#yay :D it’s here :DD

[savorypink]

king and queen seat

you, alex, and some papers.

contains smut. + tbhc!au.

"What do you think?"

It's breathtaking. You marvel at your home planet's brilliance as you gaze from the large office window. The vast darkness of outer space leaves you hollow, but tonight, it aids in the mesmerising showcase before you. The orb is luminous in the dead, black sky, adorned with deep ocean blues and swirling clouds of white.

Patches of earthy greens and browns emerge, though not in great detail. You can almost pinpoint each continent. Watching from your seat, you feel microscopic, too puny and weak to handle it all.

As Alex settles beside you, the couch cushion sinks under his weight. Only when his large, icy hand envelopes your clammy palm are you thinking: Who in the hell puts a casino up here? You scramble through the file cabinet of your brain to muster something—anything worthwhile to say — but when your mouth opens, nothing emits. Alex adores it.

"Any adjective will do." He says, his warm lips brushing your knuckles in a gentle kiss. Your heart goes into overdrive, unsure if it's from Alex's touch or from realising how silly you must look.

"Wow." Your voice is but a whisper, but awe blankets every letter.

"Not an adjective." He sets your limp hand on your lap before returning to his desk. "I'll accept it, though."

Your gaze fixates on him as he rolls the sleeves of his button-down, hauling you deeper into a lovesick trance. Under the warm ceiling lights, the gold band on his finger flashes in the light as he does so, causing you to fidget with your own. A certain feeling crawls up your spine, mirroring the same puny insignificance you felt observing the Earth. Your man belongs here; you don't.

In the past, he might have shown initial protest, and leaving you on Earth certainly didn't help ease his guilt. However, you never doubted his ability to run this place. No one else had the capacity for care and detail as Alex did. From the green nylon carpeting to the flashing neon lights of the casino below, he had everything and then some.

Was it too ambitious? It'd be dumb to say otherwise. However, you can only see one man behind the desk running it all. And he wants you in the passenger seat? You should be happy, yet you wish for the couch cushions to swallow you whole.

You startle when a stack of documents slams onto the desk and again when you hear the thud of the desk drawer closing. From the drawer, Alex retrieves a pen adorned with a cute rubber charm of an astronaut at the top. A pair of readers also emerges from the drawer, which he perches on the tip of his Romanesque nose. Yes, he's your husband, but you're here solely on business. What's with the teenage swooning?

In silence, you watch as he reviews the documents. He's already pre-signed them, and the dotted lines await your signature, but you know how thorough he likes to be. The pen looks like a plaything in his giant fist. The veins in his wrist pulse as he clicks the pen, obnoxiously echoing off the office walls. For a moment, you're convinced the clicking is in perfect synch with your frantic heart despite the inattention of the action.

When the clicking ceases, your heart does, too, only to start again once he brings the clicker between his teeth, his lips brushing the astronaut charm. You're realising how uncomfortable your pencil skirt and button-up are as you sweat like a sinner doused in holy water. Are you seriously jealous of a pen?

"Baby." The air loses its stillness when his velvety voice fills the silence, causing you to sit upright. "What are you thinking about?"

Where do you begin? This co-manager role is a lot of responsibility, and I'm terrified. Do I want to do this? Why do you look so sexy when reading stuff? We should kiss. Cute pen, by the way. None of these thoughts leave your mind. Instead, the sour tang of word vomit tumbles out.

"You look good in that chair." It comes out more gravelly than you wish, and Alex notices it. The smirk adorning his handsome features says more than enough.

"Our chair now." He leans further into the velour chair, playfully twisting until he gets up. "Unless you don't want it. I know my girl likes to decorate." He slides the papers in your direction, placing the pen beside them.

"She does. It's very...you."

The office could be mistaken as a set for Mad Men. The scent of the mahogany walls and a newly vacuumed carpet float through the air. Though you're worried your sweat may have soiled it, the orange couch under you is intact, comfortable and plush, with no signs of sinking. You also notice this in the two spare chairs, the same burnt orange colour as the couch. Men in suits should be scaling the walls to be here. Yet, the office feels uninhabited; the only lingering animal prowling is Alex.

It is muted and lonely. It feels just like space. It feels like Alex.

"Eh," he shrugs. "It could use some plants. Gonna need your name on these papers, little lady."

Temporarily, you don't rise from your seat. Your nervous system isn't sending the neurons to your legs. You're realising this isn't some fawn-in-headlights moment. You're aware of your surroundings and what you're here to do. Yet, the painful churning of your guts and the weight of this—what you're sacrificing your life on Earth for—is weighing twice as heavy. These aren't first-day jitters. This is a warning.

Ultimately, your legs take you to the desk, but you're shouting at your body to stop shaking. It's only you, Alex, and some papers. It's almost like your wedding day.

You can pick up the pen without spasm, and Alex smiles when you do. Before your eyes meet the papers, you spot your wedding photo in a brown frame on the desk. The picture shows signs of wear and tear, with some fraying around the edges. The imperfections stem from the photo being in his wallet for years, but the flaws increase its charm. From the sepia colouring to you and Alex's stiff posture, the picture looks antique and fragile, your poses complementing the retro feel. Regardless, you hold your bouquet of dried peonies and foliage, beaming ear to ear with Alex behind you. You recall his offer to decorate, and while there are some things you'd like to rearrange, that photo isn't one of them. Your poses? You would change in a heartbeat.

To kill time, you skim the papers as slowly as you can. Alex simplified all the legal jargon for you beforehand, but you feel like a child picking up their first book. The most straightforward words look like gibberish, and your head is reeling as it attempts to comprehend everything. Your skull feels as if two large hands are squeezing your temples, the pain throbbing even harder when you reach the dotted line awaiting your name.

With your mind muddled and the room doing 360s, you don't even register Alex has moved behind you, his lips ghosting over your ringing ear.

"Is everything alright?"

His hushed whisper is soothing, grounding even. You can feel the carpet under your heels again. The dotted line is no longer a blur, and your head is no longer doing pirouettes. The air stirs again, and the burning in your lungs drops a few temperatures. You can breathe once more.

"Yes," you say. You click the pen and scribble your name. Although it looks like chicken scratch, Alex is familiar enough with your penmanship to deem it acceptable. He knows how you write when in a hurry, not when you're trying to make him happy.

Alex's arms firmly close around you, squeezing air out of you with mere strength. Elated isn't a strong enough word to define his happiness. It overflows in the scattered kisses he plants all over your reddening face, and you can feel him even trying to pick you up for a moment. You bask in the affection as if you hadn't signed your life away moments ago. You even giggle as his beard tickles and scratches your face.

The tenderness spilling from him is the only thing that feels normal. It's almost possible to forget you're here, on a floating rock in the middle of celestial nowhere. But the gleaming Earth outside the office window will always remind you of your sealed fate.

You're stuck here.

His lips meeting your mouth don't evoke the same enthusiasm from you. Hesitantly, you kiss back, imitating the lip movements of a kid kissed on the playground. Your nerves go unnoticed by your husband, likely mistaking your hesitance for teasing. His hands are still frigid, unyielding in temperature despite caressing your burning face. As the kiss deepens, you allow your previous doubts to dissipate, though Alex's tongue has done it for you. His grasp on your skull is tight, headache-inducing, but your relief is in his restlessness.

You can't blame him for wanting to tear you apart, his tongue roaming your mouth as if you were a lifeline. You've been gone for too long. Saying that he missed you would only scratch the surface. When he pulls away, both of you are breathless, your lungs clinging to the surrounding air.

"We should celebrate."

A lopsided grin adorns his features, making you want to kiss him all over again. Before Alex heads over to the bar cart near his desk, he leans in to give you one more peck on the lips. The bar is complete with coffee, teas and cookies you sent to him from home. The only alcohol is a small champagne bottle, which he returns to the desk. After pulling a corkscrew from the drawer, Alex releases the cork with a loud pop. The sound makes your heart misstep, but you can't contain your giggles, as it all happens in a rather lacklustre fashion: no foam, no clapping, no cheering. It's a surprise party thrown for the wrong person.

Alex hands you a paper cup filled halfway with champagne. As you take the cup, your hesitation mirrors the one in your kiss. You gaze at the cup, watching the bubbles ascend and burst. When he's back in front of you, you keep your eyes on the cup. You don't waver, even as you feel his eyes boring into you.

"What are you thinking about?" He asks. "And be honest this time."

The revelation doesn't shock you. It's somewhat reassuring that he caught up on your lie. The part where you have to tell him is what tugs at your heartstrings. Your eyes remain on the cup as if your answer is in the bubbles. Telling him should be a cakewalk; say how you feel. It's not like you're trying to reverse a major decision or anything!

You let your eyes leave the cup, meeting Alex's concerned expression; you're looking at a kicked, beat puppy, and the sight is nauseating. Perching on the desk, you sigh, watching your trembling legs sway beneath you.

"I know you can do this. And you do it well," you state. "I'm just not sure if I can do it. At all."

The light against your feet goes dark as Alex's shadow eclipses your form. For a moment, you're freezing as his shadow looms over you. You're fighting with your body to stop shivering, the weight of his shadow heavy and biting; it's almost unnerving. Soon enough, you find warmth as Alex's hand cups your cheek. The tenderness washes over you like a tidal wave; it's what you've yearned for this whole time. This should feel like something other than a business meeting. This is you and your husband.

"I don't need you to be perfect," he begins. "I need you to be here."

You swallow a lump large enough to make you choke, fixing your unsteady eyes on his warm gaze. "Is that enough?"

"More than enough. We've always been a team. Now, we're a team on the moon."

You chuckle, leaning your head into his calloused palm. "In a casino. On the moon."

"Right. Treat like we're at home. You cook, I do the dishes. I wash, you fold. It's all 50/50." He leans in and lowers your head, planting a tender kiss on your scalp. "You'll never do it alone. I promise. You can say your husband loves you to the moon if it's any consolation. And it'll be true."

A boulder is gone from your shoulders. It's like you're breathing for the first time, feeling the knot in your chest finally come undone. Your doubts will continue to linger; that won't change. The bittersweet aftertaste lies in the comfort of Alex being there to remove those hurdles for you. And he'll continue to do it—always—just as he promised you.

Sighing, you rest your head against his chest, focusing on the steady beat of his heart. "One hell of a celebration, huh?" You snort, looking at your cup. "We didn't even make a toast."

Alex withdraws from you, lifting the paper cup halfway. "What shall we toast to?"

"I dunno." You shrug, mirroring his movements albeit meekly. "Teamwork?"

With a small smile, he taps his cup against yours. "To teamwork."

Before taking a sip, Alex raises the cup once more. "And to Tranquility Base Hotel and Casino's First Lady."

First Lady, it's difficult for the title not to make you smile. As you sip your champagne, a comforting chill travels down your spine at the fizziness. You glide your tongue along your lips to catch the hints of melon, an action that feels like a blissful eternity in Alex's mind. His sharp eyes wander from your champagne-coated lips down to the tan pencil skirt you wore to match his tan trousers.

With ease, the stretchy fabric lifts and sculpts the curve of your butt, accentuating your hips and supple thighs. The skirt's ability to cling to you is equally alluring and irritating, moulding your body into perfect form and embracing you better than he could. It's not fair; it should be him instead.

Alex downs the last of his champagne in a swift swig, pivoting his aching lower half away from you. Out of the corner of his eye, he watches you clam up again, your eyes vacant and your hands pleading to shake. Your stress is infectious in the worst way possible, suffocating the office with unbearable weight, making his heart fall into his stomach.

Alex clears his throat before speaking, likely masking the shakiness threatening to slip out. "Can I do anything to make you more...comfortable?" He asks. "As far as your new position's concerned, I mean."

"Kiss me again."

You say it without delay. It's the most confidence you've had today. Alex quickly grants your wish, almost tripping over his feet to kiss you again. This kiss holds more ferocity than the one before. It's painful when your lips meet, the alcohol burning, teeth colliding. Your tongues are lacking in grace, twisting and fumbling over each other, rough and greedy. When you moan, he calls back to you with ten times the intensity, his groans deep, almost primal.

Both of you are equally breathless, like the first kiss, panting as you two separate. With your foreheads against each other, you realise nothing needs to be said between you. Besides a question from Alex, you two are pure telepathy. But sometimes, Alex likes to hear it from your mouth.

"What do you want to do?"

Through your quivering lip, you utter the command. "Sit."

The desk beneath you rumbles as Alex drops to his knees. He wastes no time from there, his hands mirroring the same insatiable hunger as his tongue. To your dismay but with delight, his impatient hands form tears and holes in your stockings. Your gooseflesh expands as your bare skin becomes exposed, your body tingling when his hands graze you, sending delightful shockwaves to your core.

Alex's eyes lock with yours, holding a gaze that swirls your heart and head. The fabric of your skirt wrinkles as his hold on the hem tightens; he's beyond eager to please you. He's a chess piece awaiting your skilful hand—a jester desperate for the royal's approval.

You give a simple nod, and to Alex, you've moved the piece that will lead you to victory. He hikes your skirt up to your stomach, releasing a swarm of butterflies with his movements. Alex tears through the remaining material of your stockings to access your drenched panties, his breathing ragged and hot against your flush skin. He yanks the flimsy fabric to the side and glides his fingers along your leaking entrance. The touch may be minimal, but the impact is immense; you clutch the edge of the desk tightly, unable to hold back a moan as his fingers glide into you.

"Deeper," you command. Alex's fingers delve even further into your core. His knuckles flex as your walls shut around the digits, his teeth clenched in a tight hiss. Your thigh quakes when you feel it, the frigid metal of his wedding band sliding past your warm walls. It's as deep as he can get, but your ache refuses to subside. Using your hips, you buck to motion for Alex to take the wheel or do anything. Your walls morph into quicksand around his fingers, rendering them immobile as his fingertips strike the area of your rioting ache.

His eyes, devoid of focus, shift back and forth between your quivering, moaning form and the fingers plunged within you. Your arousal dribbles clear and hot on the mahogany desk, and it's pretty—fuck, it drives him mad, but solely for the time being. He's thankful you can't hear the annoyed 'tch' he lets out.

Below your stomach, the heat is scorching as his fingers work you further, poking and prodding your bits as your vision turns cloudy white. A tender kiss on your knee jerks your head downward, and your eyes meet your husband's once more. There's a glimmer in both of your gazes, ample in heart-stopping warmth; it's unshakable, too loud to ignore. The sight of you is ghastly, sweat clinging to your body like a second skin, and your makeup melting off your face. You're aware of it all, but it doesn't matter to Alex, and it never will. He'll look at you all the same; he'll hang you in the Louvre while holding the same gaze that put a ring on your finger. You'll always be perfect in his eyes.

The sounds bouncing against the office walls assault your ears, echoing your moans and those wet, squelching noises. Alex is inaudible through it all, but you can decipher his words by studying the curves of his lips.

"Close?" Alex asks.

Your body betrays you before you can answer, moaning instead of a simple "yes", yet you're able to nod your head. His fingers curl as they thump against your core once more, the bricks you've stacked steadily beginning to crumble. Alex is saying something else, and you are pretty familiar with it. You recognise the curving of his lips. He utters the words–your favourite words.

"I love you."

You don't say it back. Instead, you allow yourself to come undone on his fingers, your walls collapsing around the digits as you cry out to him. Your vision is a lovely cloudy white when you spasm. Through your haze, you forget entirely about the remaining liquid in your cup, accidentally pouring it on the documents that still lack your signature.

As the clouds roll out, you can hear Alex cooing you back to reality as he utters sweet nothings against your skin, rubbing away the never-ending gooseflesh. He slides his fingers out of you with fragility, as if you'll crack again at the slightest touch. 

You will.

Alex stands up with a sigh, observing the mess formed on the desk. The champagne seeps into the documents, causing the ink to bleed and smear your signatures. When you look like this, it's hard to let his anger rear its horrid head. He knows better than to ruin your bliss, to rip you out of your cosy headspace, but he's your boss now. His words are merely a slap on the wrist.

"First Lady, you've ruined my desk."

You gulp as you try to regain your breath, your chest burning hot as you pant. "Our desk."

[keeps-ache]

shoutout to my brother who is being annoying about my finishing these refsheets in a timely manner. really appreciated👍

[miss-amanda-dawn]

Happy November!

So I wanted to come on here and just talk about my growth a bit!

So for those of you that don’t know , I’ve been well endowed since a very young age and I am talking REALLY young.

The women in the family were / are well endowed and so far I am by far the biggest. YAY ME! 😁

Little background history for you!

- My great grandma was a J cup and hers also rested in her lap. She never ever wore a bra. I never met her , but I’ve seen old photos of her.

- My grandma had a slightly above average size of a D cup, so nothing too large.

- Now my mom had slightly bigger than her mom. My mom also had a very tiny frame. So I’m 5’0 and my mom was actually shorter than me at 4’10. She only weighed about 80lbs soaking wet and had F cups.

- Now with me?

- I skipped wearing those “training bras” and went straight to a D cup bra by 10 or 11 and then by 12 it was a DD. I was already a G cup by 15 and having issues finding a pretty bra and a bra that fit properly by then.

So that’s a little background on my growth!

I’ll start doing little blog posts like this once a month. All focusing on growth! This might include family history like this one , my personal experience having a large chest , stories and even pros and cons I have personally experienced.

Sometimes it’s easy to forget that I’m human and just like you , except got blessed with an exceptional and ever growing rack. 😜

Hopefully a majority of you will find these blog posts interesting, if you even got this far! 😂��

[rollo-rolls]

How To Convert Eyelashes

I was asked to make a tutorial on converting eyelashes. Well, here it is. Dirty, badly explained tutorial by Rollo. I'm assuming you know how to work with required programs, it won't teach you the basics, just a process of converting eyelashes from ts4 to ts3.

Requirements:

S4Studio

s3pe

TSR Workshop

Sims 3 Pack Multi-Extracter

These files (full credit goes to @gruesim)

Graphical program that works with .dds files

Let's go:

Open the desired lashes in S4Studio. Export diffuse of the ones you want to convert (you only need the black ones). You can also export the thumbnail. Close the program.

2. Unzip the folder that you downloaded from this tutorial. You will find a .dds files called "sclub eyelash". Open it up in the graphical program. Make a black layer above it and hide it for now.

3. Now open up your ts4 eyelashes file. Start from the upper eyelash, crop it and go to the sclub eyelash.

4. Paste it, click ctrl+i, it will make ts4 eyelash white.

5. This is the worst part. You have to make the ts4 eyelash fit to the sclub one as close as possible. Use every method possible!

6. Unhide the black layer and see if your eyelash look alright. It may need some sharpening.

7. Now crop the bottom eyelash and follow the exact same steps as for the upper eyelash.

8. It should look more or less like this. Bottom eyelashes are always harder to adjust and may need even more sharpening.

9. Merge your upper and bottom eyelashes, duplicate the layer. Click ctrl+a, ctrl+t, then right mouse button and choose "Flip Horizontal".

10. Voila. You should have a complete set of your new shiny eyelashes! Save them as .dds. You can close the program. We're moving to TSR Workshop.

11. New Project -> New Import. Import Eyelashes AFBase from the downloaded folder.

12. Name your project, name your file and click "Next".

13. You should see this. Go to Texture tab and click "Edit" on the Transparency Map.

14. Import your eyelashes and click "Yes" when asked.

15. You should see your lashes, yay! But this is TSRW, they won't look exactly the same in game, as they look here. If you want a set of eyelashes, add more presets.

16. Now this is important. If you want to see your eyelashes in Accessories, go to Project tab, Clothing Type and change it from eyeliner to glasses. You also have to do this if you have more than one preset in one file. They won't show up in Eyeliner section. If you want to have set of eyelashes in Eyeliner category, you have to make each preset into seperate file. Also, eyelashes are recolorable ONLY in Accessories section. Don't forget to check Categories section to see which outfit has the eyelashes available.

17. Now you're ready to export your file! Export -> To Sims3Pack. Use the Sims 3 Pack Multi-Extracter to convert your sims3pack to package file. We're moving to s3pe.

18. THESE STEPS ARE ESSENTIAL! Open up your shiny new package in s3pe. Click on the GEOM with the right mouse button.

19. Click Replace and choose AUID.simgeom from the downloaded folder. AUID is for adults, CUID for kids and PUID for toddlers. We have one more step to do.

20. Now click on the CASP normally (left mouse button) and click Grid on the bottom of the program.

21. A small pop up window appears. Scroll to the very bottom and find a line called OverlayPriority.

22. Change the 8 to 2. This will make eyelashes not being visible through hair that's covering eyes.

23. Save your package. You're ready to test your converted eyelashes in game!

Here they are. Nothing fancy, it was a quick conversion :D They're also compatible with S-Club eyelash sliders ^^

Btw, you don't necessarily have to convert both upper and bottom eyelashes. You can have upper or bottom only. Play with the lenght, not all eyelashes have to be very long. Convert it for males, kids, toddlers. You just have to remember to change the options in TSRW and replace the correct .simgeom file in s3pe. There is a lot of possibilities and you'll probably get better in this than me :D

Good luck! ♥

[ashwii]

Thanks for answering! Could you go into how you paint? It's always the trickiest part for me

Hehe sure thing! I even recorded some of it, bc for me personally, i learn a lot easier when it's visualized like that, aha.

So first off, we'll start off with our base!

Personally, I like a lot of gradients and color variations to start off with, but these can be solid base colors of you prefer :3. From this, ALL layers are gonna be merged down into one, no separate layers here yet :D

Going forward, I have a video done here kinda showing what I do :DD. I'll explain below the video in more detail what I do

First the base shadiws and highlights — for the shadows I'll usually pick from the color wheel (a darker, more saturated tone, plus I'll also shift the hue some) and draw right on the canvas. For the base highlights, i'll almost always use a bright orange on whatever adjustment layer makes your color nice and bright and glowy (for PTS it's Luminosity, and for CSP and Procreate I usually use an Add layer).

THEN I DO SOME MESSY BLENDING OUT, nothing pretty yet, just getting some of the colors blended out hehe

Afterwards, the drawing usually looks like this :0 very messy lol

NEXT !!! PAINTING TIME !!! As show in the video, it's allllll about color picking and going over what you've already done. For a lot of it I use a softer brush, letting the colors blend together more softly, and then for other portions I'll use a harder pen for where I want more of the color that I picked to show through. Sometimes I'll draw over the line art all together if I don't think it's needed, or i"ll draw the line art back in after painting over it if I want those lines still :0

And there's just a looooot of drawing over and painting over. The 20 seconds you saw of painting and blending usually goes on for like 3-6 hours, depending on the drawing XD.

After ALLLL of that, I get smth like this

AND this was pretty much just working on leo. Now to work on the background elements >:3c same progress, just for the atmosphere and not the character!

YAY NOW THAT'S DONE !! Now all the paintings done soooooo

Color correction and final touches >:3c no more painting, now there's just a bunch of fun glowy layers we add on top of this heheheeh

AND WE DONE >:DDD

I hope that helped some djejwjww. Tbh, the way I learn the most is if an artist im trying to learn from straight up just streams what they’re doing, but I don't rlly know anywhere i could stream or who would be interested ;w; but I hope this helps enough anyway!

If there are any other questions, I'll be happy to answer! Ive said before I rlly like playing art teacher heheheheh <33

[waffledforbrunch]

How did you get into writing fanfiction? :D

Do you have any fanfic authors you love here in Tumblr?

Fanfiction tropes you love (ooh, I'm really curious about this one)?

Wait, idk your favorite character(s) in blue lock :0

Yayay let's do this!! (Also I'm gonna pop into ur inbox soon w/similar questions, so be prepared >:))

Got into fanfic mainly bc I (maladaptive??) daydreamed so much to the point I was like "I'm basically writing fanfic. Why don't I just write the fanfic??"

I had thoughts, oneshots, scenarios, and headcannons all in my brain. So figured I should write them down :] at the time it didn't feel like much a shift in workload either, since I was still spending the same amount of time thinking about bluelock, just that now they went into words and not just concepts :3

It didn't take me much to be convinced to post either, since I knew I would gain some attraction as the only bllk x reader scenario book on wattpad (which turns out I wasn't) (but it worked out anyway??) (I want that level of delusion back)

1. Authors I love!

Tbh I limit my fanfic intake, so now I only really read my friend's stuff! @fishii-writes 's and @shrii-kk 's writing styles are some of my favourites 😋😋

2. Favourite Tropes

Ooo ok this one I have to think about. Gonna improv the names bc idk the 'offical' ones (ships used as examples)

- Crushing realllyyy hard x completely unaware (bachsagi)

- Academic rivals (Kaisagi)

- flirty x completely unbothered (ryusae)

- I'll tolerate you x yay :D (nanarin)

3. Favourite bllk characters :DD

Rin > Kaiser > Reo > Charles > Niko

I think aiku and niko are supper underrated (and Charles too, there's such a lack of any sort of content for him... Especially merch 😭😭)

Yippe :D thanks for the ask Aurora <33

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🍔We believe in magic, paradox space, dreambubbles, sburbism, lainism, the multiverse, branching timelines & loops, reincarnation, reality shifting/jumping, the GREEN SUN, horrorterrors, witchcraft, tulpamancy, dreamselves, classpects, Skaia, etc. We also believe in the Dimensional Merge and Ember's Ghost Squad (most of us r either supportive or neutral on Chris Chan & Andrew Blaze). Overall lotssa weird kinda-spiritual beliefz we wouldnt DARE post on main. lol. >_<

....dont bother arguing about it though, because we already know its true. its all facts. We are currently in reality #216-B. Earth02. Any attempt to blind our truth will later be blocked....manifesto, suicide files, and "spiritual documents" are currently in the works, and will be published here before our eventual suicide. Do not try 2 reality check us.....

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⚠ DNI: Conformists, posers, preps & normies dni!!!!!!!! Gtfo!!! Thiz blog iz 4 cringey weirdoz n freakz ONLY! We dont respect cops, teachers, or doctors, either! We are genuinely mentally ill/delusional/crazy/insane/sick/whateva >_< ....spam likez/reblogz r welcome tho!!! We luv the attention~ X3 we dont rlly like discourse but are probably an endosystem?? Or smth similar?? Dunno dont care. truscum should kill themselves tho :3 Cis ppl r welcome here, but i WILL act like im better than u lolz...so If ur here to argue about ships, gender, systems, beliefs, or watevr...u probs get blocked! Innternet discourse iz stoopid! Use ur brainz!!! XP ⚠

[sulphuricgrin]

13, 7, and 22 from the reveal OC asks for Lilliandra! :D

THANK YOU!! :DD Questions are from here! I get to talk more about my LDB. YAY!

13. Name one thing their parents taught them.

Her father taught her how to hunt and do the field dressing. While she didn't have to hunt for her own food since they were nobles, hunting parties were commonplace and he wanted her to socialize. Thankfully for her, this skill becomes invaluable when she's no longer living in the Summerset Isles and travelling mainland Tamriel (and when she's in Skyrim)

7. Describe them in three words. Now let them describe themself in three words. OMG thank you for this question.

My words for her: Obsessive, Sadist, Tortured

Her words: Pragmatic, Talented, Petty

22. Do they like being called pet names? Do they call other people pet names? What’s their go-to? (I've actually answered this for all 3 OCs. >.>)

So for Lilliandra growing up: Her mother loved bugs and had nicknames for her children because of that. Lilliandra was frequently called her little scarab. Her father called her Lily flower.

As an adult, Lilli cares little what others call her, nicknames or pet names. She did pick up her mother's habit of using bugs for names, but in most cases it's for internally insulting others.

When Cinnara and Lilliandra were dating, Lilli would affectionately call her Ladybug (for her hair) or Firefly or a simple Love.

[deetealeaf]

DEEEEEEEE HIIIII

okay! I got another fake planttt :DD

And now I need u to help me officially name them!! (And sorta of introduce them to you? I think) If u would like :)))

So currently 2/5 need names: Pink orchid: Purple bonsai-looking thing:

Here r the ones that do have names though! Mini plant in white:  Arcas A large plant in black: Callisto Lavender: Delphinus

They're all currently constellations but you can pick whatever name sounds nice for you :D

And! Arcas and Callisto but they are supposed to deprive Ursa Major (Callisto) and her son, Ursa Minor (Arcas)

And Delphinus is the dolphin that helped Poseidon bag his wife, Amphitrite (The successful wingman)

okay have a nice dayyyy :DDDD <33333333

:DDDD

HIII IVYYYY <33

Omg yay more plantsss!!!! Im happy for you!

first of all- the names you already have ARE GORGEOUS AMAZING FLAWLESS i love <3 ur plants soend awesome

And personally if u want to stick to the star theme u have going on my favs are

Andromeda

Vega (brightest star in lyra)

Lyra itself

Diphda (brightest star in cetus)

And then obviosly sirius and regulus lolll

And then animal based constellations i like are corvus, lynx, and polaris which counts cuz its in ursa minor lols

And sagitta is also pretty! I like sagitta for the pink orchid tbh...

If you dont like anybof these give me a minute to look some more stuff up lolol

Also u might have started a new hyperfixtation cuz i looked up a list of constellations an im in love 😭

THANK YOU i hope u have/ had a good day tooo <33 ;bb

[volivolition]

hi hi!! back again with more music!

First off is Ringfinger by Nine Inch Nails! This song's had Dark in a fuckin chokehold the past few days ajahdhdjsdjdjsjd the lyrics REALLY like,, put the love and devotion (and. obsession.) she feels for people into perspective, he feels! Growing up we never really cared much for this song but something about it just clicked one night and now it's one of our most played songs this past week DHDJSJSIDJZ

Next up is a softer NIN track, Lights In The Sky! I wasn't around for this but I have memories of this song helping us with a really bad break-up,, despite the lyrics hinting towards this song being about drugs apparently JFHDJSFJ. The way this one is played is super pretty, definitely gives off space vibes, and it's one of our go-to songs for helping put us to sleep!

Nine Inch Nails contains multitudes™ when it comes to music tbh they can do it all but I think you'd really enjoy their more quieter songs! We just. also really wanted to show you Ringfinger because it's a favourite right now LMAO

That's all from us for now!! Hope you have a good day, life, all of that! <2 -Actor

hi hi!!! YAY hello actor, music time! :D <222

RINGFINGER!! THAT'S YALL!!! HGKJH i listened to this one when yall changed your url, but i'm happy to listen to it again!! :D this is the one that yall like the demo of too, i think?

i love the alternating synth bits between the two audio tracks hkjhg it has a very cool, mysterious feel to it :3 nods nods the love/devotion/obsession, i understand!! the lyrics have a loyalty that bleeds into self-sacrifice :0 <22 the part that yall use for your blog layout!! "I get everything I want / When I get part of you" :'] <33 oooh the turntable scratching ending bit before the guitar-ish glitch out is so funky and fun hkjgh

the demo has much more screeching hkjh its interesting how the drumbeat and vocals are just a touch more subdued than the other version :0 OOH i love getting to see first draft vs finale type things, it's cool hearing what bits were kept and what was changed, alternate lyrics!! :] OH HELL YEAH, thats the lyric yall used for your profile pic piece!! :3 both of these versions are very cool, im glad they clicked for yall!! :DD <33

Lights In The Sky! piano time!! ooh, for real, this is a good sleepy time song, the singer sang so intensely and gruff for most of Ringfinger and he sings so hushed and peacefully here, the duality of man hkgjh <33 "The lights in the sky are waving goodbye / And I am staying right beside you" awah :'] very fond of this, it's lovely that it's helped yall in the past <33 <22

thank you for these!! :D!! hehee i also hope yall have a nice day/life/everything forever and always hkjhg yall deserve the world <222

[nogenderbee]

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝔻𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕟𝕥 ₊˚ˑ༄

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ daily anon request: WHAT?!?! YOUR REQS ARE OPEN, HOW ABOUT AN EMU X GN!READER BUT!! READERS RUDE AND SWEARS ALOT, OR LIKE THE OPPOSITE OF HER

I think that'd be a cool concept :D a delinquent and a silly girl :DD

(quick question, do you also write npc's or just the main characters?)

-Daily! Anon

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ YEAH THEY WERE! YAY!! I swear I love the dynamic here sm! I'm not sure if I wrote it right but hopefully I did!

Also noo sorry I don't write NPCs ToT unfortunely I don't read that much of event stories so I don't really get their personalities that well so no... not yet at least

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ fluff

Affiliation with @virtualbookstore

✧ Emu loves how badass looking you are! She thinks you're really more cool than scary so you never really intimidated her

✧ unlike her brothers, she loves having you around because of how many fun ideas you always have

✧ honestly, she doesn't mind sneaking out to hangout with you since she already does the same to get to Kamiyama

✧ doesn't really smoke with you, in fact she'll try to refrain you from doing so too if you happen to smoke near her

✧ but her tries to restrain you from doing that or even beating someone up are honestly so cute and funny sometimes, you can't help but let her win

"Nooo! Smoking kills turtles! And bunnies! Don't do that!"

✧ if you happen to get into a relationship together, she'll try her best to convince her family to give you another chance and not just judge you by the status and rumors

✧ and if you happen to also try getting on her family's good side... you'll definitely earn their approval sooner or later!

✧ she usually only tells good stuff to her family and her sister is the only person that knows more, since she supports you because her sister never came back home hurt or disappointed!

✧ but if you go together to Miyamasuzaka, the whole school probably knows you... so when they saw you hanging out and being total softie to wonderhoy girl... everyone immidietly knew you must be together

"You never smile..."

"I have no reason and your presence isn't helping so shut up."

"Y/N Wonderhoy!"

"Ah, wonderhoy~"

"(So you CAN smile...)"

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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart - come get your smiley girl!

[crow-in-gotham]

BLOG POST NO. 11 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS BITCH (I AM THAT BITCH)

GUESS WHO’S A YEAR INTO ADULTHOOD BITCHES

WOO YEAH CONFETTI CYMBALS TAMBORINES FUCKING ORCHESTRA ENCORE

So yeah I turned 19 and honestly it was the most uneventful bullshit I have ever been a part of— but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

So here’s the deal: Lan and Ray both set up a mini birthday party for me (thanks dorks :DDD) after all our classes were done. Ray decided to use his privilege (fucking finally) and booked an entire restaurant for us (Did I mention my friend was rich? Because he is. I hate him /j). He mostly did it because he knows I’m a horrid at anything social related so being in a restaurant full of people would have been nerve wracking— we could have just celebrated it in my apartment, but Lan said something along the lines of “the walls will eat you at this point— you need to touch some fucking grass” so I had no say in the matter.

We also invited Duke and Tim so yay more friends :DDD I went from having zero social life to having a small friend group. We hang out a lot outside of school now, so it's been great :DD

The dorks also gave me gifts which— you know, is nice and all I guess (no I didn’t cry, totally not).

Lan gave me a book I’ve had on my wishlist since forever and honestly thank fuck— I’ll take any free book I can get at this point (my entire collection at home + the one I have in my apartment here are worth a small fortune at this point—). Ray got me a wild assortment of keychains and pins because they know I’ve been meaning to collect more so that’s nice. Honestly I can probably cover a whole bag with the amount they decided to buy me—

Tim and Duke are fucking insane though. You wanna know what these mfs got me? A fucking nintendo switch. Why, you might ask? Because they heard me mention wanting one in passing. Like seriously, I know these two are rich but like holy shit wtf man. I mean thank you obviously but at the same time what the fuck.

Technically they split the gift between them, but Tim was specifically the one who bought the switch, and Duke bought me the games to play on it (Legend of Zelda and Animal Crossing?? Hello???)

(I love my friends— sob)

Overall, pretty great birthday :))) 

I just kinda wish I could come home and visit family

We were on a video call all night after Hood left, but it just doesn’t feel the same way, you know?

Thankfully, I almost have enough money saved for a trip back home. I’ll just have to wait for December to come.

I miss them.

But anyway, happy birthday to me :D

[lil-strawberry9]

I’m here! :D

yay!

The blog is now open! :DD

[emmaestrella]

Hiiii :DD Here's some questions, as promised :3

No pressure to answer any of these, and feel free to skip around/only answer certain ones

Who’s your favorite Greek god, and why? (mine is Artemis because she's a lesbian aroace (at least to me) and has a badass follower cult, she's pretty, nature, her twin brother is Apollo (music, poetry, etc), and yeah. She's just awesome and badass.)

Seven characters you relate to?

Favorite flower(s)?

Do you like singing, and if yes, are you a tenor, alto, mezzo, or soprano? (I'm an alto :D)

Left or right handed?

What's your favorite potato food? (Fries, mashed, chips, baked, etc)

Average time you fall asleep?

An underrated song you love? (one of mine would be Runs In The Family by Amanda Palmer)

Lemonade or tea?

Do you like where you live?

(Since it's appropriate today lmao) Do you celebrate the 4th of July?

An aesthetic (or 3) that you think fit you?

The name of one of your playlists? (the one I've been listening to a lot currently is Summer nights exploring the woods)

What's your favorite candle scent?

How are you?

What's your comfort food?

What's your favorite animal?

Did you know that you are loved? <33

Okay that's all for now!! Lemme know if you want more questions, and feel free (please) ask me some too!! Could even be the same questions :]

Byeeeee

-Mysterious

OO YAY QUESTIONS!!

ok sooo

my favorite greek goddess is hestia, i feel like she’s always forgotten and she seems like she would be such a lovely person, especially being goddess of the hearth, i feel like she would give really really nice hugs

seven (thats a lot) characters i relate to are: uhm nina zenik (the vibes are there), annabeth chase (gifted kid), kataara from ATLA, amity blight, gwen from spiderverse, kat stratford from 10 things i hate about you, and pidge from voltron

my favorite flower is gerber daisies :D

i do like singing!! i’m not very good on my own but i’m okay when i’m singing along and i do not know what my vocal range is

i’m a rightie!!

my favorite potato food is probably french fries (i really like waffle cut or crinkle cut)

depends, i usually fall asleep around 10:30 during the school year but i’ll stay up till 11:30-12 over breaks

ooh an underrated song i love is literally anything by chloe ament but i really love evangeline or dining room table by her!!

lemonade 100% (i don’t like tea)

i like my town but i hate the state i live in so no :/

my family does, so i’ll get dressed up but i’m only in it for the food

ooh another tough one, i think indie, cottagecore, and fairycore!

most of my playlists don’t have like long names but i do have “female rage: the musical” based on this one post taylor nation made about the ttpd eras tour set being called that

i love anything vanilla/sugar scented!!

i’m doing good today!! how are you?

my comfort food is campbells chicken noodle soup probably

my favorite animal is rosg maple moths :D

i did <33 and you’re loved too <3

[kerizaret]

WAA THATS SO EXCITING IM SO HAPPY YOURE DOING WELL!!!!!! sunburns are Not Fun i hope u have the proper ointments for it but YIPPEE TO EVERYTHING ELSE YAYAYAYAA

feel free to send rock pics!!! if u want!!!!!! ALSO IM SO EXCITED TO SEE THE ART AND WRITING your works always slap so incredibly hard i am looking forward to it sm

i think ao3 is a rlly good option!! people would enjoy it anyway i think :o content is content and ur writing is gorg 10/10 times. ao3 should thank you actually /silly, but if u just wanna post it here that's completely understandable too nodnod

ALSO DONT APOLOGIZE FOR YELLING AT MY ASKS !!!! /nm you being happy and giving such an enthusiastic response makes me happy :DD

I put ointment on it!!! Don't worry! And I'll gladly send rock picks once I have a longer while (so in 2 days earliest probbaly) or smth! They are so pretty ;-;;;

Here's the seashells from before today tho :D

And yay!!! I'm glad you're excited!!! I am tooo so much!! Idk abt my writing yet bc its different than comics and all but! I hope its enjoyable! And I do actually like the day 3 work a lot, i think it was a rly cool idea, and I'll see if so do you all!

And yeah I might use ao3! Who cares I gotta wake u at 6am and its already midnight polysho wins heh

And 🥺🥺 that makes me happy too!! Thank u <33

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Hi Janine :D!!

Hi Barbara :)!

Hi Melissa :))

LOL sorry Janine xD

SLFKGHDS MATERNITY LEAVE O.O

Nahh it's not her

XDD Cinnamon buns

Aww Alex :'))

Welcome back Janine 🥰

Lol Janine xD aww honey I love you :))

AYY they're back :))

Hi Gregory :DD

LOL for her xD

Aww y'all 🥰🥰

XD it's not even that good

Oop a book club?

SLFKGJDHS Morton xD

Oof Jacob lol

Yeeah be careful sir xD although he can have an opinion guys

:O I saw the description of the episode but I did not think these would be the couples :)!!

Anyway AYY go off Jacob :D

But ayy double date with them!!

Lol straight friend xD

Aww yay that sounds fun :))

Ayy book club time :D

SLFJDKS Morton xD

Okay I was in a meeting so I'm not exactly sure how they got here but they're arguing about surviving in a wasteland xD

Lol oof Barb

AYY the date :D

Oop touching his arm o.o 👀

Aww she's sweet :D

Aww hey guys!

Oh okay chill drinks :)

OOPE JANINE O.O

Uh ohhh

With who though? Did she mention anything?

Nah I don't think she did?

WITH MANNY :OO??

The drama o.o

Gregoryyy xD

Ope we're all splitting up?

SLFKGJDS "THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DEAL WITH ME. MORTON" XDD

Gregory o.o

Sir you are on a date with another woman 😭😭

LOL four siblings xD

Or oldest of four or whatever

Lol Avi's trying xD

SLFJDS bro's living for this