julien huffed. you couldn’t help but let out a stifled laugh. “as your newly wedded wife. how about i treat you to a nice dinner tomorrow baby?” julien teased. you couldn’t help but notice the way your heart fluttered. fluttering the way it used to when you were a teenager back in high school. stealing small glances at the popular girl who had her eyes fixated on the boy beside her.

maybe it was just your thoughts. maybe it was just your mind playing games. tricking yourself into believing something that was false. you knew what it meant. but you wouldn’t allow yourself to have it.

you valued your friendship - or marriage with your best friend. you wouldn’t want to ruin it. ruin the memories and core moments you shared with the older woman..

“i would love to, honey” you leaned your head to the side, comfortably resting on the top of juliens head.

“want me to read to you?”

“please?”

[shhh-no-ones-home]

superheroes bucky barnes x reader

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i had some music inspiration for this one and needed to get it out of my brain. so hopefully anyone still around likes this angsty bit. its not my greatest but im more than a little rusty lol

enjoy

Song: I go crazy by orla gartland

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"Okay so do you guys wanna do another movie next week?"

Hannah said, I pulled the door open and let her walk in to the diner.

"Is something new coming out that I didn't know of?"

Katie responded, stepping past me after her.

"I think she means she just wants to get out of the house kate."

"Oh, okay."

They both turned towards the order screen and started choosing their dinners.

"Look y/n it's not that I wanna get out of the house. It's that I really don't wanna hang out with my mother all day every day. I already do that... And I miss girl time."

I rolled my eyes and stepped up to the screen to add my order.

"So our plan for every week now is gonna be movie, dinner here, we don't talk for 6 days, then repeat?"

Katie laughed.

"Guess so."

I paid and took the receipt.

"We could switch things up if that doesn't sound fun."

Hannah said, grabbing a cup out of the dispenser.

"Yeah brunch and the mall instead."

Katie quipped back, filling her own cup.

"Spending more money."

I responded, looking disapprovingly at both of them.

"We could do something free."

Hannah said, turning to find a booth to sit in.

"I don't think your idea of free is the same as ours han."

"okay then you think of something genius."

i rolled my eyes as i slid into the booth opposite her.

"i dont know, pool and getting hot guys to buy us drinks? thats free."

kate raised her brows as her attention drew to the door.

"hot guys like him."

she said quietly and hannah nodded, her mouth slightly open. i turned slowly to look at him. my mouth immediately went dry as i faced forward.

"you should go ask him out."

hannah nudged kate and i held my breath.

"youre not his type."

i said a little irritated, taking a sip of my drink.

"alright ill ask if he'll go out with you instead."

she said, standing and walking to him. i couldnt comprehend what was happening fast enough. and before i knew it she was standing next to him as he ordered. god this was going to be interesting. i hadnt seen or talked to bucky in a few months and now one of my best friends was asking him on a date for me. not that i had a choice in the matter but still. he looked over at me and i gave him a tight-lipped smile. god i wasnt going to hear the end of this if he decided to even talk to me. they seemed to chat for only a moment before kate came back to the table with a wide grin on her face.

 "so?"

hannah asked.

"well he said he was flattered, and he thinks youre very pretty."

"but?"

"but nothing."

i drew my brows, mirroring hannah.

"theres always a but. ...but hes taken ...but hes not into girls ...but he just got out of rehab and needs to get his shit together."

i snorted. no he had his shit together. more or less. and he was definitely single. 

"nope thats all he said. i think you should go talk to him."

she nodded towards be suggestively. i sighed and stood up from the booth. both girls giggle to each other.

"dont get so excited im going to go appologize."

"lame."

Kate mumbled under her breath as i started across the diner to where he was sitting; a table close to the entrance.

"if i didnt know better id say you were following me."

i said and he smiled up at me.

"mind if i sit?"

"please do."

he said and i took the seat across from him.

"your friend is a real charmer."

he said, trying to hide a laugh.

"yeah shes a real hoot."

i said annoyed.

"so, you think im cute?"

he asked jokingly and i smiled.

"definitely not."

i said sarcastically and he laughed.

"that scar on your right shoulder would say otherwise."

he said winking at me and i sent him a knowing look.

"its nice to see you too buck."

"you wanna tell em or should i?"

he asked, nodding their way. i snorted.

"if you want a chance to get laid tonight then neither."

he raised a brow and smirked at me.

"see you then."

i nodded before standing up and walking back to our table.

"well he seemed into you. did you get his number?"

hannah asked, dipping her fries in ketchup before shoving them in her mouth.

"i did not."

they both acted deflated.

"youre so boring."

kate said, sliding her milkshake closer to her.

"he was  very glad i went over there. made sure you didnt really make a fool of yourself."

she rolled her eyes at me.

"of course i didnt. he's hot and you need a man."

i picked up a fry.

"i dont need anyone."

i said before tossing it into my mouth.

"yeah, keep telling yourself that."

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when i was finally home i sighed and and sank into the couch. i loved my girls nights but they were always tiring by the time we were done. and i was so tired i was thinking about just sleeping right there in my jeans. i didnt wanna move much less get ready for bed. going to the bar after the diner was not a good idea even though i wasnt the one drinking. 

"you look beat."

i heard a soft voice from the kitchen, turning slightly to see bucky leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.

"if you knew where i was tonight you would know why."

he snickered to himself.

"i did and i do. those are some partiers you hang around with."

i snorted.

"only occasionally."

he pushed off the door and walked further into the living room.

"so i take it i should leave?"

i shrugged against the couch, my shirt pulling up and exposing part of my tummy.

"not unless you dont mind doing all the work."

he sent me a look.

"wouldnt be the first time, you know what i do for work."

i smiled at him and sat up properly.

"would it be too much to just cuddle right here?"

he smiled back and walked slowly to me.

"i will gladly."

he pulled his jacket off and tossed it to the chair beside the couch before sitting down. i scooted to him and he wrapped me in a tight hug against his body. he smelled just the way i remember, dark and earthy. it was comforting.

"i miss you bucky."

i mumbled into his chest, closing my eyes as i breathed deeply.

"i know. i do too."

i pulled away slightly and looked up at him.

"you could stay this time. you dont have to run away. you dont have to be somewhere to save somebody. you could just stay here with me and we could have a life together."

i was hopeful but i knew better.

"its fun while it lasts but you know im not made for this anymore. the home, the spouse, the charmed life."

i sighed and buried my face into his chest.

"but you could be. you can be whatever you want. you could be mine."

his breathing hitched and he pulled away. he looked between my eyes with a sad look behind his own.

"i love you."

"but?"

i asked sadly.

"it would kill me if you got hurt again... because of me."

i shook my head slowly.

"im retired from that life. and maybe you should consider it too."

then i heard a beeping from his phone that was all too familiar. the world needed him. and i couldnt deprive them of that. he helped people. thats just who he was.

"you know-"

"you cant. i know. but if you ever want to try again you know where to find me."

he looked at me like a beaten dog, and i slowly let him go.

"i love you y/n."

"i love you too buck, go save the world."

[wc-wild-rewrite]

Fire and Ice reread!

I didnt enjoy this nearly as much as the first book, so 7/10, i give my reasonings in the My Thoughts section. The writing is less clunky in the way its written, but the writing itself is, eh, its not terrible but its not book 1 standard.

On the bright side, i'm loving Windclan and the thunderclan apprentices.

Prolouge

Poor morningflower, having to give birth road-side without her mate

Its been nearly a moon since windclan was driven out, so they were there when rusty joined thunderclan

Deadfoot my beloved

Honestly ashfoot your complaining isnt unjustified, id be mad too

Chapter 1

They need to grow in their leafbare fur, interesting! Probably never brought up again though

"After many moons as an apprentice" its been 4 moons max, and you spent one of those moons not actually training, how did you even qualify for this

Ah yes, exposition monolouge on what happened the previous book

God i love how respectful whitestorm is

"Only been warriors for a few days" you literally just finished your vigil, dude, its not even been a whole day

Honor is a big thing for the clans

I like the idea of longtail just walking around camp giving the least subtle hints for days on end

Aww swiftpaw was so anxious for his ceremony, thats adorable

Way to have double standards, longtail. Still love you tho

And theres the full moon

Ah, more exposition, on lionheart this time. Thank you, erins, we get it, we did read the last book

Interesting how easily bluestar takes ravenpaw's leaving. I mean, not the tigerclaw part, but the leaving the clan part.

Chapter 2

Whitestorm still being respectful, even to the enemy

Oh no, whiteclaw, your not gonna see the end of this book

Yeah, so he did spend a moon looking after her

Im shocked Tigerclaw wants Windclan back

Chapter 3

Slow slug

Yellowfang seems rather chipper today

Chapter 4

As of the gathering, its been two moons since windclan was driven out

They have wood ants

They know what a year is

Apparently windclan doesnt patrol its borders often

Chapter 5

Ok so this generstion of windclan cats are DEFINITELY traumatised

I can't imagine tnp journey is gonna go well for them

I admire their sturdiness though, still willing to fight despite everything

Chapter 6

Ooo smart move, Fireheart, asking to go with them instead of offering help

Gorsekit is officially a little creature

Deadfoot!! My boy!!

I love fireheart's comeback to the apprentice

Aww barley likes sharing food with his boyfriend

Chapter 7

I love deadfoot so much, little blorbo man

Damn ok riverclan chill out

"Lame warrior" can we not

But also yess tigerclaw save my boy

Chapter 8

Oh no, whiteclaw!

Yess willowpelt protect your son

I wonder how much the story would've changed if sandpaw had dropped instead of whiteclaw, or both of them

Tigerclaw i see you trying to get your cronies new apprentices

I hope fireheart and greystripe share the story with the elders, i like them

Ok apparently brackenpaw is ginger now

Awww cinderpaw babie girl

Lil moody brackenpaw there, love him

But also they are like 4 moons didnt we just learn this was bad

Chapter 9

Honestly it is so irresponsible for bluestar to make these two mentors, they are like 10 moons at best, theres only 6 moons between them and their apprentices

Someone get Greystripe in therapy

Queens tell boogeyman stories of kit-snatching owls

Again, tree scaling, this time by smallear

Aw cinderpaw, my adhd babie girl

"When you brought them home" girl that was you, you were that kit. I know this is a writing error but i like to think its a mental disconnection due to the trauma of it

God, the "that cat in the forest...was his sister!" Is such a 2009 writing style

Chapter 10

Rip tulipkit, i think your the first of that litter to die

I wonder if fern and ash ever remembered their littermate

I love the difference between cinderpaw's wild bounding and brackenpaw's careful thinking

Awww princess and fireheart bonding is so cute

Chapter 11

Aw i like seeing them mentor, its so cute

Greystripe u kitten

Silverstream!!

"Cant you drown in your own territory" your honor i love her

Haha mischeivous cinderpaw

Chapter 12

Cinderpaw is a good liar confirmed

"Where were you when i was training" asked fireheart, the liar. "I found somewhere quiet to rest" said greystripe, also a liar

I cant tell if tigerclaw really is that observant or firepaw is just the king of overthinking

Brackenpaw's such a nerd i love him

Cinderpaw sweetie your adorable but please dont sneak up on your mentor

Chapter 13

They lost 5 kits to greencough last year, we never get info about them

Still very interesting that each prey has its own stalking technique

Chapter 14

"He was breaking the code by meeting up with another cat" oh really, sound familiar buddy?

Fuck it, im with greystripe, go see your code-breaking girlfriend

Since when the fuck has speckletail had a kit, but also hi mistlekit!!

Chapter 15

Dude your a hypocrite stop yelling at your bestie's girlfriend

But i do like how leader's daughter seems to be an important title

Silverstream's got a point, their love isnt affecting anyone

Ohhh the tabby kit was mistlekit

Ok damn why is dustpaw so aggressive

I wonder how dustpaw feels, technically being the cause behind cinderpaw's injury

Chapter 16

Explicitily described as twisted, noted

Chapter 17

Tigerclaw honestly didnt mean to, huh.

So now theres two kits with whitecough

Oh willowpelt absolutely heard that

Chapter 18

Unfortunately, fireheart, i gotta agree, its frustating watching people react to tragedies and just move on

Chapter 19

You've changed your tune awfully fast, Sandpaw, are we gonna get a reason for that or do we have to guess?

Willowpelt feels like shes covering for her son, but im definitely looking too far into it

These patrols are always longtail, darkstripe, and willowpelt. I know they probably just dont have any other warriors but its suspicious

Chapter 20

Oop, greystripe got sent to his room

Goddamn dustpaw chill out

Chapter 21

Princess honey you cant just spring this on a cat

Oh shes so sweet

Aaaand heres the ooc writing, this doesnt make sense

"It'll be at least 5 moons" would you rather he bring in a 5 moon old kit whos already adjusted to kittypet life?

Ah, there goes elderkit

At least the queens have some compassion

Ah, tom's first panic attack

Chapter 22

Has it been one moon or two? Im not sure

Cinderpaw i still love you

Asha and fern recently stopped nursing, meaning their about a moon old. Only a moon's differemce between them and cloud, then

"With all that white fur" what, like Frostfur? Or Whitestorm? Shut the fuck up, darkstripe

Chapter 23

Yeah, so its been 2 moons since the gorge fight

Deadfoot!!!

Yeah ya'll better shut up, starclan's displeased

Chapter 24

I still dont think fireheart would be this against greystripe's relationship

Ok no yeah fireheart's definitely overthinking this, he was talking about the mossball, dude

Chapter 25

Again! Willowpelt and Darkstripe in the same patrol

I can see Whitestorm being really pissed off at disrespect like this

Tigerclaw really doesnt think before he acts, huh

Good brackenpaw, run boy, run!

Hello brokenstar, you mangy motherfucker

Chapter 26

Spottedleaf's death was six moons ago, though this feels incorrect

Also fireheart, dude, you barely knew her

Kick their ass, frostfur! Kick their ass!

I nearly forgot yellowfang was a warrior before a medicine cat

Pathetic ass brokenstar, wheres your gloating now huh

Eugh can we not have this burden to the clan thing. Like shes allowed to feel like that, but only if the narrative shuts that shit down

Yay whitestorm back at it again being logical

Chapter 27

Yay, sandstorm and dustpelt!

I dont like dustpelt tbh but lets see if he redeems himself

Yeah, yellowfang, you shut that shit down!

Ok damn, greystripe, calm down, i dont even know why your angry anymore

Chapter 28

I might not like incredibly stubborn characters much, but i gotta give it to cloudkit, hes like a moon old and he caught a vole

Ugh i forgot spottedleaf is his messenger

Chapter 29

He just can't get it into his head that he's a hypocrite, huh?

What part of "dont leave the camp unguarded" was missed here, you just took every single warrior with you

Im not as fond as cloudkit as i am with cinder and bracken, but he knows what he wants

Chapter 30

Tigerclaw you arrogant bastard, i still love you though

I didnt see my boy deadfoot, where was he!!

About fuckin time these two reconcile, good god, this could've been sorted chapters ago

My thoughts

Eh, 7/10, a lot of it was just frustrating to read. Im really not a fan of miscommunication tropes or whatever hypocritcal shit was going on between fire and grey. Im also getting really sick of spottedleaf, The cloudkit being brought in scene was bad and weird, and dustpaw's just an asshole.

I liked the mentoring scenes, the apprentices, and yellowfang. I quite like brokenstar and tigerstar, even if their both bastards, and my boy whitestorm is still well written. I like that the queens are good fighters, and how supportive princess is of her brother. We didnt see much of runningwind but im fond of him. They still havent explained why sandstorm warmed up to him so suddenly, but its only book 2

Overall, a bit of a sour one, i definitely prefer the first book, out of the two, and i still think fire and ice should've been the name for the 6th book

[the-whispers-of-death]

need to put the stone AUs in one room with mārīte. i wonder if she'd get caught in the crossfire of canon!stone and girl dad!stone arguing about who's step-daughter she really is... mārīte better NOT say that "well.. technically im only... sylvester's??"

smth is telling me that grim reaper!stone would join in on her hissing at the criminal stone trio. "oh? lovely child is angry and hissing at these 3 guys? no worries. im helping!!!!!"

experiment!stone and mārīte both do get zoomies and playful catfigths all the time i feel. i dont remember if he has claws or not, but if he does, he better be careful with them. not because of pain, but because mārīte's declawed, she can just bap and boop and bat things, w/o clawing and feels insecure and like the pack disappointment :(

... shes telling me now she feels like the pack disappointment no matter what au shes in and cant stop comparing herself to her dads, to an unhealthy amount

~ rusty

Canon!Stone and Girl Dad!Stone definitely argue about which of them is Mārīte's actual step-father, especially since it's interchangeable depending on whether or not Laila's in a scenario or not. Guys, can't you two just accept that you're both her actual step-father??

Grim Reaper!Stone 100% would join Mārīte hissing at the criminal variants and yeah, you described his thoughts to a T. He's like "Time to bond with my future step-daughter and help her scare off these criminals!"

Experiment!Stone learns how to bap, boop, and bat things without clawing (despite the fact that he does have claws) because he doesn't want Mārīte to feel insecure.

[pronounmelon]

you're right, Sunny! Rocky has a specific type of PTSD induced selective mutism. Cool! I don't believe this is what Coda is talking about, though

Im just gonna pull out my credentials real quicklyyyyy ignoring that Coda has said in this post they have a specific experience with mutism

Im autistic!! You know that big scary word that radfems only care about when it can be used to invalidate gender identity. I was diagnosed very young, I will never be able to live in a house without another person for multiple reasons nor be able to drive. I do a funny little not funny thing called verbal shutdowns. Despite the millennial bullshit I can sniff from 2736 kilometers away these can last beyond the confines of my screaming crying shitpissingvomiting meltdowns. They can just happen because I'm kind of not feeling an interaction (kind of hyperbole, but basically they can also happen because I've drained my social battery, which tends to happen really fast). These can also apply to specific people and situations!! Hell, selfish situations like Kai. I'm not saying Kai experiences this at all, Rusty would never intentionally write an autistic character that wasn't named Shellie Coochper with a special interest in kicking balls, I'm saying that mutism can happen for a lot of reasons and it's honestly reasonable for someone with the personal life experience Coda has to pick up on something like this. Something something reading comprehension. Anyway yeah sometimes I'll go into verbal shutdowns if a person's voice is annoying enough it can be REALLY selfish but much like ptsd selective mutism it's an anxiety response, that anxiety response is simply more broad since it's over sensory issues and not PTSD.

With that out of the way, my personal problem with Kai is that. No fucking trans guy does this. Cis men dni is a thing, certainly, white women dni is a thing certainly (if you think this would be an attack on cis women in general you are proving part of the thesis of my senior research paper, congratulations). Cis women dni specifically... if you can find an example of it please do because it'd genuinely make me shiggle dumb dnis are great. But irl dni shit?? Like bro is taking dni to the next LEVEL no one is doing that shit 😭😭 I get its satire but its definitely not well done if no one gets the point of whats actually being intended unless they throw out the window how normal fucking people actually act and remember, the light of Jesus Lucille Christ in their hearts, "oh, yes, great Sky Vagina Lucille Christ. I know now that no vagina having character in this beautiful magnum opus does anything for any reason BUT because of the patriarchy. I love you, I want you, im down fucking bad, I hope and pray you actually release the 14th chapter by the time I retire. Your afab characters have so much agency."

I've talked about this before in the Leasebound discord, but something comes off as very vaguely abelist about Rusty making Kai's main characteristic be that he's essentially selectively mute and won't talk to cisgender people, or at the very least cisgender women.

I'm aware the whole portrayal is to make him look ridiculous and to be like "Look how crazy and unreasonable trans people are! They're so horrible that they won't even talk to cis people (women)! Aren't they just so weeeirrrd???"

As somebody who both in the past and even nowadays has such a massive issue with talking to people that if I actively don't have somebody around who can verbalize for me, I will physically be unable to talk to others. It's so debilitating, and it honestly just leaves a sour taste in my mouth that whilst trying to make fun of Kai for being a trans man, she's also kind of digging at people with genuine anxiety issues.

Anyways, stan Kai x Jasper. Fuck Kai's ugly ass boyfriend, he deserves better.

[daydream-believin]

What About the Smaller Picture (1)

Summary: Merlin knows best. And what he feels is best for you and Douxie right now is to sit around and wait for him to come back from New Jersey, Merlin-knows-when. (1) You’re a NJ kid yourself. Merlin has sent you to go keep his apprentice company in CA. No further instructions. (part 2)

Warnings: swearing, im a little rusty

Word Count: 948

a/n: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa here have the setup to a new series. just a little something to keep me occupied during the wait for RotT

The early morning darkness cast a blue hue over the empty street. your hand was raised in a fist. You took a deep breath and settled your nerves. Damn. Meeting new people was scary. but that’s okay. It’ll only be scary for the moment. You tried not to hold any expectations for the person who lived behind it, but he wasn’t going to be scary. Maybe in time he’d be a good friend. All it took was time. And that first leap, of course. The hourglass has to be flipped for it to work. For the moments to pass the threshold of scary over into the home of familiar. Time to rip the band aid off. You knocked on the door.

One beat. Two beats. You heard a shuffle. Saw something black streak across the window. A much slower, bigger black figure came towards you, opening the door to greet you. The ringing of the bell filled your ears. Across from you stood a tall wizard with eyes that appeared golden in the warm light of the bookstore. His tank top dipped really low. With no sleeves, his muscular spellcaster’s arms were highlighted by his intricate rune tattoos. It seems your heart skipped that third beat.

“Uh- may I help you?”

“Oh, uh- I’m the new guy?”

“I think you’ve got the wrong place. I haven’t hired anyone new.”

Your anxiety spiked at that statement. Maybe you did have the wrong place. You glanced up at the sign to triple check. Nope. GDT Arcane Books, it read. That was the right place. That was where you were told you were supposed to go. You tried your best to speak up.

“N-no? This is the address. I’m not- I’m L/n.”

The wizard looked confused, and sort of shook his head, ever so slightly, to indicate he had no idea what you were talking about.

“Y/n L/n,” you clarified. It did not help. Welp, you were well into your adrenaline high at this point.

“Uh this is the business place of Hisirdoux Casperan, if I am not mistaken?”

That seemed to catch his attention. Glancing around the street to make sure no one else was around, he silently took a step back and motioned you inside. Old floor boards creaking beneath you two was the only sound competing with the heartbeat in your ears. The bookstore smelled like Christmas somehow. It was well into the latter half of May. The wizard walked behind the counter, setting his elbows down onto the countertop to lean over while talking to you, still on the other side.

“I’m terribly sorry, but I don’t- ah,, Your name doesn’t bear any significance to me? But you know mine, so I assum-“

“O-OH OKAY SOo yeah uh I’m gonna go out on a limb here and say that Merlin forgot to tell you about me,” you said that so fast he almost didn’t catch it, and you now felt bad for interrupting him, but when the realization had finally hit you, you couldn’t help blurting it out.

If saying his full name had caught Douxie’s attention before, the mere mention of Merlin took the cake. Those golden eyes got a little bigger. Eyebrows raised, he looked at you inquisitively for another one of those damned beats until it hit you that he was waiting for you to continue your story. You know, provide more context. Of course, tell him dummy.

“So like uh Merlin sent me? Here?”

“Okay,”

“He said he could use another hand on deck with all the shit that’s gonna go down soon,” you scrunched your nose to hold in a laugh, “Well, paraphrasing of course, the old geezer definitely didn’t say that but you get it uh,”

You looked down at your shuffling feet for a second. You popped back and extended your hand to Douxie. “So! Name’s Y/n L/n, and I’m your new pa- partner? Do wizards have partners? Coworker? Yeah.”

Douxie shook your hand. His hand was callused, and not at all soft. And you may be a little touch starved because this brief contact felt like pure electricity that lingered long after he let go.

“He said something’s going to happen soon? Did he give you any instructions?” Douxie asked, and remembering his manners, quickly added, “nice to meet you, by the way.”

“Yes. Vaguely. He sent me here, but all he told me to do once I got here was to wait for further instruction. I thought that meant you’d have them. and nice to meet you too.”

Douxie shook his head in exasperation. “Nope,” he popped that ‘p’, “sounds like Merlin.” There was no doubt in his mind that you were telling the truth. “Of course he wouldn’t have told you anything. He gave me the same vague orders too.”

Douxie laughed dryly. “Well, welcome aboard Team Merlin, Y/n. Come on. How about I give you my famous welcome tour, show you around our lovely town of Arcadia,” He put his hand up to his mouth and stage whispered like was telling you a secret, “Spoiler alert, it’s the best town in the world. It’ll ruin all other towns for you from now on. You’ll never want to leave.” He winked as he took your hand and led you out the door. You tried your best to hold in the giggles. So, your new partner was a thespian. Good to know. Douxie almost instinctively flipped the sign on the door before remembering it was still early enough that he had never turned it to ‘open’ in the first place. Doux called out to his familiar before activating the magic lock.

“I’ll be out today, Arch! Keep watch!”

[suneatersupportsquad]

red handed; colby brock

request:  im not sure if you do requests or even any imagines for colby brock anymore but i was wondering if you cold make a exception, so basically the plot is that the reader met colby through kat and since then they hit it off, now their in a secretive relationship the only person who knows is kat but she only knows the reader has a crush on colby. one day everyones hanging out in the same room room and colby is sexting the reader, sams curious to whos hes texting and they find out their dating.

dedication: @whydontweanons​

genre: fluff, subtle smut?

pairing: colby brock x gn!reader

characters: colby brock, sam golbach, katrina stuart, corey scherer, jake webber, kevin langue, brennen taylor, devyn lundy, tara yummy

word count: 1.8k

warnings: alcohol, what would probably be underage drinking, NSFW (barely), sexting (duh), mentions of COVID-19, quarantine

a/n: of course i’ll still write for sam and colby!! it’s just that, since i’m not as active of a follower of them as i used to be, my goal is to write for fandoms that i’m more invested in at the moment. but, honestly, i don’t think i could ever really stop writing for them. i love those boys so much. also this plot made me laugh so hard when i saw it in the best way possible. getting this request honestly made my day, so thank you for that!! anyways, i’m a little rusty, but here we go.

important links: masterlist

find more fics at my new blog @trapboysbunny

You and Colby had known each other for a long time - pretty much since he’d moved to LA with Sam - and you had been involved romantically just as long. You had met him and Sam through Kat on a boring Saturday night when all their friends flaked on coming to a little kickback they were hosting. Trying to be a good friend and cheer the boys up, Katrina had invited you to hopefully kickstart some emotional momentum. Your eyes met Colby’s for the first time and you clicked. Something in your gut had told you that the two of you would end up being close, and it was right. You had hit it off immediately, not taking very long to start laughing at one another’s corny jokes and telling stories over Smirnoff Ice while some random late night show played in the background. From that night on, it was history.

Since then, you two had been practically attached at the hip. If you weren’t sitting on the same room or facetiming, you were definitely texting one another. It became a running joke in your friend group that you two had evolved into a pair of siamese twins, or that being without you gave Colby separation anxiety. The two of you found it even more amusing when you actually began dating, not long after that fateful first night. It amazed the both of you that you were able to hide your relationship so well. No one had a clue. The two of you laughed about it quite often, actually, over late night phone calls and tipsy afternoons spent only with each other. No one knew, and nobody needed to know.

Colby, due to the internet and his fanbase being the way it is, preferred to keep his personal (and especially romantic) relationships more on the private side. His intent wasn’t necessarily to hide his feelings and relationship with you from his friends, but that particular topic of conversation never really came up in your friend group. Everyone had just kind of figured that everyone single would simply date someone when they were ready and tell everybody about it when they felt the time was appropriate. It wasn’t that Colby didn’t want to tell them, he just didn’t see the point in going out of his way to tell all of his friends hey after God knows how long I finally have a partner. He just didn’t want to make a big deal out of your relationship. Knowing his friends, they would definitely make it into some type of big thing, not to mention that Jake would dub the occasion as “cause for celebration” (which was really just an excuse to drink more). So Colby preferred to keep things on the quieter side for you two; neither of you wanted to make your relationship into an object for speculation.

Kat was the only person out of all of your friends to have any knowledge of your feelings for Colby. And thank God for her; if you didn’t have her to gush about Colby to, you probably would have either exploded or died. Or both. And she was there for every single second of it. She loved hearing about your movie nights, your urban exploring adventures, the sweet yet mundane things he would do to make you happy, literally anything. She ate that shit up like a man starved, and you did the same for her and Sam (regardless of the fact that their relationship was public already). You hadn’t told her explicitly about the nature of your relationship with Colby, really just gushed about your ever-growing love for the boy. Unbeknownst to you, she firmly believed that you only had feelings for Colby, clueless to the fact that the two of you had actually been dating for quite a while now. With her “go get ‘em, tiger” comments, along with similar remarks, you assumed that she had some sort of idea about your relationship with Cole, hence why you had never explicitly told her about your secret boyfriend. Kat, being the good friend that she was, never spilled your “secret” feelings to anyone else. Not even her boyfriend.

Eventually, quarantine started up amidst the international COVID-19 pandemic and you had begun practically living with the trap boys. A day without you in the house was enough to prompt concern for the boys, minus Colby who always knew the real reason why you weren’t coming over. This soon became the new normal, you taking a “day off” every few weeks to get tested just in case. At this point, it was almost comical that no one had figured out you two were dating yet.

One particular weekend afternoon, everyone in your friend group was hanging out at the house. You and Colby were sitting on opposite sides of the room, you next to Kat and Colby seated beside Sam. It was particularly warm today seeing as this Saturday landed smack in the middle of the infamous August heat wave, so you had thrown on a tank top and some shorts, nothing to flashy. Colby had dressed similarly, wearing only a muscle tee and a pair of trunks.

You were sat beside Kat, the both of you trying to listen to the story Devyn was telling. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t ignore the way your boyfriend was staring at you from across the room. You looked away from Dev for just a second to shoot him a glare when you realize exactly why he’s looking at you. The speed at which the blood rushes to your face is dizzying, and you drop your head to stare at your lap. Motherfucker- You sigh as you pull your phone out of your pocket. “Quit it with the blowjob eyes asshole,” you type before pressing the blue send button.

You feel his gaze break as his phone vibrates. Trying to ignore him, you refuse to meet his gaze again, putting all of your effort into focusing on Devyn’s story. Seconds later your phone vibrates in your pocket. “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” the screen reads, and you shake your head.

“Uh huh sure ok.” You pressed send again.

Another few seconds passed and your phone vibrated again. “That shirt looks really good on you.” 

You blushed as you read the message, flustered by the comment. Brows knitting together in confusion, you looked up to find him staring back at you with a dopey grin. You hunched over your phone and sent a message back. “You really think so?”

“Yeah, of course,” Colby replied, a gray typing bubble sitting under the message. “But you know how it would look cuter?”

You cocked your head to the side and typed out your response. “How?”

“On my bedroom floor.” You almost snorted at that, clamping a hand over your mouth to prevent any noise from escaping. Typical. Thankfully no one had been paying enough attention to you to notice that you were distracted.

Colby, on the other hand, wasn’t so lucky. “Give me this, dude,” Sam said, snatching the phone out of Colby’s hand and effectively bringing the conversation on their side of the room to a halt. “You haven’t been listening for like the past 20 minutes, dude. Now let’s see what’s got you so distracted.”

“You don’t need to look at that, Sam, it’s not that important-” The tall brunette sounded slightly panicky as he reached and grappled with Sam for his phone. Sam played around for a little bit before finally reading the screen, eyes widening in amusement.

Upon finishing his reading, Sam lowered the phone and Colby relaxed, already knowing that he was caught. “So who’s ‘angelcakes,’ huh Colbert?” Sam prodded teasingly.

Colby blushed ever so slightly, rubbing the back of his neck. “They’re just a friend-”

“Which friend, huh?” Sam continued his teasing, growing louder and louder with every response until all eyes were on the two boys.

Colby shrugged, trying to be nonchalant but looking more stressed than ever in actuality. “Just a friend.”

“What do you say we call this friend, huh boys?” Sam suggested.

Kevin nodded, agreeing. “I think we definitely should.” Brennen also nodded when Sam looked to him for approval, essentially finalizing the decision.

“Okay then, let’s do this thing!” Sam yelled, earning cheers from all the other curious folks in the room. The blonde boy pressed call and Colby simply held his face in his hands.

You jumped when your phone rang, honestly having forgotten that oh shit, I’m angelcakes. Everyone turned to look at you curiously, Colby even peeking through his fingers. You didn’t even pick up the device, already knowing whose name would be lighting up the screen. “You gonna pick that up or something?” Corey asked awkwardly.

You shook your head, leaving your phone face down in its spot beside your thigh. “No, it’s probably not important anyways.”

A beat of heavy silence passed before Tara spoke. “Gee, they sure aren’t giving up. Maybe you should answer it.”

“Nah, I’m sure it’s just-”

“Yeah, you should answer the phone, Y/N,” Jake agreed, the pieces seeming to click in his head.

You sighed, burning bright red to the tips of your ears. “Okay okay, fine.” You stood and clicked the answer button. “Hello?”

And there it was, your voice echoing from Colby’s phone. The room erupted in cheers of disbelief, the boys pouncing on Colby and the girls slapping you in playful excitement. “I knew there was something going on between you two!! There’s no way there couldn’t have been -- I can’t believe you didn’t tell me!” Kat squealed, smushing you in a hug.

The rest of the girls echoed the sentiment, a chorus of ‘same’s and ‘I can’t believe you’s. It took a while for everyone to calm down but, once everyone settled, you and Cole managed to get some alone time. The two of you escaped out back, the less than mediocre breeze cooling the sweat that slicked your skin. You held each other, almost as though you were about to start slow dancing. “Damn, caught red handed, huh?”

You laughed breathily, leaning your forehead against his shoulder. “It was only a matter of time, ya know?”

“I know,” he agreed, cheek pressing against your hair. “I’m glad we don’t have to be weird around them anymore.”

“Me too,” you hummed.

Colby pulled away a little bit, just enough for him to look you in the eyes, your arms still around his neck. “Hey.”

You giggled, confused. “Hey.”

“I love you.”

You smiled your confirmation, eyes twinkling under the cheap backyard lights. “I love you.”

.x

[lady-dimitrescus-loving-wife]

Anyone Want To Role Play?

Last update: 10/22/21

Newest update: 12/20/21

Before I get started please excuse the grammatical errors I most likely made on this post.. I'm literally only human mate. If im missing anything or forgetting to add anything to this post I'll probably come back to it later. Anyway let's start.

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Just wanted to say that since I have not much of a life and I'm bored as hell that I wanna roleplay/rp. I would go back to actually writing but I don't have the drive that I used to so oh well. Only text me though if you're a literate roleplayer if not, don't even talk to me yo hehe. I only have one roleplay partner at the time (and I love them dearly they just get busy) (UPDATE: Now I have three other people I role play with, keep that in mind!)

ACCOUNTS WITHOUT AGES IN THEIR BIOS WILL BE BLOCKED!

Anyway I can do character x character but like.. I'm in the mood for some of oc x cc roleplays and by that I mean this:

I rp your favourite character and my oc and you do the same by rping my fav and your oc. For more of what I'm trying to say, since people get confused, is that if I wanted to rp The Arcana (which I hella am right now) You'd be my fav character or the character I want and your also rp your oc with that response you made with the character and I'd do vice versa.

Anyway some fandoms I feel like doing rn/or have done are:

The Arcana

Hazbin Hotel

Genshin Impact (Still new to the game but I'm down to play! I CALL KAEYA 👀)

Jujutsu Kaisan (Also still new to it, rewatching the first season! Gotta look into and understand the characters some more but Gojo and Geto are hot)

Beastars

Obey Me

Tokyo Revengers (AGED UP/TIME SKIPPED UNLESS YOURE LOOKING FOR AN 'INNOCENT' RP WHERE THEY TAKE PLACE IN MIDDLE SCHOOL! )

Demon Slayer

Hunter x Hunter

Castlevania (RECENTLY ADDED)

FNAF (Security Breach) (RECENTLY ADDED) (I call sun and moon ùwú)

Etc that I'll probably add here later.

...Honestly that's it rn.. I haven't been watching anime like I used to so while I wouldn't rp certain shows I'm just not interested in doing so atm. However if y'all want to suggest shows to me for me to watch and I like it, maybe we can rp those then but only if I like em. Same for if you have some Otome games you might wanna suggest to me since I'm more likely to play those than to sit down and watch anime these days..

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Anyway the characters I've done from the Arcana have been: Lucio, Julian, Vulgora, and Asra. So if any of those are your favourites then I can definitely rp them for you. It's been a while since I've played the game though so I'm going to start it all over so keep that in mind just in case I rp them a little ooc. Forgive me in advance.

From that fandom I want whoever I end up rping with to either rp: Julian, Nadia, Lucio, Valerius, or Valdemar. I'm REALLY craving Valdemar though so if you do a good job rping them PLEASE hit me up and marry me. 😍

Now for the characters I've done from Hazbin Hotel are: Husk, AngelDust, Charlie, Valentino and Alastor.

Who I would like would be: AngelDust, Sir Pentious, Vox, Valentino, or Alastor and from those choices I would LOVE Alastor or Vox. So hit me up especially if you can do Alastor.

For the other fandoms it'll be my FIRST time role playing any of them so please keep that in mind.

Now I wanted to say really quickly that I've been role playing for six or seven years, give or take, however as many of you know I haven't been writing stories like I used to since if it writers block and cause of shitty people on this app but whatever.. I'm using role playing to get back into (possibly) writing because not only have I not been writing on this account but accounts all over different platforms that belong to me also haven't been updated.. I miss writing but I hate people rushing me for stories and using me so yeah.

The point of me saying all this is to say I'm rusty so if you do decide to rp with me just now some replies may be a little iffy but we'll be okay either way lol.

The genre's of roleplays I do are mainly:

Angst

Smut

Gore

Psychological

Yandere & Trauma core - and by this I mean some really taboo things.I won't list it all here but if you have questions ask in my damn dms. Ex: kidnapping, non-con, etc etc!! There's more to it I want to add so if you have questions like I said just ask. And for the people currently punching air at this part, yandere and trauma core is like a coping mechanism, maybe not the best but at least no one's actively getting hurt. If you are a CONSENTING ADULT, much like I am, and you are down that's all that matters. No one here will demonize you babes.

Etc..

IF WE ROLE PLAY SMUT YOU HAVE TO TELL ME YOUR KINKS AND WHAT YOU ARE AND ARENT OK WITH ROLE PLAYING!! I'D HATE TO RP SOMETHING THAT CAUSES YOU OR I ISSUES OR PUT US IN AN UNCOMFORTABLE SITUATION!

EDIT - YOU NEED TO EITHER HAVE A PLOT BEFORE TEXTING ME OR HELP MY COME UP WITH ONE WHEN WE TEXT! IF YOU DONT THEN THATS IT.

When role playing with me as well tell me if you intend to be a long term rp partner or short term. It helps because there's nothing that makes me angrier than someone who says they'll stay only to ghost me. If you're that type of person then don't even text me. If you have a busy life just tell me when you have to leave to do something before just disappearing. I ask that because I have trauma so yeah..

When introducing your oc you can send me art or a bio or both. I like seeing other people's ocs and I like showing others mines. I'm bad at names so all of my ocs go by the same name but for the sake of this post, my oc for The Arcana name is Aradia and for Hazbin Hotel she's Adalia. (I use the name Adalia for both but like I said.. for the sake of the post..) In your bio you can put anything you see fit to tell me about the character just as long as I get some good info. I can also send a bio for you all if you ask.

IF you have plots you want to try out or tell me about then do so or we can make plots together.

I'm multi-para and novella so if you could be the same when role playing that would be nice. I'm thinking about making a side account for this Tumblr so that if we need to talk about personal things it won't be on the rp chats but other chats where we can talk about whatever it is as much as possible.

In the end I just want to role play and have fun doing so! If you're down for all this please hit me up. I literally habe nothing better to do.. Also sorry for all the typos again, I'm in a bit of a rush and I'm in a situation where I'm on a heavy ass tablet instead of my phone since my phone is broke and I'm too poor to get another one so yeah. I'll care more about fixing words and sentences in role plays since that's where all of it will matter.

EDIT: IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS DM ME. IM A SWITCH BUT I LIKE TO BOTTOM AND YES IM JUST POINTING THAT OUT RN FOR YOU GUYS. ILL ONLY TOP FOR YOUR FAV CHARACTER SO IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT MAKE SURE TO TELL ME IN CHAT.

Anyway bye guys! I'll be waiting to see if anyone wants to get started, if no one does well.. it was a good shot I guess lolol. People don't rp like they used to anymore so I understand. Hope everyone has a good morning/evening/night! 😙😙😙

[starlight-lesbians]

yeah!! this is still kinda discord shenanigans i’m workshopping w some buds, but i wanted to talk about it bc im brainrotting lol

hydra is included mostly bc we all like him and we thought he would be a good partner honestly. He kind of ends up being a focal polycule member just bc he’s dating almost everyone lol. we’re headcanoning that he’s masc nonbinary (he/they prns)

The idea is they all get together in post canon, in pre canon Dinah, Greaseball, and Electra have smth going on. Hydra has a thing for Dinah and Pearl leading up to everything but he keeps his mouth shut bc he’s scared of Greaseball and doesn’t want to make Rusty sad. We know Pearl is into Electra as well. Dinah and Pearl kinda have a besties to lovers arc where one day they’re kinda like “there’s tension, why.” “I kinda wanna kiss you.” “do it coward.” and now they’re dating.

They definitely have like a sit down conversation where they set boundaries and decide what all works, bc the dynamics are complicated, but they all care about each other, weirdly enough.

Greaseball and Hydra are like Bros to lovers, they play GTA together and get stoned together a lot, but one day they just kinda go “oh HELL.” bc their bro is looking really fine 😭

polycule nonsense,,,,what if 6 person main character polycule….

ideas….

[chrolloctrl]

hello～! can i request for Adultrio who fell in love with fem crime hunter Reader? also have a nice day/evening💘

thank you for the request! i tried my best to make all of these different from each other, but i also tried to stay true to how the characters would sincerely react:) oh and sorry for the late post, school’s been tough :( but yknow it be like that

note(s)/warning(s): some mentions of blood and violence, but other than that nothing you wouldn’t see on hxh though

fandom(s)/character(s): hunter x hunter, adultrio, aka illumi, hisoka, and chrollo

for dialogue purposes, italics are you, and bold is the character :)

i l l u m i

since you’re a crime hunter and he is a literal trained assassin, the relationship is pretty much seemingly doomed for failure

however i imagine that you guys meet in an a very unexpected way

he’s on a mission to kill someone who had stolen from the zoldycks, and you’re on a mission to take out a thief

yeah it’s the same guy you got it

illumi gets there first and gets the job done

much to your dismay

you’re standing right behind him as he’s covered in blood over the body

all you say is “since when does the assassin do something morally correct?”

“when it benefits him.” he responds.

i think he recognizes you before you recognize him

“you’re y/n, right? crime hunter?”

“you could say that.”

“we aren’t so different you know..”

“we are incredibly different. i don’t kill for sport.”

“you still kill, though.”

you’re so pissed off because he kind of has a point

oh and that emotionless stupid little face of his pisses you off even more

it’s all love we know i love illumi

illumi’s bloodlust is out of control at this point, your interaction with him just increased that

“what are you going to do? kill me?”

“no. it doesn’t benefit me now does it?”

“what do you want from me illumi?”

“ a deal.”

somehow he ropes you into helping him on missions as long as it corresponds with your own morals

i think the moment he realizes he’s in love with you is when you explain morality to him

like obviously he has no idea wtf good morals are lmao

you act as his therapist in a way, comforting him about his past and telling him that his bad actions don’t make him a bad person, just a person who used to do bad things

sorry guys i love soft illumi, and i genuinely think he has the capability to be good

one day he breaks down after a mission, and he is so embarrassed that you’re the first person he shows his deep, buried emotions to

you just hold him and comfort him, telling him its not his fault

after that he doesn’t want to talk to you because he’s embarrassed

“i think emotions make you a better assassin.”

“how does that make sense?”

“makes you think twice.”

and now he knows why killua loves gon so much.

h i s o k a

we already know this bitch is obsessed with you

probably keeps tabs on you to see what you’re up to

every headline involving you “taking down another lowlife” catches his attention so fast

he wants a fight so bad

so he creates a plan

commit a crime so terribly that they HAVE to send you to take him out

just another amazing idea from hisoka!

so he figures out who you’re working for, and kills someone close to them, obviously leaving behind a trace so they have somewhat of an idea as to who he is, but still making it a hunt

he probably leaves a star and tear behind, something that only those who knew him would recognize

and so he watches you hunt him while he hunts you

you’re asking anyone and everyone if they recognize the star and tear, most people either having no clue, or recognizing it but keeping quiet about it in fear of what hisoka would do

eventually, someone says they know a person who draws a star and tear on their face — hisoka morrow

once hisoka hears that you know his name he is absolutely ecstatic, he probably reveals himself to you right after

“it has been so fun watching you search for me.”

“if you knew i was looking, why be a coward and hide?”

“there’s no fun if there’s no chase, darling.”

you guys battle it out, i imagine the fight is very close, but evidently you just can’t keep up with him

“you put up a beautiful fight…hmm, perhaps i’ll let you survive if you join me?”

out of breath and on the brink of death, he assumes you’re saying no

right as he goes for the finishing blow, you hold your hands up, and whisper through a mouth full of blood a small “i’ll do it.”

he has a huge grin on his face, so excited to have successfully “corrupted” you

sorry y’all added a little corruption kink in their my b

once he takes you to machi so she can heal you, you both go on ur little killing ppl missions together cos what else does hisoka do lol

he realizes he’s in love once you finish someone off, a crazed look in your eyes, smile on display, covered in blood.

“you’ve never looked as beautiful as you do now.”

you and hisoka’s love is weird. but it’s intense, and it is real. just not...normal.

you guys are crazy killers, but it works

he probably draws a star and tear on you just so u guys can match

after u.. murder people <3

yandere reader vibes sorry

c h r o l l o

for this, we are going to assume that you are the “weakest” link of the crime hunter agency

so they make you the bait

sorry i just want to cover all of our bases

you definitely have a lot of potential, you are just incredibly clumsy, and taking down the phantom troupe is something that requires plenty of people on the job

chrollo already knows you’re a crime hunter when he “runs into you” at a bar, as well as the fact that you aren’t working alone

but he entertains you, just because he’s bored lol

i can already picture you being caught off guard by how handsome chrollo is, because honestly im sorry who wouldn’t be

you kind of even forget you’re there on a job

but, when chrollo asks if you know about nen and what type of nen you use, you quickly remember why you’re there

you smile, “yes, i’m a specialist.”

he asks you to show him, but you decline

“i will lose it if i do.”

chrollo smirks, “smart girl.”

with that, you feel a sharp pain on the side closest to chrollo, and everything goes dark as you tumble into his arms

once you wake up, all the spiders surround you, chrollo in the center

“caught in the web.” you say, as chrollo’s eyes lighten up.

“precisely.”

“is there any way to escape a spider’s web?”

“prove to be worthy.”

there he went again, begging to see your nen so he could steal it

but just because you were thought to be the weakest link, didn’t mean it was true

“i mean, you’re looking at it right now.”

the troupe stares in confusion, and before chrollo can respond, one of the spiders falls to the ground, beheaded. (i can’t pick who so just pretend its ur least favorite <3)

the spiders stand there in shock

there were two of you.

the real you, free and unbounded, makes the clone disappear

“you said you were a specialist, but this seems to be a conjurer technique?”

“the speciality is that you can’t steal it. it isn’t exactly nen.”

this is the first time someone’s caught chrollo off guard, he has no idea what to do, i mean how did he know that this you wasn't a clone?

“now, i’ve heard once a leg is missing, there needs to be a replacement. what does the head think?”

you weren’t just a crime hunter, you were a double agent who wanted in on the phantom troupe

the moment chrollo realized your abilities weren’t nen, i think that’s when he fell in love

hear me out

he knows he’s going to be indebted to you forever

and we all know those books he reads...mf is a hopeless romantic who if in love, pretty much is absolutely obsessed

and boy is he obsessed already

of course, he is unable to steal it from you which is quite a drag

but, with you there, and your undiscovered abilities, the phantom troupe was basically unbeatable

something he wanted so badly

“welcome to the troupe number ___.” (once again i can’t decide who LOL you guys can pick)

you protect him and he protects you. 

if any of the troupe questions you and your decisions, he defends you so fast

eventually the troupe is referred to as “a spider with two heads”

kinda cute, kinda funky fresh name for thieves and murderers<3 at least u guys r passionately in love <3 

i hope this was good!! im kind of rusty so sorry :( im finishing up some other requests, and im thinking of crossposting a fic on here and on ao3, inspired by my dr strange/hxh hcs :) but requests are still open! guidelines right here  (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡ thank you to everyone who shows love to my posts!

[chellestrash]

Care for you - part 2

Neil x reader 

PART 1 HERE

warnings: just some angst maybe? and swearing 

authors note: you asked so i...tried to deliver! Second part of Care for you that was originally supposed to be just a one shot. Im glad you guys liked it enough to want a continuation. I probably won't be posting much in the next days since its Christmas and stuff, so maybe consider this a little present from me? I hope you'll enjoy this, if you’l be able to ignore my rusty writing. 

You sat up on the couch, tired and a bit confused, your eyes felt heavy as you yawned and rub your face in an attempt to wake yourself up at least a bit. Why did you choose to sleep on the couch again, you looked around hoping to locate any potential clues and when you noticed a navy-colored jacket hanging down from the chair the events of the previous day quickly came back to you.

Shit, Niel.

„Neil?” You called out as you got up quickly.

Did he just...leave?

You asked yourself as you walked through the apartment looking for tenet’s top agent you apparently managed to lose somehow. 

He probably left and got back to his room.

You thought as you entered the kitchen, trying to calm your rising anxiety down. You weren’t worried about him of course but after everything that happened last night you weren’t exactly sure what to call the relationship between you two anymore. You weren't sure. Did he say he likes you? That he cares about you? You felt silly again, like a stupid little teenager in love, but that’s just how Neil made you feel. The butterflies in your stomach when he looked at you, the way he made you laugh, the way he always made sure that you were alright.

So what happened? Why did he leave? Did you make it awkward between you two, was offering him to stay the night a bad choice, or maybe was it the fact that you slept on him after you decided to be a stubborn little shit and not get into your bed like a normal person.

You quickly hid your face in your palms and let out a frustrated groan.

You've really messed this whole thing up didn’t you?

“What’s wrong?” You heard a familiar voice followed by the sound of your apartment doors shutting close. So he didn't leave without explanation.

“Oh nothing.” You forced a little smile in an attempt to hide your worries. “Where were you?”

You asked as he approached you and set the little paper bag he was carrying in front of you on the counter.

“Well I woke up and you were still asleep, I didn’t want to wake you after I bothered you basically the whole evening yesterday. So I thought I’d let you sleep and go out to get you something, as a thank you.” He explain and pushed the bag over to you.

“Oh, come on you know you didn’t have to...”

You opened the bag and took out a fresh bagel sandwich and a cup of your favorite coffee. You smiled softly, he remembered.

“Don’t even start this, you didn’t have to help you, you could’ve just sent me to the hospital wing and...go to sleep at a reasonable hour or something.”

“Thank you, but also shut up, it was no bother, you know I like having you here.”

You cursed yourself for saying that and quickly looked down at your a bagel, trying to think of anything more awkward you could’ve possibly said right now.

Neil chuckled quietly and run his hand through his hair.

“I know.” He said casually. “But still, i’d hate to be a problem I just...missed you I guess.” You looked up at him a bit confused but hopeful, you been wanting to ask him about yesterday but you just didn’t quite know how to put it all into words.

“...wanted to see you, you know?”

You swallowed hard as you looked up at him, you did what you could to try and not show how nervous this whole situation was making you but you also knew he could definitely tell how you felt right now.

„Yeah, you…you’ve mentioned that it.”

Good one.

„Neil I…”. You started again „I think I have to… I have something I want to ask you about.”

You looked up at him and your heart melted, he looked so worried so concerned about you, about how you felt, about what happened.

„What is it? Are you okay? Did something happen? Is something wrong?” He took a few steps towards you

„Oh, god no, no Neil I'm sorry I'm okay, everything is fine it is just that…” Why was talking suddenly so extremely difficult?

„I just- I wante-„ You hid your face in your hands accepting the defeat. „It's nothing. I'm sorry.” You mumbled quietly.

Neil was now standing right in front of you, his hands were now on yours. You sniffed quietly when he slowly moved your palms away from your face, his hand under your chin as he gently moved it up to make you look him in the eyes.

„Listen, love.”

There's the nickname again

„This isn’t nothing, it clearly is Something and I wish you’d tell me what it was so I’d know how to help you.”

He tried to get through to you as he wiped your tear away with his thumb.

„Right, this is just… just so stupid I'm sorry.” You pushed his hand away gently and rubbed your eyes. „Can you promise you won’t laugh or something?”

„Oh I’d never, if I will I’ll just pretend I’m crying okay? Would that work?”

You huffed out a little laugh and shook your head. The anxiety building up inside you was still strong, it was almost overwhelming but, Neil's presence worked as a counterweight. On the other hand, he was the reason you were feeling like this in the first place, or maybe it was your fault, yeah probably.You took a deep breath and looked up at him again, trying to collect all the courage hidden somewhere deep inside you.

„I just… I need to know Neil.”

„Know what?” He frowned and asked confused.

„What are we, Neil?” There, you got it out, it was too late to back down now.

„Sorry?”

„What is this?” You motioned around the two of you. „What are we doing?”

„Are you…is this, about last night?” He sounded unsure and you could feel your body tensing up again.

„Yeah, I…maybe, its about, everything really…yesterday with the couch and what you’ve said and and…I just, I really need to know…what was that?”

„I don't-„ Neil started and you could see him trying to collect his thoughts, trying to read what was happening. „What…did you think it was?”

Fuck.

Your heart sunk at those words, it felt like you been kicked in your gut and what’s worse, by a friend. Deep down you knew that's how he felt, deep down you knew he didn't like you that way but you’ve always at least hoped. But now, now it was all gone, now it all disappeared with this single question.

„See I knew it but.. it is just that” You began explaining yourself. „That I know we’ve been friends, good friends even, for some time now and I love it, I love being your friend I like how close we are, I like what we’ve built our relationship on but I just…I can’t ignore how I feel forever, that's what you told me! I don't…” You looked away for a moment, your eyes began to sting. „Fuck Neil I don't know how you feel about me but I know that I just…when I'm with you all the bad things just go away, everything seems logical, everything feels fine.

„Love I-„

„No don't, don't Neil I know I fucked this up, see that's why I never told you, because we’ve been good friends, this was good and now…this fucking tension I’ve created and this…fucking confusion.”

„Hey.” He took a step towards you.

„And now I told you and we won’t even have that because now you know how I feel but you don't feel like that about me and I-„

„Hey, listen to me!” Neil held your face in his hands, making you look directly at him, into his eyes.

„Who said that?” It was a simple question.

„Well.” You paused. „You did?”

He shook his head as he glanced at the floor before his eyes quickly returned to yours.

„Did I? Or did you just say I did.”

You opened your mouth to say something but not a sound came out. Your heart began to beat a little faster, as you tried to piece together what he was saying.

„But you, you asked me what did I thought yesterday was about?”

You held his wrists gently, his hands still resting on your cheeks.

„I did.”

„Why?”

„Because I thought you knew what I meant. I thought it was obvious.”

It took you a moment to process what you’ve just heard.

„So all the things you’ve said yesterday?”

You asked and he nodded quickly.

„All the little nicknames you’ve been using.”

He nodded again, a smile appeared on his face.

„All these times when I thought you were just saying things to be nice, just because we were friends all those little things you been doing to-„

His lips crash onto yours, you blinked quickly a few times still unsure of what’s happening before you finally let yourself relax into him. Your eyes closed, your hands resting on his cheeks, you can feel the light stubble on his face, his touch, his love. He smiles into your lips before you finally pull away.

„You believe me now?”

He asked, brushing a strand of hair away from your face.

„Maybe.” You pretended to think about it really hard for a moment. „Maybe ill need some more presuading.”

You wrapped your arms around his neck and he pulled you in, his hands resting on your hips.

„Love, you have absolutely no idea, how long I’ve been waiting for this.”

„Oh…I could say the same fucking thing.”

You both laughed before you pecked at his lips quickly and pressed your forehead against his chest. Exhaling loudly into him you let all the anxiety and stress out. He held you close as you stood there trying to collect yourself after everything that’s just happened.

„You okay?” He asked when you finally looked up at him again.

„I'm still processing.” You smiled when he rolled your his eyes and his laugh filled the space around you.

„Well, you’ve got all the time you need. I'm not going anywhere.”

[teamred]

beautiful stranger

summary: you sneakily take photos of a cute boy on the train to send to your friend. when the cute boy sits down next to you, you realize you weren’t as sneaky as you thought you were. pairing: peter parker x reader warnings: fluff, mild language word count: 1.7k words

prompt: “I was trying to take a sneaky picture of you because i told my friend about the hot guy on the train and she wanted to see but you totally noticed and yeah this is awkward” au from here

gif created by me, please credit if using

is it illegal to be this cute????

You texted your friend on the way home from school, hiding your face in your phone while sitting on the subway. Only a few steps away from you, a beautiful boy in a blue sweater grasped onto the pole as he listened to music. He stepped onto the train a few stops ago and now, you couldn’t stop staring. 

istg im sweating n dying from the close proximity of his presence 

hes not even that close

is htis normal?????

Slowly peeking up, you stole another glance at the boy. His attention drifted to his phone while your eyes danced over his sharp jawline and strong features, which contradicted against his overall sweet face. 

Saying he was beautiful was an understatement. You were so drawn to him, like a moth to a flame.  

Suddenly, he began to smile and laugh from whatever he was doing on his phone. Your heart burst then and there, causing you to hold your phone close to your chest in hopes it would contain the invisible chaos. Your friend texted you back:  

-!!! send me a pic!!! let me see!!!

fine okay gimme a sec

Lifting your phone up a bit, you angled it enough to get a decent shot of the boy, but not too high to make it obvious. You attempted to take the picture as if you were taking a selfie. Although a bit difficult since the train rattled casually, you successfully took the photo and even had extra shots to send to your friend.

-okay he pretty cute 

-u should say smth!!! 

?? what would i say “hi i think ur cute lets go out sometime”??

-yea??? thats how meeting ppl works?? 

As you texted your friend back, the person sitting beside you stood up, ready to leave the train. Without moving your head, your eyes darted to the empty seat. Then, you glimpsed at the boy, who seemed to be making his way towards you. Your phone practically fell out of your hands when you replied:  

omg the seat next to me is empty i think hes going to sitdown 

-make ur movE OR ELSE U WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN

-DONT BE A PUSSY!!

You tried your hardest to pretend you were preoccupied with your phone, but all you could do was wait for the handsome stranger to sit down. Without looking up, you heard the boy ask the lady standing in front of you if she would like to have the seat, but she politely declined. The pounding in your ears was too difficult to ignore, but you still tried your best to drown it out. It felt like forever before he sat down next to you. 

You weren’t even sure which app you were scrolling on at this point and you really couldn’t care less either. All you could think about was your friend’s text. 

Make your move. Make your move. Make your move or else-

“Hi.”

You froze, unsure if you heard a voice. You glanced around before your sight landed on the attractive figure next to you. The spotlight was all on you, with his earphones off and a smile plastered across his face as wide as a football field. Was he actually talking to you?  

“Hi.” 

Your eyes fluttered as fast as your heart in an attempt to look into his sparkling, brown eyes.     

He leaned a little closer to you. If you weren’t sweating already, you definitely were sweating now. Did you remember to wear antiperspirant today? You clenched your hands in a fist, with your phone still in hand, fighting against the urge to check. 

“Can I ask you something?” he whispered. Of course he had a sweet voice to match his face. You nodded. 

“Do I have something on my face?” 

Tilting your head in confusion, you shook your head in response. “No, I don’t see anything.” 

The boy sighed a relief, relaxing into his seat a bit. “Phew, that’s good. Just wanted to make sure I look good for my picture.” 

“Hm?” 

The mysterious boy gestured towards your phone. He came in closer to whisper again—

“Rule #1 of the Selfie Rulebook: you should always try different angles to get the lighting right. You kinda just stuck your phone out in one direction and that was it.” 

Shit. Shit, shit, shit. He knew. 

“Well, what if I’m confident in my selfie angling? Maybe this is my best side.” You held your phone out, mocking yourself from moments earlier. You were already caught, may as well die with the lie as long as you can.  

He chuckled.

It really was illegal to be this cute. 

“Then I can’t really argue with you. Please take my most humble apologies, oh, Selfie Master.” The boy placed a hand on his chest, dipping his head as if bowing. 

Almost instantaneously, defeat took over your body. You placed your palms against your face, covering yourself in shame. Maybe if you held still long enough, the embarrassment would fade and the cute boy would forget what happened.  

“Was I that obvious?” you groaned behind your palms.

“Only to me.” 

You peeked through the slit of your fingers to find him still smiling at you. 

“Why’d you take photos of me? Art project on collecting photographs of beautiful things? I had to do that once.” 

You wondered what (or who) he took photographs of for his art project. If this conversation didn’t end in flames, maybe you could ask him. Your hands drooped down, resting upon your thighs.  

“To be honest,” you closed your eyes and inhaled deeply, ready to confess. “My friend was curious about this cute guy I noticed on the subway. I needed proof to validate my taste in men.” 

After a moment to exhale, with your eyes still closed, you heard him reply:  

“Well, let me say that your taste in men is impeccable.” 

Opening your eyes, despite the warmth that radiated from your cheeks, you smiled shyly. Taking a chance, you introduced yourself and held your hand out. 

“I’m Peter,” he took your hand in his and shook it. Both of you lingered on the shake longer than expected, causing you two to giggle.  

“Which school do you go to?” you asked. 

“Midtown Tech. You?”

“Same!” 

“Really?” Peter wrinkled his eyebrows. “I haven’t seen you around before.” 

“Just transferred,” you shrugged in response. 

“Well, if you ever need help with anything, I’m always happy to help. Well, not anything, but, I mean,” he scrunched his nose while rubbing the back of his neck. “I’m always here. To help. With things. Most things.” 

Laughter filled the air between you two. You opened your mouth, but stopped in your tracks when you noticed your stop was coming up soon. Just because you two went to the same school, it didn’t mean that you would ever bump into each other, especially in the sea of a few thousand other kids. It was now or never to make your move. 

“I’d love to stay and chat, but my stop’s coming up soon. I don’t normally do this, but do you want to exchange numbers and maybe meet up for coffee or something?” The words spilled so quickly from you, you weren't sure if Peter caught everything. He stared blankly at you for a moment and you almost repeated yourself when he said— 

“Definitely.” 

In a hurry, you practically dropped your phone into his hand. His fingers breezed over your phone as he typed in his info before handing it back to you. You were about to text him to ensure it was the correct number, but you saw that he already did so. The name Peter Parker was at the top of the conversation and a “Hi!” stared back at you. 

“Got your text,” Peter held up his phone as confirmation. Unwillingly, you stood up, beaming down at him, and adjusted your backpack over your shoulder. 

“Where do you have to get off?”  

“Actually,” Startling you, he stood up too. “My stop passed already.” 

With your mouth agape, you shook your head. “Wait, what? Why didn’t you-” 

“I wanted to find out the name of the pretty girl who was taking my picture,” He mirrored you, adjusting the strap of his backpack over his shoulder as well. “but I’m glad I got more than I bargained for.” 

Your mind couldn’t compute what Peter was saying; all you could do was blink incoherently. The train slowed down as you walked towards the doors with Peter trailing behind you. Both of you stepped off towards an empty side of the station near a rusty pillar.   

“Well, I have to get to the other side,” Peter gestured towards the platform across from you. Still in awe, you smacked your lips together and nodded. “It was really nice meeting you. Hopefully, we can see each other soon. Get home safe.” 

His cheeks puffed from his emerging soft smile. You died a little on the inside. 

“You too, Peter. I’ll see you around.” 

You rushed away down the stairs, bolting away from what felt like a dream. At the edge of the entrance of the station, you paused abruptly to check your phone. 

-??? WHAT HAPPENED TELL Me

-dont leave me hanging like this!!!

According to the timestamps of the texts between you and your friend, the whole interaction with Peter lasted a mere ten minutes. You chuckled in disbelief as you answered your friend: 

i have the number for one (1) peter parker!!

he goes to midtown too!!! 

and he thinks i’m Pretty 

-!!!!!!!!

-im so proud of u!!!!!!

In the middle of replying, you had a notification of a text from none other than Peter. 

*Hi! Long time no talk. 

*I don’t want to come off as impatient or weird, but is it too early to text you? Should I wait? 

*(If so, we can pretend these texts never happened in the first place…)

He wasn’t even there anymore, but your cheeks tingled once again. With a grin, you said: 

(((you can text me only if we pretend i didnt take pictures of you on the train)))

You placed your phone back into your pocket and walked home, still revelling in all the events that just occurred. Coming up to your house, you opened up Peter’s response—

*Deal :)  

[barnesandrogersfanfics]

Saving Grace - Part 15

A/N: Just a quick update because i've been slacking!! 💕

As lovely as my weekend away with Bucky had been i was so happy to be back with Harrison and Grace. Harrison had been so excited to see us when we got back to the compound.... he crashed out an hour later, clearly he wore himself out!

The next couple of days i mostly spent with Wanda, she was helping me with the kids while we sorted out the details for Harrison's birthday party. Bucky, Sam, Steve and Clint had all been kept busy with work. Bucky and Sam had had so many meetings with Ross while Clint and Steve had been training recruits.

"I can't believe our little Harry is 4 the day after tomorrow!" Wanda smiled sadly as we finished sorting some last minute party details "i missed so much of those years..."

"Aww Wan, dont be sad. You're here for him now thats all that matters, Harrison loves his Auntie Wands"

"I love him too! And my little miss Gracie, Y/N you seriously have the perfect kids!"

"They are pretty great, but i'm totally biased" i laughed quietly trying not to disturb Grace who was fast asleep in my arms.

"How's the house hunting going?"

"We've seen a few places online" i shrugged "but honestly, we just haven't had time to properly look yet what with Bucky being stuck in meetings most of the day. He comes home exhausted most days, i can't expect him to sit up for hours looking for houses"

"Ross has definitely kept them busy since you've been back from your dirty weekend" she smirked while wiggling her eyebrows.

"Funny" i laughed shaking my head at her "I think i preferred it when he didn't want Bucky and Sam involved in whatever god awful plans he's making"

"I think we all did" she chuckled.

Once the final details for Harrisons party were sorted i headed down to the gym to meet Bucky while Wanda stayed with the kids. We had arranged for some refresher training after the break in and realising how rusty i was, it was decided it would be a good idea for me to get back into fighting shape.... of course Bucky volunteered to help me. Walking into the gym i looked around for that man of mine but he was nowhere in sight, i sat and waited for 15 minutes and still nothing.

Y/N: Hey babe, i'm at the gym.... you still okay for our training session? Xx

Bucky: Fuck, sorry baby i'm still in this meeting with Ross..... can we reschedule something for tomorrow? Xx

Y/N: okay not a problem, i'll see you later xx

I tucked my phone into my bag and grabbed my water bottle ready to head back to the living quarter's when i heard my name being called, I turned around and was face to face with Steve.

"Hey, you leaving already?" He asked looking confused "you just got here"

"Yeah i was supposed to be meeting Bucky, he was going to train with me. After the break in and realising how out of practice i am we thought it'd be a good idea" i shrugged.

"He ain't coming?"

"Nope, Ross has them stuck in some meeting"

"I could help you.... i mean its not like i haven't trained with you before and im done for the day"

"I don't know....."

"Wow, you're really gonna turn down the chance to land some punches on me huh?"

"Well when you say it like that..... sure! Lets do this" i smiled shaking my head "just go easy on me its been a while since i've done this"

"We'll go slow, come on" he nodded towards the sparing mats and i followed him over, Steve tossed me some gloves while he took off his hoody and rolled his shoulders out.

"When was the last time you trained?"

"Before i found out i was pregnant with Harrison" i replied avoiding eye contact with Steve, i remembered it clearly. The second i found out i was pregnant i decided i was out of the avenging life, and being a new mom i just didn't have the time for training.

"Wow"

"I know, i should have at least tried to keep up with some of it...."

"No, its not that, its just you look good"

"Having two kids keeps me busy" i shrugged "besides, i could use the tone up. Im still carrying some baby weight..."

"Well not that my opinion counts but i think you look great" Steve said blushing slightly, it reminded me of when we first started dating. Steve would always get embarrassed when paying me a compliment, it was cute. I finished fastening the gloves and stepped onto the mat to stand in front of Steve who held up his bare hands.

"You don't wanna grab some pads??"

"Im good, i can take it" he smirked.

"Lets do this then".

It only took 10-15 minutes before i was finally getting into it, the moves suddenly falling into place, my confidence increasing.

"Okay i think we're good here for today my hands are gonna bruise" Steve smirked after a good 40 minutes of sparing.

"It'll be gone in seconds don't be a baby Steve..... besides i'm enjoying myself"

"How about we change it up then, lets work on your defence. Gloves off, i'm gonna come at you.... stop me"

"Stop you?? Steve you're a super soldier!"

"I'll go easy on you sweetheart don't worry" he chuckled, his laugh quickly dying when he noticed his slip up of calling me sweetheart, old habits die hard i guess. I didn't react to it i just pulled off the gloves and turned to throw them off to the side. While my back was turned Steve lunged at me wrapping his arms around me so my arms were pinned to my body.

"Hey! Cheater!" I moaned struggling in his hold.

"Break free..... remember what i used to tell you?"

I tossed my head back hard hitting Steve in the nose, he wasn't expecting me to hit him so hard and loosened his hold on me enough so i could elbow him in the gut, i turned in his arms and was about to aim for the groin but he quickly blocked my attack and swept my legs out from under me. I landed hard on my back, Steve was then straddling my hips with my hands pinned to the floor.

"Nice try..... did you have to head butt me that hard though?" He laughed.

"It wasn't that hard, maybe you're outta practice too old man".

"Whats going on here?" I heard Bucky from behind and i turned as much as i could to look at him.

"Hey babe, Steve offered to train with me.....but i'm not so sure he's up for the job. Old man Rogers can't even take a head butt to the face anymore"

"Still kicked your ass though"

"You can get off of her now man, you've proved your point. I'll take over from here" Bucky said throwing a death glare at his ex best friend. Steve quickly got up and went to reach his hand out to help me up but Bucky quickly beat him to it. I took Bucky's hand and he easily got me to my feet before pulling me close.

"You wanna carry on training for a bit longer or are you done?"

"I think i'm done for the day" i smiled up at him "i need a shower".

"Okay lets go"

"Thanks for the training session Steve"

"Sure, anytime".

Bucky was silent on the walk back to our room, unusually quiet.

"Hey, you okay? Did you have a bad meeting with Ross?" I asked closing the door so we had some privacy.

"Meeting was fine" he mumbled.

"So whats wrong?"

"Oh maybe it was walking in finding your ex straddling you in the middle of the gym....."

"Buck come on, he just offered to help me out for a bit"

"I know but i dont like it! Seeing him like that with you....." he shook his head and i knew he was thinking of Steve and I together.

"Hey, you have nothing to worry about. You know that right? Im yours.....Completely"

"I know that, i do, but i can't help but worry when i see you two together. You've got history and kids....."

"We have a shitty history incase you forgot? And the kids are yours, you might not be their biological father but you have been more of a dad to them than Steve has been"

"Im scared im going to loose you.... all of you"

"Baby you have nothing to worry about i promise you. I love you Bucky Barnes and im yours"

"I love you too doll, i love you so much" he leant down and kissed me hard pulling me tight to his body.

"You wanna come join me for that shower Sergeant?"

"Yes m'am".

Saving grace tags: @jennmurawski13 @kenzieam

@captainchrisstan @s-t-r-i-k-e-us

@lets--be-honest @ms-betsy-fangirl

@damnaged-princess @farfromtommy

@disneylovingal @lbuck121 @billweasleey @heathens-takeitsl0w

@lacontroller1991 @supervengerslock

@mariswritingforfun

@perpetually-tuned-out @thummbelina

@marvelousstyles @broco8 @ineffableg-irl @ilovesupersoldiers

@writeroutoftime @ek823

@Imjstaghoststory @cap-just-said-language

@xxloki81xx @death-unbecomes-you @bellemile @buckyandsebastian @afuckingshituniverse @i-ran-out-of-fanfics

Everything taglist: @jesseswartzwelder @dumblani @barnesandrogersworld @patzammit @rynabarnesrogers-reading @rainbowkisses31 @rororo06 @supernaturalwintersoldier @fairlightswiftly

[artificialqueens]

Girl I Met On The Internet, 1/? (Crystal x Gigi) - Strawberry

a/n: it’s me, the anon who was talking about writing a crygi stan twitter au. and as someone who has spent many hours on social media, i really enjoy reading social media aus so i decided to write one. my writing skills are rusty and i’m not sure how long this will end up being, but i hope you guys enjoy it regardless and stay for the (not really) wild ride! :-) 

Crystal was very active on stan Twitter. Being an outcast at school with only friendly acquaintances, she used it to fill her need for the social interaction she was not getting in person. 

That being said, she didn’t have a set group of Twitter friends yet. She was very friendly with all of her mutuals, having conversations on the timeline with a handful of them, but she had yet to make a deeper connection with anyone.

She had thought about joining a group chat, but they made her feel anxious. A lot of them have forty members! That seemed extremely overwhelming to her.

The poor girl had spent an hour one night weighing the pros and cons, and in the end, her desire for friendship beat her anxiety. She promised herself she would go out of her comfort zone and would rt the next group chat tweet she saw. Possibly. Maybe.  

-

She had made that promise to herself on Tuesday. It was now Saturday, and Crystal had woken up pretty early, determined to finish writing a story for her creative writing class. It was unusual for her to be up before noon, but today just felt different. Once she finished it, she opened up a new tab and went to Twitter, curious to see if anyone was awake. Jan was.

jan! • @.arisjantasy

rt to be in a random group chat!! 

requirements: 

just be nice! :)

adding the first 10 people who rt!

There were 6 rts already, so Crystal hit rt as fast as she could to reserve her spot. Jan was very nice, possibly the nicest mutual Crystal had ever made; if Crystal was forcing herself to join a group chat, one made by Jan would be ideal. 

Nervous, Crystal switched tabs, going to YouTube. Because it was so early, none of her favorite creators had uploaded anything new. She ends up clicking on an older video she had watched dozens of times. Halfway through the video, she gets a Twitter notification.

jan! has added you to a group.

jan!: hey guys!! :) 

Crystal quickly types out an introduction and sends it.

crystal: hi! thank you so much for adding me. im crystal! 

jaida: the queen of the gc has arrived. hi

crystal: hi jaida!

jan!: no problem, crystal. you seem very nice! 

nicky: bonjour ;)

gigi: good morning everyone

gigi: nicky we get it ur french

Gigi was here? Crystal saw her on her timeline a lot, despite not following her. She was Jan’s best friend, but seemed very intimidating. She reminded Crystal of the girls at school who would call her not so nice names, but she hoped Gigi wasn’t like that since she was close with sweet Jan who didn’t have a mean bone in her body. 

gigi: omg crystal hi

gigi: i don’t like 1d but u seem very nice it’s nice to meet u

Yes, it was 2020 and Crystal was still a One Direction stan account. She had lost hope that they would get back together ages ago, but she still supported all five of them. They were the only men she would ever love. 

crystal: i can change that just give me a week SKSGFDS

jaida: i love zayn does that count

crystal: yes ma’am!

heidi: HEY! sorry i’m late!

jaida: oh, miss heidi made the cut?

heidi: 9th rt, bitch.

jan!: jaida be nice :((

jaida: No <3

gigi: dont play fight yet ur scaring crystal!!! 

heidi: well. in that case.

heidi: crystal, tell us about yourself

jaida: pls.. i’m sick of these other hoes.. i’m a crystal stan now

jan!: :(( 

jan!: but yes crystal pls!

crystal: let’s see.. im crystal, im 16, a lesbian. i stan 1d, poppy, and i really like painting!! and thrifting!! 

Crystal wasn’t expecting to feel included since they definitely had an established group already. Them being interested in hearing about her made her feel like she fit right in.

She really hoped they would end up liking her.

-

A week later, the group chat was going strong. Crystal, Jan, Jaida, Heidi, Gigi and Nicky were the only ones who ended up talking in the group, so they decided to kick everyone else out. Jaida had the pleasure of renaming their chat to “Elites Only” after that, which everyone approved of.

They opened Crystal into their friend group with open arms, which Crystal was incredibly thankful for.

Crystal loved them all, but Gigi had to be her favorite. They had all shared fun facts about each other after Crystal did, and Gigi had revealed that she was also a lesbian, but was only out online. She was a cheerleader also who loved fashion and design. her account was very put together, filled with pictures of girls Crystal would later find out are from America’s Next Top Model.

Gigi fascinated Crystal.  

The other girls were also pretty cool. Jan was also a cheerleader who had high energy constantly. Jaida competed in beauty pageants, also had the pleasure of being the funniest person in the group. Heidi jokingly referred to herself as a ‘gamer girl’, but really only played the Sims 4. Nicky lived in France and had an odd obsession with sheep. Nicky also flirted with Gigi a lot and Crystal couldn’t tell if they were a thing or not. she didn’t know if Nicky was gay, but the thought that they were a thing made her feel sick to her stomach.

Crystal opened up her Twitter app on her way to school, seeing the last message to be sent was from Nicky, at nearly three in the morning.

nicky: i think you’re asleep for once due to the lack of noise.. weird and boring!

nicky: but anyway i hope you hoes have a good day <3 

Crystal smiled and hearted the message. 

crystal: someone wake up im boreeedddd 

jan!: hey im in bio!! its boring :(

crystal: im walking to school lol 

gigi: good morning jan and crystal bbs <3

Crystal knew she didn’t mean it like that, but it still made her soul leave her body. Naturally, she exited Twitter. This was far too much for eight in the morning. Far too early to address any of her feelings.

She had managed to go most of the morning without checking Twitter but eventually, after a bad encounter with one of the cheerleaders in her history class, Crystal gave in to her urges and checked her phone to try to cheer herself up.

Definitely a bad idea.

nicky: i want to post selfies before i go to bed

nicky: you all will support yes?

gigi: YES BABE!!!

Babe? Crystal wants to cry. 

jaida: i need your beauty on my tl now

crystal: yeah i wanna see what you look like

Crystal feels stupid. She’s known Gigi for a week; she doesn’t even know what Gigi, let alone the rest of them look like. Crystal thinks it’s far too early to catch feelings for someone on Twitter.

Nicky posts her selfies, and Crystal quickly confirms that she’s one of the most gorgeous women on the planet. No wonder Gigi was probably dating her. 

She goes back onto the timeline, only for it to be filled with nothing but Gigi hyping up Nicky.

gigi • @.jennerbitch

NICKY OH MY FUCJKING GO D??

gigi • @.jennerbitch

MY LITERAL WIFE WTF

gigi • @.jennerbitch

IM GAY!!!!!!

Well, that confirmed what she had suspected. 

Once Crystal got home from school, she types out a tweet before throwing her phone on her bed, distracting herself with homework.

crystal • @.mitamcrystal

sad girl hours :(

She checked her phone first thing in the morning out of habit. There were tons of messages from the group chat, as usual, but also a message outside of the group chat.

From Gigi.