#yang seungbae x female reader

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A-Z NSFW Alphabet | Yang Seungbae

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Word count: 3.8K

Warnings/contents: Sex, cursing, variety of kinks, very 18+

Notes: This is a lot less kinky than the last, but it was a lot of fun to do. This took me like two days to write because Saturday was a rough day and I took a break, but I finished Sunday night and got very excited I actually finished it 😂 with that being said, I hope that you guys enjoy this read. I know it isn’t nearly as long as Sangwoo’s, but that bitch was kinky as hell and I didn’t really make Seungbae too kinky

The masterlist for Seungbae’s future chapters and other things like this can be found {here}! Sangwoo’s is on my masterlist which you can find the link for in my bio

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Seungbae is as affectionate and attentive as ever, making sure that you have plenty to drink in case you’re dehydrated, fluffing the pillows, warming your blanket in the dryer, washing the sheets. He takes time to make sure you’re comfortable, to get you into the shower if needed and let you lean fully into him while he washes your hair and back for you— even while he washes his own hair

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners)

Theirs: He doesn’t necessarily have a favorite part of his body, and certainly not because he found it most attractive on himself, however after awhile of being with you, Seungbae grew rather fond of his hands purely because of how much you loved them; his hands felt lonely without you, his fingers always wanting to stroke the back of your hand or palms, and in return when he was driving, you would always hold his hand, playing with his fingers while you told hims tories on the sofa, lacing your fingers between his in bed at night and kissing his hand with a soft and sleepy “I love you” that makes his heart race every time

Yours: Truth be told, Seungbae loves every inch of you. Your hands he loves to hold and admire in his own, your hips that sway nicely when you walk in front of him, your smile that is often followed by a sweet laugh that makes him smile, your eyes that have a twinkle of interest in them and he could get lost in for hours, your breasts that you give a little moan when he gropes, your ass that you give a gasp and laugh when he slaps it, your waist that he loves to hold onto when he kisses you. He simply can’t pick a favorite part of your body

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Seungbae isn’t the biggest fan of making a huge mess with his cum, often choosing to cum inside of you so long as you would let him. He isn’t too disgusting of a person, not necessarily wanting to lick any off of your cheek like you would do to him with your own squirt in his face, instead wiping it off with his thumb and flushing when you grab his wrist and suck it off. On the flip side, Seungbae does quite like to cum in your mouth and watch you swallow it and lick your lips off

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He often smells your underwear if he needs to get off and you’re asleep or not home. He doesn’t do it every time, however there’s sometimes that he just can’t help himself from wanting even a slight whiff of your scent, daydreaming about eating you out and the sweet noises you make when his face is between your legs. He loves to smell you, and while he would pass away from embarrassment if you ever found out, he can’t stop himself sometimes from swiping a pair of your underwear and helping himself out

E = Experience (how experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Seungbae only ever dated one girl before you and he, truth be told, could have cared less about sex at that point in his life. Even when he met you, sex wasn’t a big and important thing to him, and instead he cared about getting to know you on a deeper level mentally. It took a deep mental connection with him before Seungbae cared much for sex, so he wasn’t all too experienced with you after only ever having sex one time and disliking it because he wasn’t ready for that next step

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He likes things simple, personal, sweet. Maybe he won’t keep you in the position the entire time and maybe he’ll only put you in it for a few minutes, but Seungbae loves missionary. He loves to start and finish in missionary, getting you stretched out and ending the final high with his forehead to yours as the two of you catch your breath together. He likes when your legs are around his waist and hands are in his hair. He also likes that he can kiss you, suck on your neck and watch your face in this position

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)

While he isn’t monotone, Seungbae isn’t known for goofing off. With that being said, you thought he may be a bore in bed— he is far from it. He likes to make you smile, talk to you, poke fun at you if he felt like it to make you laugh. He wants to know you’re happy, because sex is an emotional thing to him, because he needs a connection to enjoy it. He needs you to talk to him, kiss him sweetly and hold his hands. He wants things to be slow and passionate, not always rough and degrading. While he will give it to you if you were into that sort of thing, there is a healthy and important balance with Seungbae. The two of you have kinky nights and sweet nights where you take the time to let the other know that you love them in a more physical way than with sweet words

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He trims and up-keeps well, though he’ll shave every now and then if he felt like it. He doesn’t let the hair get too long out of personal preference and wanting to keep less itchy. He showers frequently and washes well, smelling quite nice on every inch of his body. He’s always had good hygiene and takes care of his appearance as well as he takes care of his apartment that is always neat and tidy

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)

Seungbae is very romantic. The kind of guy to make you dinner, help you clean, gently graze your thigh with his hand in a teasing manner when he kisses your cheek and watches a movie with you. He’s the kind of guy to start you a warm bath for when you get home from work and scatter rose petals. The kind of guy to have a single glass of champagne with you on an anniversary and sit in the tub with you, peppering soft kisses to your neck and shoulder before he even considers touching you elsewhere. He has no issue taking things as slow as needed, in fact he prefers it this way. Gentle touches, fingers softly grazing beneath your breasts along your ribs, soft kisses to the corner of your mouth and a hand gently holding your head. As feverish as your hands can get, he takes things slow, often taking your hands in his when you get too handsy

J = Jerk off (masterbation headcanon)

He doesn’t mind it, if he had to get off and you were busy, gone or not in the mood, he has no issue taking care of the problem himself. Seungbae would never want you to feel pressured or like you were anything less than what you were to him. He never wanted you to think he was too sex-driven, that your happiness wasn’t as important as your body— anything ludicrous like that. He always prioritized you over himself in every situation, sexual or not

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Praising: It feels like there’s never a time that Seungbae isn’t praising you— because there isn’t. He doesn’t like degrading you, he doesn’t like slapping you and calling you names. Instead he’s gentle with you, maybe more than you might like. He wants to treat you good— better than even you think you deserve, because he loves you. Because he doesn’t want to be crude and call you a slut or a whore, instead telling you constantly how good you feel, calling you his “Good girl” if you liked it, petting your hair and calling you “Princess,” “Baby,” “Sweetheart”— only the best of treatment for you

Begging: He wouldn’t ask you to beg for him or need you to beg for him, but he sure likes it. He likes to hear your voice get whiny sometimes when you’re desperate and the begs start to fall from you. Even if he would give you whatever you wanted if you asked for it, he likes it when you beg for him and thinks that it’s cute

Daddy kink: He wouldn’t have known he liked it unless you called him it on accident. Flustered and stopping for a moment while you both look at each other in shock, he can’t help the way his cock twitched inside of you even if he was embarrassed. He wouldn’t bring it up again and neither would you— until it happened again or he was feeling extra horny one night, bringing it up and asking you if you were into it, a bit shyly admitting that he didn’t hate it so much and told you that you could call him it if you liked, unknowingly creating a name for you to call him that would make him hard with a single whisper of it in his ear

Squirting: Seungbae loves to make you squirt. To play with your clit until you’re gushing around his fingers or his cock. Along with how he likes to overstimulate you, he likes to make you squirt until you can’t anymore— and then he’ll wait a few minutes and and make you squirt again. Seungbae isn’t too kinky, but he loves to make you feel good and he knows by your moans that it feels good to get you to squirt, so once he learned how, he took advantage of it— no matter how messy it is

Scent kink: He can’t help it— Seungbae is damn near obsessed with the way you smell. Whether it be your natural scent by his nose when he sleeps on you after a long day, your sweat when he’s fucking you, the scent of your pussy in his face when he’s eating you out or the perfume on your skin, he loves to smell you. Because you always smell so clean, so sweet, and he can’t help that your sweat truthfully doesn’t smell all too bad to him when his face is buried in the crook of your neck when he’s on top of you late into the night

Size kink: Mainly in the way that his hands are so much bigger in comparison to yours and how cute he thinks you are because you’re smaller than he is. He feels bad, but he thinks it’s hot how small you are when it comes to sex as well, how he can grope your breasts and ass in a handful and how little your mouth seems around his cock. He wouldn’t tease you, but he can’t help but think about it at least once a session

Overstimulation: He loves overstimulation, and not just on you; there’s nights he’ll overstimulate himself as well, overworking himself inside of you so that the two of you are exhausted, panting, sweaty and too tired to do anything except for fall asleep in each others grasp. He loves making you squirt, soak the bed and squirt in his face, he knows that it works you towards overstimulation a little faster, but he can’t help it— not with the way you moan out for him

Clothes: Seungbae absolutely loves to have sex with you while you wear his clothes. He thinks that you look adorable in his shirts, often after work letting you wear his shirt while the two of you are against the bedroom wall, watching your breasts bounce because he leaves the shirt unbuttoned and opened. If you wore one of his jackets and the two of you decided to take a rare occasion and have a quickie in public, he would let you wear his clothes and admire how cute you look

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

#1: His absolute favorite place is the bedroom. He likes to be able to lay you on the comfortable bed, to prop you up and keep you comfortable with pillows. He doesn’t mind sex with you in other places, but the bedroom is his favorite because he likes to know you’re comfortable and he also likes the soft bed against his knees rather than anything else while he’s, most likely, on top of you

#2: While it is far less frequent and he doesn’t enjoy it quite as much, Seungbae and you occasionally mess around on the sofa. Typically on weekend nights when the two of you have had a couple drinks or you’re too eager for each other. There are some nights on weekdays that the two of you end up on the sofa for a quickie that almost always ends up with the two of you in the bedroom

M = Motivation (what turns them on/gets them going?)

Something that has always kept him going was your moans. Loud, sweet and right in his face as he pleasured you. He likes it when you scratch his back, but he doesn’t want to get too scratched up because he doesn’t want anyone to see. He likes it when you gently scratch his back up, enough for him to feel it and to leave faint marks, but nothing that won’t go away within a day

N = No (something they wouldn’t do/turn offs)

When things get a little too rough, he doesn’t like it. Seungbae doesn’t get off on pain, he only wants your moans to be pleasurable, getting worried if you sound pained for even a second. He’s not into hardcore things, willing to try a few new things, but not too much. All he wants is to make your legs and hands shake in pleasure and leave you panting into his shoulder

O = Oral (preferences in giving/receiving, skill, etc.)

Seungbae quite enjoys burying his face between your legs and seeing what kinds of noises you’ll make when he teases you with his fingers at the same time. He’s good at it, able to make you squirt in his mouth and moan his name out loudly. Seungbae would lay between your legs for hours, doing everything he can to make you feel as good as possible. He would live to please you, and on hard days when you’re needing the attention, he’d give you extra pleasure, do anything that he could, adding a vibrator for your enjoyment and making you squirt even more

He doesn’t really mind if you weren’t big on sucking his dick. He would enjoy it every now and then, but he wouldn’t always want it. Often times Seungbae will want you to sit on his face while he gets his cock sucked because he doesn’t want to take all of the pleasure himself; he also really likes to feel your breasts against his body and likes to make you moan around his cock. More often than not, this ends up with you moaning against his leg instead of even sucking his cock, but he could care less because this is just what he wants: you to feel amazing while he feels good coasting off of your moans

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Seungbae likes to take this slow with you. He doesn’t like to rush or feel like he’s stuck in a time-crunch. While there are some times that the two of you are absolutely desperate for each other and only have a few minutes that he will hurry, he doesn’t like it very much. He likes to make you moan in pleasure, to bury his face between your legs and work you to blissful orgasm after blissful orgasm. He likes to feel your body pressed, bare and completely to his with your nails in his back and hand in his hair tugging on it with plenty of the night to spare

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

They’re not his favorite, unless the two of you were absolutely desperate for each other and were on a time crunch and just couldn’t stop yourselves would he consider a quickie, however he prefers taking his time. Touching every inch of you, making you softly moan in his ear while he kisses your neck and rubs your clit. Often times the two of you may have a short session on the sofa before you head to bed, but public quickies are almost nonexistent and only happen on the rarest occasions

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)

He’s not too big on risks. While he does like to try new things with you every now and then, spice up the bedroom life if you were getting unenthused, Seungbae is more than content with the way things are and would rather things not change too much. If you liked to do freakier things, he would do them with you— every now and then, because he wants things to be fair, but he also wants to spoil you entirely and never leave you understimulated or unsatisfied

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

He has a very impressive stamina, able to hold himself back from cumming for longer than anybody you’d ever seen to make sure you feel better than anybody else had ever made you feel. He is able to cum inside of you and continue to move inside of you to work both of you towards glorious overstimulation until you end up holding each other. Between rounds, Seungbae likes to hold you, occasionally sweetly making out with you and rubbing your clit just before the two of you get back into it. He can cum quite a few times a night, keeping you in bed with him on a normal basis at least over and hour and a half

T = Toys (do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Seungbae actually quite enjoys using a vibrator on you. He wouldn’t do it every time, but he feels no shame in using one, loving how much it makes you gush around his fingers and in his mouth. He isn’t cruel, making you hold it to yourself and stopping if you lag, but he may ask you to hold it to your clit if he was busy with his other hands, watching your face contort in pleasure as your hand slips and you bring it back to your clit and clench tight around him every time until you squirt out around him

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Seungbae isn’t much of a teaser. He likes to give you what you want, to overstimulate you and make you scream his name in pleasure. He doesn’t get off on edging you and denying you of what you want, instead giving what you want whether you demand it or beg for it. He does like it when you beg even if you know he’ll give you what you want either way, but all you have to do is say that you want it and it’s yours

V = Volume (how loud are they? What sounds do they make?)

Seungbae isn’t weird about moaning and letting you hear him, however his moans naturally aren’t too loud. They’re soft, deep and by your ear when he’s on top of you, slightly raspy when he’s tired and making you clench around him when he mumbles sweet praises to you between soft moans. He occasionally grunts when he’s getting tired, a slightly agape mouth with your legs around his shoulders, eyes staring intensely at each other as he loses himself and tries to hold back one final orgasm until he feels you gush around him one last time

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He gives you flowers out of the blue. Not because he made you mad, not just because you had a shitty day, not just because you’re on your period. There are sometimes he feels like he just should, only to come home and find out you had a bad day and listens to you tell him what happened while you put the flowers in a vase together. He gave you flowers on your first date, on your anniversary, when he told you he loved you for the first time, the first time the two of you slept together— occasions that were special to him, but on normal days as well just because he felt like it

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He’s very thick and heavy, fun to suck on when he’s driving and grope at when he’s soft. Seungbae is 8.4 inches and is pretty sensitive, especially around his head. It doesn’t take much teasing to make him hard, especially if you put him in your mouth when he’s soft. A single lick around his head or along his shaft would easily make him hard for you no matter what he was doing. Seungbae’s cum has a sweet taste to it, only ever rarely getting a bit tangy if he makes a change in his diet or he eats something he usually doesn’t

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

After having sex with you a few times, his sex drive did go up. In the past he hardly ever thought about sex, too busy working or sleeping to want to have sex, but when you came around and showed him things he didn’t know he liked, he found himself thinking about it when he shouldn’t. However, he has good self-control, not needing to have sex with you anymore than you want to. You could almost never want to have sex and he wouldn’t mind, however the max he would want to have sex in a week is most likely 3 times because he doesn’t want too many nights of yours to be taken up by such physical things and wants to hold you, kiss you sweetly and hear about your day while you make dinner together

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Seungbae never really has trouble sleeping, often falling asleep the second he gets to bed some nights. Nights after sex he falls asleep relatively fast, taking care of you and everything, trying to stay awake a little longer for you, but he typically falls asleep mid-sentence or while you’re talking, apologizing the next morning but being unable in the moment to stay awake no matter how interested he is in what you’re saying

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Showers | Seungbae

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Word count: 1.4K

Warnings/contents: Half-smut: Oral. Mild language, light fluff, 18+

Notes: This one is far from as sexual as the last. I’m working on Yoon Bum’s NSFW Alphabet and Matsukawa’s first time story as much as I can right now, but I hope you guys like it!

The updates are going to be slow for the most part, but here is my masterlist for the KS preferences/scenarios!

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A sigh came from the man as he walked in the door tonight. He was tired, he just wanted to shower and relax, specifically with you, but you weren’t sitting on the sofa or cleaning around the apartment like he thought you may be. However, upon further inspection and wondering if you were out as he headed to your shared room, he heard the shower running. Opening the bathroom door with a knock, he stepped into the steamy room.

“Hey, I’m home.” He called, nearly jumping back when you immediately peeked out of the curtain and grinned at him.

“Hey!” He sent you a smile, but his exhaustion was obvious. You sent him a sympathetic look while he took his tie off and started to undo the buttons on his shirt. “Rough day?”

“Long day,” he specified, stripping his clothes off. “You mind if I come in with you?”

“I could never mind,” you winked playfully at the man, easily sinking back behind the curtains and rinsing your hair out. He took his socks off, tossing the clothes aside and deciding to deal with them later. Getting in the shower, he nearly jumped back at how hot the water was against his feet.

“I’ll never understand how you shower like this.” With a soft laugh, you turned the water temperature down, leaning in and bringing them man into a hug he was quick to lean into. He rested his hands respectfully on your lower back, his chin on your head while you nuzzled your own into his chest. “How has your day been?” He asked, flushing slightly while your hands slid soothingly along his back.

“Oh, it’s been okay,” you said with a light sigh. “Not my best, certainly not my worst.” You said optimistically, pulling back and trading places with the man so that he could step beneath the now tolerable water. “I could complain, but I don’t want to.” You leaned against the wall, arms crossed beneath your breasts that he tried not to eye. As much as he wanted to, Seungbae had never wanted to ogle you. Never wanted to make you feel like you were more of a body than someone he loved wholeheartedly.

“I’m sorry to hear it hasn’t been great. You know, I was thinking, maybe this weekend we should go out.” He suggested, leaning his head back beneath the water. You gave a soft hum in interest, eyes flicking to his abs and biceps. “It’s been awhile since we’ve gone to a nice dinner. Maybe even if we just come back home afterwards.”

“I think that sounds like a lot of fun.” You said, smiling as the man stole a look in your direction. “It has been quite some time since we’ve gone out. It’ll be fun even if we get a burger.”

“Well, I was thinking something a bit more fancy— but if it’s a burger you want, it’s a burger we’ll get.” You gave a soft laugh and shook your head while he grabbed his shampoo.

“I’ll go wherever you’d like. It was just an example.” You assured the man. He’d always been this way— a perfect gentleman, taking you to nice places, being so perfectly respectful. You swore he didn’t have a single flaw other than overworking himself to the bone and sticking quite stubbornly to certain things you never really understood. “Maybe afterwards we could come home and watch a movie.”

“Would you prefer to go see a movie?” He asked, looking at you. “If you want to do something afterwards, we can. We don’t have to come home right away.” You hummed in thought and looked down to your feet.

“Maybe we should go see a movie then. Or maybe we should just see what’s out or how we feel after. If all else fails, I’d love to come home and be with you. I can’t exactly feel you up like I like to in theaters.” You teased, making the man’s cheeks flush slightly in the warm bathroom.

“Yes— I know you can’t,” he said with a light chuckle. With a soft sigh, you watched as he rinsed his hair out and stepped forward, shocking the man as your hands pressed to his chest. Before he spoke, you leaned in, lips pressing to his neck. The water ran down your back as he took a small step backwards in shock, hands reaching for your hips as if it was going to steady himself instead of pull you over with him if he slipped. “Hey— be careful,” he said, steadying the two of you better on the wet floor. “We could fall in here.” You hummed, tongue sliding along his skin slowly.

“Then maybe we should go to the floor,” you teased, sliding your hand down his chest.

“I didn’t think you were going to feel me up in the shower.” He said, flustered, eyebrows lightly furrowing inwards. “You know this isn’t my favorite place to do these things.”

“I know,” you hummed, lips kissing softly at his skin, though you made the man gasp when you suddenly bit him. “But you know I like to touch you when you don’t necessarily want to be touched. Like at dinner tables with friends, beneath the blanket, in the shower…” You trailed off, hand sliding down his toned body, your fingers gently teasing his shaft and making the man stiffen. “How about you just give in this once,” you said, pulling back to look into his eyes. “Just this once. Please?” With a soft sigh, he nodded.

“Alright. Just this once.” After the day he’d had, Seungbae couldn’t turn it down. You touching him, feeling him— whatever it was that you wanted to do to him. So he caved easily for you. A smile grew on your face as you nudged him back more until neither of you were perfectly beneath the water. He wasn’t sure what the plan was, but you were quiet, gently grasping his wrist and getting onto your knees.

He thought back, wondering if you wanted him to get down on his knees as well before you leaned in and pressed a kiss to his rather soft shaft. He gave a soft sound in embarrassment, looking away from you as you slid your tongue along him. He knew that you knew he wasn’t a fan of this— sexual things in the shower as much as other places or when you did things to him when he was soft. He’d never liked it, taking awhile to even shower with you in embarrassment of you seeing him so bare.

You weren’t sure why, but you respected him. You waited patiently, but there were times you felt the urge to show him a little extra love, wondering if his worries were a fear of you rejecting him for something so simple— something so human.

So you easily took him into your mouth, giving a soft sound when you felt him twitch and get hard as you sucked on his cockhead. You looked up at the man, eyes almost desperate, spit sliding down your chin shamelessly already. He was flushed, leaning his shoulders back against the wall for support and watching you with shaky breaths and soft moans as you bobbed your head on his shaft, eyes peering sweetly, sexually, up into his own.

You reached up, hand cupping around his balls and making the man give a soft gasp as you squeezed them, knowing they were sensitive and that it was going to make him feel better in a time when he didn’t necessarily want to be here so exposed. However, he couldn’t deny it. Especially with stress building up— all because of himself, as it usually was anymore. But you had a way with your mouth, so easily able to calm his every nerve and unpleasant feeling.

So he gave in. Closed his eyes, reached his hand down for your head, and let you do what you always did: take care of him in a way he didn’t always know he needed until he got it. A stress relieving orgasm he didn’t have for such a long time. Too wrapped up in his work and other things in life to take the time away. Even now— he’d barely ever ask for it. So when you wanted to do it, he didn’t want to turn you down.

After all, you seemed to enjoy it as much as he did. So he gave in this time, sighing and gently grasping onto your hair.

“Oh, it feels good…”

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Seungbae Sends you a Dirty text | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I think I want to jump all over the place with my list because I had an idea for the “Texting them when you start your period” chapter for Sangwoo and I really want to post it 😅

But for now, enjoy Seungbae! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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A-Z SFW Alphabet | Yang Seungbae

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Word count: 3.2K

Warnings/contents: Lot’s of fluff and fluffy headcanons, mild language

Notes: Next I’m really gonna try and work on my texting series, one thing being catching up Seungbae on the couple chapters Yoon Bum and Sangwoo are finished on. And then of course my BNHA series and starting another chapter of my Haikyuu series, most likely the one where you ask them to rail you. So for now, I may be done posting, but I hope you’ve enjoyed this and Oikawa’s post if you’ve read it/want to read it! 

The masterlist for Seungbae’s future chapters and other things like this can be found {here}! 

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A = Affection (are they affectionate with you?)

You had never suspected anything less, but Seungbae was very attentive and affectionate. There were times he was more formal with his affection, he wasn’t an openly clingy boyfriend, he didn’t smother you with his affection and attention, but if you needed it, you always had it at the drop of a hat. While he prefers to keep most details of your relationship outside of others knowing you’re together more private, he has no problem cuddling up with you in bed or on the sofa and kissing you for a few minutes sweetly and making you feel so loved. You’re putty in his hands, and for once, you can trust you won’t get hurt

B = Beauty (what do they admire the most about you?)

Something that Seungbae has always admired about you is your optimism. Yes, it may falter when the going gets tough, but it never diminishes. You never give into the pessimistic side of life. Even if it seems hopeless sometimes, you always seem to find something positive about situations, and when he’s at his worst, it keeps him going. No matter what the case he is, he knows you being so certain everything will be okay helps him feel as if everything will be okay

C = Cuddles and hugs (how do they cuddle? what about hugs?)

After a long, often times hard, day, Seungbae does enjoy unwinding with you. Sitting on the sofa, an arm around you while you rest your head on his shoulder and play with his fingers while you both exchange stories about your day. When he’s working long hours or he’s on stake-outs, he misses you and daydreams about being home with you cuddling instead of sitting in a car away from you

Overnight, Seungbae either sleeps on his back as stiff as a board, giving you the opportunity to curl up next to him and hold his hand over his stomach without a single worry in the world, or he sleeps on his side, spooning you and burying his face against your back. He’s more than willing to do either any night, but you’ve found that after a hard case that kept him at the office for longer than normal, he prefers to spoon to feel closer to you

When he hugs you, everything feels right. Everything feels safe, and everything feels okay. With his heart steadily beating by your ear, there’s nowhere you’d rather be than in his warm arms. Seungbae’s hugs are very comforting. When you’re down, you know a hug from him will make you feel better— not to mention he’ll sit with you for hours while you talk through what you need to

D = Date (how was the first date? what are dates with them like?)

On your first date, Seungbae took you to a fancier restaurant, making you laugh and giving you the best kind of company: his. After dinner was finished, he insisted on paying, saying this was all his idea and you deserved the best for a date. He took you to the park, walking slowly and gazing at the stars. He didn’t know how quickly you fell for him that night, gently holding his arm on the walk through the empty park before he brought you home, told you one more time how beautiful you looked and how much fun he had before he left you inside of your apartment, leaned against your door with a lovesick smile on your face

Dates with Seungbae now haven’t changed much. You sometimes go back to that restaurant you had your first date at, thinking back to all of the good memories you had in the start of your relationship and realizing just how much better things overall have gotten. Sometimes you’ll take a walk around the park, though it’s become a less safe place to be at night than it was before. Even then, you feel safe with Seungbae

E = Emotion (is it easy for them to express their emotions in front of you?)

Often times Seungbae likes to work little things out himself. He often will talk to you— after he knows exactly what’s wrong and how he may help himself. He was alone for a long time with only himself to deal with his problems, but he tries. He stays open with you, he doesn’t have a hard time expressing most of his emotions, but when he gets upset or down, he can sometimes get quiet and just sort of lay there. He doesn’t always want to talk, sometimes he just wants to lay his head on your lap in silence while you run your fingers through his hair

F = Feelings (when did they know they were in love with you?)

Seungbae denied his feelings for you for awhile, but the day it finally became too difficult to not admit to it was when the two of you ran into each other at the grocery store. You decided to do your shopping together, talking and catching up on a couple things. He couldn’t help but think about how much fun he’d had at the store when he typically dreaded grocery shopping and thought about you for the rest of the night. With a sigh as he cooked dinner, he finally admitted it to himself. He had romantic feelings for you

G = Gentle (are they gentle? If so, how?)

He doesn’t treat you as if you’re easily breakable, but Seungbae is gentle with you. When delivering bad news, he makes sure all sorts of precautions are taken and will expect the worst, when you’re sad, he’ll gently hug you and cradle you, when you’re angry, he’ll calmly sit down while you vent, rant, and/or pace. As a police officer, he typically runs into situations like this, and while he doesn’t treat you like he treats others, he knows the right approach to not make you feel belittled

H = Hands (how do they like to hold hands?)

He does like to hold hands with you, however he isn’t usually the one to reach for you unless you’re in bed. He finds it a bit tricky to sleep without you in bed with him, and especially without your hand in his. Often when you curl against his side, he’ll hold your hand on his stomach and gently rubs your hand while he talks to you or tries to sleep long after you’ve passed out

I = "I love you" (who said it first? and how? do they say it often?)

He said it first. The two of you were having dinner at his place 4 months after the two of you started to date. Things had been going great, steady, he really believed he was falling in love with you. Over dinner, the two of you talked, joked and laughed. Afterwards, you agreed to stay for a bit, snuggled up to his side, hand in his while you played with his fingers. The words truthfully just sort of fell out as he kissed your head, but he wasn’t embarrassed of how he felt. Especially not when you nuzzled into him and whispered your love back to him

He’s very consistent with his love. He makes sure you never feel like he loves you any less, frequently telling you that he loves you when he hangs up the phone, before he leaves, and before he goes to bed. Other than that, on the weekends he may tell you that he loves you more since he has more time with you

J = Jealousy (do they get jealous? how do they act when they're jealous?)

Seungbae is not a jealous person, however he is very protective of you. If he feels like you’re creeped out or uncomfortable, he’ll step in on any conversation needed. He’s polite about it, gently excusing you and saving you from the tense moment. Otherwise, he trusts you. He’ll keep a close watch just in case the other person decides to do anything funny, but you he trusts undeniably

K = Kiss (how do they kiss? who initiated the first kiss?)

His kisses are usually very sweet and mild mannered. Especially in public, the most that he would give you is a quick kiss to the cheek before he leaves you. But when the two of you are alone, his kisses can be very passionate and linger for much longer. Whenever things get heated, they can get rougher, but there’s never a time the kisses are rushed. Even when he’s late for work he’ll slow down to press a sweet kiss to your lips before he leaves

You initiated the first kiss. The two of you were at the movie theatre, seeing a movie a few weeks after the two of you got together. Your head was on his shoulder, occasionally whispering to him and making him give a soft chuckle, your hands on the arm rest beside you clutching his. You’d been planning to kiss him tonight when he brought you home, but now as a boring scene came on, you didn’t want to wait anymore, gently grabbing his face and leaning in to kiss him. He’d been confused at first, but it only took a second before he gave in and kissed you back

L = Love (how do they show you that they love you? what is their love language?)

Seungbae’s love language is quality time and acts of service. When he works long hours, he misses you a lot and can’t wait to be home with you. Even if the two of you are sitting on the sofa in silence or grocery shopping, he just wants to be around you again. He’d go shopping with you if you let him, driving you wherever you asked and holding your clothes or makeup for you while you picked out new things. Service wise, when he’s worn down, he appreciates every little thing you do for him. From helping him with dinner, covering his half-asleep body with a blanket or even dragging him to bed. Taking care of him when he’s hurt and picking up his slack— because when you’re down, he always helps you

M = Memory (what is their favorite memory with you?)

One of his favorite memories with you has always been a date where the two of you had a picnic. It was a nice summer day with a cool breeze, you had worn a pretty sundress and laid your head on his shoulder while the two of you watched the clouds, occasionally commenting that a certain cloud mocked a familiar shape or looked like a dinosaur. Before you got up to leave, you kissed his cheek and told him that you’d had a lot of fun, offering him a hand to help him up

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

When he’s home, a typical night is rather routine. You make dinner together, sometimes you’ll have a glass of wine, others you’ll just laugh and joke, watch a movie after dinner, clean the kitchen together. Often you may do some chores around the house together if you’ve both been busy, otherwise you may sometimes end up going to bed a little early and just relaxing in each others presence while you cuddle up and talk or fall asleep early. There’s nights you go to bed early with him even when you’re not tired just to be with him when he’s exhausted. It feels rather mundane, but when he presses his forehead to yours and holds your hands, it’s always worth it

O = On cloud nine (how do they act when they are in love? how do they express their feelings?)

When he’s in love, it isn’t always the most obvious. Seungbae is a professional man, able to put his own feelings aside for the most part. But if someone from his work catches him with you, he does seem different— happier, there’s a certain sparkle in his eyes, a wider grin and he laughs more. He tries to make you laugh more, tells you little jokes and looks at you so lovingly it’s hard to even believe it’s him sometimes

P = Pet names (what pet names do they use?)

Seungbae often calls you by your name, however a pet name that he sometimes refers to you as is either “My love” or “My beloved.” The latter happens more frequently when he’s tired or overworked, the previous often when the two of you are home alone and he’s in an exceptionally good mood

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget things?)

He does his best to remember as much as he can about you, but the most important things are ones that stick the first time you tell him; things you’re allergic to, your birthday, soon your anniversary. He remembers when you tell him about things going on mentally for you, whether you’re depressed, anxious, etc., he remembers bad habits and hard days for you because of things that happened in the past. He remembers how to take care of you and how to love you both when you need him the most and when you’re just as happy and healthy as ever

R = Rainy day (what do they like to do with you on a rainy day?)

If he doesn’t have work, he likes to watch the rain. He sleeps in a bit more when it rains, but he’s a bit more tired and sluggish because of the weather. He’ll slowly do things, make coffee, have a small breakfast. He often stays in his pajamas and will want to cuddle with you on the sofa with the curtains back or the tv on

S = Sympathy (how do they comfort you? how do they like being comforted?)

When you’re needing comfort, there’s never any shame with him. He’d never make you feel like your problems are insignificant or unimportant. He’s a great listener, he’s great at giving advice— but he won’t give it unless you ask. If all you need is to vent and you tell him that, he’d sit there with you while you complain and simply nod along, kiss your head when you give your final sigh and tell you he’s glad you’re comfortable opening up to him. When you’re sad and needing help, he drops everything for you. Nothing has and nothing ever will be more important to Seungbae than you

Because he has a habit of keeping things quiet until he can figure out what’s wrong so he doesn’t waste your time talking out feelings he doesn’t understand, sometimes Seungbae can let things weigh a little too heavy on his shoulders. If you’re already upset, he won’t speak a word of himself, but thankfully, he has tells. Tells that you learned to know when he needs to talk. If you sit by him, kiss his head and tell him it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t understand his feelings or not and you’ll listen to him. When he’s overworked, tired or has to much on his plate, he usually cracks and opens up to you in moments like this

T = Time (how do they like spending time with you?)

He doesn’t care too much for what it is you’re doing, Seungbae is just happy to be with you. Happy you want him to be around and even happier when you take him shopping with you. Whether it be for clothes, art supplies, sewing supplies, woodworking supplies, books— anything for any of your hobbies, he’s more than happy to tag along. To push the cart, carry the heavy things for you. He also loves to stay in with you, even just watching you work on a puzzle or art of some kind, whether it be creative art or other kinds of art, he loves when you show him things and projects you’re working on

U = Unencumbered (what helps them relax?)

Seungbae sometimes finds working around the house to be relaxing. Cleaning, rearranging, doing something to keep his mind off of what’s been bothering him. However, sometimes it’s only a silent cry for you to help him. When you come home and find him rearranging the entire living room, you often try and get him to sit down and relax. To sit with you in the kitchen and talk to you while you start dinner and get things off his chest. Often times, something that helps him relax is simply being with you

V = Vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)

He keeps himself clean, shaved, taken care of— not because he’s obsessed with his looks, but because he wants to be perceived as a man who cares about his life and can take care of himself. He doesn’t like to look disheveled, and as attractive as he looks with facial hair, he typically shaves it to look his best for himself

W = Waking up (what are they like when they wake up next to you?)

Seungbae wakes up early, almost the same time every day without the need of an alarm clock. He’s almost always up and ready to go immediately, getting the coffee pot started before he showers and gets on his clothes. It’s his morning routine, however if he stays up too late, he wakes up sluggish and sometimes forgets things. He appreciates you so much when you turn on the coffee pot for him when he forgets and gets in the shower. He’ll kiss your cheek while you help him button his shirt or tie his necktie for him

X = X-ray (how does the relationship look from an outside perspective compared to how it really is?)

Your relationship seems astounding. You seem very much in love, you seem happy and content on both of your ends. There doesn’t seem to ever be harbored feelings or nasty fights. Truthfully, there isn’t. If the two of you fight, Seungbae sometimes stays home longer to work it out. If it lasts through the day, he’ll stay up to figure things out. If you’re being stubborn, he’ll do something he hates— go to bed mid-argument, but first thing the next morning he’ll hand you a cup of coffee and tell you that you’re going to work this out and fix things. Things really are almost always perfect between the two of you. And while you hit rough patches like everyone else does, there’s never a time you worried things wouldn’t be okay

Y = Yes (do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)

Frequently. He’s looked at rings before, he thinks sometimes about what may look best on you. Whether you’d like a thin ring, a simple ring, a bright ring, a big ring. He thinks about how cute you’ll look with one, how special it’ll be when you share his name and this life undoubtably with him, but he’s in no rush to start that phase of his life. He only wants you to be happy with him every step of the way

Z = Zzz (how do they sleep with you?)

Usually he doesn’t have much trouble sleeping, but if you do he’ll stay up as long as he can for you. He’d talk to you, slowly drift off and try and keep himself awake by talking to you. It’s endearing as he falls asleep mid-sentence. It’s easy to sleep with him, you feel so safe, he often helps you clear your mind of doubts and leaves you occasionally falling asleep even before him

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Seungbae Responding to you Sending Him a Dirty Text | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: This is probably going to be my last post of the night, but I promised I’d get it out today, so here we go! I’m working on writing still, doing some texting series now, but I hope everyone has a good night! My asks and messages are, of course, always open 💛

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Reacting to you Texting Him When your Period Starts | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: For the end of this series (for real this time) I have Seungbae! I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and have enjoyed this series! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Responding to you Butchering His Name | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I think I promised I’d post this at some point today, so here is Seungbae! I haven’t done a whole lot of writing so far today, but I’m working slowly on more texting series things and I did some writing earlier in the day for a couple upcoming birthdays! Because I didn’t want to miss them and they’re coming fast 😅 

With that being said, I’m 90% sure I’m sick and so things may go a little slower, but I’ll keep things running! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Reacting to you Leaving Him on Read After He Says “I Love you” | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I said/promised I’d work on catching up Seungbae and Sangwoo with Yoon Bum, and I did it! I’ll have these periodically throughout the day, but here’s the first new chapter for Seungbae. I hope those of you who care about him enjoy this chapter! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Responding to “Do you Only Care About My Body?” | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! This series for them is now finished. I slacked for a few days on them, I’ve slacked a bit for the BNHA characters, but I have a chapter for them soon and then I will be starting a new series for them as well! So for now while I take a small headcanon break, here’s these! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Reacting to you Asking Him to Rail you | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I am going to work on more series in a little while, however I am gonna be busy for a bit before I come back to writing, so here’s this for now! Enjoy! I wrote it last night kind of late, so I truthfully don’t remember the whole chapter 😂

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Insomnia

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Prompt/summary: Typically struggling with sleep even at home, you’re unable to sleep at your boyfriends house and end up on the sofa as you often do to not wake him with your stirring. You space out, thinking about sleep as the tv plays in the background when your boyfriend startles you, telling you he can’t sleep when you can’t and decides to stay awake with you, comforting you and ending up making you cry because he treats you so much better than anybody else ever has before effortlessly, because he knows it’s what you deserve despite others not making you feel that way

Word count: 3.2K

Warnings/contents: Fluff, light language

Notes: Currently projecting my trauma into this story as a form of comfort. Maybe some of you can relate and make it more realistic. Either way, I hope you enjoy this sort of comfort chapter

I was going to wait until tomorrow to post this and then I asked myself “Why?” And to that I said “Good point” 

And I also don’t have a story for Haikyuu to write tomorrow and figured I’d make it a comforting Seungbae day. Anyways. Those of you who like Seungbae, enjoy! I will write more for him in the future! 

Ps. @letstalkaboutfandomsbaby​ I saw you say you liked him a lot and had wanted content for him for a long time and thought I’d tag you because why not. If you’d like, I can tag you whenever I post something for Seungbae!

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Soft snores came from the peaceful man beside you as you stared at the ceiling, watching the shadows from outside move as the wind blew and the occasional car lights drove by and lit the room for even just a moment. Your eyes were tired, burning, but you couldn’t sleep. A soft sigh left you as you peeked at the man beside you; he slept so peacefully, so effortlessly. You were envious of how quickly he fell asleep, of how peacefully he slept, and yet you couldn’t help but reach over and gently stroke his cheek.

“I love you so much,” you whispered to the sleeping man who shifted only slightly beneath your touch. “But I hate how easily you sleep.” With a light sigh, you carefully got out of the bed, glancing at him to make sure you hadn’t woken him up before rubbing your eyes as you walked out of the bedroom.

When he had first asked you to stay at his apartment and you struggled sleeping, he worried that you were uncomfortable sleeping in bed with him, maybe you were needing a more specific environment, worrying his apartment wasn’t comfortable for you and offering to drive you home when he found you awake in the middle of the night— but you assured the man this same thing happened at home. That you were often awake in the middle of the night, watching tv, browsing the internet, staring at the ceiling, doing a project— it wasn’t ideal, but you managed.

With a yawn, you shut the bedroom door as quietly as you could, walking to the living room you were often in. There were many times you fell asleep on the sofa and woke when he came out of the room, sometimes you made it back to bed in order to get that last few minutes of time in bed with him before he woke up.

You lost yourself in a daydream as you turned on the tv, thinking about cuddling into his side and sleeping so peacefully, thinking of your mind shutting off for a few hours so you could get a decent amount of sleep, but as you zoned back in on the tv, you sighed. You couldn’t help but peek back in the direction of Yang’s room, missing him. There was a part of you that wanted to take his advice— long ago he had told you that he didn’t mind it if you woke him up when you couldn’t sleep and he would stay awake with you, but your fathers words was hanging over it.

“Just because you can’t sleep doesn’t mean you should make everyone else suffer with you.”

With a sigh, you looked down. Don’t do it. You’re an annoyance if you wake him, you told yourself, watching the television quietly. There was nothing on— there was never was so late at night. Your fingers fiddled with the other on your lap as you tried to get comfortable, thinking you may be able to fall asleep on the sofa like other times before. You got lost in the glow of the tv, missing the bedroom door slowly opening until a hand pressed to your shoulder and made you jump.

“Oh, Jesus—!” You looked at your boyfriend who raised his hands in defense.

“Just me.” He said, sitting on the sofa with you while you pressed your hand to your chest over your racing heart. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you— I couldn’t get your attention.”

“Sorry— I was spaced off.” You said, looking back at the man. He looked tired, you weren’t sure why he was awake— he very rarely woke up on his own in the middle of the night and the tv was on a low volume setting, so quiet you could barely hear it yourself.

“I could tell,” he scooted closer to you, sliding his warm hand comfortingly around your shoulders. “Are you okay?”

“Just can’t sleep.” You said, leaning into the man. “You can go back to bed.” You assured him, pulling back to look at him.

“I couldn’t sleep knowing that you can’t,” he said gently, pressing a kiss to your forehead that you leaned into. He pressed his head to yours and closed his eyes. “Is there something on your mind, my love?” With a soft sigh, your shoulders slumped.

“Isn’t there always?”

“Do you need to talk?” He asked, pulling back to look at you. “You know I’m here to listen.”

“I don’t even know what’s wrong— it’s all… a mess.”

“You’re more than welcome to use me as a sort of sounding board,” he said, brushing your hair back from your face. “I’ll listen to you while you unscramble your thoughts.”

“Yang, you’re not a therapist, you’re my boyfriend— I’m not keen on treating people I love like therapists.”

“Because you don’t want to or because you were told it was wrong?” You hesitated for a moment, turning your head away from him as you mumbled beneath your breath.

“Maybe you should be a therapist if you’re so nosy.” He gave a soft snicker at your words and kissed your temple.

“As long as you know that you can talk to me.” He said. “About anything. I don’t mind.” He assured you, though gently reaching for your chin and making you look at him. “Your troubles are not a burden on me. I love you, your troubles are my troubles just like you treat mine as if they’re yours.” You couldn’t help but sniffle as you looked down.

“Why do you have to be so damn perfect.” You mumbled jokingly. He hummed softly, bringing you into a comforting hug and resting his chin on your head while you nuzzled close to his chest.

“I’m far from it. You’ve seen me at my worst, I know that you’re all too aware of my imperfections.”

“You don’t have any of those,” you said softly. “You’re kind, good, and considerate. God only knows why you ended up with me.” He gave another thoughtful hum, moving only to kiss you before he rested his chin back on your head.

“Well, I walked into a restaurant for lunch with my partner while we worked a case and I sat down at this table that gave me a 1 out of 20 chance to have the perfect view of this pretty girl sitting across the restaurant with her friend, laughing and so easily stealing my heart. And by some luck, I happened to run into the pretty girl from the restaurant at a bookstore. What are the odds— so I mention it. She laughs, that same cute laugh, and gives me her number.” He sighed contently, a small smile on his face as he lightly squeezed you in his arms. “It was so funny— we go on a date to this coffee shop and she has this pretty blue shirt on and I have a blue shirt on and we laugh about it, she makes a joke— “We must be made for each other.”” He softly laughed as he spoke and you hung onto his every word with furrowed eyebrows. “I can’t help but agree. What more could I ever ask for— and I don’t stop realizing it for even a second. Every second I spend with you, every day I see you, every time you spend the night and I try and stay up with you, I don’t stop seeing it. There’s nobody else for me. There’s nothing wrong with you, there never has been, there never will be. You’re perfect. You have a few little flaws— I do, too. You don’t wanna burden me with your troubles, but I’ll say it as many times as I need to: you’re not a burden. You never have been and you never will be, certainly not to me.”

“Why are you making me cry in the middle of the night,” you sniffled. “I can’t believe you remember those things.”

“How could I forget the day you told me we were made for each other. Jokingly or not, I always knew it was true. I always knew I was going to fall in love with you. I always knew you were perfect. That you were going to have the flaws I wanted to overlook and learn to love like they talk about in those cheesy romance movies you love to make fun of. I always knew I wanted to hear your laughter like I did in the coffee shop and the bookstore. I remember you told me that you always wanted to fall in love. That you wanted to find that person who was perfect for you and made you want to be perfect for them. And you told me I was that person, and I meant it when I told you that you were mine.”

“That’s so gross,” you mumbled jokingly, crying quietly against his chest while he softly rubbed your back and laughed at your words.

“Yes— grossly affectionate, I know. But it’s true. And you need to hear it. And even if you need to hear it a hundred more times— I’ll tell you a hundred more times. I’ll tell you for the rest of my life. I want you for the rest of my life.” You sniffled and gave a soft huff against his chest.

“I want you for the rest of my life, too.” Seungbae pressed a kiss to your head and pulled back, gently cupping your face in his hands and wiping the tears from your cheeks.

“Then will you marry me?”

“Are you really proposing to me while I cry at 3 AM?” You asked with a soft sob that mixed with a laugh. “Is that the story you want to go with?”

“It’s the story I want us to go with. Other people can hear about it later— how I bought you a ring for your pretty little finger and I took you on a nice date and stargazed with you before proposing,” he said, easily giving away his plans shamelessly, as if he’d thought about it for months— because he had. “But it doesn’t matter if you’re in an expensive dress with pretty makeup or you’re in my shirt crying in the middle of the night, you are the love of my life and I’d marry you right now if I could.” You sniffled as he brushed his thumb along your cheek gently. “I told you a long time ago I’d never hurt you, that I’d help you heal from anything anyone has done to you and all I wanted in return was what you give me— love.” He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead while you looked almost pathetically at him. “That’s all I want. I want your love. I want to marry you. I wanna spend my life with you. I want you and your cat that likes to push my glasses off the table to move in with me and never leave.” You gave a soft laugh and sniffled.

“Not like I’d ever want to leave anyways,” you said softly.

“What do you say, baby? You, me and Honey?” You sniffled and nodded as he brushed one final tear away from your eye. “Will you marry me?”

“I’d love nothing more.” You said, pressing a kiss to his lips that he was quick to return. “But you’re still not my therapist.” He gave a soft chuckle and shook his head.

“It isn’t about you treating me like a therapist, and it isn’t about you trusting me with everything inexplicably, it’s you knowing I’m here for you through everything. To tell you that what people say isn’t true. To make sure you know that you’re not a bother like they made you feel. You don’t bother me, you’ll never bother me. You could dump every single one of your problems on me and I’ll take all of them. I know you won’t, I know you like to deal with it yourself, but if you need me, I will always be here for you and I don’t ever want you to be afraid to come to me. You take care of me, I take care of you. We’re partners, not children.” You gave a soft nod and pressed your head to his shoulder.

“I love you.”

“I love you, too.” He said, wrapping his arms back around you. “So much.”

“Does this mean we’re gonna get old and let ourselves go until neither of us are attracted to each other but neither are we attractive to anybody else either?” Seungbae gave a soft chuckle and kissed your head.

“No. It means we’re going to get old and stay in love.” He said. “You were meant for me.”

“And you were meant for me.” You said contently, nuzzling your head against him with a soft sigh. “I guess we should probably talk about serious life things, but… can we do that tomorrow?”

“I think it’s best. It’s late. Come here.” He moved with you on the sofa, relaxing back and letting you comfortably lay on top of him. Seungbae bent one of his legs up on the sofa, the other helping to support you while you snuggled against his chest. His hand rested on your lower back, the other behind his head. A soft sigh in content came from the man as you laid your head on his chest and listened to his heart steadily beating beneath your ear. “Just relax. We can talk now about whatever you want. I’ll stay up for you.” He promised.

“You don’t need to do that— you can go back to bed.” You said, looking at the man. “I’m not going to burden you just because I can’t sleep.”

“It’s like I said with your feelings— you’re not a burden,” he promised, looking down at you. “You’re my future wife. My almost fiancée. Your inability to sleep doesn’t burden me and neither does staying awake with you.”

“Yeah— you think that now, just wait until we’re old and I annoy you with my tossing and turning.” You joked, but he merely hummed and reached up to brush your hair back.

“Tossing and turning or talking about silly things or our life together at 3 in the morning, I’ll always love you just like this.” He promised. “I’ll never be annoyed. I’ll never find you to be a burden. I think you should know by now— I don’t even like to fight with you. There’s nothing to fight about. Everything seems so minuscule when I think it could be it.”

““It”?” You asked with a light frown. “What do you mean?”

“Just that— it, the fight could be the one that makes you leave me. And nothing— absolutely nothing— is worth losing you over. Not being right. Not thinking I’m right. Not proving you to be wrong— my pride isn’t so damageable.” He said, laying his head back down on his hand to look at the ceiling while you looked at him. “Because what would I be without you? Certainly not up, this happy to be with someone and thinking about marrying her, at 3 in the morning. Certainly not planning a wedding together and figuring out our lives.”

“You… you want to plan the wedding… with me?” You asked softly. Several of your friends had gotten married— none of their husbands had been a part of the wedding aside from the day of. And yet, Seungbae looked at you with slightly furrowed eyebrows in confusion.

“Of course I do. Where else would I rather be while you test the food and cake and pick the invitations aside from right there with you?” He seemed genuinely confused as to where else he would possibly want to be during a time like that. “It’s as big of a deal to me as it is to you. Maybe I won’t go wedding dress shopping with you and I won’t be there with you the night before the wedding to keep a couple traditions, but I want to be there for everything.”

“Well… maybe we could break one tradition and still be together the night before the wedding.” He smiled at you and gently rubbed your forehead with his thumb.

“I’d love to be with you the night before our wedding. Just like I’ll be with you every other night. Unless there’s an important stakeout, but nothing else will keep me away from home.” He assured you, “we can make dinner together like we do now. I’ll never ask you to make me dinner every night.” He promised.

“I’ll make you dinner when you have a hard day.” You promised. “And on your birthday.” He smiled and seemed to search your eyes.

“Just like I said— you take care of me and I take care of you.” He said. “When you have a rough day I’ll make dinner and you can relax. And know you can always come to me. With anything. At any time.” You gave a soft sigh and sat up on his waist, watching as he pushed himself up and relaxed back onto his hands while he looked at you.

“My dad always told me when I was younger that you don’t tell people things, you deal with it on your own. Just like he told me you don’t bother people when you can’t sleep, you deal with it on your own. And I just… deal with it on my own.” You said softly, looking down at the hem of his shirt. “I’ve always been… afraid of bothering people because I just seemed to bother him so much.” Seungbae gently reached his hand up and cupped your cheek. “It isn’t that I don’t trust you,” you went to say, but he cut you off with a soft shake of his head when you looked at him.

“I never thought that’s what it was.” He assured you. “Come here.” You scooted closer to the man, wrapping your arms around his shoulders while he held you close by the waist. “You’re not a bother when you talk about your feelings. And it’s okay to talk about your feelings. I understand that you’re not going to change and tell me everything in one night— I don’t expect you to and I’d never ask that of you. All I ask is that you slowly tell me things. Open up about little things like this. Help me understand. You know I want to understand so that I can love you more. Take your time, but just promise you’ll trust me?”

“I trust you.” He pressed a soft kiss to your head and gave you a light squeeze in his arms.

“That’s all I ask.” He said, though he was quick to follow up. “Well, that and that you wear your seatbelt, drink plenty of water and take care of yourself when I’m not around.” You gave a soft laugh and pulled back, pressing a kiss to his lips.

“I’ll wear my seatbelt and drink water,” you promised. “As long as you drink water and wear your seatbelt,” you said, poking his chest and watching his little smile grow.

“I promise that I will.” You gave a yawn and glanced aside at the time.

“Come on, we should go to bed. Maybe if I curl up in your arms I’ll be able to steal your warmth and sleep.”

“You can have all of my warmth if it’ll help you with anything.”

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Seungbae Responding to “Are you Https? Because Without you I’m ://” | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I’m trying to catch Seungbae up with a few things! I’ve kind of neglected him lately (granted he isn’t my favorite of the 3 I do (anymore)). Now that I’m better able to think straight I can do some texting series work in my free-time when I’m not writing this story and hopefully work on catching things up! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Responding to you Asking Him For Nudes | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I decided to start off my Killing Stalking texting series with Seungbae, I’m still working a bit on Sangwoo’s chapter. I’m also going to be posting another Haikyuu texting series in a little while! I hope that those of you who are awaiting the KS series enjoy this first part 💛

This is only the first of many upcoming Killing Stalking Texting Series, if you would like to check back and see what other chapters get done soon, you can follow the link above to the masterlist page! 

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Seungbae Texts you “I Can’t Sleep” | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: Okay, so I mistakingly thought Sangwoo’s chapter was the final the other day but I was wrong, this is actually the final! I hope you guys like this, it’s relatively short. 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Responding to “I Can’t Sleep” | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: This is most likely all that I am going to post today, but I hope you enjoy this and my last haikyuu texting series chapter. I am gonna try and do some work on stories, especially Kiyoomi’s story I hinted at earlier, and probably go back to watching Markiplier. This chapter is pretty fluffy. It was fun to write, having all of the space by only doing one character is kind of crazy to me. I feel like I want to be able to do this with the Haikyuu characters, but every time that I write these and I have so much space, it feels daunting in a way. Only want what I can’t have, right 😅

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!

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Seungbae Responding to you Saying “My Friends Don’t Like Me Anymore” | KS Edition

Pairing: Yang Seungbae x f!reader

Notes: I really don’t have too much to say, I hope that you enjoy this! I know I’ve been fairly quiet the past few days with actual stories, but I’m working on these longer ones, I promise 😅 I hope you’ve all had a good day or are having a good day for those of you in different time zones! 

If you’re interested, you can find the other Killing Stalking Texting Series chapters I have done and am currently doing on the masterlist linked in the name!