#yandere tōru oikawa

[yandere-romanticaa]

The walk back home from school usually did not take you very long especially if you had the luxury of blasting loud music through your headphones. It was ultimately something small but it made you happy, calm even if the day was rough on you. The tunes would blare in your ears as you'd walk home without a single care in the world.

That was something that truly worried Toru Oikawa.

You actively decided to put yourself in the line of fire by closing yourself off from the world like this. Anyone could jump you, anyone.

Oikawa himself could hurt you if he really wanted to as well. The only difference was that he didn't want to. There's a certain power in that choice and it made it crystal clear to him that whatever you were up to was just silly and stupid. In school you were not like him, well liked and popular. Perhaps a wallflower was a decent description. No one paid much attention to you either, which gave him a lot of advantages he didn't even know he'd want or ask for. Due to his reputation it was always odd to see the smiling and cheerful Oikawa striking a conversation with you. He made sure to never be rude and always wanted to include you in any activity he possibly could. There was a period of time when he was actively campaigning for you to become the volleyball team manager and some of his guys liked the idea too. Iwaizumi, the sharp little cookie that he is, naturally, found this to be suspicious from the very start - Oikawa is not the kind of guy who does anything without rhyme or reason. He said nothing for a week or two but simply decided to watch his friend and monitor his actions.

It became obvious to him that Oikawa was head over heels for you. The feelings were not reciprocated, unfortunately.

Oikawa knew this. It stung. Hard.

He felt a twinge of pity for his friend. As annoying and insufferable as he was Iwaizumi Hajime was fully aware of just how overly ambitious and intelligent Oikawa was. He wouldn't say it out loud even if you held him at gunpoint but he wanted to help the poor bastard out.

Iwaizumi was easier to approach simply because he just wasn't intense as Oikawa. He had charm and charisma in spades but that could be incredibly intimidating sometimes, especially to outsiders. He took his time with you and slowly but surely eased you into the groove of the team.

Oikawa did everything he could to hide his seething jealousy but he wasn't doing a particularly good job. Iwaizumi simply knew him too well to fall for any of his tricks.

The same couldn't be said for you.

The setter is a quick learner and he adapted to you in lightning fast speed. He had his overwhelming moments too but they were all chalked up to Oikawa just being, well, Oikawa. He's just that kind of guy, there really wasn't anything that could change him.

You started to come to their practices and if you were feeling generous, you'd bring some refreshments and snacks along too.

God, did the team start loving you because of that.

Oikawa stood near the treeline, the shadows carefully concealing him as he quietly sucked on the red lolipop you gave him earlier. He toyed with the plastic wrapper which was still kept in his pocket as he watched you go along your merry way, completely oblivious to him tailing you. He was grateful to his best friend for helping him out. Oikawa was embarrassed at himself for just how much be liked you, just how much power you had over him. A few months ago whenever he would approach you he was always met with either a polite greeting or he was just flat out ignored because he said something that set you off or his fans got in the way.

Things were improving with you. Bit by bit, piece by piece. In Oikawa's dictionary the words "giving up" simply do not exist.

He has you in his grasp, you are so close to him that he could almost taste it, feel it. His body buzzed with adrenaline, like a magnet searching for his other half. You were there, you were right there, unassuming and vulnerable, all his for the taking.

However, charm and charisma weren't the only things he had in spades. Patience was one of his virtues as well.

[animeyanderelover]

Um hi its me again and i wanted to send in another request, and im sorry for bothering this is my first time sending request so i don't know if im doing this right, but i wish for another haikyuu hc with the same characters from my last request except suna is replaced by tendou: yamaguchi, hinata, kageyama,sugawara, kenma, akaashi, oikawa, kita, tendou, goshiki with a s/o gets in a fight? Basically the s/o finds out that this girl is trying to get with/flirt with their boyfriends and how the boys react to this is up to you but the s/o gets very mad, like going crazy mad. So they go up to the girl and started fighting. And not just some slapping or pulling hair, no i mean full on punches, kickes in stomach, black eyes and broken noses. Like this is a BLOODY fight and a big one at that. So how would react to seeing this fight? Would they try and stop it or cheer on? Would they be upset or would they feel honored that you fight for them?

Thank you and sorry for bothering you i and i just wanted to say that i love your blog it makes my day everytime time i read from here.

You don't bother at all.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, manipulation, violence

This is a bloody fight

Kōshi Sugawara

🤍Suga is one of the more pleasant ones to react to this, although he’s not happy. He’s just telling the girl politely at first that he already has someone else and asks her to leave him alone. If she’s going to be persistent, he might get slightly colder with his words and behavior, his face trying to carry the amicable smile before that last mask finally drops and he stares at her with a cold look in his eyes. He’s just about to drop it to her in a way not fitting for his usual sunshine facade but then his s/o suddenly storms into the scene, grabs the girl by the hair and yanks her back. This startles Suga, he didn’t expect this sudden outburst of violence and he will do his best to instantly stop his s/o from doing anything that could lead to troubles.

🤍He’s pulling them back, tells them in a raised tone to stop this, that the girl has surely learned her lesson now and that he could have handled this by himself too. He leaves with his s/o soon after, keeps a close eye on them just in case so that they don’t accidentally try to attack again. He scolds them thoroughly once they’re home again, expresses his disappointment with them with an upset look on his face, eyebrows furrowed. He’s not one for physical violence as he relies more on subtle manipulation and that for a reason. You could get into serious troubles for assaulting someone. He’s disappointed with you for days after, monitors you closely. He starts lecturing you a lot more too about how to behave and what not to do, treats you like a naive and impulsive child.

Tobio Kageyama

🌧️At first Kageyama just goes rigid when a girl suddenly starts flirting with him, clearly uncomfortable with the situation. After a while there is disgust bubbling up inside his chest though as he realizes that she wants something from him despite knowing that he has a partner. That’s when he gives her a harsh glare and tells her with a clearly agitated voice that he doesn’t want anything to do with her. When he suddenly sees in the corner of his eye his darling approaching, he feels scared. He fears they might accuse him of something which undoubtedly fuels his paranoia but before he can even explain himself, they grab the woman by the hair and deliver a punch right into their stomach.

🌧️Generally talking, Kageyama is a Yandere more prone to throw hands if the situation calls for it, tends to manhandle people who agitate him. Yet he’s never seen nor expected this from his darling and for a short moment he genuinely doesn’t know what to do, in shock as he watches the girl being beaten up. When he snaps out of it, he grabs your hand and pulls you back, flinches a bit when you give him a pissed off glare before your facial expression eases up. Tobio doesn’t know what else to say besides that you two should go now, warning the girl before leaving with you that she should keep quiet about it. He’s sort of in a daze for the next few hours as he still tries to process what he just saw since this is a side of you he didn’t know before.

Shōyō Hinata

☀️Hinata is completely overwhelmed when a girl actually starts flirting with him. That is once he actually realizes that she’s being serious with him. He’s not dumb, just really dense and initially he’s a bit flattered by the comments. The moment the girl actually stays and is proving herself to be extremely persistent is the moment where Hinata grows uncomfortable. He keeps on telling her to please leave him alone and that he has a lover but she doesn’t listen and that’s when he doesn’t know what to do. He’s trying to escape at this point and when he sees you, he quickly dashed past the girl to you.

☀️You on the other hand storm past him and confuse the orange-haired boy at first before he sees you kicking the girl harshly, bringing her down into her knees where you continue your attacks. Hinata is the type to idealize his darling a lot so he’s shocked to see them being so violent, even a bit frightened at first. He’s just standing there for a while and at one point averts his eyes a bit since he isn’t the biggest fan of violence. He’s completely overwhelmed once again and for that he doesn’t do anything until you deem it enough, threaten the girl to better never get near your boyfriend again before you turn around to Shōyō, smiling sweetly. He looks at you with different eyes afterwards, after he’s come to terms with what he saw. It isn’t bad though as he starts seeing you as a really strong person someone shouldn’t mess with.

Tadashi Yamaguchi

💕Yamaguchi is a loyal soul and the moment he notices what the girl is trying to do, he tries to avoid her, clearly uncomfortable with her actions. He’s incredibly awkward, body pose stiff as he tries to somehow escape her persistent attempts to flirt with him. Yamaguchi is trying to be polite though as he tells her over and over again that he’s already taken and happy, doesn’t know what else to do. He’s also terrified that you might walk in, is constantly looking around and when he sees you storming to him, his heart drops a bit. Oh god, are you assuming something? No, instead you nearly throw the girl away from him, getting even more triggered when you see just how nervous she’s made Tadashi.

💕The boy in question has a small story of somewhat joining Tsukishima’s rude comments but besides that he’s never been a fan of violence or bullying, mainly because he was bullied in his past too. So he’s terrified when he sees this new side of his darling, somewhat frightened to initially step in before he gains the courage to do so. He pleads you to stop since you’ve probably gone too far now, worried that the girl might go to the police although she certainly looks too frightened of you as she runs away. He’s somewhat uncertain for the rest of the day. His love is still there of course but it’s the first time he saw you acting so severely. Tadashi will at one point talk with you about it since it makes him a bit uncomfortable and also very concerned since you might be arrested for your actions.

Tōru Oikawa

👑For Tōru this is a daily thing, getting being flirted with. Forming an obsession and getting together with his obsession has changed things for him though. Whilst he’s initially still polite, there’s a hidden glint of annoyance and even disgust in his eyes, not to mention that his smile isn’t sincere. Daring to continue though and implying that this girl thinks she’s better than his darling though sets him off slightly, his eyes narrowing and causing him to indirectly start humiliating the girl whilst simultaneously gushing about what he loves so much about his love. He’s already putting her down and his darling takes this to the physical level.

👑Obviously Oikawa is initially frightened a bit but when he realizes that you’re doing it because someone was trying to take him away from you, there’s a twisted feeling of happiness and satisfaction inside of him. He’d go very far if someone would try to take you away from him and there’s elation knowing that you’d do the same. He lets his darling go on for a while, a grin on his face that has the girl’s stomach churning as she sees the unparalleled sickening obsession inside his brown orbs. He eventually suggests to you that you should stop and that he’s sure that the girl has learned her lesson, tells her with a voice laced with poison that she would better keep quiet about it. He’d be the type of Yandere who would appreciate a darling showing similar tendencies as he does so he really won’t scold you unless you’re not careful enough and might get in troubles for your actions. He’ll help you though, he’s your partner in crime.

Keiji Akaashi

🍁Akaashi deals with things more calmly than some other guys and if someone gives him a compliment, he normally just quietly accepts it. He always clarifies though that he is taken and usually people respect that instantly. Meeting this one girl though who still bothers him despite knowing that he’s taken isn’t something he witnesses every day. Akaashi can’t help but think that the girl is quite a bit disrespectful though by not accepting his boundaries nor accepting it that he is already in a happy relationship and doesn’t want to do anything with her. He’s not carefully choosing his words though, he’s blunt and tells her what she thinks, sadly without much of a result which slowly tests even his patience.

🍁Your entrance certainly changes things though as you kick the girl harshly to the ground, a dangerous look on your face as you’re about to launch at her again. Only for Akaashi to react instantly and stop you. He can read from the look on your face that you plan to hurt her but deems it as unnecessary and also dangerous since someone might hear you. Causing a scene would be quite troublesome and it’s better to stop you now before you seriously hurt the girl instead of when she had proof that you attacked and hurt her. Luckily he knows what to say to calm you down enough so that you go with him and he consults you later on about your actions. He’s going to scold you, warn you to not let your temper get the better of you in such a way since it will end in problems for you.

Kenma Kozume

🐱Kenma is introverted as it is, you two specifically chose a place where not too many people would be to enjoy a date together yet luck doesn’t seem to be on his side today. He knows what the girl’s intentions are instantly when she starts flirting with him and calling him endearing names which only make him want to disappear. He makes himself small, doesn’t look at her or pay attention to her as he hopes that she’ll leave if he ignores her. Sadly that only seems to fuel her more and by now he’s panicking quite a bit, doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do in such a situation. His darling comes to rescue him though, more or less at least.

🐱The first wave of relief is quickly replaced by shock and a good scare when you start punching and hitting the girl though for daring to flirt with your boyfriend and making him so uncomfortable in the process. Meanwhile Kenma is looking around him in panic, afraid someone might see you and cause a scene. So he stops you, a churning feeling in his stomach whilst asking you if you two can just leave since he has lost all interest and excitement for the date planned today. He mumbles something to the girl before he leaves, most likely a threat to not report his darling. He’s hesitating a bit to bring this up for a lack of even knowing how, eventually you two will have to talk about it. He’s rational enough to know that you could be brought to jail for such behavior and therefore he asks you if you could try to control that side of yours since it stresses him to think that you might beat someone again. He’ll just stay more inside so that you won’t have to hurt anyone.

Satori Tendou

❤️Satori is definitely not used to being flirted with, he’s far more used to be called a weirdo or creepy or all sorts of rude stuff behind his back. He’s used to it by now though, he only cares about what his darling thinks about him. Due to the lack of genuine praise, he’s completely overwhelmed when he’s one day being flirted with. He doesn’t even believe that the girl means him until she speaks to him directly. What is at first awkwardness and telling her that he’s happily together with someone already turns into sudden anger when she still continues, suggests that he can cheat even which triggers him. The girl certainly gets startled when she notices that Tendou’s previously hunched form is now towering over her with a creepy glimmer in his eyes.

❤️If that isn’t already scary enough, your reaction certainly is and the first kick you deliver causes Tendou to flinch as he wasn’t expecting this. He’s watching you for a few seconds with a mix of shock and, to his own slight shame, giddiness since you’re fighting for him in a way, defending what you see as yours. He snaps out of it though and stops you before you can cause too much damage, leans down to the girl and whispers to her that she shouldn’t tell anyone about this for her own well-being. He’s clingier after as the experience of being flirted with in such a way is alienating for him. He’ll probably reprimand you mildly to be more careful but can’t go harsher since he secretly liked it a bit too.

Tsutomu Goshiki

🌟Goshiki enjoys compliments. He enjoys them the most from his darling though and is constantly trying to impress them and being praised. When someone compliments him besides his darling, he feels proud of himself too and initially the flirting feeds into his ego as Goshiki isn’t aware of the true intention yet. He just thinks that he wants to tell you that he was just complimented as soon as you come back, gets surprised when the girl stays though and continues. The confusion soon turns into shock and a bit panic as he finally understands what she wants and quickly tells her off in an urgent tone that he already has a partner and wants her to leave. He won’t risk you getting any wrong ideas.

🌟To the poor luck for the girl you return in that moment and even Tsutomu sees the dark look on your face, he starts spitting apologies before he’s silenced by your sudden violent attack on the girl. His brain doesn’t even fully register the visual information he realizes since he’s in a state of shock before it finally clicks in his mind. Anxiety is heating up his body as he starts getting paranoid that someone might watch, pulls you back without trying to get hurt himself and asks you in a pleasing tone if you can stop and leave with him. At first hesitant, he feels later on a tiny bit flattered when he thinks it through and realizes that you’ve started fighting so aggressively for him. It doesn’t stop him from developing a frightened reverence for you.

Kita Shinsuke

☁️Shinsuke is also more polite, even in the face of being confronted with such a persistent girl who thinks that she can flirt with him even if she knows that he’s already in a relationship. Kita knows immediately where this will be going when she approaches him, he can read the look on her face all too well. He might be mildly taken aback when she brushes off his statement that he already has a partner and loves them very much but he will stay collected. She certainly isn’t earning any of his respect though since it’s in his eyes rather rude and insensitive what she’s trying to do now. He’s not aggressive, just really cold and honest with his opinion about her and that is what stuns the girl so much, he makes it obvious that he’s not interested nor really impressed in such a honest and polite way that it’s almost humiliating again.

☁️Kita is also bound to react very fast when your fist connects the first time with the girl’s cheek and knocks her off her feet. He doesn’t appreciate violence and avoids it as much as he can and is already admonishing his darling for their action but packages his words well enough to not agitate them more. He’ll try to bring you to apologize to the girl since this level of aggression was a bit too much and leaves with you shortly after. He’s going to sit down with you and force you through a longer discussion where he counts down all the possible troubles this could have caused you, tells you that he wants you to control your temper better or that otherwise he might not be able to take you so carefree outside.

[ilylovelyz]

⍣ ೋ touch tank

˚ · . oikawa x afab!reader

: ̗̀➛ friends with benefits, one-sided pining, childhood friends, kinda angsty, casual kissing, non descriptive oral, a lil jealousy, a little bit of strong language and bullying, they are in highschool but 18, oikawa is a pretty boy <3 and also kinda an idiot?

'cause he's so pretty when he goes down on me

liquid trickles off the swell of your cheeks, softly pattering onto the concrete ground below you. you hear the quick footsteps coming towards you, yet you don't look up at them. "here, y/n-chan." oikawa says, reaching out a hand that holds his handkerchief.

you begrudging take it with a limp hand of yours, patting the soft material against your milk-soiled skin. you still don't look at him when he crouches down to be on your level, not wanting to see his sad puppy eyes and worried frown.

"i can't believe those girls, they are crazy!" he scoffs, eyes rolling at the earlier incident when a group of girls threw a milk carton at your face out of jealousy over their "precious oikawa." you only mumble out a tell me about it, a little peeved at the assault. "don't worry y/n-chan, i made sure to make one of them cry."

you softly smile at his words, folding the handkerchief in half when oikawa reached for it back. despite feeling annoyed at him and his pesky fans, you don't fight when he pulls you in closer to his lap, your chest against his while his arms wrap around your waist, his legs caging you in on both sides of your lower body.

"i'm really sorry that happened. i don't know why they would do that." he mumbles, calloused hands rubbing comforting circles against your upper back. you only click your tongue at his words, hiding your face into his neck as so to hide your embarrassment. no damn way he doesn't know why, their his fans.

but, as much as the petty side of you wants, you can't blame him for the their actions. it's not like oikawa told them to do it, you heavily doubt that, seeing as the way he's holding you close now.

you wonder if you should tell him the obvious reason behind their malice, but at the same time, as he pulls away to look at you face to face, you wonder if he's really an idiot, or if he refuses to accept the reason behind it all.

as you finally look at him, you take in his delicate, yet sharp features. you can't help but flush lightly at the way he's looking at you with those big hazel orbs of his. your envious at the way his long eyelashes flutter close, softly ticking your skin as his smooth lips press against yours.

your eyes stay low-lidded as you observe his features up close. there's no denying that he's a handsome young man. it's unfair to blame him when he was just blessed to be born attractive. he's tall, lean with the right amount of muscle, facial structure sharp with soft eyes and lips.

you think, finally closing your eyes and reciprocating to his kiss, it would be unfair to you as well, to deny yourself of him for the sake of someone's delusion.

though, as you think about it more when his kisses are more intimate within the privacy of his room, it's kinda unfair to you.

your eyebrows furrow at the thought, thinking back to the many times that you were in silly drama that simply revolved around oikawa just for being in close proximity of him. although he always wanted and tried to make it up to you with sweet gifts and affection, at some point, it stopped working for you.

you softly moaned when his hand traveled down underneath your panties, rough finger pads massaging your clit. it's a bit unfair to be receiving this treatment, when you're not even his actual girlfriend. you're just a close long-time friend of his, one he coincidentally has sex with.

oikawa is quick to notice the way you're unusually quiet, lips pouting at your demeanor. "y/n-chan, are you okay?" he asks, bringing one of your hands up to his lips, kissing the back of your hand. your eyes shift over to his face, his stupid handsome face.

you only sigh as a response, not having enough energy to express yourself, and definitely not having the energy to deal with the possible rejection. yes, it's a cliche, you're in love with your childhood friend/best friend, but it's not like you planned it either.

and it's especially not like you planned on becoming best friends with benefits with him either. you can't even wrap your head around the whole thing either, it's almost like a corny love novel. while you've never ever actually told oikawa your feelings towards him, you pretty much have jumped to the conclusion that he's unreciprocated, as he's always talking about random girls, or is just pretty much too occupied with volleyball.

you click your tongue, already getting a headache from the situation as a whole. "nothin', continue." you huff, hand coming up to pull his hair teasingly. he yelps at the sudden assault, his own hand wrapping around your wrist and pulling it away from his hair.

"hey! careful on my hair." he whines, hands fighting off yours before relaxing inbetween your thighs, pausing the intimate moment between the two of you. "but seriously, i know you're lying, is it because of earlier?" he persists, hand softly patting your thigh.

you only fake a smile at his question, just wanting to get over the situation as a whole. "seriously, i'm fine. you know what will make me feel even better, though? you eating me out."

he silently sat there looking at you with a raised eyebrow, but he knew better than to pester you with questions when he knew you were upset.

he crawled onto his stomach, positioning himself inbetween your legs. he looked up at you through his pretty eyelashes, eyes watching your reactions intently. he knew something was up, but knowing you, he wouldn't be able to get it out of you by force.

his eyes fluttered shut as his lips slightly kissed your folds, sighing into you. you sighed as well, but not out of pleasure nor relief. your thighs squeezed around his head, his palm coming up to rest on the back of your upper thigh. your plaguing thoughts overruled the once mind-blowing pleasure he was giving. it stung knowing that you were so exhausted at this situation, but at the same time, you couldn't help but go along with it anyways.

you can't resist, he looks so pretty when he goes down on you.

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[vemuabhi]

Just a Neighbour

Annyong Haseyo!! I have participated in another collab #livedeliciously🐐collab hosted by @medusashima , I hope you like this fic.

Pairing : Oikawa x Reader

Word count : 2K

Warnings : Yandere AU ; House break

Summary : The Cute Athlete Next door seems to be hiding something and how can your cat be so in love with him?

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Just a nice neighbour, your thoughts about him changed so quickly when you saw him in the next room beside your bedroom. You thought your cat, ‘glitter’ was the one responsible for tearing the posters of the Boy Idol Group in your house. But now you were sure, It wasn’t Glitter, It was the athlete next door, who was now in your living room making himself comfortable.

What did you do to make things to escalate this way.

Just 5 months ago, he moved into the next door. You nearly got a crush on the brunet when you laid your eyes on him. But it disappeared quickly because you weren’t serious. You bumped into your cute neighbour every now and then but never really paid any attention to him. But you should have had.

One night as a series was playing on TV while you tried to put up the posters of your favourite boy band, your cat, Glitter started to tap on your main door. You noticed her. She did that when someone was outside your door. But no one rang the bell to your house. You opened the apartment door and noticed the setter opposite to you, Infront of his apartment door. He was fiddling with his sports bag and turned to look at you.

“Are you searching for something?”, he smiled weakly at your question.

“I…”, he looked at his bag and dropped his hands to his sides, “think I lost my keys”, a sigh left his lips.

“Tried to call the owner?”

“He didn’t pick up my call”, he shrugged.

It was already 10:40 PM and the weather was pretty cold. He looked sad even though he smiled. It was clear that he needed help and wanted to ask for help but was hesitating. Being a people pleaser didn’t stop you right now.

“Come inside, I’ll call the owner and get you the spare key”, you said as his face lit up. You moved to the side to let him inside your house. The moment he passed you was when you actually realized how tall he was. The moment was just a brief second, but the man looked exceptionally handsome. His brown orbs met yours then you averted your gaze. ‘Hope that didn’t seem creepy’, you thought as you closed the door.

“Thankyou”, he smiled looking at you as he sat on the couch.

“No problem”, you took your phone from your pocket and dialled the contact of the owner’s son. Soon a sleepy voice was heard on the other end of the phone.

“Kenny, I need a help”, you said making the gamer click his tongue in annoyance.

“What now? Do you not know that I have a live session tomorrow morning?”

“I do remember that but”, you looked at the brown head in your room fiddling his hands nervously, “I have a situation here”, from the corner of your eyes you saw him getting something from the floor. Then when your gaze landed on him again properly, he was just looking around the room. No sign of moment. ‘Huh? I thought that he mov-‘, your thoughts were interrupted by Kenma on call.

“So What?”

“Help me please~~”, you could hear him cursing but your lips turned up into a smile, because you knew he was going to help you.

“Hmm?”

“So, the tenant of 403 needs their duplicate keys”, Oikawa gave you an awkward smile as you glanced at him, “He… lost them”.

“Ah That guy. Where is he right now?”, you covered your mouth slightly and whispered, “He is in my apartment now”.

“WHAT!? IM COMING NOW”, he ended the call.

“You’ll get your keys soon”, you said as he said thanks. Your cat glitter walked up to the athlete and purred making your eyes widen.

“She normally doesn’t do that with strangers”, you said as he stopped for a second before picking her up. ‘What was… that?’, you thought but quickly brushed it off as he kissed glitter.

‘Damn that was… freaking cute’, you thought as glitter purred when Oikawa started to pet her.

“Where have you been to?” you asked the setter as his eyes widened, as if he was surprised.

“How did you know I was out of town?”

“Ah! Your bag seemed like it was too heavy to just carry it for the normal daily practice. So, I guessed it”, you scratched the back of your neck trying your hardest to not be awkward.

“Oh, is that so. I thought that you noti-”, he stopped and averted his gaze from you and continued, “Never mind, I was trying to say that I went to the other town for a tournament”.

“Wow! That seems amazing”, you said as you heard a knock on the door. You opened the door only to find the gamer in your hallway, struggling to catch air. ‘Did he run here?’

He walked towards Oikawa and handed him the keys. Oikawa thanked you and the gamer as he left the apartment. You closed the door behind him.

“Ken chan~ Thankyou~”, you hugged Kenma.

“Don’t get close to him”, you were taken aback with the way he said it. You were sure he would curse you for making him come this late but never did you expect these words.

“Why do you think I wanna get close to him?”

“Just my responsibility to make sure you know”, he said as he ruffled your hair and peered into your eyes without breaking the hug, “I always get a bad feeling from him”.

“Don’t worry too much Kenny”, you said as you broke the hug and smiled at him. “Should I get you a pillow and blanket?”

“You take the couch”.

“Wha-?”

XOXOXOXOXOXO

A few days later as you were got into your apartment, you noticed Glitter was missing. ‘Where is she?’, your heart started to race as you failed to find her in all of her favourite spots and as well as the complete house. You got down to the entrance of the complex and heard the sound of a cat. Your instincts acted and you turned towards the sound. There she was, Glitter in the hands of your Neighbour as he was talking to a lady. ‘What the hell?’, your thoughts ran wild, ‘When did she get so attached to a stranger? Its not at all like her’.

“Glitter!”, you exclaimed and then she jumped down from Oikawa’s arms to come towards you.

“When did you get out?”, your voice was full of worry as you picked her up and held her close.

“She was walking outside the park”, your vision shifted to the man who was now beside you. “Got her back when I noticed”.

“Thank..you”, never she left the apartment. Never once. She was always an indoor cat and hated to go outside. But now she was in your arms and it was all that mattered to you.

You smiled at her “Lately she is being kinda naughty”, you said as you shook her in your arms, “Even tore some of my posters the other day, had to get new ones”, your gaze shifted again towards him and he was looking at you with… a smile. You told yourself not to judge anyone but that smile of his… That sent a chill down your spine like none.

“Well… We will be going now”, you gave him a small nod and swiftly walked into the apartment complex. Without even turning back you stepped into your house and shut the door behind you. ‘Its wrong to judge others without knowing anything’, you thought but the racing heart of yours couldn’t not calm down.

“Don’t wander away next time”, you hugged Glitter and crouched down with your back leaning on your front door.

XOXOXOXOXO

It was 3:30 AM, and no matter how hard you tried, you just couldn’t fall asleep. You had work tomorrow morning and you couldn’t lose anymore sleep now. But then, you heard little claws scratching. ‘Was she scratching on the door?’

Just when you were about to ignore Glitter, a sound made your blood ran cold. The door opened. Your body felt heavy, couldn’t even move a muscle. The foot steps in were slow but it was clear that they were coming towards you.

A small creak was heard indicating the bedroom door of yours was being opened wide. You always left it open to let glitter in and out of the room anytime she wanted. You closed your eyes and tried your best to make your breathing even. It was pitch black. You couldn’t see anything but could the footsteps as they got closer. They came to a halt as they were right infront of you.

Your body was already unable to move because of the fear. You stayed very calm as you could feel cold fingers on your cheek. You stayed calm. Then the cold touch was gone and the foot steps were heard again, stepping away from you. After a couple of seconds, you opened your eyes little and saw the reflection of a tall man with… brown hair in the mirror diagonal to you. Just when he was about to turn, you instantly closed your eyes to not raise any suspicion to him.

‘Oikawa! That neighbour is the one who broke in now’, screamed in your head. You heard him leaving your bedroom. Your lips quivered while you tried to not cry. It wasn’t the time for tears. You could hear the sound of paper ripping. Then you opened your eyes.

‘It was him! It was him who tore my posters!’, you again closed your eyes placing your hand on your chest trying to calm your heart. It didn’t work when you heard Glitter’s meows and purrs. ‘So how many days did he broke into my house to even make my cat like him’, your memories flashed and then you remembered something which you should’ve given a thought way before. A few days earlier, glitter was playing with a small key. You thought nothing of it but you should’ve noticed it. That was before Oikawa lost his keys after he came back from the tournament. What could you do now? All of those thoughts are useless now. You could only hope for him to leave your house and leave you and Glitter without any harm.

As if it was miracle, you heard the sound of the main door closing. You waited for a moment to check if there was no noise heard. Then you swiftly got up and rushed towards the living room for Glitter. But little did you know, it was no Miracle.

Just when you entered the living room, the lights of the room turned on, making you to look at the person near the switchboard. Your face went pale when he smiled at you with Glitter in his arms, slowly petting her.

“So you were awake like I thought”, your felt shivers on your complete body when he walked towards you slowly. “How many times should I tear those posters sweetheart?”, he enquired as you looked at the pile of torn posters.

“Why? Why are you here?”, you asked in return as his smile dropped.

“I asked you the question first but since it's our first time, I’ll let it go”, he was now in front of you.

“You usually shiver whenever I touch your cheeks while you sleep”, a tide of fear took over your body again. He let Glitter go from his arms. It was foolish of you to even think of escaping now. He placed his index finger under your chin while his other arm slid behind your waist. Pulled you closer as he looked into your eyes. His smile reappeared on his face when he noticed your eyes got glossy.

He tilted your face and placed a kiss on your lips. He wiped the tears from the corner of your eye and said, “I knew you weren’t sleeping darling, you’re a bad actor”.

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Oikawa Tooru x female reader x Iwaizumi Hajime w.c 8.6k tw: yandere, mentions of child abuse and neglect, references to underage kissing, murder, horror themes, pseudo-cest (foster siblings), blanket dub/non-con vibes for a good portion of this

The patisserie smells of sugar, vanilla and freshly baked croissants. In a word; delicious. 

For several minutes now, your brother’s been standing bent at the waist, studying the display case stacked full of cakes and desserts with an intense kind of focus. Considering. Deliberating. Inadvertently placing himself, and by extension you, as an obstacle for other people trying to do the same. 

“Alright, the crepe cake or the fancy looking chocolate one, the…” Heisuke squints at the display case, trying to decipher the label, “gateaux? Or should we go for the red one with the strawberry mousse thing?”

Bingo. You hold back a smile. 

“Go the strawberry one.” Nobody loves strawberries like your mom loves strawberries. 

“Ok, great. We’ll grab that, a bottle of nice wine, hit the florist and I think that should do it.” He nods to himself, satisfied. “She’ll be over the moon.”

He’s not wrong. The woman you’ve called a mother for the past ten years would fall over herself for something as simple as a birthday card, regardless of the fact that your dad insists on going all out every year. 

“She’s already over the moon; you’re home for the week.” The admission’s soft, hesitant – poking a little too close to an open wound for you to feel entirely comfortable voicing it. Hei gives you an odd look, but it mellows into something more genuine when he realises you’re not taking a stab at him. 

Baby steps. 

Finally, Heisuke steps up to the counter to order. Within minutes the cake’s boxed up, with little ice-packs slipped in to keep it cool, and paid for, and the two of you head out, you holding the door open for Hei to carefully maneuver his way out without jostling the precious, expensive cargo. 

“You’re good at this stuff, y’know,” he says as the two of you fall into step together. 

“At… picking cakes?”

He snorts, “No. I meant the whole… I don’t know. You’re good at remembering stuff, the cakes mom likes, dad’s weird habits. You probably already know what flowers we’re going to pick for her, don’t you?”

This time you don’t bother hiding your smile – peonies, pink ones. 

You go to tell him as much when a loud voice calls out your name. On instinct, you both spin to the source, and when you meet those piercing, olive green eyes, bearing down at you from the other side of the street, your heart leaps into your throat.

A ghost.

You can’t breathe. For a moment you can’t even think. Your hand stretches out, blindly seeking Heisuke, an anchor, anything–

Before your fingers can brush his sleeve, a hard, lean body collides with yours, sweeping you up into a crushing hug. Not Iwaizumi, though. 

Oikawa, taller, broader than the last time you saw him, smelling of citrus, summer and salt lets out a breathy noise, halfway between amazement and disbelief. 

“There you are,” he beams, setting you back on unsteady legs. 

Found you, the glint in his eyes seems to say. 

Rather than let you go, step back and give you some much needed space to breathe, his palm instead slides to rest on your hip, taking your chin between the index finger and thumb of his other hand in order to look at you properly, dark eyes poring over you for signs of anything amiss – bruises, tear-tracks, red eyes, swollen, split lips. 

Your mouth goes dry. 

On one side, there’s your brother, bewildered, arm half outstretched as if he can’t make his mind up whether he should be intervening or not. Iwa’s already jogging across the street, snarling at a driver who lays on his horn. 

The weight of Oikawa’s appraisal is as familiar to you as it is oppressive, and while his touch is delicate, featherlight, it burns to the marrow. Suddenly you’re fourteen again, trying to duck past him before he can notice the state of you.  

‘It’s nothing, Tooru, don’t worry about it!’ 

And just like back then, there’s a knot in your chest that doesn’t loosen until satisfaction melts the too sharp edge to his grin – right as Iwa joins you two. Three, you suppose, because while Heisuke remains in stunned silence, eyes darting between you and Oikawa, he’s still party to this, still a witness, and the thought makes you want to curl up into a ball and disappear forever. 

(You shove down the fleeting rush of warmth at the relief you find there, the voice in your head that coos that he still cares enough to check. You don’t want him to care.)

“Holy fuck,” Iwa laughs, and Oikawa’s shoved aside, both of you ignoring the indignant grumbling as your rigid body’s pulled into his chest, his hand finding its way to the back of your head. He breathes in slow. Deep.

He still smells the same, earthy and masculine, the faintest tinge of his last cigarette still clinging to his jacket. Back then, he used to steal them from your foster father. You imagine that now, he probably has the money to go off and buy his own. 

“I’m sorry, who are you? What– can you let her go, please?” 

If it wasn’t them, the sheer absurdity of the moment might’ve made you giggle. Heisuke’s ears are bright red, a flush that extends down his neck. He doesn’t look angry per se, uncomfortable, absolutely, but from the pinched expression on his face, it’s clear he’s fighting the urge to bite out something far less polite. 

None of this, least of all the way they’re tugging you between them like a rag-doll, feels very polite to begin with.

As it is, Heisuke’s interruption has the intended effect. The fingers wound in your hair twitch, the cage of his arms drawing you closer. You almost expect the baring of teeth, a possessive snarl, yet it’s a small, almost imperceptible thing. He retreats – reluctantly – turning to glance at your brother, Oikawa by his side.

Judging from the stony, almost bored expression he levels at Hei, he’s not impressed.

“Friend of yours, imouto?” Oikawa’s purr skitters down your spine like ice. Unlike Iwa, there’s nothing less than friendly curiosity on the surface. He’s even smiling. 

Tongue darting out to wet your lips, you find your voice. 

“Hei, this is Iwaizumi and Oikawa,” you say, gesturing at each respectively. “We were in the same foster home for a while.” Sparing the two of them half a glance, you continue, “We’re actually right in the middle of something, if you’ll excuse us.”

The explicit dismissal’s bolder than you feel, but you’re proud that your voice doesn’t waver. You can’t say the same for your hand when you reach for Heisuke’s spare one, uttering the words that’ll only damn you further, “C’mon, nii-san. Mom and dad are waiting.”

Heisuke doesn’t blink. His hand slips into yours, the two of you sidestepping the pair and walking off towards the car without a backwards glance. 

Neither one of you speaks until you’re buckled into the passenger seat, Heisuke adjusting the rear-view mirror, the cake safely stashed away in the back. Until you’re pulling out onto the main road and there’s distance between you and them.

If only the gnawing, unsettling feeling in your stomach would go with it.

“Sorry,” you mumble, blankly staring out the window at the passing scenery. At the clouds hanging overhead, dark and threatening. Funny, that. Fitting. The skies were clear when you left home this morning. “About the nii-san thing, and grabbing your hand,” you clarify, because whether it was rude or not, you’ll be damned before you apologise for brushing them off. 

That’s not your relationship with Hei. It’s never been that. 

He eyes you for a beat. “You know, I never understood why mom wanted to adopt so bad. Dad too, but mom was always the one pushing for it. We were happy, the three of us. I wasn’t a screw up, their marriage was solid. I couldn’t understand the need to bring someone else in. Our family was fine, perfect the way it was.”

His thumb taps against the steering wheel, his shoulders loose and relaxed. You can’t quite pin the mood he’s in, where he’s going with this. 

“Oh,” you say, mostly because it feels like he’s waiting for you to acknowledge it. 

None of what he’s saying is news to you. None of it’s anything you haven’t wondered yourself a thousand times over. It’s just that Heisuke… you’ve never talked about this. Your adoption, your relationship with him, none of it. This sort of honesty is brand new territory for you both. 

You’re not so sure you’re loving the development. 

“When they committed to it, I thought they’d bring home a baby, a kid, not some weird, skittish fourteen year old who wanted nothing to do with me.” 

Ah.

Your cheeks heat, and you find yourself wishing you were anywhere but here. If Heisuke notices how you shift in your seat, the small tightening of your expression, he plows on regardless.

“You wouldn’t look at me, would barely talk to me. Hell, you acted like I had the plague most of the time. You didn’t hate me, I don’t think, you just… didn’t want to be anywhere near me, and it bugged the hell out of me. I couldn’t figure it out; who wouldn’t want an older brother to look out for them?” His next words hit you like a sledgehammer, cracking at something vital in your chest. It hurts before he opens his mouth.

“It was them, wasn’t it? The reason you steered clear ‘til I moved out of home.”

“Heis–”

He cuts you off with a look. “I’m right, aren’t I?” he demands. 

“Can we just– it doesn’t matter, alright? Can we move on?”

From the unhappy set of his jaw – the first true sign of discontent he’s expressed since getting in the car with you – it’s obvious there’s more he wants to say. You can’t blame him for that, curiosity’s only human. 

But you’re still too raw. It’s too soon.

You’ve spent too long burying those secrets deep to rip yourself apart to bring them to light. 

“Please, Hei. Let’s focus on mom’s birthday.” You force a smile, tiny and wrong, “The florist is next, yeah?” 

You get a grunt of acknowledgement and not much more than that, your brother’s attention pulling back to the drive. The silence that settles in the car should bring some relief. It’s what you wanted, and yet, amongst the churning feeling in your guts, the prickling at the back of your neck that hasn’t left you since you first spotted Iwa across the road, there’s a sense of discomfort that has nothing to do with crossing paths with your past life. 

Like a slap in the face, it hits you that you’re floundering for something to say, something – anything – to bridge the sudden, stark divide between you. Something that won’t sound hollow and meaningless. 

This thing you have with Heisuke. It took years, and maybe it’s skin deep and miles from what it should be, but the thought of losing it leaves you feeling oddly panicked.

It’ll… hurt.

“I’m sorry,” you mumble, because it’s about all you can give him right now, a tried and true method of soothing egos and hurt. 

Heisuke doesn’t say anything for the remainder of the drive, and you resign yourself to the very real possibility that in the course of a single conversation, you’ve managed to fracture this fragile thing between you two. 

Until you go for the door, and a hand on your wrist stops you. “Hey. I’m glad they did.”

—

When you startle awake a little after midnight, it’s because he’s yelling again. 

Mr. Furukawa had been in fine form at dinner, already three beers deep. You can only begin to imagine what’s set him off now, hours after lights out. His wife, probably. Although it’s equally possible he’s caught the oldest sneaking back in from seeing his girlfriend, or the twins trying to break into the pantry for a midnight snack. Or he tripped and stubbed his toe, or thought someone stole the rest of his beer when in reality he’d already swallowed it down. 

The reasons don’t really matter when he’s been drinking like that, in the same way that the initial target of his ire doesn’t matter. Once his voice reaches that slurred, furious pitch, anyone’s fair game.

There’s a pair of headphones in the top drawer, you have every intention of yanking them out and putting on one of your sleep playlists, drowning out the noise of your foster father’s drunken raging until he wears himself out or you fall back to sleep when you hear the thumping of his feet on the staircase.

“Where’s that fucking bitch?”

Eyes wide in the darkness, clutching at the comforter, your pulse jumps.

Again, it’s possible he’s talking about Mrs. Furukawa, or one of your foster sisters – the older one hunched over in the bed opposite yours, watching you shrewdly.

“Well go on then,” she sneers. “Run to your big brothers.”

You don’t bother to respond, any hesitation you might’ve had over leaving her to fend for herself shrivelling up under the mocking bitterness she’s sending your way. Fine, whatever. You don’t care what she thinks, scrambling from the warmth of your bed and hurrying for the door.

He’s halfway up the staircase when you reach their room. You’d knock – it’s the polite thing to do – except you definitely don’t want to be out in plain view when your foster father hits the landing. 

“Hajime?” you whisper into the darkness, slipping inside and shutting the door behind you, “Tooru?”

“Shit, c’mere.” At Hajime’s voice, the calloused, rough hands that guide you onto his mattress, the vice around your chest loosens. He won’t come in here, not after Hajime socked him in the face after catching sight of the raised, discoloured flesh of your cheek from your last run in. You’ve gotten better at using make-up to conceal the marks since then, but there’s also been less of a need for it.

“Can I stay for a bit?” you ask. Until he calms down and passes out. Until the sun rises and you can sneak back into your room. Until you feel safe again. It’s kind of a pointless question, considering how many times you’ve done this before and how many times they’ve let you. You ask it anyway.

The scoff that sounds moments before the mattress dips on your other side is answer enough. “You should probably just move in at this point. We’ll kick Iwa out, he can go sleep in bitch-face’s room.”

Although you know you shouldn’t, a not-so-nice grin tugs at your lips, nestling into Tooru’s side under the arm he offers, “She’d drive him homicidal in a week.”

“Doesn’t she already?” Hajime mutters. “And fuck off, if anyone’s moving out it’s you.” 

“You’d miss me too much.”

Absentmindedly, he rubs at your arm like it’s second nature. “In your dreams, Shitty-kawa.”

You can still hear Mr. Furukawa stomping around outside, snarling and snapping at no-one and nothing. Your pulse skitters, an inbuilt panic response. But the lights are off, you’re not being too noisy, and he’s wary of the other two.

He won’t come in here. 

“Relax, we’ve got you,” Tooru breathes, his nose nudging at your temple. “Where were you this afternoon?” His voice is so soft, a soothing rumble that it takes you a second to register what he’s said. 

“This afternoon?”

“Mm. You didn’t come home when you were supposed to. We were worried.”

He’s pouting, you can tell. Which– he can’t be genuinely bothered by it, it was only a few hours, and the Furukawas don’t care where you are or what you do so long as you’re back before curfew. You were. 

A distraction then?

“I went out with some friends. We hung out at the arcade for a bit,” your expression brightens, thinking of the lights and the laughter, your feet blurring as you hit the sensors on Dance Dance Revolution… poorly. “It was actually pretty fun!”

Tooru hums again, “Which friends?” at the same time that Hajime says, “You didn’t tell us you were going out.”

“I didn’t realise I had to check in.” And because the slightly bitter and very defensive edge to your tone catches even you by surprise, you sigh, softening. “I’m allowed to have friends, aren’t I? A social life?”

You’ve been in this home for a few months now, and this is the first time any of your classmates have invited you anywhere. 

This time it’s Tooru who sighs. He coaxes your face upwards with a hand on your cheek, peering through the dim light at you, “I’m not saying this to be cruel or hurt you, but… I need you to be more careful, okay?”

You frown, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

His thumb glides across your cheek bone, hesitating on whatever it is he wants to say– at least until Hajime huffs and mutters, “Just tell her, dude. You’re the one that brought it up.”

“Tell me what?”

“You’re a foster kid,” he reminds you, as if this is vital information that’s somehow slipped your mind. “That’s all they see when they look at us, all they’ll ever see. No money, no family, nothing worth wasting their time on. We’re charity cases at best, at worst…” he trails off, the sentence dangling in the air. 

He thinks it’s a trick, you realise. He thinks they’re setting you up in an elaborate joke where you’re the punchline. 

Bright blue eyes and a crooked grin flash in your head. Cheeks dusted pink and the warmth of his hand in yours. 

“That’s not true,” you defend, though the words sound weak even to your ears. 

Now that your eyes have adjusted to the dark, the gentle, pitying expression on his face twists at your insides like a knife. You hardly notice Hajime scooching closer, shifting the blankets so they cover you both, too busy staring at your foster brother with wide eyes and parted lips, a thick lump of emotion lodging itself in your throat. Tears prickle in the corners of your eyes, and you blink them back.

You won’t cry in front of them over this. You refuse.

“No? You’ve been here for months now. If they wanted to be your friend, truly, genuinely wanted that, why haven’t they made an effort before now? I’m not trying to be a dick,” he murmurs when your breathing hitches, “The kids in this town, they’re assholes. I just can’t bear the thought of someone hurting you.”

Hajime nods. “We only wanna protect you, imouto.”

But you don’t need to be protected. Omori isn’t like that. His friends aren’t either. 

—

When the last bell rings for the day, you walk down to the gates to find Hajime there, leaning against the brickwork with a pilfered cigarette dangling between his fingers. 

That in and of itself isn’t a surprise. Lately they’ve taken up the habit of ditching their last period to make the half mile trek to your school in order to walk back home with you. Most days, you don’t mind. Today, however–

“I sent you a message at lunch, you didn’t need to come all the way down here, I’m going to a friend’s place to study. Sorry, I thought you would’ve seen it before you left.”

He drops the cherry red remnants of his cigarette to the ground and grinds the butt under his heel, eyeing you slowly from head to toe. “Which friend?”

“When did you become so nosey?” you laugh, a touch uneasily. “It’s only for an hour or so, I’ll be back before dinner, promise. I’m all yours after that.” The last part’s meant to lighten the mood a little, yet something flashes in his eyes, a twitch in his jaw, and you get the sense that he doesn’t find it all that funny. 

“Which friend? That slimy piece of shit you were hanging out with last weekend?”

Omori? How does he–

You frown, “We went to the movies, Hajime, it’s not illegal. And he’s not slimy or a little shit, he’s my friend.” A friend who sets butterflies loose in your stomach and makes you weak at the knees, but Hajime doesn’t need to know that. 

“Oh, I’m sure he wants to be your friend,” he mutters darkly. 

Your cheeks burn hotly, “Why are you being like this? He’s a nice guy. Besides, it’s not him. I’m going to Masako’s to work on a group presentation we’ve got due in a few days. I didn’t think you’d make such a big deal out of it!”

“Your mistake,” he says, as if you’re the one being unreasonable here, and before you can spit out a retort, his hand is curled around your bicep, tugging you down the road. “C’mon, we’re going home. Tell your little friend you can work on your project tomorrow at lunch.” 

“Ha-Hajime!” His too tight grip on you doesn’t relent, his stride doesn’t falter. Nervously, you dart a glance around, half hoping that someone will intercede, all the while praying that no one’s actually noticed him dragging you off like a misbehaving toddler.

As always, you’re not that lucky. The sight of your classmates pointing your way, giggling behind their hands sends a hot pulse of shame flooding through you. 

“You know you’re not my actual brother, I don’t need your permission!” 

That does stop him, turning back around to throw a scowl at you, “No? Because I don’t see anyone else lining up to stop you from spreading your legs for the first asshole who comes sniffing around. Jesus Christ, weren’t you listening the other day?”

“I’m fourteen!” you shriek, ripping your arm away from him. “Stop being gross and leave me alone, I already told you I’m going to Masako’s. We have a project. For school!”

In an instant, he closes the gap between you. Hajime isn’t as tall as Tooru, but at two years older, he still towers over you, all broad shouldered and intense, and while he’s always cut an intimidating figure, it strikes you that this is the first time you’ve ever looked at him and felt afraid.

A split second later, and he exhales with a mumbled curse, the tension deflating from his body like a pin’s been pulled. In a quieter voice, hooking an arm over your neck to press a fleeting kiss to your hair, he says, “Sometimes it feels like I’m losing my damn mind trying to keep us all safe and sane and fucking together.”

It’s not exactly an apology. Still…you shift on your feet, nibbling at your bottom lip. “I’m sorry for snapping,” you mumble – an olive branch, even if you’re not feeling particularly charitable right now. The problem is, you do understand where he’s coming from. In two years, they’ll both age out, free to go and do whatever the hell they want. There’s a not insignificant part of you that’s terrified that when that time comes, they’re not gonna hang around another two years waiting for you. 

You’re not sure you can hold them to that promise. 

And that’s if nothing happens before then. Foster kids in group homes get shuffled all the time, there’s no guarantee all three of you will still be with the Furukawas come their 18th birthdays. 

Of course he’s over-protective. Of course he’s being a little nuts about it. 

Hajime nods, pats you on the head and gives you a rare smile, “Good. Now get your ass moving, we gotta get home.”

“Wait, but I thought–” you’d apologised, he’d admitted he was overreacting… sort of. Isn’t that enough?

“Social worker’s coming by this afternoon. Furukawa wants us to play happy families ‘til they’re gone. Your friend’s gonna have to wait.”

And that’s that. 

Dejection washes over you, trudging back home with Hajime – trying not to be childish and petty and hold it against him.

The social worker never shows, but there’s a message waiting on your phone when you finally manage to pry yourself away from Hajime and Tooru.

Your brother’s a dick. Raincheck? ;)

Butterflies erupt. 

—

You’ve been biting your lip again.

The raw, chapped evidence stares back at you in the mirror. 

A few days ago, they were a little swollen, rough and reddened. The sight of it sent a giddy sort of thrill through you, a physical – if not sore – reminder of your afternoon spent kissing a cute boy with very pretty blue eyes. 

Now, the state of your lips is the least of your worries. You’ll bite your lips, gnaw on your fingernails right down to the quick, pace and think and pace and think, fingers tap, tap tapping at your side.

“You look tired.” 

The arms that loop around your shoulders, dragging you back into a loose hug don’t bring the sense of comfort they usually do. Things have been weird between you. Off.

Ever since Tooru caught sight of your face that day, saw the messages on your phone. 

‘I never took you for a liar, imouto.’

The resultant argument left you choking on sobs, heart-broken and beaten down in a way that you haven’t felt since you found out your parents died. 

It’s a strange, alienating thing to be cut so viciously by the only people who give a damn about you.

At first, you had Omori there to help pick up the pieces. He wasn’t allowed over, of course, and even if he were, you doubt it’d do anything but throw a whole gallon of kerosene on the fire. Still, being able to message and vent to him felt like a lifeline. 

And then he simply… stopped replying. Your last message sitting there for two days on read.

You tried not to feel hurt. Maybe this whole thing was too intense, too quick. My god, you weren’t even dating officially, he was just, you were–

It was fine. Not everyone’s tied to their phone, and he doesn’t owe you anything. Maybe something came up, maybe his phone died.

But then, come Monday, he wasn’t in school.

On Tuesday morning, sitting in first period maths, a grim-faced man in a dull suit informs your class that Omori’s been missing since Saturday morning. You’re passed a business card with the detective’s name and phone number printed in crisp, black font and encouraged to contact him if there’s anything you can think of that might help them.

Uneasy looks are shared. No one says a word.

Which brings you to today, to the hug Tooru’s drawn you into and his voice murmuring at your ear. 

“Aren’t you still mad at me?”

His laugh rumbles at your back, “Maybe I miss you too much.”

You should tell him to shove it. Whether you’re in the right or the wrong, it’s not fair of him to play hot and cold with you like this. Being at odds with your brothers is painful enough on its own, dealing with that on top of everything with Omori – it’s too much. You’ll drown under the weight of it.

And so you turn, wrapping your arms around his middle and burying yourself against him. “I don’t wanna fight anymore. I’m sorry.”

While he doesn’t say anything back, he does squeeze you that little bit tighter. You’re content with that, soaking up the affection and comfort you’ve sorely been without. It’s an apology, yes. It’s also forgiveness. 

“Where’s Hajime?” you ask after a little while. They aren’t inseparable by any means, but you don’t think you’ve seen him this afternoon at all. 

Rather than answering you, the brunet pulls back enough to meet your gaze, a twinkle in his eyes, “We’re going out tonight.”

The words bring you up short. “But–”

“Furukawa won’t know a thing. It’ll be fun, pinky promise.” He holds out said pinky, the grin on his face infectious enough that you offer a tiny one of your own, locking your finger around his.

He winks. 

—

“Sweetheart, shall we open the wine?”

She hasn’t stopped beaming all afternoon, delighted at the flowers and the gifts, your dad humming away in the kitchen, cooking enough to feed a small army.  

Heisuke’s already plucking a bottle from the fridge, glasses set out on the counter. He lifts a questioning brow in your direction and you nod with as much of a smile as you can muster. Nothing sounds more appealing to you right now than a drink.

Several of them, actually. You’ll start with one.

“Thanks,” you murmur when he passes it to you. 

Quietly enough that your parents won’t hear, he asks, “You good?”

“I’m good,” you reassure him, lying through your teeth. His knuckles knock against yours, and when you glance up, there’s a wordless promise that the two of you aren’t done with this. 

He’s been watching you ever since you got home. Not in the predatory, possessive way they used to, just… you very reluctantly gave him crumbs – not even that much – yet he’s staring at you like you’re a piece of a puzzle he’s desperate to solve. He’s looking at you like he’s seeing you for the first time, and you don’t know how to deal with it. 

It makes you nervous.

“Did something happen between you two?” The quiet voice at your side startles you – perhaps you’re more on edge than you’d like to admit, because your whole body flinches, the wine in your glass sloshing up over the rim, just barely avoiding your dress and the edge of the couch. 

You hadn’t even noticed your mom had sat down.

Cursing under your breath, you jump up before she can, snatching some paper towels from the kitchen, paying no mind the slight, disapproving tilt to your father’s mein (the one which, to his credit, he does try to hide) to mop up the mess on the floor.

“Sorry,” you throw out, both for the spill and for swearing, because that too is something neither of your parents are fond of, but your mom’s quick to wave it away.

“Nonsense. You’re fine, sweet girl. Come, sit!” She pats the seat you’ve vacated. “Relax.”

Your dad’s in the kitchen, laughing with Hei. Your mom’s still happy – it’s slowly leaching from her eyes the longer she looks at you, the more she sees. Relax. 

Today’s supposed to be a happy day.

Relax. 

You can’t.

They know some of your past. Bits and pieces. 

In ten years, you’ve never uttered a single word about them. Not to anyone. 

The more you shove it down, the more it fights back, bubbling away inside of you like the tempest of a storm. You can feel yourself cracking, unshed tears burning at your eyes. 

You can’t.

“… Mom–”

A knock cuts through the rising tide of emotion battering through you, and all four of you start. 

Your dad moves first, drying his hands and striding on over to answer it. On his way, he glances to where you and your mom are sitting – instinctively. Unthinkingly. He glances her way a thousand times a day – to check in, to see what she’s doing, to catch those little expressions she makes, only this time he isn’t met with the picture of a happy wife and daughter. You see it when it hits him, the tension, your wrought expression, the hand your mom’s slipped you in the seconds since, holding you tight and keeping you tethered.

You see it when he does a double take, sharp surprise quickly overtaken by alarm. 

Another knock at the door. Louder. 

His head snaps back towards the door, glaring at it like it’s personally wronged him. “One sec,” he mutters to no one in particular, and your mom squeezes your hand as he yanks it open with a touch more force than necessary.

“Yes?”

The air punches out of your lungs.

From where you’re sitting, the door cracked ajar, your dad’s frame blocking the gap, you can’t see who’s there. Not until he peeks over your dad’s shoulder, his charming grin widening into something shark-like and predatory when he spots you, delighted. 

An elevator careening out of control, your stomach plummets.

Ignoring your dad – your family as a whole – entirely, Oikawa addresses you. “You dropped this this morning. Clumsy girl.” 

Iwa passes him something, your wallet, you realise when he holds it out to you, waving it like a dog treat. 

Your wallet with your ID, this address, tucked away inside. 

The wallet you absolutely, in no way dropped. 

Primarily on instinct, shaking like a newborn foal, you start to rise, to stumble forward and take it from him, only it’s Heisuke who moves first. Angrier than you think you’ve ever seen him, he plants himself between you, one arm outstretched as if to keep you back, his withering gaze fixed on the duo.

“Thank you for returning it,” he bites out. “You can leave now.”

For your parents, already on edge, suspicious by their familiarity and your reaction to it, it’s enough to set their hackles up. Gone is any semblance of politeness when your father snatches your wallet from Oikawa’s fingers, “Go.”

Up until now, Oikawa’s paid them all the attention one would a gnat, an annoyance maybe, but one hardly worth acknowledging. That changes as his head tilts, dark eyes appraising your father. 

“What’s the rush?” he asks, reaching behind him. You can’t see it, what with your dad and now Heisuke standing between you, but there’s movement, your dad lets out a sudden, choked off gurgle, lurching back inside. 

Your eyes widen, a bone chilling horror taking hold of you as you spy the sleek black handle of a knife sticking out his gut, a slow stain of red seeping out around it. 

“We’ve still got so much catching up to do.”

—

You’ve never been this far into the woods before.

Stars glitter overhead, condensation from your breath puffing out with every exhale. It’s cold out. The path you’re walking isn’t one of the trails they lay for hikers and tourists, and you’ve been walking for a while. 

Still, Tooru’s hand is warm entwined with yours, and there’s that wicked thrill in your belly that comes from breaking the rules, doing secret, exciting things in the dead of night.

“Is Hajime waiting for us?” you ask, when you can hold the question back no longer.

“Always Hajime with you, isn’t it,” he teases. “Y’know, a guy could develop a complex with all this favouritism being thrown around.”

You’re pulled closer into his side even as he says it, and you go happily. You’ve got your brothers back – tonight you’re only thinking good thoughts. 

Tonight he promised you fun.

A giddy bounce in your step, you follow where your big brother leads until you spot a glow in the trees ahead, smell the smoke on the mid-autumn breeze.

Tooru grins in the dark, “Have you ever been to a bonfire?”

You shake your head. 

It takes another few minutes before you can see the fire in all its grandeur, Hajime standing off to the side, warming his hands against the flames. They dance through the clearing, bright and high and hot, hot enough that you briefly consider shedding the jacket Tooru swaddled you up in before you left.

A bonfire? 

They built this for you?

You look incredulously to Tooru, “This is where he’s been all day?”

“More or less.”

“Do you like it, pretty girl?” Hajime calls out when you’re closer. Your hand slips from Tooru’s as you leap forward, allowing him to catch you in his arms and tug you against him, and like earlier with Tooru, it eases some of the hurt weighing you down. He’s here, he’s not angry anymore, you can fight and argue like siblings but they aren’t going anywhere. 

He presses a kiss to your forehead, smoothing down your hair. “It’s pretty cool,” you tell him with a decisive nod, making him chuckle. 

“Maybe we should add more accelerant,” Tooru says, eyeing the flames with a considering look. “I don’t know if it’s hot enough.”

Hajime scoffs, “We don’t need any more accelerant.”

“But–”

“It’s fine, dumbass. Leave it.”

Heaving out a long suffering sigh, Tooru takes the space on your other side. In the Western movies you’ve seen, these bonfire things usually have more of a party-like vibe. There’s music and dancing. Drinking. This is something wholly different.

You don’t mind the quiet, though, sitting between your brothers on the fallen log they dragged over. Listening to the crackle of the fire. Watching red embers spark and fly off into the night. 

You’ve missed this. Them. 

In the hypnosis of the fire, the heat that covers you like a blanket – burning strongly enough, despite what Tooru thinks, that down to a tee-shirt, leaning into Hajime’s side, Tooru playing with your fingers, you feel you could so easily drift off to sleep, sated and content.

“You love us, don’t you?” Tooru says it so quietly, so off-handedly, that for a moment you don’t hear the stinging accusation beneath the words. 

When it does, whatever fleeting contentment you’d managed to wrap yourself up in is ripped away, leaving you cold and exposed. 

A slap in the face might’ve stung less.

You gape at him. At the both of them. “How can you ask me that?”

Tooru shrugs, casual and cruel, “I dunno. You lied to us. Multiple times.”

“Snuck around behind our backs,” Hajime adds.

“Kept things from us. Don’t think we haven’t noticed the new lock on your phone, imouto. Doesn’t sound like love to me.”

“I– I’ve already apologised.” You try to keep your voice calm and level, but with every word that pours out of you, the faster your heart beats and the more distress leaks into your tone. “I’m sorry, okay? I’m sorry I lied, I’m sorry I went behind your backs, I’m sorry I kissed him! I don’t know what you want from me, I don’t know how to fix this!” 

Hot tears spring to your eyes, stinging as you ferociously blink them back. 

If you start crying now, they’ll probably just mock you. That, or they’ll claim that you’re trying to manipulate them into feeling bad with crocodile tears and hiccuping sniffles. 

In a tiny voice, you say, “I didn’t do any of it to hurt you. Please,” you beg helplessly. “You can’t keep holding it over my head and punishing me for it.”

“You think we’re punishing you?” Tooru asks, still in that cold, flat tone that makes you want to sob.

Aren’t they? Sure feels like it.

Hajime lets out a heavy exhale, shaking his head and staring up at the night sky. “You still don’t fucking get it.” 

Hands slip under your armpits and without warning you find yourself hoisted onto Tooru’s lap. It’s whiplash, especially when he curls around you, those lithe arms caging you in, and presses a kiss to your burning cheek. “Iwa, brute that he is, is right. You’re not listening to us. This isn’t punishment. You can pretend to hate us, cry, yell, fight. You can try to shut us out if that’s what you feel you need, but this,” his chin juts out at the bonfire crackling merrily a few feet away, “this is love.” He shivers as he says it, voice like honey. “We did it for you, and I’d do so much more.”

Your head’s still spinning, reeling from being yanked from one extreme to another. Hot and cold. Spiteful to affectionate. You stare at the fire, but you don’t understand. 

“Yeah, like you didn’t enjoy the hell out of it,” Hajime snorts, which makes even less sense.

“…You mean the– the bonfire?”

Tooru laughs. His nose skims along the shell of your ear, earning him a shiver of your own. “Hm, almost.”

So you peer at the fire like it’s supposed to give you the answers you need. There’s nothing. It’s a fire, there’s nothing special about…

Oh.

You learn forward – as much as the cage of his embrace will allow, at any rate – squinting a little. Nestled beneath the stacked logs and kindling, there’s an oddly shaped lump, black and gnarled, with ridges and a scooped out hollow that kinda looks like–

Your blood runs cold. 

“What’s the matter, baby?” he croons. “You’ve been so sad all week, wondering where your friend up and disappeared to. Aren’t you glad to see him again?”

“No.” Whisper soft, the noise lost to the crackling of the fire. You shake your head, “This– you’re being cruel. Stop it, it’s not funny.” 

But the tears you’ve so valiantly held back are falling, your breath coming in short, panicky gasps. The skull in the fire doesn’t look fake, and if this is a prank, it’s gone beyond too far.

Your head grows light and all too heavy at the same time, “That isn’t– you didn’t– you… you– you wouldn’t–”

“No?” the voice at your ear questions, low and dangerous. “You think I wouldn’t stab the little fuck after you kissed him?”

“Stop it,” you tearfully beg, squeezing your eyes shut. The skull’s still there, burned into the back of your eyelids. 

No, no, no. Omori isn’t dead. 

Omori isn’t dead.

Your heart slams against your ribs, a violent chorus to the swell of sick dread and fear you’re desperately trying to tamp down. Omori isn’t dead!

“STOP IT!” 

They wouldn’t kill him. 

The crunch of footsteps sounds, and you don’t need your vision to know that Hajime’s now crouching in front of you. When rough fingers seize your jaw, holding you in place, and he leans in close, almost nose to nose, they fly open regardless. 

“You ever try that shit again, and next time we’ll drag you by the fucking hair and do it in front of you,” he promises, calm despite the fury that rages in his eyes. 

Caged between them, Hajime appraises you, taking in your hysteria, the tears dripping down your face, your bottom lip quivering – as though he’s committing the sight to memory. His eyes dart to Tooru’s for a brief second, the latter squeezing your side, before he speaks. “If you’d listened to us in the first place, this wouldn’t have happened. Don’t make us into monsters, sweetheart.”

Your fault is what you hear. 

There’s a loud pop from the fire, and you lose it entirely. 

You explode. Elbows flying, kicking, clawing. A wild, terrified, desperate thing, and it takes them by surprise – enough to catch Tooru in the gut, loosening his grip. Enough to knock Hajime back onto his ass. A gap, however small, for you to scramble to your knees, violently kicking back when a hand snatches at your ankle, and flee through the woods in the dark, away from the furious shouts, the raging footsteps chasing after you. 

You run and your lungs burn, heaving for every breath. 

The light of the bonfire disappears behind you, plunging the forest into an inky black, and the shouts and yells turn into calls of your name, then coaxing pleas, almost sounding worried. Eventually, those grow distant too, and fade away altogether. 

You keep running, uncertain of where you’re going. No, blind to it entirely. All that matters is keeping out of their reach. You’ll run to the ends of the earth if you have to. 

And so you push until your legs scream for a reprieve, until you taste iron on your tongue and when your body can keep the pace no longer, you stumble through the underbrush, tripping over roots and branches instead, pausing every once in a while to lean against a tree and catch your breath. 

As your adrenaline fades and the sweat dampening your clothes cools, the cold night air bites like needles at your skin, you start to shiver, rubbing at your exposed arms in an effort to generate a little warmth. Bitterly, you remember that the jacket that you’d brought, the one Tooru had all but forced on you before you’d left, is back at the bonfire, slung over a nearby log. Useless to you now. 

But the shivers that wrack your body aren’t solely from the dropping temperature.

Every snapping branch, hoot of an owl, rustle of leaves sends a fresh wave of terror spiking through you. You think of Tooru’s cruel smirk and Hajime’s bruising grip, of Omori’s skull staring back at you from the fire, flesh melted to the bone, black and twisted, and a ragged, distraught sob brings you to your knees.

Hopelessly lost, cold, frightened and alone, you curl into the dirt and cry. 

—

Hikers find you at dawn. 

Emergency services are called – an ambulance to take you to the nearest hospital to be poked and prodded, police to question why a fourteen year old girl was wandering the woods alone at night.

They treat you for dehydration and mild hypothermia, a few small cuts and scrapes, and when a soft spoken nurse pulls the curtain around your bed and gently asks if you’d like them to perform a rape kit, you blanch and shake your head. Eventually, they allow the detective into the room. In his late forties, bespectacled, a smattering of grey dusted throughout his close cropped black hair, he pulls up a chair beside the bed and patiently asks how you’re feeling.

If you were a better person, you’d tell him everything. The Furukawas’ abuse, your foster brothers’ increasingly overprotective behaviour, sneaking behind their back to see Omori and the fight that followed that nearly ripped you apart. 

The bonfire.

Your fault, your fault, your fault.

Omori deserves that much. His parents should know what happened to their son.

Your jacket lying forgotten by his bones. 

“Please don’t take me back there,” you mumble, tears shining in your eyes. 

Back to the woods, or the Furukawas. Back to the boys you’d loved who’d murdered for you.

In the end, it doesn’t really matter that that’s all they can get out of you. A traumatised teenager found miles from home without a single soul raising the alarm would be one thing. When that traumatised teenager’s a girl supposedly under the care of government approved guardians, it raises red flags not even they can ignore.

By lunch, they’ve arranged for you to be placed back in an all-girl orphanage until a more suitable, long term solution can be found.

—

Some nights you dream that you’re back there, in their bedroom at the Furukawas’. It’s dark and cozy, there’s an arm slung over your waist and you find yourself drifting off to the steady beat of the heart behind you, soft snores by your ear.

They’re nice dreams. You feel safe, loved. 

Tucked away in your subconscious, nothing exists but the sanctuary of them, and when you inevitably feel that tug of awareness coaxing you awake, you sink your fingers in and cling to it for dear life. 

Just another minute. Another few seconds. Please.

Right now, you’d give anything to wake up and have this be nothing more than a nightmare you can banish. 

But there’s no escaping this one. Your dad’s on the living room floor by the couch, hunkered over, pale and sweaty, pressing what was once a clean dish towel to the wound in his stomach. The coffee table’s been pushed to the side, Heisuke and your mom sat on the chairs Oikawa dragged into its place, ankles zip-tied to the legs, wrists bound, duct tape slapped across both of their mouths. Between the knife Oikawa idly toys with, still wet with blood, the handgun held loosely in Iwa’s palm and your dad slowly bleeding out on the floor, they’ve been compliant. 

Much like you have, although you’re neither bound nor gagged, sitting in the armchair Iwa ushered you to, arms looped around your knees with the man himself perched against the backrest.

The only one of you making any kind of noise at all is your dad, his voice a slurring mumble, words near intelligible. He’s begging, you can tell that much. Pleading through gritted teeth for them to let you go, not to hurt you, your mom, Hei. 

You desperately wanna tell him to save his breath, but you can’t even look at him – at any of them – without wanting to throw up.

“Do you still love us, imouto?”

Your eyes track Oikawa as he leans over the two chairs, the edge of his knife carelessly poised above Heisuke’s shoulder. From your periphery you see him flinch and stiffen, the sharp uptick of his breath smothered by duct tape, but you don’t dare shift your attention from the brunet smiling genially back at you.

Your heart squeezes, clenched by an invisible fist. Buried deep beneath the guilt and the paralysing dread, a slightly hysterical part of you almost wants to laugh. 

“Do you think I could ever stop?” 

Surprise flashes in his eyes and his grin widens. “You ran,” he accuses.

“You ran again this morning,” Iwa adds, sounding far less amused.

“I was scared.”

“Of us?” Iwa slides off the back of the couch, straightening up. In an instant, his hand’s wrapped around your throat, the broad pad of his thumb forcing your jaw upwards. “You think we’d ever fucking hurt you?” he growls, looking genuinely angry. 

Distantly you register the sound of Heisuke’s muffled indignation, another gasping wheeze from your dad, but all that fades to the background as Iwa’s mouth crashes against yours.

He doesn’t kiss you sweetly. It’s invasive, rough. His hand flexes around your throat, forcing a gasp to drive his tongue between your lips, and you can feel every ounce of possession, of pent up need and frustration as he drags it on despite the awkward angle. 

When he does break away, eyes darkened and simmering, he holds your gaze, ignoring the pointed throat clearing from the other side of the room. “Never,” he swears, waiting for you to nod before finally relaxing his grip. “Good girl.” To Oikawa, watching you both with a barely constrained hunger, he says, “Enough screwing around. Do it and let’s go.”

Oikawa huffs, rolling his eyes, “Fine. Should’ve known you’d get all impatient after you had a taste.”

“Like you’re not?”

There’s not enough air in the room, your heart’s doing somersaults in your chest, your pulse hammering through your veins. Oikawa stares at you, head tilted, the corner of his lip slowly curling up as you start to tremble, shaking your head, tears beading at your lashes, “I guess we could hurry it along.”

“No, please–” 

“Shh, sweet girl. It’s okay.” You try to stand up, but Iwa takes a hold of your shoulder and forces you back down. “Me and Iwa, we were gonna give you a choice. Let you pick. If you could kill one of them, we’d let the other two go.”

A strangled sob rips its way free, your whole body shuddering with the force of it.

“Hey, hey, it’s alright. We’re not gonna make you do that,” he comforts, side-stepping your now thrashing brother to make his way over towards you. “Cause the thing is, they kept you from us. Lied to you. Manipulated you. Whether they meant to or not, they hurt you. I don’t think they deserve that kind of mercy, do you?”

“No, no, no, please! Please don’t, please don’t hurt them–”

Abandoning his knife, he drops to a crouch in front of you, “We’re gonna make it right, and then we’ll go home, okay? We’ll take care of it.”

“Please, Tooru! I’ll do anything!”

There’s a kiss pressed to the crown of your head, the cushion behind your back being tugged free. “You don’t need to do anything,” Iwa says, the cold cocking of his gun echoing like a death knell.

 “We love you. This one’s on us.”

[i-cant-sing]

Wait, what would be Oikawas first thoughts be when he sees us wearing another schools jersey and we switch schools?

"SLUT-" Iwazumi smacks Oikawa on the head. "I mean, how dare you wear someone else's jersey, especially one of his arch nemesis???

He just chews out his fanclub for not brainwashing you guiding you to wear his jackets and merch, and the fangirls are confused because last they checked, they made fucking sure that to drill it into your head to only wear Oikawa's number. So, they investigate.

And that's when they find out you're dating Ushijima.

Now they're conflicted because at one hand, they have been gushing to you about Oikawa and how they love him and how amazing it is to be in love, so how are they gonna convince you to not be with your lover??? But on the other hand, Oikawa said no.

Oikawa. Said. No.

The 3 words, they were simple and direct and that's when a new idea came to mind.

They're gonna make you stop dating Ushijima because he's not your one true love.

And as self proclaimed sisters, it's their responsibility to make sure that you see that and so save you from a heartbreak. Really, they're doing you a favour.

But it's not as easy as it sounds. Because Ushijima isn't one to scare/threaten easily, nor can they find or even fabricate any dirt against him. Not to mention, he intimidates the shit out of them.

Soon, Oikawa gets tired of waiting and jumps the gun by confronting you directly. He orders you to take it off and when you don't, he pulls it off you himself. He's screaming his head off, grabbing your arm and telling you that you'll never see Ushijima ever again, and then begins pulling you back to his school, threatening to break your legs if you ever go to Shiratorizawa again.

Cue Ushijima walking in and fucking punting him to the ground. He's only able to land a few punches him (that's enough to leave Oikawa bloody) when you pull him off him. That's when Ushijima tells him to never touch you again, or even come near you before leaving off with you in his arms.

Later when Iwazumi drags Oikawa to your dorms that you share with the fanclub, they all look solemn as they tell him that you moved out. He can only scream at him as to why they didn't stop you, when they answer that you came with Ushijima, who glared at them as you hurriedly packed your stuff. And before you leave, all you say is that you're transferring to Shiratorizawa now.

Oikawa actually has a panic attack and passes out. For real.

Oikawa- he can't just accept that his baby sis/bff (self proclaimed) has left him. His world is crashing down.

[married-to-google-translater]

Hello, love!

Happy birthday!!

Can I request a yandere oikawa with a fem! Darling who's either incredibly unwilling towards her forced marriage with him or escapes the forced marriage?

Thank you c:

Thank you <3

Yandere Toru Oikawa

Well, Toru wouldn't take this very well.

He's not used to someone trying to fend him off.

Most likely, this started as a normal relationship.

Or as a relationship where Toru managed to hide his yandere tendencies.

Because a normal relationship was never the right option.

And over time, Toru starts to show more of his yandere tendencies.

Which is not a good thing.

It is also the reason why you want to end this relationship.

Toru, on the other hand, would like to marry you.

He would have already planned everything.

And persuading your family is already going really well.

As you probably realized, Toru doesn't take this well.

He would be really angry.

It will definitely end in a really big fight.

Toru would start to limit your freedom.

Your parents wouldn't trust you either.

That is, if you try to tell about your problems.

Toru is a good actor.

Same problem with your friends…

That is, if you had friends.

But because of Toru, you don't have.

Toru would surely find a way to get you to agree to the wedding.

Blackmail is a good way.

because if you truly love your spouse you have to get married even if the other person doesn't want to.

*sarcasm*

[yanderecrazysie]

HELLO i loved tour tsukki fic from the deal witht he devil collab!! i was wondering if you can make a oneshot or a headcannon? about yandere bully! oikawa or tsukki since they both fit the trope.

Thank you so much, I’m so glad you liked my story! Even though Tsukishima is my precious salty beanstalk, I thought it’d be best to write for a character I haven’t written yet (and because I had a good idea, don’t sue me) so I chose your other option: Oikawa! And why not a one-shot, since that’s always more fun? >3<

I’m so sorry this is so late! EEK-

Title: Repercussion

Pairings: Oikawa Tooru x Reader

WARNINGS: Yandere themes, swearing, bullying, name calling/degradation, physical violence to the reader, jealousy, delusional thought processes, referenced future non-consensual touching, Oikawa done screwed up

Summary: The classic childhood love story: boy likes girl, boy is mean to girl because he likes girl, boy matures and realizes being mean to girl is the wrong way to show your love and stops.

Well, maybe Oikawa forgot the whole “stopping” part, and he sure as hell never matured. But he’s starting to think his logic might have been flawed after all. Especially when he sees that your affections are directed to the very person trying to protect you from him.

Part 2: here

repercussion

/noun/

an unintended consequence occurring some time after an event or action, especially an unwelcome one.

“Oh, come on now, don’t cry like that! It makes you look even uglier, you know?”

His comment only spurred your tears to fall faster. You knew you weren’t looking your best right then: runny nose, puffy eyes, quivering lips… but you didn’t think you were the ugliest crier in the world.

But Oikawa Tooru sure as hell made you feel like you were.

You’d known the boy since you were both eight years old, and he hadn’t gotten any nicer. If anything, the years had made the heart grow crueler. When you were eight, the worst thing he’d done was pull on your pigtails a little or call you a “poopy-head”.

That paled in comparison to what he did now.

Third-year-Oikawa preferred to shove you, sic his fangirls on you, spread disgusting rumors about you, hurl insults at you, and just generally make your life a living hell. Why? That’s the problem.

You have no idea why he hates you.

You’re left gingerly rubbing the sore spot in your stomach where the water fountain had dug in deep enough to surely leave a bruise behind. Just another purplish-blue star in the constellation that stretches across your skin. All thanks to Oikawa Tooru.

But your savior came in the form of his best friend.

Iwaizumi was always kind to you. He always gave Oikawa a bruise bigger than yours and chewed him out about his treatment towards you.

So when he punched Oikawa in the stomach, called him “Shittykawa”, and asked you if you were okay, you couldn’t help but smile. You felt your face heating up at his attention and a sudden bashfulness seep into your responses.

Out of the corner of your eye, you could see a genuine frown, not from the pain in his stomach, tug at Oikawa’s lips, replacing the sadistic smirk from earlier. You didn’t know why, but you didn’t care.

Especially not when Iwaizumi was brushing your hair behind your ear and telling you that he’d do better in keeping his buddy away from you.

Oikawa didn’t think your crying face was ugly at all. In fact, he thought it was adorable. Every reaction you gave him was precious to him.

But the emotions you never gave him were the positive ones. You never once smiled at his presence, laughed at his witty comments, or blushed at his subtle compliments.

Maybe that’s because he was an asshole to you.

Your cute little blush, your bright smile, your soft giggle… he was seeing it up-close for the first time… but it wasn’t for him. Of course it wasn’t for him…

But to think it was for Iwa-chan? His best friend?

Well, that was a blow to the stomach much worse than Iwa-chan’s fist could ever manage to replicate.

How couldn’t he have realized it before? The fact that you’d never accept him romantically, like his many fans would in a heartbeat. His ego had been too inflated, but now it was deflating with every harsh realization slapping him in the face.

You’d never want him. Never. You winced when you heard his voice, you shrank away when you saw him. You were disgusted by him, angry at him, scared of him.

Suddenly, your little sad expressions weren’t as desirable. Of course, they were still cute as hell… but…

He wanted you to look at him like you just did for Iwa-chan.

And it wasn’t. Fucking. Fair.

The first time he was nice to you, you gave him a suspicious, angry expression and speed-walked away. He’d given you a compliment about your hair, saying it looked extra-nice today.

He tried complimenting your smile (trying to direct your attention from Iwa-chan to him, of course), saying that it looked nice on you. But that sweet little half-grin vanished the moment you looked back at him.

He tried telling you that your uniform looked nice on you, that it complimented your figure. But you apparently mistook it as a perverted comment and you stormed away, looking absolutely disgusted.

While browsing tutorial-like websites and articles about how to get a girl to like you, he came across something known as the “love languages”. Of course! The realization hit him and a buzz of excitement zapped through his body with it. Obviously “words of affirmation” isn’t her love language! I just have to find the right one!

Proud of himself, he hurried off to the shops before they closed for the night, one goal in mind.

“Lovely flowers for a lovely girl!” Oikawa cooed, brandishing a colorful bouquet consisting of what must have been at least 20 different types of flowers. You looked at him with wide eyes filled with confusion and shock. You made no move to take it, so he forced it into your hands before you could react.

“Receiving gifts”. One of the five love languages.

You didn’t look especially pleased, but that didn’t deter Oikawa in the least. Perhaps you just weren’t into flowers! He didn’t exactly get to know you all that well before now, considering you did your best to put so much distance between your bully and yourself.

Teddy bears, chocolates, food, movies, books, blankets, clothing, decorations for your room, keychains, purses, shoes, etc. You reluctantly took (translation: he shoved it into your hands or sneaked it into your bag) each increasingly personal gift with a gaze filled with a mixture of suspicion, fear, and bewilderment.

As he learned what you liked, he did his best to give you those things, but you only looked more spooked as you did so. Oikawa finally gave up. “Receiving gifts” was obviously not your love language.

“Acts of service.”

Oikawa began to insist on carrying your bag and books for you. At first, you panicked, apparently thinking he was trying to steal from you (how rude of you to assume that of him), but he assured you he was just lending a helping, loving hand.

Walking you home when you stayed so late for your club that it was starting to get dark was something you seemed to really dislike. Your distrust was clear to him, and he worried about what you must have gone through in your life to make you so wary of others.

No matter how many times he protected you from the rain with an umbrella he prepared just for you or admonished his fangirls for frightening you, you didn’t seem to appreciate his efforts.

“Acts of service” was crossed off his list. That left two more options. But he already gave you plenty of “quality time”, and you didn’t react positively to that at all!

So, that left one option and he was very experienced with it. You had nothing to worry about anymore, he’d figured it out through trial and error!

He was ready because, now, he knew exactly what your love language was!

“Physical touch.”

[ac3id]

Can i request Oikawa + jealousy sex?

Can i request Oikawa + jealousy sex?

idk,,, i feel like this is a little rushed 😔 anyways I hope you like it, maybe I'll turn it into a full fic.

pairings: oikawa tooru x female reader [haikyu]

warnings: nsfw, fingering in public,

oikawa doesn’t get jealous easily. he knows you have a standard, and that you wouldn’t go behind any guy that makes you feel special. after all, you choose him– and he’s, like, the best.

but sometimes you manage to bring the worst out of him. and at times like this, he never fails to show who you belong too.

even though he was your boyfriend, he couldn’t help but feel he was third wheeling a date. with you and iwaizumi lost in your own world, laughing and giggling at jokes which weren’t even funny. he wondered wether you were doing this on purpose.

were you still mad at him? he said he was sorry, yeah sure it didn’t sound that convincing but he was sorry. besides, it was silly arugruing about how it wasn’t that big of deal that he used up all of the shampo– it’s literally just shampo! just get a new one.

he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you, you were really testing his patience. leaning towards iwaizumi while he was sitting right next you.

“really? i didn’t know that!” you chuckled, grinning at the dark haired man, sending jealously running through oikawa’s veins. unable to bear it any longer, he sneaks his hand down on your thighs and under your skirt while slowly inching it upwards until his fingers were petting your clothed cunt.

you send side glares at him, even reaching your hand down to push his away but he does not budge. iwaizumi keeps you both busy with a conversation, not even letting you confront him.

after getting bored, he slips his fingers in your panties, running digits down your slit making you gasp. “are you okay?” iwaizumi asks, noticing your visible discomfort. you open your mouth to answer but oikawa chooses rub his fingers on your little clit, making you moan. you barely manage to cover it up with a cough before you answer, “no, i’m fine. it’s nothing.”

iwaizumi looks unsure but he lets it slide nodding and letting his attention slide back to oikawa, chatting away about volleyball. you bite your lip, your nails digging into oikawa’s hand as he dips his fingers lower and lower until it rests over your pretty hole. he slowly dips it inside, pushing past you tight opening. your velvety walls hugging his larger digits, pulling them in deeper.

he starts pumping his fingers into your cunt, not giving you even a moment to adjust. turning his face to your direction, he gives you a sly smirk before turning back to iwaizumi. he acts like everything is normal, like he isn’t pounding your cunt with his fingers under the table while you wither in your seat.

iwaizumi’s phone lights up ringing and he rushes to answer it. placing it next to his ear and talking to the person at the end of the line, he gives you both an apologetic look before rushing out of his seat. you can only guess it was some sort of an emergency.

oikawa nibbles on your earlobe. touching his lips next to your ears, whispering, “are you having fun, princess?” his ministrations under the table become bolder as he pounds his fingers into your stupid pussy faster and harder.

just as he feels your precious cunt squeezing around him, he withdraws his fingers. a fitting punishment for you flirting with his bestfriend, he thinks. you whine, asking him why he stopped. he shrugs and with a lazy grin he says, “i don’t know. i figured you’d like it better if it was iwa-chan instead of me.”

“why are you doing this?” you whine as his digits pick up the pace and bring you close to your climax. “why? hm, i just feel like it.” you can tell he’s lying but the way his fingers brush against your cervix, and how the coil in your stomach tightens every second coming closer, makes you give zero shits about it. you only whine quietly, trying not to divert to much attention towards the two of you. oikawa hums the melody of some song stuck in his head while his other hand plays with your hair as he rests his head on your shoulder. to anyone else the sight would have looked cute but little would they know about the impure intentions. he sits close to you so he can hear you little mewls, rejoicing in them.

your eyes widen as you slam your hand against your forehead in realisation, “is this what it’s about? you’re jealous.” you groan turning back to oikawa giving him a small glare. he huffs, “i’m not jealous. you just seem to having a lot of fun– with iwazumi being here. do you want to fuck him?”

you gasp, not being able to believe his spineless accusations. “no, i don’t. maybe, he’s kind of hot. but i love you and only you, tooru,” you voice is soft while you call out his name and seems to do the trick. he gives you a small smile, planning to say something but iwazumi returns from his call, pressing a halt on the conversation.

“sorry guys, had to take it. it was from work,” he says taking his seat back, opposite from the two of you. “what’s going on here?” he asks.

oikawa smiles, stealing a quick glance at you before turning to iwazumi, “you know, iwa-chan,” he says your name with his fingers quietly making its way back beneath your skirt and under your panties. “thinks you’re very hot.” he sings. iwazumi’s heat up, a blush forming on his cheeks as he looks at you with wide eyes.

you pinch at oikawa’s arm unsure of what he’s thinking. “i–that’s not,” you struggle to answer. blood rushes up to your face as oikawa starts again, “she also wants to fuck you, iwa–chan. don’t you think she’s a little bit of a whore?”

you watch him with glassy eyes, begging for him to stop. his fingers under your skirt fuck you harder while he talks about you to iwazumi lewdly, telling him about what you are like during bed, humiliating you. you still can’t understand what he’s planned but as you cum on your panties by his fingers, you know there’s a lot more he’s going to be doing to you.

[akutagami]

𝐑𝐮𝐧! - 𝐎𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐮

ೃ Warnings: Humiliation, Yandere themes, and abusive language.

Right at this moment you felt that sensation that had haunted you for several months.

It was terrifying to deal with that feeling, going out to any place was no longer pleasant, you even thought that if a friend accompanied you that feeling would disappear but it was the opposite.

When you entered the pharmacy you felt a great relief, perhaps the tranquility would only last a few seconds but at least you were not alone.

You bought some things and left, as soon as you left the pharmacy your body was completely tense.

Maybe everything would have been different if you had gone to the pharmacy early.

But that was not the case, it was already night and the streets were dark and lonely, the lamps in the parks did not even light the way well.

Until now you thought that everything was a hallucination and that you were probably imagining everything, but actually a few meters from you a boy was hiding in one of the bushes near where you were and he was watching you.

"Just a few more streets and I'll get home, everything will be fine!",It was the only thing you were thinking about right now.

And while you were walking desperately home, Oikawa came out of hiding to get closer to you.

"Uhm, excuse me! Can I ask you something?", Oikawa smiled kindly after saying that.

Maybe it was a miracle, at least you weren't alone anymore, besides that boy's smile made you feel a little calmer.

"Oh, of course!" What is your question? "You smiled kindly after saying that.

Maybe you would keep smiling if it weren't for what the boy said.

"Uhm ... if I told you right now that I murdered your friend, would you forgive me?,Oikawa looked so calm after saying something like that.

Instantly your smile faded, that feeling came back again, you felt an immense desire to run away from there and you probably would have if Oikawa hadn't grabbed you by the shoulders.

You couldn't hold back your tears, you were in front of the person who had caused you that feeling of terror all this time.

"Honey don't cry!, I won't hurt you unless you do something you shouldn't, this is just a lesson",Oikawa looked at you with a certain compassion and tenderness.

"Why are you doing this? We don't even know each other ...", your voice was about to break, panic had taken hold of you.

Instantly Oikawa's gaze changed, now he seemed to be annoyed.

"Are you an idiot ?!, All this damn time I have been in front of you! Or is it that you were so stupid as not to realize it ... that feeling of fear that you felt and the sensation that you feel now I caused it!"

Before you said anything, Oikawa grabbed your chin tightly and made you look at him instantly.

"You know something honey? I'm a little bored ... so we should play a game, what do you think?"

"God! Why don't you stop crying at once? Don't you realize this is good news ?, so stop crying, you idiot!"

You were so terrified that you couldn't even say a word, in Oikawa's eyes you looked like a scared little mouse.

"Well I guess so! I'll explain what this game is about! First I'll let you go and then you'll run, I'll only give you five seconds to run"

Oikawa knew you were not good at running, he really knew so many things about you.

"In that case, let's get started!", Oikawa showed a terrifying smile after saying that.

"Run!"

As soon as he released you, you felt him push you hard and you fell to the ground.

"One"

He had managed to make you scrape your knees, but you still managed to get up.

"Two..."

The blood fell from your knees, the ground had small stones that had managed to scrape your skin.

You started to run, you felt pain and despair when you heard Oikawa laugh silently.

"Three"

You knew there might not be a way out but you still wouldn't stop running.

"Four..."

Maybe Oikawa was right, you were so stupid that you didn't even notice the bottle that crossed your path and made you fall again.

Your already scraped knees fell onto those little rocks and you couldn't help but let out a scream.

"Five!"

You started hearing Oikawa's footsteps quite close, you felt so stupid and pathetic.

Maybe this was the end or the beginning of a new life, you didn't even try to get up.

You just looked back with a look full of hopelessness, and there it was, it was as if you were facing a demon.

"I caught you honey!"

[animeyanderelover]

You can probably guess a few popular people I put in here.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, stalking, manipulation, gaslighting, guilt-tripping, clinginess

I like you, but I can’t be with you

Gaara

🐼Gaara has to grow accustomed to the fact that he has admirers, platonic and romantic, himself. It’s what he has worked hard for those last years and he’s content with what he’s reached, that doesn’t take away the weirdness of it all though. He doesn’t deal exactly well when you turn his confession down for which he needed quite a bit to collect the courage. The Kazekage is a little bit paranoid and fears to be rejected, especially if you were to look back on his bloody days. That’s the main thing he’s worried about, when he gets indeed turned down what shocks him initially is the reason.

🐼He’s never really considered that you would turn him down because the fangirls are a thorn in your eye. What really stings permanently is the mere fact that you like him as well and would have wanted to give it a chance if it weren’t for his many female admirers. In a way it might be a bit soothing to know that at least there is hope, it’s what manages to keep him away from having his heart completely shattered. But it’s at the same time so frustrating, knowing that he could have a relationship with you and yet his fangirls is an aspect which has you straying away from him. His wish is so close yet so far away at the same time and the longing tightens a painful grip around his heart.

🐼Not an expert in love and a relationship so he doesn’t exactly know how to handle this perfectly, he’s very determined though that he will somehow make things work out and I’m positive that the villagers, including his fangirls, will be happy for him. All he has to do is convince you of that right now, his siblings are glad to lend a hand. Matsuri might want to help as well if she finds out since she loves Gaara and it’s precisely because of that why she wants him to be happy, even if that person can’t be her that gives him the love he wants.

Light Yagami

✍️Golden boy Light Yagami. Smart, handsome and popular and known to rather spend his time studying than clubbing or meeting up with friends to go out and do fun activities. He took some girls out, aside from that nothing much happened though. He seems so hard to approach and so untouchable, remains polite and girls seem to love that about him in school. When he starts actively going out of his way to talk with you it’s a flattering surprise since he’s always willing to lend his help when you didn’t understand something and acts as polite as possible, almost attentive. His secret hobbies such as stalking you a bit and trying to influence you to see things more from his perspective are too subtle to pick up in the beginning since Light wants to stay undercover for now.

✍️He makes it a point to be as appealing as he can be though, he befriends friends to find out more about you, engages in conversations with everyone who can help him to learn more about you and use that knowledge to constantly flatter you. He keeps all potential rivals away as well, he’s quite smug though once he realizes that you seem to like him as well which encourages him to confess. Quick information, he doesn’t take the rejection well. It’s a direct punch to his ego and even if he can retrace your reasons, that you’re possibly scared to become a target, he’s still feeling entitled.

✍️Light is calculating though, knowing that his chances are not completely dead since you have admitted that you do like him and peeling off his mask already would be a move too bold and rash. He can wait for the point where you’ve left him no choice. The next few days, you won’t see much of him and take it as natural since he probably feels hurt, Light is scheming in reality quite a bit. He’ll go with manipulation, slowly but surely removing people from your side all whilst making an appearance in your life once again, ensuring you that he still wants to spend time with you. As for the fangirls, he never pays them much mind since he’s already decided to have darling as his s/o and if one of them would have the nerves to be mean, he will punish them for it.

Tōru Oikawa

👑Has fangirls cheering for him left and right who constantly gift him presents and it’s not a secret that he’s had a few relationships already. They never worked out though since he prioritized Volleyball over his girlfriends. Oikawa…is plainly spoken just way too infatuated to really realize that his s/o might be uncomfortable with the tone of admirers he has, he’s way too focused on doting and pinning after them or the fact that they’re worried that they might be just one of many. That doesn’t make it less painful for darling to turn him down when he confesses and makes it all so romantic since he wants it to be as perfect as possible.

👑It’s even more painful when he starts spilling tears because he felt that deeply. He can’t be with you because you turned him down and that has him growing paranoid and insecure. It’s maybe a little bit reassuring to hear from you that you do feel the same, the moment you admit your worries and doubts you crush his poor heart once again. You’re his one and only sweetheart yet you doubt him and his unwavering devotion and love. Tōru almost, almost feels betrayed because he’s poured his sappy heart already out countless times in front of you with nice presents and his overly affectionate side.

👑It’s hard to leave because he refuses to let you, desperate to help you to see that he is genuine with you and will always be. Depressed for the coming days and at the same time also so mad with all his fans. He does know that they haven’t done anything wrong per se, cares mostly only about the aspect that they’re a hindrance in his happy relationship with you and for that starts acting more distant and cold towards them, probably even going as far as snapping a bit when they annoy him. He won’t leave your side at all on the other hand, pushing his delusions with the sweet knowledge that you like him and he just needs to show his love more, pushes his fangirls away to make you comfortable and shower you in his affection.

Miya Atsumu

🎺Atsumu is a flirt and has a good amount of fangirls behind him as well. He has some insecurities, manages to hide them very well most of the time and instead just focuses on being with his sweet darling all the time. He’s charming for sure and way too sappy to be taken seriously by his teammates whenever it comes to you, that doesn’t mean that you might wonder how serious he really is and his many admirers are a really good way to want to turn away. Being placed in the center of attention since he’s so well known is something you might not want since everyone who knows him would talk about you and petty people might start talking that you’re not good enough.

🎺That’s why you, despite a heavy heart and sadness bubbling up in your stomach, turned him down as friendly as possible. Atsumu…just felt his heart sink when he hears that. He was quite excited, a giddy smile on his face since his brother and some of his other teammates had told him a couple of times that they had a hunch that you liked him back. Perfect , isn’t it? So why for heaven’s and hell’s sake would you reject him despite admitting that you have feelings for him as well?! He’s just not able to understand it, even when you explain yourself to him.

🎺Telling him that you doubt his sincerity awakens indignation inside of him and mentioning his fangirls leads to him feeling exasperated. If you doubt him, let him prove himself then by accepting! And his fangirls…just damn them, they’ll stay away from you! He’ll make sure of it! Grows overbearing and clingy towards you and passive-aggressive towards his fans after. Atsumu is persistent so he sure as hell won’t give up on you, you liking him back is such wonderful fuel for his delusional side. Osamu eventually puts a few words in for him as well since the mood swings of his brother because of you are annoying.

Yumemite Yumemi

🎤Yumemi is full of herself even if she acts like a cute and caring little Popstar. She’s willing to go far for her dreams and act like a completely different person to reach her dreams and she has that act down very perfectly. The girl is delusional and arrogant so she sees herself as quite the best girlfriend anyone could ever ask for, including s/o. That kind of mindset has her naturally believing that every person would obviously choose her if she would confess to them and that honor just happens to go to her lovely s/o. Expects them to accept her confession when she decides to admit her love and adoration, keeping up the facade of the innocent and cute girl who has a huge crush on you.

🎤The stars in her eyes and her innocent smile drop into a pure look of disbelief though when she gets to witness someone actually rejecting her, darling from all people to top it all. How humiliating, how unfair that is! She’s really just about to seethe and possibly let her worsened mood out on you when you start explaining to her. That has her stopping for a moment, serves to only irritate her more in the end though. She loves to be in the spotlight and her dream is it to be an actress in Hollywood, fans are needed to spread her name more around the world, even if she has grown a bit fond of being a singer.

🎤As I said, she’s sort of entitled and can’t quite understand why that would bother you since it would help making her relationship with you very clear to anyone as well. The only reason she really holds back is because she got so flustered when you told her that you actually like her back which had her stomach exploding with butterflies and brightened her mood up just enough to make up for everything else for now. Truth be told though, Yumemi is terrible because she ends up guilt-tripping you and uses her influence against you. She wants this relationship so she’ll get it under any means necessary. You love her as well, so where’s the problem? Just accept as long as she plays it sweet, her mood swings are hard to handle.

Asano Gakushu

🟠Looking on how his father is, it’s not difficult to track down where Gakushu inherited most of his traits, including how he would be as a Yandere. Gakushu is very manipulative and catching his interest is difficult since he sees himself above any other students. So once you’ve caught his eye and intrigued his interest and love, he’s fixed on getting into a relationship with you and being your boyfriend. Being as deceiving as he is, he takes the approach where he acts like a gentleman to you, all nice with a charming and charismatic smile on his face. He wants to be in control though so behind the scenes he puppeteers everything and is the reason why friends slowly start avoiding you and lord have mercy on those who try to woo you as well.

🟠He won’t tolerate anyone trying to have you and putting up a fight against him is already lost. He seems to prefer to win the more honorable way so his ideal scenario is you accepting him, he won’t hesitate to bend rules to his own advantage if he has too though. Picks up on the signs that you like him which encourages him to confess, he worked hard to become a important person in your life so he feels happy that all the work and patience finally pays off. Gakushu is smug and confident until you actually have the nerves to shoot him down which shakes him up since he didn’t see this coming.

🟠There’s maybe a spark of irritation and frustration about to lit up into something more, he forced himself to let you explain yourself though. The irritation and faint anger against you vanishes, the frustration and annoyance stays at the end. Because Gakushu actually gets why you might feel insecure about his admirers in school, he personally never cares about them, especially since you entered his view. Genuine when he explains that he never had interest in any of them, never has and never will since you’re special and precious in his eyes. You won’t have to worry about them being a nuisance, they won’t dare to get in his way with you if they have a single brain cell and know who he is. You just have to believe him and trust him. Initially he continues using his charms and guilt-tripping, if things don’t go his way soon, he’ll resort to bribing and blackmailing though with potentially even threatening you with it.

Agatsuma Zenitsu

⚡️Zenitsu is a wannabe womanizer who tries to flirt and woo every girl he sees as sweet and cute. He gets most of the time rejected anyways, recovers though since his personality manages to be cheery at times. It’s no wonder why his darling would be seriously concerned though when they fall in love with him and he seems to feel the same. But he’s treated other women the same so who can tell you that he is loyal and truly feels the same? The rumors apparently say that he just doesn’t want to die as a single so you have any right to be cautious. Zenitsu, despite ascending to heaven with each smile you give him, is immensely jittery about the entire ordeal.

⚡️He has a rather low self-esteem, fears that you wouldn’t want to be with a coward like him or will leave him for people who are cooler and stronger than him. You’re so perfect and lovely after all, who wouldn’t want to be with you? Tanjiro encourages him though since he just seems to know that you actually return Zenitsu’s sincere feelings, Inosuke is supportive in his own questionable ways as well. So Zenitsu gives it a chance, a stuttering and blushing mess as he confesses every single adoring thought he has in his mind. You can probably almost hear his heart splitting in pieces when you reject and he’s about to rant about how he understands and that he’s probably the biggest coward ever.

⚡️Before you add that you feel actually the same, have heard and seen for yourself though that he just seems to have a thing for girls in general. A few moments of silence before he starts drowning you in his rambles, voicing every thought out that crosses his mind. Oh my god, you are so right! He is a terrible person for playing with a woman’s heart like this! He must look so incredibly unfaithful in your eyes! He’s so sorry, he is truly a bad person! But he promises that he only cherishes you and you’re the only one for him forever! He feels low after hearing this from you, he can’t deny that you’re right though and he beats himself mentally up quite a bit over it. Zenitsu is surprisingly persistent though so he’s determined to become a better man for you and prove to you that you truly are his only love.

[yandereaffections]

You know he has pictures of you nude, beautiful revealing angles and posses all documented for his pleasure when he isnt around you

Well that was its purpose at first, now its the binding that holds you to him. Threatening to spread them all across the internet on any and every social media platform he can get, basically destroying any sort of reputation for work or friends

Hell Okiawa even thought about selling them off to people just to get a profit out of ruining your public image, but either way his point is made clear, if you even mumble to someone about helping you leave him or show signs of planning a escape he'll sabotage your future without him

Okiawa still loves you, treasures every bit of you he can get and does his best to keep you all to himself, but that doesnt mean he isnt willing to betray his morals just to keep your relationship going as beautiful as it is. If anything its just like showing you off to people, presenting the curves and smoothness of your body nobody else but him can physically enjoy 

You can beg or fight all you want but Okiawas intentions are made clear, he wants you to stay with him, more of it needs you to stay with him, and hes willing to do whatever it takes

[midnightlee25]

Yandere Haikyuu  Masterlist

Main Masterlist

Like lovers do - Asahi Azumane

If you loved me, you'll stay - Asahi Azumane

His sweet little angel - Asahi Azumane (Demon AU)

Haunted - Asahi Azumane

Just for tonight - Asahi Azumane

Bear cave - Asahi Azumane & Takanobu Aone

Holy matrimony - Asahi Azumane & Takanobu Aone (Priests/Demon AU)

Warmth of the rising and setting sun - Asahi Azumane & Yu Nishinoya (God AU)

Heads rolling for the one I adore - Asahi Azumane

Guardian angel - Asahi Azumane (Angel AU)

Merciful majesty - Asahi Azumane (Royal AU)

Big brown eyes - Asahi Azumane 

Just across the hall - Asahi Azumane 

Law enforcement - Daichi Sawamura

Sweet and salty - Kei Tsukishima & Tadashi Yamaguchi

Predator warning - Kiyoko shimizu

Love letters -  Kiyoko shimizu

Rainy day - Kiyoko shimizu (part1)

Snow day - Kiyoko shimizu (part2)

Sunny day - Kiyoko shimizu (part3)

Challenges - Keishin ukai

Naughty vs. nice - Koshi Sugawara & Asahi Azumane

Night owls - Kōtarō Bokuto & Keiji Akaashi

Love sick - Kōtarō Bokuto

Sleep demon - Kōtarō Bokuto (Demon AU)

The one that (almost) get away - Satori Tendō

One stormy night - Shoyo Hinata

Protective teddy bear - Takanobu Aone

The arrogant prince and his prisoner - Tōru Oikawa (Royal AU)

Predators and their prey - Tetsurō Kuroo & Kōtarō Bokuto (Mafia AU)

Asahi Azumane

Daichi Sawamura

Kōtarō Bokuto

Kiyoko shimizu

Koshi Sugawara

Keiji Akaashi

Shoyo Hinata

Satori Tendō

Tobio Kageyama

Takanobu Aone

Tōru Oikawa

Wakatoshi Ushijima

Yu Nishinoya

Shinsuke Kita

Ryunosuke Tanaka

Asahi Azumane

Kiyoko shimizu

Kōtarō Bokuto

Tobio Kageyama

Keiji Akaashi

Kenjiro Shirabu

Asahi Azumane

Tsutomu Goshiki

Taketora Yamamoto

Takanobu Aone

Lev Haiba

Morisuke Yaku

Satori Tendo

Asahi Azumane & Takanobu Aone

Asahi Azumane & Kōtarō Bokuto

Asahi Azumane & Daichi Sawamura & Koshi Sugawara

Asahi Azumane & Yu Nishinoya

Asahi Azumane & Shoyo Hinata

Asahi Azumane & Takanobu Aone & Wakatoshi Ushijima

Daichi Sawamura & Koshi Sugawara

Keiji Akaashi & Kenma Kozume

Kōtarō Bokuto & Shoyo Hinata

Kiyoko Shimizu & Hitoka yachi

Kei Tsukishima & Kōtarō Bokuto & Keiji Akaashi & Tetsurō Kuroo

Kenma Kozume  & Shoyo Hinata

Tetsurō Kuroo & Kōtarō Bokuto

Tōru oikawa & Koshi Sugawara

Takanobu Aone & Wakatoshi Ushijima

Tobio Kageyama & Shoyo Hinata

Tetsurō Kuroo & Daichi Sawamura

Tetsurō Kuroo & Kenma Kozume

Tōru Oikawa & Tamaki Suoh

Tobio Kageyama & Tōru oikawa & Wakatoshi Ushijima

Tobio Kageyama & Wakatoshi Ushijima

Tetsurō Kuroo & Tōru oikawa

Satori Tendō & Kōtarō Bokuto & Tetsurō Kuroo

Satori Tendō & Wakatoshi Ushijima

Satori Tendō & Koshi Sugawara

Yu Nishinoya & Ryunosuke Tanaka

Yu Nishinoya & Shoyo Hinata

Yu Nishinoya & Ryunosuke Tanaka & Taketora Yamamoto

Tōru Oikawa & Hajime Iwaizumi

Asahi Azumane & Takanobu Aone & Kotaro Bokuto & Wakatoshi Ushijima

Wakatoshi Ushijima & Tsutomu Goshiki 

Koshi Sugawara & Tetsuro Kuroo

Yu Nishinoya & Asahi Azumane & Ryunosuke Tanaka

To their darlings Confessing to them - Asahi Azumane,Takanobu Aone,Wakatoshi Ushijima,Kōtarō Bokuto 

to Their darlings Confessions to them - Yu Nishinoya,Tetsurō Kuroo,Kiyoko shimizu

to having an affectionate darling - Tetsurō Kuroo,Kenma Kozume,Kōtarō Bokuto,Keiji Akaashi

to Finding out their darling is dating another team member - Koshi Sugawara,Asahi Azumane,Tadashi Yamaguchi,Satori Tendō

to Finding out their darling is dating another team member - Kiyoko shimizu,Daichi Sawamura,Keishin Ukai ,Kōtarō Bokuto

to Finding there darling with someone else - Asahi Azumane,Yu Nishinoya,Tobio Kageyama,Kei Tsukishima

to Their darling breaking up with them - Kiyoko Shimizu,Asahi Azumane,Wakatoshi Ushijima,Satori Tendō

To getting caught and put away - Kōtarō Bokuto,Kenma Kozume,Satori Tendō

to their darling wanting a baby - Asahi Azumane,Takanobu Aone,Kōtarō Bokuto

Them confessing to their darlings: accepting and rejecting - Asahi Azumane,Takanobu Aone,Kōtarō Bokuto 

Seeing their child starting to “take after” them - Tobio Kageyama, Tetsuya Kuroko, Reisi Munakata, Nagisa Shiota, Langa Hasegawa

Their darling go through baby fever - Shoyo Hinata, Taiga Kagami, Mikoto Suoh, Karma Akabane, Reki Kyan

Their darlings getting bullied - Asahi Azumane

When there darling tries to escape - Satori Tendo

Yandere having a yandere - Asahi Azumane

Their darling trying to trick them to get away - Koshi Sugawara

yandere having a yandere - Takanobu Aone

Would they be friends first or get straight to the point - Haikyuu Part 1

Yanderes and their love languages - Haikyuu Part 2

Yanderes and their love languages - Haikyuu Part 1

Character headcanons: Kei Tsukishima

Who would do NSFW punishments - Haikyuu Part 1

Character headcanons: Tetsurō Kuroo 

Would their children also be yanderes? - Haikyuu

How perverted would they be towards their darling - Haikyuu

Character headcanons: Daichi Sawamura

Platonic Yandere: Kiyoko shimizu

 Who is most likely to mark their darling - Haikyuu

Who would break their darling or management to keep them sane? - Haikyuu

Are they deadly or tame - Haikyuu

Platonic Best Friend Yandere: Satori Tendo

Do they actually call their darling “darling”? - Morisuke Yaku, Kenjiro Shirabu, Misaki Yata,  Sharyu (Misaki Yuuki), Mafuyu Sato

Yanderes dealing with jealousy - Hacker, Nekomaru Nidai, Kiyoko Shimizu, Tobio Kageyama, Esdeath, Susanoo, Kazunari Miyoshi

Having a naive/gullible darling - Kiyoko shimizu, Daichi Sawamura

Safest yanderes to have - Karasuno

Do their yandere ways stop once they have their darling's heart? - Nekoma

Darling says: I never loved you - Satori Tendō

Darling says: I love you -  Asahi Azumane

Yandere ABC : Kenma Kozume

Yandere Reaction: Kenjirō Shirabu finding out his darling has a crush on someone else

Yandere ABC : Tadashi Yamaguchi

Yandere Reaction: Kenjirō Shirabu finding out who his darling’s real crush is

Yandere Reaction: Tsutomu Goshiki confessing to his darling and them accepting

Yandere Reaction: Kenjirō Shirabu, Eita Semi and Shoyo Hinata to their darling saying they love them

Yandere Reaction: Keiji Akaashi, Eita Semi and Kenjirō Shirabu to their EX hurting their darling 

Yandere Reaction: Kenjirō Shirabu, Koshi Sugawara and Morisuke Yaku to their darling telling them they know everything

Yandere Reaction: Akira Kunimi, Tobio Kageyama and Satori Tendō to their darling killing someone for them

Random Yandere Headcanons: Kei Tsukishima, Wakatoshi Ushijima and Tetsurō Kuroo with a darling whose parents are less than kind

You get what you deserve - Kei Tsukishima

Revenge - Wakatoshi Ushijima

Yandere Profiles: Koshi Sugawara

Yandere Reactions: Tetsuro Kuroo and Wakatoshi Ushijima with a darling who rejects them

[i-cant-sing]

oh god the amount of break downs i woud have from oikawas yandere fan club is unfunny. i’m already convinced my friends that i made on my own accord hate me and i’m supposed to be cool with these people who now are chill with me, nah the amount of ugly crying would be unreal, i’d start skipping school just so i won’t see them

Fr 💯 Like your old friends avoid u like plague because Oikawa's crazy ass fangirls have threatened them to stay tf away from Oikawa's forced sister. You're down in the dumps because losing your friends in highschool is very depressing. You'd be walking down the corridor with your head down, only to knock into Oikawa's fangirls who are smiling creepily at you. Of course, you think they're about to beat you up so you try to run away, only for them to pull you back and latch onto your arms.

They begin dragging you out of school, and in your mind, you're convinced they're taking you to the cemetery to dig your own grave and then burry you in it. So you're crying all the way, and they're just cooing and try shushing you, a bit condescendingly.

I KNOW some of the fangirls are rich rich, so they push you in one of their cars and the chauffeur takes yall to their mansions, where they take you to their rooms and play dress up with you, even though you're like sobbing all the way because confusion???? You have a whole princess diaries makeover before they take you back to school and into the gymnasium, where the team is playing volleyball.

The practice comes to a stop with your quite sniffles. Oikawa walks over and gasps at you- you're dressed in the team's colours, wearing a plaid skirt, a white tank top, and of course, wearing Oikawa's Jersey. But that's not all, no. They've done your makeup, put your hair into buns with mint and white ribbons, and your hands? They have pom poms duct taped to them.

"Do you like our present, Oikawa-chan?" One of the fangirls asks.

He beams and nods, grabbibg your face as he inspects you left and right. "She's perfect! Looks so adorable! Thank you, girls!"

"Oikawa-chan, we have another surprise for you!"

"Hm?"

"We're gonna teach Y/n how to become a cheerleader!"

Oikawa was never fond of his fangirls that much, but in that moment, God was he glad to have them.

Now reader is even more miserable as these crazy bitches teach her the proper way too cheer, and they don't cut you ANY slack. No, no. You need to be perfect for Oikawa-chan, nothing else is acceptable. And they'll threaten you again if you don't listen to them🔪

Skipping school and hiding away in your home won't do you any favours either. The fangirls, now that they've gotten a taste of Oikawa's attention and realised the key to it is you, there isn't any line they're not willing to cross.

Hiding in your house? Bitch, they'll barge in, charm your parents, say they're taking you away for a girls day out/pampering Y/n day, before taking you away.

Trying to stay in detention on purpose? They'll sweet talk the teacher, saying that you need to be around smart and good girls that'll have a good influence on you, and who better to hang around than the school's head girl???? If that doesn't work, they can always blackmail the teachers.

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Random Yandere Imagine

Okay but imagine that you're not interested in Oikawa at all and you don't like the way he is with girls but, instead of the boy-falls-in-love-with-girl-that-hates-him trope, you're really sweet to everyone and feel bad about turning him down and still treat him nicely afterwards. Like, you're super sensitive to hurting others' feelings.

So Oikawa takes advantage of your sweetness and, since you were awkward with the way you worded the rejection and you are still treating him with kindness, he just pretends to be oblivious like he thought you agreed to go out with him and starts treating it like a boyfriend-and-girlfriend relationship.

And a poor, confused you is struggling to find a way to gently break the news that you actually said "no" to dating him but he keeps manipulating the situation to keep you feeling too guilty to let him down. Like:

"I've never been so happy, I'm so glad you said yes, (Y/n)!"

"Why do you look so sad? Have I not been the best boyfriend lately? I'll do better since you said you 'wanted someone that fit your personality'!"

"Wait! Before you say anything else, I was thinking we watch your favorite romantic movie! You couldn't say no to that, right?"

"You say I misunderstood what you said? I'm sorry, I'll try harder to listen to your stories next time! How was your day? Did I mention how lucky I am to have you?"

And the whole time you're just spluttering and trying to talk fast enough for him not to interrupt you. You feel like you're leading him on and you have no idea how to get out of this situation. It feels like you have the worst luck! He never seems to catch on to the meaning of your words or he gets distracted when you're trying to tell him!

But Oikawa knows. Oh, he knows alright. And he's inwardly smirking every time he sees you look so defeated at yet another failed attempt to clear up the "misunderstanding"