#yea to everyone else it just . it looks Fine theres Nothing There.

[29121996]

reached myimit over there so . Hi sorry <3

[bluegalaxygirl]

Celestial Wedding (ZoLu X Reader) P18

Plot: Reader gets taken as revenge for Luffy and Zoro's defiance against the Celestial Dragons, they were just going to kill her to make an example but now theres a wedding????.

Warning: Bad language, Violence and Making out .

Thank you to @herwritingartcowboy for the suggestion. Reader is Female and a gunslinger, Zoro X Luffy X Reader, Poly relationship, established relationship.

Thank you all for the love on this series i hope you all enjoyed it. <3

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On the walk up to the Sunny you go to wave at Luffy only to see he isn't where you last sore him, its not odd for him to bounce around from place to place so you didn't think much of it until a strange feeling washed over you. "You ok?" Zoro asks next to you squeezing your hand a little harder to get your attention "Y-yea, just something seems different" You state making the swordsman hum trying to use his Haki to see what you might be sensing, its only until you get onto the deck of the Sunny that Zoro lets out a chuckle, You look up at him in confusion, but he lightly brushes a hand over your cheek. "There's nothing to worry about baby" The swordsman steps closer to you placing a kiss on your forehead which you lean into "Hay there you two are" Brook calls out as he walks out of the aquarium bar and over to the two of you. Its only then you realize how empty the deck is, other than the three of you no one else is around. "I'm glad you found him Y/N, i was beginning to worry since i came up empty-handed" The skeleton stops in front of the two of you as Zoro gives Brook a nod, his own way of saying thank you without actually saying it. "Thanks for the help Brook but where is everyone?" You ask looking around the empty deck, Brook lets out his classic laugh seeming happy about something "We'll you've missed quite a bit, most of the others are still getting the ship ready but Luffy, Sanji and Robin are entertaining our guest" You raise an eyebrow at his words wondering who he's talking about "A guest?" You ask earning a nod from the skeleton "Sabo finally turned up" Your eyes widen at the name as joy fills your body.

You were so worried about Luffy's brother since he hadn't shown up yet "That's great, is he ok? is he hurt?" You ask stepping closer Brook who puts his hands but Zoro pulls you back with a laugh "I'm sure he's fine, Come on lets go and say hi" Zoro guides you up the stairs and to the kitchen letting Brook breath again, you sigh trying to calm yourself down, as you walk closer to the kitchen you can hear Luffy's laughter along with Sabo's voice. A smile forms on your face happy to hear Luffy so happy with his brother now around, Zoro opens the kitchen door letting you in first to see Luffy sitting at the head of the table with Sabo sitting next to him, luckily the blonde brother didn't have any bandages or bruises, he looked perfectly fine. Robin sits next to Sabo looking over a new paper while Sanji stands in the kitchen cutting up some vegetables. "Y/N-chan would like a cup of tea?" The cook calls out once he see's you while putting his knife down and cleaning his hands on a towel "Yes please" You smile back at him only for the smile on the cooks face drops when Zoro walks in after you. "And where the hell have you been moss head?" Sanji yells making Zoro growl about to storm over to the cook and start a fight when Luffy runs up to the two of you, the captain crashes into Zoro avoiding you since he didn't want to hurt you but he couldn't contain his excitement. "Y/N, Zoro...You found him nice job muffin, i knew you could do it" Luffy gives you a big smile happy that you could do it on your own while Zoro looks down at his captain his arms trapped by his sides but the swordsman still tried to wiggle free while also trying to breath despite the tightening of his captains arms.

You can't help but blush a little at his faith in you "Thanks Lu but i had some help" You smile but Luffy didn't seem to care as pulls away from Zoro letting the man breath normal again while pulling you into a light hug not wanting to hurt you. Wrapping your arms around him you happy hug back letting your chin rest on his shoulder "It seems I've missed quite a bit" You giggle as your captain smiles up at you, its great to see him so happy, it makes your heart flutter. You turn to look into the room seeing Sabo stand out of his seat giving you a smile "Sabo, its so good to see you" You greet as Luffy takes yours and Zoro's hands pulling you over to the table, neither of you offer up any resistance "Hay Y/N, Hay Zoro, Good to see you two, you both look great after being in such a big fight" The blonde brother smiles as Zoro nods his head as a greeting the man. Pull away from the captains grip you take a step closer to Sabo and bow a little "Thank you Sabo for saving my life, i ow you so much... I'm glad your ok, to be honest you had me worried" You state wanting to show your respect and gratitude to the man who saved you from death. Sabo's eyes widen a little at your actions but soon relaxes and rubs the back of his head with a small laugh "You don't ow me anything, You helped us out a lot with what you did" Now it was your turn to be shocked, looking up at the blonde brother you raise an eyebrow at him "We'll talk about that later, you have to see this" Luffy smiles pulling on your arm a little forcing you to follow him to the end of the table, scattered out are several wanted posters which makes your jaw drop.

Robin finally looks up from the paper she's reading while lightly giggling at your reaction as Sabo sits back in his seat letting Luffy show you the new wanted posters. Zoro grins while picking up his seeing its gone up quite a bit, the photo wasn't new but that didn't matter to him, Luffy picks put your bounty poster and hands it to you managing to snap you out of your shock. Luckily the photo hasn't changed but your bounty is now way up, more than you ever expected. "Why does it say only Alive?" You ask as your eyes scan the paper a pit forming in your stomach at the thought if being caught and sent back to them alive. Luffy's smile drops as he wraps an arm around your waist pulling you into him, he thought you would be happy but with your smile gone and worried eyes the only thing he could do was comfort you. Zoro raises an eyebrow but places an arm around your shoulder while pressing a kiss to your head, Sanji's walks over and places a cup of tea down on the table before giving you a kind smile "There's no need to worry Y/N-chan, you won't go back there" You look up at the cook finally taking your eyes off the wanted poster and managing to give him a small smile. "Yea, we won't ever let that happen." Luffy gives you a determined look before placing a kiss on your cheek his smile growing back on his face. Robin's giggle gets you to turn your attention to the black haired woman who shows you a sweet smile "I'm sorry Y/N but it looks like your stuck with us" You can't help but laugh at that, she says it like it's a bad thing but there's no where you would rather be.

Zoro hums into your ear as a small smile grows on his face happy to hear that laugh of yours "I won't let them have you... Your mine" He growls the last bit making you blush as he attacks your neck with a light bite making you squeak in surprise. Luffy can't help but laugh as you push on Zoro's chest who continues to playfully growl into your neck while giving you light bits, soon Robin lets out a laugh but Sanji's face goes red with anger. "Stupid Moss head, dont attack her" Sanji yells earning a glare from the swordsman who doesn't take his mouth off your neck, you can't help but giggle while trying to lightly push him off you since it didn't hurt "Your just jealous curly brows" The swordsman soon stops taking his head out of your neck to grin at the cook whose face goes redder with anger, as the two snarl at each other like rabid dogs Sabo manages to get your attention "I don't mean to interrupt but i don't have a lot of time to stay and i was hoping we could talk" The blonde brother smiles up at you but you could see there was some slight worry in his face, you nod before patting Zoro's shoulder getting the swordsman to take his eyes off the cook who turns and walks back to the kitchen in a huff. Luffy sits down at the head of the table before eagerly patting the chair on his other side wanting you close, walking around the table you take a seat in front of Sabo while Luffy grabs your hand his smile somehow growing bigger.

You take the cup of tea Sanji made for you and take a sip as Zoro sits down next to you looking across at Robin who slides the newspaper over to Sabo "I don't mean to rush things but its kinda hectic at HQ and i had a hard time finding this place, if it wasn't for Luffy's Vivre card i wouldn't have found you at all" Sabo sighs taking the newspaper off Robin and looking it over. You nod wanting to know what's so important but by the way Sabo is gripping the newspaper your sure it has to do with its contents. "I'm glad you found us but you missed the feasts" Luffy leans back in his chair as he watches his brother let out a small laugh "I'm sorry i missed it but i'm glad we have this chance to talk, Thanks to everyone fighting i managed to sneak in and get some valuable information." Sabo explains turning his attention to you, his hands grip the new paper harder, there was some kind of confliction going on in the blonde brothers eyes making you a little concerned. Luffy reaches over to his brother and pats his shoulder "We've missed a lot but the paper explains most of it" Robin explains trying to help Sabo along. "It talks about him. Do you want to read it?" Luffy asks after his brother sighs still unsure about handing you the paper because of Charlos, his pictures and name is on every pages talking about the wedding and the fight along with the aftermath. You take a second to think and mentally prepare yourself for what your about to see before nodding.

Letting go of Luffy's hand to take the newspaper which Sabo hands you looking over the front over before turning to the first page. "We may have missed a lot but i think it's a good thing we waited until now, a lot of good has come out of the fight, and we now have more information about everyone involved" Robin smiles at you feeling proud of what everyone has done, looking over the newspaper there was a lot to take in, the first page talked about the events leading up to the wedding and then the wedding day itself. There wasn't a lot of important info, it talked about the dress maker, the church's history and wedding traditions which you glossed over hardly taking note of what it was talking about. When it go to the fighting you started to realize the extent of what your crew went through and the extreme actions the marines took to stop them. "I can't believe you guys did all this" You whisper while scanning the page full of writing and pictures of the damages, Luffy puts his hands behind his head and let's out a laugh while Zoro chuckles next to you leaning over to have a look at the paper with you "Come on Babe, you know us, we're not going to leave everything standing" The swordsman comments making you smile while leaning into him slightly, of course you know they would do a lot of damage but it still surprises you. "It doesn't say in the paper but thanks to you we got a lot more support and new members" Sabo pipes up getting you to look up from the paper.

It takes you a minute of thinking to figure out what he's talking about, so much happened that you completely forgot about what you said and did after saying no to Charlos "Oh that... well i was mainly just buying time, more like rambling" You can't help but blush, you knew the cameras were on you and you wanted it to do some good but you didn't plan for it, you just said what ever came to mind and along with adrenaline it turned more into a ramble than a speech, in your mind at least. "No, it was perfect, you stood up to him, said things to his face that others have wanted to say for so long and after all that... You lived. It inspired so many people that we got a little overwhelmed, the slaves that managed to escape during it all also joined us after we helped them get away and some marines even quit their jobs." Your eyes widen at his words, there's no way one rambling speech could do all that. It made you proud that your actions managed to influence others, no one should be kept caged up or live in fear of someone. As proud as you are, you can't take all the credit since if it wasn't for Luffy and Zoro, Rosward would have killed you or Charlos would have beaten you to death. "We'll i'm glad but i'm sure Luffy and Zoro also helped with that, i mean punching a celestial dragon and blowing up two celestial dragons on live TV must have helped" You laugh remembering that moment with joy, at the time you didn't get to enjoy the moment but now your looking back on it you couldn't help but laugh and smile at what they did.

Zoro sneaks his hand around your waist while placing a kiss on your temple "Don't sell yourself short" he whispers to you happy that you find joy in what him and Luffy did but at the same time he didn't want you to doubt your own actions, Luffy lets out another laugh before leaning forward and taking your hand "It was fun to punch that guy in the face again" The smile on your captains face makes your own grow as you squeeze his hand. "Speaking of which you should turn the page, there's a few photos of the dragons but i think there's one you'll like" Sabo smiles pointing to the paper, you hesitate a little but soon turn the page seeing photos of the dragons and the destroyed city but the one that really caught your eye was Charlos in a hospital bed, his face almost unrecognizable if it weren't for his nose, he's on a ventilator and surrounded by wire, tubes and bags, he also has multiple casts and bandages covering his entire body, no skin was from his head down was left viable. You slap a hand over your mouth trying to control you laughter at his state, you can't believe one punch did this, it just shows how angry Luffy actually was. "It says he's going to need plastic sugary to fix his face and it'll take almost a year for him to walk again" Robin laughs happy to see your reaction, your laughing worsens at this finding it hard to catch your breath as some tears falling down your face in joy. "Fuck Luffy, you really did a number on him. You sent him flying through four buildings, a water fountain and over the edge of the red line. I'm surprised he's alive" Zoro comments with a big smile on his face.

Everyone knew how angry Luffy was but this was extreme, Charlos should be dead after all that. The captain nods looking down at the photo as you manage to calm down from your laughter and wipe away the tears in order to read a bit more of the paper "I can't believe this, you guys did such an amazing job" You praise looking around the table before turning to Luffy cupping his cheeks to make him face you "Thank you" You whisper before placing your lips on his, Luffy smiles and leans into you enjoy the long kiss before you pull away to place small ones on his lips. "Apparently Rosward and Shalria aren't in good condition either, that explosion almost killed them" Robin explains looking at Zoro who smiles to himself glad that he did some damage, letting go of Luffy you turn to the swordsman placing your hand on his cheek as you lean in placing a light kiss on his lips. Pulling away slightly you whisper against his lips "Thank you" He smiles at your words before crashing his lips onto yours, you smile into the kiss as your thumb runs over his cheek. "A bunch of marines and guards are also in the hospital but the place is on high alert now some Admirals are now stationed there to stop anyone trying to attack the place" Sabo sighs, he hoped they could launch an attack before the Admiral's turned up but by the time they regrouped it was too late, Robin places a hand on his shoulder giving him some comfort "I think we did a great job, A lot of slaves got out, and we managed to meet up with all our friends again" Luffy leans on his chair while smiling at his brother who nods in agreement.

Pulling away from the kiss you lightly peck Zoro's lips a few times before turning to the others "I still can't believe how many people showed up to help, I can't thank everyone enough" You smile as Zoro pulls you into his side letting you lay your head on his shoulder, even though you were thankful things could have gone so horribly wrong for everyone, your happy for the help but walking onto government and celestial property is a death sentence, your just glad almost everyone made it out alive. Luffy takes your hand holding it in his as Zoro flips the page wanting to read more but his eyes land on something making him raise an eyebrow "Demotions? After the battle i thought there would be premonitions" Zoro asks in confusion but Robin shakes her head "Since they lost the battle it makes sense that there would be some" The black haired woman answers as Sabo stifles a laugh, confused by Sabo's sudden laughter everyone turns to the blonde brother waiting for him to calm down, so he can explain. "Sorry, sorry. Its doesn't say it in the paper but thanks to an informant i heard that the higher ups threw a fit over the damages, It only says they were demoted but in reality they were shipped off to other areas to do grunt work as punishment" The blonde brother chuckles as Robin lets out a giggle next to him, Luffy looks over the paper trying to read the names since he didn't want his grandfather to be on there, he may not always like the old man, but he knows Garp tried his best to not fight with his full strength against Luffy and promised not to hurt his friends before they left to get you.

After a while of struggling you notice your captains angry face so you take his hand managing to snap him out of it "Garp isn't on there" You state knowing thats what Luffy was looking for, you know that they fought but you weren't told much about their battle other than Garp gave up after a while. The demotions didn't come as a surprise to anyone since most of them caused damage to celestial property but one caught your eye making you smile "Two captains where demoted after destroying a large TV screen and a mansion after fighting with a ghost girl... I'm guessing that Persona" You giggle looking over at Zoro who leans closer to see what you were talking about, "Oh yea, Usopp said something about Mihawk right?" Luffy asks trying to remember back to the fight, you nod at him but it seems there was no mention of the warlord, maybe he kept well hidden, or they didn't want it to get out that a warlord turned on them and kept his place, either way you were happy for their help. The other demotions were quite satisfying to see, a few Lieutenant Junior Grades were demoted for letting the church get destroyed and the dragons hurt, Vice admiral Strawberry was demoted for destroying the elevator, Sentomaru was demoted for the destruction of several mansions, walkways and the loss of several Pacifista's. "I'm sorry all this happened to you but to be honest i'm glad something good came out of all this" Sabo sates looking across the table at you, looking up you give him a smile feeling the same way he does, it may have been a horrible expiration but now things will change for the better.

Sabo suddenly stands making everyone look up at him "I'm sorry but i have to head off, if i don't I'll be late and get scolded again" A look of dread covers his face at the thought, Luffy pouts as he stands but hugs his brother who happily hugs back. As much as your captain wanted him to stay he know that Sabo has a life of his own and things he must do so slowly lets him go "I'll see you around, ok?" Luffy smiles placing a hand on his at as he looks up at the blonde brother, Sabo nods tilting his hat at Luffy "See you around Luffy and thanks again for everything" He states looking around at the rest of you, Robin stands with a small smile while placing a hand on his shoulder "I'll walk you to your ship, there's something I'd like to discuss" Sabo nods at her before tilting his hat at the rest of you before patting Luffy's head and walking after the black haired woman "Bye Sabo, thanks again" You call out as Luffy waves, you know the captain wants to see his brother off but Robin sounded pretty serious so its best to leave the two to talk. Once the kitchen door closes Zoro pats his lap getting Luffy's attention "Come on" The swordsman sighs knowing the captain is a little upset about his brother leaving so soon, you don't blame him for feeling this way but all you two can do is comfort him. Luffy walks over and hops onto Zoro's lap wrapping his arms around the swordsman's neck as you pull his legs to rest on your knees giving them a light rub "I'm sure we'll see him again" You state hoping to cheek your captain up who nods letting his head rest on Zoro's shoulder who wraps his arms around Luffy's waist.

Closing the paper you push it across the table not interesting in it anymore, its good to know the outcome of everything but you mainly want to focus on your crew and your future adventures. The room is silent for a while, the only noise coming form the waves outside and Sanji cooking in the kitchen. "What you thinking about?" Zoro asks hearing Luffy hum into his neck, you turn to look at the two hoping to hear an answer out of your captain who lifts his head out of the swordsman's neck "Sanji, when's dinner gonna be ready?" Luffy calls out making you laugh while covering your mouth, of course thats what he's thinking about, Sanji jumps from his place in the kitchen at the sudden loudness before getting angry at his captain "Gods Luffy i only just started plus its only 4" Luffy pouts at this turning his head away from the kitchen not liking the cook scolding him "But i'm hungry and dinners so far away" The captain whines making you laugh harder as Zoro lets out a chuckle the two of you leaning closer together trying to control your laughter. "Will you stop whining, you had a snack an hour ago" The cook yells going back to cooking and trying to ignore his captain, Luffy continues to pout but raises an eyebrow at his two lovers who are slowly starting to calm down "What?" The captain asks making Zoro chuckle again but you pat Luffy's leg "Its nothing Captain, we're just happy thats all" You smile at your captain who lightly smiles back before leaning over and placing his lips on yours "I'm happy too".

You kiss him back placing your hands on his neck letting them slide up and through his hair as he lightly bites your lip, with a hum you open your mouth for your Captain letting his tongue move with yours as his hand runs up your arms to your neck letting his thumb run over your skin. Pulling away for air you lightly kiss his lips a few times before leaning back and bringing your hands out of his hair, Zoro grins at the two of you one of his hands going around your waist while the other pulls Luffy closer to him. "Can i get one to captain?" The swordsman asks leaning closer to Luffy's lips who lets out a small laugh "You don't need to ask" He states before pulling Zoro into a kiss, the swordsman hums into it while shoving his tongue into Luffy's mouth since he already got permission for a kiss he didn't need to hold back. Their kiss was long at first you enjoyed the view but after a little while you were wondering if one of them was gonna turn blue, Zoro pulls away soon after your thought panting as he rests his forehead against Luffy's who is also panting for air. Leaning over you rest your head on Zoro's shoulder while interlocking your fingers with Luffy's "You two satisfied yet?" You joke only for the swordsman's hand to run over your cheek and to the back of your head prompting you to look up at him "I'm not" Zoro grins pulling you up to meet his lips, placing your hand on his cheek you lean into him letting the swordsman shove his tongue into your mouth, you offered up no resistance making him hum in satisfaction as his tongue roams your mouth and meets your own.

You have to pull away first since air is needed but Zoro keeps you close to his lips not wanting you to leave the kiss so soon but also not wanting to suffocate you "I love you two" He whispers against your lips so only you and Luffy can hear not wanting any prying ears to hear him say such words. The captain smiles and leans closer placing a kiss on your cheek as his hand runs up and down your back before wrapping it around your waist and placing his forehead against both of yours "I love you both too" The captain whispers back placing a kiss on the swordsman's cheek making him hum in delight at both of his lovers affections. Placing a light kiss on Zoro's lips you rest your forehead against his while slightly leaning into Luffy "I love you two and only you two" You whisper as your hands travel up into their hair not wanting them to pull away as an idea pops into your head. With your two lovers so close together you manage to press your lips against both of their at the same time, it was new and exciting something that Luffy quickly feel in love with as he kisses the both of you back, Zoro stayed shocked for a while unsure of what to do but soon joins in the rhythm you and Luffy have going. Loosening the grip on their hair you relax into it the three-way kiss since the two boys seem to be enjoying it, Luffy licks both of your lips prompting you and Zoro to join him letting your tongue tangle together before pulling away for air. "That was fun" Luffy laughs with a big smile letting his head rest on your shoulder "Yea it was" Zoro grins at the two of you before placing a kiss on your head before cuddling into the two of you.

[strawberryezpls]

my goodness i have changed wtf

looking back to the beginning of this year till now is actually fucking insane how much has happened and how things ended up being like. I'm actually accomplishing my goals that i had planned for this year and it feels good but it's kinda like i need something else for the motivation to keep going. Umm lets see I'm finally under 200 and I can keep doing that if i watch my diet. Ummmmm should i start witht he boy who i was i was ina s ituationship with or just pick up where I lelft off? Hmm so last time i was on here I was already on talking terms with my ex(yea ik bad) but it was kinda innocent. (not really lmao) then I got my wisdom tooth surgery and i had a little complication bc it was not healing up properly. Thennnnn I had my bday how i planned it. I even bought myself a little camera but it dies so quick so rip. Ooo i turned 21 if you didn't know and i had my first whiskey shot at midnight thanks to no relationship man. (Imma call him teddy bear bc thats what it gave and reminds me of the song teddy bear by melanie martinez. Oooo i finally got into a relationship with teddy bear but i pratcially begged him tbh. oh and before that i got my grand,as car towed from his apartment........ i don't wanna even revisit im just glad i didn't have to pay for it. And then i went to see melanie martinex for her 3 album tour and it was MAGICALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. as per usuall life went downhill after seeing such a queen. I was =n't doing too hot spring quarter and that why im taking my last class i needed. However i did sign my lease for the dorms imma be living so I'm offically a university gal! regarding to that i got a second job just for the summer to help with paying for college but tbh let be real lmao. lets just say if i thought i was busy in january this is nothing compared. oh and I dyed my hair in may becaseu i felt like it but im back to my natural color and in pain bc my hair is so weak rn. ummmmmmm today i'm finally goign to be a manager at my main job and iim so excited but nervous. I've been acting like this role for a while now but there's always going to be something unexpected that comes up. But thankfully everyone is supportive and does what they can and I'm not alone in the suffering at all(at least i hope im not) oh and i got into a fight with my fatehrr so i have to stay at my aunts house temporaily like where i'm typing from. I miss being home bc it was my set place where i had everythign i needed. which reminds me like you know how i said i think i have autism yeah idk i think i also show signs of ocd...... i wont go into detial bc thats not ur bussiness but i tend to have very obessive thoughts like never ending too so theres that. I cannot wait for september to come and i can focus on school and have a change. i have to start packing or planning things now though and that makes menervous bc my mom obviously doesn't want me to go. but whatever omg and i started using tampons and I've only had 2 success days lmao but i'm gettign there. Idk if this wasn't obious but i broke up with teddy bear to foucs on myself and i don't reakky have the energy to be with him it just too drianing yk. However i somehwo managed too get all the bosy i've shown interest to spin back like didn't think it was possible. just wow y life is really changing and i feel like i can't keep uup even thoughi felt like that in april and I was keeping up just fine. anyways I think thats it i could start to do think pieces again not that anybody is reading this. I wish i could say every detail but so much is happening at once in my life. it wasn't like this a year ago which is crazy to say. Like i never thought i would be here like this a year ago tbh. I think that's a good thing becasue i wanted to live a busy life like everyone. I don't know how i still have time for tiktok and instagram on the daily but whatever. I don't even post as much on instagram yea very sad. I'm becoming more mysertious by the day. and sharing over there just feels useless like my august/july-december era was one or the books.

[thinkin-bout-milgram]

high key voting haruka guilty

Hullo hullo! It’s Mercury! Haruka’s album dropped and I was finally able to listen to his VD and Android Girl! Many thoughts are occuring.

like a lot of Haruka stuff TW for mentions of suicide

First off,, Android Girl!!!! It sounds so crunchy??? /pos I def think I like it more than the original. I high-key was just listening to the original imagining Haruka’s cover lol.

now for the VD,,,, it’s not looking good

Mini summary if yall haven’t listened to it:

Haruka is more confident when talking to Es, only ocassionally going back to his weaker, nervous tendencies. Haruka first explains how Shidou and Kazui negotiated a ceasefire with Kotoko, for now.

He moves on to state how he has two saviors: one is Es and the other is later revealed to be Muu. He says Es is one of his saviors bc we voted him innocent. He’s taken it to the extreme thinking we have completely forgiven him for killing. Es states how the innocent vote is a temporary verdict and how what he did is still morally wrong. This causes Haruka to start throwing a tantrum, throwing things and screaming that what he did wasn’t wrong. He eventually charges at Es intending to choke them, but ofc the magic barrier prevents him from harming them. It even rebounds onto him so he starts choking a bit?

Haruka calms down a little bit, enough for Es to try to explain how we voted on him. This really only confuses Haruka and makes him start screaming again, saying a good-for-nothing like him could only get noticed by killing (yeesh) and asking if it was good his mom gave up on him (double yeesh).

Then out of no where Haruka says that Es isn’t his mom. Es is like “girl yea I’ve never been your mom.” Haruka then says Muu is his mom bc she pays attention to him and praises him unlike his actual mom (who he now doesn’t view as his mom anymore).

Last and most important bit: Haruka’s ultimatum

Haruka says Muu is scared of Milgram and we have to stop scaring her and vote her innocent or else he’d kill Es. Es then scoffs saying “you literally can’t kill me.” Then Haruka says “Fine, if you don’t vote her innocent, I’ll kill myself. That’s not against the rules right?”

In conclusion, if we want to vote Muu guilty, we’d have to vote Haruka guilty as well, but there really is no winning here.

Haruka innocent & Muu innocent

continuing to affirm their actions and maybe make them more likely to kill again if released back into society

Haruka innocent & Muu guilty

..... bye Haruka

Haruka guilty & Muu innocent

theres honestly a lot of things that could happen with this one. Muu would prob get super pissed, Haruka might get jealous and violent, or Muu might not even care and move on from him (not very likely tho imo)

Haruka guilty & Muu guilty

Haruka can’t do anything... yet but would def break his trust in Milgram, Muu would likely reject the verdict and continue to deny fault

How it’s looking right now is the fandom will want to vote Muu guilty, and the safer way to do that would then be to vote Haruka guilty. Even on the off chance we vote Muu innocent, I really don’t want to run the risk of Haruka committing suicide. He’s definitely not making false claims here, knowing his personality, I don’t doubt that he's serious ab this.

We don’t know how a suicide would impact the rest of the prisoners either, but it def wouldn’t be good. Likely, it would cause a widespread panic amongst the prisoners and overall make everyone more afraid of Milgram. I also have no idea what it would do to Muu either. I really doubt she asked Haruka to do this, it's likely just his way of showing how much she means to him. But he kinda didn't think this through??? How is commiting suicide going to help not scare her????

These are just my thoughts,, feel free to vote however you want lol im not your mom 🤡 (unless secretly im Muu and youre Haruka then ig i am your mom) BUT BY ALL MEANS PLEASE DONT KEEP HIM ON 50/50

genuinely it is a VERY bad idea. Mr. “Please Notice Me and Give Me Affirmation” getting no verdict? I cant see that turning out well for a n y o n e

[hiimsociallyawkward]

Dear Lara Jean,

HI. so i watched TATBILB: A&F a few weeks ago, and I have some words. Before I begin, i'd like to preface that i'm literally 17 and have no film experience, and that I've read this book once maybe 4 years ago but here it is.

ps. if you haven't gotten it already: there will be spoilers. Heavy spoilers.

first of all, i'm sorry but i really didn't like the little edit things. Maybe I've reached that point in my life where I don't f with that anymore. Like when theres a drawn house and it slowly fades so it's real life?? no thanks

the music choice... I honestly didn't have that big of a problem with it, but my korean friend kept going "wtf is this music choice" so i'm quoting her on that.

the filming and editing. well maybe it's just me but I didn't really like it. yk when you're watching a youtuber and they do those zoom in things and it's sort of fast and funny? I think there were a few times the movie did that and i didn't like it.

literally, lara jean looking directly into the camera?? it feels like it's breaking the 4th wall and maybe they're doing it to be edgy but no thanks i didn't like that either.

WHY???? Her breaking the 4th wall added NOTHING to the movie. It just took me out of the experience. I especially didn’t like it when they did it in PS I still love you when they temporarily broke up.

THEY SET THE MOVIE IN OREGON. WHAT WAS THE REASON. THE BOOK WAS SET IN VA, AND I LIVE IN VA SO I FELT A CONNECTION TO THE BOOK. AND THEN THEY GO AND SET IT IN OREGON. WHAT. WAS. THE. REASON

OREGON DIDN’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING WITH THE COLLEGES. THEY’RE STILL PRETTY FAR AWAY FROM STANFORD. IN THE BOOK, UVA WAS CLOSE BY SO LJ WOULDN’T HAVE TO BE TOO FAR AWAY FROM HOME. NO OFFENSE TO THE STATE BUT WHY OREGON. THEY COULD OF PUT THEM IN CALI AT LEAST

ONE OF THE REASONS WHY LJ WANTED TO GO TO UVA IS BECAUSE HER FAMILY WOULD BE CLOSE BY. BY PUTTING THEM IN OREGON, YOU TAKE AWAY THAT REASON. i just want to 👊 whoever’s idea this was

FURTHERMORE: THEY CHANGED UVA AND UNC TO STANFORD AND NYU. I AM INFURIATED. THE WHOLE POINT WAS THAT THEY WANTED TO GO TO UVA BECAUSE IT WAS LIKE 10 MINS FROM WHERE THEY LIVED AND IT'S A STATE SCHOOL. LARA JEAN FELT LIKE THE WAS GAURANTEED TO GO TO UVA AND WHEN SHE DOESNT, IT ACTUALLY HURTS THE READERS.

in the book, LJ was waitlisted from UNC, rejected from UVA, and accepted to W&M. I’m sure you can find like 40 people at our school who can relate to this situation. I doubt 40 people in our school can relate to being rejected from Stanford BUT accepted to NYU. dear writers, please give teens across the nation (your target audience) realistic expectations for college admissions.

YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME THAT PETER AND LARA JEAN WERE ACTUALLY QUALFIED ENOUGH FOR STANFORD. LEMME JUST SAY, I'VE APPLIED FOR COLLEGES THIS YEAR AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD GRASP ON WHAT IT TAKES TO GET INTO CERTAIN COLLEGES. YOU'RE TELLING ME THE TWO OF THEM. REALLY. GOT. INTO. THOSE. SCHOOLS. pls.

DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE KISSING BOOTH. ELLE AND NOAH ARE POSSIBLY THE DUMBEST CHARACTERS I HAVE EVER WATCHED. I DON’T SEE THEM DO A PAGE OF HOMEWORK AND I DON’T EVEN THINK THEY ATTEND CLASS. LIKE MAKING A KISSING BOOTH FOR ONE FUNDRAISER FOR A CLUB THAT CONSISTS OF 2 PEOPLE DOES NOT COUNT AS ENOUGH TO GET INTO HARVARD. but that’s a different movie...

this is literally the idea that television and movies have in making it super easy to get into ivy leauges. as if some in state college isn't up to society's standards of where or where not it's ok to go to college. it's when gabriella montez goes to stanford, troy goes to berkely, ryan evan goes to julliard, teddy duncan goes to yale, cody martin is accepted to princeton, HANNAH MONTANA does to stanford.

and lara jean wants to study english lit. she never says “i want to go to stanford because of their great english lit program”. it’s only “i want to go to stanford because my boyfriend is going and i have no other life outside of him

fine. make your characters seem awesome by making them go to awesome colleges. but still. this is upseting.

you know how awesome it is to hear UVA, the college I've always wanted to go to, in a published book? and for them to just rip it away- espeically when UVA is so attainable?? Yea yea movie directors, i get it, UVA isn't good enough for you. whatever.

They had AT LEAST 5 MONTAGES. 5. FIVE. WHO NEEDS THAT MANY MONTAGES. To quote my friend "the movie is all montage and 30 mins of plot" AND I CAN'T FIND IT IN MYSELF TO DISAGREE WITH HER.

AND THE DANCES. I REALLY DIDN’T NEED TO SEE NOAH CENTINEO DO WHATEVER HE CALLS “DANCING” IN 2 MONTAGES. I know everyone fell in love with noah in the first movie, but i’m pretty sure everyone fell out of love with him in this one.

again, i know nothing about movies, but 5 montages?? it seems like you're just filling space and trying to make everything seem ✨awesome✨ and ✨amazing✨. SURE. everything might be awesome and amazing, but this movie was 1 HR AND 55 MINS. and you decided to add 1 HR of montages? WHy. AND. one of them was in slowmo. i can't

THEY HAD VOICE OVERS THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE. sure. 1 at the begin and 1 at the end, I think that's cute. BUT THE WHOLE MOVIE?? WHY. like bruh- have a focus.

literally did anyone read the freaking book? Remember how- in the book right? Margot was actually really not ok with Trina bc she's sort of replacing their mom? and Margot is rlly not ok with it but gets over it?? see how that was summarized in like 5 seconds in the movie? Oh i'm sorry you used all your time for the movie making STUPID MONTAGES but can we get some actually emotionally beats next time?? thanks.

ok this is a big problem i have with the movie. in the 3rd book, peter tries to have a relationship with his dad who ran away from him years ago. He struggles with that relationship the whole book. This is good stuff. people can relate to this. the scene in the diner where peter “confronts” his dad was CRINGEY. It could be noah’s acting but i couldn’t take him seriously. AND HE FORGIVES HIS DAD AFTER 30 SECONDS. the movie tries to include these smaller storylines but can’t because of the time limit. i’m no screenwriter, but i’m sure there could have been a way to subtly move that plot line during the entire movie rather than that one conversation in the diner

and in the book, peter has to train for lacrosse so he has to eat healthy which stresses him out. i specifically remember him getting mad at someone (maybe it was john ambrose, i don’t remember fully) for EATING HIS CARROTS. this just shows that peter has a life too. he has to worry about lacrosse along with losing lj. but no, the movie makes him look like the perfect boyfriend who has no other worries in life except for the girl in front of him

remember how- in the book (right?? bc they had a book to go off of???) Stormy was a part of the 3rd book? like a BIG part?? They LITEALLY just used her as John Ambrose's grandmother (WHICH IM PRETTY SURE THEY DIDN'T EVEN DO IN THE MOVIES). literally, stormy and john ambrose were throw away characters in the second movie and i am infurriated. BUT ALSO I LOVE JOHN AMBROSE HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO HIM??

and remember, how in the book, how the dog's name is "Jamie Fox-Pickle" and they changed it to HENRY??? where is the flavor. what was the reason. SERIOUSLY.

BUT ALSO. CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG BUT THERE WAS A POINT IN THE PLOT WHERE PETER'S MOM TOLD LARA JEAN TO BREAK UP WITH PETER. DOES NO ONE ELSE REMEBER THAT?? AND THEY CUT IT ALL OUT OF THE SCRIPT?? LIKE WHY. WHAT WAS THE REASON.

ok those are my biggest book grievances I think. but lemme just say, they NEVER went to NEW YORK. They literally wrote that in for the purposes of NYU. in the book, Chris and Lara Jean DRIVE to UNC because that's ATTAINABLE. BC THEY'RE STATE UNIVERSITIES. ANYWAYS

LJ’s and Chris’s spontaneous trip to unc showed their friendship in a good way. I never really liked chris as a friend to lj but during the trip, they are besties and it shows. the movie tries to do that in ny but peter is also in ny for some reason. she should have fell in love with ny WITHOUT peter at her side nagging her to sneak out and go on a date. she should have spent more time with chris rather than thinking about peter while she was watching the band.

the scene where Lara Jean is in New York and at the party and she sees the band? To all the boys I've loved before: Always and forever?? more like To all the boys I've loved before: gay awakening time.

when they moved the pink couch to the subway? WHy? They wanted snazzy pics.

when Lara Jean and Peter were making up and it was a really cute sequence AND THEN THEY MADE HER LOSE HER V CARD. FINE. I GET HOW THAT'S REALISTIC BUT IT WAS A CUTE SCENE. MY FRIEND ALMOST STARTED CRYING AND THEN LJ LOST HER V CARD AND WE COULDN'T STOP SCREAMING.

this is different from what was in the book (for the 100th time). In the book, they don’t do it and it shows that you can be in a high school relationship without being physical. I strongly appreciate that message. This darn movie had to have her lose her v card. WHY. IT ADDED NOTHING TO THEIR RELATIONSHIP. THE YEARBOOK SIGNING WAS SYMBOLIC ENOUGH

the montage where it's a montage of all of lara jean's and peter's cute moments?? ok fine. that was cute. but they literally just took scenes from past movies. imagine the impact if we like hidden moments from their relationships. maybe they're laughing in the car together. maybe they're watching they sunset. maybe peter is looking at her lovingly while she sleeps. WHAT IF. it WASN'T a montage of all the "bigger" moments of their relationship, and we got to see them just exist.

UGH. THE VOICE OVER AT THE END OF THE MOVIE IS SO CRINGEY I CAN'T

"WE AREN'T LIKE OTHER COUPLES. NOT US, LARA JEAN AND PETER KAVINSKY. BECAUSE WE HAVE SOMETHING BETWEEN US. WRITING LOVE LETTERS" please. b freaking s

Some redeemable qualities

while i didn't like most of the songs, "like me better" by lauv will always be loved. especially since it's a call back from the first movie?? I can ftw

WHY WASN’T “LIKE ME BETTER” THEIR SONG???? I really thought it was a good song to be their song and they referenced it in the beginning. No offense to the “beginning middle and end” people, but i felt no attachment to that song.

they customized her phone. it looked like it was a 7 (idk rlly, i don't know crap abt iphones) but they customized it. Granted, I KNOW lara jean would be the one with the aesthetic background with color coded folder, but still- they did give her relevant apps. some to note include; tiktok, spotify, instagram, netflix, notes, messages, facetime, maps, whatsapp and the STANFORD APP?? whatever- i'm chill.

they did make lara jean make choices so that was good.

the prom ask?? That was cute. with the pancakes??

at the end when Peter played the song even though earlier he didn't like it?? I liked that. i liked that a lot. ok fine i more than liked that a lot. There are multiple texts where my friends are screaming at each other. In fact, 26 separate messages.

chris in general. granted, she was more present in the books, but i'll take what i can get.

some notable quotes by her, the queen

"I'm dead inside"

not wanting to do a gigantic walk down from the stairs and asking the boys not to turn around

peter said he liked lara jean's forehead kisses and that reminded me of emma chamberlain so that's a positive only bc of emma

I remembered that they were the class of 2021, and I'M class of 2021 and it just hit for a second.

my friend cried over their graduation but i felt nothing bc we're literally living in a pandemic and chances of me getting a real graduation?? we'll see

again, these are all just my opinion. my friend doesn't like the movie bc she says she's sad and bitter and seeing these cute couples makes her feel lonely but i'm just diappointed. the books were GOOD. they were gold.

there was so much they could’ve done with the movies, and i just feel like they didn’t deliver on anything. Jenny Han, i’m sorry. The movie overall, ik someone who cried about it and someone else who gave it 7/10. props for them but jeez i just wish for more.

ok but that’s the show folk. i mean, obviously everything i said was opinion and literally don’t listen to anything i’ve said. BUT. feel free to add what you hated or loved abt the movie too. thanks. i love you guys. “always and forever” :,)

p.s- omg not them ripping off taylor swift. jk jk. ok bye

[myidlethinkings]

So my girlfriend has been trying to have me read the Wheel of Time series since when she was just my best friend. I picked back up the second book recently but it's been a while since I read the first and she went on this massive "YOU WON'T REMEMBER EVERYTHING FROM THE FIRST BOOK, LET ME TELL YOU"

This led to her Wheel of Time in 5 Minutes ™ lecture/rant and... I had to share this with the world. Enjoy.

Obviously every spoiler for the first book. You've been warned.

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k, eye of the world in 5 mins.

begins in the two rivers, emonds field, is gonna be bel tine and everyones all excited. rand lives further afield with his father and theyre bringing in brandy for the inn. rands all omg someones watching me as theyre getting in, tams all i cant see anything, rands all mustv imagined it. they get there. they hear theres going to be a gleeman. meets up with his bestie perrin and LOVER mat I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP who are both like yeah we totes saw the figure too. they go we'll tell the mayor tomorrow.

they see the gleeman thom and theyre all omg a gleeman, omg. then the two strangers, moiraine, who is the best character ever to character in any universe fucking fight me on that and lan, who are asking questions about the area and people and moiraines like oh hi child to nynaeve the wisdom whose like im the fucking wisdom bitch who the fuck are you. she then says to the boys hey here have this coin which is totally a normal coin cuz i might have errands and shit and theyre like holy shit anything you want.

then he sees egwene and hes all like omg the love of my life will you dance with me tomorrow at bel tine and shes all yeah sure in the afternoon cuz i got shit to do in the morning and hes all like wut? and shes all GETTIN MAH HAIR BRAIDED YO and hes all like holy shit that means shes marriagable, holy shit man.

then the peddler paidan fain rocks up and gets everyone in a frenzy over war wherever and false dragons and logain or whoever else.

rand and tam go back to the farm overnight before the festivities begin. shit goes down. trollocs smash in, rands all OMG TROLLOCS ARENT REAL THO LIKE WUT and tams all, fly you fool and rand runs into the woods. but then hes all, i cant fucken leave my father so he creeps back and in the shadows he sees tam creeping around with a sword and rands like DAFUQ why does he have a sword, fighting ensues, tam gets hurt, is dying, rand manages to get him back to emonds field with a figure trailing them.

tams delirious, starts talking about rands dead mother and then starts talking about a battle and how they all poured over the dragonwall and that it was snowing but it was so hot, battle is always hot and she was a warrior even though she was pregnant and she gave birth and died and how he took the baby and rand was all WUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. im gonna ignore that shit.

gets to emonds field. everything is in ruins. trollocs wrecked the shit there too. nynaeve is all like sorry dude, your dads gonna die. hes all fuck that, gets back to the inn where the gleemans like hey that ladys an aes sedai, she could heal him but i totally wouldnt because you never know what they ask for in price and rands all i dont care because HE IS MY FATHER. MY FATHER. HEEEEE. ISSSS. MYYYY. FATHERRRRR. thoms all, holy shit dude calm down hes your father. moiraine, the best character in the universe, heals tam, then shes all like look, you three boys need to come with me and rands all, well shit she makes sense and they go but then egwenes hiding too and shes all bitch im adventuring too and rands all AHHHH and moiraines all huh the wheel weaves what the wheel wills, whatevs, and they go on, with thom whose also like this place is boring asf, im coming on.

they head out, dragkhar fly overhead, moiraine like a mofo destroys them, they get to tarren ferry, cross on the ferry, then coincidentally theres a whirlpool and the ferrys destroyed when theyre on the other side and egwenes like HOLY SHIT YOU DID THAT and moiraines all cuz im fucking awesome and nobody can follow us now so stfu and they head on.

rand interrupts a lesson with moiraine teaching egwene the true source cuz egwenes got it. rands all FUCKING WTF and thoms all dude, leave it, you cant do a thing about it. Shes gone now. Why don’t you bang mat instead. I mean the mat comment never happened but I will ship them till my dying breath. moiraines all to egwene youll die if i dont teach you, there was another back in emonds who also had it but she managed to survive/channel in her own way.

egwene starts to unbraid her hair. rand has a crying fit. egwenes all fuck off man, i do what i want. mydraal and shit attack them, they get to baerlon safely. where the gatekeepers like the children of the light are around but they cant cause much trouble cuz the city watch hate them and the whitecloaks are little bitches. they get to baerlon. mat and rand walk around. they see a few of the whitecloaks, dane bornhold a young man leading the small group. mats like lol, watch this, enters a shop, climbs up the top and hurls a rock at them, loosening barels. rand has started to feel feverish and when the barrels nearly knock them over, rand stands there and doesnt hide and rands like lol and danes like dafuq are you looking at and rands like im looking at you what are YOU looking at and hes feeling really odd and reckless and danes like are you a darkfriend and steps forward but then the city guards turn up who hates the whitecloaks and they face each other off and mat hauls rand off all are you fucking insane, you faced him off and rands recklessness leaves him and he freaks out and they flee.

throughout this time and through the book all three have dreams but i cant be bothered to get into those, theyre basically all the dark one figuring out who is who, and they wake up after rats backs were broken in the dream to be all oh hey it was just dreams though, to find rats dead all over the place and other stuff. Moiraine told them early on to go to her if they have dreams and the boys talk about it and theyre like we should probably tell her but nah, she saes sedai and like, its just dreams yo, yeah a few rats end up dead but cool, its fine, we’re fine.

oh baerlons also where he meets min who can see things around them, like with him a sword that is not a sword and three women on his funeral pyre weeping and with perrin she sees wolves and mat dice and with lan seven broken towers and a baby in a cradle with a sword and blah blah. And she says she can see he loves egwene and egwene loves him too but theyre not for each other, at least not in the way they want to be.

then he returns and nynaeve is there and she is PISSED and is all like we're going home now and moiraine manages to convince her they are in trouble and nynaeves like ..... i dont trust you, but fine. and lans all how did you find us and shes all i tracked you bitches and hes all like, huh.

rand says to her later about MY FATHER HE IS MY FATHERRRR and nynaeves all awkwardly like er yeah totally, i totally dont remember when your father returned after adventuring with an outlander wife, that totally explains your red hair, er yea sure. but that above all they loved him as much as they wouldv loved any baby.

oh a bunch of times during the book people startle at him and him being so tall with red hair and grey eyes and say he resembles an aiel. oh, theyre also ta'veren, so extra special they draw people into doing stuff with their lives, they effect the pattern. moiraine also says the two rivers used to be manetheran, a fabled kingdom. that night shit happens and they run off. they run, fight, attack, fight, as they battle mat starts yelling out things in an old language he doesnt know, that moiraine says was a manetheran war cry and the old blood still sings.

theyre going to get outrun in battle and against moiraines judgement lan takes them to an old crumbling city shadar logoth which fell to the darkness and even trollocs and mydraal dont like entering it.

oh also tam gave rand the sword which is a heron marked blade and lans all like er only blademasters have these why did your father have one and rands all HES MAHHH FATHERRRRRR and lans all yeah but how and rands all he bought it from a merchant years before and lans all yeah that sounds totally legit.

they go into shadar logoth, the boys sneak off, meet mordeth whose all like lol here take the treasure and mats like cool but rands like holy shit he doesnt have a shadow and then mordeth goes all rahhhh and the three manage to escape and they return and ramble about what happened and moiraines like DID HE GIVE YOU ANYTHING and theyre all like no and mats like er totally didnt and moiraines like we have to move and they leave but then this shadow thing that can kill them separates them and theyre all separated and perrin and egwene fall into a river together, and nynaeve finds moiraine and lan and is all like I will cut you aes sedai for what you’ve done to all of us and moiraine is all lol, and rand and mat with thom end up on a ship, the spray, with bayle domon and theyre worried he’ll throw them overboard cuz of the trollocs that chased them but domon seems to think theyre after him.

moiraines like with the coins i can track them, but two of them have lost their coins (paying for passage on domons ship). perrin and egwene roam around a lot, finally meet up with a man elyas who can communicate with wolves. aes sedai once tried to gentle him because of it but it has nothing to do with the one power so it didnt do anything. theres hints he used to be a warder, but now he hangs out in the wilderness. he says perrin has the same thing, perrin freaks out. elyas is like ill take you to the next city cuz you guys are lost. they then meet up with the tuatha'an, the tinkers, who roam around and dont harm anyone even if theyre to be harmed. perrin cant reconcile that, hes all how can you defeat evil by that, but in turn they pity him as hes such a young, sad, violent man with his axe. his eyes start turning gold like elyas' and he starts to communicate with wolves like hopper and a bunch of them though he tries to deny it.

egwene dances with aram, one of the tinkers and perrins all wow what about rand and they eventually leave, though aram is restless for a tinker.

the leader asks elyas if hes found the song which is their formalities, elyas is all no we havent. the leader then tells him of a story he heard, of an aiel who crossed the waste and died, to tell them that leafblighter means to blind the eye of the world. then she died. they leave and then they then meet afoul of the whitecloaks who are fighting whatever and bornhold - danes father – and byar catches them. through the ordeal perrin kills two of the whitecloaks while hes being all half wolf in the battle and they take them in to be questioned.

nynaeve and moiraine/lan end up finding them, releasing them, the wolves assist, nynaeve gets left behind, lans all about to get her, moiraine reminds him of his oaths, nynaeve turns back up.

meanwhile rand/mat are at whitebridge and mats starting to get sick and suspicious. he had a dagger from shadar logoth. a mydraal finds them, thom hurtles his flute and harp at them, says to go, to leave. hes saving them because he once had a nephew who could channel and the red ajah gentled him, while thom was having an affair with the queen morgase of andor when he was a court bard and by the time he got to owen it was too late and hed not survived, which he always regretted and then because he left morgase the way he did she was pissed at him too. rand and mat run for it, rand sobbing that thom is dead.

they go from village to village to village, mat getting sicker and sicker, a young woman who ends up being a darkfriend tries to kill them, they escape. rand keeps thinking he sees padan fain the peddlar from home, whose actually a darkfriend.

moiraine tells nynaeve she has the power too, nynaeve has a mini breakdown. moiraine said it would have begun with a doing something she desperately needed then a few days later collapsing really ill and the illness disappearing quickly. nynaeve once said egwene had gotten sick as a child and shed healed her not knowing how, then gotten sick. moiraine says thats also how she found them to begin with, in the city, she could sense egwene.

rand and mat go to a poor inn, they try to rob them by locking them in the back. mats getting sick and even more paranoid. rand is terrified when he realises theyre going to sell them to a darkfriend and he prowls and prowls till the room theyre in explodes, the wall crumbling. rand doesnt know how but he thinks he did it himself. mat becomes blinded from it and starts sobbing.

they escape. on the run again. as mat is blind, rand takes care of him and mat in his illness is worried that rand will abandon him which rand would never do because mat is the LOVE OF HIS LIFE, rand ends up really sick, paralleling what moiraine said what happened to nynaeve.

they end up hitching a ride to caemlyn where they expect moiraine to find them, if shes still alive. the buggy driver talks about the queen. how elayne is the daughter heir and her brother is the first prince of the sword. its been tradition forever that the daughter heirs go to tar valon to train and the princes go be taught by warders. he mentioned tigraine who was the queen before morgaise, who disappeared mysteriously nearly twenty years ago, who left behind a son galad. morgaise married the husband and became queen and while she had elayne and gawyn, galad lives with them too, now the husband is dead. oh, also logain the false dragon is being presented to the queen as prisoner before the aes sedai take him to tar valon to gentle him.

they get to caemlyn, mats REALLY sick. rand leaves him at an inn, tries to go see the false dragon being brought in. he meets loial an ogier whose nice, whose like 90 but really young for an ogier to have left his stedding without permission. rand ends up thinking he sees paidan, but doesnt have a good feeling, tries to run off, falls into a castle garden. meets elayne the daughter heir who might actually be the most annoying character to exist, her brother gawyn. theyre like omg you look like an aiel. elayne then talks about gareth bryne the guard captain dude she ships hard with her mother. galad MY MOST PURE CHARACTER WHO I LOVE FUCK ELAYNE (not a spoiler, his name is of the most pure camelot round table knight) rocks up, is all, holy you broke into the palace. elayne whose a bitch is like how DARE YOU YOURE NOT MY BROTHERRRR and galads all we are siblings and my duty is to protect you and shes all you wont do anything with this rand ill invoke protection, then galad goes and tells the guards because theres literally a false dragon being brought in and tension is on the rise in caemlyn and hes taken to see morgase.

the red ajah elaida is freaked out by him, knows hes taveren, has a bit of a prophecy but it doesnt really mean much and morgaise is all look, we cant just arrest everyone, let him go.

he then races back to the inn, moiraine and everyones there, they all hug, then hes all like oh yeah mats sick btw. moiraine goes up and mats not just sick hes now tainted. she does the best she can but is all like he needs to get to tar valon to have the bond between him and the dagger properly severed. then moiraine meets loial who randomly talks about an event concerning the eye of the world. perrins all oh yeah thats like the dead aiel girl the tinkers spoke about. that changes the plans once moiraine realises the dark ones trying to get to the eye and shes like we cant get to tar valon yet we gotta leave now. they use the ways which loail knows how to use cuz ogier and male aes sedai made them together centuries before but now the ways are tainted.

theyre like the worlds between the worlds, can get to places quicker but it has the black wind thatll kill you. blah blah blah they use the ways, nearly die, but get to fal dara/shienar, which is sort of where lan is from. nynaeve confesses her love, lans all no i cannot, i cannot offer anything. it ends up that his parents had the throne but his ... there was scheming. His uncles wife wrecked everything, she escaped with her baby into the blight, lans cousin, nobodys seen or heard of them, moiraine suspects isam might be alive but GASP keeps it from lan. the seven towers crumbled, lan has a death wish, he believes hes the only one left so must die.

lord agelmar wishes lan would rise up the banner of the golden crane because everything about the blight is crumbling, lans like no, i have a new oath now with moiraine. lord ingtar is a fight me soldier who fanboys after lan. theres a battle going on in tarwins gap they desperately need help for, but lan says he cant. lord agelmar orders ingtar to accompany them to the blight and leave them cuz moiraines like we cant have anyone else come with us.

Paidan fain by this point has rocked up to shienar and tried to wheedle his way into the good graces of lord agelmar but hes all wtf you look like a creeper and throws him in a cell. Moiraines like I need to question him at some point.

moiraine then takes them into the blight to find the green man who can take them to the eye of the world. the green man rocks up, hes made of vines and flowers, takes them to the eye. two forsaken rock up. moiraine tries to fight, is knocked out, nynaeve and lan get knocked out, the boys run. the green man is destroyed by the forsaken. rand ends up destroying the forsaken, goes into the eye, channels the male source in there, realises he can channel, has a fight with the dark one - whose still bound under the seals, but rand believes he ended the dark one and its done. comes out, the others are recovering. brings out an old banner from the eye thats the dragons banner, broken seals from the dark ones prison, and the horn of valere. moiraine is all, we need to take these to tar valon. rands all, you do that, but im done with aes sedai, im not going to tar valon. im done. the dark ones dead and im going to do my own thing. he turns to egwene who backs away from him when he said he channeled, then she bursts into tears and hugs him and says shes sorry.

they return to shienar, fal dara, where there was a miracle in tarwins gap where they believed they saw the creator and that the light took on flesh - they saw an apparition of a man they didnt know as rand fighting the battle he fought. ingtars flipping his shit because he missed the battle while accompanying them, and then not even being able to accompany them the entire way. After all of his talking about going after a week rand is still there, finishing his sword practice with Lan in Agelmar's private garden and meets up with Egwene. He tells her that he will go away. Egwene asks him to come to Tar Valon with her and Nynaeve, itll totes be fun, I mean theres the red ajah and shit wholl attack him if they know but hey itll be fun, but Rand refuses. He says he'll never channel again. When she asks him if he'll be going home, he tells her that he'll never go home.

Moiraine is underneath Agelmar's private garden. She uses her blue teardrop thing she wears on her forehead to focus her eavesdropping on Rand and Egwene. Using it to eavesdrop was the first use of the One Power she had learned as a young girl in the royal palaces of Cairhieren.

Smiling, she says, "The Prophecies will be fulfilled. The Dragon is Reborn."

the end.

[thoughts-of-the-unheard]

oh nothing in a book has ever made me as angry as fucking pissed off as i am now about the end of chain of iron and i have a lot to say on it (i have more to say on the last few chapters of chain of iron than i did on the entirety of the folk of the air series)

ill start with being glad lucie was able to raise jesse but definite reylo vibes there and im ignoring the end of that so watch me ignore if lucie dies ill be like yea ya know shes just,,, somewhere else but i hated how many secrets she kept from fucking everyone i mean she didnt tell a single person the whole truth of anything shes got secrets on top of secrets and thats not good but hey matthews drinking isnt good either and no one but the lucie and cordelia ever really say anything about that so theres that and im not counting james’ you dont love anyone as much as you love that bottle or w/e he said bc that wasnt talking to him to try to help and get him to stop drinking that was just a hit bc they were fighting and i hate that i hate that they were fighting bc they wouldnt have been if it wasnt for that fucking bracelet and which has caused so many fucking problems that i could cry in indignation bc its not its not fucking fair james spent the last what three years of his life in a fog not being able to feel and not being able to notice his parabatai slowly spiraling into a drunken depression from something thats not his fault at all i mean yes it is his fault that his mother took the potion but it is not his fault that the baby died thats no ones fault but whoever sold him the potion and yea he shouldnt have bought it in the first place but he was kid and he thought that was the only way he could get the truth and its unfair its fucking unfair and alistair god alistair he knows what he did in school was wrong but he saw it as the only way and now hes trying to make up for it and apologise and be a better fucking person and thomas sees that and thomas loves him for that and alistair wont let himself be loved and its not fair and anna oh anna talk about not letting yourself be loved she put on such a good front she did but she shouldnt have ariadne loves her and wants to be with her fully with her but anna has to understand the stigma of that and why ariadne cant come out yet hell thats still a problem today but we wont get into that because anna clearly loves ariadne but shes too afraid of getting hurt again and frankly she should just go for it i mean so what if you get hurt again at least youll finally feel something because i know she feels nothing for all those other girls i know theyre just replacements for ariadne and it isnt fair and speaking    of   replacements    fucking grace fuck grace but fucking grace just casually destroying james life listen i dont give a shit how she grew up i couldnt care less about how tatiana treated her and how scared she was of her because if shed just fucking helped then she wouldnt have to worry about a damn thing from tatiana i mean theres a number of things grace couldve done she couldve told the merry thieves everything and they couldve defeated belial like they are now and then no one would be around to help tatiana and grace couldve told anyone in the clave about all of tatianas shit and then they wouldnt have underestimated her and she wouldve been in a proper prison and thus unable to escape so damn easily and thus not fucking able to get to grace okay shes a fucking idiot and i hate her and i hate reading about her and im fucking disappointed in her for not taking the damn bracelet off okay i had very fucking low standards for her but i hoped she would take the bracelet off and at the very least i thought she could fucking not manipulate him further like god damn girl james is a much nicer and understanding person than i am and he would try to protect her from tatiana if he knew that grace was being threatened by her if grace took the bracelet off and told him the truth he would help her i fully believe that but since he had to find out on his own he was furious as he should be but i dont think he had to be nice to her when she showed up at the end there i mean i wouldve just yanked her in the house and started yelling at her right there fuck pretending his still under that enchantment fuck talking to her in private okay id chew her out in the entryway its not like cordelia doesnt need to know she fucking does and i think her finding out by overhearing james arguing with grace is actually a fantastic way to find out because she gets to hear everything all of what james feels and all of what grace did completely unfiltered not that james would try to hide it from her but hed definitely try to soften the blow and i just think she needs to hear the whole truth and AND i really fucking hate when characters overhear only part of something and assume the worst and run away its so common and i hate it so much and i hate how she ran to matthews because i knew it was going to happen and i knew matthew was in love with her and that it was already straining their bond because no one fucking realised that james was madly fucking in love with cordelia because of that fucking bracelet have i mentioned have i mentioned how much that bracelet pisses me off i dont think i have lets get into it so how james was unable to feel properly for three years and how his head was so foggy he was unable to think properly too and how because of that he missed matthew becoming a drunk and how the merry thieves look to james as their leader so if james isnt saying anything about it then there must not be anything to say and how james was already in love with cordelia before the bracelet and thats part of why grace couldnt control him and how he loved her for years how he was in love with her for years how no one knew this not even him because everyone thought he was in love with grace how cordelia was in love with him but thought he was in love with grace how cordelia got married to him knowing she was in love with him and thinking he was in love with someone else how she could tell he wanted her but thinking he just wanted her body and that he was still in love with grace how she’d rather have some of him than none of him at all how he picked out everything in their house with cordelia in mind how he remembered that she loves chess and she never thought he would how he learned a whole other language for her how he immediately checks on her after every battle how everyone, especially cordelia, just writes all this off as who knows what because he cant be in love with cordelia if hes in love with grace and hes obviously in love with grace how no one could ever notice there was something wrong because they were feeling the effects too how james was so in love with cordelia that that love unintentionally broke an enchantment made specifically for james by a Prince Of Hell one of the most powerful beings the entire species will ever meet and i think that covers the gracelet situation but i keep thinking of the scene where the bracelet cracks when grace first went to curzon street and kissed james and james’ mind literally thinking it was cordelia because who else would he be kissing and afterward grace saying ‘i dont know who you think you were kissing, james herondale, but it wasnt me’ and im like damn right bitch get fucked but back to cordelia running to matthews okay i know she didnt know matthew was in love with her so she wasnt doing anything wrong going to him but i kept thinking they were going to kiss or something because we all know matthews in love with her and there were a bunch of hints that cordelia might be attracted to matthew and she was upset about james and i just kept thinking something bad would happen and i was right but shit i didnt think id be like that i had no idea matthew was leaving for paris and even less of an idea that cordelia would join him and the thing is i cant even be mad i cant blame her i would probably do the same thing hell id probably ask to go with and im very proud of her for saying she’d go If matthew stops drinking i really appreicate that and i hope he gets better but the all those misses how james left the house only minutes after cordelia and arrived at matthews only minutes after they left and how he could see them at the train station could see them getting on the train and leaving and leaving him behind because his sister is missing and he shouldve ran and caught them and begged them to stay if not just to help find lucie because they both think of lucie as a sister and they absolutely wouldve stayed to help her and then there would be the chance for james to explain the gracelet situation and everything would be fine it would fine eventually and everything would be okay but NO and ive said a lot but i havent even mentioned cordelia being a paladin for fucking lilith yet where did that come from i was not expecting that ill tell ya see i thought it was odd that wayland the smith would still be alive and that it wasnt mentioned in any of the other books and i thought it was odd that some apparently god-like blacksmith would be wearing such an elegant jeweled necklace and i thought it was odd that magnus would be back from the spiral labyrinth for just a day and would be staying with hypatia instead of ya know his own place but shit id never have put it together as one person let alone lilith and i cant say it came out of nowhere because it said that edom used to be liliths so it would make sense that she would want belial gone so she could have it back but still that was unexpected but im not disappointed i mean im obviously upset that cordelia is now pledged to the mother of demons and feels like she cant even touch a weapon speaking of which what did she do with cortana where did she put it she said she dealt with it which makes me nervous but we know she couldnt have broken it or anything a) because i dont think she physically can and b) emma has cortana later but i think cordelia should keep cortana close since its the only thing that can mortally would belial and apparently he only needs one more before something happens im guessing before hes like gone gone so she definitely needs cortana and lilith wants her to kill belial so i think she should and if shes stuck as liliths paladin after that and never wants to touch a weapon again so be it but get rid of belial first ya know anyway i think there was something else i wanted to say but i cant remember so if you read all of this holy shit im sorry thats a lot i hope it was entertaining at least and i hope i didnt also get you pissed off

[geektrashfan]

"This is it Sam, I can feel myself fading"

"DEAN YOU CAN'T--"

"After everything we've been through, I can't--"

"Dean after everything we've been through, everyone we lost, you can't leave me alone, not like this--

Jack, if you're listening, PLEASE, just one last miracle, one last time"

Sam can see his brother's eyes droop, the light going slowly.

Not like this. We faced worse, you can't go like this

"Jack ple--"

He wasnt expecting to be cut off by a flash of bright light--

So much for a blaze of glory- a fucking vamp mime got him.

Dean feels the black closing in, his heart slowing, and the cliched flashes of life. The last is a flash of the familiar trench coat--

"How is he doing?" Eileen signs while putting down the coffee.

"Could be better, but yea he's out of danger"

"I'm sorry Sam, if I had been with you on the hunt I could have helped, I could ha--"

"May be you would have been dying too. We are no longer Chuck's favourites so who knows what could have happened. And I cant afford to see you both like this"

With a soft smile, Eileen cups Sam's face with a look that tells him 'things are going to be okay now'

"Hey, I have a thought. What do you think about not going out there? We can set up a base, we have the bunker, handle logistics and research" and I can be like Bobby

"Do you think it'll work?"

"Why not? We both know a normal apple pie life isn't for us, at least not for the Winchesters. And Garth managed it well, has a wife and kids. May be he could give me pointers on how to go about doing it."

"Getting a wife and kids?"

"A middle ground somewhat, but yea..the wife thing too"

"I guess it doesnt hurt to try..both"

When he opened his eyes, Dean was expecting cookie-cutter heaven (or greeted by Rowena). What he didnt expect was being back in his bed in the bunker, with the soft hairy mess of Miracle at his feet.

"What memory is this now?"

"It's not a memory Dean"

The low gravelly voice snapped him fully awake. There he was, on a chair beside Dean's bed, blue tie, trench coat, messy hair and suit-back in full form.

"Cas--is that really you? Are you really here?"

"Yes it's me" Cas stares into the green eyes

"I regret not coming sooner, heaven needed me."

"Heaven? You went back to heaven but you didnt come home? So what, Jack being God means you're back to being a soldier?"

"That is--that isnt the case Dean. Jack is hands-off and he needed someone to be there, to set things up. The bomb, the empty--it threw everyone out, for quiet time. Angels are back and most of them werent adjusting well with new boss. It took some convincing, but finally there is a new order upstairs. I have been there, keeping the peace, with some close-knit people."

"Okay--wow. Reordering Heaven, what--what are the chang--you know what, I dont even want to be bothered. As long as those winged idiots stay in line and dont threaten your life--"

"I dont think they'll want to go against the boss' father"

Both chuckle at that..so it wasnt a dream, Jack really is God and Cas really is back, and Dean is free...

"There's something more Dean. I'm..I'm not an angel anymore...I am human."

It takes more than a second for Dean to register that..

"Cas" He tries for casual but the shaky voice gives it away, "you said something, right before--did you--how long have you felt this way?"

"A long time"

"And you still do?"

"Yes"

"Stay here then, with us, with me. This is your home after all"

"Of course"

"I guess I should see the sasquatch"

"I'll go get them"

Dean watched Cas move and felt a warmth spread across his chest. "Hey Cas, I love you too"

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"How you feeling?"

"Scared and nervous"

"Dude, you punched God"

"But this is different. This is committing my life to someone, sharing all the good and bad"

"You and me share all the good and bad"

"You know what I mean! But hey, I got you and Cas right here, the good-old-married-couple example"

"We've been together for a year, tops"

"Oh like I didnt suffer the CasDean UST for a decade"

"Whats that?"

"Nothing"

"May I have this dance?"

"Do you see anyone else lining up to dance with me?" Cas rolled his eyes, some things dont change after all

"Gotta say, seeing the big family together at a wedding is pretty great...wish mom and dad could see this"

"Well, they are watching over you, new heaven order and all"

"You know, Sam had this life planned, with Jess, before dad disappeared and all this craziness started. He got his happy life in some way or the other"

"And you didnt have it planned?"

"I thought I'd be dead by now, the way I had been living. Never thought I'd live to see grey hair"

"I like the grey"

And I like this, you and me happy together.

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"What if the baby doesn't like me?"

"He'll like you just fine"

"It's a nerd baby"

"Baby arent born nerds Dean. And besides, he's Sam's kid, no way he wont adore you"

"You think so?"

"Yeah"

May be Charlie is right. I mean Sam loves him, no reason the baby wouldn't.

Wow, his baby brother has a baby now, talk about time flying.

"How are they doing? Is everything fine at the hospital? Did the baby come yet? I got one of every toy."

Okay, Cas is definitely way way more anxious.

"Relax you people, if you're freaking out now, I have news for you...parenthood is hard" Jody chimes in

"It's not like we dont have any experience, Jack had his trouble period"

That earns a big laugh.

"Cas..Jack was a special kid, human kids are more trouble"

"Ohh"

Dean can get used to this. This soft domestic life, theres no picket fence but theres plenty love. He still occassionally thinks he doesnt deserve it, when he does, Cas is right by his side to kiss that worry away.

[wavbleu]

Rodrick heffley: Keep quiet

tw: possession and degrading

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"I cant believe she would do that to you!" you say with a short giggle, you look at Rodricks adorable face and my smile grew bigger knowing that the only time hes genuinely happy and laughing is around you. "I was so totally shocked when she bit me, my dick hurt for like the following week." He stroked his fingers through his semi-short hair and continued on his painful story on how he lost his virginity.

You and Rodrick have been talking for 2 and a half months now, you and him have an extreme connection despite the fact that you are totally opposite. You like to wear softer colored clothes and get good grades in school, and Rodrick well... doesn't. He doesn't give a shit what people think or say about him and just goes the way he wants to, Thats what you've always adored him, you were jealous of that.

Sometimes  you question how your friends with a guy as corrupted as him.

But when ever you converse the words just spill out of you, it actually feels like hes engaged and actually willing to hear more and learn about you. You've never experienced anything like that before. Speaking that most of your exes just used you for sex.

Whenever your around Rodrick, you feel like yourself. What ever you are scared to be in front of everyone else you show it to him and he strangely accepts it. Obviously, you would even consider him your best friend or 'pal' But lately ... the way he touches you isnt very 'pal-like' . Although it may seem like something small, he would massage your knee and work his way down your smooth thigh, stopping right before he reaches your inner thigh; slowly massaging that area and leaves you wanting more of him.

It could be when your hugging and he lowers his hands from your waist to your hips.. Stuff like that may not seem large but it speaks louder and clear that theres sexual tension in the air.

Rodrick finished up his tragic v card story and you both giggled, Rodrick then abruptly stopped laughing and his once loud laugh turned into a snarky smile. "What's with the smirk." you say smiling nervously not knowing what he will do.

"Are you a virgin?" He says, "Nah." You respond back to him. "Ive only had sex with 2 people though."

Yea you weren't a virgin (at all) but man when you had sex it was just beyond awful, terrible. Butterflies grew in your stomach as you watched him bite his cheek in amazement.

"Wow, Little miss Y/N getting freaky in the sheets." he teased, you droopily looked down at your swinging feet hanging off your bed and sighed before admitting, "Well it wasn't exactly good.. if fact it was absolutely dreadful." , "Well i wanna hear this to see if its just as bad as mines."

You adjusted yourself to lean against the white headboard, looking at Rodrick who was seated at the end of the bed. You wrapped your arms around your pillow and started reminiscing on how you lost your virginity at the ripe old age of 17.

"Well it was a party that was at some random guys house.. gee I dont even remember his name... I think it was like tony or something like that.","We were in this small group with other people in our grade, we were bored so we decided to play 7 minutes in heaven.." , "and it was my turn to spin the bottle, sadly."...

flashback

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(skip if you dont like the extra length.)

You anxiously spun the bottle, hoping that it would stop on your crush, Luke Hannington.  The bottle spun and everyone watched in awe.

You felt your heart drop to your stomach as the bottle started to decelerate and fixate on a person.. tense but hopeful , you look up at the person the bottle focused on.

Luke.

You tried to hold back your sheer excitement and joyfulness, but it quickly came to a halt after seeing your crushes nonchalant, monotone, bored face. 'He was probably hoping for someone hotter' you think yourself pathetically.

Everyone sneakily snickered and whispered in each others ears after seeing his disappointed face and disgusted eyes.

You felt like bursting into tears after feeling the way you did. You felt hideous.

"So ill set the timer, the closet is on your left sweetie."  The host said, obviously trying to hold back her sneaky remarks until you get in the closet.

He quickly gets up and speed walks to the closet, you followed, fondling your fingers and biting the skin off your lip.

You got to the closet, atleast he was sweet enough to hold the door open for you.

You sat down on the carpeted floor, hassling all the jackets and coats off of you. Luke frantically searched for the light so we can actually see in this closet and took a seat after.

He closed the door and minutes later you heard it lock from the otherside, "Begin, lovebirds!"

The only thing that began was the pure awkwardness and his uncomfortable glances. "So um.." You tried to start a convo but failed at it miserably, nothing you were doing was working, he would always give this stupid uncomfy look or mess with his collar. You were milliseconds away from kicking the door down and leaving this stupid party.

"Im sorry." he said noticing your frustration, "I dont think your ugly or anything.", "Ive had sex before, but not with strangers."

Stranger. Neat.

Tension arosed in the closet after he asked out of no where, "Have you ever been fingered before?" ,"I think im a pro if i say so myself."

You nodded your head no, "Im a virgin..","Ive always wanted to though.." You tried to say seductively hoping to make him hard.  "Open your legs." He sternly demanded, you obeyed and did just that.

He pulled off your cotton panties and felt you up and down, then awkwardly slid a finger in. You gasp surprised, hoping he would've given more foreplay. "Um.." You moan as he fingered you in an accelerating pace , rubbing your left lip thinking it was your clit.

You felt second hand embarrassment for him, Luke Hannington doesn't know where the clitoris is?

You were drying out and getting turned off by his loud grunts and heavy breathing, actually thinking he was doing something. "Somebody lied to this man.." You said in your head. "No way do i actually have to fake an orgasm for this psychopath to stop."

You prepped yourself and tried replicate the girls off of pornhub, "Oh yes!" you moaned as you shook your legs frantically, a smile grew upon his face as he went faster. "Im gonna-" You dramatically puff your chest up faking an intense orgasm.

He stopped and swiped the sweat off of his forehead, "Good right?" , "Great, i bet you i wont  even be able walk straight!" You moan, you cheesily snapped your fingers and giving him finger guns to throw him off your awful acting.  The timers alarm rung, "Finally." You thought to yourself.

You stood up and walked out of the closet just fine.

You got back to the group who were snickering and giggling like a bunch of pre-schoolers.

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end of flashback

"Bad but not as bad as mines." He chuckled competitively, "Whatever." You threw a pillow at him. "Ive been cursed with the spell "awful sex." ever since that night." You dramatically say, "Is that so?" , "No guy has been capable of making you cum.. making you scream?" His voice lowered, looking into your eyes with a hot confused look.

"Yea pretty much." You sneakily adjust your skirt so he can see your soft thighs and a sliver of your panties. The room went silent as he looked you up and down, examining your body and its crevices , he licked his lips struggling to control the urge to squish and carress your thighs. He quickly looked down hoping you didnt notice how long he was staring at your body, so hungrily.

"Hey um.. y/n" He said scooting closer to you.

Your breath became heavy and palms began to sweat as you watched him scoot in closer.

"Have you been feeling it too?" his soft deep voice lowering into a erotic whispering tone. "F-feeling what?" You stumble trying to think straight, his eyes were fixated on your lips, he wanted them badly.

"You know.." "The tension?" He slowly rubs your thigh with his huge hands, maneuvering them up your skirt but stopping right before he hit, you know what. You hated that. You nod slowly to his question.

"You told me you never came before?" He questioned, "No.. never." You responded back. He put a stray hair behind your ear, then smoothly rubbed his thumb over your bottom lip.

"Can i be your first?"

You nod needily.

Biting your lip before going in for a deep passionate kiss. He wrapped his hand around your waist , scooting you up onto his lap. His hands adventured up your skirt again , grabbing your ass and slapping it. You gasp at the loud sound it made.

"My parents are home Rodrick!" You whisper yelled pulling away from the kiss.

Rodrick continued kissing your neck and ear, gripping your firm ass cheek, not giving a fuck about what anyone says. Like usual.

"Baby i truly don't give a shit, just keep it down." He sternly said.

"Mmm ok.." You moan and roll your head back as he made out with that sweet spot on your neck.

He roughly pinned you down and kissed you more this time exchanging tongue. He pulled away from the compelling kiss leaving a small train of spit

He pulled your panties off smoothly and stared at the sight to see. "Have you ever been fingered before?" He jokingly teased giving a little lightheart to this hot and spicy situation.

He trailed his hands up and down your wet pussy, looking for that spot.

When he finally got his hands on it you let out a small gaspy squeal, "Its right here?" You nod, breath getting faster.

"Yes daddy right there please~" You cry out, "Daddy?" He smirks, He slowly rubs his fingers around your clit. "Im your daddy now?" Rodrick bites his lip, "Then i guess your my little slut then."

"Are you my little slut?"  He asks you, he picks up his pace sending a small tingle down your spine, he giggled mischievously knowing that its gonna be hard for you to respond. You try to catch your breath but moans and shrieks keep cutting your words off.

"Are you my little.. slut?" He slipped in two fingers and fucked your tight hole and worked your g-spot, so much to a point where you had to grasp one of your plushies to keep from screaming. "Alright I guess ill have to make you say yes."

Your eyes roll back as you felt his mouth attach to your clit, swirling his tongue all around your sensitive clit. For the first time you actually wanted to cum..

"I think im gonna-" You bite into a pillow to cover the loud noise you were gonna let out.

Right before you were about to have an intense orgasm, he stopped. Edging you and all your senses. You whined like a little bitch.

"Shut the fuck up." He said unbuckling his pants, "Your gonna take this dick and your gonna like it, alright? alright." He said stroking his rock hard twitching dick before aggressively sliding in.

"My parents- ah-" , " I swear if you mention your parents one more time im gonna throat fuck you."  He said in a pissed off tone.

He threw your legs over his shoulders and slid a pillow under you.  Rodrick continued to fuck up into you, hitting that one spot again, and again, and again; and just to torture you, he rubbed your clit you were experiencing bliss, euphoria.

Rodrick swiftly took your legs off his shoulder and spread them wide open so he could get a deeper fuck, "stupid slut your legs are trembling." , "You really like me fucking you hard, hitting that spot just perfectly even when your parents are just sitting in their room ; feet away? " ,"Now when i ask this again, i want a response."

"are you my little slut?" He whispered into your ears, you moaned loudly and threw your head back, "Yes!", "Yes daddy, im your slut." ," I want your parents to fucking hear." He looked you deep in the eyes waiting for your response.

"Yes daddy im your slut.." You moaned loudly.

He grasped on your waist and pounded deep into you, the claps of your skin, the loud moans, at that point you forgot you even HAD parents.

He kept fucking into your tight cunt relentlessly, hitting every single spot perfectly. Humanly impossible.

"Cum whore i know you wanna." Rodrick says, you open your mouth but no moans come out.. that was it . You were actually gonna cum... Your legs began to shake and tumble ,  it felt like a large sneeze but in your stomach. "Im gonna-" You could barely get out.

You released yourself onto his cock, "Fucking hell." He said as he couldn't bare to last any longer. He pulled out of you and came onto your tired cunt.

"Damn baby." He groaned putting his softening dick away. "was it good?" He hopefully said, "It was amazing." You responded back excitedly.

That stupid curse is gone, yay!

Everything was good until you heard loud footsteps seconds away from your door.

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Authors note:

This is a pretty long story but i actually enjoyed writing these ones, rodrick was my first story on this book (and my most popular) so you know i had to do the mf again🙄 pegging and femboy kink coming soon⚠️

[suumekoi]

By @mang0tree BECAUSE I FORGOT TO PUT YOUR USERNAME IN THE LAST ONE

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hdsfjdsf helo i am Back 2 ramble abt my ideas :] uhh this might b a bit more scattered then last time bc i dont have as solid of an idea for the rest of the story so this might b more just talking abt concepts more then anything else sweats (i have ideas involving gameplay and all here too so i might fit that in somewhere)

SO we left off w/ divinus telling yuelia and the protag that he figured out lava lamp dragon (hdxkgfdg thats its name now i have decided everyone settled on calling it lava lamp dragon) can go poof between dimensions w/e it wants and theyre all just there like "well fuck this aint good" bc this means the drago can now go w/e it wants basically to get itself more energy, and the protag is just like "ok well i can go chase after i-" but then divinus shuts the protag down saying that they still dont know what this drago is abt or where it came from or even what it wants to Do exactly and that its too dangerous for a human like them 2 go after

after that the protag is walking back 2 castele with their arms crossed all >:[ bc Divinus Wont Let Them Chase After Lava Lamp Dragon, and yuelia notices and says "hey, it's nothing personal [player]... not even me and lili could stand up to that thing. i think he's just trying to look out for you." and thats not. Extremely relevant or anything i just had the idea for that dialogue in my head

yuelia splits up w/ the protag once they get back 2 town 2 go uh. Do Stuff and the protag just stands there for like 2 seconds before thinking 'ok im gonna find a way to travel 2 a different dimension Myself if nobody else is gonna help' so uhhh Commence Research Montague (i dont actually know how they figure out this thing yet ok just pretend they found an old book on it or somethin) and after looking around they find a source talking abt some sealed up treasure that probably has the kind of thing theyre lookin for oh boy!!!! but they dont recognize the location, and so they ask around 2 a few other ppl who end up suggesting they ask lili since she travels around a lot and might recognize it

and lili's doin mostly ok by this point, shes awake and can move around fine and all but ppl still want her 2 rest 2 regain Al her strength before goin out adventuring again or anythin (despite her protests otherwise jfgkdfg) so the protag goes up and asks lili if she knows abt the location they found, and lili thinks for a moment before responding that she recognized the description where what theyre lookin for might be and has a vague idea where she might b able 2 find it, and then looks at the protag all like "why are you so curious about this place?" so the protag ends up explaining what happened with divinus and how they think if they find the Thing in this Place that itll make them able 2 help stop lava lamp dragon, and lili goes like 'hm' and sits there for a minute before going "you know im going to come with you, right?"

dsjsdkf and even if the protag tries 2 argue w/ lili shes like Set on coming bc she wants to see what the fuck this thing is too, so lili gathers her gear and her and the protag sneak out of town 2 go explore spooky place ooo!!!!! so after making it thru the Place (i um. havent decided what it is yet maybe a sort of ruins or cave) at the end u notice that there Is somethin at the end there, so u go up and investigate and it turns out its some kind of funky lookin gauntlet and the protag just goes 'oh cool!' and puts it on immediately and um side note this gauntlet May be slightly cursed and you May not be able to take it off once u put it on but ykno still thinkin on that part

so ANYWAYS the protag puts on the gauntlet and lili goes "oh wow we actually Found something here! we just, uh.... need to find out what it does now, i guess." so the protag thinks for a moment, before deciding to see what happens if they hit something w/ the gauntlet, so they smack the wall w/ their hand and BOOM the wall cracks open 2 make way 2 a portal 2 an unknown world that the protag and lili end up getting pulled into

and um. this is the part where most of my concrete ideas for Story kinda end but my idea for this world was sorta like what reveria would look like if celestia hadnt come in 2 help everyone by creating lives so like. mostly nature and not much of civilization to see except for the occasional ragtag group of survivors but also ofc not just reveria itll also b its own world w/ its own unique stuff 2 it and all, i just thought itd b interesting 2 explore what would have happened if celestia never came 2 help reveria in the first place

so basically then its just lili and the protag exploring this new world, meeting a group of survivors that explain everything that happened in this world and all and u try 2 help them out before u head back (considering having something of a Lava Lamp Dragon Encounter here, not rlly a fight persay but you might spot it from afar and try 2 chase before it escapes)

after u make it back 2 castele Not Dead lili mentions to the protag she wants to look into that gauntlet they found more mostly bc shes never seen or heard of it before (and shes been a lot of places) and wants to be sure it doesnt have like Sinister Origins or anything

and basically after u unlock another world thru Story Progression ur essentially free 2 stop at any time and go back 2 explore that place, u can like go there 2 complete quests and theres also somewhat of a Side Story in each world where u can learn more abt the world and also help the ppl solve some other issue they got going on in their world Aside from the lava lamp dragon that might b planning on destroying everything (so for example in the first world their issue would be that uh. theres a lot of monsters everywhere)

the second world ive been thinkin could b somethin of a steampunk world with legally required scrappy mechanic and a tiny robot friend named beep bop bip (bip for short) and uh. the third world is the one ive thought out the least but i wanna go for some kind of Mythical foresty place, maybe with non human inhabitants like bird ppl or somethin

and then the 4th world (the final one u unlock) i want 2 b all spooky and ominous, bc thats the world that the final boss is going to happen in where u fight Lava Lamp Dragon for the last time

so that sorta. all i have in terms of ideas for now i think?? unless im forgetting something jdfgkdg but i definitely think i wanna go w/ the whole celestias sister being behind this thing bc that would be a very interesting thing 2 explore........ at the end i feel like celestias sister would b like trying 2 command lava lamp dragon but it has gone cazy w/ power and ends up not listening 2 celestias sister so the protag is just (pulls out sword) "guess im gonna have to save you from your own hubris" and UM another side note but i also do wanna include the guys from the first fl game too jdfgkd there is just a Lot and it is kinda complicated 2 try and fit everyone in when the story is sorta still a wip so they are There. Somehow

im thinkin abt that cursed gauntlet idea atm and idk if thats like. Generic or not but i feel like it would be interesting if the protag somehow just forcibly got themselves involved in this whole thing w/ celestias sister and Lava Lamp Dragon just by getting this gauntlet stuck on them jdfgdlgk but yea either way im donw now woo!! no more ramble

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The protagonist sounds quite lively in your story xD putting on the gauntlet just because it looks cool. I think the gauntlet should jump at the protag instead, or maybe it could be alive, like it came from the other dimension to search for a hero/chosen one and our protag happens to be there. It would be like yuelia/flutter and dogu.... But a gauntlet I guess xD

(Also it would cool if the gauntlet can control the protag too, like once you reach the final boss battle, the protag lost control and we have to play as our old protagonist, lili in this case. Or the other way round. I just love it when games makes us battle our previous protag. ❤️❤️)

But a dimension where celestia didn't come to reveria sounds interesting! ... there's so much you can make of it! The current characters in reveria would still exist in the other dimension but living their life differently!

[clintbartonswife]

breathe pt2 (Steve Rogers x You)

Warnings: angst, description of injuries/blood 

(kinda) requested by @vesta-ro and @officialmarvelwhore || masterlist

Previously: He started compressions on your chest, his eyes watching your closed ones as he did so.

“Come on babygirl - breathe for me. Please breathe”

“Steve-“

“NO! She’s going to be fine - she just needs to breathe!” He shouted, tears filling his eyes as he continued CPR, your body unresponsive.

“Steve” Natasha insisted, her hands moving to his shoulders, pulling him back slightly, “Steve she’s gone”

“No!” Steve fought half-heartedly against her hold, crumpling into himself as he finally realised the truth, “no”

“She died thinking I hated her”

“Why did you stop!?”

Steve’s head whipped around, spotting Bruce hobbling over with a medical kit, his messy appearance proving he had just ‘calmed down’.

“Dont stop CPR! She’s probably gone into shock!”

Steve stood frozen as Nat leapt forward, immediately restarting compressions whilst swearing strongly in Russian. Tony rushed over to Bruce, slinging his arm around his shoulders to help him walk quicker. Watching with tear-blurred vision as they crowded around your body, it took everything in him to stay standing. After a quick scuffle, Steve heard the words that sent him crumbling to the ground.

“Shit Nat dont stop, theres a pulse - barely - but its there”

“Слава Богу” Nat whispered, “when do I know to stop?”

“When she shows signs of consciousness, if you’re getting tired Tony can step in-” “no. I’m doing this” she said sternly, her eyes locked on to her hands as she continued CPR.

“We need to try and get her back to the jet - Steve? Steve!”

Bruce’s harsh voice cut through Steve’s stupor, the super soldier turning his attention to the doctor.

“I need you to get the stretcher from the jet”

“yea - I can do that” he nodded, sprinting over to the jet, his legs moving as fast as they could carry him. 

As soon as he was gone, Bruce ripped the bottom half of your tshirt off to try and get a better visual on the wound.

“Holy fuck” Tony gasped, staring at the gaping hole going through your stomach, “exit wound?”

Bruce just nodded, as he began to stuff the hole with sterile mesh.

“Whats that for?”

“To try and stop the blood until we can get her back to Dr Cho” Bruce said, his eyes darting around every now and then, “where the hell is Steve”

Tony made a quick call to the doctor, making sure she’d be there ready for whe they got back.

Steve returned a few moments later, stretcher tucked under his arm.

“We need to get her on there without banging her around too much”

“let me” Steve said shakily, kneeling by your side.

“Okay Nat stop compressions when I tell you to, you’ve got to move her immediately Steve. When she’s on Nat will have to get on as well so you can continue compressions. Everyone else will have to help lift and carry the stretcher back to the jet. 3, 2, 1″

Steve’s arms wrapped gently around your body as he carefully moved you onto the stretcher, everyone following instructions, and soon enough you had been placed down in the quinjet.

Bruce immediately sprang back into action, plugging your body into all the machines available, moving around Natasha who was still steadily pressing down on your chest. Tony lead Steve away to the front of the quinjet, trying to console the soldier as they went.

“Nat stop” 

The Russian looked at him in confusion, swiftly moving her hands away.

“Her eyes fluttered. She’s coming back into consciousness”

You could feel pain, mind-numbing pain, emitting from your stomach as you came to. A small groan escaped your lips as you moved to stretch, your body jolting at the burst of pain from the miniscule action.

“Fuck me” you whined, squinting your eyes at the bright light above you, “am I dead yet? This bloody hurts”

“сука! Dont do that again!”

you quirked a brow at the redhead in front of you, “Im sorry Nat. I’ll really try not to get shot next time. I thought it would be fun”

She just rolled her watery eyes, a small smile taking hold of her lips.

“I think she’s fine Bruce” Nat laughed, “her humours back for sure”

You turned your head to look at bruce, reaching towards him with your hand. He understood, holding your hand tightly.

“Thanks Bruce”

“No problem”

“Hey Nat?”

“Yeah?”

“Don’t tell Clint about this”

“Wha- you’re thinking about this now? You were almost killed and your seriously worried about a bet!?”

“Hey! He won last time and there’s no way in hell im gonna give him the satisfaction of winning again. Besides, he gets shot all the time! You’ll probably only have to wait a few days”

As the two of you bickered, Bruce slipped away, approaching Steve and Tony with a small smile.

“Is she awake? Bruce?” 

Steve was desperate, his eyes wild as he grabbed the doctor’s arms, “is she okay?!”

“She’ll be fine as long as we get to Cho quickly, the main thing is that she’s breathing on her own and her heart beat seems steady”

Letting out a breath he didn't know he was holding, Steve nodded his head in thanks before storming to the back of the quinjet where you lay on the gurney, Natasha making a hasty exit.

“You almost died -”

“Hey Cap -”

The two of you spoke at the same time, your tone significantly lighter than his.

“This isn't a joke (y/n)! I thought - I thought you had died and I -”

Eyebrows pulling together in a frown, you rested your hand over his gently, avoiding his eyes as he looked at you in shock. The two of you hadn't touched since … then.

“You’re not getting rid of me that easily Cap”

“Its Steve” he mumbled, almost incoherently, hating the way the title sounded so impersonal on your lips, “you always call me Steve”

“I didn't think I had the right to anymore, what with you with Sharon now. That makes you my mission Captain. Nothing more” you spat out bitterly, pulling your hand back and wincing at the pain the slight movement caused you.

“That's not fair -”

“Isn't it? Youre Captain Fucking America. You get to keep the team, I've tried to back away and let you have your space, I really have. Not that anyone seemed to notice” you chuckled mirthlessly, “I'm not stupid enough to believe that what we had would've lasted Cap. In the end, youre a national treasure - you could get anyone you want - and I'm just me. It was only a matter of time til you got bored, guess it was just quicker than I had hoped”

“Could you shut up for one second! I overreacted that night! I admit what I said was wrong but I can assure you that there's nothing going on between me and Sharon and there never will be even if I tried because I cant fucking get you out of my head!”

The silence that fell was deafening, air thick with tension.

“I could never get bored of you” Steve eventually sighed, running his fingers through his hair, “I know I said horrible things but I didn't mean them - I know that doesn't stand for much, but … Look. I love you (y/n) and I don't think I’ll ever stop”

With that he stood up and walked away to the front of the quinjet without a second glance, leaving you with a racing heart and watering eyes.

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Слава Богу = thank god           сука! = bitch

[drakeblight]

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[2/2, 11:32 PM] Cristian Gómez: Ok, so here goes

[2/2, 11:34 PM] Cristian Gómez: Im sorry i talked over you and interupted you. I have this very bad tendency to not shut up when im nervous, especially around others.

[2/2, 11:34 PM] Cristian Gómez: Im sorry i had to ask you to buy me icecream, i know you said its no big deal but it is to me

[2/2, 11:35 PM] Cristian Gómez: Im sorry if i seemed boring and paranoid, ive just always lived in fear till i moved here and even though its been 2 years, i still find it hard to break habita

[2/2, 11:35 PM] Cristian Gómez: But please, i need you to tell me whats wrong

[2/2, 11:37 PM] Cristian Gómez: Remember how i told you i think of ways to escape and how could a person murder me and all that? I am very scared of the unknown and right now i do not be knowing whats up? Did i bore you, dis you find someone else, did you die? My mind keeps jumping to conclusions i know arent true but without your words i cant really kill them off

[2/2, 11:38 PM] Cristian Gómez: Im trying to be more attentive of you and stop being so self centered (which is an oximoron cuz telling other people that youre not thinking about yourself requires you to think about yourself but wrvr)

[2/2, 11:39 PM] Cristian Gómez: I watched letterkenny, i kinda spoiled that "surprise" when i texted you her face and the naked gym the frats wanted to make

[2/2, 11:39 PM] Cristian Gómez: But whatever, i did enjoy it and im thankful you showed me it

[2/2, 11:39 PM] Cristian Gómez: Also, imma pay you back that icecream 10x

[2/2, 11:41 PM] Cristian Gómez: I finally get payed on wednesday so ill buy the granpa sweater or the windbreaker or the patterned shirts, maybe ill stop by peace nook and get a candle, incense or soap you liked. Whatever it ends up being, ill make sure its shiny

[2/2, 11:41 PM] Cristian Gómez: Also, my friend said he could sneak us into his show on thursday, like i said, i really like his drag

[2/2, 11:42 PM] Cristian Gómez: If we sneak in, we may even get a couple drinks if we dont have bracelets

[2/2, 11:43 PM] Cristian Gómez: And if all you need is space, thats fine! I know i can be a bit much to handle, but please tell me so i dont go off the rails batshit crazy trying to figure out what went wrong

[2/2, 11:43 PM] Cristian Gómez: I only now realize that typing all this into a private convo is very batshit crazy

[2/2, 11:43 PM] Cristian Gómez: Remember that thing i just said about not shutting up??

[2/2, 11:44 PM] Cristian Gómez: I know theres a lot more i wanted to say but i forget

[2/2, 11:45 PM] Cristian Gómez: Oh, and i didnt really mean to be mean when i called you a nerd for tucking

[2/2, 11:45 PM] Cristian Gómez: Also, when i said you were tall, i just wasn't expecting that, cuz everyone ive ever gone out with ends up being smaller than me

[2/2, 11:46 PM] Cristian Gómez: Im sorry i behaved like a 12 yearold, i know its not very attractive to go into a relationship and feel its gonna be a babysitting gig

[2/2, 11:47 PM] Cristian Gómez: Even though im scared, i still challenge myself. Everytime i take a turn at a stoplight my first thought is how someone might run me over

[2/2, 11:48 PM] Cristian Gómez: Everytime its bellow 40, i think of that time i couldnt feel my hands for 2 hours, but i still get on my bike

[2/2, 11:48 PM] Cristian Gómez: And everytime i looked at your messages im reminded of all the sweet nothings people used to say to me to use me

[2/2, 11:49 PM] Cristian Gómez: All the see you laters and the we'll meet someday again

[2/2, 11:50 PM] Cristian Gómez: And even though im deadly terrified of typing something and losing you like ive lost everyone else, i still find the courage to send you something, anything so youd know i really do like you

[2/2, 11:50 PM] Cristian Gómez: I forgot how it felt

[2/2, 11:51 PM] Cristian Gómez: Ive been neeting people ive been interested in for 4 years now and youre the second one ive actually found that i cared about

[2/2, 11:51 PM] Cristian Gómez: Even ones i thought i cared about, i forgot in a week

[2/2, 11:52 PM] Cristian Gómez: And i know i said id stop being self centered and ill ive done is typed and typed, but i genuinely want you to give me a second chance, hopefully ill learn to shut up

[2/2, 11:53 PM] Cristian Gómez: I know youll probs only read this if i ever give you your codename, if i even post these, but this is helping

[2/2, 11:53 PM] Cristian Gómez: Also, sorry i called you adam

[2/2, 11:54 PM] Cristian Gómez: Maybe ill send the lot of these your way one day, where it doesnt matter cuz youre so close or so far appart

[2/2, 11:55 PM] Cristian Gómez: I know you dont want a psycho bf that cant be 10 mins away from you, but if youre leaving, could you please say why?

[2/2, 11:56 PM] Cristian Gómez: This is extremely pessimistic and theres that overworking brain again, but did you even care? I wanna say yes cuz you payed for my icecream and didnt just blow me off at the first chance, also you went out with me after a week or so of texts, most people would have just made something up, so i really appreciate you

[2/2, 11:57 PM] Cristian Gómez: UGHHH, i just need an answer at this point i dont mind if its yes or no

[2/2, 11:57 PM] Cristian Gómez: Did your messages get stuck? Did my phone mute you?

[2/3, 12:02 AM] Cristian Gómez: Oh yea, this goes without saying, but i dont wanna seem manipulative, these last couple day (oly shit its only been a day, why did i blow this out of proportion so damn much?!?) Have been very retrospective

[2/3, 12:03 AM] Cristian Gómez: I also dont want the gift to be manipulative, its something ive always believed in, ask my friends, no one should leave empty handed

[2/3, 12:04 AM] Cristian Gómez: And i probs would have only gotten you the candles, but bc you bought ice cream and youre so damn hot, ill bump it up

[2/3, 12:05 AM] Cristian Gómez: Im way overdue on payments and my bike insurance is almost up, but its only good for the other guy, so if i crash its very unlikely ill even need to pay them

[2/3, 7:50 AM] Cristian Gómez: Was it that i didnt try anything romantic? Didnt hold your hand or stayed away when i said goodbye? I dont know how to read limits so i just default to professional until someone tells me to do something

[2/3, 8:37 AM] Cristian Gómez: Was it the blue nails? I swear that was the jeans

[36incheshigh]

phantom of the opera thoughts on what i wish it was about lols

or i want them both to think the others a ghost lols but each doesnt know the other can hear them - then they finally do meet each other and it turns out they were both singing the opposite parts of the same song which really spoke to them - so they can sing together.

yeah ok here it is -

the phantom is a real alive man, who wants to be in the opera but cant bc his face is messed up so he wears a mask and is embarassed. or whatever. (so its not saying peoplee would think ppl w disfig’ed faces are ugly ..). so he feels so alone. butt hes an awesome opera writer. so he decided to seclude himself in the catacombs under the opera - because he does love the opera (why ? idk it was there for him growing up until he got hurt? idk - and he be writing them to cope w his lonliness and feeling bummed about his face and isolation.). , so thats the closest place that he can still hear itt but still not be seen. :). so christines actually the coolest nicest most talented one there - obviously - so hear everyone else sound so badly and be much more annoying. and the phantom just wrote  this amazing opera. hes been working on it forever and finally wants it to be performed. soo hes dying cause he be living in the gross catacombs forever or whatever - but he pulls himself together and submits it? to whoever, a publisher or whatever? idk i wanted him to have more possession of the opera somehow.. ? oo like maybe he was an opera writer then so he also helped build this opera house but hes been getting embarassed by his face forever so as he was building the house, he consciously built secret passageways (to the catacombs? Or just a place to live?) beneath it, so he could still hear and likee interact w the opera but not be seen . Cause i thought the secret-places being built intoo the opera and navigated was a really cool and fun idea of the story/last movie. idk. ok this is getting complicated but maybee everyone already knowss hes down there and he used to write operas for them and star in them before his accident! and they know hes hiding and know hes around somewhere and still writes operas ? so they still just accept them from him because its not a big deal. yeah hes kinda a myth, but theres someone in the opera who knew him and his story and is on his side and likes him and watches out if he had any more work or for him to oull himself together and come back.

yeah. so then he finishes and finally gives his masterpiece. and daae has heard of him and his story - and can actually hear him praticing the parts of his opera from her dressing room cause it turns out her room is the closest to where he lives in the catacombs. so it gets stuck in her head and she kind of ends up singing the girl parts of it to herself in her room. and he hears her but she doesnt know he does, and he thinks shed be perfect for the role. i dont think that they think each other can hear them. thats why they dont talk to each other invisibly cause i kinda think thats creepy.

so one day she actually decides to go down to the catacombs because she wants to visit her dead parents’ tombs there - is that believable? would that have been a thing to do at that time lols ...???? or else -/also she just really feels and relates to the music she hears and knows theres a catacomb beneather her, and heard of him living down there and she thinks thats bonkers that he with his genius and stuff is just hiding down there for no reason except hes embarassed. :) #stick some body positivity in there! heh.

So then shes like, the heck with it - orr he wasnt gonna have it performed but she keeps hearing the music so beautiful and knows hes down there - so she decides to go get it so she can help him get it performed! aw. - and so shes like fineu know what, ill just go down there myself !. shes like not scared cause..idk. maybe shes like ah aint nothing to worry about . [for some reason..? believable..? maybe..] 

so she follows his voice down there. and she finds him . and hes like fine cool yeah you sound super great i can hear you from down here, you know what youd be cool for this super awesome opera i made. and shes like yea i heard it from upstairs u want me to sing it to you ? and she starts singing it and hes like singing his part w her and hes like oh man i never thought anyoned hear it or sing it with me! dreams . and shes like come let me sing it on stage w you and get it performed. and hes like ah im too scared to show my face. and shes like wellll just show me up there how to make it performed when no ones there. so they sing it together just there on the stage lols. is this lame and repetative? cause they did it in the catacombs too? idk . so then i guess she gets it to be performed and he gets to watch it secretly and hes so glad - theyre like pretty much in love by now lols bc they be practicing it together all this time, even though hes ugly , he was cool so they fell in love anyway. but then - idk how, but somehow, he dies on their last secret performance alone when theyre in love .  he was dying anyway because u cant be healthy underground. but atleast he died in peacee becauseee he finally saw his genius loving opera get to about to be performed. and he got love which is all he wanted in his life anyway.. and to get to keep being a performer/opera composer one more time! so theNN, it gets performed in real life with another man to be in the cast, and idk somehow maybe she ends up getting to fall in love with that guy taking the phantoms place in the play - and the phantom gets to watch the final play performed , but this timee hes actually a phantom ghost lols!! get it? makes much more sense with the title. and hes still a ghost because he still loves her? and wants to see his place performed for real. but thenn the plays over and he sees how well it finally went and how happyy she actually looks with the new guy - and the song they sing is about rememberingg stuff you love but being able to heal and move on if they lose that thing? i guess. and soo, he is able to stop being a ghost, and you see him floating over the whole audience and his opera house in a whoosh with his iconic mask, and disappearing into thin air, because now hes at peace and so doesnt have to be a phantom or ghost of any kind any more!!!! yay.

not a problematic or gross story at all! but still kind of dark, and mixes genres which is cool that i liked. or whatever.

the only thing im having trouble working out is the believability of/ a reason for christine to want to look for him in the catacombs and not be scareddd to. Like what can possess her to want to find him ? Cause its just practicall to nott go with/look fir a stranger in a secluded creepy underground tunnel! ..but i like dont want her to be kidnapped ..!

..cause the original story i thought it was creepy how he kidnaps her or whatever but i want them to like fall it love but not be weird and problematic lol

[smutandfluffohmy]

Dream Land

From: Smutandfluffohmy Character Parings: Peter Pan X Reader Warnings: Slight swearing

Prompt: “Love your imagines! Could you do a Peter Pan one where you only go to Neverland in your dreams. You and Pan are best mates, then he realizes he’s in love with you one night walking you back to your treehouse. Scared, he doesn’t let you return the next night. You prove you love him by coming to Neverland for real and fluff fluff fluff”

A/N: Hi guys! I’m starting university in two days and I’m really nervous AND I will be taking creative writing classes so hopefully if theres any change in my writing I hope its for the better and that you guys enjoy it!

Night time was your favorite time of the day because you were able to see your best friend in the entire world. The first time you went to Neverland you thought it was nothing more than a regular random dream, one to chuck with the rest of the good dreams you had. Arriving in Neverland on its own was already crazy enough at first it seemed like an empty forest with nothing but trees for miles and miles.

“Who are you and what do you want” A boy said as he appeared uncomfortably close to your face.

“Wow okay hi” You said as you took a step back from the boy as his face fell into darkness as soon as you weren't close enough to see him in the complete darkness.

“I asked you a question” The boy said taking another step closer to you as he crossed his arms over his chest.

“Well I’m Y/N, Y/N Y/L/N and I don’t really want anything I don't even know how I got here” You said looking up at the boy as you strained your eyes to make out any of his features.

“Stop looking at me like that” The boy said as you continues to look at him exactly how he told you not to.

“Well I can't see anything sorry that it's dark” You said getting closer to him than you already were.

“Sorry my bad” The boy said as he snapped his fingers and it was suddenly morning “Well if you don’t want anything then leave” he said turning around and walking deeper into the woods.

“Wait hold up” you said as you ran to catch up to him “what’s your name”

“Really what’s your name? That’s your question. Not how I made night turn into day” He said cocking up one of his eyebrows with the same expression he’s had since you meet him.

“I mean it’s my dream anything can happen in a dream” you said as you smiled up at him still waiting for him to answer your question.

“Well my name is Peter. Peter Pan” Peter said with a crooked smile that seemed to make his entire body crooked.

~one year later~

“Peter do you remember the first time we meet?” You said as you walked next to your best friend lightly brushing against each other.

“Umm yea a bit why” Peter said with a lie because he remembered every minute of that night because it was the first time in 10 years that anyone has ever visited Neverland, magical or not 10 years still dragged by.

“Can you please make it snow? Pretty please” You said with a big smile as you gripped his forearm looking up at him.

“Oh sure like this” Peter said as he snapped his fingers together and the nice day out turned into the sun glaring down on the both of you. “Or like this” he snapped his finger again and it started raining.

“Peter come on” You said as you playfully swatted at his arm as he let out a hearty laugh Peter ran deeper into the woods as you ran after him.

“I hope you know that I don’t usually run” you said trying to pick up speed as Peter ran ahead ducking and jumping over branches.

“Yea I can tell” Peter laughed and it rang through your ears and through the forest.Peter seemed like pure sunshine despite the gloomy weather.

“Hey don’t be rude” You yelled out as your foot got trapped in an outgrown root at started falling to the ground. You let out a shriek as you prepared yourself for the impact but instead you were greeted with a faceful of mud.Peter walking back towards you

“Are you okay” Peter said as he nugged you with his foot as you laid there with your face buried in the cold mud. Gripping a handful of mud you turned around and threw it at him.

“Yea good try loser” Peter said with his arms crossed over his chest and a cocky smile as he appeared somewhere else entirely.

“No fair I dont have magical powers” You said as you sat up as the mud soaked into your jeans.At that moment the rain stopped and you looked up to the sky then to Peter.

“Come on let's get you to your treehouse you're all muddy” Peter said as he offered you his hand to get up grabbing it you pulled him down with you. Letting out a grunt as he fell on top of you instead of next to you.

“Ow what was that for” Peter said lifting himself up as he looked down at you as he reached over and moved a strand of hair that was stuck to your mouth, leaving a smudged of mud in your mouth.

“I was trying to pull you into the mud not me get off” You said lightly shoving Peter as he got on his feet and lifted you up with him.

“Okay come on let's actually get you to your treehouse I can’t have you dying on me. Humming in agreement you and Peter walked side by side arms linked together, snapping his fingers together once more you guys were up in the tree house.

“So Peter I was thinking since tomorrow is christmas if I could maybe come spend it all day with you” You said with a big smile as you walked over to the sink to wash off all the mud.

“What about your family?” Peter asked as he flipped through one of the books you keep forgetting to take back home.

“Well my mom and dad took up a big case up in New York about this company fighting against a claim about a employee claiming neglect and blah blah long story short I told them I could be fine on my own.” You said as you combed your hair with your fingers trying to get the mud out of it.

“Why don’t you just go to New York I think you mentioned you wanted to see it someday” Peter said as he sat criss crossed on your bed looking at you as you tried your best to clean up.

“What? New York is only filled with cars and there’s never snow and they don’t really do anything for Christmas. So what do you want Peter?” You said as you turned to face him, his elbows were on his knees and his head was resting on his hands looking up at you.

“Want of what” Peter said as he tilted his head. “For christmas what do you want” You said as you went behind a curtain that divided the room to change into different clothes ones that weren't caked with mud.

“Well I don’t really know I can make anything appear so I'm not in the want for anything.” Peter said as he laid down on the bed looking up at the ceiling. Of course he wished and wanted many things but how could he tell you that he developed a crush on you when you kept insisting that he was just a dream. How could he tell you that he knew he loved you when you dared him to jump into the water or when you kept bringing him things that reminded you of him.

“Ill figure something out” You said as you came out with oversized Pajamas as you crawled into the bed and laid down next to him.

“Of course you will” Peter said as he turned to look at you. Panic started to slowly creep into Peters mind as many thought popped into his head, what if you didn't like him that way, what if you hated him, what if you told him that you hated him and left him all alone just like everyone else did.He really couldn't be left alone again and hurt not again and espasially not by you because that would crush him.

“Hey y/n maybe you should go to New York with your parents” Peter looked over at you as he looked at how your hair fell on the pillow, or how you never liked to buy clothes that fit you properly and still complained when you tripped over them.

“What? No come on I want to spend Christmas with you” You smiled as you turned to face him.

“No Y/N you can’t” Peter insisted as he sat up.

“Well why not? I don’t want you here by yourself” you wondered up at Peter as you slowly raised up from the bed.

“Because I don’t want you here and it’s time for you to leave. Why don't you just grow up and never come back” Peter shouted as he jumped out of bed and walked towards the window.

“You don’t mean that” You whispered as you walked towards him with caution feeling like you were walking on broken glass.

“Yes I do” Peter spat as he made you appear back in your own house, in your own bedroom as you let out a cry like a wounded animal. Your knees buckled and you fell to the ground repeating to yourself that he didn't mean it and that you were just going mad.

~~~~~~~~~

You woke up in the middle of the night curled up in a ball on the floor as you looked up at the ceiling as memories of last night came flooding back.

“Fuck this” you whispered to yourself as you pulled out a box with a ribbon on it from under your bed. Digging through it you found the cylinder container Peter first gave you when he explained that he and Neverland were all real. Setting the container on your desk you grabbed a backpack and starting putting movies and popcorn and anything christmas related you could think of inside. You lit up the container waiting for the shadow to appear,waiting in the dark felt like the seconds were dragging on to minutes you were about to call it off till you heard the rustling from your closet door.

“Thank you shadow” You beamed as you got ahold of the shadow and waited to arrive to Neverland once again.

Flying over Neverland you noticed it was covered in a thick layer of snow, the shadow left you inside Peter’s treehouse as you noticed that he was lying down sobbing.

“See I can’t leave you alone for one minute because you freeze Neverland and you turn into a mess” You sniffled as you both cried and laughed  walking over towards Peter.

“Y/n why did you-” Peter stumbled over his words as he tried his best to wipe away all the tears but failed as more tears kept spilling out.

“No you shut up.I love how you do that thing with your eyebrow when I do or say something you think is funny. I love how you let me put flowers in your hair or how you say that pumpkins freak you out. I just love you Peter Pan you big idiot” You said as you chucked a present towards his direction.

“You love me? Really?” Peter said as he slowly got up from his bed. Nodding aggressively to Peter you let your tears come out all at once as Peter rushed to your side.

“I think I know what I want for Christmas” Peter whispered as he put a bow on top of your head. “You’re all I ever wanted and so much more”

[deeeelightfuldee]

How much did your senior prom dress cost you?

I am pretty certain it was like 300 bucks, but I don’t really recall that for certain. It was a lot of money for us at the time, i know that much

What dreams have stuck with you since childhood?

Some repeated nightmares, stuff like that. Nothing worth putting in the effort to try and remember lol

Have you ever been in a serious romantic relationship?

yes

Did you ever take your dog to school?

no, tbh he would have been such a wreck, but man i would have loved his company. I miss him so much.

If you had had a baby in high school, what would you have named him or her?

hahaha in hs all i loved was the name emma and the name matthew

If you had a baby now, what would you name him or her?

I have such a long list of names i love right now. A little more uhhh different?

Have you ever seen someone throw up on a plane?

Yes. so bad for them and for everyone else lol

Do you get motion sickness?

I very much do.

Has God ever healed you of anything? If so, what?

Yeah i mean like broken bones, illness, etc.

Do you find church fun or boring?

I really enjoy going to church

What do you hate the most about summer?

The heat and the sunshine. I just so despise it.

Which part of your body is the most muscular?

My legs probably

Did you ever take Latin in school?

Yes actually

Which major holiday is closest to your birthday?

Fourth of juy <3

What is your favorite Japanese name?

Never given that any thought, i would have to look at them.

Have you ever ran a cash register?

A lot.

Did you collect Bratz dolls when you were younger?

No. my parents thought they were trashy.

Do you think your mom is attractive?

Shes very, very pretty. For sure.

What was the last thing that disappointed you?

Loooooooool. Theres a lot lately. Im disappointed by stuff with K.. stuff with our family, stuff with relationships.

Do you like the feeling in your stomach on a big drop on a roller coaster?

i dont go on roller coasters but i think i know the feeling you mean and ummmm no.

Skeletons or scarecrows?

scarecrows

Do you own pumpkin earrings?

no

What computer game did you used to play all the time?

Tonka, where in time is carmen san diego, barbie riding club, Arthur's reading race, freddi fish

When was the last time you read a book?

Right before gram went on hospice I was reading a book every day and a half.

Would you allow your children to date prior to 16? (assuming you want any)

Ooooof. It wouldn't be enjoyable. Teenagers are rebellious and I would be a bit skeptical.

What was the last restaurant you made a reservation at?

Ummmmm online maybe. But I dont ever.

Which app on your phone do you tend to get the most notifications from?

Bingo

What is something you gave up on after many failed attempts?

Ummmmmmm. No idea …

Do you watch political shows?

no not if I can help it

Do you play any fantasy/roleplaying games? What?

Not really no. i used to love sims but it takes up alllllllllll the space on any phone or computer

Do you like salami?

Yeah it's fine. I don't do it often

When was the last time you ate meat?

Yesterday. Then promptly threw up

What was the last hot drink you drank?

Hot chocolate

Have your parents met your boyfriend/exes?

My dad hasn't. My mom has

Do you know how to say I love you in at least 4 languages?

Yes

Do you find the sound of a cat’s purr relaxing?

Omfg yea

Do you know your mum’s first pet’s name?

Choco

Would you ever want to be famous? If so, for what?

not really, no. If I had to, then for something moving and cool

Would you ever get a heart tattoo or your back?

I suppose? But no. I don't forsee any tattooosssss.

What fruit can’t you stand?

Mangoes gross.

Do you know anyone autistic?

Do I know people who have autism? yes

How about someone bipolar?

Do I know someone who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder? yes

What do you consider private to you?

Romance, health, most things tbh lol

Name somebody you know who deserves a better life than they have:

michelle

Name something that you’re good at but don’t like:

Mediating. I dont mind it if its like friends i guess, or people that im completely unbiased or unfamiliar with. But i hate hate hate it when its like mom/gram, siblings, etc. noooooope.

Name something that you’re bad at but DO like:

Journaling consistently

Name somebody who has tried to help you and ended up hurting you:

Kile, zack

Name a date that has a lot of significance to you:

July 10, feb 2, november 11, dec 25

Name something in your life that was a blessing in disguise:

Oh boy. I need to think about that one

Name something that you’ve done that would be considered rebellious:

Went out over curfew, “trespassed”, stole when i was a toddler lol

Name something you wish you had enough money to do:

Have my own place, have a car, buy makeup/hair stuff, go to the doctor, etc

[spidyboyholland]

The Boy Next Door-Tom Holland (chapter 4-the first day)

CHAPTER 1/CHAPTER 2/CHAPTER 3/CHAPTER 4/CHAPTER 5/CHAPTER 6/CHAPTER 7

pairing: tom holland x female reader 

summary: itʻs your first day starting at a new school, luckily you have tom holland to help you navigate. 

warnings: swearing and maybe some sexual content 

Today was the day. The first day back to school since everything happened. A new school meant new classes, new teachers, new friends, etc. You were extremely nervous, the night before you had stayed up late stressing about what to wear. Luckily Tom had texted you last night, reassuring you that you had him today, and he would help you get around. That made you feel extremely better. Haz also texted you making sure you were ready. Both Haz and Tom were extremely sweet boys, though yesterday there seemed to be some weird tension between them while getting coffee.

You put on your mom jeans, white crop top, and over sized flannel, paired with some white converse and a dainty gold necklace. You decided to leave your hair down because you didnʻt want to seem like you were trying to hard. You pack your backpack with the basic class essentials along with some earbuds, phone charger, chapstick, and some other stuff you thought you might need later on in the day. 

Taking one last look in the mirror, you start heading downstairs. Your Mom wasnʻt cooking breakfast for you in the kitchen like she had been the previous days, she had work today. You poured some cereal out and ate it quickly, you had to walk to school so you needed more time. Grabbing your backpack you head out the door.

The weather was sort of cold and over cast again today but luckily it wasnʻt raining so the walk to school was rather pleasant. One benefit of moving out of the city was there was much less noise everywhere, everything was much quieter in North Ridge. The walk to school was pretty short, shorter than you expected, which was good because now you had more time to find your locker and classes before school started. Being late on the first day would be horrible. 

You walk up to the really nice big brick building, following the lead of some other students. The halls were busy and crowded with teens hanging out before class. You check the note you left on your phone, “locker #44″. You look around to check the number on the lockers and see that you needed to walk farther down the hall to reach #44. 

You can feel the stares of everyone in the hallway. It was obvious you were the new girl. You might of been able to get away with it in the city, being able to blend in, but there is way less people here, so people notice when theres a new girl in town. 

You finally reach locker #44 and attempt to open it. These damn lockers. You thought to yourself as you struggled to get it open. You heard a loud slam against the lockers only three feet away from you. Looking up you notice a tall good looking black haired boy in a blue and yellow varsity jacket. 

“Hey.” He said smiling with his extremely white and straight teeth

You looked over his shoulder and noticed he was with an entourage of boys, most of them wearing the same varsity jacket as him. 

“Uh hey” You sort of ignored his presence as you continued to attempt to open your locker. 

“Need some help?” He offered putting his hand out near your lock

You shrugged and chuckled a bit, I probably look like a fucking idiot. 

“Yes please” you respond while handing him your phone with the combo on the screen and taking a step back allowing him to help you open it

Looking up, you notice his piercing blue eyes. 

“Im Noah by the way. I saw you at Tomʻs party. Y/n right? ” He said as you heard a slight click and then the locker swung open

“Yea, and thank you so much. Speaking of Tom, have you seem him at all this morning by the way?” You ask as you started putting your books away into the locker

“I saw him outside with Laila, but hey, if you need anymore help just let me know. “ He said smiling and then walked away with all his friends behind him

You sigh as you continue putting all your books away. Tom was with Laila, again. 

You get startled by another person slamming there hand into the locker right next to you. 

“What the actual fu-” you look up noticing that its Harrison 

“So I noticed you met Noah and his boys.” 

“Why does everyone at this school have a thing with slamming their hands into the lockers “ you say laughing and closing you locker

“What did Noah say?!” Haz asked urgently as if Noah had just attacked you or something

“Nothing Haz! He was actually really nice, he helped me open my locker and stuff”

“Donʻt be fooled by his good looks y/n. Tom hangs out with Noah and those guys all the time. They are all douches y/n. If any of them bother you tell me and I will personally fuck them up. “ 

“Does that include Tom?” You ask 

“Why?! What did he do?!” He asks taking a step forward looking down at you

“Nothing! I was just asking...” 

“Oh... okay. Well I love Tom but he turns into a dick around them. I keep my space from Tom while at school. “ You notice Haz scanning the halls for Tom keeping a lower voice incase Tom were to show up 

“I thought you guys were best friends though?” 

“We are. Just not at school. Different story at school. And donʻt ask why, thats just how it is here.” 

“Okay. Where is he anyways? Noah said he was outside with Laila...” You trail off the sentence looking at down at your feet

“I donʻt know. Might be.” He changes the subject quickly “Wheres your first class?” 

“Uh...” you take a look at your phone for your schedule, “I have physics first, you?” 

“Fuck, I have calc, here follow me I can walk you to physics. “ You smile as you follow Haz through the halls. It feels good to have a friend here, it would be miserable knowing no one. You couldnʻt help think of Tom though, he texted you last night promising to be here for you today, and yet he is no where to be found. 

Following Haz down a different hallway on the left, he guides you to a typical physics class room. 

“Here you are, and two minutes early too. I donʻt think I will have time to walk you to your next class but it is probably in this same area. Just ask someone, if you get lost.” 

“Thanks Haz, see you later?” You ask as you start to open the door

“Definitely.” He said as he smiled then turned around heading out into the hall

You walk into the class room, noticing a bunch of people already in the class, everyone looking at you. You walk up to the teachers desk to introduce yourself

“Hey! I am y/n. I just transferred here.” The teacher is middle aged woman, she looked pretty nice

“Ah yes, y/n! My name is Ms.White. Feel free to take a seat anywhere. It is the start of the quarter so everyone will be getting new lab partners. “

“Got it, thank you!” You say as you find a seat in the very back 

Everyone else comes in the class, sitting with each other, catching up on their weekends. Lots of people stare at you but no one really talks to you or sits next to you.

“Alright class, time to start. Take your materials out, and ge-” 

As you are taking your notebook and pen out of your backpack you hear the teacher interrupted by someone walking in loudly

“TOM” you hear the teacher yell

This causes you to jolt your face up and see Tom standing in the front of the class

“You are three minutes late. This is the first day of the new quarter Holland and you are already late. “

“Sorry Ms. White. Wonʻt happen again.” He notices you and smiles a bit

“Go take a seat at the back. You can be partners with y/n” The teacher directs him to the back of the class as you see him celebrate a little 

“Hey stranger” he whispers as he takes a seat next to you

“Hey” you say looking down 

The class goes by pretty slowly. You are extremely surprised by the amount Tom knows. You sort of pictured him as a dumb jock who has killed his last brain cell with the amount of partying he does, but he managed to answer all the questions extremely fast and correctly as well. 

After class was over you started packing up you stuff back into your backpack 

“So, hows your first day going love?” He asks while waiting for you

Did he really just call me love? Is he seriously pretending like he didnʻt ditch me this morning? 

“Its going fine. “ You say as you sling you backpack over your shoulder and walk past him

“Woah woah wait up y/n!” He yells as he jogs up to you “Where do you think youʻre going?” He laughs 

“Calculus.” You say back coldly

“Whoa y/n.” He stops you and pulls you into a much less crowded hallway “Whatʻs going on? Are you mad at me or something?” He quietly asks while trying to grab your hand

You shake his hand off yours and look up to him

“Where were you this morning? Because I met Noah, and he said you were outside talking to Laila.” 

You see the look in his eyes change as soon as you mention Noah. He looks mad and sad and frustrated all at the same time. 

Shaking his head he says “Wait what? You met Noah?! What did he say? Did he do anything to you?!” Tom asks 

“The fuck Tom? No he didnʻt actually, he helped me open my locker and told me where you were since I couldnʻt find you at all this morning. “

Tom looks down at his feet, “Y/n im sorry. This morning with Laila was nothing. She was just trying to talk to me as usual and shit but it was nothing. And please donʻt listen to anything Noah says. He isnʻt really a good guy.” 

“Says you.” You snap back

“Y/n I swear, Im sorry I wasnʻt here this morning but Im here now. “He says as he wraps his arms around you 

You want to squirm out of his arms or push him away but you donʻt. You just wrap your arms around him and enjoy the moment. He smells really fucking good. 

He unwraps his arms from you but continues to hold your hand. 

“We good?” He asks with puppy dog eyes 

“Yea yea I guess” You say shrugging 

“Okay good! Whereʻs your next class?”

You spend the rest of the day with Tom, you have pretty much all the same classes except you have digital journalism as an elective in the afternoon and he has football. 

You notice Haz multiple times more that day, smiling and saying hey. 

At the every end of the day you were waiting outside of the school because Haz told you to wait up for him. You notice Noah and all his boys walking out of the school, this time with Tom next to him as well. 

“Hey y/n” Noah says as he puts his arm around you

You struggle to get his arm away from you pretending to laugh a bit 

“Hey Noah...” You say as you glance over at Tom. He looks at you but doensʻt say anything

“How was your first day?” He asks while leaning against the railing

“I donʻt know it was good I guess...” You answer while trying to look at Tom to see if he was going to say anything 

“I saw you and Thomas hanging out all day? You guys fuck or something at his party?” He asks in a sort of mean tone

You see Tomʻs face shoot up when he asks that. Tom pretends to laugh it off but you can feel tension 

“What the fuck no... we literally just met on Friday.” you snap back at Noah while taking a step back

“Damn thats longer than he usually takes to fuck. Right Thomas?” Noah asks Tom while looking back at him 

“Shut the fuck up dude...” Tom says 

“In fact, shouldn;t you be with Laila right now?” Noah teases while the rest of the guys laugh 

“Ha ha very funny dicks. Now if youʻll excuse us, me and y/n have to get going.” Tom says as he grabs your hand pulling you to the parking lot 

You can hear the boys behind you yelling stuff like “wear protection!” and “be gentle on her!”. It makes you so mad. Mad at them, but more mad at Tom for not saying anything. 

Tom opens the passenger car door side for you and you hop in. He starts the car and you guys drive off in silence. 

“Y/n Im sorr-” He starts but you interrupt him

“What the fuck Tom? What the fuck was that? “ You yell at him

“Y/n Im sorry! Thats just how they are,  I told you they are dicks.” 

“Then why are you friends with them?” You snap

“Im not really. They are the football guys though so I have to see them a lot. Haz is my actual friend. I just donʻt have lots of time to hang out with him at school, plus if Noah and the boys saw me with Haz they would tear him apart.” 

You just sit in silence till you get all the all the way home. You guys are just sitting in his car in the driveway.

“Y/n I didnʻt know they would be such dicks today, Its because youʻre new, and really beautiful, they donʻt know how to get your attention any other way”

“Tom you should of said something instead of just taking that shit.”

“I know... Im sorry. Next time I wonʻt let that happen, and please ignore all the shit they said about Laila and stuff. I did all that stuff back then. Thatʻs not me anymore I swear. “ He says while getting out of the car and opening your car door for you

“Tom I donʻt give a shit about what you did in the past. I care about what you do now.” 

“Okay good, in that case...” he trails off the sentence and looks down at your lips

holy fuck. 

He puts his hand on your face and leans in slowly. Your lips connect in a light but passionate kiss. Your lips move in perfect sync. His stays on your face but he moves his other hand around your waist. You feel his body push you into the car, as he continues to kiss you. The kiss lasts for multiple more seconds before you pull away. 

“Am I forgiven?” He asks somewhat out of breath, his face still very close to yours

“I guess.” You says smiling. He leans in for another kiss, this time it is more like a long peck, before he backs up. 

“Can I drive you to school tomorrow?” He asks with his hands around your waist 

“Sure.” 

“See you tomorrow love.” He says before leaving one last soft peck on your lips. 

You smile as you skip happily back into your house

“Im home mom!” You yell to her in the kitchen with a very sing songy tone

“Hey honey! Did Tom drop you off?” She asks 

“Yep!” You say, still smiling, making your way upstairs. 

You close your door and lay down on your bed, smiling, thinking about Toms soft pink lips that tasted slightly of coffee. 

You hear a ding from your phone. Hoping its Tom you rush to check it. Only to see a text from Harrison. 

“Thanks for waiting up for me then going home with Tom.” 

Shit. 

authors note: heyyyyy so this is another kind of long chapter, also there will probably be some spelling errors and stuff in it for a bit until I look back through it to fix it. Let me know if you guys liked this, if you guys want to be tagged in it, and if you have any suggestions for future chapters! Thanks!