#yeah i can see why hes king. i wouldnt be fighting that either he can have it

[odysseys-blood]

so since belphie is wearing sneakers i wonder....do he got the

[toa-character-tournament]

Trials of Apollo tournament !!!!! [studio audience claps]

[David Attenborough voice] Trials of Apollo is a very diverse series, with a plethora of characters who play both small and large roles, but have made an impact in the hearts of the readers- So we're gonna make them FIGHT to the DEATH to see who reigns supreme as the ultimate toa character. yayyyyyyyyy!!!! ^-^ [slightly more apprehensive studio audience clapping]

Anyways, below is the tournament bracket, which i made on kapwing instead of literally any other program (the number of times it broke down on me is INSANE) if any of u want the plain template bc u also somehow end up conducting a 40 character poll, shoot me an ask on @sierice ✌️love and peace

FAQ

1. Why is so-and-so character not there?

Mostly bc I felt they weren't that major of a character, even if they were toa-only characters. for example, the campers in THO. Paolo, Damian, Chiara, all of em are great characters, but they dont rlly play a super major role. some exceptions i can think to this would be Connor Stoll, who i didnt include bc he's just not thought about as much with regards to toa, but rather more to pjo instead. I didn't include percy bc if i did everyone would just vote for him regardless, which would skew things up quite a bit. another exception is agamethus, who should've definitely been here, except for the fact that i completely forgot to add him 💔 sorry king, you're the winner in my heart

2. Why is there going to be a poll against three different characters instead of just two in the bracket?

Bc im bad at math and didnt take into consideration that 40 characters wouldnt make a perfect even poll </3 also idk how to make a functional bracket

3. Why is this character against this one? It feels too skewed/too random

well. i tried to seed this tournament, bc i didnt want to randomize it and end up w zeus vs georgie or smthg. but i dont know how to seed polls exactly, so...................... yeah (i am SO sorry to jo and emmie 🙏i did not think u two would be pitted against each other in the end)

Regardless, this is not a very serious/formal poll, so we're just here to have some fun! vote for ur favorites, not who u think would win in a fight. idk what im doing here either, so i'll be mostly winging it as we go. LET'S GO!

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

ok before i forget and the episode comes out im gonna just write down 4 my own sake what i think is gonna happen on tonights owl house episode (well technically tonights but i think id rather think abt it as tmrws bc it comes out at like 3am so ill watch it in the morning).

anyways most likely it begins like exactly where we left off anddd the collectors new game is this like dream sequence type shit w im assuming either like fucking idk. luzs biggest fears or how the collector views luz. or like both ? idk. but like her biggest fears bc i mean she sees herself as literally as bad as belos so thats im guessing like everyone else also thinks the her being in his clothes type shit. and then also that one scene with her friends all in like their old clothes kinda echoing that one season 1 ep 2 scene. im guessing the reason theyre in each of those clothes is bccc errr. well theyre not from the same time that much is clear.  id like to say theyre from the worst times of their life or whatever but that doesnt make sense 4 gus bc grom wasnt like. bad 4 him ? unless theyre all being forced into kinda roles like luz is too ? but that seems like it only rlly makes sense 4 amity n hunter bc hunters in his golden guard uniform n amitys just in her. Default Boiling Isle clothes ig ? which i GUESS could be like when she was around her mum ??? but then why not go full out and give her the green hair again ???? im just confused abt that part honestly unless it was to do w just significant parts of luzs life but then again why the fuck is gus in his grom outfit. anyways im obsessing 2 much over that one scene. er. ok um. anyways luz does this whole dream sequence thing for someee reason anddd. well belos n raine have their like fight im guessing. maybe bc likeeee idk eda does smth and we get some raeda angst maybe ??? and then bla bla belos possesses the titan oopsie doopsie. wait. wait ni that wouldnt rlly make sense. bc like the titans kinda fucked up. and we saw he couldnt possess grimwalker corpses anymore bc they were all fucked up n rotted. and the titan is likeeee loadsssss older than caleb so that wouldnt make sense. unless its like he can possess the body but cant move it much rlly beyond like environmental horror. like a humphrey omori type deal. except big humphrey is dead. and bones. and fucking hates air conditioning. and is a puritan. anyways errr yeah and thennnn eda n king becomee fuckinnn rabid n shit. king looks much bigger in that one scene tho so maybe he like becomes So Rabid he gets all titany n shit or whatever idfk. errrr. idk what like the hexquad n co would do. bc theres no way toh team would have time to give them all their own dream sequence stuff. and it wouldnt make sense bc the collector only rlly has it out for luz bc hes jealous of her for being besties w king. so like. idk. maybe they just like vibe. or hhave a big heart 2 heart moment. errrr. kindaaa hoping honestly that huntlow doesnt get a big like wow rainbows hearts scene like lumity did because having their sorta quiet understanding of mutual feelings feels more fitting for them yknow. but i wouldnt complain if they got smth big n obvious i just think itd be more fitting if they got smth sorta quiet and subtle. errr and thennnnn err fuckinnn. everyone comes together to save the day and kill belos and let that old man fuckin die already. and thennnn luz decides like fuck it we got a portal who says u cant live in 2 realms at once eda did it why the fuck wont u copy her. anddd they all lived happily ever after the end. oh andddd eda n camila meet n they do NOT have a mum fight because they both LOVE each othe because they both love LUZ and they are both GRATEFUL that the other took CARE of her and the end. oh and hooty becomes door again. the end part 2. and then disney blows up and everyone cheers and the end part 3.

[fairestwriting]

okok this is not going to be my most coherent post and i KNOW how armchair diagnosing fictional characters sounds like but, ive been working on this leona fic recently and it just makes me kind of think harder about his character??? if youve been following me for a while you know i have beef with how they portrayed him in ch 2 and everything and how easily it seems the conflict is solved even though IT WASNT SOLVED AT ALL!

i dont like leona as a Person either like if i knew him irl i would try to beat his ass, genuinely, but i also watched lion king five billion times as a child and i thought scar was the shit, and im the kind of fandom person who always fixates on the idea of rewriting things, so i have been. Thinking. doesnt it kind of feel like leona has like?? clinical depression? i dont think it justifies any of his actions, not in the slightest, but i feel like i can get a much better understanding of his emotions under this sort of theory if it makes sense

he did have that “upswing” in chapter 2 when he tried to come up with that plan to cheat in the tournament, but he gave up on it so quickly, and the way he does clearly feel he needs to cheat to win showcases a very clear lack of self esteem in him. yes he has a superiority complex, but it comes with an inferiority one too, and hes constantly plagued with this thought of how pointless everything is and how “life is unfair”. like in his head the feeling of superiority from his own talent, skill and potential, WHICH REALLY IS A LOT, is just constantly fighting this everpresent lethargy from how nothing he does seems to get him any closer to his goals. that hamster wheel sort of feeling that looks very characteristic of a specific kind of depression case to me

again. doesnt justify his behavior at all. he shouldve gotten so many more consequences from doing the magical equivalent of mass doping and Trying To Kill Ruggie but also thinking about the sort of Situation his head is in plus that tendency towards the grandiose and lack of consequence sight that comes from his privilege in his society. yeah his actions make sense.

and in a way it makes me sort of? sad for him? because hes extremely talented and intelligent, hes clearly powerful enough to counter riddles unique magic, and riddle is said to be the top student in nrc. he has so much potential but hes so beaten down from the things his life branded into his brain that he doesnt really see it.

logically i think he knows that theres more to life than becoming king. again hes very intelligent, but with it having been his dream, him having believed he had the potential required for it (and maybe even actually being better than farena? we dont know enough about farena to be able to tell that though) and then having that torn away from him from whats implied to be a young age, plus the treatment from everyone in the afterglow savannah court. like that clearly did drill some emotional instability in his head. no stable guy whos aware of his potential would have the sort of mindset he does. its illogical he focuses on how he couldnt become king like this, unable to move on from that and the hit his self esteem took from it.

if he had been mentally healthy, being someone whos clearly a very clever and determined type, he would have found another way to make use of his own skills. who knows why exactly he wanted to become king, maybe he did believe in making things better for his country, maybe farena isnt as good as he seems, if it has been a longtime dream of his i have a hard time believing he just wanted it for the sake of wanting it, kids dont really crave power for the sake of itself after all and do tend towards being more empathetic and hopeful than older people, from a psychological standpoint. and he wouldnt have been groomed to want that position, since its clearly established that as the second son, he would only become king if farena died

with his emotional state too, i cant help but wonder the details of how his parents treated him. we definitely wont know that in canon but imo these major depression traits line up with a case of neglect. maybe he doesnt even recognize it as such, he strikes me as the kind of guy who would look back at his childhood attempts at seeking affection as weakness, so maybe he thinks his parents would be justified in not really fulfilling his needs especially as that abyss in his self esteem started forming from his dream being slowly torn down.

HOWEVER, AND THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT POINT OF THIS IMPROMPTU ESSAY: he is still a cunt and i still hate him. thanks for reading like and subscribe

[iamcompletelyrandom]

// TCF CHAPTER 644 - 688 SPOILERS

what if the reason the disguised hilsman suspiciously smiled when saying that he wasnt apart of the thames household / his last name wasnt thames is because thames wasnt always the original name of the household or something??

(that would explain why he smiled even when saying that he isnt involved yet saying so much about cale’s mother.. i do not think he is lying or would lie so pointlessly, no him and ron are too alike in that, but enough to be twisting the question? absolutely.)

if not then we do know he is also somehow related to the thames household, judging from his hatred towards hunters and how closely hes talked about cale’s birth mother

cale also mentioned that he wasn’t white star, but also not someone he has met before, yet still friendly to him and deruth, as well as loyal people serving the henituse family (but not to violan, judging from the way he tried to grab her neck once he was discovered)

actually speaking of their conversation together, he talked about the henituse values from an outsiders perspective but was suprisingly knowledgeable about it, not only that but talked about the duchess position and not violan herself... does he have familiarity with it, or is he just knowledgable?

not only that but being able to take down a vice captain and capture him as well as notice when someone is watching him, he isnt hostile either and seems.. old? from violans perspective... and he was able to notice (or atleast know beforehand) that deruth was replaced with white star before cale and violan were... (either familiar with deruth enough to notice or familiar enough with white star to notice/know) (679)

he was smiling as he looked towards the diary too... does he know what it means? does he recognize it?

he is related to the thames, but he is not a hunter nor have the a power similar to annual rings of life (judging from the way he talked about cale’s mother with cale, he either doesnt know that cale is a transmigiator/regressor or simply does not care enough. however judging from the way he did not ask cale who he was in cale’s body like drew did in her diary, or expose who he was in front of on and hong, or say that his time is warped like some white thing, im going to assume it is the first option)

... or perhaps maybe hes the eldest orabuni that young drew thames mentioned during the trial for the annual rings of life

“– I have this weird feeling that I will like you even though we just met! You oddly look like that half-witted fool Deruth, but you also look similarly handsome as my eldest orabuni!” (664)

(and we all know how important the things that the ancient powers’ trials’s say go) (looking at you fire of destruction and shield)

that would explain why he mentioned that deruth might be able to recognize who he is and point him out, (why ever else might deruth know him if he is not either extended family or friends to his late wife? maybe relying on similarity as sibling?) (also what does he want to say to deruth? something so important that hes faked and disguised himself coincidently when white star was running around? (and more importantly was it related to thames and the research and information the household was doing, especially with white star as a reincarnator?)

not to mention why hes so familiar to cale’s late mother (clumsy like his mother, matching scary smiles mean something bad is about to happen (and mentioning these habits was when his mother was in her youth? clearly he was close to her)) (688)

maybe atleast a family member then perhaps? maybe a relative if not the older brother.. or maybe a bestfriend (unlikely. he judged that cale definitely had thames blood.)?

...but wait..

wasnt it said that drew was the last and only surviving decendent of the thames household, which is said to have perished once she married deruth and decided not to continue the household..?

if thats so.. where exactly did her elder brother go?

(when you say eldest do you think that maybe there could be more then one older brother? or is that a translation taken wrongly..?)

AND WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

EXCUSE ME??? HELLO???

BECAUSE IM KINDA (NOT REALLY) TRYING TO READ THE LINES BETWEEN WHAT SHES SAYING HERE AND I DONT LIKE THIS

so shes saying that a group of people want to hunt the souls of people (and perferably of those that might be young and weak) and somehow couldve ended with something bad going on..?

and apparently the thames household has massacured or “used” all of these people to the point where its been “resolved” and hunters will no longer appear..?

and somehow, the red light (the light from the annual rings of life ancient power flowing into drew’s diary) is the same light of that dorph managed to identify of a person that taught him how to not only use the darkness element, but also hunt darkness elementals (667)

THE HELL DOES THIS IMPLY??

drew has the exact same “light” (the element of present and innate fate? time? or something more?) to the (presumed) hunter (THAT I THINK IS HONESTLY STILL ALIVE, MIND YOU) that hunted down darkness elementals who possessed a red light (but did not absorb it? ancient powers get absorbed right?)

she also commented that the annual rings of life (which allowed people to see the time around all living things (including people whos time is warped), as the annual rings of a tree) “needed to be apart of the Thames household to use this power properly” - (665)

while thankfully it means that white star wouldnt know how to use it either (judging from not being able to tell how time is warped besides that it is for cale and choi han), it also leaves some very interesting context for WHY THE HELL WOULD A HUNTER HAVE THIS POWER THEN??

LIKE?? IT WOULD MAKE SENSE FOR A THAMES TO HAVE IT BUT THE FALSE HILSMAN DIDNT SEEM TO HAVE IT EITHER

...so if the thames were so adament about fighting against hunters who used the souls of non-reincarnating / single lifers, why is the records and the research all full of how to destroy all of those with a “warped” time.. including those single lifers...

and depending on how detailed the information on the annual ring of life is on how to eliminate such beings.. wouldnt that mean that the thames has been studying that too alongside it..?

but when the other hunter got its “red light” while the fake hilsman didnt have make sense... unless.. the hunters were originally to have it and the thames “used” them or “resolved” or took it from them for their resea-

...im sure that that is not the case.. yeah.. that couldnt ever be the case..

this seems like seriously complicated stuff... i feel like there are chills on my back and im having lemon tea for some reason... and whatever happened made the thames going to a baron to a fallen noble... haha oh dear..

...at the very least, we can count on having his highness crown prince alberu to tell us what happens once he asks the king! yeah! im sure its nothing big to worry about and it would all be revealed in due time, theres no need to worry about that kind of stuff!

[beelspillowpet]

So I'm kinda bullshitting here cause I'm not 100% caught up with the Lessons. But I had this running by my mind still.

We know how the celestial realm (heaven) and devildoom (hell) are very different depicted than in normal bible text and ECT. As in the devildoom already existed before when god created humans and let them wonder the earth. That appearantly is bigger than both the devildoom and maybe the celestial realm as well???

So I was thinking thoughts, what the fuck was god doing BEFORE even having the angels in mind?? Was the devildoom around?? Did presumably the demon king ancestor or himself were just vibing into timeless space and we're like. "Man you kinda borning I'ma make something" ???? Like what kind of relationship even was it before all this stupid division of balance or what not. I feel like they had beef only cause the demon king just wanted to chill or some shit but god was to much of a noisey bitch and puke out some ring floating eyes and call it his sons and the demon king just said fuck no.

AFKJGNKBGJKF THE END OF THIS ASK IS KILLING ME

Honestly with how I’ve written my timeline of events, I see it as the first king of hell to be the brother of god. Not a friend, not any of that shit- but two literal brothers. maybe even twins if you wanna get funky.

For an eternity after their were first brought into the concept of even thinking; they’d been learning about each other. what sort of things would they like to do, what sort of things would they want to try out? and after eons upon eons of just... talking about it, they eventually do it. And so celestia was created. but they have different ideas about how to run things, and a fight ensues. and not too long into it all, did a fight break out and, in similar fashion of lucifer and his brothers, did the “evil” brother (the ancient king maybe?) lose the battle and was cast out, along with those who opposed god.

now the demon king, not having anything to do with his followers, creates a new world. (or maybe his brother created that realm for him to do as he wanted, as they WERE still brothers after all and a simple fight wouldnt completely ruin their relationship) and so now you have hell.

this would probably explain why they arent literally at a war yet, but id like to think that the idea of a war brewing isnt lost on everyone in the current cast?

So when Lucifer comes out and is like yeah no this shit sucks you fucking suck god, throws a tantrum starts a war and then falls again, gods like what the fuck man keep your hands off my angels (bc theres probably more angels than demons?????) the devil is like alright what if we just make a middle ground realm where we have ppl who arent devout to you but also arent out here being literal demons either... and we just watch them and tempt them to come to us or something????

and so the human realm is created. and maybe gods been winning this little “race” or “game” or whatever you wanna call it. maybe gods been getting more and more angels and so the demon king is like well what if i do an exchange program and show humans that the devildom isnt such an awful place???

.... and with that messy rambling out of the way, its my theory that MC is the first of MAAAANY humans to come someday. indoctrination of humans into loving demons and the life of being “evil” just so the demon king can win the favoritism poll.

its a really messy thought bunny ive had for a WHILE but never felt the urge to flesh out. but going over everything from the VEEERY beginning up until now and trying to rationalize or reason for why things happen can be INCREDIBLY interesting provided one has the time...

[kaito-is-baby]

DR2 cast with an S/O with sleep paralysis part 2

More of the S/O with sleep paralysis series

Part 1

Sonia Nevermind

•When she found out she was even more in love

•Could you be more perfect?

•She has always been very interested in the sleep paralysis topic

•She is so interested in that kind of things

•You know dark themes and scary things

•She knows a lot about it

•She knows TOO much about it

•She has spent hours watching youtube videos about sleep paralysis

•And is really super interested

•She bury you on questions

•So you tell her all your experiences before

•And she is amazed

•Wow how can you be so amazing?

•She is sure that those thing you see on your paralysis are dark spirits who want to contact you

•And she is super excited at how friendly they are to you

•You really are something especial

•And you are sharing this with her, she is so happy!

•You try to explain her that those aren't real spirits but scary things your subconscient created

•But she doesn't listen, she wants to think those are spirits

•And you are so in touch with them! She loves it!

Gundham Tanaka

•Oh my godness you are for real his queen/king of darkness!

•You are so attracted to darkness that it haunts you on your sleeping

•You try to explain to him that that isn't how it work

•But he is sure it is

•Don't worry, if you don't like them he will keep you safe with his power

•He will keep all of your paralysis away

•Even if he does think it is amazing and keeps you on touch with the spirits

•If you dont want it then he will protect you

•He uses his powers in a ritual

•"Do not worry my dear, no spirit will haunt you on your sleep from now on"

•You are a little sceptical at first

•Not because you don't believe in your boyfriend's powers

•Is beacuse your sleep problems have nothing related to spirits

•Right?

•Well, maybe there is something because you do stop having them

•Maybe it is because he is always sleeping with you

•And sleeping with people helps to stop paralysis

•Yeah, sure it is the reason

•Or maybe it is really because of his powers...

•The point is that you finally get to sleep tigly thanks to your powerful and lovely boyfriend!

Hiyoko Saijonji

•You two usually sleep together

•Because she needs some help tying her kimono, cooking her dinner, bathing alone... you know how she is

•"Well, as a reward for being my very best servant you can sleep with me!"

•You two are dating, Hiyoko, S/O is not a servant

•But well, you kniw it is actually something cue what she is asking you to do

•Your sleep paralysis hadn't attacked you in so long

•Since you two started to share a bed

•But now you were abe to see the whole bedroom

•And you couldn't move

•A lot of shadows with bright eyes looked at you

•And Hiyoko's face was... different

•Like if she came up from the worst of the nightmares

•So when you woke up you couldn't look at her

•It made you shiver

•And she noticed sommethung was wrong

•And started to cry

•You wished it was one of her fake cryings, but it wasn't

•It was more real than ever

•"I was lying! You are not a servant! You are my S/O! Please look at me!"

•Aww Hiyoko does really love you, right?

•"S-Stop crying please, it's not that I don't love you anymore, I love you, stop!"

•"Then what it is?" Her face changed easily from a sad expression to an interested one but you could tell the tears were real, they were still in her eyes

•"I had an sleep paralysis, like a nightmare but much worse, and you were next to me with a terrifying face"

•"Are you calling me ugly?! Cause the ugliest here it's you y'know?!" And now the defensive bully Hiyoko

•"I'm not! I'm just a little scared still bit it will pass!"

•"Well, then let's go back to sleep. And hug me, servant!"

•Didn't she just said that you weren't her servant and she loved you...?

•Well, it's better to ignore her sometimes, at least you have received a beautiful confession from her

•Maybe that sleep paralysis was worth it

Mahiru Koizumi

•You couldn't sleep because last night you had a horrible paralysis and were a little afraid

•And she went all mom mode

•Claiming that you needed to sleep

•So you explained to her what happened and why you were so scared

•She assured you that the thing you were seeing weren't real

•And you knew it, is just that you didn't want to see them again, you didn't want to have another sleep paralysis

•But she wasn't going to accept, you needed to sleep

•So she spend all night hugging you and cuddling with you so you won't be scared

•And when you woke up from a paralysis she tried to comfort you until you were sleeping again

•She barely slept that night

•And the next night, just to make sure, she wanted to put some cameras and film

•If those monster weren't your imagination and were real then the camera would film them

•As expected, the camera didn't film anything

•And the next day you slept a lot better knowing that it, for sure wasn't real

•Well, for that and because your girlfriend was hugging you non stop all night

Nekomaru Nidai

Akane Owari

•You woke up screaming for you sleep paralysis

•And then she was in full fight mode

•You had seen that part of her before

•Long nails, scary face, ready to attack like an animal...

•"What it is? Who can I fight with, S/O?!"

•"No... no one, really, I just... had a bad dream"

•Once she calms down you actually explain her what you experienced, it was not a bad dream but it was similar

•"Oh, and you wanna go back to sleep?"

•"Well... I feel a little... scared right now"

•"Then, let's go get something to eat!"

•Eat? At 3 am?

•"Babe, you want some icecream?"

•You are already in the kitchen

•Well, eating at 3 am may be weird but is there anything better than a good icecream after something bad has happened?

•You two spend the night talking, laughing and sharing g some icecream until you just fall sleep happily

•Definetly, when you remember this night you don't even know what you saw on your paralysis, you can only remember you girlfriend's cute smile while eating icecream on your couch

•Okay, if you can't sleep then you should work out!

•How exactly does that work?

•"Look! You can't sleep because you are not tired enough! You gotta work out S/O!"

•You two have long training seasons now

•"And you gotta sleep with passion! If you don't put passion on it you can't do it well!"

•Ummm....

•"COME ON! LET'S GO TO SLEEP!"

•Maybe it's because even your sleep paralysis is a little afraid of him and his screams

•Or maybe his passion technique works

•Or because you are very tired of the work out session

•But the point is that you sleep like a little baby

Byakuya Twogami (impostor)

•He doesn't sleep very well either

•There no real reason to it, he just doesn't have the best sleep

•He wakes up easily and has a hard time falling sleep

•When he can actually sleep

•So he is awake almost every time you have a paralysis

•And he is more than ready to calm you down and cuddle with you

•He is pretty warm so it's easy to forget about anything scary you have seen and fall asleep with him

Teruteru Hananura

• "What if we try to... get you tired?"

•You know what he is hitting on

•And you can try of you want of course but if you don't there's no real need to

•I mean, he is mainly joking

•Altough he wouldnt mind getting some extra love

•But whether you do it or not it won't work

•Your sleep paralysis aren't caused because of your energy

•You are very tired usually because of those sleep paralysis

•And once he realizes that's not the problem he researches for some help

•And discovers that the most important hours are the 4 before going to sleep

•You need to be relaxed and have a timetable

•So, after making a healthy and lightweight dinner, he will try to always go to sleep with you at the same hour

•And take are of you when you wake up if you are scared

•Probably joking or flirting but he is trying his best

Well, since Koizumi this post really went 📉📉 I'm so so sorry but I tried, I'm actually kinda proud of Sonia, Gundham and Hiyoko so please try to enjoy them~

[catboyithaqua]

Ramuda and Doppo :0

OH MY BOYS LETS GO

Under a cut bc long

Ramuda Amemura

First impression

Baby boy baby. Very cute and sweet i love characters with ramudas aesthetic i tend to want to protect them, especially since its an aesthetic that i fall into myself and lo v e so kseidjsnfn YEAH this man is baby!!!

Impression now

Ohhh my god i love this man i love the way he is characterised he is so incredibly interesting as a character and tbh so realistic and honestly i adore him!!! I alarmingly see a lot of myself in him tbh, were incredibly similar and that isnt necessarily a good thing!! But still i love this man

Favorite moment

Oh man where tf do i BEGIN there are so many ngl, but mostly all of the moments where we see ramuda's humanity. There is still a sweetness left under the darkness, there is still a man who wants to cling onto everything he has - his emotion, his internal battles, his morality vs his desperate need to survive - oh fucking man so much.

Idea for a story

CAN WE FUCKING. HAVE RAMUDA TALK HIS SHIT OUT PLEASE can we just have others actively helping ramuda cAN THIS MAN PLEASE BE SHOWN THAT ITS NOT TOO LATE FOR HIM,,, PLEASE,, i just want ramuda to finally talk out everything and have people on his side. Please.

Unpopular opinion

This probs isnt unpopular by any means, but idk what else to put here so take this:

I dont really see it often discussed that yknow ramuda is an abuse victim. Like, its very clear that chuokhu uses and abuses him, and his life is constantly being hung over his head. No wonder the dude is doing anything he can in order to survive, he has no choice in that regard. Before i get told this in the notes yes i know this doesnt excuse the things hes done!!! But tbh i really think that like the trauma that ramuda is living with kinda needs to be addressed.

Favorite relationship

I am a huge multishipper and have found a way to ship ramuda w just about most people (that are adults and not in chuokhu lol) so this is pretty tough

Id say either fling poly or jkrm and these are my reasons lets go:

Fling poly: HAVE YOU S E E N THEM do i really need to say more here all three of them have such good chemistry together, theyre all clearly on the same wavelength and have such a wonderful dynamic,,, they found out about the clones and shit and they STILL chose to protect ramuda and to fight for him and with him and to stay by his side aND BLACK JOURNEY TOO I-- IM GONNA START SOBBING,,,

Jakuramu: this one is not based on canon too much i am sorry this is mostly hc but i am a huge sucker for enemies to lovers ok also, i feel like out of TDD these two would be the ones to reconcile. After all, jakurai is a rather empathetic man and he probably would def understand the situation that ramuda was in. After all this dude was an ex assassin, if ramuda was to tell him everything, im sure that he would be able to relate to yknow the time he took others' lives, people with families and friends that he killed because he was ordered to and most likely had no other choice. Of course, jakurai is well within his right to not forgive ramuda for what happened to yotsutsuji, but i feel like he would and would help him get out of the situation hes in,,, and also im soft for the TDD era ok like how jakurai WANTED TO KNOW THE REAL RAMUDA AND LIKE,,, even when ramuda snapped at him he was GLAD HE WANTSD TO KNOW HIM FUCK MAN,,, i just really like these two ok

Favorite headcanon

I have quite a lot of hcs! Here are a few and like some explanation as to why:

- hes trans - i personally believe this bc personally itd make sense. Ramuda has a very feminine appearance and build, those that are like typically common in asian countries. As well as that, he has his own autonomy unlike the other clones. It wouldnt surprise me if chuokhu orignally wanted to make a girl to keep the other divisions in check, but when he decided personally that he didnt want to be such a way, they said sure, more room for us to treat you as we want to. Hes got money, getting T wouldnt be that difficult for him either, so thats why his voice is. That way fiaudjsnfnd anyway i think it makes sense!! Idk--

- he has bpd - projection probably but the biggest inspiration for this headcanon is how he is emotionally. His swings are violent - he feels and expresses such a diverse range of emotions and its so easy for him to change his emotional disposition - whilst also mostly feeling totally empty. Relationship wise also, given how he was genuinely really close to jakurai and then completely splitting on him, h a t i n g him. Yeah that sounds like bpd to me chief i know i have it!!! Theres more ik there is but i cant pull up examples rn

- hes neurodivergent - again mostly projection honestly and like there isnt much of a canon basis in his behaviour, just little things, but i like to personally hc that aside from eating candy to stay alive duh, that he chooses lollipops bc they serve as a sort of stim?? Also ik that fashion is his job but hes also so so clearly passionate about it that its a special interest for him, and thats partially why he took it up as a job in the first place, so he could do something related to his special interest lol. Idk i know there isnt any basis for this but just let me have autistic ramuda iaiesjdnsnfn

Doppo Kanonzaka

First impression

Now THATS what i call a tired mf!!! This dude has yves saint laurent eyebags also he really reminds me of aggretsuko somehow??? Im really not sure what it is

Impression now

Yeah i was def right with the aggretsuko comparison siaishsnshfb BUT I LOVEEE HIM i love him very much and i think this man really needs a break and is also very relateable i love

Favorite moment

As much as i love fp i absolutely adore the badass koments that doppo has including when he absolutely fucking obliterated fling posse sksjxnxncn also!! All of his little moments with hifumi i genuinely enjoy their dynamic its so cute

Idea for a story

Honestly i wanna see him slowly recover from the teauma that he has experienced because this king absolutely deserves it, and also from a practical point of view itd make this mf s t r o n g e r i also just.... long to see doppo happy honestly he deserves to smile!!

Unpopular opinion

I dont really have an unpopular opinion but saving like leaving this blank: as much as i absolutely adore jakurai and hifumi and their music (jakurai is my fave out of every hypmic character and i WILL drive this home), to me doppo just has the best music. Like, i love tigridia and BLACK OR WHITE so fucking much its absolutely unreal and all of doppos verses in every song are juust so fucking good. As much as i listen to you are, therefore i am on repeat every day of my life doppos music is just the best ✨

Favorite relationship

Again i am a huge multishipping bitch and i habe a few ships with doppo but in ahll honesty my fave is very clear - i absolutely adore his dynamic with matenrou as a whole and especially hifumi - his relationship with hifumi is clearly so special and it really shows how strong their friendship is, and in a ship sense i find it to be realy cute bc theres such a clear need for each other and that even if they clearly come at odds sometimes, at the end of the days theyre still clearly so close and i just,,, god doppo reallt deserves someone like hifumi in his life and im so glad that he has it!!!!

Favorite headcanon

Honestly i dont really think i have too many for doppo but given his general demeanor and his attitude, i personally hc him as demi. Yeah i know that sexualities dont have like typical personalities and such but i feel like given his anxieties around new people and how he clearly only really sticks to those that hes very close with, it makes more sense for him to be demi than any other sexuality to be quite honest - and this is also just pushing my hifudo agenda aiqiauansnssn but yknow!!!!

[myweirdlittledigitalworld-blog]

Once upon a time

There was a story about a guy

His name no so different to mine

He sat me down to tell the tale of his life

Now it is my turn to tell you and recite

He shorten the version so will I

Pick out points which do define

Morals principles the way of life

Just so there will be no more wondering why

Like questions on this and that questioning the goodbye

Taught the forbidden rule of which is sucied

No homeside use words instead of the nine or a knife

Process thoughts conjure a plan before we execute the next life

Wise words wisdom taught and learned to pass to the next guy

Learned just in time or it would of been my personal goodbye

Finally would of questioned you say jump i say how high

Bristol suspension bridge would of been the forbidden reply

But without knowing you saved my fucking life

Thank you

You dont know it yet but you saved my life

You dont know it yet but i am in debt to you till i die

You dont know it yet but you gave me the strength to fight

You dont know it yet but I wouldnt be able to say hi if you taught me not to say good bye

Thank you

So like i said it was once upon a time

Few years before you came into my life

Practicing being daddy and the family life

Few mistakes made but thats why we call them practices right?

Still i tried and tried become acquainted to now best friends for life

Promoted me for just calling me mike even though the opposition still tries

Like no no hes not king god just keeps my bank account on the incline

Back to story time

So living life a million miles an hour

Showing unbeatable strength but losing power

Planting seeds but none seem to flower

Instead creating a beast from a once before coward

Now knowing how the feeling was felt from frankenstein's creator

Sympathy for you brah

But to be fair we bought it upon us

Didn't we uh huh?

So about a few years of the above

Still no you no peaceful dove but

Thank you

You dont know it yet but you saved my life

You dont know it yet but i am in debt to you till i die

You dont know it yet but you gave me the strength to fight

You dont know it yet but I wouldnt be able to say hi if you taught me not to say good bye

Thank you

Now we are not far to go

At this point no money evicted from our home

Yes i am to blame i take i could no longer cope

So broke couldn't even afford an escape rope

Try to make a plan with the allie at the time but just hear nope

Cant make it work told i got to go

Not a be right back though

So

Life as i knew and know

I thought had blown

However different path i was token on

Hey hey

I remember that day

Money trying to make

Picture message oh that face

Basically saying you are on your way

Longest 9 month wait

Oh happy days

Me and your mother blessing the days

Not knowing the incoming pain. Still

Thank you

You dont know it yet but you saved my life

You dont know it yet but i am in debt to you till i die

You dont know it yet but you gave me the strength to fight

You dont know it yet but I wouldnt be able to say hi if you taught me not to say good bye

Thank you

Now we play the waiting game

Its okay, I can wait

Thats a lie paid to see your face

3d scan best money i spent

Seen my lips cried a bit in a happy way

Mummys craving were funny cleaned the place

Never seen that site look the same

Oh well nicer days

Craving of spice to i blame you to get that me hehe

Mummy loved the night hated the sleep

Months went passed till the night we seeked

This is strange but listen to me…

December 17th I am out at work having drinks

Thinking what am i doing this is stupid

Say sorry people i got to go I am soon having a kid

Went home mummy was surpise in what i did

Leave work having drinks what are you doing

I said I got to be here with you

Your due soon

I’d rather be here with you anyway

Yeah curry ordered on the way box set night chill its okay

What the bathroom you want to paint haha okay…

Mike come quick what is it are you okay the baby is coming come on quick

I said over prepared mode she said I panicked

Well she might be right either way I was quick

Got mummy and tyler in the car accelerated

Speeding pass the limit

Blue lights become lit

Mummy said fuck them i having your kid

Who do you think i listened

To yes kid your right mummy 130 miles per an hour

She said okay pull over

So i did explain to the police said i am having a kid

Officer let me go once again accelorated

Borthers dopped off and nans

We continue as plan non

Could not decibe how happy i was then oh wow so

Thank you

You dont know it yet but you saved my life

You dont know it yet but i am in debt to you till i die

You dont know it yet but you gave me the strength to fight

You dont know it yet but I wouldnt be able to say hi if you taught me not to say good bye

Thank you

Speed it up just like when you came

Your born i go to work the very next day

Mummys mad at daddy i try to explain

I just want to provide and give a life far from a simple plain

This game i know how to play i just need help to be the best daddy

This did not go down well

A year of trying now in hell

She shouts i try not to yell

Dont want you to see or feel the same pain i felt

As a kid this is stupid she hates me wont forget the last words

Give your jeys Get out and put twenty quid on the electric now

Slept in the car for few nights

Travled the south west or atleast felt like

You stayed with me some times

Now the story main story line

One night

You stayed with me

Please

Remember i am lost in pain and angry

I believe

Fuck this i will show my true heights

So one night

I drive

Bristol suspension bridge i’ll prove i can fly

Clifton down now i see the light

Beam of light flashed my eyes

Look in the rear view there you are sleeping fine

There and then i said what the fuck am i

Doing i got him to fight

For i am not going to lose anymore

Drove home so thats why i am thankful for

You saved daddy so i will repay you forever more.

Thank you

You dont know it yet but you saved my life

You dont know it yet but i am in debt to you till i die

You dont know it yet but you gave me the strength to fight

You dont know it yet but I wouldnt be able to say hi if you taught me not to say good bye

Thank you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pti4aNX6N8

[scarletrebel]

of madness and truth: the dark future details

i was going to do this in two sections cause i do wanna go through the present parts of the fic as well. mainly exactly why avia is torturing herself by wanting to see the simulation, why she decides to tell grier, and why osiris helps her. also, why osiris saw the simulation and what my perception of his opinions on toland are. 

but im too excited to share all the dark future ideas i have so uhh here you go @mrpinstripesuit if you have anything to add please please go for it!!

man why do we like torturing our kids aha

(also i broke it down like, a lot a lot not to be patronising but because i didnt wanna overwhelm people with bullet points aha)

“I guess I’ll have to explain it to you, like usual,” Grier says. “Since we killed Oryx? Three years. Since you snuck into my throne world and tried to kill me? Two and a half years. Since you killed Toland and trapped yourself in the Hive Overworld? Two years.”

three years: back in ttk days, grier chose to become the taken king after they killed oryx, so the rest of the clan had to get out of dodge and leave him. 

two and a half years: avia was very, very lost after that happened, and sought grier out by herself (and against the advice of literally everyone) just to talk to him. but, toland being the piece of shit he is, intercepted her and wouldn’t let them meet. then he convinced grier that she’d come to kill him and toland stopped her. avia then convinces herself that if she figures out how to kill toland, grier will be okay.

two years: in the split second after avia killed toland, in a complete panic grier trapped her in the overworld. he was the one who scratched the runes into the wall, theyre basically a strong but hurried version of the hive traps. 

the scene itself, the timeline that present avia sees is set just after the events of d2, around the time the savathuns song strike would have been undertaken. it’s the first time they’ve spoken since avia killed toland, but avia knows grier was responsible for trapping her. him telling her that shes there because she killed toland is the first notion that he’s there to lie to her to get her on his side, because he’s in denial and needs to know if savathun is actually coming to the system. hes not sure he’s strong enough to take her on, so he needs avia to take on the role of toland (or something advantageous to him at least) to give him an advantage. so he lies through his teeth.

“Yes – no,” Avia retches. “The singing,” she spits. “All she does is sing and sing and I can’t take it anymore!”

“Who?” Grier asks, sharp. “Who sings, Avia?”

Avia’s mouth opens around a name, but then she stops, and lets out a dry laugh. She drops her hands and pulls her head up to look at Grier. “Oh. Oh, are you telling me you don’t know?”

“It’s nor Ir Yut,” Grier ruffles, but shakes himself and addresses her with all the manner of a teacher dealing with an uncooperative student. “She’s gone. It’s not his daughters either, and no ordinary Deathsinger on account of how far it stretches across the system. I have my suspicions but you, are the only one who knows.”

Avia pierces him with her eyes, unrelenting and patronising.

“You know,” she says. “You know who it is.”

grier is…….. fucked up. he had toland whispering in his ear that he was doing everything right and he was getting oh so powerful, whilst withholding information about whether either of the sisters would come and kill him bc its toland, all he cares about is the sword logic. if he was actually alive when they came he’d probably just watch grier die with a smile on his face. 

then avia kills toland, and grier is so, so alone. all he has are the tablets of ruin, which explain the sword logic with such clarity, all the info that toland withheld from him, and he starts to get Worried. and then he hears savathuns song.

avia hears savathuns song, too. she actually started to gain control of herself in the hive overworld after she heard it. until then she was having all this information shoved into her head against her will. she knows a lot about the hive similarly to toland, because shes heard all these other songs and all this knowledge. she doesnt want to know, its far too much for her to handle, but she doesnt really have a choice. 

but then savathuns song made her realise the best way to get griers attention, so she just started screaming. every now and then, the screams would affect griers throne world. and that’s when he decided to go to her, to try and manipulate her with all the tools toland had given him. he had a feeling she was transforming into something, but went into the conversation just trying to convince her that she needed to help him.

“If you’re right, if I’m a liar just like Toland was, then even if I told you how they all died on my doorstep, you wouldn’t even think I was telling the truth.” A tilt of his head, the white matted fringe dangles slightly, helplessly. “Would you?”

none of the clan are dead. the eos’s did try and get avia out after rook was patrolling the dreadnaught and heard her voice, screaming. he couldn’t convince the vanguard to deploy a mission cause there was just no proof that avia was alive after sneaking to the dreadnaught to kill toland.

carver used his Hidden talents to track her down, got as far as the room where she was but the hive were about to overrun them. carver knew that avia wouldn’t want them to die in a rescue attempt, so he gets himself and his wife and child out of there and regroups with the others. carina is mad about it, but her mum and dad aren’t giving up.

the only other member of the clan who’s seen grier is rook. after the eos’s got back, he figured fuck it and went to get avia, his heart too broken to have the same clarity that they did regarding if he died.

that part grier wasnt 100% lying about -- rook actually finds the room, and grier is waiting for him. it’s a close fight, grier gets the chance to kill rook in the end, take his ghost and crush it under his heel but. he cant. so he tells rook to run, and if he ever comes back he wont just kill him, but he’ll make avia do it. (more lies about avia not remembering who he is probably idk)

grier lying to avia about their clan mates dying isn’t something he went into the conversation knowing he’d do. he was getting pissed at her holding back info out of spite, and thanks to this little comic by pin I wanted to play with him bitterly making her more and more upset by lashing out in such a vile way. grier is a hard character to find faults for aha but his quick anger and bitterness were interesting to play with when I dialed them up to eleven.

avia’s biggest fear is getting the people she loves and cares about killed, and grier still retains enough of himself to know that. so he just kinda, finds that vein and twists and pulls at it until avia breaks down and believes that she’s all alone -- that it really is just them two now. 

“I, I wouldn’t – no!” Avia yells, and the room shakes once more. Grier takes stock of it this time, his face twisting in amused curiosity as she rages on.

avia is turning into a deathsinger. 

in my head her ahamkara claws loose their silver plates over time and eventually, some time after her and grier talk she hears the ahamkara/worm gods/whatever with a scary amount of clarity, amplified by the fact that shes trapped in the overworld. they just convince her that shes not a guardian anymore, that shes something better, something more powerful. she spent so long being a soldier, a fighter for a dying cause, wouldnt this be better? to forge her own path, to listen to the songs and become something greater?

eventually she’ll decide (or think that she decided) that grier’s the only person she can protect anymore, and begins to accept the transformation. she adopts the same powers, I guess, as oryxs daughters. being able to weave reality and bend it to her/griers will. she’s basically ‘griers deathsinger’. her grief and anger fuel how powerful she is.

(i love...... corruption tropes so yeah this is basically whats happening to her aha.)

its an ironic parallel also because as i said before, grier is alone with the tablets, and avia is alone with the ahamkara. but grier said it was just them. theyre both transforming and changing at the same time into things they dont necesarily want to be because they couldnt see the consequences of their actions after one decision was made. but, they do eventually come together, just them, as grier makes avia believe -- as its meant to be. 

Afterwards 

i like to think eventually the clan decides to take grier on together to try and save avia, but they just get taken one by one instead, basically becoming different members of griers court and only making him stronger. they’re all far, far too attached and know that theres most likely no coming back if they do this. but after the city falls, theres no better time. no vanguard to stop them, no mission protocol. they regather after ghaul attacks and all decide to strike out by themselves. but it goes horribly wrong. 

avia’s full deathsinger transformation makes all of her armour look like the silver plated ahamkaras (because thats just her, in d1 they were my fave exotic and they’re very much a part of her character in that era for me) minus a helmet, and the silver is definitely more rusted. her eyes blacken over entirely and her cloak is massive and swishy and the hood almost covers her eyes, and thats in place of the skirt a deathsinger would normally have (a skirt just doesnt seem right for her aha)

avia becomes a very loyal, very cutthroat deathsinger. she’s literally at griers beck and call. like omnigul for crota, or as it said in the fic ir yut. 

[akariamontgomery]

The meeting

Horus felt as though he had too much responsibility. Ever since he had won the contendings against his uncle two weeka ago, he was overloaded with the work for damages the seven year battle had cost and duties that were negelcted during it. Horus was lucky that Set wasnt a bad king and had done his work. Now, since Ra was out of commision, Horus had to meet some sun god from the greek pantheon so they could discuss things about the sun. Horus could think of a million better things to do then to meet with some greek guy he didnt care about. Horus got up from his throne and streched. After sitting in that uncomfortable golden chair for three hours listening to peoples problem, Horus was glad for the break. Even if that meant he had to talk to the greek. Horus made his way out of the throne room and down the marble hall of the palace. "Where you going Horus" Anubis asked, suddenly appearing at his side. Horus jumped slightly before turning to the jackal headed god. "Going to talk to the greek" Horus grumbled and Anubis frowned, his ears folding down. "Not like that you arent" Anubis told him, grabbing Horus by the arm. Horus raised an eye brown. He looked down at the plain white kilt he was wearing and the golden collar with a red ruby around the middle that hung around his neck. "And pray tell, why not" Horus asked, hands on hips. "Trust me on this. You know how death gods have those monthly meetings? Well the first time I went to one, I practically scared Thantos to death and made Hel faint. All because of the Jackal head. You would think that they would fine with it, see as they deal with dead bodies but everyones a critic. So I usually go to those with a human head. I suggest that for your meeting with this sun god, you do the same" Anubis told him. While he spoke, Anubis had taken a flower from one of the many growing from a pillar and picked off each petal one by one. Horus thought about what Anubis said. All the gods from other pantheons so far that he had spoken with would give him weird looks as they had their conversation. Anubis was right that it would be much simpler and avoid an akward conversation if he just used his human head. "I hate it when your right" Horus finally said. "Then you must always hate it". Horus was about to repond when a servant appeared to them. "My Lords" the servant bowed. "The greek is here Lord Horus". Horus nodded. "Thank you. Tell him Ill be right there" Horus said. The servant nodded and hurried off. Horus snapped his fingers and felt magic around his head. His bird head changed into a human one and his beak morphed into a mouth. "Good" Anubis said. "I better be going. If you need me, Ill be looking for parts of Osiris's severed body. Found his left foot yesterday"! And with that, Anubis morphed into a jackal and ran off into the desert. Horus sighed and headed towards the room where hed be meeting with the greek. Horus put a had on the wooden handle but paused before opening it. He gathered his thoughts before opening the door. He was glad he did. Standing on the other side of the door, was a the most beautiful god Horus had ever seem. His skin was perfectly tanned and his eyes were the brightest blue. His hair was golden and curly. Horus just wanted to run his hands through the other gods hair and by Ra, his arms! They seemed to muscled! He wore a white, over the shoulder toga and a lural wreath in his hair. Horus must have stood their gawking for several minutes since the god was now looking at him with a worried expression. "Hey are you alright" the sun god asked. "Huh? What? Oh! Sorry, i think i zoned out for a bit. Im Horus" Horus told him, feeling his face heating up. He put his hand out. The god smiled and shook his hand, sending a jolt down Horus's spine. "Im Apollo" the golden god said. "Im Horus" Horus said, still shakeing his hand. Apollo smiled. "You already said that". "Oops" Horus wanted to run himself over with a chariot. "So I was thinking that maybe you guys could elect a new sun god. But if thats to hard, cause gods good at their jobs are hard to come by, then you can have some one stand in for a shorter cycle and I can have the other pantheons have more time to their cycles. Its easier for them since they would actually beson gods" Apollo explain, pulling out a paper. Their was a circle in the middle that was cut into different parts. Horus yanked his thoughts away from the god infront of him and thought to the problem at hand. They wouldnt be able to find a new sun god and train them on such short notice so haveing a stand in would be the best option. Horus's thoughts turned to Set, who knew how to work the solar barque from his days defending Ra. This would also keep Set out of trouble. "Y-yeah! I have a perfect guy for a stand in but, um, could you give him this time slot" Horus asked, pointing to a part of the circle. "Thats our least busiest part of the year and hes kinda my self-appointed advisor of sorts" Horus asked, kicking himself for stumbling over his words. Even though Horus had many fights woth his uncle, he had to begrudgingly admit that his uncle had good advice. "Sure! That settles it. Thank you for your time" Apollo said turning to leave. Horus panicked. "Wait"! Apollo turned, a questioning look on his face. "Will you come back?" Horus asked, trembling where he stood. Horus felt stupid. They just met and talked for like five minutes. Horus probaly seemed like a weirdo. To his surpirse Apollo grinned. "Only if you want me to". And he did come back. Alot. First they were companions. Then friends. Then weeks after that even more. And after that accidental kiss at the oasis, they were lovers. The only people who knew about their relationship was Anubis, Horus's mother Isis, Apollos twin sister (who Horus had never met) and, by accident, the Japanese sun goddess Amaterasu. But Horus never showed himself to Apollo with his bird head. He was too afriad that Apollo would think he was weird and leave him. It wasnt untill a few months of dateing that the topic came up. "Dont you have an animal head like your cousion? Wait brother?" Apollo asked as they gazed at the stars one night. "We're half siblings. Same dad different mom. But he sees my uncle as more of a dad since thats who he grew up with" Horus corrected. He felt Apollo sit up next to him. "Thats not what I asked you" Apollo told him seriously. "Well- I- Erm" Horus stuttered before sighing. "Yeah. I do". Horus sat up but looked down in his lap. He clutched his hands together and tried his best not to panick. Apollo was going to think he was strange and leave him. The best thing that ever happened to him was going to leave. "Thats so cool! Can I see"? Horus froze. "No". "Why not? Whats wrong birdy?" Apollo asked, moveing closer. Horus winced but decided to tell him the truth. "Im scared that if I show you, you'll be disgusted and leave" Horus said. For a few minutes, they sat in silence. Suddenly, Horus felt a hand grab his chin. His gold and silver eyes met with Apollos blue ones. "I dont care if you have an animal head or not. Ill love you either way. Just let me seet the real you" Apollo pleaded. Their faces were really close and Horus felt his face heat up. Slowly, he used his magic to reveal his bird head and Apollo smiled. "Beautiful.." Apollo whispered and kissed him. Horus didnt know how they did it since he had a beak but he enjoyed it. He wanted to scream from the rooftops how much he loved Apollo but he couldnt. Relationships like the one they had were not aloud with other pantheons so for now, this would be their secret. Together. _*_ Here it is! i hope you guys like it. If you want more dont be afraid to message me. @anubis-is-actually-sassy

[skiasurveys]

Talk about...

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie. - I cant remember that well since I was a little kid.. ( The lion king), um but I remember being so into it and I loved animals and it kind of started me wanting to draw. But i cant remember the first time i watched it. 

2: Talk about your first kiss.  We were really awkward, I liked him..but not enough, and so we went driving around, got starbucks, and then found this bench and we were talking/flirting, and then he just kissed me. But it was nasty asf, it was so gross. his spit was all over me, blehh. I hated it. I remember being like if this is kissing i do not want it. It wasnt tell i kissed another person that i was like Oh thats what its supposed to be like..

3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for. He is my current boyfriend. We met on Okcupid in 2015 right after i had finished high school. It was like September. its funny because i wasnt rly serious on that site but then I started to talk to him and we hit it off really well.. we dated for  a week then broke up LMAOOO. But then in April 2016 we started to talk again and in May we dated. so its been a year so far, and i am really in love with him. He and I click very well, he’s  7 years older than me. we play video games together but sometimes i watch him play by himself cus its fun that way too. He likes anime tho and i hate it lol. hes very funny and he can be super sweet and romantic and sometimes hes jusr a fkn nerd. idk what else to say before i start going on forever about it.

4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.  Meeting the dude who assaulted me. we were just friends and i had a bad feeling about him but i shoved it off. and then he attacked and assaulted me. I wish i went with that gut feeling. Thank god hes gone.

5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.  My best birthday was either my 18th or 19th. My 20th was boring. But my 18th I got a wii U and i got drunk too, and i had fun. but yeah, like idk the best prob was when i was a child and had lotsa friends and cake.

6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had.  My 16th because my dad was dying.

7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.  My biggest insecurity is my body shape.weight. I just hate it because I feel fucking ugly and fat and I really am not, but idk i just want to be skinny and tiny.

8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of. I am proud that i graduated and got my license, since I was struggling to graduate which was like 2 years ago but i was going through a lot.

9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most. I like my eyes, and I do like that i have small hands and feet. ( its easy to find shoes). But I also like my legs and that I have a bigger butt. 

10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.  theres been a few. But i think with my ex friend who just said she hated me and it was random asf, but she ghosted on me after and so it wasnt really a fight. another one i had was when i started to date my current BF and he wasnt being the best and I was like maybe i should drop him so i tried too and then we fought and then we actually were adults and explained the situation and we sorted it all out. since then we have been so good. like we know how eachother works. Lol fuck.

11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had. I cant think of one.

12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had. i had a nightmare where this creepy ass creature was crawling up my walls and turned its head all around and had lifeless eyes and creepy sharp jagged teeth, and it was just terrifying. but then my mom killed it.. wtf

13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time. The first time i had sex I was super nervous. ( It was with my current bf), and we tried and then i started to cry because I was nervous and also from my trauma, and then he was like okay thats fine. Then later that night he asked if we wanted to try again so I said sure. and so we started to make out and then before i knew it was actually inside me and I was like wtf that wasnt bad, and it felt really good. It wasnt overly romantic like they make in movies but it was super good and he was slow and good with me. ever since then i crave dick every minute LMAOOO.

14: Talk about a vacation.  I went to disneyland with my mom the year i was graduating high school. It was so much fun, I felt so safe and happy . I cant really explain what i felt just felt like everything was gonna be OK and the rides were just so awesome and the food was great lol

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.  It was when I was starting to date Connor again and we were hanging out and I was like wow, my life is going perfect right now and I felt so happy.

16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to. I never go to parties but the one i went to was at my boyfriends friends house and I just started to drink rum n coke and it was really good and made lots of friends but there wasnt that many people there but i felt really happy.

17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.  I cant think of anyone lol

18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.   i got bullied alot for stupid shit.

19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.  I was in foods class and I was with my friend Jenna, Brittney, Shae and Julia. There was orientation for the kids from elementary that night, and so we asked if we could stay extra and make the cookies and so we were allowed. Then Julia and Shae left to use the washroom. Jenna and I had finished up and were heading to our other class, and as we walked in there was a alarm for a lock down and we were like holy shit. There was somekid with a knife walking around. they calmed him down, but it was really creepy. But our friend brittney was by herself in the foods room and she was crying and i felt so bad omg rip brittney

20: Talk about something that happened in high school.  I had math class one afternoon and the class before me apparently this girl had a seizure. But i didnt know, so when we walked in the classroom I was like wtf why are the desks all pushed around and so i thought they did some activity, but it turns out this girl had a seizure, and my friend told me about it and how it was super traumatizing our teacher even got bit. it was really weird..

21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.  He is my friend still but he really liked me and he asked me out and I had to tell him No and i said that i wasnt looking for a relationship but it was super awkward but hes cool.

22: Talk about your worst fear.  choking.

23: Talk about a time someone turned you down. I really liked this one guy and we went on a first date and then he asked if  i wanted to chill the next week and so i said sure. But then that day he had texted me and said he was busy and that i couldnt come over and so I was like Oh ok, cool. and then he told me to make sure i wasnt looking for anything serious, and then so i never saw him again after the first date. But he was really boring so thank god i didn’t. and its funny cus a few months after he had some gf and i think he is still with her cus i would see them at the mall all the time. but yeah im glad it didnt work out!

24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot. One night ( this is cheesy ) It was like 4 am and Connor was watching TV and I was scrolling through tumblr lookin at funny memes/posts and he just turned and looked at me and said “Jen, youre my best friend” and it just made my night. It was super sweet and i felt great. 

25: Talk about an ex-best friend.  ho ho ho okay, so we were friends since grade 9 summer/beg of grade 10. we were close asf, we liked the same shit, we thought the same. she was great. she was the first best friend i ever had rly. so a couple times through out our friendship she would kind of vanisha nd not talk but it was her depression and it was annoying asf. anyways.. after grade 12 grad  (this is like oct 2015), i tried to message her but it wouldnt let me! so i soon realized she blocked me on everything. i texted her thanks for that and then feb 2016 we became friends again, then may 2016 she ghosted on me but she finally sent message saying how she hated me etc and really too this day it hurts but i still dont know what actually fucking happened.

26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.  if im really sick  i just sleep and watch youtube videos. or ill have a bath.

27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body.  i really love my boyfriends arms. theyre so big and strong. mmmm.

28: Talk about your fetishes.  i dont rly have a fetish tbh.

29: Talk about what turns you on.  i like when my bf dominates me, but not too hardcore. I like neck kissing, facial hair, deep voices, motivation. I like being tackled like play fighting and i like when he touches my thighs etc. mm

30: Talk about what turns you off.  being an asshole, racist/sexiest, if youre super smelly. if youre really tall and skinny.

31: Talk about what you think death is like.  i dont know. its probably weird asf.

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.  i remember this place called Moonwalkers and it was this crazyass jungle gym we had and it was the best shit ever.

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.  i draw, listen to music, have a bath..etc

34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured. getting hit by a car.

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.  i wish i would stop comparing myself to every fucking person i see.

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.  some anime. 

37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. i thought i loved wade, but i really was just liking the idea of someone. this was in high school. lol it was really weird and i didnt like it.

38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. it depeds on the song and the person. pink floyd reminds me ofmy ex friend. Anime/kpop songs remind me of Kyra and super lovely songs and omam remind me of connor

39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.  not everyone you lose is a loss.

40: Talk about the end of something in your life. the end of high school and teenage years was really weird. i remember feeling so out of place and not sure what t do with myself.

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Oh mannnn Rune Factory why are you so good at making friendships feel so genuine with fictional characters Like, it legit is good therapy when you’re lonely! It just leaves you with this contented feeling. And they somehow managed to achieve it through doing like basically nothing?? Its so good because they leave the options open for you to form your own fanficcy thoughts! There is SO MUCH of that! The characters’s AI wandering around the town doing random stuff and occasionally bumping into each other and having a short emoticon conversation like in the sims. That’s just so weirdly theraputic to watch, its like watching an aquarium?? And so many fanfic ideas when the ‘conversation’ is something interesting with an interesting combination of characters. What would happen if Porcoline flirted with Leon! What exactly was forte doing carrying that melon? SO MANY IDEAS!! And then like... i DO wish that you could do more stuff with the characters when you’re paired up, but its still really cute and friendshippy to just be paired up while doing everything, even the characters never aknowledge it or join in. You can imagine what would happen if they did, cos they have such well-developed personalities! It feels like having a fun afternoon with two of your friends doing [insert thing here], and then when you pair up with just one character you kinda somehow feel its a bit more intimate and wanna impress them?? like, I know now that characters dont gain any friendship points for fighting together even though fighting together is the one thing they actually can do together. But I still just HAVE to go find my two faves and fight together with them! Every time! Whether its a plot event or exploring together or collecting items together! porcoline, help me go pick mushrooms, u is the chef~! It would be so cool if they got given passive skills that had bonuses to certain things and levelled up as their friendship increases!! Like Porcoline actually does increase the probability of food items dropping from monsters. And just AAAAAA why do I have to go grab a character and pair up before I do work, even when I know the game doesnt aknowledge anything thats happening with gameplay. You give me the opportunity to put anyone in my party when their schedule is free, and even if there is ABSOLUTELY NO BOON TO THIS CTION I still wanna sit outside arthur’s office like a lovesick puppy waiting to give him his morning packed lunch and then take him with me to till the farm and craft eyeglasses. And I wanna take Dylas to go fishing!! I was so lucky once that I arrived at the beach when his Daily Randomized Action actually was fishing, and I could pretend we were fishing together with friendship~! He doesnt fish too when he’s in your party when you fish :P And then the only actual interaction that they do have is sometimes giving you gifts when you talk to them, same as when you talk to them when theyre sitting as static npcs in their house. But AGAIN it just makes me fanfic and roleplay that me and this character are having a fun day doing [action] and then what silly antics would occur if they gave me [randomized present] at this moment! And sometimes the choice of dialogue and present clashes hilariously, and sometimes it works so well to make it extra heartwarming! like Porcoline gave me a present on HIS OWN BIRTHDAY! i came along and gave him is present and he gave me one back, its like NOOOOO U R TOO NICE THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS!! And i know it was just randomized chance but it was so in-character that it made me smile! Also I know that any extra presents you give them after the first present don’t make any difference to your friendship points, but I felt so bad that I didn’t have anything Doug likes for his birthday so I gave him like five neutral gifts. And AGAIN the game doesnt actually aknowledge when you give someone a weapon you’ve fully built up to level 10 but I always feel so happy doing that with my main weapon when i gain a new one, i have to give it to someone else who could use it. Porco had my super strong gale edge that I won from the first harvest competition and used for half the game, and its so neat that they actually do use the weapon you give them! WE STRONGE DUAL BLADE BUDDIES BEING STRONGE! (tho then I managed to craft the leek blades that are super good for porco so now he’s got those) And BTW its so funny cute that Porcoline has a self-healing ‘spell’ that’s literally just him eating a sandwich mid-battle. As far as I know he’s the only npc who can mimic the player’s item-using animation, nobody has an actual inventory when theyre travelling with you. Oh and Clorica can do the same but different! She can mimic the player’s sleeping action and fall asleep on the ground to recover her HP. I love in-character npc-only variants of skills, thats such a cute idea! Tho I kinda wish I could hack them onto my character to replace the default Cure, lol! Oh and AAAAA I like.. skipped the entirety of Fall?? I hit 8 hearts with Arthur at the beginning and didn’t realise that the game glitches out and won’t let you confess if the character is part of a Town Event. Arthur had one dialogue line in Forte’s quest to ride an elephant, so he didnt show up when he asked to meet me and I thought I’d been stood up but then he acted like I’D stood him up?? And he was stuck in a dialogue loop of ‘I have something to tell you now- I CANT TALK RIGHT NOW’ and then when the town event ws over he was mad at me and wouldnt accept a second confession until he hit 9 hearts. So I literally did nothing every day for a month but hang with arthur and hug him and give him gifts, blazing through to 9 hearts at ridiculous stubborn speed! i felt so bad that all the other characters are sad you havent talked to them in 15 days :P But I was happy that I finally got a second chance to confess PRECISELY on the 1st of Winter, and we had heartwarming cuddles in the freshly fallen snow. And then i was too tired from staying up all night romancing a fictional taxkeeper so I saved the game and passed out. OH, but not until after I added Arthur to my party and just skipped around the snowy town with him for ten minutes! I gave him an umbrella and pretended the two characters were having a romantic walk underneath it. I AM SO ON THE SHIPPING TRAIN, MY GUYS! I cant believe I came here for the two monster boys and got attatched to mr normal nerdman prince before I even had a chance to see either of their events :P I wanted to maybe try seeing all the relationship events with all the batchelors but I just felt so guilty like I was cheating on arthur, cos he was the one I picked first... Man, i shoulda saved picking a boyfriend til the endgame and then made three savefiles to see them all :P BUT I AM STILL HAPPY WITH ARTHUR!!! soft man, walking hug nerd in a snuggie my character’s dream boy When a game can provoke such attatchment to the love interests in a completely asexual player then u kno u done rite NOBODY IS SEXY BUT EVERYBODY IS SOMEONE I WANNA SEE SMILING Let me resolve your plotline arthur I want you to have a happy marriage You can hug all my pet monsters and i’ll make you turnip stew every morning and AAAAAA I love learning what everyone loves, i love that arthur is one of the ones with many different fave presents. He likes turnips and new spectacles and cute fluffy things! And Dylas likes fish and carrots and milk he has THREE FAVOURITE FOODS, what a cutie!! And Dolce likes tea and sweets and hot chocolate aka THE PERFECT FUSION OF BOTH. And also she’s started liking medicine and doctor-related gifts after being adopted by the cute doctor couple, its so sweet she’s aspiring to be like them!! And porcoline eats literally all my cooking crafting successes and I wouldnt have it any other way!! and AAAA you can give people HATS and they WEAR YOUR HATS so you can see arthur actually change glasses when you give him new ones and porco wears ribbons on his hat that already exists and these two have been my party for LIKE FOREVER and I love them and i totally headcanon arthur seeing porcoline like a dad since they started working together! He has sad dialogues about how he had a bad relationship with the king and how he was raised entirely by servants, so porcoline reminds him of that. And cute stories like how when he was working late at night he walked outside his door and there was a mysterious homecooked meal out of nowhere. yeah porcoline TOTALLY made a midnight snack and just forgot not to eat it, suuuuure! porco is always trying to trick him into taking care of himself, its so damn sweet!! And you get similar dialogues from everyone else working at the restaurant and just GAHHH forever headcanoning arthur and dylas as Official Adopted Members Of The De Saint-Coquille Noble Bloodline. I wish they had more interactions together tho, even if they arent like brothers its odd that two people working together each day dont talk much about each other. BUT SERIOUSLY porco is like.. he adopted a friggin horse monster and THE PRINCE OF THE COUNTRY. Sorry king u messed up dadding, he is mine now. Also: the wild wilderness of a monster temple is no place for a young boy. U come gain some employment as a well-paid waiter and also my son! I ain’t care that you’re slightly a unicorn! THEYRE ALL JUST SUCH NICE PEOPLE AAA I wanna be like ‘plz let me marry your son’ to porcoline, i wanna join the fam as a daughter in law. I’m not REMOTELY interested in being the princess, I just wanna be a new member of the restaurant peoples!! Aaaaa I cant stop rambling about how much i love this game and these characters!! And I;ve only even really started befriending this small chunk of the characters, who knows if I’ll get even more rambley about the others!!!! I just love love love that you can put them in your party at any time and drag them along to do everything and PRETEND WE ARE HAVING FAMILY BONDING ACTIVITIES BECAUSE I ADORE YOU ALL