#yari ni toge

[madnessofthespirits]

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[pikahlua]

MHA Chapter 373 spoilers translations

This week’s initial tentative super rough/literal translations under the cut.

1 病院に入ったスピナーを追う！ びょういんにはいったスピナーをおう！ byouin ni haitta SUPINAA wo ou! “I’ll chase Spinner who entered the hospital!”

2 他はこれ以上入らないようになんとか食い止めてくれ‼︎ ほかはこれいじょうはいらないようになんとかくいとめてくれ‼︎ hoka wa kore ijou hairanai you ni nan to ka kui tomete kure!! “Somehow hold back the others from entering any farther than this!!”

tagline プレゼント・マイクに後を託されーー… プレゼント・マイクにあとをたくされーー… PUREZENTO MAIKU ni ato wo takusare---... Present Mic entrusted [them] with [what comes] after---...

1 俺… おれ… ore... “I...”

2 俺は… おれは… ore wa... “I...”

1 怒りの使い方を いかりのつかいかたを ikari no tsukai kata wo “The way I used my anger”

2 間違えたのかもしれない まちがえたのかもしれない machigaeta no kamo shirenai “may have been a mistake.”

3 怖気づくな足を止めるな代弁者を追え!!! おじけづくなあしをとめるなだいべんしゃをおえ!!! ojikedzuku na ashi wo tomeruna daibensha wo oe!!! “Don’t lose your nerve, don’t stop walking, follow the representative!!”

4 見て見ぬフリしてきたこの土壌全てが悪なのだ‼︎ みてみぬフリしてきたこのどじょうすべてがあくなのだ‼︎ miteminu FURI shite kita kono dojou subete ga aku na no da!! “This soil they pretended not to see, it’s all evil!!”

5 思い知らせる時なのだ‼︎受けた仕打ちだけを考えろ‼︎ おもいしらせるときなのだ‼︎うけたしうちだけをかんがえろ‼︎ omoishiraseru toki na no da!! uketa shiuchi dake wo kangaero!! “It’s time to remind them!! Think only of the treatment we received!!”

6 かっ考えてる！ かっかんがえてる！ ka- kangaeteru! “I- I am thinking about it!”

7 何もしてないのに殴りかかられた！ なにもしてないのになぐりかかられた！ nani mo shitenai noni naguri kakarareta! “Even though I was doing nothing, I was caught and beaten!”

8 思い返すだけで腸が煮えくり返る！ おもいかえすだけではらわたがにえくりかえる！ omoikaesu dake de harawata ga niekurikaeru! “Just recalling that makes my insides boil all over again!”

9 でも…っ demo... “But...”

1 …軽薄だと嗤うか…��� …けいはくだとわらうか…？ ...keihaku da to warau ka...? “...will you laugh at me for being superficial...?”

2 "決起"の噂を聞いた時は確かに高揚したんだ‼︎ "けっき"のうわさをきいたときはたしかにこうようしたんだ‼︎ “kekki” no uwasa wo kiita toki wa tashika ni kouyou shitanda!! “When I heard rumors of the Uprising, I was certainly excited!!”

3 沈黙は悪なんだって…‼︎ ちんもくはあくなんだって…‼︎ chinmoku wa aku nanda tte...!! “Because inaction would be evil, they’d say...!!”

4 俺たちを置き去りにした世界を　全部　ひっくり返してやるって…‼︎ おれたちをおきざりにしたせかいを　ぜんぶ　ひっくりかえしてやるって…‼︎ ore-tachi wo okizari ni shita sekai wo zenbu hikkuri kaeshite yaru tte...!! “The world that left us behind, all of it...we’ll turn it upside down and take it back, they’d say...!!”

5 代弁者がいるって！ だいべんしゃがいるって！ daibensha ga iru tte! “We have a representative, they’d say!”

1 やり方が違うだろう⁉︎ やりかたがちがうだろう⁉︎ yari kata ga chigau darou!? Will this method be any different!? (Note: These are Shouji’s words from chapter 371.)

2 知らネぇよ しらネぇよ shiraNEe yo DunnOOo (Note: This was Spinner’s response to Shouji from chapter 371.)

3 わかんねえっ全部って何だ⁉︎ わかんねえっぜんぶってなんだ⁉︎ wakannee zenbu tte nan da!? “I don’t get it, what did they mean by ‘all of it’!?”

4 中にいる人たちをおっ俺はっ‼︎ なかにいるひとたちをおっおれはっ‼︎ naka ni iru hito-tachi wo o- ore wa!! “The people inside, I- I!!”

5 殴る気にはなれなかった！ なぐるきにはなれなかった！ naguru ki ni wa narenakatta! “I came to not want to beat them [down]!”

6 あのタコが"トゲ"に…‼︎ ano TAKO ga “TOGE” ni...!! That octopus [became] a thorn...!!

7 折角　肉壁となる程先鋭化させてきた"熱"が……！ せっかく　にくかべとなるほどせんえいかさせてきた"ねつ"が……！ sekkaku nikukabe to naru hodo sen’eika sasete kita “netsu” ga......! [What has he done to] that passion we intensified with so much effort to create a wall of flesh......! (Note: “Wall of flesh” refers to the mob acting as a giant meat shield.)

8 我々が至上となる為の"熱"が!!! われわれがしじょうとなるための"ねつ"が!!! wareware ga shijou to naru tame no “netsu” ga!!! That passion that would make us supreme!!!

9 やめろやめろ冷静になるな!!! やめろやめろれいせいになるな!!! yamero yamero reisei ni naruna!!! “Stop it, stop it, don’t become calm!!!”

10 何を止まっている‼︎これは革命だ‼︎ なにをとまっている‼︎これはかくめいだ‼︎ nani wo tomatte iru!! kore wa kakumei da!! “What are you stopping!! This is a revolution!!”

11 進め全部ブッ壊すンだ‼︎ すすめぜんぶブッこわすンだ‼︎ susume zenbu BUKkowasuNda!! “Press on and destroy everything!!”

12 間違えたのか…⁉︎俺は… まちがえたのか…⁉︎おれは… machigaeta no ka...!? ore wa... “Did I make a mistake...!? I...”

13 黙って座れているべきだったのか…!!? だまってすわれているべきだったのか…!!? damatte suwate iru beki datta no ka...!!? “Should I have shut up and stayed sitting down...!!?”

1 今日立ち上がった気持ちは決して無駄でも間違いでもないハズです きょうたちあがったきもちはけっしてむだでもまちがいでもないハズです kyou tachi agatta kimochi wa kesshite muda demo machigai demo nai HAZU desu “The feelings you stood up for today are certainly not useless or mistaken.”

2 照らされなかったのは てらされなかったのは terasarenakatta no wa “Those who were not illuminated”

3 俺たちを傷つけてきた方だ おれたちをきずつけてきたほうだ ore-tachi wo kizu tsukete kita hou da “were the ones who hurt us.”

4 あんたらの声は胸に刻んでいく あんたらのこえはむねにきざんでいく anta-ra no koe wa mune ni kizande iku “Your voices have been engraved in my heart.”

5 気付けずすまなかった きづけずすまなかった kidzukezu sumanakatta “I’m sorry I didn’t notice.”

6 考えることを止めなかったあなたが かんがえることをやめなかったあなたが kangaeru koto wo yamenakatta anata ga “You who didn’t stop thinking about these things”

7 俺には今まぶしく映ります おれにはいままぶしくうつります ore ni wa ima mabushiku utsurimasu Literal: “have now reflected your radiance at me.” Contextual: “look dazzling to me now.”

8 その光で傷つける者を変えましょう そのひかりできずつけるものをかえましょう sono hikari de kizu tsukeru mono wo kaemashou “Let us use that light to change those who have hurt us”

9 彼らが自ら己の拳を恥じるまで かれらがみずからおのれのこぶしをはじるまで kare-ra ga mizukara onore no kobushi wo hajiru made “until they shame themselves for their fists.”

10 勢いが いきおいが ikioi ga The momentum has...

1 俺たちだけじゃただ力で禦ぐだけだった…！ おれたちだけじゃただちからでふせぐだけだった…！ ore-tachi dake ja tada chikara de fusegu dake datta...! “If it was only us, we’d have just used force to only defend...!” (Note: Fusegu is the same word All For One uses in chapter 363 for “heroes are those who protect/defend.”)

2 院内増援行くぞ‼︎ いんないぞうえんいくぞ‼︎ innai zouen iku zo!! “Let’s go be reinforcements inside the hospital!!”

sign 研究棟 けんきゅうとう kenkyuu tou Research Building

1 ア‼︎ A!! Ah!!

2 "声"…！ "こえ"…！ “koe”...! “Voice"...!

3 AFOト死柄気ノ声ジャナイト オール・フォー・ワントしがらきノこえジャナイト OORU FOO WAN TO Shigaraki NO koe JA NAI TO WITHOUT All For One’s AND Shigaraki’S voices

4-5 起キナインダッタ！ おキナインダッタ！ oKINAINDATTA! He woULDN’T WAKE UP!

6 万が一黒霧が奪還されそうになったらーー まんがいちくろぎりがだっかんされそうになったらーー man ga ichi Kurogiri ga dakkan sare sou ni nattara--- In the unlikely event that it looks like Kurogiri is about to be recaptured---

7 アレ以来ピクリとも動かねえんだYO… アレいらいピクリともうごかねえんだヨ… ARE irai PIKURI to mo ugokaneenda YO... Since then, he hasn’t moved to even twitch...

8 もうとっくにブッ壊れちまってんのかもしれねえ もうとっくにブッこわれちまってんのかもしれねえ mou tokku ni BUKkoware chimattenno kamoshirenee Maybe he utterly broke down a long time ago

9 頭ガ白クナッテイク…！ あたまガしろクナッテイク…！ atama GA shiroKU NATTE IKU...! My head is going blank...!

10 ア A “Agh”

11 身体ニ命令ガ届カネエ…！ からだニめいれいガとどカネエ…！ karada NI meirei GA todoKANEE...! I caN'T seND orders TO my body...!

12 ココマデシカ……‼︎ KOKO MADE SHIKA......!! TO HAVE ONLY MADE IT THIS FAR......!!

1 誰モツイテ来ネエ だれモツイテこネエ dare MO TSUITE koNEE No ONE caME WITH ME

2 黒霧モ起コセネエ くろぎりモおコセネエ Kurogiri MO oKOSENEE I ALSO caN'T waKE UP Kurogiri

3 空っぽのコスプレ野郎じゃねえか からっぽのコスプレやろうじゃねえか karappo no KOSUPURE yarou ja nee ka "Aren't you just a hollow cosplaying bastard?"

4 俺の心にはずっと何も無かった おれのこころにはずっとなにもなかった ore no kokoro ni wa zutto nani mo nakatta In my heart, there was always nothing.

5 熱ニウカサレテ ねつニウカサレテ netsu NI UKASARETE I got carried away by [my] passion,

6 立チアガッタ たチアガッタ taCHI AGATTA and I stood up.

7 考エタサ かんがエタサ kangaETA SA I did think about [things]

8-9 俺ハタダツイテ行キテェト思ッタンダ おれハタダツイテいキテェトおもッタンダ ore WA TADA TSUITE iKITEE TO omoTTANDA I thoUGHT that I JUST WANTED TO GO WITH HIM.

10 アイツガ立ツーー アイツガたツーー AITSU GA taTSU--- THAT GUY IS STANDING---

11 彼処　マデ アソコ　マデ ASOKO MADE [JUST GOTTA GET] OVER THERE

1 スピナーは止まった…！ スピナーはとまった…！ SUPINAA wa tomatta...! Spinner stopped...!

2 …分断作戦に不可欠な以上 …ぶんだんさくせんにふかけつないじょう ...bundan sakusen ni fukaketsu na ijou ...More essential than the plan to divide [everyone up]

3 これは最終手段 これはさいしゅうしゅだん kore wa saishuu shudan this is a last resort.

4 なァ　白雲 なァ　しらくも naA Shirakumo Hey, Shirakumo

5 相澤もう目と脚失ってんだ あいつもうめとあしうしなってんだ aitsu (kanji: Aizawa) mou me to ashi ushinattenda That guy (read as: Aizawa) has already lost an eye and leg.

6 思い出まであいつに失わせないでくれ おもいでまであいつにうしなわせないでくれ omoide made aitsu ni ushinawasenaide kure Don't let him lose even his memories [of you]

7 白雲じゃないなら思い出のまま消えてくれ しらくもじゃないならおもいでのままきえてくれ Shirakumo ja nai nara omoide no mama kiete kure If you're not Shirakumo, please remain a memory and disappear

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ーーでも　まだおまえがあの頃の友達なら

ーーでも　まだおまえがあのころのともだちなら

---demo mada omae ga ano koro no tomodachi nara

---but if you're still our friend from that time

1 死柄木タチヲ しがらきタチヲ Shigaraki-TACHI WO “Shigaraki AND THE OTHERS”

2 救ケロ たすケロ tasuKERO “SavE THEM”

3-4 白雲 しらくも Shirakumo Shirakumo

1 俺は おれは ore wa “I” (Note: This is Shirakumo’s personal pronoun, not Kurogiri’s usual “watashi.”)

2-3 死柄木弔を守る者 しがらきとむらをまもるもの Shigaraki Tomura wo mamoru mono “am the one who protects Tomura Shigaraki.”

tagline 黒霧参戦！戦いは新たなステージへ‼︎ くろぎりさんせん！たたかいはあらたなステージへ‼︎ Kurogiri sansen! tatakai wa aratana SUTEEJI e!! Kurogiri joins the battle! The fight [enters] a new stage!!

[reppanyaki]

鏡音リン - 黄金の踊り子 (Kogane no Odoriko) (Romaji Lyrics and English Translation)

Romaji: Dorei no shoujo ga Farao no mae de mai odoru Shoujo no mune ni wa Umaretsuki ukabu Seto no gurifu Jouka ni miwatasu Kogane no kare no mono Shitone no yoyami ni Kesshite kanawanu omoi ga tsunoru Kotoba de naku, karada de naku "Kono mai de katarimashou" Furi maneku yubi, shigyaku no ai Furenu hada no atsusa wo mai odoru Reimei no kaze, kogane no hazu Yotsuyu wo tada nijimasete hohoemu Tsukihi wa imazu ni Shoujo wa yagate odoriko ni Saisho no hiroume wa Koiuru kare no konin no gishiki Aegu kokoro, toge no itami "Kono mai ni kakushimashou" Sakage no toga, mokushi no ai Kyouki o haramitsuzuke mai odoru Deau futari, dorei to hime Shoujo wa mizukara no chi o shirazu ni Nirin no hasu, kagami utsushi "Akuma da――" to sakebu dosei Shisen no ame, kogane no ou Shoujo o kabau tame ni tachiagaru Hinan no ame, memai no fuchi Shoujo wa mujitsu no tsumi o mitometa Shoujo no mune tsuranuku yari Mai chiru chi ni kamawazu mai odoru Reimei no kaze kogane no hasu Kare hate kuchi tsukiru made hohoemu English: A girl servant Danced a dance in front of the king Inside the girl's heart Naturally floats along A symbol of demon Look around the castle Everything of the king's possessions are made of gold Inside the dark night's pressure There are thoughts that will never be granted Without a word, without a body "Let's talk about this dance" Those inviting fingers, with arousal of love She danced a dance with the heat of untouched skin Winds of the dawn, the golden lotus She smiled and let the night dew sprinkle Her days were splashed like water The girl will soon be a dancer Her first debut was The beloved king's marriage ceremony With her panting heart, with her painful spine "Let's hide away this dance" Sinfully blame it all, at an implied love She danced the dance with a madness Two of them met, the servant and the princess The girl didn't know what was on her blood Two wheels of the lotus, reflected on the mirror "A demon――" with a shouting voice Rained with a gaze, the gold king Stood up to protect the girl Rained with critism, an abyss of dizziness The girl admitted her innocent sin The girl's heart was pierced through Without minding her scattered blood she danced the dance Winds of the dawn, the golden lotus She smiled until she withered and died

[madnessofthespirits]

cu alter and diarmuid sitting across from each other and cu keeps trying to smooth diarmuid's ahoge back with the rest of his hair but it keeps popping back out. nevertheless, he tries over and over to get the ahoge to stay in place, unfazed by his failures and undaunted by what may be the impossibility of this endeavor. diarmuid knows he may not ever succeed, but he says nothing, wanting to believe that he may eventually subdue the hair despite he odds, willing to wait however long for him to either plaster it in with the rest or give up. i don't know what this means either i just think you should picture it for a second

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see while i could write an entire laundry list of reasons why i care about cu alter and diarmuid that would probably turn into a pretty lengthy ship manifesto, right now i just want to talk about what is ultimately my favorite reason, and that is this that they are both characters who ended up in oddly similar tragic situations, which they responded to in ways that were just enough alike that they would be able to understand each other deeply, and yet also so radically different that they complement each other in ways that the other could learn from so as to grow and heal. both of them were forced to become people they never wanted to be in order to honor the geasa placed upon them, but cu alter responded to this by accepting his role as king (and later a servant/familiar) and the unpleasant changes the grail wrought in him so completely that he does not believe he is allowed to be any other way, while diarmuid refuses to be defined by his role as a traitor at all, preferring instead to hold on to hope that his new life will give him a chance to redeem himself by serving his lord faithfully and regaining new friends in place of the ones he was driven apart from in life. despite the opposite nature of both reactions, each stems from their mutual desire to live honorably above all else. and as with any sort of extreme, each reaction has its benefits as well as its drawbacks.

cu alter's problem is that being forced into a role he didn't want left him convinced that he is never meant to be anything more than the tool he had to see himself as in order to fulfill that role (and therefore honor his geis), no matter how unhappy he is that way. diarmuid, on the other hand, refuses to let anything stop him from being the honorable knight he believes himself to be, even after being forced to become a traitor, or from finding ways to find joy in his circumstances, even when forces beyond his control threaten to make this impossible. no matter how dishonorable his master is, he does his best to serve him honorably, and he even goes so far as to create opportunities to be the knight he wishes to be by creating and honoring his pact to fight to the death with saber, thus also creating hope and joy for himself in a situation otherwise devoid of both - not to mention a friend. he is proof that there is life beyond what is lost in the process of fulfilling one's vow, proof that joy can still be found even after it is stolen from you - and if there's anybody who needs to know that, it's cu alter.

but diarmuid is also so set on reclaiming his identity as a good knight that he has trouble accepting that he ever did anything dishonorable at all, or that he holds any resentment for those who put him in that situation, to the point that it causes him huge amounts of mental strife and anxiety. cu alter, on the other hand, completely accepts the ways in which his experience changed him, openly calling his way of existing "ugly" without further complaint, simply accepting it as part of his role and the way he has to live for the sake of his honor - even if it makes him miserable, even if it means becoming the "cruel king" who would seem to be the antithesis of the honorable hero he wants to be. he doesn't resent himself for simply doing what he had to, understanding that however paradoxical it may seem, even this can be part of being a hero if it means obeying his geis. and if diarmuid needs anything, it's someone who can help him accept the ways in which the tragedy of his life might have changed him for the worse, and the contradictory nature of being a hero itself. he needs someone who can show him that any resentful feelings he might harbor are just an unavoidable consequence of what happened to him, and not a stain on his honor in and of themselves - someone who can help him forgive himself for doing what he had to do in the name of said honor, no matter how dishonorable what he had to do itself was.

and since both of their issues stem from similar experiences, they can look at the other, finally see someone who knows what it's like to have to sacrifice your identity in order to fulfill a vow, finally see someone who knows what it's like to have your agency torn away from you in exchange for your honor, and see that maybe it's still possible to be okay afterward, after all. diarmuid does this by showing cu that it's possible for him to still be his old self in some ways, to connect with others and enjoy a good fight, and cu does this by showing diarmuid that he's no less the good knight he wants to be even if the events of the pursuit and the grail war changed him for the worse in some ways. what i'm saying is that by first offering each other understanding, diarmuid can offer cu alter hope and cu alter can offer diarmuid acceptance.

[madnessofthespirits]

lil cudia thing i like #58482116: they’re both beasts although with one it’s very obvious and the other you’d never guess

[madnessofthespirits]

man whose deepest want is to be understood x man who needs to be understood so he can make peace with himself giving each other so so so so so many kisses. and understanding