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big ass FAT ASS infodump i did on spamton and his trust issues and how he deals with them
#finally..an infodump#i miss analyzing sm#yeah i dont like the addisons#theyre not bad characters#just bad people#i like drawing and seeing them in media!#but as people. die die die die#MAYBE the blue one will get a pass bc they wanted to see and apologize to spamton#but ehh.#you know that scene in bojack where herb doesnt forgive bojack#its such a good scene#that but with spamton and blue addison#deltarune#spamton#swatch#spamton analysis#addisons
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Yesterday I was replaying Deltarune and I was going really insane about it picking up on things I missed on my first playthrough and something that fucked me up hard was this line here
The little ellipsis at the end, almost like you can hear the regret on their voice. Voice of an ad who is realizing maybe they fucked up on this one. But it also made me think of... The possibility of this being a reaction to Spamton's actions.
Because I don't think this was an automatic thing, I feel like their drifting off was gradual. Sure, their jealousy had won them over (I'd have killed the guy or myself if I was them so I don't even blame them) but Spamton was too getting busier and busier the more famous he got, and as they say, that never stopped. He only kept getting bigger, until it all came crashing down. And when it did it was one of them who tried to go find him, after all that.
But I digress, let's focus on the original quote from my favorite sigma enby themselves, Pink Addison. There's obviously not only the regret to it, but feeling like they were abandoned too. Both parties lost a lot and the real tragedy is just how easily it could've have been avoided! Or rather, how beyond their control it was...
But I'll get off topic if I keep speaking so I'll leave it at that. The sheer tragedy that there is to everyone involved just makes me insane. Like I said in a post previous to this; you cannot trace down a good guy or a bad guy in this tale, it's just desperate people taking awful decisions and living to regret their actions.
#luly talks#makes you wonder too like#THIS IS GOING ON THE TAGS BC IM JUMPING THE GUN TOO HARD#but after Pink says rhat they follw by saying ''even so he only got more and more successful'' and its making me FEEL something alright#that EVEN SO. like. were they expecting for him to... stop? to slow down? to give up his overwhelming fame to get them back?#there's so many things i just can't say because we know very little of the addisons and big shot era spamton#we dont even know if they were aware this is how he ended. we dont even know if Spamton tried to go back to them or if he totally refused to#it makes me sick it makes me insane i want to grab these colorful things and squish then on my palm#there's a lot of What Ifs but i think the answer wouldn't even matter because nothing could change anymore#its sososososososoooooo sad#like i see fandom woobify Spamton a lot and i HATE that sure he went thru a lot but he's a grown ass desperate man#he's not a poor uwu cinnamon roll he's insane and he's an asshole and he's a nuanced tragic character#and so are these motherfuckers!!!!!!#btw i originally had a paragraph about how mad I'd have been if i was an Addison but i ended up rewriting the whole post LMAO#anyway. yeah. it just makes me insane.#deltarune#Spamton#addisons
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havent drawn this guy in forever oops
#I remembered i had an au#an au which i actually liked wtf#uhhhh new followers dont know about my huge spamton fixation#this is an au where he and the addisons were street performers and uhh gaster took his voice in a deal he made with him LOL#and basically he thinks that by getting a human soul he'll be able to speak again#so ya#i never draw spam consistently LOL#deltarune#deltarune au#spamime#doodle#OH YEAH THIS AU TURNS 1 YEAR OLD TOMORROW. CRAZY!!!!!!
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#vent#BIG VENT ISH...WEL.#no god damn wonder my mom can barely take of me she cant even take care of herself damn#so she has addison's disease right and apparently she Barely Fuckin Knew what it was.#i spent like an hour researching it and shit because it was in the book im reading for ap lang something abt it#and i told my mom like. Oh yeah a buncha the shit i found#and shes like ??? WHAT#and im sitting here like. i thought you knew. i thought you knew. What do you mean you dont know. Youve been diagnosed for how many years ?#Souyeah/#ANYwyay
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Addy deserves better than Rikki.
#addison walker#days gone#addy walker#i love addy and i like rikki dont get me wrong#but i dont like rikki with addy#because the fact she is completely willing to cheat on addy with deacon because ‘it’s not serious’ that was skeevy as hell#and Then rikki being jealous of deacon looking for sarah in Front of addy??#and then making her the one to apologize first??? bullshit!#yeah no#if addy was bi i would have shipped her with deacon or she’s damn better off alone#she shouldnt have to be second choice because wtf#rikki if deacon has literally seen you nude and is 100% not interested it’s over omg
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watching grey’s anatomy for the first time and i don’t think i’ve ever hated a popular character more
#derek and addison (AND MARK) need to get hit by a bus for character development i swear#cheating is like my one thing and the whole derek addison meredith mark thing is my least favorite plotline for it#every time they bring up this plot (ITS THE MAIN PLOT) i get irritated like#YEAH YOURE ALL COMPLICATED AND HAVE FEELINGS I GET IT BUT STOP STRINGING ALONG THE SAME DAMN PLOT FOR TEN EPISODES#WE’RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE. YOU ARE ALL STAGNANT#in the time its taken the three of them (+mark) to reach a point where MAYBE something interesting and different will happen#christina and preston have MOVED IN and DEVELOPED THEIR RELATIONSHIP and solved like FOUR DIFFERENT PROBLEMS#bet none of you were expecting me to rant about greysanatomy out of nowhere huh#but here i am. devastated.#<- just watched s2e18#my mom is trying her best to make me like the shepards and i just dont#derek every episode: i love meredith. i dont love you addison. im staying in this marriage for no particular reason even though its hurting#all of us more this way. btw ive told you multiple times before i dont love you and i do love meredith. lol fuck you#addison every episode: i know i cheated on you but its your fault please forgive me ive changed. im inserting myself into your life despite#the fact that we separated and also if you so much as do one thing i dont like i will be passive aggressive for months about it. lol#i wish them a merry PLEASE FUCKING DIVORCE#anyways. haha who said that#🧇💬
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i could be pointing out smth completely obvious but when arthur was able to speak and said "you lied" i dont think he was directing that at john. i dont think hes mad at john. because right after he said that, he said kayne's name and he sounded infuriated. i think he was saying "you lied kayne" rather than "you lied [john]. kayne!!" it sounded specifically like he was just realizing smth in that moment, and he had that whole time while kayne and john were talking to hear what john had gone through and done (plus i just have had such a feeling even before this episode that when arthur finds out what john did he wont be as angry as john thinks he will be, if at all). but i think the reason he said you lied was because arthur just realized that kayne fuckin lied to him in their deal in coda when he said he'd return john to him. that motherfucker lied and instead of giving him john back like he said he gave him a completely different person. now obviously this would piss arthur off as it is but now add the fact that arthur JUST learned that, that whole time not only was that not john, but john was in the fucking dark world suffering for god knows how long instead of (relatively) safe and in addison like arthur thought he was!!!! (albeit without his memory but yknow). but yeah anyway all this to say i think he was yelling at kayne for lying to him not john.
#john doe malevolent#arthur malevolent#malevolent#kayne malevolent#john malevolent#i could very well be wrong it just sounded like that to me#plus if i found out that my friend was apparently horribly suffering instead of with me and safe from the place i promised he'd never go#id be furious at the person who lied to me about it too!!
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Me, everytime I see a lil stranded guy: awww oh my goodness lemme stop my horse... Ok where's this guy going? Where's your friend buddy?? I'll help ya no worries!
Korok's friend: *is just MILES away across landscape I can't easily cross and no building materials in sight*
Me: ...
Korok: I need to reach my friend!
Me: *throws korok off cliff in the direction of their friend* REAL FRIENDS DONT LEAVE EACH OTHER STRANDED DUMBASSES *rides away on my horse*
Why are people crucifying koroks in TotK? They're our little friends! They did nothing to anyone!
#no regret about it either#loz#totk#literally threw one of the koroks off a fucking cliff cuz the one i had just finished helping a few minutes prior took me like 20 minutes#cuz i am Bad At Machines™#i love them when theyre prebuilt#but the finnicky fusing process is just so annoying to me most of the time#especially if im in explore mode not build mode#i really love the new korok challenge but i hate how inconvenient they are#for example#the construction sign guy.... whats his name.... addison? idk#the building materials are always right there and after a quick inspection of the sign#i can usually work out something to build to stabilize the sign and put it together in like 3 minutes#its quick#its rewarding both in the 3 good prizes and i feel smart#and its not imperative for me to complete it to have an easier time in my game#i need those inventory slot expansions man#the need to constantly discard equipment drives me nuts cuz im trying to experiment wuth fusing things to my weapons and its a pain on my+#inventory#so doing something incredibly time consuming that puts me off track of where i was going and barely gives me any reward? fuck that#'just dont do it then' ok .. but i need those inventory expansions like.... yesterday#so i need the seeds#i just hate that this is how im finding most of my seeds D:#this is my 2nd biggest complaint about totk tbh lol#1st is that no one remembers you except for like... occasional people#its like#if everyone knows zelda and everyone knows her swordsman#and everyones like oh yeah zelda and her swordsman visit us all the time!!! wait#YOURE THE SWORDSMAN???#like hello yes i thought you said i come here all the time how do you not remember me????
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GEISS WHAT TOME IT IS
Time to PROBABALY FUCKING PISS MYSELF OVER SALLY FACE CUZ I SUCK AT DEALING WITH HORROR
I have light tho so maybe I won't be as fucked over
I'm hi key so glad I'm making these posts cuz I don't remember what the fuck happened last night
-IM NOT A GIRL
-wrf is wrong with miss rosenberg girly pop get help that's dark
-mr Addison family is dead! Dude I don't fucking care he's suspicious as hell
Watch this turn into nothing hes prolly just a fucking dude idc tho hea sus
-Oh FUCK DID SHE JUST FUCKING DIE WHAY THE HELL
WHAT THE FYCK WAS THAT
What the FUCK FUCK
HUH ?!
-bro my bracelet is like a little tight and I had it pressed under my leg and it fucking imprinted sals name on my arm lmaoo
-MEGAN LORE?
-okay wait this might be a stretch- Megan has a cross necklace and ik Travis is like super christian(ive seen him with a cross necklacein fanart i dont think its on his canon sprite tho?); and ik Kenneth is the one who sh0t sal but what reason would he have to be involved here idk I just wanna get down all my thoughts even tho most aren't righg
-nvm rhe necklace is in the building apparently im dumb
-Wait actually sal hasn't started school yet has he? So he wouldn't know travis anyway
-idfk
-having the light on makes this game so much easier go play
-IM NOT DOING DRUGSS
-"I just want you to know ghat I understand what it's like to be afraid. To hide away from the world" rahehhehe sal ur 15 u shouldn't have to be offering advice to an adult I wanna be sals friend so bad it's unreasonable
-I d o n t. L I k e m r a d d I s o n
-PLEASE LARRY LOOKS SO GOOFY I LOVE HIM
-"Holy fuck knuckles" jnfjdjdjd
-oh pleasant so I'm assuming Megan's mom was a cheater
-is Megan's Dad the one who killed them ??
-yea okay I'm a fucking dumbass I just want to try to connect everything even if it doesn't work I'm low-key tempted to just delete that paragraph about the necklace but shh it's fine
-GUYS WTF IS THIS
YEAH SAL SHES DOIN GREAT
-oh a noose!
-VIDEO GAMES
-feel like this game is foreshadowing 4 sure
-like there's no way this is just here for some reason
-dam devourerers of God is sick name bro almost makes me hope this is foreshadowing
-j i m
-the way chapter 2 faded out like that is sus this is foreshadowing for sure
-GREG
-oh okay so this is just real fucking life then?
-well that makes me scared about the devorous of God thing especially cuz the circle things I keep seeing
-this is ominous bro
-this game is underestimating how much of a dumbass I am wtf is happening I'm walking in circles
-made it back to the circle rock
What.
Why did it restart
Gyys I'm too dumb for this
Circle rock again
Help I'm in the dark now had to turn off my lights what do I dooo I'm so bad at this
it restarted avajn fml
I sent out a post as a cry for help but I might just have to look up a tutorial
FUCK IT. I'm going to sleep.
Goodnighttt I made like nooo fucking progress despite playing for two hours
@mypinterestgotbannedsoimherenow
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oh hey :) thanks for the kind comments and tags left under the last post!
it's so wild how body hair in art & media in general is seen as something "disgusting" or "weird", at first i thought that maybe the way i drew it made it look confusing but no way in hell you couldn't zoom in or just... think logically to know that is natural hair? some people are hairy like that! the way i draw it is more fluffy yes because i love floof and i dont give a shit tbh lol
i knew about the "issue" of jevil being fat so the body hair one threw me for a loop like wow. idk why jevil specifically gets this type of treatment, maybe other fat characters in utdr do too but i always see toriel, asgore, alphys, lancer, king, catti, sans who is a skeleton (and i really can't see him any other way, the fandom is doing a great job in keeping him chubby-like i love that) drawn with mostly correct proportions to in game/official art, yet jevil seems to get this mixed reaction. idk why i still see skinny jevil, or why some people insist his clown clothes are just "baggy". the jester is circular, look at his torso please for the love of god. sorry but i just want more fat rep as a fat person myself. i want jevil to remain short (his sprite is shorter than kris and slightly taller than spamton) and fat like he is in game!
drawing him helped me understand a lot about plus size anatomy, and honestly i couldn't be more happy about that because i'm also dealing a lot better with my body image issues and finally bringing more diversity to my art. him being hairy too is yet another thing that makes me happy as someone with pcos, and portraying him as a fat, hairy trans man as someone who is nonbinary and for months has been wanting to experiment with different pronouns/wondering how it would be like to transition is something really special. it's messy and silly but spamton and jevil are the ultimate comfort characters/ship to me, their stories and how they were written speak volumes and resonate with me a lot + headcanoning them as t4t has been beyond freeing and making me get a lot of gender euphoria/dysphoria/envy all at the same time lmfao what the fuck.
i'm honestly glad for these characters because they're what helped me articulate my recent feelings about my gender to my mother, who has grown a lot and is making an effort to understand all of this. the reaction i sometimes get from people who talk to me, come into my inbox or just pour their feelings out in the tags about how they love my portrayal of spamton and jevil's gender identity + their relationship and how important it is to them is so so cool. yeah :)
speaking of chest hair, here's how spamton looks without the shirt. the left side of his chest has a panel for his heart (a smaller version of neo's) and of course top surgery scars, a different type. he's also hairy! not that much since he's a puppet but he still has the addison floof, it's cute
#didnt mean to ramble lmao#i guess that makes up for that one post#where i said i'd talk about t4t spamvil#and i'm honestly still not done#this is more on the personal side of things tbh#i dont like sharing too much.#but it's nice to see positive things and all#esp now that im going through such a dark time in my life#ill leave the actual trans talk and how/why i believe spam & jev are transmasc for the sideblog lol#there's a lot to go on in the case of spamton of course#but also for jevil#based on my interpretations of a few of his lines#taking his personality into account as well#and his relationship with spamton#dhscdnk kinda giddy i'll leave that for later#they make me so soft#and happy#i want to wrap them up in a blanket#burrito style#what banger characters#do i even tag them here uh#yeah whatever#spamton#jevil#transgender#i like the thing tumblr gives to pride tags :)#my art#txt
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Your interpretation of Spamton is really interesting, do you have any specific thoughts about each section of his life??? ( like addison, big shot, puppet)
warning, this is a huge autism rant LOL
addison era: i havent headcanoned much about his addison self tbh... the most ive got is hes transmasc and is very bird-like with feathers.....also cat-like too. i think the addisons in general act like that. another headcanon i have is that the addisons are naturally social creatures! they stick together and get depressed when alone, which is sad to think about considering the CircumstancesTM
big shot era: i think spamton during this era was at his highest career wise, and his lowest mental health wise (aside from his current mental health state). my headcanon is hed have a super inflated ego and lash out at people, but only to hide the deep rooted insecurity from knowing he only became successful from a phone. i imagine hed also feel paranoid and constantly anxious at the thought of losing it all, which ended up happening. the social nature of being an addison prolly also contributed to his decline since the addisons left him. so hed stick by the phone not only for advice, knowledge, etc... but for some type of social contact, albeit incomprehensible.
if you wanna see my headcanon for his character In ActionTM, i made a video on his big shot era here: https://youtu.be/OWeStag3dJk
puppet era: this is the most confusing one for me. i still to this day do not know how he became a puppet, if the addisons are puppets, when he became a puppet, etc... its such a confusing thing to wrap my head around. im a big fan of the acid theory and that it kinda melted him away ! however, i dont think it made him shorter bc he states he was always small in the qna, i believe... another theory that could be plausible is the force behind the phone slowly turned him into a puppet as like a "you get success, but only if i get to control you" type curse. idk! its a confusing timeline. regardless, i love his current form the most, aside from sneo. i think hes ageless, but still has the energy and features of a late 40-early 50 year old dude. i draw him with a receding hairline and damage to his puppet body. still transmasc also!
a huge thing i adore about his character is how unapologetically evil he is. he doesnt hide it, he admits hes evil and/or uses you for evil (in snowgrave). and the thing that fucks me up the most is, he had that thornring planned REGARDLESS OF THE ROUTE which is so scary. like if you beat his ass, hes like "whoa there dude! at least buy my ring! fuck you!" and runs off. that and the fact he kept trying to get that neo body. he is so desperate that he has multiple plans to get that body for god knows what.
also the trans allegories for him!!!!!!! love it!!!! like him really hating his puppet body and wanting to be bigger.... or like when u put the emptydisk in the mannequin with the dress, only for it to not wanna go in. like yeah it could be a interpreted as him wanting to go into sneo and not the mannequin, but given his connection to mettaton, who has some heavy trans allegories, i think it has more meaning than just "this isnt sneo!!!!" .,,, also the fact he gets such intense euphoria from being sneo. godddd i love trans spamton allegories!!!!!
spamton neo: my second favorite (almost first favorite) form of spamton. incomprehensible armor, but still killin it with those heeled boots!!!!! girlboss honestly
post sneo fight, i always found it interesting how his ark ends in a less hopeful, and more existentially dreadful manner. it almost feels unnecessarily cruel, but i think that the sad ending to his story is essential to get that hopeless "your choices dont matter" theme across. it also just shows how his hubris fucked him over in the end no matter what he did. ALSO HE DID NOT DIE!!!! people keep saying he died. he didnt. he literally has dialogue if u fill your inventory where hes like "bro???" so like. i think he just kinda gave up and turned into an item on his own accord, like jevil.
however, my favorite iteration of sneo is snowgrave. it really shows how genuinely fucking evil spamton is. he literally tries to stop you from being evil so HE can be evil, its so fucking awesome KJDJGSNKJSDNG
but like. fuck man, the dialogue is crazy good??? just peaking into his actual thoughts and insecurities and absolute self hate... muah. and getting that info from him self projecting onto kris? MUAH!!!!! i think its such a perfect battle for sneo because of how he tries to evade responsibility and hatred toward himself, or at least tries to make it sting less, by self projecting it onto kris. he hates kris, yeah, but its mostly just hatred toward himself, what hes become, and how far hes fallen from grace. and him trying to claw his way back to being successful- no BEYOND successful- and into world domination, is fucking harrowing. he is a fucking force of nature in the form of a YTP puppet.
i adore everything about the buildup to snowgrave sneo, the environmental storytelling, everything!!! it was only recently that i realized the scribbly lines around the mansion were his glitched advertisements.
also another thing that fucks me up: he killed his ex friend by proxy. absolute insane behavior its so. ohhmygod. i also love the connections to noelle and her being an angel. an angel sent to help him reach heaven... godddddd i love this shit
another thing i find so fascinating: his glitched speak in his sneo form is not as incomprehensible? its so eerie. hes like... he can better communicate his thoughts better and more coherently, which is genuinely so freaky because youre just so used to his nonsensical bullshit so its like. whoa. he was There Mentally all along, he just couldnt say it because of how fucked up and glitchy he was.
yes, i do believe he is like Completely There Mentally throughout the entire game. hes crazy as fuck, but he hasnt lost grasp on reality like jevil has. spamton has multiple plans concocted to get what he wants. hes smart! he knows what hes doing, and thats fucking Horrifying.
im tired of people saying he isnt evil or that hes just misunderstood. like yeah his circumstances are so unbelievably sad, but hes not some precious little creature who deserves to be protected... he is evil!!!!! he is evil and uses people to kill, or straight up tries to kill you himself! whether it be for freedom or his own demented plans of world domination!!!! and he outright says hes evil!!! he knows hes evil and doesnt give a shit, fuck, or damn!!!!
ok autism rant over :3 sorry if you read all that and were confused the entire time, spamton is my babygirl
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eheh, well, I do love him romantically, BUT my love for money will outway my love for him <3 ill play my cards right and milk that man dry.
guys, would you hate me if I said I would unironically smooch and perchance marry larson
#yeah that money would be tempting but remember this is before fault free divorce#If it were like the 80s or 90s? oh I would clean the fucker out#I was about to say I would go the murder route but honestly the man is like a cockroach ain’t nothing killing him#< prev tags#LMFAOOOO#i wouldn't bother with the murder honestly#hed drag himself back up from the grave#plus#i dont want to deal with all that Addison bullshit by myself#hes my silly cockroach#love him and hate him#<3#uvula rebloging#wallace larson#larson#my stupid stupid man
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Hi!! I was wondering if you could do numbers 5, 23, 62, 63, and 69 from your prompt list with like the reader being part of one direction and Harry dating her, and she falls for brad from the vamps. Like could it be angst between Harry and the reader where they’re together but then he cheats on her with someone (idk any celebrity or something like he dated Taylor at one point I think) and she goes to Brad and they’re friends but he’s been in love with her since forever and he comforts her and they get together. Also just make Harry completely regret everything if you can (I live for the cheating with no second chance trope, it’s amazing ❤️) thank you so much!! Have a great day!
A/N hi my lovely here it is for you, hope you enjoy and I hope you like it. dont forget those that want to request one the prompt list is here
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PROMPTS 5, 23, 62, 63 AND 69: "you made your choice" "they didn't deserve you" "you think that this is easy for me" "I hate seeing you like this" "I don't like you...I love you"
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It was a well known fact that I was the 6th member and only girl in one direction, I was also dating harry from my band, on the outside things looked squeaky clean and it looked like we had a perfect relationship but we didn't we fought all the time, Harry was always jealous because I was best mates with Brad from the vamps, Brad and I have been lifelong friends as we both resided from the same part of Birmingham and we also went to school together. It wasn't my fault that I've always gotten along better with boys than I have with girls they were just easier to talk to and the fact that they weren't snakes behind my back.
So you could imagine Harry's reaction when I told him brad was coming tonight, even if he tried to hide it in the best way possible. I still noticed. It was hard not to, however we hadn't had a fight in three weeks and I wasn't about to start one now, I had just finally hoped that we were in an all right place.
"Brads coming tonight. He's in town got a show tomorrow, thought he'd pop by then celebrate with us as the end of this leg is today, was thinking we could go to his show tomorrow"
"mmh, yeah, be nice I 'spose"
"Yeah it would, come on we've got to get ready, we've got a show to perform"
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And the show went spectacularly well, I was at my happiest when I was on the stage with my band, with my fans screaming my name it was the most supportive feeling in the world, and I loved every second of it.
Now we were back in our dressing rooms ready to go out, It wasn't often we went out while on tour we'd only ever do it for special things like birthdays, end of legs or if someone new joined our team halfway through. Tonight though, we were celebrating the end of the leg of the tour we were currently on, zayn left a couple of months ago. And with Harry and I on rocky ground we all secretly knew that the band was coming to an end, we were all scared to admit it though, too afraid to say it out loud because then it would all become real.
I'm broken out of my thoughts by a knock on the door, which makes me wipe away the tears I didn't even realise were there, before I'm saying "COME IN" and I'm met with Harry peeping round the door
"Hey, hey. why are you crying my love? What's the matter?" "The bands breaking up isn't it?" "no? what makes you think that sweetheart?" "I mean, with Zayn leaving, you and I on rocky terms, we're all not the same people we were 5 years ago Harry, the bands dynamic doesn't fit anymore"
"Yes okay, zayn may have left, You and I may be on bad terms some of the time and yes maybe we have all changed, but nobody stays the same, it's pretty hard to do that darling, otherwise you wouldn't grow up. The dynamic still works all the same though. So for now, dry your tears, get a fit dress on and lets take our minds off this band breaking up nonsense"
And I do as he tells me joining them shortly in the addison lee taking us into the main part of london, so we could go to a night club. I was sat inbetween Harry and Brad and could feel the tension rising, more so from Harry than brad, Harry was being weirdly possesive with me and it didnt feel in a good way, like it usually does.
Soon arriving at the nightclub we all head inside and Louis takes Harry to the bar to get some drinks for all of us, even he could sense the tension meaning it was bad.
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"you did great tonight, y/n/n. Smashed it, if only you could've heard the chanting for your name. It was unreal honestly." Brad says from beside me perking me out of my daydream of nothing in particular.
"awwh, Braddy. You're sweet you" I say placing a kiss on his cheek as a thank you. I've always called Brad, braddy ever since we were in nappies because I was never able to pronounce my L's I soon learned, the name stuck around though.
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Having not seen Harry since he went to the bar, and hasn't come back since, It's been well over half an hour now, so I was getting pretty worried. So I decided to ask around if anybody has seen him.
"LOU! You haven't seen Harry have you? Haven't seen him since we got here." "No I haven't. Last I saw him was at the bar, said he was going back to you, that was about fifteen minutes ago" "thanks lou."
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10 minutes later Niall comes up to me interuptting the conversation I was having with Brad I had given up trying to find him he clearly didn't want to be found, "I heard you were looking for Harry, I found him, but you're not going to like it" "what Niall, where is he" "mens bathroom, that way" he says turning to point me in the direction of where the mens bathroom is.
Walking into the mens bathroom, I found a sight I didn't want to see, Harry going down on a girl, the girl that wasn't me. "OH WOW!" I shout earning both his and the girls attention. "y/n/n, baby-" "don't you baby me Harry, it is so clear what you think about me." "who the fuck are you?" the girl quips back at me. "his girlfriend honey, actually no his ex-girlfriend. Keep him he's yours he was a slag anyway" "oh thats rich coming from you y/n, I saw you getting close with Brad, a little kiss on the cheek" "we've always been that way and you fucking know it" "oh but it's so easy for you breaking up with me though isn't it, now you can run away with the btec version of me cause it's clear you have a type don't you" "YOU THINK THAT THIS IS EASY FOR ME? YOU THINK THAT I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU? WELL I DON'T HARRY OKAY?, BUT ITS CLEAR WHAT YOU'VE CHOSEN, goodbye Harry, I'll see you soon for the american leg." is the last thing I say before I walk out of the men's bathroom and back to where Brad was sat.
"Y/n? are you okay?" is all he says before I break down crying and he wraps an arm around me. And an executive decision is made between the two of us that he's going to take me back to his for the night.
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In the taxi on the way back, I'm still crying and he still has an arm around me. "
what even happened? why are you crying?"
"Harry cheated on me" is all I can muster out before I'm a blubbering mess again
"I hate seeing you like this Y/n all I know right now is that he didn't deserve you, he never has but I've always been supportive of your relationship always been the shoulder to cry on because I'm your best friend and always will be here, and you know that"
And soon enough I'm on Brads sofa, with Brad laying down giving me a hug.
"you want to say something dont you?" I speak up breaking the silence between me and him. "yeah I do, and I don't care if it's the incorrect time, or what but I have to say it now, otherwise I never will, I dont like you y/n I love you, and I have for the longest time, and if you need time to heal I'm okay with that I can wait a little while longer for you darling" he says shocking me to my core, I will admit I always loved Brad, and I don't think I ever stopped not liking him I just think Harry was a distraction while I was away from him.
"oh brad, I love you too" Is the last thing I say before I'm pulled into a kiss from him and we make our way upstairs to his bed where we both reside for the night wrapped up in eachother and if we were to get stuck into each other as well, then that's nobody's business but our own
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KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
we're both awoken to a pounding on Brads door, so we both rush down and he answers it, revealing a disheveled Harry who looks like he hadn't slept. He tries to enter but brad pushes him back with the door "she doesn't want to speak to you Harry, You really fucked it this time" "please just hear me out y/n. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to cheat, I love you so so so so much"
"You made your choice Harry, please just go. I don't want you here, just please leave, be better on yourself" which I was met back with silence and then the turn of footsteps up brads gravel drive was all that could be heard.
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#harry styles x y/n#harry styles fic#harry styles x you#harry styles x reader#harry styles#harry styles angst#one direction#louis tomlinson#niall horan#brad simpson#bradley simpson#brad simpson x reader#the vamps#brad simpson imagine#brad simpson x y/n
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dont mind me just rambling about how much i fucking love aditya singh from sweet tooth and all the similarities he has to spamton
MASSIVE SWEET TOOTH SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT PLEASE WATCH SWEET TOOTH ITS REALLY GOOD
ALSO BIG SPOILERS FOR SPAMTONS BACKSTORY GO PLAY DELTARUNE AND OR DO SOME RESEARCH ON HIM HES REALLY COOL AND FUNKY I MEAN WHAT A GUY
i didnt reread this because its so long so sorry if it doesnt flow very well i tried my best
ADI. DR SINGH. ADITYA SINGH. LOVE THAT MAN. I loved Adi from pretty early on, even in the little intro i liked his personality and thought he was sweet and he actually reminded me of quite a few people in my life. But as the show went on he really became one of my fav favs like i LOVED him every time he was on screen i was happy and i realised this is because the man is exactly like spamton. Yeah you know the guy who i analysed down to the code on why he was so great?? that one. So here are all the correlations i could find between the two
Their stories dont start too similarly. Adi was very happy with his wife and had a good job, Spamton was.. I mean he was doing ok but not well by any means. He was actually pretty miserable. but they both had their lives turned upside down very quickly and very suddenly, for better or for worse. They lost people and things that were very important to them, for Spamton this being the addisons, his only friends, and for Adi this being everyone in his life other than his wife.
Despite this, they tried to cling onto normalcy and routine as best as they could, Spamton trying to create a life for himself in the mansion and Adi trying to create a life with Rami in that little community. They were happy, they were doing great, the idea of being able to live a normal life was becoming a reality. They both had benefactors who allowed them to live this life, Spamtons being the phone person and Aditya's being Gladys as she gave them the medication for Rami.
But whether they knew it or not, this couldn't last forever. For both even in this perfect life there was a dark undertone. Spamton may have been rich and happy but it was just because he was being puppeted by a higher force, and Adi and Rami may have been able to live comfortably but it was impossible to ignore how quickly they would be left in the mud if anyone discovered Rami had the sick. I mean, poor fucking Doug that was brutal. Then one day, their respective benefactors allowing them to have this life disappear. Spamton is left to crash and burn without the phone person and everyone discovers Rami has the Sick after Gladys stops making the treatments.
They are both then made to do things that they dont want to do by higher forces in the desperate hope that it'll allow them to just live their life as if everything was ok. Aditya is forced to try to find the cure, having to hurt children in the process but its ok because hes doing it to save Rami?? Right?? Spamton is on his last legs, all he needs is NEO. Then he'll be free. All Aditya needs is the cure. Then he can just live his life with Rami. And then they do it. Spamton strikes the deal with Kris. Adi finds the cure. it doesnt matter what they had to do to make it this far!!! Theyve done it!!!
But they havent. they havent really. The NEO body doesnt free him. He's still got the strings. The cure doesn't really work. They get desperate. They think their only hope is to kill the child protagonist. Spamton decomes frantic, thinking that the only thing that can truly save him is Kris's soul. Adi becomes crazed and deluded, thinking all he needs to do is make it to that cave and stab Gus, then he will be redeemed for all the horrible things he's done. They get so close.
But last second they realise what they're doing and what they've done to get there. Finally Spamton's last string is snapped. Adi remembers Rami. Their stories end with them making a sacrifice for their respective child protagonists so that they can hopefully go on and live a happy life. Aditya sacrifices his life to save Gus and Spamton turns himself into a piece of armour to assist kris in their adventure, in hopes that they will one day be able to find freedom.
ok if you made it to the end holy shit well done and if you like both Spamton and Adi marry me now please
#i love them#so much#dhksjddfhsdf#the Guys#i need to get them therapy#now#instantaneously#gotta love my insane desperate lonely old men#Aditya Singh#Aditya Singh sweet tooth#sweet tooth#sweet tooth netlix#ill throw#spamton#in there for good measure
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yeah maybe you should.. i dont know too much about addison anatomy so maybe this is normal for your species but this seems concerning.
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well we're robots! so any...leaking isnt good, my head hurts really bad to. like theres this building pressure... like somethings in there. . . like bugs -turnon
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it's ok to like Addison Rae its not gonna be the end of the world LMAO 💀💀
yeah no shit .im kidding or being dramatic 99% of the time i post here dont take what i say literally/word for word man
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