#yandere ocean o'connell rosenberg

[sincerely-astra]

Uh... If your requests are open, can i request Yandere polychoir (the choir) with a Mikan Tsumuki!Reader (A darling that acts like Mikan, or even is Mikan herself, danganronpa and rtc is a crossover i never imagined so-)? Thanks in advance!! ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

☁️Yandere Choir x Mikan Tsumiki!Reader🌧️

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content, mentions of fighting, abuse, scars, and possibly more! This is also geared towards a fem reader, but I'm sure you can switch around some things if you wish to read it differently.⚠️

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg:

Omg, Hi!! Welcome to the choir Constance 2.0!

Yeah, Ocean is pretty quick to treat you like Constance the first time you meet. You're both shy, insecure, and gullible, why wouldn't she?

This goes on for maybe 5 minutes minimum before Ocean is introduced to probably the most notable thing about you..., just how unbelievably clumsy you are. No lie, in the time she managed to meet you and go over to Father Marcus to ask questions about their upcoming competition, you had already managed to trip over (seemingly) thin air and fall face down, ass up.

...Ocean will admit that she definitely wouldn't have written you off so quickly if she knew this was how you were.

Look, she's met her fair share of clumsy people, but the way you just kept falling every time you tried to get up while bawling your eyes out stunned even her.

And yet, when she manages to shake off the shock of your less-than-stellar first impression, Ocean is quick to make up her mind about you.

See, in the time she has known your sorry soul, she has now made it her mission to help you baby you!

Dead serious though, she babies you so much... You pretty much can't do anything without hearing a, "Oh! No, no, no sweetie, let me do that for you!" From her.

On the bright side though, she can be surprisingly comforting (albeit, a bit condescending) when you accidentally fall or if your anxiety gets the better of you and you start sobbing mid-rehearsal.

Speaking of you sobbing mid-rehearsal, anytime you get upset like that and start offering to do some less-than-appropriate things for your fellow choir members, Ocean lowkey starts to feel really bad for you, like, way more than before. Your personalities are on two different extreme ends and while she can't understand why you say or do the things that you do (seriously, please stop asking her if she wants you to take your clothes off, she promises, she really doesn't-) she does want to help you past these feelings and grow more confident.

Right after she says you can't hurt yourself by being away from her for too long.

As mentioned before, with your extremely different personalities and your, quite frankly, fragile sense of self, even Ocean just feels incredibly bad for you. Really, you have super low self-esteem, you offer things that you really shouldn't be to people who could take advantage of you, you're super clumsy, and so on and so forth. Just the way cry and apologizes over and over makes her pretty much the softest person around... She'll be the one who ends up apologizing! Do you understand how strange that is to everyone else?!

She cannot stand seeing you cry, you are way too precious for that.

Ocean also very much cherishes the few moments when you can be calm, usually when talking about medicine or things related to that. It's like seeing a whole other side to you and she does admire how knowledgable you are.

She is also definitely taking notes on everything you talk about because she likes to know what topics get you in a good mood and what ones to stay away from.

It's so weird because even she'll admit that she used to be very focused on herself and becoming the "best version" of herself she could be, but now she finds herself looking out for you more and more as the days pass... Ocean so frequently finds herself worried on how you are whenever she can't see you and has seriously debated multiple times in convincing you to change your courses just so you'll be in the same classes. Choir just isn't enough for her! :(

There was this one time when you and Ocean were walking to choir together after school, mainly just Ocean telling you her plans for the future and how she's gonna get there, only for her to suddenly trip on some uneven concrete and scrap her knees pretty badly. In the moment, she was feeling a lot like you suddenly-

Ocean was quick to get up, trying to suppress the tears that prickled in her eye ducts from the sudden pain. She was totally good to just keep walking to the choir room, doing rehearsals, and going to the nurses after school, and that's what she was going to do until you suddenly grabbed her shoulder to stop her from walking.

You insisted on patching up her knees before rehearsal, mentioning how they could get infected and how it would only hurt more if she left it untreated. Ocean really did try to deny it, the others were waiting for them and education waits for no one! But you weren't having it...

Cue you somehow pulling out a few bandaids and some rubbing alcohol from your bag, none of which Ocean was even going to begin questioning why you have. She couldn't even if she wanted to because... as embarrassing as it was, she found you absolutely stunning in the moment. Your focused expression and precise movements struck a chord with her as you got to work, a blush escaping on her cheeks while she stared at your crouched form.

You just seemed so different than what she was so used to..., even when there were those few moments of calm between you two while you explained the intricacies of medicine to her, there was always that barrier that made you unable to fully just relax and be yourself... But now that barrier was basically nonexistent, your usually anxiety-ridden and insecure nature being replaced by a calm, confident one that Ocean had to admit she found incredibly attractive. She liked that you can be yourself around her, even if it's in a moment like this. She wants to see more of it.

As quick as a bunny running from its prey is how fast she fell for you, all in a matter of a few seconds she felt it crash down on her heart and bring her new thoughts she had never thought she would entertain before.

I don't think I can say enough that Ocean infantilizes you, but now that she has a crush on you, that might just get 100x worse. You cannot do a thing without her peering over your shoulder and basically doing everything for you (minus anything to do with being a nurse since she loves watching you do that.) It's not like you can really say anything about it either considering you can barely stand up for yourself as it is...

It's unfortunately just a fact of life now.

She also uses this weird relationship with you to be as close as possible, like she'll do things clearly meant for couples but she always reassures you that "it's just what friends do."

This means you are gonna get smooched everywhere except the lips, a lot. (She gets too nervous to do the lips since she surprisingly wants to actually be dating you before that-)

This also means a lot of touching because Ocean is touch-starved.

Side note, you definitely want to ignore the way she stares at you 24/7, nothing weird about that at all, nope. Very normal behavior on her part.

There comes a point where Ocean, being the girl she is, gets extremely pushy when it comes to learning more about her girlfriend's friend's home life and life before St. Cassian. Look, when you act the way you do, can you blame her for being a little curious?

And sure, you did try to maneuver around the subject and not talk about it since it brings up bad memories. Ocean has thankfully been teaching you how to actually say no to people so this was a good start until you immediately caved cause Ocean started to look a little frustrated (she was not at all.)

You were pretty quick to crack and you immediately gave Ocean every detail she wanted to know, from your parent's abuse to your less-than-stellar schooling experiences, Ocean knew it all.

Oh my god does Ocean have some choice words for people and even more actions she wants done to them. She is so brimming with silent rage that by the time you get done she has to physically have to tightly hold on to her seat to stop herself from running out of there to beat people up verbally and physically.

Ocean even hates physical violence but she is 100% on board with it when it comes to your peers and parents.

There was a long period of silence after you finished telling everything as she needed to calm herself down before she continued to talk to you, and you were sure you did something wrong... How could you not when her eye was twitching and her hands were clenched to the seat of her chair?

After a good minute of tense silence, you started to apologize and make various offers to make it up to her, saying how you shouldn't have thrown such a pity party for yourself and saying you pretty much deserved the abuse anyway, anything to get her to talk to you, to not ignore you.

When I say she so quickly grabbed your hands and was so quick to denounce everything you just said. This was in no way, shape, or form, your fault and it was so disheartening to hear you say that it was. Ocean is in no way good at comforting people, she is aware of this, but there was no one in the world she wanted to try comforting harder for than you. You are the sweetest, caring, and most intelligent individual she's ever had the pleasure of meeting and she would rather die than have you not know that! (Too late for that one I guess-)

Many hugs were given and tears were shed that day.

Also many broken bones and a spike in reported abuse cases, but we're just gonna move on from that.

Ocean loves you unlike any other, she's never even felt this way about someone and legitimately thought she was incapable of it.

You are such a breath of fresh air in this dingy, unremarkable school and town, like a singular ray of sunshine on an otherwise cloudy day.

She adores the color of your hair, the bandages that cling to your arms and legs, your smile, your handwriting, and everything about you. You're just in a different league compared to everyone else she's met..., even above her own which she was surprised to think about.

She seriously does have to stop herself from combusting on the spot anytime you "trip" into an intimate position...

Sometimes, Ocean will deliberately take your stuff and hide it from you just so she can "look for it" with you, find it, and be praised by you.

All she asks in return is a smooch :) (And your undying loyalty-)

So, as much as Ocean adores and loves you, she does have a tendency to push your self-esteem down at times because she is insecure that if you get too confident you'll leave her for someone you actually deserve.

Ocean will also not let you speak to anyone outside the choir or the people who you are required to for the very same reason, but she uses the excuse that everyone will bully her and she shouldn't be around people like that.

Noel Gruber:

The way Noel meets you is... unconventional at best.

He finds himself speed walking to the choir room, determined to get there before Ocean so he can turn the tables and scold her for once, only to hear a crash as he pulls down the handle on the door... He was wholeheartedly prepared to deal with their frequent rat problem, thinking nothing of the crash as he walked into the room, eyes already scanning the floor for the hairy, grey pests.

That's when his eyes lock on your form sprawled out across the floor in a way he didn't even know was humanly possible... Music sheets and pencils are scattered everywhere. He's not a jerk, of course, so he quickly shook off his confusion and helped you up... before you tripped yet again and pulled him down with you.

He can already tell that you will have a lot to deal with.

And he was right, upon learning you were a new addition to the choir, he was also quick to learn of your eccentric personality.

Quite frequently when you would get something wrong during practice or one of your few shared classes, you would offer anyone who would listen to a variety of "services," most of which everyone would uncomfortably turn down.

You would also let people walk all over you, making you a prime suspect for bullying but also, to Noel's annoyance, a perfect target for Ocean's shenanigans which included lots of things, making sure he got to choir on time being one of them.

He definitely isn't saying you are all bad, you have a nice voice and he has to admit, he is a fan of your aesthetic.

What he is saying though, is that he doesn't see you much differently from Constance or Penny and often chooses to stay away from you, despite his concerns for your wellbeing at times.

Seriously, with how often your personality can go from 0 to 100 it's a wonder how you have the emotional strength to make it through the day.

Nevertheless, his plans of avoiding you were going swimmingly! You didn't really talk to him during choir, much less during class, so he didn't have to try all too hard to not associate with you.

That was until he was informed both of your English teachers were going to assign partners for an upcoming partner project... Guess who he got stuck with.

No really, guess.

As much as Noel wanted to beg your teacher to rethink her decision and let him work alone, he just decided to suck it up. You aren't all that bad and it was one project that you both can get done quickly and he can go back to ignoring your presence.

Unfortunately, life seems to love laughing at him recently.

The project itself wasn't too difficult, just pick a few poems by some more obscure poets and write a paper on how they all connect to a theme of your choosing.

It would be no issue at all to go to one of your houses after school for a couple of days and finish it all up. The house you chose was Noel's as you were weirdly incessant about not going to your place... Whatever, he certainly wasn't going to complain.

For the next few days, you both did what you needed to and Noel got to know you a little more during your breaks. Sure, you were still pretty emotional and he had to shut down your weird offers every time they were brought up, but he was surprised to find a more calm side to you.

Maybe it was the fact that you were in the safety of his home or maybe it was because Noel had proven not to have any ulterior motives during the span of this project, but eventually, you managed to be calmer and happier during the time you two spent together. It was easy to talk to him, it was so easy just to relax and not have your fight-or-flight response put into overdrive at every opportunity.

It was nice to be near someone who wouldn't judge you. Even if he did, it was almost always in a teasing manner.

That's why you were to grow on him, quick to be able to feel like a normal teenager, quick to enjoy his company.

Likewise, Noel had grown to like you too. You were actually a lot more mature and thoughtful than many others gave you credit for, he felt like you could understand his need for tragedy.

You could potentially understand him.

That's why after the project was over and his plans for ignoring you once more were supposed to commence, he instead did a complete 180 and kept talking to you.

You walk to choir together, he helps you avoid bullies, he lets you stay over at his house more often, all the typical friend stuff.

By far though, his favorite thing to do with you is to have mini-fashion shows. He knows better than anyone that it's childish, but that does not stop him from having the biggest grin on his face when he watches your face light up as he is dressed as Monique.

Once he actually saves up enough money to get you a decent phone (because you can not tell me Mikan would even have a phone, to begin with,) you guys have a ton of shared music playlists with different vibes associated with each of them. Noel also will be teaching you what real music sounds (It's a lot of Will Wood, Mitski, and TV Girl-)

Noel is practically begging you to come with him for his Taco Bell shifts, he needs someone to shit talk to so he doesn't actually go insane.

When it comes to your talent, Noel is kind of iffy on it...

On one hand, it is a very convenient talent to have and he likes seeing how passionate you are about it, on the other hand, most people aren't that well-versed in medicine unless there is a reason and he really doubts that reason is just because you're clumsy...

He isn't going to push you, he really isn't, he's just worried... So worried that he can't stop hinting at it, so worried that eyes instinctively gaze down to your bandaged-up arms every time you hang out, so worried that he finds himself trying to reassure you that you can talk to him if anything is bothering you even if you already knew that.

He really wants to know, but he won't push it.

So whenever you do tell him and spill out the reasons why you act the way you do, the reasons for your constant injuries, and the reasons for knowing so much about medicine, he is beyond livid.

Not at you, of course, he could never be mad at you, but just hearing excuse your parents, "friends," and bullies' behavior makes him genuinely so angry. In no world is that okay, especially when they do that to you of all people.

He might be comforting you at the moment, holding you close, and explaining to you how none of the abuse that's occurred is your fault, but all he wants to do is find those people and give them a taste of what's coming to them.

But you need him right now, so he pushes those thoughts away as he rubs circles into your back and shushes your cries.

If you thought for a second that Noel was going to just let you go live back with your parents when they are treating you so horribly, then you are dead wrong. From this moment on, you might as well change your last name to Gruber because you are being adopted.

Noel's house isn't the biggest thing either, but he is also looking forward to sharing a room with you. It would be nice to look after you and make sure you are happy and healthy.

Many more movie nights will also be occurring with "The Blue Angel" being the main attraction. No, you cannot watch another movie before you both watch this one, it's the rule when living with him.

Side note, as much as it seems like a good idea to let Noel cut your hair, do not let him do it. You will regret it.

As your new, official sibling, Noel will be making sure you stay with him at all times, you have to catch up on all the time you missed.

He will also be heavily encouraging you to wear his clothes since you don't have many to begin with and it gives a chance for some of Monique's more modest clothing to be used. (Also makes other boys stay away from you.)

Noel praises you and teases you heavily, it's either one or the other all the time. The true sibling experience is not one where you are nice to each other all the time after all.

Noel knows you can handle yourself, but he can't help but treat you like glass from time to time... Can you blame him? You just made it out of a really abusive situation and he doesn't want to be the cause of any of your pain.

So don't blame him when he purposefully makes you miss your hangouts with friends or cancels any appointment you may have so you'll be safe inside with him.

He tries to not appear it, but he does really want to learn more about medicine and whatnot. Not only is it good to know, but he also wants to be able to patch you up if you can't yourself.

Do you remember the phone I mentioned earlier? Yeah well, get ready for that to have a ton of restrictions from the parental controls. Noel will not have you tainted by the horrors of the internet if he can help it.

Another side note...

...He does like to watch you sleep sometimes, he finds it calming.

Mischa Bachinski:

Mischa had been pretty much the last of the choir to meet you, all due to the fact that he doesn't share any classes with you and he skips choir super frequently...

You both actually met during a lunch period where Noel had practically dragged Mischa to sit with the rest of the choir so he wouldn't be alone in dealing with Ocean. So without much of a choice, he sits right next to Noel at a table you all secured in the cafeteria and across from you.

You had immediately caught his eye as soon as he sat down and as much as he wouldn't admit it, your appearance had piqued his interest. Though, he didn't give you much thought after that, why should he? You're just going to be like every other girl he's met here.

And then you started speaking, which caught even more of his interest. Your personality was extreme compared to the likes of Constance or Penny and the exact opposite extreme of Ocean. You were meek, overwhelmingly apologetic, and would burst into tears the moment anyone did anything even slightly negative towards you.

If you could make the town of Uranium even somewhat less boring then he is 100% willing to let you into his small world.

From that point forward he had actually tried to speak to you a few times, mainly from the pushing of Talia and Noel as they both wished to see him expand his social circle a bit. And every single time, with no doubt, he would always find something new that interested him.

For example, while talking to you during a break in choir, he found out just how clumsy you could be as when you stood and started walking towards the exit door of the classroom after excusing yourself to the restroom, you promptly tripped over the risers and fell.

Then comes the weird positions you would find yourself in..., he always makes sure to look away whenever that happens because he is loyal to Talia! He will help you up though, just not while looking at you.

He does find your constant need for reassurance and the crying that comes along with that to get a bit irritating at times, but he really does try his best not to be too mean when that happens since it is obvious to everyone that you are going through a lot, even if he doesn't know exactly what.

Mischa really does pity you, you are just so easy to scare into submission and he knows he can't be the only person who's found that out... He knows there's got to be others taking advantage of you and that really upsets him for reasons he can't explain.

So Mischa had made it his mission to help you! Even if he doesn't quite get why, Talia does tell him that it's a good idea and she is never wrong.

Mischa helps you build up your confidence by praising you and making you do daily affirmations, which actually does help somewhat as you now aren't always second-guessing everything you do anymore!

He also teaches you some breathing techniques for you to feel yourself getting overwhelmed when you feel the need to cry which Noel also helps with. Noel is also better at the two when explaining it- Mischa is better at giving a physical example.

And when it comes to you being clumsy, that's not really something Mischa can help with... But he does try to catch you now if he notices you're going down.

While spending so much time with Mischa, you two quickly become friends.

This also means with you being one of the only female friends in his life that he will take anything related to Talia to you if he can't figure it out... Which is not really the best idea since you've never had any female friends either-

Mischa is really glad to have your help though and just to have you as a friend in general since he only really considers Noel a friend out of the choir and he gets a little lonely sometimes... Noel gets busy with work and school, Talia is in a very different timezone than him so she can't always chat, and his foster parents literally hate his guts, it's nice to have one friend who will always be there you know?

You also need to repay him for helping you out. /hj

...Okay, he definitely won't admit this to anyone, not even himself, but he finds your laugh the cutest thing in the world.

Mischa isn't really surprised to find out you have bullies. It is something he predicted before he became friends with you and he sees how others might misconstrue your personality with how extreme it can be, but does that stop him from wanting to curb stomp every single one of them? Nope.

In fact, that makes him even angrier since they never took the time to get to know you, and like how people do to him, they also take your initial impression at face value and don't try to see how you are deep down. The difference between him and you though is that he is more than capable of protecting himself in those scenarios, you on the other hand...

Welp, you don't have to worry about a thing! Only a fool would still try to mess with you when Mischa is literally strapped to your side like a guard dog. :)

It's kind of obvious that you don't know much about pop culture or music (because of your parent's refusal to get you anything) so Mischa will have to teach you everything you need to know... This means you will know a lot of random rappers, the discourse surrounding them, and a lot of cultural music and culture in general from Ukraine.

You also learn some Ukrainian from him and he has to stop his heart from skipping a beat every time you speak it to him-

Your accent is just so adorable--

While being friends, he is also quick to know of your vast medical knowledge and while none of it really interests him, he will ask you questions about it because he likes to hear you speak so passionately about something you love.

He loves it when you are both calm and when you are on the extreme. There is never a day where he wishes you weren't you.

So, he's always known that because of how knowledgeable you were about medicine you were also good at actually doing the trade, but when he first watched you do it, it was like watching a whole other person!

You were calm, collected, and very precise with your movements, nothing at all like the fidgety, anxiety-ridden girl he's known.

It weirded him out a little at first since it was a pretty big change, but he got used to it over time and actually enjoys the change of pace from time to time.

He hurt himself just so you would treat him?? What..., no.....

There are some moments where you are reminded of his mom when you use your talent, because being a single mom in a lower-class area, she too was pretty proficient at medicine (obviously nowhere near the skill you are at of course.)

The thought makes him smile.

Even with all the help and coping strategies he's given you, you do sometimes break down and revert back to old habits.

When that happens though, he just holds you and helps you get back on track, no matter how long that takes.

Like with the whole bully situation, Mischa had an inkling that something else may be going on in your life..., something obviously not positive, but being that you didn't speak about your home life all that much, he was never sure what that could be. He did try to subtly ask a few times, to try and pry you to answer the questions that were burning in his mind as of late, but to no avail.

It came to a point where he just stopped asking, figuring you'll tell him when the time comes, and even if he was extremely curious (and worried,) he would begrudgingly wait for that day. That day comes in the form of him going to your house for the first time.

Of course, you never wanted him to visit your home... But Mischa's place was sometimes not an option due to his parents "accidentally" locking him out without a way to get back in and with how the weather could be... There was just this day when you had no choice but to go to your house. Even if it was the last thing you wanted, you couldn't find another excuse not to.

By the time you two had walked a good distance away from school in the more shady part of downtown, your footsteps had become noticeably slower as you both reached the home Mischa could only assume was yours. The home itself was pretty run down and the smell left a lot to be desired..., but then again, it was better than nothing and Mischa wasn't going to judge something you couldn't control.

You had let him wait outside with the excuse that you needed to tell your parents your friend was over, a seemingly harmless reason Mischa had no reason to deny as he nodded and let you go on your way. The actual reason was to make sure your parents weren't there at all..., your hand shook while you opened the door as you hoped to whatever god was out there that they would just be anywhere but here.

It took a minute, about 8 to exact before Mischa started to hear shouting... The poorly maintained house did little to muffle the sounds of crying, yelling, screaming, etc. He could hear three voices, two he didn't recognize of a man and woman... and yours.

He could feel his body stiffen, his adrenaline starting to pump through his veins and he heard the sounds of glass being shattered on the ground... It really didn't take long for Mischa to rush into your home, panicked as desperately tried to get to you, to see if you were okay. The whole moment felt like a flash as the next thing he knew he was holding you close and you both walked back to his home, scrapes and blood littering your body while your cries and gasps for air filled the air around you too.

Taking a moment to stop, dry your tears, and rub soothing circles into your back, his mouth felt unable to move..., unable to use his words to comfort you as he was not too sure how... He tried to think back to how his mother, his actual mom, would comfort him, his new "parents'" harsh demeanors have made his skills of kindness and comfort dull by now, but he had to try, for you.

Whispering whatever soothingly words in Ukrainian he could muster, having you cry on his shoulder as you cried out apologies and "offers," he thinks back on the moment at your house. Although his memory is still a little fuzzy..., he remembers seeing your parent's drunken, drugged-up figures hovering over you as they shouted and screamed at you through mumbled words he could make sense of. A bottle had been thrown before he came into your living room it was shattered all over the ground, you being the clear culprit of the hit and begged for them to stop.

So much was happening at one time and he felt such heavy rage he'd never felt before boil over inside of him, making him run over and fight your parents off of you, which wasn't hard considering how messed up they were in the moment, he then grabbed you and left. He had no way of knowing your living situation was that bad... and yet he still blames himself for not knowing anyway.

Mischa shakes his head, your breathing evening out as the tears slowly come to a stop and you calm down. Running a hand through your hair unconsciously, Mischa made a silent vow at this moment to protect you from those people and anyone else who made you feel like this.

He wasn't going to lose someone else special to him in this lifetime if he had anything to say about it.

Safe to say that Mischa is officially attached! ...Which may or may not be a good thing.

He's always very adamant that you stay with him, both during school and out of school. He wouldn't be able to forgive himself if anything else happened to you..., not to mention there's always this weird feeling of dread in his chest anytime you have to leave him. He swears you need him but in reality, he needs you.

And then there's Talia.

Mischa, for what it's worth, never stopped loving Talia. He still called and texted her every day, would make songs for her, and devoted his earnings to going back to Ukraine for her, everything he did was still ultimately for her!

...

But that didn't mean he also didn't lessen his attention to her. By adding you to his life and list of people he would die for, you take up a good chunk of his time. Maybe it was just the fact that you two were in the same timezone or maybe it was because you were closer, whatever it was, Talia had noticed him not replying to her as often and their calls getting shorter...

Talia really wanted to say this new development didn't get to her, but how would you feel if your boyfriend who lived in another country made a new female friend who he was spending all his time with? Of course, she's going to get a little jealous..., so much so that her family starts to notice something is wrong with her.

Now, Talia has never told her family about Mischa, she knew they would be unaccepting of her going out with some guy on the internet and would likely cut her off from him. So whenever they started to notice something was wrong and started to pressure her into saying what was up..., she knew exactly what was going to happen as the words "My boyfriend in Canada-" fell out of her mouth.

Her parents were obviously quick to disapprove, scolding her about internet safety and the like. They were also quite furious at her for not telling them sooner..., so furious that they made her cease contact with him immediately, going so far as to make her block him in front of them. The smallest amount of grace they gave her was allowing her to send one last message as a goodbye before blocking him out of her life..., before cutting her off from her beloved fiance right before he could come to her.

Before they even had a chance to see each other face to face.

Without much of a choice, Talia wrote one last goodbye filled with sappy words, stories, and wishes for him to be well, all before her finger eventually pressed on his contact and blocked his number forever.

Mischa knew Uranium was a terrible place, he knew it would only ever bring him misery and heartbreak ever since he stepped off the plane into Canada. Uranium was the worst.

It took away his mother... and now it took away his beloved Natalia.

Mischa and Talia's breakup hit Mischa hard, he got the message as soon as he woke up only a few hours after speaking to her... He couldn't- no, didn't want to believe his eyes as he read her message in his native tongue, each word making his heart beat faster as tears formed in his eyes. She was breaking off her engagement to him. They were no longer going to get married.

No matter how much time had passed after he read that message, he was still freaking out the moment she read it. He had skipped school that day entirely as he just sat in bed and stared at his phone. It was so hard to believe that the girl he loved with his entire being, who said she too loved him just as much, and the girl who accepted his proposal was not being ripped away from his life without him even getting a word in. His number and profile were blocked on every social media account he could think of, and his number was likely erased in her phone too...

Uranium was awful, Canada was awful, and this life was awful. Every time he thinks he's seeing the good in the world, every time he picks himself up from being pushed down, every time he thinks it couldn't possibly get any worse, it does.

Worse of all he has no one to talk to about this... Well, except for you.

As soon as school was over, he texted you to come to his house with no further explanation, though you didn't need one to see that something was wrong. Upon arriving, awkwardly getting passed his parents and into the basement, it was immediately clear to you that Mischa was not doing well... He hadn't moved an inch from his bed all day, he had eaten the meals that were left outside his door, he hadn't even touched his phone as it lay on the floor beside him.

He couldn't bring himself to move as you near him, his expression just exhausted as tears had stained his cheeks. Mentally, you were freaking out as you couldn't imagine what could have led him to such a state but before you ask what had happened he managed to turn to face you and pat the spot beside him, urging you lay next to him. That turned into him hugging you as you could only comfort him in the ways that he comforted you, by rubbing circles into his back, sometimes stroking his hair, and nervously whispering whatever words of comfort you could while he basked in your attention.

This had gone on for a while before he explained what happened, how Talia called off their engagement because of her parents, and how the love of his life had just left him... He left himself vulnerable to you because you were the only person he could trust with doing so, the only person he trusted to see how hurt he was. And as bad and hurt as you felt for Mischa, there wasn't much you could do but continue laying with him and comforting him. These things take time to heal from and you can't change that.

Mishca was grateful for that at least. He was grateful to have you by his side even if his whole world was collapsing around you two..., he was thankful you were the piece of his world that stayed together.

What Mischa failed to realize would happen through the weeks of his healing through his breakup was that he noticed a change in how he felt about you... Well, maybe it wasn't a change and it's always how he's felt, but he's only now started to notice the warmth that fills his being every time you are near him. He's finally noticed how complete you make him, how much you make Uranium bearable, how much he likes you.

...

How much he loves you.

...

Oh..., he loves you? The words felt foreign when directed at you, but that didn't make his mind stop racing anytime your hands touched or the blush from spreading on his cheeks anytime you praised him.

As minutes, hours, days, weeks, flew by, Mischa stopped thinking about his breakup and about Talia completely. Sure, at one point he did love Talia but that just wasn't meant to be, not when he had you right in front of him. Not when he has you who would never hurt him like she had..., right?

You were too nice, too perfect for that.

God, he loves you so much that it makes him giddy and that is one hell of a feat.

Mischa and Talia's breakup really bummed him out for a while and stopped his motivation to write music, but with you around, he finds all of that lost passion coming back to him! Do make sure he paces himself though, lest the burnout of writing 5 different raps in a week gets to him.

Has he ever mentioned how pretty you are? Because he is dead serious when he says that you are the most gorgeous girl he's laid eyes on, your beauty rivaling that of the moon, stars, and literally everything else.

Whenever you sleep over at his house, you both usually sleep on opposite sides of Mischa's pullout couch out of respect for each other's boundaries, but in the morning you two definitely wake up tangled in one another. Mischa may or may not be doing it on purpose too..., who's to say?

If you ever compliment him in Ukrainian, he might just die on the spot, I'm not kidding.

Mischa always feels a little guilty when you fuss over his injuries after he beat some certain bullies up, but it's still nice to have you care for him.

And if you wish, he will be more than happy to do the same for you! He is not the best at medicine, but he is a fast learner if you decide to teach him. He also loves how intimate bandaging up your scars is.

He would still prefer if you didn't get any of them though..., please.

Mischa, for whatever reason, is a very big scent person. Smell can bring him back to the best times of his life and your scent always brings a feeling of calm to wash over him.

That's his excuse for why he has so many of your clothes in his room.

...Okay, so it's not his best moments but Mischa does intentionally scare you sometimes so you'll stay with him. He'll make remarks about how everyone else just wants to use you and how he doesn't want others to hurt you again, how couldn't you trust this man when all he wants is the best for you?

His favorite place to kiss you (totally platonic ofc-) would be your cheeks.

He 100% has a secret recording of your voice that he listens to when he's alone at night, he just needs something to hold him over before he can see you again!

He knows it's gross, but he also sometimes keeps some of your old bandages-

No words can describe how protective Mischa is of you, like, he legitimately treats you as if you were glass. He will also tell you as such, that you are too nice and fragile for this world, but thankfully you have Mischa to protect you.

Ricky Potts:

Oh..., you're so cute.

That was Ricky's first thought as he watched you stumble into the choir room for your first rehearsal, apologizing to anything that could breathe. From your hair to your shoes to the way you spoke, he just found you so incredibly pretty, so interesting, and unique.

Ricky felt such a strong pull to you, he of course has thought of other people as cute before, but there was something about you that made him wish more than ever that he could just walk up to you and sweep you off your feet...

He had hardly noticed you sitting next to him on the risers, hands shaking as you adjusted yourself to listen to Father Marcus explain the upcoming competition Ocean had signed you all up for.

The moment he did notice though, he felt a smile curl up on his lips at the sheer luck. You could have sat anywhere, but you sat next to him, that had to mean something right? Destiny did have a tendency to pick him after all.

Maybe he doesn't need to walk up to you or magically just become able-bodied, maybe you'll come to him.

He liked those odds.

So, whenever you did work up the nerve to ask him about something or to just talk to him in general, your first interaction was less than stellar- Mainly because he tried signing to you first, hoping you might understand but you didn't... And with his silence, the hand motions you didn't understand, and the pause that came afterward, you really thought he was just flat-out ignoring you or that you offended him in some way.

So of course, you started apologizing and tearing up, begging for him to forgive you and giving him "offers" which disturbed him and also made Ricky start to panic... He had never grabbed his AAC device so fast before, quickly typing out, "No! It's fine, I'm not ignoring you or anything, to answer your question it's-"

Thankfully you calmed down after some explaining and reassurance, but it was definitely an odd encounter for Ricky... Didn't stop him from talking to you though!

Ricky has to admit though, he can't help but cringe every time you fall. He really does feel bad and he wishes he could help you prevent it like how he sees Mischa do, but the positions you end up in every time make him look away out of respect for you...

He does find talking to you nice as you actually bother to listen to him.

Also seeing your smile whenever you're happy makes his heart skip beats. :)

Ricky is a big fan of your aesthetic as well, the whole nurse vibe with the pinks and blues he finds nice. The bandages do concern him a little bit, but he shakes it off and just thinks of it as decoration at first, you know, for the aesthetic.

Ricky is so patient with you when you start stuttering or when you can't seem to get the words out of your lips, he'd be willing to wait forever like he hopes you'd do for him.

Although your personality can be a bit extreme, he doesn't really mind that since most of the people in his life are also pretty extreme. I mean, the entire choir can be a lot to deal with every day.

He notices how meek you are as soon as he meets you, but now that you two are starting to become friends, he can't help but frown as he thinks about why you are that way.

He notices the way others speak to you, the way they touch you and the ways they hurt you... He's sad for you and so frustrated that others think they can just treat you like that! ...And that he can't do much about it without some kind of proof that they are actually bullying you.

But trust when he says that he is watching.

Becoming friends with you came so naturally to Ricky, ever since you met, your relationship had just grown ever so steadily until now when he considers you a good friend.

He's really glad about that too since he doesn't have many friends but you...

And sure he does feel a little bitter seeing you hanging out with other people in the choir, but he pushes that feeling down. He doesn't want any of that to come in the way of your new friendship after all. He's happy for you, really.

Ricky will doodle random cats on your worksheets at every opportunity he can and he will only stop if you ask him to, otherwise, prepare for your papers to be filled with kitties!

His contact for you on his phone is, "sunshine," although it is always subject to change. What won't be changing though is the type of name, he will be giving the most sappy nicknames he can think of, no questions asked.

His parents were a little iffy on you at first, but after seeing how much Ricky cares about you, they are quick to warm up. His mom really starts to like you too as you teach her some bandage techniques and other things about medicine, which is helpful when some of your cats are literally the spawn of satan-

Actually, when it comes to your medical knowledge, Ricky is definitely one of the better people to talk about it with since he actually understands most of it.

Yes, he will be using that to brag to the others about, sue him.

If you ever want to learn sign language, Ricky will be pretty ecstatic! Why, you ask? Because that can only mean you like him enough to want to be able to talk to him in a way that's convenient for him. :D

He will gladly teach you everything there is to know about ASL while also teaching you bits and pieces of his family's made-up sign language so you can understand his parents better. (The first time you used some of their sign language in front of his parents, they were beyond excited.)

As stated before, obviously Ricky knows quite a bit of medical jargon because of his condition.

That doesn't stop him from being completely shocked at how much medical knowledge you have and how good you are at the practice. Seriously, he has no idea where you learned all the stuff or why, but he is literally applauding you every time you spout even a bit of new information at him.

Also, the way you get so serious and mature whenever you patch someone up...

You have him swooning.

(Anytime he's watching you patch someone up, he likes to pretend he's in some kind of medical drama on TV-)

To your friends/the choir members, he will be calling you his wife platonically. (He doesn't want it to be platonic-)

He always gets such an urge to collect information about you, as weird as that sounds. He just wants to fill notebooks with everything he can about you because he wants to know everything about you, even very personal information.

So, if you notice him asking some rather deep questions as of late..., there's definitely a good reason for that. Obviously.

Being as close as you are with Ricky, there will come a day when you eventually start to tell him about your insecurities. Even though you knew it was quite obvious that you were insecure, whenever you just started spilling it all out to your best friend in the whole universe, it felt so cathartic.

It all came barreling out so suddenly, about how you always feel so weird and gross, how everyone always seems to be against you, how you feel like you just can't take people's mean comments any longer. You told him everything that one faithful fall day.

Ricky was of course quick to comfort you, to pull you against him and wipe away your tears before signing whatever words of comfort he could think of. Honestly, your words hit a very strong cord in him because he feels the exact same way, weird and unwanted. That's why the stars destined you together.

Words of comfort can only go far though, especially when you were still learning sign language and Ricky couldn't grab his AAC device from how he was positioned... So, he did the next best thing, to confide in one of his biggest vulnerabilities too.

He confided in you about Zolar and the reason for its creation.

He told you everything, from his own OC to the planets, stars, and the people his OC encountered on his journey, whatever he could think of in hopes of distracting you so you could calm down.

Although he was definitely a little nervous about sharing his world with you, the way your eyes lit up as he kept explaining it was the highlight of the year to him. The more acceptance you showed, even though some of the more NSFW stuff, he grew more and more passionate, his hands moving at lightning speeds that you struggled to keep up with...

By the time he was only halfway done, you, going completely out of your comfort zone, hugged him and thanked him for sharing.

That hug lasted a long time..., he never wanted to let go.

By the end of the hug, Ricky offers to help you make an OC for his universe as in his words, "Zolar could use a cute medic." And so, you both spent the rest of that afternoon making you an OC, Ricky even making a quick sketch of her!

That evening when he went home, he felt so giddy and spent the whole night writing her into Zolar.

The moment Ricky learned of your abuse is a day he will never forget...

He had groggily come downstairs to get a glass of water in the middle of the night, something he did quite often and nothing out of the ordinary. What was unordinary was the odd sinking feeling in his gut..., one that forced him to stay awake despite how tired he felt.

It wasn't even a couple minutes later before he heard rapid knocks at his front door, desperate yet also somehow meek, as if whoever was behind it needed help but also didn't want to be a bother. Despite the stranger danger warnings, he knows his parents would've given him if they were up, he goes over to his front door and opens it slightly, only allowing a sliver of the door open just in case it was an unwanted visitor...

However, instead what he got was you. You who was crying and shivering with scars and bruises all over your body. Ricky felt his heart stop for just a moment while his eyes widen before throwing the door wide open and pulling you inside his house. He could have never imagined this sight would appear in front of him... He would have never wanted to, his hands shook as he rapidly signed, "What happened?!" His eyes flickered from your scars to your face and then to your hands.

As you ramble on about how your parents had a particularly bad day and you just couldn't take being on the receiving end of their abuse anymore, Ricky's heart quite literally shatters from how scared you look. He can't believe all of this was happening and he somehow didn't know, why hadn't he noticed this? Why didn't he push for some kind of answer before it got this bad??

The questions swimming in his mind were starting to cause a headache... Ricky takes one last look at your injuries and takes a deep breath, trying to steady himself before he bursts into a fit of rage at your supposed "parents." (He refuses to believe they should be called as such.) He then takes your hand and leads you to his bathroom to deal with your injuries without a word, only rubbing small circles into your palm as he focuses on finding his med kit.

While bandaging you up, your tears stopping only due to the fact that you couldn't produce anymore, Ricky finally signs once more. He asks you if you are okay, his hands stopping immediately after he signs it as he realizes how dumb of a question that is- He then rephrases and signs, "What do you want to do about this?"

It was a simple question, yet one you didn't quite understand as you asked what he meant by that. Your voice sounds so small right now...

"I'm not just going to let them get away with that, those people need to be reported to the police or something! ...I guess I'm asking, are you okay with calling the police?" Ricky tried to be as gentle as he could with his words, even if the anger at them hurting you was still brewing inside of him. Yet, to his disbelief, you refused to report them and no matter how much he tried to convince you to do so, you kept refusing.

You weren't ready.

You weren't ready to let go and as sad as that makes Ricky, he can't do much about that. The only thing he can get from you is that you'll stay over more often and that you call him if they try to do anything to you.

As much as this outcome hurts, he has to accept it. It is okay to not be ready to report your abusers, he just wants you to be safe.

(A/N: That got dark incredibly fast... For real though, if you are in a situation similar to this, do not be afraid to reach out for help, even if you aren't ready to report your abusers, at least know that you aren't alone. I am always willing to listen if need be.)

(A/N: Please excuse the jump in tone as we move on to something lighter.)

Some could make the argument that Ricky fell in love with you at first sight...

Some being Ricky.

Ricky Potts is totally convinced that he loved you since the day he met you, how couldn't he? You are beautiful, smart, kind, and everything he could possibly want. You understand him like no other and he won't be pushed to the side while the other vie for your attention.

And, he's convinced you'll see that someday too, that you were meant for him as he is to you! He'll wait as long as it takes for you to realize you are his, he's been known to be quite patient after all

One of the ways Ricky's love for you manifests out is through humor. You are always so jumpy and pessimistic..., he does everything he can to make you laugh, even if it means making a fool out of himself.

It's also a given that Ricky is a romantic, a hopeless one that is. All he's ever wanted was to find someone who could listen to him and he would know right then and there that they were meant to be. Despite every single unrealistic expectation he made for his true love, you met every requirement and excelled.

Side note, he's always so afraid he's gonna have a heart attack every time you pass by due to how fast his heart beats around you...

He just loves you so much..., that makes it totally reasonable for him to aggressively cyberbully anyone who tries to get close to you! It's all for you!!

Ricky is usually not a needy person, but when it comes to you, he really can't help himself. (He mainly does it in front of the other choir members since he knows how jealous they'll get because of it.)

Do you need tissues? He has it! Water? He has that too. Do you need some alone time? Well, that's a little harder for him to do... but, if it makes you happy, then he will.

Ricky is the type to set up the most romantic dinner date for the two of you and then turn around and act like it's all platonic.

He's legitimately terrified to let you know of his feelings despite how much he's convinced you two are meant for each other-

He spends so much time thinking about you, it's not even funny, like, he thinks about you more than Zolar. That is a huge feat.

If you ever mention being cold or he finds you being need of a shirt, sweater, whatever, he will give you one of his. He will also gaslight you into accepting them because he wants you to wear something of his and he really doesn't want to take no for an answer.

Also, don't be surprised if someone goes up to you and asks if you and Ricky are dating. Ricky will literally tell everyone (minus the choir because he might die-) that you are dating and then act like he never did in the first place.

But, pshhhhh, if you want to be his girlfriend, he's not complaining. ;)

Penny Lamb:

Penny had met you when you found her dolly, Jane.

She doesn't know how she lost Jane, considering she takes Jane wherever she goes. As soon as she noticed Jane was not by her side, Penny promptly freaked out.

She spent all day looking for the doll between classes, before and after school, but to no avail... By now, the boys at St. Cassian had probably already beat her up beyond repair...

By the time Penny finally decided to give up, it had already been well past the time she usually gets out of school as could be seen from the dark blue that covered the sky. She drags her feet to the exit, her cheeks stained from how much she cried that day, only to be stopped by a faint tap on her shoulder.

That's when she turns and sees you holding up Jane... Your voice was quiet and meek as you nervously explained how you found her on a chair in the library. You explained how you knew it belonged to her as you both were in the choir and you would see her carry Jane around everywhere.

Oh, that's where Penny knows you from! Throughout your whole explanation, one that makes Penny want to kick herself as she has no idea how she left Jane in the library, your face seemed quite familiar to Penny, but she just couldn't place why... But, now she distinctly remembers you as their new choir member.

Shaking her thoughts off, Penny rushes to grab Jane from your bandaged hands as she gently holds the doll in her arms, as if it were a real person who could get hurt if handled roughly. She can even begin to explain how relieved she feels to have Jane safely back into her arms..., as could be told from the massive sigh of relief she let out before she thanked you thoroughly and you both went your separate ways.

That interaction though, had stuck to Penny's mind... Most others at school would've either left the doll alone or flat-out destroyed it, and even if they did know it was hers, they definitely wouldn't have gone out of their way to give it back to her. So for you to do so left Penny with a bit of hope inside, hope that she won't have to be alone in this school, hope that someone would actually choose to hang out with her, hope that someone would actually remember her name.

And if you're the person to make that happen, then she is more than glad to stand next to you.

For the next few days, Penny tries to get closer to you and she pays more attention to your mannerisms. That's how she soon found out about all of your insecurities, ones that were easy to spot with how much you actively apologized for simply living.

She noticed how sensitive you are, how your moments of calm were nice but far and few between when in contrast to the rest of your personality, how often you offered to do obscene things for others, the whole lot of it.

And of course, she also noticed how clumsy you were, though she found that more comical than anything. Seriously, she's never met anyone who could trip on literally air before.

Rest assured, she will be looking away whenever she sees anything too explicit though.

All of these perceived flaws as she tried to get close to you never turned Penny off like they did to others, in fact, she found you utterly fascinating with how different you were from her peers. Even if her attempts to get to know you have been failures so far, it's really hard to get people to notice her naturally when even she admits that she is pretty forgettable, the hunt for your friendship is still going strong!

...Penny will be side-questing first though.

See, Penny has decided after a myriad of attempts to get you to notice her, that she will just start observing you and find a way to talk to you through that. Nothing weird, just her trying to find the perfect inning to talk to you.

Which wasn't hard at all since no one seemed to notice she was at rehearsals at all.

Penny would observe you as she did before, learning about your intensive knowledge of medicine and your love of horror movies. Yet, there had been little opportunity for her to speak to you... She did manage to say hello to you a few times! So progress!

What Penny didn't realize about her plan though was that you did in fact notice her watching you... and that freaked you out. Why was she always watching? Did you smell weird? Did you say something wrong?? Your mind couldn't help but spiral bit by bit as the endless thoughts of her possibly judging you ran through your mind.

It really wasn't long into this process where you broke and couldn't contain your fears anymore, honestly, you were surprised you stayed as quiet about this as you did.

You go up to her at the end of rehearsals after purposefully taking a long time so you two would be the only ones left in the room and you confronted her! ...The only issue was that Penny could hardly understand what you were saying through your sobs, but she got the gist.

As you cried with questions flying out of your mouth, Penny awkwardly grabbed your shoulders, startling you just enough to where you stopped crying for a moment, and she comforted you, explaining that her intentions were not malicious. "Oh, I'm sorry, sorry! I swear, I didn't mean it like that, I just... Uhm... I just think you're really interesting but I didn't know how to approach you."

She really didn't think you were gross or anything! She feels bad that she made you think that she did feel that way... You'll let her make it up to you right? Please, let her make it up to you.

Thankfully the misunderstanding was short-lived and you calmed down. However, Penny still felt the need to recompense you for your troubles and she wasn't exactly the type to let these things go, especially since this was now her chance to talk to you directly.

She started small by offering to carry your things or help you with homework and assignments, then it went on to bigger things like giving her gifts and getting her lunch.

Doing these things would also give an excuse for you guys to start hanging out and spending time together. If asked though, Penny would still say she's just trying to make it up to you, but she does start to see you as her only friend.

Not like she wants any friends other than you anyway.

Penny thinks your talent is so neat and will be begging you to teach her.

Medicine was always one of those things she had to learn about when living in the middle of nowhere without an actual doctor in sight, so it's not like she was totally incompetent with it, but watching your hands methodically rewrap the bandages that cover your arm really ignite that spark of interest in her.

If you do teach her, she will still ask you to patch up her wounds for no other given explanation than, "You do it better."

If she does see you patching anyone other than herself or you up though, she might just have to give said person a few more bruises... Just a few.

Being friends with Penny will unravel a lot of your trauma weirdly... Because you'll do some kind of trauma response and she will just ask you a ton of questions about it. (After comforting you of course and only if you'll let her.) It just makes you face why you do the things you do head-on, which can be great and also awful.

Penny also loves playing with your hair, no matter how "messed up" it may be. She loves doing tons of different styles with it and she also likes for you two to match. :)

You are the only person, other than maybe Ricky, she allows to hold Jane.

She will also be over the moon if you get her dolly anything, like doll accessories, clothes, etc., she will practically marry you right then and there.

As mentioned before, Penny is aware she is forgettable. It did sting a lot at first, coming out of a commune being young and naive, searching for friends only for none to be in sight, but she's used to it by now. For the longest time, she only thought she needed Ezra... Which proved to be untrue the moment she met you.

Anywho, you were sure to also start realizing this. How teachers would skip over her name during attendance and how the other choir members would forget to go over her part during a song. Although it did make you sad, there was a nice solace to be found in it, to not have to worry about anyone coming up to you or your bullies finding you. Weirdly enough, when you were with Penny, it was like you were invisible to the rest of the world...

That was nice.

Penny will be #1 at respecting your boundaries, especially if you don't like people touching you since she doesn't care for it either.

This also means if anyone else dares to disrespect you and make you uncomfortable, she will be rocking their shit.

Penny can be really possessive... She just feels that anytime you leave her alone, she'll be right back to how her life was before you and she really doesn't want that to happen.

She will be near any chance she gets, even if you don't know she's there. Trust me, she is there.

Penny had always known bits and pieces of your past and your home life. It was never enough to make her seriously consider if you needed help, but she had always known that something was off...

Not to mention, the times she got any sort of answer about it was when there were some scars and behaviors you couldn't hide. She wasn't mad at you for never telling her, but she had to admit, she had gotten pretty worried about you as of late...

It was like every day, there was something new to be worried about and you were really starting to look like you were going to start boiling over. ...Which wasn't so far off when she heard you had gotten detention for yelling and showing some violent behaviors towards your peers.

This of course had Penny worried, after all, she'd never seen you do anything like this..., there had to be a decent explanation for all of this! (Even if there wasn't, Penny would never dream of blaming you for anything.) So, that's how she found herself sitting in an empty classroom with you after detention, the words, "What happened today?" Hanging thick in the air.

You just couldn't take it anymore... You couldn't take the constant yelling, hitting, smell of booze and drugs, and all the abuse you've had to face day to day. It was always like the world was constantly out to get you like you were just some big joke the universe loved to laugh at and torment. You couldn't stop the words of hurt from coming out of you as you ranted about all your frustrations and how tired you were of it all.

And Penny, being as awkward and patient as she was, listened. She let you get everything off your chest, despite how horrible she felt after learning what you were going through daily from not just bullies but also your parents. She could have never predicted this was happening to you behind the scenes and even if all she wants is to do something, anything to put those people who dare call themselves your parents through the wringer, she wanted to be there for you more.

You both had a long conversation after that about pretty much everything, staying incredibly late after detention just like how you two met... Some of your conversations weren't even about the topic at hand, but it was so nice to finally get your feelings out that you couldn't even care when the conversation drifted. Whatever you wanted to talk about, Penny was there. She made sure you knew that she loved you (platonically of course..., yep, in a very platonic way, no romantic feelings at all-) and that you can come to her when these things get too much. Not to mention, she made sure that you were going to stay with her at least a few times a week, anything to get you out of that house.

You and Penny went to her house that night feeling a little lighter.

Did you really think I would forget to mention Ezra in this? He's too iconic not to mention at least once.

Anyway, when it comes to Ezra, he can read Penny like a book. It was always something he could do since they spent so much time together and despite how closed off she seemed to others, he could discern her emotions from every eye twitch and fidget she would exude. It's just something siblings do.

Maybe that's why when Penny would talk some more at the dinner table to their foster parents about her day and when she started writing in her once-forgotten journal once more, he knew something was up with her. He couldn't tell what it was immediately..., but the way she started double-checking herself in the mirror before heading out to school gave him a good clue.

A clue that was slowly pieced together as he saw you coming around more. He's surprised it had taken him this long to see it..., watching Penny read to you her favorite books about animals, he found the answer that had plagued his thoughts for a couple weeks. Penny was infatuated with you.

It was almost laughable how dense you both were to it... Almost. There comes a point when watching you two skirt around the subject for so long becomes immensely frustrating, which is why Ezra bluntly asks Penny as she is waiting for you to finish getting ready in the bathroom, "When are you going to get this weird crush thing over with and confess to her? You weirdo."

...

Penny swears she almost choked after his words processed in her head, Whipping her face around to look at him and shoo him away from her sight out of sheer embarrassment. Like, pshhh, yeah, she thinks you are great and all, but her being love? That's a bit of a stretch...

Sure, you're pretty, uniquely charming, sweet, intelligent, gentle, everything she could ever dream of for a partner-

...

..

.

Oh my god, she likes you.

If Penny starts to act a little more flustered and awkward around you starting from this moment forward, there was in fact a reason.

That being she is now questioning every interaction she's had with you since the beginning to see if you knew or if she was really that obvious about it the whole time...

It takes her a solid week to at least be somewhat back to normal.

Penny shows her love in really subtle ways, like giving you a few more compliments than usual and going out of her way to look nice around you, whatever it takes to not make her look like a complete buffoon, she will do.

She kind of does make herself look like a fool in front of you though-

It's difficult not to when you are literally such an angel to her. :'(

Remember the journal mentioned before? Well, that journal will now be getting more use than ever with how much Penny writes about you. Literally, you could just sneeze and she'll go in and write, "She sneezed around me today, what does this mean?? Does she like me too??? SOS!"

She also likes to take photos of you and stuff them in there, like a collage of sorts.

Penny will be using her status as being really forgettable to sneak around others to get to you. The amount of times she has snuck around the choir as they fight over who gets to sit next to you and sitting right beside you is astonishing. It gives her a little power trip when they all turn around and finally, notice her, ...which is easy to see on the big grin she wears while looking right back at them.

Penny has literally gotten into art just so she can draw you. She just needs something other than writing to get her thoughts of you out since she thinks about you 24/7... Some drawings are a little more concerning than others.

Even if she isn't the most touchy person, she loves to hug you and cradle you in her arms. It's so nice to feel you safe and sound against her and she likes to feel like she can protect you.

Be careful though, cause she will refuse to let go for a long time.

Also, her stalking you go from about 60% to 100%... and it will only get worse from there.

She has a doll named after you. :)

Look, I don't make the rules, Penny will be bringing you pretty rocks she finds at every opportunity. If you let her, she will be more than happy to take you rock hunting with her!

Constance Blackwood:

You were introduced to Constance shortly after meeting Ocean who wanted you to meet her BFF.

Initially, it was a little awkward as you both weren't exactly the most outgoing types and Ocean was of course the one hogging the conversation. Constance could deal with this though, it pretty much happened to every other choir member besides her... Ocean would bring them along with her to rehearsals, she would stand awkwardly to the side as Ocean introduced Constance and the choir, and as they got adjusted they stopped making an effort to be polite and talking to her.

She gets it, really. Being pushed into an extra-curricular that she can tell most don't actually care for and being introduced to the girl who could only get a few words in before Ocean ran off with the conversation topic doesn't exactly put Constance in the best of light... They had no reason to talk to her; even if it hurt, she's learned she's just got to deal with it.

So she thought nothing of this encounter. Even if you were one of the more extreme members of the choir, Constance was more than prepared for you to talk to her a few times to be polite before going off on your own. That was all there was to it, no reason to get her hopes up after they've been crushed repeatedly, right?

Yep, it was all sure to come crashing down soon... That was what she thought as your interactions kept popping up, your acquaintanceship spanning a lot longer than normal..., but she was sure it would all end soon enough.

...

Are you sure you still want to be talking to her?

In a rather strange twist of fate, instead of doing what Constance had expected and leaving her alone like everyone else, you consistently went up to her for questions, to apologize for something she didn't even know you did, or to simply just talk to her. It had caught Constance so off guard that during one of your conversations, she accidentally let the question, "Why are you still talking to me?" Slip from her lips...

After the whole fiasco of her having to reassure you that your presence was wanted and she was just confused, your answer to her was simply, "...You're a lot easier to talk to compared to everyone else here." Which left Constance feeling pretty giddy.

Although she didn't understand exactly what you wanted from her or why you continued to associate with her, she was going to try and take this moment in stride. Maybe, just maybe, she can have someone to rely on.

As you and Constance talked more and more, your odd behaviors became more and more apparent in her eyes. It wasn't every day she knew someone with such fragile self-esteem as yours.

She was really starting to get worried that someone was going to take advantage of you with how often you would offer obscene things as a form of apology.

Not to mention how quick you are to panic even if you did nothing wrong...

And when it comes to how clumsy you can be, which she sometimes can't help but suspect is on purpose..., she really does feel the need to look after you.

Constance is pretty much set into mom mode when you're around, she's so worried that if she looks away for one second, something is going to happen to you. She will not be having her friend get hurt while she's around!

So, she tries to look after you as subtly as she can.

She helps soothe you whenever you cry, she helps you back up whenever you fall..., Constance even helps get bullies off your back. Whatever you need her to do, she wants to be there for you.

Though, even if she thinks she's being subtle, it wasn't that hard for you to discern she was going out of her way to help you out... Really, did she think you wouldn't figure out by how many times you've brought lunch for her? Anyway, not used to this sort of kindness, you had to ask the question that was hanging in the back of your mind. The question of why she was doing this.

...Constance didn't really have an answer to that. You guys weren't quite friends yet, she's never gone this far to help people out before, hell, she's been scolded more times than she can count these past couple of weeks from Ocean after being late due to having to help you. So why was she doing this, what made you so different in her eyes?

The only answer she could come up with was, "I'm just worried I guess... You seem like a good person and I would like for us to be friends, I guess that's why I'm doing this, to prove I can be a good friend to you." She almost stopped the words from flowing out of her mouth, her words coming out quicker than she could think. She definitely would've been embarrassed if it weren't for the way a small smile creeps up on your face, the sight bringing her a nice tingly feeling in her chest.

Surprisingly, that was a good day, one that changed Constance's and your acquaintanceship as it became more of a friendship.

Now that you two were trying this friendship thing out, you also tried to look after Constance in your own ways! You patch her up whenever she gets hurt, help her with her studies, and basically just make it a good, healthy relationship instead of a one-sided one.

Constance was a little hesitant about receiving the help at first. She's just had to be strong for everyone else for so long that it's a weird turn of events to be on the receiving end of the help...

She had to admit though, it was a well-welcome change of pace from the weight of everyday life.

Constance really likes doing those magazine quizzes with you as she thinks it's fun to see how differently you both think.

She also loves seeing your reaction to all the sweets she makes for you, with the way you try to hide the way your eyes light up as you try and decline the treats, all before being forced to hesitantly take them as Constance insisted you do. She thinks it's adorable!

Don't even get her started on your way of dressing and your nurse aesthetic. She really wants to know where you shop because she is dying to look as cute as you. (She already is though <3)

Constance might quite literally be your biggest supporter..., like, ever. As long as you aren't hurting yourself, she is all for any idea you have! Which is sometimes, not a good thing.

One thing she will not support you on though, is your being in the kitchen... Look, she loves you, but with how clumsy you are, she knows that you + the kitchen = disaster.

Look, no matter how nice Constance is, she is not afraid to say a few mean things to people who mess with you. You are precious to her and she doesn't want anyone hurting you! If she ever gets wind of some of the other horrible things people try to do to you (for example, touching you without your consent, hurting you, etc.), she really doesn't think she can hold back from doing some terrible things that time...

And when it comes to rumors, you don't have to worry about that because Constance will take care of it. :)

You just don't need to figure out how.

Constance thinks your talent is pretty admirable. Not many teens practice medicine, at least not in Uranium, so it's pretty neat that you are so good at it.

Constance, herself, is okay at medicine as she learned some tricks from her parents, but she isn't too interested in going farther into the practice than that. She'll leave you to be the one to patch her up.

If you have that kind of handwriting doctors have with the absurd amount of loops and tiny print, Constance will have the worst time trying to read that... Look, she already has glasses, please make life a little easier and write in a legible print. :'(

It was no secret to you that Constance is incredibly family-orientated. She loves her family and would do anything for them, so of course she wants you to be as close to them as you are to her!

That's how you find yourself spending time with Constance, her parents, and her brother, after school and on the weekends.

Her parents adore you. No questions about it, even if you can be pretty extreme, they find you so adorable and practically adopt you the moment they see you. Constance's brother is a little harder to please since he's actually a little scared of you when you first meet..., but he eventually grows to like you as well and tries to protect you even though he is a lot younger than you.

Seeing Constance's family be so good to each other and treat each other like how family should... It makes a certain part of you hurt like hell. You were glad Constance's family were good people, that you had more people to rely on in your times of need, but it hurt that you didn't have that.

You didn't have loving parents or siblings, no one was there for you at home, and your parents literally loathed your existence... Your home life was miserable and it was eating away at you by the day.

It might be because Constance and the others have greatly helped you lift your self-esteem and yourself worth since you met them, or it might be the fact that your parent's abuse was getting worse by the second, but you literally couldn't take it anymore. Your boiling point was reached a long time ago and now it's overflowed to the point you can't contain it anymore.

And for the next few days after the revelation hit you, you had grown quite distant from Constance... Like, you were with her physically but emotionally you were far, far elsewhere. Constance was of course worried, fearing that she might have done something wrong, but she wasn't going to push the topic. If you didn't want to talk about it, she wasn't going to make you.

But you did want to talk about it..., you did want to tell her what was going on, you just didn't want to bother her.

Yet, during a sleepover when Constance had asked you if you were okay..., you couldn't stop the waterworks from coming. Tears start to stream down your face as Constance quickly moves over to you and holds you, a worried look in her eyes as she just lets you cry your heart out. Years of built-up emotion were flooding out of you in a way that it always seemed to, you did hate crying but it was always the only way you could get those emotions out.

Your voice sounded so broken as you rambled on and on about all of the abuse you have gone through and still go through, the words being unintelligible at some points due to just how hard you were sobbing. It took a solid hour before the tears would finally stop, though your body was still shaking from all the emotions you were feeling.

The moment Constance could get a word in..., she didn't. She just sat beside you, comforting you in the best way she could through her actions instead of words. Hearing what you have to deal with makes her so upset, as it would be for anyone else, and as much as Constance wants to push and tell the police about your abuse, that was something she knew was up to you. It wasn't her story to tell and she didn't want to make your life even worse by making you go through the legal system if you aren't ready for it.

So for now, she'll hold you. She's gonna be there for you in every way she can because she loves you and only wants you to be happy.

She makes sure to let you know that you are always welcome at her home, no matter the hour or date. She knows her parents certainly wouldn't mind and neither does she. If it gets you away from the horrible situation you are stuck in, she encourages it.

Learning about your abuse also puts your behaviors and scars into perspective... She hopes you know she is the best person to come to for these kinds of things, none of the others can treat you as well as she can.

Constance falling in love with you was a very slow, gradual process that built up throughout the time you both have known each other.

...

That is what Constance wants to say. Truth be told, she isn't sure if there was ever a moment where wasn't absolutely infatuated with you, even if she didn't know it then, she knows that what she feels for you isn't her just wanting to be friends with you or feeling a sort of familial connection to you. No, Constance Blackwood knows now that she loves you. She loves you more than she has ever loved anyone before, so much that it scares her how much she wants to just take you home and never let you go.

She is aware that her love for you is darker than what most think love should be..., but god, there wasn't any way she was going to let this go. There wasn't any way she was going to let you go.

She loves you... You love her too, right?

The way Constance shows her love isn't too far from how she treats her friends. She takes care of them, brings them treats from the cafe, and spends lots of time with them, it's so normal that you don't even notice the shift in her tone and actions compared to before. You didn't notice how much adoration lies in her eyes as she watches you or how her touch lingers for a little too long...

In her eyes, seeing you happy is like waking up late in the summer and having the warm afternoon glow lay on your body.

A random thing Constance really enjoys is holding your hand, especially in the most mundane of places like walking to school, sitting next to each other in choir, or sitting in a booth at the cafe, it just makes her feel so giddy and light.

One thing she loves gifting you other than sweets is flowers. She doesn't exactly know why, but there's just something weirdly romantic about it.

Sometimes, she sneakily takes photos of you in the middle of the night during your sleepovers.

It's not hard to see that the other choir members like you, especially when it comes to people like Ocean and Mischa who aren't shy about showing their affection to you. Constance really tries not to let this get to her, she really does, it's no surprise everyone likes you when you're you. It's only right that everyone gets a shot at winning your heart...

Still, it's hard to ignore how hard her fingernails dig into her palms as she subconsciously balls her hands into fists while Noel plays with your hair, Ocean talks your ear off, Mischa grips your shoulder, Penny glares at everyone, and Ricky bites his lower lip in sheer frustration...

Is it so wrong of her to use her family against you to get you to stay a couple more hours? She isn't lying, her brother has been wanting to talk to you all day and her parents have meant to show you a new recipe they've been working on. Wouldn't it be kind of mean to leave them hanging?

She wasn't lying that her feelings for you kind of scare her. She's had crushes before, but they all were such fleeting thoughts that she's never had a chance to actually feel this way for any of them as she does for you.

Love is scary...

But you leaving is way worse.

General/All together:

Ocean's relationship with the rest of the choir was never overtly positive, save for maybe Constance, so now that she views them as her romantic rivals, her relationship with everyone is going to tank dramatically. She's never been a loser, so why change that now? She's gonna every underhanded tactic she knows to win your heart and that's not even mentioning how often she already does that. The only person in the choir she actually feels threatened by is Mischa since she knows he can snap her like a twig if he very well pleases...

The way Noel deals with everyone else is not too much different than Ocean surprisingly. He isn't afraid to fight dirty and even if he isn't going after you romantically, that doesn't mean he is going to fight any less against people like Ricky or Penny who seem to be getting closer to you by the second. He's gonna remind you at every chance he gets that his connection to you is stronger than anything those losers can give you.

Mischa really isn't threatened by the choir at all... He already has the upper hand with seeing your home and actually dealing with your abusers directly, no one else has come close to that. He is better than all of them combined, he just needs to show you that. His passion for you is an eternal flame that won't die no matter how much time has passed. You're his.

Everyone fighting for your attention and love kind of makes Ricky want to laugh because... who do they think they are? Seriously, you came to him in your time of need, not anyone else, so how do they think they stand a chance when you chose him? He was never one to be arrogant, but doesn't that just prove you feel safe with him? That you love him as much as he loves you? No way do people like Ocean have half a chance when he's right here.

Would Penny consider themself a temperamental person? ...Maybe, but generally, she would say she is pretty calm all things considered. Is watching the choir flock around you like the useless parasites they are making her blood boil? Definitely. She doesn't like being angry, she doesn't like hurting people, but something about the way the rest of the choir all vie for your attention just sends alarm bells through her head. Surely, you don't care about any of them, right? Yeah, you're way too nice to say anything to their faces, that's it. Don't worry, Penny is gonna make sure they never get to utter a single syllable of your name ever again.

Constance Blackwood is a nice girl. She doesn't wish harm upon others or does things purely to spite the competition, no, she is obviously the most sane person here. ...She just gets a little frustrated with watching you deal with people who aren't and will never be worth your time. That's all. There's no way she would destroy Ocean's project at the last minute or drown Ricky's sketchbook, she would never do such a thing...

A/N: I was kind of yapping on Mischa's section- It's so funny because I don't even consider him my favorite choir member, but I always end up writing so much for him.

Hopefully, I also got Mikan's personality right... For as much as she's one of my favorite characters in the Danganronpa franchise, she's kinda hard to write for.

And last note, like I stated earlier, if you are ever in an abusive situation or one where you do not feel safe, please seek help and stay safe.

Abuse hotlines -

National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1 (800) 799 – 7233

National Teen Dating Abuse Hotline: 1 (866) 331 – 9474

National Sexual Assault Hotline: 1 (800) 656-4673

ChildHelp National Child Abuse Hotline: 1 (800) 422 – 4453

If you would like me to add any more, please feel free to tell me and I will do so.

Remember that people care about you and that no one deserves to go through abuse.

Stay safe.

[theangelcatalogue]

Okay so I had a dream about a Yandere choir x Ocean concept, let me explain (the brainrot is real) (out of character cause it was dream I guess??):

So it was in Ocean's POV, before the cyclone/the cyclone accident never happened, and everyone hates Ocean, no surprises.

Until one day while alone in the choir room, Ocean has a breakdown because of that, she starts to cry, until Penny appears out of nowhere and tries to comfort Ocean, saying she didn't hate Ocean, and they became friends after that.

Now, Ocean is less annoying with Penny, started to hang out more with her and less with Constance, and she stopped talking with the other members UNLESS it's something choir related or really important.

And the rest (Ricky, Constance, Noel and Mischa) are like " Hold up a second- ".

Constance started to get really jealous and hurt, she didn't know why, actually, everyone started to feel weird seeing Ocean hang out with Penny and being nice to her (hell, maybe even having a crush on her)

Like

Ocean :I love you so much Penny-

Choir (except Penny and Ocean): STOP!! NO-

[yanpotatowriter]

Because I like to imagine the rivalry but a Yandere Noel and Yandere Ocean falling for the same person [Male ofc because Noel’s Gay]

Just imagine the chaos as they try and fight for The Obsession’s attention

It's a bloodbath all around, don’t be surprised when they both try to make the other look bad while making themselves look good.  They have to exercise restraint at how often the other interrupts their alone time with their beloved. Be prepared for a very clingy Noel who will use his social pariah status as a means to get his beloved to spend more time with him, not to mention that he can actually check his obsession out when they have to change for PE because they have to go into the same locker room.    He just makes sure to be extremely discreet about it, because he knows the other guys already have an extra eye on him because they are afraid he will ‘infect’ them just by looking at them with no intentions behind it. While Ocean uses her status as the student council president as a way to get what she wants and that is partnering up with her obsession so that not only she has his undivided attention but also so that Noel won’t have a chance to partner up with him. She is also able to slightly manipulate her obsession with time by claiming that she has ideas that she wants to bring forth in the next student council meeting but is not sure if the normal student body will like it. They go at eachother hard, they try to find the others deepest darkest secret and try to broadcast it to the town (and thus in their eyes the entire world). They have done tug-a-war with their obsession in the middle and both of them having an arm and argue over who he gets to spend time with now.  Usually Noel wins because he points out all of the things Ocean still has to do by being the student council president, by being the leader of the choir, about how she tutors students with very bad grades in order to raise the schools success rate.

[sincerely-astra]

Can i request Yandere choir (rtc) x Male!Reader? (That is the unluckiest and most shy boy in town) •ᴗ•

☁️Yandere Choir x Unlucky/Shy Male Reader🌧️

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content!⚠️

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg:

Ocean is a really intense person to be around as a shy kid... She's never been particularly shy, so she has trouble understanding its struggles.

You probably met her first out of the choir group, either because you're already in the choir yourself and she immediately notices you're new and wants to introduce herself first or, due to being a star student and all, she was told to show you around campus. Either way, her initial thoughts on you weren't exactly pleasant...

It's not like she's a stranger to shy people, her 'best friend' is Constance for crying out loud, but that doesn't make her react anymore positively. She'll often rush you when you are trying to get the words out or will just ignore your presence entirely unless she absolutely needs to talk to you.

Not to worry though, as time goes on she becomes a lot more tolerant of your shy nature. She went from making snide comments about it to actually trying to help you come out of your shell, being your voice if you can't. She still isn't perfect, she has a bad tendency to talk over you and she still gets impatient, but she's really trying!

Ocean finds your awful luck hilarious until it also starts affecting her, and then suddenly it's not a laughing matter.

She is seriously concerned about how your luck is that bad..., like, how do you live like that? Missing the bus by just a minute every day, pencils always breaking when you start writing, tripping over the air, she would be tearing her hair out!

The only good luck to come of your bad luck has to be that Ocean is easier on you about pretty much everything, a lecture is never far behind her words but they’re noticeably shorter with you since she knows you can't help it.

Your friendship with her is a lot of Ocean helping you out wherever she can and her complaining about it the whole time even if she actually doesn't mind doing it. She just doesn't want you to 'get used to her doing everything for you.' (Please let her be useful to you-)

Yet, Ocean especially doesn't mind picking up your slack when she starts to catch feelings for you.

Her feelings really hit her like a truck... She was just giving you the standard lecture, trying to come up with any excuse that she hasn't used already to explain why she made sure all of your work was done and organized by her when she really didn't have to, only for you to give her a sheepish smile and mutter, "Thank you Ocean."

...

Why is she having a heart attack?

She really can't believe she fell in love with someone so different from her, someone who wasn't the stereotypical picture-perfect husband that she used to dream about.

It lowkey infuriated her to no end, but she knew she was going to have to live with it.

Because she loves you so much and she'll be damned if anyone who wasn't worthy enough for you even so much as thinks of touching you. You are too good for those vermin and she is gonna make sure you know it.

Btw, you are gonna have to join the choir, she will be forcing you with love.

She will be taking your shy and unlucky nature to her advantage. Since she was pretty much your first friend at St. Cassian High School, she will make you stay by her side and will occupy most of your time. You won't be able to get a say in anything either since she doesn't let you get a word in most of the time..., she knows what's best for you anyway.

God forbid you trip or hurt yourself in any way, girl will act like you are dying as she rushes you over to the nurse's office. She totally wasn't crying while she ran you over there, whattt-

Ocean being in love with you is a lot more work for her than it is for you since she will be making sure your grades, reputation, and everything in between practically skyrocket. Say hello to having straight A's, the staff and parents at your beck and call, and being deemed St. Cassian's golden boy (You're only her golden boy though).

Please make sure she doesn't overwork herself too much..., if you end up getting worried about her and try to get her to take a break, even if she tries to deny needing one at first, she will practically melt.

She just really wants you to hold her and tell her she's perfect. Please accept her love, she does all of this for you. :(

Noel Gruber:

Oh my goodness, you are so freaking cute-

It took him a while to actually notice your presence since you're pretty quiet, but once he did you wouldn't get off his mind. It was so strange because he honestly didn't even know why he found you so interesting, it was just the way that you sat off to the side and listened intently to the rest of the choir while occasionally making different facial expressions and looking like you wanted to say something, anything at all.

He wants to hear you, he wants to know what's in that head of yours.

So, he slowly tries to get to know you. He doesn't want to freak you out or anything and he isn't too sure how you'd feel about his sexuality and all, so it takes a while for you two to really start chatting. It started with him asking you questions about choir or asking you to burrow a pencil, then he started asking more personal questions and having longer conversations with you, and you just kept talking more and more from there.

He thinks your voice is calming. :)

He's really glad he got that urge to talk to you since you are pretty much his best friend now. You both eat lunch together and you let him explain French dramas to you, giving your own little insights here and there.

Movie nights will become a lot more frequent with him being your friend, and every one of those movie nights ends with you both watching The Blue Angel at least once. It's literally Noel's comfort movie and he really wants to see what your reactions and thoughts are.

Noel didn't really notice your luck for a while, just chalking things up to fate or you just having an off day... Until the 'off day' becomes more like an off month, he starts paying a little more attention to it.

He really doesn't mean to laugh when you somehow find yourself face-planting to the ground or when you pick up your backpack to see that the bottom ripped, leaving your belongings to scatter across the floor, he just can't help himself but at the very least chuckle. He always makes sure you're okay though and is very willing to listen to you rant about how annoying your bad luck makes things for you. Once he sees how it impacts your life, he starts to feel bad.

He wouldn't mind if your bad luck made you bump into him or something more often though...

Noel is quick to gain crushes, especially since he's been mostly romantically depraved throughout his life, so any small touch or sign that someone might be interested in him makes his heart beat like crazy.

It always ends up breaking his heart as most if not all the guys he's grown to like in Uranium were straight as can be, and he really doesn't want that to be you. He CAN'T have that be you too. He didn't even notice himself falling in love with you before it was too late..., just looking at you gave his arms and legs goosebumps, god forbid you make any form of skin contact...

As soon as his love was apparent to him, he started to freak out a little... Being told to hide such a big part of his identity for so long has not given him the best vision of being in a gay relationship. Noel would actively push it to the back of his mind, trying not to let his eyes linger on your eyes as you shyly avoid his or he would destroy any of the various poems he's made on you, all in an attempt to dismiss his infatuation with you.

It obviously didn't work though. As the facade went on, he found it harder and harder not to just take your face into his hands and kiss you any chance he got, wanting to just yell from the top of his lungs how much he loves you... A person can romanticize tragedy, but when it happens to them those thoughts become so bittersweet.

Noel just couldn't hold himself back anymore, you were far too perfect for your own good, and in a way, he just wanted to ruin you. He didn't confess his attraction to you first however, his fears still getting in his head as he instead chooses to tell you something just as important. His sexuality.

He was so afraid of how you'll take it... and you reacting positively was something he wanted but really didn't expect. The tears in his eyes couldn't keep themselves back as you hesitantly took his hand, the most welcoming smile you could plaster on your face, as you told him it was okay, that you would support him no matter what and how you were actually apart of the LGBT community as well.

How do you just manage to make him fall for you more and more, everytime it seems impossible, you one-up yourself. You truly don't know the lengths he's willing to go to have you all to himself, all because of those gentle eyes and clumsy hands of yours.

His love for you is so dear and pure, he doesn't understand why you would just let those other guys be near you, you know that HE'S your best friend, right? They could never understand you like he does, so why bother??

No, he's not shaking, he's just dehydrated... yeah.

Noel will use your bad luck to make you stay closer to him. He always just says he's worried for you and he doesn't want you to hurt yourself or anything. It's not like it isn't the truth, but there's this way in which his hand clasps a little too tightly onto yours that makes you think otherwise...

You better hope no one decides to bully you, especially if it's about being queer because Noel will be saying the most heinous trash talk known to man about them. Even if Noel isn't exactly popular, consider their reputation ruined.

This would also include the choir, and it's a large reason why he tries to get you to stay away from them as much as possible. He will not be able to stay calm if you're even in the near vicinity of them, much less in the choir yourself.

Noel needs you and he can't risk the choir taking you away from him.

Mischa Bachinski:

Let's be clear, Mischa is no stranger to shy people and he is in no way interested in getting to know you.

...

At the start.

You and Mischa met during one of the group's choir performances, either because it was your first performance or because Ocean basically made you come and watch. He didn't care to get to know you at the start, thinking of you as just another person who'd get scared and run off from him, but he also didn't go out of his way to avoid you. The whole night as the group talked to you, he stood off to the side texting Talia, only looking up every so often out of pure curiosity.

Even if he convinced himself that he didn't want to get to know you, you were at the very least a figure that was cemented into his mind, one that he would be seeing a lot more of...

Mischa could've sworn he was seeing you everywhere, during choir, lunch, in the hallways, and even in some of his classes, he for some reason was always in the vicinity of you and it was starting to be frustrating. The whole group was practically enamored with you and he could not figure out why.

Was it due to your quiet nature, the way your hands would clumsily pick up a pencil you had miraculously dropped for the 1000th time, or how let Ricky and Penny ramble to you, or how Ocean always managed to make you have a hand on her, or the way you would let Noel and Constance confide in you about their biggest insecurities, or-

Honestly, he just found you pitiful. Not even in a mean way, he just found the way the choir group was always vying for your attention, how terrible your luck was, your shy nature, to all be such a poor hand to have been dealt with in life. That is probably why he started talking to you in the first place, out of curiosity about how you manage to deal with whatever life throws your way.

Now, getting to you and starting up a conversation wasn't hard, you being near the choir group most of the time helped, but the hard part was keeping the conversation up... Mischa has known you were shy before, but it didn't really settle in until he started to try to get to know you and he realized just how awkward conversation between the two of you can be. Mischa isn't shy but he isn't talkative, so the first few conversations between the two of you ended shortly after they were initiated.

You'd both get over it eventually when you warmed up to each other! ...Kind of.

He thinks of you as such a kind-hearted and caring person, it really doesn't take long before he warms up to you enough that he'll talk more about his home country and Talia. He loves having you listen and he loves to answer any questions you have, he gets really excited when talking about Ukraine and it's so cute.

Anytime Mischa can do that with you and have you ramble about whatever you're interested in is literally such a win for him.

Mischa is definitely the biggest help in helping you stand up for yourself, like, he will hype you up if you ever are about to confront someone or just feel the need to get your frustration out. He understands if you also just need someone to vent to though and is willing to listen and give advice where he can. However, he will give whoever is giving you a hard time a stern talking to. :)

He also likes to carry your things for you like, your backpack, books, etc, it shows he cares.

Mischa may be able to tell when others develop romantic feelings, but he is awful when it comes to realizing he has romantic feelings for someone.

It literally took this boy months of just thinking about you nonstop to actually realize he might have a thing for you..., and even then he only realized when it randomly hit him that he hadn't talked to Talia in a long time. That thought freaked him out.

Mischa loved Talia, he loved her ever since she came into his life and he loved her when he made a promise to go back to Ukraine after graduation for their engagement. She was his soon-to-be wife for crying out loud, he had to be in love with her!

So why is it that anytime he tries to initiate conversations and talk to her the way he used to a deep pit of guilt slowly builds in his chest, like even thinking of his fiance was doing a disservice to you? Why was it that he goes longer and longer without speaking a single word to her, ignoring her when she asks what's wrong?

Surely he and Talia were meant to be, that's what he promised himself for so long, he can't go back now! Talia was his fiance and he loved her.

...

Right?

That statement starts to get less and less true the more he thinks about it..., the more he thinks about your touch and the time you two have spent together. He finds it so impossible to keep denying his love for you, it really doesn't take much more time for him to block Talia's number.

With this newfound love also comes a protective, sometimes possessive, nature. He had your number for a while, as you two were more comfortable talking in text rather than in real life, but after his realization that he's in love with you, he will be blowing up your phone big time. And trust when I say, he will be lowkey pouting if you don't answer back.

When going to his house and learning about his family life, it's really hard to not feel bad for the guy... You probably let him stay at your house every once in a while so that he can get out of there, but good luck getting him to leave since he practically lives at your house now. You basically give him access to a treasure trove of your stuff and he never wants to leave.

Mischa can be such a dork too..., man will try to be as impressive as possible in front of your parents, getting them flowers and dressing up nice. Don't think that's for them though, it's all to get their blessing so he can one day marry you. (He'd still marry you, blessing or not.)

Please tell him any kind of affirmation or compliment, mainly if you want him to chill out a bit, he will melt.

When it comes to Mischa being a yandere, he's kind of an oddball since he doesn't try too hard to suppress his tendencies and will sometimes manipulate you without even realizing...

He does get insanely jealous though. Like, he will basically rip you away from any conversation he deems too "flirtatious" even if you aren't dating. He also will stalk your socials and will ask you about anyone who follows you.

Mischa is so ready to just take you away from the hell that is Uranium and bring you with him to Ukraine.

Ricky Potts:

He noticed you pretty much immediately since you are also quiet, it got him thinking of how similar you are

However, he doesn't try to talk to you at first, preferring to just watch from a distance like usual. He didn't expect you to come up to him, albeit shyly, and ask if you could sit next to him during lunch. He of course agreed, feeling a spike of excitement as this is the first time anyone has asked to sit next to him.

The lunch itself was a little quiet since you both aren't big talkers (more so you being shy and Ricky obviously not being able to), but it did let you see and know who Ricky was. You sat at lunch with him pretty much every day from afterward, finding him a nice retreat from 3 other certain individuals... Eventually, you made some conversation and started talking more.

Your conversations are actually so random, they can literally be about anything and you'll both talk/sign together for hours.

Ricky notices how shaky your hands are during lunch which he finds interesting.

He notices that you tend to trip over yourself a lot and generally have bad luck, so he asks about it and you respond that you just have always had horrible luck. He thinks you are exaggerating at first, until you both decide to hang out after school and he gets to see your bad luck in real time.

He's traumatized for you.

Anyway, you both are pretty quick to become good friends and you hang out with one another any chance you get. Ricky is also the perfect friend to go to when you just need to take your mind off things and be silly for a while, he's glad he gets to be that for you too.

One day during lunch, you walk up to the table and see Ricky with a sketchbook. He didn't notice your presence as you neared the table only to see his sketchbook filled with cat people, planets, stars, etc. When you finally ask him what he's drawing, he literally freaks out and slams the book shut. It's not like he's totally embarrassed of his daydreams, but he is aware that to others they seem bizarre and he really doesn't want you to view him like that...

He was so hesitant to tell you and tried to change the subject multiple times, but he eventually just gave up and told you.

You don't find it all too strange, just thinking that he's really creative and would make a great author, but you did find the whole 'his self-insert going to go impregnate cat women a little weird.' Ricky gets that though and is just glad that you aren't too weirded out about the whole thing..., he started to grab his bag and put his sketchbook away when you asked if you could learn more about Zolar.

That's when he realizes he likes you. You want to listen to him, to actually know what he dreams and fantasizes about, unlike other people. He gets very quickly attached.

He soon realizes this and tries not to be too overbearing with it. If you are ever not busy though, he will be taking up that free time.

Like when he first noticed he had feelings for you, he also noticed when those feelings were becoming a little darker. It wasn't that worrisome at first, he just figured this is what love must do to a person, yet he felt himself growing more concerned as his obsession started growing more and more.

He found himself taking whatever object you might have left behind, pencils, hair ties, even a sweatshirt you left at his house, he doesn't even know why he does it, it's just like he wants to be close to you at all times and this was his way of coping.

Ricky also has a tendency to follow you around..., which you think might be hard with his disability and all, but he manages to stay far back enough to where you won't notice. It also helps that he's pretty much invisible to everyone so no one asks what he's doing.

His cats love you so much, that's how he knows you are meant to be. /hj

He will write you into Zolar, if not as a love interest then as someone incredibly close to Ricky's persona. Trust me when I say, he will be writing you two with the best possible wedding he can muster.

By extension, he also draws you a lot, so much so that he has several sketchbooks dedicated to you.

He is by far the calmest yandere out of the bunch since he doesn't, for the most part, get jealous and he tries to keep any clingy feelings he has under control. He would rather die than have you notice how odd his feelings are.

He will be so overjoyed if you ask him to help you with literally anything, especially since he knows your luck isn't great, he likes to help in any way that he can.

Honestly, the only time I can see Ricky really getting jealous is if someone was like, deliberately flirting with you or something of the sort, even then, he'll just ruin their pathetic attempts by walking up to you and asking to hang out. He knows that you know he has been largely ignored for his whole life and he makes sure to use that fact wisely.

His parents absolutely adore you, they just think you are the sweetest thing. :)

Trust me when I say that you will be going to all their family game nights and to whatever other places they can drag you to, his parents act like they are your parents.

Ricky loves to wear your things, give this man one of your sweaters and he will never take it off again. It's so comforting to him and it smells like you..., he loves you so much.

Did I mention that you guys are going to have very frequent movie nights? Because you two will be having very frequent movie nights. It doesn't matter at whose house or if you are even watching the movie, Ricky really just wants to rewatch all of Star Wars with you-

Ricky is so devoted to you.

Penny Lamb:

Absolute sweetheart to you.

Pretty much out of the gate when you meet her, likely from Ricky, she is good enough with social cues to understand how shy you were and was more than willing to be more communicative with you. She isn't even really talkative herself, even suffering from her own anxiety and self-consciousness, but any friend of Ricky's is a friend of hers.

Plus, she can tell you are a good-meaning individual. :)

You both talk about school, your hobbies, choir, and really any topic that comes to mind, it really didn't take long to learn of Penny's hyper-fixation with animal trivia as it was very common for her to just spit out whatever facts she could remember mid-conversation. She always feels a little silly when she blurts those kinds of things out, especially when it comes to the more bizarre ones, but with you, you just end up either snickering at her words or asking for more information. When it happened the first time, she sighed a huge sigh of relief, glad to know it didn't bother you.

Penny was pretty quick to warm up to you after that, always trying to encourage you to talk more or just let her know how you were feeling, all at your own pace. She is pretty much the master at making sure you can steadily cope with your shyness while also expanding your boundaries since she's so familiar with it herself.

She can never stop herself from giving you the biggest grin as you slowly feel more comfortable around her, it makes her chest tighten up a little every time it happens.

...That might have been the biggest sign that she was quick to fall in love with you.

When it comes to your luck, or rather, bad luck, she can't help but get really worried when your luck makes things go southward. She knows that you can handle yourself and you've been dealing with it since you were young, but whenever she sees a new bruise or how tattered your things get, she just feels a pit form in her stomach.

Penny really does try to help you with your bad luck as well, but sometimes she is more of a hindrance than a help... As she never knows how to exactly help you her ideas can either work out just fine or be the most disastrous things known to mankind.

For both of your safety, please keep her from doing anything too extreme- The world isn't ready for that kind of chaos yet.

Despite what it may seem, it took Penny a while to fall in love with you, she just cherished your friendship so much that she never dared thinking of you in such a manner! ...Until she was up late one night watching an animal documentary and she couldn't actually focus on the documentary due to you occupying all her thoughts.

The girl immediately turned over and screamed into her pillow.

She likes you..., like, like likes you.

Penny is pretty awkward about it too, she isn't at all slick with her feelings and is basically telling on herself every moment she speaks with you. The smallest compliments have her blushing and twirling her finger around her braids.

If you see her put notes and flowers in your locker, no you didn't.

Once she's in love, she's also very quick to grow some questionable tendencies...

She'll start to take a few of your things, just something small to remember you by, she leaves anonymous letters in your locker that hold a weird obsessive tone in them and is prone to trying to push others away from you, albeit, in a really subtle way.

She knows what she does is strange and not how she should be acting, but just can't ever seem to stop herself in the moment!

She doesn't want to be this way..., Penny thinks to herself as she grabs a tube of chapstick you left on your desk.

Hopefully, you like to read, or at least like being read to, because by far, Penny's favorite hang-out activity is reading with you at the park. Having you in her lap as she softly reads out the words, trying her hardest not to let you hear how fast her heart is beating...

It gives her the perfect opportunity to give you book recommendations as well! She would probably have a heart attack if she actually saw you reading one of her recommendations though-

Another hobby she likes to share with you is antique collecting, especially when it comes to dolls. She will be dragging you to a lot of garage sales as you two scour its antiques and vintage items. If you express interest in any of the items there, she will not hesitate to buy it and spoil you. (She's honestly so soft for you.)

If Penny ever feels like you aren't spending enough time or are drifting away from her, she will start feeling incredibly sad and anxious... It always ends up in her spiraling and thinking you will leave her behind, and even if she doesn't tell you, it's never hard to see.

She is convinced she isn't good enough for you.

She also talks about you to others extremely often, so much so that Ezra has a tally of how many times she has talked about you during the day- Whenever it's pointed out to her, she gets embarrassed and stops speaking for a while.

Over time, she grows more appreciative of your shyness since you are the only person (other than Ricky and Ezra) that she really talks to and she wants to be the only person you talk to as well.

Penny is honestly pretty delusional when it comes to you...

Constance Blackwood:

She was wary of you at first when Ocean introduced you two, she wasn't trying to be rude or anything but she knew firsthand how someone's behavior on the surface might not be what it was like deep down.

So, anytime you two are near each other or hanging out, Ocean is pretty much always there since Constance never directly asks to hang out with you herself.

Over time she observes you, noticing how shy you are and your bad luck

Lowkey, one time whenever your luck was particularly wonky and you were trying to put a book back on the shelf in the library before all the other books fell down while putting the one back, she couldn't help but start laughing super hard

She did help you out after though, that was how you two ended up actually becoming friends

She is probably the best when it comes to consoling you during a really bad luck day or one where your shyness has gotten an iron grip on you, she won't pressure you to do anything that you don't want to and will just try and help take your mind off things. She'll make you your favorite dessert to cheer you up, take you on a walk, or you both can just enjoy each other's company, anything it takes for you to feel even slightly better.

Even if it may have seemed like it at the start, she really doesn't mind your shyness even if it sometimes makes things awkward as she gets shy herself.

She understands the struggles and is more than willing to accommodate you

If you ever get interested in literally any of her passions, she will be so unbelievably happy. Ocean never really took an interest in anything Constance likes so even if you are just trying it out, she is so excited that she has someone to talk to about it

One of her favorite things to do with you is listen to music, usually in the background while you both work on homework or when you both are just singing your hearts out, it gives her the perfect chance to know what your music tastes like :)

Lowkey, Constance is intimidated by all the people who want to be in your presence and she feels like you won't have time for her. Whenever you do make time for her though, she is over the moon and always tries to make it a good time

She starts falling for you and freaks out a bit since she doesn't want to ruin your relationship

Will isolate herself from you for a while, so she can convince herself to not have feelings for you, but when you come to check up on her and say how worried you are, her heart melts

She just genuinely has a hard time believing someone was worried about her..., that someone wants her to be okay. She would never call you a liar though.

She falls harder

Constance is the gift-giving master, she knows exactly what you want pretty much all the time and is not shy about giving you those things when she can. She loves seeing your face light up like a child at Christmas when you get something you've been wanting for a while. She gets incredibly bashful when you thank her though, saying that it's no big deal.

She is good at recognizing your emotions and will pull you away from a situation when you feel uncomfortable or overwhelmed.

She starts having yandere tendencies, but she doesn't ever realize it since she just thinks it's normal.

Constance is the opposite of clingy since she is a firm believer in thinking that everyone deserves their space and privacy..., that does not stop her from occasionally stalking your social though

She will have a heart attack if she accidentally likes an ancient photo of you though-

She was so nervous about you meeting her family due to her not-so-wonderful view of them, so it will take a while for you to meet them... When her anxieties finally subside and you get to meet them, they are the warmest group of people you have ever met. They welcomed you with open arms and you all got along together great, especially you and Constance's younger brother since he is happy to finally have someone he can consider as a brother.

Constance is so unbelievably glad it went as well as it did and seeing you get along so well with her family only made her sure that you are the one she wants to marry. She will definitely invite you to her house way more often now.

Constance often gets worried that someone is trying to take advantage of you or that you need help from your bad luck... She legit gets night terrors from it and will immediately call you after she wakes up, needing to make sure you are okay. You'll talk on the phone for hours afterward and are undoubtedly tired during school.

When I say you guys bake together, I do in fact mean you will be using all of the bakery's supplies when you are together. I also wouldn't be surprised if everything you guys made burned if you even so much as looked at it-

Constance doesn't mind though.

She will have banned you from pretty much everything though..., you will not be touching the stove, knives, or anything potentially dangerous under her watch.

Constance will also remember all of your favorite desserts, she even has a whole cookbook dedicated to your favorite dishes. :)

Despite her family owning a bakery, she finds you to be the sweetest thing of them all.

General/All Together:

This is such a chaotic group to have filled with yanderes- You will never have an ounce of spare time again because of these losers.

Having all of them crushing on you will mean that you are inevitably joining the choir (despite some of their best wishes-) as they all want to spend pretty much every waking minute with you and also keep you away from everyone else who isn't themselves.

The dynamics of this group are pretty all over the place since none of them care to share you, preferring to keep you to themselves, but seeing as that has a very small chance of happening, they all have made some kind of pact to at least keep you with the choir group until you all graduate.

Since Ocean is closest to Constance and vice versa, they have the alliance to work together and make sure most of your attention goes to them, this same alliance goes for Mischa and Noel as well as Penny and Ricky. At some point, there are probably going to be some feuds and betrayals, but I'm not gonna delve into that-

Choir practice is lowkey kind of a mess since they all are practically itching to get your attention and not practicing their music... Father Marcus is so tired of all of you.

If anyone ever questions their relationship with you or tries to get you away from the group, that person will given a stern talking-to. (That talking-to will be very dependent on who's gonna do it.)

Don't even get me started on prom..., they are all gonna try to one-up each other prom proposals and you are not gonna know peace for a few weeks. It's probably gonna end up where you all go together as a friend group and they each take an interval of time where they get to be with you and have some kind of romance. I wouldn't be surprised though if that goes south and one of them (cough Mischa and Ocean cough) tries to hog all of your time.

At least they make sure you have a good time, even with their rough possessive touches and strange obsessive ramblings.

Ocean only wants to be good enough for you.

Noel thinks you are the best thing that has ever happened to him.

Mischa would rather die than have you leave his life.

Even Ricky's imagination isn't as strong as his love for you.

Penny's thoughts are always filled with you.

Constance just knows you were made for her.

A/N: Sorry that this took literally forever, as from my previous post, I’ve been super busy lately.

[sincerely-astra]

So i request Yandere choir X Penny some time ago, and i wanted to request other thing if it's not a problem-

Yandere choir X Penny having a crush on Tammy

So if you don’t know who Tammy is, Tammy is a character that only has like two lines in Legoland, but according to fandom hcs, Tammy is a super religious/catholic girl and Penny's best friend, she is the most devout girl in town and possible tried to convert Penny when they became friends (she stopped right after), she is a kinda popular and extrovertd and tried to make Penny fit in (it failed so both of them gave up), they meet after some bullies burned Penny's backpack, then Tammy aprooched her and gave her a CD or something

If I remember her lines were: " Only the lord knows what's really cool " and something about erasing Penny's sins

I imagine that Penny has a crush on her since they meet and she mentions Tammy most of the time, like: " Tammy introduced me to this band. " " The first time i went to the fair was with Tammy. " etc.

I hope this isn't difficult! If it is you can ignore, i don't remember much of Legoland! Thanks! 💞

☁️Yandere Choir x Penny: Penny has a crush on Tammy...🌧️

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content and some religious mentions!⚠️

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg:

When I say Ocean has never felt so furious about anything in her life, I do mean that.

Penny and Ocean have never really spoken about Tammy before. Sure, they mentioned her in conversation once or twice (it's hard not to due to the girl's popularity), but it never went further. So hearing Penny casually mention that she really likes Tammy during one of their study sessions, Ocean had to excuse herself for a moment before she had a meltdown.

Really, she tries so hard to show Penny that she's the only one the girl needs, that she will always be there, and that she is logically the best choice. So why is it that her efforts never seem to be enough? Why is it that when she is head over heels for Penny, Penny wants to go off and smooch some other girl??

It's quite frankly, outrageous.

It's safe to say Ocean is not happy with this development and she makes it known.

For the rest of the day and week, she acts sour, never snapping at Penny (She would never) but it's clear something is bothering her which leaves Penny worried. Ocean has these moments a lot, but to have it directed at her made Penny want to crawl into a hole and die..., especially since she doesn't understand what she did wrong.

And to be fair, even if Penny did ask if she had done something wrong, Ocean would just brush it off and dote on her for a bit before going back to her foul mood. Penny was thoroughly confused...

To Ocean, she had never considered Tammy a threat to her and Penny's relationship. She knew Penny and Tammy were friends, but with Tammy being so popular and with the trouble that Penny had gotten into as of late, she never gave their interactions a second glance. Apparently, that was a bad choice on her part because now she has even more to worry about.

As mentioned before, Tammy is popular. Although she is one of the few actually religious girls in St. Cassian, everyone seems to be attracted to her whether it be for her kindness or something else. Ocean would never, ever admit this out loud but... god, she was jealous of Tammy, like, really jealous.

Ocean has always had to try hard in life, as much as she didn't want to admit it, nothing really came easy to her. 9/10, she had to drag herself to study and complete all her extra credit assignments just because she wanted that 1 extra point. Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg was successful, but that came at the cost of burnout and being alone. That's why seeing someone like Tammy be so popular and successful in her own right and not even lifting a finger to get it makes her so upset. Why is this so hard for her? How come she is the one who gets stuck with no friends? Hell, Ocean knows the majority of people don't like her at St. Cassian because of her ways, so why do people like Tammy??

Ocean just doesn't get it..., good thing this will only be a temporary setback. :)

After a good week and a half of moping over Penny's newfound crush, Ocean is quick to pull herself back together and get to work. She didn't know exactly what she wanted to do about this yet, but she knew she had to work quick and after a night of brainstorming, Ocean had a good idea.

She was going to do something she never would have done if this situation didn't arise in the first place, something she was kind of afraid to do...

It was Thursday afternoon, right before choir rehearsals started. Earlier that day, Ocean had managed to convince Tammy to meet her after school so she could talk to her about something, intentionally being very vague about the whole thing. Once Tammy was there, Ocean's plan could finally be enacted... Pulling out the fake tears and the best acting she could manage, she was quick to lie about Penny to Tammy. Oddly enough, her plan was to get Tammy to see how "awful" Penny was and to leave her alone "lest her own soul be damned."

Was it a dirty tactic? Maybe, but Tammy, after hearing about all these horrid things Penny had supposedly done (some lies, some truths,) was pressured into agreeing with Ocean to stay away. Ocean made sure to cover her tracks also by making Tammy promise to never tell Penny she said this and that she was too far in to leave Penny, unfortunately.

And like things always seemed to, everything went perfectly and Penny was kind of a mess during rehearsals.

Penny is, of course, devastated by the sudden news from Tammy that she can't be near her anymore, something about her being "unholy?" It was kind of a blur as Penny had to restrain herself from bawling on the spot.

For days on end, she was inconsolable. Tammy was her first real crush if you don't count any celebrity crushes and she thought everything was going so well... What changed to make Tammy hate her so suddenly? First Ocean and now her.

Penny didn't need to worry though as Ocean was quick to console the girl, a wide smile on her face all the while...

Noel Gruber:

Honestly, it really wasn't hard for Noel to see that Penny was gaining a crush.

It was quite obvious with the way she and Tammy were hanging out more than ever, how Penny started mentioning Tammy more often, and a lot of other signs he picked up over the course of a few weeks. He's the most romantic boy in town, he knows a thing or two about love, of course, he would be one of the first people to know she has a crush even before Penny knew.

And as much as he wanted to say that he was happy for Penny, that he was incredibly eager to help her get the girl of her dreams... He wasn't.

He wasn't at all, in fact, Noel couldn't help but be very suspicious of this development.

It just seemed odd to him that Tammy was suddenly so buddy-buddy with Penny for no reason, and someone as popular and highly religious as her was hanging out with someone with a less-than-stellar track record.

Plus, he's seen every "religious kid" here, Noel knows how they tick and he just doesn't buy that Tammy is hanging around Penny for pure reasons.

Granted, he doesn't know Tammy personally as he's sure no one would even let him glance at her in fear of her catching the "gay disease" or something stupid from him, but that definitely doesn't stop him from downplaying her to Penny.

Anytime Tammy is brought up, Noel just dies inside a little more... He doesn't mean to be so harsh, but as Penny talks about her in the giddy way she does, he can't help but make a few snide comments about the girl here and there. He wasn't exactly subtle with his distaste for her and Penny was quick to learn to stop bringing her up so often around him...

Penny didn't quite get why he was so offset by Tammy, they haven't even met so why does he get so sour when she's brought up? It really sucks too cause Penny did want them to meet at some point but now she's not too sure that would be a good idea...

Over time Noel's paranoia about Tammy just kept getting worse and worse... He's never thought about anything other than The Blue Angel and Penny this much and it's starting to aggravate him. He doesn't need to spend his nights bashing Tammy in his head or thinking about how to get Penny away from her.

But simultaneously, it was so easy to fall into the headspace when he knew Penny was so close to leaving him... There is no way on god's green earth that he's gonna let that happen but he doesn't know how to stop it unless he comes clean to Penny about his feelings on Tammy.

And without many options, he knew he would just have to take that risk.

When the week was finally over and the weekend came around, Noel had invited Penny over for one of their usual hangouts. He tried his best to not come off too strongly at the start, he didn't want to scare her off or anything by suddenly insulting the girl she was crushing on... They just talked for a while and watched a movie to settle in.

Noel wasn't sure if there even was a right time to tell her something like this..., that the person whom she considers a brother figure hates her crush's guts, but as the night neared, he knew that time would have to be soon.

...Yeah, he told her right before she left.

Penny was grabbing her things, making sure she didn't leave behind anything as Noel stood awkwardly to the side, internally trying not to panic as he thought about how to start the conversation. Snapping out of his thoughts as he heard the zipper of her purse, Penny turning towards him to bid him goodnight, the words, "I don't trust Tammy," Suddenly flooded out of him much to the shock of both him and her.

After a deafening pause, more of his feelings came out before Penny even got a chance to react. All of the built-up feelings he's had for the past few weeks were finally being acknowledged by both her and him, no longer being held back by Noel's fears. Of course, he was at least able to catch himself before his words could start slipping into a concerning territory that Penny didn't need to know about, it can't hurt her to not know that he is so constantly worried about her that he stalks her profusely or that he often thinks about keeping her trapped in his house...

...Anywho, his ramblings about his distrust of Tammy and how he's been hurt by those kinds of people in the past were met with a lukewarm reception. Penny was seriously conflicted about how to feel at the moment and it was really hard to think about it when Noel's words started getting a little more desperate.

Needing to just get away from him for just a moment, she simply replies to his ramblings with, "I'll think about it Noel, see you later." A response that delighted and terrified him to the core as she left his house, he could really only hope she made the right choice before he had to take some drastic measures... (He also totally spent the night tossing and turning from the anxiety of awaiting her response-)

Penny couldn't really believe her ears after hearing what was really bothering Noel all this time. She knew he didn't love her, but hearing the words come out of his mouth of how much he hated her was so devastating to hear.

Come on, Noel is like another brother to her and honestly, one she talks to about a lot more things than she can to Ezra, she didn't want to lose him over a crush... She does love Tammy, but who knows if that would even work out, especially with all the trouble she got into. Would Tammy still want to hang out with her if she heard about it? For some reason, Penny highly doubts it.

Penny needed Noel.

She knew it, he knew it.

The next morning for both Penny and Noel was filled with apologies from both of them and a promise. The promise is to not talk to Tammy again.

Really, Noel knew Penny was smart enough to make the right choice.

Mischa Bachinski:

Mischa has this belief that he has the complete right to go through Penny's phone at any moment he pleases, for safety reasons of course.

Penny grew up on a community farm without a lick of the internet so it makes sense she is not the most tech-savvy person in the world. She literally forgets where her phone is half the time and although she likes it, she gets frustrated with it quite easily. So why not have her loving boyfriend friend help her out and make sure she didn't download any viruses or is talking to anyone fishy!

It's all for her benefit, really.

Today was like any other weekend, Penny had left Mischa's room to use the restroom (much to his foster parent's dismay, he's sure,) and Mischa was using this opportunity to look through Penny's phone. Nothing stood out at first, she was rarely on it anyway and nothing looked like it had changed since yesterday...

Then the phone rings as a notification drops down, showing a text from a girl named Tammy... Mischa's eyebrows furrow in confusion as he clicks on the notification, eyes quickly scanning the words of Tammy and Penny's various conversations, all seeming a little too affectionate for normal friends.

As each word is processed in his brain, he feels his gut sink lower and lower as the familiar feelings of rage also tingle inside of him. Mischa had heard of Tammy from others before and he thinks Penny might have mentioned her name once or twice, but he's never interacted with the girl himself. So, who does she think she is being so flirty with his friend? What gives her the idea that it's okay to send morning and goodnight texts to Penny, heart pretty much every single text Penny sends, and be so sickeningly sweet to Penny??

He had to put the phone down for a second before his rage started really consuming him, jealousy also made its way into the mass of feelings he was experiencing at the moment.

He knew he needed to do something about this, he couldn't just let Tammy pester Penny when it was so obvious that she wanted nothing to do with the girl and was just being polite! (Lol, keep telling yourself that Mischa.) Penny shouldn't have to worry about insolent people like her when he's all she needs.

Does Mischa know of Tammy? Not really no. He's sure he's probably heard her name once or twice, most likely when speaking to Penny, but he tends to just block people's names out when they aren't someone he cares about.

Plus, even if he did know Tammy personally, that definitely wouldn't stop the immense feelings of jealousy that were rearing its ugly head inside of him when he looked at her and Penny's messages. Really, he can barely handle the choir's constant advances on her, what makes anyone think he can handle a person he barely knows advances??

He's gonna make Tammy stop bothering Penny in one way or another... In fact, there is one way he is quite familiar with that has proved to stop these kinds of nuisances in the past. Physical approaches to these situations did always tend to be his favorite.

Now despite what he's sure a lot of people think about him, he isn't a violent person, especially towards women. He doesn't plan to treat Tammy too harshly just to..., rough her up a bit, nothing too crazy. He knows people will start getting suspicious if it is too bad after all.

With Mischa not knowing Tammy personally and the fact that she was pretty popular, Mischa did find it tedious to get an ounce of alone time with her, it was like everywhere she went there were at minimum 3 people waiting to speak with her. It took a good week to find a spare moment where she was alone. It was before school outside of the back of the building, Tammy's face wearing a bright smile as she texts happily on her phone, completely unaware of a rapidly approaching Mischa. Mischa didn't exactly know what she was doing back here, but he wasn't going to waste this opportunity overthinking it.

As he got closer and closer to the girl, he found his heart rate starting to pick up, his hands subconsciously clenching at his sides. Anger..., a feeling he knew all too well started quickly spreading inside of him like a forest fire, all too eager to get to Tammy and do what needed to be done. The thoughts of Penny and Tammy texting and talking, those moments of flirtation between them, and the simple idea of them potentially getting together made Mischa unbelievably pissed, more so than he's ever been.

He doesn't care how many times he needs to say it, how many times he needs to make it crystal clear, Penny Lamb will forever be his.

No one is gonna get in the way of that.

...

Mischa can't quite recall what happens next..., only faint images of anger, rough handling, and sobs could be retrieved as he must have blacked out from the anger. All he knows and cares about now is that Penny is safe from Tammy's bothersome attention.

The past few weeks have been awfully strange for Penny...

Mischa, possibly one of her best friends in the entire world, had been acting a bit distant. It wasn't like he quit speaking to her or anything, but he was just more busy than he usually was. That was just one thing though, it wasn't enough to have her as confused as she was now.

But then out of nowhere, he started being extremely active in her life again right as Tammy decided to block her with no rhyme or reason. She was just so distraught as she rambled to Mischa about Tammy's sudden disappearance from her life that she never once thought to question it all. She can't believe a girl she really thought was the one just up and left, just like that... Was she really that bad? Was her ways of love that despicable??

Penny couldn't stop those feelings of sadness from consuming her for days...

And as sad as Mischa was to see Penny not being happy, he knew she just needed some time to see that Tammy was just a burden on her, that she never loved her the way he does.

Ricky Potts:

...

Well that was unexpected.

If you would have told Ricky that Tammy Edwards, a highly religious girl with more friends than she knew what to do with, would be friends with Penny Lamb, a girl with a known toubled past and is basically the school's punching bag, he would have looked at you like you were crazy.

And if that wasn't shocking enough, finding out that Penny liked Tammy..., that sent Ricky through a bit of a spiral.

Ricky would be lying if he said he ever cared for Tammy, really, to him, anyone who wasn't Penny, Ezra, or his parents, were all just kind of side characters he had no interest in interacting with.

Can you blame him though? When you have been shown that time and time again, everyone around you views you as a background character who has no thoughts or feelings beside than what they were "made to do," you to would get a little cynical about others as well.

Moving on, Ricky has a bad habit of looking through Penny's stuff from time to time, he knows how bad it looks, but he hates the idea that she's keeping stuff from him! So..., while Penny went off for a moment, leaving him alone in her and Ezra's shared room, he admittedly got a little curious. He checked all the usual spots he knows she hides things in, having done this plenty of times before, before coming across her diary.

Now, he knew of Penny's diary from snooping previously and because Penny herself has mentioned it before. Apparently is was just some activity Dr. Prattle was making her do to let out her "intense emotions."

Normally, he would've just skipped over it, he has some boundaries after all and reading her diary was stepping over them. But today..., today something just told him that he needed to read it. It was a gut feeling far too strong to ignore. So, he did...

Skipping over to her lastest entry, one having been done from the day prior as seen from the date written in the top left corner, he saw it.

Written in the messy handwriting he adores was, "Okay so, I think i'm finally ready to admit to myself that I really like Tammy... and not just as a friend either. (I guess those barbies were right, huh?)" Clear as day, right in front of his eyes, Penny admitted that she liked Tammy.

She didn't love him.

Ricky's hands were particularly shaky as he placed the diary back to were he found it, expression unreadable as the storm in his head grew to an incomprehensible size. He had always told himself that if he waited, if he was patient, kind, and if he was everything Penny would ever need, than she would realize he was the one for her.

He's tried so hard. Everything he does and think about is for Penny, all he wants is for her to see that he loves her more than anyone, including herself, can even imagine. He just wishes that for one moment, one signular second, that piece inside of head will click and everything will be the way it should be.

But that wasn't going to happen. That moment will never occur if Penny continues having eyes for Tammy.

...

Maybe it was the anxiety overflowing in his head or the thought that Penny would never love him that made a thought Ricky woulde have never dared to think of pop into his mind. An idea that he normally would never dream of doing, Penny is her own person after all, but in such a dire situation....

He knew it would have to be done. What better way to show Penny that he loves her like no other than to have her have no one else in her life. (With exceptions of course.)

Isolating Penny, to no one's surprise, was a lot easier than it probably would've been for most people.

All Ricky had to do was, 1. Take up as much of her time as possible (which he was already doing.) 2. Put in a few bad words here and there about Tammy or whoever else tried getting close to Penny. And lastly, 3. Make her think this was all her own desision!

Who knew Ricky could be so good at gaslighting?

Whenever he made up his mind about this plan, he started on it almost immediately, he couldn't waste anytime with it because who knows when Penny was planning to confess?

And yet, as much progress this plan was showing and even when Ricky was almost positive Tammy was out of Penny's life..., he couldn't help but still feel so paranoid.

What if Tammy came back? What if Penny still liked her and ready to just leave him behind? What if she knew what he was doing and found him utterly despicable?? What if-

Those pesky thoughts just kept snowballing and snowballing. He really would have never considered himself a nervous person, but Penny is just too amazing to let go...

Penny on the other hand, despite what Ricky's paranoia might have been screaming at him, was none the wiser to the isolation Ricky was imprinting on her. She was never really a social butterfly anyway, so she hardly noticed how these days Ricky and Ezra were the only people she talked to.

This was just her desision right? She just needs them in her life, others wouldn't get her anyway. Penny was perfectly content with being alone, as long as it meant being alone with the two most important people in her life.

Did she miss Tammy? ...Yeah, she did miss her a lot.

...

This was her desision and she's sticking to it.

(Sorry that this one is kind of bad- Writer's block is hitting me hard.)

Constance Blackwood:

"Have you seen the way that Penny looks at her?" "I just know she has the biggest lesbian crush on Tammy! Poor Tammy." Giggling and laughing soon ensue, and those words Constance would normally never pay a second glance to suddenly seem awfully interesting.

Constance was nice. That was the only word people could describe her with in St. Cassian. No matter what other skills or personality she's shown to make them think any differently, it always reverts back to her just being nice. And as much as she hates it, which, believe her, she does, she can't help but admit that it was useful in these situations.

You would be surprised by the dirt she's heard from people either too careless to notice she was there or naively believing she was too kind to do anything with it. While it's true she usually never thinks twice about this stuff, she isn't shallow after all, this time it was different. This time it was about Penny.

And it wasn't exactly something she was thrilled to hear.

In fact..., the mere idea of Penny having a slight interest in Tammy was enough to make Constance have a bit of a freak-out... Quietly, of course!

"Penny likes Tammy? But what about me??" Constance mumbled to herself as she left the cafeteria all shaken up, her thoughts scrambled as all she wanted to do in the moment was find Penny and figure out the truth. Surely she just heard it wrong right? She's been there for Penny way more than Tammy has..., and Penny would have been so understanding and open with her if she didn't like her somewhat, right? ...Right?

Constance found Penny fairly quickly since she pretty much knew the girl's schedule to a T. As soon as her brown braids came into view, Constance took a breath and tried to walk up to her as calmly as she could, it would be rude to just ask something like that so suddenly.

Constance had finally made it up there and they talked for a few minutes, luckily Constance's anxieties always seemed to melt away when she was around Penny. But she knew the bell was going to ring soon and she would have Penny to herself forever... (Even if she should-) So, with what little courage she could salvage, she manages to speak up, "Uhm Penny, do you by chance like... someone? ...Sorry-"

While the words filled the space between them, a silence came soon after as Penny, in a bit of shock and confusion, stared at Constance for what felt like an eternity... Honestly, Constance was ready to throw in the towel as soon as the silence occurred, but she somehow managed to not run out of the room at that moment and Penny finally spoke up. "...You mean to ask if I like Tammy, right? I guess I do, she's really nice and I like her smile... So, I guess that means I have a crush." Penny simply shrugged as she said that like she hadn't really thought about it and was only now realizing her feelings for the girl.

Constance, trying her absolute best not to break and start sobbing right then and there, replies with a small, "Oh..."

Look, it wasn't the fact that Constance hated Tammy that made this confirmation of Penny's crush so hard for her. Really, she's spoken to Tammy a few times and she never had any issue with her, it's just that Penny has a crush on her.

In these situations, Constance's first thought is to just be as self-deprecating as possible. Of course, she likes Tammy..., what does Constance have that Tammy doesn't? She's nice, pretty, smart, popular..., It's not exactly rocket science as to why Penny would find her attractive.

But see, Constance wasn't going to do that this time. Penny wasn't some old crush she would only really care about for a week before Constance would act like nothing happened. This was Penny Lamb, the love of her life and the girl who makes living seem even a little bit bearable. So, she wasn't going to sit back this time and watch Penny get stolen from her, no, she was actually going to do something about it.

And what better way than to do what she is always known for? She was going to be nice.

Only a day later after Penny admitted her feelings for Tammy to Constance, Constance had managed to grab some of Tammy's attention before school and get her into a semi-secluded area so they could talk. Constance honestly thought this would be a lot harder, considering Tammy's popularity and all, but despite it, Tammy made time for her. Constance could only guess this was from their friendly relationship in the past or her reputation..., either way, she was glad for it.

Like with Penny, she didn't want to scare the girl off by demanding things right away, so she decided to do some small talk. It was definitely a little awkward..., but hey, Tammy hadn't run away screaming yet so a win is a win.

Eventually, though, Tammy had the heart to finally ask, "So, is there a reason you called me out here Connie? It's not that I mind chatting, I just thought there might be something going on, you know?" Giving Constance the perfect segway into the left-field conversation she was kind of dreading having..., "Okay, so I'm just going to get it out of the way and say it but..., I like Penny, like, a lot."

Constance slowly starts to ramble on about her love for Penny and how she knows Penny likes Tammy, all to lead up to asking one simple favor of Tammy.

The favor being, to stay away from Penny.

And as much as Tammy wants to decline, to keep seeing Penny and continue exploring these feelings she had gotten for the girl..., how could she deny Constance? One of the few truly nice people at St. Cassian and especially when she's asking so nicely. Tammy can tell Constance really likes Penny and she knows she'll treat her well...

"Of course Connie, may the Lord bless you and your relationship."

...

Constance could hardly believe the words she was hearing as Tammy gave a quick goodbye, leaving her alone with her thoughts. Turns out being nice isn't all bad after all.

Now, Penny was of course very confused and a little heartbroken as she received Tammy's text. She has no clue why they can't see each other anymore..., or what "Don't worry, the Lord has made a perfect someone just for you," means.

Come on, she was just discovering what it means to love someone after being stuck on a farm with old people all her life...

Well, at least she has Constance.

A/N: I honestly have no clue if I got Tammy right- Or any of the others for that matter, writer's block is hitting me hard. :'(

This post did however make me want to write a Yandere Choir x Tammy Edwards post, which I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, lol.

[sincerely-astra]

How does it feel to feed the rtc fandom Yandere RTC content? (THANKS THANKS THANKS-)

I am happy to be of service lol, there is not enough Yandere RTC content in the world!

I always get worried when I post that I don't do their yandere sides justice and that I suck at writing yanderes- I hope I do okay with it.

[sincerely-astra]

YOU DID IT!! I DIDN'T THOUGHT YOU WOULD ACTUALLY WRITE IT!! THANKS! 💞💞💞

And I'm really sorry to bother you, but can I now ask how would the yandere choir react with Trishna confessing to Hank and her feelins being accepted? (I mean, Hank and Trishna had a romantic song together, and they even would kiss in the OG story so-) (also it would be really cool if you include that Hank kisses Trishna, but it's okay if you don't!)

I just know Hank is now fucked up

Also I think it's really funny that they just hate Hank and Trishna is like " ??? "

☁️Yandere Choir x Trishna - Trishna confesses to Hank🌧️

Thanks for requesting it, I honestly find Trishna pretty relatable and liked researching her and many other cut characters!

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content!⚠️

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg:

Walking into school, Ocean was fully prepared to see her crush, only to not find said crush anywhere. Right as she was about to spam the girl's messages, she found her and Hank confessing to each other in some secluded spot in the courtyard. This was not how Ocean wanted to spend her morning.

Literally just seeing Trishna and Hank together made her blood boil normally, so seeing Trishna awkwardly confess her love for him AND have Hank confess that he loves her as well made Ocean want to scream. Her fingernails dug into her palms as her hands made fists, her body genuinely shaking from the anger she was feeling at that moment.

This was totally unacceptable, beyond that even.

Ocean worked so hard to get Trishna away from that filth, to get her to see her own worth and see that Ocean was clearly the better choice. Was she even thinking about the future?! For crying out loud, Ocean was quite literally buried with college, scholarship, and even job offers, and what did Hank have? Some sappy words and a stupid song?? She thought Trishna was better than that!

She can't and she won't stand for this. Ocean is quick to start speedwalking over there, mind running a million words a minute as she watches the two figures in front of her start to get a little closer and a little touchier. She had made up her mind from the moment she caught sight of them, she was going to break them apart and she was going to give Hank a piece of her mind for deluding Trishna to the truth, the truth that he wasn't good enough for her and that Ocean is so much better!

She was so blinded by her rage that she almost missed it..., almost. Right there, under the shade of trees on that bright Monday morning, Hank leans in and captures Trishna's lips with his. Their bodies entangled together as Trishna shyly reciprocated, her too leaning in as Hank started to smile.

And that right there was Ocean's last straw, the thing that broke the camel's back and left the ginger's mouth agape. They were kissing. Hank was kissing Trishna, the love of her life and the only person she had ever felt genuine, pure feelings for.

Hank and Trishna were in love.

They were in love.

Love.

Trishna and Hank, much to their surprise and disappointment, were broken off from each other, not even a couple of seconds into the kiss by a fuming Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg. Trishna was aware of Ocean's distaste for Hank, but she was baffled by the ginger's behavior... She could have never imagined in her whole 17 years of living that she would be watching the girl start yelling and berating Hank, spewing things like how unacceptable it was to be doing this in school and that it was against school policy as it was considered, "PDA."

Hank didn't even know how to defend himself in this situation, as he too was rightfully confused, only being able to get in a few sheepish apologies while Ocean ranted on and on. It was clear as day to the two of them that this wasn't really about PDA or school rules, but as to what it was about actually? They had no idea.

It took at least 30 minutes before Ocean's rant was finally over, her voice growing slightly hoarse at the end of it as Ocean desperately tried to stop her tears of frustration from appearing on her face. Ocean was quick to grab ahold of Trishna's wrist, muttering angrily to herself as she dragged one of the two lovebirds away from the other.

From that moment onward, Ocean had to have grown 10 times worse than before...

She was incredibly swift in ruining Hank, his reputation, grades, his friends, and family, every aspect of his life was falling into shambles. Ocean even managed to get him kicked out of St. Cassian High School, the only high school in Uranium, leaving Hank to have to move. Ocean surprises herself sometimes with how much she can get away with just being the A+ student that she was.

Obviously, Trishna was upset at this newfound development, her first relationship was ruined for reasons she couldn't make out. She practically begged Hank to stay with her, so that they could work things out but he declined. He didn't want her to get wrapped up in his mess and he really was starting to think Ocean was right... He didn't deserve her.

After this incident, Trishna, even though she was upset with Ocean for yelling at Hank, would spend pretty much all of her time with Ocean since in her eyes, Ocean was the only one who hadn't abandoned her. Ocean, likewise, would keep Trishna incredibly close, switching all the girl's classes to match with hers and spending all their time at school together.

Ocean is also a lot more careful with who she allows to spend time with Trishna, which basically means no boys (except for Mischa, Noel, and Ricky) are allowed to talk to her and girls are on thin ice (except for Constance and Penny.)

She is not afraid of ruining more lives if anyone dares show interest in her.

It's also worth mentioning that Ocean is somehow way more braggy than before, she always feels the need to show off to Trishna.

Noel Gruber:

Oh...

To say that Noel wasn't feeling like his world was ending was an understatement of the century.

There he stood in the school's courtyard, early in the morning to meet up with Trishna as they always do, and only a few yards away from the brand new, ever so "lovely" couple...

His breath was hitched as Trishna rambled to Hank, most of the words flying out of her mouth making no sense to both of the boys, but they both could distinguish the words, "I love you." Those 3 words meant so much to Noel, they were the only thing he had ever wanted to hear since the day he could conceptualize words. He wanted to be loved by another, not by his mother or any other person who had some obligation, he wanted to be loved in its purest form by someone who chose to love him.

Maybe that's why it hurt so much to hear Trishna pouring her heart out for the boy because that's what he once wanted to hear from Hank and also what he wished to hear from Trishna.

He wants to hear her say that she loves him like he is really her own blood, that he is the only person who is worthy of being flooded with her love.

And Hank was going to get in the way of that.

He was going to take her away from him, he had a fleeting feeling that the boy might reject her feelings, but he was sorely mistaken as Hank's cheeks grew red and he too started confessing to Trishna. His Trishna.

The anxiety Noel was feeling in this moment was unbelievable, he wouldn't be surprised if he just looked down and his stomach was physically churning itself. His breathing turned shallow and he felt his palms grow sweaty.

He's had anxiety before, in fact, it was usually anxiety about this very moment happening, so he knew he could get himself to calm down. He tried to do some breathing exercises and tried to distract himself, it almost worked, he was so close to having that gut-wrenching feeling be rid in his stomach, but almost as soon as that relief came, it quickly came back as Noel saw it.

The "it" is Hank leaning in and kissing Trishna, a kiss that was clearly being reciprocated by Trishna as she too leans in.

Noel just goes right back to where he started...

His heart was beating like crazy, he was sweaty, practically hyperventilating, and he could only focus on the pair's lips as they stayed locked onto one another. Noel was sure he looked so stupid right now, but he couldn't bring himself to care when he literally couldn't think straight.

They are kissing.

Trishna and Hank love each other and they are kissing.

The girl who he considered his little sister, the only person who he trusts and cares for more than his own well-being is in love and is kissing the boy who he knows is no good for her.

In a sick and twisted way, it was ironic that a scene from so many movies, books, and his own poems was materializing itself right in front of him. Sure, it wasn't some man who he loved kissing another girl but the gut-punch felt just the same.

The self-hating spiral was all the same.

Noel needed to get out of there, he couldn't stand looking at the two do this any longer, if he had, he's sure he would've just crumped right then and there. Even though his freakout, he made sure to leave quietly, not giving Trishna nor Hank any clue that he was even there, to begin with. They would never have any idea that he knew they were together.

Well, not Hank, but Trishna knew that Noel was going through something. Ever since he saw them kissing in the courtyard, Noel had been incredibly distant from Trishna, outright avoiding her in most cases too. Trishna had no idea what she did wrong, but, god, did it hurt her. She could feel Noel slipping away from her by the minute and she really didn't want to lose her best friend brother without even getting to know what she did and apologizing for it.

It took longer than she would've liked to admit, but after a few more days of this distant treatment, Trishna finally worked up the nerve and caught Noel before he left school to ask what was up.

Noel knows what he's doing is petty..., it's not Trishna's fault she was being stolen from him by a grotesque rat. But it was all he knew to do with himself, he couldn't face her when he was in such a dark pit, not when she didn't even know that he knew she and Hank were dating.

And yet, here he was, being confronted by her for the very reason he was trying to avoid her. Tried as he might, he could not divert the conversation topic away from the issue either... He mentally cursed and praised Trishna in that regard, she was always so incredibly smart. So, he took a deep breath and told her.

He told her everything, from how he caught them in the courtyard that day, to his spiraling, to why he had been avoiding her in the first place; he was scared of losing her to Hank.

Learning of how awful her relationship with Hank was making Noel feel, Trishna couldn't help but feel bad herself... She would never in a million years wish Noel harm and knowing that she did just that, even indirectly, made her want to start sobbing. (Which she almost did.)

As Trishna was super quick to apologize, explaining her point of view, and asking what she could do to make it up to him, Noel started to get this funny idea...

He really didn't think this was going to be a possibility, but he had to give it a shot, he needed her to be rid of Hank.

In the most guilt-trippy way possible, Noel Gruber, Trishna's best friend and brother figure, says that he would forgive her if she stopped dating Hank. This could all be over and everything could go back to like how it used to be if she were to break off the just blossoming relationship she had with the boy she's been crushing on forever...

Oh Noel..., how did you always make these things so hard on her?

Not that she could ever say no to him.

It took no more than a day for Trishna to nervously call up Hank, Noel right by her side supporting her through every step of the way, and tell him that their relationship was over and that he couldn't he couldn't see her anymore. As confused and sad as Hank was, he accepted it before she blocked him for good.

After this incident, Trishna goes out of her way at every opportunity she can to show Noel she cares, never wanting him to feel as bad as he did then again.

She is also quick to stop dating for that exact reason.

Mischa Bachinski:

Mischa Bachinski was totally okay with this.

In fact, this was probably bound to happen at some point and he's just glad this obstacle was going to be dealt with so early into their relationship.

Sure, Trishna's blushing cheeks and Hank's flustered grin made him feel slightly nauseated the more he watched the two spew out their feelings for one another, but as he said, this was only a small issue in his and Trishna's romantic journey.

He's not worried at all even when the two start getting kind of touchy in a non-platonic way or when he sees Hank holding Trishna's chin so she can't look away from him and his gentle gaze.

It's just a phase..., that's what he keeps telling himself as his hands clench watching the scene in front of him.

It's just like what happened with him and Talia. For so long, months of his life were dedicated to that woman. He was so sure he loved her..., that he wanted to fly back to Ukraine, marry the girl, and spend the rest of his days growing old with her.

But that wasn't what he wanted, he thanked Trishna for showing him the truth that he never loved Talia, she was only a distraction as he waited for Trishna to show up in his life.

And now, he supposes it's his turn to show her that he's the only one she needs as well.

Even if watching them kiss made him feel absolutely miserable, he could endure it if it meant that she'd eventually open her eyes to the truth.

Mischa will wait for her. He waits for weeks after Hank and Trishna's relationship starts, waiting for the day that Trishna will come running to him to tell him that she was wrong and Hank wasn't right for her, he was.

Any day now.

...

What is this?

Officially speaking, it had been 4 months since Trishna and Hank started dating and there had been no signs of change with Trishna.

There had been no days where she even looked slightly off about the whole relationship, no days where she thought twice about going out with Hank, no days where she looked at Mischa and had everything click in that pretty little head of hers.

Something was wrong, but Mischa hadn't a clue on what.

Every single time he read a message from Trishna saying that she wouldn't text him for a while since she'd be on a date with Hank and every single time Hank had come up to him asking for gift or activity ideas for the two's next date he was seriously starting to tweak out.

He hated thinking that this is what Trishna must've felt as he was still going out with Talia, this waiting game was agonizing...

And in all honesty, watching the pair act all lovey-dovey was giving him some bad memories of all his time wasted on Talia, he thought he was so in love with her that he didn't even question their love-

Oh, that's what's happening.

Trishna, the love of his life and the girl whom he would walk to the moon and back for was just confused. Trishna thinks she's in love with Hank, she thinks she's in love with him so she doesn't even question their relationship and that's why she hasn't noticed her true feelings. How could he have been so blind to notice?

He needs to redirect her, she just needs guidance so she can see that she loves him and that Hank is just standing in their way.

Mischa was incredibly confident that he figured it all out and pretty much immediately made up his plan. Over the course of the next few weeks, he would try to subtly redirect her, get her to see that he was all that she needed. He would be more touchy than usual, he made her cancel dates to hang out with him, etc.

But of course, Trishna didn't exactly get the hint with just that..., so he tried to be even more direct and then even more direct, so on and so forth until even he could recognize that it just wasn't going to work out.

In all reality, his plan did the exact opposite and after a while of his plan backfiring on him, Trishna caught on and told him, "Look, I know you are worried for me and all, but Hank is really sweet and I do love him. You don't need to look out for me anymore."

As her words reach him, his smile faltering and his hand gripping his phone so hard he thinks he might have cracked it, Mischa was hanging on by a thread. He has no idea how he kept himself together after hearing that or just listening to her ramble on and on about all the sweet things Hank has done for her and how she thinks he might be the one...

God, the situation was worse than he originally thought.

Mischa, as is obvious from the moment he saw Trishna and Hank get together, is in hardcore denial. His thought process was that Hank must have screwed with her head more than he thought and now he needs to fix it, for her sake.

He needs to protect her.

It didn't take long for Mischa to be able to get Hank alone in one of the school's empty corridors after school, nor did it take long for Mischa to start throwing some punches. Hank should be grateful Mischa has some semblance of self-control, or Hank would've ended up not being in this realm of existence anymore.

Hank's body was covered with bruises, scars, and everything of the like as Mischa beat the poor boy to where he practically couldn't move. Mischa was sending a message Hank should only hope needs to be sent one time.

Stay away from Trishna, end of story. Through all of Mischa's threats, that was the one point he made sure was crystal clear.

And as any normal person who is concerned for their own well-being, Hank didn't shy away from doing exactly as he was told staying far away from Trishna and avoiding her like the plague. Their relationship was officially over... yay!

Trishna was, of course, distraught at the news. The only boy she had ever loved all of a sudden didn't love her anymore and now was acting like she never existed... It was like something out of her nightmares! She cried for who knows how long in Mischa's arms, wishing and practically begging whatever god was out there that this was just some bad dream.

It wasn't though.

Commence Mischa's manipulation!

Trishna spends all of her days with Mischa glued to her hip, not even just because he wants to be there but because she desperately begs him to be there. She stays far away from any other guy, or girl for that matter, as she feels like Mischa is the only person she can trust not to hurt her. Mischa is definitely not complaining and Trishna pretty much lives in his basement now.

This is just one step to getting her to see that they were meant for each other.

Ricky Potts:

Ricky had been looking for Trishna literally everywhere...

He looked in the choir room, in the cafeteria, the library, her classes, everywhere he could possibly think of and yet she was nowhere to be found!

In all honesty, he was starting to get a little frustrated... He knows she gets to school early, so where else could she be?

The only place he had yet to check was the courtyard, primarily because the grass made it difficult to maneuver around, but also because he tended to avoid spaces with a lot of people. But with Trishna being found nowhere else, he can't really afford to be picky, can he?

That's how he found himself walking along the pavement, avoiding any student who he did pass by in the weirdly empty courtyard. He was really close to just calling it quits..., Trishna hadn't even been responding to his texts so he might as well just go sit somewhere and dream up some more adventures in Zolar, but then he heard something...

Whipping his head to the side, just past two oak trees was Trishna with Hank, both of them holding hands and blushing like there's no tomorrow.

Admittedly, the sight made his nose scrunch up and his brows furrow... His mind prancing around with different possibilities as to what could have been happening here.

He knew of Trishna's crush on Hank, but they were still just friends, right? ...Nothing was happening to change that status, right?

...

As Ricky neared the pair, he heard her say those things. He heard Trishna exclaiming her love for none other than Hank, saying how she's always loved him and praising him like he just cured world hunger. She really was truly enamoured with him and that made Ricky's heart break a little.

And then came Hank's confession, accepting Trishna as his girlfriend and professing his love with all the sappy words he could've possibly come up with.

Maybe Ricky shouldn't have let this continue... Maybe he should've put a stop to this the moment he saw them both together, their love for each other as clear as crystal. Ricky shouldn't have been so careless as to let Hank steal Trishna away from him.

Ricky Potts was never truly a bitter person, life has never been particularly kind to him and he doesn't see a reason to wallow in self-pity if that's how it's always going to be. But watching this scene straight out of a movie playing out in front of him, watching Hank's lips reach for hers, and watching them share such an intimate moment... Yeah, he does feel bitter.

It was a bitter feeling that he'd never felt in his 17 years of life, one that was etched into the fiber of his very soul as it tried to drag him into a pit of despair with no way out.

It pleads for him to give up and just accept that this was happening and that he and Trishna were never meant to be.

This was just how his world was.

...But it doesn't have to be.

He didn't have to just sit here and watch his crush get stolen away from some other guy, he didn't have to just stand by helpless like every other moment in his life, he didn't need to endure this. The savior of Zolar wouldn't stand for this, so why should he?

It was there on out where he made a plan, he had found his sense of urgency and was going to get Trishna back even if it meant playing a little dirty. He needed her, in this cruel world where she only understood him, he couldn't have his one lifeline taken away from him. Surely, she needed him to right? Why else would she have been so endlessly kind to him? What would explain why she told him things she's told no one else? They needed each other.

The next couple of days had gone by like the flicker of a light, while Trishna and Hank had fun being in their newfound relationship, Ricky spent those days coming up with his plan. Ricky was the strongest guy out there, nor was he inexplicably smart, but he knew how to get under people's skin. Ricky was observant.

He was already pretty engrained into Trishna's life, they were best friends after all, so they spent lots of time together. So, it wouldn't be suspicious for Ricky to just want a bit more time with his friend, no? it's not weird of him to make her cancel dates with Hank or take up all of her time so she can't go talking to him.

He just missed her is all.

Trishna and Ricky were close before, but after this, they were incredibly close-knit, spending every second of their lives together.

Trishna would sometimes feel like she was suffocating from how much time she spent with Ricky..., they were just always together and it felt like she never had time for anyone but him with how much she felt the need to cater to him. Heck, she hadn't seen Hank in weeks!

That's probably why it wasn't that surprising when Hank had asked her to talk to him, only to reveal when they got to a more secluded area that he thought they should break up.

His tone was gentle, and his words were flowery as he tried to make it not seem like it was all her fault, but she knew the truth. She hadn't been a very good girlfriend to him. Although the truth hurt, it hurt so badly that she had to split up with the guy who the light of her life, but she could tell it was for the best.

It wouldn't be fair to either of them if she made him stay in a relationship where they couldn't tend to each other's needs.

They were no longer together, Trishna and Hank's relationship was no more and Ricky felt like he had won the jackpot.

He was so relieved she could see that Hank wasn't meant for her, surely now she could see that he was all that she needed.

Penny Lamb:

If anyone were to ask why Penny Lamb was standing behind a tree, hands gripping onto its bark for dear life at 6:30 AM on a Monday, she wouldn't have answered and likely would've just kept glaring at the tall brown-haired individual in front of her.

Hank.

That's a name that as of right this moment is making her blood boil.

Who does he think he is, accepting Trishna's love and confessing to the shorter girl as well, he knows she cares for Trishna deeply, so what made him think this was an acceptable thing to do?

Penny never considered herself an angry person, often avoiding conflict as much as possible even if it put her in harm's way, but right now, she was seriously starting to believe that she could be.

Trishna has feelings for Hank, she knows that everyone knows that, but it's just because Trishna doesn't know how great Penny can treat her! Hank doesn't care as much as she does, he doesn't care about her interests, her fears, her struggles, Penny does! She just needs to get Trishna to see that.

Then Trishna would know that she cares, that she loves her more than anyone else could ever possibly know. Trishna could see that she didn't need Hank, Ocean, or Noel, she needed no one else other than her.

She doesn't need that boy.

...The boy was currently passionately kissing her lips while his arms snaked around her waist.

And Trishna was reciprocating, making the hatred Penny had for Hank grow 10 times more.

Penny couldn't take watching this anymore, it was like torture watching Trishna love him the way she should love her. Penny needed to end it, and she needed to end it now.

Before the two's kiss could end, Penny walked up beside Trishna, trying to subdue her anger for at least a minute to get Trishna away from Hank. She tapped Trishna on the shoulder, startling Trishna and Hank, and ever so slyly asked Trishna if she could help her with something, throwing in a fake apology in there for good measure.

Trishna, not wanting to upset her friend or not help Penny in her time of need, was quick to nod and say goodbye to Hank, letting Penny lead her to god knows where for her "help."

Although Penny was jumping inside for joy that her tactic actually worked, she knew this was far from over. Their relationship wasn't going to dissipate overnight after all, and if she learned a thing or two from Ocean, words could hurt.

Penny was more than glad to hurt Hank in any way she could.

And hurt she did.

It started small, just a few negative comments about his appearance, intellect, character, and anything she could nitpick about Hank, she did.

Then her words started to grow more nasty, nothing too bad, but definitely enough for Trishna to notice and take the information in, being reminded of Penny's words every time she looked at the boy she loved.

There were a few times Trishna would ask Penny to be nicer, but that maybe only lasted for a few days before Penny was right back at it. It wasn't like she was telling lies, just the harsh truth. She shouldn't have to settle for anything less than what she deserves and he is definitely bottom of the barrel.

And then came the blame game, Penny would make up tons of photos and videos as "proof" that Hank wasn't as good as he makes himself out to be.

Penny was a good storyteller, Ezra could tell you that much, which is why her stories of catching him doing horrible acts seemed so real, so plausible to Trishna. Whatever Penny set her mind to, she made it out to be like it actually happened.

For so long, through all of this negativity and horror stories about what Hank was "really like," Trishna felt herself wanting to be farther and farther away from him.

She really did try to not see it this way, to defend his honor and say that he wouldn't do these horrible things that Penny supposably saw, but it got to a point where she was tired of defending him. Where she would look at another photo of him doing something illegal and she could only mutter, "Oh, Hank..."

How could she defend someone who only kept doing the things that she swore were a one-time mistake? She just couldn't, she slipped farther and farther from Hank's grasp, not being near the doting girlfriend she was before.

And one day, she just broke.

Trishna went to him after choir practice and broke it off, explaining how she couldn't be with someone who acted like he did. Hank did try to defend himself, saying how he never had done such things and was baffled at the photoshopped pictures and deepfake videos of him doing things he could never dream of, but Trishna was done with the lies.

Just like the kiss, Penny saw the whole thing, from Trishna leading him to a private area to her breaking their relationship off, to Hank trying to defend himself, and so on and so forth. Penny was immensely glad all her hard work paid off, that there was no point where Trishna thought she was seriously lying and wanted to break their friendship off.

Because Trishna knows she's only doing what's best for her.

Trishna knows deep down that Hank was only a minor setback that was just meant to show her how much Penny loves her.

Penny couldn't care less if it was the morally wrong thing to do because Trishna was hers.

Constance Blackwood:

"I love you, I love you so much that I think I might actually die if I can't spend the rest of my life with you. You are the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I go to bed... It hurts how much I love you, please, tell me this isn't just me. Please tell me that you love me as well..."

Those words rang in Constance's ears like firecrackers on July 1st, echoing in her mind as she felt her body shaking, tears springing up in her brown eyes.

This was it, the biggest joke life has ever played on Constance Blackwood, the biggest prank of all time.

Watching her crush confess to another person.

The world never liked her, did it? With all its mocking words, cruel pranks, and the awful way it made her feel, nothing was ever going to change and she would be stuck in the hell hole known as Uranium forever alone.

Watching Trishna and Hank stare at each other lovingly, Hank accepting her confession with his own words of devotion to her, hurt Constance to her very soul.

She thought Trishna was different, she thought that this time, life had thrown her bone and there was finally some light at the end of its treacherous tunnel.

Constance thought she finally, truly loved.

How could she have been so wrong?

And watching the one person she thought was different in this town kiss someone that wasn't her made her actually want to bawl... Like, it was tearing her already fragile heart apart, and had to look away before it could leave it permanently scarred (like it wasn't already.)

But of course, Constance wasn't going to speak out.

She wasn't going to go up to them and tell Trishna how much watching them get together hurts her, she wasn't going to allow herself to be selfish this once and proclaim her love for Trishna right in front of Hank, she wasn't going to do that.

It was going to be like how it always was.

Constance Blackwood was going to walk away as if nothing happened, as if her whole life wasn't crashing at the seams even if it was.

Trishna was her whole life, the only girl she even had the slightest thought make like her back, the only girl who she didn't pressure herself to always be "okay" around.

Her whole world was crashing and there was nothing she could ever do to stop it.

...

Trishna knew something was off with Constance.

Lately, the girl had been really distant from her, always holding onto some kind of tension, and even sometimes flat-out avoiding her.

Trishna wouldn't have made a big deal out of it normally, maybe she just wanted some space away from her? She could respect that. But as days turned into weeks turned into a good 2 months, Trishna was getting more worried by the minute...

They used to be so close, what happened to make things change this dramatically? Did Trishna do something wrong...? Did she really make Constance, the nicest girl in town, upset?

She couldn't help but wonder...

Constance on the other hand, was just trying to avoid her feelings of heartbreak like the plague, even if that meant avoiding Trishna a lot of the time. She just couldn't take it some days... Looking at Trishna was a reminder of everything that she has ever dealt with in life, all the pain and hurt. Even if she loved Trishna so dearly, she couldn't do that to herself.

The only solace Trishna had in this trying time was Hank, her ever-so-loving boyfriend whom she adored.

She had mentioned this issue to him a couple of times, Hank's usual advice being to give Constance some space and she will open back up over time. But seeing Trishna so worried as she brought up the problem again, he knew he needed to take a different approach to it.

He gives her a quick peck on the lips, something that always managed to keep the rambling girl at least a bit quieter, and he gives the simple advice, "Maybe instead of just waiting around and worrying, you should go ask her what's wrong." Trishna was really tempted to kick herself for not thinking of that.

With Hank's advice in mind, Trishna planned the first sleepover the girls would have in months, a seemingly innocent afternoon that Constance admitted she needed to have desperately. Maybe these silly feelings can reside and their relationship can just go back to how it used to be.

What Constance wasn't in fact ready for was for Trishna, in the middle of making popcorn for a movie they were going to watch later, to ask out of nowhere, "Why have you been avoiding me these past few months? ...Did I do something wrong?"

Of course, Constance denied that saying that she didn't do anything wrong and using the excuse that she was just hanging out with Ocean more, but Trishna was quick to see through this.

After a bit of back and forth between the two girls, Constance finally broke down and said it, saying what had been on her mind these as of late.

...Well, everything but the fact that she was hopelessly in love with the girl, but can you blame her when she was already at her lowest?

She told her how she caught them confessing a while back and how she doesn't like Hank, admitting to Trishna that she thinks she should break up with the boy, for Trishna's sake. It was, a lot to take in for Trishna, to hear her best friend doesn't like the boy she's been dating and has been crushing on since forever, but more so, she was incredibly sad that her relationship was causing Constance so much grief.

Of course, she wants to say Hank isn't a bad guy and that she was just being a worrywart, but watching Constance just break down, crying in her arms as she explains everything to her... Trishna didn't want to hurt her anymore.

It took a good chunk of time but even more, tissues before Constance was finally calmed down, her heart laid out vulnerably in front of Trishna as she silently begged her not to break it.

Constance's eyes said it all, no longer bright and happy, but racked with grief. She will no be the bearer of pain to Constance and no longer, she can't, or how she still call herself this girl's friend?

With a sigh, she promised Constance right then and there that she would break up with Hank.

Constance Blackwood was finally shown some of the light she should have been given such a long time ago.

[sincerely-astra]

Hi, may I request yandere rtc choir x toko fukawa! reader?

☁️Yandere Choir x Toko Fukawa!Reader🌧️

⚠️WARNING: General Yandere content, written with a fem reader in mind but no gender is explicitly stated, and potentially some Toko Fukawa bashing- Sorry, I just find it hard not to mention some of her bad qualities at the beginning. :'(⚠️

Ocean O’Connell Rosenberg:

"S-Shoo! How many times do I have to tell you to leave me alone!? I-Is it so amusing to see such an u-ugly girl cry, huh?"

Those words, along with a few others Ocean couldn't make out from around the corner filled the empty hallway after school. As she peered around the corner, Ocean couldn't help but roll her eyes at the scene in front of her. Seriously? Another bullying incident?? Look, she gets it. It must be hard not to be as successful as her, but come on, there are so many better ways to spend your time than harassing people!

So, as the model student she is, she struts over to the lot with a click of her tongue to sort it out. As soon as the group of bullies noticed Ocean coming over, they were quick to hurry along, not wanting to deal with whatever lecture they knew was waiting for them. Believe her, she really wanted to go after them too, but she was in a rush already since she needed to get to choir after she helped you out.

Ocean turns towards you, ready to scold you for god knows what before you cut her off with a rather... interesting comment. "Fighting with students on campus is strictly prohibited!-" "What, a-are you here to mess with me too?? O-Or are you some kind of w-weirdo who thinks helping me from some bullies w-will get me to make out with you o-or something!?"

...Yeah, Ocean felt her jaw drop a bit from that, feeling so confused and offended that you would even think that about her. She quickly retorts with, "What!? No, I was just trying to help you out because I'm a good person!" To which you responded, "Sure..., I-I bet you just did that so I'll owe you something! D-Don't try to d-deny it!!"

Your conversation very quickly escalated after that with Ocean trying to prove her innocence and you not believing her in the slightest. Seriously, it took a good 15 minutes of you two going back and forth with this before you finally relented and said, "God, f-fine, thanks for getting rid of them... J-Just don't expect me t-to give you something for it, g-got that!?" That was enough for Ocean to move on with her day gloating that she had done yet another good deed.

After this initial meeting, Ocean would bump into you occasionally, most of those meetings ending up like the first one. To say you were a lot was the understatement of the century and that's coming from Ocean... From how insecure you were to the awful assumptions you would throw at her, normal people would take this as a sign to just leave you alone.

But as is obvious, this is Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg we are talking about and there was something about you that deeply interested her. In fact, it was so interesting that Ocean from the day she met you gained yet another purpose in her school life, to fix you.

The first way she was gonna do that was by getting you to join the choir! Who doesn't want to add more extra-curriculars to their school lives? It looks great for colleges and gives Ocean more of a reason to talk to you! ...Which she already does a lot now by how often she goes up to you to try and convince you to join the choir.

Through her constant pestering, she even learned some more things about you! Like, that you had a pet stink bug named Kameko which Ocean can't help but find cute but also extremely weird.

She also knows of your extreme phobia of blood, the dark, and ghosts. You also had a habit of mentioning someone else, a girl who clearly gives you great distress, but you always backpedal before Ocean can get any more information. She has tried before to push you to talk about it, but you are very good at deflecting it.

Occasionally, she'd also get snippets of your writing, which Ocean can't help but envy... She's never met anyone with as much skill in literature as you and as much as she wishes she had that, reading whatever snippets you allow her to always manages to leave her in awe.

She honestly can't say she regrets trying to get you into the choir, it's the reason she's become close acquaintances with you after all. However, the more she gets to know you past all the extremities in the front you put up to protect yourself, the more she has a deep-seated urge inside of her that wants to know you more and spend more time with you...

And luckily for her, you couldn't take any more of her nagging and finally joined the choir, much to your initial displeasure.

Ocean was beyond ecstatic to see you walk into the choir room during one of their practices, knowing she had gotten to you. From then on, you and Ocean were pretty much attached to the hip with the excuse from Ocean being that, "As the lead singer of the choir, it is my duty to help you settle in!" Deep down, you knew that couldn't have been the whole truth, but as much as you expressed that thought to Ocean, she didn't budge.

It wasn't all bad though, Ocean was one of the better people to stick beside as her strong-willed nature could stand against whatever your insecurities made you feel about her. Plus, it's nice to have someone with similar intellect to talk to about literature.

With both of your firey personalities, you do get into some actual arguments sometimes, but after you both take time to cool off, you come running back to each other eventually.

Whenever you two become friends, all of the bullying you experience pretty much stops. With Ocean hanging around you all the time, it's hard for anyone to even get a word in when she goes off at them for even looking at you wrong. Despite how often she tends to push people down (she's getting better,) she is also very protective of her friends.

She's tried to get you to join her and Constance for sleepovers before, but you usually refuse for whatever arbitrary reason you can come up with like something self-deprecating or something about how you don't have time for it. If she ever does get you to join them though, she will be the 2nd best person to do it (the first being Constance) with as she is on top of whatever you need to have the night be enjoyable. She will literally bring a night light so you don't have to sleep in the dark, novels for you to read, and whatever else she can think of to keep you happy.

Ocean goes to you a lot for book recommendations since she reads a lot, most books she ends up tearing through and finishing in like, a day.

Ocean had really never thought your phobia of blood would ever come up after that one-off mention when she first learned about it. You guys were in school after all, it wasn't like blood was bound to be everywhere in St. Cassian, so when she gave herself a paper cut, she didn't think anything of it. In fact, she honestly forgot about it, just mentally cursing at herself as the cut stung on her finger...

And then she met her.

Genocide Jack.

As soon as she heard your body hit the ground before you quickly stood back up, your eyes turning red, and your personality doing a complete 180, Ocean knew she was in for a lot more than she signed up for. Genocide Jack was very different, she was so much more outgoing and uncouth than you, and her personality and violent outbursts baffled Ocean.

Ocean had to admit, Genocide Jack scared her a lot... It took her a good minute to accept what was happening in the first place and that she was talking to your alter, but to have said alter literally flat out say to her face that she murders "cute boys..." Ocean really thought her parent's weed must have gotten to her at this point.

You did sneeze at some point when Ocean was mid-freak out, returning back to your old self. As soon as you saw the look on her face, you knew what happened and that you had a lot of explaining to do.

Was Ocean any less scared of Jack after you explained everything? No. Was she less confused? Barely. Was she at least glad to know how she could prevent getting Jack aggravated at her? Yep.

Ocean has always been a bragger, why wouldn't she be when she is by far the most accomplished in all of Uranium? But that trait gets 100x worse when you are around. She gloats and inflates her self-esteem a lot, mainly because she wants to impress you. She just needs to have you think highly of her like how she thinks highly of you.

But don't worry too much about it either, because she will hype you up just as much if not even more than she does herself. You are obviously so much more intelligent and mature than everyone else in St. Cassian and you should know it! Really, you two are the only ones who are on the same level, that's why you need her and she needs you.

Now, you may be wondering about how Ocean fell in love with someone like you? After all, you are both very opposite in your personalities and beliefs.

The answer to that is... Ocean doesn't quite know.

There was just suddenly one day where when she looked at you, her heart started racing. Her hands started to grow sweaty as she glanced at your hands ever so often, wanting nothing more than to hold them. It was like a switch was flipped and instead of just wanting to be your best friend, she wanted to be so much more than that.

For a while, she almost blames you for it... There's just no way she's in love with a girl, or even in love at all! You had to have done something to make her feel this way, surely!! ...It took a while to admit to herself that, that wasn't the case and she just really liked you.

She likes you so much that you consume pretty much all of her waking thoughts and her dreams which is strangely okay with her. It's totally normal, nothing to be concerned about! Everyone imagines their crush becoming so co-dependent to them that they can't even look at other people, very normal indeed.

Remember how you used to deny having sleepovers with Ocean and Constance? Well, say goodbye to that because you will be having so many sleepovers with Ocean (just her) that she does not allow you to skip out on. In all honestly, she just always wants to be near you which is why she drags you to her house every day after school to spend even more time with her, It's not like her parents even notice she's there.

...Have I mentioned that she may have stolen a pair of scissors or two when you sleep? Because she has and she keeps them in the box under her bed that's filled with a ton of other things of yours.

Ocean treats you so well, like, she makes your bed, does your laundry, helps you study, whatever she can do to help you, she does.

No matter how many times you get a bit insecure and berate her for something, she literally sticks to you like a leech. She knows you don't actually mean it and she would rather die than get really mad at you.

Ocean also eventually learns to co-exist with Jack because you know, she's your alter and she isn't going away any time soon. It does definitely take a while for them to get along, but once Jack officially stops murdering people and becomes softer to Ocean, they are fine.

No matter what you say, she really thinks you are pretty. She loves your hair and clothing, all of it.

Ocean would probably die if you wrote a novel about her, like, she'd be so flustered and giddy at the same time. She'd have so many copies of the book and show it off any chance she gets.

What can she say, your love for her is now immortalized forever. :)

Noel Gruber:

Most days that Noel had to work at Taco Bell were unbelievably boring. In fact, Noel would say that a good 95% of his shifts have been completely uneventful, the other 5% being the rare few shifts where either a fight broke out or something interesting was happening in some other store at the mall. It's not necessarily bad per se, but it does make Noel drag his feet when getting ready for work since he knows it won't be anything special.

Today was going to be just like any other day in Uranium, plain and boring. Really, why must graduation be so far away... All he wishes to do in this life is move to France, must that be so difficult?

This mindset plagued Noel as he walked through the mall, the Taco Bell he works at just in sight. His lips spill out a sigh as he approaches his work sooner and sooner, only for him to be stopped by yelling.

"Are you Toko Fukawa!?" "Oh my god, she is! You know, I just love your book, "So Lingers The Ocean!"" "Will you please sign my copy of, "Blue Thread from the Scarred Mountains?""

Noel had no idea there was a celebrity in town... Around here, you'd think that would be the news of the century. He turns to see what the commotion is about, wondering if he saw the person's face then maybe he'd recognize some of their works, but as he pushes his way through the ever-growing crowd of people he is met with the face of some high schooler. Noel's brows quickly furrowed, confusion immediately settling in.

...Who was this? He thought maybe seeing her face would help remind him, but he still had no clue who this supposed celebrity was. What he can tell is that she is a high school girl who is getting harassed by her own fans, and the frustrated and uncomfortable look on her face is blatantly telling him that she does not want to be in this situation. Now, this isn't anywhere near his problem to deal with, he knows he should just get a move on and get to work.

But he had to admit this was interesting and he did feel bad that she was being harrassed like this... So, he did the one thing he knew to do at this point and he grabbed her wrist to quickly drag her away from the paparazzi. It took a few twists and turns for them to finally lose the fans, but Noel eventually got them to a more private spot.

You immediately ripped your wrist out of his grip, Noel taking a deep breath after the unexpected exercise. "Sorry, I just thought you needed to get away-" "W-Why did you drag me here you p-pervert!? W-What kind of s-sick fantasies do you have!?!?" You cut him off, a distrustful look on your face as you back away from him. Noel couldn't even get a word in as you kept coming at him with obscene accusations, all of which he tried to keep denying before you accused him of something else. He felt like you were just going in circles at this point...

After a good 5 minutes, he was finally able to say, "Look, I didn't take you here to do anything weird with you, all I was trying to do was help someone who looked uncomfortable. My bad for having morals I guess, now if you'll excuse I'm late for work." At this point, he was kind of done with the conversation and just wanted to go to work. (Which he literally never wants to do so-) And as he left you there, now very annoyed that his one attempt to be nice to an absolute stranger went horribly, he did hear you say something but it was too muffled for him to hear or care. He just went along with his day like usual..., albeit, now late.

His day was pretty tame after that, once the paparazzi left, the mall was pretty quiet aside from some older couples. He even got cut early for a change, so at least there was that.

He finished taking off his uniform in the mall restrooms and was on his way out the mall doors before he heard a, "W-Wait!" Only to turn around and see you walking up to him. He was honestly just gonna leave you there, done with your shenanigans for the day, but you quickly stopped him as you apologized for acting the way you did. Granted, you did it in a roundabout fashion and were still being a bit rude, but it was nonetheless different than what he thought you were gonna say. Noel just shrugged and said, "Whatever, it's not a big deal," before finally leaving, feeling slightly better about you and the day as a whole.

From then on, you'd occasionally visit Noel at his job in the mall. It was a bit weird for both of you but you both also never mentioned it. He also saw you walking around school and you two talked a bit more there.

Noel wasn't going to lie to himself, he knew you were pretty extreme to be around, but when you've been around people like Mischa and Ocean for more than a few hours, you learn to grow accustomed to the most eccentric of people.

Plus, when you weren't so hung up on him secretly wishing you the worst for something he didn't even know he did, he can see how intelligent you actually are which is a rarity in Uranium.

You were actually the one who decided to become friends with Noel but believe you, it was a very spur-of-the-moment decision.

See, Noel had been raving about a book that had apparently inspired his all-time favorite movie, The Blue Angel. The only issue was that said book, Professor Unrat, wasn't going to be coming to Uranium any time soon—nothing ever did. Yet, did that stop Noel from talking your ear off about it? If anything, it encouraged him.

He had wanted that book so badly..., so because you were totally tired of hearing him yap about it (Not because you care about him, what-), you used your liberties of being a well-known author to get your hands on one. It was exceedingly difficult to get one to Uranium, but somehow, someway, you managed to get your hands on one and it was even signed by the book's late author.

Whenever the book finally reached Noel's hands, it was after choir practice and he was walking you home. After you stammered through your totally not fake reasoning on why you got him such a gift, Noel immediately bombarded you with questions and thank yous like his life depended on it. He meant it too, he had been wanting this book for so long and he never even thought you actually listened to his rants about it... It was quite literally the most thoughtful gift he had gotten in a long time.

Though, as Noel kept pressing for your reasoning on why you went out of your way to get him said book, you flusteredly shut him up with, "W-Whatever..., this is just something f-friends do for one another, right? S-So stop bothering me about i-it!" You really hadn't even meant to call you both friends, it just fell out as you desperately tried to defend yourself from Noel's growing curiosity. Yet he didn't mention it, nor did you bring it up again so..., so it could only be assumed that it was true. You both were friends.

It was only natural that after you got your hands on that book, Noel would grow pretty curious about your talent. After all, even if he's never heard of you, to be able to get a signed copy of Professor Unrat was quite the feat.

You weren't shy about showing off your talents either, despite how insecure you can get, this was the one thing you were proud of, that you knew was worth all the constant praise it got. After letting Noel read a few of your works, he was honestly completely dumbfounded he hadn't heard of you before. Your writing was nothing to scoff at and as a romance novel enjoyer, it was safe to say for him that these were immediately going into his collection when he got home!

Yes, your writing is that good, and yes he will constantly ask if he can read the WIPs you have.

One thing with Noel is that he has the most roundabout way of making you feel not insecure about yourself. Like, any time you start feeling bad or start beating yourself up over something, he will say, "Do you think I'd seriously hang out with you if you were really that bad? Get a grip, how badly do you think of me?" Basically, you are gonna have to be forced to see how great you are because if not, that means you are insulting his best friend, which believe him, you don't want to do.

Noel's love language is words of affirmation, so as much as he's fine with tolerating whatever insult you or others throw his way, please throw him a bone every once in a while and compliment him, he needs it...

In turn, whatever your love language is, Noel will be sure to accommodate that every once in a while. He might deny that he was doing it because he knows you like it at first, but know deep down he does think about you and tries to be good to you.

Now, when Noel finally decides he's ready to come out to you, he kind of has trouble deciding how to do it. I mean, coming out is never easy, but it's especially hard when it's coming out to someone who you truly cherish and care about.

So, that's why like the coward he unfortunately has to admit he's being at this moment... He decides the best way to tell you and to not potentially get his feelings hurt so fast is to write you a letter. Maybe if you hate him after then you can at least appreciate the penmanship or something.

It took a good weekend for him to finish the letter as he wanted it to be clear, concise, and as perfect as it could be. The next Monday morning, he slips it into your locker and practically runs off as he tries to find someplace away from you as quickly as possible, again, just in case things go South. Whenever you got to school, saw, and read the letter... you just knew you had to find Noel immediately.

You looked everywhere you could think of to find him, from the library to the courtyard, to the cafeteria, yet he wasn't anywhere to be found. It took up almost all of your time before classes to find him in his favorite hiding spot he decided to share with you, under the stairs by the math classes. You were smart, so he knew you would find him here eventually but no matter how long he had to prepare for what you were about to say next was enough time to prepare him for a possible friendship breakup...

But the relief he felt when you hurriedly spouted out your acceptance of him, followed by a brief hug was far enough to make all that anxiety worth it. He knows it was silly to think you of all people wouldn't accept him for something like this, but his fears get to him sometimes.

He really is just glad it turned out okay.

Little did Noel know though, was that you both weren't done here for you had a secret you wanted to share with him too. With Noel coming out, something was telling you that you needed him to know about her, that he needed to be told the truth if you both wanted this friendship to last.

That's how Noel met Genocide Jack, otherwise known as just, Jack.

Although at the moment, you didn't allow your murderous alter to come out, afraid of what she might do and say to Noel, you were able to give Noel a pretty good idea of who she was. Jack was a psychotic killer who, in your own words, was absolutely insane.

The more and more Noel learned of Jack, the more he felt just bad for you... Sure, it was a little unsettling to know that your alter was in fact a serial killer, but she wasn't you. You shouldn't have grown through all that you've gone through, you shouldn't have to deal with knowing that your alter goes out and murders a bunch of men, you shouldn't have to deal with the utter guilt and awful feelings of it all. You deserved so much more than that. You were just a child.

...

You won't have to worry anymore, Noel isn't gonna let you worry. If there's one good thing in Uranium, it's you. You are the only good thing in Uranium and the only good thing in his life, believe him, he needs you. So from now on, don't worry about bullies, your parents, the guilt, or anything else, he wants to see you happy. If he has to break a few noses to achieve that, then so be it.

Noel wasn't going to leave your side ever again.

He actually means that too, because he will not be leaving you alone. If you thought you were clingy, Noel is 100x worse than that.

Not gonna lie, I can imagine discovering Monique was quite the experience for you.

Noel had let you read some of his poetry, most of them being from the perspective of Monique, though he never clarified that. He just said that it was written from the perspective of a character he made up. He was hoping you wouldn't notice how deeply personal the writing was or the occasionally sexual undertones they carry..., which was really stupid considering you are the ultimate writing prodigy.

Of course, you found out about Monique. It was exactly difficult as you kept pressing Noel on all the weird details and themes of each piece, eventually making the truth spill out of him. He was a little embarrassed when you found out, but it's not like you were judging him too harshly so he got over it pretty quickly.

If you ever get tired of going to Ocean for writing critiques, then Noel is gonna be your second-best bet. He isn't as skilled in writing as you but he is a great beta-reader for your more romance-heavy books.

That also gives him a chance to brag to other people that he gets to read your books before they go out the public. :)

Now, Noel knows you, there will probably be a day when you see a man you like and no matter how terribly he treats you, you keep going after him anyway... And as much as Noel hates that possibility, he knows you crave romance so deeply that you'll put up with it.

Although nothing is certain for now, just know he will be breaking whatever relationship you find yourself into as soon as possible. Those people are only there to hurt you and he'll be damned before he lets that happen.

You only deserve the best and he's the only one that can give it to you.

You're family now after all and he won't let you go.

Mischa Bachinski:

There are some days when life just feels like it's repeating itself, a weird deja vu that often makes you feel too powerless to stop it.

Lately, that's the exact feeling Mischa has been having. He gets up, goes to school, goes "home," avoids his foster parents, texts Talia, sleeps, and then it repeats. Maybe he's been spending too much time in his room, but life just felt so bland and unexciting... At least if he were in Ukraine, he'd have Talia there to comfort him.

But alas, life is cruel. He can only communicate with her through the numerous texting sessions they have, never truly being able to see and feel the girl he calls the love of his life. As he walks home from school, texting Talia once more, Mischa is prepared for another boring, repetitive day. He was ready for the daily life cycle to repeat for another day.

That was before he was unceremoniously knocked into, leaving him to stumble back while the person who bumped into him fell to the ground. Mischa made a silent groan to himself as he quickly brushed off the sudden event, he wanted things to be different, yes, but this was not exactly what he had in mind... As he looks to the culprit of the interruption of his walk home, ready to tell them off for being so careless, he is instead met with your harsh words.

"H-Hey, can't you look where you're g-going!? God, is everyone here t-this stupid?" As soon as those words hit his ears, he felt his jaw clench as anger bubbled up inside of him. Immediately, Mischa shoots back, "First off, you were the one who bumped into me, and secondly, you can't be saying anything, you act just as arrogant as everyone else in this stupid town." As soon as those words left his mouth, you were quick to retort him, the conversation soon turning into a full-fledged argument. One that went on for a good 10 minutes before being interrupted by a call from Talia where Mischa finally just rolled his eyes and walked away.

Safe to say his first impression of you was anything but great..., literally finding out you went to his school the next day just made him more upset about the random argument you two had yesterday, and don't even get him started about finding out you also joined the choir! It's like life was punishing him for daring to call it boring by making him deal with someone like you.

Seriously, he found the way you were constantly defensive about everything incredibly irritating.

Not to mention how you would almost always bash the people around you from your assumptions that they had bad intentions, even if they gave you zero reason to think that...

He's quite literally begging for life to go back to normal, he cannot take this-

The only thing he is even semi-willing to give you credit for is that you are undeniably smart. From the short time he's known you, you've made it clear from how easily you can decipher meanings in songs and solve general problems just how intelligent you are...

And as much as you annoy him, he will admit through gritted teeth that you are kind of cute. Talia is better though.

You weren't exactly too fond of Mischa either, despite him being visually what you envisioned for the partner of your fairytale romance to be, he was crude and like how Mischa felt, his first impression left a lot to be desired from you.

You both were stubborn people who could only begrudgingly compliment each other on a really good day..., which is what made you standing up for him equally confusing and unexpectedly nice.

We all know how Ocean can be, there are days where she really is not as bad as she seems and there are days where she is the most insufferable person on the planet.

Today it was the ladder.

All day, Ocean had been really just getting on everyone's nerves with her constant critiques, especially Mischa. Maybe it was just because his one respite in the form of talking to Talia was slipping away from him recently or maybe it was just because his hatred for Canada just seemed to be growing more by the day, but whatever it was, Mischa wasn't having any of Ocean's nagging today.

Really, nobody was, but as Ocean corrected his pronunciation for the umpteenth time, Mischa felt the final strings of his resolve snipping away inside of him, ready to just go off and finally get Ocean to stop for even just a moment. Before he could do that though, his fingers already pinching the bridge of his nose as he tried to tune Ocean out, someone else finally spoke up against her. That person of course is you.

He wasn't going to lie, he wasn't expecting you of all people to say something, maybe Noel, but definitely not you. Despite your stuttering, you were extremely eloquent and had no trouble at all in turning Ocean's ego down a few notches. Whenever you finally finished, Ocean even needed to leave the room for a few minutes while Constance rushed after her. Even Mischa had to admit that side of you was mad wicked awesome. >:)

You weren't exactly friends right after that, but it did show Mischa that you weren't as bad as everyone else here and you weren't as arrogant and selfish as he once thought out to be.

Plus, as you two did end up talking more, you ended up becoming friends! A weird combo that no one else thought was possible but ended up working out.

Mischa is kind of iffy on your talent, he does think it's neat and enjoys reading some of your works (especially if you write them in Ukranian,) but he also isn't too into the kind of literature you write. He just isn't too into romance novels as he prefers something more grittier, but if you do ask him to read something of yours, he will do it.

He will also definitely ask for your advice when making his songs, even if it's not your thing, and it has actually helped his rapping career so much. I'm not even joking, his raps are actually half-listenable now.

You two still do get into fights from time to time but even in some of your bigger arguments, you two are weirdly drawn to each other and one of you ends up apologizing in the end.

He is always extremely careful with you when it comes to your phobias since he'd just hate for you to feel scared or uncomfortable around him.

Mischa will be making you watch all the Saw movies, which are unnegotiable, he will, however, let you pick apart whatever plot holes you see in them as an exchange. Rest assured though, he will be fighting you on every single hole you point out unless he's proven very wrong.

As you are one of Mischa's only friends, he pretty much tells you everything which includes Talia. Now, you obviously haven't spoken to Talia and you are pretty sure she only knows you exist through a few mentions from Mischa, but you were extremely suspicious of her when Mischa first told you about her. However, any time you brought it, Mischa would shut you down real quick, making it clear that Talia was not going to be something debatable if you wanted to keep your friendship intact.

So, you didn't, no matter how much it irked you when Mischa would complain about Talia growing more and more distant as of late, you kept your mouth shut about it (surprisingly.)

But then came the breakup.

You were going over to Mischa's house, like usual on the weekends since your house was strictly forbidden. Once your feet reached the porch of his home, you texted him that you were there and were ready to wait for him to eventually retrieve you and bring you down to his room. Mischa was oddly quick today though and the look on his face as he dragged you down to the basement made you know that something was up.

With the door being shut with a click from Mischa, he finally started to speak, his words rambled and his tone distressed. "Natalia broke up with me, please tell me what I did wrong! I need to fix this-" It took a few seconds for you to register what he was saying as he kept rambling, the news making you feel rather conflicted... On one hand, you really wanted to just rub it in that you were right and do an I told you so thing, but on the other, you did feel bad for Mischa. Like, come on, you would kill to have a guy so passionate and devoted to you, how could she throw something like that away?

So, against your better judgment, you made a sigh and guided him away from the door to his bed so he could sit down for a minute, his mouth shut as he stopped rambling but his face was so full of defeat...

After a while of just helping him calm down, you finally got the full story of what happened. Apparently, Talia had broken up with him the night prior as she, in her own words, had "found someone else." Mischa was hurt and you were at a loss since you had never been in a relationship before..., the most you knew to do at the moment was awkwardly rub circles into the palm of his hand as you tried to explain that there was nothing he could really do to fix this. She wasn't in love with him anymore and there was nothing he could do to change that, he couldn't force the girl to love him.

She found someone else to fulfill her needs and as much as it sucks, he needed to be okay with that.

Mischa took a long time to recover from the hurt that Talia had left him.

He gave so much for her, she was literally his everything and now she was gone. She was gone because he couldn't give her what she needed...

In some ways, your words did give him some perspective, but he really just needed time to spring back from the relationship. Truthfully, it was nice to have you by his side as he recovered though. You with your interesting quirks and flowery literature. In his eyes, you were like a lone candle when all the power went out, his one light and warmth in such a dark, lonely world.

It was comforting to know that there was someone else he could rely on..., someone else he could give his love to.

Platonically.

Obviously.

Moving along to a completely different topic, Mischa now has another thing to worry about and that is making sure he is never in the presence of Genocide Jack!

Very early on in your friendship, you would mention Jack without ever explicitly stating her name or saying anything about her, you would just say things like, "S-She just drives me c-crazy!" or "There's no way I'd ever let her come out ever again." Of course, he'd question you on it, but you would almost always refuse to answer no matter how insistent he was with it. He really hated being so pushy with it, but he couldn't just let someone mess with his friend this badly! He sees how terrified of her you are, please just let him help you!! :(

So, you eventually let up and did. Unintentionally, but you still did let him see the person who was bothering you so much...

Genocide Jack, the girl who's been causing you so much misery, was apparently your alter..., which was a rather confusing thing for Mischa to learn. He knows of people with DID and has even met a few people with it, but he never once suspected you would have it due to you never once mentioning it. Nor would he have suspected your alter to be a serial killer.

Back to how he met Jack, Mischa was once again pushing to find out who was causing you so much trouble as he wanted to help you, no one should ever dare to cause his friend so much distress! You were getting a little irritated by his questions and were being defensive about the whole thing, you never wanted him to find out about her... And yet, somehow, someway, you happened to have spot blood, you sneezed, and it all went downhill from there.

The person Mischa was greeted with was so different from you, as soon as Mischa asked if you were okay after seeing you freeze up for a second, he was met with the loud and boisterous Genocide Jack. At first, he was incredibly concerned with your dramatic personality shift and the way Jack so openly fawned over him but Jack quickly enlightened him as to who she was and what was happening. She was your alter ego and apparently someone who seemed very keen on using her scissors on him...

Thankfully, you managed to take control again before something seriously bad happened, but you knew as soon as you saw his face that you had a lot of explaining to do.

Mischa is pretty understanding about the whole thing and reassures you that Jack's murders are not your fault. As you two talk things out and he learns more about how you learned about your DID and what caused it, Mischa really can't help but feel so hurt for you...

He really hopes you know that he cares so much about you.

After learning about Jack and your past, Mischa grows incredibly protective over you, he doesn't even try to hide it. He wants you to feel safe and comfortable and other people, especially other men, will only hurt you.

Mischa has a bad habit of being convinced you are going to leave him every time you are away from him for too long... He knows it's stupid, but after what happened with Talia, he really doesn't want to take any chances with you. That's probably the reason he always feels the need to be so clingy with you.

His thoughts are so unintentionally filled with you, like, everything he does always ends up having him thinking about you in some way.

Mischa falls in love with you hard and fast.

The first time he ever noticed just how intense his feelings for you were was when you two were at some carnival in Uranium. It was evening and Noel had convinced everyone to go on the Ferris wheel as the last ride of the day, to which everyone was too tired to argue with him. You and Mischa got together in one of the carts, sitting across from one another, and eventually, the cart started going up.

A comfortable silence filled the air as you both just enjoyed the sunset and each other's company. As a cool breeze rushes by you both, the cart making it to the top of the Ferris wheel, Mischa glances at you and...

God, you are breathtaking.

He doesn't know how he never realized it sooner, but with the wind gently making your hair sway, the sun illuminating your form, and a serene expression on your face... You just looked heavenly.

His heart rate picked up, racing through speeds he never knew it could go to. It was there he realized he loved you, far more than he loved anyone else before.

You were just perfect for him.

He feels conflicted about teaching you Ukrainian sometimes, just because as nice as it would be for you to speak his native language, he also likes to call you кохана (my love) and for you to not know what it means.

If you ever call yourself ugly or insitutate you are, Mischa is gonna put a stop to that real quick. To him, you are far from that, and anyone who even tries to call you that will be dealt with, trust him on that.

You are so beautiful in his eyes.

Mischa will be treating your pet stinkbug, Kameko, with the utmost respect. If you love it, what right does he have to be anything other than nice and respectful towards it? Plus, he can see how much it means to you and he would never want to hurt your feelings because of something petty.

He will never say it out loud, but he really wants to run his hands through your hair.

He honestly really loves being able to bond with you over your family issues, not only because it's nice getting it off his chest, but because that means you rely on him. ...Sometimes he even hopes that you'll have a bad day with your family so he can hold you in his arms and comfort you.

Mischa knows this thought might be a tad delusional, but sometimes when he reads your romance books, he can't help but feel like they were written with him in mind. The thought makes his heart beat so quickly and he really wishes it's true.

Even if you don't write your books with him in mind, he is certainly writing his songs with you in mind. Every lyric, melody, beat, etc., is written with you in mind.

Not like he can get you off his mind anyway.

Ricky Potts:

Constance Blackwood would probably have to say she is the number one fan of your books, like, she's read every single one and has consumed every piece of media she has available to her.

And while Ricky Potts isn't as big of a fan as she is, Ricky was definitely enthralled when she introduced him to your romance novels. The writing in them was brilliant and every word just drew him in to read more and more, he really did love your books. He loved them so much, that a lot of his own works are inspired by yours.

Although he doesn't think he can call himself that much of a superfan knowing people like Constance are out there, he definitely was excited to see that you were doing a book signing in Uranium. How lucky was he!

He and Constance made sure to be the first people in line for the signing, which unfortunately was a bit empty considering most of the people in Uranium were older people who didn't enjoy new-age romance novels like yours. Thankfully though, because of the lack of people at your signing, Ricky didn't have to suffer too much from standing for such a long period of time.

He and Constance got up to the signing booth pretty quickly, both of them excitedly saying hi and you took the books they had and signed them. Normally, Ricky would feel a little bad from holding up the line by asking a question, but this was honestly a one-in-a-lifetime chance for him, rarely anyone goes to Uranium, so he might as well ask something. That something is, "What made you decide to do a signing in Uranium?" The robotic voice of his AAC device asks.

As stated before, Uranium isn't exactly the most popular spot for book signings or for much in general. Ricky had to admit he was really curious about why you chose this place at all instead of somewhere like Vancouver or Montreal. Your response though, had him incredibly shocked. "...I-I'm moving here, there's no way I'd b-be here otherwise." First of all, ouch... but also unfortunately true. Secondly, you are moving here!? If Ricky could be jumping for joy, he would.

As Constance hurriedly apologized to the line behind them and to you, rushing Ricky past the signing booth so they would be out of the way, Ricky couldn't help but have a big grin on his face. One of his favorite authors will be moving here and likely will be in the same school as him as he knows you both are the same age, how neat is that! :D

Also, you didn't ignore his question or anything, which was pretty cool. :')

Ricky was over the moon for the next few days as you moved in and he saw you walking around school. He never got the chance to talk to you for a while after you moved in, but he was pretty giddy to get to know you as a person and not just as an author.

Before that time though, he was content in just observing you for now.

What surprised him most about you definitely had to be how opposite your personality and looks were. He rarely, if ever, actually judges a book by its cover (I feel like that can be a pun-) but you'd have to admit, you looked a lot more timid than you actually were. Sure, you stuttered like how he knew and would expect you to, but you were a lot more brash than he initially thought of you as.

You also tended to be pretty defensive about almost everything. Ricky can't say he minds though, honestly, finding out about this side of you was really interesting! Plus, have you seen the choir? He definitely has no room to judge when they are his friends.

The first time Ricky really got to talk to you for more than a few seconds was during some school event you were both supposed to help out for. Ricky was quite surprised he so coincidentally got chosen to help out alongside you, but he definitely wasn't complaining. If fate had that kind of plan for him, then so be it.

He made his way through the door to the counselor's office and was met with you standing alone, presumably waiting for the counselor to show up so you'd both know what to start doing. You looked back, seeing Ricky make his way through the door with a wobbly smile, giving a small wave whenever he made it to the spot next to you. You actually started the conversation before Ricky got to, your voice holding a questioning tone as it hung in the air. "Were you at my book signing the other day?" To which Ricky cheerfully nodded, glad and slightly shocked you remembered him, and he grabbed out his AAC device to respond. "Yes, I am. This is a little late, but, welcome to Uranium."

You and Ricky talked for a bit before the counselor finally came in and gave you both a checklist of things to complete before the evening. You both introduced yourselves, although you technically didn't have to, and Ricky gave you the gist of how things work in Uranium. Of course, as the afternoon went on with you two chatting as you worked, you both got to know each other a little better.

Admittedly, there were a few moments where you'd be less than pleasant company by insulting him or sometimes getting so impatient that you'd skip past whatever he was going to say with his AAC device, but it was clear to Ricky that none of it was anything more hurtful than basic insults meant to throw him off from wanting to talk to you. And although it did hurt, he felt compelled to move past it and keep talking to you, which was eventually rewarded as the insults did eventually stop even when you got defensive or insecure.

He wasn't even sure why he kept going, maybe it was a philosophy of his or a weird interest he had, whatever the reason, it was safe to say you both became fonder of each other that day. In fact, after that, you both quickly became friends!

Ricky obviously already knew you were an amazing author, but to find out that you are literally known as the ultimate writing prodigy was something else entirely.

Seriously, it's like everything he learns about you is so much more compelling than the last.

And yes, he will subtly try to convince you to write stories about Zolar and if you don't get it, he will not so subtly beg you. He just knows his adventures will sound so much more amazing in your words!

Ricky really does love your academic style, he thinks it suits you well.

Look, no matter how clingy you are, he will still love being your friend since he can also be pretty clingy. When you only have maybe 7 people you can talk to and only two of them will listen to you about Zolar, you are gonna take all the attention you can get.

Plus, you are just really awesomesauce. :)

Look, he knows that others may find it annoying, but he kind of likes it when you get all cocky about your artistic works. You deserve to be proud of yourself, even if you do get a little too prideful with it. He will hype you up!

He will go to you with writing ideas all the time. Say goodbye to writer's block because, with the wild ideas Ricky's pitching to you, you will never have to worry about it again.

Just know that whenever Ricky spaces out, it's either about Zolar or ways to keep you from leaving him.

It's a weird phobia he has.

So, as the writer that you are, you are bound to end up keeping a journal or two. It's good practice to just write your thoughts down from time to time!

And as the curious boy Ricky is...

He went through it.

Look, he knows it's supposed to be a private, personal thing of yours, but that's what makes it all the more forbiddenly exciting, that he isn't meant to be looking in there. As he reads some mundane entries of your thoughts or about your day, all the which he gushed over you while reading, he finally came to a particularly intriguing page.

On the said page were a lot of references to feeling guilty over something and even disgusted over "her" hurting people. That page and a few more entries, all describing a certain person who was causing you so much trouble and grief made Ricky's eye twitch in aggravation. He wasn't irritated at you, he doesn't even think that's possible now, no, he was irritated at the person who dared to cause someone he adored so much trouble. Just who do they think they are messing with you like this?

You are just too great for your own good.

Ricky knew he had to act quickly after learning about this awful vermin, he didn't want to keep letting you suffer at the hands of this person. But he also knew he couldn't exactly tell you he was snooping through your personal journal..., he knows exactly how you'd react and he doesn't want to make you feel awful about yourself.

It was a pretty complicated situation, one that took a good few moons to solve, but he eventually came up with an idea. He would come clean but in the most roundabout way possible, one where you wouldn't know he went digging through your journal and he could still get some information on the person.

After sitting you down in his room on a particularly nice Saturday morning, he finally popped the question to you. His face was full of worry as his hands steadily signed to you, "Has something been going on with you? ...Has someone been messing with you?"

Of course, you didn't come out and say it initially, you weren't that kind of person, it honestly took a lot of time, pushing, and reassuring to even get a peep out of you. Whenever you did start explaining it, the fact that you have an alter named Genocide Jack who was a serial killer, Ricky could stop the shock from appearing on his face. In no world or story would he ever have imagined this scenario to come up, especially not with you of all people.

As you kept explaining, a pit of anxiety formed in your chest as Ricky looked lost for words the more you went on. For the first time in a long time, Ricky had nothing to say, no words to explain the thoughts that were rummaging through his head. A long, tense silence filled the air between you and Ricky, Ricky deep in thought as he tried to think of what to say. He wanted to comfort you so badly, to say anything to you so you wouldn't have to feel so worried and alone in this situation.

His mind kept being blank before he took a big breath and moved carefully towards you for a hug. After which, he signed with all the love and care he could muster, "Sorry for bringing it up, I'm always here if you need to talk you know. I don't mind helping you get in touch with a therapist either, I know I can't substitute a professional or anything like that. Just..., whatever you need, I am here to give it to you." He could only hope that was the right thing to say, he doesn't know what he would do if he lost you...

And by the way you shakily replied with, "T-Thanks...," He assumes he did alright.

From what you told him about Jack though, he's gonna make sure he stays away if she ever takes over..., for his own safety.

Ricky felt like his adoration for you was obvious, really, it's not like he ever tried to hide it from you before. There's no reason to, he wants you to know how much he cares about you.

The thing is though, that he also thought his love for you was pretty obvious. Again, he never bothered hiding it since he's sure you feel the same way, right? Like, you never let anyone get as close to you as he's gotten, that has to mean something write?

...You love him right?

He loves you a lot.

Ricky fell in love with you the moment he saw you..., is what he would say, but he more accurately fell in love with you during your first ever sleepover together. He was undeniably pretty giddy the whole day even before you got to his house since this was your first sleepover with him, he wanted it to be perfect.

And, it kind of was. When you got there, you both did all your typical sleepover stuff of playing games, eating junk food, and even playing with his cats for a bit. The last thing that was on his bucket list for the night was to watch a few movies, an obvious sleepover staple he knew you two had to do. So, there you both were sitting on his couch with blankets and pillows comfortably lying around you two. About halfway through the movie, he feels your head fall on his shoulder, something Ricky tries to ignore due to his own internal freakout for a brief moment before he finally wills himself to look at you...

...

That moment will forever be cemented in his mind because you looked so at peace, in a way you never ever do when you are awake. You were at peace because of him.

He fell so hard for you that night.

Truthfully, one of Ricky's favorite things to do is mess with you. Not in a mean-spirited way, of course, just small pranks here and there.

Ricky definitely has a plush in his room that you and him won from some carnival and named that he now treats like his son.

Please yap to him and let him yap to you, it's his favorite activity and that's saying a lot since that title used to belong to him spacing out and daydreaming about Zolar.

So, Ricky does have a tendency to cyberstalk you... like, a lot. He even somehow knows of your secret account you post anonymous ramblings on.

Not only does he cyberstalk you though, but he also cyberstalks everyone close to you. He wants to make sure you're safe and no one around you is a bad influence! (Who needs that many friends anyway when you have him?)

He will often stay up late at night just rereading your books over and over again, a lovesick grin on his face every time he looks at the signature that you signed on the front page.

You literally make it impossible for him to do anything other than think about you, so don't be surprised if he one day can't take it and acts out on his urges.

Penny Lamb:

Penny really would have loved to meet you in any other way, she really would have...

It's just that, meeting in the counselor's office to do her weekly therapy session was not where she expected to see someone as gorgeous as you also waiting for Dr. Prattle. Not to mention, she really wasn't emotionally ready to make any conversation as she had to deal with the usual group of girls trying to mess with her as she came in.

The point is that this wasn't exactly the best place or time to talk to you.

So you guys didn't talk. At all.

Which in retrospect is perfectly normal, but Penny just felt so awkward sitting next to you with no one else in the office, not speaking a word even though it's clear she wanted to talk to you. Thankfully Dr. Prattle called her into his office soon after (literally the only time she's ever wanted to actually see him,) and Penny, albeit a little sad about it, was pretty sure she wouldn't have to be alone with you again. Good for her anxiety, but not so great for her getting the chance to talk to you again...

You win some you lose some.

But of course, as most things go in Penny's life, her wishes were not respected and you were still in fact there at the counselor's office the next week. As soon as Penny walked through the doors and her eyes saw you, she knew that last week wasn't a one-time thing... She knew that those long awkward silences as she waited for Dr. Prattle to get her weren't going away any time soon... Great.

She quickly shook off the thought to go sit down and not linger by the doorway for too long, getting a bit of deja vu as it was the motions of last week played out before her again, the same clock ticks, the same fluorescent lights, the same you... Taking a breath, a few words slipped out of Penny's mouth that neither you nor her were expecting. "So..., what are you in for?" As soon as Penny said it, she felt like dying on the inside from how much she was cringing...

It seemed like you weren't too thrilled by her lackluster communication skills either as you replied with, "N-None of your business... Y-You think I'm that weird that I'm in h-here for therapy or something, huh?!" To which the situation only escalated as Penny tried to explain what she meant through her fast-paced words and anxious smile. "No! That's not what I meant at all, It's just that I saw you in here last week and I wondering if you were in here for a specific reason or if you just came in here to be away from everyone else-" Penny kept rambling on as you would keep shooting things back at her, making her trying to keep overcompensating so you hopefully wouldn't think she hates you for no good reason.

Even when Dr. Prattle called her up, Penny would still mutter a few sorries in your direction before the door shut behind her. That wasn't the last of it either, because for some reason every single time she went in and saw you, she'd say yet another cringy thing and you would unfortunately, more often than not, become self-deprecating.

Really, the only thing keeping her going in this strange relationship of yours was those rare days where the conversation didn't immediately escalate and she actually got to know you a little bit. For Penny, that was the main reason she kept trying to talk to you, at first it was to just clear the long, tense silences that filled the air every week, but it slowly transformed into her wanting to actually know you. She doesn't have many friends and she knows what it's like to deal with preconceived notions and anxiety which is why she really wants to push past your walls.

Because if she can do that, she won't have to deal with it alone anymore.

Penny tells a lot about you to Ezra, as she does with pretty much everything, and while he isn't totally keen on you treating Penny so harshly, he'd be lying if he said he wasn't interested in you as well.

What can they both say? Most people in Uranium are either really bland old people or bullies, neither of which really catches their attention.

Penny has thought about bringing you a gift on several occasions, but she always chickens out last minute since she has no idea what you like...

Like, she knows you like writing and movies but you give so little information about yourself (probably because you aren't that willing to open up to her,) that she can't think of anything.

...

She really is trying here. :(

Despite Penny's normally anxious nature, this was one thing she was really stubborn about, that being becoming your friend. Perhaps it all goes back to her ex-love, Johnny Moon, but whenever she finds someone she likes or is rometly interested in, she can't help but really want to get closer to them! Plus, with the way you let your walls down sometimes and give her tiny crumbs of info about you, it's hard not to want to push some more.

So, when Penny walked into the counselor's office just like every other week, she wasn't expecting much to change. The only thing that was kind of different was the fact that she had a book with her this time titled, "The Family From The Day Before Yesterday," an interesting story she's sure you would enjoy! Going through the motions of sitting down next to you, stumbling through conversation as she eventually brings up the book, Penny was halfway through explaining it before you interrupted.

"Y-You don't have to explain to me my own book, you know? I k-know it's great, I w-wrote it." "...Wait really?" "D-Do you just not look at the flap that tells y-you the author's information? O-Or am I just that ugly that you couldn't d-dare look at it?!-"

Penny was certainly surprised to find that you wrote TFFTDBY (long acronym), but in her defense, your name wasn't on the front and your information was on the back flap which she wouldn't have seen since she hadn't finished the book yet!

Pushing that aside, however, Penny was actually able to connect with you on something so, huzzah! Pretty much as soon as you noticed the wide grin on her face and stopped your rant to ask her what was up, she immediately started to ask questions about the book and your writing process, all of which you happily indulged in.

Every week after that, she would bring in that book or a new one of yours she started reading to discuss it, finally being able to talk to you and be able to hold a normal conversation like Penny's been wanting. You too also felt yourself growing fond of Penny's company, even if you'd never admit it. You've met a lot of fans over the years but Penny's enthusiasm felt different..., it was genuine and it gave a weird tingling feeling that you couldn't ignore.

Her presence almost became a nice comfort in the cold, small town of Uranium.

Plus, you weren't going to complain about someone gushing about your writing to you.

Once you guys start hanging out more outside of the counselor's office, Penny will not so subtly beg you to watch her choir performances as she deems them very boring but having you there will make them at least a little more fun. While you usually refuse, the few times you do go, you can see Penny's face light up every time she spots you in the crowd.

Look, you may have teased her for carrying around a doll several times, but that hasn't stopped you from helping Penny form a collection with how many you gift her... It may not seem like it, but you do pay attention to what she likes.

Penny would have never guessed you were the type to own a stinkbug, but finding out you had one was so random yet fascinating to her.

You have gifted her matching friendship bracelets, yes it was corny, and no you will not be taking it off anytime soon.

To be fair, there are days when you can get snippy, but even on those days, you two eventually can reconcile.

Once Penny can get past her anxiety and she gets comfortable with someone, she can be a bit of an oversharer. Like, she tells you every single detail about her trip to see Johnny Moon and about the times she and Ezra visited Walmart. She tells you about pretty much everything in excruciating detail and she encourages you to do so too! ...Like, a lot.

Penny just feels like she talks about herself too often, which makes her feel really bad. So, she trys her hardest to get you to talk about yourself too, whether that be on how your day went or intricate details of your past, she wants to know it all. Plus, you can trust her, she would never want to hurt you! (She likes you way too much to do that.)

All you have to do is let go and rant about whatever is bothering you, easy as pie.

...

So, knowing you were going to have to get it out of the way sooner or later, you tell Penny about your darkest secret, something you've never told anyone before. You've never told anyone because you thought you would never be able to trust anyone, thankfully though, you were wrong about that.

Sitting on the edge of the bed in Penny's room, Ezra's presence absent, you spill about your alter, Jack.

As you lay out all your vulnerabilities at the moment, sparing no glance at Penny as your eyes were glued to the floor with an unconscious fear of rejection, Penny couldn't help herself but smile. She can't believe you would have ever thought that your alter would make her think negatively of you, it honestly makes her want to laugh a little.

She would never blame you for something you can't control, not to mention, who is she to judge you with all that she's done? She's just so happy you finally opened up to her. She would hate you keeping anything from her, especially something as important to you as this.

Before you can finish, Penny gently grabs your hand and tries to give the most comforting smile she can before saying, "You know you never have to worry about telling me these things right? I could never hate you." Although she's not as great with words as you are, she really hopes the few she can put together are enough to soothe you.

...If she ever does come across Jack though, she will be saying a few not-so-kind words to her for making your life so miserable.

Moving on, with Penny being the person she is, it really isn't so strange to her or probably anyone who knew her well enough that she knows that exact time and day when her feelings for you became a little more than friendly. How could she not keep track of something as important as her falling in love?

She may have grown up on a commune, but talks of love and fairytale romances were not uncommon at all for any girl there to hear of. Really, in the back of her mind, it was all she thought about, she was always wondering just when she would meet that special someone.

The point is, she fell in love with you the evening of July 4th.

It was a nice summer day in Uranium and you both were making some homemade pizzas from scratch, something Penny had never done before but was eager to try after having it on her bucket list for a while. The process was a bit messier than both of you had realized with flour practically everywhere, but at least both of the pizzas were in the oven! You and Penny were leaning against the counters, chatting about nothing and everything like always, before you made a comment that you can pretty much make a poem out of everything, something that deeply interests Penny.

So, with that challenge so teasingly dangling in front of her, of course, she dares you to come up with poems for various things like the fridge, the floor, the granite countertops, everything she can think of. You obviously excel at this and before long, you have made a poem for pretty much everything in the kitchen, the only thing that was left was Penny herself. Now, Penny didn't think too much of this as she just assumed the poem would be a short silly one like everything else had been, yet the words that were uttered from you next were far from that...

The poem you curated for her was heartfelt and as passionate as you'd let yourself be. It wasn't at all what Penny was expecting and yet..., that's when she knew.

That was the exact moment she felt her heart skip a beat, her face was warming, and her palms grew sweaty.

She knew she had fallen in love with you.

There was no way in hell she was gonna let you go either. She loved you so indescribably and with that poem..., surely you felt the same way. You had to, there was no other choice.

Penny is usually not that big on touching and in all honestly, neither were you, but there will be moments where she is the clingest person alive. She is very touched-starved.

As gifts, she will try to make poems and other short stories for you to enjoy. They definitely aren't the best, but you can tell they are full of love and care.

(She totally isn't projecting you both onto the main characters, what-)

As said before, she isn't the touchiest person, but please, please, please run your hands through her hair!! She adores it! :))

You are now required to go to all her choir performances, no questions asked. If it helps though, she will be more than thrilled to go to any event you have planned! She might even go even if you ask her not to...

She just wants to keep an eye on you is all.

Say goodbye to your bullies because they will not be seen again. :)

Same with anyone who even remotely tries to flirt with you, because that's not gonna happen on Penny's watch.

Constance Blackwood:

Constance truly couldn't believe this day had finally come, really, it felt like a dream!

She had been reading your books for so long now and you're by far her favorite author. Your words are just so articulate and you are able to bring her to tears with just a few words..., not just anyone is able to do that, you know.

So, as is obvious, the event Constance is so excited about is you coming to Uranium for a book signing!! Even now, as she and Ricky wait in the relatively short line outside the library, it feels so surreal. Who would've thought someone like you was coming to Uranium of all places? Uranium is far from a popular place so it does seem a little strange, but she was definitely not going to complain.

It didn't take long to reach you, yet every step Constance took made her giddy and anxious simultaneously. As they got closer and closer to you, she couldn't tell if she was about to throw up or squeal from the whirlwind of emotions she was feeling... Then of course she got up to you and the nerves really started kicking in.

All her nerves would let her do at the moment was anxiously say hi, ramble on for a minute about how big of a fan she was, get her favorite book signed, and then leave. That was all she could handle at the moment, otherwise, she might just explode-

Which she almost did because even after she somehow smoothly broke past her anxiousness and did the whole song and dance of getting her book signed, Ricky just had to ask what you were in Uranium for. And yeah, Constance was curious, but having to talk to you any longer than she was planning to be making her nerves shoot up. As Ricky's AAC device speaks out his question, Ricky oblivious to Constance trying to inch them along, your response almost made Constance freeze up immediately.

...You were gonna stay in Uranium? For real?? Her favorite author of all time was going to live in her city and go to the same school as her???

Her nerves could not compete with the sheer amount of joy she was feeling at the moment as she and Ricky left the line, the widest grin on both of their faces. She knew right then and there that she was going to try her hardest to be your friend because, when do you ever get another opportunity like this? Plus, she's sure Ocean wouldn't mind a new face in the choir with all the recruitment she's constantly doing!

And the rest is history! Ocean was immediately on board with the idea and somehow Ocean was able to get you to join the choir.

Now that Constance can get to know you better, she will be the first to admit that you aren't the most secure person, which is totally okay! She had to also admit though that it was kind of surprising considering she's kind of put you on a pedestal as her favorite author, so she really can't fathom why you would even feel insecure.

She also doesn't get why you don't think her friendly gestures are genuine!! It makes her so sad to hear you be so suspicious of her motives when all she wants to do is talk to you. Thankfully, you did let up after a while and you eventually don't call her every bad name in the book anymore just for saying hi, but it was pretty startling for a minute.

Some might think that after she got to know the real you (or at least as much as she can know about you from being acquaintances,) that Constance's view of you would change to a more negative one. After all, everyone says to not meet your heroes, right? Well, for Constance, that assumption would be incredibly wrong. She's dealt with her fair share of awful people in Uranium and online, but the difference between you and them was what made her want to keep pursuing a friendship with you.

That difference being that you have the ability to change and she is wants to see that. Sure, the people she previously have met and had exhibited the same cold, rude responses that you are currently could also change, but she knows that something about you is different. She wants to see you grow into the good person she knows you are deep down.

Plus, with how much your words have changed her life, she can at least do this for you. :)

Constance usually loathes being called nice, because..., seriously? "The nicest girl in town"?? It just feels like a pity title because no one could come up with anything better.

But is she complaining when that title is the reason you choose to come to her when the rest of the choir is being too much? The title that lets her bond with you and lets her get closer to you? Oh, definitely not, this might seriously be the only occasion when her niceness really gets to shine.

While the rest of the choir is off doing their usual shenanigans, being loud and chaotic as usual, you and Constance hang back and chat. A nice break that eventually goes from just hanging out because everyone else is too chaotic, to you both hanging out because you are friends. Constance is like the shade under a tree that protects you from the grueling sun.

She wants to keep it that way.

Now, believe Constance when she says she is the biggest fan of your works because she 100% is.

So whenever you explain to her your ultimate talent, that of being the ultimate writing prodigy, Constance is not surprised at all. She might be a little taken aback that someone can be called an ultimate for that (since writing is very subjective,) but after shaking off that initial surprise, she is spouting on about how much sense that makes and praising your writing like there's no tomorrow.

If you ever need an ego boost, go to her because she will give you one times 10!

No one would have ever guessed you both work well at being friends, probably due to how different your personalities are, but somehow you two just balance each other out.

Did I mention that are your go-to person when you pull all-nighters? Constance is 100% a night owl so she will be awake and ready with a coffee and pastry in hand if you need it.

You are not the greatest at giving compliments, that's a fact you have come to live with and that Constance understands, so the few Constance can manage to make out of you get her so giddy. Especially begrudgingly reassure her that she has qualities other than being nice, it's nice to hear that in general but it means so much coming from you.

A hobby Constance has seemed to pick of up recently because she's been around you so much, is writing. Not just any writing though, she really likes writing letters.

To you.

She has written countless letters to you, none of which will ever see the light of day, all about things she likes about you in excruciating detail. And yes, most of them can get a little... creepy.

Constance also has a habit of tracing her fingers over the rim of your used coffee cups..., it makes her feel closer to you in a way that makes her heart race and face get hot.

For the record, Constance had put together the pieces that you had potentially dangerous alter long before you ever told her anything. Do you think she knows so much about you by just not doing her research? Of course, she knows bits and pieces of your alter that she was able to find online or wiggle out of you.

Nothing could have prepared her for meeting that alter of yours though.

It was during one of your late-night coffee runs to Constance's house, which she always happily obliged to. You both were hanging around the kitchen, waiting for the coffee pot to brew, and chatting like always. It was a calm, cool night, no reason for either of you to suspect the wild events that were soon to take place...

Constance had decided to cut up some fruit for the two of you after explaining you needed something healthy to balance out the coffee you were about to have. She laid some strawberries on the cutting board after washing them, the knife slicing threw them with ease. She must not have been paying enough attention or her lack of sleep was finally catching up to her, because in the midst of talking, Constance accidentally cut herself.

It wasn't a big cut or anything, but it did start bleeding and caused Constance to reel back with a small hiss in pain. She turns to you, hiding her hand behind her back as he is acutely aware of your phobia, but before she can ask to grab the first aid kit..., the damage has already been done.

You stumbled back before passing out, causing Constance to call out your name in shock and concern, rushing over to you to catch you before you hit the tile. As she held onto you, shaking you lightly to try and wake you up, you eventually arose from your unconscious state.

...Except that it wasn't you, it was Jack.

And to say the sudden switch in your personality wasn't surprising would be a lie. Jack quickly jumped up and was already up to her usual shenanigans while introducing herself, being incredibly vulgar but at least giving Constance an explanation as well...

It took a while for you to switch back, like, a good three hours. Constance did get to know Jack a little in that time and although Jack does scare her, she had to admit she was kind of funny-

You didn't even need to go through the effort of explaining everything as Jack did it for you, and even if Constance would be willing to lend an ear if you needed someone to talk to, she gets it if you don't want to.

So, you know how Constance is your biggest fan and you know how most people have a celebrity crush?

You can guess where I'm going with this...

Constance, for whatever reason, had a pretty big celebrity crush on you for a while. It started out as just some silly crush that she was sure was never going to happen, after all, she had zero chance of leaving Uranium and you sure as hell weren't gonna just magically appear here. So, she just settled for giddily watching clips of you and maybe writing some really bad self-insert fanfiction... (Does this count as a fourth wall break?)

And yet, somehow, someway, the gods finally decided to toss her a bone in the form of having you literally move to Uranium, and that made her crush on you so much worse. She initially just tried to keep her thoughts and actions toward you strictly platonic, after all, you totally weren't gonna end up being the person of her dreams right?

...Right??

...

Yeah, the universe was back to torturing her.

She fell for you and she fell for you hard, like, she thinks about you at every possible moment she can. It was kind of embarrassing...

But what can she say, you have some really captivating eyes. (Ones that she hopes will only look at her and no one else.)

Constance can be a bit clingy and she knows it. She pretty much follows you everywhere and will not give you much alone time, if any at all.

Look though, as much as she loves you and knows you aren't the careless type, she will be in fact confiscating your scissors whether you like it or not.

Hold her hand. Pretty please.

You guys definitely have certain shows and movies you watch together and only together. Even if you do complain from time to time that the books are better, you have to admit it's a nice activity that you look forward to a lot.

So..., Constance tells her family pretty much everything she can about you, so much so that they pretty much think you two are dating even if you aren't. Will Constance ever correct them? Nope.

Constance for sure has a fanpage dedicated to you, one where she can spend even more of her time dedicated to you by talking with others who like you as well! (No one else can match her devotion to you though.)

Remember the letters mentioned previously? Yeah, those are a whole lot creepier once Constance finally admits to herself that she likes you.

A/N: I FINALLY FINISHED THIS, YAY! :D

By the way, for everyone, I have closed my requests, if you weren't aware. I did it mainly so I could finish up the requests I do have and also so I could write some original stuff for a change, lol.

P.S. I know I didn't mention much of Toko's backstory here, for which I apologize. If you would like me to write about it, please feel free to request it whenever I open up my ask box again!

[sincerely-astra]

IJSIJDOIJFIAR YOU DID THE YANDERE CHOIR X PENNY! I LOVE U- /silly

I have been with them struck in my head for weeks, I appreciate for doing this!

This isn't a request, more of a question (but if you want to write something with this, I'm not complaining :>), but how would the choir react with Penny being bullied (like, more than she already is, I just KNOW a bully is going to lose his life today)

Also, how would they react about her whole past you know, IDK if they even know, but what if they discover about her bipolar and her suicidal and depressed behavior? (I think she was diagnosed with it, right? I don't remember much of Legoland-)

I'm glad I could write that for you, thanks for requesting it! I literally love Penny so much, not to mention I am a huge multi-shipper, so it was a joy to write.

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content!⚠️

As for how the choir would react to Penny being bullied, I can definitely say their actions to "fix" the problem would vary, but they would all be very upset to learn she is being hurt in any form. I think Ricky, Ocean, and Constance would try to take the more pacifist route, with Noel and Mischa being the opposite.

Ocean would be incredibly pissed but also kind of impressed (in a way that she didn't think anyone would actually attempt to go there). She would use her status as the top student to get them expelled or, if she can, she would probably make them do some kind of community service hours where she could watch and belittle them the whole time.

Ricky, being one of the few disabled kids in St. Cassian, is unfortunately babied by most of the staff. He of course hates this but this is the one situation where this comes in handy, as he can easily just go up to some member of staff and say that the aforementioned bullies are messing with him, thus getting them into some serious trouble with staff and parents alike since they're "bullying" a disabled student.

Constance doesn't have much power within the school unlike Ocean and Ricky, but if there's one thing people in that school know her for, it's for being kind. It really isn't hard for her to slip a few bad words here and there about the bullies and have their reputation drop substantially. She would also use this opportunity to put in a good word for Penny and at least stop some of the rumors.

Noel wants to say he is a calm and collected person, he really does, but watching those bullies spew such hateful words to the one person he cares about makes his blood absolutely boil. He himself has had his fair share of bullying and even if he knows he can tolerate it, he will not tolerate it for Penny. It might take a while, but he is going to make sure that bully feels like the actual scum of the Earth and that the only reason such trash like them are still walking around is because people don't want to get their hands dirty. Noel will push them so hard that they are gonna do some things to themselves they will definitely regret...

Mischa, against all odds, manages to not bash the bully's faces into the pavement the minute he hears that they are even mildly upsetting Penny. But trust him, the moment he finds them (and he will), he is going hurt them so badly that they'll be unrecognizable the next time they walk into school (if they somehow don't end up in the hospital after that-)

Okay, so I have actually never watched Legoland, nor do I know much about it because I can literally not find it anywhere. :') So, I'm sorry if any information about Penny's past is inaccurate.

I can say that the choir all pretty much have the same reactions regarding her past, that reaction being a mix of both anger and sympathy. Although, Ocean, by far, can understand Penny's struggles with drugs and the like considering her own parents, and Mischa can also understand being away from your actual family. Both are very empathic about her situation and being able to relate to her in their traumas really brings them closer to her.

Noel has never been more glad to be considered a brother figure to Penny since hearing of her childhood since at least now she has one family member who she wants to have by her side (minus Ezra). Constance feels so awful that she was keeping that in for so long and that Penny had to go through that in the first place, it just makes her so frustrated that her parents were that irresponsible. All she wants to do is be able to take away that hurt, but she knows she can't, so instead she just tries her best to make new memories with Penny. Ricky would have never guessed in a million years that Penny had to deal with... well all of what was her childhood. He can't say he feels anything other than sympathetic for her having to deal with that stuff, but he is a very live-in-the-moment person and plans to just make her forget all of that with him.

Let's just say though, that if any of them happen to meet her parents, no matter how pacifistic they are, they will have some choice words and actions they want to say/do to them.

Again, thanks so much for requesting. :D

[sincerely-astra]

Can i ask for Yandere Misha with Ocean? or Yandere Osha (Misha x Ocean ship) x reader? I need osha content, please save me osha... (Between is from ride the cyclone, and thanks!!)

☁️Yandere Mischa Bachinski x Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg🌧️

Sorry for how late this is, I’ve been sick for a couple days. :’(

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content!⚠️

They first met at Mischa's first rehearsal, where he is promptly introduced to Ocean... and the chaotic behavior that comes with her.

Mischa would be lying if he said he wasn't very annoyed with her when they first met, especially since she kept correcting his pronunciation and she was generally a little bit of a nuisance...

He mostly just avoided her and ignored any of her attempts to correct him, of course irritating Ocean, but she eventually just gave up with it.

This all changed though when Ocean came into choir practice obviously sick...

Ocean rarely, if ever, gets sick, the last time she could remember getting so much as the flu was in elementary school. It was by far the worst few days of her life..., making her take a silent pledge to never sick again!

Alas, that didn't work obviously.

She really tried to conceal her sickness, just going about choir practice as normal and correcting everyone for the zillionth time. But to everyone else in the room, it became immediately obvious. She was nowhere near as vocal as usual since anytime she spoke a cough would escape her, she was constantly shivering the whole time, and she honestly just looked awful...

Even if her illness was obvious to everyone, most of the others didn't care to do anything about it or tried and got told off by Ocean.

It was so weird for Mischa to see the girl who so often got his eyes to roll be in such a state... like, her personality had been dialed back by 10. It would be an understatement to say this wasn't at least somewhat worrying.

So, despite his brain yelling at him to just leave her alone, he confronted her about it after practice.

"What is wrong with you?"

"Wha- What are you talking about? I'm fine."

"No, you've been... quiet and coughing the whole time. It's weird."

"I told you, I'm fine! Why do you care anyway? My performance hasn't been impacted at all-"

"Oh my god, just shut up and tell me where you live."

"...Excuse me?!-"

Yeah, okay, he maybe could've handled it better, but he had good intentions!

After prying her address out of her, he promptly carried her home, much to the confusion of everyone, including Ocean who was baffled by his audacity.

A big reason for this sudden change in his behavior was that Mischa honestly hates seeing people sick, especially since it reminds him so much of his mother. And even if he 'hated' Ocean, he felt a weird sense of obligation to take care of her (mainly since he knows Ocean wouldn't do it herself.)

At first, he was just gonna drop her off at her house and let her parents deal with her from there, but it took only a knock on the door, a sigh from Ocean, and no one to greet the two of them for him to realize that wasn't gonna be the case...

That's what led Mischa Bachinski to spend an entire weekend with a sick Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg.

And despite all odds, Mischa had found himself growing more tolerant of her by the minute. He even made a Ukrainian food that his mother taught him for her to try.

Even for how headstrong Ocean can be, she really did appreciate him looking after her. She usually hates being sick, mainly because it's the only time her parents really try to talk to her only for it to be about some kind of herbal medicine, but Mischa made it bearable.

She liked having him over and talking to him, learning more about the boy she once never gave a second glance at.

But, the weekend had to end sometime, and with Ocean recovered back to full health, Mischa thought that would be the last time they would hang out together. After all, who would want to hang out with him? The 'angriest boy in town' as so many of his classmates deemed him.

And yet, the next Monday as he walked through the front doors of the school, preparing for another day of barely paying attention to lessons and texting Talia, he was greeted by a smiling Ocean and a nervous Constance.

He didn't even have a chance to start voicing his confusion as Ocean started going off on a tangent on how her bus was later than usual, Constance adding a few comments here and there, while Mischa just stood there and listened...

The situation was comical in his eyes and yet he listened to every word... He was fully engaged in her rambles that filled the air, her body language, and the little quirks she had when speaking. Like, he couldn't help but be mesmerized by her.

It was so strange, but he didn't complain about that and she wouldn't either.

Mischa and Ocean would talk to one another more and more often, and Mischa started craving her presence more and more.

The yearning wasn't one-sided either, Ocean so often found herself wondering what Mischa was doing at that moment and she found herself actively seeking him out. She didn't even care about what they talked about, she just liked being near him.

Eventually, Mischa also asked if Ocean could tutor him, surprising and delighting Ocean. To her, it was simply Mischa wanting to be better in school, to Mischa though, it was simply a way to keep her to himself for a while longer...

He would frequently act as if he didn't understand a certain problem or equation just so their tutoring sessions went on longer, even though he was actually a lot smarter than most give him credit for.

Their relationship definitely started off rocky, but with those problems resolved and Ocean and Mischa pretty much spending every day together..., Mischa started to gain a small crush on the ginger-haired girl.

It really was small at first, he just started noticing how pretty she looked when she got passionate about something (which is pretty much everything-) or how he liked the way she styled her hair on certain days, every time she was near him it was like they were the only two people in the room...

He wasn't that oblivious, he could tell he was growing feelings for the girl. It was just like how he once felt with Talia, yet..., it was also so different. It was much more intense like, his heart would ignite on fire just by thinking of her, his palms would grow sweaty, his breathing would shallow.

The love he had for Talia, he isn't even sure if he could call it that anymore, was nothing like the love he had for Ocean.

Mischa didn't even hesitate when blocking Talia's number and deleting their messages, after all, she would just become an obstacle later on, so why bother?

He wouldn't, no, couldn't let anything get in the way of their relationship. He loved her like he loved no other, surely she saw it too? Surely, she felt the same way about him as he does with her.

He isn't sure if he can take no as an answer anyway.

Mischa just loved Ocean so much, he felt as if every time he saw her his love was amplified by 10. Hell, he couldn't get her off of his mind if he tried, she always running through his head with those pretty eyes and cocky smile...

All the while, Ocean never picked up on Mischa's more obsessive tendencies. She did notice how his eyes would follow her figure as she was talking to others or when she was walking through the hallways. Not that she minded it, the attention made her feel giddy as could feel herself falling for him too.

It was so easy to see when his teasing comments made her smile so much that it hurt, or when she ached for any semblance of his touch, or even when would try to find any excuse to hang out with him. For the first time in her life, she was in love...

Ocean's feelings never truly measured up to Mischa's though, after all, there were a lot of things he would do for her that even in his most obsessive state he could see were objectively wrong (He could care less about that though.)

Mischa will without a doubt protect Ocean from any insult that comes her way, even if it comes from their fellow choir members.

He has had the urge to physically fight Noel on more than one occasion.

He lowkey feeds into her delusions a little..., making her feel like she's better than everyone else so he can isolate her. She can't be caught hanging out with people lower than her, can she? He really does it out of fear that someone will take her away from him, kind of like his mom.

He has written so many songs about her, that it really isn't a laughing matter... Under his bed and in some boxes are just pages and pages of raps, songs, and any other kind of note under the sun, all of which end up becoming just obsessive ramblings.

There is no way in hell that he will ever release those songs, mainly cause he doesn't want her to get the wrong idea but also because he thinks they are good enough for her.

Now, when Mischa confesses have no doubt that it will be in the most romantic and traditional way he can muster up. Even if he's tempted to make a rap song as a confession, he just wants to be perfect for her.

Ocean could swear her heart was beating a million miles a minute as the tall Ukrainian confessed to her, his words being cut off before he could finish with an enthusiastic, "YES!"

They are literally such a power couple..., in the sense that everyone and their mom are scared of them- If you don't have Mischa beat you up physically, Ocean with beat you up verbally.

Ocean gets so excited when she gets to go to his house for the first time since she wants to make the best possible impression on his adoptive parents that she can. Mischa doesn't have the heart to tell her they don't really get along..., leaving Ocean to stand at the door introducing herself to his parents while he stands off to the side awkwardly.

His adoptive parents cannot fathom how he landed a girl like her..., and even if they seemed supportive to Ocean and Mischa's faces, they could only wonder how long would it last. Those kinds of thoughts didn't slip past Mischa and he wasn't shy about making Ocean avoid his parents as much as possible.

When Ocean finds out how his parents treated him for pretty much the entire time he's lived with them, Mischa has to physically restrain her to stop her from marching over to them and berating them for how poorly they treated him. That moment only solidified how much Mischa loved Ocean.

If you thought Ocean couldn't crave Mischa's touch possibly anymore, then you are sorely mistaken. Even if she is still too prideful to say it, she will always try to initiate some sort of contact between them so Mischa knows she wants some physical attention.

He finds her need for his touch super cute. :)

His personal favorite thing though is when Ocean is wearing literally anything of his, be it a shirt, sweatshirt, his cologne, whatever it is, he absolutely adores it. And if she ever gives him something of hers to wear, he will cherish it like his life depends on it.

It's a win-win situation, Mischa likes her to wear his stuff and Ocean finds his clothes comfortable. She especially likes wearing it at her house when she for whatever reason can't come over.

He really hates when her responsibilities get in the way of their dates and whatnot, but he does understand how important those kinds of things are to her. (If he starts feeling really lonely though, he will find some way to cancel whatever plans she may have so that she'll spend more time with him.)

If for some reason, Ocean starts to notice his yandere behavior and how much of a problem it is, she'll undoubtedly start to feel really uncomfortable with their relationship... No matter how in love with him she is, Ocean has always been a more facts-over-feeling person, and she knows this isn't normal.

So, as any person would, she tries to break it off.

...Ocean couldn't tell if it was her approach or how she worded it, but he did not take that well in the slightest. Mischa isn't afraid to gaslight her in these kinds of situations, reminding her that all of her previous friends weren't there for her anymore and that he is the only person who has stuck by her side.

The fear she had of being alone quickly made her do a 180, practically pleading for him to stay with her...

After all, he will always be there for her.

A/N: Hopefully I didn't mischaracterize them too bad or anything- Also, I did not realize how much I wrote until it was too late... Guess I got too busy becoming an osha enjoyer lol.

[theangelcatalogue]

❝ I could be a better boyfriend than him! I could do the shit that he never did... ❞ ― YANDERE OSHA X CHEATED ON!DARLING

→ RIDE THE CYCLONE

→ ROMANTIC

→ GENDER NEUTRAL DARLING

→ TW: MENTIONS OF MURDER, CHEATING, PROTECTIVE BEHAVIOR, POSSIBLE THREATS MENTION, POSSESSIVE BEHAVIOR, OBSESSIVE BEHAVIOR, CLINGY BEHAVIOR, TOXIC BEHAVIOR, KIDNAPPING/KIDNAP MENTION, ISOLATION MENTION, SOCIAL MEDIA STALKING, FIGHTS/FIGHTING MENTION, BLOOD, VIOLENCE/VIOLENCE MENTIONS, MISHA ISN'T IN LOVE WITH TALIA, OUT OF CHARACTER BEHAVIOR, BAD GRAMMAR, BAD ENGLISH AND MADE BY A MINOR! IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE, FEEL FREE TO LEAVE! PLEASE TELL IF I FORGOT SOMETHING AND ENJOY (˶˃⤙˂˶) !

❝ Up all night, I won't quit. ❞

—⠀Third person.

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg and Misha Bachinskyi, now that was a power couple (in their way, of course).

At the start, nobody thought they would work, the most successful girl in town and the angriest boy in town? They were extremely different and looked like they were about to kill each other at the start. Actually, nobody expected them to even like each other.

But they dated, and they were the type of couple you shouldn't mess with, one can beat you up verbally (sorta of) and the other one physically.

You were best friend with both of them, you were first friends with Ocean, then with Misha, which meant if they had an argument, you could hear both sides of their stories, and you hang out and stayed by their side a lot, like... A LOT! You always found it weird and said you didn't want to bother them, since they need space and time together as a couple, something they weirdly would shrug off and say it was okay, because they wanted to spend time to you since you are their friend.

The reason why they always kept you around, however, was they liked you, no, loved you. It was confusing for both of them, they were already dating! Why would they love another person? But... but.... you were so kind, so understanding, gentle, loveable, so good, so perfect in many ways! You were stunning... divine...

It was more of a surprise when they talked about this and realized they both fell for the same person, and after many discussions and talks, they agreed that they both love you, they both want to include you in their relationship and that they want you.

But something was... wrong. They were a bit clingy, hell, even obsessive, jealous and possessive, how many times have then stalked your social media accounts together? Took photos of you (without you knowing)? Or stayed by your side? Or (tried to) isolate you from your friends? They would even control your social life, but you didn't want to hurt their feelings, they were your friends, so you didn't confront them, and this was probably something of your head silly you, it wasn't. They know how wrong these thoughts are... but... they can't resist.

And they were so close to confessing to you, they were.

Until, one day, their worst nightmare happened...

You. Got. A. Boyfriend.

A FUCKING FREAKING BOYFRIEND!

They didn't like him, they hated him, it wasn't just out of jealously (even thought it was out of jealously most of the time), they just felt something was off about him, they just couldn't tell what.

Now they know why.

" He- He- He cheated on you?! " Ocean exclaimed angrily, as Misha tries to comfort you while looking at the last texts your now ex-boyfriend had sent you, he just admitted he cheated on you and didn't love you, it was disgusting to him, infuriating.

You continued to cry, unable to respond, only giving her a nod as a response, Ocean sighed at this, both of them couldn't understand, why would anyone cheat?! Especially you! That guy was so blind, how could he cheat the best person ever?

But they couldn't deny, they felt a strange happiness discovering you broke with him, you were crying, you were heartbroken, yes. But there were two good things in this situation (for them)

1- You were finally single.

2- You needed support, a shoulder to cry, guess who's going to be this support?

" He doesn't deserve your tears... " Misha mumbles to himself, but you still could hear him, he puts your phone down and puts his other hand on your shoulder in a comforting gesture, he wanted you to leave your boyfriend, but no like this, he wanted to beat up your ex until he was unrecognizable, until his hands were covered in blood.

Ocean sighs at the sight of you crying, she was sharing the same feelings as Misha, she wanted to ruin that boy somehow, how dare he do this to you? You were too good for him, anyway.

" Y/N, you have to understand... something. He is a cheater, and cheaters don't deserve a second chance, he said terrible things about you! He doesn't and didn't deserve you! " Ocean tells you, and you look up at her, your tears stopped, but you looked so, so ruined, because of that stupid son of a bitch. " We are here for you, we always are. Me and Misha... we are your friends! " She continued, trying to comfort (she was terrible in comforting people).

Friends, she didn't like calling you this, she wanted to be so much more, Misha wanted this too, both of them just wanted to lock you up, have you in their arms and love you until the end of their lives.

" ... Thanks... " You mumbled. " ... For being here with me... " You give a weak smile for them, but it was a smile, a beautiful smile. They smiled too, feeling a bit better seeing you recover from him, slowly, but better than nothing.

" Always. "

" Anything for you. "

★ - THINKING I'M GONNA STEAL YOU FROM HIM... I COULD BE SUCH A GENTLEMAN.

★ YAY A ONESHOT

★ IT'S RTC CONTENT!! Again...

★ I love rtc if you can tell

★ I also love Osha if you can't tell, they just give me rivals, frenemies or just dislikes to lovers you know, but I love them both platonically and romantically (is that weird?)

★ THANKS FOR READING!

★ Remember to take care of yourself every day! You are important, you always will be, don't let anyone, a stranger or a person you know let you make you feel bad about yourself, I may not know you, but I know and believe you are an amazing and gorgeous person! ❤️

[sincerely-astra]

I saw your RTC content! So, can I ask the Yandere Choir (Everyone romantic, except Noel, Noel Platonic obv) with Penny Lamb? A post-cyclone au, where they all got revived and Jane was Penny again! Thanks, how your day was?

☁️Yandere Choir x Penny Lamb🌧️

I love Penny so much :)) My day has been pretty good though, thanks for asking!

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content!⚠️

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg:

A light flashes bright in Ocean's vision, her body no longer holding onto her friends but instead to a metal bar in front of her. ...What was happening? Was- Was she actually alive? As her eyes open, the dark blue sky welcoming her back to Earth, Ocean stops herself letting out a panicked gasp.

Did she somehow resurrect herself and not Penny?! But, she can see Constance right beside her and she saw Penny walk into the light in that stupid warehouse... Where even was Penny??

She gets off the ride along with the others, all eagerly jumping off the ride as if it were some kind of disease, and her eyes immediately start sorting through the group to find Penny.

...

Ocean couldn't tell if it was nausea from the ride or what, but as soon as she caught sight of a slightly taller, green-eyed girl helping Ricky out of the cart, she felt an intense wave of butterflies zooms through her chest.

Girl is actually so whipped-

Not once through their years at St. Cassian did Ocean give this girl a glance after the first meeting, and she is seriously regretting that... She has no clue how Penny slipped through her memory or anyone else's for that matter.

Ocean quickly runs up to the girl and hugs her, her words going way too fast for Penny to understand.

Their relationship after the accident has been overall, super positive. Ocean tries to make up for lost time and talks to the girl way more frequently than before, noting down her likes and dislikes and whatever interesting quirks Ocean sees in her. As reserved as Penny is when making new relationships, she was really quick to warm up to Ocean considering... you know, Ocean sacrificing her one chance at life for her.

Speaking of which, Penny is always telling Ocean how grateful she is for that. She just feels like she can't say it enough, it's such a big sacrifice, one that she never could've imagined anyone making for her!

The only way she knows how to repay Ocean (other than saying thanks anytime she even glances in her direction) is to give her gifts and trinkets. She'll give her fun notebooks, fancy pens, stuffed animals, bracelets, and pretty much anything she thinks Ocean would like, even though Ocean is always saying that Penny doesn't have to.

Ocean isn't saying no to free stuff though.

A noticeable change to everyone in the choir is Ocean's behavior, the accident really made her reflect on herself and now that they have a chance to be alive again, she wasn't going to waste this opportunity to be a better person than she was before. She wants to be someone who deserves to be in the company of the amazing people she sees every day.

This doesn't mean she doesn't have bad days though... she is still learning.

On those kinds of days, Penny is pretty much the only one who can calm her down weirdly enough. She'll pull Ocean aside and let her breathe before they talk everything out, usually, it ends in Ocean going back and apologizing to everyone.

As much as Ocean doesn't want to admit it..., she's kind of jealous of Penny. She just thinks the girl is freaking pretty, smart, and literally everything she wants to be!

Well, she thinks she's jealous until after a particularly rough practice, where Ocean has to be calmed down by Penny, apologizing to the choir, etc, Penny goes up to Ocean and says that she's so proud of her.

Those words literally make Ocean want to ascend into heaven, oh my god.

Ocean didn't realize it, but from that moment on, she was head over heels for Penny. She would literally go after Penny's praise and chance she could and was practically begging for compliments, melting any time her wishes were granted.

Penny finds this adorable really and will not spare any compliment she can give the ginger, though she does have to restrain herself because Ocean will gloat about whatever Penny praised her for, for at least a week-

When Ocean finally figured out why her heart would beat so fast when Penny was in her general vicinity and why her cheeks would flare at the slightest touch, she freaked out a bit... She never could've seen herself as anything other than straight and now that it might be a possibility she's queer, she can't help but panic.

Lowkey tries to isolate herself from Penny, but cannot force herself to stay away for that long. it's literally impossible for her.

Penny is so oblivious to Ocean's feelings like she'll unintentionally get so close to her and be really affectionate. It makes Ocean want to scream and cry-

Ocean is not even subtle with her feelings either. She is literally telling everyone that they have a "special relationship" and that she's closer to Penny than anyone else... It really makes everyone so confused.

Girl might be a little delusional... actually, very delusional.

Anytime the pair go out, Ocean is convinced it's a date.

Penny also gets so confused about why people are avoiding her more often, unaware that Ocean's presence in her life pushes everyone else away as they don't want to anger her.

I mean, it doesn't affect her too much since she never was very popular- It just makes her a little uncomfortable getting looks while she walks past others at school.

Ocean is literally Penny's guard dog.

Like, she is defending Penny's honor to the fullest extent. Being the most successful girl in town comes with some liberties, you know?

Even if Ocean finds all of Penny's "fun facts" disturbing, she will listen to every single one.

I'm gonna be so honest when I say that Ocean had no idea that her feelings weren't normal when she started having a darker view of her and Penny's relationship. She's never been in a relationship before, nor has she ever been interested in this sort of thing, so she really has nothing to go off of...

She never found the idea of "nicely" telling people to stop speaking to Penny or telling Penny who she should and shouldn't be hanging out with weird. She knew what was best for her, Ocean didn't even want to begin to imagine all of the horrible things Penny would experience by speaking to the people she deemed "unsafe".

Sure, maybe spending her nights going through her stack of photos she totally didn't take of Penny was a little strange, but it wasn't like it was hurting anybody!

The same goes for keeping Penny after school hours to "tutor" her.

Yep, very normal.

...Penny would find it strange how she was the only one in the choir group who Ocean would make stay after school for tutoring and sometimes she had an eerie feeling bubble in her gut when Ocean would hold onto her wrist a little too tight, she's sure it's nothing to be worried about though. Ocean just had a special way of showing her friendship and Penny didn't want to squander that.

Plus, even if it was suffocating sometimes, she enjoyed actually being close to someone for a change.

Ocean would definitely force the teachers to give Penny better grades if her tutoring somehow didn't work out.

I can also see her trying way too hard to make up excuses of why Penny just has to come to her for any problem the girl may have.

Noel Gruber:

The first thing Noel can remember sensing in his afterlife was the distinct smell of carnival food, corndogs, cotton candy, funnel cake, and the whole 9-yards. It disgusted him honestly, why would the afterlife smell like the one thing that was literally associated with killing all of them? Would he seriously have to smell this forever??

He was quick to open his eyes, expecting to see whatever awaited him in the afterlife, but instead, he was met with a blue sky... In a fit of confusion, he looks down and sees it.

...

Oh my god, he's on the stupid roller coaster again!

Noel frantically looked around him, taking in the sights of the carnival, his friends, and himself, trying to see if this was some sick kind of purgatory. He could tell that wasn't the case though when Mischa looked in his direction with a bewildered expression. This was real.

The carts made it back to their starting point and everyone ran off, everyone equally confused and concerned. Noel himself stood back away from the rest of the choir for a moment, just trying to wrap his head around this whole situation. Was the afterlife they just experienced real? Was it some strange group hallucination? Did Penny ever make it back to the real world? He, and probably everyone else, had a ton of questions that he knew would never be answered.

So, taking a breath, he turned his attention off the metal floor they were all crowded on and took a look at everyone else. Counting off the people in his head, he could spot Ocean, Constance, Mischa, himself, Ricky, and finally someone he never had seen before.

She had dark, curly brown hair put into two French braids, tanned skin, freckles, and green eyes. 'That must be Penny,' he thought. The girl was by her cart, helping Ricky out with a nervous smile, his mouth swiftly exhaling a breath he didn't know he was holding in.

Even if Jane looked nothing like Penny and Penny didn't act quite as clueless as Jane, just by looking at Penny he could feel all his memories of Jane rushing back. Mainly the gut-wrenching sadness that came from her song of not knowing who she was...

Thinking back on it, before the whole accident happened, he had romanticized death and tragedy for so long that it was all he thought he wanted... That it had to be better than working at a Taco Bell in the worst city in all of Saskatchewan.

Now that he's here though, he is so unbelievably grateful to be alive.

Noel didn't initially go up to Penny, since everyone was crowding her and he didn't want her to feel overwhelmed. Although it isn't his responsibility to know everyone in Uranium (even though he's pretty much forced to anyway) he still feels bad for never even attempting to get to know the girl, especially since she was in his choir group and all. So, as they all walked off the metal platform, wanting to get as far away from this fair as soon as possible, Noel made a plan right then and there that he would at least try to get to know Penny Lamb.

And he has been known to be quite a stubborn individual.

He first enacted his plan a few days after the accident (can he really call it that anymore?), by now everyone should be settled and he wouldn't be giving the poor girl a heart attack or anything. After digging up some info from Ocean, he learned that they had the same lunch which is where he first came up to her. She sat alone in the far corner of the cafeteria, just scrolling on her phone while Noel gave a quick greeting before sitting across from her.

He was very aware of how awkward this was going to be at the start. Penny didn't look like the type to be extremely extroverted, so he knew he would be the one making most of the conversation for a while. He started slow, asking some things about her and prompting her to do the same, making the conversation flow a bit more smoothly for the rest of lunch.

It was funny because, during their chat, Noel started noticing how similar they were. They had a lot of the same ideals, they were both hopeless romantics, and they both had an appreciation for the arts, it was so nice to finally be able to talk to someone who got him.

He just had this feeling in his chest that told him to keep her close.

Noel likes to show Penny his poems and she shows him her doll collection, Noel can't help but shiver to see her favorite doll though... One ironically named Jane and the one that replaced her head during their short afterlife. He really doesn't think he'll ever get used to it.

Eventually, when they both become better friends, Penny gets the courage to bring up Monique, making Noel's face immediately flush at the mere mention of her... At that point, he totally forgot about him sharing her life and he never would've imagined it would come back to haunt him like this. Still, he indulges Penny and answers whatever questions pops up into her head, slowly finding himself less embarrassed and more confident as she intently listens.

Penny also tries really hard to help Noel be more confident in himself, she doesn't understand how someone as interesting as Noel can be so outcasted by their peers. She finds it so frustrating!

Truly, Noel just finds her to be the sweetest thing and she quickly reaches best friend status with him.

If you thought Ocean was overprotective, Noel might even be worse...

Speaking of Ocean, Noel is either actively trying to one-up her or keep Penny away from her, which is pretty confusing for Penny since she thought their relationship was getting better-

And it is, when they are apart from Penny they act normal, it's just that Noel is subconsciously afraid that Ocean will steal Penny away from him since to him she is everything anyone could want. He's aware it's a strange thought process, but Ocean is (platonically of course) pretty, the student council president, top of her class, and so much more, why wouldn't Penny be attracted to that?

He is literally the older brother Penny never had despite being the same age, he will protect her and look fabulous doing it.

And pretty much being her older brother, he will ban her from dating whether she likes it or not. Penny will also have to get all her hangouts pre-approved by him first, for safety reasons of course.

Noel basically controls her whole social life (minus anything to do with Ezra or her foster parents).

Penny lowkey finds it suffocating but she does not want to hurt Noel's feelings, not to mention if she did bring it up he would guilt trip her or something of the sort.

They both have very frequent sleepovers where Noel will force her to watch The Blue Angel every. single. time. In turn, Noel is forced to have a makeover by Penny. (She'd probably use those children's makeup palettes and stuff as well-)

As far as yandere behavior goes, Noel is also a victim of the keeping photos of Penny habit... His though are taken mostly with her consent and are all taken in a pretty artistic way.

His behavior really grows from his love of tragedy and love for all things taboo, loving someone, whether platonically or romantically, in the most obsessive way a person can is just right up his alley. Penny deserves to be loved and cherished for who she is and he isn't willing to have anyone other than him do that for her.

They get each other, she understands him on a level on one else can, and Noel can't let that go, he can't let her go. He needs her.

Penny feels similarly to Noel in this, albeit to a way toned-down degree, she feels seen and understood by Noel. She never wishes to hurt him or have others hurt him..., so she's willing to overlook the pointed glares he gives to random classmates who come up to her and the obsessive poems that sound like they were written for someone very similar to her.

No matter what insults are thrown his way, he literally can't care less when Penny's opinion is the only one that matters to him.

Mischa Bachinski:

Mischa Bachinski, the angriest boy in town, was feeling a little strange… His eyes were shut tight and his arms wrapped around some other choir members even tighter. Were they dead now…? He was almost afraid to check. Almost.

But before his eyes can view whatever sights lie in the afterlife, his ears are immediately inundated with screaming voices, voices he knows all too well. Instinctively, he opens his eyes with his heart pounding inside his chest, threatening to escape as he is granted the horror of seeing The Cyclone again.

This time though, instead of seeing Ocean fly out of her cart or watching the blood splatter everywhere as a head rushes past him, the cart was slowly coming to a stop at the metal platform they all started from.

Was this some kind of sick joke? What kind of torture is it to believe you are dead, only to be woken up to the reality that it was all some weird dream??

Those were the questions running through Mischa's head as he practically jumped out of the cart and dashed straight to the one face he sure as hell didn't recognize, the one he was sure was Jane Doe, or, more accurately, Penny Lamb. He had questions and she was the one who went into the light right? So she must have answers!

As soon as Penny could even process what was happening, helping Ricky out of the cart on autopilot, she was immediately bombarded with questions from the tall Ukranian. She really couldn't understand a word he said..., making him repeat his questions more slowly only for her to not actually know the answers to them. Great.

That was all well in good though, because there was only one person he wanted to hear from right now, his beloved Talia.

The group walked off the metal platform as the drunk carney hurriedly rushed them off and Mischa grabbed his cell phone out of his back pocket, blinking a few times in surprise at the sheer number of notifications he had... all from Talia.

Call after call and text after text, Mischa could only really gather that she was upset with him for not answering her when she needed him. Even though he quickly started texting back, explaining the reason for his absence (minus the whole afterlife part), the damage had been done.

For days after, Mischa and Talia would have constant fights, sometimes over nothing and sometimes over something actually serious, to Mischa though, all of their fights were serious. It was really starting to get him irritated too, his safe space was now one filled with tension and it was just getting exhausting, so for once in their relationship, Mischa took a break away from Talia.

And to everyone's, including Mischa's, surprise it actually yielded positive results for Mischa. He was by no means a star student, but not being preoccupied with texting Talia all day helped him focus on his grades and actually show up to choir rehearsal on time. Maybe it was the fact that Talia and him were fighting, but he more than ever felt the determination to actually try and prove himself, prove himself to her that he was still worthy of her heart.

He even had the silliest thought that maybe he was rushing this whole marriage thing...

...

Well, maybe it isn't entirely untrue.

Marriage for so long has felt like his only reason to live, that one day he'll get the privilege to meet and marry the love of his life and it will all end just like that. And in a way, he still feels like that, but getting closer to the choir made his perspective shift a bit.

Sure, he still hates Uranium, but now he has an actual reason to start living his life away from that hell hole of a basement. His reason being the choir.

It was actually during one of their rehearsals were Mischa decided to actually go up and try to talk to Penny. They hadn't talked after the accident aside from a few quick greetings here and there, and as he's been told by everyone else, he needs to get better at opening up to people.

Mischa coming up and just casually talking to Penny was not on her bucket list. Granted, she's been given way more attention in the past few weeks since the accident, but she still found it so surreal that Mischa Bachinski would want to talk to her.

And yet here he was, indulging in all her weird science facts with the most attractive accent she's ever had the privilege of hearing...

Mischa being Mischa, was really interesting in all of the super gritty facts, like how rabies has a 100% fatality rate or how sea scorpions were once the size of great white sharks, if something was disturbing with the fact, chances are he's gonna wanna hear it.

This starts his trend of going up to Penny before classes start and getting his daily creepy trivia fact, discussing it with her, and going down rabbit holes of discussions.

Eventually, though, all good things turn sour and Talia ends up breaking up with Mischa, blocking him on all platforms without so much as an explanation. And when I tell you Mischa was freaking out, I mean freaking out, their sudden breakup was enough to give Mischa a full-on panic attack in the boy's restroom during lunch...

He was inconsolable for weeks after, causing all his good habits to end up right back to where they started and for him to snap at anyone who tried to help him. He hated dealing with people's scrutiny and he was sure he'd do something he'd regret if he heard it now.

It was only after practice on a practically rainy day that this changed.

Mischa was sat at his bus bench, staring off into space as he tried his best not to reach for his phone or do anything that reminded him of her, of his Talia who was no longer his. Normally his brain would start to spiral, blaming the whole thing on him and his "selfish actions" but he didn't get to do that when he felt the bench shifting to support the weight of another person who had sat next to him. His head snapped up, trying to see the individual who actually tried sitting next to him, only to see Penny Lamb.

He should've suspected what she was going to ask next, her voice coming out unsure and shaky as she asked him what was wrong.

Truthfully, he was going to tell her to leave him alone like he did with everyone else, but that caring look in her green eyes made it hard to say anything negative toward the girl... Against his best judgment, he confided in Penny and let everything out. He was kind of glad he did too, he's sure if he kept the hurt he felt from Talia in any longer, he would've just exploded with agony.

Hearing Mischa explain how much he truly loved Talia and hearing how she just left him, like their relationship was nothing more than a leaf in the wind, Penny really couldn't help but feel awful for Mischa. The longer the boy went on, the deeper her frown became.

Even though she wasn't good with social cues, she knew she had to do something to cheer him up, they were friends now after all. So, with blurting the first thing that came to her mind out, she asked Mischa if he'd like to spend the night at her house for a sleepover.

"It's just to take your mind off things..." Penny soon added as Mischa cautiously eyed her.

And once again, despite all odds, he couldn't say no to her.

He was really glad he said yes though because that's the exact moment he fell in love with Penny and he fell hard.

As he and Penny were sprawled out on her living room floor, watching some movie she had on VHS tape, his brown eyes turned to look over at her and just see the slightest smile on her pink lips making his chest flutter... In that moment, It just hits him how at peace he felt, it was the first time he felt peace in Uranium, the first time he felt peace like this since he was still with his mom.

Not once did he ever feel like this with Talia, not when they would send overdramatized paragraphs declaring their love for each other, not when he told her all about his life story and the best she could do was change the topic out of discomfort, and sure as hell not when he tried to fix whatever he did to make her fight him all the time after the accident.

There was never a moment where his heart was this calm, where his mind wasn't filled to the brim with destructive thoughts, or when he could truly look at someone and say he felt at home.

How could he let one girl keep him from seeing this?

Mischa would definitely act like Penny's boyfriend even if they aren't dating, he's very touchy and affectionate making everyone think they are a couple.

Penny was also pretty surprised by this change in Mischa's behavior, but she quickly got over it, thinking it was normal since she helped him get over his ex and all.

When Penny finds Mischa's YouTube channel, she will listen to every song in one sitting even if she doesn't understand most of them. She wants to be a supportive friend! She also leaves a few comments with support and some feedback, leaving Mischa with a strong sense of deja vu but also giving him a huge ego boost.

Mischa has a really bad habit of getting into fights to defend Penny, like, he has sent multiple kids to the hospital for her before. Even when Penny asks him to stop and that the bullying isn't that bad, Mischa will just shut that down. He honestly can't believe she would think that of herself, that she wasn't worth a few broken fingers for. To Mischa, he would gladly hurt a thousand more people if it meant she would be safe and happy.

One of Mischa's favorite pastimes is to legitimately stalk Penny's social media, even though she doesn't have much posted, her foster parents are shy about showing her and her brother off to the world. He has every photo he can find of her saved in his photos.

Man is so possessive of her, he really just wants to hold her all day and have her praise him. He could die a happy man then.

Mischa is probably the one person Penny is least suspicious of when it comes to being possessive or just showing any signs of concerning behavior. Her thought process is that everyone copes with breakups differently, not to mention when it's someone you thought you were going to get married to, so she really believes this is all his way of coping and he will eventually ease off.

She is very wrong in that though.

He is very likely planning to kidnap Penny after graduation and take her with him to Ukraine..., send help.

Ricky Potts:

Cold metal was all Ricky Potts could feel in his hands, no longer holding onto his friends but holding onto what seemed to be a metal bar. His mouth opened to ask what was happening before his heart just dropped... He couldn't speak anymore.

He knew immediately then that they were back to real life.

As the cart flew down the last set of tracks, he looked beside him to see a girl clinging to his body, one he had never seen before but he still pulled her close so she wouldn't be scared. If his hunch was right, he knew who this was supposed to be.

He knew the girl had to be Penny Lamb, or Jane Doe as he had known her for their short time in the afterlife.

Once the ride came to a stop, Penny repaid his kindness by helping him out of the cart and giving him a wobbly smile, as if she wasn't too sure what was happening either. Ricky quickly grabbed a notepad from his pocket to ask if she remembered what happened to which she nodded yes, but she didn't know why everyone was back...

That wasn't important though, not when they were back alive and memories of their "relationship" rushed to the forefront of Ricky's brain. He calls a "relationship" in air quotes because he never actually dared to go up to her..., he doubted she knew sign language anyway and people were quick to get bored or weirded out by him writing or using his AAC device.

He didn't want to risk the humiliation by a girl he thought was extremely pretty.

But at this moment, he finds himself talking to her freely, his hands slightly shaking as he writes down responses and Penny painterly waiting. It really makes him wish he got to do this earlier..., though seeing her green eyes now really takes on a whole new meaning for him and he can't stop the smile protruding on his lips.

Penny's attention was quickly taken though as the others rushed up to her as they were reasonably freaked out, pushing Ricky to the side. As much as he wants to get upset, he understands their confusion and opts to talk to Noel instead, making plans to talk to Penny later.

Over the next few days, the whole choir became a lot closer and they even ended up making a group chat!

At first, it was to be for choir purposes as dictated by Ocean, but that didn't last long as Noel and Mischa would talk about anything other than choir and Ricky just couldn't help but spam memes. He would feel slightly bad, but they made Penny laugh so that's all that mattered.

Plus, he got to have Penny's number, so it's a win-win situation. And trust me when I say that they are very frequent texters, like, Mischa and Talia level texters.

Penny tries to learn more sign language even if Ricky insists she doesn't have to do that, but she insists harder that Ricky should be able to just talk and not have to worry about writing anything down or using his AAC device.

They have ASL study sessions at his house now and Penny absolutely adores his cats.

This is also where Penny met Ricky's parents for the first time!

Where Ricky was extremely grateful that they didn't sign normal ASL but their own version of it, meaning Penny could not understand all of the embarrassing things they were teasing him about.

It is not fun to sit beside your crush while your mom teases you about her thinking you'll be a basement dweller all your life.

Penny was incredibly confused the whole time...

Ricky's favorite thing is when Penny and him will just exchange weird facts, his mostly being about space and hers being about animals. He will also research animal facts, just to try and impress her.

Ricky likes talking to her in ASL so no one else knows what they are talking about, it feels a lot more intimate and like they are the only two people in the room.

Despite how shy and reserved Penny is, she will undoubtedly protect Ricky from bullies, no one bullies her best friend and gets away with it!

Ricky will give Penny her first exposure to video games, probably with a Sonic game or something, and he finds her struggling adorable and also slightly frustrating.

Penny also teaches the others ASL, which Ricky is grateful for.

For pretty much all of his life, Zolar was Ricky's safe space from everyone, a world where no one ignored him and where he could actually be destined for greater things. Although he no longer finds himself drifting to Zolar as much as he used to, his mind still wanders there from time to time as he continues going through his intergalactic adventures.

And though no one exactly forgot how much Zolar meant to him, everyone else in the choir rarely, if ever, brought it up again after the accident. Except for, of course, Penny Lamb.

Ricky and Penny share English together, and on some winter day, Ricky doodled his OCs in his notebook while waiting for Penny to arrive, just some lighthearted sketches as he daydreamed. Lost in his thoughts, he hadn't noticed Penny standing right behind him overlooking all his drawings with curious eyes. She was quick to poke him on the shoulder and ask about it, causing Ricky to sheepishly smile while explaining exactly who they were.

Eventually, he started to ramble as the girl asked more and more questions, but she didn't mind, she actually quite enjoyed watching him get so passionate about what he loved. The way his hands quickly signed, making some of his words unintelligible to her, or how his smile went from being sheepish to full of life and excitement, or even how he'd sometimes glance to the side when trying to remember specific details, Penny loved it all.

And god does Ricky adore her all the same. This moment was really where he learned how much she meant to him as she smiled while listening to his nonsensical ramblings, he wished everyone could be as nice as she was.

He doesn't need anyone but her though.

Ricky is always actively trying to contribute to her doll collection, which Penny finds sweet. All the dolls he gives her have their own special place in her bedroom.

Ricky likes her having something to remind her of him as well.

They spend pretty much every lunch together and they walk together between classes.

Did I mention that he has a ton of pet names for her? Because he does. He could call her the generic ones like, "darling, sweetheart, and love" at one moment and then call her something like, "honeybunches, babycakes, and pookie wookie" the next, he loves seeing her cringe.

By far his favorite though is "My Savannah"

Ricky also has a Zolar OC named Savannah who is totally not based off of Penny, what- She's the love interest for his OC.

He has a ton of drawings of their characters together, most of them in a romantic connotation which Ricky would never let Penny see...

Even if he doesn't like to think it, he likes that Penny is sheltered cause it means she'll rely on him for stuff and he can teach her a ton of things.

He will befriend Ezra, and no questions will be asked. They are like two peas in a pod.

This also means though, that Ezra knows about Ricky's crush on Penny and while he questioned the boy's choices at first, he eventually moves on to just teasing Ricky. He teases all the time and at every bad time imaginable.

Ricky knows he really shouldn't, but every time he's at her house, he can't stop himself from taking something of hers to keep. He mostly likes taking shirts and hoodies since they smell like her.

He's so aware of how weird the habit is, but his heart literally feels like it's breaking if he can't be near her for long periods of time... (The shirts and hoodies will have cat hair all over them btw)

He is also prone to spamming her messages, he gets very clingy.

Ricky will absolutely buy her anything her heart desires, like, he's not even wealthy but god forbid you take him and Penny to the mall. Penny will literally be begging for him not to buy her anything else by the end of, she also really can't hold anything else.

If anyone else tries to do this with Penny though, he will make sure that it miraculously goes "missing."

Not going to lie, he can get incredibly smug when the other choir members are fighting over her since he feels that they have the closest relationship by far.

>:3 <- Literally his face the entire time.

Even if Ricky thinks he's slick with his yandere tendencies, it has definitely reached Penny to some capacity. She knows something is up but she just can't tell what... After all, her missing shirts and hoodies have to be going somewhere and the hoodies that she spots underneath Ricky's bed suspiciously look like the ones she lost...

She really feels like she's being delusional. :((

Even if Ricky often gets lost in his daydreams, he is also an incredibly observant person, meaning her knows everyone in the choir's weaknesses and what makes them tick. You can already see how he would use that kind of information to his advantage.

Ricky dreams of Penny often, they are mostly happy dreams about what their future could look like, but some are the complete opposite. Like, the ones where he was chosen to come back to life during the accident, and no one but him came back. Including Penny with her beautiful green eyes.

Those dreams make him want to keep her by his side forever.

Constance Blackwood:

Constance Blackwood hated the taste of metal, there was just something so grotesque and bitter about it that just made her want to spit it out every time. There weren't a lot of things she hated in the world but that was one of them.

It made her want to puke as it filled her mouth, her eyes shooting open to see why it was filling in the first place. 'Oh, my teeth were biting too hard into my lips, weird...'

'...Why and I on a roller coaster.'

It took about 10 minutes, getting off the ride, and getting to the dirt paths of the fall fairgrounds for Constance to actually register what was happening around her. She was alive and well.

She needed to hear her parent's voices at this very instant.

Constance wasn't even worried about why they were back in the first place, she just hurriedly grabbed her phone, dialed her dad's number, and called him. It was so hard to act like nothing had just happened, that she didn't die and had a chance of never seeing him, her mom, or her brother again. Through baited breaths, a small part of her hesitant that it was all some trick and that she really was dead, she managed to ask for her parents to come to get her.

They were confused but also quick to agree, she's pretty sure she freaked them out more by saying "I love you" for the first time in forever. She had to though, she now realized what she could've lost.

The girl took a deep breath, turning back to the rest of the choir as they talked about what had happened. This time though, instead of seeing the rosy-cheeked doll face she was all so used to seeing, she sees a brown-haired girl in the center of everyone.

That was not Jane, not the clueless girl who would follow her around with a headless doll or the one who sang with pure agony over her forgotten identity. This was, as she felt her memory rush back to her, Penny Lamb, the girl Ocean wished to come back to life right before they all got sent back here.

Even if she knew it was such a silly thought, she still was a little anxious around Penny... She knows she and Jane are two different individuals, but it's still hard to look at her without seeing Jane's lifeless doll eyes.

Funnily enough though, Penny was quick to flock to Constance when she needed to ask questions or when she just wanted to talk to another girl about stuff. Like Jane, she tended to follow Constance around, but this time Constance's anxiousness soon eased up.

She actually found herself liking to have Penny around, as much as she cared and loved Ocean, she wasn't exactly the easiest to vent to or talk about normal teenage drama with.

They have girl talks often!

Constance's little brother loves Penny and Ezra thinks Constance is one of the better friends Penny has made. They all have little outings where they'll go to the aquarium or the park from time to time.

Penny still tells animal facts to Constance, but she tries to tone down the scare factor which Constance appreciates.

Penny calls Constance "Connie" and Constance calls Penny "Pen".

They have a very affectionate friendship, they act like the sweetest old married couple even before Constance gains feelings for Penny. (This probably helped push her in that direction though)

They go to each other when they need to rant about the other choir members, mainly Constance since she's known them for longer and has a lot to say now that she's trying to be more true to herself.

They have a mini book club with just the two of them so they can nerd out on their favorite books. :)

Constance likes to bake for Penny and have Penny try out new recipes. The only thing is that Penny would never insult Constance's baking, so Constance never gets any accurate feedback-

Penny is lowkey so jealous of Constance's purple hair, that she will beg Constance to dye her hair too! Constance only lets Penny do the stuff that won't ruin her hair and that is only temporary though.

Penny dyed it purple to match Constance.

Okay so, they both know it's incredibly childish, but they will have tea parties where Penny will bring some of her dolls and Constance makes the sweets and tea. They both end up having so much fun that they long forget the initial awkwardness of it.

Constance remembers the day she fell in love with Penny like it was yesterday... Penny had come over to have a study session with Constance, which is where they might actually study for 30 minutes and then spend the rest of the time hanging out, and while they walk into her home Constance excuses herself to the restroom for a moment. Upon coming back, she hears her brother's excited rambling all the way down the hall which she just knew was him bothering Penny about whatever he was hyper fixated on at the time. Her steps pick up to quickly round the corner and save Penny- Only to see her happily talking back with him, just as invested as he was in the conversation.

The scene really just made her heart melt... Seeing her best friend being so nice and accommodating to her younger brother, whom she cared for so much, really got her heart racing. She just knew she had to keep Penny around, she had to have her by her side for the rest of their lives, best friends side by side.

...

Only, best friend didn't sound quite right, in fact, the word made her heart sting like a heartbreak.

No, she knew she wanted to be more than that, she wanted to be her girlfriend, fiance, and everything in between.

When it comes to concealing her crush, unlike pretty much everyone in the choir, she is surprisingly slick with it. Like, until Constance directly confesses to her, Penny would have 0 clue Constance was in love with her.

Constance would treat her so well! She is the best when it comes to handling Penny's anxiety and she really loves helping Penny in her time of need. It makes her feel wanted and important.

Very much the mom friend who actually likes one of her friends but any flirty thing she does just comes off in a platonic kind of way

Constance is really trying here...

Constance is scared of dolls, so whenever she goes to Penny's house, Penny has to keep all her dolls in a closet.

Also because of that, they go to Constance's house way more than Penny's.

Constance uses the fact that they are good friends to be touchy.

Constance likes to write secret anonymous love letters and put them in Penny's locker for her to find, they are filled with some of the most cheesiest lines too. Constance really lets her heart bleed when it comes to those, she's okay with being cheesy if Penny will be cheesy with her.

She would totally send treats with the love letters too, but she's afraid it will give her away since Penny knows her baking all too well by now.

Constance's parents absolutely love Penny as well, like, they basically accepted her as their own daughter, much like Ocean. (They pretty much have adopted the whole choir at this rate-)

They know about Constance's crush too and really try to push Penny into realizing it, despite Constance's best wishes.

Picnic dates? Picnic dates.

They'll set it up at sunrise in the park so while they're eating they watch the sun go down and the stars slowly show themselves in the night sky. It will be dead silent too, as they are both just enjoying each other's company and watching the sky do its business.

They both like to share hoodies when it gets colder, mainly because Constance offered Penny her hoodie once and Penny forgot to give it back and instead just offered Constance one of hers.

She is silently bragging to Ricky that she managed to get Penny's hoodie without stealing it-

They call every night and end up talking on the phone for hours. Penny really likes it when it gets super late and they end up planning out their futures together, in a way, it makes her feel less anxious about what's to come.

She also thinks Constance's sleepy voice is adorable.

No lie, Constance has definitely written fanfiction about the two of them getting together- She never published it and the names are changed, but it is so obviously about them that it'd only take you a few lines of reading to realize it.

They would definitely make friendship bracelets together, the colors being the color of their eyes, so it's a mix of green and brown with the words "P+C=<3" made with beads that have letters and numbers on them. Constance cherishes this bracelet with her life and would actually have a full-on breakdown if she or someone else broke it.

Constance has a cat plushie she named Penny.

Constance has also fallen victim to stalking Penny's social media habit, but she only did it once and felt guilty afterward since it made her feel so icky.

It also didn't help that Penny has little to no photos of herself on any social media platform, so Constance really got nothing out of it other than feelings like a complete creep-

Penny and Constance have a shared music playlist together since Penny thinks it's interesting to see their different music tastes.

Uses her status as the "nicest girl in town" to get people to back away from Penny. It's not that anyone is threatened by Constance, it's just that if she so much as chooses to get them in trouble, the staff would be quick to suspend them.

She can really only handle so many romantic "rivals" at once, and the choir is literally her limit so she feels that she has to do that.

Constance would undoubtedly do anything Penny tells her to do, Penny could ask her to lick the ground and she would. Penny would rather die than do that though, which is one thing Constance likes about her so much, that she sees Constance as more than a people pleaser willing to do anything.

During their sleepovers, if Penny just so happened to fall asleep first, Constance would probably just watch Penny sleep for a while before turning in for the night. She just finds the way her chest slowly rises and falls and the way her hair is sprawled out against the pillow to be so beautiful...

She thinks Penny is ridiculously pretty.

Constance is so good at concealing these kinds of emotions that Penny genuinely would never have a clue that Constance feels this way about her. Plus, she would already have a hard time believing Constance loved her, if she was told how intensely those feelings actually were, she would just think she's being lied to.

Not that Constance would tell the truth on this kind of thing anyway.

Constance has really bad nightmares of Penny turning out to hate her, it's her worst fear, and every time she gets that same nightmare, she'll wake up with tears streaming down her face. She would probably also have a panic attack for a solid 30 minutes... It's really bad.

Penny will wake up in the morning with a ton of missed calls and messages from Constance telling her that she needs to hear her voice and it makes Penny feel so sorry that she didn't wake up in time.

There are so many times when she and Penny are hanging out and Constance just has to stop for a moment so her heart won't actually explode on her from beating so fast. Penny just brings out such an obsessive and great love within her that she literally makes her lose her breath.

This might be a concerning thought to have, but Constance is really grateful that they died on that roller coaster that day. It's what kickstarted their relationship after all and got her to see the amazing girl in front of her for what she's worth. She can't believe she spent so long blind to Penny, blind to how much she loves.

General/All together:

Penny frequently gets close to actually finding out why the choir acts the way they do but is always gaslit into thinking that she's just overthinking it.

Penny should be glad that this is after the accident, because before the accident, having them as yanderes would've been insufferable- For now, they are all at least somewhat tolerable.

Everyone in the group is aware of each other's feelings for Penny, which makes it really awkward that one of them flirts with her right in front of the others-

Ocean pretty much made everyone make a pact to not try to do anything too extreme with Penny while they are all still in school. Just so they have a lower chance of actually killing each other.

Group hangouts are so chaotic.

They are pretty much always at Constance's house, if they aren't it's because Ocean is forcing them to all go outside for a change.

They have a group chat that doesn't have Penny in it so they can talk about her. It's really there so they can make plans for if Penny finds out of them liking her or if there is some kind of emergency regarding her.

Penny is banned from going on any fair ride.

A/N: Guys, I seriously don't know why I made Mischa's so long- It makes the others look bad. :'/

[sincerely-astra]

Can i request Yandere Choir/Ride the cyclone with Trishna? (Noel being platonic) (Idk if you do for Cut Characters)

She's a cut character, she's a shy, nerdy and curious girl who's into entomology and has a crush on her neighbor and classmate Hank! (Now idk things about Hank, but i'm pretty sure he was supposed to be the kindest boy in town or whatever)

Thanks! Here's a virtual flower and hug for you! 🌷🫂

☁️Yandere Choir x Trishna🌧️

Hopefully, this is okay since I don't know a lot about Trishna or Hank, I do write for cut characters though! They are very interesting to learn about. :)

⚠️WARNING: General yandere content!⚠️

Ocean O'Connell Rosenberg:

Ocean's impression of Trishna was nothing notable. They had met through Hank after Ocean urged the other choir members to find new recruits, the new recruit Hank brought being Trishna.

Though, in Trishna's own words, "I'm not really planning on joining the choir actually..., Hank just asked me to at least look at it." But Ocean wasn't going to have it, as she had done with basically everyone else in the choir, she was gonna make sure Trishna joined them!

Her plan was simple: become Trishna's friend and soon coerce her into joining. She started by sitting with her at lunch, then walking with her in the hallways, and eventually, they would have study sessions together. Trishna wasn't stupid though, she very well knew the only reason they were hanging was for Ocean to make her join the choir, but she didn't really mind if it meant she could have another friend.

Ocean treated Trishna a lot like how she would Constance, they were friends, sure, but it wasn't too rare to see Ocean interrupting Trishna or pushing her to do stuff she didn't want to.

Ocean's tactic had worked though, Trishna out of obligation joined the choir...

In all fairness though, Trishna would've joined the choir at some point even if Ocean didn't push her to do so, Hank had been trying to persuade her for years after all.

With Her and Ocean's friendship simmering down a little, Trishna is still lowkey terrified of Ocean but also curious on why she acts the way she does. There's just something about the facade Ocean puts on that makes her want to dig deeper and learn more about the girl.

And she does! Instead of just Ocean initiating their hangouts (which now that she joined the choir, was every once in a blue moon), Trishna would go out of her way to invite Ocean to study with her or just go out of her way to talk to her.

This sudden shift put Ocean on the defensive as she didn't expect Trishna to be so... forward, but she too caved like Trishna once had.

Their hangouts are, as I've said already, mainly study dates. Ocean likes it this way though, she finds that Trishna is on the same wavelength as her and one of the few people who can match her intellect.

They were a good match together and were quick to become good friends.

Ocean tries to get Trishna to back her up a lot during arguments, which works even if Trishna doesn't think Ocean's in the right.

Trishna also really admires Ocean... She would kill to have such a good work ethic as her and wishes she could have her motivation.

Eventually, the topic of entomology came up in their conversations and Ocean is quick to learn of Trishna's fondness of the subject.

Ocean personally cannot stand insects, but watching Trishna get all giddy and excited about them makes her not say anything about that. In fact, she finds the girl's excitement adorable and even if she hates bugs, she'll let her rant about them all she wants.

There are a few times where Ocean's facade starts to crack a little, like when she goes on a whole rant about the dangers of drugs when they aren't even on that subject or how she is constantly spraying bits of perfume on her person. These behaviors and several others really let Trishna see into the girl's personal life and her fears.

It lets her see that Ocean isn't as flawless as she presents herself to be.

Trishna subtly tries to tell Ocean to take a break but Ocean never picks up on it. It got so bad that one day when the two were studying together, Ocean was noticeably more stressed out than usual and she ended up breaking down mid-session. Trishna knows she's awful at comforting people, but she really does try her best for Ocean, she pats her back while the ginger sobs, and when she calms down they talk it out.

Ocean had so much built up inside of her that they talked for hours. Once they both realized how late it had gotten, Ocean couldn't help but feel so embarrassed... She rarely got embarrassed but in this moment she honestly felt terrible.

Ocean helped Trishna pack up the supplies and Ocean was about to walk out of her home, an apology on her tongue, but before she could say anything Trishna said, "...I'm really glad you opened up to me, you know."

Trishna could not have been prepared for how much Ocean's heart would melt at her words..., a red blush covering her cheeks as she brushed it off and quickly left before Trishna could ask what was wrong. The whole way home, those words repeated in Ocean's mind as she tried to not make any deep meaning to them, but god was it so hard when that was the moment she knew she was in love.

Trishna basically earned herself a koala, because Ocean is attached.

And with this newfound bond they both had, Trishna decided to push her luck and try to help Ocean learn how to take a break, while also trying to get her to stop being so harsh to those around her. The only reason Ocean is really doing those things is for her.

The tradeoff for Trishna though is that Ocean tries to push her out of her shell and get her to do various "girl activities" together. (All the activities being within reason of course. And yes, this was an idea suggested by Constance.)

They go shopping, watch musicals at the local theater, have sleepovers, etc. It's all pretty new to Trishna since she used to spend all her time studying, but she really likes it!

Ocean tries to be smooth and flirt with Trishna, but it backfires as Ocean is just awful at it... Trishna always ends up laughing and it makes Ocean's heartbeat faster.

If anyone even tries to bully Trishna, Ocean will for sure make them regret it, She will protect her baby with her life.

Trishna loves holding Ocean's hand since Ocean's hands are really cold and hers are warm, it makes for a nice balance.

When it comes to Hank, Ocean is lowkey infuriated with him. She wants to be the one Trishna likes, how could she like someone as simple-minded and unoriginal as him? He can't understand her like she can!

The moment Ocean figures out she likes Trishna, Ocean and Hank have a one-sided rivalry with Ocean trying to constantly prove she is better than Hank by any metric of society. Any time Hank would do something nice for Trishna, Ocean would do something 10x better. If he had a good report card, she would have a better one. If he got some kind of award, she would get 10 more, it was a constant competition for Ocean that confused Trishna a lot...

On the flip side, Trishna and Hank's relationship is what sends Ocean down her yandere spiral...

She will keep them apart at all times, mainly during choir since that's where she has the most control.

She has to stop herself from groaning and yelling out of frustration when Trishna gushes about Hank, like, her eye will be twitching the whole time.

Anytime Trishna confides in Ocean about her crush, Ocean will purposefully give her bad advice.

Ocean also will subtly bad-mouth Hank to Trishna, Trishna knows that Ocean doesn't like Hank and is purposefully trying to keep them apart but she doesn't know why and she also doesn't want to upset Ocean so she never brings it up.

Admittedly, Ocean's bad-mouthing also gets to her head.

Ocean has a habit of staring at Trishna during class, like, full-on obsessive staring, which even she finds concerning because she sometimes forgets to focus in class...

Noel Gruber:

Gonna be real, Noel was not at all interested in Trishna at first... He just thought of her as another shy girl, nothing special.

Trishna didn't think much of him as well, he seemed fine and she was curious about the papers he wrote on just to throw away.

The only thing that really connected them was their crush on Hank. Noel had a massive crush on him and Hank wasn't even aware of it.

Noel wasn't immediately jealous of Trishna, he didn't even know she had a crush on Hank until he started noticing the way she gushed at him. It was then that he started to feel a little jealous.

Scratch that, very jealous.

He's gone through this same song and dance so many times that he just finds it so frustrating. Every time there was a guy he was interested in, there had to be some girl there who he knew his crush would end up with.

So he was admittedly a little rude to Trishna.

Nothing big, but he'd exclude her a lot, be snappy with her, and a few other minor things here and there. These actions did hurt Trishna, but she didn't want to make a big deal out of it since she thought she was overreacting.

Trishna would also try to befriend Noel, she complimented him and would sometimes leave snacks on his choir seat, but Noel was generally unreceptive to her attempts.

One day though, Noel was walking through the halls to go to the restroom and just around the hallway he heard some guy talking badly about him. He was about to just sigh, roll his eyes, and keep on walking until she heard Trishna's voice...

She was defending him, albeit, in the least confrontational way possible, but she was still defending him. Why was she doing that after how cold he'd been to her? Was it staged? He knew that didn't make any sense considering there was no way she would have known he was going to go to the bathroom during class, but it was still such a weird thing for her to do.

But it was nice that someone was looking after him, no one's ever done that before.

He would say that his attitude towards her made a complete 180, but there was a noticeable shift even if he did sometimes fall back on old habits. He was generally nicer, would actually include her in conversations, and would also put little trinkets on her choir seat as a thank-you for the snacks.

They slowly but surely became friends after that.

If Trishna gets to ramble about bugs to Noel then she has to let Noel rant about The Blue Angel, that was the rule they made.

Seriously though, Noel may hate bugs with a passion, but he finds all her fun facts interesting.

He will be pulling her away from her school if he thinks she needs a break, whether she likes it or not. Noel knows her parents work her to death and he is not a fan.

Declares himself as her older brother and will be taking care of her as such. Trishna finds it funny though since she actually does see him as an older brother figure even if they are the same age.

Noel knows all the secret spots in their school to take her when Trishna just wants to calm down and not be near people.

He will also speak up for her if she is too shy to say anything herself.

On lucky days, Noel will be able to actually convince her to skip choir practice so they can go have some fun, it makes Trishna super nervous though-

Trishna is super interested in Noel's poems and practically begs Noel to let her keep them instead of him just destroying them, she thinks art should be appreciated and that includes his.

He would never tell her since he finds it so sappy but it warms his heart knowing someone actually thinks his art is worth something.

Trishna will never find out about Monique if Noel has something to say about it! ...She probably does find out though from snooping around Noel's room, but she doesn't say anything to save him from the embarrassment.

Trishna thinks Noel is super talented, like, Picasso or Mozart type talented.

Eventually, Noel gets over his crush on Hank, it did take a while but he has other things to worry about now... like Trishna's crush.

He has some thoughts.

He originally tried to be supportive of her and would push the two of them to be together. Like, he would set up dates for them and would help build her confidence so she could flirt more openly with Hank.

He wanted Trishna to be happy and if Hank was who made her happy, then so be it.

But eventually, he started feeling a little weird about it...

Every time he would watch them walk away together for a date or something else, he would just start getting the most heart-pounding anxiety out of nowhere.

Something about watching Trishna leave, even if he knew she'd come back eventually, just gave him a sinking feeling in his gut.

Turns out he really didn't want her to leave him behind.

And in the most left-field decision possible, Noel started to push them apart, which really confused both Trishna and Hank...

Trishna tried to confront him about his switch-up, but he just chalked it up to him not realizing that Hank wasn't good enough for her and that she deserved better than him. And like Ocean, he got to her head and made her stop seeing Hank as often...

Noel is so incredibly possessive of Trishna, he influences who she interacts with, where she can go, and the whole nine yards.

Trishna knows she should break away from him but she really does see him as family so she has a hard time doing so...

Noel is also aware of this and uses it to his advantage so they can spend more time together.

She's his little sister after all.

Mischa Bachinski:

Mischa had to be the most interesting person Trishna had met by far.

As soon as she joined the choir, he was the first person who really caught her eye. She really couldn't help but be curious when he had such a unique look to him, clearly he wasn't from around here.

But of course, due to his intimidating aura, Trishna vowed to just watch him from afar.

Hank tried to reason with her and tell her that Mischa, although he hadn't met him himself, would much rather her go up to him rather than just stare at him, but she wouldn't budge.

Throughout choir, anytime she thought he wasn't looking (which, let's be real, was most of the time) she would take sneak peeks at him. She would note his behavior, habits, and whatever she caught her attention during their seemingly endless hours of rehearsal.

Mischa would feel someone staring at him during practice and he tried ignoring it at first since everyone does that until they just get used to him, but after a while, he confronted her about it.

This led to Trishna trying to awkwardly explain how she found him interesting and just wanted to see how he acted, all the while trying not to sound creepy. Don't get him wrong, he was a little peeved at her actions, but it also interested him so he let her off the hook.

Once they were over that initial bump, Trishna started to go up to Mischa so they could talk during choir. It was a lot of Trishna asking questions about his home and whatnot, with Mischa sometimes asking questions back.

They also started to meet up in the mornings.

Trishna was somehow able to get Mischa to teach her Ukrainian and she is surprisingly good at it, even if she fumbles with the pronunciation sometimes. Anytime she messes up, she gets super embarrassed.

A big thing they bond over is their love lives, Trishna's crush on Hank, and Mischa's love for Talia. Mischa would share some of the "wisdom" he has learned from being with Talia which Trishna actually takes seriously.

They both share tips with one another which may or may not work.

With this being their main talking point, it really surprised Mischa whenever first saw Trishna rambling excitedly to Hank and a sharp pain hit his chest like something wasn't right.

It frustrated him to no end... What was so weird about Trishna finally being able to flirt with her crush, something that he helped her do? Every time, he gets this thought in the back of his head that tells him Hank isn't good enough for Trishna, but he keeps that to himself for fear of upsetting her.

His only solace was being able to text Talia, her words of praise and her love never failed to make him feel better about everything. This worked for a while and he managed to keep his mind off of Trishna and Hank.

But even that started to fail him, Talia's responses kept getting shorter and shorter with him and she didn't seem at all interested in his loving words.

He didn't think much of it, figuring she must have gotten busy with her job and whatnot, until one day he got a long text, at least two full messages long, from Talia explaining how she fell out of love with him and how she found someone better. The panic that shot through his spine was nothing like he had ever had before.

Despite the last line of her text asking him not to contact her anymore, he still sent text after text asking for her to forgive him and to please come back to him, that he could still give her the world.

His messages were left on delivered before the app told him that she had blocked his number. That day really sucked.

For a good 3 weeks, he would rot in his bed, only getting out if he absolutely needed to. His heart felt like it had broken into a million different pieces, all being withheld from him by the one he used to love so much...

His absence from school and the fact that no one had heard from him really got Trishna worried... On a whim, and hoping to some magical force that he would come back, she sent him a text, just saying how she hoped he would come back soon and that she was worried. He got the text immediately after she sent it as he was scrolling through their past messages, it made him feel a little better, and he was quick to scroll back down and read her message.

...

As much as he didn't want to, as much as he thought his heart couldn't take it, he knew he needed to get up, if only for her sake.

On his first day back, Trishna was the first to come up to him, clearly excited to see him even though she tried to hide to not upset him.

They just talked like everything was normal, like nothing happened and he didn't just break up with the love of his life.

And he was okay with that, in fact, he was more than okay with it. He liked being able to let his guard down around her and be able to just talk about whatever came to their minds. Trishna was so easy to be with and he loved that.

He loved her.

...

He sees now how people think he moves too fast in relationships... (He literally doesn't care though.)

Gaining a crush on Trishna was not what he was expecting, especially since he just got out of a relationship with the girl he wanted to marry only weeks prior, but he didn't mind.

How could he mind when she had just the cutest expression on her face when she talked about entomology or when the way her brows would furrow when she had questions about something.

He seriously doesn't understand how Hank could be so hopelessly oblivious to what was right in front of him.

Speaking of Hank...

Mischa and Hank were never close, like at all, and even the moments when Hank did talk to Mischa, it was a very one-sided conversation. But even if they had been the best of friends, Mischa would have still been less than impressed with Trishna's crush on him.

Sure, he may be known to be a kind guy, but actions speak louder than words and Trishna is way too good for him. Literally, how could Hank miss someone so incredible pining after him? That's reason enough for why he doesn't deserve her.

So, as any totally sane and rational person would do, Mischa would actively go after and try to intimidate Hank, really trying to hammer in that if he ever sees him around Trishna again, he's gonna get more than a few broken fingers next time. Hank, being the guy that he was, was really hesitant to just leave Trishna with him and wanted to warn her, but he had to prioritize his own safety this time...

Mischa's intimidation even made Hank quit the choir, much to the bafflement of everyone.

Mischa will get into entomology for Trishna, he doesn't care for bugs but if she likes them, he wants to be able to talk about it with her. Trishna also gets super excited when Mischa starts to actually be able to contribute to their conversations about entomology and her smile is what really made it all worth it for Mischa.

Mischa really likes being close to Trishna at all times, like he needs to have a hand on her whenever they are together. He always feels such an intense need to be really possessive of her, especially since he knows some people, like Hank, will try and keep her away from him.

Trishna likes hanging out in his basement with him, it's very calming and she gets to get away from people.

What about Trishna's parents? You may be asking, and the answer to that is that Mischa will somehow get Trishna those A's even if it's not the legal way. He is committed to taking up as much of her free time as possible.

Ricky Potts:

They met before Trishna joined the choir during an after-school dance where they would receive extra credit, Trishna was there because she genuinely wanted extra credit and Ricky was there because his parents thought it would be a good opportunity for him to "make new friends." He didn't have the heart to tell them that everyone avoids him at school...

They were both meant to just be another pair of eyes, supervisors in case anyone got a little too crazy. Ricky was standing by the punch bowl, just trying to wait the night out so he could get out of his stuffy tux and go home when Trishna approached him awkwardly. She said hello and introduced herself, asking if he was the other supervisor there as she didn't really want to be alone all night.

Ricky, not really thinking clearly as he was excited someone actually came up and talked to him, was quick to sign, "Yes, I am. My name's Ricky." As soon as his hands started signing, he made a mental facepalm as he remembered that she probably didn't know ASL... But just as soon as he was about to grab his pad and pen, she signed back with, "It's nice to meet you, I like your tie." Then points to his space-themed tie.

Her signing definitely wasn't perfect, but the way his heart leaped for joy when he watched her hands make those words was unimaginable.

They had a great night together as well, talking, laughing, and occasionally dancing in their little corner. They didn't even realize the dance was over until the room was almost empty, and even then they both just sheepishly giggled as they walked out. Ricky was thrilled to have finally met his person.

After that night, they were inseparable. Ricky finally found someone willing to talk and hang out with him and Trishna found someone who she was comfortable with, it's a win-win situation!

Now, Ricky had never intended to show Trishna anything related to Zolar, as, in his view, she was far too pure to not be absolutely mortified by it...

It might have been the one thing he was passionate about in the world, but he was acutely aware of how others saw his daydreams and he wasn't about to risk losing Trishna. Well, until he was literally pushed to by Trishna.

Trishna, being the ever-curious girl she was, had known for a while that Ricky was hiding something from her, it was just written all over his face when he would slam his notebook shut when she came up to him during lunch and when he would stop himself mid-sentence as if to stop himself from mentioning something. She just had no idea what that something could be!

So, for pretty much a month straight, Trishna did everything she could to coax this secret out of him. She poked and probed at every possible point she could think of, but it never worked...

Until during one lunch period when Ricky was rambling about some movie franchise (probably Star Trek, she can't remember), and he just so happened to start mentioning his own universe inspired by it with a planet called Zolar. Ricky was quick to shut his mouth, but it was too late...

And so, he told Trishna everything he could about Zolar. As much as he wanted to leave some of the more explicit details out, she wasn't having it.

Trishna wasn't too weirded out by the whole thing and even is the one who usually initiates their conversations about Zolar. It's a nice change of pace for her to see someone else nerding out about something they love. :)

Then came Trishna joining the choir... Ricky normally would've been in love with this idea as it meant he could spend some more time with his favorite person, but as soon as he saw her in the choir room during her first rehearsal, he saw something that shook him.

Right in front of him was his best friend talking to Hank, an interaction he would have thought was normal if not for the red blush that coated Trishna's cheeks as she animatedly talked to him. The view hit him like a truck..., seeing the girl he's grown to care for so much acting so giddy over some guy made his stomach churn in the most unpleasant of ways.

He didn't even know why. What could have him possibly feeling so riled up about this?

His dilemma lasted him about a good week and he had several ramblings about it to his cats before he came to a startling conclusion. The conclusion is that he likes Trishna, a lot more than he thought he did.

He's never been one to deny his feelings, finding that it only takes up time he doesn't have, but this was different... It's about the only person in Uranium (besides his own parents) who actually cares to get to know him and see him as an individual, not just his disability.

Letting something as silly as a crush get in the way of that..., he really doesn't think he can take it. But he knows he can't hide these feelings forever, after all, thinking of Trishna being with anyone else is a way worse feeling than just their relationship being awkward after he confesses.

The only solution in his eyes was that he wait. He waits until she sees that he is the only one who understands her, he waits until she sees that Hank, or anyone else for that matter, is just a fleeting relationship that won't be able to compare to the one he has with her, he will wait for her.

During class, Ricky and Trishna would pass notes to one another filled with random questions, conversations, and doodles. Trishna especially likes drawing butterflies around Ricky's Zolar OCs.

They would also totally cosplay together, mainly from cartoons such as Steven Universe, The Owl House, Gravity Falls, etc. (Ricky would convince her to dress up with him as one of the couples on the show-)

Any time Ricky sees an insect literally anywhere, he will send a picture to Trishna so she can tell him what it is.

Speaking of photos, he has so many photos of Trishna, it's unreal- A lot of them are taken from when she's asleep or just unaware of his presence too. He isn't even sure why he does it other than he likes taking note of how many times he sees her in a day.

Ricky won't exactly interfere with Hank and Trishna's relationship, over time his jealousy simmers down a bit and he can think more level-headedly about how to deal with their relationship, but he does often try to get Trishna to talk to him instead of Hank. He wants her to come to him on her own accord, not because he's making her do so.

He always makes their hangouts last longer than they need to, so he can ask her to spend the night at his place. He wants to make sure she's safe and he gets to spend more time with her that way!

Even if Ricky can't physically beat her bullies up, being one of the few disabled kids in Uranium means a lot of faculty take his side during conflicts and he will be using that to make sure they at the very least get suspended for a little while.

Penny Lamb:

Trishna was one of the first people Penny had met at St. Cassian High School. Penny was a new student and Trishna, with the company of Ocean, was her tour guide. They met in the principal's office about an hour before school started and the rest is history.

The first impression Penny got of Trishna was that she was a lot like herself..., they were both quiet, nerdy people who didn't have many friends. That's probably what drew Penny in so much as she at least there was one person here who could hopefully understand her struggles.

Which Trishna did, very well, as soon as Ocean left to go tend to her other club duties, they both got to talking and Trishna found herself really enjoying Penny's company. She didn't have to worry so much about having moments of silence since Penny too didn't feel the need to say anything. Penny's anxious attitude was also a nice breather from most other students' loud and boisterous personalities, Trishna actually got herself talking more and basically being the extrovert in their conversations as she wanted to make Penny more comfortable.

They were attached at the hip after this and Penny managed to even get all her classes switched so she could be in the same ones as Trishna's, it was honestly such a big help to her anxiety since she had someone she was comfortable with next to her at all times...

With Trishna and Penny being friends, it was bound to happen that one would start info-dumping about their passions to the other while the other intently listened. Very often, they both will just start info-dumping about completely different subjects while they work on homework or something else and they both somehow consider this to be the best part of doing their schoolwork-

Trishna will be ranting about entomology and her favorite insects while Penny will chime in every now and again with her own animal facts, they both work really well together in this regard.

And speaking of entomology, Penny will be getting into that from how often Trishna rants about it. Like, she is basically trying to collect the tri-force of nature facts with how much she knows about animals, insects, and actual nature. Although Penny is actually really interested in entomology, it also makes her happy to be able to rant about it with Trishna.

A big turning point in their friendship started when Trishna joined the choir, as per Ocean's influence. The news really shocked Penny since she didn't think Trishna would be into that at all (Even now, Penny is 90% sure Trishna only joined because Ocean wouldn't stop pestering her) but Trishna reassured her that it's fine and she actually thinks this will be good for her.

That last statement wasn't entirely believed by Trishna though..., sure, joining the choir would make her a more rounded person and would look good for colleges, but she also has never had to put herself in such a spotlight before... The more she thought about it, the more nervous she got.

So, what better way to sedate her nerves while also not backing out of the choir entirely than to get Penny to join her!

Only a few days after joining, Penny had come up to Penny and, through some very anxious ramblings, asked if she would join as well, even if just for as long as it takes for her nerves to subside.

Penny herself was not too keen on the idea, but pretty much immediately said yes to Trishna's offer since there was no way in hell she'd let her best friend just deal with all that anxiety on her own.

That was how a nervous Trishna and equally as nervous Penny went up to Father Marcus to ask if Penny could join the choir (Even if Father Marcus wanted to say no, he was kind of afraid they both might start having a panic attack if he did-)

Penny never really knew who Hank was, only having heard of him in passing through Trishna and other kids, but as soon as she walked into her first choir rehearsal, she was greeted by him with Trishna at his side...

She really had to hold back from making any less-than-polite facial expressions.

Hank was sweet..., he was a friendly guy who any person could only dream of having as a romantic partner. And yet the moment Penny saw him having any kind of positive interaction with Trishna, it just made her view of him spiral to the lowest of lows. Just the way Trishna smiles at him makes her blood boil.

Trishna is her best friend and she isn't going to let him take her away. And let me just say that Penny can be very stubborn and very petty when she wants to be.

The more y this kind of relationship went on between her and Hank, the more Penny would start to notice the way her feelings had changed around Trishna. It really did start out as her wanting to protect her friend and not lose her to some guy, but every time she looked at her... it made something flutter inside her chest.

Every touch, conversation, or look just made her melt and she was quick to understand what was happening, even if it made her understandably anxious. She was in love with Trishna, she was in love with her best friend.

It really was just like out of romance novel, huh? Still, she's learned by now that it's better to deal with these sudden changes than to live your life running away from them.

Penny has so many nicknames for Trishna, most of which are just variations of her name though since she can't think of something more creative- Trishna likes to call Penny love bug, she is seriously a sucker for cheesy pet names and it just fits perfectly.

They both go on lots of hangouts to parks, nature sites, and museums.

Penny loves to draw Trishna, she's her biggest inspiration and undoubtedly her muse, Trishna would get embarrassed if she heard that from Penny though.

Penny was unbelievably happy the first time Trishna came to her to vent about her parents, she was so glad Trishna could trust her and open up about something bad that was going on in her life, even if Penny couldn't necessarily relate. That being said, Penny has made it her mission to get Trishna's parents off her back, and every opportunity she gets, no one will make her (unofficial) girlfriend stressed!

Not even kidding, Penny legitimately has a doll that looks exactly like Trishna. She hides it from her of course, but whenever she can't see Trishna, she likes to have it with her so she doesn't get her usual feelings of overwhelming loneliness she gets without her.

Did someone say overwhelming loneliness? Because Penny gets so anxious and sad without Trishna, it's actually insane. Every single time, she can't stop her brain from spiraling out of control from the what-ifs.

One of Penny's favorite things to do is to steal one of Trishna's sweaters and see how long it takes for her to notice. She also wears the sweater every night while she sleeps, since it smells like her.

Constance Blackwood:

The way Constance and Trishna met was a pretty basic tale in Constance's opinion...

Constance and the other choir members were sat inside the choir room, waiting for Ocean to come back after saying she needed to "finish some important business" which she refused to elaborate on.

Everyone was kind of doing their own thing and not speaking to one another, Mischa was scrolling on his phone, Noel was writing in a notebook, Ricky was staring off into space, and Constance was completing some homework, all very normal activities.

Well, occasionally Constance would reach for her water bottle to drink from and eventually it ran out, so she quickly left the choir room to go refill it. The walk itself was fairly short, so she knew she could make it back before Ocean did, though it also wasn't all too to close the choir room itself. When she started walking back, right as she turned the corner to go back into the art hallway, she bumped into someone...

The collision made both her and the other student fall to the ground, Constance's water bottle making a harsh sound as it fell beside her. The whole accident was beyond embarrassing for Constance..., she could not believe she had been so negligent to let something like that happen... She made sure to quickly jump up to help the other person, wanting to apologize for bumping into them.

She helped the girl up and both of them started to apologize at the same time. Looking back, it kind of just made Constance want to laugh at how silly it was. The girl in front of Constance shot out another apology before Constance was able to and asked where the choir room was, which caught Constance's attention. Constance explained how it was just down the hall and how she was a member of the choir.

The other girl made an audible sigh of relief at her words, introducing herself as Trishna and explaining how Ocean had pushed her to join the choir.

Eventually, Constance offered to show Trishna where the choir room was and Trishna obliged. The first meeting and one that Constance, although thinking it is quite bland, looks back on fondly.

Afterwards, though, they both didn't really get a chance to talk to each other much with Trishna's attention either being taken by Ricky, Mischa, or their other new member Penny and Constance's attention being taken by Ocean. It kind of sucked since Constance thought that by being one of the first people to meet her out of the group she and her could have possibly become better friends...

It probably didn't help that Trishna was so busy all the time, considering how strict her parents could be, she didn't have much time that was dedicated to her studies.

There was one time though when Trishna didn't have her afternoon packed to the brim with her studies and that time was swiftly occupied when Ocean asked her if she wanted to have a sleepover at Constance's house for girl's night. Of course, Trishna said yes, although she isn't sure if she would've been allowed to say no..., and that's how she found herself sitting in Constance's bedroom while Constance did Ocean's hair.

They did the regular sleepover activities of watching movies, playing truth or dare, eating snacks, etc. At some point, Ocean left to go to the bathroom, leaving Trishna and Constance alone in awkward silence..., yay.

Constance, being the nice person she was and also just wanting to fill the silence, asked Trishna if this was a good sleepover, to which Trishna replied with a shrug and said that this was her first sleepover so she couldn't really rate it. Constance was a little taken aback by her answer, she knew that Trishna was a shy girl but she thought there at sure was some point where got to just let loose and have a fun night with friends...

Even though Constance herself didn't have many friends she still had sleepovers with Ocean every once in a while, she felt bad that Trishna had to miss this kind of childhood experience.

Constance wanted her to have a good time and do everything sleepovers are supposed to entail, so she grabbed some nail polish from her nightstand and soon offered to paint Trishna's nails.

The next day Trishna walked around the giddiest she had ever been with her purple-painted nails and a new friend by her side.

Trishna had admitted to Constance once that she had never really been a music person and now Constance has made it her lifelong mission to find at least one music artist that Trishna likes!

They both watched the movie A Dog's Purpose and sobbed the whole way through.

Constance let Trishna bake with her once. Never again. Trishna is actually awful in the kitchen, nothing they made that day could've been saved by Constance's godlike baking skills, it was that bad.

When it comes to Trishna's love for entomology, Constance was obviously supportive of her and her interests. But she also loves to debate about it, there will not be an opportunity where the two are not debating on whether bugs are adorable or an evil virus of Satan.

At the end of the day though, Constance is happy if she's happy.

Constance was never exactly sure when she fell in love with Trishna, there was never a day for her where she was like, "Oh, guess I'm in love with this person now," It took months for her to even think of the prospect. There was just one day where she thought, "I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with her."

And it really didn't occur until she was talking to her dad about it and he just gave her this look... When she asked what he was smirking and chuckling about, he just gave her the vague response of, "I thought the same way about your mother," leaving her alone to just think about what he had said...

When the pieces finally started clicking for her moments later, she had to run over to the nearest pillow and scream into it with all kinds of different emotions.

Constance listens to girl in red and Chappell Roan pretty much exclusively after she finds out about her attraction to Trishna.

Also, sleepovers now happen pretty much every day, Trishna lives at Constance's house now with how often she stays over there. Constance really wants to make sure that Trishna's parents don't disrupt her happiness and this was the best way she could think to do it.

When I say that Constance is just the sweetest thing to Trishna... Despite how well Constance can keep her crush under wraps, an obvious sign of it is just how well Constance treats Trishna, she literally treats her like they are a loving old married couple.

You'd think Hank would get in the way of their relationship, but you would be far wrong. Honestly, Constance rarely if ever notices he's even there half the time with how focused she is on Trishna. She did have to admit though, on the off chance he is brought up and Trishna starts gushing about him, Constance is always awfully quick to change the topic lest the bitter feeling in her stomach gets the best of her.

Constance's parents literally ship them together so much that every time Trishna is at their house, they always will "subtly" allude to Constance liking her and Constance has to really quickly drag Trishna away from them out of fear of her finding out.

Okay so..., she's not saying that she laced her sleepover snacks with melatonin so she could watch Trishna rest, but she is also not she didn't do that. She just wants Trishna to take care of herself, she swears! :'(

Constance doesn't get jealous super often but when she does it hits her like a Semi Truck- Watching all the choir members flock to Trishna like the bugs she loves so much makes her feel the need to just walk out of the room to calm down, it gets bad. Especially when it's Ocean since she's known the girl for so long and can easily tell how infatuated she is with Trishna.

The satisfaction she gets when making obvious romantic gestures to an oblivious Trishna and seeing how jealous Ocean gets back makes it all worth it though.

General/All together:

They are all basically an entomology club with how much the choir desperately tries to relate to Trishna's love of bugs.

Penny is somehow always not asked to come to girls' night so Trishna has to go out of her way to bring the girl herself.

Speaking of girls' night, the boys will be infiltrating that, there will be no peace.

Everyone in the choir might be in competition to win over Trishna, but the one thing they can all agree on is that they aren't fans of Trishna's crush on Hank at all. Hank will be having the worst few years of his life before graduation because they will make it miserable, no one is exempt from this.

Trishna will be getting almost all the choir solos from now on despite Ocean's protests.

The choir is also in a constant competition of either keeping Trishna shy or trying to get her out of her shell more. Ocean, Mischa, and Noel all want her to stay shy while Ricky, Constance, and Penny are the opposite.

Mall dates are a must for all of them, it's the one place you can really go to in Uranium, and it's public meaning none of them can act up.

A/N: I don't know if you wanted me to add Hank to this list, if you do just let me know and I can add him!

[yanpotatowriter]

Yandere Ocean O’connell Rosenburg headcanons

She will bring her obsession down to make herself feel good, she also unintentionally makes it so that her obsession doesnt know their worth and stick around Ocean because she words them being near her as something usefull.   Her obsession will become a part of the choir, no ifs and buts.  they will join and they will like it.  

Ocean will keep her obsession near her all time, they make her feel safe and special and like someone actually knows her worth.   She is all for pretending everything is picture perfect and that her and her obsession are the perfect couple and the best example of a good relationship, slightly guilttripping her obsession to get her gifts to give to her at school so she can flaunt it like any of her other achievements in life.   She does have her nice moments, when its dark out and she doesnt feel like caring anymore but she will always be scared to let her obsession know what she is thinking about.   not to mention that she is a very self aware yandere, she knows her obsessive thoughts are strange and unusual.  She really wants to ignore them but at the same time being around her obsession is way better than anything she ever experienced in her life, it beats every achievement she managed to get through hard work and its really addicting.

[yanpotatowriter]

Could you do some headcanons for just a platonic Yandere Choir?

The request has been awnserd on ao3, because tumblr is not letting me post my 1.598 words of headcanons XD Here's the link anon: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42101079/chapters/105699420