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[animeyanderelover]

Can I request Daiki, Satori, Kuroo, Rouge, Urie, and Hitsuguya with an s/o who realizes that they are dating a yandere and decides to talk it out with them and at the end says as long as you do not kidnap me, hurt me, do not hurt my friends and family, and do not withhold cuddles. This is fine.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsession, possessive behavior, stalking, delusion, clinginess, manipulation, overprotective behavior, threats

This is fine

Kuki Urie

🖤He's not exactly flying under the radar with his particularly intense behavior, especially his jealousy, his protective and possessive side. Urie puts his darling above everyone and everything else, they are the only good thing left in this world for him. When you one day ask him to sit down with you, he has automatically a bad feeling. The words "we need to talk" are never a good sign in a relationship, his body language instantly grows tense yet he does as his s/o tells him and sits down. He's quiet at first although his jaw is clenched. Once you start to tell him that you've realized that his behavior shows quite obsessed signs, including his sometimes controlling streak and not even to mention his jealousy. He's quite adament to protest, Urie has pretty much deluded himself into thinking that all is done for your safety. He despises the direction this talk is going to.

🖤​That is until you add to the beginning certain conditions you'd want him to follow and as long as he does, you're completely fine with his overbearing behavior. He shuts his trap for a while after and just gives you a indecipherable look before indignation flares up inside of him. As glad as he is that you didn't want to break up with him, he doesn't like the fact that you just put him in an archetype of the typical crazy Yandere. He likes to think that he is above something like that, he'd never hurt someone close to you and he'd rather die than hurt you. Obviously he denies it, he's delusional so of course he sees nothing as wrong. Just in case, Kuki keeps a closer eye on you the following days though, a bit paranoid that you might try to fool him. He doesn't try to cool his attitude down either, he stays the same.

Tetsurō Kuroo

⚫​Kuroo can keep himself quite well under restrictions regarding his obsession, so much more because he is aware and feels partially guilty for it. You'd have to be a pretty good observer or catch him in one of his darker moments to get the idea that something is going on with him. Obviously he's worried when you ask him if you two can have a talk but he tries to remain relaxed as good as he can in the beginning. He's shocked when you admit that you've realized that he's a bit too obsessed with you though, you can see it on his face that turns for a short moment blank. Kuroo pretty much expects you to want to break up with him now, from a logical point he can understand it. He tries to brainstorm ideas though how to talk himself out of this situation. He's unable to let his sweetheart leave him just like that, is a bit scared what he might do then.

⚫​He's even more shocked when you suddenly explain rules to him and that you'd like to stay as a couple as long as he follows them. Do you seriously try to make a deal with him right now in regards of his obsession? He's a bit amused, amazed and concerned about this. The lack of worries you have despite knowing the truth is a bit strange, he probably can't help but ask you if you're serious. When you nod, he can't help but laugh a bit awkwardly out of a lack of another response. Now that you know it anyways, he probably even opens up a bit more. Sure, he tries to tiptoe his way around certain topics but is at the very least honest when he tells you that he'll never hurt those you cherish or you. He's unsure and most likely observes you for a while after to see if you truly meant it. He reverts back to acting as normal as he can when with you though.

Satori Tendou

❤️​He knows that he tends to be more creepy as it is so he is heavily insecure around you during the first few weeks in a relationship, tries to tone his clinginess and intimidating behavior when he's jealous or threatens someone down. Tendou has a severe fear of being left by you due to his overall strange tendencies so his heart drops for a short moment when you suddenly want to talk with him about something important. He's awkward and uncomfortable from the very beginning and once you dive into your observations, he wants to shrink away. He just assumes naturally that you want to leave him now since you think that he's creepy. Feels more and more ashamed of himself the longer you tell him what you've seen and deduced, he even starts to feel like crying a bit although he tries to push his tears back.

❤️​The moment you make him the offer though, his head snaps back up and he just looks at you half-confused and half-hopeful. By the end he is weirdly happy and relieved and feels a bit ashamed for feeling this way. He shouldn't feel glad that you still love him and are fine but he can't help it. Tendou feels even weirdly flattered to know that you still love him despite his overall creppy and stalkerish behavior. He's still skittish and insecure, most likely more clingy just to be completely sure. Once Tendou has the intuition that you really meant what you said, he grows even more doting and sweet. His love multiplies somehow even more with the knowledge that you actually accept him as he is. He grows more secure and confident and it shows in his increasing affection he shows you. He doesn't have to hide his love anymore.

Daiki Aomine

💙​Daiki is intense, he's not only highly protective but also very possessive, tends to be more vicious when someone messes with his s/o. He doesn't want to intimidate his darling though, acts very sweet when towards them although very touchy and affectionate. Whilst he is aware, he doesn't really care much about his behavior. He only wants you and keep you safe after all. He already has a conflicted look on his face when his s/o suddenly insists that they want to talk with him and the conflict only grows once you start talking about his intense behavior. Honestly, Aomine knew that there was a risk of being caught since he has troubles regulating his short and aggressive temper. He panics a bit since he absolutely can't allow you to leave him but his mind goes sort of blank when he tries to come up with an excuse. He knows it'll be hard to deny your words.

💙​He's just very happy and glad when you actually admit that you're fine with his antics as long as he doesn't hurt you or your close friends and family. The tension just sort of leaves him and he reacts pretty relaxed after that. Aomine won't really worry that you're fine, just agrees with your offer even if he is more vehement to insist that he'd never lay a finger on you. Aomine grows more loving and affectionate to his darling after their confession as well, adores them only more for their acceptance. Momoi is likely to find out and is the only part concerned about Aomine's obsession and your indifference towards it but can't do anything since she wants both of you to be happy. He's never been one to hide this side of his really so he won't really try to be less intense either.

Rogue Cheney

🌑​Rogue is especially careful about how he acts when he's with his darling precisely because he is all too lucid about his obsession. He's quite calm so he manages good even if he sometimes ends up being more manipulative when his protective side is triggered. He's a bit more introverted and shy in the relationship but still tries to make his darling as happy as possible. He keeps a neutral expression on his face the moment you want to sit down and have a word with him about something. He doesn't want to think about the worst case scenario instantly but when you start talking about his peculiar behavior that you've noticed, he starts panicking on the inside. It is the worst case scenario and he's shocked how much you've noticed, goes a bit pale and feels highly ashamed of you knowing so much. Blames himself for not being more careful too.

🌑​Rogue tries to figure out something as fast as possible, is left dumbfounded though when you start making suggestions for him. He did not expect you to react so...lax about the whole ordeal of him being your stalker. He's concered, literally has a small talk with you after where he ends up asking you why you react so serene about this discovery. He refuses to feel completely happy even if he can't suppress his slight relief but is more conflicted the following days. Still unable to wrap his head around your chilled reaction, Rogue is a bit more warily than usual. He doesn't have to say anything against your rules since those are principles he wants to go by anyways but he doesn't know how to act with you now. You're quick to notice that and often have to reassure him. Despite still lingering guilt, he starts feeling more comfortable after a while though.

Hitsugaya Toshiro

❄️​Toshiro is a mature person so he definitely knows about his unhealthy obsession regarding his s/o and it leads him to inner conflicts at times. He doesn't want to slip up anywhere even if he is more protective and more strict at times with his s/o but otherwise he manages to fly under the radar well enough. Stops doing whatever he was doing at the moment when his darling asks him for some time since they have something important to talk about. Your serious expression alarms him but he takes some time, even if he is doing some work at the moment. The look on his face is even more serious than the one of his s/o and his eyebrows only furrow more when you start talking about his sometimes more controlling behavior. He's somewhat disappointed that you still noticed despite his best efforts to hide it, plots at the same time how to proceed now.

❄️​Hitsugaya is perplexed the moment you start making offers to him, your previously serious expression melting away whilst he can only raise an eyebrow with a ever so slightly flabbergasted expression. He didn't expect you to be so laid-back about the topic, definitely asks if you've really fully grasped the situation regarding his obsession. Honestly, he's more confused than anything right now about your peculiar accepting behavior. The moment you actually admit to him that you still love him a lot, he tries his best to hide his flustered state. He shouldn't feel happy about this right now yet he still does. You both come to the same terms in the end even if this unexpected twist bothers him for a while after. There is this uncertainty that stays for a while with him, he's torn part between being relieved and a bit weirded out by your acceptance.

[hinamikyoukachan]

🖤💚

[married-to-google-translater]

Hey👋. First time in here! So you watched Tokyo Ghoul:re? If it’s possible, can I have Hc’s for Kuki Urie? I love this dude a lot🖤. Thanks in advance💓

Hiiii and welcomeeeee. Yeah I watched tokyo ghoul:re it's was good anime. I Tried my best.

YANDERE KUKI URIE.

Kuki is manipulative, clinging, and overprotecting yandere.

He is not a person who falls in love at first sight but when he falls in love you cannot get rid of him.

You are the only one who sees his soft and loving side.

But he doesn’t dare to be completely honest in his feelings even to you because he’s afraid

Kuki is afraid that you will leave him because he is not good enough or because he will not be able to protect you.

he suffers from a bad sense of inferiority and he is therefore easily jealous.

If you spend time with others he won’t stop it but he will give death glare when you don’t see it.

He is slowly manipulating you to spend time only with him.

He takes on the task of showing that there are many dangers in the world that you have not noticed before and that only he can protect you from them.

Kuki will never kidnap you.

He’s just manipulating you to be afraid of things and clinging to him.

Kuki never uses violent punishments.

But he goes through in detail what bad things could have happened to you because you broke the rules.

If you are afraid of the outside world you will stay with him forever. Just cling to him, just trust him and just love him so Kuki takes care of everything.

[cryptic-stimz]

welcome to my stimboard kin blog !!

about the mod:

hey, i'm mod raven! my pronouns are he/him, i'm 16 and i'm biromantic, asexual and transgender. i have depression, social anxiety, generalized anxiety, paranoia, add and insomnia, so i'm really sorry if i'm not always super active-

my favorite stims are crystals, dice, knives, soap cutting, pokemon cards and slime stims !!

you can find more bellow the cut~

rules:

-please be patient

-i have the right to deny any request

-read everything before requesting, please!

-do not repost/claim my stimboards as yours

-please only send one request per ask. feel free, however, to send as many individual requests as you want/need, just don't spam/send the same request over and over again!

-don't send any requests if they're closed! /gen /nm

-respect my blacklist and dni, please

-i won't do outside sources, sorry!

before you request:

-please tell me the colours/theme and which stims you would like me to include.

-if there are any things you specifically don't want to be included (for example hands, knives, etc.), please tell me so as well.

sources i'll do:

-danganronpa

-death note

-fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood

-ghost eyes

-hooky

-i'm the grim reaper

-it (2017)

-lalin's curse

-lumine (webtoon)

-my hero academia

-omori

-otherkin/therian

-pjo, hoo, toa (rick riordan's book series)

-pokémon

-she-ra

-stranger things

-studio ghibli

-the promised neverland

-tokyo ghoul

-vocaloid

-voltron: legendary defender

dni if you are/support:

-anti lgbtq+/exclusionists

-anti neopronouns

-map/nom*p (a)/pear/p*do (e)/etc

-factkin

-anti-kin

-t*rf (e)/r*dfem (a)/sw*rf (e)

-ab*se (u), inc*st (e), ped*phillia (o), etc

-r*cist (a)

-s*xist (e)

-transm*d (e)/tr*sc*m (u, u)

-super straight/super gay/etc

-trump supporter

-pro-shipper/anti-anti

-yandere

-chihiro fujisaki gender discourse (i'll be using they/them!)

-discourse in general

-kink/nsfw main blog

-cg/l, cg/lre

-any other basic dni criteria i might've missed

(i'm censoring some of the words so they don't show up in tags or something-))

whitelist:

~danganronpa: (characters) kokichi ouma, korekiyo shinguji, maki harukawa, rantaro amami, shuichi saihara, nagito komaeda, chihiro fujisaki (ships) saiouma

~death note: (characters) l lawliet, light yagami, mello, near (ships) lawlight, meronia

~fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood: (characters) edward elric, alphonse elric, ling yao, lan fan, mei chang, envy (ships) edling, almei, lan fan x winry

~ghost eyes: (characters) tobias schneien, mattias schneien, emilio murkmere, rudolph richardson, francis delacruz, dwayne londi, luther schneien, simon louis (ships) tobias x emilio, rudy x carmelo, dwayne x francis

~hooky: (characters) damien wytte, dorian wytte, dani wytte, william, monica, nico, mark, carlo (ships) damien x william, dani x nico, dorian x monica

~i'm the grim reaper: (characters) brook, scarlet, chase

~it (2017): (characters) richie tozier, eddie kaspbrak, beverly marsh, georgie denbrough (ships) reddie

~lalin's curse: (characters) david, felix, cody, (ships) david x cody

~lumine: (characters) kody, lumine, calla (ships) kody x lumine

~my hero academia: (characters) tsuyu asui, denki kaminari, eijirou kirishima, kyoka jirou, shoto todoroki, izuku midoriya, tamaki amajiki, hitoshi shinso, eraser head, hawks, tomura shigaraki, dabi, eri, kota izumi (ships) tododeku, kiribaku, erasermic, kamishin, tsuchako

~omori: (characters) sunny/omori, basil, mari, hero, kel, aubrey (ships) sunnflower (basil x sunny), picnic basket (hero x mari), baseball bat (kel x aubrey)

~pjo, hoo, toa: (characters) percy jackson, nico di angelo, will solace, hazel levesque, leo valdez, meg mccaffrey, grover underwood, thalia grace (ships) solangelo, percabeth, frazel, caleo, theyna

~pokémon: (characters) ash ketchum, gladion, lillie, drew, max, hau, allister, mallow, lana, pikachu (ships) ash x gladion

~she-ra: (characters) double trouble, catra, adora, glimmer, bow, lonnie, kyle (ships) catradora, glimbow, repkylonnie (kyle x lonnie x rogelio)

~stranger things: (characters) eleven, max mayfield, mike wheeler, will byers, dustin henderson, kali prasad, robin buckley, steve harrington (ships) byler, harringrove, elmax, mileven

~studio ghibli: haku, chihiro ogino, satsuki kusakabe, mei kusakabe

~the promised neverland: (characters) norman, ray, emma, gillian, lucas, mister/yuugo (ships) norray, yuucas, gildemma

~tokyo ghoul: (characters) ken kaneki, ayato kirishima, touka kirishima, hide nagachika, juuzou suzuya, hinami fueguchi, uta, kuki urie (ships) ayakane, touken, mutsurie, uta x yomo

aesthetics:

-adventurecore

-arcadecore

-cottagecore

-cryptidcore

-fairycore

-gremlincore (don't use the term g*bl*ncore (o, i) on my blog, please, as that term is considered ant*sem*t*c (i, i, i))

-kidcore

-lovecore

-starcore

-witchcore/witchy aesthetic

blacklist:

~danganronpa: (characters) korekiyo shinguji's sister, haiji towa, hifumi yamada, teruteru hanamura (ships) kokichi ouma x girls, nagito komaeda x girls, tenko chabashira x boys, saimatsu, oumeno

~death note: yagamane

~fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood: (characters) father (ships) edroy

~ghost eyes: lucas schneien, mr. edburt, bennet issac

~hooky: (characters) hans wytte, angela wytte, hilde wytte, will's father (ships) mark x dani

~it (2017): pennywise, oscar bowers, alvin marsh

~my hero academia: (characters) minoru mineta, endeavor, overhaul, all for one (ships) bakudeku, kacchako, kirimina, todomomo, kamijirou, izuocha, eijirou kirishima x girls, shota aizawa x women, shota aizawa x ms. joke, eri x anyone

~omori: something

~pjo, hoo, toa: (characters) octavian, nero (ships) lukabeth, perachel, perlypso, romantic meg x apollo

~stranger things: (characters) martin brenner, lonnie byers (ships) stancy, will byers x girls, robin buckley x boys

aesthetics:

-yanderecore

-traumacore

-medicalcore

-religion-based aesthetics (witchy aesthetic is okay, so are holiday-based ones like christmas or halloween {i'll only do holidays when it's close to the date they're happening, though - like,, i won't do samhain at easter, you know?}, but christcore isn't)

other: spiders, blood, corpses

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may i have a promo, please? thank you!

@electro-kins @primrose-rondo @catte-kins @teabookedits @fairyhimiko @tricky-kins @twisted-lies @lou-edits @cassahina @scftkitti @kinafe @allys-edit-cafe @kin-of-the-sheep @the-local-manga-library + anyone else

feel free to ignore and/or if you don't wanna be tagged, tell me and i'll untag you !!

[tsunderemami]

Me a touken shipper discussing the whole urie x mutsuki: Damn talk about a crackship, its a fucking mess in here, y’all sure about these two? matter of fact are you shippers alright?  *looks around* *tries to pick up broken pieces off the floor* I don’t think you can manage to put this shit back together huh…ishida just said fuck y’all and rekt this place huh…tsk!

fyi I was rooting for them as well but I wasn’t a die hard but its all in shambles now…I am a asshat I know (snickering)..I just miss shitposting in this fandom

[animeyanderelover]

Can I also request Daiki, Satori, Chuuya, Dazai, Nagsia, Urie, and Astushi with and s/o who is taller and stronger then them who absolutely willing to come over and pick them up to get hugs and cuddles. Does not care about other people unless the yanderes do.

I am free of many and difficult exams for the next two weeks, I'm so happy right now! Also, I assumed that you meant Atsushi from Bungo Stray Dogs.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusion, clinginess, protective behavior, manipulation

Strong and tall s/o picks them up for cuddles and hugs

Kuki Urie

🖤​Urie is someone who wants to protect his darling so as bad as it may sound, initially he somewhat resents your taller and stronger physique even if you might not be a Quinx like him and not have a Kakugan like him. He resents it because he feels like he isn't really needed from his darling and he despises that feeling a lot, he feels somewhat worthless. Obviously he never directs his ire against his darling but they often catch him with this unhappy look on his face. He never admits his insecurities though, doesn't want to bother you with his own incompetent feeling. The young man trains a lot more to get stronger in order to feel a bit more peace with himself.

🖤​He's majorly flustered and caught off-guard when you lift him up with ease for the first time and cuddle with him. The normally stoic look on his face replaced by a wide-eyed one and it doesn't take long before he ends up blushing and averts his gaze out of simultanous embarrassment and shyness. This reaction never fully fades from his side, he's always embarrassed when you pick him up and cuddle him even if he ends up enjoying it. Urie is slightly more uncomfortable when you do it in front of other people though, especially people he works with. He'd like to keep the tough guy act and avoid teasing from Saiko's and Ginshi's side.

Satori Tendou

❤️​Tendou is already pretty tall himself though height and looks have never really mattered to him. If he falls in love, he just falls in love and it's likely everyone around him who ends up being flustered by darling who is even taller tan Satori is. Tendou is mostly just worried that other people might get the wrong impression of you because you're so tall and strong and might appear quite intimidating, especially once he's constantly with you. Tendou might honestly just be refreshing for s/o since he is never freaked out by your height or strength and cheers you up when you're feeling down. Instead he ends up gushing in front of others about how strong you are.

❤️​He's a bit surprised the first time you lift him up and cuddle him. Sure, his face grows to look a lot like the color of his hair but Satori is very affectionate so he is quick to return the hug. He doesn't really feel embarrassed when you do it in front of people, he really adores it when you pick him up whenever you want cuddles. Everyone else merely stares a bit but he doesn't care nor do you. There is this weird sense of protection he gets whenever you hug him like this and honestly, he needs that somehow. It's also somewhat like your own special couple move of affection at one point. Once you do pick him up though, Tendou normally insists to cuddle for a longer while.

Daiki Aomine

​💙​Aomine is already so tall and strong so he's probably even a bit surprised when he ends up being obsessed with someone who is even taller and stronger than him. Enough to the point where he feels initially a bit unsure but once he's fully fallen down the hole, he throws away such worries. His pride is probably still a bit scratched since he's protective and realizes that his darling can do pretty well without him. They're strong enough to defend themselves and take care of themselves. He actually sulks a bit about it and Momoi has to suppress her laughter when she sees him doing that. It doesn't tone down his jealous and possessive attitude though.

​💙​He's honestly flabbergasted the first time you manage to lift him up without any difficulties and cuddle him, the stunned and confused look on his face is laughable. When Aomine finally wakes up from his shocked state and is in the next squirming around in your arms, demands that you put him down. If his face could steam, it would definitely do right now and for a few seconds he can't even face you out of sheer embarrassment. He begs for you to never do that in front of his team since they would tease the life out of him, otherwise he'll let you do it even if he dies a bit out of embarrassment on the inside. He learns to like it more with time though.

Nakajima Atsushi

​🐅​Atsushi feels insecure around his darling a lot. He's someone who questions his own self-esteem and worth a lot and can't help but think that his darling could do fine without his protection. That thought is terrible for his mental state as he can't bear this idea. Eventually he starts deluding himself though. Sure, you're strong but you don't have a gift and in certain situations your mere physical strength alone won't help you. So you still need him in such cases, right? He jumps onto this idea and clings onto it though he often grows clingier out of insecurities, fears you might see him as a burden due to him being weaker than you.

​🐅​There's probably steam coming out of his ears as his head turns completely red when you one day suddenly lift him up and start hugging him tightly. Atsushi can't even talk for a few moments besides a few broken words. He's a bit embarrassed but above everything else flustered by this unexpected move. It's quite reassuring to know that you always pick him up when you want affection though so he quickly grows to love that move of yours. Even if he is shy and a bit embarrassed whenever you do it in front of others, especially other Agency members, he still ends up enjoying and loving it.

Dazai Osamu

​🤎​He finds a certain charm in the fact that his darling is taller and stronger than him even if that might become a bit inconvenient if you would realize his true intentions and try to use your superior strength against him. In such a case Dazai would be prepared though, not worried at all if something like this should happen. He's a little devil after all. He's sometimes whining and pouting a bit about the fact that you never need his help for anything, able to solve everything yourself with your strength and height. If you have insecurities because of your built though, Dazai will take advantage of that and isolate you, especially when he wants more attention.

​🤎​Dazai is cuddly and affectionate so he is happy about the fact that his darling picks him up for hugs and cuddles when they want affection and he denies it in the rarest cases. There's zero embarrassment about this for him. It's quite the contrary. Sometimes he solely does it to get on someone's nerves a bit, especially Kunikida's reactions are funny whenever he witnesses this scene. Dazai can't help but annoy him a bit more by saying he should find himself someone too. Some people might stare but it's not like you two care. If they stare a bit too much, Dazai might say the one or two mocking things though since it's rude to stare for so long at you two.

Nakahara Chuuya

​🟠​Chuuya is already smaller than many others so he has low-key a bit of an inferiority complex with someone as tall and strong as his darling. He keeps his occupation obviously hidden for now but is shocked when he finds out that you're physically actually a match for him and even above him. Sure, he hasn't used his gift but it's still quite impressive considering that he's one of the strongest in the Port Mafia. He hides his worries and insecurities behind his pride, unwilling to show you this side of his. If he notices that his s/o feels insecure because of their built though, he feels quickly guilty and does his best to cheer them up and clarify his love.

​🟠​Chuuya just gawks at you when you pick him up, eyes wide enough that it looks like they might pop out. That's his initial shock and confusion with what just happened. Once his brain has fully registered what happened though, his entire face, even his neck, grows a deep shade of beet-red before he starts squirming around in your arms and stutters that he wants you to put him down. He wants to say more but in that moment his brain is too scrambled out of an overload of embarrassment and shyness. He wants to keep a certain image so Chuuya isn't really comfortable when you do it around others. He's fine and more cuddly when it's just the two of you even if he tries to act more tough to hide his flustered state.

Shiota Nagisa

🐍​Nagisa feels a sense of insecurity himself whenever he watches darling. They're so strong and tall, he feels like he can't really be much of a help for them since they're already able to take care of themselves and feels like they would want a tall partner too. He's so obsessive though and still ends up stalking you a majority of his time, extremely circumspect. Once in a relationship he's still shy and reversed, flustered by the difference in height. Nagisa attempts to hide his insecurities in order to avoid to make you feel bad about your own built, it's only when he feels ignored that he ends up guilt-tripping you a bit so you spend more time with him.

🐍​Nagisa's face flushes red when he is suddenly being picked up by you and realizes once again how strong you actually are. He grows stiff in your hold, stutters after a while if you could eventually let him down. Despite being quite skilled in assassination, Nagisa is still very shy so he feels a bit uncomfortable if you would lift him up whilst you two are under many people, not to mention that he is also a bit bashful about displaying affection. Since he lacks the courage though, he is actually glad that you initiate cuddles and hugs yourself. After a while of getting used to it, he relaxes in your hold quickly and just enjoys the affection and attention.

[animeyanderelover]

May I request Chuuya, Dazai, Kageyama, Tendou, Yuuji(jjk), and Urie with an s/o who has social anxiety. Happy new year 🎉

Tags: @naeho @flaming-vulpix @shumidehiro @leveyani

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusion, protective behavior, clinginess, isolation, manipulation, threats, co-dependence

S/o has social anxiety

Kuki Urie

🖤He knows that it’s very much wrong to feel this way but Urie can’t stop himself from enjoying your social anxiety at times. He’s someone who wants to be useful to you, mainly by protecting you and making you feel safe and that is what ends up happening due to your fear of interacting with others. You tend to stick close to his side since he’s your boyfriend, let him do most of the talking when someone approaches you two and are very skittish when you’re left alone, terrified that someone might try to talk to you since your nervousness shows. This gives him a lot of control and power in the relationship, something that isn’t healthy, yet even if Urie knows that, at times it just gets to his head. The problem is that even if he tries to encourage you to be socially active, you often just run back to him when you’re too scared.

🖤The way you clutch his hand in your own sweaty palm and hide behind him always shatters his rational side telling him to have you adapt a bit better. How couldn’t he when he sees you shaken to your core? Slowly he starts resigning himself to the new role he has to take as your boyfriend and soon he starts liking it. Sure, it’s unhealthy and your borderline co-dependence on him is toxic but you seem so much happier and at ease with the way things are right now. You’re feeling good and protected when he’s with you and that’s all Urie really wants. He reacts slightly aggressive when his own Squad points out that your relationship isn’t really healthy even if a part of him silently agrees with them.

Tobio Kageyama

🌧️Poor boy is a bit overwhelmed with his darling but he really only wants the best for them. Unfortunately his good intentions can come across as very overbearing most of the time. He’s just very protective of you due to your fear to speak with other people and the fact that you come running to him so often since you’re more comfortable around him, Kageyama also ends up getting the wrong idea. He’s not really letting you leave that much without him because what would happen if you’d end up needing his help with something? Worst is that you would rather prefer being with him.

🌧️You feel so much more comfortable when he’s with you since he can just take over the socializing part for you. It becomes such a routine for him that at one point he low-key normalizes it without fully acknowledging that you should require some help. Even if his friends tell him that he should help you with your problem instead of coddling you by doing what you want to avoid, he just can’t deny you the moment you become anxious in public. He’s too protective to see you struggling like this. No, instead he starts turning angry when someone starts making you uncomfortable, even if they had no bad intentions at all.

Satori Tendou

❤️Tendou finds himself stuck in a bit of a moral dilemma when it comes to his darling. On the one hand he also feels a very sick enjoyment by having you rely on him so much but he also understands that your social anxiety is a hindrance since social interaction is unavoidable, no matter how hard you may try. It isn’t really healthy. Obviously he helps you when you struggle which oftentimes just ends with him doing everything in the end as you end up feeling too embarrassed and nervous, hiding behind his tall form. It’s very hard forcing you into something when you’re shaking, have clammy hands and keep on looking at him for reassurance. Honestly, at times he just scares some people away with his creepy looks when they make you very visibly anxious and don’t seem to have plans to leave anytime soon.

❤️Satori is still doing what he can to help somehow since he knows that you yourself are sometimes frustrated because you just can’t hold a normal conversation and ask for help. To not push you into cold water right away though, he starts by having you around Ushijima and the other volleyball players in his team. They’re quite a chaotic bunch so he deems that if you’ve gotten used to them, being around others should be easier. He’s also trying to take you out more, although he never leaves your side once. All his good intentions aside though, sometimes Tendou feels insecure about himself too. When that happens, your clingy behavior and reliance on him is reassuring and he’ll even encourage it to feel better about himself.

Dazai Osamu

🤎I don’t think that you’d be much surprised to find out that Dazai would love this a little bit too much. You’ve just given him the golden ticket to enable him to do what he wants. It isn’t hard to notice that you struggle enormously with social interactions and this gives the man a great idea on how to manipulate you and make you dependent on him. All he has to do is get close to you and then worsen your already anxious condition to have you fully rely on him. As soon as you have opened your heart for him, he starts spreading his poison. Always taking over in public, something you tend to let him do very gladly. After all it spares you all the potential embarrassment and struggles to speak up.

🤎Just like that he coaxes you into letting him handle everything which worsens your social skills and makes you all the more bashful and nervous when he isn’t with you. You find yourself unwilling to leave the house much if Dazai can’t be with you since you’ve grown too accustomed with him being the one in charge. Your avoidance of social events leads you to spend a lot of time with Dazai at home and he mostly doesn’t mind. Sometimes though he craves to see you all anxious and nervous, struggling to speak to strangers and ultimately hiding behind him. It’s adorable~

Nakahara Chuuya

🟠Little, aggressive man here only grows easier irritable with someone like his s/o. Chuuya is a very protective man so he can not bear to see you as scared and nervous as you often are. Technically he knows that the other person mostly isn’t at fault, he’s aware of your social anxiety. He just can’t keep his temper though, especially if you look at him with those frightened and pleading eyes which make his heart burst. Your social anxiety and his easily trigger-happy temper make for a very bad combo in public so Chuuya spends a lot of his time with you inside his house where he knows that you feel far more comfortable.

🟠He feels great seeing you far more happy and comfortable, so much more loving now that you aren’t a nervous mess. A part of him still knows that this isn’t healthy and that he probably should help you. He does try at times, takes you outside and encourages you to interact with the people on the cash register or with the waiter/waitress ready to take your order. Such attempts often end up with him doing everything in the end though. He’s initially always a bit disappointed, clear by the small sigh he gives, but it’s all forgotten when you break out of your shell and shower him with affection at home.

Itadori Yuji

🩷Yuji is a supportive boyfriend so he’d definitely take it upon himself to help you with your social anxiety. Sure, sometimes it’s cute when you squirm nervously behind him but he knows that social interaction is important. He himself is socially very active and loves to take you outside for dates as well and whilst he doesn’t mind staying at times home with you, he eventually grows bored. Now, Yuji doesn’t expect you to be the ultimate social butterfly but he wants to reduce your anxiety of talking to strangers and your refusal to ask questions when you need help. If you’re too uncomfortable starting with total strangers, he just asks his friends and his sensei to help you a bit out of your shell. Nobara says that she thinks it’s a bit ridiculous but ends up being the one most supportive out of his teammates anyways.

🩷Mainly because she thinks that Megumi is too gloomy to be much of a help and Gojo…well, is Gojo. He visits the same shops and places with you so you grow accustomed to the staff and the people working there, encourages you to speak up for yourself. The pink-haired boy never leaves you alone though so you always have a feeling of reassurance by having him next to you. It’s really sweet, he praises you and compliments you when you do manage to speak up for yourself and showers you in little kisses but also isn’t disappointed if you can’t do something. He’s celebrating even the small steps you take but don’t worry, if it’s too much he’s there to take over for you.

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Anonymous asked: Yanderes who confess their feelings to their darling, but they don’t feel the same yet are like “hey, why not try it out?” Would it be enough for them?

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, manipulation, clinginess, jealousy, desperation, mentions of kidnapping

Hey, why not try it out?

Kuki Urie

🖤Urie would honestly accept that offer of his darling even if it doesn’t make him happy. He had numerous reasons to go along with it and his high possessive drive is only one of many. He’s at this rate honestly breathing for his darling since he’s past the point of a strong infatuation by now, his darling is heaven and earth and he’s desperate to prove himself to them and earn their love. He doesn’t show it openly but next to him being worried for their safety, he’s also afraid that someone will try to woo them so even if you don’t return his feelings, he hopes that he feel better with the knowledge that no one would act on interest for you when knowing that you’re in a relationship. So even if this is fake, he’s too messed up to reject by now, though the toxic relationship has him acting accordingly.

🖤His insecurities have to take scratches knowing that you still don’t return his feelings despite him doing his best and so the ever known fear of not being enough crashes down on him. He gets so incredibly possessive and consumes all of your free time in hopes of gaining your affection. His insecurities lead to burning jealousy when he sees that someone manages to flatter you since he knows that you might leave him if you love someone else so he scares everyone away who you show even the slightest bit of interest. He won’t be able to live like this for too long though so it’s either that you truly fall for him or he kidnaps you because his paranoia and fear got the better of him.

Mayuzumi Chihiro

⚪️Mayuzumi is a realist and a good stalker so he just observes for a long time before he decides to make a move. Earning a offer like this in return is not what he really expected and he’s pissed off because of it. The boy can be very mean and criticizing, at least on the inside and he might just let his sharp tongue slip in a sarcastic tone about how kind your offer is. That doesn’t mean that he’ll reject though, he thinks it very carefully through about whether he wants to accept it or not. Obviously he’s hurt by your indifference about his feelings even if he knows that he hasn’t been very present in it so far. He has a chance to change that now though and so he agrees, with darker intentions than he lets you know.

⚪️Chihiro sees the chance to have you finally notice him since he’s been so far quiet and isolated so you don’t know him well yet. He’s very self-centered and does things that he enjoys after all so he takes advantage of your naivety in regards of him. He’s naturally a loner so he prefers to spend time alone with you which allows you to only really talk and focus on him. Talented in guilt-tripping you to stay with him since his lack of presence leads to people often not paying him much attention and if he truly needs to do so, he’ll voice out some harsh opinions about you, even if it leads to you feeling ashamed and even if people are listening. He’s creating a spot reserved for only him in your life, a huge one, and the knowledge he has about you from his stalking phrase is quite useful as well.

Ryota Suzui

🎴Suzui has a low self-esteem about himself whenever you are involved since he’s a fool diseased with the sickness called toxic infatuation. He knows very well himself that he is full of flaws and more on a cowardly and average side yet he wants to be acknowledged and noticed from you so badly that he sometimes feels like going to his knees. His feelings are so obvious so there’s really no need to hide it since he becomes a red and bashful mess whenever you do as much as look at him. He’s positively devastated when you react in such a way that makes it sound like a little gamble for you as well yet he doesn’t hesitate to agree. He’s feared you’d not return his feelings, he hasn’t done much to impress you anyways so that’s the best he can get. What matters for him in that moment is that you don’t throw him away completely, at least decide to give him a chance.

🎴Even if it’s more out of boredom and curiosity, a way to entertain yourself. That’s enough for now, he’s so happy when you let him walk with you and inform others that you’re more or less in a relationship with him despite knowing he shouldn’t feel that way. The bitter reality gnaws with sharp teeth on him though and he has had some small meltdowns because of it. Mary is furious that you give him false hope and that Ryota even accepted, Yumeko watches more curiously though she cares as well. Suzui just wants to be loved though, even if that love isn’t genuine so he dedicates himself to be helpful to you and with time he might fully delude himself into thinking that you care about him too since you haven’t tossed him away yet.

Higuchi Ichiyo

🔫Higuchi has a high fixation on her darling which is nothing short of obsessive and she’s loyal to the end of the end. Incredibly stuck on the thought of being together with her darling and she is delusional since she sees her unwavering feelings and her devotion as nothing wrong nor her jealous behavior and she won’t even shy away from misreading actions and words of yours. When she confesses, her face is red and she might just stutter a bit even if she tries to remain cool-headed. When she’s met with your rejection though, something inside of her shatters and she feels that close to tears until you suddenly make a suggestion which has her picking up hope and pushes her delusions.

🔫Higuchi’s loyalty and her determination next to her sheer need to be in a relationship with you are her biggest weakness so even if she gets hurt in the process, she grabs that chance greedily. She acts so sweet as well if you overlook her clinginess, affectionate nature and how easily she can get triggered from her jealousy. The poor woman asks merely for you returning her feelings and she does everything she can to show you that she is a attentive and good partner. She’d prefer a normal relationship over one where she has to kidnap you since she is scared what you’ll think of her if she’d reveal her other side. Higuchi is ruthless to those she views as a threat to you or the relationship though.

Gilthunder

⚡️Gilthunder is a sweetheart and a hopeless romantic as well and it’s not hard to see that he loves s/o judging from the happy and adoring grin he constantly has on his face when with them. Slightly jittery when he decides to confess his feelings and he has a small blush on his face as well, tries to be confident though. His giddiness shatters pretty much the moment darling explains that they don’t feel the same yet are willing to try. Truth be told, he does not know how to answer to that and instead asks for some time to think this over. He wants the feelings to be mutual if he’s going to be in a relationship with you since it wouldn’t be fair otherwise, for your feelings as well as his own. The Holy Knight falls into a slight depressive phrase after and Margaret and his friends try to somehow help him with his heartache.

⚡️The problem with Gilthunder is that he is semi-aware only. He has times where his mind simply decides to fool him to believe that you can love and adore him the same way he does you if he’ll just spend more time with you and pour his heart out more before he snaps out of it and falls back to feeling heartbroken. He doesn’t avoid you though, he’s too protective for that and not seeing you for more than a few days unless it’s absolutely necessary is unbearable for him. He will probably decide to try to make you fall in love with him before he starts a relationship with you, the problem is that he, intentionally or not, already acts like your sweet boyfriend.

Narancia Ghirga

🧡Narancia is prone to outbursts of violent and/or sad nature so the moment you start to explain that you simply can’t see him that way, he’s already at it. Understand him though, he has abandonment issues and has fallen hard in love with his s/o. Mix that up with his already premature behavior and childish attitude and you get him bursting out in tears whilst crying and yelling at you. His heartache is temporarily taken out on you since Narancia is delusional in the worst sense that he wholeheartedly believes that you like him as well and doesn’t understand why you’d say such cruel words at him.

🧡So congratulations for pouring fuel in his delusional inferno because the very moment you suggest that you can still try it out with him, he’s already snapped back into the belief that you definitely are in love with him as well. You wouldn’t offer him this otherwise, wouldn’t you? He won’t think much about it though, he just jumps at the chance and from that day on you’re doomed. His possessive, clingy, childish and jealous personality is terrible and he lets his anger out on everyone who breathes in your direction in threatening and violent ways and constantly smothers you in affection. He’s an attention seeker as well who constantly wants to be shown love as well and he starts loudly lamenting like a child about it if you don’t do it. Narancia has no problems to abduct you either if he becomes too much for you since he clings on his belief that you still love him and are just confused and being manipulated by something.

Wave

🐟He’s officially on cloud nine at one point because Wave falls hard and fast at a shocking rate. It has to be said that he’s very level-headed and only wants the best for his s/o since he knows that the Empire is evil and wishes to protect you from all harm in the world. Wave’s problem is that he can lose his composure very fast if it comes to you and he tends to have his delusional side taking over as well. You just shattered his heart the moment those words left your lips and he has to resist the urge to cry, your offer takes him by surprise though and even if some part of him wants to agree eagerly, he hesitates. Much like Gilthunder, Wave wishes for a romantic relationship where you love him and he loves you, he fantasizes about it.

🐟This is just not what he wants and so he declines your offer with a bitter and heartbroken smile. He spares the tears for later, until he’s back in his room where he can fully let out his pain and frustration about this situation and Kurome and Run are willing to listen and comfort him. Wave doesn’t really know what he should do after he had calmed down, already wondering absentmindedly if he should have accepted before someone tells him that he did the best thing to not end up hurting himself even more. The young man has a strong desire to be useful to you though and like a puppy he can’t leave you alone at the end of the day so he winds up continuing to dote on you and taking the position of the fool who hopes for the best. He wouldn’t kidnap you though unless he’s truly desperate or paranoid about your safety.

Izuru Kira

🟨The betrayal from his Captain left him with scars which he carries around and affects the way he behaves around his darling. He’s grown slightly more paranoid out of fear to be betrayed again, is obsessive and stalks his darling. Kira…hesitates for a long while whether he should confess his feelings or not since he’s more sensitive than he admits, knows he can’t keep hiding his emotions though. He’s nervous yet slightly hopeful, sobers up the moment he has to hear that you do not feel the same. He hides his feelings for now, showing a poker face so no one will realize how much that just hurt, even if there is a hidden storm inside his eyes.

🟨Upon your willingness to try a relationship since you don’t have anything else to do, he is met with conflicting thoughts. He finds it cruel for you to just offer him this despite knowing that you don’t love him and he’s serious, another part of him is at this rate too fed up to wait and risk losing you to someone else though. His indecisive nature has him retreating for now and he is even more introspective and quiet than usual, still won’t tell anyone why though. Izuru falls into the category of a delusional sweetheart and with that he will probably make up his mind to agree to your offer. He just wants his s/o and their love and if they don’t love him, he’ll make them love him somehow. If that means that he has to resort to emotional guilt-tripping that is fine, he’ll make it up by making you happy and feel loved.

Hinamori Momo

◾️Aizen’s betrayal was nothing short of devastating for Hinamori since she greatly admired and idolized him so she ends up in a similar situation as Kira. She fears greatly that her darling will leave her for someone else and for that reason she glued herself to your side whenever she can afford and she tries to be always there whenever you feel sad. Just like Kira she shys away from confessing since she doesn’t know how well she would take a rejection, it’s hard to keep quiet since she’s so obsessed and lovestruck though. Differently from Kira, she can’t keep the horrified and distraught expression out of her face when her confession is being turned down and she’s already busily in the process of grieving until she hears you saying something that she can’t wrap her mind around.

◾️Initially she is not a fan of the idea since she desires a relationship where the love is mutual yet she will act in the end hasty out of overflowing love and her paranoia. She’s quicker than Kira in that aspect, but Hinamori never uses manipulation on her darling. She holds onto her ideals of a relationship achieved out of pure admiration and love and can’t bring herself to harming her s/o or tricking them. She’s a delusional sweetheart herself and attempts to do anything she can to make you feel happy and loved and hopefully have you returning those feelings really soon. Hinamori…just wants happiness and love after all the sadness and sorrow she had to go through.

Chae Yul

💜I feel like he would be one who would just latch at the opportunity, even if it’s not the relationship he really does desire. That is because Chae Yul feels like he genuinely can’t live without you. He’s anyways absolutely crushed and ruined after you already told him that you don’t feel the same way he feels so having you offering him still a relationship, even if one-sided, saves him a complete breakdown which wouldn’t end pretty by the way. Be aware though that he’s highly toxic and willing to go far to eventually have you return his feelings, though having you for now as his and knowing that he is yours is for beginners not bad. He starts working truly sinister after he’s more or less your boyfriend though since he starts to manipulate you into spending more time with him until you have to ditch friends and family to keep up with him and isolates you slowly but surely.

💜He’s constantly showering you in affection and often forces you via guilt-tripping to do the same since he is incredibly dependent on your affection to at least keep some sort of self-control together. Chae Yul has a high capability to end up kidnapping his s/o though simply because he’s way too paranoid and only wants your love, otherwise he can’t carry on. And as mentioned earlier, he’s ready to go far to reach his goal and if that means that you’re stuck in his room and he’s the only one you have as a real human contact, there is no problem with it in his twisted mind. He’s the only one you need anyways since he’ll love, protect and cherish you like no one else can.

[animeyanderelover]

I would like to request Osamu, Kita, Tendou, Iwaizumi, Ushijima, Kageyama, Urie, Aomine, Kuroo with an s/o who is a mermaid like from H2o Just add water. What things would they noticed and how would they find out.

I literally just realized that Bleach will continue this year so I really have to hurry up. I have to admit that I never watched H2o so I don't know how accurate this became.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, clinginess, touchiness, stalking, overprotective behavior, worshipping

Darling is a mermaid

Kuki Urie

🖤He might look like a very dismissive and indifferent person to others, is quite attentive and observing when it comes to his s/o. It steams from his overprotective and worshipping feelings so even if certain things might look minor initially, he connects the dots at one point. Your almost obsessive behavior to avoid any sort of contact with water. From avoiding to go out when it rains up to the point where you frantically run away as soon as the danger that you might get wet presents itself. It’s as strange as it is concerning and at first he assumes that you have some sort of traumatic experience which only feeds his protective side. Long story in short, he becomes pushy and starts asking you about it and the more you refuse to answer, the more he starts overthinking.

🖤Until he has to resort to something he isn’t too fond off. Stalking you. Urie is a man who prefers it much more to be by your side so he can react accordingly to any scumbag and threat approaching. That doesn’t mean he feels guilty though, just more annoyed that he has to go with this method since you neglected him an answer. He even goes as far as installing some cameras in your house, not every single room though. So he either discovered your secret by direct stalking or via the footage. Safe to say that he assumed a lot of things, that you’d turn out to be a mermaid isn’t one of those and it leaves him quite perplexed since he thought they were fairy tales for girls.

🖤He’s actually that baffled that he doesn’t even know how to bring it up, he acts quite strange around you so you just have to notice and assume that something is wrong. He cracks relatively easy though since he can’t stand the thought of not knowing about your fishtail and how to change his way of protecting you accordingly. Extremely straightforward the moment he confesses that he is aware of your transformation and he will brush any questions from you about how he found out aside, you didn’t answer his questions back then either. Kuki is not angry, he could never at you, he’s just upset and disappointed that you never told him. He still loves you, he swears it to you. He just wants to know how this happened and what he should do in order to avoid a transformation in public.

Tobio Kageyama

🌧He remains more oblivious, mainly because he is way too lovestruck to notice the signs at first. He’s way more focused on unleashing his possessive and jealous behavior against others and his more clingy and needy desires when with you. He’s fine when you don’t want to go out when it’s possible that it’ll rain nor does he object very much when you decline invitations from others for a day in the pool. He might have asked you at one point, was content with your answer that you weren’t too fond of getting wet. Tobio just assumed that you didn’t like water and as long as it doesn’t hinder him from spending time with you and his cuddles, he doesn’t think too much about it.

🌧Something more obvious has to happen for him to finally see things a bit more clearly. It happened in quite an unfortunate way and he swears that it was an accident when he spilled his drink on you, water seeping through your clothes. He was literally just about to apologize and help you to dry yourself up when you just pushed him away, a panicked expression on your face as you dashed to the bathroom. He’s just in shock for a moment before it all settles in and a sudden paranoia that he did something that upset you strikes him and in the next moment he follows you. Only to find you laying flat on the ground, a colored fishtail there where your legs used to be.

🌧He…just stares and you can most likely hear the gears turning in his head before his eyes nearly bulge out and he starts to stammer out some sentence, panicked since he doesn’t know what he should do at first. His darling, despite being highly frustrated themselves, has to tell him what to do if they don’t want to keep laying on the ground with a boy who has temporarily forgotten how to function properly. He snaps out of it soon after you told him what he needs to do, his flustered state stays throughout the whole ordeal anyways. You can’t lie to him after this anyways and he starts questioning you soon after anyways so you might as well be honest if you don’t want him to breathe your neck down permanently. He stays confused about a few things even after you’ve explained yourself, is ready to protect you from being exposed though. Truth be told, he finds it pretty cool.

Hajime Iwaizumi

🤎Hajime counts as a keen observer due to his rather protective nature. Sure, he can understand and reason some things like the whole refusing to leave when it rains thing and you never going to the swim pool as a simple dislike, maybe fear, when it comes to water. That’s fine with him, he actually even starts planning dates and everything regarding his relationship with you so you don’t have to come into contact with too much water. The red flags start when he takes notice of the little things, how you shrink away when a simple droplet of water threatens to touch you and then there was the one time where you literally locked yourself in the bathroom after some water landed on you.

🤎This hysterical behavior unsettles him and he begins to see something much more serious than just a simple fear of water and believe me, he did try to talk with you about it. You changed the topic every single time and that only increased his worries. He can respect the fact that you don’t have to tell him everything, feels like you’re keeping something very important from him which bugs him. How did he find out? By one day walking to your apartment, determined to finally get through you when he hears a sudden sizzling noise followed by your sudden cursing. Cue word for his protective side to take control which led him to barge into your house, using the keys you had given him.

🤎He was expecting that you had injured yourself, halted his movements when he saw you on the floor, a glittering fishtail as your lower body and a battle of water next to you. There was just a silent and long stare between the two of you before you coiled away from him, trying desperately to get away despite knowing that it was already too late. He stopped you from doing so, trying to somehow comfort you out of fear that you’d suffer a mild meltdown due to him discovering what you truly were. Iwaizumi has a lot of questions himself, bites them back though since he notices that you’re left a bit shaken up after his discovery. You probably need some time to recover from that fright yourself and he’s willing to wait, hoping that you’ll tell him yourself.

Tetsurō Kuroo

⚫️He might act like a jokester and a huge tease which he definitely is at the end of the day, it doesn’t take away his rather perceptive nature. Kuroo is a protective guy himself and has sharp eyes and a equally sharp mind. There is definitely a pattern that he comes to see at one point in the relationship. How you come up with excuses to go outside whenever it rains and how you always rush to something that can shield you when it suddenly starts raining unexpectedly. He hears from friends that you’ve been that way for a while now, going as far as not even wanting to go swimming. A sudden fear of water is his initial assumption, he grows more worried when he sees to what extents you actually go.

⚫️You don’t even let a drop of water touch you, flinching away as soon as you notice it. It’s like you’re walking on invisible eggshells and as much as he might delight in teasing you a bit with water at first, he stops when he realizes just how bad this is. He swallows down his overbearing side for now and instead resorts to just ask you and getting an answer out of you. He handles the first few rejections quite well, he’s ready to give you time. Unfortunately his patience runs out as well, especially since he starts assuming some bad things the more he sees how you jump around any wetness near you. You keep something from him and it triggers him so much since it’s awfully obvious that it bothers you just as much, even limits you down.

⚫️Kuroo starts pestering you at one point yet you still refuse to open up to him and he slowly feels himself going crazy about it. Until the day where he touched you and forgot to dry his hands thoroughly enough beforehand. In one moment you stormed out of the room, in the next he found you sprawled on the ground with a fishtail. He’s quick to count one and one together and it all suddenly makes sense to him all of a sudden. He won’t ask anything and even if he’s on the inside still quite shocked himself, he puts on a more levelheaded appearance for your sake since you are sort of shocked yourself that you slipped up. He never talks about it to anyone and similar to Iwaizumi, he gives you space after in hopes that you’ll talk with him about you being a mermaid yourself.

Wakatoshi Ushijima

🦅Very stoic and very blunt with what he genuinely thinks, Ushijima is a clever man himself. Especially since he is so highly protective of his darling he is sharp to notice if something bothers them. He talks about it with you from the moment he notices it since as already mentioned, he is a rather blunt and straightforward individual. The excuse of not being comfortable with water might work for a few times, the pettier the situations get, the more he becomes suspicious. He can understand the aspect of rain and swimming, hiding away from a small raindrop blows it all though. So either you are a very petty person who overreacts or you have a good reason which you didn’t tell him yet.

🦅Ushijima doesn’t cross out one of those options and for that simply wants to know which one it is. You being just very sensitive or having a bigger reason behind your fear of being touched by water. He’s not fond thinking about the latter option since he’s honest to you and sort of expects the same from you. Especially when it seems to be such a important thing for you. Too respectful to trigger anything though so I can assume that it was a pure accident with him as well. Maybe just a unlucky slip of his or your hand before the catastrophe was already elicited and you were on the ground, the fishtail flapping around as you felt his gaze on you, the usual stoic mask melting into one of initial disbelief and surprise.

🦅He’s never been someone to belief in fairy tales and myths so he needs a little bit until he has fully digested the information that you are in fact a mermaid and not a human. There is some genuine curiosity in him whether you were born that way or something happened to you that transformed you into one, he keeps those questions for himself since he knows that you’re uncomfortable with him finding out about you. He doesn’t necessarily pull away from you though since he sticks to his belief that he as your lover should support you and be there for you and that you should know that he’s with you and will accept you for what you are. So don’t avoid him and let him help you somehow, even if it bewilders him that he can’t do as much for you as he’d like to do.

Satori Tendou

❤️The thing is that despite the fact that Satori is aware of your rather peculiar fear of water and any sort of physical touch with it, he’s reluctant to ask about it. He’s somewhat of a worshipper himself and even if he’s pretty much over the moon now that he’s actually darling’s boyfriend, that doesn’t keep away the more insecure thoughts. He’s too nervous to talk about it with you out of fear that you’ll take it the wrong way and will be mad at him. His fear to be left holds him back and so he just silently goes along with your routines of not touching water. Tendou has his fair share of questions, votes to rather observe than risk offending you unless the situation calls for it. He sometimes gives his darling the vibe that he really wants to ask something, but bites in the end only his tongue.

❤️That little pretend game goes on for a while where he just tries to stay oblivious to your behavior. His concerns might have pushed him to bring his question in a more subtle way over, the answer still wasn’t mentioned among them though. He can quench his worries at least enough with the knowledge that this thing won’t hold his darling back from being in a relationship with him, stays still present enough to be often on his mind. He’s way too careful with any sort of liquid around you since he is scared of your reaction so it’s more likely that darling ended up spilling water or that it just was a very unlucky incident. Whatever it was, Satori’s initial panicked and slightly terrified expression turns into one of wonder and shock when you suddenly turn into a mermaid.

❤️As someone who has been bullied due to his rather strange appearance and ability to read someone, he should be the least person to judge. He would never anyways, he adores s/o way too much. There’s a curious nature on him so after the initial shock he becomes genuinely curious about darling’s transformation. Obviously Tendou won’t force you to tell him everything, he still wants to know some things though. Personally think that he does believe that supernatural stuff might exist so finding proof to his theory has him feeling sort of proud and only leads to being even more amazed with you. On the negative side of things he starts doubting even more if he’s even special enough to be with a literal mermaid.

Kita Shinsuke

☁️Kita might be a little bit scary in such a scenario. Not because he threatens you to tell him what’s wrong or because he purposely splashes water on you. Rather because he is smart, perceptive and prides himself in taking notice of the small things about his darling. His observation skills are on point and just as quickly as he has seen it, he starts collecting the hints and tries to connect the dots. You seem too nervous to talk about it which is fine at first, you two are still freshly together and he decides that he wants to wait until you’ve grown more comfortable around him and trust him enough with your secrets. He doesn’t dismiss the whole thing though and you know that he’s very much aware of your water problem, instead of talking proceeds to just assist you with your problem.

☁️It isn’t until the both of you have been together for a time he seems to be long enough that he slowly and carefully tries to ask you about your fear of being touched by water. If you still insist on keeping quiet about it or try to lie, he will somehow notice and will in return he a little bit more stubborn. Not enough to make you annoyed, just enough to realize how much you fear to tell the truth. Shinsuke backs down once again, with much more sharper eyes from now on and even if that makes you slightly uncomfortable, you can’t exactly blame him. You almost expected him to find the answer himself, instead karma seemed to punish you for lying to him in form of a puddle on his farm after a rainy day where the ground was only made out of mud.

☁️The shock and fear was mixed with shock when he found you in that ridiculous state. In a puddle and covered with dirty water and mud. If he found the situation peculiar or funny, you were somehow expecting both, he hid it well as he carried you back to the house and to the bathroom, giving you time to clean yourself up. He takes some time to think as you clean yourself and dry everything up. Even you know that you can’t keep this a secret anymore from that point on so you might as well tell him, though Kita still holds back since he understands why you would want to keep your identity as a mermaid a secret. The thought of a mermaid on land is endearing and funny at the same time for him. He might invite you to holidays on the beach soon.

Miya Osamu

🍣He’s more of a passive guy and a lot more calmer, especially if you put him next to his rather lively and noisy twin. That is sadly exactly why he is so good in picking up from a very early point in the relationship just how deep your refusal to touch water goes as you don’t even want to touch the tap. Another thing he starts to naturally assume is that you only do this when there is a risk of people nearby since your hair still appears to be washed and you definitely don’t skip on body hygiene. So you are hiding something that you don’t want others to see which leads you to most likely only allowing yourself the contact with water when you’re alone and at home. He wonders what that might be.

🍣If he were his brother, he’d pretty much still you with questions and pleads to answer. Luckily Osamu isn’t his brother. If you hide it from everyone, he knows that it won’t be that easy. You most likely won’t give him the honest answer if he would ask you since you even kept it from him so far a secret. Should he try to pry on your secret though? He’s not gonna lie and admit that you’ve sparked his interest, besides that he hasn’t detected any real threat in regards of your secret yet. He just…wishes that you’d at one point trust him enough to tell you. Against his curiosity he makes the decision to not corner you too much though, he won’t risk you potentially getting offended to the point where you would want to leave. He has worked hard for this relationship.

🍣From everything he could have assumed about your fear of water, the thought of you being a mermaid did not belong under them. The scenario…was a bit out of a movie. His darling was literally just preparing food with him when some of the water from the tap splashed on them. He handles it quite composed after he’s gotten over his first wave of surprise and confusion. Osamu is able to reason better why you would want to keep it a secret from others since it would cause quite a commotion if someone would find out that you’re a mermaid. He’s so chill about it, it has you actually worry a bit at first for him. What did you expect him to react like though? You’re still the same person he fell in love with and the fact that you happen to be a mermaid adds to your charms in a way.

Daiki Aomine

💙Aomine is a little bit slower to notice which is partially to blame on the fact that he’s a little bit too enamored. Add that to the fact that he is possessive as it already is and you have a man who is kept busy with towering over every person who steps too close and is too busy showering you with affection. Leave it to Momoi to point it out to him since she is known to be good in analyzing people. And that is when he slowly picks up the signs and strange behavior of yours around water. You’re so cautious and careful, keeping a safety distance. It’s weird for sure yet at the same time his protective side kicks in quickly since he also sees that you seem a bit frightened of water in general. He ends up shielding you and keeping water away from you if it makes you feel better.

💙That is the good thing, Daiki will still turn out to be a major thorn in the eye at one point. Simply because he starts pestering about this all and even if he is more gentle and definitely far from forceful, he wants to know the exact reason to why you act the way you do around water. It triggers him when you don’t tell him and it low key irritates him even if he never turns his ire against you. Momoi attempts to help in a less pestering way, receives the same results as her friend in the end. His pink-haired friend is on the other hand also the only one next to his s/o who can manage to calm Aomine a little bit down which is good because at one point he is highly irritated and equally worried about your true motive. You never tell him so why shouldn’t he feel that way?

💙I blame him for being perhaps a bit too aggressive whilst he explained his frustration with you constantly refusing to let him know. He knows that he doesn’t have to know everything, but this seems to be like a thing he as your goddamn boyfriend should know. It was not his intention to knock his drink over, some of the liquid spilling on you as a result. His train of thoughts probably completely silenced when you fell on the ground with a fishtail. Has a very peculiar look on his face which might be funny if you wouldn’t feel exposed. He feels guilty as soon as he notices how you seem to want to hide and if you are angry at him, he understands. He winds up being left a little bit frustrated due to his own feeling of inexperience and cluelessness since he never believed in mermaids and the other bullshit, is definitely more than eager to learn how he can properly treat you good.

[animeyanderelover]

@akitsuki13

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, manipulation, paranoia

Highly ranked ghoul

Ken Kaneki

🔲Kaneki himself has blood on his hands, a lot of it as well, human blood included. But he never really imagined that his darling would be someone like him as well, someone who is seen as a monster by other humans as well as ghouls and it blows his mind in a negative sense. In his opinion his s/o was always someone he had to protect, someone who was very innocent and gentle and suddenly knowing that they are a highly ranked ghoul who killed people before makes him feel like the person he knew was never there to begin with which pushes him into strong desperation.

🔲You telling him the truth because you knew how he felt and couldn’t lie to him anymore of course makes him happy, it means that you love him, though it is hard to know you kept this as a secret to begin with. He is just speechless for the very first few moments, not wanting to accept what you just told him. He killed humans as well, also because he viewed them as a threat for you, but with you it’s something else. He’s terrified that all he has witnessed so far was just an act of yours.

🔲But it is not reason enough for him to leave, there might be actually never a reason for him to leave. Kaneki is just too dependent on his darling to do so which is why he chooses ultimately to just forgive you for lying to him, instead continuing to thrive for love. Once knowing exactly why his darling killed the people they killed, he instead starts resenting those who labeled them as dangerous because all his s/o did was defending themselves and others. It has some positive aspects of being a ghoul as well. For once he feels like you might accept him better for who he is and won’t see him as danger.

🔲But he is also extremely anxious what might happen if you’ll get caught by someone or get killed because investigators won’t hold back at you when meeting you because you are a wanted ghoul. This is why he begs his darling to not leave or kill anyone, he’ll do it for them. But his darling shouldn’t get in danger, he doesn’t care how strong they are.

Kuki Urie

🖤Urie is actually someone who should protect humans from ghouls, but he is possessive over his darling as well as pretty protective which is why he is very much ready to slaughter everyone he views as danger for them, no matter ghoul or human. And he is shocked when he finds it out, he didn’t expect this to happen and for a short moment he suddenly feels extremely conflicted about his darling, knowing they’re the type of person he should fight against.

🖤Due to working for the CCG he most likely heard from you before and it almost makes him sick knowing that the person he loves is the same ghoul who killed highly ranked officers, people he might have even known. He knows that even if you would have decided to not tell him, eventually he would have found out so this is the best, but he still wishes he wouldn’t have. Urie needs some time to think about all of this afterwards for which his darling might have understanding.

🖤In the end he still can not bring himself to tell anyone, deciding that he wants to hear the view of his darling at first. He is not a human either which is why he knows how much your kind is hated and wrongly judged since he was being treated that way as well so he wants to listen. He knows that you gambles with the risk when telling him whilst fully knowing that he could report you to the CCG or fight you then and there. Urie mostly expected you to have only killed because you had to fight for your life which you confirm and whilst he is angry that he didn’t know sooner and couldn’t somehow help, he also reassures you that he still loves you.

🖤He still asks his darling to not get into troubles when he isn’t there because if someone from the CCG will one day end up killing them, he will go on the rampage. He definitely shuts up about this and instead tries to infiltrate the CCG and get rid of as much informations already collected about you whilst also sabotaging as much missions about you as possible without getting caught.

Asahi Azumane (Aged Up)

🟫Funnily enough he is often labeled as looking very intimidating and scary, especially when he focused during volleyball which makes his teammates joke that he looks like he just murdered someone and knowing this, he is worried his darling feels the same. But instead he finds out that his darling is a human-eating and killing monster and as much as Asahi loves his darling, at first he feels terrified of them. There are just so many bad stories and he was from the media only fed the bad stuff so his love for them and his fear about their kind clashes.

🟫You told him the truth because you didn’t want to lie to him anymore, something which should be positive and a good thing, but the impact of this truth has Asahi feeling initially scared of you and it is noticeable. So his darling might seriously end up being hurt and leaving, apologizing for having told him this and hurrying up to get away, upset that he looked the same like every other human. And that face is what has Asahi feeling angry with himself afterwards.

🟫He apologizes the next time he sees his darling, feeling stupid and horrible for having reacted that way. If you would habe wanted to kill him, you would have done it a long time ago instead of keeping him around that long. He should have heard your story as well instead of only going by what he knows, living as a ghoul must not be easy. You didn’t choose to be one. He understands that in many cases you had to kill because you had no option, though he still thinks it is wrong, but it was either your life or theirs and you only thought so you could live.

🟫He is still a bit more nervous around you, but he has trust you won’t try anything with him. He knows he can not be from very big help, but the very least he can do is trying to raise more awareness about the suffering ghouls habe go through as well and that they only want to live as well. If someone should suspect you, he also prepares all sorts of excuses to why you could not be there at that time and why you were acting strange that moment.

Tobio Kageyama (Aged Up)

🌧Kageyama constantly intimidates people around him, once he gets in the zone he becomes intense and additionally he has a rather short temper and often has small outbursts. That is why he is much more careful around his darling, so he won’t be too rough on them as well. And he kind of goes blank when his darling one day confesses in private to him what they are, proving it to him as well and looking nervously at his reaction. And he just…kind of stares at them for a long time, not moving.

🌧On the one hand Tobio really loves his darling, on the other hand he also is a bit frightened with all of this, he has his problems even wanting to believe that you are such a famous ghoul, high ranked and for that dangerous. And he has been cuddling with you for hours. He panics on the inside, but he also decides to not make rush decisions for now, he still loves you very much. But he also doesn’t know how to act and how to even start the conversation so this all becomes kind of awkward.

🌧Eventually he manages to break the silence and ask his darling hesitantly why they even kill humans to start with, if they wouldn’t, they wouldn’t be as wanted as they are. And his darling has to explain to him afterwards why they do as they do since despite the danger of ghouls, Tobio never really gave this all much thought. And he just feels extremely sorry for them once he’s heard how terrible they used to live and what they had to endure which is why he forgives them quickly afterwards, having faith that they won’t kill him.

🌧Kageyama still makes you promise him that you won’t do anything stupid nor risky because he can not protect you as much as he would like to do, he can not fight another ghoul or an investigator. Similar to Asahi he tries to do whatever he can do as a human for you, be that finding himself convincing people that ghouls only fight to live or defending you when others question themselves what you’re up to.

Tendou Satori (Aged Up)

❤️That poor guy was treated from others like a monster and creep himself, he was called bad names and made an outsider since no one wanted to be with him. That hurt him, but with time he got over it and as long as his sweet paradise likes him, he is fine with everything others might throw his way. And I can imagine him thinking of ghouls in general less like monsters and more like people who just have no other choice if they want to live, he knows humans can be cruel and narrow-minded. So he is mostly only surprised and a bit shocked from this.

❤️But overall? He is so calm with this that it might confuse his s/o a lot since they expected something else, more fear and stuff like this. They might ask him why he is so chill and Satori just replied that he doesn’t think that he should judge them for what they were born as and that if they would have wanted to kill him, they would have done it already. Their love mustn’t have been easy. It’s really important for him to let them know that he doesn’t think of them as a monster or a flesh hungry beast like many others think.

❤️This is actually kind of cool, having someone who is a ghoul as their partner. He is enthusiastic and this is just so shocking for you and you might feel more insecure after having told him, thinking he is just acting so he won’t hurt you. And this is making Tendou sad and whilst he didn’t expect to be the one who has to comfort you about that he doesn’t think you’re the monster, he will show his love as often as he has too until you feel more confident.

❤️He is in the end a bit frustrated that he isn’t able to really help you with your problems which makes him concerned since something might happen to you and he would not be able to help. He knows you only kill when someone wants to kill you or other ghouls who can’t defend themselves or are in need of help. But he still worries and if he knows you’re out, he is not able to focus on anything else. The only thing he can do is covering your tracks up.

[animeyanderelover]

Does there even exist Yandere stuff about them? Don’t know, if not then I’m willing to change that. Darling will be a human in here.

Yandere Quinx Squad Hc’s

Haise Sasaki

🔳I do know that Haise is Kaneki but since they’re somewhat different and the original squad would be incomplete without him I added him in here. Let’s go. First of all it’s very likely that Haise’s darling used to be Kaneki’s darling, meaning his obsession blooms due to Kaneki being inside of him. Haise is the aware and stalker kind of Yandere. He knows that feeling love this intensely is only wrong and is embarrassed about feeling like this. Due to being too embarrassed about this and since Haise proves to be a bit more introverted he decides to watch from the distance. You will often find him sitting somewhere near you with a book in his hands. But he isn’t really paying attention to the book but more to you.

🔳Haise is also a overprotective guy which simply roots from Kaneki’s Yandere type. He knows of course that there could be danger every time, a ghoul attacking them or something else. He doesn’t even understand why he feels that intense need to protect them. A bit in the obsessive side but not too much. He respects his darling’s private life and knows he shouldn’t interrupt. But when he hears someone talking about them he can’t help, but eavesdrop a bit. Or a lot. A bit on the lovestruck and worshipper side due to still possessing a lot of traits from Kaneki.

🔳Haise stays calm, being a leader gives him the responsibility to stay composed even in dangerous situations. There is this voice that whispers in his head to grab the darling, to protect them. But he holds himself back, no matter how much the voice inside of him screams to make the other person stay away. That doesn’t mean that he won’t step in if someone is too painfully flirting with them or make them uncomfortable.

🔳Killing? Sounds more like something Kaneki would do but this is Haise. The guy who doesn’t even wants to really kill ghouls. Haise doesn’t want to kill anyone, he’s a good-hearted person. He would more try to give a friendly warning or try to get Mado or Arima to help him.

🔳Kidnapping is also something Haise would never do. Here again, Kaneki screams and yells at him that he has to do this but Haise doesn’t. It’s wrong, it’s just too wrong. He doesn’t want to ruin your trust in him. He might order one of the members from the squad who listen to him to watch a bit over you.

🔳Haise will notice from the very beginning that you were worth dying for for his old self and from the way you’re reacting when you see him he knows that what he must have done to you in the past wasn’t right. That’s why he wants to do it better. He wants to prove you that he isn’t like his old self. He��s Haise Sasaki and not Ken Kaneki, the name you always say when seeing him.

Ginshi Shirazu

💛I was upset when he died. But I can let him continue living on this blog. Shirazu is a lovestruck, worshipper and clingy kind of Yandere. Boy is utterly in love with his sweetheart and believes whatever they say. They say that this one shop in their distract sells the best ice cream? Then that shop sells the best ice cream. They say that the music they’re listening too is the best? Then that’s the truth. Due to this he’ll get very loud and bothered when someone says against their opinion. He’s on the very affectionate side, everything to show his darling his love.

💛Shirazu is also the obsessive type. He remembers everything. Their favorites so he knows what to gift his darling, if he has enough money, to make them happy and their dislikes to avoid making a mistake. Same counts for persons they like or dislike. He has to keep the competition in check as well as people who might want to hurt his darling.

💛Shirazu is so loud when he gets jealous, towering over the source of jealousy and growling to go away. In a sense he’s quite territorial but he’s a sucker for his darling so if they tell him to keep his jealous side under control because they want to hang out with a few friends he’ll try his hardest to do so. But he’s rather quickly at his limit, even faster when touching others is involved.

💛As violent and loud mouthed as Shirazu is, he’s more hesitant when it comes to killing. He prefers to beat someone’s ass pretty badly up instead of really killing someone which doesn’t mean that he won’t do it if he realizes that someone is a real threat to his darling.

💛Kidnapping is another thing he doesn’t want to do. He’s someone who feels however his darling feels. If they’re mad he’s mad and their joy is his. He’s, despite his more violent and loud behavior, very sensitive. And even though not necessarily the smartest he knows very well how upset they would be with him if he would kidnap them. So he prefers clinging to his darling.

💛Shirazu is whipped and is in general someone who’s rather easily manipulated. He’s the type to baby you. He feels a bit bad since he is financially not that strong and would try to make up for it by helping you with whatever he can and be very smothering and affectionate.

Saiko Yonebashi

🎮Saiko is the clingy Yandere. If it would be possible for her she would prefer to stay the whole day with her darling in the house and just eat and play video games. She is a touchy one, not in the clingy way but expect her to always be connected to some part of your body. Since she’s very small she’ll often hang on your thighs.

🎮Also the obsessive and lovestruck one. Saiko thinks everything about her darling is fantastic and wants to know whatever she can find out. When you tell her something about yourself she’ll stare at you with sparkling eyes.

🎮Saiko is rather introverted and stays most of the times with her darling in their house or her room. The reason is because Saiko gets so easily jealous. When jealous she’ll hug her darling’s legs and give a pouty glare to the other person.

🎮Saiko is a bit insecure about her skills and in general lacks motivation. She’s also a more kindhearted person and doesn’t really enjoy killing. She would prefer to ask Haise or the other members of her squad for help if she needs it.

🎮She doesn’t kidnap her darling. Why would she if she already spends 18 hours a day with her darling snuggled up under a blanket and playing video games? There’s no need for that and if she feels like her darling is in danger she’ll just call them and tell them to come over.

🎮Saiko is a small sweetheart who wants attention. She’s very easy to be with and almost all of the dates you two go together on are spend with video games and junk food. If you do drag her out be prepared to have a small monkey constantly attached to your hips. Saiko also likes to fall asleep on top of you and you won’t be able to shake her off, no matter how hard you try.

Tooru Mutsuki

🟢I’m a bit confused about Tooru’s gender because Tooru was often referred as a “he” to but said that they’re actually a woman. But it looks like Tooru doesn’t want to be recognized as woman and reading internet articles confused me even more. If someone knows please explain. But for now I’ll stick with they/them pronouns. Tooru is a classic clingy yet stalker kind of Yandere. They’re often just too shy to approach their darling, always a stuttering and blushing mess when near them. And yet once in a relationship become incredibly clingy and affectionate-starved.

🟢Tooru is a delusional, lovestruck and worshipper one as well as possessing the trait manipulative and obsessive. You’re higher than them and others. It’s a fact for Tooru and they don’t even realize how unhealthy their infatuation with their darling really is. Whatever their darling does, they can’t help but admire them. Tooru collects here and there a few things from their darling and keeps them with them. They treasure them and having their darling’s scent on them gives them a sense of comfort and calmness. Manipulative in the sense of guilt tripping their darling badly. Please don’t leave them. NEVER LEAVE THEM!!!

🟢Tooru is rather insecure about themself and such a divine being like their darling is bound to get noticed by others. Tooru would feel offended if someone wouldn’t acknowledge and worship you the way they see you. Problem is that this makes them also highly upset and sad when seeing their darling having fun with them.

🟢Tooru might be a bit insecure about themself but for you they would do everything. EVERYTHING! And for everyone who watched it. Do you know how Tooru reacted to Touka and how they acted? That’s them acting to the person who triggered them enough. It doesn’t happen often that this switch happens but if it does Tooru’s behavior changes completely and they become scary and really messy.

🟢Tooru is often near their darling, being that by stalking or clinging onto them. They don’t think that they have the right to take your freedom away from you but do remember that a pure Yandere is somewhere deep down inside of them. And this side can be triggered when the darling wants to leave Tooru. In this case Yan!Tooru will be woken up and will ask if there’s someone else in your life. Do they have to spill blood so you won’t leave them?

🟢Tooru is most of the time just very needy but see their Yandere mode once and you’ll be terrified which is exactly why Tooru tries to hide this side from you. They don’t want you to be scared of you or else they’ll cry twice as hard as you do when you’re scared. Please don’t be scared of them! They would never even dare to harm you! They just want to be loved. Is that too much to ask for?! They know they don’t deserve it but please for their mentality’s and other person’s life if their Yandere side comes out sake, please give them at least a bit affection.

Kuki Urie

🖤This man is possessive and overprotective. Urie lost his father and never fully got over it. That’s why he won’t stand to lose the person he loves and treasures the most in the world. No one is even able to touch his darling since he’s also clingy and is by his darling’s side all the time. He’s on the manipulative side, always trying to talk his darling into things to keep them safe and happy. Obsessive, he wants to be perfect for his darling and being able to do everything for them exactly as they like it.

🖤Urie is also a desperate, lovestruck and worshipper Yandere. His whole life Urie wanted be be acknowledged and respected, being bitter since the death of his father to pretty much everything, cold and harsh to everyone. And then a literal angel appeared before his eyes, healed his wounds with only the lightest touches of your hands and made Urie addicted. You’re for him his moon, his sun and his stars all at once and he’s a huge softie for you. His darling is pretty much the only person he listens too, they can just boss him around and he wouldn’t mind as long as he gets what he craves the most. Love. Their love. He’s aware of his feelings but doesn’t mind in the last bit. He doesn’t want to let them go. Never.

🖤Urie is a possessive one and is in a sense very selfish. He wants to be the only one who’s being acknowledged by you. He feels insecure when he sees them giving it to someone else. Not gonna lie, most people stay away from them since he gives everyone a cold and warning glare that says:”If you don’t want me to ruin you back off.”

🖤Urie is very much ready to get messy if it means protecting them. It’s rather easy to get on his list since upsetting his darling is enough for him to kick someone’s ass. And if someone goes as far as hurting them or ignores the vicious lesson he gave them before he’s ready to end someone’s pathetic life. And in his eyes they deserved it. It doesn’t matter to him whether it’s a ghoul or human. Hurting his darling makes everyone a monster in his eyes.

🖤Urie is able to keep a semi-normal relationship with his darling and insisted from a very early point on that they move somewhere near where he and the squad lives and prefers in general to be in his darling’s house. The atmosphere and their scent all in it helps him calming down a lot. Urie is someone who does everything you tell him but the moment he feels like he has to do something because it’ll ensure your well-being he’ll do something against your wishes. He’ll make it up later on.

🖤It’s a two-faced behavior how he acts to you and to others and people who know him might have to look twice when they see him together with you because his rude look and behavior will be completely gone, instead having a warm and loving smile and look on his face. But there’s one thing that shows how addicted Urie really is. He’s incredibly selfish when it comes to you. He’s all doting and lovingly when with you but his selfishness shows more when with other people. It’s his job as a part of the CCG to risk his life to fight ghouls and Urie is ready to fight but not til his death. He makes it rather clear to his squad that he’ll let them die and retreat if it means being able to go back to you. You’re his first priority since the day he layed eyes on you. He doesn’t want to die. Not only because he won’t be able to protect you anymore but also he doesn’t want to let go of the warmth and nearly overwhelming, but comforting, feelings you stir up in him by only looking at him. Even if he has to let his friends die and mourn a bit. If it means basking in your embrace and feeling your hands caressing his skin again he’s willing to do it. Nothing is more important than you for him.

[animeyanderelover]

I hope this is where you send a request lol. But i wanted to know if you could do prompt 16 with Kuki Urie:)

It’s been a while since I wrote anything about this fandom and creating the new masterlists made me realize just how little I wrote about them so far.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, overprotectiveness, manipulation

Prompt 16: “You don’t understand! If you accept me now, I’ll be your slave!”

He was crying. He was really crying right now. It wasn't shocking, you had seen other men crying before, but you hadn't expected him to cry. Not in front of you. Or because of you. You had always been his reason of happiness as he had told you. So seeing him spilling tears right now was breaking your own heart just like his had been just now broken. His breath was uneven, silent sobs disrupting it's natural flow. He was trying to not be too loud, keeping the volume down. But the silent cries were the worst.

You just stood there, body having gone stiff and unable to move. You wanted to comfort him like you had done always in the past. But how could you if you had been the one who had brought him the pain in the first place? Was there even something you could say right now? What was a person who had just friendzoned another who had confessed supposed to say? But you had to do something, right? You couldn't just leave him here all alone.

Urie had the feeling like someone had just slammed his heart mercilessly with a sledge, it was aching. The last time he had felt something akin to this had been when his father had died. Back then he had been a child, he had not been able to handle all the emotions. Now he was grown up and had thought that he had been able to control his feelings.

What a lie that was, he was on an emotional roller coaster whenever he had been near you. Your whole being and thoughts on you had been for a long time now flooded his mind and senses and he had thanked whoever was watching from the clouds for letting him meet you.

Thanks to you he had learned how to really live again, how to feel again. Never once had he realized before how grey and cold his world had been before. But thanks to you he had realized just how blind he had been, that his life had been nothing so far. Not without you. You had given his life in a way a purpose, something far more greater than working as an investigator. Your love.

Happiness. Joy. Excitment. This sweet and addicting feelings you stirred up in him whenever you did as much as being somewhere near him. It was so wrong, the sickenly obsession he had with you and the people who he had already let his ire out because they had managed to get on your bad side, meaning also on his bad side. He was all too aware that going that far was wrong, but he hadn't cared in the slightest bit.

How could he when you had helped him getting over his pain, being the light to lead him out of the dark hole he had been stuck in so far? Everything he had experienced with you had been like a complete new thing for him. Even the most common things like walking with you somewhere had led him to seeing the world through new eyes. You were without a doubt the cause of his euphoria.

But never before you had given him a completely shattered and burnt heart or made him cry hot and large tears. Normally he would never cry in front of people. But he was vulnerable in front of you. He couldn't hide anything emotionally when it came to you. You were after all the person who made him go through all the intense feelings.

"Why?" His voice was nearly cracking at the end, his eyes still fouced on the ground where tears were constantly dropping on. You opened your mouth several times just to close it again. You almost felt like crying too, seeing Urie in such a condition. It was just a sign of how much your rejection had really just hurt him. There was surely something you could do for him without making him feel even more shitty.

"Kuki..." You slowly stepped closer, searching in a rushed manner for something you could do to soothe him a bit. "Am I not enough? Is that it? Do you think that there is someone better?" The volume of his voice was something that reminded you of a mouse, it was hushed and barely above a whisper. You also couldn't recall a time where he had ever sounded so unsure, so anxious.

"No! That's not it! You're great! Believe me, I really think of you as a awesome and cool guy." By now you were merely a foot step away from him, noticing now that you were close up how his body was shaking due to his choked breaths and silent sobs. "I-I'm just afraid that I can't give you what you ask me to give you. I love you a lot, but in another way. I don't want to lose you because of this Kuki. I know that sounds a bit easier than it is, but...let's just stay like this. We're happy as we are right now."

"That's a lie." You bit your bottom lip when hearing his quivering voice. Slowly, very slowly, he shifted his gaze from the ground to your lips and then to your eyes. His eyes were reddened and a bit puffy, tears still streaming down his face. "How can I ever be completely happy when I'm without your love? What am I even here for then? You were the one person who taught me how to live again and for that I just want to protect, love and pamper you with everything I have. Without you and your love I'm-I'm a nobody."

"That's not true Kuki! What are you talking about? You're not a nobody! You're a great investigator and I would say that is a reason why you're here. To lead your own squad and work with the CCG to protect the citizens of Tokyo. Shouldn't that be enough? Knowing that you have to protect the lives of the many people in this city?"

The man gave you an aghasted expression, looking like you had just said the most dumbest thing ever. "The CCG? The lives of the people here in Tokyo?", he repeated after you, still having this non believing look on his face. "Do you really think they mean to me nearly as much for me as you?" With one step he closed the bit of distance you had between each other, you almost reflexive taking a step back, feeling suddenly frightened of his unhinged expression.

"You're so wrong with that (y/n). I'll let them all happily die if it means that I can spend more time with you. What are they worth anyways? The only thing I need to be happy and live a good life is you! The rest can just die!"

In such a twisted way you knew that this was somewhat like the ultimate confession of love, being ready to let others get murdered or eaten by ghouls just to be able to survive another day with the person you loved. And yet it was the most egotistical thing you had ever heard. You even felt offended, maybe because you knew Mutsuki and Saiko yourself. Was he saying he would even let his friends die? You searched for any sign on his face that would tell you that this was just a mere act out of desperation from his side. But you found nothing.

"You really mean that, don't you?" Your voice was giving your discouragment and disappointment away, which didn't go unnoticed by Kuki. His facial expressions seemed to twitch, the disappointed look in your eyes adding even more layers of pain over his already broken heart. He hated this expression, the look that told him that he had not made you happy, but only made you upset with him. He hated that. Why was he never able to be good enough for you? He wanted to be perfect, the best. Just for you. But no matter how much he seemed to try, it was never enough. Was he really that imperfect?

His silence spoke books for him and you felt slight anger rousing up inside of you. How could he say this? Would he really let his friends and comrades die? You thought that he was the kind of guy who would fight til the bitter end. You had troubles believing him.

"So you want me to feel guilty because of deaths of people you could have saved, but didn't because you weren't willing to risk your life?" Urie quickly shook his head. "That won't be your fault (y/n)! It'll their fault for not listening to orders and being careless." What was he saying? "They'll die because they're willing to give their all for the people and their job! And you are supposed to do the same, Kuki! I thought that was why you joined in the first place!"

You quickly shut up when realizing that you were damn close to yelling right now and maybe the tiniest bit because all the yelling seemed to affect Urie as well. You were also almost about to cry, but blinked quickly to get rid of the tears in your eyes.

"Be honest with me. Did you already let someone die because of me?" He fell silent for a few seconds, making you feel more and more anxious. He hadn't, had he? "...No." The answer seemed suspiciously delayed, but his face wasn't giving anything away. So you took that answer, hoping to soothe the uneasiness and anxiety inside of you. "But you would?" He seemed to hesitate for a bit, debatting on with himself whether he should lie to calm you down or say the truth. But he had already spilled it out, hadn't he? "Yes, I would."

A disappointed and shocked noise escaped your lips, rubbing your eyes whilst busily thinking about what you were supposed to make out of this. "(y/n)...Please don't be mad at me." You peeked between one of your hands currently covering your face at him. He appeared to come over as pleading, eyes begging you to forgive him. And you couldn't help, but feel your heartstrings getting tugged at.

Without any words you suddenly grabbed a jacket of yours and walked to the front door, hearing Urie following you with huge and fast footsteps. "Wait! Where are you going?"

With your hand resting on the door knob you turned around, being met with his face only inches away from yours. "I...need some time alone to think about this Kuki. You need to understand, this was maybe just a bit too much for me to take in at once. And the fact that you told me that you don't care about the lives of other people in Tokyo just because you don't want to stop coming over to me...I think I need to think about our whole relation-and friendship in general. I don't want to stop being your friend, but maybe...distancing and stopping to see each other helps you coming back to your senses."

His eyes widened, obviously your words just now had scared him, but right now you needed time to think for yourself without anyone interrupting you. So you swiftly opened the door, about to leave.

That was before Kuki slammed the door with a loud 'wham' closed, body instantly moving itself between you and the door, blocking your way out. You flinched startled, for a moment blinking shocked before you came back to your senses and annoyance started to flicker inside of you. "What do you think you're doing?! Move your ass away from the door or else I'll have to go with less nice methods!" He didn't, he just continued to drill his frightened gaze at you, seemingly not wanting to let you leave him. "Kuki! Now!"

"You don't understand!" He sounded extremely despaired, a distraught expression on his face which made you slowly take a step back from him. But this sudden move of yours seemed to trigger him and before you could even react, he had already grabbed your hands tightly in his own. "If you accept me now, I'll be your slave!"

You had temporarily abandoned all of your annoyance and anger, currently you felt freaked out by this extremely deranged behavior from his. "You have to listen to me! I'll do anything you want me to and I'll be anyone you want me to be! I'll clean for you, I'll cook for you, I'll kill for you, I'll die for you, I'll live for you! Whatever you want! But don't leave me alone! Not you too..."

You slightly tried to free your hands from his, but you were scared that he would get triggered by any sudden movements which was why you kept such things at a minimum right now. You felt truly alarmed right now, not being able to tell what he would do next. Fleeing looked like a stupid idea, he was due to his not humanly body much more physically strong and faster than you were and you didn't want to risk it. But you doubted that talking would help him either. He was clearly not in his right mind.

"You need help." You stiffened up the moment you had whispered those words loud, cussing yourself for saying something like this in front of him.

"Help? You really think I need help?" You didn't like it one bit just how much distraught he looked right now whilst still keeping a look of fondness on his face whilst gazing at you. It didn't mix well. "I don't want any help. Don't need them either. They wouldn't be able to do much anyways. I know just how bad my case is and I doubt that anyone would be able to help me. Don't you see?" You didn't know if you were supposed to give him an answer or not, but you just shook your head when hearing him muttering these words.

"The only person that is able to help me is you. You're the one who made me this way in the first place and you're also the one who can help me. You made me how I am. Don't you think it's only fair if you help me before someone really dies? You'll just be there for me and I'll take care of anything else. Doesn't that sound like a good offer?"

[animeyanderelover]

If this isn't to much, could I request for yandere Eren, Jean, Levi (Attack On Titan) Sebastian, Claude, Snake, Ash (Black Butler) Azusa (Diabolik Lovers) Shuu Tsukiyama, Kuki Urie (Tokyo Ghoul) [all separate] reaction to their f!s/o [human darling for nonhuman yanderes] dying after she gives birth to her first baby/ies, with her last words being "They are so beautiful."? Would they blame their child or blame the doctors or who would they blame for their darling's death? How would they treat/raise their child? Please and thank you 😊 remember to take care 🤗

If you are uncomfortable with this you can ignore it

Wow, another heartbreak coming your and my way💔. Do not read if this triggers you.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, isolation, manipulation, breeding kink, pregnancy, dependence, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, s/o dies whilst giving birth

They are so beautiful

Sebastian Michaelis

🐈‍⬛He was in the request about the s/o nearly dying whilst giving birth so I don't have really much to add in here, but I'll do it anyways. Demons are not creatures who are known to settle down and start a family, they only do it to continue their kind and unless a demon doesn't have a mate, they don't see the reason in starting a family in the first place as well. Sebastian shares this mindset as well, he never thought about a family until he met you, his darling mate. Even from there on he needs a bit until he finally wishes to start a family with his darling, of course only if she doesn't have anything against it as well. It's weird for others to think about a demon like him starting to enjoy the thought of a small child at one point, most likely when he is sure that his darling loves him as well. Sebastian himself might have never expected to be the domestic type, but he comes to enjoy it nevertheless.

🐈‍⬛He convinces his master to let him finish earlier and finish tasks quicker, often with the help of his demonic powers so he can hurry as quickly as possible back to his darling and take care of her. It is a natural instinct for a demon like him to want to spend every second with his mate if she should be sick, hurt or pregnant, though he is in a way clingy anyways. Of course he doesn't exactly know how things will work with a hybrid child coming their way, even he as a really old demon is left clueless. But from what he knows from the demon and human biology, he will use to make himself a picture of how things might turn out.

🐈‍⬛Sebastian is pretty aware that a half-breed is never really welcomed in the supernatural world, though they are rare in the first place. He never minded about such things before, he was always amused about this topic. But now with a half-demon baby, his baby, he grows more protective than he would be already anyways. He doesn't want anything happening to his mate nor to the small child inside of her which is why he grows extremely uneasy to leave his darling alone, especially the closer she gets to giving birth. He kind of knows when she will give birth though which is why he takes the a few days off shortly before her water breaks.

🐈‍⬛Sebastian doesn't even let her in a hospital or calls doctors, he wants to do all of this by himself. He doesn't want to risk anything and since he doesn't know if the infant might perhaps change in their demon form whilst the doctors are checking over them, there will be problem because not only will rumors spread around, his master and other supernatural beings might find out about this as well and then he would bring his whole family in troubles which he doesn't want to do. Next to that Sebastian wants that moment only to be for him, his darling and their precious child to witness. Other people shouldn't be involved.

🐈‍⬛Whilst Sebastian was extremely careful with everything he did, knowing that carrying a demon inside of his s/o could take it's troll on her body and tire her more out than usual, he still felt confident enough in his abilities. Sebastian knows certainly of the fact that women can have troubles whilst giving birth and in some cases even die and whilst the chance was slim, he was in the worst case scenario prepared to handle this as well. And the thing with Sebastian is that he would definitely turn his darling into a demon if worst comes to worst. It's the last option, but he'll definitely use it if it's needed.

🐈‍⬛So despite all of this having his darling still dying on him might just shatter not only his heart and sanity, but also his complete confidence since Sebastian is not used to failing with something and even if it was a small mistake, he could always fix it. But right now he seems to have truly hit the bottom of his abilities and knowing that it is his darling who had to lose her life because of this makes this all extremely devastating for the demon. He doesn't lose his cool though, not yet. As a demon he has some more skills than others have and personally feel like he refuses to give up afterwards, searching for ways to bring his darling back to life and transform her.

🐈‍⬛That being said, he suffers from the moment his s/o stopped breathing extreme pain in his heart, but he doesn't acknowledge it, or at least tries to do so, and instead concentrates on finding a solution. So whilst he might have not an immediate outburst, for Sebastian it is an extreme slowly killing poison that starts taking affects after a few days of hastily and more and more desperately searching from his side, having not found a solution to bring you back to life. It is the first time in Sebastian's life that he senses failure and whilst he wouldn't have minded in any other scenario, he slowly breaks on the knowledge of not being able to safe his darling.

🐈‍⬛Sebastian has no other to blame, but himself which is on the long shot the worst thing for him. It's not like he thinks anyone else would have helped his darling better than him, but knowing that even he can't do anything makes him seriously question himself if there is someone who can and slowly he starts losing hope. Of course he could blame his daughter for all of this as well, but he can't manage to do so. So the one who will die because of his darling's death is he himself, though not physically. He is not familiar with feelings like despair or agony, it is the first time feeling those and these feelings will be for the rest of his life with him because losing a mate is for a demon a indirect death sentence.

🐈‍⬛They die on the inside as well. After he somewhat finally accepted that not even he could save his s/o, he finally had his outburst and it shook literally the whole world because for the first time he truly lost control, his deformed real demon form exposing itself and the whole aura in the surroundings turning heavy, suffocant and deadly, one taste of it tasting almost rotten and burning in the lungs. A wrath inside of it which tells every living being to not get too close to the source of it and gruesome hisses, growlings and even apopletic roars filling the air, accompanied by the thunder and lightnings of a sudden storm.

🐈‍⬛Of course Sebastian could also blame his little daughter for all of this, she is somewhat at fault for it since she took much energy from her mother and if it wouldn't have been for her, this might have never happened. But Sebastian is not able to do so, not when his father instincts kicked in as soon as he sensed her for the first time in his darling's belly and this only enhanced after seeing her, covered in body fluids, for the first time. And especially after he finally came to accept that his darling can't be brought back to life, he grew extremely protective as well as clingy. His darling loved the little girl as well.

🐈‍⬛Sebastian knows that too well since he was directly next to her when he showed her their little baby only moments before she died. But sadly he can't spend as much time with her as he would like, having to continue working as a servant in the manor and doing his job to fulfill the contract. In reality he just wishes to be a rogue and finally get out of this. Ciel and the servants notice that something happened because Sebastian lost that snarkiness and his playfullness about him a bit, instead appearing often deeply in thoughts and giving off a rather sad vibe. Ciel questions him about this as well, worried that this might affect his butler's work.

🐈‍⬛In the end, after Ciel found out because he will know at one point that Sebastian is in love, he would guess that something might have happened to you and he ends up allowing Sebastian to bring his daughter over to the manor since she is only a toddler and not able to control her abilities nor can take care of herself. Whilst Sebastian is initially more unsure about it, the distance between him and his baby makes him go extremely crazy and so he decides to accept the offer of his master and bring his little daughter over to keep a closer eye on her.

🐈‍⬛All the servants start a battle on who can become the favorite uncle or aunt for the girl, cooing over the little baby and trying to babysit as good as possible. Ciel connects the spots quickly afterwards, but decides against asking Sebastian if he is right, not wanting to trigger a unwanted reaction from the man. Sebastian on the other hand spends every second he has with his daughter since she carries a part of his darling with her and she is their child for which Sebastian would do everything to protect her. To a certain extent his protectiveness is justified since she is only half-demon and for that hated by many others.

🐈‍⬛ After he takes Ciel's soul, he most likely leaves the place to dedicate all his time into teaching his daughter how to control her powers and about the world and it doesn't happen often that a demon is close to their child. Especially not that close like Sebastian is to his daughter. He lets her socialize for the most part, but messing with her is bad and if someone should attack her, they have in less than a second a deformed, black and smoggy monster towering over them, glowing eyes staring with a look filled with bloodlust at them and claws stretching out to kill whoever endangered his daughter.

Claude Faustus

🕷️Ah yes, Claude. As I already told you countless times, I see him being the younger demon than Sebastian is and for that he thinks a bit differently. He doesn't really want to have a child, though he still wants to settle down with his darling after finally finishing the goddamn contract he has with Alois. Alois is exactly the reason why Claude doesn't want to have a child at the beginning, at least one of the main ones. He already has one brat he has to satisfy and so another little baby to take care of makes him feel more iffy, not completely sure how to feel about it, though not completely disliking the thought either. He needs far more time than Sebastian does until he has some sort of daily rhythm, knowing how to switch wisely between being in the manor and spending time with his darling without upsetting his childish master.

🕷️He would probably be more into having a child after his master is gone and he can dedicate his time to you properly, though he as well can not exactly avoid going through heat where he has more animalistic instincts taking over him. Such times are dangerous because the need and the desire to breed his darling is extremely present in such moments, though he won't force her into anything if she doesn't want it as well since he himself is for a long time a bit unsure what to do. As I said, I picture him as younger than Sebastian is.

🕷However, once he does sense that he has gotten his darling pregnant he quite literally has no time to complain or feel conflicted, it's like something washes over him and suddenly he has to be always near her and the child. A sudden and growing attachment being there between him and the growing lump in darling's belly, making her feel more at ease knowing how pessimistic he used to be about this whole topic. Claude himself is a bit surprised, but it is maybe just because it is your child we're talking about which is why he feels that way. And surprisingly he does not care that the baby is a half-breed, being normally always the more narrowed-mided one and disliking hybrids.

🕷️There are troubles if he is still working for the blonde boy because Claude has less patience than Sebastian has, meaning he just wants to storm back as fast as possible and take care of you, especially after he realized, more accurately sensed, that you were carrying two babies. He is somewhat more tense afterwards and the other demons will realize it as well, making him more rash in his actions and less willing to go through his master's ridiculous tantrums when he could in the meantime just look after his mate and the two children she is having inside of her.

🕷Worried because he knows that this can have a huge impact on the body. Since the babies are half-demons, he doesn't know what exactly might go wrong and how much energy they drain from you, it puts him more at edge but he for sure won't tell anyone about it, he'll go berserk if someone does as much as getting anywhere near his pregnant s/o. Especially if it is another demon or magic creature. It makes him feeling somewhat uneasy because the most he can do is trying to collect as much knowledge as he has about the biology of demons and humans and piece the rest together.

🕷️But whilst he might know that he has a slight disadvantage in here, Claude still is confident enough in himself that he will be able to handle all of this himself, meaning he won't bring his darling into a hospital. Instead she'll give birth in the cottage she already lives in, a isolated place where no one will be able to interrupt him and his darling during this difficult, but also exciting moment. Similar to Sebastian, Claude wants to keep this moment for himself and for his future little family. He definitely finds a way to be there that day, just knowing when his darling will give birth.

🕷Claude would also be ready to turn his darling into a demon if something should go wrong during birth. But he just doubts he would have to do this, feeling like no matter how less he might know about the child, he would still be able to pull it off just fine. It is this way of thinking that has him breaking later on, sensing the overwhelming feeling of failure and death after something starts going wrong, stressing himself out when suddenly complications start and all he can do is jst doing the best he can with his powers to soothe his darling's pain a bit and help her not fainting, not when having to give birth to not only one, but two children.

🕷️In here the difference in experience and patience is really visible because Claude has his feelings less under control than Sebastian has, leading him to having a near breakdown even then and there, parts of his real form showing up and disappearing again, Claude not being able to get a solid grip on himself and instead being too occupied with the brewing pain and sorrow inside of him, his self-control being like the eye of a growing storm of insanity. Of course he also ends up searching for a way to bring his darling back to life, but he is from the very beginning on so much more rash and brutal with it, starting to become more careless and reckless with the mess he might leave behind.

🕷His self-esteem is in much bigger danger than Sebastian's is since he knows that in comparison to others he still has some things to learn. It is his impatience that has him snapping way faster and whilst both of the demons outbursts are scary, horrendous forms showing themselves, Claude might be the one who charges straightforward violently which ends up being fatal for everything near him because whatever walks past him in this condition will be ripped into tiny pieces. Afterwards Claude suddenly starts feeling...less confident in himself and becomes so much more bitter.

🕷️And different from Sebastian, Claude is also ready to abandon his work and duties he has as a butler so he can take care of his two little sons who need his attention much more than the brat needs. He might have wanted to blame the babies for the death of his s/o, but similar to Sebastian he also felt the natural desire to protect his children when he sensed them and now that his darling is dead and she still managed to say in her dying breath that both of tem look beautiful, his boys are all he has left. It is almost desperation judging from the way he latches onto those two, feeling like he is rotting from the inside after your death. Instead he places some of the blame on Alois, not being able to handle all the guilt and blame himself without breaking under it.

🕷He can't take that great responsibility like Sebastian can, not with this situation. He is just incredibly distraught and traumatized afterwards, in pure despair trying to push his fault on someone else, although knowing that he can only blame himself. Claude's sudden rude and always tense and impatient behavior still shows everyone that something happened, but he sure as heck won't tell anyone about this, especially the other demons. He might just end up threatening Hannah into convincing the master into letting her do some of the work because different from Sebastian who still wants to finish the contract with Ciel, Claude is not being that strict, making it clear that he will kill Alois the moment the boy annoys him.

🕷️Claude is even more eager to finish all of this than Sebastian is since he has to feel more at edge due to four other demons being in the same manor as him and working there, demons who might not be too happy when finding out that he helped creating half-demons, his own children. Claude just can not deal as good with all of this as can and since he is the less patient demon in general, he straightforward despises every second he has to spend in the manor. The knowledge that he has two small children with demonic powers who are not able to look after themselves is just too much for him, especially since those two are the last persons he has by now left and who truly do matter to him.

🕷He devotes all his time into taking care of those two and whilst he might somewhat distance himself a bit emotionally at first, not completely knowing how to grow closer to them after everything that just happened so recently, he gets the hang of it rather quickly and that without him even realizing it at first. Different from Sebastian he is more strict and less playful than Sebastian which is mirrored in the way he raises his two sons. Of course Claude loves both of them more than any other living being on this planet and will all too gladly break everyone's neck who gets too close, but he is also a lot more stern and controlling, not really letting the two boys making friends. Even if they do learn to control their abilities. He just manipulates both of them into thinking that they need for the time being only each other and their father.

Snake

⚕️By all means, I do not really see him really thinking about such a thing since Snake himself is utterly desperate when it comes to his darling. All he really wants is love and adoration from her. That is pretty much the only thing on Snake's mind and his darling is for Snake without a doubt the centre of his world, he genuinely thinks that a life without her is not one worth living. He was also heavily mistreated as a child due to him being a hybrid of some sorts, people thought of him as a freak and the only thing they saw him being good for was to make money, degrading him to a mere attraction in a cage people could watch and talk over. That is the kind of life Snake has been living and after he lost his family once again, the whole circus, and Ciel lied shamelessly to him, he started working as a footman for him without knowing the truth.

⚕️So with him being a human-snake hybrid I do not know how far the word heat might fit him since he is quite submissive, in the innocent and not so innocent sense. Might have it better under control, but he has his more wild moments as well and if his darling wants a child, he would be incredible insecure about it, not thinking he would be a really good father and scared he child might be frightened of him and his snakes. They would probably end up inheriting scales due to him being a hybrid.

⚕️He becomes anxious people would treat his child just like they used to treat him and the mere imagination makes him enter a nervous nerve-wracking kind of shock, not wanting to make his own children suffer just because he is the way he is. Especially if his darling should be already pregnant he will have extremely mixed emotions. On the one hand he is joyous, we're still talking about his flesh and blood that is growing inside of you and his snakes themselves are just thrilled by all of this, already not being able to wait to meet their master's baby. But at the same time snake is also worried about too much to let him really be completely happy, making him not saying everything and just staring at you.

⚕️The other servants find out and especially Mey-Rin, Finny and Bardroy congratulate him for this, Ciel and Sebastian also expressing their best wishes for all of this so Snake has a lot of support. But it doesn't lift the weight he has to carry in his mind, so many insecurities regarding pregnancy, birth and how to even raise a child. He has just no idea what to do and it is obvious from everyone which ends in all of them giving him advices and helping him, even the demon and his master themselves because despite everything Ciel does seem to look a bit after his servants.

⚕️Sebastian is more curious, knowing that Snake is a hybrid. Especially his snakes will also enourage him and they themselves are already very protective over the little one, wrapping themselves around his darling's growing belly and always lingering near her, poisonous creatures being ready to protect her, no matter what and they do talk a lot to the embryo which makes Snake feel glad since he understands what they mean. It helps putting his jittery nerves at ease and even he can't withstand the growing need to be near his s/o and protect her and the child, calming himself a bit down over time and just enjoying the feeling of movements in her belly, caused by his own little baby.

⚕️Ciel is generous enough to give him a bit more free time and the human servants are gladly ready to work a bit more so their friend can have the time of special bonding he currently needs with his darling and their growing child. The young lord might even willing to help a bit with paying a good doctor to check on you every once in a while since Snake is financially not the strongest, though the other servants also support him with their monthly payment. Ciel merely piles this all up a bit with some of his money. The closer his darling gets to giving birth, the more his mind seems to turn away from other things to the point where he can't even focus anymore when he is not near her.

⚕️Whilst this does annoy Ciel a bit, Sebastian explains to him that this is completely normal for someone like Snake to feel the aching need to be near his pregnant mate. In that point Sebastian does show sympathy which ends with Ciel just giving Snake a break to be with his darling, still paying for him. The day his darling's water breaks down is the moment where Snake just forgets what to do, a dizzy emotion wave of fear and excitement hitting him without him knowing what to do and his snakes will be te ones guiding him through all of this.

⚕️His snakes are more infuriated than he is the moment his darling dies on him shortly after having seen the two most adorable babies. A little boy and a little girl, both his children. And in that one moment Snake was just happy, finally seeing the babies him and his snakes have been waiting for, more beautiful than he had ever imagined. For a short moment he forgot through how much drowning and agonizing fear he just went all this time, he wants to embrace his new family and tell his darling how happy he is. How much he loves her, how gorgeous their children are, just like she told them.

⚕️All Snake wants is his deserved happiness after everything that happened. He just clings onto his darling's hand desperately after she stopped moving, her smile still gracing her face, having died at the very least happily. But she left him alone in the process and all of a sudden his world darkens up, all joy and happiness he has known so far getting tainted and leaving him with only a broken heart and an empty soul left. At first he just starts crying, sobbing over his world he has just lost. That is the moment before suddenly the doctors try to slowly move him away and to take his darling and his children away from him. Because that is the moment Snake shows that he can be different as well.

⚕️He quite literally hisses at whoever tries to do so, staring with the quivering and blazing eyes of a wild animal at whoever does as much as trying to touch either his darling or one of the twins and all the other snakes join him quickly. Their warning hisses only work as more madness in that one moment and he blames it on them, though he knows that he is at fault as well. His snakes think so as well and in that one moment he is just blinded by rage and it is only thanks to the Phantomive household holding him back to not kill them that he stops.

⚕️Especially Ciel holds him back him since he doesn't want to dirty his name by needing to label one of his servants as a killer, though he also doesn't care if Snake kills them later on. But Snake afterwards does not care, after getting over his mad frenzy having completely worn him out with the last bit of strength and emotions he had left inside of him. But now he feels like there is nothing left to continue, nothing that makes him feel truly like he is wanted and alive anymore and he takes a break afterwards, refusing to do anything at all. Spends the following days with crying over his lost darling and sitting in front of her grave, craving at least a bit the feeling to be close to her.

⚕️He will never find the same warmth his darling possessed anywhere again, she was the only one who ever truly loved him and without her he feels terribly cold on the inside. But with that being said, he discovers soon after a new light in his life, one that even seems to be similar to his darling, to be completely precise he discovers two new lights. His little twins. His snakes force him to spend as much time as possible with them, knowing otherwise Snake will just continue living in despair. The animals themselves make it their personal job to protect these two precious baby snakes with all their lives, not wanting to put Snake through another trauma on which he will completely break and die. He barely clings onto the last bit of energy he has which is only thanks to the toddlers in the first place.

⚕️Snake feels a natural desire to be with his babies all the time and after he has lost you, these two are the only things he has left from you. He simply can not take another loss, not after what he has went through, this is a mutual understanding for him and his snakes. He manages to work again, though he takes the babies with him and lets the snakes watch over both of them when he is doing his tasks and all the other servants totally coo over the babies. Both of them turn out to share the same abilities as Snake has, talking to snakes and they do have some scales on them, though Snake still believes that they are still the most beautiful children he's ever seen. No wonder when you were their mother. But he is still skeptical to let both of them too much out of his sight, he needs to be with them all the time, he is extremely co-dependent on his daughter and son.

Ash Landers

▫️It comes to my advantage that I already wrote NSFW Hc’s for him because I think I mentioned it already a bit in there, but once someone gets him started he develops a small breeding kink. In all honesty, he doesn’t want to have children himself, but given the fact that he believes that his darling is the definition of purity, he believes the children of hers will be just as well. He also finds himself attracted to the thought of his darling being pregnant, though his paranoia holds him for a very, very long time back. Even after he has gotten the smallest bit over his overly paranoid behavior, he is still reluctant about all of it, but he can still lose himself in the moment and won’t be able to stop himself from coming inside of you. Ash panics afterwards quite a bit since he knows that there is the possibility that he might get you pregnant.

▫️He notices the signs long before his darling does and is even the one who senses the small baby long before the first signs might become visible. Instantly tells his darling, already being in a bit of despair, grabbing his hair and apologizing for having put a child inside of you, looking messed up before his darling calms him down and tells him that it is fine. That she is not angry and that she is actually happy with this. It is not like Ash himself isn’t happy, he is, but doesn’t know it just yet. He is currently a bit too overwhelmed by his feelings of shame because whilst he did imagine and secretly wanted to get his darling pregnant, he did not expect it to happen so soon.

▫️Knowing these news now has him abandoning any sort of duty, not even daring to leave you for the following months alone and since he controls the Queen anyways, he can make a lot of things happen. Luckily he does possess a huge knowledge about human biology and his own kind’s biology. With time he manages to show his happiness a bit more, specially because he feels the little one, sensing their innocence which he wants to keep. He actually knows that he is sinning, creating a hybrid. But the child is already so much more pure than any other being, his darling not being included, that he thinks that no one has the right to harm them.

▫️Of course it should be understandable that he won’t let doctors or any other person come near his darling, finding himself growing more and more uneasy. Until he has reached the point where he thinks that food that has been too long in the presence of others might harm you or the baby inside of your belly which is why he ends up checking over pretty much everything he delivers you at least three times. He’s afraid that even the slightest thing might be fatal. Kind of refusing to touch his darling’s belly at first, though at one point he won’t be able to resist anymore.

▫️He tears up when he feels the baby moving as well, he has worse mood swings than his darling has during her pregnancy. Similar to Sebastian and Claude he is also able to predict when the birth of the baby will be and he is something between thrilled and terrified, being too aware that this will be beyond painful for his darling, all because of him. It makes his mind race, blaming himself already heavily and it has him almost going back to hurting himself if it wouldn’t be for the current situation where he knows that he can’t effort to be dysfunctional, he has to be at his best shale so he can assure that both, mother and baby will be safe and healthy.

▫️He was simply too horrified that people would dirty his darling and the newborn baby and he also can’t stand the thought of anyone else witnessing a moment of a mother giving birth to an truly innocent and young infant. A child who heaven will smile upon. Ash himself didn’t think he was worthy either, despite the child which was about to be born was his own. But he doesn’t trust anyone else either so he was the best choice from all. This kind of thinking was the only thing that managed to soothe him a bit which was before he witnessed his darling entering labor pain and going through the process of giving birth.

▫️Ash feels like he is being tortured simply by watching so. He does try to bite his teeth together and prevent himself from having a meltdown, not when the life of her child is at sake and he tries his best to work with tears eyes, suppressing the need of sobbing out loudly and letting himself getting distracted. But that changes in less than a millisecond when he notices that something went very wrong and different from others he has less control over his emotions. He suddenly doesn’t know what to do anymore, trying to stop the pain with his abilities as an angel, talking with his darling to try to make her focus on other things.

▫️Whilst his darling is by the end of this completely physically done, he is mentally which is visible. He looks unhealthily pale and has somehow managed to bite his lips and the inside of his mouth bloody, not even caring in that one moment. He just continues to bite down, pure anxiety controlling him and not making him think clearly. It is only after the child is born, a small girl with white hair just like his, that he feels something besides anxiety and tormenting paranoia awakening inside of him whilst holding the little angel in his arms.

▫️Hard for him to tell what it is, he has problems to differ between the negative and positive emotions who are clashing against each other. What be knows is that the tears he cries now are those of happiness. He’s been blessed with a healthy and utterly gorgeous pure little girl. Ash feels for the first time truly like a father should do instead of only being fixated on keeping baby and darling safe from harm, seeing it as his only job. This child is his as well, his little daughter he needs to protect. But as much as he would like to stare at her in awe, he needs to also quickly take care of his darling, still knowing with agonizing awareness that she is not out of danger just yet and he also needs to let her see the most beautiful child she has just given birth to.

▫️It is so incredibly hard to describe how he feels after having been forced to witness all of this, a touching and blindingly beautiful scene where his darling whispered how beautiful the little girl was before she left. The woman Ash vowed to keep safe. The person he viewed as his whole reason to accept. Losing the person you dedicated your whole life to whilst thinking it's your fault does so much more than just shattering you, it erases everything you once carried inside of you. The angel goes on a rampage after having screamed his lungs out and crying rivers of tears over his darling.

▫️He takes the fury of an angel out on everyone he happens to meet, a pure maniacal rage having been awakened within him and for that one time he lets everything out. But what is left for him afterwards? He failed as a guardian angel to protect you and whilst he also searches for a way to bring you back to life, he has already failed and lost which brings him to the point where he can't do anything anymore, having forgotten how to do even the most simplest tasks and it does indeed push him to the brink of taking his own life as well. He does not think that he is worthy anymore which is why his daughter is indeed a miracle, his only reason to not do so. He can't leave her in this impure and cruel world unprotected.

▫️He is still somewhat of a terrible father to have for obvious reasons. Let's start with the fact that he is the worst case of overprotective, he viewed his darling as his purpose in life, he lost that purpose with her death. The only reason why he is still here is because he wants to be with his daughter and not let her die in this rotten world as well. He doesn't think he will be able to protect her completely either, his confidence has been shattered with you dying and he just thinks even lower of himself than before. So he is bound to not let his daughter out at all, refusing to risk getting her hurt from even the slightest brush of the wind. His daughter is not allowed to do anything at all with him keeping her from the outside world as well as not even letting her do things inside the place he has her shielded from the world which is bad for a small child who wants to see the world and learn new things.

▫️Next to that he is solely dependent on his little daughter since it is not even a joke when I say that she is the reason why he is still alive, if she leaves him as well, Ash will take his own life as well which makes his nerves tremble all the time. He does most of the things she asks him to do as long as it does not require her leaving the house or doing something that is too dangerous in his opinion. Whilst he also doesn't mean to do so, he pushes all of his paranoia on the little child which can end up with her being scared of what is beyond the four walls she lives in without even knowing it. Worst might just be if his daughter herself happens to witness how he hurts himself as a punishment because no small child wants to see her father suffering like this, although he will instantly drop whatever he was doing when he realizes she's watching him.

Eren Yeager

👊He went through some major changes during his life, though he is pretty much determined to have a baby with you, a thought which he has from a very early start of his obsession and crazed love with you. And he never stops thinking about it either, though with time he learns to keep quiet about it since he isn't as goofy and energetic as he used to be, having matured and thinking more about this all and what he would have to do in order to keep his future family safe. Eren is pretty much rock-solid that he wants to give his child a good and nice childhood different from what he had to go through and also swears that he will be a better father than Grisha was. He still watches over how his darling feels about it, though every time he sees a toddler it becomes clear to him just how much he wants this and he ends up telling his darling at one point bluntly what he wants which is shocking as well as a bit funny.

👊Eren is thoroughly with pretty much everything as soon as it has been confirmed that you're indeed pregnant with his child which manages to make him smile happily, something that isn't as commonly as it used to be when the both of you were younger, though he does it more around you than around others. He wants to be prepared and make sure everything will be alright which is why he hires a good medic and he insists on doing daily check-ups to make sure that his darling and the baby are doing fine.

👊Because despite being thrilled to meet in a few months his child, he is paranoid and worries that something still might go wrong, a imagination that is a nightmare for him and actually does give him a few nightmares from time to time where he has to recall all he has already lost. At one point he becomes pretty much the personal caretaker of his darling and at a certain point of the pregnancy he refuses to let her go out too much or get in contact with other people, only Armin and Mikasa are allowed near her, both busily suggesting names. Eren still is even with them a possessive freak, looking up on how he reacts sensible when someone else wants to touch the swollen stomach of his darling over which he gets in rather silly arguments with a dead serious face.

👊Doesn't let others in on what is going and how you're and the little baby are doing, the only person who do really know are his childhood friends and the doctors who look after your health and the one of the baby a bit during all of this. Eren himself is by now busily into exciting father-to-be mode, decorating together with Mikasa and Armin a room for the little one and his mind is running with possible names for a girl or a boy, taking also some suggestions from his best friends and his darling and deciding ultimately to wait until the baby is born and to choose then a name.

👊He constantly wants to be in company of his darling and during the final weeks he settles completely down to watch over you. And the only persons he really lets him join whilst bringing you to the hospital are Armin and Mikasa, everyone else won't be really allowed near, not even when they're comrades. But even his best friends have troubles holding him back when he notices what is going on, both having to ress him on the floor and dragging him out, Armin yelling sense into him which manages to make him stop from transforming into a Titan and destroying the whole building out of sheer panic, reminding Eren that he might kill you and the soon to be born baby.

👊It doesn't keep him from lashing violently out though, not even from his own friends who try to keep him out of the room his darling is currently giving birth in, not wanting him to disturb the medics from doing what they're supposed to do and it ends in a literal fight, Eren struggling violently to dash back in the room with Mikasa and Armin doing all they can to stop him, grabbing him and pulling him back only so he can trash angrily around again. It is honestly only after the shrill and loud wails of a baby suddenly fill the tension, making all three pause shocked and looking at the door seperating all of them from getting in.

👊And Eren is the first one to react, pushing both of his friends out of the way and charging back into the room, slamming the doors with a loud bang open which startles everyone inside of the room. And he does not care who is in his way, just shoving everyone away only to take a look at his sweaty and exhausted darling, trying to calm his shaky breath down a bit. He snaps at the doctors to inform him what just happened and if she's fine and if the baby is healthy with cold aggression before turning his attention quickly back to both, baby and mother and trying to start a conversation with her that it's now fine. That the worst part is over and that she should take a look at the little boy she just gave birth to.

👊Eerie silence falls over everything only seconds after his darling finally managed to gather her strength and look at the freshly born baby, smiling for the first time in hours and mumbling how beautiful he is before going limb. Eren realizes this with panic and shakes her slightly, calling her name in a voice laced with desperation for a minute or more before going quiet. He just stands there in front of his dead darling, pressing his nails deeply into the flesh of his palms and starting to tremble furiously, tears dripping down his face whilst doing so.

👊Armin and Mikasa cry as well, both are heartbroken after having seen all of this and know how important his darling was for Eren. The black-haired girl is the first one who rushes to him to give him comfort, to try to make him snap out of this and talks softly with him and wants to hug him, wailing herself since she saw his darling as a really close friend of hers. But the moment she touches him, Eren suddenly jerks away, an unhinged look on his face and screams at her to not touch him, to not come near him nor his dead s/o and the little baby. It gives everyone the chills and slowly he turns his gaze to the medics who were supposed to help you, his look telling them everything.

👊The doctors had to leave the room or otherwise Eren might have been ready to strangle them if it wouldn't have been for his friends stopping him once more, keeping him in the room where he can't transform whilst his s/o and the baby are still in there and. In a desperate attempt Armin rushes to press the child in front of his vision, making Eren instantly stop fighting and throwing violent fists, not wanting to hurt his son and just taking him from Armin. One look at the infant is all it takes before he finally has his mental breakdown, starting to cry despite not wanting to do so in front of his friends.

👊But he can't hold his emotions from pouring out of his eyes anymore. This is not how Eren wanted things to go, especially after all he has went through and whilst he lost people before, he didn't imagine to lose you only seconds after having delievered, after all the terror was finally over and he thought he could be happy. Hard to say what keeps him from going on a rampage afterwards and commiting mass murder and smashing the medics who couldn't help you to wet stains under his feet because he is mad at them, though knowing that it's not really their fault. But blaming them is so much easier.

👊The only thing that truly seems to matter for Eren afterwards is his little son, the only person he seems to be really be able to let a bit of his pain leave him for a while. Eren wants to keep the promise he has made to himself. He wants to be a good father for the small boy, but this is a bit hard after everything that he has gone through and with the sudden death of his darling he somewhat clings in a desperate move on his son. The only thing on his mind by now is to protect his son, to keep him safe, to not let anyone hurt him. That's what haunts him and his mind and leads him to the paranoia level where he stays in the same room as he is, mostly because the bedroom still reminds him too much of you and your scent is still present which is totally killing him. Not like he can manage to get much sleep either, he just spends hours watching silently over his son and probably manages to doze off a bit whilst doing so.

👊Before he shoots up the moment the screams and the engraved image of your death wake him up again and make him stare intensely at the infant, terrified that something might happen to him. Eren kind of decides that he knows best what's for his child and due to that he sometimes does things that might upset him and make him cry, but he is still a child and doesn't know yet whilst Eren believes that he knows better. The only persons he won't really threaten and let them be with his son are his childhood friends whilst around everyone else he tends to keep his son rather close to him. He also forbids his son to join the scouts or to do anything involved with fighting. Whilst more unlikely, if his son gets in extreme dangers his Titan goes beyond feral, a wild and brutal beast destroying everything in it's path only to pick the shaking child gently up and whether in Titan form or in his normal form, he checks obsessively for any sort of wounds and scratches his son might have gotten.

Jean Kirschstein

🐴That guy would be at first not all too keen on having children, not because he doesn't want some, but because he never really thinks about it too much at first. Jean is during the first or the first two years in this relationship too focused on making his darling happy and to never make her regret for accepting his love confession since he is a bit more warily about this. Jean just thinks very highly of his darling and sees her somewhat above him which is why he is scared she might think so too and leave him in the process. Because whilst some people think of him as a flirt, he is in reality just very flustered when with you just as much as he is jealous. But once he has gotten over this part of his life, he somewhat starts thinking about how he wants to spend the rest of his life with you and the thought of a nice house with you being the mother of his children is involved in this.

🐴Once he does gets his darling pregnant, he becomes a stuttering and flustered mess, not knowing how to react at first and what to do. Should he comfort you? Encourage you? No matter how frozen his body might be, his brain certainly overturns itself, he is just totally overjoyed and he tears only shortly afterwards up out of pure happiness which leads him finally to embrace his s/o in a tight hug whilst praising her in a shaking voice and thanking her for this surprise. Sasha and Connie find quickly out.

🐴Mainly because Jean has to blurt it out to someone and this someone ends up being his two best friends. And both are definitely happy for Jean and you as well, Sasha already starting to think of possible names whilst Connie teases Jean a bit, knowing that he is a bit fidgety now which ends in Jean getting somewhat annoyed with him. But ultimately he is just super worried about what he is supposed to do and how he can be from some help for you because he wants to do something so he can feel useful. His friends help him asking around for a doctor who will assist during birth and who checks on them and in general help him a lot. Both always calm him down and Sasha is even friendly enough to bring some food over for you.

🐴Sasha wants to be the aunt for the baby just as much as Connie wants to be the uncle and whilst Jean tells them that this is ridiculous, he appreciates the help. Originally he actually didn't plan on talking to the belly of his darling since he thought it would look weird for others, but once she starts showing and he can feel the baby moving their limbs, he threw that worry of his out of the window. Instead he became a fairly huge talker and became totally doting. He also did so much for his darling, everyone knew how important this all was for him.

🐴Soon all of his friends find out and everyone congratulates him for his soon-to-be family. He never liked Yeager near you and that didn't change once, though he knows Eren wouldn't attack you or otherwise he will go violent as well. Jean certainly has jittery nerves during the following months which is visible from the way he panicks if his darling has her mood sings or someone makes fun of her which ends with him shouting his lungs out. Connie and Sasha had to accompany him to the hospital when your water broke down because he was an absolute chaos, so incredibly anxious and nervous, positively terrified at first of all of this.

🐴He has his emotional breakdown fairly early, to be specific the moment he finally realized that something was not going the way it should be which filled him with horror and despite his friends trying to calm him down. He ignored them, his mind only being able to focus on his s/o in that moment, erasing any other unwanted and not needed informations and before he could do anything to disturb the people from their work, Sasha and Connie see no other way besides physically restricting him, his shaking form and clenched fists telling them that he might let go of his temper at any moment which had to be stopped by them.

🐴It is still easier to lure him away from his darling, he doesn't seem to burst out what makes his friends worry, but they still think it's best to bring him outside since he flinches visibly every time his darling lets out another scream. It is only after they managed to push him extremely slowly out of the room that he finally does something which makes his friends feel extremely sad and heart-broken. He starts sobbing, lightly pushing against them and begging them to let him stay with his darling. He knows that he might bother the doctors, but please. Please don't take him away from his angel.

🐴He kind of loses strength the more this torture continues, Connie has to support him or else he might collapse at any moment and by now he is in a worrying condition as well. Breaks out in cold sweat, face having gone nearly white and breath going in a very erratic rhythm. He feels physically sick at this point, his stomach churning and his head pounding with the screams of his darling. His friends try to calm him as good as they can, though they are frightened as well. It is only after the cries of a baby are heard inside the room and a nurse comes out to tell them that she has given a successful birth to twins that Jean finally seems to regain some of his strength.

🐴He staggers whilst rushing inside next to the bed of his darling and see her and his two children with his own eyes. He is still far too struck with panic to relax just now, though he definitely cries tears for his daughter and his son as well the moment he sees both of them for the first time. He does what he did already a long time before they were even out, doting on them in real life whilst also trying to somehow distract his darling from all the agony she had to go through the last long hours, wanting to somehow distract her by talking to her and let her see their babies.

🐴For a very short moment Jean is almost blacking out when he realizes what has happened, his darling suddenly died on him after having finally taken a good look at their twins and mumbling how beautiful they look. For a short moment the searing and drumming pain in his heart takes over everything and makes him feel like a deadly poison is spreading like a wildfire inside of him, making him collapse to his knees which leads Sasha and Connie rushing quickly to him.

🐴Sasha breaks out in sobs as well whilst Coonie looks disturbed, both trying to stop their friend from losing consciousness due to his breath, Jean feeling like he can not take any oxygen in anymore, gasping for air like someone is strangling him to death. The doctors of course try to help him from fainting, but the moment they start talking to him in hopes of calming him down, he turns more vicious, shouting at them that they're at fault, that they didn't do their job right. He does not possess the needed power to become physically violent, his whole body having gone numb, but he yells at them for a few minutes before stopping, all energy leaving him and instead agony puncturing his whole being from everywhere.

🐴He can not live without his darling, it is like he forgot how to do so afterwards which is why all of his friends look after him, all being extremely saddened about this. But Jean also starts scaring them a bit, him having random outbursts where he starts screaming and crying, losing all of his self-control and he somewhat lashes out on his surroundings whilst doing so. They of course try to help him, but he refuses any help and it is not until they tell him either he gets help or they will take the babies away so they won't get in danger from him. And the first time they did this, Jean had just straightforward another panic attack, sobbing to not take them away from him as well and that he would much rather die than hurting a single strand of hair on them. Without a single doubt his son and daughter are the sole and single rock in his ocean of craziness by now, his only sanity he has left after his darling has left him.

🐴And bringing them into the argument, Jean gets professional help from someone, knowing that he might really end up scaring his own kids which is something he can't effort to go through and with time he learns to not have his loud outbursts anymore. Instead he bawls his eyes silently in private out. Jean turns out to be a very doting parent, but he has his scars from the death of his darling and they will always be visible, even for his own children. He is paranoid as well and only truly trusts Connie and Sasha with the babies and babysitting them and he is also very overbearing to have as a father, he literally can't bring himself to leave them out of his sight for too long and if he does, he almost loses it. He is fairly aware that this is not how he should be as a father, but he has just shattered after the death of you and if he were to lose his children as well, he would want to die as well.

(Let's just act like Sasha is still alive😭)

Levi Ackerman

⚔️Levi turns away whenever someone asks him if he plans on starting a family with his darling, always either changing the topic or giving someone a silent glare that tells them to stop talking. It can give off the wrong impression and some think he doesn't like the imagination of it. No wonder, judging from how rough he can be and constantly calls the younger soldiers brats. But that is not true. Much more on the opposite, Levi actually thought about having a small family with you as well. But he is just incredibly insecure. The world he lives in is a dangerous place, filled with so many factors that can possess a threat to a small child. He himself had not a very happy childhood to start with, he was forced to watch his own mother die and Kenny was not that caring to him and that also leads him to being doubtful next to the scary imagination that something might go wrong during pregnancy which could harm you or the baby.

⚔️He doesn't know really how to feel when his darling telly him that she might be pregnant, fear and worries clouding his mind and taking happiness away from him to feel in that moment. He wants a confirmation as quickly as possible, making an appointment by the doctor only for them to indeed tell him that his darling is pregnant and he stays silent. There are a lot of things he has to go through in his mind now, feeling like he is just too unprepared to feel glad about all of this for now and the night after he won't be able to sleep even for a single minute, a heavy pressure suddenly being put on him, one that actually manages to crack his usually stoic facade.

⚔️That is why he seeks the company of his darling, because he feels like he can be completely honest with her and confesses that he is worrying himself sick over the possible worst case scenarios whilst also admitting that he is not sure if he would be a good father. He needs reassurement from her in that moment so he can feel more at ease. He decides to keep the pregnancy a secret at first so no one will disturb you, though people notice his growing protectiveness, that he runs back and forth to ask for a good team of medics and the fact that your stomach seems to grow more and more and confront him about it and at one point he just admits that he is going to be a father in the near future.

⚔️Becomes his darling's personal guardian the further both of them process in the pregnancy, snapping at everyone he thinks off as too curious which is pretty much everyone. Hange is truly someone who tests his nerves daily because they are more thrilled than anyone else from the people he knows and they somewhat have a weird fascination with his darling's belly, constantly asking her for premission to touch it. But even if you allow it, Levi just drags them away instantly, muttering a string of warnings.

⚔️Hange somewhat teases him a lot, knowing that he is by now totally in love with the child inside of his darling's belly, but tries to keep composure because he would like to avoid teasing. He wants to stay with his darling during the pregnancy, though also being dutiful with his position as a commander. But Erwin decides at one point to let him take a break for a bit, saying that he should enjoy time with his soon to be family and Hange tells him before he leaves that he needs to tell them when your water breaks. He spends the time before birth a lot with doting on his darling and preparing breakfast, lunch, dinner, washing clothes and enjoying time with his darling and her enlarged belly, feeling the movements of the little one inside which make him smile.

⚔️Whilst usually someone who keeps even under extreme stress composure, he is not able to stand for once strong and calm, desperation and fear written all over his face. He is not crying, but he is damn close to doing so. Levi absolutely doesn't want to leave his darling, instead yelling at the doctors that they should do their work. He has troubles keeping his composure which is obvious and given the situation, it makes everyone only feel more nervous as well because if Levi seems to be on edge, it affects all those around him as well since he is a pillar everyone can rely on.

⚔️It is not like he didn’t already lose a whole bunch of people, but his darling does not have to count to those people. What brings him even more to draining quite a bit in fear are the circumstances because if fate is really that cruel to let her die whilst giving birth to their child, he will never be able to get over this tormenting turn of events. This shouldn’t have been like this! Why?For the sake of his darling he’ll try to stay calm and help her, talk to her, let her squeeze his hand and break it if necessary. All she has to do is survive! That’s all he’s asking for! Please don’t die on him and the baby!

⚔️Levi was never someone to let his alert down, he was taught better than that. This is the reason why he will not feel soothed nor relieved when the child is finally being born, screams and cries echoing through the room. And there she is, his little baby girl. Levi probably refuses to hold the baby at first, insisting that his s/o should have the honor of holding her first. As cruel as it may sound, but he thinks that if his darling could die any minute, she should at the very least have seen their daughter. It makes him emotional when he sees how happy and proud his darling seems to be when getting to hold the baby.

⚔️A smile graces her features and she hushes how beautiful she is. And afterwards there is just silence, from everyone in this room when they finally realize that she died only seconds after having spoken her last words. Levi doesn’t do anything except staring with a blank expression and a cold heart at the scene in front of him, continuing to cling onto the cold hand of his love. The doctors try to do their job, trying to bring his wife back to life and Hange is asked to lead him out of here. He doesn’t protest either, he just complies. Maybe because he knows there’s nothing anyone could do anymore. His darling is dead.

⚔️Levi wouldn’t really blame anyone because he no one could have saved his darling just as much as no one was really responsible for this. He has no one he can turn his wrath against and this leaves him empty. He is used to having people he loves dying on him, but it doesn’t mean it gets easier handling the pain, no matter what. On the outside he might actually continue looking like his normal self, only more cold and harsh on others and mentioning his darling’s name is a sensitive thing for him. Talking about it is even worse because that is when he turns a bit of his anger against the culprit.

⚔️He just refuses to talk about it and no one knows what his condition is and if they should worry or not. Hange is the only one who is persistent enough to reach out to him and the only one who can succeed. Levi opens up to them at one point and admits that he is overwhelmed, in pain and can rarely get sleep at all with the little amount of sleep he gets anyways. And he is stressed out, having to work for the scouts whilst at the same time having to attend to the needs of his daughter. He feels lonely and is afraid of leaving his daughter alone. There is no one besides him to look after her. Levi doesn't show his sadness whilst in front of others, but he cries when in private.

⚔️Levi still continues pushing forward and doing what he is used to do, this is just how he is. He carries all the sorrow and pain alone and the only people who really do help him are Hange and his child. Especially his child is the only person who is afterwards able to soothe him, to help him relaxing and taking things a bit lighter. Levi can simply not hate his daughter nor blame her for the death of his darling, she is the only thing he has left from her. It should be obvious, but Levi refuses to let his daughter be part of the scouts because whilst his darling might have been a scout herself, after losing her as well, he gets incredibly protective over his child. He just plainly forbids it and that will be the end of the discussion. The little girl will grow up seeing the completely different side from him than many others do. He opens up to his daughter and shows her his softest side, she only experiences love instead of the stern and harsh act he often puts up around others.

⚔️Hange is gladly the babysitter from time to time when Levi is busy and whilst Levi trusts them, he warns them to not do anything stupid with his little baby. And Hange takes this very seriously, knowing how much this child means to Levi. He is not a really isolating father since he wants his child to have a healthier childhood than he had so he lets her play around outside as long as he can keep a sharp eye on her and guarantee she will not hurt herself. And hygiene is a very important aspect to him so the room of the child will be the cleanest and neatest it could be. Additionally he continues doting on his daughter similar to how he used to do when his darling was still alive in the sense that he cooks and cleans for her whenever he can and buys her small things she might like. He also doesn’t want his daughter to see him as a hero for all he did for humanity and additionally he fears that she might resent him if he dies during one of his missions. This is why he tries to stay alive.

Azusa Mukami

🔪Azusa is quite the complicated guy to look at. No one of the Mukami brothers had a very nice childhood, they were all abandoned, mistreated and nearly killed if it wouldn't have been for Karl Heinz. In general Azusa is extremely depedent on his darling, he views her as his ultimate reason to live and all he wants is her love. In his own wrapped and messed up way which would be cuts and pain he wants love, though he appreciates normal things like kisses and cuddles as well. So before he should even think about family it is important to help him stopping to be persistent of his darling giving him the pain he thinks he needs. It's not like Azusa would even think about a family, the only thing he thinks about is his darling and how much he craves for her and all the love she could give him. This is really the only thing he can focus on for now so there is no space for children.

🔪So this all happened mostly as an accident with not even Azusa realizing at first what was going on until the first symptoms appeared, nausea in the morning, sudden ravenous appetite for something and much more. You are his angel and so it should be obvious he panicked when seeing you more and more in conditions where you had to throw up and felt miserable. Of course he pleads his brothers to help you and they could not reject him. Not when he was crying already over such a small thing and they knew it would not end well if they wouldn't do something quickly.

🔪And after Ruki did a checkup on you and realized stunned what the problem was, everyone was informed and it came as a surprise for everyone. Azusa probably never expected this to happen nor did any Yuma or Kou. Carrying a hybrid is hard, especially if you are a human and it can take a toll on your body which is why Azusa has two different reactions on this. He is horrified once Ruki tells him what might go all wrong and how much you might have to suffer and his insecurities about himself are another factor that ruins him the mood. But he also feels softness for the baby since it is also yours.

🔪An advantage Azusa has in here is that he has not to take care of his pregnant darling alone, he has his three brothers who can help him. This is good because Azusa doesn’t really know what to do with a pregnant woman, he never once had any sort of experience with it nor did he really get the chance to be told a lot about that topic which is why Ruki sees the need to take care of that lack of knowledge. Because despite caring for the green-haired boy, Ruki also thinks Azusa has to learn how to look a bit after himself and his darling since he is going to be a father in only a few months which doesn’t leave much time.

🔪He has to learn how to take care of a baby and how to raise a child properly. Because whilst all his brothers will always be good uncles, they promise him and his darling this, they surely will not take care of the baby alone. Azusa has to learn how to have more confidence with himself and that he will be a good father because whilst he is already whipped for the baby, he feels like he will not be a good enough father. This does not stop him from clinging on his darling even more since he starts feeling more protective and despite initial fear, at one point he wants to touch his darling’s belly.

🔪Since Ruki has the most medic knowledge, he is pretty much the only one who is an actual help and for that will help Azusa’s darling with the process of giving birth as good as he can, though he is worried that something will go wrong. Azusa had this fear as well, but he was able to start awaiting birth a bit more since he wanted to meet his child. But for Azusa this all is just pretty much torture before he even gets to know that there are complications because the screams of his darling are like burning flames scratching and biting in his heart, a pain he can not bring himself to enjoy.

🔪This is the exact reason why Ruki wants him out the moment something does go wrong, not wanting to put his brother through his own nightmare to have to witness this. So he tells Kou and Yuma to bring him out, voice sounding stressed and seeing Ruki panicking tells everyone that something is wrong. The first step for Azusa to fall into despair. He won’t hurt his brothers, but he pleads with a trembling voice to be let in again, to be near his darling or at the very least for Ruki to tell him that she’ll make it. Please tell him she’ll make it. But Ruki can not and that has Azusa already breaking down in the first place where his brothers try their best to console him.

🔪He will only be let in once the worst part is over and the baby is born, Ruki looking pretty tired with his nerves, but nothing in comparison to Azusa who looks nothing, but terrified and finished with everything, voice having gone hoarse from all the crying and sobbing. He barely seems to have the needed strength to walk, but he wants to see his darling and if it wouldn’t be for Kou helping him inside, he would have crawled on the ground. And that is when he finally sees the little child that his darling has given birth too, a gorgeous little girl which radiates off light.

🔪It’s when Azusa is temporarily able to wipe his tears away with a small smile on his face, although he is still in a shaking condition. There is this short moment where he feels quite harmonious, a fleeing time where Azusa feels like he has everything he could ever need, his two angel girls. It is only after he senses that his darling stopped breathing that he feels something inside of him being completely crushed with Ruki cussing out loudly and snapping to get out of here, proceeding to somehow bring Azusa’s darling back to life and in the worst case scenario transforming her, something Azusa is not fine with.

🔪But it all fails in the end and Azusa is being left with only what was once his heart. He blacks out only shortly after Ruki had to confirm that his darling is dead, not being able to look Azusa in his eyes whilst telling him the truth. There is this really short moment Azusa is in denial, not wanting to believe that his goddess has left him. But she did and after that Azusa just doesn’t know anymore what he is here for. His darling was for him the whole reason why he lived and losing her is like losing himself as well. Why is he even alive anymore? There is no reason if his darling is gone!!

🔪The last thing he remembers before pain and aching takes over all of his five senses is his wish to just never wake up again from all of this. When he wakes up, he is in a bed, surrounded by all of his brothers who seem to be all very exhausted and worried to death, jumping up when noticing that he is awake again. And Azusa…just asks if one of his brothers can just kill him, not thinking he has the strength to live anymore. It’s horrifying to hear for his brothers, but Ruki already did make up a plan since he knew that this might happen which is the moment he just quickly gets Azusa’s child and lays her on his chest for him to get back to his senses.

🔪Ah, so there is a reason why he should continue to live, Azusa finds that out after he got to marvel over his baby quite a long time since he refused to let go when he got to see and feel her for the first time. This is a relief for all of his brothers who had the worst possible scenario in their heads, but his daughter seems to be all Azusa needs to continue. And that is meant in the literal sense. His daughter is all Azusa needs in his life which is discovered quickly by all the other Mukami brothers. And whilst they know this is not healthy and try to teach Azusa to also live without believing that the toddler is his life, they all fail constantly because at this point Azusa threatens to hurt himself if they don't let him be with his child and everyone knows he will do it which is why they have no choice, but do as he says.

🔪 All they can do is making sure that nothing happens to his girl or otherwise Azusa will do the worst thing to himself just to reunited with his love and their daughter. All dependence he used to have on his darling is being transferred to the baby and in an even stronger sense since Azusa gives himself all the fault for you dying and for that killing the mother of his daughter. At the very least he is aware enough to realize that he can not force his own child to hurt him and give her a knife, he doesn't want to traumatize her. Instead he goes for all sorts of physical affection from her. A few examples are how he constantly either carries her around or holds her hand, not wanting to really let go of her. He is fine with letting her go outside in the garden, though he fears that the Sakamaki brothers might find out about her and wanting to torment him a bit by taking her and this fear he shares with all his brothers which is why everyone is protective over the kid.

Shuu Tsukiyama

🍷It is mostly to blame on his father that Shuu suddenly is so eager to have a family, even though you will have to thank Mirumo a lot since he lectures his son to treat you like a gentleman should treat his significant other. Of course Shuu is aware that the chances of getting his darling successfully pregnant and ensuring that the infant will be healthy and a half ghoul are pretty rare in the first place since humans and ghouls do not mix very well. This is why he asks his father almost desperately for help since his old man has connections and friends all over the place. But Mirumo will only help after he is sure Shuu's darling wants to have children just as much as Shuu wants and has also clarified to her that with bearing the child of a ghoul certain risks and dangers are involved. If you are still determined, Mirumo will keep his word and start searching for all help he can get.

🍷Shuu is over the hills and far away when he gets the confirmation that he has succeeded in getting his darling pregnant and he was absolutely theatrically about it, making a huge fuss about it and in the next moment he has his darling already hidden in his arms and showers her with praises and kisses, he literally tears up in joy. Still though, his father does not miss the chance to grab him and talk in a strict voice with him that he is not allowed to touch the baby and even think about tasting them because it's Mirumo's grandchild and he will not let Shuu even think about hurting the baby.

🍷Shuu's reaction to this is pure indignantion, shocked that his father would think he could ever do this. He does know why his father might have suspected this, but he is a changed man now and the talk with his father will lead him to definitely convincing his darling once again that he doesn't intend on ever harming the growing baby inside of her. Shuu just wants to start a new life with his darling and live a happy life with her and the small one. Granted, at one point his behavior is annoying because by now he doesn't let you do anything by yourself anymore, but he just wants to make sure that you do not push yourself or the baby, or as later found out, babies.

🍷Shuu is totally thrilled about the thought of having two adorable princesses living in the manor and all the servants grow excited over all of this as well, simply because Shuu is at one point skipping through the house and smiling like a lovesick fool due to all the joy inside of his heart. By now he is only gushing over his darling and her growing bump and he has a small heart attack whenever he can feel the babies moving inside of her. Of course he knows that consuming human flesh is truly not easy for his darling to do.

🍷It is pure horror and this is maybe the only thing he feels sorry about, but at this point it might end deadly if she stops doing this since her pregnancy has already progressed too far. He tries to make her forget about all of this by planning with her about the future life of the babies including the names and dear lord, he can not decide on which name he wants to choose and comes up with a hundreds of different names, only with fitting meanings for his daughters and he mostly wants to give them a french name as well. Talking about the things he buys for both of them before they are even born is truly astonishing and we didn't even include the servants yet who also prepare gifts.

🍷Shuu doesn't really think about what might go wrong, he is too settled on the thought of his own happy family which is why he hates it when his father tells him that he should not be too careless. He despises thinking about the worst case scenario. And in that one moment where everything subdues to the chaos and growing panic and fear, someone will have to hold him down, restrain him physically or else he will go violently against the people he hired, thinking of them as useless and only hurting his darling even more.

🍷It is hard even for Mirumo to stay calm in this situation, feeling anxiety and doubts nagging on his heart and mind, but he knows that if he shows that he is scared as well, everyone in this house will give up hope. He can not let that happen and for that reason tries to talk with his son get him back to his senses since he has given up on rational thinking, instead begging, yelling, sobbing and crying. He wants to see his darling! Let him! That guy has just a full down meltdown, everything inside of him blurrying and making it impossible to stay calm, not when he is blinded from the despair and the growing nightmare that becomes more and more realistic to him. Even his father trying to calm him down does barely the job.

🍷But what other choice does Shuu have besides putting faith in his father's words? He wants to hope, wants to hear that everything will be fine and his darling and his daughters will make it out just fine. And so he stops twisting and throwing a violent tantrum, instead just continuing to cry out of fear that he will lose everything in one single day. There is a spark of hope in the heavy and suffocating atmosphere the moment there are suddenly two simultaneously wails heard, causing everyone to look with slightly repaired hope at the room.

🍷The door opens to reveal one of the doctors, looking beyond finished and a still conflicted expression on their face at everyone who is waiting outside. Not like Shuu cares, he suddenly jerks upwards, causing whoever held him down to let go and just focuses on dashing inside, needing to mend the pain inside of him by seeing that his three girls are fine. Really, all he wants is finally knowing that the worst nightmare of his life is over. But instead he only gets to see what breaks so much more than just confidence, spirit and heart. And after having heard what his darling had to say to their babies and dying, he stops in his tracks, just watching in horror the scene in front of him.

🍷Who should he kill for this? The most obvious choice would be the doctors and his now broken soul whispers evil and malicious things in his head, now that he is too weak to resist. And that is why he all of a sudden goes on a short lunatic rampage, wanting to make someone suffer because someone has to pay for this. His hatred is turned to all the nurses and doctors and from the look he is giving them, they know what he is planning and all the servants and his father notice as well. And all have to work together to stop him from really hurting someone.

🍷Although no one of the servants have the willpower to hurt their master, not when they cry together with him. This leaves Mirumo with no other choice, but to do so, having to hurt his son badly enough so he won't have the strength to fight anymore since this is the only way to stop him and even he will not be able to suppress his tears, not believing that he was just forced to do this and knowing that even he was not able to do anything. It is not only Shuu who has from now on painful scars and wounds, but the whole household has and the rest of the day will be spend by everyone mourning and crying over the death of Shuu's darling.

🍷I'm pretty sure if it wouldn't be for his daughters, he would end up exactly like he did when Kaneki went missing, miserably and sick and that is actually how he is the first week after the death of his darling. He is too weak to do anything, something having robbed him from his strength and humor and it worries everyone deeply as much as it hurts them to see Shuu in such bad shape. But thanks to his two babies Shuu gets so much faster over it than it might have taken him without them because they give him something he just needs now. Maybe he is reminded that both of them need him and maybe also because he fears if he dies as well, they will one day get in great danger and he won't be there to protect them. It makes him even in his worst sickness paranoid and before he knows it.

🍷He is getting better again and the moment he is strong enough again is the moment he latches with utter fear and pain on these two small toddlers he has now. And he doesn't want to let both of them go anywhere near outside except in the garden he has, but he is too afraid someone will hunt them down since they're half ghouls. This paranoid behavior is pointed out by his father who thinks that it is not right from Shuu to keep the two children away from humans as well as other ghouls since they need the contact with other children and humans to learn. It ends in terrible arguments where Shuu ends up crying and trembling, even going against his own father. The two have enough persons around them already! He does not want to lose them as well! This opinion of Shuu is actually seen quite different from everyone in the household since they're people who have grown just as paranoid as he is, Kanae for example, as well as people who are on his father's side. But all would absolutely die for his daughters.

Kuki Urie

🖤Kuki is more iffy about the thought of starting a family with his darling and not because it would be not likely for him to have a healthy child with his darling since he is not a ghoul. It is rather because he has bad experiences with a family since he had to suffer from the loss of his father whilst he was still a child and it affected him until this very day. He is not willing to put his child through the same pain he had to go through, he will not let it happen. Next to that he is, despite being all too ready to be more harsh and mean against others when necessary, very responsible and would only want to start a family once he knows he is financially stable and has married his darling. That's when he might start considering settling down for a more domestic life with a child or two to love and look after, of course only if his darling wants it as well.

🖤He is not instantly ready to let everyone know about all of this, he doesn't want people to annoy him and you over it and sure as hell also doesn't want the people from the CCG getting curious about what might be with the child since he is a Quinx because he won't let anyone touch his darling, especially not since she is carrying their baby. Kuki is just not willing to let anyone interrupt the happiness he feels when it is confirmed by a doctor that his darling is really pregnant. He just wants to enjoy the news a bit before coming up with a solution on how to tell his comrades, friends and the CCG people about all of this.

🖤He plans on taking a break and dedicating time to his lover and the small family he is about to have. Saiko and Tooru are the first people he lets in on this secret since those two are his closest friends and both of them are happy and congratulate him for this great news. The hardest part is probably telling the higher-ups about this and Kuki is more tense when telling him the reason why he demands a break, he's not asking for it. There certainly is tension between him and whoever he needs to ask for this, but Saiko and Tooru as well as maybe even Juuzou will put in some good words for him.

🖤Kuki is honestly ready to become his darling's personal slave so much more during the pregnancy and will do absolutely anything to make sure that she is being taken care off so her and the baby will be after the birth both healthy. And he works his ass off for this sole purpose and this might lead him to babying his darling a lot more than he already did before because he views her as more fragile now that she has their child inside of him. This why he has his darling rather sit down and let him handle all the work instead of doing it herself.

🖤Even carrying a laundry basket seems to be too big of a deal and he does all the house chores without complaining once about it plus busily designing a room for the little one. This only becomes more and more extreme the more time passes by and even if you protest against all of this, Kuki will not stop. He's happy with what he does. He is not too keen on letting too many people visit you whilst being pregnant and if it is someone from the CCG he slams the door closed and locks it up before they can even blink. The only persons who are allowed to come over are Saiko and Tooru, but even around them he will be a bit cautious. He is a fan of touching his darling's belly a lot.

🖤Maybe the CCG offered him a special place where his darling would give birth just in case the baby will somehow have gotten affected by him being a Quinx and whilst Kuki reacts at first rather outraged that the CCG wants to get involved so much in all of this and accuses them of wanting to only examine his child, which is understandable, in the end someone is able to calm him down enough so he sees the rather positive aspects from all of this as well and that it might just be the best choice he has. So after long and tiring arguments, he finally agrees to all of this.

🖤Even though he voiced his distrust and warnings out to them because if they touch either his darling or his child in the wrong way, he won’t hesitate to hurt them. But at the very least the offer of the CCG was genuine and they do not mean to hurt Kuki’s beloved ones, they would just want to avoid chaos in the hospital. It’s not like this puts Kuki at ease, but Saiko and Tooru promise to be there with him which he appreciates more than he admits. And so you can guess who had to literally fight him so he would not lose it completely and slaughter anyone he can hurt, Saiko and Tooru plus a few people from the CCG desperate to hold a man back who loses his mind whenever hearing the screams of his darling.

🖤He just knew that something was wrong when he was suddenly dragged out of the room his darling was brought to when giving birth! He knew he couldn’t trust those people! It’s all their fault! He is dangerous because he is about to lose control, his one kakugan staring quivering and crying around whilst his kakuhou has already been activated, the intention to fight his way through visible on the way he looks at everyone. And it is only because Saiko yells at him if he wishes to die in here before even having seen the child and repeating exactly what his father did.

🖤It functions as the last control he latches himself on so he won’t hurt anyone. Not when being surrounded by people who might kill him if he leaves them no other choice. Instead he has to wait, time being the worst thing he has ever to endure and he can not stop the nausea inside of him from listening to the continued screams and painful cries he hears, trying to block them out. And he was already balancing on the brink of letting go of everything and the thing that finally managed to give him the final push was being forced to watch his darling dying on him and the boy she had given birth too only moments ago. Why? Why did this have to happen to him all the times?

🖤On that day a lot of things were destroyed and Saiko and Tooru were forced to fight physically against their friend whose mind was just clouded from pain and wrath against those he blamed for his darling’s death. And so, with a lot of initial hesitation and refusing, both found themselves forced to hurt their friend heavily until he collapsed, his body needing time to regenerate itself. And when he woke later on up, he just knew that he had lost everything he had fought so hard for and had cared so much for. And that hurt.

🖤It was like he was all of a sudden that small boy again who had a fragile heart and couldn’t handle the pain and all the other emotions that were currently poisoning the insides of him, causing his body to experience how it felt to be killed on the insides, ripped to shreds there. He just felt like he had failed in protecting the one person he had dedicated everything too. Why was he still so pathetic and weak? The anger and hatred inside of him had numbed, although he still had those hateful and disdainful thoughts against the doctors, but not the motivation to get his revenge. It wouldn’t change the fact that you were dead. Maybe it was just time to throw in the towel. He obviously was not strong enough to protect anyone.

🖤And that is where Kuki is wrong which he discovers quickly the next time some of the doctors visit him to check on him which ends with him forbidding them to come anywhere near him, feeling extremely bitter against them. That is before he sees the small bundle in one of their arms, moving and making small noises which has him realizing who that exactly is. And he gladly ignores the pain and all the troubles he has to limp over to them just to take a good look at his son and also get the chance to hold the small one for the first time in his arms. It is his son after all so he has every right to do so. So his son becomes Kuki's reason to continue getting stronger and not take things the way they are. But afterwards he will never be able to look at the CCG the same way and he loathes the mere imagination to let even one of them near his little son and if this should happen in real life.

🖤He always pulls his child behind him whilst staring down at the person in front of him. There are not many people to start with whom he would trust with his kid, Tooru and Saiko are the only persons he trusts enough to let them watch over his son for some time when he is gone. He doesn't want to die, not bearing the thought of making the child lose both of his parents and in manys aspects he also starts blaming himself for the death of his darling which is wy he almost feels like he owes his son the duty to live. Should be obvious, but he will never allow his son to become what he is, not with his faith in the CCG being broken and the only reason he is still with them is because it would be hard getting out of it as a Quinx and he also needs the money to give his son a good future. He will provide for his son.

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Quinx squad Hc's

Takizawa Hc's

Juuzou with a ghoul s/o

not realizing that their love isn't normal (Tooru)

half ghoul reader (Tsukiyama, Juuzou, Tooru)

Prompt 21 (Tooru)

Prompt 91 (Tooru)

Prompt 101 (Juugou)

close your eye for a surprise (Kaneki, Nishiki)

Prompt 105 (Juuzou)

co-workers meeting the darling (Juuzou)

Prompt 32 (Tsukiyama)

Prompt 29 (Kaneki)

male s/o (Uta)

ghoul darling (Tooru) 25

handcuffed together (Kaneki)

s/o doesn't mind him being a Yandere (Kaneki)

Prompt 16 (Urie)

Prompt 1 (Haise)

behind the mask (Kaneki)

s/o nearly dies whilst giving birth (Kaneki, Tsukiyama)

I need to tell you something (Touka)

Kanae von Rosewald Hc's

Naki Hc's

soft spoken and gentle crush (Tsukiyama)

I want a baby (Kaneki)

depressed darling (Tsukiyama, Uta)

highly ranked ghoul (Kaneki, Kuki)

they are so beautiful (Shuu, Kuki)

Sharing a darling (Shuu&Kanae)

Jealousy (Juuzou, Haise)

Cold and dark (Tsukiyama)

Prompt 15 (Tsukiyama)

Secret admirer (Kaneki, Tsukiyama)

Yandere Alphabet (Kaneki)

Purely platonic (Juuzou)

Prompt 12 (Ayato)

Prompt 48 (Touka)

Genuine hapiness towards only you (Kaneki)

Abandonment issues (Kaneki) 50

You're handsome (Kaneki)

s/o is hurt by someone else (Kaneki)

Short darling (Kaneki)

Happy Birthday, my dear! (Kaneki, Tsukiyama)

Pregnant s/o (Kaneki, Ayato)

Accidentally hurting the s/o (Kaneki)

Soulmate AU (Kaneki)

Homeless darling (Kaneki)

Plus size s/o (Kaneki)

Ruined date (Tsukiyama)

Yandere is already in a relationship (Kaneki)

Black Reaper (Kaneki/Haise)

Starter Prompt (Kaneki)

Yandere Alphabet (Kaneki, Ayato, Haise)

You're not him (Haise/Kaneki)

Prompt 117 (Kaneki)

Feeling their child kick for the first time (Kaneki)

Domestic Hc's (Kaneki)

Hey, why not try it out? (Urie)

Getting to know his co-workers (Haise)

Petite and shy s/o is a famous celebrity (Juuzou, Uta, Itori, Naki, Tatara, Ichimaru)

Darling is a mermaid (Urie)

Darling is a Neko (Tsukiyama)

Yandere Alphabet (Kaneki)

Happy Death Day (Kaneki, Ayato, Juuzou, Haise) 75

Prompt 103 (Kaneki)

Kidnapped and nearly killed (Kaneki)

Yandere Alphabet (Kaneki)

Injured s/o needs to have a surgery for a day (Kaneki, Haise, Urie)

S/o turns into a ghoul after being tortured (Kaneki)

Nsfw Hc's (Kaneki)

Diabetic s/o (Kaneki)

They're not real (Kaneki)

This is fine (Urie)

Strong and tall s/o picks them up for cuddles and hugs (Urie)

Sleeping with a Yandere (Kaneki, Ayato, Haise)

S/o sees his Kakuja form (Kaneki)

Goddess s/o (Kaneki)

S/o has social anxiety (Urie)

A forbidden craving (Tsukiyama)

Yandere Alphabet (Hideyoshi, Eto)

Prompt 22+109+223 (Ayato)

Sweet & addictive blood (Kaneki, Touka, Ayato, Nishiki, Tsukiyama, Uta, Haise)

S/o gives them a gift (Kaneki, Haise)

Kidnapped and nearly killed (Ayato)

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