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yanyan-stuck · 1 year ago
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Can I request some Equius/Reader/Gamzee headcanons?
Yandere Equius/Reader/Gamzee Headcanons
-I doubt that there would be coordination between them before you are kidnapped. Equius would be stalking you, and one day you wouldn't be following the same schedule, at which point he would find that Gamzee had kidnapped you.
-Once Equius caught up with the change, you would still be kept in Gamzee's hive, as it's far enough away from others and empty most of the time.
-Luckily for you, they don't tend to be overly jealous of each other. So long as you stay with them and pay enough attention to both of them, they aren't going to harm each other out of jealousy.
-Still, these two are often at odds on how you should be treated. Gamzee always wants to cling onto you, which sends Equius into an anxious spiral as he worries about Gamzee hurting you.
-Equius's worries are justified, but don't think that means he would actually protect you if Gamzee hurt you. The most he would do is possibly request that Gamzee stops, which Gamzee likely would not listen to.
-Overall, you would still have a little more freedom than you would in most yandere relationships. The combination of Gamzee and Equius obsessing over you would likely be better for you than just having one or the other. They are both at least slightly against the other's worst traits, so your experience would be much more mild than it would be with just one of them.
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eyzoa · 1 year ago
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Could I get an obsessive Gamzee playlist please and thank you!
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Sick Obsession — Landon Tewers
My Strange Addiction — Billie Eilish
I Feel Like A God — DeathByRomy
Sugar Pills — IDKHBTFM
Lone Digger — Caravan Place
Dangerous — Big Data, Joywave
Kiss The Go-Goat — Ghost
Sugar On My Tongue — Talking Heads
The Cult Of Dionysus — The Orion Experience
In My Mouth — Black Dresses
For The Love Of God — Mindless Self Indulgence
Mayday — Sohodolls
Molly — Mindless Self Indulgence
Starstruck — Sorry
Cop Car — Mitsuki
Bark Like A God — Sloppy Jane
Take A Slice — Glass Animals
Inferno Pt. 2 — The Buttress
700 Club — Nicole Dollanganger
They're Cheap (I'm Free) — Skating Polly
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yanderes-galore · 1 year ago
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Not requested but on this blog I want to indulge so that is what I will do! Dirk is in progress, I'm almost done Act 5 so soon I will start Act 6. For now, I give you this to test the waters and because I really want to write for the Trolls. (Been awhile since I've written for the sake of just me so I hope you enjoy me pouring my pent up thoughts about this series- I'll accept feedback) Barely proofread, we die like men.
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Spoiler Warning for both sub-acts of Act 5 probably. This also contains triggering themes so read the warnings before reading.
Yandere Alphabet - Gamzee Makara ♑️
Pairing: Matesprit ❤️(Romantic)
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Murder, Sadism, Clingy behavior, Obsession, Manipulation, Worshipping, Violence, Grotesque descriptions, Unhinged Gamzee (What's New?), Kidnapping, Dubious into Forced relationship, Blood, Delusional behavior mentioned, Mentions of keeping a corpse, Stalking implied, Decapitation, Implied nercrophillia but I don't go into it for obvious reasons, Death, Breaking of bones.
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Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?
For the most part Gamzee is just so caring. He's good-natured and very dedicated to the friendships he has. When it comes to his darling he'd listen to them for the most part, even consulting them about their emotional problems.
He'd be incredibly affectionate towards you as his Matesprit. He seems touch starved due to his upbringing and would cling to you at every chance he gets. Before his breakdown he's a fine yandere to be around, often just trying to lay with you for cuddles and maybe lazy kisses. He's docile... easy to deal with.
AFTER his breakdown, it's a living hell. He goes from being one of the easiest Homestuck yanderes to deal with to one of the hardest.
He's more likely to kill and torment those around him, including his darling in this state.
Just listen to him... don't provoke him... and you may just be alright-
Maybe....
Long story short, he can get intense either way.
Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?
Pre-Breakdown! Gamzee wouldn't really get messy. Don't get me wrong, he's CAPABLE of it, but the bloodlust isn't there.
That is until he realizes his Matesprit may just be in danger. The gloves are off then.
Before his breakdown, Gamzee needs a motive to get messy.
Post-Breakdown! Gamzee will just get messy for the fun of it. He loves to see blood fly like a pretty rainbow.
He would club people's heads in just to see their skulls crack. If they were involved with his Matesprit or not doesn't matter. Afterwards he'll approach you, blood cascading from him in all sorts of colors.
He'll giggle at you, honking at unpredictable volumes before wrapping himself around you...
His Matesprit.
Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?
Gamzee normally treats you well. He wouldn't mock you, he loves you too much for that. He wants to hold you and never let you go. He likes how warm you feel against him.
In captivity he'd treat you the same as usual. He holds you close and often presses kisses to you in various spaces. He's lazy with his affection but not in the form of neglecting you it, he likes it slow.
After his breakdown, it's horrible. His "affection" is rough and forced. He's feral in this state almost. After his breakdown he'd definitely mock you and tease you. He's a Purple Blood, he deserves your respect.
He's sadistic after he kidnaps you, dragging you to a secluded spot to keep you after smashing your head with a club. He knows you're his Matesprit still he's just twisted about it.
He becomes strangely obsessive about obedience in this state. The longer you're around this Gamzee, the more you miss the old one.
Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?
Before his breakdown, no. Gamzee wants you to keep your free will! He loves you, while he gets jealous sometimes he tries to allow you to do your own thing.
Afterwards, yes. He does pretty much everything against your will after his breakdown.
Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?
Before his breakdown I'd say a lot. Even after his breakdown he still does... just completely insane.
Gamzee is very attached to you as a Matesprit. He wants to give you everything he can before his breakdown. He wants to be there for you and you to be there for him.
After his breakdown it's either less or extremely deluded. He still wants to do things for you... but he mostly wants you to do things for him.
Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?
Normally Gamzee wouldn't understand it. Why are you so upset? It's that or he just takes it as some sort of game and plays along. He doesn't entirely take it seriously.
After his breakdown Gamzee tolerance for this is at an all time low. He'll say it's cute but then try to force you back under his control. If you don't kneel... he'll make you kneel by breaking your bones.
Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?
Gamzee likes games but his red feelings for you are no game! He doesn't understand why you try to escape and tries to calm you the best he can. Like a Matesprit should!
After his breakdown Gamzee may indulge in the chase and hunt, then drag you back and punish you for trying that.
Running from your Matesprit... just what were you thinking?
Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
When he eventually has his breakdown. What's worse than Gamzee running around and slaughtering all your friends then hunting you covered in their blood?
Maybe it's when he breaks your bones and makes you bleed for disobeying him?
That, or the high probability of your own death.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
Gamzee in general just wants to pursue Matespritship with you. Be you human or troll, he doesn't mind. All he knows is he loves you.
He considers starting a life with you off his sopor slime addiction. Honestly you may be the only one who can tame the rage in his genes. Thinking of the future with you is a bit difficult...
But he's fine as long as he has you.
Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?
Gamzee is normally really chill. If he did get jealous he could probably cope. You're destined to be Matesprits anyways, that's what his Mirthful Messiahs promised him!
If someone was trying to express red feelings for you too, however...
Gamzee doesn't mind talking to them... maybe even a little threat with one of his juggling clubs.
After his breakdown, he no longer copes. He's going to decapitate someone or just bash them in with his weapon.
It's disrespectful to take his Matesprit, isn't it?
Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?
Affectionate. Normally Gamzee clings to you when he sees you and acts really relaxed. Around you he is less inclined to take sopor slime and feels really happy. He doesn't mind PDA and just wants to show his Matesprit he loves them!
If you need to talk to him about something, he's all ears. He loves to try and help you and is even a bit silly at times. He's just... a lovable Matesprit.
After his breakdown Gamzee is just intimidating with his darling. He isn't as openly caring. He cares way more about killing those around you than anything else. He doesn't even mind being a threat to you himself as he gets so deranged.
Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?
Gamzee becomes friends with you at first. He doesn't mind placing you in the pale quadrant for now until he starts developing red feelings.
Gamzee will begin to realize he has red feelings for you the more he interacts with you. Be it through a chatting program or beside each other... Gamzee realizes he likes your attention.
He loves the idea of just... chilling with you.
You must be made for him! It's a MIRACLE you've met!
You are destined to be Matesprits, aren't you?
Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?
Well... with Gamzee it's hard to say.
After his breakdown, obviously.
Before it... not really anything too noticeable.
Other than the obsessive need to know about you and ask for you to be his Matesprit/the affection I suppose.
Naughty: How would they punish their darling?
Normally, Gamzee wouldn't punish you.
Breakdown! Gamzee would. Which would include a great amount of pain, or possibly death by clubbing.
How much did you piss him off?
Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?
Normal Gamzee, none.
Breakdown! Gamzee, nearly everything.
Patience: How patient are they with their darling?
He's patient normally until his breakdown, then his patience is thin.
Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
Normal Gamzee, not really. You may just push him more into his slime addiction if you left before he tried to find you. He may just REACH his breakdown if you left.
If you died, Gamzee grieves heavily. Suddenly... he wonders why he was given such a cruel outcome.
Breakdown! Gamzee won't tolerate you leaving. Either way you'd be dead. He doesn't grieve, either. No... he carries on.
You're still his Matesprit! Even as a beheaded corpse! Really, what will change?
Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?
Gamzee may feel bad at first but wouldn't let you go. It is what it is, right? You're Matesprits now.
Breakdown! Gamzee doesn't care. He would still not let you go and does not feel bad in the slightest.
Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
His Lusus was never really home and he was essentially just left to raise himself. He's always been alone. So... that could cause the obsessive need for a Matesprit possibly.
Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
Gamzee would try to console you. He actually likes to mediate emotional issues for friends, like Karkat.
How could he not help his Matesprit out emotionally? He wants to help you the best he can!
Breakdown! Gamzee probably takes some sort of pleasure from it. He'd lick your tears or something, probably.
Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
He's likely kill his darling and keep their corpse after his breakdown. We've all seen what that leads to... unfortunately.
Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?
It's easy to get space from normal Gamzee. He loves you and wants you to have freedoms. So... nothing much.
Breakdown! Gamzee... no chance.
Maybe extreme affection?
Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?
Normally, no, never.
Post-breakdown? Yes. To the point of death.
Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?
He's worship you like a religious gift. He is a worship yandere at times and would go to great lengths to keep you in general.
Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
He could pine for awhile... not too long, though.
Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?
Normally, no, never.
Post-breakdown? In every way possible and maybe even more
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yandere--stuck · 3 years ago
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🥀 Gamzee
🥀 What would be their biggest weakness?
I think Gamzee's biggest weakness would also be his greatest strength. Gamzee, in my opinion, is one of the most lax and least lethal of the yanderes in hs. He's incredibly understanding, doesn't like holding you back from your friendships and obligations. He'd rather talk things out with you, like convincing you to move in with him rather than kidnapping you.
However, this also means his hold on you is very loose. You could easily escape from him. Anyone could swoop in and attempt to take you away from him or convince you to leave - but, then again, why would you? As far as you're aware, your relationship is completely healthy. And Gamzee thinks the best of everyone, at least initially. He trust his friends, and even strangers, to not make moves on you.
It does make Gamzee anxious to think about, but he's by no means a control freak. As long as you're happy and with him, that's all that really matters. You being with him is a miracle in of itself, and he has no reason to overthink it.
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dav3katz · 3 years ago
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Got any yandere Gamzee headcanons? Or just Gamzee in general? He is that first homestuck character I got to know about
Yandere Gamzee Hcs
- Gamzee is a chill yandere, he trusts you and lets you talk to whoever you wanna
- and unlike most hs yanderes has the general understanding that forcing you to not talk to people is controlling and unhealthy as fuck! And you two are meant to be so, why would he act such a way? Those that are meant for eachother, are good for eachother
- sober gamzee is completely different though, and he’s utterly terrifying.
- a non yandere sober gamzee is possessive and overly protective so just imagine how possessive and protective a yandere sober gamzee can be
- doesn’t let you talk to anyone other than himself, he truly believes everyone else is beneath the both of you and he’s even more murderous, killing them for his messiah bullshit, but also to show you how dangerous he can be if you anger him.
- so it’s probably best he is like.. never sober
- unfortunately his darling may be under the belief the soper pies make him crazy, couldn’t be anymore different lol and it’s hard to get him back on them
- but back to non sober gamzee
- doesn’t keep you locked inside, again he’s just a very chill dude, so chill nobody (or even you) would be under the impression his love for you is unhealthy, because he doesn’t act upon it (mostly)
- this is also because he’s not under the impression his obsession of you is unhealthy
- he may come across as self aware of unhealthy yandereish habits but typically he isn’t, he just listened to karkats many rambles about love and how it should be
- but he is just a chill person so he doesn’t rlly . Act upon any possessiveness or protectiveness .
- and hey, he’s not really even the killing type? Like he wouldn’t unless he was sober
- he just has some issues? Like
- he’s obsessive, he’s always with you but he just comes across as a lot more clingy than most matesprites would be
- but if for any reason you don’t wanna be around him he’s chill and seemingly understanding about it
- little do you know he’s like.. stalking you lol
- he knows where you are at all times, but as subtle as he tries to be you probably know you have a stalker, he just hopes you don’t find out it’s him. Especially since you trust him so much
- but pretty self aware his behavior is.. not the best.. if it weren’t for karkats past rambles as well as the horror movies he’s been subject to he wouldn’t have known tbh
- so he just treats this as some .. dirty little secret of his and he knows in the back of his mind it’s wrong so he tries not to indulge too much
- he has considered stalking you more often but he just.. would feel bad .. he already feels bad about what he’s doing because he knows it isn’t right
- but in a world where karkat is also a yandere or just didn’t talk to him sm about this stuff you’re pretty fucked bc gamzee would be delusional as fuck lmao
- which isn’t to say he isn’t already? Cause he assumes you like him, when that may not be the case
- so when you reject him he’ll be confused genuinely so it’s a long conversation but it’s not like . Weird or anything . To you it seems fine . Gamzees just like that . He gets confused sometimes and just thought you liked him, that’s all!
- and he takes the rejection well, doesn’t force you into anything and acts the same
- at first .. then he starts kinda making you uncomfortable
- he constantly flirts with you, making moves on you, buys you things, anything he can in order to make you like him
- but he’s kinda obsessive with it as well, which is kinda when his true colors start to show
- so you may eventually block him
- which makes him real sad and he realizes he may have crossed a line
- so he leaves you alone
- distance makes the heart grow fonder, as they say.
- so it would lead to your kidnapping
- he’s real nice about it tho
- but that’s like the only instance he’d kidnap you, he’s chill otherwise
- it’s just that you’re meant to be together, he knows it. He’ll make you see it too.
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gamzeeliker69 · 3 years ago
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Yandere Gamzee Headcanons
- It really doesn't take much for Gamzee to fall for someone. A few kind words, soft gestures. (In some cases he'll even think someone being downright cruel to him is nice.)
- Not to mention, his addiction and isolation from the others really sets him up for a breakdown. He's likely the most likely of any of the trolls to go yandere.
- So if his miracle is nice to him, shows genuine interest? He's hooked. He loves the attention. The kinder you are to him the more he falls for you.
- Though at a certain point, he'd be too delusional to care if you outright hated him.
- He's not. . .the most knowledgeable socially. His lusus was never around to teach him anything, and most of his interactions have been with the cult or online. So he'll get all up in your business, ask you the weirdest personal questions.
- Not to mention he's very physical. He's already touchy-feely but even more so with you.
- Long hug to greet you, he leans into you when you sit together maybe wrap his arms along your shoulder. He'll go as far as you let him, and its so obviously not platonic or even pale.
- He just wants any chance to be pressed close to you. It gives him something he's never felt before. You're so soft and warm- he can hear the blood pulse hard in your veins.
- In the bright sparkling haze of soper he swears he sees all the colors of the rainbow radiate off your skin. In fleeting moments that catch his breath in his lungs, all the radiance of the Mirthful Messiahs in your eyes. And all at once it hits him.
- You must be a motherfucking angel.
- From that point on he'll treat you as such.
- To him you're something divine. A step above him, above any troll or human.
- And trust me he'll tell you that. He takes any chance to sing your praises. You're pretty sure his voice would give out before he stopped.
- He never asked to be your matesprite. He think it's below you. Yet- he wants it more thank anything. Messiahs what would he give to be your matesprite?
- He's unabashedly obsessed with you. And there's not much you could say to stop the constant affection. But if you did, he would be absolutely crushed.
- His reaction to rejection wouldn't be violence, just denial and if you continued: despair. You'd see all the life go out of his eyes. He'll leave you be, and go curl up in a corner and rot if you let him.
Bonus: Sober Gamzee
- When he's high Gamzee isn't really a threat to anyone. Sober him is a whole different story.
- If you tried to help him off it- it'd be rough on you. Withdrawal is no walk in the park but if you stick though it with him? Imagine how much more obsessed he would be. You're his savior, his miracle, his angel. He owes you his life, and he'll give so much more.
- If he had to go cold turkey? In that newly sober state, he'll search you out. Even if you hurt him. It's almost instinctual, the way he looks to you for comfort.
- Depending on how you handle him from there, things could go good or very bad.
- If you suddenly don't fit up to the image he's made up of you. . . well his wicked angel just isn't feeling right. He just needs to help them (even if he needs to break a few bones).
- Either way, little heretics don't have the right to breath the same air as you.
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fearyandear · 3 years ago
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To celebrate 4/13, anyone got any Yandere Homestuck requests?
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vikkirosko · 3 years ago
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Jupiter anon: Idk if request are open but can I get a Yandere Gamzee with a s/o that is already a shut-in introvert? (Nonbinary they/them please)
I'm pretty bad at understanding the topic of pronouns, so if something is wrong, write to me about it and I'll fix it
♑ Yandere! Gamzee Makara x shut-in introvert! Reader headcanons 🎪
For Gamzee, the fact that you almost did not leave the house was happiness. He was one of the few people with whom you communicated and with whom you saw in person. He was quite satisfied with this
He saw how you do not like to communicate with unfamiliar people, but he was forced to do it. You didn't like it very much. Gamzee didn't like it either. But only for another reason. He didn't want anyone to try to take you away from him
Gamzee didn't want anyone to become part of your social circle. He wanted to be the only one with whom you communicate. Therefore, he encouraged you to stay at home and refuse new acquaintances
Realizing that while you live in your house, he will not have the opportunity to be sure that no one will steal you, he suggested that you move in with him, justifying this by the fact that this way you will not have to communicate once again with people. You didn't think that Gamzee had ulterior motives, so you agreed to his offer
Since you started living in the Gamzee hive, your life has become easier. Even those with whom you used to communicate have stopped communicating with you. You didn't know that Gamzee was the reason for this. He told everyone that he didn't know where you were, hiding that you were living with him. He also hid from you the fact that your friends asked where you were. He has arranged for you to be almost completely isolated from the outside world
Gamzee took advantage of the fact that he was the only one who was next to you. He spent as much time with you as possible, trying to show his feelings for you. And as long as you were alone, everything was fine. He didn't show any signs of being possessed. Until one day a friend of yours came to you
You didn't notice how Gamzee changed at that moment. But he went somewhere after your friend left. You didn't connect these two events with each other. You just went to bed because you were tired
You woke up from the feeling that someone snuggled up to you. A metallic smell hit my nose. When you opened your eyes, you saw Gamzee. He was covered in blood. You looked at him in fright
"Gamzee? What happened? Are you hurt?"
"dOn'T wOrRy I jUsT gOt RiD oF oNe GaRbAgE"
Your heart shrank in fright. Only now did you notice that the blood wasn't his. You got scared. Gamzee looked at you and smiled. He was glad. He protected you and your feelings from the interference of an outsider. At that moment, you realized that agreeing to live with Gamzee was a very bad idea
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thekingthatwrites · 3 years ago
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Fandoms I write for:
Encanto
Fullmetal Alchemist
Undertale
Homestuck
Genshin Impact
Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
Five Nights at Freddys Security Breach
Identity V Detroit Become Human Bungou Stray Dogs
The Owl House
The Legend of Vox Machina
Marvel
The Adventure Zone: Balance 
God of War: Ragnarok
Hermitcraft/Life Series
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Characters I write as:
Encanto Camilo Madrigal (Main) Bruno Madrigal Mirabel Madrigal
FMAB Greed (Main) Ling Yao Edward Elric Envy
Undertale Sans (Main) Chara Frisk Papyrus Asgore
Homestuck Karkat Vantas (Main) Jade Harley Dave Strider Roxy Lalonde Rose Lalonde Tavros Nitram Eridan Ampora Feferi Peixes Gamzee Makara Nepeta Leijon Kanaya Maryam Sollux Captor Vriska Serket Cronus Ampora
Genshin Impact Aether (Main) Venti (Main) Noelle Childe Zhongli Xiao Kaeya Diluc Thoma Beidou Xinyan Scaramouche
Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
Hanako
FNAF SB
Sunnydrop  Moondrop Glamrock Freddy 
IDV
Naib Subedar William Ellis Norton Campbell Mike Morton Luca Balsa Ganji Gupta Antonio Paganini  Robbie White (Platonic Only) Detroit Become Human
Connor Nines Gavin Reed
Bungou Stray Dogs
Dazai Osamu (Mafia and Ada)  Atsushi Nakajima Chuuya Nakahara  Akutagawa Ryūnosuke
The Owl House 
Hunter (Main)  Gus Porter Willow Park Amity Blight Luz Noceda Raine Whispers King Darius  The Collector 
The Legend of Vox Machina
Percival De Rolo Vax Vex Scanlan Shorthalt
Marvel
Steven Grant Mark Spector Peter Parker (Tom Holland)  Doctor Stephen Strange Tony Stark
The Adventure Zone
Barry Bluejeans Lup Tacco Taako Tacco Kravitz Magnus Burnsides Lucretia Davenport Angus Mcdonald (Platonic) Lucas Miller  Duck Newton Minerva Aubrey Little Ned Chicane Dani Indrid Cold Amber Gris Devo La Main Oksana
God of War Ragnarok
Kratos Atreus Sindri Tyr Thor Baldur Fryer
Hermitcraft Impulse Skizz Grian Scar Tango (?) Bdubs Etho (I Can TRY some others)
Thank you for reading!
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yandere-homestuck · 3 years ago
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Hightblood Masterlist
♎ Terezi Pyrope 🐲
Yandere--stuck:
Yandere!Terezi x Reader Headcanons
Yanyan-stuck:
KinkTober Day 13: Petplay with Terezi Pyrope
Yandere!Terezi x Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Terezi NSFW Headcanons
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (I, M, P, and S)
Turing-temporal:
Yandere!Terezi x Reader Headcanons
♏ Vriska Serket 🎱
Yandere--stuck:
Yandere!Vriska x Reader Drabble
Yanyan-stuck:
KinkTober Day 3: Sadistic Giant/Tiny with Vriska Serket
Yandere!Vriska x Reader Headcanon
Yandere!Vriska x Reader Oneshot FLARPing
Yandere!Vriska x Timid!Reader NSFW Headcanons
Sadistic Vriska Praising her S/O for Breaking Down
♐ Equius Zahhak 🥛
Yandere--stuck:
Yandere!Equius x Reader Headcanons
Yanyan-stuck:
KinkTober Day 20: Lactation with Equius Zahhak
KinkTober Day 22: (M!Reader) Somnophilia with Equius Zahhak
KinkTober Day 25: Collaring, Breeding, and Bondage with Equius Zahhak
Yandere!Equius x Reader NSFW Headcanons
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (C, E, and H)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (K, O, and V)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (L and Y)
♑ Gamzee Makara 🎪
Yandere--stuck:
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader Headcanons
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (A, N, and J)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (B, C, and D)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (H, I, and K)
Emoji Themed Yandere Headcanons (����)
Yanyan-stuck:
KinkTober Day 28: Breeding with Gamzee Makara
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader NSFW Headcanons
Yandere!Gamzee x Pregnant!Reader Headcanons
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (I, L, and Z)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (A, E, and S)
Randomnessunicorn-imagine:
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader Headcanons
Vikkirosko:
Yandere!Gamzee Makara x shut-in introvert!Reader headcanons
Gamzeeliker69:
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader Headcanons
Dav3katz:
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader Headcanons
Writerohno:
Yandere!Gamzee x Reader Headcanons [Writerohno]
♒ Eridan Ampora 🌊
Yandere--stuck:
Yandere!Eridan x Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Eridan x Human!Reader - Quadrant Vaciliation Headcanons
Yandere!Moirail!Eridan x Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Gemstuck!Eridan x Reader Headcanons
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (A, H, and Y)
Yandere!Eridan x Reader NSFW Headcanons
Randomnessunicorn-imagine:
Eridan x Yandere!Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Eridan x Reader Headcanons
Yanyan-stuck:
KinkTober Day 11: Femdom with Eridan Ampora
KinkTober Day 21: Shower Sex with Eridan Ampora
Yandere!Eridan x Reader Headcanons General and NSFW
Yandere!Eridan x Reader Headcanons Cuddling
Yandere!Eridan x Reader Headcanons Winning Over a Darling
Pale!Yandere Eridan Headcanons
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (A, F, H, I, and U)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (B)
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (C )
Yandere Alphabet Headcanons (T)
Writerohno:
Yandere!Eridan x Reader Headcanons
Yandere-homestuck-imagine:
Yandere!Eridan - “I’m trying to help! You had a problem, and I fixed it!”
Yandere Alphabet Sexcanons (A, I, K, M, S and U)
♓ Feferi Peixes 🐠
Yandere--stuck:
Yandere!Feferi x Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Feferi x Reader NSFW Headcanons
Yandere!Empress!Feferi x Reader Fluff Headcanons
Yandere!Gemstuck!Feferi x Reader Headcanons
Yanyan-stuck:
KinkTober Day 2: Femdom with Feferi Peixes
KinkTober Day 14: Vore with Feferi Peixes
Yandere!Feferi x Reader Headcanons
Yandere!Feferi x Reader NSFW Headcanons
Yandere!Feferi x Reader Love letter
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yanderes-galore · 1 year ago
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hoping it's not too late to request, can I have pale!Gamzee headcanons?
Having Gamzee in any quadrant is certainly... an experience. I hope it's long enough!
Yandere! Moirail! Gamzee Concept
Pairing: Pale/Moirail♦️
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Clingy behavior, Drug use implied because Gamzee, Possessive behavior, Violence, Murder, Dubious Moirallegience, Blood.
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When it comes to Gamzee at the start he's an okay Moirail.
Before becoming sober he's good natured, laid-back, and willing to help friends.
As a Moirail Gamzee would be very attentive to his pale crush.
He's had a relatively lonely life while growing up and may be even a bit clingy when he meets his Moirail.
In terms of how he'd act... there really isn't anything violent about it when he's still on Sopor Slime.
If anything he showers you in attention.
He isn't really jealous and allows his Moirail to do their own thing for the most part.
Sure, you can have a red love... a black love... but he's your only pale crush.
If there's anyone else then THAT'S when he has a problem.
That and if you and your other quadrants aren't getting along.
Gamzee would be the type to soothe you if you're upset, even listening to the issues between you and your Matesprit or Kismesis.
If anyone was causing you trouble then he'd try to help fix things.
Not really in a violent way but he is definitely capable.
Gamzee is very affectionate as a Moirail.
He just likes being in your company, often leaning on your shoulder or something as you talk to him.
Honestly, him before being sober is one of the best trolls to be around.
He's genuinely there for you and only intervenes if he feels you're threatened.
He trusts you to always return to him as his Moirail and to help him with his problems, too.
Then there's after his breakdown... when he's sober.
His Moirail would probably the only thing that calms him after his... spree.
The entire time you're traumatized.
Think about it... the whole time you've had Gamzee as your Moirail he's been fine.
He's been affectionate, caring, and respectful.
Now? Now Gamzee... that same Moirail... is covered in the blood of your friends.
Right when he approaches you he stops with the grin of a psychopath.
You're shivering in your room in the meteor silently hoping he comes to his senses.
He somewhat does... but it just doesn't feel right.
He's still breathing heavy and is just staring.
Maybe you decide to appeal to him and try to shoosh pap him?
He's more receptive to it than you thought he'd be and drops his weapon.
His spree ends up with him holding you with soft honks, the blood of your friends coating your clothes.
His behavior as your Moirail does a complete 180.
He's no longer as laid-back.
In fact, he gets possessive about the fact others are around you.
Which leads to you trying to calm him down.
Gamzee no doubt tried to kill your Matesprit or Kismesis at one point.
He used to be fine with them but now he just wants to keep you as his.
He feels the best way to gain his Moirail's attention is to just isolate them.
So in order to keep Gamzee from getting to be too much of a problem, you're forcefully given the job of soothing him.
Gamzee appears to be manageable if you take him into private to hold/shoosh pap him.
You keep each other in check, as Moirails do
Except it's now mostly you keeping him in check.
Gamzee is still caring, just in a different way.
Now whenever you bring up a problem he's adamant on fixing it with bloodshed.
So you just stopped telling your Moirail about your problems.
Gamzee is only soft with you.
He seems disinterested in everyone else and goes off to find you.
Gamzee is certainly worse after the spree he had during his breakdown.
You wish you had Sopor Slime on you just to get the old Gamzee back-
Yet there's times you still see your old Moirail in him.
Like when you're upset he's adamant to figure out what happened.
He still leans on you and basks in your presence.
He just... makes you worry all the time now.
You worry if he'll snap again.
You wonder if he'll kill the rest of your friends.
You fear he'll kill you next.
Yet Gamzee seems to notice your distance and throws himself at you to listen to you.
If not shoosh pap you like you've done for him.
Overall, Gamzee can be a great/normal Moirail before his breakdown.
The moment his spree starts, however...
He'll become one of the worst yanderes in the series, Moirail or not.
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barpies-blunderland · 3 years ago
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hey homosucks, writing requests are officially open!! i’ll just do headcanons and drabbles for rn, fics ARE NOT open yet. you can request ship content (especially rarepairs!), x reader (gn if gender isn’t specified), or AU stuff (bloodswap, humanstuck, roleswap, or anything else you could come up with).
i’m also opening match-ups, but i’ll make a separate post abt that.
anyways- here’s my rules :D
no explicit NSFW. i’m a minor. i’m okay with implied, but that’s it.
be specific! don’t leave me guess work please
i have the right to refuse anything. if i don’t want to do a certain ship, prompt, or AU, i won’t do it.
specify your headcanons for characters if you want them included! i have my own headcanons, and i will default to using my own if you do not state what you want.
if you don’t like how i write these characters, please keep it to yourself. i’m not really looking for feedback.
please state quadrants for ships! you can have vacillating quadrants, or more than one, but please tell me. i will do any quadrant.
i don’t write for the following ships: damara x rufioh, rose/kanaya x male characters, karkat x nepeta, red karkat x terezi, red dave x terezi, dave x jade, jane x jake, dirk x female characters, any incest (including troll), mituna x cronus, vriska x meenah, vriska x tavros, equius x aradia, gamzee x nepeta/equius, eridan x sollux
i will not write explicit abuse of any kind, incest, pedophilia, wide age gaps, coercive relationships, explicit self harm/suicide, or anything related to A/B/O. don’t ask for any of these things. i am also not really comfortable writing yandere stuff (there are plenty of blogs that do that, i’m sure you can find someone who will write it).
so, with all that said, ask away!! my inbox is open :)
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yandere--stuck · 4 years ago
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Oohh May I please ask for H, I, and K from the cute letters ask?
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No worries! ^^ Sorry for the wait!
Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
Honestly, it's hard to imagine to have any particularly "bad" experience with Gamzee. He's extremely lax and accommodating to you. He loves you, after all! Why would he ever want to upset or hurt you? He'd hate to make you sad or push you too far and end up making you uncomfortable. He much prefers to gently coax you into a direction he'd prefer, but nothing more than that. After all, he's your loving matesprit! Why wouldn't you trust him? Honestly, that worst that could happen is your friends beginning to avoid you, but... Surely, that can't have anything to do with Gamzee.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
Call him a sap if you will, but Gamzee imagines a perfect happily-ever-after with you. Living out the rest of your lives together, happy and in love! Maybe raising a few grubs (or cherubs) together, too! Adopted or not, it doesn't matter to him. Family is family, after all. He also fully intends to stay off sopor, and knows that you'll help keep him on the right path. He wants to stay strong for you.
Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?
Extremely affectionate, 1000% up for PDA, is practically always hanging off you no matter where you are (but especially if he sees you chatting with someone else). It's almost smothering - but it's hard to blame him, seeing as he grew up in near isolation. You know his lusus left him for long periods of time, with only his internet friends for company. It's understandable for him to want affection, or to even worry that you'd leave.
Besides that, though, he's his regular self. He's very easy-going and relaxed, light-hearted and quick with either a joke or to ramble off something about the miracles of the universe. However, he's much "present", so to speak, now that he's been able to stay off sopor slime. He's both proud of himself and thankful to you... You're one of the few people who cared enough to actually help him. He loves you so much. He can't ever let you go...
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More about requests! Please read before requesting. (Sorry for tagging ships I write for!)
What I will do:
Single character headcannons (it *is* very likely that they will be ultra short)
Ships (list is below)
Of course boyfriend/girlfriend scenarios (since this is main topic of this blog)
Angst
Fluff
Au’s (please add description if requested)
I will try to keep it gender neutral but if you will ask for certain gender and it will be necessary to plot I will include it
Bloodswaps Humanstucks etc
Something slightly perverted
There is a possibility that I will break my own rules (for example I might complete request with ship I’m uncomfortable with) it will mostly be a one time thing so if you are reading this after I complete request of ship on uncomfortable list there is a huge possibility that I simply won’t write it for you sorry but I don’t want to write something I don’t like
Crossovers
Matchups (rules of matchups will be under ship list)
Character/Ship reviews
What I won’t do
NSFW
For now Hiveswap
Ships on uncomfortable list
Yandere
Oc’s
Incest
For now no black quadrants
Ancestors
Ship list
Even tho I want to keep this blog as an x Reader scenarios… This is list of ships I mind and don’t mind writing for. If your ship isn’t on the list there are only 3 possibilities
I forgot about it
I don’t know that this exists
It’s from Hiveswap
Ships I like and will willingly write (Red- I wont list pale ships tho)
Karkat x Nepeta
Porrim x Cronus
Jane x Gamzee
Equius x Aradia
Aradia x Feferi
Nepeta x Feferi
Aradia x Sollux
Sollux x Feferi
Feferi x Eridan
John x Roxy
Vriska x John
Vriska x Tavros
Karkat x Terezi
John x Dave
Meenah x Aranea
Rose x Kanaya
Dave x Terezi
Mituna x Latula
Kurloz x Meulin
Damara x Kankri
Dave x Jade
Dirk x Jake
Vriska x Terezi
Gamzee x Feferi
Cronus x Damara
Nepeta x Terezi
(Not too sure about that) Sollux x Karkat
Ships I won’t write about (Yet again refering to red ships)
Dave x Karkat
Eridan x Sollux
Kurloz x Mituna
Kankri x Cronus
John x Karkat
Roxy x Jane
Horrus x Rufio
Rules of matchups
Keep in mind that it’s my first time trying this kind of thing (with Homestuck characters) and I don’t promise to give you God knows how accurate respond.
Please include:
Your sexuality and gender.
Your interests.
If you want something more specific (ex: matchup with Dancestors) please say so if not don’t say anything.
Say if you want 1 match up aka “The one” or multiple match ups (max 4 per person).
If it gets too long you can send few asks and if you are on anon write 1/(number of asks you are sending) for first part so I can know its you.
If authors notes are in pink it means matchups are prioritized if not they are treated like request and you have to wait longer.
Groups
Betas: All beta trolls all beta kids
Alphas: Alpha kids and Dancestors
Red team: Karkat Terezi Vriska Tavros Gamzee Kanaya
Blue team: Sollux Nepeta Equius Aradia Eridan Feferi
Of course you can ask for (group) girls/boys only. This is here so you don't have to type so much while requesting i guess.
~Mod Kanaya
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fearyandear · 3 years ago
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For celebrate 4/13, Yandere!Karkat X Reader, please? I don't have idea for prompt, so have fun 😀, thanks 😘!
Thank you for being my first request!! I gave this my all 💜💜💜 Hopefully it's to your taste!
Yandere! Karkat x Supportive Troll Y/N
You've been his helper since day one. Never questioning his leadership, always eager to listen, and you are the first to take him seriously on any matter. He was suspicious of your agreeable nature at first, but eventually he got used to relying on you. You became his second pair of hands. There's no one he could trust more than you… which led to…
A phase of denial as he first realized his emotions. He couldn't be red. He shouldn't be. Not with you. He tried to nitpick your flaws. He tried pushing you away by giving you an excess of chores. He even got meaner. But you'd do your work fast and you brushed off his snark. Nothing worked.
'.... I've been an asshole to you… why are you still here?' 'Karkat, I don't know what you think about us but I see you as a friend. I know you get more closed off when you're going through something. I don't know what it is, and you're not obligated to tell me, but… I want you to know I'm here for you. I want to be.' '.... fuck.' 
He's red. He's so red. You're too fucking nice. Too good. Too sweet. His self loathing takes over. How could he bring himself to confess? He's not worth it. You'd be unhappy with someone like him. He resigned himself to a lifetime of being your friend… to keep you at an arm's length. 
You could feel a wall forming. He only talked to you to give orders. He would step back when you approached him. Heck, he'd walk out of a room if he noticed you were there. You prayed whatever mental hang up he was having would be cleared soon so he could talk to you again. Then, he got a message from a future self.
'Do it. Get what you want, coward.' No explanation given. Future him logged off immediately after. Anyone that noticed laughed it off and teased him. They didn't realize the storm that was brewing in Karkat's mind.
He scoffed at first. What right did future him have to meddle and call him names? Did he forget who they were? The friendship at stake? What kind of old-man regrets was he passing down? He got away from his screen and brewed with anger. The only thing that brought him back to his senses was seeing you walk in. He was going to walk out and leave you again… but this time you were walking with Eridan. And laughing. … Eridan? He did not like that at all.
'Do it.' He hates feeling like he's playing into something his future self wanted. But still, he's finding himself by your side when you join a conversation. He hovers behind as you do your daily check ups with the others. He stares and nitpicks your form as you do the chores he assigned you for the day. He's an annoyance. You begin to believe he had a sort of grudge against you. When you're finally done for the day, you tell him you're going to sleep. You're glaring into his eyes, hoping to get some message across that will make him back off. To your surprise, he averts his eyes and has a hand over his face. He mumbles. 'Yeah, you did good today.' … Was it you that made him feel uncomfortable? You left with a feeling of sadness. Maybe that was it. Maybe you calling him a friend overstepped a boundary. You were oblivious to Karkat behind you, trying to stop his face from flushing. He had liked the way you looked at him.
His brand of weirdness only got… weirder. It wasn't your job to check in with the others every day. You had to be next to him. In fact, all of your chores revolved around where he was. Sweep while he chatted with a human. Get information from Kanaya as he checked in with Gamzee. Follow him to his room and wait as he looks for something. This took over an hour, as he'd sometimes pause his search to ask something completely unrelated and forget why you were both there in the first place. He liked having you in his room. He wanted to stay there, unbothered, for as long as he could.
You allowed the conversation to drift sometimes, relaxing as his tone returned to the friendlier one you knew from before. You decided to ask some questions of your own. About good movies, favorite foods, simple things, but he seemed to beam with your interest. He even began to smile. You smiled back, finding this side of him endearing. It was a look so warm it made him stop talking, and he was back to staring. The silence brought the environment back to being uncomfortable. You decided it was time to go back outside and asked about the item again. Karkat was still in a daze but he found it easily this time, and you headed out. You could still feel his eyes all day.
He's needy. He's so needy. He knows. He hates it. He hates himself so much. But he can't bear it. His side feels so cold without you. You have to be next to him. You have to be within eyesight. He can't focus anymore without seeing you in the corner of his eyes. The others notice and begin taunting him. Distracting him as someone else talks to you. Asking for help from other rooms, making him move all over to keep up.
The final straw was Tavros innocently slipping and falling on you as you tried to catch him. He wasn't even in on the teasing, but he was ripped apart from you and yelled at, all of Karkat's rage focused on tearing him to shreds. When he was done, the room was silent. No one had seen Karkat blow up like this before. Finally, Vriska broke the silence with an explosion of laughter. Karkat wanted to turn around and give her a piece of his mind too, but his eyes met yours. And you looked so hurt. He was dumbstruck, arm weakly following you as you got up and ran away. You were done with this behavior. 
He catches up with you before you got on your teleporter. He's pleading for you to wait. You finally turn and see the scared look in his face. You also see the audience that followed behind him. Without much thought, you grabbed his hand and brought him to your room, sick of feeling like everyone's soap opera. This was a private affair. You let go of him as soon as you're alone, though. You still can't look at him.
'What's been up with you?' It's time you confront your fears. 'You've been… insufferable. Micromanaging, nagging, never letting me out of your sight! What did I fuck up? What did I do that made you treat me like a grub?' Your frustration is evident. You're mad at him. Karkat isn't used to diffusing these kinds of situations involving him. Especially not with you. He's terrified he's ruined things. He's terrified of losing you. All at once, his panic makes him break. He grabs at his hair as he explains. 'You didn't do anything! You've been great! Fucking anything I could ever want! I-In a partner- I-' He stumbled. He's hyperventilating. He squeezes his eyes shut and continues. 'I fucked up. I didn't want to be alone… so I just kept following you. I shouldn't have, I know I'm annoying. I'm sorry-' His voice breaks. He's choked up. This is the most vulnerable you've ever seen him. It melts your heart. 'Karkat…'
'I'm sorry!' He continues, a tear streams down his face but he wipes it fast. 'Please don't be mad. I'll leave you alone now. You don't have to help-' 'No! No no no, I want to help! Karkat, I love helping you!' His breath shakes and he finally looks at you with wide eyes. What were you saying? You got closer and held his hand, earnest with your words. 'I'm not going to stop, ok? If you were lonely, you could've just said so, dummy! It's… awkward to have you everywhere I go… but knowing it's not because you hate me is a lot better than what I was thinking, haha.' You were smiling at him again. So warm, he couldn't believe it was real. 'You can keep following me...' You let go of his hand and shyly turned away, realizing how close you had gotten. 'Uh… if you still want to.' Kind. Good. Sweet. Perfect. Fuck, he loved you…
He caressed the side of your head, fingers running through your hair. It was soft… His gaze turned to your eyes and reality hit him like a brick. What had he done? He felt a wave of embarrassment. He retracted his hand immediately, blushing, frantic. He turned his back to you and hid his face with his hands. You were too shocked the first few seconds to react, but soon concern bubbled as he went on a rant. He shouldn't have touched you, he's sorry, please pretend it never happened, don't fucking tell anyone! He's shaking. You can't have that on your watch! You were just reconciling!
He's completely and fully stopped all brain function as he felt your arms around him. You were touching him. You were holding him! He's a heater and flubbing his words as he asks you what you're doing. You tell him that you liked the pat. It was cute! You squeeze him and laugh. You wouldn't mind more physical intimacy if that's what he wants. You can feel his tenseness subdued just a bit. His bloodpusher is still quick, though. He hesitantly… places an arm over yours. You can't see his face but his ears are red. You smile, unaware of what you've awakened. You gave him permission. He knows he can touch you. After much deliberation, he finally relaxed and held your arms closer to his chest. He squeezed his eyes shut and inhaled you around him. Amazing. This was amazing. You eventually let go, you didn't want to make him uncomfortable. He misses your weight already, and stumbled. 'I'm sorry… was that too forward of me?' You hoped you hadn't made things worse again. He's still red but he's not hiding anymore. He looks at you with a smile. 'No… It wasn't.' In fact, he wanted more.
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