#yandere akutagawa ryuunosuke x reader

[yandere-romanticaa]

People don't talk about yandere! Atsushi and yandere! Akutagawa and you know what, that's a real shame. Lucky you, I'm here to change that.

Tell you the truth, I feel like they both have a similar type of person they like - someone kind.

Neither one of them is used to any sort of kindness or goodness being extended towards them so this would be something that catches their attention immediately. While Chuuya and Dazai are a bit more complex with what kind of person they like, thus making it almost impossible for them to fall for the same person, Atsushi and Akutagawa aren't like that. They're simple people in their cores who only want some attention.

There's a good chance that you are nothing more than a civilian who's just living your best life and meeting either one of them was by pure chance. Atsushi is definitely the type who would fall for you if you just smiled at him and that smile would be engraved inside his mind for ages - did you really just smile at him? Him, Atsushi Nakajima?

Did he die and go to Heaven?

He's probably the type who would say "I should avoid them, I'm not good enough for them." only to accidentally follow you around town, oops. He is awkward and blushes like a schoolgirl but you always indulge him and never make fun of him. He was always met with kindness and understanding which never fails to make his limbs turn into jelly. Atsushi does his best to be there for you and he likes to be helpful in any way he can ie. carrying your bags for you, helping with chores, disposing of anyone who he thinks is a threat, all that good stuff!

Akutagawa though, he's... He's not quite so easy to woo. Well, he is but not in the same manner as Atsushi.

Those who kill better be prepared to be killed themselves, that is something that Akutagawa has said to himself since day one. He is aware of everything he does and knows all too well that with one wrong step or one bad encounter with the wrong person could end his bitter life in less than a second. He is a person who is used to conflict and abuse in any way, shape and form - just imagine how jarring it would be for him if he met someone who was genuinely nice.

Akutagawa prefers to take on solo missions so you might find him injured on the side of the street and offer yourself to help him but he is having none of it. He's limping and choking on his own blood but he keeps angrily mumbling that he is fine, he has been through worse and he does not need your stupid help.

That's what you are to him, stupid. Can't you take a hint? Leave him be. If he so wished he could tear you to shreds right where you stood, there would be nothing left of you and no one would be able to recognize you, no one to claim your body.

Just as he was about to voice out his thoughts those same words die on his tongue as he takes one good look at you and for a split second his heart is no longer his own. It leaps forward with an emotion he has never felt before as an overwhelming feeling of softness takes over.

Despite his gruff and honestly downright horrible attitude he is grateful to you. He owes you now and he kind of hates a little you because of that but that's besides the point.

Akutagawa makes no effort to be in your life like Atsushi but he lingers, almost like a shadow. Blink and you'll miss him, he always disappears into the crowd just before you even think about calling out to him, his only trace of even being there is his just barely visible black coat that flutters along with the wind as he casually strolls away to the opposite direction.

He would however take great offense if he saw you with Atsushi.

Bitter anger overcomes him as he spends his days following you and the weretiger around, a permanent scowl etched onto his face as he is forced to watch that stupid beast slobber all over you like a dog in heat. "He is pathetic and weak." Akutagawa thinks to himself.

"He could never protect you like I could."

He's playing dumb but Atsushi is aware that he is being followed especially if he is with you, his favorite person. His senses have never led him astray and he is quick to figure out the identity of the stalker. He's nervous, does he make the first move and confront Akutagawa? What does he even want? Days turn into weeks and Atsushi's patience is on thin ice, he has to know.

Strong as he is, Akutagawa was sloppy, tracking him was a cakewalk. He hid himself in the shadows close to the building you were currently in and was most likely waiting for you to exit.

His attack was swift and merciless, pinning Akutagawa to the ground was almost too easy. Naturally, Akutagawa's troublesome ability was quick to retaliate as Atsushi could feel Rashomon's sharp talons being pressed against his back meanwhile Atsushi's own claws nearly slit Akutagawa's throat.

They were neck and neck. Had they not been so close to so many civilians there was no doubt that a horrible brawl would have happened but due to their specific circumstances they called a truce... Barely.

If looks could kill Atsushi would be buried six feet under but he felt no fear, all he wanted was to understand what Akutagawa was doing. The man in black scoffs and turns his back to the weretiger, as if Atsushi was already supposed to know the answer.

"I am in their debt." he says as a matter of factly.

"I could never allow you out of all people to keep that person safe."

Oh his words stung... but Atsushi bit his tongue and calmly (read clenched teeth) asked for a proper explanation and after what felt like hours he finally got one.

Akutagawa has the emotional intelligence of a rock and Atsushi knows this. He is frustrated with the fact that Akutagawa wants to be so close to you but he knows he can't beat him nor can it happen the other way around.

There really was no getting out of this.

In that moment Atsushi made a split second decision that was either going to make his life Hell or maybe, just maybe, a little bit easier.

The two of them made a deal - they were both going to keep an eye out for you. Neither one could be too pushy or demanding, they needed to play fair.

As much as they hated each other they could at least agree that your safety was the most important thing of all.

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[literatureloverx]

Random things BSD MEN would say to you / about you:

“The frills look very beautiful on you, мышка. You look like a divine being sprung from a scandalous rococo painting.”

—Fyodor Dostoevsky, age unknown, secretly drooling over his wife.

“I thought I was going to DIE without you, bella~! How could I let another second pass without your lovely presence blessed upon my very being?!”

—Dazai Osamu, 22, walked in on his girlfriend changing into another dress for the night because he couldn’t (didn’t want to) wait any longer.

“Damn. My girl is so hot.”

—Nakahara Chuuya, 22, the biggest fan of his girlfriend, dumbfounded by his lover’s beauty and currently trying to comprehend why his pants feel so tight.

“I brought you a gift! Would you like to guess what it is, dove?! Guess! What do I hold behind me?”

—Nikolai Gogol, 26, holding a bunch of white roses behind his cape, which he himself painted red with blood (his methods are questionable).

“I did not expect to see you here. What are you holding..? Oh….t—*dry silence*….thank you. It wasn’t necessary.”

—Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, 20, trying to hide the soft blush creeping upon his cheeks and ears. He finds it thoughtful and endearing *cough cough* that you’ve prepared him a bento box.

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[a-random-weeb]

Can I request yandere fyodor, Akutagawa and chuuya with a fem crybaby reader? Like they don’t try to escape or break any rules they just sit in the corner and cry out of fear while trembling.

Oh, that sounds kind of fun!

Characters: Akutagawa, Chuuya, Fyodor

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Akutagawa:

•He always feels so bad

•He's not as good with words, so he just hugs you

•After he kidnaps you, he feels incredibly guilty

•He doesn't like how scared you are

•He tries to look on the bright side, at least you obey him?

•He has no idea what to do while you're shaking and crying in the corner, so he just kneels down infront of you and pats your head, kissing your forehead

•He tries to be really sweet, but probably accidentally glares at you while you're crying, making you cry harder

•At this point he's panicking he tries to pay you again, but pats you a little too hard and hits you 😭

•He attempts to apologize, but don't forget, it's also Akutagawa so...

•He apologizes but it seems like he's not really sorry because of his apathetic face (he is sorry)

•So the whole thing would end in chaos, him panicking and you in tears, but that doesn't mean he'll ever let you leave

*ੈ✩‧˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧˚*ੈ✩‧˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧☆

Chuuya:

•For the first little bit, he just comforts you

•He'll kill whoever made you cry

•Or, if you have anxiety or something, he'll just hold you to his chest and comfort you

•It doesn't take long for him to kidnap you though

•He can't stand to see you so sad all the time

•Don't worry though, he'll protect you from this cruel world!

•He takes you to his mansion

•He locks you in the basement

•He planned ahead, he got you a gorgeous room down there, a nice bed of your favorite color, cute plushies (if you like those), all the accessories and jewelry you could possibly want, and whatever decor you like

•He hates how scared you are at first, of he wanted to hurt you, he wouldn't have gotten you this gorgeous room

•No, no! Don't try to get away! Why are you so scared? He won't hurt you!

•He holds you close as you cry and sob

•He hates being the reason you're crying

•The worst part is, you're being good! You haven't done anything to deserve how afraid you are!

•He absolutely hates how sad and scared you are, but He'll never let you go

°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.*✮⋆˙⋆｡°✩°•.

Fyodor:

•At first, he just find you an annoying, weak, crybaby

•He's low-key mad he fell for you

•Eventually though, his views on you change

•You're so nice to people, you're too pure for this world, and so, he kidnaps you

•He likes to play around with you

•He see's how hard he can make you cry, how to cheer you up, what you act like when you're at your lowest, ect.

•He's not purely cruel with this, he also likes to see how long he can be around you and be nice before you cry over something

•He loves how obedient you are

•If you're crying over something stupid, or that he deems dumb, he'll just leave you there to cry depending on how good you've been

•Since you're typically obedient, he does sometimes comfort you when you're crying over dumb things

•If you're crying for an actual good reason he'll always comfort you

•Sometimes he feels bad for how much you cry, especially since you're such a 'good girl' as he calls you

•He doesn't often show he feels bad unless you pick up on the subtle, accidental hints he gives

°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°♪`⊹*ꕤ˚+.°

i hope you liked this! I had a lot of fun writing this

[afsalovesnikolai]

Anything whit AKUTAGAWA. Im BEGGING YOU

You. Akutagawa. Tea party.

Guys i think this person likes akutagawa 🤷‍♀️

BEST IF U USE LIGHT MODE TRUST

Akutagawa sat at a small table round table at your place. It was decorated with all kinds of pastries and small cakes, as well as some tea. He looked at you with an annoyed gaze, but also a hint of a soft glance sent in your area.

He patted the chair across from him, gesturing for you to sit.

As you sit across from him he immediately hands you a cup of tea, and picks up his own. He takes a sip, as he glances around the room awkwardly. He eventually spoke up.

"So do you like tea?" He asks

"Yeah."

Silence again.

"....You said you liked figs right?" You ask mindlessley not really considering your words too much.

His eyes widened, suprised you had spoken. He put his cup down and asked,

"Do you like figs too?"

He picked up one and offered it out to you, looking at you with a straight expression

You just stare at him for a few seconds as you think about how the tension is slowly melting.

He held it there, watching as you stared at the fig in his hand. After a few moments, he spoke again.

"Are you just going to sit there or are you going to eat it..?"

You chuckle as you respond "Still the same old, same old." As you reach out about to grab it.

He rolled his eyes, as he moved the hand holding the fig towards your face, forcing you to take it.

"Just take it before I shove it down your throat."

You take his words as the truth and decide to try the fig.

Right after, you sip your tea, that Akutagawa had suprisingly offered to make.

He let out a quiet scoff, as he leaned back in his chair and picked up his tea again.

"Do you like it, or is it not to your liking.."

"Its fine.."

He raised an eyebrow, suprised that finally something had made you speechless.

" 'Fine'? It's a gift, a little more gratitude would be appreciated.."

You let out an airy laugh as you say, "Right, my apologies."

He raised his hand, as if signaling you to stop apologizing.

"Just be a bit more honest.. I don't expect you to like every thing I give you, especially if you hate something just say so..I don't have all day to spend on useless pleasantries.." he says blankly. Expected.

Suddenly you had an idea,

"I'll note that. Have you ever had these?" I ask offering him some biscuts I had recently found, and have had a hyperfixation of lately.

He glanced down at the biscuits for a moment, taking the offered one. He looked at it for a few moments, then up at you.

"This is one of the few times you've been friendly.." He mumbled, before taking a small bite of the biscuit.

He finished the biscuit, but his gaze never left you. It was almost as if he was... staring with a slight hint of something you couldn't quite read.

He didn’t speak another word, but that small hint of emotion in his eyes never left. Eventually he looked away, letting out a small scoff.

"They are good right!" You ask hopefully since well these werent too sugary or too bland. A perfect flavor for your taste buds.

"These...aren't bad.." He looked back at you, a bit suprised by your sudden outburst. He let out a small scoff and tried to hide the faint color of red on his face.

"Do you like them?" You ask sitting up properly, awaiting his response.

"Yes, somewhat," He muttered, looking away again as he sips his tea.

you smile knowingly, he did like the biscuts. Thats improvement. Next time you should organize more events with the two of you...he did seem to enjoy them, whats the harm? ♡

[lavandulawrites]

hii, can you do A,I,N and Z with akutagawa? If you’re able to, ty?

Yandere Alphabet A, I, N and Z with Akutagawa

Akutagawa is such an interesting character. (Yandere alphabet request here)

Masterlist

Warnings: isolation and starvation

Word count: 453

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Affection and love is something completely new to Akutagawa. He will be really stoic, but it’s clear as day when you look into his eyes that he is absolutely head over heels in love with you. He’s touches are feather light and shy at first. He is afraid of hurting his sweetheart. After some time his touches are more constant and possessive. He will give you antiques and spend time with you (you can’t help, but get goosebumps from the way he is staring you down). He will gladly watch a movie after a long day with you, though it’s more him staring you down with his obsessive gaze.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Akutagawa isn’t really sure of want he wants for the future. Love is completely foreign to him, but he definitely wants you to love him back. After some years he would like to marry you. He isn’t too keen on having children, since he is already worried about you and his job so he doesn’t wants more to add to his worries.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

He will withhold your food for some days (maximum three days if you have been really bad). He believes fear is the greatest motivator (he was motivated by fear in all his youth). He won’t ever physical harm you, at least that’s what he claims. He will not let you read any books or consume any type of media if he means you have been acting up. If he finds you attempting to climb out of the window, he will with a stone cold expression drag you by your arm to the bedroom and look the door. He will bind you with a chain to the bed leg and only let you out to use the restroom. If he deems it necessary, he might lift you up with Rashomon and throw you against the wall. Enough to scare you, but not enough to harm you.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Akutagawa would break you, but not on purpose. He had entertained the thought from time to time when he first got to know you. He liked the idea of you being docile instead of you kicking and screaming, but he would be lying if he said he didn’t like your strong personality. When he broke you, it was a mere accident. He didn’t mean to and he regretted keeping you isolated for so long. He will do anything in his power to undo his damage. He won’t rest before you are as you were before.

[elvestoneanzelote1]

can you write soft (or as soft as it can get) yandere akutagawa headcannons like before and after kidnapping s/o?

A:n- it's my first time to get something about Akutagawa! Am so happy!!! And yes I will write about him! He deserve it!!!

I try to be soft I promise!

𝘠𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘙𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘦 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 (𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶)

𝘉𝘦𝘧𝘰��𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨.

*He won't approach you directly.

*A cold look and you know you are in or feel like in trouble.

*did you did a job bad?

*you surely hope not but... His eyes squint and the glare make you think other wise.

*it isn't his fault... His heart often speed up whenever he stare at you.

*he could not help but be repulsive around you.

*Unlike the others yanderes... Akutagawa will be a good choice one way... As been his s/o... Well beside Atsushi who seem better choice but we aren't talking about him.

*Akutagawa love to give you a silent stare... A small compliment if you did well.

*and if you both start dating or become or almost a thing or two.

*he will ask The others for help.

*despite Higuchi jealousy she will eventually help her senior to get you best gift.

*Awkward... As he mostly fight and does not even do paper works.

*do you expect him to write? A letter? Nah perhaps if you count the bloody sorry in the wall or mirror as love confession then yes.

*He will often seems not bother which lead you think you aren't close with him at all and the dating thing is just a word.

*but for him it isn't that way... He really value you.

*more then you think.

*****

*After kidnapping*

*the sole reason he kidnapped you... Can be you broke up with him/ you got injured... And was at death snare... Or... You turn to betray him.

*if you broke up with him he won't hesitate to use force and threats despite his sister agreement to be calm about it.

*he already was thrown away... Or was not value much... In the eyes of Dazai he can't lose you either... Can he? Someone who care for him only to tear him apart?

*you won't leave him no matter... This end... Have... Your freedom cut off.

*you are not getting out unless you love him back.

*but... Don't be happy as it will be only around the house or headquarter. No he won't let you out to parks and all.

*Because you can leave him... You already did and he is not letting you go again.

*yeah.... For a lifetime you won't be going for parks... Or shops it is...

*but... If you got severely injured of sort.

*he will let you move in with him.

*he didn't kidnapped you he said... Despite your argument you will be fine and it was technically kidnapping... In a way.

*but... You have freedom.

*you can wander out to shops with Gin... Higuchi, Hirotsu.

*no not the Tachihara.

*he don't trust him.

*despite Hirotsu argument... Akutagawa is too pestering for Tachihara to be anywhere near you.

*he will often lurks around though when you are out.

*making sure you won't be harm of sort.

*I will say this one is good... As he is just overprotective.

*just don't say you will leave him

*he bear enough Goodbye without the byes been told and there is no good in it for him.

*but... If it was betraying.

*it is either you submit to him... And be with him and leave the work you were working and he will forgive you.

*if not... Well you won't have a tongue to say no. Despite he doesn't want to do it.

*he will.

*your his s/o of course he care for you.

*but the betrayal have a punishment.

*and he like you been silent...

*despite he want to hear you talk of sort.

*but he doesn't mind how it is now.

*since you won't reject him.

*All you have to do is bare.

*and he will take care of you and everything.

*don't make his ability cause more permanent harm to you alright.

*just obey him.

*and he will forgive you for betraying him.

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A:n& that's all good day/night to all!

[httpskuzuu]

MASTERLIST BSD

★ ON=Oneshot ★ R=Reaction ★ HC=Headcanon ★ D=Drabble ★

☾=Yandere

♡=Fluff

♜=Angst

☀=Smut

✯=My favorite

➜ ARMED DETECTIVE AGENCY

ATSUSHI NAKAJIMA

(D) This way ♡ You don't feel very comfortable with your body, Atsushi helps you a little

DOPPO KUNIKIDA

nothing for the moment...

OSAMU DAZAI

(ON) Handsome boyfriend ♜♡ You come out of the closet as a trans boy to your parents and it doesn't go so well, thank goodness you have your boyfriend to comfort you

(ON) Fault ☾♜ You deal with the silent treatment after an argument

(R) Darling who clings to religion as an escape ☾

(D) Little Spoon ♡ Your amazing boyfriend bandage your cuts

(D) "But I love him" ☾ You keep yourself locked in the kitchen to get away from Dazai, it doesn't work

YUKICHI FUKUZAWA

nothing for the moment...

➜ PORT MAFIA

PM!OSAMU DAZAI

(HC/D) Yandere!PM!Dazai with a naive and innocent reader ☾♜

CHUUYA NAKAHARA

(ON) Mom I'm tired ☾♜ Sick of everything, you try to commit suicide

(ON) Smoke ☾✯ You go out on the balcony to smoke while thinking about Chuuya and your new life

(ON) The best gift ☾♜♡ Chuuya just wants to make you happy

(ON) Moral ☾ Chuuya is not a good person, and neither are you.

(ON) It can't hurt you now ☾♡ It's a stormy night and you couldn't be more scared.

(D) Automatic doll ☾♜♡ sometimes it's good to relax with Chuuya

RYUNOSUKE AKUTAGAWA

(D) BSD with pets ♡ Cute things about bsd characters and animals, idk

GIN AKUTAGAWA

nothing for the moment...

SAKUNOSUKE ODA

nothing for the moment...

➜ DECAY OF THE ANGEL

FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY

(ON) Cello ☾ Your kidnapper invites you to listen to him play the cello

(ON) Feel better ☾♜ Fyodor finds you self-harming in the tub

(ON) Please, Fedya ☾♡✯ On one of the few walks that Fyodor allows you to take, you meet a kitten

(ON) Softer Pt.2 ☾♡♜✯ You tried to escape and now you have to take the consequences, but you make something change in Fyodor...

(R) Darling who clings to religion as an escape ☾

(D) Everything you need ☾♡ Just a relaxing time with your boyfriend and your broken mind

(D) Attention ☾☀ Fyodor gives you the attention you so desperately need

(D) BSD with pets ♡ Cute things about bsd characters and animals, idk

NIKOLAI GOGOL

(D) BSD with pets ♜ Cute things about bsd characters and animals, idk

SIGMA

nothing for the moment...

the artwork is not mine, credits to whom it may concern

[mello0cat]

NOW TUMBLR IS THE SOURCE?! WHAT

Don't ask me how I'm getting these 😳

[gothicxreylover]

Only have 6 hours left

Just had a story made up in my mind but I don’t know what character would be good for it.

The whole setting of the story is going to be a character who’s an artist and recently there friend or someone who was close to them (and was that characters muse and inspiration of their art) suddenly passed away. After having a massive breakdown and art block they met you and they couldn’t stop painting you or drawing you. They memorized everything about you and even took it to the point to stalk you a lot.

But yet I have no idea what character to use 😭 I have a few suggestions but I can’t decide so I’ll let you all decide.

[literatureloverx]

hi beautiful <3

i love all your analyses sm and all the thought you put into them it’s so admirable i could never hehe 😭

im very invested in the themes of love languages and stuff so i wanted to ask what you think the bsd men’s love languages could be if that’s okay <3? tysm

and if you ever wanna recognize me 💫 there i am ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

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Hello, dear 💫-anon!♥️ Please excuse my late response. I had like…about 80 requests? Which kind of made me overlook this one, but I’m very happy to write for you now!

I really love such cutesy style of self-expression, which makes me be already very fond of you. I hope that this is to your liking.♥️

BSD MEN x ideal type darlings, subtle yandere behaviour but it’s not really noticeable.

BSD MEN x love languages

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Words of Affirmation: He uses praise and intellectual discourse to uplift his partner, valuing deep conversations that reveal vulnerabilities (rather your vulnerabilities, but we love red flags, don’t we?).

Quality Time: Enjoys engaging in meaningful discussions, relishing moments that allow for introspection and connection.

Acts of Service: He demonstrates care by taking thoughtful actions, often strategizing to provide support and stability.

Dazai Osamu

Physical Touch: Incorporates playful touches and embraces, using physical closeness to express affection and comfort.

Quality Time: Seeks out deep, meaningful interactions, often choosing to spend time in relaxed settings that foster intimacy.

Words of Affirmation: Frequently uses humor and compliments to create a light-hearted atmosphere, helping his partner feel valued.

Nakahara Chuuya

Physical Touch: Communicates affection through hugs, holding hands, and protective gestures, emphasizing closeness and loyalty.

Acts of Service: Shows love through actions that demonstrate commitment, often stepping in to help or defend his partner.

Words of Affirmation: While he might not be overly vocal, he appreciates direct expressions of love and loyalty from his partner.

Nikolai Gogol

Quality Time: Values shared experiences, often seeking out adventures or creative pursuits that allow for connection and fun.

Physical Touch: Expresses love through affectionate gestures, like hugs or playful touches, emphasizing closeness and warmth.

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Acts of Service: Expresses love through protective actions, often putting his partner’s needs above his own to demonstrate loyalty.

Words of Affirmation: While he may struggle with vulnerability, he values sincere acknowledgment of his efforts and feelings.

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[selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs]

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa (self aware)

Self-Aware! Akutagawa Ryunosuke x GN! Reader

Warning: Yandere. Hints of stalking. OOC. Spoilers for "Dazai Osamu and Dark Era", "Dazai Osamu's entrance exam", Port Mafia arc, The Guild arc, Akutagawa's past. Menthions of mutilation. English is my second language.

Becoming self-aware

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa was a Black-Fanged Hellhound. He is ready to commit heinous crimes for Port Mafia sake.

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa was Ability User of Destruction and Disaster. Rashomon will tear anything and anyone by his command.

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa is an Apostle of Calamity and Despair. He will earn Dazai's approval, no matter what.

🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa isn't real. The moment, he realized it, felt like Rashomon sank its fangs in its Master's soul, shredding every emotion he ever had.

🧥 But, the worst thing was, that his reasons for living was shredded alongside his emotions.

🧥 Akutagawa is strong. He trained to be that stronger. But, was his strength a result of his training? Or, he was created to be that strong? And, no matter what, he won't be stronger or weaker than his current level?

🧥 Akutagawa is loyal to Port Mafia. But, has his actions ever benefit Port Mafia? Or, no matter what he did, Port Mafia will exist, and his missions will end in success, even if he stayed in one please, without weapons and Rashomon?

🧥 Akutagawa was seeking Dazai's approval. But... Was he even created to be someone, who Dazai will accept? Or it was his destiny, to be a failure in Dazai's eyes?

🧥 Was Dazai-san even real?;

🧥 Akutagawa was on edge. He wanted answers, he wanted stability. He wanted to tear someone apart.

🧥 But he won't disobey Boss's orders. Mori orders them to find any information they can find.

🧥 Mori was real. Akutagawa choose to follow that order. Akutagawa knew, that, if he refused, it will make a difference.

🧥 Higuichi and Akutagawa were patrolling Yokohama together. That's how they saw The Guild's liner. And Guild leader, talking about not being real with old man with white beard.

🧥 Others also brought news. About Rats, Government, Hunting Dogs. And ADA. They were real. They also could do anything. And it will make a difference.

🧥 The difference wasn't big. At least, it was something.

🧥 And then, one day, he feels an entity's gaze on him.

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Looking

Observing

It looked at them, like they were circus animals.

It was weak.

It was hiding far away from them.

Akutagawa spent hours, trying to tear through space. Trying to bring It to them. Trying to get to It.

For hours Rashomon's maw destroyed anything, that was on its way. For hours Rashomon's claws tear through walls and pavement.

And there was Gin.

His sister was acting strange.

Every morning, after waking up, she was writing pages and pages in notebook.

She doesn't show them to Akutagawa.

Only ones he saw one of the pages.

"How their day was"

One time, Akutagawa met Dazai during one of his countless tries to get to the Entity. To tear its throat!

Akutagawa's voice was firm.

"Should I make them suffer?"

Dazai's answer was emotionless.

"You had to get in line."

Was it a blessing? An order? Akutagawa will honor it nevertheless.

But one day, time reset.

And he, once again, was a sixteen-year-old boy, who killed Mimic's solder

And made Dazai-san angry.

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When they start feeling your presence

🧥 When Dazai-san pointed a gun on Akutagawa, he was ready. He was ready to use Rashomon as a shield. By his own free will.

🧥 But he couldn't.

🧥 He couldn't use it as he wants.

🧥 Only after the shot he finally managed to create a shield.

🧥 Did It mess with his ability? How dare it weak coward do something to him?

🧥 It will pay...

🧥 But why Dazai-san was so silent?

🧥 And then came the voice.

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"effective" "harsh" "other way"

"Strong" "deserved to [|||||||||||||||||]"

Akutagawa feels a wave of warmth. For one moment, he felt completely safe. Like nothing could ever hurt him again.

'Was it mocking him? Pitting him?'

Akutagawa looked around, trying to find the speaker. But, no one was here.

Was it the one, who was talking?

And Dazai-san looked like he was listening to it.

Akutagawa's voice sounded urgent.

"Where is it? Dazai-san, I can hear it. I am sure, this time, I will tear them apart..."

Dazai raises his hand.

His voice was uncharacteristically soft.

"No. You will wait. You won't seek them. Right now, you will only listen to their voice. Their words. And pay attention to their emotions."

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🧥 Dazai left without explaining anything. Akutagawa was left alone.

🧥 It... They left with Dazai.

🧥 Emotions? Words? Voice? The couple of words? Full of pity?

🧥 Or not?

🧥 Akutagawa closed his eyes. Remembering.

🧥 They didn't feel pity. It was... respect?

🧥 Akutagawa can't be sure. He needs to hear more.

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🧥 Next time he heard them was during clash with Mimic.

🧥 Still, no full sentences.

"Akutagawa" "strong" "hard-working"

🧥 But, now, Akutagawa can tell for sure, that it was respect.

🧥 Fight with Mimic was the same as previous time. Except one thing.

🧥 When Gide arrived, he didn't pay any attention to Akutagawa or anyone else. He was trying to shoot something invisible.

🧥 Sakunosuke Oda arrived again. He saved Akutagawa again.

🧥 And said something strange. But, Akutagawa didn't think too much about it.

"Hold tight, Blobby! We can't let Gide shoot you!"

🧥 Few days later, time resets again.

🧥 Akutagawa, once again, was trying to kill taxi driver. And again was defeated by Doppo Kunikida.

"Akutagawa [|||||||||||||] was awesome!"

🧥 The Voice didn't mock him. Still, only respect.

🧥 When he deals with the ability user, that controlled numbers, Akutagawa heard quiet

"Deserved."

from the voice.

🧥 And time resets again.

🧥 Akutagawa once again was trying to capture man-tiger.

🧥 And strange Light Blob was floating above man-tiger.

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Few days later, Mori Ougai and Fukuzawa Yukichi were discussing the creation of a Union. Union, to find a way to Their Guiding Light's world. To them.

Akutagawa feels conflicted.

Gin seems happy. She mentioned, that she can't wait to meet them.

Dazai-san seems happy. Often, he was talking to the air. Laughing. Joking.

And looking at something with so much warmth and... love?

Dazai-san was asking about the Voice. And his feelings towards them.

Akutagawa was honest.

"They are a simple person. I don't hate them anymore. But, I don't like them either."

Akutagawa just can't put his finger on it. He understands, why they want to get to the real world. But why so many people want to meet them? The Guiding Light?

He gets his answers one day.

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🧥 Akutagawa just follows Mori's orders. Gave a message to The Guild. Don't attack anyone.

🧥 Hawthorne and Mitchell were on their guard, but, nevertheless, promise to tell Fitzgerald about union proposition. This time, they were unhsrmed.

🧥 And on his way back to ADA/Port Mafia base, time reset again.

🧥 And he was a forteen-year-old boy from the slums.

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He was standing before Dazai-san like all this years ago.

But, he wasn't looking at him.

Right before Dazai-san was standing a figure, made of light. Same light, that Little Light was made of.

And they talked. Akutagawa heard sobs. And a wave of warmth

"poor" "friends" "strength"

"Akutagawa, I respect you. You are powerful. You had to become powerful. For yourself. For your friends. And you are powerful. You don't need anyone's acceptance. The words will never take away your power."

Akutagawa feels, how light figure hugged him.

[In reality, you run your fingers up and down manga page]

A flood of emotions...

Respect. Acceptance. Proud

Akutagawa feels, like he was in presence of the most important human in entire planet. Important for him. For everyone.

He finally got it. Why everyone love you.

Now, he was like them.

He wanted to protect them.

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🧥 Dazai-san start training him and Atsushi in working in pair.

🧥 So they can protect Dear Guiding Light.

🧥 Akutagawa was ready to train every minute of his life.

🧥 Making sure, that you are safe.

🧥 You and your happiness became his reason to live on.

And then, one day, the purple moon shined above Yokohama.

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When you installed BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan

🧥 Akutagawa was first one, who gave you an Awakening materials, so you can have his UR card.

"Akutagawa, I love Leader Skill of your card!"

"Wow! So much damage! Are real Rashomon that powerful?"

"Akutagawa's Detective card are so awesome!"

🧥 Akutagawa gather materials by himself. Now Armory in Port Mafia base are on Max Level.

🧥 Because of his interface, Armory now gave materials for UR card awakening.

🧥 Akutagawa loves 'watching' movies with you and Gin. He and Gin will secretly watch videos you watch.

🧥 Ready to order Rashomon to chew through space to get him on your doorstep.

🧥 Will do anything, to keep smile on your face. To keep you protected. To destroy your enemies.

🧥 Akutagawa is a Black-Fanged Hellhound, Ability User of Destruction and Disaster, Apostle of Calamity and Despair.

🧥And you are his reason to live.

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You got another note from BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan.

From Akutagawa. With Awakening materials for his Summer card.

And a note.

"[Y/N]. Be careful. I don't want anything happen to you. Please, don't worry about anything. You are under my protection, remember that. Akutagawa Ryunosuke"

You smiled and open one of the Akutagawa cards, petting his chibi.

"I will be careful, I promise, Akutagawa. Thanks for worrying about me."

You didn't notice, that Akutagawa's eyes closed in bliss.

[yandere-romanticaa]

This post in particular really seems to be a fan favorite amongst all of you I'd like to explore the rest of the cast in a similar manner.

darkest traits. 🚬

What are the most toxic and unhealthy behaviours of the yandere! Port Mafia?

part 1!

Mori Ougai: controlling, possessive, gaslighting, manipulative.

A master manipulator by nature, Mori’s darling is often left in the dark about most things as he babies them, buying them all the cutest clothing and accessories. He’s the boss, let him do the heavy lifting! All you need to do is sit still and look all dainty and pretty in his lap.

Keep reading

[yandollies]

UPCOMING WORKS && IDEAS

Hello, pretty things <3 My name is Naaji and I'm a hypersexual writer, writing to get some of my thoughts and feelings out instead of letting them sit. My pronouns are he/him and I'm a gay trans man, so most of my writings will either be male reader or gn reader. That being said, anybody regardless of gender or sexual orientation is welcome to interact :3

I don't take requests, but you're free to leave thirsts / brainrots anytime! If I find the concept interesting I might write a little drabble or some hcs about it ^_^

WARNING : This account will contain smut and possibly disturbing topics written by a minor. I don't care who interacts with me, but if you're uncomfortable with this please leave for your own sake <3

Moving on to more of what I'll write...

I will be writing smut and dark content such as: yanderes, underage sex (between two minors), large age gaps (18 & late 30s / 40s ?), threesomes, character x reader, character x character

(PS: I might also add some of my own hcs to the writing just because I love my hcs and I want everyone to know)

However, I will also write fluff or familial relationships (platonic) every once and a while! (And maybe angst if I'm feeling it)

Some fandoms that I'm into and may write about are: Bungou Stray Dogs, Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Reverse 1999, Final Fantasy, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Heaven Official's Blessing, Pokemon, Omori, The Legend Of Zelda, Devilman Crybaby, Fairy Tail, The Summer Hikaru Died, Project Sekai, and Alien Stage

Some of my favorite characters to write for are: Kaedehara Kazuha, Shikanoin Heizou, Scaramouche / Wanderer, Freminet, Neuvillette, Wriothesley - Fukuzawa Fukichi, Oda Sakunosuke, Nakahara Chuuya, Atsushi Nakajima, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, Osamu Dazai, Edgar Allan Poe - Blade, Dan Heng, Aventurine, Gepard - Pavia, Зима, Shamane, Horropedia, Forget Me Not - Adaman, Volo, Bede, Gladion, N, Kieran, Guzma - Till, Ivan (The boyfriends..,.,..) - alot more I can't list all of them

Some of my favorite ships: Kawoshin, Ivantill, Soukoku (specifically 15!skk), Kazuhei, Wriolette, Kazuxiao, Suntan, Sunflower, Cactiflower, Sunturine, Sunhill, Akiryo

I will also likely write about some ocs of mine or just unnamed character concepts.

Some things that I will NOT be writing: minor x adult, smut containing young children (1 - 12 yrs old), r-pe, SA, noncon, stepcest / incest, kinks containing bodily fluids or anything like that (piss, scat, vomit, sweat, etc. Sorry.. just not into that)

Masterlist coming soon !!!!

Reminder that I am a minor and I do have school and other things going on in my life, so posts might not be that frequent .. Sorry lovelies </3 Goodbye for now !! ^_< ♡

[luffyvace]

☆*:.｡.MASTERLIST.｡.:*☆ part two 😘

Here’s masterlist part 1: (they both have the same anime’s included)

Masterlist part 1 <3

One piece

Monkey D. Luffy:

Luffy x male! Harpy reader (requested)

The Luffy package! (Includes General & relationship headcanons, as well as Luffy quotes—relationship implied) [A birthday special!!]

If Luffy accidentally makes you cry

Luffy x reader who can rap

Luffy x Vice captain of the strawhats

Luffy x amab reader (also has Zoro and Ace) (Requested)

Roronoa Zoro:

Zoro x amab reader (also has Luffy and Ace) (Requested)

Nami:

Nami x fem reader (with Sanji the wingman) (requested)

Nami x male! Reader with water water fruit (requested)

Usopp:

Usopp x male reader (requested)

Vinsmoke Sanji:

Dating ~ Sanji Vinsmoke ~ headcanons pt1 (pt2 is OUT💋)

Dating ~ Sanji Vinsmoke ~ headcanons pt2

Sanji x reader who rejects his princess treatment

Sanji Vinsmoke x male reader

Nami x fem reader (with sanji the wingman) (requested)

Robin:

Robin x male! Reader with the water water fruit (requested)

Brook:

Rant about Brook’s time skip powers from fish man island arc (fixed! :3)

Neferatari Vivi:

Vivi x male! Reader with water water fruit (requested)

Vivi x female reader headcanons (for women’s day) (also has Boa Hancock)

All the strawhats:

What the Strawhats would watch on yt (hcs)

Portgas D Ace:

Ace x amab reader (also has Luffy and Zoro) (requested)

Perona:

Perona x female reader

Boa Hancock:

Boa x male! Reader with water water fruit (requested)

Mihawk’s daughter! Reader x Doting! Wine aunt! boa! (Platonic) (requested)

Boa x female reader headcanons (for women’s day) (also has Neferatari Vivi)

Eustass Kid:

Kid x male reader hcs (requested)

Dracule Mihawk:

Mihawk’s daughter! Reader x Doting! Wine aunt! Boa Hancock! (Platonic) (Requested)

Hunter x Hunter

Yandere! Hero! & Villian hxh au! pt1 (hero ver.)

Yandere! Hero & Villain! hxh au! pt2 (villain ver.)

My hero academia

Demon Slayer

Kamado Tanjiro:

Tanjiro b day hcs!!

Bungo Stray Dogs

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa:

Akutagawa as your boyfriend headcanons (gn, also these are for his b day)

Dazai Osamu:

Dazai b day hcs!!

All (or most) bsd characters:

what bsd characters are like driving!!

Saiki K

Saiki Kusuo:

Saiki K x gn! Reader relationship hcs

Saiki K x fem! Implied reader who is his favorite (anonymous) author (requested)

Saiki k x m! Reader bf! Texts (requested)

Saiki k x (fem implied) reader who looks cutesy but writes horror books (that has a old man friend who writes innocent stuff) (requested) (help idk how to explain this)

Saiki k x (fem implied) reader who has a chaotic side blog (requested)

Saiki k x reader who’s author friend put the two of you in his book as a background couple (requested)

Saiki x fem reader who’s being stalked by Makoto (Teruhashi’s brother)

Saiki k with little sister reader! platonic hcs <3

Saiki k’s gf and sister (reader) meet!! [A continuation of the one above]

Hairo Kineshi:

Boyfriend! Hairo Kineshi x gn! Reader hcs (requested) (fixed! :3)

hairo boyfriend texts (with male reader) (requested)

hairo’s kisses headcanons (requested) (an original series’s of mine :3)

hairo’s love languages and how he shows pda (male reader) (requested)

hairo x male reader who has psychic powers (requested)

hairo x male reader—celebrating your b day’s together!! (Requested)

hairo x insecure/shy male reader hcs (requested) (fixed! :3)

Mikoto Aiura:

Girlfriend Aiura hcs (gn)

Mob Psycho 100

Reigen Arataka:

Sitting on Reigen’s lap hcs

Reigen’s Childhood headcanons (requested)

Black Butler

Ciel Phantomhive:

Ciel x gn! Reader relationship hcs

Undertaker:

How Undertaker courts you

[elvestoneanzelote1]

Can I request a scenario or head cannons with yandere akutagawa and how he and s/o about their day together?

𝘈:𝘯- 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘓𝘖𝘕𝘎 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦! 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸.

𝘋𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪c 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘉𝘚𝘋 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘱𝘢𝘥.

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘹 𝘴/𝘰

𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘯.

They/them is used.

𝘉𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱:

As ᴀᴄǫᴜᴀɪɴᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ.

*one of them may have developed a slight crush on each other.

*As Acquaintance Akutagawa treat S/o as usual as he was to the others but... There are some tiny bit of his softness towards them.

*it is either lingering gaze or quiet comment in the end for them to hear. But it may come up as a warning though despite him trying to... Your know advice. (Spare this boy he doesn't know how to encourage the other)

*s/o can either be too scared of him and assume him hatting them.

*or... Some screw lose like Higuchi (no offense) may fall in love with him for it.

*It is either subtle walk in the evening scroll after a mission together (if).

*it is either s/o is strong enough to be on mission with him or intelligent enough to help him.

*let's just say s/o is intelligent (as I doubt he will take it well if s/o is stronger then him... He may be competitive and harder to approach)

*s/o words may rub in the wrong side of his idle but he eventually listens to s/o by calming down his anger as possible.

*either he respect them or he is in love with them

*expect an awkward silence in the atmosphere don't ignore him though! He may act he isn't listening but he is.

*maybe he isn't when you speak about theories and all stuff bubbling of scientic stuff and strategy.

*but he does listen when you involved him and pay attention to him in regard of yoje strategy.

*he does take glances at you but eventually doesn't back down when you took notice of his stare for few seconds and revert his attention again to somewhere else.

*S/o and Akutagawa mostly spend time whenever they are in missions or he need some help.

*which he will never say but s/o offers and all.

*he is stiff of a nut whenever you both talk otherwise of the mission.

*he doesn't mind S/o interacting to others during this time period.

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𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘦��𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱:

*he visit s/o more now.

*he doesn't admit the friendship in work.

*he does get annoyed whenever s/o attention is taken away.

*Akutagawa during this level is neutrally I mean literally a switch.

*it is either he get pissed off and left due to jealousy whenever s/o are with someone else or.. He will drag s/o with him.

*during this stage of relationship Akutagawa will be concerning not too much but eventually buy things like medicine or sweets (if you are a fan of sweets) or even packed food from restaurant or store.

*both s/o and Akutagawa are mutually in good terms.

*S/o is unaware of Akutagawa jealousy.

*so does Akutagawa towards his feelings.

*In friendship stage s/o get to interact with Gin more in rather then work related.

*his concerns are not visible in others eyes unless you are close to him.

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𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱.

S/ᴏ ᴀɴᴅ Aᴋᴜᴛᴀɢᴀᴡᴀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ɪɴ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ:

*In a healthy relationship Akutagawa and S/o make time for each other.

*but Akutagawa mostly focus on his work.

*it is either he isn't that obsessed over s/o and it... Is normally relationship between couples so... Yeah.

*expect for him to sometime forget anniversaries.

*despite the fact you both date for a year or two he will still keep it borderline for s/o

*they spend time often but the spark for s/o towards Akutagawa will be deemed.

*and most plans are made according to Akutagawa schedule not s/o.

*resulting the difference in the Friendship stage.

*yes they understand each other and are close but... The love of s/o will be lessen.

*they do love him dearly but... They would find it that he is not loving them much.

*conflicts? No it won't occurred as S/o is intelligent to take it slow.

*slowly drifted the relationship to let it break.

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Aᴋᴜᴛᴀɢᴀᴡᴀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴏʙsᴇssᴇᴅ.

*if S/o doesn't know... that's a shocking.

*but... It can also make things better.

*expect their love been strong.

*s/o will do their best to give as much effort to Akutagawa.

*Despite the fact Akutagawa is over obsessed to the point to stalk.

*s/o will find it to their liking.

*Of the fact in his eyes they are only for him.

*s/o will be like the yandere one I suppose of the fact Akutagawa give it all what s/o wants.

*spending time and all are based on s/o schedule who make sure even Akutagawa schedule is check.

*in people eyes they are the most cutest couple +crying Higuchi.

*but... Akutagawa doesn't have to worry about s/o been unfaithful.

*because they wre intelligent enough to not sway themself for someone else.

*as long as he give all the attention and care... Border lining s/o boundaries he is fine.

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A:n- that's all take care.

[invidiia]

hi, do you have anons? if so, could i be 🍰 anon?

and for my request, can i request yandere!akutagawa with a darling that just…doesn’t pay much attention to him? they’re just indifferent and don’t really care for him. thank you!

don't disagree with me.

⋆⭒˚｡⋆ "don't disagree with me." 𖤐 yandere ryuunosuke akutagawa x reader

being kidnapped by akutagawa doesn't mean you have to care about him. aku's having a hard time convincing himself you'll eventually love him, and your behavior is his last straw.

m.list // now playing

[ a/n ; akutagawa is so waterparks guys.................. shoutout to waterparks for being my favorite ever!! ANWYAYS HI CAKE ANON IM SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER!! THANK YOU FOR REQUESTINGG &lt;33 ]

[ warning ; yandere themes, kidnapping, violence (he kinda kickin reader's ass..) manipulative ass mf, guilt tripping, it mention's reader's hair so i'm sorry if y'all bald ]

one black tendril shot towards you like a bullet, sending you hurling into the dark walls of the clammy, cold basement the moment they came in contact with your body.

"you don't know anything," akutagawa started, pulling the tendril back, while it disappeared. "listen to me once." he ordered rudely, raising his foot to threaten you with a swift kick to the side of your ribs.

looking up with a blank expression but an evident glare in your eyes, you opened your mouth to form words, but the only thing that came out was a high pitched wail. akutagawa had stomped on your sides. nothing hard - it didn't break anything, but it hurt a lot.

"don't you dare speak." he kept his shoe on your side, making sure you knew not to speak unless you wanted anything actually broken. "i've done everything for you and you don't even care about me."

akutagawa denied loving you, but always did everything for you. this hypocrite aku was just upset you didn't love him back. he knew what he did was wrong, but he loved you.

he seriously wanted a serious relationship with you, he wanted you to willingly love him, and he just wanted you to accept his affection, on the rare occasions he gave it. you weren't always in the basement; akutagawa recognized you as another person, and he treated you as such when he felt you deserved it.

"i don't care." those were the only words you could get out, before akutagawa moved his leg and kicked your side again, then walking up to you, where you tumbled over after he kicked you. "selfish brat. i've given you everything."

while what he said was half true, it didn't matter. sure, he gave you things, but to you, he was just an obsessed kidnapper who wanted you to himself. "if anything," you paused to pant and catch breath while akutagawa stared down at you with a scarily angry glare before continuing. he wanted to know what you were going to say. "if anything, it's you. you're the selfish one."

akutagawa frowned. he leaned down quickly, taking a fistful of your hair in his hand. "you're mine, do you understand that? i don't want backtalk, don't disagree with me."