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People don't talk about yandere! Atsushi and yandere! Akutagawa and you know what, that's a real shame. Lucky you, I'm here to change that.
Tell you the truth, I feel like they both have a similar type of person they like - someone kind.
Neither one of them is used to any sort of kindness or goodness being extended towards them so this would be something that catches their attention immediately. While Chuuya and Dazai are a bit more complex with what kind of person they like, thus making it almost impossible for them to fall for the same person, Atsushi and Akutagawa aren't like that. They're simple people in their cores who only want some attention.
There's a good chance that you are nothing more than a civilian who's just living your best life and meeting either one of them was by pure chance. Atsushi is definitely the type who would fall for you if you just smiled at him and that smile would be engraved inside his mind for ages - did you really just smile at him? Him, Atsushi Nakajima?
Did he die and go to Heaven?
He's probably the type who would say "I should avoid them, I'm not good enough for them." only to accidentally follow you around town, oops. He is awkward and blushes like a schoolgirl but you always indulge him and never make fun of him. He was always met with kindness and understanding which never fails to make his limbs turn into jelly. Atsushi does his best to be there for you and he likes to be helpful in any way he can ie. carrying your bags for you, helping with chores, disposing of anyone who he thinks is a threat, all that good stuff!
Akutagawa though, he's... He's not quite so easy to woo. Well, he is but not in the same manner as Atsushi.
Those who kill better be prepared to be killed themselves, that is something that Akutagawa has said to himself since day one. He is aware of everything he does and knows all too well that with one wrong step or one bad encounter with the wrong person could end his bitter life in less than a second. He is a person who is used to conflict and abuse in any way, shape and form - just imagine how jarring it would be for him if he met someone who was genuinely nice.
Akutagawa prefers to take on solo missions so you might find him injured on the side of the street and offer yourself to help him but he is having none of it. He's limping and choking on his own blood but he keeps angrily mumbling that he is fine, he has been through worse and he does not need your stupid help.
That's what you are to him, stupid. Can't you take a hint? Leave him be. If he so wished he could tear you to shreds right where you stood, there would be nothing left of you and no one would be able to recognize you, no one to claim your body.
Just as he was about to voice out his thoughts those same words die on his tongue as he takes one good look at you and for a split second his heart is no longer his own. It leaps forward with an emotion he has never felt before as an overwhelming feeling of softness takes over.
Despite his gruff and honestly downright horrible attitude he is grateful to you. He owes you now and he kind of hates a little you because of that but that's besides the point.
Akutagawa makes no effort to be in your life like Atsushi but he lingers, almost like a shadow. Blink and you'll miss him, he always disappears into the crowd just before you even think about calling out to him, his only trace of even being there is his just barely visible black coat that flutters along with the wind as he casually strolls away to the opposite direction.
He would however take great offense if he saw you with Atsushi.
Bitter anger overcomes him as he spends his days following you and the weretiger around, a permanent scowl etched onto his face as he is forced to watch that stupid beast slobber all over you like a dog in heat. "He is pathetic and weak." Akutagawa thinks to himself.
"He could never protect you like I could."
He's playing dumb but Atsushi is aware that he is being followed especially if he is with you, his favorite person. His senses have never led him astray and he is quick to figure out the identity of the stalker. He's nervous, does he make the first move and confront Akutagawa? What does he even want? Days turn into weeks and Atsushi's patience is on thin ice, he has to know.
Strong as he is, Akutagawa was sloppy, tracking him was a cakewalk. He hid himself in the shadows close to the building you were currently in and was most likely waiting for you to exit.
His attack was swift and merciless, pinning Akutagawa to the ground was almost too easy. Naturally, Akutagawa's troublesome ability was quick to retaliate as Atsushi could feel Rashomon's sharp talons being pressed against his back meanwhile Atsushi's own claws nearly slit Akutagawa's throat.
They were neck and neck. Had they not been so close to so many civilians there was no doubt that a horrible brawl would have happened but due to their specific circumstances they called a truce... Barely.
If looks could kill Atsushi would be buried six feet under but he felt no fear, all he wanted was to understand what Akutagawa was doing. The man in black scoffs and turns his back to the weretiger, as if Atsushi was already supposed to know the answer.
"I am in their debt." he says as a matter of factly.
"I could never allow you out of all people to keep that person safe."
Oh his words stung... but Atsushi bit his tongue and calmly (read clenched teeth) asked for a proper explanation and after what felt like hours he finally got one.
Akutagawa has the emotional intelligence of a rock and Atsushi knows this. He is frustrated with the fact that Akutagawa wants to be so close to you but he knows he can't beat him nor can it happen the other way around.
There really was no getting out of this.
In that moment Atsushi made a split second decision that was either going to make his life Hell or maybe, just maybe, a little bit easier.
The two of them made a deal - they were both going to keep an eye out for you. Neither one could be too pushy or demanding, they needed to play fair.
As much as they hated each other they could at least agree that your safety was the most important thing of all.
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Random things BSD MEN would say to you / about you:
“The frills look very beautiful on you, мышка. You look like a divine being sprung from a scandalous rococo painting.”
—Fyodor Dostoevsky, age unknown, secretly drooling over his wife.
“I thought I was going to DIE without you, bella~! How could I let another second pass without your lovely presence blessed upon my very being?!”
—Dazai Osamu, 22, walked in on his girlfriend changing into another dress for the night because he couldn’t (didn’t want to) wait any longer.
“Damn. My girl is so hot.”
—Nakahara Chuuya, 22, the biggest fan of his girlfriend, dumbfounded by his lover’s beauty and currently trying to comprehend why his pants feel so tight.
“I brought you a gift! Would you like to guess what it is, dove?! Guess! What do I hold behind me?”
—Nikolai Gogol, 26, holding a bunch of white roses behind his cape, which he himself painted red with blood (his methods are questionable).
“I did not expect to see you here. What are you holding..? Oh….t—*dry silence*….thank you. It wasn’t necessary.”
—Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, 20, trying to hide the soft blush creeping upon his cheeks and ears. He finds it thoughtful and endearing *cough cough* that you’ve prepared him a bento box.
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Can I request yandere fyodor, Akutagawa and chuuya with a fem crybaby reader? Like they don’t try to escape or break any rules they just sit in the corner and cry out of fear while trembling.
Oh, that sounds kind of fun!
Characters: Akutagawa, Chuuya, Fyodor
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Akutagawa:
•He always feels so bad
•He's not as good with words, so he just hugs you
•After he kidnaps you, he feels incredibly guilty
•He doesn't like how scared you are
•He tries to look on the bright side, at least you obey him?
•He has no idea what to do while you're shaking and crying in the corner, so he just kneels down infront of you and pats your head, kissing your forehead
•He tries to be really sweet, but probably accidentally glares at you while you're crying, making you cry harder
•At this point he's panicking he tries to pay you again, but pats you a little too hard and hits you 😭
•He attempts to apologize, but don't forget, it's also Akutagawa so...
•He apologizes but it seems like he's not really sorry because of his apathetic face (he is sorry)
•So the whole thing would end in chaos, him panicking and you in tears, but that doesn't mean he'll ever let you leave
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Chuuya:
•For the first little bit, he just comforts you
•He'll kill whoever made you cry
•Or, if you have anxiety or something, he'll just hold you to his chest and comfort you
•It doesn't take long for him to kidnap you though
•He can't stand to see you so sad all the time
•Don't worry though, he'll protect you from this cruel world!
•He takes you to his mansion
•He locks you in the basement
•He planned ahead, he got you a gorgeous room down there, a nice bed of your favorite color, cute plushies (if you like those), all the accessories and jewelry you could possibly want, and whatever decor you like
•He hates how scared you are at first, of he wanted to hurt you, he wouldn't have gotten you this gorgeous room
•No, no! Don't try to get away! Why are you so scared? He won't hurt you!
•He holds you close as you cry and sob
•He hates being the reason you're crying
•The worst part is, you're being good! You haven't done anything to deserve how afraid you are!
•He absolutely hates how sad and scared you are, but He'll never let you go
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Fyodor:
•At first, he just find you an annoying, weak, crybaby
•He's low-key mad he fell for you
•Eventually though, his views on you change
•You're so nice to people, you're too pure for this world, and so, he kidnaps you
•He likes to play around with you
•He see's how hard he can make you cry, how to cheer you up, what you act like when you're at your lowest, ect.
•He's not purely cruel with this, he also likes to see how long he can be around you and be nice before you cry over something
•He loves how obedient you are
•If you're crying over something stupid, or that he deems dumb, he'll just leave you there to cry depending on how good you've been
•Since you're typically obedient, he does sometimes comfort you when you're crying over dumb things
•If you're crying for an actual good reason he'll always comfort you
•Sometimes he feels bad for how much you cry, especially since you're such a 'good girl' as he calls you
•He doesn't often show he feels bad unless you pick up on the subtle, accidental hints he gives
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i hope you liked this! I had a lot of fun writing this
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Anything whit AKUTAGAWA. Im BEGGING YOU
You. Akutagawa. Tea party.
Guys i think this person likes akutagawa 🤷♀��
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Akutagawa sat at a small table round table at your place. It was decorated with all kinds of pastries and small cakes, as well as some tea. He looked at you with an annoyed gaze, but also a hint of a soft glance sent in your area.
He patted the chair across from him, gesturing for you to sit.
As you sit across from him he immediately hands you a cup of tea, and picks up his own. He takes a sip, as he glances around the room awkwardly. He eventually spoke up.
"So do you like tea?" He asks
"Yeah."
Silence again.
"....You said you liked figs right?" You ask mindlessley not really considering your words too much.
His eyes widened, suprised you had spoken. He put his cup down and asked,
"Do you like figs too?"
He picked up one and offered it out to you, looking at you with a straight expression
You just stare at him for a few seconds as you think about how the tension is slowly melting.
He held it there, watching as you stared at the fig in his hand. After a few moments, he spoke again.
"Are you just going to sit there or are you going to eat it..?"
You chuckle as you respond "Still the same old, same old." As you reach out about to grab it.
He rolled his eyes, as he moved the hand holding the fig towards your face, forcing you to take it.
"Just take it before I shove it down your throat."
You take his words as the truth and decide to try the fig.
Right after, you sip your tea, that Akutagawa had suprisingly offered to make.
He let out a quiet scoff, as he leaned back in his chair and picked up his tea again.
"Do you like it, or is it not to your liking.."
"Its fine.."
He raised an eyebrow, suprised that finally something had made you speechless.
" 'Fine'? It's a gift, a little more gratitude would be appreciated.."
You let out an airy laugh as you say, "Right, my apologies."
He raised his hand, as if signaling you to stop apologizing.
"Just be a bit more honest.. I don't expect you to like every thing I give you, especially if you hate something just say so..I don't have all day to spend on useless pleasantries.." he says blankly. Expected.
Suddenly you had an idea,
"I'll note that. Have you ever had these?" I ask offering him some biscuts I had recently found, and have had a hyperfixation of lately.
He glanced down at the biscuits for a moment, taking the offered one. He looked at it for a few moments, then up at you.
"This is one of the few times you've been friendly.." He mumbled, before taking a small bite of the biscuit.
He finished the biscuit, but his gaze never left you. It was almost as if he was... staring with a slight hint of something you couldn't quite read.
He didn’t speak another word, but that small hint of emotion in his eyes never left. Eventually he looked away, letting out a small scoff.
"They are good right!" You ask hopefully since well these werent too sugary or too bland. A perfect flavor for your taste buds.
"These...aren't bad.." He looked back at you, a bit suprised by your sudden outburst. He let out a small scoff and tried to hide the faint color of red on his face.
"Do you like them?" You ask sitting up properly, awaiting his response.
"Yes, somewhat," He muttered, looking away again as he sips his tea.
you smile knowingly, he did like the biscuts. Thats improvement. Next time you should organize more events with the two of you...he did seem to enjoy them, whats the harm? ♡
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hii, can you do A,I,N and Z with akutagawa? If you’re able to, ty?
Yandere Alphabet A, I, N and Z with Akutagawa
Akutagawa is such an interesting character. (Yandere alphabet request here)
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Warnings: isolation and starvation
Word count: 453
Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?
Affection and love is something completely new to Akutagawa. He will be really stoic, but it’s clear as day when you look into his eyes that he is absolutely head over heels in love with you. He’s touches are feather light and shy at first. He is afraid of hurting his sweetheart. After some time his touches are more constant and possessive. He will give you antiques and spend time with you (you can’t help, but get goosebumps from the way he is staring you down). He will gladly watch a movie after a long day with you, though it’s more him staring you down with his obsessive gaze.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
Akutagawa isn’t really sure of want he wants for the future. Love is completely foreign to him, but he definitely wants you to love him back. After some years he would like to marry you. He isn’t too keen on having children, since he is already worried about you and his job so he doesn’t wants more to add to his worries.
Naughty: How would they punish their darling?
He will withhold your food for some days (maximum three days if you have been really bad). He believes fear is the greatest motivator (he was motivated by fear in all his youth). He won’t ever physical harm you, at least that’s what he claims. He will not let you read any books or consume any type of media if he means you have been acting up. If he finds you attempting to climb out of the window, he will with a stone cold expression drag you by your arm to the bedroom and look the door. He will bind you with a chain to the bed leg and only let you out to use the restroom. If he deems it necessary, he might lift you up with Rashomon and throw you against the wall. Enough to scare you, but not enough to harm you.
Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?
Akutagawa would break you, but not on purpose. He had entertained the thought from time to time when he first got to know you. He liked the idea of you being docile instead of you kicking and screaming, but he would be lying if he said he didn’t like your strong personality. When he broke you, it was a mere accident. He didn’t mean to and he regretted keeping you isolated for so long. He will do anything in his power to undo his damage. He won’t rest before you are as you were before.
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'ᴛᴀꜱᴛᴇ ᴛᴇꜱᴛ' | Yandere Dazai Osamu x Reader
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Trigger Warnings: Nudity + Degrading + Gore References + Generally Fucked Up + Abuse
Reader: Gender Neutral
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{ Prompt: Yandere Dazai Osamu x Reader │Bloody Taste Test }
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"How Pitiful"
Twenty seven letters, strung together, for an unmerciful insult likewise threat all the same, legs crossed over one another, he sits on a throne, for you a cold ground, in bare skin, of yourself, however in the exposure, you could simply feel delirious sleep in wake of want. You didn't even care over the exhaustion you felt, whether it be the injuries lathered on your skin in love, the brutal nature this dehumanizing act has had in the imprint of your normalized mine or reality, you couldn't tell. You didn't bring your hands to your skin, in embarrassment, dread, nothing of the sort, they rested atop your thighs, as instructed. Back straight, sitting atop your legs, gaze turned down, to the way of a worshiping stance, in some way of a mock religion, it was humorous at the very least ironic, however you couldn't even muster an internal laugh at the thought. The way your ribs seemed to pull flush close to your lungs, felt a threat, beyond his hand of touch, a warning even beyond him, to follow closely.
Cruel words, yet a sweet touch, a graze against the cheek with a knife, and yet you could hardly even tell the difference, much less even muster a flinch. Coo, and awe for a brand new toy, for the spoiled child, how contradicting this bittersweet feeling, gazing longingly, yet disgustingly to a brutally mutilated dog, reduced to human waste, maggots, and flies probably preferred you, over than breathe anyone could possibly empathetically, in pity possess for you. A deep brown resides on our skin, known as the male's eyes, one hand rests on his knee, while the other leans on the arm rest, allowing him to rest his face into his hand, a coy smile by a defaultive nature, held on his lips, a hanging man, does the silence stiffen. In the accessibility of time, you could feel the weight in your body, the bruises, the bones broken healed, then broken again out of some degree of punishable enjoyment for Dazai. You thought to count, to think back, how long had it been, what had even been your given name, besides the oh so endearing terms you were referred to as replacement. Bluntly it was all lost, had it been days? Weeks? Months? Maybe it was even years at this point, you couldn't figure, no wonder you were referred to as the broken watch, time really had alluded you in a punishment of a crime you never remembered of commiting. Carefully he walks, a delicate silver knife better referred to as a letter opener in hand, in bandaged hands he reaches for your left wrist, one slit from side to side, you pull back a wince at the tip of your tongue, softly he places your wrist back to your lap, reaching for the next, he commits the same act. You bleeding across your skin, in a blood disarray, the broken puzzle you felt.
"Do you taste yourself?"
Dazai stooped to your level, brown eyes gleaming, in a horrendous case of sick pleasure, in the hitch of your breath, the way your body tensed a little softly at his closeness, made the side of his face pulled to bare white. Bringing himself to one knee in front of you, one hand gripped your wrist pulling it to the starking ceiling lights, the red spiling against the sides of your arm, thus to the palm of his hand. He dug his fingers in your wound, enjoying the beat of your blood, gushing onto his skin, in the open array of him, his slender fingertips stain bloody, he reaches out to you, showing the crimson on his skin, fondly, with a twisted smile to churn your vision, in a grotesque state, of the vision of you.
"Care for a taste?"
As if he had commanded you, you stick your tongue out, ahead of the male, stopping ahead of his finger, as if for permission, knowing his twisted case of delivering of punishment, a weary way of carrying yourself began, in fear of his demeanor. Dazai gleams almost proudly, swiping his blood fingertips across the rough texture of your tongue, giving a nod of approval to taste the metallic substance. It tasted no different than anything else to you, it all sort of blurred in a mesh of hunger, there was no need for taste, what little, demeaning things, he had given you to feast. What traces remained he tasted for himself.
"Now then dear pet of mine, let's have a taste test, for comparison"
The terms sound endearing under different circumstances, pet, what an odd circumstance to debrief on pet names, comedic in its own sense, however it was no such case. Dazai motioned, and his order was already met, as if studied comparatively, the stench of blood, rot, and death hung heavy, in a small box, carried by two men, placed ahead of you. The dried blood on the sides showcased its belonging, yet you couldn't even muster disgust in your riddled, ruined body. Dazai crudely smiled, opening the small chest, you figured it'd be a small animal, however it was human. Crammed, in minced, ligaments, bathed, then stained in blood, that seemed, full of drunk, dead insects.
"Now lick it up like a good pet"
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Can I request a scenario or head cannons with yandere akutagawa and how he and s/o about their day together?
𝘈:𝘯- 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘓𝘖𝘕𝘎 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵�� 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦! 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸.
𝘋𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪c 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘉𝘚𝘋 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘱𝘢𝘥.
𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘹 𝘴/𝘰
𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘯.
They/them is used.
𝘉𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱:
As ᴀᴄǫᴜᴀɪɴᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ.
*one of them may have developed a slight crush on each other.
*As Acquaintance Akutagawa treat S/o as usual as he was to the others but... There are some tiny bit of his softness towards them.
*it is either lingering gaze or quiet comment in the end for them to hear. But it may come up as a warning though despite him trying to... Your know advice. (Spare this boy he doesn't know how to encourage the other)
*s/o can either be too scared of him and assume him hatting them.
*or... Some screw lose like Higuchi (no offense) may fall in love with him for it.
*It is either subtle walk in the evening scroll after a mission together (if).
*it is either s/o is strong enough to be on mission with him or intelligent enough to help him.
*let's just say s/o is intelligent (as I doubt he will take it well if s/o is stronger then him... He may be competitive and harder to approach)
*s/o words may rub in the wrong side of his idle but he eventually listens to s/o by calming down his anger as possible.
*either he respect them or he is in love with them
*expect an awkward silence in the atmosphere don't ignore him though! He may act he isn't listening but he is.
*maybe he isn't when you speak about theories and all stuff bubbling of scientic stuff and strategy.
*but he does listen when you involved him and pay attention to him in regard of yoje strategy.
*he does take glances at you but eventually doesn't back down when you took notice of his stare for few seconds and revert his attention again to somewhere else.
*S/o and Akutagawa mostly spend time whenever they are in missions or he need some help.
*which he will never say but s/o offers and all.
*he is stiff of a nut whenever you both talk otherwise of the mission.
*he doesn't mind S/o interacting to others during this time period.
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𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱:
*he visit s/o more now.
*he doesn't admit the friendship in work.
*he does get annoyed whenever s/o attention is taken away.
*Akutagawa during this level is neutrally I mean literally a switch.
*it is either he get pissed off and left due to jealousy whenever s/o are with someone else or.. He will drag s/o with him.
*during this stage of relationship Akutagawa will be concerning not too much but eventually buy things like medicine or sweets (if you are a fan of sweets) or even packed food from restaurant or store.
*both s/o and Akutagawa are mutually in good terms.
*S/o is unaware of Akutagawa jealousy.
*so does Akutagawa towards his feelings.
*In friendship stage s/o get to interact with Gin more in rather then work related.
*his concerns are not visible in others eyes unless you are close to him.
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𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱.
S/ᴏ ᴀɴᴅ Aᴋᴜᴛᴀɢᴀᴡᴀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ɪɴ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ:
*In a healthy relationship Akutagawa and S/o make time for each other.
*but Akutagawa mostly focus on his work.
*it is either he isn't that obsessed over s/o and it... Is normally relationship between couples so... Yeah.
*expect for him to sometime forget anniversaries.
*despite the fact you both date for a year or two he will still keep it borderline for s/o
*they spend time often but the spark for s/o towards Akutagawa will be deemed.
*and most plans are made according to Akutagawa schedule not s/o.
*resulting the difference in the Friendship stage.
*yes they understand each other and are close but... The love of s/o will be lessen.
*they do love him dearly but... They would find it that he is not loving them much.
*conflicts? No it won't occurred as S/o is intelligent to take it slow.
*slowly drifted the relationship to let it break.
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Aᴋᴜᴛᴀɢᴀᴡᴀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴏʙsᴇssᴇᴅ.
*if S/o doesn't know... that's a shocking.
*but... It can also make things better.
*expect their love been strong.
*s/o will do their best to give as much effort to Akutagawa.
*Despite the fact Akutagawa is over obsessed to the point to stalk.
*s/o will find it to their liking.
*Of the fact in his eyes they are only for him.
*s/o will be like the yandere one I suppose of the fact Akutagawa give it all what s/o wants.
*spending time and all are based on s/o schedule who make sure even Akutagawa schedule is check.
*in people eyes they are the most cutest couple +crying Higuchi.
*but... Akutagawa doesn't have to worry about s/o been unfaithful.
*because they wre intelligent enough to not sway themself for someone else.
*as long as he give all the attention and care... Border lining s/o boundaries he is fine.
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A:n- that's all take care.
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When the night gets cover in blood, I will fall your you.
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NOW TUMBLR IS THE SOURCE?! WHAT
Don't ask me how I'm getting these 😳
#Bsd#bungou stray dogs#akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd akutagawa#akutagawa x reader#yandere akutagawa#?!#What#I found this in my midnight fanfic cravings#Why am I finding this 😭
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This post in particular really seems to be a fan favorite amongst all of you I'd like to explore the rest of the cast in a similar manner.
darkest traits. 🚬
What are the most toxic and unhealthy behaviours of the yandere! Port Mafia?
part 1!
Mori Ougai: controlling, possessive, gaslighting, manipulative.
A master manipulator by nature, Mori’s darling is often left in the dark about most things as he babies them, buying them all the cutest clothing and accessories. He’s the boss, let him do the heavy lifting! All you need to do is sit still and look all dainty and pretty in his lap.
Keep reading
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hi beautiful <3
i love all your analyses sm and all the thought you put into them it’s so admirable i could never hehe 😭
im very invested in the themes of love languages and stuff so i wanted to ask what you think the bsd men’s love languages could be if that’s okay <3? tysm
and if you ever wanna recognize me 💫 there i am ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
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Hello, dear 💫-anon!♥️ Please excuse my late response. I had like…about 80 requests? Which kind of made me overlook this one, but I’m very happy to write for you now!
I really love such cutesy style of self-expression, which makes me be already very fond of you. I hope that this is to your liking.♥️
BSD MEN x ideal type darlings, subtle yandere behaviour but it’s not really noticeable.
BSD MEN x love languages
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Words of Affirmation: He uses praise and intellectual discourse to uplift his partner, valuing deep conversations that reveal vulnerabilities (rather your vulnerabilities, but we love red flags, don’t we?).
Quality Time: Enjoys engaging in meaningful discussions, relishing moments that allow for introspection and connection.
Acts of Service: He demonstrates care by taking thoughtful actions, often strategizing to provide support and stability.
Dazai Osamu
Physical Touch: Incorporates playful touches and embraces, using physical closeness to express affection and comfort.
Quality Time: Seeks out deep, meaningful interactions, often choosing to spend time in relaxed settings that foster intimacy.
Words of Affirmation: Frequently uses humor and compliments to create a light-hearted atmosphere, helping his partner feel valued.
Nakahara Chuuya
Physical Touch: Communicates affection through hugs, holding hands, and protective gestures, emphasizing closeness and loyalty.
Acts of Service: Shows love through actions that demonstrate commitment, often stepping in to help or defend his partner.
Words of Affirmation: While he might not be overly vocal, he appreciates direct expressions of love and loyalty from his partner.
Nikolai Gogol
Quality Time: Values shared experiences, often seeking out adventures or creative pursuits that allow for connection and fun.
Physical Touch: Expresses love through affectionate gestures, like hugs or playful touches, emphasizing closeness and warmth.
Akutagawa Ryuunosuke
Acts of Service: Expresses love through protective actions, often putting his partner’s needs above his own to demonstrate loyalty.
Words of Affirmation: While he may struggle with vulnerability, he values sincere acknowledgment of his efforts and feelings.
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BSD masterlist: No longer human
This is a sequel masterlist for my bsd works! Good thing I decided to feed ya'll before kinktober lol
Created: 9/14/24
Updated: 11/10/24
Previous masterlist: Here
fanfiction: x
headcanons: //
Scenario: \\\
NSFW: *
ask: ^
🐈 Shin soukoku 🐈
Regular content
Months of tolerance v. 2.0 \\\
🐺 Akutagawa Ryuunosuke 🐺
Yandere/Dark content
Worth v. 2.0 \\\
☠ Soukoku ☠
Regular content
Kitsunebi \\\^*
💀 Osamu Dazai 💀
Regular content
Dear darling \\\
🐀 Fyodor Dostoevsky 🐀
Yandere/dark content
Till death do we part \\\^*
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Only have 6 hours left
Just had a story made up in my mind but I don’t know what character would be good for it.
The whole setting of the story is going to be a character who’s an artist and recently there friend or someone who was close to them (and was that characters muse and inspiration of their art) suddenly passed away. After having a massive breakdown and art block they met you and they couldn’t stop painting you or drawing you. They memorized everything about you and even took it to the point to stalk you a lot.
But yet I have no idea what character to use 😭 I have a few suggestions but I can’t decide so I’ll let you all decide.
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Which yanderes are not afraid of breaking your bones, either as a lesson or from the moment they capture you to make sure you never try escaping?
bone breakin' - yandere BSD - kolyakisses
includes ; jouno saigiku, fyodor dostoevsky, chuuya nakahara, ryuunosuke akutagawa, osamu dazai
warnings ; yandere characters, bone breaking, kidnapped reader, mention of cutting off limbs at dazai's part
note ; HEY ANON IDK IF THIS WAS A QUESTION OR REQUEST BUT EITHER WAY ITS A POST!! ANYWAY I LVOE THSI QUESITONEHDHE
i think that jouno would most definitely break your bones in advance, so that you never try to leave. he will likely break one of your legs first.
fyodor would warn you and tell you that he would most definitely break every bone in your body if you so much as try to leave. of course, he wouldn't really do that unless he had to, just as a warning. but he will absolutely break your legs, and he might just break your ankle first so that you don't get any ideas.
chuuya will break your ankle. he won't do it immediately, but he'll do it the moment you try to leave. he'll sit there with you while tears drip down your face, petting your hair and telling you he had to. don't worry, though - it won't happen again after this.
akutagawa will break both of your legs if you try to escape from him. no, he doesn't care if it hurts! you were going to leave him after everything he'd done for you. he killed people for you, and that's how you repay him? let's see how you like not being able to walk without him.
it all depends. agency!dazai is the least likely to break anything. he has a work reputation, doesn't he? the others likely know you, and if you broke anything, they'd know that, too. best to punish you with something other than broken bones. if this is port mafia!dazai, then you're totally fucked. he doesn't care - he'll take your whole arm off if he thinks he needs to. just don't get on his bad side there.
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Ryuunosuke Akutagawa (self aware)
Self-Aware! Akutagawa Ryunosuke x GN! Reader
Warning: Yandere. Hints of stalking. OOC. Spoilers for "Dazai Osamu and Dark Era", "Dazai Osamu's entrance exam", Port Mafia arc, The Guild arc, Akutagawa's past. Menthions of mutilation. English is my second language.
Becoming self-aware
🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa was a Black-Fanged Hellhound. He is ready to commit heinous crimes for Port Mafia sake.
🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa was Ability User of Destruction and Disaster. Rashomon will tear anything and anyone by his command.
🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa is an Apostle of Calamity and Despair. He will earn Dazai's approval, no matter what.
🧥 Ryunosuke Akutagawa isn't real. The moment, he realized it, felt like Rashomon sank its fangs in its Master's soul, shredding every emotion he ever had.
🧥 But, the worst thing was, that his reasons for living was shredded alongside his emotions.
🧥 Akutagawa is strong. He trained to be that stronger. But, was his strength a result of his training? Or, he was created to be that strong? And, no matter what, he won't be stronger or weaker than his current level?
🧥 Akutagawa is loyal to Port Mafia. But, has his actions ever benefit Port Mafia? Or, no matter what he did, Port Mafia will exist, and his missions will end in success, even if he stayed in one please, without weapons and Rashomon?
🧥 Akutagawa was seeking Dazai's approval. But... Was he even created to be someone, who Dazai will accept? Or it was his destiny, to be a failure in Dazai's eyes?
🧥 Was Dazai-san even real?;
🧥 Akutagawa was on edge. He wanted answers, he wanted stability. He wanted to tear someone apart.
🧥 But he won't disobey Boss's orders. Mori orders them to find any information they can find.
🧥 Mori was real. Akutagawa choose to follow that order. Akutagawa knew, that, if he refused, it will make a difference.
🧥 Higuichi and Akutagawa were patrolling Yokohama together. That's how they saw The Guild's liner. And Guild leader, talking about not being real with old man with white beard.
🧥 Others also brought news. About Rats, Government, Hunting Dogs. And ADA. They were real. They also could do anything. And it will make a difference.
🧥 The difference wasn't big. At least, it was something.
🧥 And then, one day, he feels an entity's gaze on him.
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Looking
Observing
It looked at them, like they were circus animals.
It was weak.
It was hiding far away from them.
Akutagawa spent hours, trying to tear through space. Trying to bring It to them. Trying to get to It.
For hours Rashomon's maw destroyed anything, that was on its way. For hours Rashomon's claws tear through walls and pavement.
And there was Gin.
His sister was acting strange.
Every morning, after waking up, she was writing pages and pages in notebook.
She doesn't show them to Akutagawa.
Only ones he saw one of the pages.
"How their day was"
One time, Akutagawa met Dazai during one of his countless tries to get to the Entity. To tear its throat!
Akutagawa's voice was firm.
"Should I make them suffer?"
Dazai's answer was emotionless.
"You had to get in line."
Was it a blessing? An order? Akutagawa will honor it nevertheless.
But one day, time reset.
And he, once again, was a sixteen-year-old boy, who killed Mimic's solder
And made Dazai-san angry.
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When they start feeling your presence
🧥 When Dazai-san pointed a gun on Akutagawa, he was ready. He was ready to use Rashomon as a shield. By his own free will.
🧥 But he couldn't.
🧥 He couldn't use it as he wants.
🧥 Only after the shot he finally managed to create a shield.
🧥 Did It mess with his ability? How dare it weak coward do something to him?
🧥 It will pay...
🧥 But why Dazai-san was so silent?
🧥 And then came the voice.
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"effective" "harsh" "other way"
"Strong" "deserved to [|||||||||||||||||]"
Akutagawa feels a wave of warmth. For one moment, he felt completely safe. Like nothing could ever hurt him again.
'Was it mocking him? Pitting him?'
Akutagawa looked around, trying to find the speaker. But, no one was here.
Was it the one, who was talking?
And Dazai-san looked like he was listening to it.
Akutagawa's voice sounded urgent.
"Where is it? Dazai-san, I can hear it. I am sure, this time, I will tear them apart..."
Dazai raises his hand.
His voice was uncharacteristically soft.
"No. You will wait. You won't seek them. Right now, you will only listen to their voice. Their words. And pay attention to their emotions."
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🧥 Dazai left without explaining anything. Akutagawa was left alone.
🧥 It... They left with Dazai.
🧥 Emotions? Words? Voice? The couple of words? Full of pity?
🧥 Or not?
🧥 Akutagawa closed his eyes. Remembering.
🧥 They didn't feel pity. It was... respect?
🧥 Akutagawa can't be sure. He needs to hear more.
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🧥 Next time he heard them was during clash with Mimic.
🧥 Still, no full sentences.
"Akutagawa" "strong" "hard-working"
🧥 But, now, Akutagawa can tell for sure, that it was respect.
🧥 Fight with Mimic was the same as previous time. Except one thing.
🧥 When Gide arrived, he didn't pay any attention to Akutagawa or anyone else. He was trying to shoot something invisible.
🧥 Sakunosuke Oda arrived again. He saved Akutagawa again.
🧥 And said something strange. But, Akutagawa didn't think too much about it.
"Hold tight, Blobby! We can't let Gide shoot you!"
🧥 Few days later, time resets again.
🧥 Akutagawa, once again, was trying to kill taxi driver. And again was defeated by Doppo Kunikida.
"Akutagawa [|||||||||||||] was awesome!"
🧥 The Voice didn't mock him. Still, only respect.
🧥 When he deals with the ability user, that controlled numbers, Akutagawa heard quiet
"Deserved."
from the voice.
🧥 And time resets again.
🧥 Akutagawa once again was trying to capture man-tiger.
🧥 And strange Light Blob was floating above man-tiger.
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Few days later, Mori Ougai and Fukuzawa Yukichi were discussing the creation of a Union. Union, to find a way to Their Guiding Light's world. To them.
Akutagawa feels conflicted.
Gin seems happy. She mentioned, that she can't wait to meet them.
Dazai-san seems happy. Often, he was talking to the air. Laughing. Joking.
And looking at something with so much warmth and... love?
Dazai-san was asking about the Voice. And his feelings towards them.
Akutagawa was honest.
"They are a simple person. I don't hate them anymore. But, I don't like them either."
Akutagawa just can't put his finger on it. He understands, why they want to get to the real world. But why so many people want to meet them? The Guiding Light?
He gets his answers one day.
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🧥 Akutagawa just follows Mori's orders. Gave a message to The Guild. Don't attack anyone.
🧥 Hawthorne and Mitchell were on their guard, but, nevertheless, promise to tell Fitzgerald about union proposition. This time, they were unhsrmed.
🧥 And on his way back to ADA/Port Mafia base, time reset again.
🧥 And he was a forteen-year-old boy from the slums.
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He was standing before Dazai-san like all this years ago.
But, he wasn't looking at him.
Right before Dazai-san was standing a figure, made of light. Same light, that Little Light was made of.
And they talked. Akutagawa heard sobs. And a wave of warmth
"poor" "friends" "strength"
"Akutagawa, I respect you. You are powerful. You had to become powerful. For yourself. For your friends. And you are powerful. You don't need anyone's acceptance. The words will never take away your power."
Akutagawa feels, how light figure hugged him.
[In reality, you run your fingers up and down manga page]
A flood of emotions...
Respect. Acceptance. Proud
Akutagawa feels, like he was in presence of the most important human in entire planet. Important for him. For everyone.
He finally got it. Why everyone love you.
Now, he was like them.
He wanted to protect them.
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🧥 Dazai-san start training him and Atsushi in working in pair.
🧥 So they can protect Dear Guiding Light.
🧥 Akutagawa was ready to train every minute of his life.
🧥 Making sure, that you are safe.
🧥 You and your happiness became his reason to live on.
And then, one day, the purple moon shined above Yokohama.
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When you installed BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan
🧥 Akutagawa was first one, who gave you an Awakening materials, so you can have his UR card.
"Akutagawa, I love Leader Skill of your card!"
"Wow! So much damage! Are real Rashomon that powerful?"
"Akutagawa's Detective card are so awesome!"
🧥 Akutagawa gather materials by himself. Now Armory in Port Mafia base are on Max Level.
🧥 Because of his interface, Armory now gave materials for UR card awakening.
🧥 Akutagawa loves 'watching' movies with you and Gin. He and Gin will secretly watch videos you watch.
🧥 Ready to order Rashomon to chew through space to get him on your doorstep.
🧥 Will do anything, to keep smile on your face. To keep you protected. To destroy your enemies.
🧥 Akutagawa is a Black-Fanged Hellhound, Ability User of Destruction and Disaster, Apostle of Calamity and Despair.
🧥And you are his reason to live.
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You got another note from BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan.
From Akutagawa. With Awakening materials for his Summer card.
And a note.
"[Y/N]. Be careful. I don't want anything happen to you. Please, don't worry about anything. You are under my protection, remember that. Akutagawa Ryunosuke"
You smiled and open one of the Akutagawa cards, petting his chibi.
"I will be careful, I promise, Akutagawa. Thanks for worrying about me."
You didn't notice, that Akutagawa's eyes closed in bliss.
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to rhyme my name with yours
summary: bsd! characters as arabic poetry and lines i read in the internet. character(s): dazai osamu, chuuya nakahara, fyodor dostoevsky, ryuunosuke akutagawa content warning(s): religious themes, blood, yandere-ish behaviors; you pronouns are used for reader
dazai osamu "i'll dip my hands in holy water if it means touching you."
dazai osamu's hands are stained with blood, and he knows. he knows just how many fallen bodies it took to fully coat his two palms with red. enemies' blood, the last red ink written by his pals, all is but another layer of the skin on dazai osamu's palm. his hands are bloody with fingers that only know nothing but to take. give dazai osamu another pair of hands and watch how it becomes soaked in blood. give him another pair and witness how the fingers are not enough to count the lives he took. since dazai osamu is a bloody wreck with bloodier hands. all his hands ever knew is how to sin, how to anger the gods, how to be an irony in churches.
that is until he found you. until his hands, with its blood and gore, ached to reach for something. until his fingers, dripping with red, started to cross themselves to wish for your well-being… for the devil to not take you away from him, a devil himself. dazai osamu is cursed with bloody hands but his palms learned how to kiss for a prayer when he found you.
his hands, sinner they are more than him, became a bloody paradox. it learned how to pray for a blessing undeserved by his sinful hands. dazai osamu is not a religious man, daring life and death with his suicidal attempts. but when he found you bathed in colors from the church's stained glasses, dazai osamu learned that angels do exist. that god took the longest in one of his creations.
he signs the cross with his bloody fingers and dip his hands in holy water before kneeling, not to the altar but before your figure, as his trembling hand finds a place on your cheek.
and when dazai osamu's palm lovingly carress your cheek, he can see the blood from his hand tainting your skin.
chuuya nakahara "on the train, we swapped seats. you wanted the window and i wanted to look at you."
it's laughable how chuuya nakahara is always there for someone who will never choose him first. it's hilarious how the skilled mafioso keeps choosing people who cannot even pick him as the first option. an option, a mere one, is all chuuya ever knew. to dazai osamu who never actually chose him, to mori who rather have dazai, to the red-haired hag who'd rather choose the kid. chuuya nakahara is only seen if the first option is nowhere to be found.
but not to one. not to you.
it's funny how chuuya nakahara's ability is gravity manipulation when all that stabilizes him to the ground is your words. when you told him that you want him even if he hesitantly asked if you are sure that you really want him. chuuya can never forget the day that you got offended when he asked if he's the one you really want, not dazai or akutagawa or practically anyone else. since it is strange to be finally found after being invisible for so long.
and as he stare at you, drawn to that window view you so much craved, chuuya nakahara can't but feel grateful that finally… finally someone saw him. not as a third or second option. you chose him.
and if you'll tear your eyes away from the view outside the window to face him, you'll see it plainly in his eyes: you're the cure to his tainted sorrow.
fyodor dostoevsky “and if the devil was ever to see you, he'd kiss your eyes and repent,"
fyodor is not the devil, he is a religious man. the white clothes that wrap his body are not a paradox but a symbolism of the purity he seeks to achieve. the way he plays the violin, so soothingly yet eerily perfect, is but an imitation of the melody he aims to give the world. since fyodor dostoesky is a religious man. and as all men of faith, he wishes nothing but greatness for the world. fyodor dostoevsky is on a mission to save every sinful souls.
so why are you running, little mouse? why call him the devil when all he wants is to save you? come, come, little mouse. take his gloved hands and you shall be saved. shh… hush, little mouse. you shan't call him the devil, he's here to save you from them. little mouse, stop running. stop sinning. oh, poor little mouse. he told you— it's a dead end there.
"stop! stop…! don't come near me you… you… devil!"
fyodor is not the devil. he is a religious man. "i am but a man of faith. together we shall repent, dear"
fyodor is not the devil, he is a religious man who'll lovingly kiss your closed eyes as his thumbs wipe the tears on the corner of your eyes. who'll whisper to you in hushed tones that now you will be saved, now you'll be away from this impure world. shh, little mouse. your tears will tempt any devil from the fiery pits of hell, your pitiful sobs will just stir something from the abyss. shh, little mouse, stop crying or the devil will kiss your eyes.
and as fyodor dostoevsky kiss the sorrow from your eyes, tears leaving the taste of salt and fear on his lips, the religious man wondered whether he's indeed the devil who'll kiss your eyes… and find salvation from it.
ryuunosuke akutagawa "because my love for you is higher than words, i have decided to fall silent."
ryuunosuke akutagawa is a silent lover. he love with his actions and not with his words. his love is tainted in black, with the darkness seemingly always behind his back. but with all the darkness and color of the abyss present in his being… he can't seem to find the ink that will pen words that you deserve. since akutagawa loves with his actions and not his words. he'll shield you from bullets instead of telling you he'll protect you. he'll slaughter his own allies to save you instead of saying that you're the only one that matters. he'll take a claw to his heart instead of saying that you're his heart anyway.
since ryuunosuke akutagawa's love is too steep, too high. that even mere words can no longer reach it. that his vocal chords cannot contain it. ryuunosuke akutagawa decided to fall silent since no words can express what he feels anyway. his love, cannot be expressed with mere words. but perhaps the hand behind your nape and the bloody lips on yours is an indication. perhaps the claw that ripped his heart can express what his words cannot.
ryuunosuke akutagawa is a silent lover. for his love is higher than words that he decided to fall eternally silent for you.
author’s note(s): shit format and shittier content. will fix it when idk. send me some asks T T
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