#yeah damn i´ve got goosebumps

[sebfreak]

Hunger Games - The Hanging Tree // Danish National Symphony Orchestra an...

[kooktrash]

14 and jk pls

okay bestie, 14: sleepover and decide to play t or d BUT WITH A TWIST. I got inspo from the CUT game Truth Or Drink, but anyways. hope you like it. omg I’m scared

summary: you’ve been friends with Jungkook for months now, a severe thunderstorm and a drinking game blurs the lines between friendship and more.

warning(s): mature language, college friends, drinking, jungkook is a bit flirty, some of the questions are dirty, implied smut, friends with feeling. Plot with little porn.

truth or drink | jeon jungkook

- “The weather app sucks ass,” he huffed, staring out the window into the thunderstorm waiting for him outside. His eyes shifted down to the app, which changed from a warm night to showcasing clouds of gray and thunder on his screen.

“Severe Thunder Storm warning, if you are from any of the following districts, blah blah blah, remain sheltered from the time being until 6:45am the following day,” you read the weather alert out loud. Jungkook looked back at you, “Um what? I live clear across town, how the hell am I gonna get through that?”

It was true. Your dear friend lived far from your place, and the original plan for the two of you tonight was to study for your Psych exam and then go out for drinks with your friends. It had already been a struggle trying to get him to study, but now he was in an even worse mood because you weren’t going to be able to go out drinking. “Just sleepover crybaby,” you rolled your eyes making yourself comfortable on your couch, “Let’s drink or something.”

“Just us two?” He gnawed on his bottom lip nervously stepping away from the window and looking down at you, “Won’t it be boring?”

“Jieun’s got some drinking games here somewhere, check the media console,” you instructed him, stretching lazily as you pushed yourself up again, “I’ll go find something to drink for us. I think we still have some bottles of Soju laying around.”

“Truth or Drink, what the fuck is that?” Jungkook asked, scooting next to you on the coffee table as he held a little white box. Upon opening it he was met with four different card deck boxes, he read them carefully, “Which one should we do?”

He read the box, Last Call, eyes skimming the quick summary on the back, “Warning, do not play these questions unless it’s very late and you’ve got nothing to lose. Let’s play this one. Wait but it says three or more people.”

You poured Soju into two small glasses, “Yeah it’s to help find winners because the dealer has to choose between two answers. But let’s just play it a different way, there’s usually two questions on a card, we choose the best one, ask the other person and if they can’t answer they drink. And then we can ask the second question if we want to.”

“I need a beginner’s drink real quick,” he chugged down the liquor set in front of them, urging you to do the same, “I want to go first. I just have to pick a card from the pile and ask you?”

You nodded, setting two small piles on the table and waiting for him to decide which one he wants to ask. His eyes widened, “Oh fuck, these questions are heavy. First one and it’s already a lot. Um anyways,” he shook his head as if giving himself motivation, “Does our relationship bring out the best in you? In me? If not, why?”

You thought about it for a moment, “I think, we bring out the best in each other. You’re my best friend and you make me laugh easily and always make me feel comfortable and not a lot of people make me feel that way. I do think I am a better person because of our friendship.”

He wiped at his eye, pretending to shed a tear, “That was beautiful. Okay hurry up, ask me something.” He set the card to the side, waiting patiently for you to choose one. You laughed reading the question, “Who is in control of our relationship?”

“Fuck you, you know you are,” Jungkook huffed crossing his arms in front of him, “Everybody calls me your little puppy. I have separation anxiety it is not my fault.” The two of you chuckled, you watched him reach into the deck again, brows arching as he read, “What am I the most ignorant about?”

You debated answering. There were a few things your friend was ignorant about but you weren’t sure how to say it. In reality the two of you had barely been friends for a little over a year and though you hung out all the time you weren’t sure you were ready to have any deeper conversations. You reached for your drink, taking a drink swiftly ignoring the way his jaw dropped to the floor, “Don’t play with me, answer.”

“I can’t,” you shrugged, “I already took a drink. It’s Truth or Drink, not Truth and Drink.” He leaned forward a little, pout evident on his face, “Please. Please just answer this one. This is the only one I’ll ask you to do.”

“Fine!” You groaned throwing yourself back onto the pillow you set behind you, “I think you can be ignorant when it comes to your looks.” His brows furrowed, turning toward you, tempted to lay down as well. “I mean,” you thought for a moment, “Everyone knows you’re an attractive guy, except you. You’re always complaining about being single or lonely. And I know a ton of girls who’d kill to go on a date with you.”

“Wait,” he shook his head trying to process the information, “You think I’m attractive?” You rolled your eyes, sitting back up with a sigh, “That wasn’t part of the question. My turn.”

You sighed, reading the question out loud, “Do I often seem like I’m being fake?”

He thought for a moment, “Yes. Sometimes I feel like, you don’t really want to be friends with me, or that I annoy you and you just don’t know how to tell me to leave you alone. Or that you just keep me around because you’re bored.”

“Aw,” you frowned, “Oh my god, Kook I’m sorry I make you feel that way. I promise our friendship is 100% real and I am not being fake about it at all.” He smiled widely looking over to the other decks, picking the red one up, “Extra Dirty, let’s play it.”

“No,” you groaned as he changed the mood in the room rather quickly with his distracted mind. He ignored you reading the summary, “Sex, drugs, and rock n roll. All the questions your dark subconscious wants to ask your friends. Yeah let’s play it, the other deck was getting too emotional, can we do this one instead?”

“Fine but if it’s anything too weird I’m just drinking,” you told him. He nodded understandingly as he reached for a card, choking on his own spit for a minute before an evil smile came to his face, “What’s something you wish your ex would have done sexually, but didn’t?”

Fuck. Of course he’d be smiling at this question. Jungkook absolutely hated your ex boyfriend, Hobi. He thought he was rude and sexist and you had to agree just a little. You were friends with Hobi now but he wasn’t the best in a relationship. “Fuck,” you bit your lower lip in concentration, “I’ll tell you but this stays between you and I.”

He stuck his pinky finger out, locking it with yours as he waited eagerly for your answer. You weren’t going to pussy out of a question again so you were just going to say it. “He could never make me cum from eating me out, like never, not even with his fingers,” you hurriedly covered your face with your hands embarrassment filling you as it sat quietly on Jungkook’s end. The breakup was fairly recent so it was still a little awkward and the few hook ups you ve had since then sucked ass. “My turn,” you reached for a card taking his silence as a sign of awkwardness.

Huffing, you read carefully, “Do you find me physically attractive? What if I bat my eyelashes like this?” You did as the card said, batting your lashes at him with innocent and big eyes. He sat for a moment, “Most definitely, he said quickly grabbing another card, “You’re unbelievably attractive. Anyways.”

You could see his tongue push against his cheek, brows knitted together, “What’s your most complimented anatomical feature as described by your lovers?”

You chuckled lightly, “Realistically? Probably my chest.” You caught the way his eyes lingered down for a moment, face softening as he nodded his head. You giggled looking down at the card you just picked from the pile, “Are you loud during sex? Demonstrate with a dramatic interpretation of your signature sounds.”

“I’m drinking,” he mumbled but you shook your head laughing. “No no, you had me answer a question after I drank so I’m gonna do the same. I really want to hear what you got.” He groaned, covering his face in his hands, “Give me a minute, let me take this drink first.”

“Okay so,” he cleared his throat, “I wouldn’t say I’m loud, but I’m not quiet either. I think it also depends on what we’re doing. I’m louder when I’m getting my dick sucked, and it kinda sounds like, um,” he paused for a second. Breathing getting heavier as he began to show you, his mouth fell open, small whines leaving his lips followed by a couple grunts, “Fuck! Okay I’m done. Let me pick a damn card.”

You bursted out laughing as his ears turned a dark red. “It’s getting serious,” you giggled not noticing the way his embarrassed expression turned into a sly smirk, “Got your ass bestie, now it’s your turn. Give a passionate example of your dirty talk.”

You threw yourself back dramatically, debating on taking a drink or not. He smiled, “If you drink you’re a pussy.” “Fine hold on,” you say up scooting closer to him. Clearing your throat, you touched his shoulder lightly, bringing yourself closer to his ear too scared to say it loud so you chose to whisper instead. “You have really pretty hands Kook,” you started. He tensed underneath you for a moment, “I wouldn’t mind having them wrapped around my neck here and there.” Maybe it was the liquor already in your system but this wasn’t as embarrassing as you thought it’d be, and the goosebumps on his skin were making you want to say just a little bit more before it ended.

“And your fingers are so long and pretty,” you looked down at his tattooed hand, “I wonder how they’d feel all over me— Okay I’m done! My turn,” you grabbed a card, ignoring his silent stance. “If we were in a porn together, what category would it be under?”

He cleared his throat sitting straighter as he recollected himself, “Probably something along the lines of, ‘College Hunk Destroys Bratty Girl’ yeah that’d definitely be it.”

“You’re annoying,” you rolled your eyes as he went on for his turn, reading it loudly, “Are you a good kisser? If so, demonstrate.”

“It does not say that,” you muttered. You knew for a fact it didn’t. When Jieun got the game the two of you read every card in every deck and none of them were that suggestive. They said crazy things but nothing that involved intimate physical contact with someone else playing. “It does,” Jungkook said as matter-of-fact. “Okay then show me where it says that.”

“No.”

“Then you’re a liar,” you reached for the card but he held it away, “If you’re a bad kisser just say that Y/n.”

“I’m not!” You whined stretching forward for the card, hand pushing in his knee. He smiled at you, holding the card high as your faces were just a mere inches away from each other, “Well then demonstrate or take the L.” You sighed, hands using his legs to push yourself forward. He stared down at you, arm slowly lowering but his grip on the card was tight in case you tried snatching it out. You looked down at his parted and waiting lips, debating if you should actually go for it.

You were both a little tipsy, and you could always just blame your kiss on the alcohol. It wasn’t like you never thought about Jungkook in that way but you did your best to keep it as a simple friendship. Getting the courage, your back arched slightly as you leaned up to connect your lips with his softly. It was a soft kiss, his lips mets yours immediately going in for it. It wasn’t anything special but he was very obviously a good kisser. When you felt him dip in to further the kiss you attempted to pull away, his following lips going after you. Before you could catch your breath after your separation, his hand dropped the card, Both hands flying to your jaw and cupping your face in his hands as he pulled you in again.

You fell forward, hands gripping his shoulders to steady yourself. His large hands were soft, the pad of his thumbs caressing your cheeks as he pushed his tongue against you. You opened your mouth a little more allowing him access. Your could hear buzzing in the back, but as you tried to pull away, Jungkook only held you closer. You didn’t mind though, if you would’ve known kissing your best friend felt this good, you might’ve tried it sooner. His hands trailed down to your waist, pulling you swiftly onto his lap, as he leaned back against the legs of the couch. You pressed yourself closer deepening the kiss as your hands grinned onto his hair lightly. His hands brushed your sides and under your shirt. His cold hands on your bare stomach surprised you, the hand gripping a lock of hair pulled causing him to let out a breathy groan.

He pushed you down onto the floor, hovering above you as he wrapped your legs around his waist. His hands pushed your shirt up, kisses trailing down your jaw and neck, “If you don’t want this, tell me now because I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop.”

“I want you,” you told him as he looked down at you with doe eyes. “I want you too.”

yoongi: i got locked out of my place. ur at y/n’s right? can I come over?

yoongi: hellooooo

yoongi: ANSWER YOUR PHONE

yoongi: if I catch a cold I’m suing fat

A/n OKAY LISTEN. I wanted to put smut in but I wasn’t sure if you’d be comfortable with that so I chose not to. I hope you like it, and I can always do a Drabble with smut if that’s something you want. Thank you for requesting bestie, and DONT BE SHY

[nereol]

I’ll Be Your Animal (8/8)

Final part of my Val / Emmerick short story!

You can read this on AO3 or on my WorldAnvil page (with pics, music and other stuff).

“So, how does this work?” Emmerick asks. “What?” Val looks at him, eyebrows slightly raised. “Being not your input.”

Maybe this chrome-guess-game-thing is something Val likes to do as foreplay... have to think about it.

The alarm rings. Val rolls over in her bed with a groan. It's early evening, she slept just a few hours. She yawns when she sits up in her bed and picks up her phone.

I've got a gig tonight, done 'round 6 am. Wanna drop by?

You even have to ask?

MB H10. We can grab some food at the entrance. Gimme a call when ya here.

Will do.

---

She just came home from the gig. She takes out her phone. 5:45 am, he's off in 15 minutes.

Gig went well, I'm home. Waiting for you xoxo.

She puts her phone on her desk, checks her mails, nothing new. Weapons into storage, clothes off, radio on.

Just a quick shower to get rid of dust and dirt from the gig. The braids are new, so no hair wash. Nibbles is complaining in front of his bowl and Val feeds him before putting on clothes. She's looking around her apartment while she tucks her top into the hot pants and decides to tidy up a little.

Then Emmerick calls. “Hey.” Val smirks at him via the holo. “Hey. I'm here.” His voice is calm. Val slips into some sneakers. “I'll come pick ya up... go choose somethin' to eat.” She leaves her apartment. “I'm allowed to take the tab?” Emmerick smirks and Val chuckles. “This time, yeah.”

---

The elevator reaches the first floor and Val looks around after leaving it. It's busy like always, typical for a megabuilding, regardless of the time of the day. But she finds Emmerick quickly, he's big enough to stick out while he's standing in front of a food stall, handing over some eddies.

She steps beside him. “Hey there, big boy.” He turns around with a slight smile. “Hey, gorgeous.” And leans down to kiss her. “Damn, I've missed ya.” He murmurs against her lips and Val chuckles. "How long since we' ve seen each other? Three days?" Well, last time she left him with a hard-on. He kisses her again. "Three days too many." The vendor puts a bag with their food on the counter and Emmerick takes it. “Come.” Val grabs his other hand with her smaller ones and leads him towards the elevator.

She doesn't let go of his hand at the elevator and he leans down to kiss her again. Bit greedier this time. Val pulls back with a chuckle. “Let's have some food first.” “I'd rather snack you.” Emmerick steals another kiss. She releases his hand and puts both of hers on his chest to hold him back. “I'm sure, you would.” She smirks. “But I'm starving. So let's save that for dessert.”

The elevator stops and Emmerick sighs. “Fine...” He eyes her while she leaves the elevator and looks at her butt for a moment, before he follows her through the seventh floor. “Oh, you have a gym...” He looks around slightly interested. She shrugs. “Well, I don't use it.” She nods towards the training bot. “I've trained a bit with that one.” “Yeah, I've seen you moves up close.” He looks down at her arms and remembers the Mantis Blade at his throat pretty well. She chuckles.

After entering her apartment Val slips out of her sneakers. “Make yourself at home.” She nods towards the couch. “If ya don't like the music just switch it...” Emmerick looks around a little, puts the food on the coffee table and takes off his shoes after he sits down. Val walks over to the storage room. “Beer, cola or...?” “Beer” Emmerick answers quickly.

Nibbles jumps from the bed, stills and looks at Emmerick skeptical. Emmerick looks at the cat, then at Val when she puts to bottles on the table. Then his gaze falls on her chest, where the outlines of her pierced nipples show through her tank top. She sits down besides him, one leg folded under the other. “Just ignore him, he's shy with new people.” Val leans forward to grab a noodle box and then back on the couch. Nibbles walks over to the bean bag besides the door.

They're eating without talking much. When Val's finished she takes a sip and leans back, beer bottle in her hand. “Hmm...” Emmerick looks at her questioningly after her hum. “You were with the Animals?” Val eyes him. He frowns a little. “Why do ya ask?” She shrugs and takes a sip. “Just curious.” “You heard rumors?” He gives her a suspicious look. “Nah...” Val shakes her head. “Just merc intuition.” She grins, puts the bottle away and moves closer to him.

“I've seen quite a few Animals now...” She studies his face. “With chrome in the same style.” Emmerick nods. “Yeah, you're right.” His voice is calm again. "But that's been a while... I'm not on Juice or other stuff anymore." "Good for ya." Val nods. “So, question. The chrome...” Val raises one hand to gently touch the cyberware at his jaw. “Is it 'cause nose and jaw are broken to many time, to fix it?” She lowers her hand. “... or is it precaution?” “Depends...” He looks in her eyes. “My nose was broken several times.” He shrugs. “But, yeah, it's more kinda precaution.” “I got my nose broken few weeks after I got back from Atlanta.” Val grimaces at the memory.

Emmerick puts his empty bottle away and Val stands up from the couch to sit down on his lap astride. His hands are on her naked thighs immediately. “Mhmm.” He hums with satisfaction. He studies her face. “But it's healed well...” He leans in. “Beautiful nose, like the rest of you.” His voice is low and husky and Val closes the space between them to kiss him. Sweet and tender.

She pulls back. “So, what else do ya got?” He looks at her questioningly. “Chrome.” She smirks and eyes him. “What about your merc intuition?” He grins a little. “Try an' guess.” “Hmm...” Val studies him. “I've seen a lot chrome collarbones and stuff, but obviously that's not a thing.” She leans down to kiss his neck and the edge of his collarbones. He lets out a little moan. Val pulls back, sits straight again. “Same goes for hands.” She looks down at his big hand on her thighs. “...'ganic.” He strokes up and down her legs and she feels warmth spreading out through her body.

“Arms an' elbows.” She looks at him, never seen him without jacket. “Makes sense... punchin' and...” “Right elbow.” He interrupts her and leans forward to pull off his jacket. She studies him closely, how his muscles tighten while he moves. Then he leans back at the couch again, in his tank top. Val takes one deep breath.

Yes, he's big and beefy. But not as extreme as she had seen other Animals. He has some older, smaller scars and also stretch marks. But nothing like torn skin or other skin change as effect of Juice and none intentionally created scars, like tiger stripes and what else the Animals do. Val's gaze trails over him. He smirks. “Like what ya see?”

As an answer she puts her hands on his shoulders, strokes down his biceps and up again to his chest along his neckline. While doing so she's leaning forward, kissing him, slowly but deep. He moans in her mouth and his hands are on her thighs again

“What about you?” He eyes her after they break the kiss. “Mantis Blades of course.” He takes her right hand is his and turns it with the palm upwards. “And coprosessor. But not much chrome to see on you.” “New tendons in heels and ankles.” She presses her legs a bit closer against him and he looks down. “Well made, your legs look 'ganic.” Then he looks into her eyes. “So you can jump extra high?” Val nods. “It's fun.” She smirks and Emmerick chuckles. A deep sound that tingles in her belly. And way deeper.

“Both knees.” Emmerick's talking about his own, but he strokes Vals knees, right and left from his body on the couch while speaking. “To much weight, to many squats." She nods. “People getting' new knees since 100 years or what...” She thinks for a moment. “My immune system's chipped. I'm resistant to almost any poison.” “Handy.” His voice is husky and his hands move up her legs to grab her butt firmly. Val lets out a low moan, takes a deep breath. “Optics, of course.” Emmerick nods while he kneads her butt. “Of course.” “But they resemble my natural eye color pretty well. Maybe a bit deeper green.” Her breathing is heavier now, her chest goes up and down.

"I've got a second heart.” He looks her in the eyes, hungry. She puts her hands on his hard chest, feels his muscles under his tank top. “My body couldn't handle that. To small, to weak.” “Oh, you're not weak.” He holds her butt tight. “You...” She lets out a small moans and he growls in satisfaction. “You know what I mean.” She looks him in the eyes. Then she grabs his top and pulls it up. He raises his arms and helps to pull it off. She eyes him, takes in every detail. She breathes heavily through her slightly opened mouth. “Damn...” Almost a growl and he puts his hands back at her butt. “Just you lookin' at me like that is enough to make me hard.” His voice is low and husky.

Val giggles softly. “So no second heart, just a blood pump and some vessels.” She looks deep into his eyes and takes off her top slowly. Emmerick's breath goes heavy while he watches her closely and his hands holding her ass tighter. She drops her top on the floor and leans forward to kiss him deep, roughly.

One of his hands is on her naked breast and while she leans closer she can feel him hard against her, right where she wants him, needs him. Val rolls her hips against him and he moans loud against her mouth. Then Emmerick graps her and stands up. She wraps her legs around him intuitively while he holds her and walks over to her bed.

---

They are lying next to each other, naked, sweaty, still breathless. Emmerick lies sideways leaning on his chrome elbow while two fingers of his other hand tenderly stroking up and down her naked body, giving her goosebumps. “Mhmm.” Val lies on her back, humming satisfied.

“So, how does this work?” he asks. “What?” Val looks at him, eyebrows slightly raised. “Being not your input.” Emmerick still strokes her. She giggles. “Hmm...” Val looks up at the ceiling and thinks about it.

“I've got a few friends and mates, we hang out, spend time together, do normal friend stuff, but...” “...with benefits.” he adds. She nods. “You could call it like that.”

Emmerick's fingers stroke up her belly and between her naked breasts. “I might need to remind myself that you're not mine sometimes... that I don't punch other men in the face for kissing you.” “Please don't hit non-men either.” Vals voice is calm. “Right...” He nods. “You're not straight.” “I don't care for sex or gender...” Silents. He still caresses her, his fingers draw along the lines of the ink on her chest.

“Not sure if I can do 'normal friend stuff' with you... I'm getting all hot every time I see ya.” Emmerick's voice is a bit husky again. Val chuckles and rolls over on her side to look at him. His fingers are on her side, sliding down her waist and hip. “We can let each other know... when we have time...” She eyes him, taking in the sight of him, naked. “And when we need each other.” She smirks at him.

“I think I wanna let ya know that I need you.” He leans above her. "Again." His hand, which had caressed her gently before, grabs her ass tightly. "Now." And Emmerick kisses her. Val giggles against his mouth and wraps her arm around his neck before she kisses him back.

[somewhereelsemarjorie]

Ok.. So i took notes while listening to #Lover and here are my first impression (PART 2)

DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS

Ok! Chills and goosebumps! The lyrics... great beakup song, can hear the feelings.. “trying to find a part of me that you didn’t touch”  “paper cuts stings from our paper thin plans”  LIKE SERIOUSLY, THESE LYRICS!

LONDON BOY

A bop! Love the beat!

“I fancy you” “he likes my American smile like a child when our eyes meet”

SOON YOU’LL GET BETTER

All the feels. Such an emotional song. I just wanna hug Andrea and Taylor.

“what am I supposed to do if there’s no you?”

FALSE GOD

The saxophone at the beginning!! (is that a saxophone right? anyways I loved it!) This is song is sexy! Her voice... oh gosh! The way she sings the last “love” in th chorus .. “we still worship this lo o o o ve”

“I can’t talk to you when you’re like this staring out the window like I’m not your favorite town” “but we might just get away with it, religion’s in your lips” “I know heaven is a thing, I go there when you touch me, honey, hell is when I fight with you”

YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN

An anthen against negativity.

“damn it’s 7 am” “shade never made anybody less gay” “we all know now, we all got crowns”

AFTERGLOW

OMG.. The lyrics, the production, the boom boom of the beat, her voice, the chorus... I think it’s my favorite?!

“meet me in the afterglow”

ME!

Happy song to celebrate that we are all unique.

“I’m the only one of me, baby that’s the fun of me” “I promise that you’ll never find another like me”

IT’S NICE TO HAVE A FRIEND

This song is so different.. Has kind of a “weird” sound? Not in a bad way.. I’m intrigued

“have my back yeah everyday, feels like home, stay in bed the whole weekend, it’s nice to have a friend”

DAYLIGHT

I loooooove this chorus. The lyrics and her speech at the end? Simply the PERFECT ALBUM ENDING!!!! This song makes me feel hopeful and positve...

“and now I see daylight, I only see daylight” “you gotta step into the daylight and let it go” “you are what you love”

Thank you @taylorswift for an AMAZING album! <3 I am so grateful and proud!

[shanamichelewrites-blog]

Last Moment of Childhood

This is just a cute little story I wrote while based off of a prompt in one of the several writing prompt books I have. It is not edited that much, as it was just for fun. I hope you enjoy! 

Part One

¨Mom, I get what you're saying, but this is my choice to make. I don't see why you care so much.¨  I say as I pull a soda out of the refrigerator.

¨You are my baby. I want you to stay that way sweetie.¨ I roll my eyes at her

¨Were you like this when Dan said he wasn't trick-or-treating anymore?¨

¨Thats Differ-¨ She starts but I cut her off.

¨No it's not mom. Just deal with it. I'm too old to be even trick-or-treating this year but you already bought my costume. And Randy needed someone to go with.. ¨ I trail off as I take a sip of my drink.

¨You are going with Randy..? I thought you weren't talking to him anymore. Last week you came in here super upset and said you'd never talk to him again? Why not just go out with Lincoln like you every other year?¨

¨Well Randy invited me to go out with him. And besides Lincoln is such a little kid...Randy is cool.I have to go now Mom or I´ll be late.¨ I don´t wait for her reply and run up the stairs to grab the costume from my room.

I pull it on and sigh. I look like a damn 5-year-old.. A big lumpy orange mess. I'm pretty sure this was Dan´s costume from when he was in 5th grade.. I´ve always been smaller than he was at my age.  My mom doesn't seem to get that I am in high school now, and I need to start dressing like a big kid and not some little dork.

¨Come down here so your mother can get pictures of you.¨ My dad calls up the stairs. I stomp down the stairs to show my distaste.  

¨Really Mom…?¨  I would go further but my father shoots me a look. I shut up and let my mom take the stupid picture.

¨Alright I'm leaving now.¨ I say and with that, I rush out the door.  As soon as I'm out the door, I see Randy coming down the street with a few older boys. None of them are wearing costumes, especially one as stupid as mine.  I start panicking. I rip the stupid orange fabric off of my body and stash it in the bushes in front of my house before anyone can see it.

I run out my front gate and go up to them. They are all laughing at something.

¨Hey Randy.. Thanks for inviting me out tonight.”  Their conversation and laughter cease. Some of the older boys give me weird looks. Most of them are much taller than I am.

¨Why´d you let the squirt come out with us Randy.. I thought you were cooler than that.¨ I shrink back..  ¨

¨Oh guys, give him a chance. You can be cool, right RayRay?¨ He uses the old nickname he gave me in elementary school.

¨Please.. I'm surprised he's not wearing some stupid costume. The boy wouldn't know how to be cool if his life depended on it. ¨ I ball my fists..

¨I'M NOT SOME STUPID LITTLE KID!¨ I yell at the boy. Randy puts his hand on my shoulder and I calm down.

¨Relax Raymond.. We just gotta show him that you can be cool.¨ The older boy seemed to back off and go along with Randy's plan.

We start walking in the opposite direction of my house. I take one look back at my house only to see my mother outside, pulling the costume out of the bushes. She might be far away but the sad look on her face is unmistakable…

We ended up walking to the little convenience store on the corner of Main Street and Maple Ave.

¨Okay little guy, go in and prove your worth...¨ I look at Randy confused.

¨Beer. You have to go in there and steal us two packs of beer.¨ Randy explains.  

I try not to freak out,  but I'm pretty sure they can see right through me. Randy gives me a little nudge.  ¨Is your head made of iron? Go.¨

´You have to impress these guys.. Don't be a little scaredy cat. Don't freak out. Don't freak out. Don't freak out..´ I duck down behind the shelves so the worker doesn't see me. I work my way to the back coolers. Once I find the beer, I open the cooler door as quietly as possible. I have to act quickly because if the guy up front looked down the aisle he would be able to see me. I grab two 12 pack of beer, one in each hand and move behind one of the shelves again. The cooler door swings close and I curse under my breath.

´The worker heard that.. He is going to catch me and going to call the police. He is going to ruin everything and Randy and his friends will just pick on me even more at school than they already do.´

I wait a whole minute before moving. I peak from behind the shelves and see that the worker did not move from his seat.  I let out a sigh of relief. I grab another case of beer and stuff it in my shirt and then make a break for the door. I get out before the worker even notices me.

Randy and the other boys are waiting for me. ¨Holy shit, he actually did it.¨

¨Told you he would.¨ He walks up to me and takes the two cases of beer out of my hands.¨ Just ducted under the shelves huh?¨ I nod. ¨Hmm thought so. We are all too tall to do that. You are perfect for it though.¨  

¨ I also got.. .¨ I pull out the other case from my shirt. Luckily my shirt was tucked into my pants so it didn't fall out.

¨Better than expected.. Not bad short stuff..¨ the taller kid says. ¨Now time for the real test.¨ They open the case and hand me a beer.

¨Drink up.¨  

“Ah...oh… okay, yeah, of course…”  I hesitantly take the can from him. I’m waiting for them to tell me it’s all a joke.

I shiver at the sound of the can opening in my hands. I slowly bring it to my lips and take a sip. They are all watching my every move carefully.  The liquid feels foreign to me and  I have to resist the urge to spit it out. I swallow it and lower the can from my lips.

I expected the silence to end, for them to start chatting and drinking themselves. I wanted them to stop paying attention to me so I could just pour the gross drink out onto the grass without having to tell them I couldn’t drink it.  That is not what happens though.

Instead, they all still staring at me. Never taking their eyes off of me. Randy notations for me to continue drinking. They want me to drink the whole thing?! All at once??

‘These boys are going to kick the crap out of you if you don’t drink all of it. Its written all over their faces.’  I put the can back up to my lips and continue drinking. I figure, the faster I drink it, the less time I have to taste it .

The boys stare at me in shock as I throw the now empty can on the ground and crush it with my foot. The beer feels funny sitting in my stomach but I try my best to play it off like I don’t feel anything.

“How you feel Ray?” Randy asks. He seems proud. Whether it’s of me for drinking it or of himself for convincing me to it, I’m not sure.

“Fi-,” I hiccup. “-ne” They all laugh and finally their attention is turned away from me.

Randy puts his arm around my shoulder. “I knew you could do it.”

Part Two

The drinking didn’t last long. The beer quickly ran out, but it proved sufficient enough to get them all drunk so they didn't make me get more.

We walked around for awhile as they drank. They made me down a few more beers, but not too many as they wanted more for themselves. I think, in total, I drank around five beers…?

Eventually, we start making our way down to the other end of town. The area is filled with nicer houses and fancy restaurants. The tallest guy said he needed to pick something up from a guy in that area.

We get onto Holland Street and then the guys start joking about how the principle of the high school lives on this street and that we should teepee his house. Everyones too out of it to think of any reasons not to.

It seemed that this was their plan all along when one of the boys pulled rolls of toilet paper out of his bag. He had one for everyone, except me. I know they weren’t expecting me to come along but that didn’t matter. With the alcohol, my emotions were all over the place and it made me so upset. This was just another reason for exclusion for me. I thought I was finally starting to warm up to the other boys. That I would finally become a member of this group and not just some tag along. I guess not though..

They quickly found the right house and started going at it. Nobody paid any attention to me. No looks, no comments, nothing. Nobody cared.

I feel the tears well up in my eyes.  I sniffle a little. ‘ You can’t let them see you so upset. You’ll lose all the progress you made with them.’ I can’t stop the tears though. So, while they are all distracted, I run.

I take off sprinting down the street. Turning corners and not stopping. The tears flowing down my face. My mind is a blur and I just let my feet take me.

Nobody can run forever though. I run out of breath and eventually stop running. My hands are on my knees and I’m gasping for breath. I look up and see the ocean. I ran to the pier.

I use to come down here with my father when I was younger. We fished a lot. A couple years back we stopped going through. Fishing was never my thing, but it was really the only time we hung out, just me and him. He seemed to really enjoy it though. Nowadays, he's too busy to even do that with me. He still goes with Dan sometimes though.

The water looks peaceful. Waves slowly rolling to the shore. The sound of the water hitting the rocks is soothing. The wind blows and the smell of salt fills my nose. Peaceful.

But peace doesn't last forever. The wind grows cold and sends shivers down my arms and goosebumps rise on my arm. The street lamp above me flickers a few times and then goes out. Nothing left out here but me and the full moon.

My thoughts begin to clear. The fresh air helping. Everything comes crashing down on me again. The events of the night replay in my head over and over again.

´I'm so stupid. I actually thought those boys would be my friend. They don't like me. They'll never like me. They used me…´

My tears begin to fall once again as I sob loudly.

I don't know how long I was standing there crying. I feel so alone.

¨Ray..? Is that you..?¨ A voice snaps me out of my thoughts. I turn around and see a figure standing under a streetlight at the beginning of the pier.

¨Lincoln... That you?¨ I ask. I walk towards the figure and recognize him. He is dressed up as Buzz Lightyear from toy story. He has a big sack of candy with him.

¨What are you doing out here?¨ he asks me.

¨What are you doing out here?¨ I ask him.

¨Wealthy people out this way give out way better candy so I convinced my mom to bring me out here. Now answer my question, ¨ he says

We sit down on a bench, and I explain everything that had happened to him. I stumble over my words a lot but I'm able to get everything out.

When he learns that I had been drinking he stands up in shock. He started lecturing me about how that it was so stupid to do that, but he stopped halfway through. A look of realization crosses his face for a moment.

¨You know. You don't need me telling you too. It's pretty cold out here, how about we go back to my house. You can spend the night.¨

I must have looked hesitant because he adds ¨I'll even share my candy with you. You don't want your ´Last Halloween trick or treating´going to waste do you?”

He offers me a hand and we get up off the bench.

¨Thanks Lincoln..¨

He pushes up his glasses. ¨No problem Ray.¨

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Note: Yo I didn`t know if you wanted this to be smutty or something but I just couldn`t help the fluff that just wrote itself. So yeah, it`s fluffy smut I guess?

Rap Monster

You two had been making out for a while and things began heating up, making way for a bit more intimate activity. But when he felt your body tense up when he was about to pull off your shirt he stopped and looked at you. Concern clear in his eyes he`d ask what`s wrong. As you explained that you were insecure about your body a smile would play on his lips and he`d let a reliefed huff escape him. 

“Is that all? Baby, you`re beautiful. There`s not a single thing about you that isn`t perfect, and if you don`t believe me I`ll just have to show you.”

And he did in the most wonderful way. No way you can be insecure anymore when he is done with you. 

Jin

He was kissing your neck, making goosebumps appear all over your body as you were sighing in pleasure. However this blissful feeling vanished as soon as his lips travled lower and you felt his hands tug at your shirt you sat up, surprising him.

“Did I do something wrong?”

He`d ask as you shook you head explaining your insecurity to him. Jin would take your hands in his and look you into the eyes as he explained just how much he loved you and your body.

“Y/n, you are the most beautiful person that I know. Even if you don`t feel that way about you, in my eyes you are gorgeous. If you want we can stop, but I really want you to know that if you let me, I promise I will make you feel beautiful.”

As you let him continue you are again reminded that Jin really doesn`t break his promises.

Suga

Straddling yoongis thighs you are having a heavy make out session. This would be nothing new, however today things take a slightly different turn as he`d get turned on more and more by the second. So letting his hands wander to the front of your shirt and further under it he expected you to moan but when he instead got a whimper and you pulled back he was concerned. He`d immediately stop everthing and ask you what`s wrong. You explained how concerned you were about your body and that you were afraid he might not like it. At this he would scoff before making you look at him.

“Seriously? I thought you`d know me better than this. If I didn`t like your body I wouldn`t be making out with you like this. What do you think would happen? I take of your shirt and leave? I`ve wanted this damn thing off the moment I saw you. You are stunning y/n. So if you`re still in the mood I`d like to continue.”

And boy, letting him continue was one of the best decisions you ever made.

J-Hope

Your were currently playfighting with Hoseok, giggling and laughing as he chased you around the apartment. In a moment you were on your back on the ground, Hoseok above you as your giggling toned down and your playfight very quickly turned into a serious make out session. Untill now this was the farthest you had ever come so when he started slipping his fingers under your shirt you became nervous and let a quiet “stop” escape your lips. Being the sweetheart he is, Hoseok pulled away, quickly asking if you were okey. As you explained the reason behind why you told him to stop he was confused. 

“B..But you are beautiful? I`m serious y/n. The first time I saw you you took my breath away, and to be honest you still do whenever I see you. I love you, and I absolutely love your body.”

As you continued going further with your activities he made sure to give your body extra special attention so you really feel how much he loves it.

Jimin

Laying on his bed, him above you as you two made out slowly but passionatly was probably one of your favorite things to do. You always stopped before things got too heated but today things just seemed right so Jimin pulled away, looking at you slightly panting.

“If you`re okay with it, I`d like to go further with you.”

He was surprised to see you shake your head, but just said a simple; “oh, okey.” as he didn`t want to push you to anything he just though you were ready to go further. Settling beside you and taking you in his arms you`d just lay in silence for a few seconds before you turned to him explaining why you shook your head. Hearing that you actually wanted to but were very insecure he`d make it his goal to turn your thoughts around.

“Were you afraid I wouldn`t like your body? Then I will tell you now y/n that that`s not true. Because I love it. I love everything about you. If you really want to do more then let`s do it and I`ll take all you insecurities away.”

Taehyung

Your hands tangled in his hair and his arms around your waist you were prepared for him to pull away any second. When you noticed that he wouldn`t and instead felt his hands start to roam your body you got nervous. You absolutely wanted to take your relationship to the next level but the voice in the back of your head kept getting louder untill you pulled away as soon as you felt his hands starting going up under your dress. Taehyung knew you well enough to understand why you pulled away. He took your face in his hands, looking at you.

“Don`t even start thinking anything bad about yourself. You are nothing less than gorgeous y/n. It seems like I don`t tell you enough. Let me start from right now. I mean if you`re up for it.”

Jungkook

You weren`t supposed to end up kissing on the couch instead of watching the movie during your movie night. And you definitely weren`t supposed to get turned on and then ending up on the bed making out like madly a few minutes later. Untill now that wasn`t a problem for you but when you felt him move down your body, wanting to take of your pants you pushed him away a little. He`d look up at you, confused at your action as everything was going to well. You`d let out a sigh telling him about your fear and insecurity, looking up only to find him smiling at you.

“I`m not gonna lie, I find it cute how honest you are about it but your insecurity is based on a lie. You say you find yourself unattractive but how can you say that when you`re so pretty? I mean it y/n. You`re the prettiest girl I know and...”

That`s how far he came before you kissed him again and he let his actions speak for him from that point on.

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Alright. So WWE live was FUCKING AWESOME! I´m gonna rant away for a bit under the cut so feel free to ignore me!!

First of all. It felt SO GOOD to be surrounded by people who like the same stuff as me. Like FUCK YES! But anyways, I got myself a SHIELD t shirt, which looks amazing and i´m a happy bean. <3

Also I took some pics and videos but i don´t know how good the quality is, i´ll have to check once my phone is charged. Let me know if you wanna see some!

Anyways, so it started off with a match between Finn and Bray and damn, the crowd went for it. They went for Finn anyways, and I know Bray´s been booked shitty for a while now, but damn I had goosebumps when his music hit and everyone got out their phones and it was just a sea of lights. And honestly? They had a great match, even though it´s been done so many times. Bray was playing, getting out of the ring, so Finn was all “You said you wanted to fight the man that´s Finn Balor, so come down here or I´ll come over there to beat you up.” And he called Bray a chicken and it was just great. I might also be a little bit in love with Finn. But what else is new?

Then, for some reason, it was a tag team match between Titus O´neil and Apollo Crews and Curt Hawkins and Golddust. Honestly I didn´t think it was gonna be that good, but the crowd loved Golddust and they put a lot of comedic elements in it, so it was pretty cool!

Then, for some reason, Jason Jordan had to face Samoa Joe. And I know Jason´s storyline with Kurt fell flat and he´s basically fucked, but he did a really good job? Like, props to you. And Joe and him shook hands afterwards, which was a really nice moment.

Oh and also Enzo and Kalisto went off against each other for the Cruiserweight Title. And you know, sue me, I really like Enzo!! He´s not the best worker, but he´s GREAT at the mic and the whole thing was really funny. Like he had that wig with his trademark hair on, and Kalisto slapped him and the wig came off and it was pretty cool.

They had a couple of title matches tonight and even though everyone knew there wasn´t going to be a title change it was still pretty awesome because you didn´t worry about the fact that you knew there wasn´t going to be a change, everyone was still invested in the matches!

Oh and there was also Kane vs. Braun Strowman. Like. Damn. Kane got disqualified because he hit Braun with a chair, but then Braun smashed him through a table and damn it was pretty cool!

Then there was a women´s match, and I was a little disappointed, because the crowd didn´t really go for it. At least not in the beginning. It was a 6 women tag between Sasha, Bayley and Asuka and Nia, Alexa and Dana Brooke. And like, I wasn´t too happy about it being a 6 women match, because I know they only do that shit so they can have all woman be out without having to give them individual matches, but yeah.

The crowd really went for Nia, which was great, and also for Bayley, which I loved because she´s been getting some heat lately! Sasha was adorable cheering for Bayley and getting the crowd all hyped up and DAMN Asuka! Man, I love that woman. Like, Nia was tagged in and Asuka was like “LET ME GO IN!” and she got the crowd chanting her name and then got tagged in. It was a nice match!

Also for some reason Alicia Fox was the guest referee, but she thought she was in the match too? Idk man. The usual Alicia weirdness.

And then the Miz came.

Like. Fucking Miz. He knows how to play the crowd. He even learned some German and worked so well with the crowd. Honestly, it was really funny! And his match with Matt Hardy was fucking awesome!! Miz probably got the most heat out of all the heels tonight, everyone was telling him off and chanting “Hardy Hardy!” all the way through. Of course Miz kept the title, because Bo and Curtis interfered, but the crowd loved Matt Hardy and cheered when he was walking backstage.

And then the main event came.

For some reason it was a triple threat tag ream match between Seth and Dean, The Bar and The New Day? Also damn I haven´t seen The New Day being booed this much in a long time. xD But anyways, people liked Sheamus and Cesaro, but they went crazy when Dean and Seth came in through the crowd. Like. Fuck yes. Give me that any time!!

Also Seth Rollins is an adorable puppy. Like. Seriously. He was bouncing around, cheering on Dean and getting the crowd all hyped up for Dean. (And honestly, Finn is just as adorable when he´s not being all mysterious )

And Dean was his usually asshole self, and I mean that in the best way possible. It was really fucking awesome. So of course the New Day interfered and The Bar kept their titles blah blah blah.

But then Seth went all “We´ve got a bone to pick with you.” But then told The New Day that they respect a good fight and shook their hands. And then the New Day attacked them.

And out came, Finn, Samoa Joe and Sheamus and Cesaro came back, and they started beating down the New Day. And then the crowd chanted “Brokick!” So Sheamus did that, and then Cesaro did a swing and Finn did a thing and then everyone was chanting “SHIELD SHIELD!” And Seth went all “You wanna see a SHIELD Powebomb? But there´s just two of us.” And everyone was chanting “JOE JOE!” so Dean went all… “Mhm…so you ever powerbombed anyone?” And shit like that, along with “Ever had a man´s crotch in your face? Because that´s the uncomfortable part of the job,” And it was just really fucking funny! xD

Anyways, so yes. Dean, Seth and Joe powerbombed The New Day and I was there to see it. It was fucking fantastic!!!

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ishqbaaz 27.08.17 lb

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let’s do this shit! 

ok the start to this ep feels so... random and disjointed from the end of the last... like... is this the same day as the shaadi nonsense? is it not? how many days/months/years have passed? who knows, not me. 😕😕😕

before shit goes down, can i just take the moment to say, goddamn, my girl looks sooooooooooooo good. 😍😍😍 i’m glad her hair’s back in the waves. i prefer it to the poker straight hair. plus the outfit. simple, clean lines. what a goshdarn babe. light of my life. my sun my moon all my stars. 😌😌😌

... ohhhhhh boy. i don’t think i’m ready for this jelly. (coz my body too bootylicious for ya babe! 🍑🍑🍑)

is he for real though, or just faking to make her spill it? 🤔🤔🤔

oh no is he gonna think she left him coz he doesn’t have NKK anymore? 😬😬😬

he’s faking. he’s so fakingggg. he just remembers that ONE sentence she said and is using it to get it outta her.🙄🙄🙄

billu ke dimaag ke paiyyyen ghooooooom rahein haiiiii, trying to piece together these little tidbits she’s dropping. 🎡🎡🎡

ugh. emotional moment ke beech mein 2 second ka romance ghusa diya, my heart is so confuseddddddddd. 😖😖😖

anika be like OH BETE KI KAHIN PAPPU BANAAKE TOH NAHI CHALE GAYE MUJHE. 😯😯😯

sudden change to chirpy, cheery gauri. i can’t keep up with the sudden change in tone of scenes without suffering whiplash. 😕😕😕

wtf even is om doing in the bg? 😟😟😟

sudden change in mooood in my baby bulbul’s mood. aw noooo. 😥😥😥

YEH PAKDAAAAAAA. HAWAAA CHALIIIIII. YASSSSSSSSSS. FUCKING YAAAAAAAAS!!!! 😀😀😀

THIS SONG. *WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS* ALL THE FEELZ. 😭😭😭

ok “pyaar” is a little too much and all, but the lyrics TU KI JAANE PYAAR MERA + THIS FACE. *sobbing for all eternity* 😭😭😭😭😭😭

what’s with this dude and her shoulder? this is a very strange fetish, bro. 😕😕😕

ok but over there your brother and bhaabi are into knifeplay, so this is relatively harmless. carry on. 😌😌😌

BUT ALSO FUCKING GOOSEBUMPS OMG THE FUCK I AM BOTH 😥😥😥 CRYING 😥😥😥 AND HAVING 😏😏😏 THARKI THOUGHTS 😏😏😏 AND OH MY GOD WHAT EVEN IS HAPPENING TO ME I WAS NOT READY FOR THIS TODAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭

also i can hear maisu’s @vishwaspur​ head 💥exploding💥 at all the close ups of kunal’s hands all the way from here. 🙃🙃🙃

ok i know nothing of this jal jal ke dhuan sequence, but damn it looks fucking hot in any flashbacks they show in ib. i don’t think i’ll watch the actual scene, just to preserve the hotness in my mind. 😙😙😙

VE BADA PACHTAIYYAAAAN ANKHAAN NAAAL TERE JODKEEEEE *weeps* 

i always lose it at this part of this song anyway, but coupled with these visuals, hahahaha fuck meeeeee 😭😭😭😭😭😭

jfc why can i not stop cryinggggggggg 😪😪😪😪

oh this is why: 

LOOK AT THE WAY THEY’RE LOOKING AT EACH OTHER OH MY GOD I CAN’T EVEN 

“KUCH NAHI”?!?!?!?! OMFG OMKARA, DO NOT MAKE ME COME IN THERE AND FUCKING KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS. DON’T TEST ME BOY. I’LL DO IT. I’LL FUCKING DO IT. 😤😤😤😡😡😡

her disappointmenttttttttt. oh my god, my heart. i can’t bear it. 😫😫😫

SIRF BAHU™. SISTER OF SIRF ANIKA™. THE SIRF SISTERS™. 👯🏽👯🏽👯🏽

the fuckkkkkkkkkkk, om? i thought you were the emotionally intelligent one among the three idiots. god. you’re just as bad as those other two. 😒😒😒

literally don’t give a rat’s ass about ruvya as a couple. fwding. 

where’s he going now? abhi abhi toh lauta hai germany se. (germany said in this accent. please know i ALWAYS say “germany” like this. 😆😆😆)

ok i’ve now said the word germany too many times and it makes no sense to me. germany. 🤔🤔🤔

the editing of this episode is hella weird man. why would they put this scene now; like, she literally just walked away mad at him and now she’s back and like lemme unpack for you. what nonsense. 😒😒😒

lmao her startled face at him throwing things around. 😂😂😂

omki shomkiiiiiiiii, did you bring the wifeyyy something back from GERRRRRRRMANY? is that why you’re acting weeeeeeeeird? 😏😏😏

HAHAHA CALLED IT. WHAT AN AWKWARD AARDVARK. CUTIE PATOOTIEEEEEEE. 😚😚😚

did he take the mor pankh with him FROM here, or did he pluck a german mor ka pankh? 🤔🤔🤔

germany mein mor hai bhi ya nahi? 🤔🤔🤔 (calling @nawaazishein​ to confirm or deny.) 

LOL “MERE LIYE” YOU IDIOT JUST GIVE IT TO HER 😂😂😂

“THIS IS THE NEW ME”

yeah, this one is definitelyyyyyyyyyy shivaay’s brother. same weirdness and tadi-fueled stupidity. 🙄🙄🙄

LMAOOOOOOOO OM YOU IDIOT I LOVE YOU 🤣🤣🤣

RUDRA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

omfg rudra imitating his lameness hahahaha 😂😂😂

I LIVE FOR RUDRA TAKING THE PISS OUTTA OMKI 😆😆😆

rudra ki vishesh tippani: you look like a goddamn fool, please just give chulbul bhaabi the stole already. 😋😋😋

i love it. this is why he gets the ladies. he smart in this one dept. 😊😊😊

damn, ragini looking FAAIIIINE 😘😘😘

ohhhh boy. she wants to MURDER anika. 😬😬😬

OMFG SHE HAS A SHIVAAY BEDSPREAD. JFC GIRL. LIKE I KNEW YOU WERE CRAZY BUT NOT THIS CRAZY. 

lucky for you.....

also, 10 bucks says one of gul/neet took that thing home once they were done shooting with it, considering how much they stan for nakuul. 🙈🙈🙈

“maarna wahin chahiye jahaan par sab se zyaada dard ho, aur main bohut achche se jaanti hoon shivaay ko sabse zyaada dard kahaan hoga.” 

sooooooo... she’s going to mess up his hair? 😕😕😕😗😗😗

lmao i am lovinggggg vikram’s exasperation and defeated confusion. 😆😆😆

btw, finally found the actor’s name, for those interested: danish pandor. unfortunately, he’s not big on social media, so get your jollies by taadofying at him here. 

sooooooooo.... vikram, who wanted anika enough to marry her even without her consent, is perfectly ok with this plan of killing(?) her? 🤔🤔🤔 like....??????? what even is this dude’s deal? he seems perfectly sane and sorted but i dont get his motives re: anika. 😕😕😕

omki’s cryyyyying? whyyyy??? is it coz he’s a loser who can’t summon the guts to tell his wife the words “i am sorry”? 😐😐😐

“kaunsa sach?” 

coz at this point everyone is hiding so many things from each other than it’s hard to fucking keep track anymore 😗😗😗

bruh, does this fucker know or not, or is he just going around faking everyone out and getting them to drop him enough breadcrumbs 😒😒😒

lmaooooo rudra is exhausted solving everyone’s issues. 😆😆😆

bhavya’s in A Mood™ 😬😬😬

ok... fuck this sultan nonsense all over again. fwding. 😒😒😒

YEAHH THIS FOOL DON’T KNOW SHIT. HE’S JUST FAKING. 😑😑😑

oh shit, rudra. god, he’s going to be the straw that breaks the camel’s back. he’s going to vomit out everythingggggggg. 😧😧😧

LMAOOOOOOOOOO I KNEW ITTTTTT. I KNEW HE WAS FAKING. I CAN’T BELIEVE THESE PPL ARE FALLING FOR IT. FOR FUCKS SAKE, DON’T YOU KNOW THIS GUY AND HOW HE WORKS AT ALLLLLLLLLL? 😂😂😂

aaaaaaaaaaand, there it is. is ladke ke pet mein kuchhhhhhhhh nahi rehta. 😣😣😣

omki is desperately babbling. it’s hard to watch him, the most sorted one, like this. *pats his floofy hair* 😞😞😞

my boyyyyyyyyssssssssssssss. *weeeeps* 😭😭😭😭

time to dramatically ponder in the dark. 🙄🙄🙄

dang, look how much nakuul’s hair grown in two months. 😯😯😯

ok really don’t care about this jhanvi plot today. give me mainland madness. 

yesssss pinky’s here. DRAAAAAAMA TIMEEE. 🙃🙃🙃

LMAO DADI DO YOU NOT KNOW PINKY AT ALL? AT ALL??????? 😣😣😣

enough foreshadowinnnnnnnnggggggg. GIVE ME THE FUCKING GOODS. 😫😫😫

damn kaveri darling is even kinkier than svetlana. 😯😯😯😏😏😏

jhanvi just bustin in there like... ok mainu kiiii. fwding to get to the real fucking drama. awaiii mera sunday barbad mat kariyo. 😒😒😒

ok. full fam gathered. vakeel bhi aaya hua hai. AB DANGAL HOGA. mwahaha. 😆😆😆

yiiiiiiiiiiikes, the SSO waali danger look he gave the lawyer at being questioned. 😬😬😬

ok i know what’s coming. he’s gonna give it all to anika. and that’s gonna provoke pinky into fucking loooooosing it. 😗😗😗

YUPPPPPPPP. 😐😐😐

lmao everyone’s faces: 

"UM, THE FUCK?”

“.... um, i understood one of those three words. what’s an e-cutie? am i the e-cutie?”

“wait, what about us? we’re putting up with those two and their daily chutiyapa for NOTHING?”

“yeh roz roz ka drama mujhse jhela nahi jaata. dadaji oberoi, mujhe apne paas bula lo.”

“🎵  aankh ladaake tune maara! tin-tidin-tin-tin-tin-tin-ting! ghayal ho gaya dil bechaa... 🎶  wait, what was that? it seemed important. shit, i should have paid attention. oh well. it’s not like anyone here wants my opinion anyway. 🎵 SUNA HAI TERE CHAAHNE WAALE... TIN-TINDIN-TIN...🎶 ”

food for thought for me tonight: how much am i willing to tolerate from an asshole like shivaay if it means he will eventually transfer all his assets in my name? like... is one gajilliontrillion bucks enough for year’s worth of mental torture? like, i’m suffering through life right now FOR FREE, which seems like a pretty unfair bargain. if he gets too annoying, i can just take the money and then gone girl his ass. hmmmm. note to self: make a pros/cons list to evaluate comprehensively. 🤔🤔🤔

pinky is fucking frothing at the mouth hearing shivaay’s soft and gentle voice baandhofying taareefon ke pull for anika. 😬😬😬

anika at this point: i would very much like to be excluded from this narrative, one I have never asked to be a part of, since i met you hellspawned fuckers on a dark and godless day. 🙅🏽🙅🏽🙅🏽

ok the way she’s jabbing shivvay in the chest looks painful. he’s got a heart issue, woman. plus he’s been shot in the chest. please stop. 😖😖😖

yiiiiiiiiiiiikes. so she just wants the money? damn pinky, that’s cold. even for you that’s cold. 😥😥😥

WAIT WHAT?!?!!?!? 😯😯😯😟😟😟

HOLY SHIT. ALL THAT FOR FUCKING NOTHING. THIS STUPID FUCKER ISN’T NAJAAYAZ AFTER ALL?!?!??!?? THE FUCKKKKKKKKKK 😧😧😧

BUT.... WHAT ABOUT MAHI? HOW EVEN??????? THE DNA TEST SAID THEY WERE BROTHERS. SO MAHI IS A BONAFIDE OBEROI WHO’S PINKY’S SON TOO???? LIKE, I REALLY DON’T CARE ABOUT SHIVAAY COZ A CAT WILL ALWAYS FALL ON ITS FOURS WHAT ABOUT MY SON MAHI?????? TELL ME ABOUT MAHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SCREAMING* 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

OMG WHAT THE FUCK FAKE!TEJLANA LITERALLY NOONE CARES ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW GTFO MY SCREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😡😡😡😡

yikes. “mrs. pinky singh oberoi” 😬😬😬😬

ladka haath se nikal gaya hai. say bye bye bye to your laadla beta, mataji. 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

[laceymorganwrites]

Gunpowder, sadness and siracha pt.9

Word Count: 1,651

Pairing: Deadpool x OC

Warnings: language, blood, violence, Manipulation, death

The finale

„Drinks on me, guys!“

Heidi yelled out in the mercenary bar, where she just finished a job.

„Heidi you´re the best! And a model!“ Weasel responded from the back of the bar.

„Thank you, creep!“ she laughed.

She stayed a while and later hat night left to call Chester.

„Where are you going, little mouse?“ A familiar British voice asked.

„Fuck“ she mumbled, ready to grab her gun. Heidi couldn´t describe the fear she felt at that moment, the emotional rollercoaster she was on.

Francis has found her, she didn´t turn around, she just ran until her feet couldn´t take her anymore.

But it was too late, Angel Dust followed her with such a speed and knocked her out.

She lost.

Heidi woke up to the sound of gunfire.

Francis had laid her on their old bed, but they weren´t in the laboratory.

The blonde stood up, which she immediately regretted, due to her headache.

„She´s awake!“ she heard Angel Dust yell.

Shortly after that, Francis entered the platform and smiled at her.

„Leave us alone“ he told the black haired woman, not breaking eye contact with Heidi.

Like a predator, Francis has found the prey, he wouldn´t let it go.

It was over, finally.

„Nothing? Really? No: Leave me alone, no: I will fight you, not even an: asshat? You´re always surprising me, Heidi“ he stated.

Heidi remained silent, there was nothing she could do about her current situation, her wit was gone.

„What do you want?“ she finally whispered.

„Now, that´s my curious girl“ he smiled and came closer to face her.

„I want you to marry me“ Francis revealed his plan.

The same plan he had for seventeen years.

„And I will“ she gave in, he won, she had enough, it was just tiring.

It didn´t make sense, this wasn´t her fight.

Meanwhile Deadpool, Colossus and Ellie discovered her.

„They have Heidi!“ Ellie yelled.

Wade couldn´t believe it, why didn´t he fight alongside her, then this would´ve never happened.

But on the other hand, she made clear that it would never work between the two of them.

And it wouldn´t, Heidi felt so bad for the flirting with him, for the pressure she put him under, for the way she behaved like a bitch.

Wade had a mission, saving his girlfriend, and Heidi´s stupid self has ruined it for him, it was all her fault.

„Oh, really? I didn´t expect you to give in that easy“ Francis was surprised.

„What else should I do? I´m not supposed to be a hero, maybe all the signs want me to be by your side. And honestly, with all the drama, it would be a pleasure.“ defeated, Heidi spoke the words Francis wanted to hear.

„I´m sorry, my love.“ he softly grabbed her chin. „Oh, don´t be, I don´t even know for what you should be“ Heidi didn´t even flinch, her eyes were dead, she gave up. „For wrecking you, I love you, I will never do that again, and if I break that promise, you shall leave me“ he handed her a ring. „I love you too“ Heidi smiled and put the ring on her finger. „Oh no she didn´t! Oh fuck, he manipulated her!“ Deadpool heard the words. He didn´t bargain the immense rage those words could make him feel, coming out of her mouth but not being directed at him. He wished he wouldn´t have been such a coward and sought her out earlier, then this wouldn´t have happened. He wouldn´t be with a girl he pretended to love, because she wasn´t Heidi.

„Do you still have that pretty dress?“ Heidi asked.

„You really want to do this now?“ Francis asked, smiling his sufficient smile. „I´ve waited seventeen years, now is about damn time“ Angel Dust showed Heidi the way and as they reached the container, where all of Heidi´s stuff was put, she could see Ellie blowing Wade up, so that he could reach the platform to rescue Vanessa.

Heroic.

And she was a coward, how could she be so egoistical and arrogant, ignoring that everyone else had bigger problems than her?

„Oh, fuck off!“ Heidi screamed, turning around and kicking Angel Dust in the face, after which she fell unconscious.

„Bad word, Heidi!“ Deadpool whispered in her ear, he could sneak to Heidi to hand her her gun.

The words of him gave the blonde goosebumps, like always when Wade was around, goddamnit.

„Suck it, Wilson“ she smirked.

Heidi began undressing and changing, throwing her bra at Wade, who caught it and was shocked.

„How long does it take you to find the right size?“ he asked.

„Oh well, it´s not that easy when you had no boobs and then got pregnant and now have bigger boobs than Kate Upton!“ she finished changing into her dark pink leather suit and put on her mask and blue wig, loading her guns.

„Teatime!“ Heidi warbled while jumping around like a child.

„I´ll distract Francis!“ Deadpool was on the way to give Heidi the opportunity to kill Francis.

„What? No! You came here to save Vanessa, that´s more important, kill him!“ Heidi couldn´t just take his kill like that, it wasn´t right, wasn´t just, wasn´t fair. „You deserve to kill him, he sent his men to kill your unborn child, and I´m here to save a girl I pretend to love, because I don´t deserve you“ Wade finally confessed in the worst timing and took Heidi by surprise, the words she wanted to hear all along, but said in such a situation they were devastating. „What?“ Heidi crossed her arms, almost dropped her gun and her eyeballs were about to escape.

„Nothing, bye sweetcheeks, he discovered you, you´re on your own!“ he ran away to save Vanessa and left Heidi taken aback.

„A romantic confession and a liar, who of you should I kill first?“ Francis spread his arms and walked over to Heidi.

„Since Wade fucking Wilson can´t die, I think it´s you, who tricked me like a whore“ Francis stalked towards her, a predatory look in his eye, making Heidi want to throw up.

„Oh yeah? Payback´s a bitch, aye? Catch me if you can, motherfucker!“

With an improvised wink, Heidi quickly turned around and began running towards the edge of the platform, while she threw the ring off her finger.

„No! What are you doing?“ Francis screamed, Heidi used the moment of surprise to jump off the edge into the arms of sweet destruction.

With a big smile on her face and arms stretched out she landed on the dirty ground, where Ellie hugged her tight.

„Don´t do that again, stupid! I thought you were dead!“ Ellie screamed, this was all so absurd.

„Aw, kid, I hoped so, but welp, I´m still here I guess. Did he make it?“ Heidi looked up at the platform, which threatened to explode, due to Ellie´s former action, and saw Vanessa in the machine, which caused Wade all the scars.

He pushed her off the edge before the whole thing blew off.

Ellie and Colossus helped Vanessa out of the ashes and Heidi got a call.

„Tony? Honestly, honey, work on your timing!“ she couldn´t believe how ridiculous this whole scenery was.

Vanessa got saved by mutants, who she never saw before, her boyfriend was fighting another mutant, who made him look like Ryan Reynolds crossed with a sharpei and Tony called Heidi, because she was late for the exhibition in Peter´s school.

„Oh, fuck! Give me two hours, I need to finish this“ Heidi wanted to curse all the gods right now, why did this have to happen to her? It was like destiny was playing tricks with her, like she was a joke to the gods. „You say that since like five years“ Tony grumbled. „I know, Tony, I´m sorry, but honestly, now is probably the worst time, I´ll explain everything later, alright?“ Heidi watched the scenery evolve around her, breathing heavily. „No, not alright! Peter needs you, you´re never there for him, do you even care about anyone or anything?“ Tony accused her. „Stop it! You don´t have the right to judge me!“ Heidi walked around a bit. „Sorry, I took it too far, just take your time and come“ Tony gave in. Heidi ended the call as abruptly as it came.

„And who are you?“ Vanessa asked her.

„Oh come on!“ Heidi yelled at her, making Vanessa jump slightly. The woman had a look of horror on her face which Heidi could only mimic.

The conversation was interrupted by Colossus speaking to Deadpool how he couldn´t kill Francis.

„Four of five moments“ he stated and as he went on Heidi had enough.

„Son of a bitch“ she mumbled, before loading her gun and pulling the trigger, ending the seventeen year old chase.

„Sorry, I have to go now, Pete´s a fucking genius“ she stated numbly and threw her gun on the ground. „No! No you didn´t! Oh you´re so cool!“ Deadpool was like an excited girl.

„Go get her, tiger!“ Heidi patted his shoulder as she walked past them. Heidi called a taxi, Ellie and Colossus went back to the X-Mansion and Wade revealed his face.

„Tony, I´m on my way, tell Peter I´m coming and excited, okay?“she called Tony again to tell him she was finally coming home.

„You´re a monster! Go away from me! I´m calling the police!“ Vanessa ran away from Wade and stopped by Heidi.

„Help me! Get me away from him!“ she pulled at Heidi´s suit and cried, she was afraid.

Heidi gave Wade one last look and then turned around, taking a taxi with Vanessa.

On their way Heidi tried to convince her that looks aren´t everything, that he still was the same and a hero, but nothing of it worked.

Vanessa stepped out of the taxi and mumbled something like „Crazy bitch“, before Heidi got driven home.