#yea I wrote some fluff because the angst is ANGSTY

[afkaskus]

pst... pst... want a wip?

They were laying in the ground, watching the few stars that were able to show between the city contamination. Lights were of and soft music was playing in the background. Kagami was still able to listen an electric guitar in those songs. If there was a way of describing Luka the way he describes people, she would probably think in that type of music. Soft, romantic and with that little bit of rock vibes that the electric guitar creates.

"What do you think I sound like?" Kagami asked after a while. Luka turned to see her at the same time that the song changed. A slow rythm was played in an electric guitar and Luka smiled.

"I think you sound like a Cello"

"You always give long explanations on how people are and you just say I sound like a Cello?"

"When we met, and up until a few months ago, you sounded like someone was trying to play the Violin part of a clasical song but in a Cello. Trying to hide who you actually are even though a lot of people could see it. You were trying so hard that the first string was about to break. It was that night when it finally broke that you were able to try and play with the others."

"I think I can get what you mean, but why a Cello?"

"The Cello is a deep instrument, not as deep as a Bass, but deep enough to give some calm and not scream in your ear with high pitch notes. Some people love the sound of the Cello and some others find it… Creepy? It depends on how and where they actually listen the Cello. Something like you." Luka made a pause and stared at her again "I love the creepy effects a Cello can make, and also how calm can it be. Listen…" After a few seconds the song that was playing stopped a second and a Cello was added. Calming notes sounded around them along with the guitar and the singers voice.

"It doesn't sounds creepy" Kagami said after a few seconds and stared at Luka as more instruments were added to the song

"No, it sounds like you" Luka stared deep in her eyes "If not for you, I wouldn't sing anymore" He followed the lines of the song. "If not for you, I couldn't get off this floor" Luka's hand was acomodating a string of her hair as he singed the last phrase of the chorus "If not for you, hell would be knockin' on my door"

If not for you

Was the last thing Kagami heard before kissing Luka.

[stellartales]

zhongli ▪︎ glazed moon

pairing: zhongli x traveler!reader

genre(s): comfort + mild angst + fluff

summary: liyue harbor is once again preparing for another festival — the mid-autumn festival. but somehow she simply couldn't bring herself to join the others in the celebration. definitely not when her heart is aching in melancholy for her missing twin. — | m.list

background: this scenario takes place during the mid-autumn festival - as quoted from wikipedia - it is the second-most important holiday after Chinese New Year with a history dating back 3,000 years, when China's emperors worshipped the moon for bountiful harvests.[2] The celebration is called Chuseok (autumn eve) in Korea, Tsukimi (moon-viewing) in Japan and Tết Trung Thu (Mid-Autumn Festival) in Vietnam

this event celebrated by the chinese is usually spent eating mooncakes and drinking teas. lanterns are also an important aspect of this festival. unlike the yuanxiao fesitval or mingxiao festival (which is the fictional festival featuring best boy Xiao in GI) where lanterns are released into the sky, lanterns are hand-held. this is a festival i celebrate every year hence i'm familiar with it — feel free to read up about this on wiki!

a/n: don't mind me, this is just a random idea that popped in my head. i'm in the mood for some angsty stuff these days so just had to get it out. Flute version of 无羁 (Wu Ji) from the drama 'Untamed' was the song which inspired my angsty mood while typing this. pardon my errors (I may have missed them and i kinda wrote this on a spur sooooo yea)

Please do me a favor and reblog this. Thank youuuu ❤

the vitality of liyue harbor has always been astounding; an envy of the seven nations.

bright, bustling streets even in the darkness of nights was enough to show the nature of the city.

though, today it was a different kind of bustle. stores were already closed; even the nocturnal businesses that one would only see at night.

the moon had been bright and round the past few nights while the people busied themselves for another festival to come.

— the mid-autumn festival, an annual festival celebrated by the people of liyue or at least that was what zhongli explained yesterday when he extended an invitation to her to join him and others in moon-gazing today.

tonight, the moon shone bright and full in the clear dark sky, seemingly more so than the previous nights.

strategically rooted to the ground of a spacious balcony overlooking the gentle waves below, the stone tables were in a perfect spot beneath the brilliant moon.

colorful mooncakes of various flavors and teacups filled with steaming tea laid before her.

she sat at one of the round stone tables with some funeral parlor staff and of course, zhongli himself who has been rather busy ever since she arrived—

the cheerful chatters and laughter drew her eyes away from the empty seat beside her and to the tables across theirs.

his archon days were over, he said.

he was simply trying to experience a mundane life as 'zhongli' now, as the geo archon had put it when she expressed her surprise at his involvement with a festival fabricated by the mortals' minds.

and indeed—

her gaze idled on him.

— he was doing it too well.

illuminated by the golden glow the table lanterns emanated, the cordial and relaxed atmosphere was warmed by attentive eyes and smiling lips.

all on him.

apparently, some things never changed. whether he was rex lapis or zhongli, he carried an alluring elegance and charisma. clinging to every word and his occasional hand gestures, they were like moths drawn to a flame.

she could understand why; she liked hearing him talk. she would have gone over too, if not...if not for this weight on her heart.

it has been nearly a year since she was in teyvat looking for her twin. these few days in the harbor, the full moon was a constant reminder of how time has passed, and yet...

a heavy sigh escaped her. a longing gleam waned in her eyes as she lifted her gaze to the sky.

they used to talk and eat under a full moon just like this, a bitter ache clenched her heart.

her teeth sank into her lower lip as it trembled.

please...not now. her hands curled into shaking fists as she tried to hold back the tears threatening to leave her eyes.

not now. not at this party. she silently pleaded with herself, her squared shoulders shaking. it took all her willpower to not let the dam break.

but one managed to escape her anyway.

—shit.

she was up on her feet fast and slipped away from the party as subtly as she could.

stumbling out of the party half-blind with tears wasn't exactly the best situation to remember about the cloak meant to keep her warm on an autumn night.

luckily, she didn't end up falling off the stairs she currently sat on.

autumn in liyue was typically not cold, but tonight seemed especially so.

she shivered to the chilly breeze brushing against her back. goosebumps crawled across her skin, particularly on the areas her dress failed to protect against the cold.

she couldn't quite bring herself to go back for the cloak. not with the mess she was now.

the sight of the round moon above wavered in her vision as tears quietly trailed down her cheeks.

under the vast, seemingly endless night sky, she felt small...

— her knees were drawn closer to her chest, curled fingers digging into her dress.

...and extremely powerless.

where is he? why can't she find him? is he even in teyvat? Is he even...still alive? does he even exist anymore?

—a dreading sense of hopelessness echoed in her heart and summoned another wave of tears wavering her vision.

under this wide, endless sky and its luminous moon, she felt alone, truly alone in the presence of the joyous cacophony of laughter and playful yells coming from the festival she left behind.

a nasty voice prompted by the noise taunted her — of how no one would notice, even if she were to walk right out of liyue harbor right now.

drowning in harsh, relentless thoughts, she failed to notice the gaze of a pair of wise, golden eyes on her back, soft with concern.

long legs covered the distance between them in a quiet, graceful stride; the gentle clacks of his loafers whenever their heels hit the ground slipped past her notice too.

not even when he climbed down the steps to settle himself next to her, a step above hers.

not even the inevitable proximity between their bodies caused by the short stairs spacious for one but narrow for two.

only until his coat was off his shoulders and wrapped around hers—

"why the tears on the mid-autumn festival?"

—she jolted with a sharp gasp, her widening eyes snapping over to him.

the calm and prodding gaze that met hers was accompanied by the tender brush of his thumb across her left cheek, right under her tearing eye before switching over to her other.

"zh-zhongli?"

she stayed stunned, unsure she was feeling so because someone noticed she had left or was it because of this simple gesture.

zhongli has always been a mentor-like figure to her. his words, his wise gazes, the comforting pets he occasionally gave on her head and back had always reminded her of how she was a mere child in his eyes.

but tonight...this, nothing about the gentleness his hand or his eyes emanate felt normal. or was she just delirious?

the strange stutter of her heart caused by the hand on her face, the blush heating up her cheeks made her tear her gaze away from his, flustered.

zhongli let his hand drop back onto his knee, but his eyes stayed.

crossing her arms to hold onto his coat sitting on her shoulders, she thought hard to recall his question.

"i can't help thinking about my brother, that's all." she looked back at him, smiling.

a smile he thought reminded him of the moon when it was not yet full — a quiet light melancholic with vague sadness.

"don't worry about me, i'll be fine." she slipped a glance over her shoulder in the direction of the festival. "you should go back there, zhongli, they need you. what's mid-autumn festival for liyue without you?"

she moved to remove the coat from her shoulders, but a hand wrapped around her wrist stopped her.

"but what's mid-autumn festival without you, my dear friend?"

zhongli regarded her intently, his eyes boring into hers for a second before shifting to focus on his coat.

there was something else in his eyes when they return to hers; it came and went in a flicker. "...keep this on, it's chilly today."

"thanks..." she murmured, her shoulders sinking as she yet again returned her thoughts to her brother.

"aether..." the pain she guarded showed on her face. "will i ever be able to see him again?"

tears started to well up in her eyes once again.

"i'm sorry, zhongli, i'm so sorry..." a quiet sob broke through, "today is supposed to be about the mid-autumn festival, and yet...here you are, listening to me."

zhongli's mouth opened then snapped close.

he always knew what to say whenever she was in a pinch. however, it was tears this time, and he wasn't exactly sure about what he should do about his body's urge to extend his arms out to her.

he was already more than a thousand years old.

as the former geo archon, he was the immovable rock. emotions and impulses he used to hold within himself in his younger days were buried deep under the sands of time...or at least they should be.

so where did this come from? was this strange stir an inevitable part of being a mortal?

"you know what?"

her movement to rise from the spot beside him turned his head back to her.

resolute hardened the glint in her tearing eyes, "i don't want to hold you back any longer,"

her fingers curled into a shaky fist, nails digging into her palm.

"....the people need you. i-i think i should just go bac—"

his hand flew out before he could think any further; his body was faster than his thoughts this time.

her next breath puffed out of her, in surprise and bewilderment as her body was tugged and cocooned by a breathing warmth before she could understand what happened.

and when she did, her eyes flew wide.

cheek pressed against his neck, she found herself held to his chest. she could feel his chin atop her head and his arms around her.

he was beside her a moment ago, and now he was behind sharing the same step as her, broad enough to accommodate them. was she the one who moved? or did he?

she didn't know how but she couldn't find the energy to care —the scent of musk and lingering tea engulfing her was an alluring comfort that made her want to stop trying.

so warm. really, really warm.

and so was his voice. "...but you need me." a hand caressed the back of her head.

there was a pause before a feigned cough ensued. "i meant, this."

[estrel]

tagged by @tearsofgrace @dreamnovak (and possibly others?? sorry if i missed you but i definitely saw the tag at some point lmao!!)

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 8 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome work!

oh god. here goes nothin’...just,, a lot of these are from suptober bc that’s when i was Least Busy and wrote a lot so!! yea

get it out - a ficlet i did for suptober20 where dean and cas go on a case and have some serious ust in a bathtub, covered in gross goo and water. (wc: ~1k, teen & up)

melt the ice - hurt/comfort ficlet (also for suptober20 lmao) wherein dean has a panic attack in the middle of a winter storm over a fight he and cas had had.  (wc: ~1k, teen & up)

to switch places - 15x15 coda (sort of) in which Dean accidentally flips a switch that puts him in Cas’ body, and vice versa. (wc: ~2.1k, teen & up)

because without you, i’ll unravel again - my most recent poem, which, i mean. it’s better than some fics i’ve written, so i’ll include it on here for that reason. dean’s pov, destiel, angsty !!

not just a gift - Sam finds out about the mixtape Dean made for Cas and thinks he might just lose it because of how clueless those two are. i do like this one solely because sam is two seconds away from smashing his head against something (wc: ~1.5k, teen & up)

saving grace (and staying put) - i think this might be my most popular ficlet...which is...insane?? it’s a christmassy one, with some presents exchanged, and i’m proud that i was able to actually write some okay fluff! so! (wc: ~1.3k, teen & up)

empty bottles, broken time - 15x19 coda, angst, dean prays to cas, but of course!! (wc: ~850, teen & up)

left ajar - 15x18 coda. dean’s pov and jack’s pov, angsty, but i like my writing in this one, i think (,: (wc: ~1.1k, teen & up) 

i actually forgot that a wrote a lot of these, so seeing them again was a trip!! i’ll upload the ones that aren’t on ao3 yet to ao3 soon, if you want to read them there instead!! ♡ enjoy! i’ll add my tag list just for funsies-

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[heyheshi]

“Promise me you're not leaving me, yeah?”

1.7k words

written and uploaded: July 9, 2020

🦋 - fluff

🌙 - angst

Please like and reblog! Also please don’t post my writings anywhere!

This is my first time writing, well not really, I tried writing before (7th grade) and it was cliche af. Anyway, I wasn't planning on that ending, my initial plan was to make it really angsty but "Dream with Me" made me soft. I wrote this for only 40 minutes so I'm sorry for the bad grammar and wrong spellings, English is not my first language.

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You'd like to consider yourself very lucky and blessed; a stable job, a roof above your head, food on your plate every time you get hungry, a generous amount of spare money to splurge on your luxuries, and a very loving husband.

The both of you never struggled with money, with your husband being the Harry Styles, and you being a pediatrician.

You love Harry so much that when he dropped into one knee in front of your friends, families, and fans, you didn't hesitate to say “yes”.

Of course, the married life isn't as easy as everyone thinks, the two of you tied the knot 2 years ago, the both of you nearing your thirties and struggled with 3 things: fans, distance, and getting pregnant.

You were never bothered with the hate you received, even at the start of your relationship, probably one of the main reasons why you two last this long. His fans love you, but there are still some of those who couldn't accept that Harry is already married. Then it brings us to the distance. 

Harry still makes music for a living even though he could support both of you without needing to do so, and your job pays more than enough money either. The both of you are getting tired of the constant distance, with you having your own clinic and couldn't be with Harry all the time, and the fact that you two have been trying to get pregnant for the past year. The distance always prevents you from trying for one and it's getting to the both of you. You and Harry were never in a rush before the marriage, but you both know that you want to have a child before your thirties. Which brings us to now.

"Y/N, love you know I had to, the tour will only last for 6 months, I'll be back before you know it, you can visit me too!"

"H, why didn't you tell me earlier? We're supposed to talk about matters like this, we're already married...", you're more upset than anything, in times like this, you tried being optimistic but this is the second time he made a rather big decision without talking to you first.

"I know baby, I'm sorry, Jeff needed my answer right away and I forgot to tell you about this.", he scooted closer to you and grabbed both of your hands in his but you just looked down.

Harry tried to cup your face with his right hand so you'll meet his eyes, "baby you can always come with me, it has always been on the table, join me in the tour, watch me ever-", you didn't let him finish.

"Are you saying that I should give up my job?", you don't know why but what Harry said suddenly made your blood boil but you keep your voice as calm as possible, you don't want to start any unnecessary fight.

"No lovely, all I'm saying is that you can come with me and have a little break from your job. It'll be good for you too! And we get to travel together, I'll take you to my favorite places, it'll be like our second honeymoon lovie.", he's smiling so big, with a look of hope in his eyes, you can tell that he's so excited on the fact of being with you and traveling with you but as tempting as that sounds, your mind is already made up.

"Harry you know I just can't leave my patients! I have a life too! And unlike you I don't make drastic decisions without telling my significant other first.", you removed your hands from his, crossed your arms and faced sideways to him.

"I'm not saying that you should lea-" 

"But that's what you're implying!", you can't help but throw your hands in the air. Your job is very important to you and you're seeing red.

"No, it's not! I also told you that you can visit me! It's completely up to you, I don't know why you're making such a big deal out of this!", his voice boomed in your bedroom and you couldn't help but stand up.

"Then the answer is no! Can you hear yourself?! You should have considered that you have a wife bef-"

"Goddamnit Y/N! I already told you that Jeff needed an urgent answer and I forgot to tell you! I'm not leaving for another 3 weeks!", both of you are having a screaming match now. It rarely happens but you're sure that your neighbors can hear it.

"How long has it since you knew, huh Harry?", you taunted him.

"It doesn't matter! I told you I forgot okay? And I'm apologizing for it Y/N!"

It's getting too much for you but you don't wanna cry, you're stronger than that.

"You know why I refuse to leave this job even just for a month!"

"Or maybe you love your job more than you love your own husband?", he asked you sarcastically and it irked you to the core. You both know it's not true!

"HARRY! We wanted to have a baby for the past 2 years! And my job is to take care of babies and taking care of them gives me hope that we will get pregnant soon and now you're leaving?!"

“That's why I was asking you to come with me! Seeing babies every day both pressures us! We can try while on tour or we can just relax and forget about getting pregnant for a moment!", that's when it happened - after he said that you completely broke down.

"Are you being serious right now?! You don't know how much it hurt me seeing you down when our pregnancy tests comes out negative! You don't know the pain I felt! You don't know how's it feels not to give the man whom I love so much his only dream! You don't know how useless and helpless I felt as a woman! As your wife!"

"Are you saying that you only want to have babies because I wante-", Harry cautiously moves closer to you.

"No! I want us to start our own family and that couldn't happen with you being away!", you wiped your tears with the palm of your hand, "I just wished you had considered me - us, before you decided to leave.", you whispered sadly and left the room.

Harry felt like a complete dick. What was he thinking? Not only he did upset you, he hurt you too. He knew you were right and he needed to make up for it.

He went downstairs and saw you on the kitchen holding a glass with water, you were still sniffling and his heart broke at the sound. Harry slowly approaches you but before he could come closer, you began to speak.

"You're right...", you said while slowly turning towards him.

"No baby, I'm sorry, you were right, I wasn't thinking and I want to make it up to you. I shou-", his voice sounds desperate and you know that he's also about to cry.

"No H. You're right.", you repeat. "We need a break.", you said not meeting his eyes.

"Yes, yes we do lovie.", his waterline felt full but he blinked his tears away, in his mind he was so thankful that you're agreeing with joining him on tour so he pulled you to his chest and kissed your temples. "I love you so much lovie, I'm really sorry... but on the brighter side, we can start planning on packing, yeah? And make a list of the places you want to visit.", he looks down at you with a smile on his face.

"No Harry."

"What do you mean no? You don't want to start packing yet, baby? That's alright too! It has been a very long day for us. We got a few weeks up in our sleeves anyway! We're going to have so much fun!", he winked at you. He sounds so excited and it hurts to know that you'll be ripping his happiness in the next few seconds.

"Harry, i-i meant th-the break, w-we need it...", you met his stare and that's when it hits him.

"No, no, no, I- baby I'm so sorry, I- lovie plea-", the waters in his eyes came back.

"Harry, baby we need it. We're both feeling the pressure of getting pregnant before our thirties. I'm sorry about what I said earlier. This is a much-needed break, plus you'll be doing what you love and I'll be doing what I love, and when you come back, we can try again."

"No, love, please...", he's crying now and you are too.

"Bubbles, I'm not leaving you, we're just going to be away from each other, like old times before we get married.", you tried to smile through your tears but just couldn't.

Harry pulled you tightly to his chest, "promise me you're not leaving me, yeah? You still love me, right? Baby, right?"

You pulled away, "of course I still love you, it's impossible for it to change, I'll be waiting here for you to come home. Maybe because we couldn't keep our hands off each other that's why we feel so pressured.", you try to laugh on the last part and your husband smiled at you.

"I couldn't help that my wife is the most gorgeous girl that's ever walked on this planet.", he pinched your bum and wiped your tears.

You swat his arms and the both of you laughed, "now, now Mr. Styles, stop being cheesy.", you wiped his tears away.

"Well Mrs. Styles I'm just stating facts here.", you just shook your head and brought your arms to the back of his neck to pull him down for a kiss.

"Damn, I'll miss that.", Harry said after your kiss with his eyes still closed.

"Good thing we got three more weeks yea?"

"Definitely!", and with that, both of you kissed again and it's like nothing ever happened, no screaming, no shouting, and no tears.

And that same night you made love like it's the first time again.

Maybe the both of you couldn't start your own family now but you both believe that it'll come at the right time but for now, you're just going to do what you love, take care of your baby patients while waiting to have your own whistle Harry do what he loves, performs the music he wrote with his heart.

Little the both of you know that that night, you'll have your little bubs growing in your tummy.

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[ellipsesarefun]

TODODEKU MANIA

Because I’m a Tododeku maniac who can’t stop gushing about this beautiful, wonderful pairing aside from otayuri, it is my civic duty (and because someone out there *coughs*wintermoon*coughs* needs to sleep; aka me lol jk but seriously) to share and spread the love of Tododeku fanfics. At least some since there’s 99 fics in my bookmarks hahahaha

1. Someday, I'm sure, our hands will reach the far-off sun series by MadamRed (WIP) | Beautiful short pieces!! Even lyrical and fluid passages, it’s nice to tuck in to bed and snuggle into the covers with some warm, fluffy (and possible angsty) fics such as these. (Note: That haircut needs to be canon. Period.)

2.  I Want Some Coffee with a Kiss, Please series by AvaRose (WIP) | ANOTHER FLUFF EXPLOSION. Coffee AU, need I say more? Yes! Fluff fluff more fluff and wonderful writing style that delivers pining and fluff to the maximum!!

3. Amaryllis by Greenerscreams | Hanaki AU. Hanaki AU as in vomiting flowers over unrequited love. unrequited feelings as in angst, angst, angst. This has a happy ending, though, so you’ll probably cry in happiness at the end.

4. count your blessings, not your flaws by PitViperOfDoom | MISCOMMUNICATION EVERYWHERE. It’s written so well, so much, that I cry whenever I read this. It’s gradually, achingly, heartbreaking, but at the end of it all... just read it, it’s really good!! In a way it’s because it’s relatable, and because the way they wrote Izuku-kun and Shouto-kun’s perspectives of the matter are meticulous and every single word used counts. Really builds up the image of the story.

5. centered on you by celestialfics  | If you like humorous and vivid images of Izuku blushing and bumbling in a dancing class, here you go! Enjoy yourselves as this beautiful Deku tries to waltz.

6. a drop of ink may make a million think by pellucidpilgrim | Pining! More pining hahaha with sleep deprived Izuku writing a poem (btw, the poem is written by the author themselves!! It’s really good, I swear) and Shouto-kun tucking his roommate and singing him to sleep. It’s beautiful and precious GO READ THIS.

7.  Send Endeavor to the Shadow Realm series by PitViperOfDoom | Featuring Deku roasting Endeavor behind his back and being good friends (and boyfriend) with Shouto-kun. I feel like this is recommended by a lot so dive in and read!!!!

8. Standing Locust, Forward Fold by mousapelli | Cute adorkable idiots who still pine from the distance are being set up by the wonderful friends! It’s cute and fluffy and funny all in one!

9. Subscapula by mousapelli  |Three years into Biology, and words like subscapula are written in my cardiac muscles. Here’s a Masseuse!Deku and an injured Shouto-kun falling for Deku’s smooth smooth words and soothing hands. mhmm.

10. He was dumb enough to die on him by mmok | Reincarnation AU. Deku dies and Shouto cries. Deku reborns and there’s more angst, more tears, and more angst. Not exactly for sleepy time, but it can be (just that there’s a lot more to gush about this but I’m a bit sleep deprived hahaha). The author did a great job in manipulating this concept into a wonderful work of art (and a great job for bringing me to tears for every single chapter). Character development is well done and is scenes for each chapter are well detailed and well paced. I’d love to read it again (and cry about it for the nth time hahaha).

11. Inconsequential by FlowerPrints (WIP) | MY FAVORITE AU.  See that bold font? yea, it’s my ultimate favorite AU. Meet cute with Quirkless!Deku and a Curious!Todoroki at a train station. I’ve bookmarked this the minute I finished the first chapter because it’s beautiful and awesome and AH! The pacing’s well done too. There’s nothing quick about this. There’s this step by step process coming along with the developing friendship between Deku and Todoroki and I’m excited for more chapters~!

12. Wait Time by InsomniacArrest (WIP) | Interesting AU. There are still people who do have quirks but are not handled through a hero/villain universe, but are handled through suppressors. Mostly the setting is situated in a hospital and Deku, who is quirkless, works as an intern under Yagi Toshinori (All Might), a VIP in the hospital. He meets a grumpy kid who sits by the corner named Shouto, who apparently flirts in the most awkward way possible. His backstory hasn’t been fully covered yet and it’s still at its sixth, but it’s good. It’s reaaal good.

There’s probably more to tackle but I’ll place the others on a second part.

Here are my fics though.

13.  Boku no Hero Academia x Yuri!!! On Ice crossover  | where in Deku meets Yuri Plisetsky for the first time and mumbles a lot.

14. Cast those sunbeams unto my uncertainty | where Deku overthinks and Shouto arrives with a flowercrown on his head.

aaaaand that’s it

so read, cry, cry some more, and share.

gonna tag @els-main, @eclair, @madamredwrites, @blameotayuri and @pllsetskyonice since ya’ll know bnha (and if you do love tododeku, read and cry and share)

and @wintermoo-n, go read and cry and sleep bwahahahahaha

[reitziluz]

YOU HOW DARE YOU WRITE THAT SAD SERIREI WEREWOLF AU HOW DARE YOU I've been thinkin about it ever since I saw it and NO I NEED IT TO NOT END SADLY HAPPY ENDING KUDASAI IF YOU WON'T I WILL BECAUSE HOW DARE YOU WRITE SUCH A GOOD DRABBLE AND MAKE SUCH A POWERFUL COMIC AND JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT I'm personally offended there isn't more because I need more. Abyway I just wanted to say I've been thinking of it for like days now so thank you for that.

(the comic)

DUUUUUUDE ID BE FLOORED IF YOU WROTE ANYTHING ABOUT PUPPER SERI!!

but the truth is, there IS more, it started as a couple asks i got (maybe inspired by me yelling against vamp reigen and also bringing up twilight au whoops ;;;) that then moved to dm and on the serirei server au talk and ahhhh it’s mostly just really cute fluff!! 

i made a tag for the talk it’s now officially “werewolf!seri au” on my blog

BUT YEA THE ANGSTY COMIC IS JUST A BAD END ALTERNATIVE VERSION FOR ME!! im most likely at some point writing a lil oneshot or something that has all the cutesy shenanigans and most likely minimal angst, i got the angst outta my system with the comic.

buuuuuut if anyone happens to want to do something with the bad end, especially with the fact that seri’s only like 98% dead as he’s not yet fully reverted back to human at the end of it... *winking with all my 50 eyes*

[clefdraki]

Okay, so the replies to this post are honestly a bit of a multi-track train wreck on BOTH sides so I’m just. gonna repost from this part. but op as someone who loves angst and partakes in quite a bit of it, I have some. criticism. (you don’t have to listen to me but please take into consideration the following, under a read more because it’s a novel and a half. Whoops,)

-“All silly little ship tales, while it’s all cute and happy is actually bright long into the future imagining what it would be like for him and others be able to have a good life” feels on par with the sort of ‘edgy spin on a cute/nice thing’ sort of trope and while its fun to think about on the occasion. Please don’t just pan out every fluff interaction into just some extra deep angsty mess. let people think about their fluff separate from angst, please. It’s really not that deep. We can just. Have fluff without the ‘everyone-is-dead-and-i’m-the-only-survivor’ implications. -” Sometimes bright swears he hears Simon’s voice in his head, but he has gotten so used to the voices in his head that he doesn’t know anymore. Bright also started to get visions of a white light in his house.” you never actually touched upon this in the other reply to this post where it was brought up op but. hmn. delusions just for the sake of angst? this ain’t it. I’m sorry, but seriously. It could be worded differently, hearing someone’s voice occasionally is understandable! There’s a good way to write out someone seeing their departed family members and friends in other people! But “he has gotten so used to the voices in his head that he doesn’t know anymore.” reads a little like you're using delusions for their angsty potential. -Wow, there is just. So much happening. Like I get people dying at the foundation, but? N. Natural deaths happen. Not everyone needs to kill themselves, get cancer, or get murdered. Do these things happen? Yea! It’s awful, could be a case of just. Terrible terrible luck, and these things might have a higher risk of happening because of the foundation but. It’s just not likely with how? The foundation runs? (there is no canon, but there’s at least a vague standard for the foundation.) that all these l4′s/high levels/whatever-the-fuck-iceberg-is and shit just casually kill themselves or casually get shot (?) and nobody picks them up. There’s a difference between all canons are different, there is no canon, and realism in angst. I get that there’s no canon, I get that you can go wild with your ideas, but. “Pizza cutter tropes” (all edge, no point,) just aren’t fun. They aren’t fun to constantly read, it’s not fun to constantly pan out angst after angst after angst part. In another post, you wrote that this was. “A random spitball hypothetical idea spawned by a GOOF TIMES RP THREAD” ...What are these goofs that you ran wild with and spun into all angst and no happiness for Bright? Because you lowkey just went into detail about Glass having cancer eat away at his brain, and 3 high ranking workers at the foundation killing themselves? I genuinely ain’t trying to tell you to not have any fun with angst, I’m just bringing up some of the real genuine problems I see with This Heavy Of Angst and the, frankly, Unnecessary amounts of it.

@iamnotadamnedmonkey @raddagher

Here’s a idea. All silly little ship tales while it’s all cute and happy is actually bright long into the future imagining what it would be like for him and others be able to have a good life. The reason why he makes these shipping scenarios is because they are based off the real relationships they had that were cut short usually due to death.

Iceberg killed himself due to pressure and forcing himself to stay with gears, only making his situation worse. He was isolated and obsessed with gears due to gears being the only one he really talked to.

Kondakri killed himself due to giving up on life, he couldn’t take the foundation anymore. Clef did nothing to stop it cause he was kinda scared of kondakri when he was drunk and due to his past relationship he didn’t know what to do. Clef then later killed himslef leaving a suicide note left behind.

Glass died due to cancer eating away at his brain. Bright could die nothing, but watch Simon slowly die and forget about things around him, slowly becoming a shell of the man he once was.

Gears died because of blood loss. He had gotten shot during a containment breach. He never went to the medical clinic and when he was found he was long dead.

Talloran died in the 3999 incident, only leaving SCP-3999 article in his place. His body would later go missing soon after Draven kondakri went missing.

All these happy scenarios are just in Bright’s head. That he makes up for fun when he has nothing to do. When he goes to sleep at night he dreams about being dead with the others and seeing them again. He hopes sometimes there is another version of them out there that is happy and having a good life. Sometimes bright swears he hears Simon’s voice in his head, but he has gotten so used to the voices in his head that he doesn’t know anymore. Bright also started to get visions of a white light in his house.

[elliot-orion]

Writing Update 12/15/18

Word Count: 518

Favorite Line:  I wasn’t just bleeding blood, I was bleeding pain, and he was drowning in it too.

Update: Ouch look at that angst i wrote today im mean and i love it

So i was reading my fav books, fanboying as per usual, and i realized that i’ve been so annoyed bc i’ve known exactly what i wanted to write, but i couldn’t think of an idea, because, get this, I’D ALREADY HAD THE IDEA AND FORGOT IT!!! Fuckin... im a goddamn idiot... But yea, I realized I’d had this idea over the summer that I’d been too burned out to write at the time, but it was everything I’ve been wanting to write. Space themed, angsty but super fluff at the same time, poetic, realistic but still fantasy enough to keep me interested, told in the shorts i love, complex... its literally everything I’ve wanted to write for MONTHS! And i just fuckin forgot it existed. Because im an idiot with ADD who has the memory of a toddler playing hide and go seek. Anyways, that idea is, of course, Paper Stars, and I am officially pouring all my writing energy (which admittedly is a little depleted rn because i’ve got a lot on my mind) into Paper Stars. 

So I’m very glad i have a shit ton prepared for wraith journalism is kinda what im saying here lol although that blog is so pathetically unnoticed that it’s driving me kinda insane (i know its hard to get attention for stuff and its worth sharing even if no one notices and yadda yadda, but i like. never? share my longer stories?? this is literally?? the first time?? ignoring that one a long while ago that no one saw so i dont count it. and i’ve got two people who consistently read them?? so like.... its a little disheartening for someone who’s been terrified to share for years...) 

Anyways, Paper Stars is going well, albeit a bit slowly, bc again, lot on my mind. I’m super happy with it so far though and I’m really proud of the quality of writing in it. i’ve just posted an excerpt bc I’m having ash and river feels, and overall things are really good and im really proud of the story so far!! i want to go back bc i posted a summary a while ago and it got surprisingly popular and i think i had some people saying they wanted to be tagged in paper stars stuff on it, so i’ve got to do that. Otherwise, things are good! so... yea!